The Jamie Kern Lima Show - The Secret to Your Best Life! Ignite Hope & Embrace the Miracle of Being Alive with Nicole Avant!

Episode Date: December 2, 2025

Imagine TRULY living your best life! Right now, in your life, are you truly Remembering to Live? Do you truly feel the day, and feel the gratitude for the miracle of your life? Or have you gotten, perhaps unknowingly, so busy, so distracted, so numb with routine and responsibilities, or with worry and overwhelm or perhaps even with goals and ambitions, that it’s left you feeling disconnected from yourself, from your body, from feeling of true gratitude for the miracle of being alive? Today we’re talking about grace, grit, gratitude and how to Remember to LIVE with one of the most inspirational, iconic, legendary women I know…Nicole Avant! Ambassador Avant is an Award-Winning Producer, Including of the Academy Award Winning Film Six-Triple Eight, Entrepreneur, Philanthropist & Former US Ambassador to The Bahamas and The Author of the Bestselling Book “Think You’ll Be Happy”, a spirit-lifting memoir on how to turn pain into purpose, how to live in gratitude, and how to face down tragedy and turn it into love. Nicole was raised surrounded by some of the most extraordinary legends of our time and Her parents—entertainment mogul, The Black Godfather, Clarence Avant, and legendary philanthropist, Jacqueline Avant—turned their home into a place of refuge and inspiration for A generation of notable icons and culture-shifting artists. In December 2021, an unthinkable tragedy struck: her mother Jacqueline was fatally shot by a home intruder. In her incredible memoir, Think You’ll Be Happy, Nicole turns the pain of her family’s loss into the fuel that pushes her forward, Think You’ll Be Happy—her mom’s last words to Nicole—provides a roadmap for anyone working to remain positive and anchored in hope. Full Video Available on YouTube ⁠⁠⁠⁠@JamieKernLimaOfficial⁠⁠⁠⁠. Are You Ready to believe in YOU?🙌⁠⁠⁠⁠ jamiekernlima.com⁠⁠⁠⁠ 👈 Sign up for my FREE Inspirational Newsletter here and you’ll ALSO get special prompt questions to help you grow in your self-worth-building that pair with each episode!🩷  Make sure to click the “Follow” button for the show on your favorite podcast app, so you’ll be the first to get each episode!  Episode Reflection Questions for YOU: Jamie writes prompt questions each episode to spark revelations in your self-worth journey and help you apply the tools and lessons from each episode into your real life right now. Please make sure you’re signed up for Jamie’s free inspirational newsletter ⁠⁠⁠ jamiekernlima.com⁠⁠⁠ 👈 Get my new book WORTHY plus FREE Bonus gifts including a 95+ page Worthy Workbook and more at ⁠⁠⁠WorthyBook.com⁠⁠⁠  Read more about Nicole's Book Think You'll Be Happy here. For more resources related to today’s episode, click here ⁠⁠⁠https://jamiekernlima.com/show/⁠⁠⁠ for the podcast episode page. Chapters: 0:00 Welcome to The Jamie Kern Lima Show  6:35 In This Moment In History, Who Will YOU Be? 8:50 Your Intuition Is Your Superpower 11:15 The People In YOUR Life! 12:25 Stop Betraying Yourself 32:40 Learning Discernment 54:20 Faith Gives You Foundation! It’s such an honor to share this podcast together with you. And please note: I am not a licensed therapist, and this podcast is NOT intended as a substitute for the advice of a physician, professional coach, psychotherapist, or other qualified professional. Click⁠⁠⁠ Here⁠⁠⁠ to Subscribe to the YouTube Channel Follow me here:  ⁠⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠TikTok⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠Facebook⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠Website⁠⁠⁠ —  Sign up for my inspirational newsletter for YOU at:⁠⁠⁠ jamiekernlima.com⁠⁠⁠  —  Looking for my books on Amazon? Here they are!  ⁠⁠⁠WORTHY⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠Believe IT⁠

I'm just gonna say it. You are, undeniably, one of the most powerful women in Hollywood. How do you practice discernment over people's intentions when you meet them? I usually know within my energy reader is really good. Yeah. And I think energy speaks volumes more than words, because vibration tells me everything. I was a waitress too. You were a waitress too.

Yeah, I was a waitress too. And I was in the service business. When you serve others and you're not paid anything and you're constantly in the position to serve other people and they can be treating you horribly, it gives you a detector. Every day I pray God brings the right people in my life and has the wrong ones leave. I have the same prayer. Do you? All the time.

Right now in your life, are you truly remembering to live? Do you truly feel the day and feel the gratitude for the miracle of your life? Or have you gotten perhaps unknowingly so busy, so distracted, or maybe even so numb with routine and responsibilities? It's left you feeling disconnected from yourself, from your body, from the feeling of true gratitude for the miracle of being alive. Today, we're talking about grace, grit, gratitude, and how to remember to live with one of the most inspirational, iconic, legendary women I know, Nicole Avant.

Ambassador Avont is an award-winning producer, including of the Academy Award-nominated film Six Triple Eight, entrepreneur, philanthropist, former U.S. Ambassador to the Bahamas, An author of the bestselling book, Think You'll Be Happy, a spirit lifting memoir on how to turn pain into purpose, how to live with gratitude, and how to face down tragedy and turn it into love. She and her husband, co-CEO of Netflix, Ted Sarandos, live in Los Angeles, and our impact and work has touched people all around the globe. Nicole Yvant was raised, surrounded by some of the most extraordinary legends of our time, and her parents, entertainment mogul, the Black Godfather, Clarence Avant, and legendary philanthropist Jacqueline Avon,

turned their home into a place of refuge and inspiration for a generation of notable icons and culture-shifting artists. In December 2021, an unthinkable tragedy struck. Her mother, Jacqueline, was fatally shot by a home intruder. And her incredible memoir, Think You'll Be Happy. Nicole turns the pain of her family's loss into the fuel that pushes her forward. Think You'll be happy. Her mom's last words to Nicole provides a roadmap for anyone working to remain positive and anchored in hope. And whether today you're listening for yourself or because someone that you love shared this episode with you,

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Welcome to the Jamie Kernelima show. Thank you for having me. I'm going to take you everywhere. I am so excited you are here. Thank you. I'm so happy to be here too, really. I remember the first time we met at a friend's birthday, and you had shared that you'd listened to an episode of the show, and we just connected.

And I just remember having this knowing you would be in my life. I didn't even know, like, much of anything at that point. You are someone who is so tremendously powerful, inspirational, impactful, kind, faith-filled, loving, generous friend. When I talked to pretty much everyone about you, those are the things. that they say and done extra research for this interview. And so I'm just, I'm excited. And I know, you know, so much of your journey up and to this point is filled with so many stories, so many incredible moments, so many legendary moments. So we'll touch upon some of those. And I'm also so

excited to talk about right now and everything going forward. So I'm just so, I'm so excited you're here. Thank you. You say studying history growing up helped you decide who you wanted to be in the world, which I'm so excited to dive into that because I think that's so profound. When you say that studying history growing up, help you decide who you want to be in the world. My first question to you right now, Nicole, is who are you in the world? right now? That's a very good question. I don't even think about who I am.

I know that I want to be a person that it brings goodness into the world. I think of myself, the most important thing that I know about myself every day is to remind myself that I am a good soul. My intention is to be a good soul. Yeah. I'm just a good person, not a positive person, not a really good soul. And when I traveled around the world, when I would read world history and I would think about all the heroic people, you read about all the tragedies through history, but I was always focused on the people who came into the tragedy and try to transmute it and try to transform it into something better, something good, make it light-filled. They went into the darkest places. And I'm always focused on the people who run into the darkness versus running away from the darkness or creating the darkness. And so, For me, I always wanted to be a person who was light-filled, a person who would focus on

the light, stay in the light, even in darkness. So, yes, I've had to learn along the way. You know, sometimes I would get into spaces that were uncomfortable or unkind, and I would shrink and I would dim my light, don't be so this, don't be the, and then, but I would always go back to, no, that's not what any of those people did. So I'm not doing it either. I just, I will stay me and everyone else can stay who they are. Fine, no judgment.

But I am going to use discernment. And I am going to move through my life like that. But if I have a life force, I know what I want my life force to be in the world. So I want people to walk away feeling hopeful or inspired or listen to or I like to laugh a lot. But I do enjoy life because I think that life is a problem. privilege. And living is a privilege. And just the idea of being alive and being here, knowing that we have a finite amount of time. Yes. It gives me the reason to show up the way I want to show up and do the very best that I can, but be very proud of myself, even when I don't

get it right. Proud of learning, proud of growing, proud of, well, I used to be. I used to be like that. And I may not be exactly where I want to go, but at least I'm better than I was before. Or I could be in the present moment. I'm like, wait, I know better. And I used to be this way. And it was really great. You know how some people always say, what would you tell your younger self? You know, that question all the time. And for me, I always think, I would tell my younger self, Nicole, don't change anything. I loved my eight-year-old self. I loved my 10-year-old self. I loved my 12-year-old self. I mean, I noticed when I got into my 20s, a lot of her went away.

Really? Yeah. Uh-huh. Yeah. What way? It just, I started thinking about what other people were thinking. I stopped listening to my intuition. I stopped listening just as soon as the first gut feeling came in.

And then I would take that gut feeling and then go ask 20 people, what do you think about this feeling? Well, they didn't get the feeling. Everyone's intuition is not connected to everybody else's intuition. So it took me a long time to get back to that person that just, I heard that message. Yeah. I heard that in my heart. I heard that in my spirit.

I just got it. So I need to honor that. Yeah. And stay in tune with that and not be so busy where I forget to disconnect. Oh, I don't have time to meditate. I don't have time to pray. It's two seconds. I just, you know, I just did everything else.

So, of course, you know, it's just managing time, making time. but getting back to that part of myself where I trusted myself. So you disconnected from that, starting in your 20s, and when did you reconnect where you felt like, oh, I trust myself? Late 20s, I made a very big turn. And I remember being in this relationship and it wasn't fulfilling, but the person was very kind and compassionate. But I had to learn that you can be with a kind and compassionate and fun person,

but that is still energetically not a match. it can still drain you it can still and I was getting pulled on and pulled on and I was exhausted all of the time and I was never like that and so I made this turn where I thought you know I need to stop asking myself why do I keep attracting these type of people and then ask myself no why am I attracted to this type of person not why are they coming into my life I have you know people have lots to give. So light workers all the time will say, I don't know why I attract all these people that just drain me. And I said, because they're trying to plug in. You know, they want to plug in and get things. But it's always like the ATM. I always try to tell my kids, I said, you know,

if you look at yourself like an ATM, you have to realize with people, some people are always going to make deposits or mostly deposits and some people are only going to withdraw. And you have to figure out the balance here. Some people are going to do both. But you want more people to deposit. You don't want someone only coming to you when they have a problem, when they're angry, will you fix this, will you do that? They won't take responsibility for their life. And then they want you to take responsibility. And then all of a sudden you have no energy for yourself for your intentions because you're

exhausted. Yes. And so it's that knowing, it's getting back to self. It's becoming the hero of my journey again. And that I would always go outside of myself. And then at the end of the day, you realize, I'm sure you did too. Oh, I'm who I've been looking for. It's me.

You know? Yeah. You know, I think about every person listening right now. And this is going to be new for a lot of people. I think, and I think it's going to ring true in a really strong way. I think there's a lot of people that I think were raised to just some. somehow, and it starts in their 20s for a lot of women, especially. They start taking care of everyone else, and then they think, okay, well, you know, if that

person's happy, then I'm good, or if my kids are happy, then I'm, and this is, and that, and then they don't even know who they are anymore. Like, how to hear their own intuition, how to hear their own knowing, how to have discernment. 100%. You lose yourself. You lose yourself. And then you feel so guilty and sad because you miss yourself.

That's where the sadness comes in because you miss yourself. You miss that part of you that you're speaking. spirit, your soul. And there's nothing wrong with everything you just said, taking care of kids, being a good friend, being a good wife, all these things. But you must take care of yourself so that you can give and be those things to other people. But you can't forget yourself. And I realized, Jamie, I was betraying myself. I was betraying my soul. I put everybody else in front of me, everyone's dreams in front of everybody's everything before me. And then I realized it wasn't that I was just exhausted. I was also very sad because I betrayed myself.

Okay, so we're going to dive into so much about, oh my goodness, so much about so much. I remember reading in your incredible book, I think you'll be happy, which everyone needs to grab right now. We're going to link it in the show notes. It's phenomenal, phenomenal. And and also the new paperback with the forward. I'm, yeah, I'll get into that. But I'm remembering a part where is it, did your mom not have a weekend to herself for 50 years? Yes. Okay.

So I want to call this out because what you're saying right now, I already, I know when I feel it in my body that people at home are like, okay, I want to make that shift. I want to, you know, I want to prioritize myself, but maybe they saw something different growing up. And your mom, who is, of course, legendary, iconic, all the things people dream of being and also to not take a week into herself in 50 years. So for you to see that, because she's pouring into everyone else, taking care of everyone else, doing all the things. And then how do you see that and then also decide for yourself to not maybe do that exact thing forever it was it was tough because when i married ted my husband when i married teddy

obviously my husband when i married teddy he came you know he had two children tony and sarah they were they were 12 and 14 at the time so lots of fun for yeah and and all of a sudden everything was the schedules just for you know this soccer this baseball this karate this over and over homework and then you know this that this that all of a sudden as all mothers go through and then you know i'm with ted and he has his big job and i'm working and all of a sudden i was thinking right right and then you know we used to live near an elementary school that i used to go to and i would see all the mothers early saturday morning for the soccer and this and that and i remember calling my mom one day and i said oh my god we need to pause for a super brief break and while we do

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you can grab your free guide to stop overthinking and learn to trust yourself at jamikernlema.com slash resources or click the link in the show notes below. And now more of this incredible conversation together. We used to live near an elementary school that I used to go to and I would see all the mothers early Saturday morning for the soccer and this and that. And I remember calling my mom one day and I said, oh my God, I owe you an app. I know you're a huge thank you because you never really you never got a break she's well when you have children where are you going what do you know I mean yes I might have

traveled here and there for you know to go see my mother's thing but she said you're always on you have to be ready you're your mother you have a responsibility you have things so that's why I always say to people if you can't physically be by yourself and you let's say go away for a week you know a lot of people can't do that they can't just leave for hours or whatever. But I started waking up a little earlier, carving out a little more time for myself, whatever it is that you can do for yourself. I don't care if it's 10 extra minutes in the morning. It makes the biggest difference in the world. It makes the biggest difference in the world because there's just no life gets many times a lot bigger as you get older. And when you do bring

other people into your life, their life becomes a part of your life. And then you're children's lives become a part of your life and all of a sudden then you could feel very lost of wait a minute wait a minute but it's also the greatest blessing to to nurture and raise and you know i look at tony and sarah now they're 28 and 30 and thriving and i'm so happy that the time i invested and the time that teddy and i put into them and now we see the but it was it's a lot for women it's and i think that the idea of disanchoring from our soul and our needs and just our sanity, we need our sanity. You know, it's, it's, if, you know, it says in scripture, if we have, if we're given

power and love and a sound mind and we find ourselves out of power and out of love and not in sound mind, then you got to get back and anchored in spirit. We have to get back and anchored in the divine. We have to get back. And for me, it's about, even if it's five minutes in the morning, Jamie. I do it every night, but I started doing it morning and night. I appreciate my life. I appreciate being alive.

I appreciate the fact that I have running water. I appreciate that I could take a bath. I appreciate that I could do. And then I realized, as I was saying all these things that I can do, many of the things I wasn't doing. You know, so I have to just, so it's the idea of really getting back to being alive, what it takes to be alive. the energy it takes to be alive, but also reminding yourself that, as we were saying about my mom, I mean, yes, she was alive and she was happy and she loved being a mother and a wife. But when she said those words to me, Nicole, I haven't had a real weekend in 50 years.

I mean, you know, she's like, you're 53, your brother's 51. I mean, what are you thinking? I'm married. I mean, where am I going? And she said, and I didn't come from that generation where you guys now, you'll say, you know, I need a day. And maybe you'll go away and you fight it out with your husband, but you go. She said, but I was born in 1940. We didn't have that.

We didn't really get to do a lot of that. I love what you shared to getting up earlier. Also, the ATM analogy. There's going to be so many people listening right now. They're going to just stop for a minute and think about their friends, people they speak. Yes. People they spend time around, are they making withdrawals over and over and over and over and over. Or are they like deposit, you know, when you're around them, do you feel like,

like you just feel like they made a deposit into your soul or does it not feel that way? Exactly. And that's a really good. And it helped me so much when I learned that. I thought, oh, and I still have the people in my life, but they do not have the same access. Yeah. It's just the relationship changed. It didn't even have to be a conversation.

I just kind of, you know, pull, it just, just you figure it out. But all of a sudden, you know, if you don't have your energy, if you don't have the gasoline to move in life and to do whatever you need to do, and it's based on someone else's energy that's taking from you, when you really start to think about it that way, and as soon as you choose to prioritize yourself and prioritize, and not in a selfish way, but prioritize your soul, your energy, your life force, because it's such a gift. And the more you remind yourself, like, my time on earth is a gift. I don't know how much time I have. We all think we do. Yeah. We don't. No. So as often as we can, let's try and make the most of it. And yes,

people will need us at times. Yes, people will really be pulling on us. But that's if they really need you. But I'm talking about the kind of just noise. There was so much noise, Jamie, in my life. There was so many, oh, did you hear this? Or did you? And it was just, everything was just pulling me down. And I don't want to be like that. And you really, we all are responsible for who we want to be in the world, how we want to show up, what we want to give. But at the end of the day, my choices of how I spend my time, who I spend my time with, who gets my energy. Those are my choices and those seeds that I plant today, that will be my garden in two months, that's six months a year from now. And so I have to focus on the seeds that I'm planting my words, my actions,

my energy, my thoughts, what am I doing today? Because it is going to show up. And then the only person I can turn around and really be either really proud of or really upset is me. It's because it's my, it's my energy. What is your friend? friendship circle look like right now? And has that changed over the years? It has changed a lot in a really good way. And I have friends, you know, what I love is that my best, best friends are from five years old. We still, we all grew up in Los Angeles together. We went to camp together. We did all the, we fully grew up together. And then, you know, maybe lost touch, but we always come back. And the last, from COVID, something happened in COVID,

where I noticed, oh my gosh, the people, I wanted my tribe. And it was my tribe from childhood that I wanted. And many of us are still in Los Angeles. So they've come back, which is great. And then I've really built a great circle of friends that are creative and smart and of service and very focused on being very focused, very focused. focused on being purposeful and not superficial purposeful, but really purposeful. And they're not, it's not about always being famous or fancy or this. It's just really

being anchored in their souls. And so they, they show up. And I love my friends. I love being with my friends. And I love my girlfriends and I also have a lot of male friends. I was a tomboy when I was growing up. I've always had more guy friends than girlfriends. Really? Yes. And I noticed I started slipping away from the guy friends. And I was always so focused on my girlfriends because everyone kept saying there's nothing like girlfriends, which is true.

But for me, I realized, oh, wait, no, but my guys have been around for a long time and they've protected me for a long time. And they have kept me aware of things and alert and just even. about myself or when I became too hard or I was becoming you know they would call me like where's your grace where is where's the Nicole who could be tough but who could also have a little grace and you know a lot of women weren't saying that but the men in my life were but very supportive very loving and I need the male and female energy for me it's very very important and the male energy, I think we've all kind of pushed away and it's only about female power. And for me, I'm like, no, power is power. And good is good. And light is light. And it doesn't matter. It's, it's,

you know, it's everything. So it feels good. I didn't know that about you. Yes. And I think I've done my research, by the way. So. I was a whole, I mean, I, I didn't wear, I mean, I'm only in dresses and skirts now, but I didn't wear a dress. I mean, there's a prom picture of me where I had my soccer her cleats on underneath and my mom was horrified so she didn't even take a full full length she only took it from the cow up because she was like take off those cleats yeah and i said i don't want to wear heels i don't want to wear this stuff but i loved sports she put me in sports yeah and i was so happy i went to olympic boys and girls club and my mom at the time was like listen it was right when they separated boys and girls sports and she said it was the birth of girl sports yeah and she said

you need to learn how to compete, you need to learn how to be uncomfortable, you need to learn how to lose, you need to know what it feels like to win, and you also need to learn what it feels like to lose, even after you've tried your best, because that is going to happen to you in life. You will try your best at something and do everything right and study your hardest and walk into that presentation and give the best presentation, and there will still be people who think not right, not right for me, not good enough, not this. And she said, I don't want you to be shocked when you get there. And so she thought, you know, competing in sports from a young age and it definitely helped me for sure. Yeah. Did it help you not fear it? Yes. Yeah. So much of my

youth, especially with meeting new children, if I went to camp, for example, like this camp, I sleep away camp, I was, oh mom, I don't want to go. What if I make no friends? What if, what if, what if, what if, what if? Yeah. And she'd turn it around. What if you do make a lot of new friends? What if you do?

What if you do? So she would always flip, always give me the flip side. And she'd always say, Nicole, you have an imagination. All of us have an imagination. It's working at all times, 24-7. You may not think it is, but you're always, just like you said, what if no one likes me? What if I don't get along with a counselor?

What if no one chooses me to be on the team? That is your imagination working. She said, now use it and flip it and imagine that you do make friends or you make one friend. So it was a really great gift that she gave me about remembering that I had an imagination and to imagine the best outcome, even if you don't get the best outcome, but try to imagine the best outcome because what are you going to do? Sit there and just, you know, create the worst thing. Right, right.

I love that and I love that way of explaining it. I'm going to use that for Wonder and Wilder. Yeah. Yeah, that's really, really good. Because she's, my daughter's at the age where she's starting to say things like that, you know, being new to school, you know, and that kind of thing. We're going to do at Easter party. And she, what you're invited to.

And adults, too. And she says, what if, like, you know, what if none of the kids from school come? Like, so she's starting to ask those kind of questions. That's so beautiful because earlier we were talking about planting seed. You're like, what I plant, plant the seed now, I'm going to have to answer that in a month. And those are, I love, love reading about and also seeing some of the seeds your parents planted into you and kind of what they've, they've blossomed into. Thank you.

Yeah. And, you know, when you talk about discernment, you talk about friends, deposits versus withdrawals. My best friend, I was a waitress at Denny's. She was a waitress at the steakhouse across the street. It was way nicer. And we met in college. And my two closest friends, actually, I've been friends with long before any of the cosmetic success or any of that. After the, you know, after we sold our business and after that was public everywhere and L'Oreal disclosed the purchase price, all the things that happened, I found that meeting new people was always a little bit different.

And I always had to really try to, I still wanted to have an open. heart, but it's different. You, I'm just going to say it. You are, undeniably, one of the most powerful women in Hollywood. First of all, your husband, Ted, is co-ceo of Netflix. How do you practice discernment over people's intentions when you meet them? Yeah. Oh, it's such a, it's so funny you ask that it's perfect timing because we just, just, I just was at a birthday party and it was so great and, but I noticed my discernment really kicking in or I noticed what my energy was attracted to and what it really was like, oh, wait a minute, what is this?

But there was a gentleman standing next to me and it's my friend's husband and I didn't realize at the time I was just ordering my drink and he was ordering his drink and then I was talking to a girlfriend, but I heard over and over, yes, please, thank you. I appreciate that. Yes, I would love a straw. thank you. And it was a male voice. And I thought, who is this? I just, because it was so refreshing that someone, and this person is very powerful, extremely successful. And I'm listening to everybody else. No one's saying please. No one's saying thank you. No one's looking at the server.

So I was looking around and I'm thinking, hmm, right. Okay. I usually know within my energy reader is really good. Yeah. And I think energy speaks volumes. Yeah. More than words. because vibration tells me everything. And so when I've just decided now, you know, usually I discern by, I see how people treat other people, like I was saying that gentleman at the bar, and how he was treating the server, the bartender, was so powerful to me that that actually told me everything I needed to know about him. I didn't care about anything else. I didn't care about how much money he has in the bank.

I didn't care about how powerful he was. care about who he was in the world. I cared about how he treated another human being in that moment and that other human being who could absolutely do nothing for him. And it was such a great way for me to realize, right, this is a really good soul. That's a good soul. And now, you know, because I grew up in the entertainment business, and I think because I saw so a lot of goodness, but also a lot of fake people and a lot of people who were just only transactional.

Yes. And it's a lot. And I feel for a lot of young people coming up in the business and becoming famous because you don't know right from left or who's pulling and everyone's pulling on you. But I think I got fortunate

growing up in the business and my parents keeping me very grounded. And the way they did that was they made me work. so I there was no question that I was not working so I was a waitress too you were a waitress yeah I was a waitress too and I and I was in the service business quite a bit and I liked it yeah and but it was good for me because I would see the way and I did the same thing with our daughter Sarah as soon as she turned 16 17 I'm like okay you're getting a job and she was a

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When you serve others and you're not paid anything and you're constantly in the position to serve other people and they can be treating you horribly, it gives you a detector. I really do believe it. I think that a lot of people now are, oh, my kids just only going to do internships. They only do internships and they only do internships where I know the people. There's not a lot of growth there. There's just not. You have to learn how to, how to function and adapt and adaptability. And I think, you know, for me, it's I just play on energy.

And then I go into the judgment and I'm like, okay, I'm not going to judge, but I'm going to discern of, okay, that's not an energy that I really want to connect with a lot, but we're in the same room. So I'm going to be me. but the idea of, I see people, Jamie, just give their power away, give their energy away to people that could care less. But they really do believe that they look at people, you know that saying that I forget there's some pastor who says it's so great.

I think it's Stephen Ferdick. He's like, you know, there is a throne, there's somebody on it, and it's not me, you know, but so many people live as if they are on the throne. And every one must come to them. So for me, I think knowing who I am, knowing who I am in spirit, loving the divine, that for me reminds me and keeps me grounded in focus. And I think I've seen people who aren't connected to anything, that it just, you can, and then you'll fall for anything, you know.

And so I think just being rooted and grounded in truth, rooted and grounded in the divine, rooted and grounded in spirit, then whatever comes. comes at you, you're anchored in something that is unshakable. But when you're not anchored in anything, you're floating all over the place and you have no discernment. You don't know who's telling the truth. You don't know what this person. You don't know anything. That's, that's what I see. So that's helped me a lot is my faith has kept me sane. My faith has kept me grounded. My faith has kept me focus. My faith has gotten me on track. It doesn't mean I've never gone off track. But it gets you back on track. You know, my mom used to say, mom, my goodness, we're not in the army. You're treating

us like this. She says, listen, you're in my army and it's called home training and you will thank me when you're an adult. And I now, as an adult, I'm like, oh, wow, right. Thank you. You know, the thank you notes all the time. Of course, of course you might a thank you know. What is wrong with everybody yeah taking that one extra step yeah of everything she taught me she would always say you know everybody wants a really great society everybody wants a peaceful society but they don't want manners they want good manners you can't have you can't it's one or the other tell me about good manners let me about good manners the good manners I mean you know from my mom a big thing for her was and my dad of course because he's southern so yes I grew up in los Angeles

And yes, I grew up in the entertainment business, but with a very southern father. He was North Carolina, very backwards, North Carolina. And my mom is from New York. And if I had stationary, I was writing a thank you know all times. But her thing was everything, if I encountered anybody, yes, please, no thank you. Look at the person, finish the sentence, Nicole, how are you, fine? And she'd say, no, fine, how are you? Finish the sentence.

But manners are, you can't really, if you don't have good manners, then I don't really know where we go without them because good manners really are just showing respect to whomever is in front of you. That's the point of having good manners. Whether the person gives them back to you or not is not the point. The point is to, like we all have that saying, with all due respect. Well, what we're saying to that person is with all due respect, everybody is worthy of, respect. We don't always get it, but it doesn't mean you're not worthy of it. That's another lesson I had to learn when people were disrespectful. I thought it was always me. And what's wrong with me? What's wrong with me? And that, you know, as I think we talked about once, you know,

that or all of our friends talk about this coat of shame that people like to wear, it's like, no, I'm taking this coat of shame off. I didn't even do anything wrong. You know, shame on you for being the person. And I'm wearing the coat of your shame. What sense does that make at all? But we do that as humans. We do that as humans. Yeah. You know. You know, when you share that you waitress and you sold shoes. Oh, I sold shoes. Worked at the dry cleaners. Here's the thing I want to call out that I love so much about some of the choices your parents made is because you were raised also Hollywood royalty, right? Hollywood royalty. None of these things needed to happen. And they were lesson after lesson, another one of the things I love so much about, think you'll be happy,

your book is just seeing the lessons, seeing how the learnings they taught into you, the seeds they planted, and then how they've blossomed. I was at an event recently where they were talking about how important it is to prepare your child for the road. Don't prepare the road for your child. And we're kind of in this day and age, like you said, you know, only do the internship with people I know and, you know, all the things. And we're sort of like trying to prepare the road for the child, but then they don't know how to handle stuff. They don't know how to deal with when someone wants to put their coat of shame on them or they don't know how to handle tough times or they're afraid of failure. They're afraid of rejection. And there's so many

things you talk about that it's like, you know, your mom sending you out into the world. Like, okay, you're a waitressing. You're learning about people. You then, you and Ted, you know, having your daughter, waitress, your son, and having those real life lessons that you're able to sit here and actually know what things feel like in your soul and your spirit when someone is, you know, divinely supposed to be someone you connect with or you kind of feel it in your body. Like, you know, I'm imagining, you know, because my husband, Paulo and I do this for each other a little bit, but do you and Ted, like, do you ever feel like you have to protect him or he protects you when someone comes up and you just know.

Like they want something? Yes. I bet it happens all the time. Yeah. All the time. Yeah. And, you know, then, oh, thank you. No, thank you.

Thank you. Okay, great. Yeah. But Ted is very, he can see things that I can't see sometimes and I do the same for him. Yeah. It's like you and Paula. And it's important to have that partner or that friend, that person that can see or pick up on that we might miss the intentions of someone or, but going about.

going back to your point about the right i just love what you just said because the preparation on being human this is this is on being human we're on the planet earth that things do not just conform to your liking for anybody and so the idea that there are so many there's a new generation of of people young people that have zero idea of how things really work or not in tune with their feelings because they haven't been allowed to feel anything in order to protect them from feeling bad. But then they have nothing. And they're not robots. These are human beings.

And they're going to get their feelings hurt. And people aren't going to be nice to them. And people are not going to be fair or just or what have you. But they have to learn how to be in that. And they have to learn how to hopefully choose not to want to be like that. but the earth is hard. It's beautiful. Life is beautiful and life is a gift, but life is also hard.

It's a blessing and it's also very challenging. I wouldn't change it for the world. I love being alive, but I would be lying sitting here and to anyone listening. That life is, oh, it's just so great and it's always so perfect and it's always so wonderful. And you get exactly what you want. I don't care how much you, how many affirmations you say, how many good intentions you put out, Yes. Do those things work? Sure. It's great. I do them every day. Does life still throw you a curveball? Sometimes here or there? Yes. And we have to be ready for those curveballs because they are showing up. And you just have to look at life and know that they're showing up. You know, I went to Children's Hospital one day and I walked out. I walked in with, I can't believe this person did this and I can't believe this person. Just silly, stupid things. I walked out of children's hospital

I'm thinking oh my lord oh my gosh I'm looking at these parents looking at their children not knowing how long their children are going to be alive thinking about them working three jobs and then they come and see their children or their child who's you know

got tubes all over and just shifting perspective just reminding you this is why we all need to tread lightly walk as gently as I don't know what's going on everyone's life I used to be a huge... I used to be the person that was always on the horn.

Like, hurry up, get it. You know, and then you realize if you get older, like, you don't... You know, we just don't know. We don't know everyone's story. I know this much of everyone's story. When I meet someone and I'm making a judgment, I'm making a judgment on this much...

Yeah. ...of that person's story. Because that's basically all I know. Mm-hmm. You know, I love that you're already talking about faith in your life. Yeah. And one thing I want to call out right away, you know, I think we probably have both had friends that have been in incredible, whether it's a job title or a big thing or they're known for

something, you know, and I dated a pro athlete when I was much younger. And I was like, it was the first time I ever witnessed someone that didn't actually ever have to learn how to make friends because everyone just wanted to be around. And I was like, wow, this is fascinating. And then I've seen people lose that thing, that was the source of sort of like external significance. And in the course of that, lose a whole lot of who they thought were friends. And if they don't have that grounding identity in something, you know, in my life faith of who you are and also just the awareness and ability to do your best to discern who is supposed to be my life. Like every day I pray God brings the right people in my life and has the wrong ones leave.

100%. I have the same prayer. Do you? All the time. Yeah. I do. I really do. I always say, you know what, God, if this person is, I'll take a lesson. And look, we need people in our lives that do challenge us and that do bring us pain because that's when the soul grows. You can't have growth without a challenge. You can't have growth. You can't learn about boundaries until someone tests your boundaries. You can't learn about your worth really until we know it. But then when people start really tapping on it, like you've said so many times, it's like, wait a minute, wait a minute. And I've seen the same thing, Jamie. So many people who've never had to do anything because everything came to them. And so they were grounded in nothing. And they were anchored in nothing.

and when you're not anchored and then the tides come we've seen it and it's disastrous most of the time it's disastrous yes and so that's why I try I do the same thing I always say oh you know thank you for bringing the right people in my life thank you for removing under grace with ease hopefully as many as possible the ones that are meant to leave please you know and whatever love lesson I was I was supposed to receive, I will look at it and take the lesson because I always want the blessing, but I also want the lesson because I need to grow. You can't grow without the lessons. So true. I remember, you know, being so proud and I am to this day in my team, we built a team of over a thousand people growing at cosmetics. And I was like, these are my ride

or die. This is my family. I just love them. I'm also aware that when you're the boss and it's It's also a different relationship. And I'll never forget when we sold the company to L'Oreal. I stayed on as CEO. I gave him my word, I would say, for three years. And I still was working 100-hour weeks. So we doubled the size of the business, the first two years post-acquisition. Everything's going great.

And what started shifting was now L'Oreal decided who got promotions, who got raises. That stuff started shifting. And it was the first time where there were people I thought, oh, they're my people. And they started a couple, not a lot, a couple of people started completely changing because now I wasn't determining their salary, their raises, if they got a huge, you know, jump to a big position. And I watched it and I'm like, oh, wow. And at first I was really heartbroken. Yeah. I was heartbroken.

I felt like, oh, that wasn't a real, not that it's a friendship, but it wasn't a, you know, I thought it was a sort of ride or die loyalty. And I was like, whoa, and, you know, we've all had experiences like that in different ways in our life. And the more I have them, the more I try to tune in and go, okay, how did that feel? Let me see. Could there have been other signs leading up to it? Or that person maybe was that way because I'm in this position at the time and then I'm now not in a different position. And so it's kind of like the whole transactionality. People are their real friends versus deal friends and just, right?

and just getting more tuned into it. But in that experience, had I not been grounded in faith? And had I just been about maybe what power seemed to look like in that environment, that would have been really hard. Oh. It would have been really hard. And I've seen that. I've seen that happen to a lot of girlfriends where they had their friends.

They built up big company. Same thing. And the ones that were rooted in gratitude and faith, even my friend, thank God, she was rooted in grounded in faith. But then I had other friends in the same position. not rooted and grounded in anything. I thought everything came from herself, thought she was the, you know, the creator of the universe.

Yes. And when it all came, and everyone would just leave. And she had nothing. Yeah. And no one. Yeah. And it's heartbreaking. Yeah.

You know. You've probably seen, I'm imagining a lot of people who get fame in, in whether it's the music industry or acting or any other industry. And then if that ever goes away, Oh. And they're not grounded. They're not grounded. They have, you know, they think it's going to, you know, my mom always used to say, also I used to go to this

surfing camp and my mom used to say, I said, Mom, I was under this wave. And I thought I was never, ever going to come up. It just kept coming over and over. And she said, yes, but you always come up. But what did it teach you? You have to ride the wave. And there are waves in life. You know, you've got to ride.

And some are going to be really smooth and cool and you're going to love it. And then some are just going to take you down. and I have seen the people who just only focus on the pretty shiny object and they think that the pretty shiny object is going to stay there forever or that status is going to stay there forever or a title is going to be that for it changes things change life moves people go away things happen and then like we said, and then there's, and all of a sudden, it's there in quicksand. They're in the sand, and they built a foundation in the sand. You cannot build, you cannot do that. It's just, it's not stable. And the only thing that's stable for me is my faith.

It's the only thing that I can depend on. It's the only thing that's not going to change on me. The truth doesn't change. The truth is truth. So the good news is that it doesn't change on me. It's not going to be like, guess what? Just joking. Yes.

Yes. Have you always had strong faith? Have you ever doubted it? When I was younger, I would doubt things because I think as I think a lot of us did, maybe, maybe not you, but when I was younger, I'm like, because I never understood that bad things could happen to good people. Because I didn't understand what faith was. So when I was younger, I said, oh, I have faith. And anybody who has faith, that means anything bad happens to you. And if you have faith in God, then everything's going to be okay because God's going to handle everything. Well, yes, the divine will handle everything, but it still doesn't mean that, you know, bad things happen to good people every single day. Yes. And you could be a child, you could be an adult, you could be white, you could be black and brown, yellow, doesn't matter. And we have to remember that. And so, you know, it rains on the just and it reigns on the unjust.

And we have to remember those things and still decide who do we want to be. Which side do I want to be on? it's not about being perfect it's not of course we're going to make mistakes we all miss the mark but the my mom would always say i'm trying to teach you everything and i'm strict on you not because i don't think you're going to not make a mistake i know you'll leave home base she used to call it home base i know you'll go off in the wilderness and do things that you regret but you will have a home base to come back to that's the danger if i don't create the truth. If I don't create a place that you can come back to, that you can reground and

reroute yourself, that's where it gets dangerous. And I do see that. A lot of the people I know in the business, film, television, athletes, especially athletes. They get older and, you know, and they don't play as well and they're not on the team anymore. And they go through something. And again, the people that I've noticed that are rooted, and grounded in faith or rooted and grounded in something outside of themselves and serve other people. It's usually many athletes I know who've done really well. It's usually they create organizations that have to do with children and putting children

in school and scholarships. It's always giving back and they come right back up. It's very interesting. Yes, because their identity is bigger than just that thing. This is applicable to every person. To everybody. It could be the person that's, you know, worked at the bank for 20 years loses their job. And if they're not rooted and grounded, or you somehow get kicked out of a friend group

or the PTA turns on you, I don't know, just whatever. Like, we all have these exact experiences. And I'm just thinking, too, Nicole, that, you know, with your book, I think you'll be happy. Oh, my gosh, don't even get me started on, I feel like, of course, it's this inspiring memoir, of course, for anybody going through grief or wanting more grit and grace and gratitude in their life. It's so powerful. It's so moving.

Also, what I was just thinking right now that keeps coming to me is, and this is separate. I don't know that this is even what the book was intended to do. But holy moly, this is an incredible parenting guide. And what I say by that is there are so many things. Your dad hysterical, by the way. I love when someone loves Jesus and drops F-bomb. Oh, yeah. That's a whole other thing.

I love it. But like there are just so many. Just seeds in here. I'm taken as a mama and I am planting them in my kids. So this is like a whole other, like a whole parenting guide. I mean, there are so many things in here that are so good and there's so many things you've come out with and said that surprised me and also are going to resonate so strongly with people, even just about things like progress in our country, things about victim

mentality. And so I'm excited to dive into that. And I really, you know, I've, I've of course watched so many just powerful interviews you've done. And there's some out there that dive really deep into the book. And I want everyone to go pick up, think, you know, think you'll be happy because no interview could do the book justice. I mean, you have to read it. And for anyone hearing about the book for the first time. Can you just share what happened December of 2021? So December of 2021, I received a call for my husband, middle of the night. And his words were, Nicole, get up and get to the hospital.

Your mom's been shot. And of course, you know, it's two in the morning. I'm discombobulated. I'm like, what, what are you talking about? What are you talking about? And I didn't even think she was talking about. And I didn't even think she was trying. Where was she?

And then I said, no, she wasn't. I'm thinking I'm dreaming. I said, I just talked to her. Yeah. Just talked to six hours ago. I had just talked to her. Yeah. And I got to the hospital.

Again, not knowing what had happened, not knowing that there was, you know, a robbery gone bad. And I got to the hospital and I'm waiting with my father. And, you know, and then long story short, we get the news that, you know, she crossed over and she did not make it through surgery and it just as you can imagine you know I was 53 and I my mom was 81 and I thought in that moment Jamie I just it's interesting because the way my husband describes it you know my brother was at the end I remember it Alex wailed wailed like a wounded animal his girlfriend got very quiet trying to console him then my father was next to me. He fell into me. My dad was 90 and a half. He was almost 91. He falls into me,

but Ted says, Nicole, you sat up like this phoenix. He just rose. He goes, and I knew in that moment, he goes, there was this spirit within you that was taking over that, but it was covering in light, but okay, I became the matriarch. I became Jacqueline Avon. I became, oh my God, I'm the matriarch of my family. Oh, my goodness. And in the worst, tragic. Everyone was scared. Everyone's confused. But I remember, I remember just saying, okay, I'm standing in my faith. I'm standing in my faith. I just, okay, I don't understand what's happening. But I noticed I had to keep talking to myself and say, and I would just, you know, I praise the Lord, his mercy and dearth. I would say, it's so interesting how you go back to

childhood, prayers, memories, things, and just trying to move forward and stand. you know and I had a night like I said I had an almost 91 year old who just became widowed and I don't have anything for that I'm like okay I don't know what I'm supposed to do so that is what happened on December 1st which took me down a whole different journey and it definitely challenged my faith but made it so much stronger and and and then that's how I just and then think you'll be happy like we said, my mom six hours before that, you know, we were talking about the sweet potato pie that my dad took home from Thanksgiving because that's what my father would do is bring me a gift and then take it home with him.

He's like, well, no one touched it, so I'm taking it home. And my mom was so mortified and pissed off. And we would laugh about this cake at a pie. And I was like, mom, okay, enough with the pie. But you know what's interesting about discernment and energy? I was writing my mom a text. And I was a little starkly. I was being a little sarcastic when I was writing her back.

And I was like, oh, my God, you lady, with you in this pie, relax, calm down. I was trying to be funny. But it was a little sarcastic. Hand on a stack of Bibles. I heard my intuition immediately, Holy Spirit immediately said, do not send the text. She's not going to think it's funny. So I was delete, delete, delete. Then I rewrote the text.

sent her it, sent to her favorite emojis. And when I look back on that, because I don't have any regrets with her because I was able to clean up a lot of, you know, we were able to talk through a lot of stuff. But had I sent that text and had that been the last thing that I said to my mom with the tone would have just destroyed me,

would have just broken my heart over and over and over again. And so I'm bringing that up for any listener to say, when you hear your intuition tell you something, listen to it. It doesn't mean intuition isn't logical. It's not linear. It doesn't make sense all the time, but it always has your back. It really always has your back. And I learned it in the hardest moment, and I look back at that text.

I'm like, oh, thank God. I took the sarcasm out. Thank God I took. And thank God I listened. And I literally, I put the phone down and I was about to hit. And it just, you know, you hear it in your heart. Don't send that. Don't send that.

And, you know, now I know, and it's in the book where my mom's friends were saying she had a weird feeling that day. She just was feeling a little off. She just, she knew something. She just didn't know what she was dreading. She knew. I thought it was, it was a school shooting that day in Michigan, in Oxford. There was a terrible shooting.

And I thought, this is what it is. And I called my dad, I said, dad, mom's taking a nap because if you look at the there was another school shooting and for the I'm telling you Jamie it's the one thing that she really was so disappointed in our country and just who we are as a people not laws as people because she said Nicole I was born in 1940 I'm telling you in 81 years I never ever thought ever that we'd be every month children going in and killing their classmates every somewhere. She just, she said, that's the one thing that just really shocked her where she's, you know, there was just such a disconnect in humanity. There was such a disconnect of children at

home, children with their parents, where are their families, how no one knows anything. She just was so disturbed by that. And it's interesting that it was that day that that happened. And then the next morning she was gone. Just gone. and you're talking to her about the pie yeah she's telling you to get it yes you'll be happy think you'll be happy she said i said mom okay i'll get the pie about it i send the text and then she writes right back okay think you'll be happy and when i again when i look back now or when i looked back at that as i was writing this of course those were going to be her last words to me because my mom would always she was very big on happiness and she knew the difference of being a happy soul versus

being a happy person all the time. There is a difference. You're not going to be happy every single day. That doesn't mean that's not when you're happy. But being a happy soul, being a grateful soul, being a soul that's thankful and appreciative, that leads to joy, that leads to delight. That's what she meant by happy. And also she meant think happy thoughts, think positive thoughts, think constructive,

thoughts happiness is also about constructive thoughts not just oh everything's going to work out the way I want to when it's going to have no but think constructive thoughts about yourself about other people about what you want to see in the world but be constructive because she was so big on choice Jamie she was always you have a choice you could be negative you could be positive pick one pick you get every two second you get to choose no matter what happens and that's why after she was killed and taken away from us the way she was, I thought, wait a minute. She lived 81 years and great years, and she did so much for so many people and was so strong. I'm not going to have, when everyone Googles Jacqueline Avon, oh, it's only going to be, Jacqueline Avon was murdered

at 81 years old during her home invasion. No, she was so much more than that, and I'm going to talk about it. And yes, that that will still come up, but there's so much more now, and people got to get to know her through this book and her parenting skills and her life lessons that she shared with me and that I wanted to share with readers because life is messy and it's complicated. And but after COVID, I just thought, you know, and I shared a birthday with my mom. Yes. And so we had that very March 6th. March 6th. My sister's birthday. That's right. Yeah.

Yeah. You're, you know, and you say, you know, the lessons you're sharing, it's like, no, I'm sharing these lessons with my kids, with my, you know, it's so powerful. Your mom was big on vibration. Yes. Right? Can you share about, like, the radio station analogy? Oh, yes.

She should always say to me, Nicole, you know, if you look at yourself as a radio tower and think about when you're in the car with me and you say, I don't want to listen to K-Rock anymore, I want to listen to kids. FM. She said, all we do is turn a knob. And you don't, you have no, you're not controlling what happens, but you change the knob and the knob tunes into a different vibration. And then you get Kiss versus K-Rock versus, you know, whatever. And her point was, you have to think of yourself as a radio station and what you're emitting. What are you putting out? And if you don't like it, change, change your thoughts, change your words. And as soon as you change your thoughts and your words, your vibration is going to change. And when your vibration changes, for example, I would be the most prepared in journalism

class, I would be this, but if I wasn't sleeping a lot, if I worked all night, if I was on the phone, I was talking about nothing to my friends, the next day, even though I was intellectually prepared, and I knew everything and I knew how to present, my vibration was low because I was talking about nothing, gossiping about nothing, doing nothing. And the vibration, so what I was tuned into, tuned into friends that were not going on the same path as me, tuned into just low vibration things. And then my vibration was down. So her whole point was at least have the intention to have the highest vibration possible for the day. And however it's however it's however you're going to get there it's if it's through music if it's through

dance if it's and when I say dance and music I don't mean you have to go join a dance class or take music lessons sometimes you turn on the radio you dance for two seconds in your room your vibration's going to change you know so so she was she and she was so right about that and music because growing up in the music business and being around artists when I was in the studios listening to music and watching people write music and the engineers and everybody putting the song together and just the vibration that they wanted. I noticed like, wow, this really, this really is real. This is, and that's why we can listen to a song.

I can ask you, you know, any song in the 70s, 80s, 90s, and if we play it, we'll remember which boy we had a crush on, you know, which party we were at or somebody hurt my feelings and this, you know, and I was at the park. We remember things through music. Yes. Isn't it fascinating? You know, what I just think is so profound to you is how, you know, we're in 2025 and so many people are just hearing about this idea of vibration for the first time. Your mom is teaching you these. When, you know, Oprah was the very first guest on the show and we talked about how wild it is that, you know, the first time she was ever talking about

the word mindful. And the whole country is like, what's happening? and there was sort of this backlash or remembering your spirit, different things like show. And it's just like, now, you know, people can't get away from it. They're saying, mindfuls everywhere. And I think about, and that's just another reason, one of the many reasons I love your book so much and why I'm excited to talk about why everyone listening is going to get so much value out of it. Because these seeds, these learnings, these lessons, these things that, you know, I think are really inspiring.

And you just said something, Nicole, I want to touch on where you explain. when you learn the news that your mom passed and your brother is wailing and your 90 and a half year old dad, you know, leans on to you and you realized in that moment, I think you said you felt your mom almost take over your body in the book and you realized in that moment you're the matriarch. And I just think about so many people listening who have had a moment like this. and it may not be that someone had passed. It may be that they realized in their 30s,

oh, wait, I'm having to take care of my kids and also my parents for the first time. Oh, wait, I'm now having to take care of my in-laws and myself somehow and my niece or we have this moment where things shift in our life and we realize we're the matriarch. Yes. What was that like for you?

Like how did that feel? and and what's your your insights to navigating that? I felt very confused. I felt very heavy. I felt untethered a little bit, like unanchored, unanchored. But I also felt a sense of, in a positive way, a sense of, you know, my dad always used to say, love to say, you know, it is what it is, what you're going to do about it. It is what it is. And I felt myself in that moment, okay, do not deny. My mom always used to say, you can't pretend

it didn't happen, Nicole. You can't pretend it didn't happen. And I heard her in that moment, just this has happened. So first, let's accept what's happened. First, you have to just, because you're in shock, you're in trauma, you're interested in that. But the inside I have about it is, you know, I mean, I know everyone says and it's so cliche but it's true perspective is everything and the perspective I had was okay we're just going to stand in the truth and not deny anything and it may not be what obviously it was not what I wanted it was not what I expected you know for the 30 year old out there who's now taking care of in-laws that they didn't expect that to happen or you don't expect a child to get sick you don't expect to have to work three jobs four jobs to take care of this sick child there's so many

things that happen unexpectedly and that feel like such burdens. And it doesn't mean that they aren't. But how we choose to look at it makes all the difference in the world. And honestly, accepting what is, before you even decide how you're going to do anything else, accepting what is, because my dad would always say, when I'd say, why do you mean by that? He said, it is what it is, not trying to push you away. I'm trying to say, accept whatever situation, be truthful about what happened. And then out of the acceptance, you make a decision on how you're going, your next move, your next play. And he was trying to teach me, Jamie, that when you're in constant spinning and constant,

I can't believe this happened, I can't believe this happened. I can't believe this happened. He goes, good luck trying to make a good decision out of that. Good luck. You say, you got to, you have to just look at it. You have to look at it for what it is. And like I said, you know, it's whatever life throws at you, it's like, okay, okay. I'm going to do my best and be my best and make the best, even out of the worst situation possible.

I mean, I started pretending I was Pauliana because Pauliana never said, pretended that things were okay. She looked for what to be glad about in the worst situation. That's the Pauliana story. She didn't fake anything. This terrible thing happened. What do I have to be thankful for in my life? What do I, what can I say I appreciate? For me, it was I have, okay, this is terrible that this happened to my family.

It's terrible that happened to my father. But I have my father. Oh my gosh, and I live here. And he can get to come home and live with me. And now we're going to eat every meal together. And my dad and I are going to start over together. And all of a sudden it became, I get to do this. this is this, but it, it, this is, this is how we're going to move forward. And that's what I told

my dad. I don't know what tomorrow is going to bring. I have zero idea what just happened to us, but I do know that we're on this earth together. We have a little time left. I don't know how much time I have with you, but dad, you're not alone. We're going to make the best out of this. And this is what family is. This is what we do. And you've been here for me all my life through the ups and downs. And now I'm here for you. in your worst moment. And your dad came to live with you and Ted. And when you were going through the initial grieving process, the whole start of it all,

will you tell me, because this is, I think, I think this moment where you and Ted were so declarative, right? The moment where you and your husband, Ted said, made the declaration, we are going to stay together. Because what a lot of people to talk about is, you know, when all these shifts happen in life, it can take a toll on everybody. Anybody. And I know exactly. I've read the statistics. You've read the statistics. We all know. When tragedy strikes, many families fall apart. When it struck mine, I can see how because you're just so shattered in so many ways and you're trying to pick up the pieces and put yourself back together, let alone somebody else. Yeah. So that's why Ted and I just

looked at each other. I said, listen, this is good. I don't know what this road is going to look like, but I do know that I am dedicated to you. I do know that you're dedicated to me. And we now have to declare it to each other that no matter what happens, we are staying together, no matter what. Because I knew if I didn't declare it, I knew if we didn't say it and look at each other in the eyes, that anything could have really happened. And anyone would have understood. It's such a life-changing moment and a shift in your spirit and a shift in your energy. My father came to live with us in the house. Ted was never expecting, you know, my parents to come live with us. I mean, my parents have lived in the same house for 56 years. And, you know, they were so full of life. And, you know,

we knew they weren't living forever, but no one expected a tragedy and no one ever expected that we'd have any of them come live with us. That was a whole new situation. and Ted, God bless him, was really great with my father. I mean, they had a great relationship, thank God, but it got very, it got much deeper. And Ted had a good relationship with his father, but he always says, you know, it kind of said, I think, in his forward, he didn't, his dad didn't really understand the business he was in. And my dad did.

And so they had so much to talk about. And so all of a sudden, it, it, living. with my father, it was a masterclass on life all over again from Clarence Avant. And for Ted, he was like, give it to me. Tell me. And he could come home and say, this is what happened at Netflix today. Can you believe this stuff? And my competitors were saying this. And my dad's like, this is what you do. And then I remember when this happened to me in 1968, this happened to me. And it was so great for all of us. So there was a shift that was made, but we had to lean into it. Yeah. And then like you said, we declared.

to each other, we are staying together no matter what. And there will be ups and downs and times where we are just not connected. And you're not going to understand my grieving process. And you're going to just, I need you to, you don't have to understand it, but I need you not to crap on it. I need you not to say, don't be like that. Because a couple of times, you're like, you got to get over like, uh, uh, uh, no, no, no. Let me just get through this the way I get through it. and you get through it the way you're going to get through it. I took this away from the book, that moment with you and Ted, just declaring, we're deciding we're going to stay together no matter what through this, whatever happens.

And for me, it was this huge, I guess, aha moment where I thought about moments in my marriage and I thought about things I've gone through. And I've thought about times in the past 15 years where I'm like, hmm, this could go either way. This could go either way. And I just thought this is really powerful and profound because sometimes couples make it or hope makes it or faith makes it by like hanging on one more day and believing for one more day. And what I love about what you and Ted did was it, it's a decision.

Okay, we're going to make this through and we're declaring, we're going to make it through this. We don't know what's coming. It might be a windy road, it might be tough, it might not be, but we're just going to declare right now, we're staying together through this, the safety that gives you, even on a bad day or even like, for me personally, that would give me, I would probably be less feisty. I'd be like, all right, whatever the bad. You know what I mean?

And I just thought, wow. Like, that's one of the things, one of the many reasons I'm excited for this conversation, but also for every person listening to get, think you'll be happy, is because. for me personally, just the number of lessons I took away from it because we learned so much through the power of other people's stories, right? Yes. And other people's lessons are like, whoa. That's why I put all the lessons in the book because I thought, you know what, this is an

offering. Yes. I'm not going to make this, I'm not going to sugarcoat my life. I'm not going to pretend that I was the perfect wife, perfect daughter, perfect this, my mom was the perfect mom. This is the time for healing, and my mom would have wanted that. Yes. So I could feel my mom while I was writing, I said, oh, Mom, I want to tell the story.

about our birthday and I want to tell the story about how you I said you know you didn't do this you didn't do that I want to and then when I declare it to her well it's complicated until it's not complicated and now I'm saying it's no longer complicated it was right after COVID I want to talk about that this is really really big because you know in our conversation today and in remembering to live yes remember to live I feel like just about everybody who's listening who's watching us right now is going to think about their life right now when I share this story and when I ask you to share this about your mom, when I was, you know, I was adopted and I didn't know I was adopted.

It was kept a secret until I was 29. Long story. I mean, I searched for my birth mom forever, finally found her, all the things, learned that that her mother held me the day I was born and then, but never my birth mom. And I was adopted in the parents that raised me. I'm closer to my mom. past now, but the mom that raised me, my mom, nine, I'm closer her than any person in the world. Like, I just, and I would not change a thing.

Meanwhile, fast forward, I have the gift of meeting my birth mom and getting to know her. She's in my life now. And I realized that it always kind of bothered me that she never helped me. And with this idea, which is something that's almost embarrassing to say out loud, or you think, oh no I'm a smart educated badass powerful woman why would it bother me right that my birth mom never held me right and Nicole just with this story I'm about to have you share and and also the intention of our whole conversation today which is like remember to live I I decided to remember to live and I told her I told her we were together um at the beach house and and I was 41 at

the time, 47 now, and I said to her, like, will you hold me like a baby? And my, my birth mom is half my size, okay? Half my size. I'm 41. I climb on her lap. She held me like a baby, and we both just sobbed. And it was this moment for us of like, I felt like I let her see me without trying to, you know, be the, be whatever I thought she would want me to be. And there's a lot of us that feel like, oh, I kind of wish my parent had done this, or I wish my mom or my dad did this differently. And then maybe we ignore that knee because we don't want to, we feel like, oh, but I should just be grateful for whatever it might be.

And so will you share about what you shared with your mom? Yeah, it was kind of, you know, my mom is great as she was and she did everything for us. Packed my lunch every day, took me to school every day, every practice, travel, this, that, everything. But there was a part of her that just she wasn't super, super affectionate. I'd get hugs and kisses, but she wasn't, all my friends' parents, they'd get out of the car to go to school. I would hear as I'm walking to class, love you, love you too, mom, see you later. I'm like, hey, you know, and I knew my mom loved me, but I'm like, why aren't you saying I love you? Why aren't you doing this? And so I remember saying this to her at one of our

lunches and she, our birthday lunches and she said, you know, Nicole, I showed you my love through my actions. That, that's the way I love. Like I, you know, but of course it was like, well, I did this. Didn't I do this? Well, didn't I do that for you? Didn't I do this? And I said, I know everything you did. I'm just saying, just like kind of you, I felt a little bit like, I know I'm this powerful woman and this and I just want to know, why didn't you say this or why didn't you do this? And it's interesting because my mom's attitude was, I think all of you forget, or all of us,

all humans, she said, you know, this is my first time doing this too. And I was a light bulb went off and I went, oh, right. She goes, that's the first time I went, I grew up and came mom. This is the first time I'm doing this, doing the best I can here. You know, and I learned what I did for my mom and for my grandmother, but I'm doing the best that I can. And I just, I realized in that moment that I, I wasn't a lot. I was so focused on what I, what she didn't do or what I thought she didn't do

I thought she didn't give me versus what she did, but also that we, just like you needed that hug. You needed, you needed to be held. We need things. And I love that my mom was able to say, thank you for telling me this because I want to apologize, because I did pinch your heart. I did hurt you at times, never intentionally, but I know that I did. And I'm happy that we're having this conversation now. Yeah. Because without, again, it's on being human. It's being alive.

It's having conversations, even if they're difficult. It's trying at least the intention of having a conversation to say, listen, you may not understand this. It may mean nothing to you. And it's okay if it means nothing to you, but I'm saying this for me. Yeah. Just so I can validate it in my heart that I said it. You could say I'm crazy.

You could say I disagree, but I'm saying it for myself. and it was so great because it was healing for both of us. I was able to express my feelings and she was able to say, I never thought about it that way. Yeah. And you're right. And she didn't even say you're right. Just I never thought about it that way.

And I did not mean this and thank you for sharing and I'm sorry. How old were you when you told her? And how old was she? I was in my, well, I had just finished that book. I was so into Louise Hay. And you could heal your life. Yes, yes. And I loved that book so much.

So I read that at 24. And so my mom was in her 50s at the time. She's 28 years older. So whatever that equals. And she said, you know, she's the one who gave me the book. She's the one. Of course, she felt that I turned on her. She gave me all these lessons through that book.

But it was such a good moment, again, a validation. But it brought us closer together because she said, I didn't know this about you. You never really expressed it as a child. And then I was able to hear her say, you know, and I've thought about things. And I am now 80, you know, and then when we had the final conversation, she goes, I'm 81 now. And we've gone through COVID. And believe me, everybody who sat home, she said, I just rewound my life. And I had time to sit and think.

And I had time to reflect. And all of a sudden, it was like, ooh, ooh. ooh, ooh, maybe, you know, let me, let me have, let me, let me sit with Nicole and check in on her and see how she's doing. Yeah. You know? Yeah. I love what you said so much, she said so much.

Because I actually think, right when you said that, I'm like, so many people are going to heal in this moment where you said that she said, this is my first time being a mom. It's my first time. It's my first time. Yeah. And it's like when you think about your parents that way. We all think they've lived a thousand years. Right?

They just shouldn't know everything. How did they not do that for me? Yeah. Why did you not fulfill that need? How did you not? Yes. And but I really thought she said it. And when she said it, it was right, you're not a dinosaur.

Right. You haven't been here forever. You just got here. Yeah. And this is what you're doing. And as she said, she said, listen, I didn't get everything from my mom. my mom was a great, a good, very good person. She was never home.

She was working. She was doing this and she was, but she had me do this. She said, everyone's trying to be better. She said, my mom did better than her mom. Her mom, she said, so as long as it's evolving, you're in a good place. If it's, you know, and it was a good lesson for me, too, of, oh, right, I've held you on this, I've put you on this throne that you are the know-all and be-all and you can never make a mistake. and how dare you not understand something?

And granted, I know that everyone who's listened, there's different levels, you know, of things. So I understand that I'm not saying, you know, for example, like, you know, God forbid you have a mom that, you know, abuses you. We're physically emotionally. I'm not talking about that. That's a whole different beast.

Right. But it's still we're all human. Yeah. We're all human. When your dad moved in with you and Ted, was it, am I remember? Remembering right? Did Ted's dad pass away like a week before your mom? Yes. I was literally planning my father-in-law's funeral in Arizona. And I was doing the menu. I remember that day. It's also why

my mom and I were texting instead of on the phone because she called me. I said, mom, I've got to finish Grandpa Ted's. I've got to finish the menu. I don't know if we're serving lasagna or steak or this or that. I go, I'm getting flowers. She's okay. And I said, I'll text you later. And then that was our text exchange but he had passed about 12 days before my mom so we were already in grief yes we were already in sadness and I was very close to my father and I loved him so much and just beautiful Greek-American just gorgeous kind funny solid man and it was I felt the hole in my heart when he passed away because it was sudden it wasn't tragic thank God I you know he was in his 80s he took a shower he had a good dinner, he put on his pajamas, he went to sleep, and he never woke up.

And, but it doesn't mean that it's not hard because, of course, you know, we hadn't talked to him and it's still shocking. And so I wasn't able to travel. My mom died on a Wednesday. We were burying the memorial for my father-in-law was that weekend. And I had just moved my father and I said, Ted, I can't even be with you. I can't. But I called our daughter Sarah. And I said, Sarah, you're going to have to step it up for me. You're going to have to step it up. And she was so fantastic. She's like, what do you need?

I said, just be me. Just do whatever I do. Just get there and handle everything because I've got to be here with Clarence. And by the way, I was in an investigation. I mean, it was the police were at my house all the time. It's a whole thing. Yes. So I was in that mode.

But again, you know, with life, you don't know. and you hope to be as sane and grounded as possible when these things do happen. Even if it's a death that is calm and peaceful and a transition that was coming anyway, it still work. I always tell people. And then there is the business of death. Right? There's a whole planning, this, it's a lot.

It's a lot. And it takes a toll on you, as you know. Yes. Yeah. You know, Ted writes in the forward, in the forward. I think you'll be happy that when you all started having dinner with your dad every night, he used that same word. He said it's like a master class every day. How was that for your relationship with your dad? And can you tell us a little about him? And I want to hear about your dad's book title idea. Oh, God. And I say that on your show. You sure can. Oh, gosh. Well, my dad, to say the least, was a character. I mean, he was, I mean, like, a man of faith that can drop an F-bomb every two seconds, which he did.

But he was very determined and very purposeful. And Clarence Avant was born in 1931 in the back country woods of North Carolina. And at the worst time, one of the worst times in our history. So no rights and deep, very, very heavy segregation where he was. and Jim Crow laws and the Ku Klux Klan rampant at that time. And my dad would say to me, I said, you know, he was picking Continent 5, tobacco by 7, working 60 hours, just working as a child. You know, that's what they did.

He said, that's what you did. There was no choices about anything. And I said, why were you, how did you end up not being so angry? And he said, you know what? It doesn't mean I wasn't angry. I just don't focus on it. I just, I, I, I knew I was alive, I didn't know how long I had, and I was going to make the best out of whatever I had, I was just to make the best out of it. Whatever it was, I was going to make

the best out of it. So if I had only ended up, you know, because he was everything, he was a bus boy, he was this, he was a janitor. He goes, if I ended up a janitor, I was going to be the best damn janitor, anybody had ever met in their lives, period. And so he always had that attitude and then he became very successful in one thing after another always in the right place at the right time became very successful in the music industry and music is what brought us back together because music has actually saved my life many many times I mean when I've been when I've been at my lowest different points in my life for various reasons music gets me out of a strange mood a sad mood music makes me think it makes me feel a different way I I I I guess

get very emotional when I listen to certain types of music, which is good because it lets it all out. Yeah. And with... This conversation with Ambassador Avant is so powerful, we made it into more than one part. If you're ready to raise your vibration, ignite your courage, solidify your faith, and turn your dreams into your destiny.

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