The Jacqueline Monroe Show - 256- Random Question Generator

Episode Date: May 21, 2021

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What's up, guys? Happy Tuesday. It's episode 256. Welcome back to the show. hey what's up it's Jacqueline welcome back to the show Woo! Happy Tuesday. Hit that subscribe button. I'm here seven days a week and yeah, let's do a show, baby. Let's do one. Okay, look, it's been a weird week already and it's only Tuesday. It's not even halfway over and tonight I just want to like, I don't know, chill with you guys and do something kind of interesting and mind, but also mindless, like stimulating for my brain, but also mindless because I don't know, I'm going to be using the random question generator tonight. And yeah, let's, I just want to like, I don't really want to talk about my day. I don't

really want to tell, I don't know. I don't really have any updates. Um, I just drank the remnants of, oh, this is terrible. It's like 7 30 PM. I still need to eat dinner and I'm going to do this before I eat and I drank the remnants of my iced coffee from earlier that was fully melted and lukewarm and I just like thought well maybe this will give me a little boost for the podcast and you know when you drink it's so gross all the ice was melted the almond milk was weird it was kind of funky but I you know that's I've told that story before like we all know what it's like to run around town in the in the car doing errands with an iced coffee and then like setting it it's obviously like in the middle console or whatever that thing is

it's like in a cup holder right and then like let's say you go into i don't know like trader joe's and shop around and you don't take it with you and then you go back to the car and it was really hot out and it melted it the sun melted it and then uh you like reach for it you still drink it. I don't know. Does that, does anyone else do that? You're just like, this was a $7 iced vanilla latte. I'm going to finish it even though it's lukewarm and completely disgusting now. That's like my worst. I hate when that happens, but I still drink it anyways. Okay. So yeah, I just drank that. I'm feeling okay. Um, I don't know. I don't know. Yeah. I have like this, there's like this weird energy this week, not to be like that, but like, I don't really know what

it is and I can't put my finger on it, but Jacqueline, don't go to the internet to complain about your problems. Here we go. Random, random question generator from conversationstartersworld.com. You might be like, oh, this, this is stupid or like, oh, how boring, but no, I don't know what these questions are going to be. And then I get so I go on so many tangents. I get in deep. It's fun. All right. Here we go. First question. What do you hope never changes? what did I just get the chills what the hell I'm not even cold but like I just read that and got the chills what do I hope never changes I hope I never change no I mean that's no I won't say that I'm gonna say I hope

podcasting never changes I just are fuck that's weird like oh it sticks around forever it's like TV or it's like radio just sticks around forever I guess it is like radio okay anyways um should I tell the story about how the radio was invented should I go on a story time about that instead of answering this we could do that uh I don't know what do I hope never changes what do I love about life or I'm bored I guys I don't want to bore you I don't know the answer to that right now. I don't know. Next question. Sorry. Next, as you get older, what are you becoming more and more afraid of? Oh, everything. I feel like this is weird. So weird. I never was afraid of flying or I never I don't know yeah I like as I get older I get more scared

in situations that I used to not even think about and I feel like life or death situations to me it's like okay you jump on a plane it's like it could crash but um yeah that's one thing that is unusual all of a sudden I feel like when I like a few years ago in my early 20s something switched over and I get nervous to fly now and I used to never be like that um I guess I was flying so often though like I feel like the more you do it the less you the less you um fear it I don't know if that's that's for everyone but or that's how it works for everyone but um yeah I'm gonna say flying. Next question. What single event has had the biggest impact on who you are? fuck

what single event has had the biggest impact on who you are okay it's gotta be I feel like did it happen in my 20s did it happen in my teens did it happen when I was a kid

trying to think of an event that was like I think it's it's got to be when I failed at something and then I and when or when yeah when I failed at something and will and learned a lesson or went through something and learned a lesson and that like knocked me into who I am now I don't know how to explain that um okay, I know, here, this is kind of deep-ish, I didn't know what I didn't know in my early 20s, and I'd say the biggest event that impacted who I am now was the day I walked away from

I I like cold turkey no no contact no nothing just walked away from uh a situation uh that was sucking my soul and stripping me of who I was like I that's that's so true yeah that's got to be it because ever since then I've I don't know I can't explain it like I didn't yeah I was like soul stripped I didn't know who I was I walked out into the world I was like I don't know who I am now and um anyways I feel like I need to add some more to this or like prior to walking away and take my power back or whatever that's called. I, um, I went for so many years as a perfectionist people pleaser. Um, I was too nice and too like, yeah, like willing to just let people walk all over me and just like, yeah, my whole, okay. That's what it is. Oh my God. I just

figured it out sorry I know this kind of is this is kind of clunky but I feel like since like high school I've always felt like an outcast I've always felt like the outsider of the group who's not really in it but it's all but people like me but I'm not really like in the group in all the with all the uh inside jokes and I'm not just I'm not close with everyone in the group if that makes sense I'm just like kind of hovering on the outside like I get invited to stuff but I'm not yeah it's not like they're not really my people um and that yeah I'd say in high school that was the thing so or that's when it started and then even in college and then post-college when I moved to San Diego like that first year I just got looked at my iPhone and the

screen cracked do I have a protector yes I do we're good okay um so anyways I feel like in order for me to like the way I tried to fit in or the way I I would like be nice and like how do I explain it I would just like I don't even know what I'm saying it's not like I was being myself I was being I was like being someone who I wasn't. I was people pleasing. I was like being a version of a version of someone I thought the other people would want me to be. So they would like me. That's what it is. Like I would change so people like me and I wasn't being myself. And then yeah, so the day I walked away from that whole situation, I was like, Oh, okay, okay, well, now I don't have a soul. I'm like, I don't have I don't have my self worth is like, where is she? Like, what's that? anyways, and I was like, oh, it's time to, like, step into who you are, and just own it, and live it, and just fucking be it, because people will come to you, the right people will come to you, you don't need to, like, change to go to the wrong people anymore, Jackal, and, like, that's what I was doing, I was changing to, yeah, to appeal, or to, and I admired the people, I admired people,

and wanted to be friends with people for the wrong reasons. And I just, it's such a mindfuck that, I mean, I had to learn the lesson. I had to learn the lesson. I'm glad I did. I'm grateful for those experiences, but how sad, like, I wish I just had, I wish I was more secure. It was, it was rooted in insecurity. It was rooted in insecurity because if I was just my, myself and I, if I just owned it and if I just let my hair, hair down and acted how, you know, just acted. however um I think people would have been drawn to me more but I was a little like I don't even know I was just like a little insecure like I don't I don't know fuck it we all figure it out at some point I feel like I'm grateful it happened in my 20s though because now I'm just like look

here I am take me or leave me if you don't want to be friends with me that's okay and like that kind of stuff I'm not like oh I'm a I'm the cool people don't want to be friends with me what the hell I'm the cool one I gotta remember that I'm the center of my own world like I'm the center of my own life like I need to stop yeah well I don't do it anymore but when I was younger I wish I could tell my younger self that okay next question um it's loading oh my gosh so story about my electric circuit or what's it called my plug-in what's what is it called on the wall

the the wall socket yeah right like don't put a fork in it yeah okay so I turned on my bathroom light and there were I took a video of it let me see if I can play it you you can probably hear it hold on um where's the video yeah it's not normal at the very end it freaked me out and I like jolted away because I saw a little lightning bolt come out like there was an electric something I don't even know what like a current and they were working on they went for the last couple weeks ever since we had that outage that power outage they've been working on the electricity and I feel like maybe that's why it was doing that but I yeah I'm a little bit freaked out and so I was checking

all the other out or sockets in my house and I was like everything else seems fine but I don't know okay next question um what's the most anxiety inducing thing you do on a regular basis anxiety inducing thing you do on a regular basis um easy answer nothing I don't get nervous about almost anything I don't yeah I know I mentioned flying that's probably it crossing the street with my dog and worrying that he's gonna get hit by he's gonna get hit by a car is probably the most anxiety inducing thing I do every day um now plugging in my hair curler and straightener into that socket in my bathroom is gonna terrify me after that noise I just heard but I don't know I'm generally pretty like unaffected by anything like everything

um I don't know if that makes me like lackadaisical and like I don't have a fire under my ass but that's not the case it's like I just don't spiral anymore in my head um and worry like I never really did though I had the spiral the spiraling I used to have really bad was the negative self-talk spiral where I would get myself so deep in a hole of like, Jacqueline, you're a loser. You're a piece of shit. You're, you know, you suck. You're not where you you're in your twenties, like, or you're at this age. Why haven't you figured this out yet? Like I would sit and shit on myself and then, um, yeah, that's what I, like, I don't do that anymore. And I don't know, like that's, that was more like depression. I'd feel like not

anxiety um okay sorry this is a kind of a sleepy episode what's going on i'm kind of just quiet i don't know i'm like calm ice water oh what where is the strangest place you've urinated or defecated um I don't really want to answer this I don't want the form I mean I've I've said it all on the show now by now like I'm in my yeah I'm in the 250s now with my episodes like I've really flapped my gums and given you guys way too much information and I don't know I feel like maybe it's time for a rebrand. Maybe I refrain from being disgusting and talking about like, what is the urination and defecation? Like what the heck? Great words though. Great words. Um, I mean, I'm just not going to, I'm going to stick to what I just said. I'm going to do the next question. what's your definition of a good human being um a good human being

leaves people leaves people or leaves the world better than they found it what's what am i trying to say here i think it's kindness i think a good human being is kind to everyone and treats other people well and makes other people like you know like what makes a good human being yeah that they're not mean. They're not, they're not violent. They're not blowing up the streets with bombs. They're like nice to everyone they see. And I don't know. I feel like that can be a simple answer. I don't need to think too much about that. A good human being, they're kind. They're kind. And

they help other people. I think that's it. Like it's all about helping other people in this life and being a good person being a nice person kind I don't know like what kind of like rock star answer could I give right now I'm like how else could I say or how else could I describe a good person um yeah let's just do the next question is this a cheesy or corny episode or these questions are kind of like like we're kind of asking these they're like too serious for my mood right now I'm just like sitting in a hoodie I still have the taste of that stupid coffee that I sip the rest of on my tongue and I just like I feel like I need to be like a jackass right now and tell a story. Actually, I had a thought to tell a story about the time when we were camping

as a family and our car broke down or like something happened to our car. And then my aunt had to like come drive her car to help us or something like that. And it was like this weird two day thing. And I remember like, I think, did we sleep outside? Like, I don't know. It was just like a weird kind of a like a like a strange camping trip that I vaguely remember and I feel like maybe I should know if I had more details maybe I could it would be more fun it was in uh it was at Lake Chelan in Washington state state and I don't know I think the you know what I think it was the campsite was too close to a regular road like I didn't I wasn't used to that we I've camped we camped in the coolest places you know as a family and then this place was like it was

as if you drove into a parking lot and there you go there's your campsite it wasn't like cozy and cute and yeah I don't know so the whole place felt weird and looked weird I mean obviously there was the lake we weren't um like right next to it or anything but yeah I don't know actually I was just thinking about that's a story I haven't told but I don't remember every detail I think yeah we oh yeah I know what it was like it was it was the whole like having to walk to an auto store to get help with our car or something I think I walked with my dad or or like walking to the grocery store and like buying food for the night it just it sucked and it was like oh we're we're stranded like our car doesn't it something happened to it and then

we have to camp here I think it was that I don't think we planned on camping there I think we had to we were gonna I don't know so yeah story for a different time maybe if I interview my mom she can tell it she probably remembers it really well I feel like so many jackass things happen to us as a family like like did we ever not like car crashes or anything like that's not jackass that's just unfortunate and scary but I don't know we just have funny like hillbilly fucking stories um oh my gosh this is too deep for right now but let's think about it uh, has anyone ever saved your life? Maybe. Have you guys seen those videos of, or that video of someone, I think it was in New York. I don't know what city it was, but they, someone walked by

a person on a street and tapped their shoulder. And then like a second later, a city bus went went by really fast and if that guy didn't tap on the other guy's shoulder so he turned his head he would have been hit really bad and probably died and apparently that guy that tapped the shoulder was dressed the same as him and then he like got away really fast there's like a video of it you can watch let me look it up actually um tap shoulder save life into youtube let's see what happens yeah mysterious man touches the shoulder of another man saves his life and disappears so what's that some people are there well let me just play it first to see this is like no views

for what it is what's going on do they interview him? it's a really low quality video so it's kind of like hold on let me find the original I don't think that was it. 69,000 views. Is this it? Sorry. I want to see it before I comment on it more. Guy walking down the street. It's dark out. Another guy will start walking

next to him. Oh my gosh. Yeah. Like what's that? And then something swings around. Like He knew, and the weird thing is the guy that tapped his shoulder was, he wasn't even like, he just kept looking straight. Whoa. What are the comments? Do you guys know about this? Have you seen this? The incident occurred in Turkey. The man who escaped death said he heard someone say, watch out.

before he felt someone's hand on his shoulder he also said that he could not believe someone actually touched him when it happened because he was in shock uh he only believed it was real after the security footage it looked like a gate that was swinging like some sort of like big metal thing coming his way but i guess like there there's been people's ideas about this or about how that who that guy was uh the guy that tapped his shoulder um their ideas their ideas about him are like oh that's the other guy in the future trying to save his younger self or something like that and a different I don't know there's I don't I don't really remember everything about it but because like how I don't know if you watch the video you're

it's it's weird it's like how did he know there was perfect timing okay back to the question has anyone ever saved your life um yeah like I said a random person maybe like who knows that I like a similar situation I'll never know I've never been like I'm not suicidal like no one's like saved I don't like I've never like stood on the side of a bridge and then someone's like no don't do it like that person saved my life you know I don't have a story like that um I don't know you know you could say like oh my puppy saved my life like I feel like when people save your life because they they helped you so much and they improved your life so much that's not them saving your life

that's them like getting you out of a bad place and like helping you but it's not like you were gonna you were gonna die if they didn't do it so I have a lot of those situations with like my mom and she's like oh my god the story I told of when I the pivotal or whatever the big event that that made me who I am um the day this is freaky the day I walked away and I took my power back and I said I can't not gonna uh allow this in my life anymore the day the morning at 4 a.m that I decided to do to do it my mom called me and she's like what's going on are you okay and what she didn't know is that for the whole week before I I've never felt like this or had an experience like this the entire I didn't sleep for like a week and I remember

like she called me at four and I had been up I had been up all night I didn't I hadn't slept and I would literally just like sit on my couch I remember this in my old apartment and just like stare at the wall and the ceiling and I just like sit and think sit and think sit and think and I was just like a zombie I like because I needed to make a step forward in my life I needed to do what I did but I feel like I had to process everything that had gone on before I actually did it and I feel like that's what that whole week before that whole week was it was just like a lot of thinking and sitting in silence and staying up all night like I just felt like a mess I can't even I hate to even think back on it it was just such a dark a dark time

where I was just like absolutely maxed out of everything and yeah anyways but my mom called me, like, she knew something, she always knows, moms always know, but, yeah, anyways, okay, next question, I kind of want to make this a short episode, like, a 30-minute episode, I don't know, that's kind of a nasty sound, did you hear that? what sentence can you say that makes total sense sense now but would seem insane 20 years ago oh I know that's cap that's cap that's cap cap cap cap I do not use that I don't say cap I it's a gen z thing it's a it's a it's like saying that um like if you're lying that's cap that's cap that's cap like I'm lying I'm capping or yeah I'm capping like what

where did it even start where did cap come from let's find this out because I don't know cap urban dictionary maybe it's been around forever maybe this is just like I'm no I don't uh I feel like it's over over the last year I've started to hear a ton cap is the word lying but built different yo that's cap i didn't fuck the dog okay um that's the top definition wait gotta click to see if there's more yeah where is that it one definition oh basically another word for lying it can be used like no cap or you can say stop capping so yeah 20 years ago this would be a confusing thing to say or this yeah no one would know what

you're saying bob no cap bruh i really like becky billy stop capping bruh ask her out jesus okay um yeah we're i'm trying to find like where did it come from let me just ask google hey google do people have those yeah those google things in their home hey google hey google i have an alexa and i don't use it and i just like oh my neighbor oh my gosh okay I have a story I have a new neighbor like ick oh my gosh is that what it is okay there's another word that's kind of new I have an ick uh that's like when someone does something and you can't unsee it and it's like it's like a if you're a girl and a guy does a he like goes and

trips and like yeah like he trips picking something up or whatever on the ground and he falls on his face like that's an ick or if he I don't know like there's so many examples why can't I think of one another one they're like turn offs icks right um but my latest one my latest one or it's not even I won't even call it an ick I'm just like so like uncomfortable, and my, like, the hairs on the back of my neck stand up, and I'm just, like, like, I just get gross the fuck out, and just, like, I don't like it, it's so TMI, um, the latest one is, let's go back to my bathroom, where that electric socket is exploding, let's go back there,

On the other side of that socket is my neighbor's bathroom, and there's just a lot of grunting, and there's a lot of, like, sighing. like okay and I don't know the blue I don't know the blueprint of this building but I'm assuming that her toilet is like exactly where mine is just on the other side of the wall and so yeah I'm just imagining shitting taking place and it's so like I just I get so like I just like I don't want to hear it I don't want to hear it there's no way I can't there's I mean the place is like so well insulated or whatever like I don't hear anything except for this bathroom situation and it's like I know every time she shits I know every time she wakes up I know her like I'm I know when she opens her cabinet and does her like brush oh their teeth

brushing like I hear every little detail and and like bodily function and you know what we're all alive we're all um you know we're just a bunch of animals but we're a bunch of what anyways um so I shouldn't be that I feel like I can let it I should let it slide but it's one of those things it's like if when it's every day like I just hope whenever I go in there that I'm not gonna hear it at this point I'm like please don't be oh or what's the grunt like it's at the point now where like I know when she has diarrhea it or i can like whatever um what did i love that chapelle said on that rogan episode i think he said like the first thing that humans do in the morning is so humiliating and the way he said it

i don't know what he said word for word about it but it was it was about us taking our morning dump and he just it sounded so good how he said it how that's like that's how we all start our day so in a humiliating way and I forget the second part of that but yeah I remembered it I was like that's so true or like oh yeah we're just like a bunch of disgusting shit factories. That's cap. Okay, back to the cap. I don't know where it came from. Oh, where is the word cap from? History lesson, the 1940s. In the 1940s, according to this is not what I wanted this is like about the actual word cap okay I'm just who started saying no cap oh young thug and future the phrase is popularized back in 2017 when young young thug

and future released a track called no cap where they rap about their cars and jewelry among other things damn now it's like a word word everyone's saying it like internet people I feel like are saying it it's one of those things that I don't I can't get myself to say and take I like I can't take if I say it I feel like I'm it's not me like I feel like I'm how do I it's like that's not something I would ever say and I'm just saying it because it's like it not I don't even know it's like trendy and I'm like oh I want to sound cool like other people on the internet or something I couldn't take it seriously as I said it that's that's the reason I I don't use it I would say it I'd be like why did I just say that that sounded stupid I'm just just use use the word

lying like just say lying like there's nothing wrong with lying that the word I mean um okay next question let's let's do one more I'm gonna wrap it let's do a short episode let's do it why not? What app can you not believe someone hasn't made yet? Oh my gosh. What's my dream app? Here's what I want. I actually had this thought in the kitchen like a couple days ago when back when okay for the longest time it was like okay people out of my space and then everyone got Facebook and it was just Facebook that was how everyone observed you online it was like on your one Facebook profile that's where everything lived everyone had one we were all we were all in the same place okay and then Instagram rolled out okay and then um you know

there was Vine and Snapchat and you know now there's TikTok what are the other socials oh my god am I like missing some major ones right now Facebook let me look at my phone I only have like Instagram oh Twitter Twitter oh yeah there's Twitter Instagram yeah Twitter Instagram Facebook fine okay I said them all so then that happened and then I I remember thinking like why can't social media just be one thing obviously I know there's like got to be competition in the marketplace like it's just like how it all you know it's it's the what is it called big tech wars or whatever the fuck Facebook versus got Twitter versus TikTok versus I don't even know Snapchat they're all you know their own thing actually no they're like owned by

some of them Instagram's owned by Facebook what am I saying but yeah I had the thought I'm like why can't this all be one thing like okay it's 2021 here's what I want this is my dream I want one social media upper ever like everyone and I just envision like you go like for example you go on Instagram and if I want to write something like a tweet it's there somewhere like you can go to my profile and see all my tweets but it's just like on one app instead of bouncing around between like 10 apps and and instead of no this is what it was this was my thought I'm like I'm making all of these different profiles on separate apps that are all the same, they're all me, but I'm on different platforms, like, why, can we just, like, put us all on one, and then the features,

like, you can tweet, but you can also, like, post Instagram-type pictures and do stories, and I don't know, it's kind of, like, because I think they're getting, like, it's messy, though, like when you go on Instagram now it's so messy you can like the shopping button I never click it do you guys even click that where the like button used to be or um like now there's like reels I don't even watch those I don't know I just had that thought I'm like okay in the future I feel like we're just gonna have like a one who knows online profile and avatar of herself and that's just like how that's where people go to see you they don't go anywhere there's like one place they go and it's just called like people of the earth boom one app I don't know

it's kind of a stupid I don't know if that's stupid but it made sense when I was like 21 when I thought of that I don't know um yeah I know it was because when no this is a big this is when it happened it's when snapchat no it's when instagram started stories that's when I thought about it I'm like so I'm making instagram or I'm making snapchats all the time I'm making a snap story every every day and now I have to go do a snap or now I have to do an instagram story of like this same thing so I'm like why don't we just put this on one why do we have you know but they're obviously like Instagram copies everything and everyone like they're all copying each other and adding the same features to their apps and it's just like how it all has unfolded

but um it's just chaotic and I get scatterbrained I'm like I got Twitter DMs I have uh Instagram DMs I have Snapchat I don't have it anymore but back in the day I had like conversations on Snapchat and then it's like you got your text messages and then you've got well that's separate but like it's not really an app but I don't know chaos it's very chaotic out there in the social media world and I don't know I'm like lately I'm um I've been yeah I just don't really it's losing it's it's so sad to admit this like everything's losing its luster like nothing is interesting on social media to me anymore like when I see people's stories that are just like reposts and reposts and reposts and little like tiny little texts and little graphics and I'm

just like I don't I'm not reading any of it I don't even know why I'm tapping it I don't know why I'm here this is wasting my time like this is like why are we doing this you know what I mean like, it's, so, yeah, okay, happy Tuesday, thanks for chilling, this is a real, kind of a, I don't know, a low-key episode, I'll update you on that socket, I'll let you know if anything crazy happens, but DM me, do you have a neighbor that makes noise that irks you like that, or just, like frustrates or just yeah annoys you let me know send me a dm interact is that what you're supposed to do as a content creator call to action interact with me in my dm shoot me a dm let me know do you have a crazy neighbor she's not even she's cool honestly i really like her

it's just like the whole the sound effects every morning i'm like or no I think I got I got on this um I had that thought about her because of the hey Alexa all the time I always hear that too so what should I make for dinner what's it gonna be taco Tuesday I have taco meat in the freezer I made I'm so glad I prepped all that stuff I forget what day it was but um did I go to Costco where did I go and then I cooked all day I forget but oh my god I want to make pasta I think I want to make yeah I'm just gonna do my

go-to I take the pesto from Costco and then I do what are those noodles called oh my gosh cap they're swirly cap paresi noodles what are they called they're not caprese it's not caprese uh noodle shapes let's do noodle shapes noodle shapes just like a quick and eat i don't it's mindless you just make it and you're like that's what you're going to have. Okay. We have, and then I have, um, I think I have chicken. So Gemelli, not Gemelli. Gemelli. Um, come on. Where is it? It's not on this list. Are you kidding me? casserole casserole see cass

can i think it's casserole casserole i just like pulled up weird pictures of these dumpling looking things pasta I have to know the name of it before I could just like reach behind me in my drawer Casaresi from Sicily this pasta yeah I like this stuff it takes on sauce in a good way it's I feel like that's what makes a noodle a good noodle is how it um carries the sauce on its back yeah it's kind of like it's like it's a it's a long like windy looking noodle but it's not like spiraled so yeah I think I'll eat that um and watch guys you want to know my comfort podcast my comfort podcast is if you like that matches so right now how I'm talking and how this

podcast is gone like whenever I'm like this at the end of the day my comfort podcast is your mom's house like Tom and Christina are they're like my aunt uncle they're my other parent like my step parents like I don't even know my adopted parents like they're just I lay on my couch and I watch it and it's the perfect show when I'm just like I don't need high energy I don't need a lot of like like I don't need Real Housewives crazy like screaming matches and gossiping like I don't want that I don't want something dramatic I don't need like a Netflix documentary I just want to like sit and chill and laugh at ridiculous TikToks that they show and just like hang out and I don't know it's like yeah my I call it my comfort podcast whenever I'm like this I just like want

to lay and watch them talk and just hang out and so yeah podcasts really make you feel like you have a social life um YouTube podcasts like video podcasts um because you're just you know it's a regular person conversation that there's not a there's no like storyline happening there so um yeah I'm probably gonna eat pasta and watch that and I don't know that's it happy Tuesday uh hit that subscribe button I'm here seven days a week and yeah I hope you had a great day I hope your week's going well so far Martin has been weird but um I don't know someday some weeks are like that it's just weird it's weird it's weird so um I'm excited I know like I'm okay I'm making dinner I'm gonna chill but like I get excited to sleep because of coffee in the morning

and my morning walk with Jimmy and like I love this time of day because it's like the transition between being awake and sleeping and then I'm so close to my morning coffee like I don't know that's so like is that stupid is that what is this what growing up is is this what aging is I just love that early morning like especially right now because it's been so um gloomy in San Diego like that early morning air and mist and like smell and the birds are chirping and it's like quiet and no one's no one's awake or like people aren't really out in the streets when I walk and I don't know looking forward to it so anyways cool good talk thanks for being here hit that subscribe button and I'll talk to you tomorrow okay bye