The Jordan Harbinger Show - 369: Tim Ballard | Putting a Stop to Child Sex Trafficking
Episode Date: June 25, 2020Update: There is some controversy about the information presented in this episode. A counterpoint to some of the statistics and specifics on the problem of human/child trafficking is in this ...piece released on Dec 9, 2021 from The Atlantic. Tim Ballard (@TimBallard) is a former Homeland Security agent who reluctantly got involved in chasing down global child trafficking. As the founder of Operation Underground Railroad, he is featured in the documentary film Operation Toussaint: Operation Underground Railroad and the Fight to End Modern Day Slavery, and is a co-author of the book adaptation as well as Slave Stealers: True Accounts of Slave Rescues -- Then and Now. What We Discuss with Tim Ballard: Slavery is the fastest-growing criminal enterprise in the world. There are more people enslaved right now than there were during the transatlantic slave trade period between the 15th and 19th centuries. Slavery generates three times the revenue of the NFL. With the money from all the trafficking in the world, you could buy every Starbucks outlet in the world. Every NBA team in the nation. Every Target store. There are 30 million slaves in the world; 10 million of them are children. 17,500 children are trafficked into the US every year. And much more... Full Show Notes and Resources Can Be Found Here: jordanharbinger.com/369 Sign up for Six-Minute Networking -- our free networking and relationship development mini course -- at jordanharbinger.com/course! Like this show? Please leave us a review here -- even one sentence helps! Consider including your Twitter handle so we can thank you personally!See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
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My very first case, I said, Tim, investigate this case.
This is a child's exploitation material.
So find this guy.
He's here somewhere.
And I pull up the stuff that we had found.
And it's these little children, these three little boys.
And I won't get too graphic other than to say they looked like my children.
And I fell to my knees.
I dry heaved into a, you know, I thought I was going to throw up.
I was just dry heaved.
And I ran out of the building.
I mean, this is just what happened to me.
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Today, Tim Ballard is with us.
Tim is an amazing guy.
Former Homeland Security agent who reluctantly got involved in chasing down child trafficking,
both here in the U.S. and overseas.
He took a case.
He really didn't want to have anything to do.
do with and then due to a confluence of circumstances, he left the government, and of course we'll
hear this story today, but essentially he leaves the government, founds his own agency dedicated to
stopping child trafficking around the world. The story is bananas, and I'm so excited for y'all to hear
what we've got for you today. Tim and I have something in common. We both used to bust pedophiles.
Tim still does and does it in a much more badass way than I ever dreamt of doing. So if you all know
my story already as outlined in episode 353 here on the show, in case you miss that one,
Today we'll discover that slavery is the fastest growing criminal enterprise in the world.
That might be hard to believe.
I certainly was not able to wrap my mind around this.
No one seems to be talking about this that much.
In terms of revenue, it's three times bigger than the NFL.
Three times bigger.
This is one of those things that it's so horrible, most of us don't even want to think about it.
Don't listen to this one with kids in the car.
I do highly recommend, though, if you skip it, you come back to it because it is very interesting.
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All right, here we go with Tim Ballard.
I think it's really cool how you framed the book about African-American slavery in the United States.
That was something that really stood out to me.
And a couple of the things that you'd quoted from these little sidebars that you have,
one was that there was a slave who wanted to learn so he wanted to learn how to read so bad that
so they could read the Bible and I think the quote was something like I just want to be able
to read so that I know how to live that way I won't be so afraid to die yes that was powerful man
yeah and the risk they were taking you know that Harry Jacobs was taking and that he was taking
you know like we could be whipped we could be beaten to yeah death and they said we don't care let's do
it let's do it anyway I just love her spirit I I tried to write
my, that book, that story many, many times over the years. This is embarrassing, but I just couldn't
emotionally, I would just fall apart. I mean, even getting, writing that story, I just, I was ball and just
PTSD type reactions. But until I had Harriet to kind of lean on her story, that's what actually made
it possible for me to write it. I mean, as I write in the book, she's my hero, she's my teacher,
she's my inspiration. You know, if she could do it under her circumstances, being a slave,
certainly I can figure out something. I can do something here, you know. Yeah. She's just a powerhouse.
and I wish more people knew about her.
Yeah, well, the book, when I read it,
I was really surprised because I thought,
this is going to be like a little treatise
from an ex-cop on the slavery industry
or the child trafficking industry.
And it really is like this African-American slave story
that tells the same,
unfortunately, very similar story
of what we have going on right now,
although this happened hundreds of years ago,
which is, in a way, things haven't changed
and looking at some of the stats,
it's gotten even worse.
And we'll get into that in a second.
I just,
I thought that was an especially hopeful story or part of the story coming from somebody
who had lived a really hard life and honestly didn't have a whole lot of hope to live a better
life.
And they still were trying to improve themselves.
That's amazing, really.
Absolutely.
Yeah.
It's unbelievable.
And, and again, like you pointed out, it's, the slavery is different.
It's different.
I would never want to, you know, lose the integrity of the transatlantic slave trade in that
story.
For sure.
But there's enough parallels that were just so crazy not to try to learn from what
happened before, how we eradicated it before. And just like in the 18th, 19th century, no one's really
talking about it. It's too hard. People look away. They don't want to engage. And so again,
there's so many parallels. How do you create a movement? How do you get people interested in the
suffering of others? And the children don't have a voice. You know, they can't protest. They can't
rally. They can't organize. These children who are abused. And they're the most precious in the world.
And yet you don't hear. There's no marches for them. There's no. And so we're just trying
get loud and try to be their voice because they're being exploited, traffic, kidnapped, raped
by the millions more than ever in the history of the world. So it's something to hopefully bring
to light and find solutions. People don't know this. As you mentioned, people don't really know
this. There aren't that many marches or there are, if there are any, I don't know of one. There's
30 million slaves in the world. Is that correct? I mean, that's insane. It is correct. Think about
countries that you've been to on vacation. Like maybe you went to Sweden once. And isn't that like five or
seven million. So you can add up all of Northern Europe and you have, maybe you have like more slaves
than those countries, entire population, and they're just blended into the rest of the world.
Absolutely. 10 million of those are children who are either enslaved labor, Oregon harvesting
or sex trafficking. Most stats, UN, State Department believe that in terms of the sex trafficking
is about two million. But we work in the slave labor as well. And if you're a slave for labor,
you're a slave for sex. I mean, once someone owns you, they're going to
do anything they want with you. So I think those numbers
even lower than what we're seeing.
And it is absolutely devastating. And it is
everywhere. You know, the United States, we just
landed last year at the Trafficking Impressions
Report. We're in the top three for
destination countries. In other words,
the traffickers are trying to get these kids
into our country and into our black
sex market because that's where you can make the most
money. Again, we are the demand. We drive this.
We are the number one consumers
of child exploitation material,
what I call child rape videos, because that's what they are.
That to me is bizarre.
but also somehow not surprising because it is a big country and we have, we keep stats on these
kinds of things. It's hard to say if there's other huge markets for this, right, when countries
that maybe just don't even care as much, I would think. It's exactly right. We're one of the
largest countries in population that also has high tech and that we do take stats for it. So it's
true. But we need to start here. And so often people say, look, this is a problem far, far away
from me. It doesn't affect me. It doesn't affect my family. No, it does affect your family. Believe me,
If you knew how many sex addicts, pedophiles are living in your neighborhood, you would take care of your children a little differently even.
So it's a problem we have to just, you know, bring into the light.
I just want to pause for a second and let the numbers sink in because when I first heard that stat, I literally put the book down and just like I was walking outside.
So I just kind of walked another couple blocks because I was like how many, and I was doing population calculations in my head.
Like how many people live in California?
Okay, like 60 million, I think.
And I was like, okay, so if we divide, it's just a huge, huge number of people that are enslaved.
And if a third of them, if 10 million of them are children, that's more populous than many countries
in the world, and they're all child slaves, just like when you kind of did that whole put
everyone in one room kind of exercise.
What's the size of the business?
How much money are we talking about here?
It's a $150 billion a year business by most estimates.
So to give people an idea, that's like the amount of money made every year, selling children, selling people is about equivalent to, with that money, you could buy every single Starbucks franchise in the world.
You could buy every single NBA franchise, every team, and still have enough money left over to send every child in America to college for four years.
That's per year selling human beings right now.
So this is a huge business.
It is enormous.
You just can't ignore the economics.
I know I mentioned earlier the transatlantic slave trade.
Again, not to marginalize that at all.
I just wanted to highlight how bad the problem currently is.
There are more people enslaved right now than during those four centuries.
Is that correct?
That is absolutely correct.
Yeah.
Unbelievable.
So now, of course, maybe it's not based on a race, but it's just pure.
Is it purely economic?
Is that really what we're talking about?
It's pretty much all economic.
You know, back in the Transatlantic slave trade days, that was clearly race issues and so forth.
but today it is economics.
It's just, it's a ton of money.
I mean, these criminals,
this is why it's the fastest growing criminal enterprise.
It's catching up to drugs.
It already surpassed arms.
And the reason is you can sell a bag of cocaine one time,
but you can sell a child 10 times, 20 times a day in a 24-hour period,
and that's what's happening to these kids.
And so it's so lucrative for the criminal enterprise.
I know you got started in Homeland Security investigate.
Did you start off investigating sex trafficking, or how did you even fall into this?
because it doesn't seem like something people normally seek out and go,
this is my beat, you know?
Oh, man, I did not want to do that.
In fact, when I was in the academy, my wife and I made a decision and a pact that I would never work child crimes.
We hardly touched it, by the way, this was like in early 2000s, the child trafficking.
It wasn't really, no one was really talking about it.
I studied terrorism.
That's what I was in grad school during 9-11, and I got my degree in national security with an emphasis in terrorism and weapons and mass destruction.
So that's what I went in to do, and that's what I was doing.
I had my dream job.
I was on the border.
We were tracking weapons and potential connections to groups like Al-Qaeda and so forth.
And six months into that job, I get called in.
And my boss says, we're starting a child exploitation group, an anti-trafficking group.
And I said, great, what did that do with me?
I didn't even really know what it was, be honest with you.
And he said, we want you to be part of it.
And I just, I said no at first.
I had to go back and talk to my wife.
And my wife said, this is crazy.
You're not going to do this.
We have children.
You're going to bring darkness into our home.
I don't want that in your head.
And by the next morning, it was my wife as I'm preparing my speech to reject the position.
And I'm scared that I got to tell this guy who's my boss, his name's Larry Frost, big guy, intimidating to me.
And I don't want to, you don't tell this guy no.
Right.
And so I'm thinking, how am I going to say this?
What am I going to do?
And my wife comes up to me while I'm preparing my speech in the bathroom, looking at myself in the mirror.
And she's in tears.
And she's not a very emotional person.
She's in tears.
And she said, I didn't sleep at all last night.
And she said, I'm wrong.
For the very reason we thought you couldn't do this because we have kids is the reason we have to do this.
If it's true that millions of children aren't experiencing the childhood like our children have safety and security and love and protection, then how dare us worry about our own pain?
She said, you've got to do this.
It's got to be yes.
And so I went in, I said, let's do this.
And honestly, Jordan, it was about 10 times worse than my mind could have conceived.
what I was getting into.
Yeah.
The things that people do to children, I could not comprehend.
To this day, after 17 years of doing just this, I cannot comprehend.
It seems like the kind of thing where, well, you had a front row seat.
So for me, I watched a documentary, read your book, and I was like, these numbers, are these real?
But you had no prior warning, and it was probably like, oh, there's going to be the occasional
kidnapped kid who's getting trafficked, like, well, what are we going to do the rest of the time?
You know, like, why am we going to fill our days up?
And it's like, I mean, was it like a hundred times worse than you expected or 10 times?
It was so bad.
First of all, the amount of child rape videos coming in.
That's kind of where we started.
That's why they started the group.
It's like, what is going on?
We go online in the dark net and we're just learning about what these things are anyway.
And it's just this tsunami of material of children being raped, little children.
People think we're talking about 16 and 17-year-olds.
We don't even have time.
That's illegal too.
We rarely have time to even focus on that.
We're working on the kids who are five, six, seven, ten years old.
And so I remember one of my very first case.
They sat down and said, Tim, investigate this case.
This is a child's exploitation material.
It came in.
It landed in our area responsibility.
So find this guy.
He's here somewhere.
And I pull up the stuff that we had found.
And it's these little children, these three little boys.
And I won't get too graphic other than to say they looked like my children.
And I mean, I fell to my knees.
I dry heaved into a, you know,
I thought it was going to throw up,
I was just dry heaved.
And I ran out of the building.
I mean, this is not,
I'm not proud of this.
This makes me look like super wimp,
but I mean, this is just what happens to me.
I think it's a normal reaction.
I think it's a normal reaction.
I've never seen anything with people that young,
but I can't even,
like my mind can't even,
it's hard to even get there, you know,
imagination-wise.
You can't, you can't get that.
That's why what I'm watching,
these kids were like six,
seven, and eight.
My kids ages,
and they looked like my kids.
I get in my car,
I speed over to the school.
I checked my kids out.
I put dentist.
I remember I took him home.
And I just, my wife came up, what's going on?
And I just was sobbing and just holding my kids.
And I was like, you don't know the evil out there.
It was hard for me because I would, from that point on,
I would superimpose my children's faces on all the victims that we would try to help.
Like mentally, right?
Mentally.
I was mentally just like, that's my kid.
That's my kid.
And I had to get over that to even move on.
But then I realized, that's why I realized, why are we not having marches?
And why are we not having demonstrations about this?
And the reason is because it's too dark.
People will do the same thing I did, and they can't.
It's too much.
And so I know this when I present.
I thank the audience just for being willing to hear me.
I thank you, Jordan, for being able to give me an audience
because it hurts so much to think that this could be real.
It's easier to pretend it's not.
And that's what we're up against.
I think you're on to something there.
Because when I first saw this,
I think I was introduced to you through this documentary
which will link in the show notes is available.
Is it an Amazon Prime or something like that?
I always recommend these things.
Amazon Prime, yeah.
And it's called Operation Toussaint or Toussaint.
My French is non-existent, so I'm not totally sure how that goes.
And this was just like, I looked at this and I googled something along the lines of,
is this real or is this exaggerated?
And then I looked you up because I was like, is this one of those like, what's going on here?
This can't be a big thing because this is the first I'm hearing about it.
I'm reasonably well informed.
and why is this the only thing?
There's not a whole lot of websites about this.
There just wasn't much.
But if you look up every other problem in the world,
there's like whole organizations
and there's foundations
and there's all kinds of stuff going on.
There's dedicated government agencies
to things like this.
And there just isn't.
And you would mention, I think, in the book
or possible in the documentary,
that there was a 5,000% increase
in child rape videos on the internet,
which, like, even if the amount of videos on the internet
was one and there was a 5,000,
percent increase. That's a ton of it, you know, and I'm pretty sure we're not talking about one
that multiplied right that way. This is like a massive, where is this happening? It's obviously
happening all over the world. I assume it happens plenty in the United States. If our demand is
so high, our production also has to be reasonably high. Our production is high for sure.
And the scary thing about this crime is there's no stereotype. You can't profile someone. It's
anyone. It's everyone. It's like this closet crime. We've arrested professionals, medical professionals,
lawyers, educators, law enforcement officers.
I've had to arrest a handful of law enforcement officers in my life who were into this.
That's what's so devastating about it.
It's so hard to identify.
It's dark.
A lot of it's on the dark net.
We build labs.
Our foundation builds labs in different countries, mobile labs as well, to help get the tools
into the hands of law enforcement so they can find this.
This is why, like I said, the National Center for Missing Exploited Children just came out
just a few weeks ago and said, 2 million excess child abuse,
reports in March, 4 million in excess of 2019, March 2020, because it's all online. In the United
States, it is. If you go overseas into developing countries, you're going to find it more on
the street corners, on the beaches, in certain districts. But here in this country, in the United
States, it is online, which means every child is vulnerable that has internet access, and every
pedophile that has that same access has a weapon to get that child. And that's the reality.
I remember when I was really young, my probably like 11, a family friend, they got a computer.
A guy was like a big computer guy, worked on computers for Ford or something like that.
And they had a modem, which now is nobody even knows that is now.
But it basically meant you could connect your computer to Prodigy or America Online or the proto
internet that people were using back then.
And I remember that we weren't allowed to use that computer without, it was locked up.
And we were like, why?
And the guy told, our family friend told my parents, you'd be surprised.
There are pedophiles on there.
And my parents were like, what?
How can that be the case?
And his kids weren't allowed to use it.
I mean, this is like 1990.
So it's almost like as soon as the internet was available, these guys were on top of it for
criminal activity of this variety.
This was like the first kind of crime that I'd even heard about online.
Yeah, you get bank wire fraud and stuff like that.
It's pretty specialized.
But this was kind of like the first street crime level crime, if you will, crime that was
of even being done online from what I understand.
Absolutely.
And it's because of the nature of it,
because who these people are,
they have everything to lose.
It's actually a high suicide rate
for those who we arrest
because they've lost everything, right?
So they have to commit their crimes in secret.
And the internet provided that for them.
And the dark net, even better,
because now they really feel anonymous
and they can do their dirty work in the dark.
But when kids disappear,
when kids get kidnapped and they disappear,
every time when we find a kid,
every time there's this long,
trail of contact with their predator online.
That's where it started.
They'll come in, you know, undercover.
They'll come in wanting to befriend your child on Facebook or follow them on
Instagram and they have a false picture.
They have a picture that looks like, you know, he's the kid in the high school next
door.
And oh my gosh, and they're flattered.
And it's a slow, slowly by slowly, they kind of lure them in and then they find
out where they are and they grab them.
Parents need to wake up to what's going on.
So this is like starts off as somebody chatting with underage kids.
Yeah, this is so creepy to me because I remember when I was in high school, I was always
on America online.
I was like a big computer internet kid back then.
And I remember female friends of mine being like, oh, I'm going to go meet this guy.
Will you come with me because it might be dangerous?
And there was a time we showed up outside of the movie theater where I actually worked.
So I was like, hey, if it's creepy, we can just run in there and I know the manager and I work
there and I can use my, you know, whatever to get in like the back door.
if it's just thinking if he's like a guy we'd just want to ditch we showed up and it wasn't a 17 year old
guy it was like a 50 year old man and she was talking with him and he was like uh hey is that your
boyfriend and he was so creepy and then finally he was like if you tell your friend to go away i'll
give you $50 if you watch me you know figure out the rest she's like oh my god no so we ran away
and then went through the movie theater it just we thought that was a weird occurrence but
there's like a non-zero chance that if I wasn't there, that that girl would have just gotten
nab by that guy, and that was it.
Gone, exactly.
And what you just described, Jordan, is happening every day.
Just two weeks ago, 40 miles from my home.
And you can look at this up, you can Google the news story.
A guy named Danny Hardman was arrested, 42 years old.
He was grooming online to six-year-old girls.
Online gaming is, they love that.
They go on and play the little kids games on the online gaming and also through Facebook.
he had convinced these two six-year-old girls
to take their clothes off
and take sexually exploitative pictures of themselves
and send to him.
And luckily, the AG's office intervened
and nab the guy,
but he was on his way to the next step.
I mean, this is happening everywhere
and it's constant.
So scary, because I have a 10-month-old son.
You know, people say,
hey, don't get them too much screen time,
even if it's cartoons.
But of course, when your kid's eight
and he's like, Mom, let me see the iPad.
I want to play Candy Crush.
You're not thinking,
oh, there's pedophiles on the chat system
that they don't have in kindergarten rush.
But how would we even know?
Like, as a parent, you can't even look at the app
and go, hey, hold on, is there a way for people to chat with you?
Show me where that is.
Okay, they might not, your kid might not even know.
It's exactly right.
And it's the scary thing because parents have been through a lot of things
they can teach their kids.
Yeah.
You know, they learn how to drive a car.
They learned how to be, they've been bullied on the playground,
dating things.
Parents are like, I've been there.
Let me teach you this.
But most parents, a lot of parents,
at least in my generation and up,
they didn't have any experience in this.
They don't know what online gaming is.
Yeah.
And like you said, they give their kid a game.
They have no idea that there's 50 people watching your kid play a game.
And then pretending to be a kid too.
Yeah.
That's what happens here.
And then slowly but surely,
they know how to get into your kid's head
and start getting them to do things they didn't mean to do.
And that's what we're dealing with.
I was interviewing somebody reasonably well known,
like on this show.
And I said, hey, there's some noise in the background.
He goes, oh, my kids are playing Xbox.
And I go, oh, wow, because they're yelling and screaming.
They're really loud.
And I said, he just played with his friends.
And he paused and goes, you know, I don't know.
There's just a bunch of kids on there playing.
And I thought nothing of it.
But now I'm like, we don't know those are kids playing Xbox with your kid.
Exactly.
Your child.
And of course, they're in quarantine, whatever, right now lockdown.
So they're in there all the time because I was so confused.
Like, how can U.S. kids get sucked into this?
They have parents that care about them.
They've got teachers.
They have most people.
have infrastructure. Granted, there are plenty of kids that have crap parents and no social infrastructure.
I would imagine those people are even more vulnerable to this kind of thing. They absolutely are.
The infrastructure keeps them safe. I mean, we work in countries like Haiti, you saw in the documentary.
Well, why are those kids still vulnerable? Because there's no infrastructure. The infrastructure that
would keep them safe doesn't exist. And we threw our kids during this lockdown period into something
similar. You know, even though we have homes and we have prosperity in some ways, in many ways,
that infrastructure is what's keeping them safe.
Another form of trafficking I want to mention
where we find it in the most affluent areas.
It's a form people don't recognize,
but a teenage girl, we see thousands of these cases
with a boy and they end up having sex or doing whatever
and they film it or he films it.
Then they break up as teenagers do quickly.
And then that kid, the ex-boyfriend,
starts basically trafficking the girl,
saying, look, I have your email list.
I will send this to your school,
to your pastor, to your parents, unless you go have sex with that guy, my friend, and do this.
You wouldn't believe how many cases like that happen. And these girls are freaked out. They think their
life's over. And so now they're being trafficked, even though they're going home every night in their
nice big houses with their security and their security dogs and their big gates. And they are
being trafficked right under the nose of their parents. And their parents are shocked.
Oh, God. This is something that's another trend that's growing.
You know, it's funny you should mention this. I've watched a TED talk from somebody who grew up in an affluent area
and she had this exact same scenario play out.
I can't remember her name.
And I Googled her, and she had gone to my high school in Michigan,
which was around all of these other sort of like gated community type kids.
Like our parking lot, aside from my Ford Tempo GL,
looked like a Mercedes-Benz dealership because everybody had money.
So I was like, how could that have happened in our area?
And sure enough, you know, I googled more of her talks,
and she's like, I was going to Bloomfield Hills and West Blue.
And I'm like, these are areas where judges live where people who own, like the guy who owns an auto supplier, you know, the whole board lives in this area.
And it's happening right in there.
These are 0.1 percenters, some of these people.
This crime is not just kids who grew up in a hellish ghetto area being abused by other people who live in that area.
This is like a truly global knows-no boundaries type of criminal enterprise.
It absolutely is.
And, you know, these traffickers are experts at rewerewomen.
rewiring the brains of kids, which is what allows them confidence. The traffickers have confidence
that go ahead and go home. I still got you. I still got you. You know, you can go home, you can sleep in
your bed. You can have dinner with your parents every night, but I still got you. And when we go
through the rehabilitation phase of our mission, that's when we really learn the damage that's internal,
that's inside, that's in the brain. And rewiring that and, you know, rolling that all back,
it is so complex and so difficult. It's best that it never happens in the first place. And it's just
we don't have the awareness campaign that we need.
You're listening to the Jordan Harbinger Show
with our guest Tim Ballard.
We'll be right back.
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And now back to Tim Ballard on the Jordan Harbinger show.
The aftercare seems to be a big part of your rescues and your programs because, I mean, you can't just be like, all right, we got you out of the fake orphanage.
Like, good luck.
Go stay in school.
Like, what are you going to do?
You can't do that, you know?
Right.
Most of these kids don't have parents.
That's how they got taken to the first place.
Not all of them, but there's a big number of them that that's a big number of them that's, that's,
how they were taken. So we partner with aftercare homes all throughout the world. In fact,
when a law enforcement agency comes to us and says, we'd like you to help consult with us and provide us
the tools. Our first question is, okay, if we do that, where are the kids going to go that we help
you rescue? Oh, they're going to go to our state run? No, we don't do state run anything. I've learned
my lesson on that one. We go out and find the partners that we trust, are generally other NGOs,
private organizations, and we find them, we vet them, and then we give them resources as needed,
once we feel the word ready, then we go back to law enforcement agency and say, now we can begin.
But you have to sign this MOU stating that any kids rescued have to go to one of our vetted institutions.
And then we stay with those institutions.
We stay with those kids.
We had a big hit operation in 2014.
There's a feature film that's coming out this year about this operation.
It's called The Sound of Freedom, stars Jim Covee, Sol, Mirrovino.
And it comes out this year just finished that tells the story of this huge operation we did, the largest busts ever.
We rescued 121 victims and 15 traffickers went down.
Where was that?
It was in Columbia.
Oh, man.
And so these little kids, we had 120 victims, a lot of them, children, little children.
Some of them are just now been through our programs and now they're graduating just to show you how important aftercare is for us.
We stay with them.
Some of these children that we rescued that were, you know, 12, 13, they're now becoming adults and they're through our aftercare program and we're still with them.
You know, we are still helping them get into college, giving them scholarships, helping them start businesses.
Off the record, I'll send you a link to the film. It has COVID kind of threw everything off, but I'd love to see it. As it does. Yeah. Yeah, I would love to watch it. That would be amazing. We'll send you a link.
Great. Please watch it because it'll show. It shows the whole story that happened there. It was happening at the same time the raids were going on in Haiti where I rescued my own children out of that.
2014, it was a crazy year for us. But that's what we do, to the point of aftercare, we stay with these kids,
forever. Even into adulthood, we're still staying with them. What do you guys need? How can we help you?
You just said something that I think a lot of people are like, wait, what? You said that I rescued my
own children. You're going to have to fill that in, man. So one of the reasons we started Operation
Underground Railroad, I was a special agent, loving my job, and I learned about this little boy
that was kidnapped in Haiti. He was a U.S. citizen. That's how I learned about the case. But of Haitian
descent, he moves to Haiti, back with his family. His father's the pastor of this church. And the little
boys kidnapped from the parking lot one Sunday afternoon after church. And I think we can make this
a U.S. case. So I become obsessed with this story because I know that very little is going to be done
in a country like Haiti. It doesn't have the resources. So I bring the father to my office and I sit down
with him and I start talking to him about what's being done to find his son. And he says to me,
he shocks me with a question. He says, do you have children? I said, yes. He said, could you
sleep at night knowing that one of your children's beds was empty? And I, and I,
I just start, I just start weeping.
Yeah.
I'm just like, no.
And he said, well, to answer the question, what's being done to find my son?
Because I can't sleep at night.
And because law enforcement and my country is doing nothing for me, I arbitrarily pick some
neighborhood, the darker the better, the more crime written, the better, arbitrarily pick
some neighborhood and walk the streets, flashlight in hand, and I pray to God that I'll just
hear my son cry.
And I'm just going, first of all, emotionally just sunk.
Yeah.
But also going, there's stuff we can do, bro.
like there's investigative techniques.
So I become obsessed and I promise the father,
I will never stop until I find your son.
Wow.
Thinking I can do it under the jurisdiction of the U.S.
government with my badge,
with my resources of the U.S. government.
But that promise was real to me.
And so I start working the case and I find out,
hey, Tim, back off.
This is a Haitian crime.
It's a Haitian case.
Get out.
But why, why, though?
He's an American citizen, the kid.
Right?
Well, because it was interpreted by the powers that be,
not my office, not even my department.
My office wanted me to go as far as I could go.
But ultimately, it was decided, look, it was done by Haitians.
The Haitian government says they're on it.
And that was the imperative.
There was the instruction given to me.
At the same time, I had done something similar in Columbia, which led to that other hit.
I had gone down there to consult on a case, very limited, you know, mandate, but I put myself
under cover.
And I went way beyond what I was allowed to do, which then broke open this huge case.
So here we are grappling with this. It's about 2013. My wife and I'm like, look, in both cases,
I was told, come home, get out of this, you can't do this. There's no mandate. This isn't going to
end in a U.S. courtroom. Congress would light us up, basically, if you stayed down here.
Yeah. And there was those two cases that basically compelled us to say, look, we're going to go for
this. I don't know if I can feed my, I had six kids at the time. Well, I don't know in six months if we
have any money, honestly, to pay the rent, to pay the mortgage. But we just knew we had to do it. So off
we went and on the Haiti case, we went in and we worked with the police. Once we came in with
resources, they were willing to cooperate with us. And they did. And we found the captors of the
little boy. We found the people that kidnapped him. And what scared the heck out of us was that
where the evidence led us to, where they were, was a compound with 28 children. We flew a drone
overhead and counted 28 children, but it wasn't a registered orphanage. The sign outside said
orphanage. So we're thinking, oh, my gosh, this is a trafficking center.
That's so creepy.
So creepy.
And then we come to find out this is what happens,
especially in developing countries like Haiti,
after that earthquake in 2010
or after the hurricanes that go through,
it's harvest time for the traffickers.
I mean, that earthquake killed about a quarter million people instantly.
But what the media didn't talk about
was the half a million or more orphans that were made instantly.
And these kids are walking the streets,
blood, sweat, tear, horror everywhere.
And the traffickers come in to the country,
posing as aid workers, posing as orphaned.
inches, they throw orphanage signs over the side of a wall. And now innocent people are shepherding
these children. Oh, man. They're co-opting people's goodwill and then getting him to bring kids in.
Like, this is my third nephew wants for move. Please take care of him. And he gets freaking sold.
Oh, it's so disgusting. And so two of those kids, a one and a two-year-old, were ushered in to this
place that said orphanage. They were brought to the same place that this little boy, his name's
Gardy, the little boy that we're, so we're with the police and we identify what is a front.
We recognize it.
It's a front for, it's not an orphanage because it's not registered, but there's 28 children.
And so we go in undercover.
What happened to me, I had been in situations like this before, but I've never seen
28 children altogether in captivity.
And I remember standing at the gates of this place looking in, and I was instructed
by the Haitian police to go undercover pretending to be an American trafficker.
These foreign traffickers are used to dealing with Americans, Westerners.
Again, that's where the market is, right?
So I'm looking at these kids, and I start getting this.
same thing that I told you about earlier, this, this almost PTSD kind of reaction, and I start
seeing my own children. I had actually been to therapists that the government supplied for us,
because our work is so nutty, to help me get around that, help me not do this anymore.
Because if I superimposed my kids' faces, you know, in my mind, I was shutting down.
I was talking to my kid's school and taking them out and going home and crying my eyes out.
But I started getting that feeling again. It was interesting at the gate. I remember looking
in. And I thought to myself, you know what? I'm going to embrace it. I'm not going to
fight it. I'm going to embrace it. And I'm so glad I did. I was ready to embrace it.
Make these kids my kids. And so I walk into this place because there's nothing you wouldn't do
for your son, right? I mean, there's nothing. You'd give your life in a second to save his life.
And so if you look at these kids like they're yours, imagine there's nothing you won't do.
And you become a more effective agent. You become a more effective operator in the field.
And that's what happened on this case. We went in undercover. And sure enough, these guys approach us.
and they tell us, look, these kids are $10,000.
They ended up raising the price of $15 by the end of the deal.
But any of these kids are for sale, they had a whole instruction on how to evade police,
how to get around, what do you do?
And so I'm looking for little guardie because I know he's got to be in here somewhere
because all the evidence said he was.
But in the meantime, I was instructed by the Haitian police because we always work with police.
We're not a rogue unit.
We work under the jurisdiction of whatever jurisdiction we're in.
And they told me, they said, Tim, if they're selling kids, which most likely they are,
buy them, accept the deal
because we need the evidence.
I got cameras all over my body, right?
Hidden.
And so we're going to get the evidence.
So I'm looking for a kid to buy
and I don't think it matters
and I'm looking around.
And in that moment, in fact,
there's an image of this
in the documentary that you saw
from the undercover camera,
this little boy turns and walks towards me.
And I just pick him up.
And I just look at him.
I'm like, this is the one I'm going to buy
in the sting operation.
Well, then I find out shortly after that
that he has a sister,
this amazing little girl
who's been saving his life, by the way.
You know, I tried to give her, at one point, I was holding this little boy looking for Gardy,
and I had one of my colleagues keeping the traffickers busy.
And there's these dark outbuildings on this compound.
And I'm going in there so my camera can pick up everything.
And that's when I get introduced to this little girl.
She follows me in here.
I'm holding the little boy.
He's my excuse to kind of get in.
I get him to kind of point.
And so if anyone was watching, like, oh, he's just kids who wants to show him his room or whatever.
Yeah, yeah.
Where are your friends?
Yeah.
Exactly.
So I get in and this little girl has followed me in.
And I swing around.
to look at her and she's looking at me like
Mad dog and yeah. I'm like, I loved it. I'm like, who's this brave little girl
that's just like, what's up? And so I give her a candy bar. These kids are all starving,
by the way. We medically confirm later. I give her a candy bar and I'm like,
take this and go away. And I knew something was up when I gave this little kid. Because even my
kids, right, who are not starving, they don't do what she's about to do, right? They take their candy
bar. If I need to go outside and eat it, dad, I'm going to, as long as I get it. This little girl takes
this, this starving little girl, doesn't take her eyes off me or the little boy, breaks that
candy bar in half, hands the other half into the hands of the little boy. Again, I have experience
with kids. Kids don't do that. Yeah. That's not their muscle memory. This is muscle memory for this
kid, this little girl. So then I realized, what have I done? This is the sister. And so I put
little boy down. She grabs a little boy and pulls him in and just stands between me and him,
which I'm just loving. I'm just like, I've never seen so much love in action. Like, and I kneel down
and I break the cardinal rule of undercover operations,
and I tell them who I am.
You know, I said, I'm here for you.
I'm not, you'll never be a part again.
So then that leads us to then telling the traffickers,
we want to buy both the kids,
which increases the price.
Again, I think it's just a sting operation.
Sure.
We're just going to use these kids.
I just want to keep them together.
And I'll make sure they get into a good home later
or a good aftercare home.
So the whole thing blows up and it's beautiful,
I mean, in a good way.
They take the bait, they sell the kids to us.
The cops come in, everyone gets arrested.
But the kicker is the little boy's not there.
Gardy's not there.
Little Gardy is not there.
He's been sold already.
And I have to go have this conversation with his father who's waiting in another room.
I'm sorry, in another hotel.
We couldn't bring him too close to the site because of the emotional aspect.
So I then go and I have what I believe to this day still is the most consequential,
maybe the most important conversation I've ever had with anybody.
I have to tell him that his son wasn't there and we have no idea where he was.
If you knew the hope that we had leading up to this, his son was going to be rescued.
Yeah.
I was going to walk through that hotel.
And a thousand times I played it in my mind.
I'm going to walk through those doors and I'm going to deliver this boy back to his father.
And I walk through those doors and I'm empty handed.
And this father, his name's Gessnau, he looks at me.
I look at him and he just starts to ball, just weep.
And I sit down and I'm crying.
He's crying.
And I eke out the words that we did rescue 28 children.
And then this guy does something.
He pops his head up, stops crying.
And he says, why are we crying?
This is amazing.
We rescued 28 kids.
And I said, Gesson, I'm worried about.
the one we didn't rescue. And he says, no, you're missing the point. He said, if my son hadn't been
kidnapped, no response would have come. No one, no teams would have come to rescue these kids.
And he said this. He said, if I have to lose my son so that these 28 kids can be rescued,
that is a burden I'm willing to bear. I'm just looking at this guy thinking, who are you?
I wish I could say that. Even to this day, if we're rolls reversed, I know I couldn't. I wish I could.
Then I go with him to the police station.
He goes, let's go to the police.
I'm going to find out more.
So we go to the police station and he tells the police.
Like, I'm already in awe of this guy, right?
And then he says to them, if you can't find parents for the children who were rescued in the name of my son, then I will take them.
I will be their father.
Wow.
And he goes home with eight of those 28 kids.
I am so in awe.
So I go home that night in this rat-infested porta-prince-printer prince hotel room because all we could afford at the time.
And I call my wife.
And I'm like, you won't believe this story.
I usually don't give her all the details because I don't want to scare her.
But you won't believe.
I tell this story.
And I just kept saying, I want to be like this guy.
This guy's my hero.
Can you imagine, face with this, he goes to the light.
He goes to how can I help these kids who were rescued in the name of my son?
I'm just, I'm weeping on the phone.
And my wife, who is my spiritual guide and my, you know, she's the one who gets me into
all these good things.
You get yourself into trouble as she gets you into the, into the, that's right.
That's right.
And she says to me,
if you want to be like him, let's be like him.
He took eight.
You told me the story about these two beautiful children,
and she says to me, I want to be their mother.
If he can take eight, I can take two.
And I said, you've got to be kidding me.
You already had six kids, just so everyone knows.
I had just left my job.
I had no money.
I mean, I lost my pension when I quit early.
And, you know, we're running a nonprofit.
In the beginning days, especially, I mean, we had nothing.
You know, it's just like, we had enough money to do this operation.
And I'm like, this is expensive.
Like, she's like, I don't care.
Do the right thing.
And the other things will take care of themselves.
So we did it, Jordan.
So under the instruction of my wife, I went back and I said, I want these two children.
And they've been home now for two years.
It took us three years to go through the adoption process.
But they're home.
They've been home for two years.
They're thriving.
They're beautiful kids.
And this little girl who protected her little brother, I learned more about her story.
And she becomes my hero.
She does way more for me than I'm doing for her.
you know, because I went to her and I, they're now in a good orphanage for the three years it takes to get them home.
And every time we go down and bring toys and supplies, this little girl can't keep a thing for herself.
Just like with the candy bar, right? She's giving everything away, everything. And I come to find out what's going on.
It's the principle. When you have a life of service, your body actually responds with a chemical reaction when you're giving of yourself.
Doctors have proven it. Dopamine and serotonin and oxytocin. And all of a sudden, you're a happier person.
And we all experienced this.
You know, when you're giving and serving, you're happier.
You're optimistic.
You're full of light and creativity.
And you're like, your daughter found that.
She needed a way to protect her little brother.
She was living in a world where she was enslaved.
I mean, the only adults in her life wanted to hurt her in the worst ways.
Yeah.
And how she got around it was serving.
Serving her little brother, serving the other kids in the orphanage.
That's what I was witnessing.
And I thought, what a lesson for all of us.
And, I mean, she protected her little brother through just serving.
and serving and serving and serving and becoming empowered against darkness.
So anyway, these kids are mine now.
They're thriving.
It was the only case, I want to mention this, that I worked in my life that was a preventative
strike.
So my kids were never sexually exploited.
Otherwise, I wouldn't even probably be telling the story.
Sure.
It was one of the few times because we were following Gardy into, we really were able,
usually you can't get that close until someone's, the transaction's been made.
Okay.
You know, and then it's too late.
Usually it's the lead.
It comes after the abuse.
but in this case because we were following a little boy who was kidnapped, we got into the belly
of the beast early. And so those 28 kids were rescued before they were sold to pedophiles.
And so it's an amazing story and it's blessed our lives tremendously.
What happens to those people who get arrested? I mean, what do you do? Because Haiti's a little bit,
they got a lot of fish to fry. I wouldn't say bigger fish to fry, but they got a lot of issues
they're dealing with. We do too. But like there's a special place in hell for any child trafficker.
I just wonder if Haiti sort of has that same thing where they're like, okay, these people
were burning them up to their neck in the sand.
So it's not where I want it to be for sure.
In fact, most people say, you're crazy to work in Haiti.
How can you work there?
Because that's so corrupt.
Yeah.
I mean, we've had cases in the documentary, for example, you saw the case where we arrested nine
traffickers and they all, within a week, they were selling little children, raping 10-year-old
kids, filming it.
And we had all the evidence on video.
And notwithstanding, they paid their way out of jail.
in that case, we actually got to the president of Haiti somehow through a congresswoman,
a U.S. congressman of Haitian descent, Mia Love got us into his office.
She ripped him up.
She's like, you cannot let the – and so he issued arrest warrants.
We went back and got the bad guys.
So you arrested them, put him in jail.
They paid their way out.
They got back into the business.
You went and got a congresswoman, got into the president's office who issued an arrest
warrants.
Then you went and got the same people again?
Yes.
Crazy story.
But that's what happens when you work in a place like Haiti.
most people say don't work there because of that, but we just said we can't. I mean, my heart is there now.
We're still looking for the little boy. We haven't found him yet. We think we'll find him.
We believe we'll find him. We have leads. My children are from there. So, I mean, my heart is in Haiti.
And I just said, look, we're going to fight. We'll fight the corruption. We'll fight the traffickers, but we're not leaving.
It's a unique situation in Haiti. Yeah, you can't just go, ah, it's really hard here. I mean, the reason the problem is so severe there is because it's hard to enforce the laws.
Exactly. You can't just move the goalposts to where it's easy.
and then think you're solving the problem. That makes no sense.
That's exactly it. Before our big hit on that operation that we're talking about where the corruption came in,
I actually whipped out. I told Guessno, the father of the little boy, because everywhere we go looking for the little boy, we end up restoring more kids.
We've rescued 100 kids looking for a little boy. We've taken down, I think, close to 50 traffickers looking for this little boy.
And so I remember right before this hit, these traffickers were high end. And I said, guess no, I don't know if we should do this. I mean, this is going to blow back.
These guys are going to, by the way, out of jail. I know it. And it's going to come.
back on us and our foundation. And he says, Tim, if you give up right now, you're giving up on Garty.
And I'm like, okay, enough said, let's do it. And then he says to me, and I have a contingency
plan in case that happens. And he tells me the contingency plan. And I say, guess so if I ever have to do
that, like, that is the most dangerous, ridiculous thing I will have ever done in my life.
Within a week of the arrest, I'm in Washington, D.C. I get a phone call on my private cell phone that
I gave nobody. Right. And the criminals are calling me. Wow. It's a death threat.
to me. And I knew instantly, okay, there's only one way they could get my phone number. Only
the officials of Haiti, a couple of them had my phone number. So I knew it happened. I called
Gessnel. He says, I know, I know it's happening. Let's do the contingency plan. Now, the
contingency plan was, you have all the video, Tim. So we'll go into Port-au-Prince, into the belly
of the beast, we'll invite all the media and we'll expose the truth. And because they don't realize
we filmed everything because it's all hidden cameras, right? Oh, right. They think, yeah.
Everything filmed.
So the judges that were corrupt made up a false story about what happened and made that the official record.
Well, we have the video.
And so the Rotary Club of Port-au-Print said, we'll host the event.
We can promise you safe passage to the event.
But once you expose, we don't know how high up this goes.
It could go so high up that you're never going to leave the country alive.
And that was why it was so crazy.
And then it gets worse.
The stakes increase when they say to me, okay, the Rotary Club comes back to me.
And they say, look, no media will come unless you bring a famous Haitian.
someone they consider famous.
I said, who's that?
You get like shaggy or something?
Right, exactly.
It's like, who do I want me to bring?
And they give me this list.
And number one on the list is U.S. congresswoman Mia Love.
She's of Haitian descent.
And I thought they were joking or they knew something.
Because at the time, I didn't know any congresswoman people except for my own.
Like the one that represents me who lives a few blocks from my house.
And it happens to be Mia Love, believe it or not.
And so I said, you must know that I know her.
right? No. She's just the name that the media gave amongst a couple names. And so I call Mia
a love and I say, Mia, listen, as a friend, I'm going to ask you to say no to this request.
As the CEO of Operation Underground Railroad, I'm still asking you to do it. I said, I need you to
come down and just bust these guys out with me. And I said, honestly, we could die. Like,
we could literally be ambushed on the way out. It's like a Jim Jones thing where they killed that
congressman. You remember that? You remember that? Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes, it's right. So we're
sitting there and we do it. And she stands up.
brave and she speaks fluent Creole, Haitian Creel.
Sure.
So she's just killing it.
And then I see this guy in the back.
We have our security.
We're all watching this guy shifting in the back.
So we're walking out of the parking lot.
We're scared to death.
We're like, okay, now what?
And this guy approaches us.
And he says, I work at the presidential palace.
Would you please come see the president tomorrow?
Wow.
And so we're like, okay, what do we do?
This could be a setup.
It could be the presidential palace and we're going to be hung.
Oh, yeah.
It could be a setup and be the president.
Yeah.
Right.
It could be anything.
So we decided to go for it.
And Mia is so brave.
She's braver than me.
She's like, I don't care of this.
So we end up going to the president's office.
And sure enough, luckily, it was everything we hoped.
He couldn't believe what it happened because it went viral on the news instantly everywhere.
Sure.
That's when he reissued the arrest warrants.
And people can watch the full.
You go to Operation Tucson, Amazon Prime.
We'll link it in the show notes.
Yeah, we'll link it.
But yeah, the story is told there about then what happens, how we go after these guys and what happens.
But it was crazy.
But that's what it's like working in a country like Haiti.
You know, that's what you got to do.
You got to, yeah, you got to just shine light on everything and blow everybody up.
Otherwise, it's probably just easier for them consequences-wise to sweep it under the rug and be like, look, I got all kinds of things going on.
I don't need to put a target on my own back.
That's right.
Because these guys are wealthy.
This isn't like, they're not selling like bathtub meth.
This is like, if this is that big of a multimillion dollar business, the corruption goes all the way up as high as anybody will let it go.
Oh, yeah, though.
They're selling child rape videos.
One of the 10-year-old girls we rescued, she's the subject of child rape.
material that's being sent to the United States for big dollars. So yeah, it's big money.
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I can't imagine the undercover part, right?
Because you don't just walk around in a Hawaiian shirt and go, hey, is anybody selling any kids?
Like, you got to go hang out with these dirt bags, right?
You got to go to their home.
You got to sit with them.
You got to laugh with them.
You've got to party with them.
It's the only way you're going to get it.
And it is devastating.
It is so gut-wrenching to, you know, you look at these guys and they're selling these kids.
And then they bring out their own kids and, hey, this is my sweet little daughter.
I'm just like, wait a minute.
you're showing someone else's kid
and you're witnessing all this
and you're alone in your heart
you're just like, and you got to play along.
I mean, I can't tell you how many times
you just want to just break cover
and just say, you know what, I'm done.
I'm going out in glory.
Like you guys are going with me.
That's what I, I swear to,
because I'm thinking,
there's got to be a moment
when he introduces his kid and you go,
like you said, you're looking at him
and you're going,
you're not just a merely evil,
but you're actually able to somehow compartmentalize
that your kid.
And I would, yeah, I would just be like,
pull the pin on,
we're all going down.
Like, I couldn't believe it.
I'm surprised you didn't smash any of these guys.
There is some video I found of you online.
I guess you're on a boat or something.
I don't know.
You're hanging out with these, like, gross dirt bags.
And one of the things was like, oh, what's the youngest girl you've ever?
And they're laughing.
And I'm just like, how did you not just.
It's so hard.
It's so hard.
I mean, you learn how to do it over time in the beginning, especially.
It was just so hard.
You just like, you got to be kidding me.
And I have to laugh.
I got a laugh back like, yeah, bro.
10 years old.
You bleep-de-bleeped her.
Yeah, bro.
Like, are you kidding me?
They go away and you want to go throw up.
You're just going to go sit alone in a room for like two hours just to decompress what happened, you know.
What about these undercover methods?
Because this seems kind of non-standard, right?
I mean, usually when you think on your cover, you think, okay, I'm going to be a hell's angel and move meth and then bust these guys.
This almost seems like a new kind of operation for law enforcement.
Oh, yeah.
In fact, funny, bring that up, when I got sent to undercover school in the early 2000s, they sent me to learn how to infiltrate child trafficking rings.
And this is one of the top undercover schools in the nation.
And to kind of start off, they put me into this room.
It's a two-way mirror.
And I'm going up against one of the top undercover operators in the U.S.
government.
And he doesn't know what my story is.
Everyone has a different story.
Some people are there for drug investigation.
Some are there for gang violence, whatever.
He doesn't know what I'm going to say, this role player agent.
But I'm supposed to get him to sell me a child.
I mean, I'm tripping all over myself.
I'm freaking out.
I'm like, how do I do this?
How do I bring this up?
There's cameras all over because they're going to analyze and criticize the heck out of it.
You know, afterwards.
Sure.
You're game tape.
Right.
And I bring up this topic with the guy.
We get like three minutes into the discussion.
And he's turning like gray.
And he stands up and he's like, out of roll.
He looks through the two-way married his colleagues.
He's like, I've got a 10-month-old daughter.
Like, I can't do this.
And he walks off.
And I'm just going, what?
What's going on?
You broke the entire, the trainer.
The instructor came in and says, Tim, look, I'll be honest.
We're pioneering this right now.
Like, there's very little curriculum.
There's very little anything.
We've got to figure this up.
This is early 2000s when, again, you can.
at Google trafficking and nothing came up, right? And that's why I turned to history because I thought,
okay, if I don't have a curriculum, what do I have? I have history. I have the original underground
railroad. I have Harriet Tubman. I have Frederick Douglass. And that's when I discovered Harriet Jacobs,
who becomes my hero, and that's who I wrote about in slave stealers. That's why I got into that
history. That's why I turned to them because there's no one else to turn to when we were kind of
breaking ground on how to do these investigations. So yes, to your point, it's a whole new game. So we have
to teach ourselves to be pedophiles. Can you imagine that? Or a purveyor of child sex or a trafficker.
Most guys don't last more than a couple years and they're like, you're out. I mean, they send us to
shrinks immediately. Like every year we got to check in because it messes with your entire soul.
Yeah, because you have to dig a compartment in your brain or your soul or your heart or whatever
you want to call it where none of this stuff affects you. But normal people who don't, like,
I don't have that compartment. And it's got to go somewhere. Right. Right. This is non-scientific
psychology here, obviously. But like, if you're creating a little, like, jail cell in your
psyche for the worst shit that you can ever think about in your entire life, that thing has to
stay watertight. That's toxic waste in there. If that leaks out, you're going to get screwed up.
That's right. It's going to mess up something else. One of the worst ones I had happened to me
was I was going undercover. This was when I was an agent. This scene's depicted in the film Sound of
Freedom. Caviesel does an amazing job depicting what happened, but it was true. Was he Jesus
and Passion of the Christ? Is that where he's from?
He's Jesus and Mel Gibson's passion.
He's Count of Monte Cristo.
Oh, yeah.
He's Edmond Dantes.
I selected him.
I asked for him to be the one.
You did?
Because I love that.
I love Connie Monte Cristo so much.
It's one of my favorite movies.
So that's how we got him to play the role.
That's why I asked.
And he came in and did a fabulous job.
But there's a scene that's depicting a real thing that happened where, you know,
when I'm undercover, at least I get an undercover.
I had undercover passports.
And my name was Brian Black for a while.
I had different names.
But I had past, you could hide behind that.
And that helped you build.
that little compartment because you're like, no, I'm this.
Well, I was working a case.
This guy had over a million pieces of child rape videos and horrible.
And he had connections all through the world.
And he wouldn't talk.
He wouldn't break.
And he was just defiant.
But he hadn't lawyered up yet.
So I could still talk to him.
And so what I did was I asked that he not go to jail right away because we had him
dead to rights.
And then I went undercover as myself because he had written all this literature
talking about how everybody in their heart is a pedophile,
but this puritanical society of America
crushes men's true's desires.
Oh, God, that's weird.
It's so weird.
He'd written books.
I'd bought all his books.
I read everything prior to the investigation.
Luckily, so I knew everything about his psyche.
And so I decided to go for it.
And I said, look, I told my colleague to leave the room.
Oh.
I went by myself.
I'm wired up.
I'm all recorded.
And I said, listen, bro, can you help me?
Because I read your stuff.
And imagine, you're right, by the way.
You're right about men's true.
desires. And I've got to look at this stuff all day long and I can't even talk to him about it.
And I'm like seriously, Jordan, I am throwing up in my mouth. Because now I'm undercover,
going undercover as Tim Ballard pedophile. I couldn't hide behind the facade that I've created.
I had to be myself. And for two weeks, I had to pretend to be a pedophile. And this guy bought it.
I mean, he bought it. I don't know how, but he wanted to believe so badly that what he was teaching
was true. And I became his convert. And so for two weeks, I was messing with this.
this guy and having to go into his house and hang out with him while I got all the intel I
needed.
And he's thinking, oh, look, I got one of the cops.
I'm so good at this.
Yes.
I'm totally right about this.
Even the guy interrogating me is now a fan of my work.
What a freaking narcissistic creep, man.
That's exactly what happened and he fell for it.
We ended up finally, it ended after a couple weeks where I got to be, I was in his coffee shop.
Again, the film depicts it perfectly what happens.
And I get the final information I need from him.
And then finally the cops come in, take him down.
I kid you, as he's getting taken down, he's saying, run, Tim, run.
Oh, no.
I'll take it.
You just get out of here.
He has no idea.
I'm the two feet right at his face.
And he's on the ground screaming for me to run.
And I'm just like, oh, look up, baby.
Just look up.
Turn your head three degrees north.
Yeah, just turn out.
And there I am just looking at him.
And he's just shocked.
Yeah.
And he's like, I trusted you.
Oh, yeah.
Like all those kids trusted you, you POS.
Exactly.
Come on.
I just cussed at him.
I couldn't do anything else at that moment.
But Caviesel actually made up a line in the movie when he looks up and says, I trusted you.
And Cavizo, he says, never trust a pedophile.
And off he goes to jail.
But I'll get you a link.
I want you to see the film.
We'll get you the link today.
I definitely want to see it.
I mean, the whole thing shakes me as a new father.
I don't know if this is something that everybody does, but I like you, I can't but help
imagine my kids in these situations.
I didn't really mention a lot of this stuff to my wife
because she's already got it stressful enough
as a mom of a 10-month-old that I don't even want her
like thinking about these types of possibilities
beyond the amount that gets her to be slightly more cautious
because otherwise a kid will never get to leave the house.
But your organization, Operation Underground Railroad,
now is it 22 countries?
26.
26.
Okay, my info is a little out of date.
About 35% of our operations we do here in the United States.
Oh, that's, that number is increasing.
Yeah, it's bad here.
It is bad.
are finding the jurisdictions that don't have the resources.
So a lot of our work is right here.
Are you finding that it's happening in, well, actually, we kind of covered this.
You said it happens in affluent areas, but I can't imagine that like this area of Michigan
where I'm from where they have literally, I'm not even kidding, they have a Ferrari police
pursuit vehicle, which must have caused, oh, they probably seized it from a drug dealer.
But like this area has resources.
It's tempting to think, oh, this must happen in like poor southern rural Alabama more than it happens
in Manhattan.
But that's not really true, is it?
It's not true.
In fact, I was in Michigan not long ago.
Genesee County Sheriff, his name's Chris Swanson.
Go look him up.
He made some news recently.
He went viral just recently.
Because how he was supporting the protests.
Oh, that's him.
The guy who says, I want to walk with you, that guy.
Yeah, walk with us.
Walk with us.
That's Chris Swanson.
A good friend of mine.
He's been in operations with us.
He made the sheriff last year.
But go look what he's been doing.
He kind of came to us.
We learned from us.
We kind of trained him on how to do these cases.
And he has dozens and
dozens of pedophiles she's taken down. And what he did, he'd lay the traps in some of the
affluent areas, but put the victims in Flint and other areas. Yeah. And these affluent people
would travel the Flint to rape children and then they'd get caught. But look him up and you can
learn all about what's happening right in Michigan. He's kind of leading the charge right now
in fighting this in Flint, Michigan, in Genesee County. That's good. Yeah, that's a county, I believe,
adjacent to where I grew up as well. Obviously, you can't work undercover anymore because you're
Right. I gave that up. Yeah, I gave that up.
This kind of thing sort of takes that out.
I had my fill, though.
I can imagine that you have, yeah.
Is this a problem that we can actually solve?
Because it sounds so pervasive and so few people know about it.
And it's so massive.
It's almost like, where do you even start to contain this international thing?
I agree.
It is so hard because, you know, we love, we've rescued over 4,000 victims in our first six years,
which I never thought, I mean, I look at that number.
I'm so grateful.
2,000 people arrested since we started in 2014.
But then you look at the numbers and you're like, it's easy to get cynical.
Sure.
It's worth it for one.
I mean, I would do all this if we just rescued one.
It would be worth it.
But you get cynical when you look at the statistics because it seems like a drop in the bucket.
And the answer to your question is, yes, we can.
And here's how we do it.
So we went to Columbia when we did that first hit and we decided to do a demonstration,
a kind of an experiment.
We didn't have the resources at the time to do this everywhere.
but we just wanted to try it.
So we just put everything into Northern Columbia.
Hit after hit, empowered the police.
We pull out, they're still hitting.
Hit, hit, hit.
We built a digital forensic lab in Columbia that they're using.
It took about eight months.
We could not get anyone who otherwise would introduce you to traffickers or bring you
into the market.
Like, we'd shut it down because there's a consequence now.
The problem is it's so pervasive because where it's happening, there hasn't been a consequence.
These traffickers have been working with impunity for decades, decades forever.
And now there's a consequence.
So our goal then, we thought, okay, fine, it works.
We can shut it down.
And the same traffickers, we track them, the ones we didn't catch, they stopped selling kids.
Now, they got into other things.
They were involved in adult prostitution, narcotics.
But at least they're not selling 10-year-old girls anymore.
Right.
Because we made the barrier into that black market way too high.
And the travelers, the American travelers, didn't travel there anymore.
There was news stories every month about people getting arrested, so they said, we're not going to go to Columbia to get our children.
So demand dries up.
Exactly.
That's the key.
Exactly.
Interesting.
So that became our model.
We did that in 2014.
We did fine.
We need to do this everywhere.
We're in 26 countries.
We need to be in 126 countries, empowering law enforcement and setting up that deterrent everywhere.
So travelers stop traveling.
Traffickers stop trafficking.
We believe it's possible.
But the problem is right now, I go back again, I love history.
And I go to history.
How did slavery in its legalized form end in the 19th century?
How did it end?
Did Abraham Lincoln just raise his hand one day and say,
after 400 years of the transatlantic slave trade, I'm going to end this.
No, I love him.
He did what he could do.
He did the right thing when he could do it given the circumstances.
But what happened was the people got loud.
The abolitionist movement in the 19th century,
again, Harriet Tubman, Frederick Douglass,
Harriet Beecher Stowe, who wrote Uncle Tom's Cabin
after stumbling upon slavery.
and saying, what is going on?
Lincoln even admitted, he said, you know,
he met Harriet Beecher Stowe for the first time
in the White House during the war.
He said, so you're the lady that wrote the book
that started this war.
Even he recognized that people got so loud
that the government had to move.
The government had to act.
And that's the piece we're missing right now.
The model's been proven.
But we have to get every country clambering for that,
asking for that, screaming for that solution,
and then the resources will be put in place.
And that's why I get frustrated.
Like, look what's happening right now.
Like, I'm not going to get into the argument, the whole debate with the riot.
I'm just using as an example.
But governments are shifting now.
People are getting so loud that they're shifting and we're going to see changes.
Again, right or wrong, I'm not going to get into that.
But I would love to see someday that happen for child rape victims.
I'd like to see something so loud in every country that we have riots and people screaming
because that's how the abolitionists took care of the 19th century.
We need to become modern day abolitionists for modernity slavery.
and that's why we're grateful for you, Jordan,
and people who are willing to talk about it
because until people get loud,
we won't be able to actually implement that model.
But once they're loud, the tools are in place
and we can end this. Does that make sense?
It does, yeah, no, it does.
There needs to be like political will,
especially if we don't know about it,
because there's going to be multiple steps, right?
First people have to know about this,
then they have to be in, which I would imagine,
it's then a short jump for them to be enraged enough
to say, wait a minute.
All we need to do is make it tougher
for these guys to do
this or we need to just be a little bit more stringent checking parents coming in with kids.
Their papers are legit.
Or we need a database internationally.
That's not something that's subject to corrupt officials entering somebody in for 500 bucks.
Like there's going to have to be something like that.
Because it's not an impossible.
I would imagine a lot of the kids that are trafficked to the United States are brought over.
Well, actually, how are they brought in?
Are they flown in or are they trafficked over the desert?
Everything.
So they are flown in, false passports.
They love that game.
Or legit passports that are then stolen once they get here.
And then they're put to work in slave labor or sex trafficking.
Also, the southern border is a major trafficking route where they can just walk across with nothing.
And that gets into an issue that shouldn't be political, but got politicized about how do you find these kids?
I worked for 12 years as an undercover operator on the border.
That's where I was stationed in Clexico, California.
And it's all about moving traffic to force them into a port of entry because that's where the,
operators and officers are trained to identify where children, you know, that's how we rescue the
kids. But when it's us free and open and the traffickers just at will bring these kids in,
and once they get in, it's, I mean, we helped to rescue a little girl who was smuggled in from
Mexico, smuggled in through a barrierless part, just through the desert, taking to New York
City between the ages of 12 and 17 years old. In New York City, this was just in the last
eight years, she was raped over 60,000 times. I can't even wrap my head.
head around that number. I mean, they take this girl in New York City. She's now testifying
against her trafficker. She's got them all locked up. And Homeland Security Investigations,
my former agency is working awesome on that case. But what happens is they bring them here and they
just have these clients lined up and they just put in a car in the morning and they drive her to
this house, this hotel, this bar, and she's raped, I mean, easily 15 to 20 times within a 24-hour
period. And she's told, you have to go in there. If you're not out in 30 minutes, you're not
going to get food. So, you know, finish off this guy.
in 30 minutes or less or whatever.
I think it's actually 15 minutes.
I mean, and this is the life of thousands,
tens of thousands of children in the United States right now.
How do you, oh, God, how do you even,
I was going to ask if you'd ever rescued anybody who was like 18, 19, 20,
whose life was that since six, seven, eight years old.
How do you even begin to come out of that?
It's so, so hard.
You know, when we rescue the kids that are younger,
they're like, thank you.
And it's this emotional thing.
and hopefully it hasn't gone so far that the rewiring and the healing doesn't take as long.
But to your point of the older people, yes, they're usually in the net.
You know, when you do a rescue operation, we find them too.
And they're the ones that I'm most worried about because they're 18 now.
They don't have to come to our aftercare home.
And Stockholm syndrome is a very real thing.
Sure.
They'll stand by their trafficker, the same guy who kidnapped them when they were 10 years old
and has been forcing them to be raped tens of thousands of times through their childhood.
But now they're 18, 19, 20, and they're standing by.
And we're the bad guys.
So that is, it just breaks your heart.
And you're like, please, I can't make you come.
But please, here's our number.
This is open to you.
And some do, but too often they don't.
They become traffickers themselves.
Oh, yeah, I can see that.
I almost, I hate to say sympathize,
but I can understand why that would be the thing that would happen to you.
Because a decade in the life of somebody who's 18 years old,
and it's the only life they know.
And now they have to survive and make money.
and they're completely numb and it traumatized.
Again, obviously not excusing that,
but I understand why that's the avenue
that they choose to take.
It's the only business that they know.
Absolutely.
That's why I am a huge advocate
for not criminalizing prostitution.
Really? Interesting.
Yeah.
Okay.
Yeah, because I'm not for decriminalizing the sex trade.
You know, that's a big debate right now.
Even in New York, they're trying to decriminalize the whole thing,
the rights of sex workers and so forth.
I'm not for that because that just creates child sex hubs.
These traffickers are bad guys.
They need to go to jail.
And some legislators in this country and others want to decriminalize them.
Let them be legal pimps because they're just helping these adult sex workers.
I know the truth.
I've worked undercover against these guys.
They will sell the children too.
They just won't tell you about it.
So now you're going to legitimize their business and they'll let you into the adult section of the brothel.
But they're never going to take you to the stable downstairs or in the basement or frankly spread across 20 hotels in the city
where there's 10-year-olds and 11-year-olds.
who they can sell for double what they're getting for the adult sex workers.
So I'm very much a proponent of decriminalizing those prostitutes, those sex workers,
they should not, because you don't know their past.
You don't know their past.
You don't know what's going on.
But I do not agree with this current trend because kids will get hurt.
I'm libertarian in many ways.
If you want to choose to do that, that's your choice.
But if that choice creates the opportunity for thousands of children to be raped,
No, I'm not going to stand with you on that.
Yeah, yeah.
But it's a debate going on in the nation right now and through the world.
Amnesty International came out a year or two ago and said,
we are all for legalizing the sex trade everywhere.
And it's like, children will be raped.
Don't do this.
You can't do this.
Children have to be put first.
Yeah, that's a complicated issue.
I really don't know enough about it.
But obviously you've seen the inner workings of how these industries work.
And it's almost like some things are safe and some things are unsafe.
It's like almost like there's almost like a drug analogy here too, right?
Like some things can be legalized in a safe way that doesn't create more risk,
but other things are just too damn dangerous.
Exactly.
It's that kind of debate.
And it's complex.
Yeah.
It is very complex for sure.
Well, Tim, thank you so much.
This has been an incredible story.
Obviously, you're an incredible guy.
How many kids do you have now?
I'm afraid to ask.
I know.
We had a pre-nup, you know, unwritten.
Six kids was what my wife.
We both came from six.
She wanted six.
I said, fine.
If that's what it takes to marry you, you're going to get six.
and then these two kids came along.
Okay.
And then we got those two.
That was funny is while we were going through the adoption process,
defying all science, somehow my wife got pregnant.
So now we're sitting at nine, Jordan.
We're sitting at nine kids.
Wow.
Well, that's a, yeah.
Okay, that's a lot of kids.
That's a lot of kids.
So you have a job, a full-time, more than full-time job,
and nine kids, and your wife, I assume, has no free time whatsoever.
No free time.
whatsoever, but we're happy. Yeah, that's incredible, man. Thanks again for doing this. This has just
been such an enlightening and incredible story, and it leaves you some hope in what sounds like
an almost just a hopeless situation. We believe there is hope, and we hope to have that flag of
not just awareness, but there's a solution, and we think we're on to it. So thank you, Jordan,
for being willing to even listen to this, because I know it's just so hard to listen to the audience.
Thank you for not turning us off and listening to this whole thing, because we need you. We need all
of you. So I told you guys that this story was intense. Just the story about him promising
Gardi's father that he'll go and get him back. To this day, Tim wears a bracelet that says
Garty on it. It's got his name on his wrist. So he's got a special place in his heart for this
other man's son. I think it's amazing. I know if my son were missing, it would destroy me.
I don't even want to think about it. I don't know how I could put myself back together.
Unfortunately, in this slavery game, kids are worth more than adults in the sex trafficking business
especially, which is just disgusting. I can just imagine being a child in this situation,
and the only adults in your life want to sell you or buy you and rape you. It's just heartbreaking.
It's just horrifying. Afterwards, we talked a little bit, Tim and I, it's creepy. Super Bowl Sunday
is the largest trafficking day of the year, which is so weird to me. I just hope that's some kind
of coincidence, which just sounds so gross. He used to work with ICE, which, by the way, I asked him,
you know, kind of about border walls and ice and things like that, and what does he think about
this? Ice does more to combat pedophiles than any agency.
which makes sense if you think about it because they're the ones trained to spot trafficking.
They're the first line of defense.
I thought that it was interesting that ICE does more to combat pedophiles than any agency.
They intercept a lot of child pornography.
They rescue kids.
When Tim Ballard worked there, he was crawling through tunnels on the Mexican border.
I mean, this guy, I told you, he's like a superhero, man.
Underground Railroad as the name, I did ask him about that because I thought, okay, you know,
it seems maybe a little unwoke to be doing that.
A white dude using that name might be a little sensitive for some people, whether we agree
with that sentiment or not.
he actually takes a lot of inspiration from the original, and if you read his book, if you're interested to do so,
the bulk of the book is drawing parallels towards slavery here in America, in the Americas,
and the current slave trade right now. So it's a fascinating read in itself. It's just unbelievable how common the practice is.
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There's a lot of stories I can tell you.
I got a lot of stories.
I can tell all about a lot of things.
I know your dad, who had bounced, I guess, when you were three, showed up to a game once.
I was coming in.
I was a little late.
I was like five minutes late for practice.
I was trying to get into the gate.
And this black guy runs up to my truck and it's knocking on my window.
I said, what do you want, man?
I just want to tell you, I'm your father.
I said, great.
I said, you're going to have to wait.
I'm going to have to wait.
Did you even believe it?
I don't know.
I said, well, there's another fan.
It's one of the future.
Yeah.
There's this incident where you go to the court in Detroit and you're getting in the
parking lot with this gun in your lap, and then you just fall asleep.
I didn't like being famous.
You didn't like it?
I didn't like it.
So I just drove over there with a gun and just sat there and put it in my lap.
It was loaded.
Decided to turn the radio, and it was pro jam playing.
And I was like, I just thought I felt asleep.
I think I'm a superhuman because West has transpired in my life to now.
What do you think is saying?
if I dive out of a plane, no parachute,
look up to God and hopefully that he catch me
and I want to see my life flash in front of me.
What do you think?
You send somebody to catch me?
And I'm thinking about that.
I mean, thinking if I for a long time,
just jumping on a plane, no parachute, and just dive out
and watch my life flash in front of me.
What did I do wrong?
How can I fix this?
How can I be happy?
Somebody catch me.
For more from Dennis Rodman,
including marrying himself,
the pros and cons of fame
and risky birthday toast to Kim Jong-un over in North Korea,
Check out episode 258 of the Jordan Harbinger Show.
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