The Jacqueline Monroe Show - 27- Debatecast. I'm Nervous lol.

Episode Date: September 30, 2020

Hi. I talk about the first Presidential debate and get nervous about sharing my thoughts. I'm still learning how to talk about current events so please give me a pass if I say something incorrectly. Hope you're having an amazing day!! :) Patreon.com/TJMS https://soundcloud.com/robmonmusic

Episode 27. Welcome back to the podcast. what's up guys happy Wednesday how are you doing it's Jacqueline and today I'm gonna start off the bat here by saying yes I'm talking about the debate today and I I'm scared I I'm gonna get my skin in the game I'm gonna contribute to the conversation um and I'm gonna take a risk because I'm gonna try to be as objective as possible but I'm scared because I don't know if that's going to be possible for me. So anyways, I'm going to talk about that. I have my 24 hour update. Um, got, yeah, it's going to be like a, you know, Oh, and I also have some like corny life updates to tell you like some thoughts I had, because as I've said in the past, this is

like my verbal morning pages, trains of thought I have every day. I just spit out and share with you guys instead of, um, keeping it to myself. And I don't really have a objective with each podcast or a certain topic which I feel like that's what I've noticed so my unique angle or whatever is that because I'm trying to share share my creative process with you guys my podcast process the whole thing you all know I'm starting my YouTube podcast tomorrow which will be fun I'm currently on camera and it's so weird because I'm testing it but anyways I thought something that makes this podcast different I guess is the fact that I think most podcasts are set up with a theme or a topic in mind each time and they stick to that and that's the whole point of their podcast

where mine is just like a daily audio vlog like here's what happened in my life over the last 24 hours and then I just talk shit about society a little bit and I don't know talk about like what I did on my phone what I'm seeing online and I don't know so that's kind of like how this is it's it's weird to think about how I don't notice a lot of other podcasters doing this so I think I'm just I'm fucking I'm so unique I'm so different I'm anyways I'm I'm totally stalling and avoiding because I am scared to talk about the debate last night um I hope you're I hope you're okay I hope you're um like mentally kind of back to normal now after the night's blown over. Um, cause anyways, it's a lot. I'm going to, I'll be talking about it. I'm going

to be going over all the things that were said and yeah. So from sunny San Diego, here's your 24 hour update of my life. Basically let's talk about yesterday. Yesterday after the podcast, I meal prepped, I meal prepped. So that was fun. Um, I haven't really done that in a while. I've been cooking on the fly I guess where if I need dinner I start from scratch where yesterday I fully did all the I roasted all the vegetables I cooked all the meats I got everything chopped up and yeah it was nice I did that I made my hair appointment guys I'm excited to report if you if you've seen the state of my hair on my Instagram stories lately it's half brown, half blonde. So I'm excited to report that I have an appointment tomorrow

and it's kind of early in the morning. So what I'm going to, I'm going to have to do my YouTube podcast early and get that up for you guys before my hair appointment. So we're going full blonde tomorrow. And I know they're going to come at me with like, Oh, your hair is so damaged. Like, what have you been doing? I'm like, it's been in a bun 90% of the year. And I want to be, I'm just going to be very blunt with them and say, I want my hair, like bleach it as aggressively as you possibly can I don't care if it falls out I'm willing to take the risk because sometimes they tiptoe and tap dance around you know oh we'll have to do this in stages and you don't want to do it too fast and I've had it done in one day before so I know what's possible so anyways I'm

going to get my hair done tomorrow I'm going to tell them to full just bleach me out bleach me out bitch like I want to be all the way to the root because I don't care if it grows out and weird. I just want it fully blonde again. And yeah, I'm another like little thought I've been having about my appearance is that, okay, if this is like my daily talk show and I'm inviting people into my life every day and now I'm transitioning to becoming an online video version of myself as well, maybe I should start taking my appearance more seriously. And like, I don't know, I'm looking at my nails I took my nail polish off I'm like well I should probably paint my nails and my hair is gonna I you know I should get my hair my roots redone for sure and I'm like

whitening my teeth and I don't know I'm starting to notice that like I'm I'm concerning myself about my appearance because I know I'm gonna be on video every day which is stupid I should just do it for myself as it is but I don't know I've become so low maintenance this year and I don't care but anyways um let's see what else happened yesterday I so I made my hair appointment I meal prepped my soundproof came and unfortunately it's a piece of shit um Amazon had some amazing pictures of it but it I got catfished by my soundproof or whatever like it's not what the picture looked like so I'm going to be returning it um I thought you know what maybe I could put on my ceiling I was like well it would fit on my ceiling in my studio here but it's not thick the

thing is I need two inch two inch um soundproof and it's only like an inch and it's it's just light and flimsy and I don't like it so for the first few videos podcasts I'm gonna have my it won't look like a cute soundproof studio like I want it to but it's gonna be a process eventually we'll get we'll get it looking nice and um yeah what was I gonna say god damn it oh I know what I was gonna say uh I'm doing a long 24-hour update and what I did this morning skip ahead if you want to know my opinions about the debate I like to lead you guys along like you know here just guiding my listeners like I know I'm gonna I'm avoiding talking about the debate right now because I'm kind of nervous so I'm talking a lot about my updates and yeah so skip ahead if

you're just here for that um oh my gosh I didn't do my coffee fact but we'll get into that anyways um so soundproof came what else happened oh I ordered my fucking burrito last night and watched the debate see that is my that is my it's my favorite day of the week I love my burrito Tuesday thing I've started and I got two pictures two two of you guys sent me a fucking picture of your burritos like what have I started this is the thing and then I'm like self-conscious I'm like oh do I want to be the burrito girl is that like not attractive I don't know I had an ex once that told me that and this is so toxic like I cannot even believe I bought this bullshit he was like yeah I don't like it when girls like if I'm eating with them at dinner like eat a lot and eat more

than me it's like a turn off it's gross I don't like it when girls eat a lot and he would like show me pictures of his exes who are like real thin and he was like I'm like the whole time I'm like are you like hinting at something and I just looking back at that I'm like that was so toxic and I would like not eat around him because I was nervous and that is so fucked up and I am not like when I say I don't I don't know her like I don't know my my past self I'm like Jacqueline what the fuck were you doing in that relationship what were you fucking doing you were like that was psychological abuse to like without me noticing it it was like I'm being mentally anyways why am I talking about this right now again I'm avoiding the debate talking about the debate um shit so

yeah I uh got a fucking burrito why am I self-conscious about that that's so fucking dumb but you know what here's the thing about this podcast I'm telling you guys like all of my thoughts I'm really letting you in and I it's it's freeing I feel like I'm going with the flow I'm not I'm not holding them back and yeah but the funny story about the the burrito that was like my debate food like a lot of people went and drank with their friends and did that and I'm like sitting there with my fucking burrito but um my postmate delivered it next door or like across the street and I saw okay literally I was like I don't know what to do because it was on the front doorstep and there's like an older couple that lives across the street and I saw the picture so

I looked at my door because it said delivered I'm like it's not in front of my it's not the burrito is not at my door I'm like what the hell and so I looked at my phone at the picture and I noticed the door was from across the street next thing I know I look across the street and it's sitting there. And so I'm like, oh shit, I got to go. Like I had no pants on. I'm like, okay. I went to my room, put pants on to go get my burrito at their doorstep. I come back out and then it's gone. I feel like they opened their door. They're like, oh, what's this? And they probably threw it away. They were probably freaked out because of COVID. They haven't left their house. I swear to God, I've seen them come out of their house like four times this year. Cause they're older

people. And like, I get it, but it's rare for me to see them come out. So I'm sure they were like, just, they like immediately tossed on the garbage. So yeah, I ended up having to reorder it. and that's crazy and such a waste but whatever um so yeah then I watched the debate and yeah like stayed on my phone I was like watching social media what people are saying after and I went to bed then this morning let's talk about that holy shit it's hot as fuck out it's gonna be like 90 today let me drink some coffee oh my gosh and then you know what before I do my morning update oh my god so good okay my morning update before I do it I'm gonna tell you my coffee fact, which is a thought I had yesterday. I cannot believe I, like this is so, it's like,

duh, Jacqueline, you should, you should have known this or thought about this before. But I was thinking about how when you drink alcohol, it's like the same, you're, it's the same thing that happens when you drink coffee, except different bodily feelings. This is, I don't know if I phrased that correctly. So when you drink, you get all warm and fuzzy and relaxed and it hits like when alcohol hits your system that's how you feel and I'm like coffee on the other hand is I'm pretty sure it like constricts your blood vessels or something but you feel more energized and up and like jittery and I'm like oh that's crazy like how liquids in your body can like alter your your feeling I don't know so I had that thought yesterday I'm like basically it's the

same thing like how it works like how drinking a stimulant or alcohol like it's like a similar your body it's just anyways has anyone else thought of that you probably have and then I'm like well then if I drink water here okay I need to stop doing that third podcast third podcast in where I've done the gargling thing, under the sea, under the sea, fuck, no, but then when you drink water, it's like nothing happens, anyways, there's my little, like, whoa, I thought about something yesterday, there's my coffee fact, speaking of coffee, I got coffee this morning, I ran out of my instant coffee, and I had to go get it at the local shop that I always go to, support your local businesses you know what I'm saying basically I worked out this morning and

oh my god why am I breathing hard um I worked out this morning I did cardio in the morning because I had such a puffy fucking face because my burrito I was like I cannot look at myself today unless I go get this my sweat on before I do anything else and I'll be honest and vulnerable and raw and say that yeah a lot of the times I do cardio in the morning is to de-puff my body from like too much sodium the day before, and I'm not shy about saying that, you know what, I'm just, it's all about, and I feel better, obviously, like, when you work out, you just, like, you feel good in the morning when you pump your blood, so, but I do plan on lifting tonight, can't wait, doing a lower body workout again, so, yeah, I worked out, I did, like, incline walking and some running,

and I just want to say this, I know I keep talking about all the hot men at the gym, I'm convinced there's like a football team around the area I go to now I'm not going to tell you where I work out um I'll say this though the location I go to is a bit of a drive and the reason I'm doing that is because I'm like I have I'm new to the downtown San Diego area right now and I'm used to being up in North County and I'm like I'm trying to explore new regions in this county and so anyways this particular gym is there it's full of these giant football player looking dudes and I'm like is there a football team around here like I don't know what's going on and I know what a football player when I see one like there's a distinction there

like between like a basketball player football player baseball you know like I know what I'm looking at and um I'm not mad at it there's yeah giant arms everywhere I look and over six like a lot of them are like six five I don't know if it's triggering I know in the past I'm I'm I apologize to my listeners for mentioning um like talking about guys and like bodies and like height and shit and like what I'm attracted to because I feel like it could be triggering and offensive I don't know um I'm just telling you what I'm seeing I'm like Jesus your your arms are the size of my leg and you're you're giant it's okay here's what it is the reason why I'm I'm like whoa is because I haven't been around football players since college and that's pretty

much all I was hanging around in college got meant like men wise and in the other gyms I've been working out at there's the you don't see a lot of giant dudes they're not there's just not a lot of them and so it's weird what my point of saying this is why am I elaborating on this on what I'm seeing at the gym um the guys are just they're like there's like 12 of them and there at a time so that's that's why I'm like is this a football team I don't know so anyways I'll move on um yeah I got a car wash after I worked out it was great um I got a car wash and then I got another coffee I just asked for four espresso shots on ice and then I came home and I put my little pumpkin creamer in it I got from my grocery delivery yesterday I have no people watching to

report on yet I'm recording this later in the day I don't know if I've mentioned that yet because I've been stalling I'm like I don't want to talk about the debate I wrote a bunch of notes I like read the script I like read parts of the script the transcript that I was a lot of people are talking about I'm trying to like wrap my head around it um let's see I'll transition I have a corny life update to tell you but before I do that go over to patreon.com slash tjms if you want to support the show. I currently have one patron and that's awesome. But if you, if you become a patron, you always get a shout out. I'm doing a shout out seven days a week, every single show I'm shouting you out, um, which is a, it's a fun way I do it. So listen at the very end, if you

want to see how I do it, there's all these other perks. So go over and check out patreon.com slash TJMS. And also my YouTube channel, start my YouTube, uh, audio or excuse me, video podcast tomorrow October 1st so you can head over there to watch the show and yeah just moving on so this is my corny life update because this is verbal morning pages before I dive into the heavy hitting topics I do my verbal morning pages and reflect on life here's what I want to say I'm so comfortable I'm always leaning back um I feel like I'm on this upswing I know I'm not at the top like where I want to be right now and 90% of that is my my fucking hair like as soon as I'm fully blonde after tomorrow I'll be like oh yeah she's back bitch um but I do feel like I'm on the

upswing I'm not having a lot of bad days and bad thoughts about myself and it's weird and I do believe medication is working I'm on a low dose of some antidepressant stuff and I'm working with a therapist I do believe that is honestly that is what it is like I I can't imagine I don't think this just like I don't know without that I don't know if I'd be here be in this mental state right now in this part of the year I think and also without the intervention of my sister and mom chewing me out this summer and telling me like Jacqueline you get your shit together I don't think I'd be doing a podcast right now so I'm really grateful for all the people helping me and I feel really good I feel like I'm on this upswing I'm excited about the video podcast

tomorrow because I know I just love being on camera I don't know why I just I'm like excited about it and I don't know there's just something there there's something so fulfilling about listening to your intuition and standing in your truth finally and accepting yourself and making like I'm allowing my life to be easy right now that's what it is I'm allowing my life to be easy I'm not getting hung up on little thoughts about myself that are unuseful and judging myself and critiquing things that I don't like I'm allowing everything to be easy I'm really going with the flow at this point in my life and you know it's October 1st tomorrow it's a new month it's Thursday and I'm pissed I'm starting my YouTube on a Thursday thick Thursday tomorrow um but yeah

that's kind of where I'm at so I thought I'd share that with you guys um you know there's something to be said about if you're unhappy right now if you're not I don't know in general just if you're unhappy there's a chance you're living your life still for other people and I know that's like a weird thing to think about and to try to assess about yourself but I I realized that the reason I feel like everything is easy and I'm I'm super happy lately and and everything is because I'm everything I'm doing is because I want to do it I'm living for me it's my life like you know the whole like TikTok video thing where everyone's like be the main character you have to be the main character of your life you have to romanticize your romanticize your life

everyone else is basically character in your movie and you are the main character but the second I started just standing in my truth saying I want to do this daily podcast thing I want to talk about my life share stories with other people and be carefree about and the the carefree thing is as a woman the biggest carefree change I've made is the fact that I legitimately am so unattached to how I look online or like what my how my voice sounds or anything about my appearance or aesthetics or any of that I completely I I set that free and I made peace with my past about being hung up on that and um that's where I'm at and so it's really I feel free. I feel free of all those past things and insecurities that were just holding me back

and not, they weren't helping me move forward. So yeah, this is a, I guess kind of a corny life update. I can't, I can't take anything seriously. I have to say how fucking corny this is, but I don't know. I just feel really good. Um, and peaceful. And I know my family, I am sure they, cause I'm texting them a lot and talking to them a lot and I know they notice the change because yo and earlier this year it was a train wreck and I need to I need to stop what I need to stop doing is associating myself or associating is it associating or so sheating I don't fucking know um I need to stop associating my like appearance with my life being a train wreck or not because that's usually what happens I'm like well if I'm letting myself go if I'm not

doing my hair if I'm not doing my nails if I'm not tan if I'm not ripped like if I'm not all these things that I feel like I'm a train wreck and that's kind of fucked up because I'm mentally better than ever and I think that at the end of the day that's all that matters like no one can fuck with me or make me feel insecure because I'm happy and I'm fulfilled in my my lifestyle right now I have I've never felt more like you are doing exactly what you're meant to be doing and you're so happy about it so yeah anyways yay for realizing things oh I have a note here Jesus oh my god okay so the burrito Tuesday thing I talked about right I was thinking about like why I prefer burritos over tacos and I wrote this stupid note I was like tacos have too much air

tacos have too much air that's what I wrote I don't know what I feel like what I mean by that is when you have the contents of a taco like you fold the thing there's just like a lot of like room like between the contents and then like the folded part at the top like the two flaps up at the top I don't know tacos are great I can't shit on tacos completely but I prefer burritos and I have to be different so instead of taco Tuesday I thought let's do burrito Tuesday um I do need to unpack more through probably therapy yes therapy um why my I why I'm on this weird quest quest or what why my fuck let me start over I need to figure out the trait the personality trait of myself that strives to be different like I'm on this I don't want to be like anyone else quest

and I don't know where that comes from or why it's that way I don't I don't know because I'm struggling right now hey time out um if you want to hear the debate part of the podcast speed up okay back to what I was saying I feel like it alienates myself from other people who I don't know I could be friends with or whatever because for some reason I pick everything apart even people that I I like I I still it's stupid I like I I have it's almost like do I have to be better is it my way of trying to be better than other people because I'm not like them is that an ego thing is that a cocky thing is that a competition thing I don't know I think what it a big part of it is the fact that I think outside the box on a lot of things and I ask a lot of

questions and I'm I'm a little lone wolf you know I've mentioned in the past episodes that I've pretty much never had a roommate like I've pretty much lived in my own apartments my whole adulthood so far and I really do everything I do what I like to do and I don't waver I don't do things because other people like to do those things I like what I like and I stick to it and it makes me feel super different than other people sometimes and it makes me go Jacqueline what the fuck's wrong with you like why don't you like what's popular and I'm like I don't know I'm a podcaster I'm fucking I'm just like everyone else now so I'm part of the club and I do like I always preach and say I want to be friends all the people I want to be friends

with are podcasters so I might as well join the fucking club I'm not being funny this episode I should it be funnier oh man let me talk about this coffee so when you go to your local coffee shop the espresso shots are just they're usually really good and these ones are super good and then the pumpkin creamer combined with that dude I need to eat breakfast I've had literally literally I had I worked out had like my final scoops I had three tablespoons of my instant coffee then I went and got coffee after my workout and I got four shots I'm down to like one shot left probably in this cup here no food in my system but you know what my my little like I'm trying to get shredded ass is like sure why not you're just intermittent fasting or something that's all good

that burrito will hold you over for 24 fucking hours which is true because I'm not even hungry but I feel like I'm wired I need to I need to work with like a fucking nutritionist and nutritionist I need to talk to someone about like I don't I'm so confused there's all this contradicting information out there about like when to eat what time like what you should do before a workout after your workout and now that I'm actually lifting weights and doing that again I'm like I need to know how to fuel myself and because all I know how to do right now is wake up get excited about podcasting drink way too much coffee and fucking podcast and then I forget to eat and then I eat like weird times I don't know okay so moving on let's uh you know what

let's get into this debate. Let's do it. Ooh, I'm scared. You got to understand here that I'm here to supplement you guys with comedy. I'm not a source of news. You know what I mean? Like I'm here to supplement you with the lighthearted, like these are my opinions, but it's not that serious. Don't take anything I say seriously. Or like, I'm not just like, I don't know. I'm just trying to get my skin in the game I'm just trying to say something to contribute to the debate conversation that happened last night but I'm scared and I'm just here to like yeah um just shoot the shit about it basically I watched the debate last night and it was a shit show I know everyone it was a train wreck of shit show this one news reporter what did he say he's like

that was a I wrote I have like notes here I'm referring to he's like that was a hot mess inside of a dumpster fire inside of a train wreck the thing is it's like why was the media shocked about the debate last night they act they acted so shocked i'm like look you built this fucking fire so it was really corny of them i love you corny is the word of the day today corny of them it's just like i don't know stupid that they were all shocked um and it's it also i'll bitch about the media again because i love doing that i just feel like they don't ever consider inflection when anyone talks they just they don't even consider tone of voice inflection they don't even they look everything is like dun dun dun he said this and I was like no one considers how

someone says it what the context of the question was or the premise or if the question was even true or false which I read I actually went and looked at the transcript to understand what people were getting mad about um so yeah anyways let's dive into this motherfucker of a debate last night uh there's this guy who said Trump is like an apex predator and Biden was a sheep that's kind of how the gist of it went I don't know oh my god I'm scared so what I'm gonna do is read my notes here without like I'm not I'm the reason I'm scared is I don't want I don't know I'm like I don't want to talk politics and share my strong opinions on one side or the other I'm trying to do I'm trying to talk what I'm going to do is list off what the bullet points of what I

watched because I took notes and go from there so and first of all my idea that I had I was like you know what would be fucking like groundbreaking and hilarious to watch is what if like Trump was like you know what Joe that's a good point and like agreed and just like acted the opposite of what we would think he would do like just fuck with people and be super like nice and calm imagine like i wonder what that would have would that help him or that hurt him like i don't know like people would just be like he's rolling over he's letting biden have it i know i just think it'd be funny if a couple times if trump was like and he agreed with biden like confused everyone with like saying that but um a couple things i noticed the debate last night biden made the most

like he smiled very creepily many times and then he made so much icon so much eye contact with me um by looking directly in the camera with his his eyes are so beady and it was kind of creepy and i was like what the hell like this why is he addressing the camera it was like it was strange um and then trump was just badgering the entire time screaming at any he never let he never let Biden like finish his thoughts and gave him a chance to complete what he was thinking and that's on his end like on Trump's end that's kind of stupid if you're debating something you want them to get everything out so you can counter it and you can you know let them I guess in Biden's case if Trump let Biden speak all the way he probably would have tripped up on his words if he let him

go but he kept cutting him off and I don't think that worked in his favor overall a couple notes i wrote here just some quotes that so i'll start i guess there's like trump and biden different notes i took biden said i am the democratic party i thought that was interesting um he was saying i'm not for defunding the police but they are systematically racist basically i noticed here let me kind of tell you what my summary was here it was clear that wallace was an ally of joe biden the entire time uh Trump's badgering made it hard to understand his points um Biden was all over the place and made many contradicting statements and he called all American systems he called all American systems racist pretty much nothing changed after that debate we kind of finished

where we started so that was my hot take or my excuse me my like overall those were my takeaways but let's go back to what biden was saying here so i wrote uh yeah biden he contradicted himself a lot and said i'm not for defunding the police but they are systematically racist and he said yes every system is systematically racist in this country in education law enforcement and then wallace didn't even ask what his plan was to fix the systemic racism racism when he asked that question which he would assume would be a follow-up to that like the fact that biden said that he thinks every system is racist like okay joe what what's your plan to fix that systemic racism and that was never asked um the green new deal thing uh he said the green new deal will pay for itself

and save money said he doesn't support it he supports the biden plan that's what biden said and again wallace didn't ask him why he doesn't support the green new deal plan they just moved on so that probably would have been a nice thing to know why biden doesn't support the green new deal but again they just moved right on um yeah the the difference okay i won't get into that never mind um biden said that antifa is not an organ is an idea not an organization wallace immediately changed the subject when he said that um biden didn't condemn antifa he blamed trump for the portland shit going on when literally that is all uh antifa is responsible for all that shit so that was interesting uh Trump said that uh Biden okay so here's like some notes I took on

what Trump said I don't even know why I'm saying this I'm just trying to like give you guys bullet points I know you've heard so much about this debate but I don't know I just feel like getting it out just like talking about it and trying this out and like like I said I'm scared but I'm like okay wait I'm a podcaster I need to like know what's going on in the world and contribute to the conversation and just have, just, just talk about it. Push myself. This is a challenge. I'm not, I don't feel confident. I feel nervous. Like I'm curling my toes right now, which is a nervous tick I do. God damn it. I can't even say fucking tick. Is that offensive? Sorry. I'm like cracking my toes. Dude, I tweeted last night, sidetrack thing I'm doing here because I'm nervous still.

I tweeted last night. I said, this has nothing to do with the debate. I was like, dude, taking off your sock with your big toe is like the greatest thing ever. What did I tweet? Taking off sock with big toe and then the greater, the greater than sign. Like, you know, when you're in your bed and you have socks on, you're like, God damn, I got to take my socks off. And you take your big toe and you scrape off your sock. There's something about it. There's something about it. And I don't know why I like that so much, but, uh, anyways, um, let's talk about here's the Trump side of things. Now Biden said that more people are going to die unless Trump gets smart. And then Trump called him out about saying smart i thought that was kind of funny um just how that whole

interaction went oh god uh trump said biden is pro-law enforcement but said they're systematically racist he said uh trump said biden doesn't have any law enforcement support and biden said yes he does and then trump's like can you name a group who supports you and then there's no moment for response wallace just changed the subject so biden could never get a chance to say the groups that support him because apparently there's law enforcement groups that support him i don't know there's something like so that exchange happened i wrote i'm like literally taking notes last night on i'm like in between burrito bites i'm like okay what can i write down here that i'm watching and it might be all over the place i tried to go back to the transcript to make sure

that I was saying I was like this is correct so my notes are not I don't know I'm an idiot I don't really know anything about how this works I just know it was a shit show and this is what I wrote about it so oh Trump said I've done more in 47 years or 47 months than you've done in 47 years I thought that was kind of funny gets cut off uh immediately gets cut off of course Biden says the economic crash is Trump's fault but Trump is trying to reopen I wrote confusing yeah I noticed that there's yeah that didn't make sense Biden kept calling out Trump for the economy shit and then it's like well Trump is he was really hitting home a lot last night that he was trying he wants to reopen he wants to reopen and I thought that was again confusing

I thought it was interesting that um Trump was talking about the vaccine that it can be it it can actually come out sooner than people think but it's all political I wish that I wish I knew more about that like how vaccines are political and like how the process works and I wish I don't know I wish he could have he elaborated more on that he kind of just said that to uh it's like a quick jab saying that vaccines are political and everything but anyways um let's see they talked about climate change oh yeah the green new deal thing whatever it's called yeah that was confusing I wish he explained why he didn't support it because that was a big deal and the thing that was frustrating and this is why I said that it was my my my

takeaway was that Wallace was pretty much an ally of Biden the entire time um because when there was a chance for Wallace to ask a follow-up to a big like a big uh Biden statement like he doesn't support the green new deal instead of following up with the question like why don't you support he just moved on and so that was frustrating um because i i as a uh as a viewer as a person like okay like i want to know your stance on this you never got that that clear answer so anyways um oh i thought it was funny too when uh wallace was like what is the trump health care plan and then he's like oh i guess i'm debating you and then biden laughs and i just thought like the the weird laughs and big giant smiles from Biden were kind of funny like just or weird just strange the

whole thing was strange um okay this is the part I'm scared about because it has to do with the part it's like 41 minutes in I went to the transcript and checked it uh this is the part where uh Chris Wallace says you've repeatedly criticized the vice president for not specifically calling out Antifa in the left or and left-wing extremist groups but are you willing tonight to condemn white supremacists and militia group just groups and to say they need to stand down and not have the violence in a number of these cities as we saw in kenosha and as we've seen in portland so this is where he asked trump to condemn white supremacists and everyone on social media right now is like he fucking supports the proud boys and you know everyone's freaking out about that

and so the first thing um on the transcript here that trump says in response to that question is sure I'm willing to do that sure is closer to yes than no but no one likes to consider that I'm just saying I'm just saying and then Wallace says are you prepared to are you prepared specifically to do it and he said I would do I would say almost everything I see from the left wing and then Trump says I would say almost everything I see is from the left wing not from the right wing he's trying to bring up Antifa and Wallace says but what are you saying Trump says I'm willing to do anything i want to see peace again i want to see peace is closer to yes i i don't condemn white supremacy i'm he said sure that's closer to yes he said i'm willing i want to see peace

i mean he's saying i want to see peace um and then says chris wallace says well do it sir and then biden's like say it do it say it and then he this is probably like well what do you want me to call them give me a name give you know go ahead who do you want me to condemn wallace says white supremacist and right-wing militia and then proud boys stand back and stand by is what he said and the reason why I want to go into I want to I want to talk about the script here what I don't think people are considering and I haven't heard anyone say this before is the fact that Wallace set up the question it's incorrect as the correct the question itself is not is incorrect so he he offered the words up or excuse me I feel like he the reason why Trump said stand back

stand by was not he Trump's not should not have said stand by that was that was not a good thing to say um the stand back part though I think is part of answering his question here he says but are you willing tonight to condemn white supremacists and militia groups to say that they need to stand down so Wallace said stand down in that question and I think that's what Trump was saying yes uh proud boys stand back you know stand down was basically what Wallace he do you understand what I'm saying so I just thought that that was interesting his his words there um but he said in that same statement Trump says stand back stand by and then but I'll tell you what somebody's got to do something about Antifa and the left because

this is not a right-wing problem this is a left-wing problem now the reason why I said the initial question is incorrect is because it goes like this but are you but are you willing tonight to condemn white supremacists and militia group groups the transcript is not what is the word uh the uh jesus uh the writing is kind of like choppy here but are you willing tonight to condemn white supremacists and militia group groups and to say that they need to stand down and not add to the violence in a number of these cities we saw in kenosha and as we've seen in Portland. Now, if you know anything about what's going on in those two cities, that is an Antifa problem, not a right-wing, like, Proud Boys, fucking white supremacist problem. So that is,

like, that is incorrect. The question itself is. And so when Trump brings up in his response, Proud Boys, stand back and stand by, he says, he immediately jumps to, in response to that question, but I'll tell you, someone's got to do something about Antifa and the left, because this is not a right-wing problem this is left-wing and I believe he said that because Wallace asked him about Kenosha or mentioned Kenosha in Portland and Trump's brain goes Antifa Antifa Antifa and that's a left-wing issue this is not about a right-wing issue and what I thought was interesting is the fact that Biden what's my note here he wrote Biden he said Antifa is an idea and that it's not real. And I believe that is closer to him saying, no, Antifa is like, that's closer to

him. So people are saying Trump did not condemn white supremacists and says, and then I'm looking at it. Okay, suck at this. Dude, I'm talking so fast. Who the fuck am I? I've never done this before. So Biden said Antifa is an idea and that it's not real. So that's like him saying, no, it's not real and it's like how people are thinking Trump is saying the white he supports white supremacy which he did not in the words he used he did not do that so I don't know I just think it's interesting how we there weren't any follow-ups to Biden's Antifa comment um and or elaboration like why he doesn't think it's real when clearly it is and I don't know so um let me go here on the transcript if there's anything else anyways um so yeah that's kind of like

my thoughts on that section again no one really considers inflection I think the word uh the the words used in the question like the stand down Wallace said are you willing tonight to condemn white supremacist and militia groups and to say that they need to stand down and his response was to stand back and stand by again, stand by not that's where Trump fucked himself over there by saying stand by as if they should be waiting for when, you know, shit goes down, they go back, you know, flood the streets. That's like stand by, you know what I mean? That's how the fucking proud boys took it. And I just think there's nothing good about that group at all. And there's there, I have so many problems with that, uh, proud boys shit. But I think the stand back thing

is pretty much like they need to stand down like yeah I think that's his response to Wallace's question anyways I don't know I'm just overall like my my final thoughts about the debate is like so many people are saying and I totally agree like how are these are two presidential candidates like how how are these the two options for the presidency like it it sucked to watch last night. In fact, I was just, it was hard to get through. There's many times where I was like, I just want to turn this off. It felt like I was watching two parents fighting. It was very triggering because my parents used to get heated and fight like that and no one could get a word in. And I felt like we didn't get anywhere. We, we, uh, finished where we started where

basically it, yeah, it was, it was a shit show. Um, and I'll be curious to see moving forward if, um, if Biden, if, I mean, I'm hearing some things that there might be, there might not be, um, any more debates because of the state of what happened last night. And I just think that's a bunch of bullshit. Um, I think again, like, let me just read my takeaways. I wrote the badgering made it hard to understand Trump's points because he never let Biden get a word in or let him finish and then i said biden was all over the place made many contradicting statements um like calling all american system and and i didn't like the part where he called all american systems racist i thought that was um incorrect and then basically where nothing

changed after after the debate so yeah i don't know i'm just like look this is my take on it i wish i said this in the beginning like overall i want to tell people like i always say you're gonna be fine your heart's gonna still be beating in the next four years you're gonna make it through whoever becomes the next president like you're gonna make it okay you're gonna be healthy you're gonna be happy your life's gonna carry on you're gonna go to work you're gonna wake up every day you're gonna have a good day it's like shit going on in the election you're it's you're so far removed from it it's not directly going to fuck your life over like whoever becomes president is not going to make the next four years a living hell for you what it's going to do whoever you

know whatever happens it's going to be another um shit storm and like if trump gets re-elected it's just going to be the same shit you know what i mean media shit storm every fucking day everything he does he's on notice about every fucking thing he does they're going to exasperate every single thing he does and put him under a microscope if biden gets elected i don't really know part of me thinks the media will come up away come up with ways to uh to shit on him eventually like I feel like that's what always happens or I don't know so you're gonna be fine we're gonna get through November we're gonna have a happy fucking holidays with our families and we're gonna start 2021 with the new president it's gonna be fine but no one I don't hear a lot

of people talking about that like no one people they're just not very rationally minded or like they don't they're so emotionally charged by what they're seeing and I think what it is is we're all worn out we're like look we've had this situation for four years it's it's crazy like what we're witnessing our president president say and do is it's so dramatic it's so crazy it's so like we're just exhausted of it and that's why i think a lot of people um just want him out is for that reason alone like just we can relax there won't be so much fucking drama coming from him every day um i do believe though just from observing things that the media is to blame in a lot of ways for people's opinions of donald trump and if you're if you don't see that if you don't if you don't

have the self-awareness to know that your opinion of trump is based off of yes of course what he says and yes of course um his actions and your observer observations purely of him direct like your observations of what you're witnessing i suck at this dude why am i getting serious this podcast sucks i'm saying if you don't have the self-awareness to know that your opinions have been you've been um molded by the media's opinion like they are volunteering they're like here is an opinion and now you have it too like we're gonna influence you over the next four years every single day and it's gonna we're gonna what i suck at this i'm embarrassed now i'm self-conscious um you get what i'm saying people just i think they get sucked into the media

a narrative and they don't have they don't ask questions they don't take a step back they don't go oh wow I'm you know they don't even fucking they don't check facts they don't do any of that they just listen to what they see and I don't know it's hard to relate to because like I've told you guys in the past like I try to question everything I make it a point to do that or get it I get, um, I ask if I think something, I go, okay, who disagrees with me? And then I try to see the opposing opinion. What's really hard for me to do right now is when I go on like, especially Instagram and I see all these opposing opinions to what I think, I'm like, it doesn't, it's not rational. It doesn't, it's not logical. People's like freaking out about Trump opinions. I just

basically told you my fucking like work this is what sucks this is why i'm like i'm scared because i'm starting to sound more and more like a trump supporter as this fucking podcast goes on and this way this is what i want to say i don't i legitimately i don't know enough or i don't i don't feel confident enough about either person to even know like i haven't done an extensive amount of research on their policies and I think that's what you should vote for a president on a president for instead of it's you know personality contest um but that's kind of what that's how people are approaching this a person it's like okay yeah but what about their policies because that's really when it all comes down to it comes down to it it's like that's what you should vote

for instead of like but I don't know I'm just thinking thoughts this is a strange podcast okay should I change the subject have I have I pushed all that out have I beaten that horse to death enough I don't know I just this sucks I'm like never in my life have I seen something so crazy like that was the craziest debate I've ever witnessed and I'm still just like I don't know like I wish I knew I wish the I was clear as day what their policies were to me and I don't know and I should probably spend the afternoon today researching and yeah like really figuring out what they stand for because like I don't know why Biden doesn't he doesn't support the Green New Deal he supports the Biden plan he said but I don't even know why he doesn't support the

Green New Deal it's like I wish I had a statement from him last night about that but fucking Trump cuts him off and you never let him or Wallace changes the subject never lets him elaborate so that was frustrating there's a lot of there's a lot of things I wanted them to explain policy-wise and I never got answers to it so that was just so annoying and anyways okay let's change subject. I'm going to check my phone, wrap up this podcast. Um, again, I just can't believe those are two candidates. The thing is I, it's, it's so shocking to watch people's reactions. And I'm like, there's people look like psychotic and on social media. It's like, it's so dramatic, like, especially the media, it's, like, it's not, yeah, I know, it's crazy, it's frustrating, we,

we watched two fucking parents fight on TV last night, but I wish we didn't get so vicious, I wish we could just be, like, it is what it is, fucking, okay, nothing changed last night, whatever, instead of, like, spending hours bitching about it after the fact, and just, like, it's just so annoying. Like we don't, we're so hyper focused on someone's, on people's personalities and it's just like, Biden and Trump, you know what I mean? I just can't believe it. All right, let's talk, let's check the DMs, what's going on. What day is it today? Is it Wednesday? Oh, Alex Warren replied to my, oh, that's nice of him. I, um, Alex Warren's youtuber um i watched him on impulsive and i had to dm him i do this a lot when i i'm like shit

you're like a sick person i wrote you're a gem i just watched impulsive and i like gave him a little dm he said thank you never expect people to dm me back that are like big shits like him he's a quality person i don't explain it if you know who alex warren is he's a young kid i think he's 20 he's um listening listening to him talk on impulsive and on his interview was like wow quality guy like through and through thinks right wise bond wise beyond his years um he's in the right his mind's in the right place and I really I really um yeah I was like dang I respect that I think you're awesome so I dm'd him um I don't really have anything else juicy to talk about in the dms today what else can I talk about like what am I gonna do today this is

is my audio vlog I wasn't funny today I got too serious I read so fast all my notes on my phone I was like blazing through it let me go over it again let me just try to like glaze over what I was thinking um you guys probably if you are a hardcore Biden supporter out there you're probably pissed off at me for reading the transcript and saying like the part about Wallace asking him if he condemns white supremacy and me reading the script and you know picking out the words I don't know like I don't know when it's like Biden still no one's like freaking out about the fact he doesn't he thinks Antifa is an idea I'm just I'm sorry this whole the reason why I'm heated right now is the entire internet's freaking the fuck out today about the fact that

Trump said stand back and stand by or whatever with the to the Proud Boys and um and I think yeah that was not good on his part especially stand by like what the fuck but um the question itself was not correct and he was trying to bring up well no this is all left-wing issue because the wallace said he mentioned he said uh let me go back to the transcript he said they need to stand down and not add to the violence in a number of these cities we saw in kenosha and as we've seen in portland and so trump was thinking immediately that's antifa what the fuck so no one is taught I don't hear a lot of people talking about that because anyways there's a lot of shit that I don't know but I hear and I'm like I just don't

know um let's see if I have any notes on my phone for today's podcast here oh I wrote that my palate will probably get more sophisticated the longer I do this today I'm embarrassed I'm insecure about my um how I spoke on the debate last night I did my best I was scared I'm I don't feel confident in myself about that I'm being very vulnerable by sharing that I don't want to come out as like I know everything I'm smart I have a strong uh understanding of politics and this election because I don't I basically ate a burrito last night and I watched the debate and I took notes and I tried to give you guys both sides there I tried to tell you what Biden said I tried to say what Trump said and I tried to sum it up for you and pick apart the

whole white supremacy part in a way that made sense to me I don't know I just yeah I'm good I'm hey yeah but you know I wrote a note here that over time I think I'll get better speaking on issues in the world I'll grow up I'll mature my sentences will get better I'll my brain will get smarter and I never want to make thing is why I was scared to talk about that today is because I'm like this is just a fun lighthearted podcast I always come on here and talk about like fucking farm days living on a farm and like going to school reminiscing about the past and telling you guys stories about my life and today I was like let's talk about the debate from San Diego California Jacqueline's opinion about the debate last night and I

just feel like I don't know maybe you were entertained by that maybe that was interesting maybe you're like Jacqueline fuck you I'm unsubscribing one star um she's a Trump supporter and the thing is like I'll say I don't know like I don't know I need I feel like I have not been a good American citizen this election by doing my research reading about their policies really understanding what I'm what I'm voting for and that is my I am fully responsible for that and when I say I don't know it's because I cannot and I should that's why today I'm gonna actually I will after I can't because I've been doing a lot of looking online today um dude I suck at talking I've been on my internet a lot today looking at this debate stuff and uh I'll be

I'll be diving into the specifics about each candidate and what they stand for and stuff because I really I really should educate myself so should you like don't vote on the president based on their personality vote for the policies right that's what people say and Jacqueline how could you even consider Trump as a good as a good president it's like well how could you consider Biden you know it's like the lesser of two evils that's why people are voting for Biden they're like well I don't know I definitely lean more right than left but I'm not i don't consider myself a republican i don't consider myself a democrat i don't know i'm like again i'm i'm very uneducated on any of this shit and i don't try to sound like i am i don't i'm

coming at you saying that i have not done my research i don't watch the news i don't know all the i don't know what the strong arguments are against either either person um i know what people like to bitch about but I don't know like the facts and like why you shouldn't you you shouldn't vote for one or the other okay I need to move on from this topic I can't believe I'm doing my YouTube podcast tomorrow this is gonna be crazy I'm gonna get my hair done I'm gonna have to get my set all cute today I have my lights on I have my video on just to practice but I don't know it's gonna be fun to hang out with you guys on video and uh yeah I'm gonna wrap this up I'm getting hungry I always get hungry at the end of

the podcast um I don't have coffee left well no I have like one sip left what should I title this podcast I'm nervous I think that's what I'm gonna talk I'm gonna title it like don't hate me like it's good it's good I'm doing this seven days a week because this will get fucking buried in a month. I'll have 30 more podcasts ahead of it. So yay. Seven days a week, boy drowning out these hoes. I'm like, maybe this format's great for me. Well, I know it is because, okay. Today's like Jocelyn can't form a fucking sentence. I need nutrition. I haven't eaten yet. Um, I think that the whole like daily vlog style podcast I do works in my favor because I don't have to prepare a topic and like stick to it the whole time and because that's why I think like doing

it once or twice a week works for people because it's like that's they can like actually put their thoughts together about something and really just hit it home man every time and I don't know I can't I can't relate to that because I'm just like hey this is what I did yesterday um let's talk about podcasting um wow train wreck of an episode let's talk about podcasting um yeah I gotta finish this this is uh I'm embarrassed thanks for your support if you are still listening um thanks for all the kind dms about the podcast I'm glad you're enjoying it um today's was interesting I need to stop critiquing over analyzing myself but I'm nervous how many times have I I think this podcast should be titled I'm nervous but okay let me reflect right now

because this is still morning pages let me just reflect I feel like when you grow up you know it's like time to elect a president you're little like you don't give a fuck you're not really involved you don't really know what's going on your parents will talk to you about stuff and then your friends will on the playground I remember one of my friends was like you can't vote for him he supports abortion and like I don't know I remember it being such a big deal in in Catholic school growing up if if um you liked a candidate that supported abortion or something I don't know like it was people got really pissed your friends would get really pissed off at you like I remember that um anyways you grow up and then you get to high school then

you kind of like sort of pay attention more and then it's like now I'm an adult and I still feel like I don't fucking know what's going on and that's weird I'm like okay I just spoke about the debate last night don't feel that awesome about myself after I was talking about it I talked really fast and I don't know it's crazy to me but these are our two candidates and I'm just like well it is what it is but four years is a long time so I don't know like whatever happens is gonna happen I just hope this is my hope so I kind of like if Biden gets elected I don't really give a fuck like okay first of all I don't really care what happens honest to God because I know my life is not gonna change that much and I don't think a lot of people sit back and think about

that like you're gonna be fine no matter what happens and I know there's people out there that are more affected you know by certain laws you get past certain things that change when a new president gets elected I get that um I should probably do my research and really unpack like the groups that are hit the hardest but overall like I don't really give a fuck what happens because I'm probably going to still be podcasting every day living my life working out doing the same shit I've always done so I what I hope happens is we have a clean election there's no fraud and bullshit going on with the with the ballots or the polls I don't even know what they're called and then in January whenever they start it's like all right let's do this bitch for

another four years and whether if it's Trump I pray to God I just pray to God that we all are like okay then we've done this before we can do it again and I think my hope is that people stop stoking the fire every fucking day on social media and freaking the fuck out every two seconds about everything he does we're not going to change someone we're not going to change him and then it's like if you getting mad doesn't do anything and I think that if the media stopped giving him so much attention it would help people like settle down and not be so nervous and scared because I think that's what it is like the media makes that what they say about Trump makes people scared about the state of the world and our in our country they really exasperate everything and

I don't know the thing is again I'm in I'm not super educated on this I don't know what's facts I don't know what the facts are I don't know what um I don't know what the uh the lies are like I just assume a lot of what the media says is a bunch of bullshit a bunch of lies it's all um you know what I mean based on what I have seen fact checked or what I do know is fact and false is a lot of it's bullshit so I wish they would settle down if he gets re-elected probably won't happen but I just hope it does like okay the next four years are going to be the same as we had before but let's not i don't know and then if biden gets elected it's like i don't give a fuck like he's gonna be president i don't know what's gonna change but it's gonna be probably really

calm and quiet the media is gonna be able to go on a four-year fucking vacation and just chill the fuck out and that that might be nice to see so part of me is like yeah i kind of hope biden gets elected because hopefully things will calm the fuck down and and this the american people won't be on fucking eggshells every day because of what they're seeing online or about fucking Trump so that's just where I'm at I'm like I don't know like I don't know like again I'm just like I don't know like how much does the world fucking change with the president in the seat you know what I mean like make little increments each year but I don't know like is health care even fixed is healthcare even good is like how I know the climate change shit's going south because of

Trump apparently like what like I don't know I need to do my research I need to educate myself I really I feel dumb today I feel dumb because I think I I should have like taken my time to really collect my thoughts and and read about stuff and I don't know I didn't want to get other people's opinions I really wanted to push myself today and do this podcast and basically read my notes from the debate last night share my opinion and it's so fucked up how like I feel nervous about being hated on for supporting or not supporting someone like I don't know I've never felt like this in my life and I'm like why do I care the thing is is now the reason why I'm nervous and not super confident is because I'm

living for other people's opinions of me I'm like doing this podcast because I'm worried about other people's opinions of me and if I was true to my brand and really practiced what I preached I shouldn't give a fuck I should say this is my opinion and I don't care so I'll work on that for tomorrow's podcast this is a learning experience every podcast is learning experience that's why I'm doing this I want to learn I want to grow I'm going to get better and I will not be listening to this episode because I am so embarrassed about anything I said before and that sucks but maybe I should to learn about myself like how I handled the debate combo I had with myself dude I'm leaving a long ass fucking voicemail today I'm gonna wrap this

up happy Wednesday I'll be here tomorrow for your Thursday podcast on YouTube go ahead and check out my YouTube channel if you haven't subscribed yet leave me a review on this podcast that would be great apparently okay if you're listening right now and you made it to the end I've received word from a podcaster who has like eight million downloads and he was telling me that eight weeks after you launch so there's a window first eight weeks of launch is the time where they'll put you on the new and noteworthy the new and noteworthy the new and noteworthy list on the Apple podcast app. And so I think in order to get bumped up there in the first eight weeks, you have to have a lot of reviews, like 50 reviews, which I do. I have one or something,

or no, I think I have five reviews. So yeah, go ahead and leave a review. That would really help me out. Um, I don't know. I got to try hard at least some, at some point, like ask you guys to do stuff. This is like the, this is going to be like me not taking anything seriously for 10 years and this, I just don't ever, I don't know. I'm not chasing the numbers. That's the thing. I literally love podcasting. I love doing this. I'm not trying to like conquer anything. I think this is the best thing I've ever chosen to commit to because by saying I do a podcast seven days a week, I have to be, I have to do it. And that's, it feels good to accomplish that every day. And that's the number I'm chasing for myself like I want to do this seven days a week and that's it

so whatever happens on the other end on the apps the lists and the numbers of you know like if I make it to new and noteworthy or if I make it to the top of anything like it's it's cool if that happens but I don't know maybe in the first eight weeks I should try for that so go ahead and leave a review that would be awesome you can leave like I don't even care what you say you know what you could review something you should leave a review that's like do a little meet and greet like hi my name is Kyle and I'm from Kansas and like just say some bullshit about yourself and like you should say something that's so irrelevant to my podcast I don't know why I said that but like make it funny make it light I think my review should just be like my listeners doing their

introduction like okay we all know about Jacqueline's life but let's talk about my life in the review here what am I saying oh my god train wreck of an episode episode 27 um shit and then you know patreon.com slash tjms if you want to support the show uh final that's my final thing I have to say happy Wednesday there's a new Call Her Daddy episode out today I believe with Lana Rhodes which I am excited to listen to because she's a porn star former excuse me ex-porn star I think it'd be really interesting to listen to her I don't know her story about that I followed um obviously Lana ever since I started watching Impulsive because Mike he's a host and they're dating so I've I've known about her and I think her life is really interesting so I'm really curious

um I'm excited to listen to that Call Her Daddy episode imagine if Alex did a podcast 70s a week holy shit I can I'll never get sick of her talking I just love her energy and like how she I don't know just everything about her like she's my little podcast idol like I think what what's cool right now is that uh I'll never fucking finish this this is a six hour episode I feel like what's cool is that I'm starting to look around the podcast universe at people that I have always loved listening to and have admired and now I'm like wait I'm doing the same thing with you every week this is cool and then I'm like oh my gosh like I want to be you someday it's like kind of something I could like I don't know I I get inspired where I'm like maybe

I don't know people I'm doing my whole like just trains of thought and daily updates and that type of podcast format so I don't think it's not common you don't hear a lot of other podcasters gush over other podcasters they're just doing their their topic and finishing their show but I really I just I'm reflecting right now and I'm really thinking about damn like there's just a lot of amazing entertaining people out there that I want to be like someday oh my gosh and i'm obsessed so speaking of alex and call her daddy because i'm i can't stop talking about how obsessed i am with her i'm obsessed with her um what's it called her her new apartment because she just moved into this amazing apartment in new york city good for her like i think that's

so awesome she's fucking leveling up she's very successful at what she does and i think she deserves everything she has and um excuse me she's very talented and successful but her what I wanted to call out is her or say that I'm obsessed with is her um her hoodie wall she has a an entire wall of like hoodies like her hoodie collection I think it looks so cool it's like all color coordinated in her apartment and um I know I shit on a lot of the uh like gen z just like hoodies and looking like shit stuff, but it's her brand. Like it's, she wears hoodies. It's like her thing. And I mean, so does everyone else, but she has so many of them and I'm obsessed with that. So anyways, um, I'm going to end the podcast officially now. Happy Wednesday. I'll talk to you

tomorrow, but please shoot me a DM. If you want to talk about what I mentioned earlier about the debate, I'd love to hear from you. Um, anything positive, negative, agree, disagree. I love, I love talking to you guys in the DM. So go ahead and do that. Love you guys. I will talk to you tomorrow for thursday's podcast on youtube all right have a great wednesday