The Jordan B. Peterson Podcast - 459. Texas Children's Hospital Exposed for Illegal Gender Affirming Care | Dr. Eithan Haim
Episode Date: June 27, 2024Dr. Jordan Peterson sits down with trauma surgeon and whistleblower, Dr. Eithan Haim. They discuss the Texas Children’s Hospital, their illegal continuation of gender affirming care, the pathology a...nd lies attached to the treatments, and why Dr. Haim blew the whistle when so many in his field remain silent (or worse, lie).Dr. Haim is a General and Trauma Surgeon in Greenville, Texas. He recently finished his general surgery training at Baylor College of Medicine in Houston, Texas, where he was a resident from 2018 to 2023. During this time, he helped expose Texas Children’s Hospital, the largest children’s hospital in the world, for lying to the public about the existence of their pediatric sex change program. - Links -For Dr. Eithan Haim:Legal defense fund via GiveSendGo - https://www.givesendgo.com/texas_whistleblowerÂ
Transcript
Discussion (0)
Hello everybody. I had the pleasure and the discomfort as well of talking with Dr. Aitan Haim today. And he is a general and trauma surgeon operating in Greenville,
Texas. More relevant to this story, he's come out as a whistleblower recently against the largest
children's hospital in the world in Texas, which has been conducting illegal sex change operations, pediatric sex change operations.
And if that's not bad enough, after he came out as a whistleblower, the Department of Justice
sent federal agents to his house twice, the second time armed, the second time to lay charges against him, which are very likely to prove, shall we say,
spurious and motivated.
And so that's the state of the medical justice
and also psychological communities today
in the face of this absolutely catastrophic
and pathological onslaught of the
gender-affirming care radicals. And so we discuss all that. Join us. Dr. Haim, start by situating
yourself for everybody. Say who you are, where you are in your career, where you're working,
where you're located geographically. Just contextualize this for everyone.
Yeah, and thank you for having me on. My name is Aetan Hime. I'm a general and trauma surgeon
in a small town outside of Dallas. I grew up in Florida. You have a brother and a sister,
two parents, very close with all of them. I went to college in Florida and then
medical school there as well. And I went to, did my surgical training at Baylor College of Medicine
in Houston, Texas. And you know, this was a big deal for me because it's one of the most prestigious
surgery programs in the country. You know, a lot of legendary surgeons have come from that program.
You know, a lot of legendary surgeons have come from that program. So I started that program in 2018 and was there for five years until 2023.
So I was able to see the world of medicine surgery before COVID and the transgender insanity
and then afterwards.
So I had a unique perspective because I was at the bottom
of the rung during this time.
And it had completely changed my life,
changed the way that I perceive medicine
in the world around me.
And it was during my time at this residency program
where we rotate at a few different hospitals.
So the program is Baylor College Medicine,
but we'll rotate a few different
hospitals, one of those being Texas Children's Hospital, which is the largest children's
hospital in the world, one of the best hospitals too.
So you spoke in that brief description of the dawning transgender insanity. Now those
are pretty harsh words. What, what, and you said you were in a very unique position to
be able to observe that, and that was associated to some degree with COVID. So do you want
to flesh that out a bit? What, what, what exactly did you see happening and why do you
refer to it in those terms?
Yeah, because so when you're a surgical resident, you're at the very bottom of the totem pole
of these big teams that take care of a bunch of patients. So all the grunt work is done by the residents,
talking to these patients, doing the consents,
seeing them every single day.
These are these big county hospitals,
these big children's hospitals.
So when I started in 2018,
this was like the apex of American medicine,
where people would be taken to the operating room,
cut from the sternum to the belly room, you know, cut from the
sternum to the belly, you know, have their entire aorta replaced if they had disease, and these
people would go home and I was able to see this and it was amazing. You know, this is what I always
dreamed of doing because my dad's was Audrey. He would tell me stories and, you know, during that
time there was vigorous debate about issues and medicine and surgery. We would have these meetings every
week where we would discuss these topics and we would discuss them freely. We would have these
different points of view that were fleshed out in really rigorous ways. But in 2020, all that changed.
And this was, again, the time where I was at the bottom of the totem pole, right? It was like my second year in training.
And it was in March of 2020 that everything had changed where the medical profession and really the,
our society's institutions had been transformed, I think, in two ways.
Where they had, instead of pursuing medicine based on morality and evidence and science,
it was based on ideology.
And what I mean by that is this belief that truth is subjective, that it's not reflective
of the object of world, right?
So that something is true if you say it's true, not because you can observe it or record
it or measure it. All you have to do is you say it's true, not because you can observe it or record it
or measure it.
All you have to do is just say it's true.
And this is a problem when you see it in like a college classroom.
But it's a totally different thing when it's guiding the interventions that you're recommending
for patients.
And that's what happened during COVID with the masks, the lockdowns, the social distancing.
None of this was ever based on any type of scientific thought.
It was simply because someone said it and everyone believed in it.
But the second component that changed was censorship.
The ideology had taken hold, but no one was able to question it.
No one was able to debate it because of the censorship.
It happened in the media, it happened in the news, but in academic medical centers,
I can attest that this is where the effect was most powerful.
Where if you questioned anything, you would have the most severe repercussions
to your job, to your future, to your opportunities, everything.
So a lot of people saw that in like this very kind of bird's eye level, but I was in the hospital.
I saw how people would die alone. They would suffer for weeks in the hospital. And then
the last day they're alive, there's no one in the room with them except for me.
And I would see them pass away like this and suffer.
And the most important people in their lives were not there.
And then they have to live with that guilt.
But the worst thing I saw
is what was happening to the children.
Because when these lockdowns were happening,
we would see bad cases of abuse before,
but the abuse we saw afterwards was the most shocking thing
I've ever seen, where you would have kids come in
so frequently, you know, because they weren't in school,
the signs of abuse weren't being picked up.
So it's like during that time, that became very familiar
with the sound the mother makes when you tell her
that her child is dead.
You know, that's a horrifying thing.
So that was my first few years of training.
Let me summarize that just to make sure that we've got it.
So the case you're making, you talked about this, the dawn of something approximating
a subjective theory of truth.
And you say that things really changed in March 2020.
And then you make a causal claim. that in the throes of the pandemic lockdown,
there were medical, hypothetically medical practices
that were implemented that weren't based on evidence at all.
The social distancing, for example, and the use of masks.
And if you oppose that, the introduction
of a very strict form of censorship and your
sense is that that actually changed medical culture quite dramatically and quite suddenly
and maybe quite comprehensively. And you saw that extend to the degree where we were allowing or
hospitals were allowing or insisting that people who were ill suffered
and died alone because they weren't allowed
to see their loved ones.
And that perverted the entire medical enterprise.
And then you said that you also saw the dramatic effects
of that, of the lockdown practices on children
who I presume were exposed to more abuse,
partly because they weren't, that wasn't being monitored by schools, but also partly I would
imagine that the additional economic stress and sheer proximity to children that was produced by
the lockdowns also exaggerated the conditions that would lead to abuse to begin with.
And so, and how did, so then you maybe you'll tell us how that ties into the transgender
insanity because that's the next step, right?
So okay, so you saw a perversion of the medical enterprise that you believed was quite profound.
Now why do you think you experienced that more dramatically in some sense, because you
were at the bottom of the medical hierarchy at that point.
Why do you think that gave you a particularly insightful viewpoint?
And the reason is because we would see these people every single day.
The ones who would have to make the phone calls to the families was us.
The people who would stay after and talk to the patients was us.
The breakdowns these people would have
were experienced by us.
We would see all the worst parts of it.
And so, yeah, that I believe laid the groundwork
because when you have the entire medical establishment,
every doctor who participates in this, right,
they like adopt this sin, right, the shame,
because everyone knows
it's wrong, but everyone's doing it. And it's kind of like you prepare them for what's next
because if they don't speak out on that, then they're not going to speak out on anything
else. And it's in that environment because the transgender thing, if you remember, was
always there. Like the Jazz Jennings, he was like 10 years before that.
But it was after COVID where the only way this becomes
as universal, as institutional as it has now
is if doctors don't say anything.
Because what these people are proposing
has zero therapeutic rationale.
And that goes before evidence.
That's upstream from evidence.
Like if I take out an appendix, right?
I take out someone's gallbladder, a colon mass,
because I think it's a tumor.
I have to have a logic, a rationale.
I have to be able to identify a problem,
make sure that the risks, sorry,
the benefits outweigh the risks.
Because whatever intervention we're applying, you have to do that calculus.
But in this case, with these transgender interventions, there's none of that.
The only way it happens is if doctors don't say anything about it.
Don't point out how completely insane what they're doing truly is. And it was after that, around 2022, 23,
that you saw the transgender ideology proliferate.
It was like a wildfire, right?
Where you saw it-
Yeah, so that's an interesting hypothesis.
They say I hadn't considered the fact that acceptance
of the lockdown lies, especially on the medical side,
and the emergence of that cancel culture around any criticism,
set the stage for the next sequence of lies.
I mean, there's other causal reasons, I presume.
I mean, I read a PDF a while back that was prepared by a marketing agency that described
the growth opportunities on the transgender treatment front, the so-called gender-affirming
side of medicine, which that gender-affirming phrase, that's like one of the most manipulative
lies I've ever heard in my life.
It goes along with the legislation to forbid so-called conversion therapy, which I as a
therapist know that nobody has been doing for like 70 years.
That was a complete bloody lie right from the beginning.
And the idea that this care is gender affirming is it's the antithesis of the truth.
And so your claim is part of the reason that spread so quickly was because there was a culture of compliance and silence
that had already established itself firmly
in the medical community.
Can you think of any other reasons?
Have any other reasons occurred to you to account for why
this new idea, which is so utterly insane, right?
I think it's Joseph Mengele level of insanity.
I've never seen the medical and psychiatric community
do anything worse in my entire life
than what's been happening
with so-called gender affirming care.
And so what other reasons do you know
that made this occur?
So, and just one more thing
about what you say for the language.
So it's anti-language, right?
It's not just a euphemism.
It's not just a few degrees off from the truth.
It's not oriented towards the truth.
It's oriented towards the exact opposite.
It's a complete lie.
It's an anti-truth.
It's an anti-truth, it's anti-language, and it's anti-medicine.
What this is, is not medicine.
Completely. It's diametrically opposed to reality and to the truth.
You bet.
It's really something to see.
And like, as you are implying,
most lies are just slightly off kilter, right?
Now it's how people get away with them.
But there are specific forms of lies
that are diametrically opposed to the truth.
And they're obviously insanely pernicious.
And that's exactly the situation
with so-called gender affirming care.
Okay, so what did you start seeing?
You talked about the kids that you'd seen
who'd been damaged by the COVID lockdowns
and the increase in abuse, but that's a separate issue.
Apart from the establishment of the culture
that we're describing, that's a separate issue from the issues surrounding gender affirming care,
which is at the heart of the matter that you're concerned with. Okay, so lead us into that.
Yeah, so it was around 2021, 2022, everything with COVID is happening, and I'm a part of it,
right? So there's a part where I've adopted this shame. I know this is wrong. I know these people are being harmed. I know that what medicine is doing is wrong and people are losing things that can
never be taken back and that I'm a part of that because I was playing a role in it. I mean,
I tried to fight back everywhere I could, but in my inside, I knew that there was a sense of shame, right, within me.
But then it was during that time that the transgender issue proliferated, right?
It became nationwide, worldwide.
And you think that these things are happening in Washington State, Oregon, New York, California,
but you don't think it's happening in Texas.
So, the story starts in March of 2022, where I was still a resident.
The hospital, Texas Children's Hospital, had issued a public statement unequivocally saying
they were going to shut down their transgender clinic because of potential criminal liability.
And that last part is important because they
acknowledge that issue, potential criminal liability.
The reason they released that statement in March of 2022 is
because a few weeks before, the Attorney General of Texas, Ken
Paxton, had issued an opinion saying that these
interventions could be investigated as child abuse, which they are.
So, it makes sense why the hospital would release that statement, right?
They need to protect themselves, avoid this criminal liability.
So, they say, we're shutting down the program.
And I knew that that was a lie.
Unequivocally, the reason I knew that is because I worked there.
I did surgery there.
The people who were doing these procedures had told me they were doing these procedures.
So over the next couple of months, people I worked with had told me that,
man, you know, I just implanted some purie blocking device in some 11, 12, 13 year old kid
who believes they're transgender.
And I thought, man, that's odd.
They released this statement a few weeks before,
a few months before.
So I thought maybe like a few holdover cases,
maybe they were scheduled beforehand.
I didn't believe it.
It just seemed so absurd that the hospital
would be lying about something like this.
I just didn't think it was possible, right? So over the next couple of months, it just gets worse
and worse, more and more frequent, where it's becoming more frequent. But also the stories
are getting crazier, where you have these kids with tons of psychiatric issues. All
those are being ignored. And they're just getting these drugs, whether blockers, hormones, to affirm their gender.
But I still didn't believe it, right?
It took me months.
But then it was January of 2023 that all doubt was gone because it was during that time that
the directors of the program, the transgender program, the one that supposedly did not exist, were given the opportunity to
speak at the hospital's most prestigious lecture series.
It's called Grand Rounds. This is a lecture that's given
every single week. It's like demonstrates the priorities
of the hospital. So, you have the directors of the
transgender program who are talking to the entire
department, you know, talking about their algorithmic
approach to the, you know, talking about their algorithmic approach
to the hormones and the blockers,
you know, advising general pediatricians
to ask about gender identity
behind the backs of their parents,
talking about fertility preservation
in 11, 12-year-old kids,
talking about mastectomies
when kids get a little bit older.
And that was mind-blowing.
But then even there was a few weeks after that, there was a Zoom conference with a few
members of the transgender program with a group of 150 medical students, right?
Like a public Zoom conference where you had one of the social workers who talked about
how they actively concealed the existence of the program from governing state bodies,
right, governing medical bodies by saying, instead of documenting consuls, right, or giving documentation to parents,
she would defer documentation, like just calling consuls or just tell parents.
The reason is to not leave a paper trail.
So these people were explicitly talking about
how they were hiding this program.
How did you get access to that Zoom call?
Because they were public.
Oh.
The entire medical school.
It was a medical student group who put on this conference
so anyone could join.
There were like 150 people there.
And the Graham Rounds... The Graham Rounds lectures are open to every person
that touches children, every person at Baylor.
So you have like hundreds, if not like over a thousand people
who know the hospital said one thing,
but they're doing the exact opposite thing
behind closed doors.
And so it took me months to make that conclusion
because it's just so insane and text solutions.
Right, right, of course, of course.
Well, you know, I talked to Michael Schellenberger
after he broke the WPATH files.
And Michael is obviously a journalist who,
he broke the Twitter files too, him and Tybee
and Barry Weiss I think was involved in that too.
So he's not a coward.
And he told me when we discussed the WPATH revelations
that he had watched Abigail Shrier and I talk about
her book, Irreversible Damage,
and the harm that gender affirming care,
God, I just, I can't even use those words,
is doing to children.
And he said that he couldn't believe it.
It took him two years.
It took him two years to admit to what might be going on.
And, you know, it's obvious that you were suffering
from the same conundrum.
And it's not that surprising, right? Because
watching something like that unfold is the sort of thing that makes you question your own sanity.
Because you're forced into a position where you think,
well, either I'm seeing what's going on and a thousand people are ignoring it,
even though it seems extremely pathological and illegal and anti-medical and immoral,
and that that's casting a dim light on the entire profession,
or you're gonna wonder if maybe there's something wrong
with the way you're looking at the world.
Both of those are really stark and terrible choices.
And so it's not surprising it took you a number of months
before you would even fully admit to what was going on.
What was your emotional state like at that point?
You really look at who you are, right?
Like, who am I as a person, right?
Am I really a doctor?
Am I a surgeon?
Because that was like the question,
that was a question that was going through my mind.
I never thought about it.
I never answered that question before, but because everything that happened during COVID,
you know, I was so angry. Every day I was angry and my wife would tell me like, Aton,
you're angry. My parents would tell me you're angry. And I'm like a very not angry person
by disposition. Like I never have been angry in the operating room. And that's saying something, you know, for assertion to not be angry in the operating
room.
But I was angry.
And I was, because I hated to see what was happening to these people, to these kids,
to even these adults, everyone, because everyone was taking on these lies.
But people were being harmed by it.
People were dying alone.
These kids were suffering.
And I was seeing it every single day.
So when I would come home, I was angry.
But what I realized is that I was angry with myself because even though I'm at the bottom
of the totem pole, I still have a responsibility.
If I'm a doctor, I'm a surgeon, I have to do something because my dad's a doctor and he always told me,
like, you have to take care of your patients. That's the most
important thing above anything else. But he also said, you have
to take care of the profession. You have to be a good doctor.
You have to represent yourself well. And I thought about
everything he had told me in And was I representing medicine?
Like surgery?
Like was I being a doctor in that moment?
I thought, if I don't do something about this,
I could never live with myself, right?
You have the biggest children's hospital in the world lying to
the public about a program that is manipulating,
mutilating, and sterilizing young children.
You have probably hundreds, if not a thousand people who know about it, and I know about it.
So if I didn't do something, right, you know, for my wife's pregnant, she's, she's, my kids,
she's doing October, my first girl, she's going to be a daughter.
When she grows up and she looks back, what is she going to think of her father if I didn't
do something and just let this happen?
Because she's going to know.
So I thought I had to do something.
And that was in January of 2023 where I thought, you know, the reason I'm angry is because
the shame within myself for not doing something.
So, right? I knew that there were risks. I knew that there were things to fear,
but there's something greater to fear rather than the consequences within this world.
Okay, so I've got three questions. Like, how many kids and adults do you think were affected
Like, how many kids and adults do you think were affected by this so-called care during that time?
What, how did you come to the conclusion about what to do?
Because that's not straightforward, right?
Not at all.
And then what do you think was the highest,
the higher order issue that was at hand
that was compelling you to both feel
guilty and to speak.
Do you mind if I answer those in reverse order?
Sure.
Yeah.
So, in medicine, just like in anything else, the only way to live appropriately is to orient
yourself by the truth, to live by the truth.
There's nothing you can get away with.
If you lie, you're going to pay for it.
Um, so that's the higher order principle that was in my mind that was driving that.
But also that, but number two is something more,, more granular, is that there were kids being harmed,
that I could do something about it.
There were children who were an imminent threat
of being harmed.
So, to answer-
How many?
Second question, a lot.
I can't necessarily give you the exact numbers
because what I saw was limited,
maybe probably hundreds, a lot, a lot.
Okay, okay.
Yeah, but then your first question is,
so I have this information, right?
I have to orient myself towards truth, right?
In order to live, but also to fix this problem,
there's kids who are being, gonna be hurt.
And I have the information, but what do I do about it?
Like, I'm a no one, right? I don't have social media. I'm very private. You know,
like I live in a very small town now. So I thought, well, we have to find someone who can do
something about this. So we just started reaching out to anyone, everyone and anyone who might do something about it.
So it took us five months to get ahold of someone
who would take this story.
And we reached out like tons of emails.
I just sent emails, like emails to dozens of people.
Who's us?
You said us in terms of-
Yeah, me.
Yeah, okay, fine, fine.
I just wondered, well, the reason I asked,
well, the reason I asked is because,
and this is useful maybe for anybody watching and listening,
is that one of the things that's useful to do,
if you ever find yourself in a situation like this,
is to see if there's a couple of other people around
that you can trust, that you can ally with,
because it's relatively easy to fire one person,
but it's, and to pillory them, but it's
a lot harder to do that with two and it's probably impossible to do it with four.
So you were doing this alone.
And why do you think you had to do it alone?
Because the American academic medical system is like East Germany.
Like no joke, if there was a colleague who kind of thought the same way, we would physically
go to dark, quiet corners and talk about these things, right?
But no, no, there is a culture of censorship and fear that is very, very real.
And I can attest to it because I was there,
I lived through it.
It's unimaginable.
So no one's gonna do anything like this.
And I wouldn't want to necessarily involve people,
because especially we sacrifice so much to get to that point.
I mean, many people would be,
that's why it's so easy for doctors to say,
I'm just not gonna do anything.
I'm not gonna, I'm gonna stay silent, right?
But their calculus is incorrect.
So yeah, it was during that time I just would send emails.
It's like news organizations I thought would be receptive
to the story were journalists.
Took me five months because I think people just didn't believe me.
Well, that may be part of the reason.
The other part of the reason might be that they're in a culture that's the same as yours,
you know, because it's shocking.
Look, I know what you're saying already to some degree.
I mean, I'm being investigated by my college in Ontario for daring to question the gods
of the transgender movement primarily.
And so I know how pernicious and pervasive this is,
but I don't know the extent of it.
And it could easily be that if it's a movement of silence
that's infiltrated the medical
and the psychological communities
that it's no better in the world of, especially in legacy media.
In fact, maybe it's worse.
And that could easily be the case.
So who did you reach out to just out of curiosity?
And then who finally responded?
Yeah.
So I won't say the names of the organizations, but these are the conservative organizations
who would take a story like this.
So I want to be, I want to have a degree of...
Charitable.
It's charitable, yeah, because they may have not believed me, they had other things going
on, like I get it.
Like I'm just some random guy who's like emailing them a bunch of times.
Probably think I'm some weirdo. So, yeah.
Sure.
But then, you know, after months, I finally get in touch with Christopher Ruffo in like early to
mid-May of 2023. And he demonstrated some interest in a story. So we go through the vetting process
to make sure I'm not, you know, I'm a real person,
I'm a surgeon, I work there, that story is true. And it was the perfect timing because I didn't
know this at the time, but the Texas Senate was voting on the bill to ban these interventions in
the state of Texas like a week later. So, we go through this process to get the story ready.
So, we go through this process to get the story ready. And then the story comes out on May 16th, 2023, and blows up in the news.
It's everywhere.
I think you even retweeted about it, if I remember correctly.
But the story does exactly what we hoped it would do, right?
I was the anonymous whistleblower.
No one knew my name.
The story had outlined how the
hospital had lied to the public and can not only continue the program but expanded it behind closed
doors. Within 24 hours of that story coming out, the Texas Senate passed that bill with bipartisan
support, banning the interventions that we had exposed. And it was passed with bipartisan support, banning the interventions that we had exposed.
And it was passed with bipartisan support, partly because our story came out the day
before because there were multiple Democrats who didn't know this kind of thing was happening
in their districts.
And the reason I know that is because I spoke with the guy who wrote that law, and he had
told me that they had printed out physical copies of our story and handed out to every
single member of the Texas Senate.
So within 24 hours of our story coming out, the conduct we had exposed was voted to become
illegal in the state of Texas.
Yeah, well, it was probably the case too that the Democrats that you're speaking of and
the Republicans as well were also very loath to believe this.
You know, I've talked to many Democrat congressmen
and senators, especially at the federal level.
And especially the Republicans are often blind
to what's really going on, let's say in higher education,
in the medical schools, for example.
There are 10 years behind the time
or 15 years behind the time.
But the Democrats are, I would say, willfully blind
to the pervasiveness and danger of the radicals
that are within their midst.
They say, for example, that when someone like Kamala Harris
says equity,
that all she means is equality of opportunity, which is complete bloody rubbish.
She uses a different word.
And if she's not smart enough to know the difference,
then she's too stupid to be vice president.
That's for sure.
And if she does know the difference,
then she's too ideologically corrupt
to even be a proper citizen of the United States.
And so she's damned if she does and damned if she doesn't, as far as I'm concerned.
And the fact that the moderate Democrats enable that kind of idiot ideology is, it's unforgivable,
as you can see, in consequence of the trans catastrophe, because it is a catastrophe.
Okay, so you got a hold of Chris Rufle and he brought the story
forward. You're anonymous at this point. It makes a legislative difference. What happens at the hospital?
Bring us forward from May
2023. So I'm anonymous at this point. No one knows who I am. I'm so busy with surgery. It's like nothing even happened.
A few days after that another whistleblower comes out, someone who worked in the transgender clinic,
who actually worked with these doctors and was horrified by what was happening.
So this person comes out in another story released by Christopher Ruffo. A few days later,
the attorney general a few days after that announces an investigation to the hospital.
And then about a week and a half after,
the CEO of Texas Children's says that he's going to shut down the program
in accordance with SB 14.
After that, everything goes quiet.
That was May of 2023.
I was getting ready to finish my residency, my surgical training,
because that was my chief year of the program.
So you're doing all this while you're not even
completely finished your medical training.
So this really is your introduction into modern medicine
as it's practiced currently.
I can't imagine how demoralizing that would be.
But it's for that reason that I did it, right?
It's because of, I was seeing what was happening.
Of course, someone has to do something about it.
Because if I want to pass on a career, a profession to my children, a world to my children, I
have to do it when it's the most difficult thing to do, right?
It's like, what options did I have?
So of course, you know, but yeah, it's the most difficult thing to do. It's like, what options did I have? So of course, you know?
But it's kind of funny you say that because it was on the day of my graduation from surgical
training that the next part of the story where it gets really wild.
Because five weeks later, the day I'm graduating from surgical training, one of the most important
days of my life, you spend all this time sacrificing.
You miss all these important events.
So it's a Friday, June 23rd, we have the ceremony in a
couple of hours about to meet with my family.
My wife and I are just getting ready in our apartment
when all of a sudden I get an aggressive knock on the
door.
I think, man, like that's weird.
Like who could this be?
So I shuffle over, I open it, and standing outside are two federal agents with Health
and Human Services.
They show me their badges and tell me that they're investigating a case regarding medical
records.
So in that moment, everything just, you freeze, right?
Your mind just shuts down.
And by in the back of my mind, like, you know, in like my cerebellum somewhere, you freeze, right? Your mind just shuts down. And by in the back of my
mind, like, you know, in like my cerebellum somewhere, you know, I just knew. They were
there to make an example out of me because I was anonymous. We were able to tell this
story. A bill got passed. Another whistleblower came out. They had to shut down the program.
If I was able to do this, how many other people were able to do this? It was a challenge to the dominant political ideology.
Of course, I knew that's kind of what was going on, but you freak out in the moment,
so I invite them in.
So we sit down and they want to set up.
So you figured that out right away.
You basically figured that out right away.
How the hell did they know who you were, given that the story had broken anonymously? Well, they had most likely use a huge amount
of federal resources to pursue this investigation
in that time to find out it was me.
They had to mobilize the agents, do an investigation,
find all their evidence, surveil me to find out
when I was gonna be home, surveil me to find out when I was graduating, find out where my address was,
and then come to my home a few hours before I was graduating.
So, you know, it's like when you have the most power...
Do you think they timed that? Do you think they timed that to coincide with your graduation?
And also, who is they as far as you know?
Like, obviously the hospital wouldn't be very happy with you because they had
to shut down this program and then there are people pulling the strings behind the scenes
to keep the program going. But who do you believe or perhaps know was behind the investigation into
the whistleblowing? Well, you know who runs Health and Human Services and the FBI and the
You know who runs Health and Human Services and the FBI and the different legal organizations, right, that want to see this pursued. So, yeah, you have the most powerful people in the country
who I believe are behind this. And I think the timing was exactly what they were intending
because they have to use the value of that accomplishment,
the meaning of that day,
as their method to extort the threat, right?
They have to use that as the extortion for my compliance,
because they know I'm starting my career.
In order to preserve that,
they need to do that so that I could apply with them.
I admit to something that never happened so that I can participate in some phony investigation
and then close the door permanently for other whistleblowers in the country.
But as they're coming to find out, they knocked on the wrong door because that day we decided
to fight.
But when they were setting up their,
their little tripod to do an interview,
my wife comes out.
She was getting ready.
And luckily my wife is a brilliant attorney.
She's actually an assistant U.S. attorney
at the Department of Justice.
So my wife works at the Department of Justice.
She's a lawyer in the Northern District of Texas.
She had been hired at the time.
And that's an important point later in the story. Just kind of put that in the back of your mind, but she comes out and we both
look at each other and we'd say, bad idea. We go to our bedroom and we both say, you know what,
not a good idea to speak with them without an attorney present. We go back out and we tell them,
you know, we won't speak with them further. They say, okay. They pack up their things before leaving,
they hand me a target letter.
And it's just a piece of paper that says,
I am a potential target of a criminal investigation
and it's signed by a assistant U.S. attorney
in the Southern District of Texas.
So we knew that a few minutes after that door opened,
you know, the door closes,
our lives are gonna be changed forever because we had door opened, the door closes, our lives are going to be
changed forever because we had a choice just like before.
Do we fight back?
Do I fight back?
Do I submit to this ideology?
Do I compromise everything I believe in, everything I believe my profession to be?
Do I compromise what was happening to these children?
So there was no question, there was no way I would allow
that to happen.
So I decided to fight that day,
and we've been fighting ever since.
So-
Well, what do you think they wanted from you?
Like they presumed, I imagine, or knew that you were
the whistleblower at that point. And they came using these very sophisticated, I would say,
and well thought through intimidation tactics,
extraordinarily well-timed,
I would say sadistically well-timed.
And, but you've already broken the story.
And so you've done most of the damage
that you could do, arguably.
What do you think they wanted from you at that point?
Fear and compliance.
Because they needed, right, it's like, it's not the typical justice system, right, where
it's these people who are actually pursuing the truth in order to obtain justice.
This is the exact opposite.
When you become a target of a corrupt justice system investigation,
people believe that when you comply, when you give in to them,
you're actually going to make it better for yourself,
but it's the exact opposite because it's their virtue,
it's the truth that they are targeting.
So you believe that your participation, right?
If you're innocent, will exonerate you.
But it's the exact opposite.
It's because you're innocent, because you're virtuous,
that they're targeting you in the first place.
And I knew that at that point,
because I was able to see all these investigations
over the previous couple of years where this was happening.
So at that point, I already had the framework in my mind, like, this is a corrupt Department
of Justice.
What kind of investigations are you referring to that you had seen over the previous years?
If you think about the main political investigations into political opponents of the Democratic
Party over the past four years.
So for example, if you look at anyone who spoke out
during COVID, if you look at Douglas Mackey,
if you look at the abortion protest-
Baticharia.
Yeah, Bhattacharya, if you look at the abortion protesters
who are being sent to prison for 10, 20 years
for the FACE Act for sitting in front of a clinic, right?
You know, your compliance does not exonerate you, right?
It's because of your innocence, because of your virtue
that you're being targeted in the first place.
So I knew that, it was obvious.
So I still don't exactly understand what, okay,
say they wanted your compliance,
but compliance with regard to what?
For you to retract your accusations,
you're telling me that you knew that complying
wasn't going to help you,
but I still don't understand exactly
what they hope to accomplish,
other than to intimidate you and to stop other whistleblowers.
Is that the gist of it?
And you know, that's actually a really good question
because compliance towards what?
I believe they needed me to comply, right?
In order to admit to a crime, to grovel at their feet,
to issue some meeting, you know, some fake apology
for doing the right thing.
So basically, count, outline for us
what exactly the charges were.
So I see, so they brought these charges forward to you
and the presumption was that
possibly you could admit to them.
Hypothetically, that would mean things would go easier
for you, which is completely not true.
But then it would also discredit you
and serve as an object warning to anybody who was going
to pull the curtain back in the future.
Okay, so what exactly did they accuse you of?
So at that point, completely unclear.
And that's where it goes into the next part of the story.
But I think it's the point where they needed to make an example out of me.
They needed to make me into a criminal, right?
Because if they could do that, they shut the door permanently to every other whistleblower
in the healthcare system in our country.
They shut it permanently.
Well, and they discredit you too.
Exactly.
Right.
And that's going to be very convenient because you could imagine that the Ken Paxton, for example,
and the rest of the Texan Republicans
aren't going to take the rebellion
of the Texas Children's Hospital and their lies lying down.
And so you play a pivotal role in that.
Their best strategy is to discredit you
and turn you into a criminal, obviously.
Okay, so continue with the story.
Let it continue to unfold.
Yep, so after that, right, what do we do, right?
So my wife and I, we had the graduation.
We go on our patio and we celebrate.
So we put on Vietnam War music,
we open a bottle of champagne and we celebrate
because at that point, what do you do?
And yeah.
Well, good for you.
So you went on with the celebration.
Of course.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Now we have you.
Okay.
And it was kind of one of those moments where you look back and you're like, oh my God,
like that's completely insane.
But like, what else could you do?
Right?
When the federal government comes knocking at your door, right?
You have to fight back.
Well, I also think when you're shocked, when you're shocked like that, you
tend to revert to what would be typical and habitual behavior, you know, because you don't
know what else to do. I mean, what the hell do you do when the feds come knocking at
your door because you've blown the whistle on people in your in your children's hospital
who are mutilating kids? Like, that's a nightmare that's really beyond comprehension.
And so it's not like you're going to know how to react.
Yeah. And it was at that point that where it's like,
once you cross the Rubicon, you know, you're no,
you're never going to go back to that life that,
that you become this new person.
Like you're entering this unknown world where you,
it's, you don't know what it's going to be, right?
It's like complete darkness, but you know, you have faith it's the right place to go.
So we got in touch with our attorneys, right, through Christopher Ruffa, brilliant people.
Marcella Burke, she's amazing. She's a fighter. So we knew she was the right person for the case.
Over the next couple of months, we go into like this state of legal purgatory, where
I — we have no idea what's going on, what they're investigating, anything, because,
right, we had exposed that the hospital was lying. They were doing something that they
acknowledged held criminal liability, right? It's like I'm a whistleblower. I had made
this public, a law got passed within 24 hours, like, what could they be potentially doing?
But it was over the next six months that the corruption we saw coming from the Department
of Justice was so severe that I had no choice but to take this story public because I had
no intention of doing this.
We moved to a very small town and I work in an even smaller town. We just wanted to get on with our lives, you know, like, you know, have a family, you know,
operate on my patients and take care of them.
But it was during those six months where we knew that I would be destroyed if I stayed
silent.
And that's why I took my story public. But to outline that a little bit more,
after I took my story public in January of 2024,
six months after, my attorneys had sent a letter
to Congress outlining that misconduct
in a letter to Jim Jordan.
And just to give you an example of a few things, you know.
Oh yes, so the misconduct,
you're speaking of the misconduct, sorry, you're speaking of the
misconduct of the Department of Justice officials specifically?
Yeah. Yeah.
Okay. And the misconduct you're referring to is, is it limited to their intervention in your case
and their ill-defined threats towards you or were there more things you said that you became aware of more corruption? So obviously they came to intimidate you with ill-formed and false charges and
obviously that's bad enough, but you alluded to the fact that you discovered other things as well.
Yeah, well it was the interactions between my attorney and the prosecutor, my attorneys and the prosecutor.
And it was so shocking that my attorneys felt obligated
to blow the whistle themselves in this letter.
So it was, for example, the-
Oh, okay.
Yeah, so the prosecutor in this letter says that
she was gonna bring me into a jury trial,
even if she was gonna lose, even on a technicality.
And what that means is, if there is no crime,
then you just pursue it if you're gonna lose.
The implication being, right,
the belief is that they're doing this to an innocent person
because I had blown the whistle, right?
So they're essentially telling us this.
They had threatened my wife.
My wife was undergoing a background check
for the Department of Justice.
And during those instances, in this letter,
it says that one of the first things I was brought up
was that she says, well, I'm surprised Andrea
would interfere with an investigation like this.
You know, she won't have any issues unless she continues to become a problem.
And what she was referring to was my wife advising me of my constitutional rights.
Not only that, you know, it's also saying I had no right to blow the whistle.
For, you know, my job as a doctor, it was not my job to blow the whistle on what
was happening.
That if I had an issue, I should have just stood outside with a sign.
And it was over those months where, you know, I made the conclusion, these people are going
to come after me no matter what, no matter what I do.
Well, you said something very relevant. I told you earlier that Schellenberger had a hard time
believing what Schreier and I had discussed. And then I've also, and so that just shows you how
difficult it is for people to believe what's actually going on. But then also it's the case that when someone like you pops up or arguably someone like me,
say in relationship specifically to the Ontario College of Psychologists,
it's a lot easier for everyone to assume that you're a troublemaker or that I'm a troublemaker,
that there's something fundamentally wrong with us, and that the institution that we're
criticizing couldn't possibly be that corrupt.
And like that impulse to demonize the whistleblower is valid when institutions are mostly sane
and have integrity.
And our institutions were mostly sane and had integrity. And our institutions were mostly sane
and had integrity until quite recently.
And what that also implies is that it's very hard
for anyone to overcome their suspicion of,
let's say someone like you.
When I first heard about your case in detail,
I had tweeted you out a year ago or so, as you pointed out,
but I became more aware of what was going on with you again
in recent months.
There's this little part of the back,
in the back of my mind thinking,
oh, this guy, he's probably just a troublemaker.
He's probably just a narcissist, you know,
because even though I know that
that could well be not true, right?
And I have more reason to know that than most people.
And so what that also implies is that moving ahead with a case against you is perfectly, it's a perfectly logical strategic
move, even if they know you're innocent and if it's doomed to failure, because the mere fact that
you'll be dragged through the courts is enough to have 25% of people or 50% of people write you off as probably a criminal. You
know, where there's smoke, there's fire. There's no way you would be being prosecuted if you
hadn't done something wrong. So it's a very smart strategy.
Yeah. And especially, it's especially smart because there's going to be no consequences
for them, right? They can bring this case, right? It's based on nothing.
And they will become princes and princesses in this new empire of lies, right? Their loyalty
to the cause, to go after an innocent person is like their own blood sacrifice. If they can
protect this evil ideology, if they can protect the harming of these children,
then they are demonstrated to be, you know, loyal subservience.
But then I thought it's like, like people are waking up to it, right?
Like people are seeing the justice system for what it is.
Like this is a corrupt investigation. This whole thing is corrupt.
And I'm going to be destroyed, right? Or worse,
especially when you think about what's happened to other whistleblowers, right? Like in Boeing's
case where...
Yeah, right. No kidding. No kidding.
If you're a problem... So I thought the only way to survive this, both theoretically and
possibly physically, is to tell this story, because it's gonna happen either way.
Yeah. Right.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Okay, so let me ask you again here.
So you mentioned earlier,
who was leading the charge
in the legal battle against you.
So let's return to that for a minute,
because insofar as it's possible and correct,
I would like the people who are doing this not to be hidden.
Now you mentioned Assistant Attorney General
in the South of Texas.
Is that the person who's pursuing this case?
Yep, yep.
And people can not- And who is that?
Yeah, people can- Who is that?
People can find it.
You know, if they're interested,
they can find out who that person is.
Okay, okay, fine, fine.
So we'll leave it at that.
All right, and so why are you loathe
to make the name public now?
Just out of, I'm not gonna press you, I'm just curious.
Just out of caution.
Yeah, and also just for that.
Okay, okay, okay.
That's fine, that's fine.
All right, so, oh, and you mentioned
PAC, I believe it was Paxton's or maybe the Senate's proclamation that
the practices that the Children's Hospital were engaging in were could be construed as criminal. You know, I'm curious at a international crimes level because I think there's
every reason to assume that the sterilization and mutilation
of children is actually a crime against humanity. It's not a mere form of criminal activity,
mere. And I do believe, I mean, I'm not a lawyer and that's a problem, but I read the relevant
description of what constitutes crime against humanity. And if this doesn't qualify, then well,
either my comprehension is addled or,
or the legislation is written badly.
Those are the options as far as I can tell.
And you know, just to take a little detour for a second,
you know, I would, I would actually challenge that, right?
Like Dr. Pearson, would you,
I would say that this is already a crime.
It's always been a crime.
If a patient comes into my clinic, I was doing surgery earlier today, I'm in clinic tomorrow.
Someone comes into my clinic and they say, Dr. Heim, I'm so overweight.
I'm so overweight, I need a gastric sleeve.
And, you know, they say it's my body image,
I need this surgery, I need it
because you need to affirm who I am.
But they're skinny, right?
And their BMI is like 15, right?
If I were to operate on that person
and do a gastric sleeve, right?
Because they told me that,
I lose my license, I go to prison.
What's happening here is no different, but it's worse.
Because-
Right, right.
Yeah, so it's our overton window.
Our overton window has shifted for this one single issue.
Everywhere else, it's correct.
But because this was infused with politics
from the beginning, our Overton window has shifted.
All we have to do is shift it back.
Well, and you already,
well, all you already showed too though
in your earlier description is the Overton window
for what constituted acceptable medical evidence
shifted terribly during the pandemic.
And that set the stage for this next sequence of lies.
The fact that we've accepted the shift of that Overton window
with regard to medical practice in this one domain
means for sure it's going to shift in other ways.
Right? You can see this happening already. There are already papers being published in psychological journals
disputing the
validity of the diagnosis of borderline personality disorder, for example.
And now it's not surprising that the borderline personality disordered people are pushing
that agenda because that's exactly what you'd expect from people with borderline personality
disorder.
But it's definitely an indication of the increasing politicization of the diagnostic and counseling
clinical slash medical enterprise.
Right.
And so once you get some of that poison in the system,
it's not going to just sit there.
It's going to disseminate through the whole system.
Okay. So now, how, by this point, now you're in January,
you've sent this letter to Jim Jordan,
walk us through the letter and then what his response was,
if you would. Yeah. So the letter- Say who Jim response was, if you would.
Yeah, so the letter-
Say who Jim Jordan is too, for people,
because Lord, everyone will know.
Yeah, so Jim Jordan is a congressman
who is the chairman of the House Subcommittee
on the weaponization of the Department of Justice.
He's a patriot, he's a great guy.
We had released this letter, the letter had outlined
this profound misconduct.
The letter says that the prosecutor didn't even know the details of the case before sending
agents to my home.
Despite the fact that she did know the details of the case, she did enough research to find
out my wife was undergoing a background check and use that as a threat.
The letter says that, you know,
I had no right to blow the whistle.
I had no right to try to protect these kids
who were being harmed.
The letter says that they were gonna take me
to a jury trial, even if they were gonna lose,
even if it's on a technicality,
indicating that the law doesn't matter to them,
that they're gonna do whatever they want,
whenever they want, to whoever they want.
And it was at that point that I knew for sure as an absolute fact that I had to do something.
So we sent that letter, that was after I took my story public.
And the reason I took it public, as I said before, was because once you tell this story
publicly, the corruption becomes self-evident.
Because it's like what you said earlier, it's like when people hear it,
like they naturally think, man, there's,
this guy's probably a criminal.
He's probably a scumbag.
But like, I wouldn't let them define the story.
If I'm going to go through this,
it's going to be on my terms, right?
I'm not going to let them lie.
That's a better strategy.
That's a better strategy.
I'm not, I'm not going to let them lie, just like they have everything else to manipulate, to cheat,
to coerce. In this case, I have control, even though everyone would think I'm like the one
who's least in control. When you're the focus of an investigation by a corrupt Department
of Justice, you think you're not in control, but you have all the control.
Because the only way for them to maintain their legitimacy
is through your compliance, right?
But it's only through your compliance that you get destroyed.
So I took the story public,
and the reason was just to protect myself,
but also because the story's meaningless
unless there's offense.
And most of our politicians aren't doing it. Most of the people who we elect to represent us
aren't doing it.
There's some good ones, but now it's our responsibility.
And during those six months where I was anonymous,
we had spent over $250,000,
all of our savings, our investments, everything.
Like we're broke,
we're going to be broke for a long time. That's okay. But we had gone on the offense too,
to try to defend these bills, to try to develop cases, not only to protect whistleblowers,
but also to make sure this doesn't happen in the future. But so I come out in January of 2024 with my story publicly.
Over the next few months, until June, a week and a half ago, I'm just public, right?
I, you know, I was working as a surgeon at the time.
So walk us through that. Walk us through that.
You brought it out publicly with Chris Rufall again,
and then what happened to the story?
Yeah, well, it kind of blew up.
My whole world kind of turned inside out in some ways,
but then in many ways, it was just completely normal
because I go to work, I see my patients, I operate,
and I just do that and I'm very busy.
But then there's this other world where it's like
this thing is hanging over my head
where we still have no idea what's gonna happen, right?
But we wanted to be able to tell the story, right?
To make sure that people knew the truth.
So, you know, I did interviews with Tucker Carlson.
And who have you talked to?
Who have you, yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, like. Carlson. And who have you talked to? Who have you?
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yeah, like.
Carlson, who else?
Tucker Carlson, Dr. Phil, John Popolo, Dad Saves America, Laura Ingraham.
I mean, so many people.
It's so many, Stella O'Malley.
And I know I'm probably missing a lot.
Kyle Seraphine, the FBI whistleblower.
Really really good people.
Gays Against Groomers, I talked to them.
Really good people.
And I actually got the WPATH files before it came out from Schellenberger's team because
it was a few months after.
Now I read, I believe, that there are four charges, specific charges pending against
you now.
Is that the case that they have something to do with illegal access of medical records?
Can you do us a favor and like, steel man the charges against you so that we understand
what case they're trying to build?
What are they claiming that you did now?
You said it was very amorphous to begin with and that the prosecutor hadn't even really reviewed the case before she sent
the agents to your house. I presume that they've sharpened the case now, they've sharpened
the dagger. And so I've heard that you're facing like a very high fine and actually
a fairly extensive potential prison sentence, something in the neighborhood of 10 years.
So walk us through that, if you would.
Yeah.
So over these six months, right, I have no idea what's going on, but June 4th, so not
too long ago, three federal US Marshals, heavily armed, show up to my door at 7 a.m., right?
Another show of force.
And hand me a-
You're armed? Yeah. Yeah. Oh yeah. For sure. For sure. Yeah.
You know, bulletproof vests, guns, everything.
So they hand me indictment saying that I am being charged with four felonies.
This past Monday, two days or a few days ago, the indictment was unsealed.
Because I'm facing this trial, I can't talk about the indictment was unsealed. Because I'm facing this trial,
I can't talk about the indictment in any detail.
You know, just out of caution, out of prudence.
You know, there's, people can read it themselves,
but the one thing I will say.
Where would they find it and then walk us through it?
Yep.
So yeah, unfortunately I can't go through the indictment, but it's related to HIPAA.
But the one thing I will say is that people can find it at the US DOJ website.
There's a press release about it.
And there's stories written in different media journals.
I can't think of anyone off the top of my head,
but the one thing I will say about it
is my reaction to it, right?
Because on Monday when the indictment was in sealed,
when I read it for the first time,
I had two emotions, right?
And the first one sounds odd,
but it was vindication, right?
Almost a degree of relief
where I thought my heart was gonna sink.
But then I read it and I was like, oh my God.
These charges are as divorced from reality
as the interventions they're trying to cover up.
So it's-
I had that same experience.
You know, last Christmas, I have 13 charges against me.
Now they're not criminal charges,
but they're charges that would culminate in me
either being reeducated,
which is what I'm hypothetically sentenced to now
or losing my license, right?
So now I had to review all 13 charges last Christmas.
And that was quite an onerous task, as you can imagine.
There's like 30 pages of documentation per charge.
So that's like 400 pages of charges.
And, you know, I have a bit of a guilty conscience
as a temperamental feature.
And so I suppose I regarded myself the same way I might regard another troublemaker and
think, well, you know, maybe I did something wrong that I haven't paid attention to.
And so I was leery about going through these charges.
But what happened, it took me three days.
What happened at the end was two things. I was relieved and I was,
my jaw was dropped further open
at the sheer magnitude of the incompetence
and stupidity of my opponents.
The things they charged me of were,
with were first of all virtues.
I came away from that thinking,
oh, well, you know,
if these are the people
I'm up against fundamentally, there's no real problem.
So I can understand your paradoxical emotion
as a consequence of reviewing the charges.
Even though it's a pain in the neck
and it's hyper expensive, as you've already discovered,
and you know, they can do me reputational damages.
They can do you.
You know, it's funny you say relief
because that's what it is.
But because you look at it, you're like,
this can't be real.
But I don't think it's incompetence.
It's not incompetence, right?
Because there's no way the most powerful
federal investigative agency on this planet can be so incompetent.
This is intentional, just like in your case, right?
And I knew, so at first, right, it's like I feel a degree of relief, vindication.
This is a political prosecution, like I said.
You know, I knew it was right thing to take this story public to tell it so that people
knew the truth.
But then the second thing was just this visceral
fear, right? This visceral, visceral fear because I know that I faced 10 years in prison. I might
miss the birth of my first daughter, right? She's due in October. I can lose everything I've ever
worked for, right? I could lose everything. We've already lost everything we've ever, you know, saved
up all of our investments, our retirement, everything. But the thought on Monday of standing
in front of that judge, right, where, you know, you have these other people who are
in there and then, you know, these cocaine traffickers and, you know, some people who
are pedophiles, then I'm there too, right? And there's fear, there's a visceral, visceral fear.
But then there's that, but there's also one thing more,
right, it's like this fear of what happens
if I don't fight back, if we don't push forward,
the fear of kneeling to this ideology,
of submitting to these corrupt, vicious people who want
to take away all the virtues that makes this country great.
Because it's like, these are things in the physical world that they can do to us, but
there's something I believe that's beyond that, that's something that transcends what
happens in our lives.
And if I submit to this, I fear what happens then. So even though I'm scared of what
I face moving forward, what kind of world is my daughter going to have if I don't do something
about it? We have to do something now. So it's, you know, since then, you know, there's fear, but
something now. So it's, you know, since then, you know, there's fear, but there's resolve, right? We have to fight. We have to stand up. We have to make this right. Because if we don't, then what
kind of... We say we love our children. We're willing to sacrifice for them. But what does that mean?
Like, are we really willing to sacrifice for our kids if we're not willing to do something like this?
Do we really love our kids if we're not willing to stand up for them in this way, to sacrifice
every part of ourselves?
No, you can't say you.
I don't believe that.
I believe that if you love your children, the only way to really love them is to sacrifice
for them.
And if that means sacrificing what's happening to me, then I'll take this fight.
So let me ask you another question here, if that's okay.
So this is just a practical question,
and then I'll ask something that's more conceptual.
How is it that you're still practicing?
conceptual. How is it that you're still practicing?
I work with good people, the best people.
And I'm a good doctor, I'm a good surgeon.
Right before I did this interview,
you know, it sounds, it might be hard to believe,
but I mean, a very, very complicated surgery, yeah.
But I'm amazed they haven't suspended you
or done something to trump up a situation
that makes it impossible for you to continue.
You know, I'll tell you what,
there's one thing I realized, right?
Once I took my story public,
you think you're going into this world
that is darkness, right?
That you're gonna be destroyed, that everyone's gonna come after you. And you think you're going into this world that is darkness, right? That you're going to be destroyed, that everyone's going to come after you.
And you think you're going to lose everything.
But then what I realized is that it's the exact opposite, right?
Where you gain everything.
Where you meet the best people in the world.
Where people from all over the world will support you.
Where you can live for the first time with dignity.
You can look at yourself in the mirror
and you can say, you know, I'm not lying to myself.
I can call myself a doctor, but this is true.
This is not something that is not real, right?
And people understand that, right?
People can see that, like, he told this story.
He took a risk with telling the story
and he bite whatever he faces, right?
But he told the story and you know what?
People have been willing to stand behind me.
And that includes my patients, the people I work with.
And it's the most amazing thing because, you know,
the day the federal agents came, you know, of course,
it was crazy. I had to take like an hour to like, you know,
recollect myself. But I went to work, I rounded on like 20
patients, sick patients I operated. Because that's my job.
I have to take care of these people no matter what.
And it doesn't mean anything if I don't do that
because I believe I was put on this earth
to take care of sick people.
So no matter what happens, I have to do that.
So I'm still working because I think that
people understand that, people understand more what's happening to this country,
right? They understand what this is and they understand my story because it's happening to
other people, it's happening to me, they know it's going to happen to them next.
Next question. What were your political beliefs and your degree of political involvement
beliefs and your degree of political involvement before you started to see the ideological corruption and cowardice emerge in the medical profession?
Were you a political person?
And if so, where would have you placed yourself on the political spectrum?
You know, I think like so many prominent, like a lot of people,
and I think yourself included,
I was a big time lefty for a long time,
up until about college.
I kind of just, you become part of this milieu, right?
This social, cultural, educational milieu
where your natural state is just to be on the left.
So that's where I was.
But it was in my 20s that I kind of started to wake up to what was happening in the world.
And a lot of it was because of Israel, like my family's from Israel.
My dad's from Iraq.
They're Iraqi Jews and they moved to Israel in the beginning.
My mom is German. She's Christian, but she converted. That's where she met my dad. She
moved to Israel and they met. But it kind of started this kind of, my eyes started to
open over the next decade, between like 21, 22 and like now. And it was also during that
time that I just started reading like hundreds and hundreds
of books about history and fiction and everything,
politics, economics.
And because I always thought I read, I would read these
books and I thought like, our lives are so tame, right?
There, we live in such a privileged time that nothing
like this is ever going to happen.
You know, reading stories about World War II and before and what my family had to go through in Israel or in
Germany. And I thought that it would never happen. But then over the next couple, really since 2020,
I thought everything's changed. Now people like us are in the center of those stories.
And what I thought would never happen in my lifetime
is now happening.
But one thing I always remember from those stories
is that the people, that there's no lying to yourself,
there's no giving in and getting away with it.
Because the truth will always prevail.
It might take, you might have to sacrifice your life,
you might have to sacrifice a lot.
But in those cases, the truth always prevails
and people always remember the people
who did the right thing when it was
the most difficult thing to do.
So I kind of made that transformation
towards becoming more conservative.
But yeah, for a long time, I was a big old lefty.
So I'm curious, Dr. Haim, I've spent an ungodly amount of money fighting off the
bureaucrats from the Ontario College of Psychologists. It's ridiculous. And so,
luckily, I suppose I have the money. Although that's not just luck, I might point out. But I don't
understand how you're managing this. You said you already spent all your savings and all your money
at hand, something approximating $250,000. How in the world are you funding it? And is there anything
people can do to help? Yeah, so ever since the agents came to my home,
June 23rd, 2023, we knew we had to take this case forward.
So we were funding it completely by ourselves.
So we spent at this point,
oh, probably almost $300,000 at this point.
Everything we've ever invested, all of our savings,
all of our retirement, every paycheck we get goes to it.
And I don't say that as like a victim because to be able to fight this is a privilege, to be able to fight for a future for our children.
But if people do want to help, you know, the funds, we need it.
You know, we absolutely need it to fight this case in federal trial.
It's going to be upwards of a million dollars.
And if they do want to donate, they can go to,
conservatively, give sendgo.com forward slash Texas
underscore whistleblower.
And it's the most amazing thing to see how many people have
come out in support.
Every single message, every single donation, my wife and I,
we read it every single night. Every single message, we single donation, my wife and I, we read it every single night.
Every single message, we read it multiple times because it's like I said before, where
it's like this world that you think you're going into, you think it's darkness and you
think you're going to be destroyed, but there's actually this entire world where there's people
who are willing to support you.
But we need to fight and that that's what we're gonna do.
And there's no way that I'm going to dishonor
the sacrifices of everyone who've donated
to our legal fund.
Yeah, well, that's one of the mysteries
of telling the truth is that you end up being surrounded
by people who have devoted themselves to telling the truth.
And that's a really good deal.
Okay, so let's close with this.
When we go over to the daily wire side,
everybody watching and listening,
I'm gonna spend another half an hour with Dr. Heim
on the daily wire side.
I think what we're going to talk about there,
rather than the autobiographical tact that I often take,
and I think what we'll talk about is why he thinks
specifically the transgender madness I think what we'll talk about is why he thinks specifically
the transgender madness has taken over the clinical
and medical world, because there's other ways
the lie could have gone.
So we're gonna delve into that a bit more.
What I would like to close this part with,
unless there's something else specifically
that you'd like to bring up that we haven't covered,
is what the hell's gonna happen
next to you?
What do you think is going to happen?
And what do you want to have happen?
What's your plan?
So what happens from here is we fight, we go to trial,
we have to win because if we don't,
the ability for people in American healthcare
to blow the whistle, that door
will be closed forever.
I have to do it for my profession.
I have to do it for my children.
But right now there are children who are being harmed by this practice.
We have to do it for them because they're the ones who are in most imminent risk of
their lives being unalterably changed. Like how much I look forward to seeing my daughter
and having children, this is being taken away from them
at the time when they at least understand the ability,
the implications of their actions,
when they at least understand the consequences.
Okay, so you alluded earlier to something
I just want to get straight.
I saw, I think his name is Cenk Uygur.
He's one of the young Turks, particularly.
Well, we won't get into that.
He claimed the other day on Piers Morgan that it's a very, very small number of children,
if any, that this is happening to.
But you made the case earlier in the podcast
that at the Texas Children's Hospital alone, it was something in the run of hundreds that are at
least being put on puberty blockers. And that's no trivial thing, that hormonal intermediation.
The idea that that's fully reversible is absolute bloody nonsense. But do you have a sense of just what magnitude this problem is and then of what the magnitude is in terms of the full movement towards surgical intervention among specifically among minors, let's say.
I know that the diagnosis rate has gone way up. It's now at minimum thousands and thousands of children who are diagnosed with gender
dysphoria.
But this is more specific on the medical side.
Being administered hormonal interventions and then I know once that happens, the probability
progressing towards surgery is quite high.
So what kind of numbers do you think we're looking at here?
So I want to answer your question in two ways.
So specifically the numbers, I would say hundreds of thousands.
And it's important for people to understand that once these children are being put in this position,
they become a chronic medical patient for life.
Because pulmonary blockers are not reversible.
And especially because by their own protocols,
they shut off any exit ramp.
They shut off any alternative.
Because any alternative is prevented
by the threat of their own suicide.
They're blackmailed into one pathway forward.
So they're not meant to be on puberty blockers
for a short period of time.
Like I would implant puberty blockers
in kids who actually had precocious puberty, this early onset when they're like six years old, they start, you
know, having signs. But you take them out right when they become, you know, 11, 12,
13 years old. But in this case, they're meant to block the entirety of puberty, then hormones,
then surgery. But the reason we can't give you an exact number is because there's illicit uses of
drugs over the internet.
For everyone.
Right, yes.
But then I want to answer your question in a second way, because those are numbers.
Those are just statistics.
After I took my story public, I got in touch with this underground network of mothers and
fathers in Dallas.
These people reached out to me because they wanted to involve me in what they were doing.
These are mothers and fathers who've had a child affected by this.
People like me and you, right?
Many of them are classical liberals, conservatives, but their kids have been taken in by this
transgender ideology.
And there was no network for them.
So this underground network of parents had formed in the shadows.
They all use signal.
They're very shadowy,
but they have a huge amount of impact behind the scenes.
They work on legislation, they work on bills.
It's amazing. But I recently went to a meeting at one of their homes.
I'm very close with one of them.
I can't even say her name because none of them want to be public.
But these people are, I've never heard stories like this.
I mean, it's, you know, but they would tell me stories about their kids and, you know,
whether they're in high school or middle school or if they're older and how they got groomed by a counselor,
a friend, someone online.
And they come to them one day and say, I'm transgender.
I need these drugs.
And then a lot of them, you know,
they don't know what to do, right?
And they lose their children.
So they tell these stories
about how these children are gone.
They haven't talked to in years.
Some of them are being trafficked.
Some of them have lost their jobs.
They're addicted to drugs.
But you see the pain in their eyes, right?
That the person they love the most is gone forever.
That the things they wanted for their children
is gone forever.
So when Cenk Uygur says that this is only a few kids,
first of all, that's not true,
but these statistics, they have faces, right?
This is a person, this is a mother and a father.
This is a brother and a sister.
These are people who've lost a person they love,
love the most.
And it's-
Yeah, or this is a young woman like,
like Chloe Cole, who no longer has breasts
and will never recover
from her surgery.
Yeah.
Right.
And it's not obvious to me how many children you need like that before actually you should
pay a little bit of attention.
And the answer to that might be one.
Yeah.
So only a few is not much of a bloody defense as far as I'm concerned because none is the
right amount.
Like seriously.
And when you see every surgery, it's not just the surgery.
Surgery is horrific enough, especially for healthy breasts.
Oh yeah.
Oh yeah.
I do these surgeries and we do it for cancer, right?
We do it for a reason.
And to think that I would take a patient to an operating room with healthy breasts and
just take them off is horrific.
But it's the surgery itself, but it's everything that comes after that.
And that's why I learned from these parents,
because it's the day to day of anguish, of depression,
of like this existential crisis
of never knowing who you are.
And your family goes through that suffering too.
And they're put on this road from the very beginning,
from their 11, 12 years old.
And it's like, one day they wake up, they look in the mirror
and they think, you know, what's happened to me?
And the people who were supposed to love me
were the ones who were supposed to protect me.
But these were the people, you know, the ones who-
Well, but you know, there's that on that too.
See, one of the things I found most reprehensible
about all of this, the biggest lie in all
of this was, well, would you rather have a live trans child or a dead child?
This insistence that to parents that if they dared voice opposition to this absolutely
barbaric and unconscionable medical process, that they were basically dooming their children to death.
I really, I've studied atrocity for a very long time,
and I've listened to and read things that were so terrible
that it took me a long time to recover.
And I swear, I don't know if I've ever came across
anything worse than the lie that if you don't
facilitate your child's sterilization and mutilation, you're responsible for their death.
That is, that's like Auschwitz level brutality and worse.
There's no excuse for it.
It's prison for those people.
It's the most evil lie told in the history of medicine.
Because when you think about in the past,
in the past, when people were harmed by doctors,
they would never have had the audacity
to make it so that the people they were harming
would appear that it was the doctors who were harming them
were their salvation.
That's never been done in the history of medicine.
Even the Nazis, even the Nazis hid their medicine. That's right, that's right. Even the Nazis, even the Nazis hid their crimes.
That's right, that's right.
Even the people who were being harmed in those camps
knew that these doctors were not helping them.
But in this case, what they're saying is that
we are your salvation.
But what they're doing is they're actually,
they're existential destruction
because these children are born perfect.
They're, and they're perfect people, right?
And they're going to grow up, it's hard,
but it's those challenges that you go through
during that time that make you who you are.
And they're taking that away from them.
Yeah, they didn't even tell,
they didn't even tell Chloe Cole that body dysmorphia
tell Chloe Cole that body dysmorphia is a standard symptom of juvenile, of mild juvenile depression.
The most obvious psychological fact, right? The sort of thing that any counselor who was trained at all or who wasn't outright lying would have said to her first was never told to her at all.
And that's the depth of lies that
the therapeutic community is engaged in when they're allies to the trans butchers.
So should we be parsing between the differences of this study versus that study when this
is accessible to basic universal human logic,
which is really the foundation of medicine.
If someone's bleeding, you stop the bleeding, right?
If you have a confused young child,
you do not give him cancer drugs, hormones,
and you don't operate on them, right?
You tell them to love who they are. And, you know, it's an unimaginable thing.
We just have to see it for what it is. This is not medicine. It's not oriented towards what
medicine is. It's not a few degrees off. This is anti-medicine. This is oriented towards not the
healing of a patient, but the destruction of a patient.
But their destruction, absolutely. All right, sir, well, that's a good and terrible place to end.
And so, as I mentioned earlier, we're going to continue this discussion on the Daily Wire
side, and we're going to delve more into the anti-human and anti-medicine origins of the trans insanity that the medical and
psychological communities have allowed to possess their entire endeavor.
And so for all of you watching and listening, you can join us on the Daily Wire Plus side
for that discussion.
Thank you very much, sir.
Thank you.