The Jordan Harbinger Show - 667: Friend's Sicko Spouse Keeps Infecting Our House | Feedback Friday

Episode Date: May 13, 2022

Your inseparable friend's perpetually ill spouse seems to get a sick kick out of infecting your family on the regular and refuses to respect any boundaries you've tried to establish that might keep her and her nasty cooties at bay. If you didn't know any better, you'd suspect she was doing it on purpose! What can you do to protect the health of your household from this physically -- and perhaps mentally -- unwell woman? We'll try to find a remedy to this and more here on Feedback Friday! And in case you didn't already know it, Jordan Harbinger (@JordanHarbinger) and Gabriel Mizrahi (@GabeMizrahi) banter and take your comments and questions for Feedback Friday right here every week! If you want us to answer your question, register your feedback, or tell your story on one of our upcoming weekly Feedback Friday episodes, drop us a line at [e-mail]. Now let's dive in! Full show notes and resources can be found here: jordanharbinger.com/667 On This Week's Feedback Friday, We Discuss: Your friend's perpetually ill spouse seems to get a sick kick out of infecting your family on the regular. How can you keep her and her nasty cooties at bay? Must you bid your love adieu to dodge her herpes simplex 2? Is it time to cut loose the "friend" who ghosts you profusely? How can you remain an influential, vital part of your child's life when they live with your ex on the other side of the world? You suspect you're clinically depressed, but how can you ask for help when the thought of therapy just adds to your stress? Have any questions, comments, or stories you'd like to share with us? Drop us a line at [e-mail]! Connect with Jordan on Twitter at @JordanHarbinger and Instagram at @jordanharbinger. Connect with Gabriel on Twitter at @GabeMizrahi. Sign up for Six-Minute Networking -- our free networking and relationship development mini course -- at jordanharbinger.com/course! Like this show? Please leave us a review here -- even one sentence helps! Consider leaving your Twitter handle so we can thank you personally!See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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wild stories of a man now reformed from his former occupation in life. Also this week, a new deep dive on how to ask for a promotion and make sure you land it. In this one, Gabe and I talk about our tried and tested approach to rising up in any organization, not by hoping your boss will give you more responsibility, but by carving out that responsibility on your own and then steadily leveling up until you get the rewards and recognition that you so rightly deserve. Tons of practical strategies and case studies are in there as well. Many of them pulled from true stories here on Feedback Friday. I also write every so often on the blog. My latest posts, How to Break Up with a Friend. We've been getting this question here a lot on the show lately. How you know when it's time

to part ways with a friend, whether your reasons for ending a friendship are legit, how to actually have that conversation. It's a great read for anyone going through a transition with a friend, a colleague, a peer, and need some practical advice on how to navigate it. So make sure you've had a look and a listen to everything we created for you here this week. All right, Gabe, what's the first thing out of the mailbag? Hey, Jordan and Gabe. I live in a small town with my husband and two kids. We have a lifelong friendship with my husband's best friend, let's call him Bob,

who's also the number one employee in our company. The thing is, I've never really liked Bob's wife. She has a lot of mental health issues and a pattern of unhealthy behavior, jealousy, and lying. Still, I've been very patient with her over the last 14 years, as our families are very close. Three years ago, we had our first kids at the same time. Shortly afterward, when my son was three months old,

Bob's wife invited us over for dinner. While we were eating the dinner she made, she started telling me how she's been puking and running to the bathroom with the flu all day. My newborn baby, my husband, and I then got a terrible flu that lasted for five days. I was so angry because this was not the first time that happened, and I texted her to tell her to never invite us over when she's sick again.

Another issue is that Bob's wife walks into my house unannounced about three times a month. This one time she let herself into my house to give me a pie that she had baked because she was, and I quote, bored at home because her son has the flu. On another occasion, on another occasion, Bob's wife invited us to go on a trip all in one car together. When we met up, her son had a fever and was coughing like crazy. Our kids played together in the back seat and shared toys and food. She then, I kid you not,

wiped her fevery son's nose with her finger and with that same finger shoved a cracker into my one-year-old's mouth. My son got a respiratory infection called croup six days later and almost ended up in the hospital. Oh my God. I again called her angry and she totally played it off, laughed, and tried to dodge accountability. I've now just had my second child. Last week she came into the house with her kids without notice and without knocking to let the kids play together. She told me that her daughter had a fever, but that it was from teething when clearly both kids were ill. I immediately planned on being sick the next week.

My three-year-old and four-month-old now have fevers, coughs, and colds. It's become obvious that she only comes over or invites us over when they are sick. At first I thought she was just really stupid, but now I firmly believe that she does this on purpose and that she might be a dangerous person that I need to protect my family from. But this is my husband's main friend and employee, and there is no universe where we would ever cut him off unless we moved away. I want my husband to fix this problem, but the problem is unfixable, and now I'm starting to resent him for it. I try to tell him I'm not okay with us all hanging out. He's welcome to hang out with his friend on his own, but it just doesn't happen like that.

There is no getting away from this person for me. So is this woman stupid or is she a sociopath? And what do I do? Signed, caught in the crossfire of this cruel cough. Okay. What the actual hell Like another week, another doozy, eh, Gabe? Another first for the show. This is a bulldozing, pathogen spreading, responsibility dodging mother who for some twisted reason wants her and her friend's kids

to share the same illnesses. I am just racking my brain for some psychological concept that would explain this sort of thing. But honestly, I don't know if there is one. At best, this woman is disrespectful, presumptuous, and unhygienic and a moron.

At worst, she's malicious, manipulative, and like low-key sociopathic. And look, even if she weren't using her hand like a Kleenex and then shoving a friggin trisket in your son's mouth, the mental health issues you mentioned, the jealousy, the lying, that just paints a picture of a problematic woman who is not someone you want in your life, certainly not around your kids. Gabe, there's got to be some deep, dark, psychological motive for why she's doing this. but obviously there's no way to know for sure. I mean, is this like envy?

Is it rage? Is it masochism? It almost sounds like she secretly hates this woman and her family. I know that might sound dramatic, but it really does sound like that. Or she loves them so much. She wants them all to share the same germs in some way. I don't even know what that would. Munchausen syndrome by proxy by proxy?

Like double proxy Munchausen syndrome. Sounds like a special at Burger King. Yeah, that's lowdown on the menu. I have no clue. This is beyond weird. Yeah, this is next level. Her motivation is a mystery, but behavior, that much is obvious. So honestly, I think this is pretty straightforward.

I think the answer is you get together with your husband, you make it crystal clear how messed up this is, and you get on the same page about how you interact with Bob and friggin typhoid mommy over there, because everything you're describing is beyond the pale. Showing up unannounced, okay, it's weird, it's rude, deliberately giving your kids viruses, and infections that almost land them in the hospital, that is straight up creepy, and it creates a ton of stress and vulnerability in your house. And then when you bring it up, like,

hey, please don't have us over when you guys are sick. Please don't spread your kids' cooties to mine. She laughs. It's just like gaslighting or worse. This lady has got to go. No more pathogenic pastries. No more breaking bread at the Kroop Castle. No more road trips with the contagious crotch goblins.

I could go on, but you get the point. This is not some innocent mistake. where your kids pick something up on the playground one time. This is a pattern. It is deliberate. This woman is a vector. And you are well within your right to want to protect your literal bodies from infection to say nothing of your minds.

And by the way, I don't know if you noticed. It's a pandemic. There are other things out there that are worse than what your kids already have and she could easily bring them to you. Good point. My advice. New policy here. You and this woman, you're not hanging out anymore.

No more. Swinging by unannounced like you live in a bad NBC sitcom. You don't owe her any. This is the Cosmo Kramer, but like with diseases instead of snacks, okay? Typhoid Kramer. Yeah, typhoid Kramer. You don't owe her anything. And these play dates, yeah, they're not happening either.

Not until this woman acknowledges what she's done, gives you a damn good reason to think she'd behave differently. And, you know, spoiler alert, people with kids are a dime a dozen, just find some new freaking friends. I'm sure your kids won't miss them either. Now, it sounds like you've tried to do that. But to use your words, it just doesn't happen like that. there's no getting away from this person for me, but like, what does that mean? It doesn't happen like that.

What does that mean? I don't understand. Either you agree to just not see this couple anymore or you don't, but if they want to go do dinner or go on a trip, you say, sorry, I'm not going to be able to go. I got a decline for the reasons I explained before. Just hold the boundary. There is getting away from this person. If you are willing to stand up to this woman and stand up for yourself, which might also mean being more assertive with your husband. If he's not quite getting why this is such a big deal, I know that can be kind of scary, but this is essential. Now, that said, I know it's not as easy as just cutting this woman off. Your husband and her husband are BFFs. He's his number one employee that obviously makes things more complicated. So when you strategize with your husband about how to handle all of this,

I would help him figure out a way to manage this with Bob as best he can. Maybe he says, look, man, my wife and I are concerned about this whole getting sick thing. It's not cool. That cannot happen anymore. But that doesn't have to affect our friendship and it doesn't have to affect our working relationship. You're still my homie. I still value you as an employee. I hope we can just keep these two things separate. And then hopefully Bob and your husband can find a way to preserve their friendship, even if you stop socializing as a family. That is the goal for sure. And I hope they can do that, but at the same time, I do wonder, is this really something that they can compartmentalize? I mean, Bob's wife is acting like a legit maniac. And if Bob doesn't agree with them that his wife

is in the wrong here, oh, is that a friendship you can sustain? Because this isn't a minor disagreement about, you know, a little league call or carpool schedules or whatever it is. This seems like a fundamental rift. It's almost like two different relationships with the reality. So I guess I'm wondering, I don't know, I hesitate because the husband's, the husband's, obviously have a real friendship, but can that friendship survive if Bob can't even begin to see their side? Well, yeah, that's a good point. I guess it depends on how deep that friendship really is. If they grab a drink now and again and mostly interact over spreadsheets and sales reports, they might be able to compartmentalize. But if these two families are deeply entwined and Bob and her

husband are super tight, I mean, they've been friends for 14 plus years, so maybe they are, then that'll be a lot harder. So honestly, I don't know. But for the sake of the business and their friendship, I hope they can figure it out. But then my advice is, you and your husband need to communicate really well about all of this. Get clear on how important these relationships actually are, what they mean to you guys, whether your husband can stay close to Bob in a way that doesn't feel unfair to you. Most importantly, get on the same page in terms of your policy on hanging out with this family. Because I get the sense that that's where a lot of the resentment and friction is coming from, not presenting a united front, which leaves you feeling like you're

on your own or somehow you're the crazy one. And by the way, you are not. She is the crazy one, just to be 100% clear, okay? But honestly, you have a lot of power in this situation as a mother and a wife. You get to decide who your kids spend time with. You get to decide who comes over, announced or not, where you guys go. So don't discount that either. Bottom line, this woman is not your friend. Keep this friggin' headcase away from you and away from your family. And, you know, I don't like using disparaging terms like that, but this woman is deliberately malicious. And so I just, I have more choice words that I don't want to use on this show for somebody like

that. You're right. This problem is unfixable because only this woman can fix it. So, hey, in a situation like that, your only move is to draw a boundary and hold it. And just pray that your husband doesn't pick up frigging cough or something when he plays racquetball with Bob on the weekends, sending you all the good thoughts and some hands, sanitizer. So good luck out there. You know who won't infect your body, mind, and home? At least not without your express approval. The amazing products and services that support this show. We'll be right back.

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but the timing was always off. She would have a boyfriend, I would have a girlfriend, that type of stuff. We've really hit it off like I've always wanted. The only thing is that she has HSV2, a type of herpes. She told me that before we did anything physical, and we've slept together since then. We used protection, but my paranoia gets the best of me from time to time, so I went to get tested. I tested negative, but I still feel that at any point she could give it to me. She takes the strongest antivirals and hasn't had an outbreak for five years. That being said,

I still don't know if I can get serious with her long term if that's always going to be an issue. I know that's not fair to her, but it's a huge deal to me. At the same time, though, I really like this girl. Am I being unreasonable here, or is it fair for me to be concerned? Signed, transmissible terror. Interesting question. You know, herpes is one of those things that's been made out to be super scary and gross and there's this huge stigma around it. It's kind of an easy punchline and you see that on TV a lot, people ragging on each other for having it or talking about how scared they are of getting it or whatever, but the reality is it is extremely common. In fact, we did some quick research here. According to the CDC, 47.8% of Americans between 14 and 49 have HSV-W.

So basically half the population has it. And just under 12% have HSV2. And just FYI, 50 to 80% of U.S. adults have oral herpes, 50 to 80, which is pretty wild. And with all forms of herpes, there are often no symptoms whatsoever. So these viruses are a lot more common than most people think, and they are not as bad as people make them out to be. That said, I can certainly understand why being with somebody who has herpes might put you in your head. You're not a total a hole for being concerned. It is a concern, but it is a relatively mild one. And as you know, herpes isn't going to kill you. Plus, the antivirals out there these days are super effective. And if your girlfriend hasn't had an outbreak in a long time, the chances of giving it to you appear to be very, very low,

especially if you're using protection. So in my view, I just think it would be a real shame to leave a great relationship, especially somebody you could see herself settling down with long term, just because she has this virus that is this extremely common virus, extremely common and extremely manageable. First of all, it's not her fault that she has it. Nobody wants to get herpes. Nobody goes out and tries to get herpes except for the mom from question one. And I'm sure your girlfriend went through her own cycle of shame and panic about this. And having a partner make her feel bad about it all over again, that just sucks. And she absolutely did the right thing by telling you before you guys got physical. But also, you could keep sleeping with her

and just never get it. Between the protection and the medication and communicating openly with each other, you could be totally safe. But even if you did get it, and I don't mean to sound flippant here, I understand that most people would rather not have to deal with this, but if you ever did get it, you'd be okay. It's not fun, but it's not, you know, HIV or hepatitis or something like that where you really need to get treatment and stay on your meds and monitor your health all the time and all that stuff. The best thing you can do is communicate openly with your girlfriend. If she ever did have an outbreak, she should tell you and you should make her feel comfortable telling you. The more you stigmatize it, the more it'll be hard to

acknowledge. And, you know, that could become a bigger issue in the relationship. But yeah, man, I wouldn't blow up a relationship with a girl I've been super into for a decade and are getting along with great just because of this one thing that wasn't even her fault. But if it's hard to get over your anxiety, if it's getting the way of you guys becoming even more close, then I would do some homework. Read up on how other couples manage this. There are millions of them out there. Study the science of the virus. Put yourself at ease a little bit. And most importantly, talk to your girlfriend. Keep the line of communication open. Because if you really fall for this girl and you want a future with her. This herpes thing, it could easily just be a footnote in your relationship. She's doing all the

right things. She's being honest and responsible. Nothing horrible is going to happen to you guys. I just think you have a little work to do to process your own feelings around it, which is perfectly valid. So good luck, man. I really do hope it works out. By the way, Gabe, a long time ago, I went to Vegas and a friend of saw, I guess I was posted on Facebook or something like that. And he goes, oh, I'm in Vegas too. And this is a close friend of mine. And I said, oh, what are you doing here? And he goes, oh, it's a herpes dating meetup. Oh, interesting. And I said, oh, that's cool that that's so interesting that exists and makes perfect sense, right? Because everybody discloses and the other people aren't like, oh, God, deal breaker. I'm running. It's like, you just know everyone's coming in

with the same sort of thing that they got to manage and like, nobody has to go through the awkward conversation because everybody's already familiar. So he's like, yeah, stop by for brunch. So we meet them at brunch and a couple of the women are like, oh, how do you know Jamie? And I'm like, oh, yeah, we met at this thing like a long time ago, whatever. And then just as a pure reflex, I said, how about you? And they were like, uh, like, and I was like, oh, I'm the weirdo here that doesn't have it. So they're like, how do we, because nobody wants to be like, we all have herpes, right? Nobody wanted to do that.

That's fair. But I love that a group like that exists. Why not? Oh, yeah. And it was, everybody there was really cool. Like we hung out the whole weekend. It was super fun. It was the takeaway from that was super normal people that you meet every single day have herpes.

And now we know it's half the U.S. population. So chances are like 50% of the people you interact with on a daily basis have this. And just it's not freaking affecting them that much at all other than an awkward conversation in the beginning of dating some of the time. Yeah. So true. You can reach us at Friday atjordanharbinger.com. Please keep your emails concise and try to use a descriptive site. subject line that does make our job easier. If there's something you're going through any big

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times, once for like two years. Normally I would just move on, but this is somebody who helped me figure out a lot of things in my life and has been there for me when I was depressed or anxious about work. He's a great listener, and when we're hanging, we see each other every day, even if it's just for a short walk. I figure that this is his way of doing his own thing without pretending that he's busy or making up excuses, so when we got back to hanging out, I didn't even bring it up. He's a good soul, and he's a positive force. But then a few weeks ago, he stopped responding to my messages again. Part of me thinks that's not acceptable for friends to do to each other, so now I'm tempted

to just give up on the friendship. But part of me thinks that maybe I don't know him that well, even if we've been friends for a decade. Should I be open to letting him back in my life if he ever reaches out again? And is this a matter of self-respect? signed a ghosted guy hung up on being haunted. Ah, yeah, I feel your pain, man.

I've had a few friends like this over the years. And to be fair, I might have been this friend to a few people in the past, although not intentionally. I now put a lot of effort into being responsive. As those of you who have written into the show can attest,

we're all walking our own paths with different needs and interests and expectations, and sometimes those values just don't line up consistently. And I hear how hard that's been for you. I get it, especially when this person has played such a big role in your life. That can be pretty confusing on top of being hurtful, so I feel for you here.

I'm sorry your friend hasn't always been very thoughtful. First of all, I am with you. I don't think it's cool for friends to do this to each other at all. Ghosting, dropping off, being kind of shady, unthoughtful. Not a great quality. Definitely not how you want your homie to treat you. Now, I will say that this is something people tend to do when they're younger. in my 20s, even early 30s, I had a lot more friends like that.

Now that I'm a little older, the people I keep close, they're steady, they're consistent. I'm the same with them. That's how I want it. It's possible that you're in the process of realizing that yourself. And this guy, he's the person who's helping you understand what kind of people you do want to be close with. But before you decide to write him off completely, I do think it's okay just to ask him point blank what's up.

If this friend pops back up in three months and you guys decide to grab a drink, maybe you just say, hey, listen, man, I'm sure you know this, but our friendship has meant a lot to me. You've helped me through some really tough times. I really value that. I love hanging out. But I've noticed that we aren't consistently close. And it seems like we spend a bunch of time together and then you just kind of go off on

your own for a while. And hey, that is fine. I don't mind if that's how you'd like our relationship to be. But it is a little bit confusing. I don't know why or when it's going to happen. And sometimes I'm just left wondering like, hey, what happened? Did I did something happen? I can't tell how close we really are. So I just figure I would ask you, you know, what's going on? Is there something going on? Is there anything I can do to be a better

friend to you? You know, help me understand. And then hear him out. Make it safe for him to be real with you. You know, maybe he goes, no, not at all. I'm just, I'm in my own world. I get distracted easily. You know me. And then you'll know it's not your fault. He's just that way. Now that doesn't let him off the hook in my opinion. That is still crappy behavior from a friend. But hey, at least now you know. But if he's like, yeah, well, I do do that. I get overwhelmed, taking care of my friends sometimes, and then you'll have to figure out what to do with that. You know, maybe you dial back on how much you rely on this person. Or you guys talk it out, see if maybe you were asking for too much, or maybe he was taking on too much from you or other people. Both are possible.

Both are things you can absolutely work on in a friendship. It's also possible that he'll get really awkward and be like, oh, this is an uncomfortable conversation and just give you a BS reason for ghosting. And you'll never really know what's going on because, well, dudes be dudes sometimes. But to me, that is still a sign that you need to adjust your expectations because then the main issue is that this is a guy who isn't really being open with you, who is not taking your experience seriously. And that's just not a great friend either. Like you said, there's an element of self-respect and how you let people treat you. You know, it's interesting, Jordan.

I have a really, really good friend of mine. And, like, I would say, like, a year into our friendship, I noticed something very similar happening where we would be super close and we would hang out. We would do, like, a weekend trip together. And then I wouldn't talk to him for three months. And so I did this exact thing that you just recommended. I was just like, hey, I noticed that this is what happens and we don't talk. And I just want to know, like, is everything cool?

Is there something I'm not understanding or whatever? And he was so, first of all, he seemed relieved to be able to talk about it bluntly, which is very interesting. But he also said, oh, dude, not at all. Like, you're the only person I want to hang out with this much. I get overwhelmed when I have to like be available to other people and I just have to have like weeks where I'm just selfish and I just pay attention to my stuff and I don't deal with anybody else. He was just very forthright about it and it was incredibly liberating for both of us to just know where we stood. And it actually made our friendship stronger. I think it brought us closer together. We're even tighter now than we were before. But I think that's partly because I don't get in my head or get hurt. hurt when he goes off for three or four weeks and does it respond to a text. I just know that that's the way he is and I know that it's not a reflection of his character. So I think doing what you recommended could be a game changer no matter what the other guy's response is, he'll finally know where he stands. And sometimes that's the best thing for a friendship. You know, it's funny. I'm thinking about 30-year-old me or 20-something year old me and I would never do this. I would never follow this advice

because I would feel so awkward. It would be so cringy to think about having a conversation with a friend of mine this way as a guy, I would never take this advice if I were under 35. But it is such good advice because guys never have real conversation. Like so rarely do you have a real conversation? Maybe you do, but like I never had real conversations with my friends when I was in my 20s. Like that never, that never happened. No. It would maybe annually, one person and I would have a conversation like this after drinking a bottle of Jack Daniels or something. And the next day you're like, oh, yeah, I hope nobody remembers that, you know. Totally, yeah.

No, I can't say I had those conversations when I was younger either. I think I've learned to have them. But also, this is why guys have such stupid friendships. Like, so bad, yeah. We could help ourselves out a lot if we just became like 10% more vulnerable and just hash something out instead of just pretending that this issue isn't even an issue because it makes us feel some type of way. Yeah, 100% agree.

So really, you have a few options here, and they are not mutually exclusive. You can adjust your expectations, which is very standard and friendship as you get older. Happens all the time. You can talk this out with him, hopefully resolve any issues and agree on the right amount of contact to have, or you can just take a cue from him and pull back and possibly say goodbye to this friend. At a certain point, you just have to say to yourself, okay, this person is showing me what they want and who they are and that's okay. It kind of stings, but it's totally fine.

Now I know. And then you can free up space in your life for more fulfilling, more stable friendships. and I realize that's painful in the short term, but ultimately, that's healthy. My only other advice, hey, show up for other people the way you wish this guy had showed up for you, man. You know, sometimes that is the best lesson we can take away from disappointing relationships. And hey, maybe that's the last big lesson that this guy teaches you. Good luck.

You know who won't come and go? I mean, as long as you keep paying them to stick around, the amazing sponsors that support this show. We'll be right back. All right. to Feedback Friday. Hey, Jordan and Gabe. I'm a 37-year-old man who married my Japanese wife at 22 years old. The relationship had been going downhill for many years when COVID hit, and we were forced into

close quarters, which didn't help at all. On top of that, our son was doing Zoom kindergarten, which was absolutely ridiculous. We then learned that in my wife's hometown in Japan, they were doing in-person schooling, so we decided that my wife and son would go there for a semester, which gave my wife and me time apart, gave her family time with our son, and allowed our son to experience a different culture and language. The school my son attended in Japan was above and beyond what he could be getting in the U.S. He's worked on STEM projects, public speaking, yoga, reading, computer science, and more. I saw my son suddenly excelling and maturing at an amazing rate, much more than he was in the States. That's when my wife proposed that they stay in Japan.

I ended up agreeing so that he could continue learning and maturing, but the hell of he was. heavy cost is that I'm not directly in his life. I can't live in Japan because they have a very strict visa system. All I can do is travel there for three months at a time, which I'll likely do in the future. My wife and I have agreed to move on, and she started dating a new man with multiple kids. Soon, this will mean a father figure in my son's life who is not me. I'm the main breadwinner in the family, earning roughly six times in the States what my wife makes in Japan. With all this new free time I have, I've decided to focus on self-improvement as a way to model for him what's possible. I've started working out regularly, taking dance classes and drum classes.

Eventually, I hope to settle down with a new partner to show my son what a true, loving relationship is supposed to be. Also, I talk to him about four times a week and constantly encourage him to work hard and push himself like I'm doing. But I wonder if I'm doing the right thing on a daily basis. Of course, the huge question on my mind is, are the tradeoffs worth it? Signed, a distant dad trying to go the distance. Oh, boy, this is a tough one.

I'm not sure there's an easy answer to your question. This is a situation where there are always going to be tradeoffs, whether your son was living with you in the States or with his mom in Japan or you guys somehow stayed together. It's messy. It is heartbreaking. It's life. And just coming to terms with that,

accepting that your son is going to be impacted by this situation one way or another, that is really hard. I know it's a bummer, but I'm not sure there's really a right solution at this point. You can drive yourself crazy with that question. There's only a better and a worse way to show up for this imperfect situation and give your son the best possible life in these circumstances. So honestly, if you feel that this arrangement is the way things have to be,

then the best thing you can do for your son is to be a loving, consistent presence in his life. Interacting with your dad mostly on a screen, yeah, that is not ideal. It will definitely shape your relationship. But when you go over there for three months at a time, which seems really important, especially at this stage of his life, I would just make every second of those visits count. You know, pick him up from school, spend quality time with him in the evenings, plan trips and adventures together, shower him with love and attention, get to know him, all of that. And then when you go back to the States, he'll have that connection with you. And you can keep nurturing that over Skype, email, sending him videos and letters

and gifts in the mail, whatever it is, and then he'll understand, you know, daddy's coming back in a few months. He's always there and he always comes back. That is crucial for a child. And I'm glad to hear that he has another man in his life, a larger family, that could also be good for him. Part of your job is to get along with your ex-wife's new partner. I'm sure you know this.

To build the best possible relationship with her as well, I would add that to your list of things to model for your son, not just working out and picking up hobbies and finding a good partner, all of which are great. by the way, but also being the kind of guy who treats his ex-wife well, who's respectful to her new partner, the kind of guy who's creating a peaceful and loving family in a tough situation. That is powerful, too. Well said, Jordan. The only thing I would add is I would also make a real effort to stay close with your son as he gets older. You know, create the kind of relationship where you guys can

talk about anything, because even if you do everything right in this situation, your son is still going to experience some degree of pain or disappointment. I mean, all kids do, right? And one day, he might have questions about why you weren't in Japan, or he might feel angry or sad that you and his mom didn't stay together. He might have some feelings about being uprooted to another country at such a young age. Although, I will say, that could also turn out to be a huge asset to him one day, to speak both languages and to be connected to two very interesting in different countries. That could be another thing that you help your son appreciate. But my point, is one of the best things you can do is invite your son to be honest with you as he grows up

because when he's 16 and he's kind of angsty and he's feeling a little angry at dad for not being there all the time, you won't be able to go back in time and fix that. But you can say, listen, bud, if you're mad at me, I understand. I am willing to hear that. If you're sad, I get it. I am sad too. Tell me about that. I'm here to listen. You have to make it okay for your son to bring that stuff to you. You guys have to have a way of working through those feelings and still staying close. But for that to be possible, you have to create that relationship starting now, whether it's, you know, at midnight on Zoom or it's in the car on the way to school when you go visit him in Japan. I guess what I'm saying is it's the quality of your relationship that's going to

keep him grounded and keep you guys close, not the absence of problems in this situation. Yeah, great point, Gabe. He sounds like a pretty conscientious guy, so I hope he finds a way to do that. It's not easy being a father halfway across the world. I think that would kill me. I really feel for this guy. My heart actually ached hearing you read this letter. No exaggeration. I rarely feel that sort of emotion. Yeah. But this nagging question you have, am I doing the right thing? That is the hardest part of all this, just living with the fact that there is no perfect solution, at least the way that things stand now. But if you focus on everything we talked about, you can minimize whatever damage does result and maximize all the upsides of growing up in this

unconventional way. And hey, maybe things change in a few years and you reevaluate. Maybe he spends some time in the States with you, or you move to Japan on a more permanent basis or your wife moves back. It's all possible. So stay open to how this situation evolves. Keep looking for the upsides and the opportunities. But most of all, spend as much meaningful time, virtual or real, with your son. Prioritize him as much as possible. Of course, he deserves that. And I'm sending you guys good thoughts, man, there really is no easy answer to that one, Gabe. That's one of those. No. You got to do what's best for your son, but also just your heart will just break every day because he's not there, right? And up and moving to Japan is probably pretty tricky depending on

whatever line of work you're in. It's just got to be tough. Yeah, it also sucks that we live in a world where they have to make those choices because the tradeoffs are so extreme. Like the fact that school here is so imperfect, like the pandemic threw a wrench in the gears. But in Japan, they figured it out. So do I send my son to the better school, but it's halfway across the world. Should he be close to his mom, or should he be close to me? Because his mom and I just will not work out. Like, oh, man, like in life, you don't get the clean solution. It's just like, it's really hard to deal with the reality, which is that the tradeoffs are there no matter what. Yeah, and you have to do what's best for your kids. And then you have to make them realize that you did what was best for them, because to the kid, he'll be like,

oh, so dad really didn't want to deal with me. So he sent me off to Japan. And now he's like, at home in America, dating different women. Like, screw you. you, man. And you're like, no, I would have killed to have you home all the time. But then you'd have to go to a school that costs $40,000 a year and does half the stuff your school does in Japan. Right? And then you wouldn't have had your mom around. Like, it's just, oh, it's just like a no-win situation. It's so ugly. All right. What's next? Hey guys, long story short, I know I need therapy, now more than ever. I've checked some trustworthy websites that suggested I might have clinical depression and that I should see someone. The problem is, whenever I go to their website to book a session, I just hit the

close button in the end. I'm also seeing patterns of self-sabotaging behavior in other aspects of my life. Nothing physically harmful, but serious stuff that could impact my career or is already affecting my relationships with friends, family, and most of all, my husband. I've been thinking about writing to you guys for about a month, too, but I just couldn't. I do have an interest in psychology. I listen to audiobooks and podcasts with qualified people, and I have some speculations about what my situation is. But if being my own therapist worked, it would have by now. I don't have a lot of people to talk to, and I also have trust issues. I feel like I won't be able to, or maybe I don't want to, open up, and I also feel like that might damage me more than heal me. I try to keep positive

things around me and avoid things that are uncomfortable. So how do I force myself to go to therapy? signed trying to get off my feet, but dreading the couch. You know, we actually hear this kind of thing a lot on the show. Like a few weeks back when we took the letter from the guy who cries during tough conversations and was sort of BSing his therapist because he didn't really want to open up. So you're not alone there. And I appreciate your honesty. You're obviously struggling with reaching out.

But the fact that you're onto yourself here that you can see your resistance so clearly, I'd say that's already a big step in the right direction. So first of all, if you're at the point where you're wrestling with depression, you're noticing other self-sabotaging behavior in your life, you know that your trust issues are affecting your career and your relationships, and you still can't bring yourself to talk to somebody, then your best bet might be to short-circuit that behavior by just taking the leap, even if it makes you wildly uncomfortable and book that session. Because we could sit here all day and try to dissect, you know, why are you so averse to therapy and how does the trust stuff work? And What happened to you in the past that made it hard to let someone in? All these, by the way, are great questions. But those are the questions you'll explore in therapy. Sometimes the best thing to do when you're feeling a ton of inertia is just thrust yourself into the uncomfortable situation, tolerate the feelings that commitment brings up, and just

dive in. At some point, you'll have to pull the trigger. You have to be bigger than the fear. You have to make a commitment and say, yeah, I'm frigging terrified of having to deal with this, but I have to, so I am. So, okay, next Tuesday at noon, bam, done. Otherwise, what, six months goes by, a year goes by, and you're just having the same conversation. The exact same conversation. I agree. But my advice to you there is when you go to your first session, I would just tell your therapist everything you've told us, which was a great place to start, be very upfront with that

person, because the resistance that you're describing, it's not just a barrier to getting into therapy. In a lot of ways, that resistance is the subject of therapy. And a good therapist, especially a therapist who works more psychodynamically, which I would recommend looking into if I were you, I think it might be very helpful. They'll want to dig into that resistance with you because the resistance itself is meaningful. Resisting therapy, that's usually a way to avoid the feelings that therapy will bring up, whether it's, you know, being angry or being embarrassed or being sad or having to unpack the depression or whatever it is. It could also be a feeling. fear of what you're going to learn about yourself or even a fear of what you might learn about

other people in your life. It could also be some concerns you have about having to change big things in your life after trying to keep things together like this for so long. Or, you know, the resistance might be a way to avoid having to create another close relationship. That's also a possibility. Yeah, I think that relational piece is probably playing a big part here. She did say that she has trust issues. So I'm guessing there's something difficult about being intimate with somebody, especially someone new. But you know, that therapeutic relationship, that is also what allows for the growth and healing that she's looking for. So there are two sides of the same coin. Yes, exactly right. She's afraid to get close to someone who can help her learn how to get close to someone, all the more reason to reach out

and, you know, get close to someone. So, Jordan, I also found it interesting that she says she listens to all these audiobooks and podcasts and she has a decent grasp of her problem. That's great. I encourage that, obviously. I think it's wonderful. But that could also be an interesting form of resistance, right, to take this kind of academic approach to working on yourself. Like, if I just listen to enough Esther Perel, I can fix my relationship, or if I just read one more article about depression, maybe I can kick this thing on my own. But reading about mental health, studying up on psychology, yeah, that's helpful for sure.

It can introduce you to new concepts, it can keep you engaged with that world. But it's no substitute for being in the room with a good therapist, doing the work, processing these feelings, talking about your life, all of that. Like you said, if that actually worked, it would have worked by now. And it's really good that you see that. Yeah, that's a really good point, Gabe. I'm glad that you brought that up because I think that even happens sometimes with people listening to this show. You know, like, oh, I don't need to go to therapy. I'll just listen to Feedback Friday, which don't get me wrong. I love that. And I really do believe that hearing other people's stories is a huge source of help and comfort. But turning to any good resource

can also be a great way to avoid having an experience yourself. It's like watching travel videos on YouTube about Sicily and being like, I don't need to go to Palermo, this is good enough. Well, okay, but you still haven't ridden a bicycle through the streets of Palermo. You haven't tasted the food. You haven't walked through these amazing churches, right? It's not the same. Real growth, real healing.

It's never conceptual. It is always experiential, meaning you have to experience it for yourself, just like you had to experience that terrible Super Mario Brothers Italian accent for yourself. Yeah, you sound like Jared Leto in House of Gucci. No Italian person talks like that. So I'm not even sure where that really came from. I mean, I've never met, I've never seen anybody with that ridiculous of an accent. But anyway, I hope that gives you the nudge that you need.

The discomfort that you feel, the fear that you have, the depression. It's real. I get it. I know it's tough. But you can use those feelings to lean in rather than running away from them. You got over your resistance to writing us, which is awesome. Now, keep that momentum going and book that appointment. Seriously, go right now, do it, don't wait.

BetterHelp.com slash Jordan if your local therapist is all booked up. You can freak out later. All you have to do right now is hit confirm. And trust me, one day very soon, you will be so happy that you did. Hope you all enjoyed that. I want to thank everyone who wrote in this week and everyone who listened. Thank you so much. Go back and check out Luis Navia and that deep dive on how to ask for a

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