The Jordan Harbinger Show - 742: Dr. Ramani | How to Protect Yourself from a Narcissist Part One

Episode Date: October 25, 2022

Dr. Ramani Durvasula (@DoctorRamani) is a clinical psychologist, professor of psychology, media expert, and author. Her latest book is "Don't You Know Who I Am?": How to Stay Sane in an Era of Narcissism, Entitlement, and Incivility. [This is part one of a two-part episode. Be on the lookout for part two later this week!] What We Discuss with Dr. Ramani Durvasula: We're all a little selfish sometimes. So how do you tell a genuine narcissist from someone who's just having a bad day? Is it just our collective imagination, or is true narcissism on the rise (or at least more visible)? Is someone necessarily born a narcissist, or can they "catch" it later in life? Can a narcissist be reformed? How can you protect yourself from a narcissist if just staying 500 feet away at all times isn't a viable option? And much more... Full show notes and resources can be found here: jordanharbinger.com/742 Sign up for Six-Minute Networking -- our free networking and relationship development mini course -- at jordanharbinger.com/course! Did you hear our two-part conversation with the retired ATF agent who worked undercover for years to bust numerous criminal organizations — including a notorious motorcycle club? Catch up starting with episode 673: Ken Croke | Undercover in an Outlaw Biker Gang Part One here! Like this show? Please leave us a review here -- even one sentence helps! Consider including your Twitter handle so we can thank you personally!See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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We really dive deep into what makes a narcissist, how they develop, how they're born, how they're raised, how their behavior thrives in the, some environments, and how many of us get stuck working with or marrying them or just being friends of them in the first place, we also get inside the mind of a narcissist. Why are they like this? What makes them tick?

And how can we defend ourselves against them when necessary? This is a really interesting conversation. I can't wait to dive in. Even if you're not married to or working with a narcissist, there's so much in here that you'll be able to apply to your own life and a lot of pink and red flags to look out for. So here we go with Dr. Romney. Thank you so much for joining me today. Your book, very enlightening and also a little bit scary because I realized just how many people around me who I thought were maybe a little selfish

or just had an attitude issue or had something going on might actually have something pathological going on or not. But I also wanted to have this conversation because not only is it important to be able to spot a narcissist, but also spot those who aren't pathological or clinical narcissist, aka normal people having a bad day or a bad week or a bad. year. Also, what we can do about these people if we find one in our circle at home or at work. And the book did not disappoint. I'll link to it in the show notes, but it's basically, it's kind of three books in one, in my opinion, or maybe two, long ones in one. But I appreciated that. I don't think I have that many clinical narcissists in my life, certainly not in my family, but I still found this really fascinating.

I think the listeners will as well. Thank you so much. I think it's such an important topic. You're blessed. And if you don't have a lot in your family, because I think what we're we have to recognize is that there's a continuum, right? For some people, this is the annoying friend, the annoying colleague. For other people, it decimated their childhood or it's destroyed a marriage. So you can imagine there's a wide range of differences and how people are having to deal with this. And I think that also fuels some of the confusion. You know, I think that's probably true. Look, since I am not an expert in this area by any stretch, you know, I'm as lay a layman as they get, it's hard for me to think of all the people in my past who have been like,

that person maybe was a narcissist because it's such a tricky definition and it seems like narcissistic behavior is on the rise. We see it a lot in the media. So there could also be the spotlight effect here where since I'm reading about it constantly and the word is almost buzzwordy these days that I'm just, I'll put it this way. Whenever anybody's kind of a jerk in line anywhere, you'll hear the word narcissist thrown around. It doesn't matter if it's a celebrity, somebody on TV, Harvey Weinstein, all the way down to the person who's yelling at somebody at Target, it just kind of, it's everywhere, seemingly. It is everywhere.

And I think that what's happening is a couple of things happening, right? One of the issues with narcissism is consistency. So you made a point earlier, this idea of a bad day, right? So what if any one of us is graceless on a bad day? I've had my moments where I've melted down to someone I didn't get enough sleep or whatever it might have been happening. But what we look for is how quickly a person attempts to make it right. So they might say, oh my gosh, I am so sorry I had no right to do that. It's a very honest apology. It's not a, I'm sorry you feel that way, apology. It's actually a genuine

apology. And secondly, people will actually notice that that's off brand for that person. Like, that's not who they are. Now with a narcissistic person, this is consistently who they are. A person will say, I mean, you use a celebrity example like a Harvey Weinstein. That was a scandal that unfolded over a very long time. That was consistent behavior, sort of who the person is. So I think that that consistency is one big piece. And then when someone behaves badly, we look at how quickly they try to repair it. Narcissistic people don't ever try to repair unless their feet are held to the fire. A publicist or someone else says, you need to apologize. Or the family says, uh, you need to apologize. And that's when you get the, I'm sorry, you feel that way. Nonsense apologies. But is it

everywhere. You know, here's the thing. This term narcissism in the literature and psychological literature has only been around for about a little over a hundred years. And so in the field of psychology is its relative infancy too compared to all of the other sciences, if you want to view it that way. But when we take it back to its beginning, we had people like Havillock Ellis and Otto Rank who talked about it initially. Freud was the one who took the first biggest plunge into narcissism, but I got to tell you, Jordan, this is something that even in the theoretical literature, other than the psychoanalyst, no one touches. So this was a word nobody was really using. We're so stuck on the myth of Narcissus who looked at his reflection in the water and he fell in love

with himself, which actually isn't what happened in the myth. In the myth, he was cursed to only love himself and not be able to love anyone else and he killed himself. So like Narcissus is not about the beautiful boy who loved himself is actually about the beautiful boy it was cursed. And I think that that's actually the more accurate telling of what narcissism is. And so this idea of, is it on the rise? There's sort of two schools of thought. Some folks, and this is based in the literature, have said it's actually not on the rise and every generation thinks that adolescents are more narcissistic than they were, right? So that's because adolescents are narcissistic. All of them without exception, because that's what their brain is doing. The way the brain develops in adolescence

It's selfishness. It's I like my friends better than my family, okay? Okay. Now, where I'm going to challenge that is, let's leave the adolescence alone. Their brain is sort of doing what their brain's doing. And the population as a whole, what has changed in about the last 25 years is the ways people can sort of exert this narcissistic instinct. And that really played out with things like social media, reality television, sort of the

democratization of celebrity. If you're willing to act foolish enough, you too can be famous. It used to be if a person wanted to get narcissistic validation in the 70s or even in the 80s, you actually had to kind of put on your face and get dressed and leave the house because no one was going to walk into your front door and validate you. Well, now they do through these devices. And then you throw in there things like frictionless economies and stuff. We don't even have to make nice anymore.

Somebody just puts our groceries on our staff. So all of those technological influences and media influences, I think it has taken what was always a lot of narcissists in the population and given them this huge platform. And then you throw other social issues on top of that, like income inequality. And the fact is that it isn't about if you work harder, you'll make more money. So people are frustrated. Narcissists, when they're frustrated, get really, really angry. And now what's happening is we're sort of, we're giving this huge. platform to uncivil behavior and really bad behavior. So all of these things are sort of mushed up

to result in what seems like more narcissism. I think what we see now, Jordan, is more demonstrative narcissism. There's always been narcissists, even before we had a name for it. The difference is, now it's more performative and there's platforms for it. Is narcissism contagious, the behavior itself? You know, if I see somebody getting away with it, are other people going to start to try and do the same? I'm thinking of celebrities, politicians, musicians, artists, whatever. I wonder if, yes, kids probably because they're impressionable, they're going to do this, but I wonder, are people who are watching YouTubers and reality TV show stars behaving badly?

Are they going to start to try and do that? Not just because they're role-playing and trying it on, but because they're like, look, man, look at what this person's getting away with. Why should I follow the rules? Or are those people already narcissists? They just didn't have the guts to be as awful as the people on TV until they saw that it was being rewarded. So narcissism's on a continuum, right?

From really sort of low, mild levels of it, all the way to the most severe malignant versions, and those look quite different. This idea of narcissism contagion, there's sort of a couple of ways that could play out. A personality style is not contagious. The bricks of personality start building, honestly, before we're born,

because we have sort of an inborn temperament. So a person who is a 35-year-old, who's a decent person, who's not narcissistic, who does have empathy, who sees someone behaving badly, may in that moment witness that entitlement saying, oh, it sounds like, it looks like we have to all cut the line. But in general, you're not going to, all of a sudden, a person's not going to switch

and have a different personality. So you're not going to see a personality switch. What you might see is sort of this selected behavioral switches. So people saying, well, entitlement seems like the only way to get ahead. So I'm going to be entitled. I'm going to act like the rule doesn't apply to me. But I'll tell you the difference in that person who might. saying, well, he's getting away with it, so I'm going to try to get away with it, that person who's

following along, it feels more uncomfortable for them because it's sort of not who they are, because their empathy kicks in and says, well, this isn't cool. Those other people have been waiting in line for 20 minutes, even though everyone else is jumping, I don't feel good about this. You know, some people might take an unkind attitude and say, well, it's a dog-eat-dog world. So if you're just going to stand in line, okay, so, you know, wouldn't want to date you if that's your attitude. So now let's jump to the relational space. Because what I have worked with many people, who have been in long-term, like intimate relationships, marriages, long-term committed relationships with narcissistic people.

And what they've said is not only was this horribly abusive, so they found themselves in order to survive in this relationship starting to feel like they could only survive by being an asshole. So they were starting to be more assholy just to keep the trains moving in their lives. But then they'd find that that assholiness that they were exerting perhaps in a marriage, now they were pulling that stunt with a friend. and their friend would be like, slow down, sister. Like, no, no, this is not working for me.

And then the person was like, oh, my gosh, I'm so sorry. Whereas a narcissistic person behaving like an ass would never say, I'm sorry. So that contagion is definitely there. And I do think where we see a lot of it play out is in internet trolling, internet comments. I think people are more dysregulated. I think people are snappy. But I don't know. I think that you're not going to take an agreeable person and make them narcissistic.

That's just not going to happen. That's good. Yeah, I have some more questions about these dysregulations and people in relationships with narcissists later on as well. I found the concept of habituation insightful where, and let me paraphrase here and tell me if I get it right, most people with narcissists in their lives, they end up with multiple narcissists in their lives because of, in part, co-narcissism. What is this? It sounds kind of horrible. Well, so, you know, it's almost like you get into this toxic dance, right? So you brought up this idea of habituation. Habituration. is a concept that comes from behavioral science.

That basically it's the old boiling the frog. You kind of get used to something. And in that case, the frog dies. But we get used to things. So if your house backs up to a train track, for the first year, it might be like, oh my gosh, this is so loud. After about a year, you're not even, maybe even sooner.

You're not going to notice that noise anymore. We get used to things in our environment. Well, that can happen with narcissism as well. We sort of habituate to abruptness, coldness, dismissiveness, manipulativeness, all of it, We just almost, we sort of get used to it, not in a good way. It's almost like secondhand smoke. We may get used to it, but ultimately we're going to get sick.

And so what happens, though, with that co-narcissism is you kind of get caught in that toxic dance. You know how to be narcissistic supply. You sort of play to their rules because they're so much more loud and angry that everyone sort of starts changing to the narcissistic person. So what happens is you're no longer discerning. So when a new narcissistic person rolls up, just like those train tracks, you're so used to loud noise at your window that when there's new loud noise, when there's a new person behaving like this, you don't say, stop, red light, toxic. You're like, okay, well, this person's just like my dad. So come on in. You know, there's no, you lose that kind of discrimination, that ability to sort of choose because you're not thinking like, this is awful. And because no one's teaching people that narcissistic behavior is not a good thing. A lot of people give it a free pay. pass and say, yeah, that's just how they are. Yeah, okay, this makes sense. So the filter is off

and it's what you know. Would you go as far as to say maybe you even seek it out because you're already good at managing it if your parents are narcissists or if your ex is a narcissist? I wouldn't say seek it out because I think that puts an unfair onus on someone who's ending up in an abusive relationship. It gets to this more subtle concept of something we call trauma bonding. And so what trauma bonding is created by is narcissistic relationships have this unique architecture of good days and bad days, you know, highs and lows, ups and downs, I love you, I want nothing to do with you. And that back and forth creates this sort of model of love and connection as a roller coaster. So then people equate that roller coaster and that idea of like, okay, this is a bad day,

but oh my gosh, we're going to work towards another good day, that sort of chasing the kind of high of the good day becomes what these relationships look like. So what that means is that when a person who has been in narcissistic relationships, meet someone like this. That whole good day, bad day, high, low, plays into that original narrative of what love is. It's not even so much a seeking it out, but that when it comes, people are more likely to say, oh my gosh, we have such a connection. This relationship is so exciting. You know, so there's this sense of activation inside the person because of that ancient familiarity. And almost a sense as an adult, you might even work through, what might have been a childhood relationship, and even if you didn't have it in childhood,

and the first narcissist you meet is when you're in your teens or 20s and starting to date, because the early days of a narcissistic relationship are so awesome and so hot and so fun, people find themselves trying to chase that high because ordinary people, like me, it's sort of a pretty flat relationship, right? Yeah, we're boring, right? I'm boring. Yeah, it wasn't hot, hot, hot in the beginning, But it also doesn't go low, low. It just sort of, it kind of stays steady.

So when people get that excitement, I mean, we unfortunately, we live in a Disneyified fairy tale culture where people still think that they should have this sort of mythological kind of a relationship rather than understanding that slow and steady is the person who's going to change your diaper when you're 85 years old. Right. That makes a lot of sense. I remember when I was younger, a lot of female friends of mine would say something like, yeah, I just, I date jerks, period.

And I remember thinking, why? That's the dumbest thing I've ever heard. There was a part of me where I was like, well, maybe I should just do that because it'll make dating easier because look at all my female friends. And then I was like, no, it's not really me. And there was a point, I couldn't articulate,

but I thought this is, that sounds hard for me to do. It's really inauthentic. I'm not going to last long doing that. And also, what's wrong with these people? I hope they grew out of that because we were like 20 or 19 and maybe they did. I feel bad for the ones that didn't.

Statistically, there's going to be a few. and they're probably divorced twice or whatever. If they're lucky, they're divorced, I guess. They're not with the same guy. Correct. And I think that there's sort of two subsets of jerk finders. Yeah. I think one set of jerk finders are young.

The bad boy kind of or the bad person, bad whatever. That's one group. But the other group of jerk finders are people who may be working through these trauma bonded cycles. They're different, right? Because the second group who might have grown up with it and it's almost, you've been so invalidated all your life that they're, This idea of sort of being supply for somebody else and catering to someone else's whims and needs

gets a little bit programmed. So if you don't know what it is, you almost unseeingly go into that. And so until somebody really shows you what it is and teaches you narcissism bad, and this is what it is, that people will get stuck in those cycles. So there's two slightly different groups. When I was reading the book, I noticed it's just so much more abusive than I had ever really thought to imagine. Because I didn't put a ton of thought into it. we, as a society, if we see somebody with two black eyes and they're like, I fell again, you're like, oh my God, someone called the police, this poor person is getting beaten by this. But when somebody comes in and is just emotionally traumatized, we kind of don't know what to do.

People don't want to talk about it. They maybe don't want to hear about it. We might even have less sympathy for them. Like, why are you staying with them if it's so bad? You wouldn't really say that to somebody, most people wouldn't say that to somebody who's getting beat up. You'd think, well, she's scared or he's scared. You can't leave. But with narcissism and with other abuse, we treat it differently. We absolutely treated differently. Even you had a slip right. Just a minute ago, Jordan, with what you said, you said even if they were just emotionally abused.

Just only, merely, right? That idea of the just is, I always say if emotional abuse showed up as scars on a person's face or body, we'd be calling 911 constantly while we stood in line at the grocery store in Starbucks all the time because the wounds that folks carry from these relationships that are unseen because they're not physical, are profound. And so for the longest time, until only relatively recently, is emotional abuse even being regarded, not only for the agony it causes a person in real time, but for the real impact it's having on a person's physical health, central nervous system, and all of that. It registers as trauma as it accumulates more and more and more and more,

and that has a whole set of downstream effects for a person physically and psychiatrically. You know, we see it in the most extreme level of emotional abuse is something called coercive control. That's something a more malignant, narcissistic person would do where they literally use fear and menace and isolation and financial abuse to harm someone, but they may never lay hands on them. California is actually right now the only state in the United States that formally recognizes coercive control in the family court statute. So that's progress. But, you know, you're absolutely right. If somebody were to call for help, somebody's screaming at them. A lot of people say, oh, they're just fighting.

This is just drama. That's just their relationship. And it's heartbreaking because our laws aren't set up for this, right? So the person calls the cops and says, this is happening. They're going to say, did they touch you? And if the answer to that's no, law enforcement, in some ways, their hands are tied, right? Because there's nothing on the books, on the criminal law books, to do anything about that. So we don't recognize it.

And I will tell you, because anyone who's physically abused is being emotional. emotionally abused, right? Those two are going to be completely interlinked. That's a good point. But the people are being emotionally abused, it often can last for many, many, many, many more years. That accumulation of the physical effects on people, like literally the physical effects are absolutely astronomical, but then the mental health effects are profound as well. You mentioned in the book that it can cause is it C PTSD? What is that?

So complex post-traumatic stress disorder or complex post-trauma is a sort of a development of our thinking on trauma. Traditionally, we viewed trauma as very episodic. A person is kidnapped. A person is assaulted. A person is in a terrible accident, that kind of thing. A person's in combat.

That's our original conception of trauma. But what we've come to find out that trauma, by definition, is any time a person feels that their lives are at risk, that they're in tremendous danger, if someone is screaming at you on a regular basis, manipulating you, gaslighting you, saying, I could put you out anytime you want, you're nothing. That exposure over time, and it can often be also coupled with physical or sexual abuse

or other forms of abuse. The exposure to long-term trauma, usually in a relational space, for example, domestic violence, childhood abuse, which is inescapable. So in other words, the person doesn't have the resources, a child, can't get out of the situation, can't get help. that long-term exposure to trauma is something called complex trauma. And complex trauma was often unrecognized. We often use trauma as that one episode, a person was in combat or was assaulted.

But the recognition that that long-term accumulation of emotional or physical or sexual, any form of abuse or neglect, that that added up to a very different kind of traumatic presentation that people experienced quite differently. It looks a lot like post-traumatic stress, but there's other elements to it in terms of how it shapes a person's identity, how they regulate emotion, how they manage anger. That looks different in a person with complex post-trauma. It's also very physiologically held. It's held in the body.

So people will say, like, I feel this physically. And so now the therapies for that are much more focused on the person's body and that connection with their mind to different kind of trauma. And so the international classification of diseases has actually now adopted complex post-trauma and recognize that the DSM has not yet. And this is kind of where the secondhand smoke analogy or metaphor comes in where you're around this for so long that you eventually get sick, maybe even sicker than the smoker spewing it out, depending on the situation. I'd say most often sicker than the smoker spewing it out because most people, and this is why it's great you're doing this podcast, frankly, most people don't know what narcissism is. A lot of people say, ah, relationships are just hard.

Oh, that's just how they are. Oh, they had a bad dad or whatever excuse they come up with. So the person going through it, especially since no one's recognizing it, a doctor's not recognizing it, law enforcement's not recognizing it, it's not against the law. This person feels like I'm being dramatic. Maybe I'm being extra. Maybe I'm expecting too much from a relationship. But all the while, they're getting more and more confused, more and more isolated, more and

more helpless, nothing they do works in the relationship, and they blame themselves. And so that combination, not just for a few years, but 10 years, 20 years, or if it was a person's parent. It's been happening since the day they were born, basically. That is a hell of an accumulation, and it really does take quite a toll on the person, invariably the narcissistic people outlive everybody else. You're listening to the Jordan Harbinger show with our guest, Dr. Romney. We'll be right back. If you're wondering how I managed to book all these great authors, thinkers, and creators for the show, it is because of my network, and I'm teaching you how to build your network for free over at Jordan Harbinger.com slash course. Now,

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guy slaps his girlfriend, the whole place is going to stop talking and be like, what's going on? The police are going to get called. If there are dudes with beards there, they're going to throw them out the front door, you know, as you would expect, there'd be a reaction. But if somebody starts dressing his girlfriend down, and I'm using that example just because that's probably one of the more common combinations, maybe some gutsy females would say like, hey, you don't say that. And then guys would be like, do I say anything right now? This is kind of awkward. And maybe someone would say, hey, do that outside or leave her alone.

But certainly the cops aren't getting called. The guy's not going to get tossed out, most likely, depending on how bad the situation is. But it's actually worse because that's happening every other day. And it's just the damage is the same or worse. And so that's an interesting thing to think about and kind of, well, it's also really sad. It's horrifying. And that's why I put that line in there about the bruised soul doesn't. And I think that even the field of mental health has been slow to get on this and recognize that this simply is not okay. We can't just communicate this away. There's no talking about this.

The narcissistic person can't play at that. We're also in interesting times, Jordan, too, because we know, for example, that narcissism is consistently and highly associated with aggression and violence. So I'm going to be frank with you. Across, I mean, one great study that was done last year by some folks at Ohio State, I think they did what's called a meta-analysis or in a study of studies, about 475 odd studies across the board. Narcissism was associated with aggression and violence. This is no joke. So I have to be honest with you, if I saw someone screaming at his girlfriend in Starbucks, I wouldn't intervene because I'd be afraid I'd get shot. Yeah, that's what I would worry about, too, especially

as a guy, you say something like, hey, man, don't do that. And then suddenly your head's getting bashed against the concrete, and nobody can help you because this dude is going nuts. And then you're not even necessarily, it's unfortunate because the cliche is, then the abuse victim sticks up for the guy and you just, that was all a big waste of your time. I mean, not always, but you hear about it. And that's sort of the fear that everybody has about intervening, especially in public situation. If it's your uncle or something, somebody's going to finally have the guts to say something. But if it's a stranger, yeah, you could get shot and then what? Now my kids are fatherless because I tried to stop somebody.

It's a huge problem. So that's why I think people saying, oh, I'm going to intervene. We have to tread lightly. I mean, everything from road rage to domestic violence to stranger, all of it is associated with narcissism. And so it's not just a person who's a jerk. I mean, obviously a person who lacks empathy and is entitled and oppositional and dysregulated is more likely to engage in violence and aggression.

I mean, that makes sense. These folks actually got the data to uphold them. So let's talk a little bit about what narcissism is, who these people are. The most perhaps enlightening bit that maybe some people will think is obvious is that narcissists feel insecure and they lack resilience. And when you're young, you don't really realize this because people who are dicks seem like they're confident. But then as you get older, you realize actually somebody who can't stop invalidating other people

all of the time is they're just deeply uncomfortable with themselves. nothing is ever enough, right? Their friends aren't enough, their jobs not enough. Everyone else around them is not enough and they're so great. And it's like, yeah, but you're really, you're not that great. You live in your parents, but a lot of the time these people are successful, but just as much of the time, they ain't shit to put it as we would have said back when I was growing up. And yet they're somehow elevating themselves onto this plane where they're amazing and entitled.

Correct. So I think, you know, you bring up at a really important point is that we always think about the lack of empathy and the entitlement and the grandiosity. and I'm all that. And it's not just the parent's basement guy who is insecure. It also is the multi-billionaire who can be insecure. Anyone who feels the need to preen and be pretentious and be a jerk, like, you know, again, to me, humility is the ultimate show of confidence because you must really know you got the goods because you don't need to, you know, scream them from the roof. Go to rocket and go to space. Oh, yeah. And Freud would have a field day with that cigar.

Oh, yeah, especially the design of the rocket. You know they had personal input on that. Oh, heck, yeah. So I think that the insecurity piece, though, is it's tricky one because, yes, it's the core of it, right? When you think of it, think of a narcissist as having a core, like in the middle of the trunk of a tree, that's the insecurity. So all the bells and whistles around them, the entitlement, I'm a VIP, I'm grandiose. Look how great I am. Look at my fastboard scar. Look at my this. Look at my that.

That is all those. That's all like a suit of armor protecting that insecurity. Like if I talk like I'm all that, then I am all that. and that insecurity and the shame that comes from that can remain in the unconscious. So if you're the person who points out something that's not cool in that narcissist, I don't know, someone makes fun of them or there's a public scandal. Well, then that shame, that insecurity, that comes out of the unconscious, it comes into awareness and they lose it.

They become rageful and tantrumy and sometimes, sometimes not often violent, but screamy, screamy, yelie, witch hunt, witch hunt, everyone's out to get me. that kind of, we see that whole loopy blame shifting mess. The tricky part of the insecurity though is some people, especially people, family members, people in close relationships say, ah, they're insecure. I kind of feel sorry for them. And so then they keep sticking around. And my feeling on that is if they're that insecure, you know what they can do? Because everyone who's in a relationship with a narcissist is going to therapy has about the narcissist consider rolling up to therapy and unpacking that insecure.

the way the rest of us do or my clients do on a regular basis and do that hard work. Instead, what's happened is the whole world has become a giant pacifier for the narcissistic folks to throw tantrums and everyone else is going into therapy to deal with the fallout, well, the narcissist just keep throwing tantrums. That's the insecurity. And so, and that's the challenge. It's a hard thing to push against, but it's almost like they're not even aware of it. And that is where it's difficult to treat.

it's difficult to address, but that's the core of narcissism. It's a deep insecurity. It seems like their self-esteem is just constantly under threat. This makes sense because that's apparently why they need this constant stream of little wins that most of us just wouldn't really care about a lot of the time, I think. And I might be talking out of turn a little bit here, but it seems like a lot of people that I know who are just obviously narcissists or who have even told me that they have this as a problem when we put some whiskey in them.

They just, they need every little award, even if it's like kind of a made-up thing, or they need every little accolade. They need everyone to recognize them. And it's just, it's the fragile ego on display. And they can't let these little things go. And entitlement is kind of just the beginning. I'd love to talk about that because I think most people look at entitlement as maybe the hallmark trade of narcissism. So let's talk about those accolades and the need for those accolades and awards first, right? Sure. That's part of a larger thing of something called narcissistic supply. Narcissistic people constantly need validation and admiration. Why?

Because they actually have a really weak sense of self. I know who I am. I know what I like. I know what I don't like. I know my strengths. I know my weaknesses. I'm comfortable with all of them. So even when there's a threat like, why do you never leave the house Romney?

I'm like, because I'm introverted and I don't like to leave the house. Like I'm cool with that. Or if I don't get the award, I'm like, well, I know I did a good job. So I did the best I could done. That is not the case with a narcissistic person. Their self-esteem is constantly shaped by what's happening around them, which is why a narcissistic person may be in a great mood in the morning because they got a lot of likes on their picture or they got good news from work.

So they're on top of the world. Everyone's like, oh, they're in such a happy mood. And then at 1 o'clock, they come to find out that one of their competitors got the promotion they wanted. Now they're full of rage. I can't believe it. Oh, my gosh, nothing ever works out for me, victim, victim, victim. You're like, what happened to Mr. Swagger from 8 a.m.?

Now, 1 p.m., this guy's a mess. But then at 8 o'clock, I don't know, they get the hottest girl in the bar, now they're back to self. So their self-esteem is a pendulum that's just constantly, it's even worth in a pendulum. It's like chaos, because it's completely responsive to what's happening around them. So a lot of people feel like we never know what we're going to get with them. Getting an accolade, getting an honor, getting an award,

having a ton of money, you know, that sort of thing. That stuff goes a long way to helping prop up that fragile ego, that poorly developed sense of self. And that need, though, what happens is it's a black hole because they suck everyone in it. They expect everyone to serve that need. Everyone around them is constantly after you tell them, you're great, you're nice, we'll do things the way you want. And if you don't hit the mark with that, then they are going to get enraged because that's all they need from you.

That's why these relationships feel really transactional. So that goes to entitlement. Sure, it does. And also narcissistic supply, what a great term. It's got to just be exhausting because I assume that that means that anybody who's breathing the same oxygen in the same room as this person is now kind of in charge of supplying this, whether they want to or not. And if you are not in a relationship with them, you're not friends with them, then, oh, well,

they'll react to you poorly or great, whatever, you get to leave. But if you're dating them or they're your brother or something like that, that's almost like the price of entry to staying in this relationship as you are on the hook for managing their mood by validating them constantly. And that just talk about exhausting. I don't even know, I'm sure there's more to it than exhausting, but exhausting and thankless probably in many ways. And just walking on eggshells all the time. Like, okay, I've got them in a good mood. Uh-oh, somebody took that parking spot from us. The night's ruined now. The dinner's going to be terrible because this person cut them off in the way and end of the parking lot.

I thought we just almost made it to the restaurant, that kind of thing. It just sounds horrible. It is horrible. And it is that idea you have to bring all the supply, but you're not going to get much back from them. It's sort of like if they're in a good mood, then everyone's about to have a good day. But you nailed it. Just when that person cuts them off or takes the parking space, the whole afternoon is ruined,

the whole evening is ruined. And so everyone with them is sort of on tenter hooks, hoping everyone, everything goes smoothly and knocking themselves out to make sure that everything goes smoothly. So everything doesn't get ruined. And it is, it's a very one-way relationship. All of us almost exist to serve their needs. So anyone in the room and as that same room as them is serving their need. What they don't like is if someone is more special than them. Right. Right. Someone else gets a special treatment that they think they deserve. That's when you're really going to see them spin out. It is eggshells. It is exhaustion. It's also hypocrisy.

I need to be treated this way, but I don't need to treat you this way. And hypocrisy does not sit well with us. So it's uncomfortable all around. It's you're basically the emotional version. You ever seen coming to America where the guy spreads rose petals in front of everywhere that James Earl Jones walks? Because he's the king. You're the emotional version of that guy. You've got to make sure that every step that this person takes is on rose petals.

Otherwise, it's going to be, there's going to be a whole big thing and it's not worth it. That's exactly right. And that rose pedal spreading, initially what happened, is again, they're not this difficult from the jump. And I'm going to use more of an adult sort of friendship, intimate relationship kind of model. You meet this person. They're charming. They're charismatic. They're confident. They've got swagger. They're fun. They're the center of attention. They put a lot of time into their appearance. So they're either attractive or in good shape or they're wearing the right clothes or whatever it is. Right. So now this person's paying attention to you.

And so unless you know what you're dealing with, you're like, whoa, the coolest person in the room is paying attention to me. And now you get to go on a little bit of a wild ride, right? It's the love bombing. You get the good morning text. You get the good night text. How are you doing? Let me take you to this restaurant. Again, all of it is them saying, look how great I am.

You're saying, oh, my gosh, this is so amazing. So people are on this really exciting right. And what narcissistic people are so really good at is they'll excite, fun, charm, charisma. and then they withdraw. And when they withdraw, the person's like, wait a minute, where's all this fun? So now you're waiting for the text. Oh my gosh, oh my gosh. Even if you were a little uncomfortable because it felt like too much, when it goes away,

you want it back. So they go away. And then when they finally do come back, you're so relieved that you almost put up with more of their stuff. That's how they kind of get the whole cycle planted and how they almost train people to put up with their nonsense. Right. And we have these rose-colored glasses on.

And they're charming us through the red flags probably initially in the beginning, right? So we don't see them. And then one thing that was really div is you mentioned love bombing cult to use that. I've talked about that on cult podcasts where they just make you feel amazing and special and unique and everything is all about you. And you're never going to find it again, which is also kind of manipulative in a way because it's like, well, you're never going to find an amazing love story like this straight out of Disney. So yeah, you put up with more stuff because, well, you're never going to find that again. So you're valuing it. One thing you mentioned in the book that was really, really tricky and devious in a way where I was like, wow, that's smart and scary, was, I don't know if this is a flag or a tell, but they want to meet your family really fast, which initially seems romantic, but it's actually quite cunning because then it raises its stakes, right?

Everyone knows you're dating this person, the social consequences of breaking up or getting in a fight or saying negative things about the person you're dating. The stakes are way up because the relationship seems more serious and involved. Well, this guy went on a trip with me or came to my family's house for Thanksgiving two weeks into our relationship. And now he's kind of being a piece of crap. But I can't tell my parents who finally said, yay, we're so happy for you that this guy is actually garbage and I want to get rid of him. So it's just another hook they sink into you. Absolutely. And that part of the love bombing often gets missed, especially if a person in a more recent relationship was with somebody who's moving more slowly.

Why am I not meeting their family? Why am I not meeting their friends, right? But by doing it quick, meeting friends quickly or meeting family quickly, not all narcissistic folks do this, but it often does happen. They do have you on the hook. You may feel, especially if you're very empathic, you may feel beholden like, oh my gosh, I've met this person's family and I gave the grandmother some advice or I played with the nephew or whatever it is. Or you might feel like you're getting to be part of a friendship group. And so that kind of sort of overwhelming you and then creating that sense of buy-in, it's a really really, again, devious trick because also the person the narcissist is meeting is often quite empathic. So they don't want to just burn a bridge. They don't just want to walk away from people. They almost feel like they have to see this through because now they're letting down these other people. And so it is quite devious. And a lot of people associate that, oh, they want me to meet their family and friends. This really is a committed, intimate relationship. They're really into me. And that's how that gets

read rather than trying to lock you down so they don't have to put so much work into the relationship anymore. That makes sense. Man, that's interesting. These people, is that conscious, you think, or is that subconscious, that level of devious manipulation? I think it's a mix. I mean, again, it's hard. One thing we do know about narcissistic folks is they're really out of touch with what motivates their behavior. Because if they were going to be super honest about it, that's pretty dark. Like, oh, I'm doing this. So I can manipulate this person. Right. They're not sort of rubbing their hands, Dr. Evil kinds of people. They really are just, they just sort of want what they want. What it is is that because they're so superficial, they're just looking for the quickest path to do things.

So I think in some ways, although what they're doing seems so devious, it may not even be as clever as we think. I think they've got a little bag of tricks and they use it with everyone. Ask anyone who's ever broken up with a narcissist. They'll say, wait a minute. I'm seeing it on social media. They're taking them to all the same spots they took me. Like this seems like they're game. Like they're sort of a one-trick pony.

And so that whole formula seems to be the quickest way for them to get supply. I think they're not even thinking of it as supply. They're just sort of thinking of this is how it goes, and it's given them the result they want, which is somebody who just sort of goes along with what they want them to go along with. So I think in some ways calling them devious, at least at the milder levels of narcissism, maybe giving them too much credit.

At the more malignant levels of narcissism, I think the deviousness is very present. This is the Jordan Harbinger Show with our guest, Dr. Romney. We'll be right back. Thank you so much for listening to and supporting the show. Your support of our advertisers is absolutely crucial. All of the deals and discounts and all those codes, they're all in one place, all in one very searchable, mobile-friendly place.

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addicted to validation person's game. Yeah, I take her to this place, and then we do this, and then I look important, and then I shower her with love, and then they love me back, and then I try and meet their family and da-da-da, suddenly I've got this person who's bigging me up and I feel okay about myself.

It's almost like an autopilot thing, but you're right. It's not exactly a master plan here. It's kind of the basics. But going back to that insecurity, though, is narcissistic people actually don't like abandonment. They struggle with it. They have a lot of issues around attachment. And so for them, in some ways, sealing the deal with someone quicker can take away that insecure fear of abandonment. They are not in touch with that, right?

Because to them, abandonment is like losing control. They lose control of the narrative. They lose control of the person. that's not what's supposed to happen. So the more they can lock it down, the more that they're not only abandoned, the more they control it. And so then they dominate and they over control because that also offsets the insecurity. But many people will say, if they were the ones to end the relationship with the narcissist, it got ugly, stocky, obsessive, really poor boundaries, trying to ruin their life afterwards, spreading rumors, trying to ruin new relationships,

on and on and on. When you leave a narcissist, you can expect a cascade of this whole thing that's called post-separation abuse. If they leave you, it's actually a lot easier. Oh, wow, this is so interesting. I'm thinking of people that I've dealt with in the past in business, and one of the guys was never single for more than a few days. And I knew him for like 15 years.

And I remember once I said, how come you never want to be single? You'll date girls you don't even like for months at a time. And he goes, well, and he was abandoned by his month. mother. And he said, well, I'm always trying to replace mom. Ha, ha, ha. Now I'm like, wait, no, he was definitely not getting about that at all. And then when I finally said, hey, I don't want to be a part of this business anymore. Let's amicably separate. He was like, okay. And then sued me and did every devious little thing to the point where the judge was like, what is this garbage? Do you want to get this

done? Why are you constantly? And even his own lawyers were like, we don't really understand why our client is doing this. This is like the opposite of moving the ball forward. It's constant changes. it's almost like he wants to just keep paying legal fees. And my lawyer was like, well, I'm going to put a stop to this because I'm going to report this to the judge. And it became this huge mess. And I was thinking, this isn't even like a real lawsuit where this person wants something. Their goal is just to stress everyone out.

That was it. And I thought, now you mentioned this. I'm like, well, okay, this is all starting to check out kind of well. But their goal is to keep you in their life. Yes. Right? All that legal contact. And again, another thing you're also sort of bringing up with what you described there,

it's the thin-skinned nature of narcissism, very thin-skinned. And so that's why they can dish it out. But if anyone critiques them or gives them feedback or even looks at them the wrong way, they completely lose it. Some people will go the litigation route. Some people will go the screaming route, stalking route, whatever it is. Again, that's that fragility, that thin-skinned quality. But people will be confused by that because the narcissistic person will be so critical and so combative. I think, well, they're a fighter, they're going to be able to take this. No, no, no. And so that, sort of, again, there's that hypocrisy at play again. That's interesting. Yeah, this person fired every employee that disagreed with them, even in minor ways. If other people saw it, it was almost

immediate. It was, if there was like an email to everybody like, hey, I think we can do this better next time. I remember seeing a few of these and going, this guy's not even going to be here next week. No, no. And the idea you give this example of this guy was never single for more than like a few days or a week. Yeah. There's one person, I wish I could remember the name of the researcher said this, he called narcissist disagreeable extroverts. And that really nails it. Because as a rule, with some exceptions, narcissistic people are actually extroverted. It makes sense. They need other people to get supply. So they do often, the pandemic was a nightmare for narcissistic people. Because, you know, for someone like me, the tragedy was watching people getting sick and dying,

but being told I couldn't leave my house, you couldn't have told me something better. But for a narcissistic person who needs that validation from other people, that extroversion is in that service, but they're disagreeable. Whereas some extroverts are really gregarious, right? So they need to be in the midst of people, but people like being with them for a minute people like being with narcissistic people, but then it gets dark. And that's where, though, that disagreeable extrovert, they can't be alone. So they go from relationship to relationship to relationship.

And because they so don't want to be alone, they're often cheaters. You know, they do, I would say the vast majority of relational cheaters are narcissists, not all, but I would say the majority. And in many ways, they're just trying to get their next gig worked out before they leave the last one because they just don't want to be abandoned. This guy is definitely a cheater. I mean, I saw it many times firsthand because I lived with him for a while. You can't hide it from somebody you live with. And it was almost like, I'd be like, hey, man, this is awkward for me to see because I've known your girlfriend for five years. and he's like, well, you didn't see anything.

And I'm just thinking like, ugh, you don't even have any regard for the other people that are going through. I just thought, oh, he's kind of, you know, I never put it together. And one of the reasons was because he wasn't somebody who would yell at somebody, do you know who I am, or be really obvious about it. In fact, he would kind of go, okay, and then privately would have the meltdown. And everyone would have to manage this person's emotional nonsense for a week about how they were slated by the waitress or the door guy at some bar. But that whole like having the tantrums in private, being really thin-skinned, oh, I've been so slided. We often think of narcissism as the big, grandiose salesperson, attention-seeking center of attention, right? But what we forget is that the underbelly of narcissism is something called vulnerable narcissism.

That's where we see this. For a week, you had to talk the guy down because the waitress slighted him. it's very victimized, sullen, resentful. Everyone's out to get me. I never get a fair shake. Nothing's ever fair to me. That very sullen, resentful, always a grievance about something or someone. That is something called vulnerable narcissism.

And so those folks may not be as big in public. They may actually seem a bit more grumbly and like, oh, I can't believe this idiot is making more money than me. I'm so much smarter than anybody else. That's the vulnerable narcissistic presentation. Okay, that is way more spot on because there was a sense of entitlement, but you're right, grumbly is the perfect word for this person as well. It was like, I remember often, because I've known his significant others and his other friends, and we would, something would happen and we would look at each other in the backseat of the car,

like, you know, we would all roll our eyes like this is the rest of the night. That's where I came up with the example of somebody taking the parking spot because I was like, Well, good luck with this guy now for the rest of the night on your date. This is going to be miserable. I'm glad I'm not joining you for dinner because this is all you're going to talk about. And it was just, yeah, this makes perfect sense now. Excessive reference to others for self-esteem, constantly comparing yourself to others, the sense of entitlement.

The thing is, with a lot of these narcissistic traits, you know, celebrities and executives, they have a little bit of entitlement a lot of the time. Regular people do too, but it's not necessarily narcissism, right? And comparing yourself to others, I feel like a lot of healthy people, do that it's not a healthy habit but that happens a lot doesn't make everybody a narcissist so narcissism seems like a combination of a bunch of things that probably all of us do but take into a degree that makes it like a mental illness well you need the combination right so like if I put a tomato in front of

you Jordan you wouldn't say that's salsa okay that's a tomato right central ingredient for sure but it is you need more than a tomato to make salsa you need more than entitlement to make a narcissist so that person who is the little bit of a diva when they're in line and you see that in people have privilege like people who have grown up with wealth or have wealth and their feet rarely touched the ground there's handlers like you know like soccer blue they have to wait in line at the airport kind of thing you know they're not awful people I mean I know people like this in the industry and I'll watch them in a restaurant because I'm thinking like wow and they get

things done and so there's they're so used to again a frictionless world world that when it's not, they get a little snappy, but I've seen the depth of their empathy. And if I were to correct them, put a gentle hand on their shoulder and say, oh, that's not a good look. They'll say, yeah, you're right. I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have done that. And so they will not, whereas a narcissistic person, if I said, oh, that's not a good look, they're like, shot the F up, so there would be a rageful reaction. But it's, you need these things in a row. You need the entitlement. You need that spotty empathy at best. You need the validation seeking. the grandiosity. Like, again, it's not just the tomato. You need the whole thing. And it needs to be

consistent and seen in a variety of situations and have been there for a long time. That all put together gets us away from the idea of the person who is, I don't know, just so fancy that they don't have to wait in line. So they're a little bit thrown off when they do. But, you know, they do have intact empathy and that sort of thing. But let's face it. If you, You are a celebrity. You have voluntarily signed up to put yourself in this position. And at some level, you need that applause. Yeah.

If really it was about the craft of acting, then you'd be content in a community theater, right? You want your name on the marquee. You want all the attention. You want the seized to part when you approach. And research has shown even sort of anecdotal survey research. Celebrities are significantly more likely to be narcissistic. CEOs are significantly more likely to be narcissistic.

So there's a draw. I mean, it's a chicken egg issue, right? The personality probably draws the desire, but most normal people don't want to be famous. Yeah, that definitely checks out. I think a lot of people are going to think they're narcissists after hearing this, and I want you to tell us why this is often not true. I like the tomato salsa example.

It would seem to me that the people who are going to email me overly concerned that they're a narcissist and need to apologize to everyone in their life after hearing this are exactly the type of people who are not narcissists. right? So I'd say this is where self-reflection matters. What we see is that people who have been in long-term narcissistic relationships, they're actually the ones who often call themselves narcissists because the narcissistic person called them a narcissist, right? So there's already that piece to it. And I think, too, that a person who's self-reflective and says, oh, I was a little bit difficult

with that receptionist today or, I don't want to listen to my sister's marriage problems right now because I'm tired. Like, that's normal, right? Empathy does. doesn't mean that you're an emotional doormat for everyone who comes by and you stop your day to listen to every single person's problems. I mean, you can be empathic and you can have boundaries. So I get that question from people all the time. I'll say, slow down and really think that do you care about and understand other people's feelings? Are you able to check yourself and pay attention to how your behavior affects other people? Or do you actually really believe you're too special to wait in the line? Or do you actually wait in line? But one day,

when you didn't get enough sleeping, your kid was sick, you got a little snappy with a receptionist, but that's not your usual you. So I think that people have to look inward. But where it gets really interesting and wonky these days is the social media of it all, right? So multiple studies have shown a correlation between people with more narcissistic personalities and posting selfies. And that's not exactly rocket science. Posting a selfie doesn't make you narcissistic. Posting a selfie and being unempathic and being entitled and needing validation and having contempt and being rageful and not managing your emotions, that's narcissistic. So just because you're on social media doesn't mean you're narcissistic. Just because you like to post a picture doesn't mean you're

narcissistic, right? So I think that there's people out there who say, oh, it really matters to me if I get likes. I would say to them, what is that about? Because for some people, that's anxiety. They're so worried about, they're socially anxious. They care about what other people think. But if they really have all that other stuff too, yes, they want that validation and all that other stuff, that's when we're talking about narcissism. It's really important, again, to not call the tomato salsa. The superficial Instagram life is quite interesting. It seems perfect on the outside, but on the inside, it's like a VH1 behind the music expose, right? And I know so many of these people. Do you think social media slash Instagram, do they cause narcissism or do they just attract it? Because it seems like Instagram is the perfect magnet for this. It attracts it. And so where I take umbrage at some of the folks on social media, I think a lot of it is harmless. I think most of it's vapid. emotionally stunted, immature. Like it's just not fully formed. It's sort of the unformed children that's Instagram.

That said, what I don't like about it is the selling of the artificial narrative. Because the narcissist is the masterful at selling the false self, and putting on the mask. And that mask actually does harm to other people. So when you see the new mother who's perfectly swelled and her makeup is done and her house is clean, I'm like, bitch, I want to take you out. Like you, this is not how it is. not how it is. Other new mothers are just like leaking milk and are crying and don't feel they're

doing it right or terrified for their kids and they're eating stale bread. Like that's motherhood. And your child and their white onesie looking cute, don't do that. Not okay. You know, people who are, you know, showing these weight loss stories that are actually really stories of eating disorders and other abuse of their bodies, not okay. And so I think that that piece of it, I can't even say, though, that the people who post that stuff narcissistic, I think they're probably not self-aware, and they may just be immature. So I think a lot of Instagram is just incredible immaturity. It's teenagers who are all seeking attention, but the teenager happens to be 50. That's the challenge there, but what I do think it attracts narcissistic people, that a person could spend four hours a day staring at Instagram, editing images, photoshopping images, putting them up, waiting for the likes. and that's what they do, that's not a healthy way to go to the world. They're not cultivating

healthy relationships. It's not a reciprocal mutual relationship where there's a back and forth. It's very much a sit here and wait for my validation. It's not healthy. So, but I don't think it creates narcissism. Narcissism's developmental. It's created through a variety of events that happened in childhood and all of that. So a person who's a really well put together empathic, again, self-aware human being is not going to turn into a narcissist because they go Instagram. No. That actually makes a lot of sense. I want to go through some sort of classic traits here. Another one is projection. Can you tell me a little bit about this? Because this, well, happens to be something that I noticed with all the people in my life where I was like, who do I know that's like this?

It's always somebody else is doing it. And then you go, but that's the thing that you did literally yesterday. Now it's, it's a little bit like gaslighting and projection almost they formed together in the same painting with these people. So all of us engage in projection sometimes. It's a primitive defense. And what projection is designed to do is when sort of uncomfortable, unconscious parts of ourselves are getting activated, usually shame-inducing, we ping off. We pretty much take that.

It's not an active process. We're not thinking. We just deflect. And that projection is that that defense, it protects us. We don't have to deal with that ugly, ucky, unconscious stuff. And by projecting, we make it someone else's problem. Like accusing someone of being a liar. when they haven't lied, but in fact, you're struggling with your pattern of deceit.

Accusing someone of being sexually inappropriate or having poor boundaries with other people when those poor boundaries and inappropriate behavior is your thing. It's projecting your stuff on other people. We all do it sometimes, right? The thing is, the narcissistic person does it all the time. It's a core of the blame deflection and all of that. But it's a very primitive defense. And ideally, we grow out of it.

We develop self-awareness and we don't do it, right? So if somebody comes to us with a criticism, instead of boom, deflecting, we're like, we might take a second and say, you know, I need to sit with that because that seems really on point and I need to work on that. I mean, you need some evolution for that. Narcissistic people don't get there. So projection is a defense of choice. And so they're constantly accusing people of stuff. You're like, huh? Well, the ha means it's likely their stuff.

They're vomiting on you and you're getting in the, you're in the splash zone. You're about to hear a preview of the Jordan Harbinger show with an undercover ATF, H. that infiltrated the infamous Pagan's biker gang. Everyone was saying, hey, motorcycle enthusiasts, bikers are all bad. So they did this whole study, and basically got a study, he came back and said, hey, listen, 99% of them aren't. You know, 1% of these bikers might be problematic or gang members or what have you, but the rest aren't.

Well, then the bikers, the real bikers, the Elbaugh bikers, we're like, hey, this is great. We are the 1%. We're proud of being the 1%. I mean, you know, people think these are just a bunch of morons running around a party, and they're not. They're very sophisticated in how they move their money. they're very sophisticated in their structure.

They're also very sophisticated in what they do. People are always like, oh, whatever made you decide to do a two-year-undercover. Listen, I didn't sign up for a two-year-undercover deal. That's just what it turned into. Very few of these run for two years. You're always kind of just seeing how it's going to play out, and that's where some of this dumb luck comes into it. They assigned me to this hit squad inside the gang.

Most of the gang members don't even know that this group exists. It's selected by Mother Club members. of what they consider to be their heavy hitters, you know, the ones that can do the real down and dirty work. And so Hellboy, he had approached me. He said, hey, they want you to be a part of this. We were going to be targeting Hell's Angels, and we were going to be killing them.

You have to be very quick in thinking. The reason why to go onto cover is, from the outside, you can deal with, you know, maybe some low-level members. You're never getting anywhere near the leadership. The only way to do that is to go on to cover in the club and go up into the ranks. I would have failed if I didn't have some dumb luck on my side, and I had plenty of dumb luck throughout this case.

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