The Jordan B. Peterson Podcast - Jacob's Ladder
Episode Date: November 13, 2017Lecture 13 in my Psychological Significance of the Biblical Stories lecture series. The Psychological Significance of the Biblical Stories starts up after a two month hiatus with the first half of th...e story of Jacob, the founder of Israel ("those who wrestle with God"), the man who robs his brother of his birthright, is deceived into marrying the wrong woman, and dreams of a stairway to heaven, in the ancient Shamanic tradition. Links: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/jordanbpeterson
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One of the things that I've been realizing as a consequence of going through these stories
is that the degree to which they're about individuals is quite remarkable.
And I think that's really telling.
Now, one of the reasons I prefer Dostoevsky to Tolstoy is because Tolstoy is more of
a sociologist.
He's more interested in the relationship
between groups of people.
This is an oversimplification,
because obviously Tolstoy is a great author.
But I like Dostoevsky better,
because he really delves into the souls of individuals.
And I think it's remarkable the degree to which
all of the stories that we've covered so far in Genesis
are about individuals.
And they're quite realistic, which is quite remarkable too.
They're not really romanticized to any great degree
because all of the people that are regarded, let's say,
as patriarchal or matriarchal figures in Genesis
have no shortage of ethical flaws, and also no shortage of difficulties in their life.
And the difficulties are realistic.
They're major league problems, like familial catastrophes and famine and war and revenge
and hatred and all those things.
It's not a pretty book and that's one of the things that makes it great.
I mean, that's one of the things that makes it great. I mean, that's one of the things that characterizes great
literature, right, is that it doesn't present you
with a whitewash view of humanity or of existence.
And that's really a relief, I think, because, as you all know,
because you're alive, there's no such thing
as a whitewash existence, like to be alive
is to be in trouble,
ethically and existentially.
I've been reading this book recently,
I'll talk about it a little bit later,
it's called Better Never To Have A Bean.
And it was written by a philosopher in South Africa
in Cape Town named Benatar, that's his last name.
And he basically argues,
I think it's a species argument,
and I think it's artificially constructed.
But he basically argues that because life is so full of suffering,
even good lives are very much full of suffering,
that it's wrong to bring
children into the world, because the suffering outweighs
the good, even in good lives.
And it's actually wrong.
It would also be better not to exist, for exactly the same
reason.
And my sense in reading the book is that he came to that
conclusion and then wrote the book to justify it, which
is actually the reverse of the way that you should write a
book.
What you should do when you're writing a book is you should have a question. And
you should be a real question, right? It should be one you don't know the answer to. And
then you should be studying and writing like mad and reading everything you can get your
hands on to see if you can actually grapple with the problem and come to some solution.
And you should walk the reader as well through your process of thinking
so that they can come to the, well, not necessarily to the same conclusion, but at least track
what you're doing.
And I don't think that's what he did.
I think he wrote it backwards.
But then, and so I was thinking about it a lot because that's actually a question that
I've contended with in my writing, there are mephistophilia and our satanic figures,
for example, in Dirtas Faust,
and also Ivan in the brother's Karamazov,
who basically make the same case, you know,
that existence is so rife with trouble and suffering,
that it would be better if it didn't exist at all.
And the problem I've had with that,
there's a variety of them, but one of the problems I've had with that, there's a variety of them.
But one of the problems I've had with that
is what happens if you start to think that way.
Because what I've observed is that people
who begin to think that way, that isn't where they stop.
Like they get angry at existence, which
is what happened to Kane as we saw in the Kane enable story.
And then the next step is to start taking revenge
against existence.
And that cascades until it's revenge against, well, I think the best way of thinking about it is revenge against God for the crime of being,
which is, I think, the deepest sort of hatred that you can entertain.
And when you're in the grip of a really deep emotion, like a really profound emotion, right at the bottom of emotions,
you're in something that's like a quasi-religious state.
And that's more or less independent of your belief,
say, in a transcendent deity.
I mean, you can be in a profoundly emotional state
that's as deep as it can be,
and it can have religious significance
without that necessarily signifying anything
about a transcendent being.
But then I was thinking, see, the problem with that argument
is you can gerrymander it endlessly,
you know, because first of all, how do you measure suffering and how do you measure happiness?
It's like how do you assign weights to them? And there's just no way of doing that.
You have to do it arbitrarily. And so you can make an argument that the suffering outweighs the happiness,
you just wait the suffering more heavily than you wait the happiness, and that's the end of that, you know?
And so that's a problem. that. So that's a problem.
But I think there's a deeper problem.
And I was reading this other book, a while back, as well, which was written by the guy who
ran the human genome project.
And I don't remember exactly what it was called, but it was something like a scientist's
case for God, something like that.
And one of the things he referred to, which didn't strike me as hard as it should have
to begin with, was the...
He thought that one of the phenomena, say that justified a belief in a transcendent
being, was something like the moral intuition of human beings, that we have a sense of right
and wrong.
And, you know, it's certainly what happens in Genesis in this story of Adam and Eve is that that
story announces the coming of the sense of right and wrong, right?
The knowledge of good and evil.
And it isn't something we ascribe to animals.
It's something that's unique to human beings.
Animals can be predators, and they can be gentle. And you can have a relationship with them.
But you never think of an evil cat or an evil wolf,
even though they're predatory.
But human beings, we have this capacity
to judge between good and evil right and wrong.
And it's really an integral part of our being.
And I think you can make an evolutionary case
for that a biological case, for that as you can make
a biological case for most of what is relevant
about human beings because we're biological creatures.
But we don't really understand the significance of that.
Like what happens in the story of Adam and Eve
is that that realization, that coming to the knowledge
of good and evil is actually represented as a shift of cosmic significance, right? It puts a permanent fracture in the
structure of being. And, you know, if you think of human beings as insignificant ants on
a tiny dust moat in the middle of an infinite cosmos, a cosmos that cares less for us, then
who cares fundamentally if human beings have the knowledge
to distinguish between good and evil.
But if you give consciousness a central role in being, and you can make a perfectly reasonable
case for that, because without consciousness there's no being as far as anyone can determine.
So it may be much more central than we think.
And I really don't think there's a counter argument to that.
Not a solid one.
You can state that consciousness is epithenominal and that the world is fundamentally materialistic
and it doesn't matter that there's consciousness.
You can state that, but you can make an equally credible case the other way.
And certainly, our lived experience is that consciousness is crucial, obviously, and we treat
each other as if most
of the time were valuable conscious beings, and we wouldn't give up our consciousness,
even though it's often consciousness of suffering.
And so then I think another problem with the book is that it's sort of predicated on the
idea that life is for happiness.
And I don't think that's right, and I don't think that's how people experience life. And I might be wrong. But it seems to me that people experience life
as something like a series of crucial ethical decisions. It's something like that. I mean,
I just can't imagine, and maybe I'm being naive about this, but I can't imagine that I can't imagine another
being that's like me in most senses that isn't constantly wrestling in some sense with
what the next proper thing to do is.
It's not like it's obvious, it's not bloody obvious, and it doesn't mean you'll do the
right thing because you don't, lots of times, And you know that by your own judgment, right?
Because you're making mistakes all the time.
Sometimes you don't know what you're doing
and maybe it's a mistake and maybe it isn't.
And who's to say, that isn't what I'm talking about.
I'm talking about when you know that what you're doing
is wrong and you go ahead and do it anyways.
People do that all the time.
And that's also extremely peculiar.
You bloody well think that if you knew it was wrong
and you told yourself that it was wrong,
that that would be sufficient,
so that you just wouldn't do it,
but that isn't what you're like at all.
And you can tell yourself something is wrong
of 50 times, and you'll do it the 51st time,
and then you'll feel like you deserve to feel probably.
But it doesn't stop you.
And so then I think the other problem with the viewpoint,
the idea that the suffering of life eradicates its utility,
is that it's predicated on the idea that happiness,
or lack of suffering, even is the right criteria
by which to judge life.
And I don't think that's how we actually experience life.
I think what we do instead is put
ourselves through a series of excruciating moral choices. You know, and one of
the things that's really significant about the biblical stories, and I think
about the entire implicit philosophy, you know, that's embedded in the
stories, is that that's how life is presented in
the stories. All of these individuals, first their individuals, not groups, and
second, they're agonizing over their moral choices all the time, all the time.
And they have a relationship with God, but it's not a directive relationship
exactly, even the people to whom God speaks directly, which I suspect is not something you'd exactly
want to have happen, is they're still, even the fact that they have a direct relationship
with God doesn't stop them from being tormented continually by their moral choices.
And so the world is presented as a moral landscape,
not as a place that justifies itself by happiness.
It's presented as a moral landscape,
and people are presented as creatures
who traverse through the moral landscape,
making ethical decisions that determine the course
of the world.
And that seems to me to be right,
and that's not the same as happiness by any stretch of the imagination. It's a whole different
category of being. And you know, and then I thought that through a lot. I think, well,
we do make choices. And what we do is contend with the future, you know. And the future seems
to appear to us as a realm of possibility. That's a more accurate way of thinking about it than that the
future presents itself to us as a realm of determined things. It presents itself
as a realm of possibility and there's good choices in that realm and there's poor
choices or even evil choices in that realm. And we're negotiating continually
deciding which of those choices we're negotiating continually,
deciding which of those choices we're going to bring into being,
that seems to me to be phenomenologically indisputable.
And we certainly treat each other as if that's what we're doing
because we hold each other responsible for our actions,
you know, with some exceptions.
And that we're deciding each moment,
whether to make things better or worse.
And that seems to me to be correct.
And I think that that's what these stories illustrate.
They don't say that directly, you know,
although I think it gets more and more explicit
as the narrative unfolds.
But, and then part of the realism of the stories is that
the people aren't,
the people that are being presented
are by no means good.
I mean, maybe with the exception of Noah,
Noah seemed to be a pretty good guy.
They did get drunk and, you know,
and end up naked, exposed to his sons and so forth.
But I mean, he isn't talked about a lot as a character.
It's a pretty compressed story, but Abraham, I mean, Abraham isn't talked about a lot as a character.
It's a pretty compressed story, but Abraham, I mean Abraham had plenty of problems,
not least of which was in his inability to leave home.
And then, you know, he's lying about his wife.
And there's all sorts of mistakes.
And then Jacob, who we're gonna talk about tonight,
is an even more morally ambivalent character.
He's, especially at the beginning of the story.
He's, he isn't the sort of person that you would pick out,
especially if you were a hack writer.
You wouldn't pick him out as the hero of the story.
He does a lot of things that are really pretty reprehensible
and takes him an awful long time to learn better.
And yet he's the person who's put forward lot of things that are really pretty reprehensible and takes them an awful long time to learn better.
And yet he's the person who's put forward as the father of the 12 tribes of Israel.
It's from this flawed person that the people that maybe whose story you might say is at the
fundamental constitutes the fundamental underpinning of our culture.
It's from this deeply flawed individual
that that group emerges.
And so you might think of that as a relief too,
because you're no knight in shining armor,
with a pure moral past,
I mean, people make mistakes of catastrophic proportions,
non-stop, you know.
And that also means that these stories put
forward something approximating hope because in their realism, in their moral
realism, they present heroes, I suppose the heroes of renown, right, the patriarics
of old, let's say, who are realistic people, who have fits of anger and rage and who are murderous at times and who are deeply,
deeply embroiled with family dispute and who have adulterous affairs and like they do all the
terrible things that people do. And the weird thing is is that God is still with them. And you know, it isn't obvious what that means,
or even if it means anything, but it's not disputable
as far as I can tell that A, we're conscious,
and that consciousness is a transcendent phenomena,
which we do not understand, and that the landscape
that we traverse through is moral.
Like every story you ever watch, anything that grips your imagination on the screen or in
the theater, like any story that grabs you, is a story of moral striving. It's
just not interesting otherwise. Right? The person has to be confronted with
complex moral choices and then you see the outcome and you know the good guy
does it right and the bad guy does it badly and things don't go so well for the
bad guy generally and if it's a bit more sophisticated the good guy does it right, and the bad guy does it badly, and things don't go so well for the bad guy generally.
And if it's a bit more sophisticated,
the good and the bad are in the same individual.
And that's a more compelling story.
But so we could say, well, let's we could make the assumption.
And it might be worthwhile thinking of the world
as it has been thought of classically, as a theater upon which the forces of good
and evil continually strive for dominance.
And I, for the life of me, especially after I started reading deeply into 20th century
history and all the terrible things that happened in the 20th century, and all the terrible, unbelievably,
incomprehensible things that people did to one another. I just couldn't see seeing things any
other way as realistic, you know, because I don't think that you can immerse yourself in 20th century
history without coming to the conclusion that evil is a reality. And if it's a reality,
it depends on what you mean by reality, but it's fundamental enough reality for me.
And if it's a reality, then I don't see how you can escape
from the conclusion that the cosmos, as we experience it,
at least, is a place of moral striving.
And well, that's one of the things
that's really illustrated in the story of Jacob.
And I found that quite striking.
So, so the last time, last lecture, I ended with the Abrahamic stories with the death of
Sarah, and that was Abraham's wife. And so we're gonna continue from there.
Remember Abraham had a son, Isaac,
and he was asked by God to sacrifice his son,
which we talked about in some depth.
And I was attempting to make the case that,
the idea of sacrifice was one of human kinds,
great discoveries, because it meant the discovery of the future, essentially,
but it also meant the discovery that the future was something
that you could make a bargain with
and that you could give up something now,
something impulsive, some pleasure,
even a deep pleasure in the moment,
and you could strive, and hypothetically,
you could make a covenant a bargain with the future,
and if your sacrifices were acceptable,
and that seemed to mean ethically acceptable,
you had to sacrifice the right thing,
that that vastly increased the probability
that not only you would be successful, let's say,
but that your descendants would be too.
And I don't think that that's an irrational proposition.
I mean, you have to leave in it a bit with the realization
that sometimes, you know, you get sliced off
at the knees no matter what, right?
Because life has an arbitrary element.
And that can't be tossed out.
But building in the arbitrary element will say,
you still want to think, well, what's your best bet given
a certain amount of randomness?
And it seems to me that conscious, self-aware sacrifice and proper ethical striving is your
best bet.
And, you know, there's another idea that I've always explained it, when I've explained
it to people, I've always used the movie Pinocchio as an example, you know, that when Jopero was trying to make his puppet into a self-aware and autonomous
moral agent, which is what he wants above all else, you know, he aims at the highest
good that he can conceive, which is the star that he prays to essentially, and hopes for
the transformation.
And there's also something in that that's unoutherably profound, and maybe that is somewhat
independent of the idea that you unoutherably profound. And maybe that is somewhat independent of the idea
that you have to believe in God.
I would also say that what it means to believe in God
in the Old Testament is by no means clear.
And that's something I also really
want to talk about tonight.
It's not obvious what it means.
And well, Jopetto, what he does, at least,
is aim at the highest good of which he can conceive.
And that's actually been a philosophical definition of God upon occasion, that God is the highest
good of which you conceive.
And that's different than the idea of a transcendent being precisely.
But it's in line with certain interesting psychoanalytic
speculations.
This is one of the things I really liked about Carl Jung.
Jung was so radical a thinker.
It's just Jung belief.
I've read a lot of critics of Jung.
And I've always got to kick out of them
because the things they accuse Jung of are so trivial
compared to the things that Jung actually did,
that it's like accusing a murderer of Jaywalking, because Jung was unbelievably radical.
Here's one of his ideas.
He thought that it was necessary.
He believed that psychotherapy could
be replaced by a supreme moral effort.
And so the moral effort would be something like aiming
out the good and then trying to integrate yourself
around that.
And that the good at which you aimed would be something
approximating what you would be like if you manifested your full potential. And that you'd have
a glimmering of what that full potential was. So that would be the potential future you. And he
thought of that, he thought of people as four dimensional entities, especially essentially, that
were stretched across time.
And that you as a totality across time,
including your potential, manifested yourself also
in the here and now.
And that part of what your potential manifested itself
was something like the voice of conscious,
conscience or intuition.
It's an amazing idea.
It's an amazing idea, right?
Because it's like what you could be in the future
beckons to you in the present and helps you
determine the difference between good and evil.
It's a mind-boggling idea.
And I think that it's an idea you have to contend with.
And then he went further than that.
And this is also a remarkable idea.
He was interested in this symbolic representation of Christ,
and I mean psychologically speaking,
and he thought of Christ as the representation
of the ideal potential human.
It's something like that.
So it was a symbolic at minimum, that's what Christ was.
There's a symbolic representation
of the ideal potential of a human being.
And so for Jung, there was no difference between,
there was no psychological difference between who you could be
in the future, beckoning to you and the present,
and orienting yourself in relationship to Christ.
Psychologically, those were the same thing.
And then, so that's a pretty mind-boggling idea.
Like, seriously, that's a mind-boggling idea.
You know, especially when you add the psychological idea
that one of the things that characterizes your ideal
future self is the ability to make sacrifices, right?
And the deeper the sacrifice, the better.
And then also to recover from the sacrifice, right?
So that's the death and rebirth.
So the part of you that's most essential to your full flowering
as a being is your ability to let things go
and then spring back from that, so to die in some sense and to be reborn in the service of a higher
good. And then, well, then the next part of that is that the direction of the world depends on you
doing that. So not only your own life, but your family's life. And because we're networks so intently together,
the whole panoply of humankind,
and maybe the structure of the cosmos,
and you might think, well, no, but it's not so simple.
It's not so simple.
First of all, one person can wreak an awful lot of havoc.
There's absolutely no doubt about that.
And as we get more technologically powerful,
that becomes even more relevant and important.
And crucial, one of the things that Jung said was
that we had to wake up because we are too
technologically powerful to be as morally asleep as we are.
And that seems to me just to be self-evident.
That's, yeah, for sure.
That's true.
We're half asleep with nuclear bombs.
It's not a good idea.
It's seriously not a good idea.
And so, well, and then you might ask yourself, too,
you know, well, like, what is the ultimate potential
of a fully developed human being?
And, well, we certainly know that you have admiration for people who are more developed rather than less developed.
That's, that just happens automatic or resentment, but that's okay. It's the same thing. It doesn't matter.
But it's not like you can't identify them. You can identify them, you know, and they're put forward to you in
in drama and fiction and all of that constantly. So that's another form of moral intuition.
You can discern the wheat from the chaff, let's say.
And so the other thing that I was thinking about,
that's worth consideration too, that, you know, and maybe this is petty, but I
don't think it is.
Somebody asked me the other day if I believed in miracles, and I hate being asked questions
like that, you know.
And, you know, it's also people ask me to do I believe in God, and I don't know what
they mean when they say that, and so I don't know what to answer, answer because I don't think we're necessarily going to talk about the same thing. But in any
case, I said yes. And I have a variety of reasons for that. But one of them is that, you know,
the consensus among physicists is that we can track the origin of the cosmos to something
like a hundred million of a millionth of a second after the big bang
It's like it's so close to the big bang that
The difference is literally infinitesimal
But the consensus is that before that whatever that is the laws of physics themselves break down
well
What what do you call an event that
Exists outside the laws of physics? That by definition, that's a miracle. Now that doesn't necessarily mean that there's a transcendent deity that
caused the event. That's a separate issue. But it does imply a barrier of some sort,
beyond which we can't go, where some other set of rules apply.
And so I find that interesting as well. So,
all right.
So Sarah dies, and Abraham makes a bargain with the hit-tites to purchase a burial place
for her.
They offer it as a gift and he insists upon paying for it.
It's a little story that basically indicates two things that Abraham was the kind of guy
that you trust pretty much when you see him and that even if something is offered to him
as a gift, he's going to do
everything to be reciprocal about it. And so it's not a massively important part of the story but it's
in keeping with the same narrative flow. And so Efron, who's a head-out, offers a burial place as a
gift and Abraham says no you know you have to let me pay for it and Efron says he gift and Abraham says, no, you know, you have to let me pay for it. And Ephraim says, he will and that works out very well.
And so he has a good burial place for his wife.
And then Abraham decides that Isaac needs a wife.
And so he sends his eldest servant to Mesopotamia to find a wife for Isaac.
And there's a strange ritual that's performed.
So it says in the story that the servant places his hand
under Abraham's thigh to swear.
But that isn't really what it means.
It means that he places his hand.
I don't know exactly how to say this properly.
Well, use your imagination.
How about that?
And the idea is that, as far as I can tell,
that he's swearing on the future.
He's swearing on future people.
It's something like that.
So that's sort of what testify means, right?
Think about the root.
Well, I'm not kidding.
I'm not kidding.
That is what it's that is the
derivation, right? It is the derivation. So, so, so anyways, this is a serious issue.
And so that servant has to go and find Isaac a good wife. And he wants him to find
Isaac a wife who is willing to accept the same fundamental belief system, which
is something like the belief in a God
that's a unity rather than a plurality.
You know, the other thing that Jung was very insistent upon
was that there was a relationship
between polytheism and psychological confusion
and monotheism and psychological unification.
I really like that idea too,
that what you're trying to do,
because you are a plurality.
That's one of the things the psychoanalysts were really good
at figuring out that the cognitive scientists haven't touched
yet as far as I can tell.
They're way behind the psychoanalysts in that element
of thinking is that you are composed of subpersonalities,
which all have their own desires and their own viewpoint,
their own thoughts and their own viewpoint, their own thoughts,
and their own perceptions, and they're in a war with each other constantly.
Maybe even a Darwinian war, it's been portrayed that way by certain neuroscientists.
And that one of the goals of life is to integrate all of that plurality into a hierarchical, ethical structure that has some canonical
ethic at the pinnacle, right?
And we've talked a little bit about that.
And it's not obvious what should be at the pinnacle, but we can guess at it.
It's that which we admire.
That's one way of thinking about it.
It's that that describes fair play across a sequence of games.
That's another good way of thinking about it.
It's the heroic ideal.
That's another way of thinking about it.
But it's combined with generosity.
Because the hero, the mythological hero, goes out into the unknown and slays the dragon
and gets the gold.
But then comes back to the community and distributes what's found.
So it's courage plus generosity. And so all of your, all of that interior struggling
that you're doing is an attempt to bang yourself
against the world with challenge constantly
to hit everything together, like you're beating
on a piece of iron to cure it, let's say,
so that you're not an internal contradiction.
You're not a massive competing god, something like that, because it's just too psychologically
stressful and hard on everyone else, and impossible for them to get along with you with your one
thing, one moment, and another thing, another moment.
So anyways, Abraham insists that Isaac find a wife from among people who are likely to
carry out forward the monotheistic tradition.
And I'm not sure that the monotheistic tradition is actually indistinguishable, is actually
distinguishable from the individualistic tradition.
I think they might be the same thing at different levels of analysis, you know.
So because the individual means undivided in some sense, to be an individual means to be one
thing.
The other thing that mitigates against the idea of life as happiness is it isn't obvious
to me that it's happiness that is what molds you and shapes you.
It's something more like optimal challenge, voluntarily undertaken, it's something like
that.
I think that's echoed in the idea
that everyone has a moral obligation to raise their cross,
something like that, to accept the fact of their mortality
voluntarily.
I believe that that's the case.
And I do actually think that that's a prerequisite
to proper psychological development,
because if you're not willing to take your mortality on voluntarily,
like if you're kicking and fighting about it constantly, and you have every reason to, don't
get me wrong, then you can't act forthrightly in the world, right?
You're going to be afraid, and when you're afraid, then you can't voluntarily take on
a challenge, and then if you can't take voluntarily, take on a challenge, then you can't
develop. And so again, the life seems to be something like if it's a proper life, is the voluntarily,
voluntary taking on of great challenges. And maybe that's better than happiness. Like it's
certainly more noble, you know, it's not a word we use very much anymore. The idea of
nobility because we're so obsessed with happiness. But I think happiness is a, like if it comes along, man, great, you know, wonderful.
Don't take it lightly or for granted, because it's fleeting.
But the idea that that's what you should be for in some sense, to seems to me,
if that's what life is for, then maybe it shouldn't be.
Maybe that's correct, because that isn't what life is. But it also doesn't, it isn't obvious to me that that's what life is for then maybe it shouldn't be. Maybe that's correct because that isn't what life is.
But it also doesn't, it isn't obvious to me that that's what life should be.
You know, I mean, if you really loved someone like your son, let's say, would you say, well,
I hope he has a happy life, or would you say, I hope he accomplishes great things.
It seems to me that that's better, that the accomplishing of great things. Because
that's admirable, you know? It's like a happy person, it's a happy person, but a noble
person is an admirable person. And that's better, man. And so maybe there are better things
than happiness. And so you can't judge being on the basis of the ratio of suffering to
pleasure, something like that.
And I don't think we do that. I don't believe we do that.
I mean, comedians are happy, right? But everyone doesn't aspire to be a comedian.
And you don't watch comedy all the time, even though you can laugh, non-stop,
more or less, if the comedian is funny. You want to get your teeth into something.
And it also seems to me that, and this is one of the reasons I like the existential philosophy was that
you know the existentialist believed it's sort of an original sin idea they believed that we came into the world with an ethical burden already laid in upon us something like that and that we
had a felt sense that it was necessary for us to justify our being and if we didn't do that then
we weren't authentic to ourselves we weren't moving towards, then we weren't authentic to ourselves. We weren't moving towards individuality.
We weren't sustaining the community.
We weren't living properly.
And that idea was deeply embedded in people as part of their ordinary experience.
And that also seems to me to be accurate.
And I've dealt with lots of people, say, in my clinical practice.
They don't really, they will come and say,
I wish I wasn't so unhappy,
but they don't usually come and say,
I wish I was happier, and those things aren't the same.
And then when you talk to people who are having trouble,
they want to straighten things out and figure out
how to do them right, it's something like that.
And that's their primary goal.
So anyways, Abraham sends his eldest servant
off to the place that God has granted him to find a wife.
And interestingly, the borders of the promised land
are quite similar to the current borders of Israel.
In these are estimates, right, based on the biblical,
and I mean, that's not a fluke, obviously,
but it's interesting to see the concordance
between these ancient stories and the present-day world.
So I thought that was very interesting.
And it shows, once again, that the past,
you think the past is the past, but it's not.
It's still here.
It's embedded in the present.
Just like the future in some ways
is folded up inside the present, waiting to unfold.
The past is all folded up inside the present too. So anyways, the servant goes to
the land that he's been charged to go to and he's trying to figure out how in the world
am I going to find a good wife for Isaac?
I mean, I don't know any of these people.
And so he has this little dialogue that's
presented in the form of a prayer, I suppose.
And he thinks, well, I'm going to go to the place
where people get water and water the animals.
Because that's a place where everyone gathers.
So that's a good place to find someone.
And it's not a place of fun and lightness and relaxation
and impulsivity, it's a place of life-sustaining work.
And then he thinks something like, well,
what would a decent girl do at a watering place?
And he thought, well, maybe she would offer a stranger some water and also offer
to water the camels because that would be brave to approach the stranger and then generous
and then indicative of the willingness to make an effort. And when you know that a camel,
I think he took ten camels. It was quite a few camels, anyways, not just one.
And that a camel can drink 20 gallons of water.
And Rebecca, who was drawing water from the wet turns out
to be Rebecca, was drawing water from the well, which
was hard, right?
Because water's heavy, and you have to lift it up.
And it's 10 camels.
And so that's like 200 gallons of water.
So she has to put herself out a fair bit
in order to make this stranger happy. And so that's like 200 gallons of water. So, you know, she has to put herself out of ferrobit in order to make this stranger happy.
And so that's what happens.
And then the servant has brought along gifts
and that sort of thing.
And anyways, to LeBecke Long Story Short,
Rebecca agrees to come back with the servant
and Mary Isaac.
And so then she gets pregnant and she has twins.
And this is an interesting thing.
The twins fight inside her.
She can tell that they're not getting along.
And this is an echo, right?
It's an echo of Cain and Abel.
And there's a mythological motif that the unions have called the hostile brothers,
the hostile brothers.
And you see them all the time, Batman and the Joker are hostile brothers,
and Thor and Loki are hostile brothers.
And it's an unbelievably common motif.
And the ultimate hostile brothers are Christ and Satan.
So that's the archetypal representation of the hostile brothers, the
ultimate good and the ultimate evil.
So it's an echo of the Cane-enabled story, although it's a little more complex, I would
say, from a literary point of view, because it isn't obvious which of these brothers
is Cane and which of them is Abel.
They have parts of both in each of them.
So Esau, who turns out to be one of the brothers in Jacob,
who turns out to be the other,
both have their admirable qualities and their faults.
Anyways, Esau comes, is born first,
but Jacob hasn't by the heel.
And so there was a fight within the womb
to see who would emerge first.
Now, that's relevant because the first born
had a special status, well has a special status
in many communities, especially agricultural communities.
And there's the reason all these people were more,
hurts people.
But if you divide your property equally
among all your children, then in like three generations,
everybody has one goat and everybody's
starves to death, or the same thing happens with land.
So, one of the ways that traditional communities solve that is they just give almost everything
to the first born.
And then everyone else knows, well, you go out and do whatever you can.
And it's kind of arbitrary and unfair, but, you know, at least it's predictably arbitrary
and unfair, instead of doom over four generations.
So it actually mattered to be the first born.
And God generally favors the first born.
And then you might think, well, what is it about being born first that's so relevant,
apart from the cultural practice of more generous inheritance?
And I would say, well, the first born is something like the model for the leader of the family,
because the first born child should be,
if there's a number of siblings,
A, should take care of the siblings,
at least to some degree,
but also should be a role model for them.
So it's like a natural position of leadership,
but there's a psychologicalization of the idea
of the first born in these stories,
because God often passes over the first born
in favor of a later born child.
He seems to do that on the basis of moral character, essentially.
And so there's this idea that there's a natural proclivity
towards leadership that's just a biological fact
that would be associated with being a first born,
but there's an element of character,
a logical development that transcends that. And so that it's more important to be spiritually a firstborn,
let's say, then to be biologically a firstborn, and God recognizes that continually in these
stories, and inverts the natural order in favors a laterborn who's done more work with
regards to characterological development.
That's also interesting too.
You know, I've talked to lots of business people about leadership,
and there's a literature on leadership,
but it's not a good literature.
It's pretty shallow.
Partly, because it's not that easy to define leadership,
and partly because there are different,
you know, people have different temperaments,
and different temperaments can be leaders.
They just do it in different ways.
Now, there's something in common
about being a leader though.
And I would say one is that if you're an actual leader,
you actually know where you're going, right?
Because what are you gonna do?
Lead people in circles?
It's like maybe they'll follow you,
but you're not a leader, you're just a Charlotte.
So you have to know where you're going,
and then you have to be able to communicate that.
And then people have to trust you.
So you actually have to be honest,
because people aren't that stupid,
at least not for a long period of time.
And then where you're going has to have some value,
because otherwise, why would anyone want to go along with you?
So, and then you might say, well, what are the attributes
then that make you a leader?
And I would say, well, they're characterological,
fundamentally.
And this is not naive optimism or casual moralizing.
It has nothing to do with that.
You know, we know, for example, that conscientiousness
that the personality trait is a good predictor of long-term success
in most occupations, not all, but most,
and that one of the things that's associated with conscientiousness
is that people keep their word, their trust worthy.
And that's certainly one element of a leader, especially across any reasonable amount of time.
You have to be able to trust the person.
They can even be harsh, right?
It doesn't matter, because you can see harsh leaders and kind leaders.
But as long as they do what they say they will do, then you can follow them and you know
that the future payoff is secure, something like that.
So the idea that characterological development is more important to leadership than
primogenitor, I think that's the right word, primogenesis, anyways, being a firstborn.
That's a very crucial psychological realization, that it's characterological development that
makes you favored of God.
And I do think we've forgotten this in many ways,
because there isn't a lot of emphasis in our education
system on characterological development.
And that's very, very surprising to me.
I think maybe it's partly because in our fractured society,
we can't agree on what constitutes a reasonable character
or logical goal.
So we just throw up our hands and don't educate our kids
to any degree at all, especially in schools,
about what an admirable person is like,
or even let them know that, well, maybe you should actually
try to be one, you know, that that's actually
the most important possible thing that you could learn, right?
possible thing that you could learn, right? So, and I also think, and I think this is laid out very thoroughly in the Biblical stories
as well, is that if there are enough people who are admirable, then things work.
And if there aren't, then things are terrible.
You get wiped out.
You remember when Abraham is bargaining with God
with regards to Sodom and Gomorrah,
he asks God to save the city
if there's like 40 admirable people, right?
Respectable.
But let's say admirable, right?
I don't want to say good
because good is being corrupted
in some sense by casual usage.
I mean admirable, noble people, right? I want to say good because good is being corrupted in some sense by casual usage.
I mean admirable, noble people, right?
I think Abraham bargains God down to like 10.
If there's 10 of them in the city, the city won't be destroyed.
And that's not very many in the city. So there's an interesting idea there, which is that there
doesn't have to be that many people in a group who have their act together.
But zero is the wrong number.
And if it's zero, then we're seriously in trouble.
And I think that goes along with the idea
of the Pareto principle in economics too,
which is that it's a small minority of people
who do most of the productive work in any given domain.
But so a small number of properly behaving people
might have enough of an impact to keep everything moving,
and that might actually be true,
but it can't fall below some crucial level.
And I do think that we're in some danger
of allowing it to fall below some crucial level,
because our society seems to be at war in some ways
against the idea of the individual and individual character
per se.
And I think that's absolutely catastrophic.
And that's part of the reason that I'm doing these biblical lectures.
You know, because I think that I've known for a long time
that the moral presuppositions of a culture are instantiated in its stories.
They're not instantiated in its explicit philosophy.
There might be a layer of explicit philosophy,
and of course there is in the West,
and a layer of explicit law,
but underneath that there are stories.
And there isn't anything under the stories,
except maybe behavior.
And that's so implicit, it doesn't even actually count.
It's not a cognitive operation.
And so this is the story, these are the stories
that are underneath our culture.
And so there better be something to them.
That's what we hope.
And but more importantly, maybe we shouldn't
toss them away without knowing what they mean.
Because if we toss them away, then we
are throwing everything that we depend on away as far as I can tell.
And we will pay for it.
We'll pay for it individually because we'll be weak.
Because if you're not firm in your convictions,
then someone else who's firm in their convictions,
you're their puppet, like instantly.
And then you're also the puppet of your own doubts, right?
Because unless you have convictions,
you're going to generate doubts like mad,
because everyone does.
And then the doubts will win.
And you'll be paralyzed because there'll be, you know, 50%
of you moving forward and 50% of you've frozen stiff and that'll be enough just to lodge
you in place.
And so, okay, so there's a psychologist of the idea of leadership which is very important
and then it's associated with the idea of characterological development, and it's associated with the idea of struggle,
not happiness, and it's also associated with this Abrahamic idea, which I
really liked, and which was something that's been very useful to me as a
consequence of doing these lectures, because remember at the beginning of the
Abrahamic stories, Abraham's like a stay-at-home guy, right? He's like the guy
who's 40 years old living in his in his mother's basement, and God like, get the hell out of there, you know? Get out in the world
where you belong. Go do something difficult because what you're doing isn't acceptable. And you know,
the first thing he does is go somewhere there's a terrible famine and then he goes somewhere there's
a tyranny. So, you know, it's pretty funny. He follows God's call, and it's not like sweetness and light and paradise.
Immediately, it's nothing like that.
It's instantaneous combat of the most difficult kind.
But Abraham does, in fact, follow that impulse.
It's interesting, too.
I mean, I don't know.
Here's another thing that made me a really an advocate of psychoanalytic thinking.
And it was the sort of thing that started to terrify me
about what the human psyche was actually like.
I started to understand that not only were we,
like at a malgam of relatively autonomous subpersonalities,
each of which had the possibility of gaining control,
but that we were also victim, you might say, or beneficiary, of impulses
that were beyond our conscious formulation or understanding or capacity to resist.
So here's a funny story.
So I was talking to one of my patron people online this week and he said he was a committed
atheist and that's fine
You know lots of atheists are very honest people and they're atheists because they don't know how to
Reconcile what they know with
Traditional claims, let's say and they're not willing to just mangle them together
You know and there might be cynicism all that associated with it as well
But he said he was he said he was entranced by these biblical lectures,
which is pretty weird. And he said, if someone would have told him a year ago that he was going to
like be obsessed with the sequence of biblical lectures, he would have told them that they were mad.
And so we had a bit of a discussion about that, because this is an interesting thing, you know.
And he mentioned this. He said, it was something like, you don't choose your interests, they choose you.
And that's really worth thinking about too, man,
because it's really hard to get interested
in something you're not interested in.
Even if you know there's a good reason for it,
you're studying for an exam, you find the material boring,
anything will be more interesting than the studying.
Even though you know that that's what you need to do,
you can't voluntarily grab yourself by the scruff
of the neck, let's say, and shake yourself
and say, sit down and concentrate.
Your mind will just go everywhere.
But then if you're interested in something,
and even if it's something you shouldn't be interested in,
because that happens all the time,
then it's like you're a laser-focused man.
You can pay attention forever.
You can work until you're exhausted.
You won't even notice it.
And you remember everything. It's like, okay, if you can can pay attention forever, you can work until you're exhausted, you won't even notice it, and you remember everything.
It's like, okay, if you can't control your interest, what does?
And man, I tell you, you can think about that for a very long time.
So Jung talked about the spirit mercurious, you know, mercurious, the winged messenger
of the gods.
And here's how he conceptualized it psychologically.
He thought, this is what the ancient people who thought about Mercury as the
wing messenger of the gods were trying to state psychologically. You know, your
interest flits around. It's like there's something that captures it and that
moves your interest from place to place. You know, like if you walk into a bookstore,
you'll get interested in a particular book. It's as if the book grips you. Because
you don't know why you're interested in that,
you might, but often you don't know why
you're interested in that book.
And you know, your interest is flitting around.
And so that's Mercury.
The thing that makes your interest flicker around
is Mercury, the winged messenger of the gods.
And Mercury is the messenger of the gods
because it's the things behind the scenes psychologically
that are manipulating your attention.
And for Jung, those were equivalent in some sense to the lost gods. And so for Jung, your interest was being
manipulated behind the scenes by unseen forces that were associated with your characterological
development across time. That was the manifestation of the self. So the self is this, the potential
you, let's say. And the way it operates in the present is by gripping your interest and directing it somewhere.
And that's part of the instinct of self-realization.
It's a mind-boggling idea, man, really.
It's, I think it's correct.
I can't see how it can't be correct.
It doesn't mean I understand it completely, but it certainly seems phenomenologically
correct.
And, I mean, the potential that you are
has to manifest itself somehow in the here and now.
It has to.
And what better way than by directing your attention?
It seems like this might be useful for you.
Or maybe you get attracted to this person.
Maybe you admire this person.
That happens with kids a lot.
They'll admire someone and then copy them.
And you can see that that's obviously
part of their developmental progression. It's a form of hero worship, but kids are very imitative and they hero
worship at the drop of a hat. And so they're entranced by the next stage of development.
And if they see someone who embodies that, especially if it's in the zone of proximal
development, it's something they could achieve, stretching a bit, they find someone who embodies
that next stage of development and then they start to imitate them and act like them.
Well, adults are no different, we're no different, we do it at a perhaps more abstract and sophisticated
level.
So, okay, so Jacob and Esau are hostile brothers, they're like canaan Abel, except the mixture of Canaan Abel.
And they're very different.
Esau was read and covered with hair.
He was a hunter and a man of the field.
So he's like your basic jock, right?
He's extroverted.
He's outgoing.
He's really tough.
He's extraordinarily masculine.
He hunts, and he's a real favorite of his father.
And Jacob isn't.
He's a dweller in tents. Yeah, right, exactly,
exactly, exactly, right. And it says Isaac loved Issa, but Rebecca loved Jacob. Now, that's a
problem, right? That's a big problem. And there's a Freudian element to this. It's like, this family
is now divided because one child is the favorite of the mother, and that's Jacob, and one child
is the favorite of the father.
And so Jacob is kind of a mother's boy, I guess, to use a rather archaic phrase.
And certainly not as admirable from his father's perspective as Iso, who's a tough guy who
goes out with the bone arrow, and wanders around in the plains and brings animals home, and
he's a tough guy.
So, and, but, but there's this discord in the family
because one parent prefers one child
and the other parent prefers the other.
And it's obvious from the story
that the parents do not communicate about this
because they really take sides.
And so there's a split in the family.
And that's, I think, very realistic
because one of the things that you do learn if you have a family, and of course most of you do,
but if you also think about families, is that there's deep divisions within families very, very frequently that no one will ever talk about.
And, or even think about often, because it's too painful to think about, you know, and Freud himself said, Freud was clearly his mother's favorite.
And the family sacrificed a lot, including
some of the potential ambitions of the other children
in order to kind of put Sigmund Freud up on a pedestal.
And it advances education, and it worked.
I mean, he turned into a great man,
but there was a cost to his siblings.
And Freud himself said that there was something about being
the favorite of the mother that
gave a person additional confidence throughout their life.
And, you know, there's something to be said about that.
Even if someone like Eric Erickson, you know, he noted that very interested in child
development, that that first bonding with the mother was the place where trust was established,
maybe trust even in the goodness of existence was established.
And so anyways, Jacob is Rachel's favorite,
and Esau is Isaac's favorite.
Now Esau being extroverted, let's say,
is also a bit impulsive,
and maybe he's a man of action.
He's not a forward thinker.
And, but he's also doing hard work.
And so, you know, he goes out and he's hunting
and he's worn out.
And he comes home and he's faint with hunger.
And, uh, uh, Jacob is at home cooking.
He's boiling up lentils, red lentils.
And, um, you know, Esau comes in from the hunt
and he's like half-starved to death
and he's sitting there in the aroma of these red lentils reaches him and he's exhausted
and he tells Jacob that he wants some of this stew and Jacob, who's being a pain in the
neck fundamentally, basically says, no, there's a teasing thing going on here
and won't give them any, and you have to imagine this
because it's not laid out explicitly in the story,
but there's some dispute about whether Esau
gets to have lunch and Jacob finally says,
well, I'll give you some, but you have to give me
your birthright. And Esau, you, I'll give you some, but you have to give me your birthright.
And you can, Esau, you think he must say something like,
well, to hell with it, take it.
You son of a bitch, take it.
Just give me some damn stew.
It's something like that.
So that's what happens.
But with these archaic people, once you made a statement
like that, that was it.
And so Esau sells his birthright. And this turns out to be incredibly significant.
Benson, who wrote biblical commentary, said, oh, there's a bit of a twist to it. So Esau eats
the red lentils, and then from then on his name is Red. And you've got to use your imagination a bit.
I mean, people are making fun of him, right?
That's why they're calling him Red.
I mean, he's already Red because we established that.
But no one was calling him Red before this.
And so for the rest of his life, every time he goes out
amongst his friends and family, they call him Red
and sort of sneaker because he's the half famished idiot
who sold his birthright for a bowl of lentils.
And so it's not that funny, actually.
And so Esau is not happy about this.
And it actually turns out that this, so what does it mean?
It means don't sell the future for the desires
of the present and don't be casual about what you have.
And then there's an archetypal element to this too.
And Benson says, various have been the opinions
what this birthright was which E.S.O. sold.
But the most probable is that together
with the right of sacrificing,
so determining what should be sacrificed and when,
and being the priest of the family,
it included the peculiar blessing promised
to the seed of Abraham,
that of being the progenitor of the Messiah,
and the error of the special promises
of God, respecting Christ's kingdom.
It was at least typical of spiritual privileges, those of the first born that are written in
heaven.
Well, that's a lot harsher than meets the eye to begin with. And so there's a very interesting, deep moral story there, which is
it sort of, Esau does the opposite of a sacrifice, it's the reverse, right? He sacrifices the
future for the present. And so the story basically says, the way it's laid out across stories, is that
if you're the sort of person that sacrifices the future to the present,
then that eradicates the possibility that you will bring the most noble being into existence.
That's what it means.
And you can, again, this is the psychological significance of the biblical story.
So that's a bad thing to do if you want to realize your potential, let's say.
You don't do reverse sacrifices, that's a very bad idea.
And so Esau really did himself in by being too attached to the present without a vision of the future.
So he's too in the moment, you know.
And he pays a heavy price for it.
I mean, he's the, first of all, he loses his birth, right, and his double inheritance.
So there's a practical consequence,
and then there's a spiritual consequence,
and then he's, while he's been made a fool
by his brother, Jacob means a supplanter, by the way.
That's what the name means.
And Jacob is always trying to usurp Issa, as we see it.
And so Jacob gets one over on him,
and that doesn't make an older brother happy when a younger brother gets one over on him and you know that's not, doesn't
make an older brother happy when a younger brother gets something over on him.
That's for sure. And then he loses the opportunity to be the progenitor of
the Messiah, which is like he probably didn't realize that precisely, but it
seems to be, you know, it's kind of rough that. So, and then there's a
statement in Matthew 1626, for what is a man profited if he shall gain the whole world
and lose his own soul?
Or what shall a man give in exchange for a soul?
It's an echo of the same idea.
You know, and you think, well, what does this idea of soul mean?
And it's not intellect.
And it's something like consciousness allied with character,
I think.
And I think the reason that it's valued so much
is that, because you got to ask yourself,
well, what do you really have when it comes down to it?
So life is suffering, let's say.
And you can pile up worldly goods.
And the God in the Old Testament
doesn't seem to have anything against that, really, right?
The people who he favors seem to prosper quite nicely
in the world.
But they also have to make a choice
between whether they're going to fundamentally
sustain their character or whether they're going
to prosper in the world when push comes to shove.
And the idea constantly is that really what you have
in the world that allows you the best possible defense
against the suffering that's intrinsic to being
is your character.
That's what you have, period.
And I don't think there is anything
that's more psychologically true than that.
Because everything else, well, first of all,
your relationships with others depend on your character.
And certainly, this is part of the story of Noah Zark,
because his generations were perfect.
So he had a very tight familial arrangement.
Everyone trusted each other.
That's a big deal if you hit a rocky patch in your life,
right? And it's character that determines that. If you're generous and honest and all of those
things, and people know they can rely on you, assuming they're not resentful, that's a whole
different story, then they're going to come to your aid when it's necessary. They're going to
pull together with you. And when people are really after you for one reason or another, and they're accusing you
of all sorts of things, and you're guilty because you have a past that's laden with character
or logical errors, then it's very easy for people to take you down because they'll poke
until they hit a place where you're guilty.
And then you're done because you'll do yourself in with your own judgment.
And so, well, so Esau makes a very big mistake.
And there's a sacrificial idea here, too, which is, you know, now and then you're going
to be faced with a situation where it's something you really want or your character.
Maybe you'll have to lie about something, you know?
And you'll think, ah, what difference does it make?
You know, I'll lie about it. Jacob does this. But the problem, there's a bunch of problems with that. One is that,
well, now you know that you're the sort of person that will, in fact, deceive yourself about the
nature of reality, if something shiny is dangled in front of you. And that's not good because it
undermines your faith in yourself. And when you're really in trouble, they call that the dark night of the soul,
when you're really in trouble, that's what you've got.
You've got whether or not you can trust yourself
and that's it.
You know, when things are really harsh,
and so if you've betrayed yourself in that manner,
then you weaken yourself
under the worst possible circumstances,
and that's just, that's really not a good thing.
So, this is very practical advice.
It's not casual moralizing.
There's very little casual moralizing in these stories.
In the next part of this story,
there's some parallels with Abraham,
and that's built into the narrative, I think,
because Isaac is,
Abraham's descendant,
and so we have to keep the narrative echoing forward, otherwise
it loses its continuity.
And there's a famine in the land that Isaac's in, and God tells him to stay the course.
Anyways, repeating the promise he gave to Abraham, although Isaac goes to Abimelec,
also telling the king and people that Rebecca was his sister,
which is exactly what Abraham did when he went to Egypt.
And so there's another echo there of the same, of the same,
it's as if the story is being told for a second time essentially.
And that's supposed to remind you of the of the previous story.
But they're careless.
The king sees that Rebecca and Isaac are intimate together.
And luckily, he doesn't have them put to death.
He just tells everybody in the kingdom
that they're to be left hell alone.
And then Isaac prospers in that land,
just like Abraham did in Egypt,
until the Philistines ask him to leave.
He's just getting too rich and powerful.
Things are going too well for him.
So he's asked to leave.
Now in the meantime, Esau gets married, and this is a funny little story.
He says, he marries two women who give grief to Isaac and Rebecca.
So whoever Esau marries, they're not popular with their in-laws, not in the least.
That actually becomes relevant a little later because they drive Rebecca quite mad.
So I get a kick out of that because that's very common.
It's not easy to integrate new people into your family
and hope that that will go smoothly.
It's actually one of the real catastrophes in life.
You have a kid, maybe you get along with them,
and maybe you don't.
But let's have some you do, but then they marry someone
that you just don't like.
And or maybe you think is wrong for them.
I mean, that's really rough.
What are you going to do about that?
Because you're basically screwed both ways.
If you have the person you love around,
then you have to put up with this horrendous creature
that they allied themselves with.
And if you get rid of them completely,
well, then you don't have your child anymore.
So it's a very, very difficult position.
And so that's another example of the realism, I think, of the stories.
Isaac, who's hypothetically on his deathbed, asks Esau to hunt for venison because he likes
venison.
And he's happy that his son is a hunter.
And Rebecca overhe is this. So she conspires with Jacob to slaughter two small goats
and make his father some stew, because he wants
east out to make him stew out of venison.
But Rebecca, who's being, I would say, let's say slightly
deceitful or horribly lying, that would be more accurate.
She conspires with Jacob.
So Jacob kills two little goats, kids, and boils be more accurate. She conspires with Jacob, so Jacob kills two little goats,
kids, and boils up a stew.
And then he puts on some goat skins,
because Esau is a hairy character.
And Rebecca dresses Isaac in Esau's clothing,
because Isaac can't see very well at this point.
And so then Jacob goes into his father with the stew.
And he's trying to disguise his
voice, but it doesn't work very well. And so Isaac asks him to come close, and Jacob puts
out his arm with the goat skin on it. And Isaac smells them too. And he smells like
ESO, which maybe wasn't the best thing. And feels like him. And so because Isaac thinks he's on his deathbed, he decides
to deliver a blessing to hypothetically to Esau, but it's Jacob. And so that's a big deal, too,
because the blessing is actually, as I said before, with these ancient people, it appeared as though
once you said something, you didn't get to take it back.
You couldn't say, well, look, you've deceived me.
So it doesn't count.
It was like, they weren't maybe as, well, weak might be one way of thinking about it, but
another way is they weren't quite as attentive to context, you know, because if I make you
a deal, and then it turns out that you've betrayed me, I may feel that the deal is no longer valid because
the assumption was you were being honest to be given it and that violates the whole spirit,
but that isn't how these people thought. They said, once you promised man, you promised
and that was that. So Isaac blesses Jacob. He says, let God give you the do of heaven
and the fatness of the earth and
plenty of corn and wine. Let people serve you and nations bow down to you. Be Lord over thy brethren.
That's going to be Raphon Eso. Let thy mother's sons bow down to the cursed be everyone that
cursed thee and blessed be he. The blessed thee. And so there's a quite a remarkable painting of
that. So there's Rebecca. she's looking pretty old, and
Isaac's looking pretty blind, and Jacob's taking directions from his mother, and we might say he's perhaps a little old to be taking moral lessons from his mother, especially given how she's acting.
And so it's a pretty ugly scene altogether, especially that we also know that Jacob
already tricked Esau out of his birthright. And so now he's like taken the birthright
and he's taken the blessing.
And so, as I said, that Jacob,
he turns out to be the father of Israel.
It's like he's a reprehensible character.
These are major league betrayals that he's engaging in.
It's not trivial.
He really, really pulls the rug out from under his brother.
And you know, you could say, well,
Esau is not as awake as he might be.
He's kind of a wild man and fair enough.
But it certainly seems to me that the predominant moral error
falls on Jacob's shoulders.
It's very treacherous behavior, what he's doing.
So then Esau shows up and he's got a nice stag for his dad.
And it's like little late
for that.
And he states that his brother was rightly named Jacob, which means supplanter because
he's been deceived twice.
And Isaac says, Isaac answered, he's asking, he's asking fundamentally if there's anything
at all left over for him.
And Isaac can't give him the same blessing
because that's already been given.
So he has to think of something else.
And Isaac says, behold, I've made him thy Lord.
And all his brothers, I've given to him for servants,
which includes you.
And with corn and wine, if I sustained him
in what shall I now do unto thee, my son?
And Esau said unto his father,
how have you even won blessing for me, my father,
and bless me also, and Esau lifted up his voice and wept.
And we already know that Esau is a pretty tough guy
by all appearances, and he's out there hunting on his own
and camping, and it's like he's no pushover.
And the fact that this reduces him to tears
is an indication of the magnitude of the betrayal.
And Isaac says, behold, thy dwelling shall be the fountains of the earth and of the dew of the betrayal. And Isaac says, behold,
thy dwelling shall be the founteness of the earth
and of the dew of heaven from above.
And by thy sword thou shall live
and thou shall serve your brother.
And it shall come to pass when you will have the dominion
and you'll break his yoke off from thy neck.
And Esau hated Jacob because of the blessing
wherewith his father blessed him.
And Esau said in his heart,
the days of mourning for my father are at hand,
then I will slay my brother Jacob.
So fundamentally, if Isaac dies or when he dies,
then we'll mourn for him and then Jacob better look the hell out
because it's like it's serious death coming his way.
And he's got a point.
In Dante's in Ferno, I think I mentioned this at one point, so Dante's Inferno, it's a very interesting story. It's a descent into hell, and it's actually one of the places that we sort of derive the popular conception of hell was partly based on Dante's imagination, on his work. And what Dante was trying to do was to discover
the hierarchical structure of evil.
And you might think there's a hierarchical structure of good.
Some things are better than other things.
But there's also a hierarchical structure of evil.
Some evils are greater than other evils.
And he put betrayal in the lowest part of hell.
So if you were betraying people, you
were right beside Satan himself. And I think that's good, that's very smart, well Dante was a genius after all.
And I think the reason for that is that, you see, if someone trusts you,
they're laying their vulnerability open to you.
Now they might just be naive, let's say, and that's, we won't think about that,
because you're just a child if you're naive.
You can still be betrayed, but if you think about that because you're just a child if you're naive. You can still be betrayed.
But if you're an adult and you trust,
it's often because you, if you're an actual adult,
it's you willingly open yourself up, knowing
that you could be hurt, right?
Because you're not naive anymore.
So you decide to trust and you say,
I'll open myself up.
And I know that I'm laying myself open to you
if you choose to use that power.
And then that's a good thing to know. If know, if you've been hurt as a child,
a hurt as a naive person, you might say, well, why should I ever trust again?
Which is a really good question.
And the answer is the reason you trust again once you're an adult is because you're courageous.
You're courageous. It's an act of courage to trust.
And the reason it's useful is because if you trust someone,
you open the door to reciprocity and negotiation and
cooperation, and you entice the best part of the person
forward.
And so it's a courageous act.
But then if you betray someone, then what you've done is,
you've taken the best part of them, which is the part that
will courageously trust with open eyes, with open eyes, right?
And you've stuck a dagger in that.
And so you've purposefully damaged the best part of them.
And so that's why it's such a egregious fault.
And it's often people don't recover from that sort of blanket.
If you betray someone badly enough, you can damage them.
Like, you can give them post-traumatic stress disorder, if you really put your mind to it.
That's not just a psychological disorder.
If you have post-traumatic stress disorder, it produces permanent neurological alterations
that make you more neurotic, more sensitive to negative emotion, really, for the rest
of your life.
You can recover from it to some degree, but stress will tend to
reinstantiate the PTSD. So you hurt someone and it's not merely
psychological, not that psychological is merely, but it's not merely
psychological, right? It's fundamental physiological damage. So anyways, Jacob
smart enough to get out of there. And which is also not really a testament to his integrity, right?
I mean, he's done these terrible things at the behest of his mother
because he wants power, and he wants to get it without deserving it.
And then, you know, he finally goes too far,
and he high-tails it out of there to his,
to another family member, to his mother's brother.
And so it's not exactly the world's most heroic story, that's for sure.
And so now there's an interlude here, and this is a really interesting interlude.
It's the story of Jacob's latter.
So he's off to visit Leban or Laban, whose mother's brother.
And on the way, he has a sleep.
And he lighted upon a certain place and
carried there all night because the sun was set.
And he took of the stones of that place and put them for his pillows,
which seems to indicate very bad planning on his part.
And lay down in that place to sleep.
And he dreamed and beheld a ladder set up on the earth
and the top of it reached to heaven
and beheld the angels of God is sending and descending on it
and behold the Lord stood above it and said,
I am the Lord God of Abraham thy father
and the God of Isaac, the land we're on thou liest,
to thee I will give it and to thy seed.
And so this story of Jacob's ladder has really possessed the imagination of the West.
And then there's a reason for that.
It's because it's an archetypal story,
because the idea of a latter that reaches to heaven
is one of the oldest ideas of mankind.
So you find it widely distributed among the shamanic cultures,
for example.
And it's a hallmark of psychedelic experience.
That's another way of thinking about it, which
is a very peculiar thing.
So there's one representation of the latter.
You see God up at the top there,
peeking out from the clouds.
Now, you know, that's sort of where we get the idea
that God is in heaven and then heaven's up in the sky.
And that's an easy story to make fun of
because we've gone up to the moon and there's no
God there.
But this is not a reasonable way of conceptualizing what these experiences are about.
These experiences, what this is, the opening up there, that's more like an opening into
an alternate dimension.
That's a better way of thinking about it.
It's beyond like, from the Judeo-Christian perspective,
one of the things you have to understand
is that God is beyond space and time.
He's not in the universe.
He's outside the universe in some manner.
And so the idea that you have an experience of God
and it's up isn't, the up is the best
that the human imagination can do
with what's essentially a form of extra-dimensional experience,
or that's the best way to conceptualize it.
And these experiences aren't rare.
They make up the core of the shamanic tradition.
And so there's an intrusion of the ancient shamanic tradition,
which is tens of thousands of years old,
into the biblical stories at this point.
Now, why Jacob had essentially shamanic experience
is very difficult to tell, because we
don't know what these old people were up to.
And we don't know how much of the archaic tradition,
archaic religious tradition, was still
extent at that point in time.
But we certainly do know that our ancient forebears
were using psychedelic substances constantly,
like aminita mascaria mushrooms, for example, which were widely used in India
before they became extinct. That's the theory anyways. That seemed to be the basis
of the chemical soma, which much has been written about. And so we hear of this
as a dream or as a vision, and perhaps that's what it was, but perhaps that wasn't what it was either, and perhaps it was an experience that was induced by the
same processes that shamanic people have always induced these experiences.
And so we're going to go through this a little bit.
So, anyways, there's a connection between heaven and earth that opens up.
That's the vision. And there's messengers between heaven and earth that opens up. That's the vision.
And there's messengers moving up and down.
One way you can conceptualize that is psychologically, as we already discussed, that there are forces
within you that are active and alive.
You can think of them in some sense as messengers of the higher self.
You can think about this as an image of a psychological reality.
But, and so we can stick with that.
But, but, here's some of the representations
that have been made.
I really like the one on the right.
That's William Blake.
I like the Helix idea.
And I don't think that that's fluke.
There are helixes and double helixes and all sorts of imagery
very ancient and very modern that are associated with both healing and with this kind of vision.
So and you see it in the Blake representation, God is associated with well really with the sun and with
light and you see that on the left as well, that wherever God is is where light is,
and so that's a very interesting idea as far as I'm concerned as well.
There's some other representations.
One by Shagel.
So now there's this idea that there's the possibility of opening up a line of communication
between the human psyche and the transcendent divine.
And there's a great image of Christ as Pantuckr, so creative of the world.
It is one of the first mosaics, if I remember correctly, and I wish I knew remember where
it was, but I don't.
But it's a very interesting image.
I'm having a carving of it made at the moment by a friend of mine.
But you see Christ's face portrayed in a medieval manner,
and he's holding a book.
So it symbolizes the importance of the book,
as a means of transmitting wisdom.
And his face is very asymmetrical.
And the eyes are different one side and the other.
And one half of the face represents very asymmetrical, and the eyes are different one side and the other, and one
half of the face represents the human part, and the other side of the face represents
the divine part.
And, you know, I also think about that psychologically, because I do think that that's the right way
to conceptualize human beings is that there's an aspect of us that's mortal and human and
limited, but there's an aspect of us that's transcendent and divine as well.
And it's latent in some sense, but there are times when it manifests itself.
This is not speculation.
This is like the oldest experience of human beings.
Now, it's not necessarily an easy experience to have, but it's reported everywhere.
And it can be reliably induced, as we've discussed before,
biochemical means, which, and I don't know what that means exactly.
We've talked a little bit about psilocybin mushrooms, for example, and you could say that
the mystical experiences that have been invoked in the newest experiments down at Johns Hopkins
are derangements or forms of psychosis, you know, because they have some similarity to psychotic experiences.
Although, psychotic people were given LSD in the 60s, and they always said that that was
something different than what they were having.
And if you give psychotic people amphetamines, you can make them worse.
So they're biochemically separate, and we know that.
But also the thing that's so interesting about the psilocybin experiences is that they reliably produce mystical experiences,
that the people rate as among the most important experiences of their life,
and among those who have the psychedelic experience, positive things happen to them.
And so that kind of messes with the whole psychosis theory, right?
Because what are you going to do? You're going to claim that you give someone a pill and they have a psychotic break and then they're healthier.
It's like, no, that isn't how psychotic breaks work. You're not healthier after having one.
You're like, you're a broken egg and it's not easy to put you back together.
So, and we know that people all over the world have discovered every manner of psychedelic substance that you could possibly,
while you imagine there's lots of hungry people wandering the earth for a long time, and they ate every damn thing they could get their hands on.
And now, and then something very peculiar happened as a consequence.
So, I'm going to tell you a little bit about the shamanic tradition,
because it's associated with Jacob's latter.
So, according to Iliata, mercy of Iliata,
it was a great historian of religion,
compatriot of Jung's and they influenced each other,
quite substantially.
Iliata believed that shamanism that used psychedelics
was a degeneration from the original, more pure shamanism.
But I think later scholarship has demonstrated
that that's incorrect, that the shamanic ritual per se
was a direct
consequence of the use, discovery of and ritualistic use of psychedelic substances. But anyways,
Elietta identified three pathways to shamanism. And the shaman in it in a tribe was more educated
than the typical person, with a larger vocabulary and was the repository of the oral tradition.
And so learned all the stories that had been passed down, word to mouth, and people, by the way,
are very, very, can very, very accurately tell the same story across generations. That's been
quite well documented. So, and people who can't read really can remember,
because what else are they going to do?
Their memories are far greater than modern people's memories,
because we can forget everything because we can just look it up.
But they remembered things, because they had no choice.
My father knew someone who was illiterate
and couldn't use numbers either when he grew up in Saskatchewan, you know, 60 years ago.
And he was a, he had sheep, if I remember correctly.
And although he couldn't count, he knew if one of his sheep was missing.
Because he knew all the sheep.
And so he could tell just by looking if one of the sheep was missing, but he couldn't count.
And so, well, so people who don't have our particular set of skills, first of all, they're not stupid, and second, they have other skills that we don't understand to fill in the gaps.
So, Eliada identified spontaneous vocation.
So, you were just, you had the spirit of a shaman, let's say.
So, you're probably extremely high in openness, let's say, from a modern perspective.
Hereditary transmission, so, you know, your father was a shaman,
and your grandfather was a shaman, and so forth,
and you got initiated into that process,
or a personal quest.
In Siberia, this is from Elia.
In Siberia, the youth who is called to be a shaman
attracts attention by his strange behavior.
For example, he seeks solitude, becomes absent-minded,
loves to roam in the woods or unfreaketed places,
has visions and sings in his sleep.
You know, if you put someone in a place that's deprived, that's where you're deprived from
a sensory perspective, normal people will hallucinate quite quickly.
So it seems what happens is that if you dampen down the sensory input, then you start to become
aware of the background processes of your mind.
It's something like that.
It's like the signal-to-noise ratio.
I got to get this right.
As the noise decreases, some of the noise becomes signal.
The background noise becomes signal.
And you start to become aware of your own internal psychological process.
This is something like that.
He has visions and sings in his sleep.
In some instances, this period of incubation is marked by quite serious symptoms among the Yakut.
The young man sometimes has fits of fury
and easily loses consciousness, hides in the forest,
feeds on the bark of trees, throws himself into water
and fire and cuts themselves with knives.
We went to a potlatch in Northern Vancouver,
island about a year ago, And they had this one dance.
It was the Quacuaque natives.
And they had this interesting dance
that was the dance of the wild man.
And so the person who invited us was the wild man.
And he was dressed up in tree branches and so forth.
And so he was the person who'd been in the bush too long.
And he came in as a cannibal.
And there was genuine cannibalistic rights among these people not so long ago. And he came in as a cannibal and there was genuine cannibalistic rights among these people
not so long ago.
And he came in as a cannibal and everybody had to wear this like cedar headdress because
if you had a cedar headdress on then the cannibal wouldn't take a bite out of you.
And they actually took this rather seriously so you should have your cedar headdress on.
And so he's looking around the crowd and there's like 400 people in this place and he
could really act, too. And so he's doing this wild man dance,
and then all the women stood up and started to kind of dance
in place and sing, and they were taming him.
So that was really cool.
It was really interesting to see that,
because those people are about,
they've had an unbroken culture for about 13,000 years,
say, that's how long they've been out on Island there.
And it was very interesting to see that dramatization for about 13,000 years, say. That's how long they've been out on island there.
And it was very interesting to see that dramatization
of the domestication of man by women laid out
in that dance in that way.
But it was also interesting in relationship
to the Shamanic tradition, because he came in as a wild man,
and he had to be re-civilized in some sense,
and brought back down to earth.
So, but by whatever method he may have been designated,
Ashaman is recognized as such only after having received two methods of instruction.
The first is ecstatic, dreams, trans-is visions.
The other thing that this guy told me, and I have no reason to doubt him,
he's also not a literate person. And so has a great memory.
He does carving, traditional carving,
and he's very good at it.
He carved a 53-foot totem pole that's now
in front of the museum of art in downtown Montreal.
So if you ever go there, you can go see it.
I won't be there forever, but it's there right now.
And he was taught to carve by his grandparents,
and he said that he dreamed in, you know, what the
He dreamt in those images. So when he dreams, that's the form that the things he dreams about
takes. And he also said that he would talk to his grandparents in his dreams. So if he was
working on a piece of wood and trying to figure out how to carve it,
and he ran into a particularly difficult problem, he'd dream
and he'd have a conversation with his grandparents and they'd help him figure
out how to solve the problem and then he'd wake up and he could go carve the.
And the thing is he told me these things sort of matter,
a factly, right?
Like, you know what I mean?
It wasn't like he was telling me these weird things that happened to him, although he was
doing that to some degree.
I asked him a lot of questions about what he carved and what it all meant.
And, you know, that was just part of his explanation of how he did it.
And he carved me a couple of doors that I have in my house.
And one of them was quite interesting.
Well, the two make a panel. And there are an underwater scene, and under the water,
there's a bunch of mythical monsters.
Some of them are killer whales.
And I think there's an octopus down there
and carved in this particular style.
And he said that the other thing that happens
to him when he dreams is he goes down
to the bottom of the water where these mythical creatures are.
And he gets inspiration from them.
And so I thought that was extremely interesting, too.
We don't know what a mind that isn't hyper-civilized, let's say,
hyper-literate, like our minds are, because we're so bombarded
by external stimuli.
We have no idea what the natural mind is like, really.
And so it was quite interesting to listen to that.
And also to see the consequences, because he's quite a great
carver.
So the first is ecstatic.
Dreams, transes, visions.
The second is traditional.
Shamanic techniques, names and functions
of the spirits, mythology and genealogy
of the clan, a secret language.
This twofold teaching imparted by the spirits
in the Old Master Shaman's constitutes initiation.
Well, so modern people have a problem with that
because we don't really get initiated,
but I would say that, let's say that
we're each on a quest of some sort.
You wouldn't be here, I don't think, if you weren't,
because why else would you be here? And so you're on a quest of some sort. You wouldn't be here, I don't think if you weren't, because why else would you be here?
And so you're on a quest of some sort to figure out, to struggle with the meaning of life, let's say.
And you don't want to do that alone because you only last like 70 years and good luck figuring it out on your own.
It's just not going to happen, it's too complicated. And you'll be too isolated, right? If it's just you, that's insanity,
that's no one can stand that.
And so you hope that other people have things to tell you
and that your culture has something to tell you.
So you're on a quest, maybe not with the same intensity
as a shamanic initiate, but let's give you some credit.
And then you're also trying to understand
the wisdom of the past, and that's the second part of this
It's like, okay, well you're a human being and human beings have been telling stories for a long period of time
Trying to figure out what's going on trying to figure out how to orient themselves in the world
And so you know partly what you're doing here is exactly what the shamanic initiate does in the second part of the process
which is to
Expose yourself to the degree that you can to
names and functions of the spirits, mythology
and genealogy of the clan and the secret language.
This twofold teaching imparted by the spirits in the Old Master Shaman's constitutes initiation.
So that's the rebirth, right?
That's what an initiation is.
It's being born again.
And that's a birth of the spirit,
rather than of the body, it's something like that.
And so it's the rebirth of an integrated psyche.
That's one way of thinking about it.
And a psyche that's individual,
but also grounded in common humanity,
in the wisdom of common humanity.
And that makes you strong, or at least it makes you stronger.
Because there's a limit to your strength,
but God only knows to some degree what that limit is.
People can be unbelievably tough, unbelievably tough.
And I think it's even the more admirable for human beings
to be tough because we're so conscious of how we can be hurt.
And we're so conscious of what that hurt can lead to.
You can have your family taken away from you
and you can be destroyed. And the fact that you can be to, you know, you can have your family taken away from you and you can be destroyed.
And the fact that you can be courageous in the face of that at all is something that is
absolutely unbelievable, right? And people deserve a lot more credit, I think, than people give
themself. Because the fact that we can be honorable under conditions of life and death,
right, of suffering, that's a testament to the human spirit.
And there's a profound anti-human ethos, I think, that pervades our culture.
You know, that considers human beings, cancers on the planet, something like that.
And that there should be less of us. It's the same spirit that motivated the guy who wrote the book about
it better to have never been. And it's like, I don't see it that way.
I mean, I think people do pretty well for having their leg caught in a bear trap
and their head caught in a vice, they're actually doing pretty well.
Because life is really hard.
And the fact that we're not absolutely brutal and murderous all the time is really
something remarkable, given what we actually have to contend with that we can go out of our way to be honest and generous and altruistic and to care for each other.
Under unbelievably dire circumstances and to act nobly sometimes under the most trying
conditions, you know, in Soljianitson's Gula Garcopelago, he tells story after story of people
who acted abysmally, but also people who, under the worst threats imaginable,
never sacrifice their character. And when reading about that is really, while it really makes you
wonder, that's what it does. The future shamans among the tongueists as the approach maturity go
through a hysterical or a historic crisis, but sometimes their vocation manifests itself at an
earlier age.
The boy runs away into the mountains
and remains there for a week or more, feeding on animals,
which he terraced to pieces with his teeth.
He returns to the village, filthy, bloodstained,
and it's only after ten or more days that have passed
that he begins to babble incoherent words.
The strange behavior of future showments
has not failed to attract the attention of scholars,
and from the middle of the past century, several attempts have been made to explain the phenomena
as a mental disorder, but the problem was wrongly put.
From the one hand, it is not true that shamans always are, or always have to be neuropathic,
mentally deranged.
On the other hand, and this is the critical issue, those among them who had been ill
become shamans precisely because they had succeeded in becoming cured.
So it was, it's not the descent into this strange subterranean
psychological state that constitutes the transformation that
makes the shaman, but it's the emergence back out of that.
And that's a journey to the underworld and a rebirth, right?
And so, and there's this great book, this is a great book.
My guy named Henry Ellen Berge,
and he was an existential psychoanalyst in philosopher,
and he wrote a book called The Discovery of the Unconscious,
which I would highly recommend.
It's on my list of recommended readings.
It is a great book.
If you wanna know about the psychoanalyst tradition,
it's the best introduction there is,
and he discusses Adler and Young and Freud,
and does a very credible job of all three,
but also takes the history of psychoanalytic thought
back three, four hundred years before Freud.
And so it's very engaging reading and very interesting.
And one of the things Alan Berger points out quite clearly,
and he associates this to some degree with this shamanic tradition,
that both Freud and Jung in particular,
underwent very intense periods of psychological disturbance, let's say.
And I would say what was happening is that,
because they were questioning their axioms at the most fundamental level,
they were deranging their cognitive and perceptual structures, right?
And Jung was also experimenting with imaginative techniques, with visionary techniques, which
he did a lot.
And there is a period of his life where he was having constant, a constant stream of visions,
which he wrote down in a book called the Red Book.
But at the same time, he was still functioning as a psychiatrist and operating normally
in the world.
And so, you know, people have suggested that what he had was a psychotic break
But that's ridiculous because you don't know that's not how it works man if you're having a psychotic break
You you're not being an effective psychiatrist those things do not go together
Especially not for a long period of time and so there there's the possibility of
extreme experience without
psychosis psychopathology.
And so, and Ellen Berger, he says much the same thing about Freud, and about Charles Darwin as well,
who underwent a terrible period of mental confusion, I would say, as a consequence of
formulating his theory of evolution, which was really hard on him because he was a diehard Christian, and he knew what the implications of his theory
were. He didn't know what to do about that, you know, so it was very, very hard on him.
So it's quite common for people of genius to go through an intense crisis, psychological
crisis, but then resolve it, and the geniuses in the resolution, right? The precondition for the geniuses, the dissolution in some sense, because you have to be obsessed
with the problem, it has to grip you completely before you're going to concentrate on it so
obsessively that you might come up with a solution.
But it's the people who come up with a solution that are the prophets and the shaman and
so forth and so on.
And so that's not, this isn't something that only characterizes our cultures.
We just don't recognize it in our own culture properly.
And that's a problem.
Well, sometimes we do.
Right, you remember that in the Lion King, right?
That Prifiki shows up.
He's the shaman.
He brings, he brings, uh, Sima down that tunnel, dark tunnel,
that's the dark night of the soul.
He hasn't reflect upon himself in a pool.
When he reflects upon himself deeply,
he sees the reflection of his father,
then that becomes a thing of cosmic significance.
And his father appears in the sky,
just like God appears to Jacob
and basically tells him that it's time for him to grow the hell up
and to return to the devastated kingdom
and to set it right.
And so, and that's right, that's exactly right.
I mean, we live in the devastated kingdom.
That's an eternal truth.
And it's the responsibility of the individual
to grow the hell up and to set it right.
Because when it's devastated and when things are not
in place, then everyone suffers too much.
And that's not good. And there's no excuse for not doing something about it because you don't have
anything better to do. So, and even like children's movies tell you this. So,
this is a fun one. This is from the Edwine Salter, 9th to 12th century.
That's Adam and Eve, but there is speculation that the fruit that they're eating there, you
see, is psilocybin mushrooms, right, because they're the only kind of mushroom that grow
like that.
So that's pretty wild, you might say.
And then this is the, I think it's called Bannisteri of Vine, if I remember correctly, and it's what Ayahuasca is made out of,
and it has this double helix form, which is very, very interesting.
And the people, the natives, nobody can figure out how the hell they made this Ayahuasca,
which transports people spiritually in a very intense manner.
And there's a whole religion based on it, like a modern religion, as well as the archaic religion.
To make this stuff, they had to take two plants
that don't grow anywhere near each other.
And there's like a million plants in the Amazon.
So how do you figure that out?
Nobody knows.
And then you have to cook them in this very particular way
for a particular amount of time before you produce this stuff.
So one of the plants has DMT in it, which is a very intense
psychedelic, but it's very short-acting.
And the other has a MAO inhibitor.
So if you take the DMT and you take the MAO inhibitor,
then the DMT trip lasts for much longer.
And so that's what these Amazonian natives figured out.
And no one has any idea how they managed it.
And if you ask them, they tell you that the plants
told them how to do it, which isn't much of an explanation as far as modern people are concerned.
But then when modern people take the ayahuasca and the plant, so to speak, starts to talk
to them, there are a little less leery of the whole theory that the plants had something
to do with this. So, you know, and these things that these, I'm loath to talk about this
because I'm not an advocate for drug use.
But by the same token, you can't ignore empirical data.
It's not reasonable.
And the empirical data that psychedelic substances
can produce mystical experiences
and that those often have a transformative effect.
I mean, one of the latest studies
showed that if you took people who are dying of cancer
and you gave them psilocybin in a sufficient
dose to produce a mystical experience that you radically decreased their fear of death.
It's like, you got to think about that, man.
That's tough.
That's a tough experiment.
You just wouldn't expect that.
You think you take someone, you derange them intensely, and then when they come back, they're not,
even though they're dying, they're not nearly as afraid of dying.
You know, you got to kind of wake up and smell the roses
when you see something like that, and the people who are doing this research
are very reliable people.
So, there's the aminita mascaria.
You know, there's this old idea, it's quite a funny idea, a toadstool.
So, flies like amity to mascara.
And there's some, this is ridiculous.
There's some evidence that they actually
like getting stoned.
So because animals will eat these, like reindeer
will eat these things too.
And they get pretty tripped out by them.
And so I have this book on psychedelic use among animals,
which is a small book.
But.
And so there's this idea that Toads used to sit around the,
they haven't eaten a miscarriage and wait for the stone flies
to buzz badly around them and then snap them up.
So that's pretty funny, I think.
And so, and you know, there are mushrooms in the US
that are the oldest, the oldest organisms on the planet.
There's one mushroom I can't remember where it is,
but it covers something like, oh God, I don't know,
like hundreds of square miles.
It's like this huge thing, because it's all underground, right?
And they have these very complex networks of mycelia,
they're called.
And they think the thing is like 150,000 years old,
something like that.
So there's plenty of things about the world that we don't know.
That's for sure.
There's the chemical makeup of the classic psychedelics.
You see, they all have the same fundamental structure.
This is serotonin.
That's one of the major brain neurotransmitters.
And so what happens with the psychedelics is that they alter the brain function by altering the neurochemical
utilization of serotonin.
They change the manner in which the serotonergic systems work.
And the serotonin system is very basic system because when you're an embryo and your brain
is developing, it's the serotonin projections that basically orchestrate the development of
your brain.
So they're, and they're very archaic circuits, very, very archaic circuits.
So, and this is the paper, I think I stole this from Silasibon Griffiths, who's been
doing a lot of this research.
Silasibon can occasion mystical type experiences having substantial and sustained personal
meaning and spiritual significance.
So, why?
That's a good question, right?
So, here's a question for you.
It is beyond dispute that human beings are capable of religious experience.
Why?
Why is that exactly?
And you can associate with psychosis, but that doesn't work.
Because the theory doesn't hold water. It's not the same thing.
So why is it there, exactly?
And it's not an easy thing to figure out.
I'm always trying to figure out a biological explanation for everything.
If you want to find something to stand on, you want to make sure that it can resist a challenge.
And so if I can find an explanation for something that's reductionistic and materialistic and biological,
then I'm going for that.
But that's a tough one.
Consciousness is a tough one.
The moral sense is a tough one.
They're not easy things to crack.
The big bang is a tough one.
So you know, I mean, a cynic might say that maybe sometimes when people are close to suicide,
they'll have a mystical experience, you know.
And you maybe you say, well, it's a last-ditch attempt of your brain to dilute you into
thinking that your life has some significance, you know.
And that's a plausible theory, but I don't think it accounts for the generality of the phenomena.
So I don't buy it.
What happens in the shamanic experience is that the shaman has the experience of being
reduced to a skeleton first.
So death, a death experience, a very realistic death experience.
And then the next thing that happens is that he finds himself
in a place where he's communing with his ancestral,
the ancestral spirits.
And then after that, there's the climbing of something
like the ladder, Jacob's ladder, say,
and encounter with God for all
intents and purposes. And it's very widespread phenomena. It's the world tree. And I thought about
this a lot, trying to figure out what this represents. According to a Yakut informant, that's in
Siberia, the spirits carry
the future shaman to hell and shut them in a house for three years.
Here he undergoes his initiation, the spirits cut off his head, which they set off to one
side for the novice must watch his own dismemberment with his own eyes, disillusion to the primary
elements in some sense, and hack his body to bits which are later distributed among the
spirits of various sicknesses. It's only on this condition that the future shaman will obtain the power of healing.
His bones are then covered with new flesh and in some case he is also given new blood.
So there's a death and resurrection experience that's associated with the shamanic ritual.
We're here in the presence of a very ancient religious idea which belongs to the hunter culture.
Bone symbolizes the final root of animal life, the mold from which the flesh continually rises.
It is from the bone that men and animals are reborn for a time.
They maintain themselves in an existence of the flesh, then they die.
And their life is reduced to the essence concentrated in the skeleton from which they will
be born again.
That's a good graphic representation of the experience.
That's an old painting by, I think it's Heronymous Bosch, if I remember correctly. I really like that because it's reminiscent of the near-death experiences that you hear people describe.
And they're quite common as well.
And I had that very weird experience once.
I don't think I've told you this story.
I was assessing someone who had gone through a car windshield
and he was very depressed.
And that happened a long time before,
but he was very depressed.
And the insurance company was basically accusing him
of mlingering, because he'd been depressed for so long.
And he'd sort of healed up and everything.
But if your left hemisphere is damaged,
especially the frontal part of your left hemisphere,
then you can be an chronic state of depression,
because the left hemisphere, generally speaking,
is responsible for positive emotion.
And so if it isn't there, then it's like negative emotion
for you.
And so I went and assessed him, and I was giving him this,
I think it was called the MMPI, the Minnesota Multifasic Personality Inventory,
which is kind of a standard half personality test,
half psychopathology test.
And he was feeling it out.
He was a very serious guy, middle aged guy.
Nothing about him was new agey in the least.
He was like an accountant.
I think, in fact fact he was an accountant,
if I remember correctly. And there was one question. And it said, my spirit has left my body.
I think that's right. It's very close. And he stopped and he asked me, well, he said, I'm not
sure how to answer this. And so I said, well, why? And he said, well, after I went through the car windshield,
I was in a coma for three weeks, something like that.
And I died.
I think he said he died three times.
And he said that he could remember,
he couldn't remember anything during that period of time.
And he couldn't remember the car accident.
That's retrograde adnesia.
It's quite common with head injuries.
And he said that during one of those
experiences, and this is all he remembered from the hospital, was that he came out of his body
and went down the long tunnel of light. You've heard these near-death experiences and then saw
his family members there and saw the heavenly light and then realized that it wasn't his time
and came back to his body. Now, what was interesting about this guy was that,
well, first of all, I didn't ask him about this, right?
He basically volunteered this story
and it was instigated by this question.
And he didn't know that anybody else
had any ever had an experience like that,
because I asked him if he'd ever heard anything about
like that, and he said no, so that ever heard anything about like that. He said, no, that was interesting.
But what really was interesting is, how the hell did he remember that?
Because he had amnesia during that entire period of time.
He was in a bloody coma.
It's like he didn't remember anything.
He remembered that.
And so, well, those experiences are more common than you think.
And then there's a painting of one,
which is quite interesting.
And that's like a tunnel to heaven.
It's the same basic idea.
It's a little bit more suffering going on in this one, I think.
But that's pretty much typical of a high-ronomous boss.
I mean, I don't know what was up with that guy,
but he was one strange character.
Now, the Scandinavians have this idea that the world is a tree.
And I've been thinking about that a lot.
I think that the tree idea, a tree
is something that is grounded in matter,
let's say, and that reaches up to heaven.
In the Scandinavian tree at the bottom,
there's quite a cool idea at the bottom of that.
See, this tree is constantly being nod by snakes. You can sort of see the snakes at the bottom. And at the same time, it's being
watered. And the water makes the tree grow at the same rate that the snakes nod its roots.
So it's like a Yin-Yang idea, you know, that there's continual chaotic destruction and replacement
at the basis of whatever this process is. But the tree seems to me to be a representation, not so much of, it's like a different dimensional space, that's what's trying to be represented.
So imagine that, you know, you're structured.
If you take powers of 10 magnification, say human beings are about in the middle of the
tiniest thing and the largest thing, if you do it by powers of 10.
And so, you know, you have a subatomic level,
and an atomic level, and a molecular level,
and then maybe a level of organs, and then there's you,
and then there's your family, and so on,
all the way up the tree, fundamentally.
And so I think that what this tree represents,
and this is the thing that the shaman moves up and down,
I think
that's what it represents. It's this different view of, it's dimensionality, it's something
like that. And I think that what happens in the psychedelic experience is that consciousness
can travel up and down that structure. It's something like that, and maybe not only
up and down it, but maybe right through it. I know that's a radical claim. It's a really
radical claim, and it might be wrong, but it's probably know that's a radical claim. It's a really radical claim. And it might be wrong,
but it's probably wrong even because most radical claims are wrong, but, but,
but I'm not so sure it's wrong. And here's something cool. So that's the Scandinavian world tree. And that was drawn
by an anthropologist who visited the tribes in the Amazon who used Ayahuasca.
Now you see it's a snake. It's a tree with snakes. Well, that's reminiscent of the story in Adam and Eve,
obviously, but it's also reminiscent
of our primate dwelling place, right?
Because that was basically our ancestral home.
A tree surrounded by snakes, and the snakes like to eat us.
And this is a long time ago.
This is like 50 billion years ago.
It's really a long time ago.
And so we don't know where these images come from precisely.
But I do have the suspicion that we use the circuitry
that we develop to detect snakes to represent
the unknown as such, because a snake
is something that comes out of the unknown.
And we evolved, right?
We evolved out of an animal
substructure and so we had to get our
biological cognitive structure from somewhere and we have this capacity of thinking about the absolute unknown and the
Terrors that are involved in that that the horrors that can emerge from what we don't understand and it stands perfectly to reason that we would use
Circuits that were already pre-developed for that, and that this is a reasonable representation of the existential
structure of the world.
So, and I think I might have showed you this before, but it never ceases to amaze me
this picture.
So my son drew this when he was nine, eight. And so on the right, you
see mushroom houses, and they have the names of all his friends on them. And so
that's order, right? And then on the left side, you see chaos there, and the
little orange thing is a bug. And then there's a river that runs right down the
middle, and so that's like the, you know, the the Yin Yang symbol with the divide in the middle.
That's quite cool. And then there's there it is. There's Jacob's louder. It's like Jack
and the Beanstalk which is by the way another variant of the same shamanic story. And there
are bugs going up and down it. And they're taking messages from heaven. And then up there
in heaven it's got the sun and there's St Peter, and I don't know where in the world,
he got this.
It's not like he had a lot of religious education.
I mean, despite me.
And then there's the perly gates up there,
and that was the world as far as his,
he had a very well-ordered psyche, I would say,
and still does.
But when he drew that, it just absolutely blew me away.
And so I had it laminated, and it's in my my office because, well, I don't know, because like,
what the hell do you make of that?
You know, that's why.
So...
Well, you sort of get the picture there, you know, the cathedrals, the great cathedrals
of Europe are, they're like the forest in stone, right?
And they try to represent the light coming through the leaves.
And so it's sort of our ancestral forest home, but it's transformed into these great sculptures
of stone.
And, you know, they produce awe because of the combination of light
and darkness and color.
But also, I think, for the same reason
that huge trees produce awe in people.
And we don't want them cut down.
They seem sacred in some sense.
And perhaps they are.
But it also seemed to me this is an intuition
that the architects of these great cathedrals
were trying to get, they're trying to express something
that's deep and structural.
They're trying to try to express the idea
that if being was constituted properly,
then it would be organized from the subatomic level,
all the way up to the highest cosmic level, perfectly.
So every layer stacked on top of each other
without any contradictions,
and that would be an ideal mode of being.
And everything would come together
under those circumstances.
And that's what's being expressed in these cathedrals.
It's not all that's being expressed
because they're also shaped like a cross.
And the idea is that the center of the cross,
which is the center of suffering,
is also the place of the individual.
The place where the transformation takes place, that's all built into the architecture as
well.
And so, then there's the tree-like structures that make us up. It's stretched down to the tiniest realities, the microcosm.
And there's this idea, it's all represented in the same way.
Again, it's this idea, especially the Mandela up in the top right.
It's the idea of, it is perfection of crystalline structure.
And that's what the yogis are trying to attain.
When they organize their bodies, they're
trying to get every single layer of their being aligned
properly.
And it's something like, and you can kind of see an echo of that.
In the, I think, that's a Tibetan sand painting,
if I remember correctly, on the bottom left.
The idea is that if you get yourself aligned properly,
then information can flow along that tree that's you
without impediment, something like that.
And that would be like a state of optimal health.
And that both physical and spiritual exercises
can put you in that state.
And that's, while those are all clouds of ideas
that surround this idea of a ladder to heaven.
And so Jacob is talking to God and God says,
behold, I am with thee.
And I will keep thee in all places where you go
and bring you again into this land for I won't leave you
until I have done that which I have spoken to you of.
And Jacob awakened out of his sleep.
And he said, surely the Lord is in this place and I knew it not.
And he was afraid and said, how dreadful is this place?
This is not other but the house of God.
And this is the gate of heaven.
And Jacob rose up early in the morning and took the stone
and he had put fur as pillows and set it up for a pillar
and boiled oil on top of it.
That's the sacrifice.
And he called the name of that place Bethel,
but the name of the city was called Luz at the first.
And Jacob vowed a vow saying,
if God will be with me and will keep me in this way
that I go and will give me bread to eat
and Raymond to put on.
So that I come again to my father's house
and peace, then shall the Lord be my God.
And this stone which I have set for a pillar
shall be
God's house, and of all of that that is given to me, I will surely give the tenth unto the
and that's a pretty good place to stop. So now I'll just conclude. So you have this very morally
ambivalent character, right, who's so
far pretty much everything he's done that we're familiar with is not good. So
he's betrayed his brother horribly twice badly enough so that his brother wants
to kill him and everyone can kind of sympathize with his brother. So and then he
runs away essentially because his mother tells him to, which is not exactly
a testament to his character, and despite that, strangely enough, he has this experience,
you know, and that's heartening, I guess, and that's the point, is that people are predisposed
to terrible error.
There's no doubt about that. And yet, when I was writing my latest
book, I had a friend of mine, Norman Doige wrote the forward, and Norman's written a couple of great
books, and he's Jewish, and he read some of what I'd written, and he took me to task for making
the god of the Old Testament, you know, from a Christian perspective, too harsh and unforgiving. And I rewrote a fair bit of it because of
his criticism and because of what I've learned doing these lectures. It's like, it's not exactly
right, you know? I mean, what happens in the Old Testament is if you screw up, especially
if you know you do and you decide that you're not going to do anything about it. So it's conscious and deliberate.
Then like, look the hell out.
You are in serious trouble.
And I actually think that's also psychologically accurate.
One of the things Jung pointed out, and this always struck me, was that if you don't know what you're doing,
this is actually in the gospel of Thomas as well, interestingly enough,
is one of the gos...
Gnostic Gospels Christ tells his followers something like,
if you make a mistake and you don't know what you're doing, then you'll be forgiven for it. But if you make a mistake knowing what you're doing and you do it anyways, then like,
good luck to you. And I think that's psychologically accurate. I mean, one of the things that's very interesting about the
judgmental God in the Old Testament, however, is that he can be bargained with, and even
if you make mistakes, especially if you're unconscious of them, if you haven't learned
yet, let's say, then you always have the opportunity to return to the proper path.
And that's, people get cynical about that,
because there's this mostly Christian idea
that you could live a terribly sinful life,
but if you repent it on your deathbed,
it's like heaven for you.
And it's like, that sounds like a great deal, right?
It's like, you can do whatever the hell you want
until just before you die.
Of course, you might not know when that is.
So that's a problem.
You then you can just say, well, I'm sorry, and everything's forgiven, of course you might not know when that is. So that's a problem.
Then you can just say, well, I'm sorry, and everything's forgiven.
But the problem with being cynical about that sort of thing is that it's no trivial
matter to repent.
Because to repent means a, figure out what you actually did.
And the worst things that you did, the more horrible it is to figure it out.
It's no joke, right?
And there's no genuine repentance
without understanding of the depth of your depravity.
And so, if you've lived a particularly
reprehensible life and you come to understand it,
I think that in and of itself could kill you.
You know, it's a terrible thing to wake up
and see what you've done if what you've done is truly terrible.
So there's no easy out.
It's not an easy out.
It's just pure cynicism to associate that idea with an easy out.
It's not.
But there is that positive idea that's continually represented is that the individual is the
source of moral choice, and the individual is prone to genuine error and temptation
in a believable and realistic way.
But that doesn't sever the relationship
between the individual and the divine and the possibility
of further growth.
And then I would say, well, thank God for that,
because without that, who would have a chance?
Who would have a chance, right? Who would have a chance.
And so, the idea that the deity has presented, the infinite, let's say, as presented in the Old Testament,
is merely judgmental, is definitely wrong, and is in fact something that you can contend with and bargain with.
Oh, I'll close with one thing.
One of the things that I learned while I was going through this was the
meaning of the name Israel, because Jacob eventually gets named Israel. And I'm jumping ahead a little
bit to the next lecture, but Israel, and so he's also the father of Israel and the father of the 12
sons who make up the 12 tribes of Israel, but what Israel means is he who struggles with God.
And that's such an interesting idea because it's again a psychological idea.
And that's why I said earlier that it isn't obvious in the Old Testament what it means to believe in God.
Because what Jacob does is struggle with God.
And I think that that's a really good characterization of an ethical life.
Because if you're trying to lead an ethical life, that's what you're doing.
Is you're trying to lead an ethical life, that's what you're doing, is you're struggling.
Like blind belief isn't helpful because you don't know what you're believing in.
Like it's just not that helpful.
But if you're possessed by the desire to orient yourself properly, but also confused by
the existential structure of the world, which we all are, then what you're doing when you're
trying to orient yourself properly in life is struggling ethically. And Jacob actually gets quite hurt. He wrestles with God
literally and God dislocates his thigh. And so, you know, the idea there is watch the hell out,
right? The thing that you're contending with is powerful, although you can contend with it.
That's the thing that's so interesting. But, you know, you do it at some genuine peril, which I think is exactly right. But the idea that Israel,
so there's Israel, the state, let's say, in Israel, the Promised Land and all of that. But there's
this more important idea, which is again a psychological idea, which is the state of Israel, which is the
Promised Land, is the state that everyone who wrestles with God exists in. And that's not
happy, naive belief in an eternally blessed afterlife. It's not that. It's not a wish for
fulfillment. It's to be actively engaged in life, in the difficulties of life, right? And
trying to find the path,
because that's what wrestling with God is,
is trying to find the path.
And that seems to me what belief means fundamentally
in the Old Testament, perhaps in the New Testament as well,
is that belief is expressed in trying to find the path.
And that's an ethical struggle,
and it's a real struggle, it's the struggle of life.
So as long as you're willing to engage in that struggle, then hypothetically, you have
the divine behind you. And so I believe that. I think that's true, because the other thing
I see is that the people who set things right, so that the horrible forces of cosmic destruction don't do us in.
The people who are trying to set things right are the ones that are struggling ethically.
And so, and that, there is a redemptive element to that,
and I don't think there's any way of being cynical about that.
So, well, so thank you, Will.
So remember to speak right into the mic because there are all these other people watching that will hear us.
So okay.
Hi Dr. Peterson.
So with the story of Jacob today there was a theme of betrayal and you can see that from
the beginning because he was very angry and jealous at his brother.
And I was thinking, are there new stories,
or what you can say about betrayal
that does come from a loved one, right?
Where it's not from a place of so black and white
of anger, resentment, and bitter,
and how do the parties kind of recover from that?
Or is there any way to be named out?
Or is it as black and white as if you betray someone then there
It's like Jacob where he's he was better. He was hatred
No, and in fact in this story, it's not black and white because we know we're only halfway through it and
One of the things I've noticed as a clinician, let's say is that and as an observer of people in general is that I've never ever
ever seen anyone get away
with anything, and Jacob doesn't get away with any of this.
And so, you know, he's humbled by his eventual experiences, and he learns that he did it
wrong, and there's reconciliation that happens throughout the story of Jacob.
So, and there's minor betrayals and major betrayals,
you know, that some of them have tremendously serious
consequences and some of them have lesser consequences.
But there is an underlying idea that things can still
be set right even though it's, well,
I think it takes Jacob some 20 years,
something like that to set things right.
And even then it's like touch and go.
So, did I answer your question?
Okay, yeah.
Hey.
You speak frequently in your lectures about,
I guess, the war between good and evil
or the struggle of life really is a struggle
between good and evil being at the core
of a conscious lived existence.
And I guess on that note, if you were 100% certain that there was no afterlife, would you
still be able to preach that there's a positive meaning in life?
If you were 100% certain, some atheists seem to be 100% certain, and yet they still
preach that there's some positive meaning to life, would you be one of those, or would
you turn into cane? You know, so cynical.
I think that, well, as far as I'm concerned, one of the things I learned from studying
20th century history is that, like, even if the idea that, even if you take the most cynical of ideas, let's say, that life is irredeemable
suffering and perhaps isn't even justified because of that, it still seems to me that you
have an ethical duty, let's say, to live in a manner that reduces that to the degree
that that's possible. And so, and I think that that can be experienced as meaningful
in some sense independently of the transcendent context.
Now, I don't exactly know how to strip off
the transcendent context because one of the things
I would say that's happened to me is because I've spent
so much time looking at the horrible things
that people have done is that it's, like Jung said,
that he, when this is one of his famous quotes, he said, no tree can reach up to heaven unless its roots
reach down to hell. And so, as I've dug deeper into the depravity of human beings,
my sense of the possibility of human beings has also grown,
what would you say, in proportion, and until I've become convinced, actually, that
good is a more powerful force than evil, even though evil is an unbelievably powerful force.
And so I can't really strip the transcendent away now.
What bearing that has on eternity, say on an afterlife, I mean, I can't say anything
about that.
The only thing I guess I can say is that there are many things about being that we don't
understand in the least, and we don't understand the nature of consciousness or the nature of
time.
So I wouldn't despair about that, but yes, I think that life can still be meaningful without, without there being a necessity of an after life.
So.
Did you get into one lecture without using the word
reference sentence?
No, no, no, no.
No.
Hi, Dr. Peterson.
So since studying your work, one of the things that I found,
both fascinating as your analysis of the story of Kane and Abel.
And my question is, if Kane got to the point that he did right before killing his brother,
murdering his ideal, and decided that that was something he didn't want to do,
what advice or guidance would you give a person
that got to that point?
Well, there's a story I read called The Cocktail Party.
I've mentioned this before by T.S. Eliot,
and in the Cocktail Party there's a scene to play
where this woman approaches
a psychiatrist and starts talking to him about her problems.
And she says something that surprises him.
She says, I hope that I'm the problem.
And he says, well, why would you hope that?
And she says, well, I thought about it a lot.
And if the world's the problem, then I'm done because I can't change the world.
But if I'm the problem, then maybe there's something about myself I can change and I can undo this terrible situation that I'm in.
And so I would say, that's repentance fundamentally. It's like, they're if, and I say this carefully,
because I understand that people are susceptible to bad fortune.
are susceptible to bad fortune.
Sin and ignorance can make that worse, but independently of that, like good people suffer,
make no mistake about it.
But if things aren't right for you,
if you're resentful about being,
because that's the deepest way of thinking.
But if you read the writings of the people
who do the mass killings, for example,
that's what you see over and over, it's can.
It's like they're angry beyond comprehension
at the intolerability of being and they're angry at God.
Even if they don't say it exactly like that,
they come so close to saying it like that,
that there's no difference
You know what God says to Cain is look to yourself first before you criticize being and
That strikes me as right. It's because to not do that is arrogant beyond belief that satanic arrogance
Literally if something like that can be literal.
It's like, don't make yourself the judge of being
before you clean up your room, let's say.
Ha, ha, ha.
And because the other thing too, this
is something I learned in some part from Soljnitsyn,
when he was in the prison camps and trying
to understand how these heroic people he saw could possibly
manage it, one of the exercises he undertook, and he really viewed this within a Christian Orthodox context
of repentance and redemption, is he said he went over his life with a fine tooth comb
and tried to imagine all of the ethical mistakes he made in his entire life,
that he knew were mistakes, right? It was a soul search, it wasn't relying on external
standards of morality, except in so far as were inevitably influenced by those. And then his idea was,
is there something I could do right now to put that right? And that's the right question, like if
things aren't going your way. And I think that means that you're resentful and arrogant and deceitful.
Those are the three things that clump together, I think, that constitute the core of evil.
It's something like that.
And so if you're possessed by that, which is a hell, then it's repentance that's the right
answer.
And what that means is you have to figure out what you did wrong and you have to pay
for it.
And then at least you could think, well, look, I can try that with all of my soul, let's say,
and see what happens.
Right?
It can at least be an experiment, and then I would also say that that's an active faith.
It's an active faith to conduct that experiment, because you put yourself on the line, right?
And that's what an active faith is.
You don't know the outcome, but you don't know the outcome of your life.
So live in some senses and active faith.
You're putting faith in something.
That's why you're moving forward.
You couldn't move forward without an active faith.
And people say, well, I only move forward on the basis of the facts.
It's like, yeah, but you select the facts.
And there's an infinity of facts.
And they don't just tell you what to do.
So it's not a credible answer.
So if you're in that situation, it's like, look to yourself.
And one of the things about Solzhenetsin that's
a bloody amazing is that's what he did.
And then he wrote the Goulai Garcopaligo.
And he took an axe to the intellectual and moral
substructure of the totalitarian communist states.
So while he was redeeming himself, let's say,
he was simultaneously redeeming the world.
And you see something like that,
like you got to wake up, man, that was really something.
So, yeah.
Applause.
So Dr. Peterson, I have a lot of questions that arise from your comments at the Belfort 100 event, your M1 of 3 video, your recent discussion with Ayyana Hirshiali and your comments
on Islam in the West in general.
And in your comments, there's this comment theme that one of these things is not like the
other.
You put the Judeo-Christian tradition on the one side and Islam on the other, specifically the,
quote, complex problem of Islam in the quote,
as a quote, totalizing system.
And before I go further, let me state that if hypothetically,
a final analysis of Islam resulted in as totaled denunciation,
as your analysis of postmodernism or neomarchism,
I wouldn't be personally offended at all.
This isn't a personal question.
In your recent interview with Ayon Herschiali,
she said, Western values are superior to Islamic law
and Islamic values.
I agree with that, basically, certainly
in the context of, let's say, current global affairs.
I'll skip the quotes from a reason magazine interview,
but you should read them because hers is a world view,
which is very much the West versus Islam, not radical Islam,
but Islam, including necessarily the middle-tory option.
So my question is that the level of psychological significance
of these stories, at the level of mythology and archetype,
how is Islam so different from the J.O. Christian tradition?
You know, because Adam, Adam, Eve, Hava, Satan,
Shaitaan, so on and so forth,
everything from the fall to the flood,
a lot of what you've discussed in this lecture series
is necessarily part of Islam as well. And in fact I think one of the strongest criticism of Islam is that it's perhaps
pretty unoriginal. You know, tonight you said that the moral presuppositions of a culture
are instantiated in its stories. I see a lot of the same stories. So current global affairs
aside I'm asking at the deepest level how different are these stories in the more sub-resuppositions? Okay, well that's a killer question.
Well, okay, so the first thing I would say is fundamentally I don't know.
And so part of the reason that I'm, one of the things I'm planning to do is to have a
series of discussions, and plenty of people have contacted me about discussing with Ion Hersiali, as you know,
she has powerful and serious foes and they're not happy with her black and white distinction.
And so, now I read Infidel and I really liked that book. My sense was that she was a heroine.
Now, what that means in relationship to Islam,
that's a different story, because she came out of a,
like a totalitarian, let's say, family structure
in a relatively totalitarian society.
And you could make the case that there's
a correspondence between that and Islam,
and you could make the case that there isn't correspondence between that and Islam, and you could make the case that there isn't, and of course that's the critical issue.
And so there's a couple of things that I can't wrap my head around with,
wrap my head around easily in relationship to Islam. And so one is what I see as the failure to separate church from state. And that's a problem.
Now, it may not be a problem as such,
but it's certainly a problem in relationship
to the relation between Islam and the West
because we separate church from state.
Now, there's fundamentalists in the United States,
Christian fundamentals, who think that that separation
is a mistake.
So, it's not only
it's not only an idea that's rooted in Islam that those should be united, but it's definitely a
problem with regards to our coexistence because that's a fundamentally different presumption.
Okay, so that's problem number one. Problem number two for me, and again this may be a consequence of my ignorance, which I am trying to rectify,
Muhammad was a warlord,
and I don't know what to do about that fact.
Like one thing you can say about Christ,
hypothetically, let's say, I'm not talking about a historical reality
necessarily, although I'm not denying it either,
is that of all the things he was,
warlord was definitely not one of them.
And I don't know what to do about that.
And so I don't know how to reconcile that,
and I don't know how to reconcile,
like not only was Muhammad a warlord,
which I don't think is an unreasonable thing to proclaim.
The expansion that he initiated
was unbelievably successful.
I mean, within 600 years, it was the biggest empire
the world had ever seen,
and it demolished Byzantine Christianity, which is something that Western people don't even know.
You know, I've read thinkers who said that the West was so traumatized, culturally, let's
say, by the demolition of Byzantine Christianity, that we can't even study it now.
And so I don't know if that's true, but I don't know that it's not true either.
And the Buddhists were wiped out of Afghanistan, and we saw that echoed in the telebanz destruction of those great Buddhist monuments.
And so what I'm hoping is that there's a bridge. There better be a bridge.
And that's why I wanna have these discussions
because I'd like to understand if there's a bridge.
And so lots of people have sent me people
who I should talk to, who they think represent Islam
far better than I am, herzeally.
And perhaps they're correct.
And hopefully I'll get an opportunity to talk to them
because I would like to know why, I would like to know if what I think is wrong,
because if it's wrong, it's important that I know it's wrong. But at the moment, I don't,
A, I don't know it's wrong, and B, I don't see,
I'm not sure what it signifies. So, and I don't think anyone is sure, right?
Because we have this entangling of the civilizations.
You know, and there's other things too, like, I'm not very happy with the Saudi Arabs and
the Wahhabis.
I don't think there are allies.
I don't see how any Western woman can possibly think
that there are allies.
And I'm not happy with the fact that the petro-dollars
that we send them are transformed in substantial part
into the kind of propaganda that's definitely
a threat to the West.
And I'm not very happy with the fact that our politicians appear stupidly blind to that.
Now, that may again be a consequence of my ignorance. It's certainly possible.
But those are the sorts of things that I can't reconcile.
And so,
that I can't reconcile. And so, you know, I've seen, I've also seen parallels between the ideas that I'm presenting here
and other religious traditions, Taoism, Buddhism, Hinduism.
It's harder for me to bridge the gap with Islam, and I'm not sure why that is.
I think it has something to do with the things that I just laid out.
Now, what I don't know about Islam would feel very many volumes,
many of which I have sitting on my shelves at home right now,
because I want to do the reading, you know,
as I progress through this, but...
Yep.
Applause.
Yeah. Good evening, Dr. Pearson.
Thanks for continuing this series, even as atheists appreciate the interaction and the
conversation.
I wanted to ask you something that is both emotional and analytical,
because oftentimes you're basically pegged as seeing things very analytically.
So you were talking earlier about the juxtaposition between happiness and honor, even though I don't think they're mutually exclusive personally,
but if there's a situation, let's say, where someone is truly in love with someone else,
and they love them for many years and decades, they have a whole history together.
And then someone, and then one of the people in this grouping start falling in love with someone
else.
So it's not that there's less love for the original partner, how analytically and emotionally
do you take care of a situation like that when you feel that you want to stay honorable
and be happy.
Okay, so the first thing I would say is the devil is always in the details, right?
So one of the things that I'm not happy about with much modern moral theorizing is that
it takes a story like that, you know, and then tries to extract out a general moral principle. And often that's impossible because the particulars of the situation are very important.
But having said that, all right, so let me think about that for a minute.
I'm not sure that it's possible to be honorable in a situation like that because I think
that you've acted out the violation already.
And having acted out the violation to confess it might be the right thing to do, although
perhaps not.
You know, because if you, it isn't obvious to me that if you betray someone, then you
get to have the right to tell them about it.
I know, I know you're not.
I understand that.
Yeah, yeah, I understand. I understand.
My observation has been that if there's a tight relationship and if one party is betrayed by the other in that manner,
that it's almost always irreconcilable, it breaks it. And I've helped people try to struggle through that,
on both sides of it, the person who was betrayed
and the person who did the betrayal.
I've seen people grow up and not do it again,
and this was in situations where their partner didn't know.
And in a couple of those situations,
it seemed to me that it might have even been a necessary learning experience
for the person who did it.
You know, it helped them develop.
That doesn't mean I'm justifying it,
but life is complicated.
But I think that society works better.
All things considered when you make a promise
and you stick to it.
And one of the things I learned from reading Jung,
which I really liked was,
you know, he believed that,
and he had his affairs too,
so you might think about it as somewhat hypocritical,
but I think that people can make mistakes
without having what they think necessarily be wrong.
You know, he said that there were things in a marriage
that you can't have unless you're all in.
And I believe that, I believe that.
And so if there's a back door open
or to begin with or a back door opens,
then I think that there's something
about the relationship that is lacking at least.
And I think you pay a big price for that.
So, I mean, it depends on whether you regard a marriage as
a practical arrangement or a spiritual arrangement.
Now, really, it's both, you know, and both are important.
But if it's a spiritual arrangement or a psychological arrangement above all,
then I do think that you don't get the transformation without being
allian and if you violate it then even if you can work it out with your partner
there's something that you will never get as a consequence.
So.
Last question.
Okay, I hope we'll make this good.
Thanks also for continuing the lecture series.
I haven't listened to all of the lectures, but it seems like you focus very much on the appeal
of the biblical stories to the individual psychology.
There are many thoughts on the relative importance of crowd psychology to the appeal and
staying power of the Bible,
and also the reason why the Bible or the biblical stories
took precedence over other ideologies
which could have taken its place.
Okay, well let's go to the second one first.
I think it's the same thing that happens when someone both creates and edits a great movie.
It's no one knows, like imagine how many choices are there in a great movie.
Let's say it's an animated movie because absolutely everything in an animated movie is constructed,
everything.
There's God only knows how many choices, like maybe there's millions of choices.
And each choice is guided by some intuition of narrative
suitability or beauty, or there's some higher ideal
motivating it.
The desire to produce a masterpiece, maybe that's it.
That was certainly the case with the Disney movies, for example.
And so that aspiration then makes the decisions.
And so I would say, well, something like that guided the writing
and the selection of the stories in the biblical canon.
Now, could there be other stories included?
Well, the Catholics and the Protestants
don't have the same biblical tradition and neither do the Jews and the Christians?
And so it isn't exactly clear what to make of that, you know.
I mean, that's a kin in some sense to the discussion we just had about Islam and Christianity.
In some sense, I've left that aside, that specific question, except in so far as I've just answered,
because I'm trying to take what we have, which I know is at the root of our culture,
and to figure out what it is that we have.
Why it is that we have it?
Well, I've made some attempt to explain that in the manner that I just described,
but I don't have a final answer.
I could have been different.
It could have been different at some levels,
but the same at others.
I mean, one of the things that scholars of comparative religion
who haven't been infected fatally with postmodernism
have definitely realized, so young, for example, in Iliata
and people who are interested in grand narratives. One of the things they pointed out quite clearly is that
there's a set of common mythological themes across many cultures, and I tried to outline
that in maps of meaning, and that worked out quite nicely for me, at least as far as
I was concerned, because once I had the basic archetypal structure mapped out, it opened
up all sorts of stories to me from all sorts of different cultures.
And that's been unbelievably useful, like the Mesopotamian story of the Anuma Elish, when
I figured out what that meant as far as I was concerned, like I've never forgotten that.
It just seared itself into my memory in the same with the Egyptian stories and you know,
some Buddhist writings that I've read and some the Dow T. Cheng is also very powerful.
So I think that things can be different on one level
and the same at another, but that humanity kind of coalesces
on what's the same over a reasonable period of time
because there isn't that many ways that human beings can live
properly as individuals and as groups together.
And so there's this constant force have properly as individuals and as groups together.
And so there's this constant force that makes our ethical
presuppositions converge.
And then that's automatically expressed in the stories.
It's something like that.
Now it's an imperfect process, and it's full of error.
So.
Yep. So just one announcement, well two announcements.
The next lecture I believe is November 14th, so I'll hopefully finish off the story of
Jacob.
It looks like it.
And then I'm also appearing on a panel with Gad Saad and or an Amate on November 11th.
And there's still quite a few tickets available for that.
So if you're interested, you could go to my website
and pick up those tickets.
It should be, well hopefully it'll be interesting.
I think it will be and it might be too interesting.
That's one possibility.
So we'll see, but I'm gonna do two more of these this year.
And I hope I get through the story of Joseph,
and then I can start in the new year with Exodus,
and that's a story that I know quite well,
and Exodus and Leviticus, and what's the one after that?
Yes, thank you.
So I'm very much looking forward to that,
because that is one killer story, man,
and I've got some surprises for that as well.
So anyways, thank you very much for coming.
And hopefully we'll see you November 14th. you you