The Jordan Harbinger Show - 775: Bridezilla's Vanity Tests Bestie's Sanity | Feedback Friday

Episode Date: January 6, 2023

Participating in your bestie's wedding seemed like a great honor — until she transformed into a demanding Bridezilla. Now it's a stressful horrorshow that's straining what's left of your friendship. Should you stay or should you go? Welcome to Feedback Friday! And in case you didn't already know it, Jordan Harbinger (@JordanHarbinger) and Gabriel Mizrahi (@GabeMizrahi) banter and take your comments and questions for Feedback Friday right here every week! If you want us to answer your question, register your feedback, or tell your story on one of our upcoming weekly Feedback Friday episodes, drop us a line at [e-mail]. Now let's dive in! Full show notes and resources can be found here: jordanharbinger.com/775 On This Week's Feedback Friday, We Discuss: Your bestie has transformed into a demanding Bridezilla. Should you still participate in her wedding or get out while you can? After 30 years in an evangelical church that warped your feelings about sexuality, your only relationship fell apart after a few short months. How can you be upfront about your history with potential partners without scaring them off? You've been so diligent about saving money and investing wisely over the past decade that you could live without a job for five years. So how can you reconcile your desire for a more independent life with your — probably unfounded — fear of financial instability? Should you ghost, roast, or toast your new aggro-defensive coworker who won't take the criticism necessary to improve — especially when it comes from a woman? How can you get your significant other to understand that his consumer choices matter — and that you don't want to support companies that, in turn, give money to the corrupt and genocidal Chinese government? Have any questions, comments, or stories you'd like to share with us? Drop us a line at [e-mail]! Connect with Jordan on Twitter at @JordanHarbinger and Instagram at @jordanharbinger. Connect with Gabriel on Twitter at @GabeMizrahi. Sign up for Six-Minute Networking — our free networking and relationship development mini course — at jordanharbinger.com/course! Miss our interview with Read & Riot: A Pussy Riot Guide to Activism author Nadya Tolokonnikova? Catch up with See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

Welcome to Feedback Friday. I'm your host, Jordan Harbinger. As always, I'm here with Feedback Friday producer. A guy whose walls are so bare, they can only be described as serial killer white, Gabriel Mizravi. I haven't had a chance to hang stuff yet. That's why. Yeah. That's why they're bare. Totally barren. Totally normal. It is new apartment. Did you just say they're barren? They're barren. Can you use that word for walls? I don't think so. That means that they can't get pregnant. Well, that's also true. On the Jordan Harbinger show, we decode the stories, secrets and skills of the world's most fascinating people, and turn their wisdom into practical advice that you can use to impact your own life and those around you. We want to help you see the Matrix when it comes to how these amazing people think and behave. And our mission is to help you become a better informed, more critical thinker, so you can get a much deeper understanding of how the world works

and make sense of what's really happening, even inside your own mind. If you're new to the show, on Fridays we give advice to you, We answer listener questions. The rest of the week, we have long-form interviews and conversations with a variety of amazing folks, from spies to CEOs, athletes, authors, thinkers, and performers. This week, we had Dr. David Lieberman, really interesting guy, human behavior, ego, alibis, lie detection, just a really amazing guy. I've been reading his books for years.

We also had Jonah Berger, one from the vault, on influence and persuasion, but also how influence sort of runs in the background, how it's invisible, undetectable to most of us. He specializes mostly in viral marketing and word of mouth and that kind of social influence. So two influence-related episodes this week on the show. Make sure you have a listen to those. Now, Gabe, before we talk conundra, I wanted to tell you, I was watching this crappy horror movie a few nights ago, which I never do, by the way, very rarely. Of course, the scary demon thing terrorizing the main character is very scary. The worst part of it is nobody believes her, right?

nobody else can see it. She's basically being ignored slash gaslit, but instead of being about her memories or whatever, it's about this literal monster thing that won't leave her alone. And it sort of reminded me of when people are dealing with trauma or mental illness or maybe even depression or a tough situation in their lives and other people don't listen to them and don't take them seriously. And in the movie, of course, the thing is nobody believes this woman because the demon is some ghost thing that seems like BS, right?

okay, this demons possessing you and nobody else can see it. And yet we all know, we know mental illness is real. We know that. We know trauma is real. And then we do the same thing, the exact same thing, to people experiencing something that we don't fully understand either. Interesting. So we watch these movies and I go, I would be better than this.

I'd believe my friend even if it was crazy, or at least I'd pretend to believe my friend because they're my friend and I'd help them. But then people have to deal with a parent or a sibling or a neighbor with a very real medical issue, diagnosed or not, and then we treat them like we treat the characters in these movies or worse. That's interesting, yeah. It becomes a lot clearer when the pain is like externalized as a monster, right? Which might actually be the whole point of a horror movie to make that seem real.

Maybe it's all thing. Yeah, like when it has 17 sets of teeth and it's eight feet tall, it's really scary. But if it's like, I just can't get out of bed because I feel so crappy about how my life turned out and something, something brain chemistry, we're like, have you tried not being depressed or just, I don't know, get some sun. It's just, but yeah, it's a great metaphor. I just thought that was kind of appropriate as we kick off another week of doozies here on Feedback Friday. All right, Gabe, what's the first thing out of the mailbag? Hi, Jordan and Gabe. My best friend is getting married in a year and she asked me and her sister to be the maids of honor. She was mine about a year

ago, so of course I said yes. I feel awful saying this, but now I'm wishing I hadn't. She is the definition of a Bridezilla. She wants to outdo all of her friends' weddings and is doing the absolute most. When I had my wedding, I tried to keep everything super laid back, partly to make things easier on her. For example, for my bachelorette, I just wanted to play board games and smoke pot with my girls in a little cabin close by. Meanwhile, she wants to go to a resort in Mexico. She also has so many friends, and she's always complaining to me about all of them, which makes me wonder what she says to them about me. She has 12 bridesmaids and she's already given me 20 plus projects to do for her wedding. I am not a people person and I'm stressed about having to plan everything, especially since she's so

particular. Recently, in a moment of excitement, I told her that my husband and I had an oopsie and that I might be pregnant. She was silent for a whole 15 minutes after that. Oh, oops. The opposite reaction ensued. Yeah, exactly. It was so effing. awkward. If I'm her best friend, I feel like she should be happy for me. All of this is making me dread hanging out with my best friend. I always leave feeling drained. What should I do here? Do I stick it out and try to distance myself after the wedding? Or do I say, F it and tell her I need to back out because this is truly messing with my mental health? Signed, a maid of honor, sick of having to

fawn over this Bridezilla monster. Ooh, not your best work on the name there. Rhyming's a little off, right? You know, as I said it out loud, I realized that it didn't quite work. Yeah. Yeah. That's my B. They're not all winners. I say that all the time. Sorry. They usually are. I can't do the thing with the names. I mean, look, I named the show the Jordan Harbinger show. That's how much creativity we're dealing with here on my end. So I can't really make fun of you, but at least... I appreciate the humility. I feel like I've built up like a little bit of bad sign-off credit. Yeah. I'll just take the L. I'll take the L. I mean, you come up with these great names. So, hey, if this one doesn't write, it just seems like a little bit of a white belt mistake.

White belt, white wall, it's just a white kind of day. It's eggshell. All right. So a new year, a new killer Bridezilla story. Gabe, I don't know why, but I love these letters. There's just something. Yeah, me too. There's something about a person turning into a tyrant around their wedding that I find absolutely

hilarious. I mean, it's insane. It's frigging awful for the poor bridesmaids. But from the outside, I'm sorry. It's just really funny to me. I think because you're watching someone become a monster. over something as ridiculous as a big expensive party. It's like when that lady in your accounting department turns into freaking Kim Jong-il

when it comes to reviewing your expense report or whatever. It's like, okay, calm down. This little sphere of power you've invented in your head is not real. And you look like a maniac. Yeah. And also like it's your wedding. You're trying to make a statement about true love and eternal happiness. And here you are orchestrating a military operation to make like 20 of your friends get wasted

at a Hyatt and frigging Punta Cobra's comment. Melting down over the centerpieces, are they white or are they serial killer white like Gabriel's walls? They have to match. They are eggshell. Okay, I think we've established that. But also, they're not just bare. Still white, still barren, fine.

Still white, still creepy. Still creepy. Okay, fine. But you realize this is not the point of the wedding, right? Jessica, come on. Friggin' Jessica. So, yeah, I feel for you. And I'm sorry you're the co-made of on her in this nuptial shatastrophe, the amount of emails we get about people dealing with Bridezillas,

this is the real epidemic, truly. I mean, look, I know weddings are stressful. I went through that with my wife. We didn't even want to have a wedding, and then we had to have one. And every bride goes a little nuts planning one. There's a lot of moving parts. But this isn't just stress. This is a woman who's turning into a diva and talking smack about her good friends

behind their backs and making her best friend miserable. I mean, it sort of goes a little bit beyond the pale. And not just because of the wedding planning. She also apparently can't be happy for her friend here about getting pregnant. That kind of says a lot. Yeah, that's a very telling thing. You can have these two emotions in your head at once, you'd think. Here she is bending over backward to give her best friend the wedding that she wants.

And then when she tells her something that's exciting about her life, Jessica's just sitting across from her sipping on her pino griege, giving her the thousand-yard stare for 15 minutes. Because she can't find it in herself to say, congratulations, I'm happy for you. To be fair, though, that might have been because she called it an oopsie. Yeah, that's a little cringe. That is an amazing word for the miracle of pregnancy. Or maybe it was an accident, but it sounds like a happy accident, not a bad one. She's pumped about it. We're giving her a little bit of grief in the letter for fun here, but I mean, it's a big deal. You're having a kid.

Yeah, she seems to be happy about it. I think she was just being cheeky with that word. But by the way, I think we should start to use that term from now on, you know, the show. So you and your husband are trying to have an oopsie. When are you guys planning to have an oopsie? Yeah, I'm too young to have an oopsie, honestly. Jen and I had two oopsies, and they're the best oopsies that ever happened to us. I myself am oopsie free. I'm like batting a thousand on the oopsies as of now. I guess we had an oopsie sounds better than we ran out of condoms and Keith's pullout game is hell a week. So here's my take on Kim Jong Jessica. She's getting a little carried away with the wedding planning, to put it politely. And it's possible she's not out

and out evil. I'm going to give her that one. She's just wrapped up in her bullshit and she's forgetting that she's not the only person who matters. Plus, she's your best friend and as her best friend. You have more of a responsibility to work on your relationship before you just bail on it and unplug everything. So here's what I would do. I would make some time with her one-on-one, probably not going to be too hard if you're the maid of honor. And I would try to give her a little more perspective. Maybe you say something like, hey, listen, Jess, I'm really happy that you're having such a fun bachelorette party and wedding and I'm so happy to be one of your maids of honor. It's a really exciting time. But I'm also noticing that things seem to be getting a little intense.

You're coming up with a ton of projects. You're very particular about how you like things done, which I can respect. But I wonder if all of this is really necessary. I notice that you're getting frustrated with the other girls. Maybe you're getting frustrated with me. And that makes me really sad because that is literally the opposite of how a wedding should be. I'm your best friend. I've been through this whole wedding process myself and I feel like I wouldn't be a very good friend if I didn't remind you that this time should be as fun and stress-free as possible. For you, for us, for everyone at the wedding, I want you to look back and enjoy this time and I'm really not trying to give you a whole talk but I think you might be creating more stress than you have to. And I'm worried that it's

taken away from your happiness. Something like that. I'd say something along those lines. And as much as you can, I would make this more about her experience of her own wedding and less about how unhappy you are because she's driving you nuts, at least at first. Because that's going to make the medicine go down smoother. You're basically saying stop being such a monster, but you're framing it as, hey, you're going to have a lot more fun if you chill out.

And just see how she responds. If she's like, oh my God, you're right, I'm so sorry. I know this is a whole circus. I'm not trying to do that. and she eases up, okay, then you're going to be happy you said something. It'll probably bring you guys closer together. And then you can work with her and your co-mate of honor to choose a handful of reasonable projects Jessica needs to get done, and everything will be fine.

But if she's like, how dare you say I'm too much? This is my wedding. I'm sorry if it's stressful for you, but that's what being a maid of honor is. Step it up. Whatever, you know, you should be so lucky to be in my bridal party. Then you know that this is how she really is and can't handle stress. Your Brian Zilla voice is top shelf. I love that.

This is why I didn't have a Bachelor party because I would have been like, get your shit together, guys. I want caviar on the strippers, not next to the stripper. I'm just kidding. But if that happens, you need to calibrate your friendship with this woman. And then you need to decide whether to stick it out or pull back a little, unlike Keith. The good news is you have to have. So good. The good news is you have a co-made of honor, so the whole process won't completely fall apart if you back out.

Unlike Keith. I mean, right. Again, unlike Keith's pull-out game. It's going to suck for that woman because you're just leaving her with all this, but backing out will probably be a huge source of drama, and it could impact the whole wedding. So just keep that in mind. You might be trading one angry friend for another at that point. I hate to say this. You did already commit.

It may be worse to bail now. than to just see this through as best you can. Maybe you'll find some camaraderie in the other girls, too. You know, hey, is it just me or is Jessica being a little crazy? Yeah, she is, but you know what? She doesn't handle stress well. I remember her in college. It's going to be fine in a couple of days.

And then everybody forgets about this and you laugh about it in a couple months. Fair point. But all right, let's not get ahead of ourselves. Honestly, if this were me, I would talk to your co-made of honor, work with her to make the workload more manageable. Maybe you pick the projects

that don't involve other people as much. and then you partner really well with her to just get everything done with as little stress on your end as possible. Jessica may be a nightmare temporary or otherwise, but you and this other woman can create a little cocoon for yourselves where you just handle everything in a really chill way.

I think that might be the answer. But yeah, going forward, it might not be somebody you want to be as close with in the future, especially because of the whole oopsie conversation. But I don't know. I'm not sure about here, Gabe, is does she try to talk about that with her too

or is it just one thing at a time? I'm leaning toward yes because if she doesn't bring it up, it's going to hang between them, and I feel like that resentment and that confusion will probably grow. It's just so awkward. You tell your best friend you're pregnant, and she can't say anything. You've got to talk about that, right? I mean, I might even bring it up in the same conversation, assuming it goes well with the other stuff. Once you guys sort out the wedding planning, maybe you say, and listen, I know you already have a lot on your mind right now,

but the other day, when I told you the good news, I got to say, I was kind of, kind of confused by your response. You didn't say very much. I left that conversation, kind of disappointed, kind of hurt. I expected a very different response from my best friend. So, like, I just want to know, are you okay? Was it, was it weird for you to hear that I was pregnant? Help me understand. Like, what was that like to receive that news or something? And then get her to explain if you can and give her a chance to try again and have a more supportive response, if she has it in her. I agree. Literally, all she has to do is say, yay, congrats. But I, oh, gosh, I can't even think about this right now because my wedding. And then it's,

It's like, okay, I'm not trying to outshine your wedding, because I'm wondering, is that what she's thinking? Oh, you just got pregnant. You're just having unprotected sex because I'm getting married and you want all the attention. I mean, what sort of thought process is going on here? My hunch is that Jessica's a little or really self-centered and insecure. And so hearing that her best friend is having a baby, maybe she feels like you're one-upping her. Because now our friend here is something that's even more exciting than the wedding and Jessica just can't handle it or doesn't want to handle it. That's one theory.

Yeah, I think that could be what's going on, which is just very classic Bridezilla. Definitely. But who knows? Maybe Jessica feels like she's losing her friend because she's entering a new phase of her life. She's going to be a mother. She's starting a family. Jessica might not be a top priority anymore.

And maybe she's one of those people who just cannot be excited for somebody else because it feels like she's losing. Yeah, right. Right. But that kind of amounts to the same thing in my book. It does. Yeah, it does. Whatever's going on for her, she's not being a good friend for her right now.

I almost feel like it's not a funeral. You didn't lose your child and your friends like, by the way, I'm pregnant. Then it's a little bit like, oh, God, did you have to tell me that now? Totally, yeah. This is a wedding. It's like one happy thing and then another happy thing happens. Just, it's fine. It's great.

They're both great things. They don't cancel each other out. Viewing it like that is weird for me. Which is why I think it's worth talking about. And if they can't talk about it, that's a sign that the friendship has probably run its course. And there just isn't enough love or basic respect to sustain a meaning. meaningful connection. This whole wedding, it's very interesting. It's really a huge test of their friendship. It is. I agree with that. I do hope that this gives you a way forward here. Weddings are

always insane, but there's a way to make them less insane. So lean on that co-mate of honor. Thankfully, you have one of those. Make it happen. And look, there's a light at the end of the tunnel here either way. One way or another, the nightmare is going to come to an end soon. the bigger question is whether Jessica is really a good friend to you. Because if this were me, I just think it would be hard to stay friends with somebody who talks shit about everybody and can't be happy for me when a big life event happens. But maybe she needs to be called out on all that in order to snap out of it. Everyone deserves a shot, I suppose.

And hey, if you want to get even here, just make Jessica plan your baby shower. Maybe you become a momzilla. Give her 27 stork-related projects to work on for 90 of your closest friends until she goes out of her friggin' mind. That'll teach her. real storks, okay? And real babies that drop from the sky, Jess. Real ones. Yeah, just make her head explode. I like it. You know who will always be happy about your oopsies, whatever they are? Work on your pull-out game and pull out your credit card for the amazing sponsors who support

this show. We'll be right back. Thank you for listening and supporting the show. Your support of our advertisers is what keeps the lights on around here. We put all of the deals and all the discount codes, all in one place, because there's a billion of them. Jordan Harbinger.com slash deals. You can also search for any sponsor using the search box on the website as well. Please consider supporting those who support us. Now, back to Feedback Friday. All right, what's next? Hey, Jordan and Gabe. I spent over 30 years in an evangelical church, and at 33 years old, I'm now trying to find my own way. I was deeply hurt by the church, which controlled my beliefs and created lots of shame, mainly around relationships. I was trapped

in the idea of purity culture, with tons of rules around sex, pleasure, and finding my worth in this idea of being pure. Then, earlier this year, I met a guy, and I saw him for about three months. This was my first romantic relationship. Since I've never dated before, I left a lot of the logistics up to him because I was trying to figure out what I wanted and didn't know how to show or ask for what I needed. By the time I became comfortable asking for what I wanted, it was too late. I was unexplicated. I was unexpectedly dumped. He asked if I had any questions and suggested we could be friends. I sent him a letter a week later saying the things that I had wanted to say but couldn't, and a text the week after asking if we could discuss the letter, but I got no response. I was hoping to talk with him for

closure and understanding, and I really would like to still be friends. Is there a chance to reconnect with this guy as friends and maybe more? If so, how do I approach this? Or do I just move on? Also, do you any advice on getting into the dating game at a later age without any experience and how and when to share my background? Signed, navigating the game and mourning my first flame when I grew up this tame. Wow. Well, first of all, I want to congratulate you for having the courage to re-evaluate the system you grew up in and open up your world in this way. That is not easy. I can't even imagine doing something like that. I'm sure it was very scary and confusing, especially at first. and the fact that you've been willing to interrogate the whole purity culture thing and live a life that feels freer and more authentic, I think it's really remarkable.

Religions like the one you were a part of, they often create a lot of shame. They do that by design. It's not just around sex and pleasure, but also around feeling like you don't know how to relate to people. You don't understand how certain dynamics work. To your point, you might not even know how to ask for what you need or have certain conversations, because you don't understand how to be. You don't understand how to ask for what you need or have certain conversations, because, because you're not supposed to or no one that you know has ever done that. I mean, that's really hard. And that's why I'm so impressed that you opened yourself up to a relationship, even if it was for only three months. You put yourself in a completely new arena. You made a few mistakes. You learned a ton. You should be really proud of yourself for that. Seriously, I think if I left a really restrictive religion like that, I don't know if I'd even have the courage to jump into something like dating and intimate relationships. It would be too scary, I think. Totally. So just to save you a

bunch of time, I think the move is to let this guy go, at least for now. I know it hurts that he's ghosted you. Welcome to dating, by the way. I know it's frustrating to not get the closure you wanted. That would be frustrating for anyone. This is not unique to you. It sucks because he has to be friends. Now he's not being friendly. I'm sure that's confusing. That's also kind of dating one-on-one. Like, let's be friends. Let's never talk again, right? But this guy is signaling to you what he wants by not engaging. And as hard as it is, you have to accept the message. He's obviously not willing to or able to be friends. And to be fair, maybe his feelings changed after the fact, who knows, but whatever the reason, he's going one way and you're going another way, and that's okay.

It sucks, and it's okay. So yes, I think the best approach is really to move on. You don't want to convince some guy to like you or love you or pay attention to you. One, you're better than that. and two, it's very difficult slash impossible to really do that in a sustainable way. Either he does or he doesn't, and you just have to accept him for where he is. This is the morning phase of a breakup. It's not fun, but it is necessary, and the feelings will settle. I promise, I know that it might not seem that way because this is your first relationship, but you just need to let him go and separate for that to happen or for these feelings to run their course. Well said, Jordan, I think she's struggling to do that, to your point, because this one guy matters so much to her.

was her first real romantic relationship that is so formative and she sees how she could have handled things better and she wants to maybe have another shot at handling things better and she doesn't want to let him go. But now that you're at this point, I think you need to reframe this relationship in your mind. You're thinking about it as a promising relationship that abruptly ended and could still succeed if you guys could just talk some more, but it might be more helpful to think about it as an important first relationship that taught you a lot about romance and dating and yeah, even breaking up, which is a skill and a process in and in of itself. And just trust that this guy served the function he was meant to serve in your life, which was, it sounds like, to be the bridge

between your old life and your new life, your old self and your new self. And yeah, that's a process. It might take a few more weeks or even a few more months to work through everything and put it to bed, but that's where you're heading one way or the other, because the reality is, he's just not your guy. He was a guy, a very important guy, and now you know so much more than you did before the relationship. And when you're ready to start dating again, I bet you'll find that you're much more in touch with those needs you mentioned, you're much more fluent in the language of dating, you'll probably be able to assert yourself more and understand your feelings and talk to the guys you date and all of that. And once you get to that point, you realize that, I think you'll feel

grateful to this guy for coming into your life, even if the breakup was hard, and even if it was only for three months. I totally agree here. As for how to talk about your past with people, there's no one answer there. I think it depends on how you want to share your story and how receptive the other person is to hearing it. In general, I'd say that this is something you should probably bring up in the first few dates so it doesn't become some sort of secret or shameful thing. An albatross you carry around your neck, right? Maybe don't hit someone with it in the first 10 minutes of a first date. Let a guy get to know you as you first and then fill him in on something that might be a little surprising. But also, it is a meaningful part of your story. Yeah. And if you feel comfortable with somebody,

if there's something there and it would help you get to know each other, maybe you say, so, crazy story, I used to be part of this community. I realized I didn't believe everything they taught. I left. I'm finding out who I am without all of those ideas. It's been quite a journey. Here I am. Obviously, you can go into more detail or less detail, depending on the situation and how receptive there being. But what matters most is how secure you are with your story. If it's still a little tender or it's awkward to talk about, maybe you save it for the second or third date. Or you wait till you guys have a couple Moscow mules and then you spill the beans. But if you've worked through a lot of the shame, then your story is going to probably land the right way with a new person.

Honestly, I think most people will have the reaction we had, which is they'll be very intrigued and they'll be impressed by the fact that she left and has the courage to try, things in a totally new way. I agree. It says a lot about her character and her personality. I don't know if she has to shy away from it as much as she thinks. As for getting into the dating game at a later age, the best advice I could offer you there is sort of to Jordan's point a moment ago, own your story as much as you can and just embrace where you are in this process right now, because ultimately, that's the only thing you can do. You can't snap your fingers and have dated 50 more guys, right? You can't go back in time and leave the church sooner. It's just going to take time. It's just going to take

time to gain experience. It'll take time to learn about yourself. And that's fine. That's okay. It's actually kind of exciting. So try to approach this whole dating thing as a learning experience. Try to accept where you are right now and just show up as that person, which, by the way, that's also the most attractive thing you can do because pretending to be somebody you're not, man, that is stressful. People pick up on that. They can sense that even if they can't quite put their finger on it. Like, she's hiding something or she's sort of covering for something, but I don't quite know what it is, and that just leads to problems down the line that you don't need. Well, as you can see, I agree completely. I think she's at a really, I think she's at a really

interesting point in her development where she's out of the purity culture thing, but she's still a novice in modern human relationships, and her head is still spinning a little bit, which is completely reasonable. It won't always be that way. The best thing she can do is just keep seeing people get some more experience under her belt. Literally. Yeah, yeah, literally, exactly. also emotionally. This woman is brave. She's being incredibly vulnerable. I love her whole attitude. She sounds like an awesome person, truly. So she does. Keep going. Remember that your only job right now is to just try things and learn and just trust this whole process is leading you to the right relationship one day. And good luck with that. You know, I think, Gabe, this would be hard because

a lot of the stuff she's going through now, and I don't mean this to sound sort of condescending here. And that's not my intent at all. What she's going through now, most of us go through, I don't know, in like ninth or tenth or 11th grade maybe, maybe college the latest. And she's in the 30s. Yeah, early 20s. Yeah. First sort of real breakup where it really screws you up.

You know, that's a 20s thing. So she's in her 30. She feels late to the game. All of her friends maybe are still in this weird group where they're like a relationship. We don't have those, right? We don't talk about that. Or they're married and they have six kids already. So she probably feels really alone in this and doesn't have anybody to kind of bounce

this off of and what she comparing it to people she sees on TV, that's not real either. So this would be a weird thing to do at that age kind of no matter what, because you don't have any real basis for comparison if you're in that situation. Well, you can reach us Friday at Jordan Harbinger.com. Please keep your emails concise. Try to use a descriptive subject line. If there's something you're going through, a big decision you're wrestling with, or you just need a new perspective on life, love, work, what to do if your grown son is a textbook narcissist who's manipulating you emotionally and financially. Whatever's got you staying up at night lately, hit us up Friday at Jordan Harbinger.com. We're here to help and we keep every email anonymous. All right, what's next?

Hey guys, I just turned 36 and I've worked very happily for a huge and well-known company for 13 years. During the pandemic, my personal life took a big hit. I lost a parent and I broke up with my girlfriend, and work became less exciting. I came close to quitting, but opted instead for a one-year sabbatical to ensure that my desire to quit wasn't just a passing whim. The past several months have been the most meaningful of my life. I've been reading more, sleeping better, and most importantly, spending much more quality time with my friends and my family. Now I have a difficult decision to make,

return to my company or move on. In your deep dive on how to quit your job the right way, you talk about the right and the wrong reasons to quit, and after thinking about it, I believe I'm checking off most of the right reasons. but I have no other job lined up, and I'm terrified of saying goodbye to my regular paycheck and company stock. The irony is, I've been diligent about saving money and investing wisely over the past decade, and by my conservative calculations, I have enough saved to last at least five years without income.

Still, I'm so worried about going broke. My therapist, thank you better help, says this is typical catastrophizing, and I think he's right. So how can I reconcile my desire for a more independent life with my probably unfounded fear of financial instability? Signed, shrugging off my business suit without becoming destitute. Great question. First of all, you're doing so much right here. You found a job you really enjoy. You left a mark there over a long period of time.

That's great. When you got bored, you didn't just quit impulsively. You negotiated a sabbatical, which is a great idea. You reconnected with yourself. You took the time to really consider this decision. I mean, that's all very wise. And you've been extremely responsible and given yourself a huge cushion

to make a big transition, which, I mean, that's inspiring, man. You've put yourself in literally the most ideal position to venture out into the unknown. But this fear you have that if you leave the nest, you're going to end up broke,

okay, it's a very common fear, actually. It's a universal human thing. This terror about losing everything. I've been there so many times. I'm going to end up in the street. I've had those fears. Money is charged. It hooks into our most paranoid evolutionary wiring. I wouldn't beat yourself up too much for that because it is so common. But it's interesting. The fact that you're so worried, even though you objectively have five years of runway, and that's if you don't move out of the United States, I assume, right? You could move somewhere else and get 10 years.

That's a sign that this fear, it's not grounded in any reality. It's just a piece of primitive software, just one of those old scripts that's hardwired into the brain that's designed to keep you alive, but isn't actually likely to pan out. In fact, based on your track record, it almost certainly can't pan out this way, the worst way that you're imagining. So if you want to reconcile those two impulses, I'd approach this from two angles. First, on a psychological level, I would explore the roots of this money fear. Where does it come from? How does it operate? Who feeds it? What function is it serving in your life? We've done episodes about this with Dr. Brad Clonts. He talked about these money patterns. I love that you took this into therapy and that your therapist helped

you see that you're catastrophizing. And I would go further. I would ask, why are you catastrophizing? How does catastrophizing serve to, I don't know, keep you on top of your finances or hyper aware of the risk you're taking? And this is also a very common one. Keep you stuck in a situation that you no longer love, but that is safe because it is familiar. Or paradoxically, give him a sense of control, because if he can imagine the absolute worst case scenario, maybe it becomes less threatening. And he can sort of play with that outcome in his mind and see, oh, you know, yeah, but that terrible thing could happen, but it's really not so bad now they think about it. But actually, I guess that just collapses back into safety again.

I think it probably does, yeah. I don't mean to be overly simplistic, but just to save you like 12 weeks of circling the answer in therapy, that's probably what this fear comes down to. Staying safe versus wandering into the wilderness, which is unknown. But appreciating how that operates uniquely within you, given your childhood, your needs, your feelings now, I think that would probably help a lot. I also have a hunch that his fear about going broke is partly a reflection of his confidence and his abilities and his value in the market because, look, maybe he doesn't trust that other companies or clients are going to see his value when he starts looking, so he's worried about ever being able to make money again. Totally. Look, I can see that. When I had to restart the business,

I was like, oh no, I'm never going to be able to podcast again. It turned out to be kind of a ridiculous thought. If he's feeling shaky about meeting new people, interviewing, betting on himself, I'm sure that hooks into other fears about his prospects. And it's a short trip from there to, I'm going to be living in a tent under the 101 by the time Biden's out of office. It's real easy to do that. Exactly. And you know, to be fair, that isn't totally crazy. He might come by that fear, honestly, because he's been at the same company for 13 years. A lot of people have cycled through three, four, five jobs in that time. And those people have a little more experience to say, I've taken a chance. I've quit before. I always land on my feet. I know that the market needs somebody like me. I'm going to be fine. He just has a little bit of catching up to do in that department. And that's part of his journey too. And by the way, the Brad Clans episode that we just referenced, great episode. That was episode 712. I would check that out. On a more practical level, I would come up with a basic plan that'll make this new chapter seem less risky.

Maybe you give yourself a year, 18 months, whatever it is, to find a new job. And if you haven't found one by then, you take on some work, maybe a little freelance work. It doesn't have to be your dream job. Just something to supplement your savings so you don't feel like you're burning through them and you can extend your runway. Or maybe you set some simple targets to hit during your time in the wilderness. you go to Portugal and you take castle photos like Gabriel did and sit in those little rampart things. You can spend a lot of time doing that. And Portugal's cheap, right? You could live there for quite a while. Hey, maybe you commit to learning one new skill or mastering one new topic a month on your own. So you're

building your cred even as you take some time to yourself. For example, you could go to Spain for a year while applying for jobs and learn fluent Spanish. You could do a virtual coding boot camp on the weekends while you volunteer for fun, the options are really endless. You don't have to sit around in your home watching Netflix and eating Chipotle, not that there's anything wrong with that. Another thing I'd highly recommend, though, is commit to reaching out to say two new people every week, so you're connecting with the folks you need to know to connect the dots in your job search, turn that into a system, make it a ritual, all that six-minute networking stuff, which, by the way, I think that would be money for you right now. Jordan Harbinger.com slash course. It's free.

all you'll know that. If you stick with that, you'll take care of your relationships without having to worry about the networking much at all. You're not going to have to go to these stupid mixers or like try and cram it all in there. Whatever you decide to do, the point is set some intentions and habits that'll define the wilderness just a little bit. Because I think what's so scary about leaving your job is that the future is murky. And if the future is murky, then your prospects feel uncertain. And if your prospects feel uncertain, then you assume that they're going to be bad. And that's where the money stress probably kicks in. It's kind of interesting to see how that chain of thinking works, isn't it? And I know this because I do the same damn thing. Actually, we did an early

episode on uncertainty. What episode was that, Gabriel? We did. Yeah, that was episode four. Oh, wow. So I knew it was early. Early days. Right. Early, early day. And the reason we did it is because I was in the middle of it then. You can hear it in my voice. So you can enjoy that little show. Beyond that, I'd say try to use this time to get a little friendlier with uncertainty. Start by listening with that podcast, but man, if I've learned anything from the last decade or so, it's that uncertainty is a constant. It comes in waves. Even when you think your life is stable and well-defined, it's not.

And it's not supposed to be. That's just how this game works. The more you can learn to embrace instability and work with it, the more at peace you're going to be, the more energy you'll have to put into the things that actually matter, and the more opportunities you'll create for yourself. Not in some woo-woo way, you know where I stand on that stuff, but in a very practical, this is how to play the game of life kind of way.

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Now, back to Feedback Friday. All right, next up. Hey Jordan and Gabe. My small company of 10 people recently hired a new guy, and many of us are struggling to work with him. At first, everything seemed okay. He was just a little awkward and didn't quite fit in. Then things escalated. He's made some mistakes, which is fine and expected, but when he receives any kind of correction, no matter how gentle, he snaps, hangs up the phone, or walks off to his office. He usually leaves the conversation before we can fully explain what he did wrong and train him to do it correctly. There seems to be a gender issue at play here too. He reacts even more poorly when a woman corrects him, even when he asks for help.

I also recently learned that he treats his professors in his graduate program similarly. A friend of mine is in his cohort and told me he was an hour and a half late to one of their classes, interrupted the professor while they were giving instruction, then spent at least 10 minutes telling them to move on from what they are saying, because no one needed the instructions for the next assignment. There have been enough incidents now that our supervisor and HR had to step in. They had a talk with him on his 30-day review, and things have improved slightly. Now he'll come to me asking for information, but when I give him answers, he flat out tells me I'm wrong.

I've tried to encourage him, I've tried to tell him, we all just want to help him, but his ego is so fragile, he'll do anything to protect it. I now just limit my interactions with him as best I can, but we're so small, that ignoring him completely isn't an option. How would you handle this? Signed, Debating whether to ghost him, roast him, or toast him before I go postal.

Ugh, this guy sounds like a real piece of work. If I worked in a small office with somebody like this, I would lose my shit. This guy just sounds like such an a-hole. It sounds like you've been remarkably diplomatic with him through all this, so kudos to you, but you've got a lot more grace than I do when it comes to personalities like this.

I really cannot stand this type of BS. So look, it's hard to know exactly what's going on with this guy. He might be incredibly narcissistic and fragile, as you said, certainly what it looks like at first glance. He might also be pretty misogynistic. He definitely sounds like he's got a thing about women, maybe both. It's also possible that he's got some kind of disorder. Who knows? Maybe as, I don't know, oppositional defiant disorder or something like that, which makes it a little more understandable, but of course, not excusable. I mean, he's still just being a jackass at work. Obviously, we can't know for sure, but I bring all of this up because, well, the guy's troubled. He's doing this in school, too, so it's not just about you guys. He just sounds like a man child. He can't get out of his own way.

And I guess I feel for him on some level, but I wouldn't want to be around him on any level. The fact is, his personality, his style, it's making him a bad employee and a terrible colleague, done and done. In an office this small, if one person is awful, that means 10% of your team sucks, and that can infect your entire job, your entire company. So at this point, since you guys have already tried to help him personally and he hasn't even been receptive, if this guy continues to compromise the company's performance or he's making you guys so miserable that you aren't even doing your best work anymore, then I would go back to your boss and talk to them about this. And maybe you bring a few colleagues along too, so they understand it's not just a beef you've got with this guy.

It's not a you thing. The company already knows this guy is a problem. So this is not going to be a surprise. But I would tell them the ways in which this guy is holding the company back, making the office unpleasant, damaging morale. And I would keep things focused on the impact of his behavior and not just leave it at like, oh, this guy's a real jerk. I don't like him personally.

He makes me feel weird. don't leave it at that. That kind of thing. Your company has to understand that the way this guy acts is creating negative results for the company and maybe even making some of you consider leaving. Although again, I'm pretty sure they know that and they're trying to do the right thing and give the guy a chance. You know, companies often give people like 16 chances before they can someone for better or for worse. But the whole point of giving somebody a chance is to see if they can turn the freaking ship around. And he's not doing that. He's just snapping at you and telling you you're wrong and then running back to his office like a little baby.

So as far as I'm concerned, he had a fair chance and he blew it. So now your company has to decide whether he should stay. Although candidly, I do sort of feel bad for this guy. He sounds like a pathetic turd. And also because he probably doesn't even understand how terrible he is. He sounds like he's just so socially inept that he's so far from getting it. Yeah, no self-awareness. It's funny.

I was just talking to a friend of mine who is a film producer. She's making a movie right now. and they were assigned a production executive who sounds a lot like this guy, just super combative, insensitive, terrible communicating. And it actually got to a point where this person was compromising the movie. Like it was going to be a bad movie as a result of this person. So they eventually had to tell the studio, look, we've tried our best. Like, we're pretty easy going, but this person is a real problem.

Like, it's not even clear they understand how movies are made. It's kind of poisoning the whole project. and the studio talked to the executive, and apparently the executive got a little better, but not really. And long story short, the studio ended up letting this person go. And my friend felt really guilty about it for a while because it was clear that this executive just had no idea how to deal with people. But then my friend had to remind herself like, yeah, this is awful. But the reality is that this just isn't the job for them. Well, that's exactly right.

It can be true that this guy deserves their compassion and that he's just not meant for this job. And that's fair. You don't send an alcoholic beat poet to perform surgery. Why would you send a combative woman hating no-it-all man-child to work in a 10-person company that requires close collaboration with people that he obviously doesn't see as his equal? It's just not a good fit. Yeah, that's a good point. I also think it's possible that he needs to get fired from a job or two in order to realize, you know, wow, like, I might have a problem. I need to work on this. Right. Because these colleagues working around him and avoiding him, Ultimately, that's not helping him either. Exactly. They might even be empowering or at least enabling him and allowing him to continue being a nightmare. So my advice, yes, try to help this guy see how he's getting in his own way

and how he can work on all this stuff. But if he can't even engage with you, which it sounds like he really can. It sounds like he can't even handle it. Tell your boss in HR how this continues to be a significant problem and just let them handle it. It's their responsibility to make sure that the right people are on the team and that everyone is productive and everyone is happy. and everyone is safe. And hey, looking ahead, maybe you ask your company if a few you guys can meet

new candidates during interviews to make sure they're a cultural fit or something like that. I mean, it's a 10-person company. That seems pretty damn important. It's not Google where there's a zillion people and people coming in and out. Honestly, after dealing with this guy, I don't think they're going to make the same mistake again in a company this small, but you never know. I'm sorry this is happening. I know it's stressful. Hopefully it'll be over soon. Just get this guy's ass out the door. And good luck. All right. What's next? Dear Jordan and Gabe, yesterday my boyfriend found a Xiaomi hair dryer online and wanted to purchase it. That's a Chinese manufacturer, by the way, if you don't know. It's compared to Sony that makes like everything phones and hairdriers.

I tried sharing with him what I've learned from your show about China's government, acts of genocide, and other forms of corruption. I told him how I'm trying to avoid Chinese goods because I don't want to support the Chinese government. He understands, but he feels it's pointless to avoid Chinese products because they're everywhere. and the companies that we like manufacture there. He actually got a little angry. I think he really liked that hairdriar, and I ruined it for him. So I decided to back off at this topic for a little while. But I want to help him see that this matters.

How can I respond to his pessimistic argument? Signed, the conscientious coiffure. Well, this is an interesting fight for a couple to have. I guess it's better than fighting about, I don't know, whose turn it is to take the trash out this week or how you load the dishwasher. that's what happens when you listen to the Jordan Harbinger show. Your petty fights with your significant other get a lot more sophisticated.

But I've got to say, Gabe, I'm chuckling a little bit about her boyfriend getting so worked up over a friggin hair dryer. Just for some reason it's giving me Bridezilla from Question 1 vibes. Not that her boyfriend is a monster or anything. It's just, it's funny that he's the one who wants a hairdryer. Not her. And he's just so passionate about this one appliance. Totally. She's like, can we just get a con air from the States?

And he's like, no, it has to be the Xiaomi. It's the perfect shade of black. Yeah. My hand fits the handle perfectly. Bro, all hair dryers are basically the same. They dry your hair. Maybe just get the one that doesn't support slave labor directly. But look, this is tricky.

Your boyfriend does have a point. Chinese goods are everywhere. And the components that they make are in all of the things that are not necessarily also made there. So, right, it's almost impossible to avoid. They do make some very useful, very inexpensive products over there. And even if you guys don't buy this hair dryer, other people are going to get that one. It's not like you and your boyfriend are going to end

corruption or the Uyghur genocide by yourselves. Plus, your boyfriend deserves to have those luscious locks of his fall just right. And maybe the ShaoMe is the only thing that can get her done. So I get it. This is a collective action problem. It's not easy to avoid questionable goods completely. Sometimes it's actually impossible. And this ultimately comes down to personal ethics. So if you want to help your boyfriend come around to your point of view, which I obviously share, so I'm biased, but I think it's the right thing to do. I would bring this up again when the moment is right, and I would frame it as gently and non-judgmentally as possible.

I wouldn't do it when he's about to click checkout on an Amazon basket full of dirt cheap appliances manufactured in Guangzhou or whatever. That's probably the worst time to bring it up when he's excited. His consumer brain is turned on. And I definitely wouldn't bring it up while he's blow dry in his hair like, You enjoy him that Shao Me? Children's tears went into that lacquer. I hope you're happy.

Just lecturing him over the sound of the hair dryer bouncing off the bathroom tile. I felt like I was in their bathroom. That was amazing. I would just bring this up casually when you guys are hanging out. And I would say something like, listen, about the whole Chinese goods thing,

I know we disagreed about the hairdriar, and that's fine. Maybe we have different opinions about this, but I just, I want to share why I think it's important to support more ethical manufacturers or more ethical countries because I used to not care at all, and now I've learned a bit about it, and it's changed the way that I view these decisions. And I'd love to talk about it as a couple because I really do believe these choices matter.

And then you can fill them in on what you've learned, how to avoid tainted goods, and do your best not to be too high and mighty or finger-waggy about it, because nobody likes to be lectured to. That can make it harder for someone to stay open to thinking about things in a new way. keep it brief, talk it out, acknowledge his stance, help him see that, yes, those goods are everywhere, and yeah, they can be tempting, and yeah, it's hard to bring about real change, but if enough people start to actually care about this, it can make a difference. It's like recycling. And it's not much harder to find more ethical goods. You just have to make a small effort to be more diligent,

and maybe you pay a couple extra dollars more, and know that can be a tough one to swallow, too. There's actually one tool that makes this a lot easier. We've talked about this before. We've talked about this for the Cultivate plugin for Chrome. They're not a sponsor, but I've got a little affiliate code thing here that I'll throw on the show notes. It basically shows you where sellers are located, especially on Amazon, and then it shows you United States-based alternatives. We've got an affiliate code for this, like I said. Go to we cultivate.us slash Jordan. We'll drop that in the show notes for you, too, like I said, maybe to show your boyfriend how easy it is, and he'll be like, oh, great, so I don't even have to do the legwork myself. You're not going to be sitting there doing

18 searches to find one. You search for anything you want and they'll say this one's made in China. Here are 13 U.S. made alternatives. Some are for pickup today at Walmart. Some are on Amazon. Some are on different websites. That's what the plugin does. It's really easy. That's why the plugin is so great. I also think it would be cool if she could help him appreciate that he will feel better about his products knowing he didn't get them from a company or through a country that supports some like really horrific stuff. Oh, for sure. I know this was a big thing for me, finally connecting what I had learned and what I felt to my experience of using this stuff. Like, can your boyfriend really enjoy that feeling of hot air blasting his luscious locks

when he thinks about kids screwing bezels into smartphones or whatever? I mean, I know it's dark, but that's really what it comes down to. Honestly, the most important thing with the China issue is to be aware, try to act responsibly, and just vote for reps and presidents with sensible China policies, which is getting easier and easier. Even as much as the left and the right like to throw shade on each other for China policy, the presidential candidates are mostly united on this stuff. I mean, it really is. There's a lot of awareness in government. There's a lot of people doing the same thing, continuing the same China policies as the last guy. It's just getting a lot easier. Ultimately, huge changes do need to happen

on the macro level. So I hope you get through to him. And if you don't, it's okay. I'd let it go for now. Just keep shopping ethically on your own. Maybe watching you do it will inspire him to be more thoughtful over time. And maybe he needs to listen to the Nuri Turkle podcast on the Uyger Genocide. That was episode 730, by the way. Model it for him. Remind him now and again why it matters. Maybe he'll come around on his own. And I love that you're thinking about this so deliberately. We really do need more people like you. Hope you all enjoyed that. I want to thank everyone who wrote in this week and everybody who listened. Thank you so much. Go back and check out, David Lieberman and Jonah Berger, if you haven't yet. Really great stuff to start off 2023.

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My mother thinks that I need to immigrate, run immediately. Yeah, you still live in Russia. I can't even believe. You wrote, the future has never seemed so full of enrich and wonderful possibilities as when I was in a labor camp and literally had nothing but dreams. What gives you the strength to go forward when you're worried about, are they going to try to blind me? Are they going to try to beat me up? I mean, they were highly abusive to you while you were behind bars. I just prefer not to think about it.

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