The Jordan Harbinger Show - 881: Finding Your Angle in Covert Love Triangle | Feedback Friday

Episode Date: August 18, 2023

When the circle of trust between you, your best friend, and his girlfriend accidentally turns into a covert love triangle, it might be Feedback Friday! And in case you didn't already know it, Jordan Harbinger (@JordanHarbinger) and Gabriel Mizrahi (@GabeMizrahi) banter and take your comments and questions for Feedback Friday right here every week! If you want us to answer your question, register your feedback, or tell your story on one of our upcoming weekly Feedback Friday episodes, drop us a line at [e-mail]. Now let's dive in! On This Week's Feedback Friday, We Discuss: The circle of trust between you, your best friend, and his girlfriend has accidentally turned into a covert love triangle. Now what happens? Your gaming group decided to officially ostracize its most annoying member, and you've wrestled with guilt and anxiety over the way it was done. Is there a way to smooth things over with him as a friend even if the group doesn't necessarily want to give him a second chance? A man 11 years your senior abruptly ended a one-month long-distance relationship two days after you first became physically intimate, and all you can wonder is: why? As a high school freshman with a small group of close friends, you're devastated to discover your best friend is moving away with his family to another state. How do you find and connect with new people? How do you create long-lasting relationships? Sometimes, it's the biggest betrayals delivered by the people we thought we could trust most during our lowest point that set us on a course of radical self-improvement — provided we find the strength to survive them, as our very own Jase can testify. Have any questions, comments, or stories you'd like to share with us? Drop us a line at [e-mail]! Connect with Jordan on Twitter at @JordanHarbinger and Instagram at @jordanharbinger. Connect with Gabriel on Twitter at @GabeMizrahi and Instagram @gabrielmizrahi. Full show notes and resources can be found here: jordanharbinger.com/881 This Episode Is Brought To You By Our Fine Sponsors: jordanharbinger.com/deals Sign up for Six-Minute Networking — our free networking and relationship development mini course — at jordanharbinger.com/course! See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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Find Conspirality on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and wherever you get your podcasts. Welcome to Feedback Friday. I'm your host, Jordan Harbinger. As always, I'm here with Feedback Friday, producer, my epistolary co-pilot, Gabriel Mizrahi. On the Jordan Harbinger show, we decode the stories, secrets, and skills

of the world's most fascinating people and turn their wisdom into practical advice that you can use to impact your own life and those around you. Our mission is to help you become a better-informed, more critical thinker. And during the week, we have long-form conversations with a variety of amazing folks

from astronauts to war correspondents, Russian spies to money laundering experts. This week we had Kevin Dutton on the wisdom of psychopaths. We did a little remix on there. It's a bunch of fun tests that we take on the show to know whether you're a narcissist,

psychopaths, sociopaths, a little bit of non-scientific science there, I would say. Or maybe you're a cute little mix of all three. We also had Ian Bremmer on global threats to global stability, and we did a skeptical Sunday last Sunday on body language

and reading body language That one was with Andrew Gold. On Fridays, though, that's today. Whatever day it might be for you, it's Friday for us. We share stories, take listener letters, offer advice, play the occasional obnoxious soundbite, and stumble into truly meaningless debates. Like, is it pronounced Shezlaunch?

Or Shezlong? You know, real-life-changing stuff. So Gabe and I were talking recently about breakups, how absolutely brutal they are, and how fascinating they are, how they can either rip your heart out of your chest, or they can bring you back to yourself and put you on a better path,

usually a little bit of both, which is super fun. They're painful. They're confusing. They're destabilizing. And they're also clarifying and livening and often meaningful. I mean, once you get out of the whole eating cap and crunch for every meal

and crying while you watch America's Got Talent phase, you know, I think then the benefits start to accrue. Speaking of America's Got Talent, I don't know if you know this, but I love that show. I did not know that. I mean, I watched the clips on YouTube. I don't watch the actual show.

But that show really gets me. Those golden buzzers, dude. Like, I don't know. I just love watching remix clips on YouTube. I don't know why. It's just a guilty pleasure of mine, I guess. I kind of get it. It's like, you know, I watch 90-day fiancé, which is several rungs beneath America's Got Talent in terms of talent. But highly entertaining that show. Indeed. Yeah. That's my feedback Friday. Like, I want people who willingly light their life on fire

presented to me every single week. Sure. The Golden Buzzard thing reminds me the episode we did with Howie Mandel, we went to his office, showed us his whole office, he's got this big old TV in there. And after the show, which was episode 210, by the way, I can't remember why, but he said something like, hey, you guys want to see the golden buzzer from last night? And I said, sure. So he puts, I guess it's not a tape, probably a DVD, something. He puts it on the TV, and we sat down with him, and we watched the show with Howie Mandel, sort of directors cut. So it was really cool. I remember being like, so the Dunkin' Donuts cups, those are always facing the same direction. I I assume somebody deliberately turns out.

He's like, oh, yeah, there's a person that's always making sure those are facing the camera. And he's like, it's not just a regular cup. It's some sort of dual layer thing where the outside never gets condensation on it. It always hits the light in a certain way. It's like D, what's the word, not D gloss, like maybe Matt. Matt. So that really bright lights, there's no glare on the logo. It's always readable.

And there's a whole thing where they're like making sure that that's always, always readable. That makes so much sense because have you, noticed how prominent the cups have gotten and America's Got Talent. Yeah, they're probably like $10 million cups. The new ones that I've been watching have these like bright red sonic cups that they place prominently in the frame and they like take sips from it like three to eight times during their judging during their commentary. And then they like place it down with the logo perfectly. Yeah, I actually was wondering about this. That's so funny that you brought that up. Yeah. That show understands La Capitalism very well. They do indeed. And it was really just amazing having

him be like, here's why I gave them the golden buzzer. Here's what I look for in talent. Here's how this part of the show works. Here's when they film these things. Some of this stuff's done later. We add this in later. It was really, really cool to have a director's cut of a show that popular from somebody who is like, well, this isn't being recorded and it's all off the record. So here's this thing that probably I wouldn't want in an article. Yeah. I'm jelly. I want to be in that room. I want to hear how they make that show. That show really tugs on the heartstrings in a brilliant way. and the people who come on the show are so good. But the thing that gets me,

which is obviously the whole point, is like their personal stories. You know, like sometimes they'll get people with some really tragic backstory or some incredibly touching, feeling or experience. And then they sing the song,

and you're like, well, shit. Now I'm bawling in my closet studio watching this because, you know, your dad died. Now you're singing about him. The original sort of viral clip, right, was that English guy who comes up. Simon Kyle's like,

so you're going to sing opera. And he's like, yeah. And he's like, what do you work now? He's like, I walk at Caulfone Warehouse, which I guess is like the equivalent of the Verizon store or something like that in the United States. Who is that guy? Just some dude with like looked really insecure, looked like a total schlep. His teeth were very sort of like not straight.

You could tell. Paul Potts. Was that his name? Paul Potts. Paul Potts, yeah. He just looked like a guy who had never really done much with himself. And he wasn't. He was working at Caulfone Warehouse, right?

And he just slayed that opera piece to the point where you're like moved to tears. Right. And you've never rooted for somebody so hard. And then Simon Cowell's like, wow. So you're working at Carphone Warehouse. And everybody in the audience is just cracking up because they're so happy. This guy's just absolutely murdered it with his talent. That's so sweet.

See, I love that. I love that stuff. They're good at constructing that stuff. All right. Anyway. Parting ways with somebody you care about back to breakups, right? It can sometimes feel like a death, right? Sometimes it's even worse than a death because you know the person is still alive.

You just can't see or call or text them anymore. It's a weird concept. There's real grief in breakups, grief over losing the other person, grief over losing the life you had, the life you thought you'd have, grief over the version of yourself that you were with that person. Breakups are rough, man. But they're super interesting because nine times out of ten, they force you to put your life back together in a new way.

What happens after a breakup is often some of the most important work that we do. We reconnect with friends. We throw ourselves into our work. We seek out new ideas and people and experiences and realize what we really want. Stop eating Captain Crunch six times a day. Maybe we graduate to something like some kashi, keep it a morning thing. Going through a breakup is almost like shedding an exoskeleton or something along those lines and molting into a new person, hopefully a better person, all because that

other person is no longer there. Anyway, the more we talked about it, the more Gabe and I realized how fascinating breakups and breakdowns really are. So we decided to do a whole feedback Friday episode just about the breakup stories you guys have shared with us recently. Romantic, social, professional, existential, an episode all about the ends of things and the interesting new beginnings that they create. All right, some doozies, fun ones. Let's dive in. Gabe, what is the first thing out of the mailback? Dear Jordan and Gabe, my best friend is a guy named Richard. And we've moved through many life stages together, starting in junior high with relatively low conflict. I have another close friend, Jessica, whom I met at the end of high school.

She was Richard's friend first, but she quickly became part of our friend group. At the beginning, Jessica and I hung out together a lot and actually ended up getting a bit physically intimate. Then another one of our friends revealed to Jessica that Richard had feelings for her. Ever since, Richard and Jessica have been in a pretty healthy and stable long-term relationship. I've put my feelings for Jessica aside and enjoyed a more distanced friendship with her. Then, about a month ago, Richard moved across the country for his seasonal summer job.

Oh, man, here we go. Tale as old as time. Jessica and I started to grow very close over late night long conversations and fun nights at the billiards hall. It didn't take long before our competitive banter turned into flirting and we hooked up. Yeah, song as old as wrong.

I'm banging your girlfriend. There it is. A whole movie montage played in my head just now with a little Disney theme song, culminating and you two collapsing onto a bed together. You know that aerial camera with his in the hair? Yeah. So, all right, let's see what happens.

Dick move, right? But here's the thing. Jessica and Richard are in an open relationship. Okay. Interesting. Okay? Interesting. But I'm going to guess that doesn't mean Richard is cool

with his girlfriend sleeping with his best friends on seventh grade. I'm just going to go out and ye old limb here. Fair assumption. The letter goes on. Their only rule thus far has been no sleeping with people we know. Yeah, well. Cool. Nailed it. Cool, cool, cool, cool. Tight, tight, tight. Yeah. But Jessica has come to feel uncomfortable and disconnected with strangers. She tells me that the only people she feels comfortable getting intimate with are the friends she knows and trusts, and that she hadn't really gotten an opportunity to bring this up to Richard before he left. Yeah. I just forgot to mention that little detail before he boarded his flight to Pennsylvania for his team.

seasonal apple picking job. Sorry, babe. I, you know, that whole don't shag people we know thing. I don't love Tinder. I can only get it in with people that we've had movie nights with who you've known for a decade or more. Love you. Safe light. Exactly. Exactly. Waves through the airplane window.

So, sorry, don't mean to get ahead of ourselves here. There's a lot happening and I can't contain myself. Just flagging that Jessica's also playing a role in this as well. I feel the same way as Jessica, Not me. This is a letter again. I feel the same way as Jessica. To us, that's the kind of connection that makes physical intimacy enjoyable, meaning with people they know. All that said, we both feel that our connection is not romantic and that Richard is the obvious choice for Jessica as a long-term

partner. But we both want the freedom to explore this rather than shame ourselves out of these feelings, which could come out in less healthy ways like resentment or jealousy. Well, okay. I'm really trying to be quiet over here, but first of all, there are other ways of managing your feelings than shaming yourself for them, although it's interesting that that seems to be like their only alternative that they can think of. Right. And sure, resentment, jealousy, very normal, very common feelings, but you can work through those too, right? I don't know if resentment or jealousy are inherently unhealthy. I think what's more unhealthy is making choices that you think will help you avoid them because they seem so unpleasant. Good point.

Anyway, I'm not judging you here. I'm just noticing. Immediately afterward, we told Richard the news. He wrote to us saying he was going to be radio silent for a bit, that he's processing this slowly and that it's been rough. Yeah, dude's probably going through it. That's brutal. Worst apple picking season ever, I would imagine.

Those summer varieties just don't taste quite as good when you know your best friend is railing your girlfriend back home, do they? Oh, Richard. Well, you wanted an open relationship, bud. This sounds like so many open relationship stories that we see in our inbox or that I've seen on Reddit. It's just this stuff has to be managed so carefully. Yeah. I mean, live by the sword, die by the sword, I guess.

Literally, yes, in this case. Now we're left waiting and wondering how badly we've hurt this important person in our life, while feeling scared to continue exploring. It seems to me that we either need to get this out of our systems and face the consequences or revert back to a more distanced friendship. I'm hesitant about any middle ground. I don't think I'm a very disciplined person and I worry that I'll lose control of myself again.

Yes, literal metaphorical sword. Oh, that is interesting. This is something you might want to look at. I mean, call me crazy, but you don't have to bang your friend's girlfriend if you have a crush on her. You could also not do that. You could be a disciplined person if you choose to be,

but keep going, I do think there's probably more to this. I don't know, I'm getting mixed signals here. I want to say that there are some big feelings that he can't ignore it, but then he's also saying, we're not right for each other and this is not romantic. We've acknowledged that this is totally not a romantic thing. And I'm like, I don't believe you.

Well, let's circle back to that. Yeah. The letter goes on. I think the root of this is that I'm a recovering people pleaser and nice guy and have found more stability by expressing my desires and going for what I want. Okay, that's interesting. So he's tired of being a pushover, kind of, and not going after what he wants. And this whole experience has made him feel more alive, right?

More empowered. I can, I get that. It's still really very messy, but it doesn't forgive what he did, but it does help explain why he did it. For sure. This is not the first guy to get into dicey territory chasing a girl that he's drawn to. It's complicated stuff. But I think I've also developed some pretty nasty qualities as a result. Something about putting myself first, especially in this situation, has made me want to be a better person in the situations that matter. Yeah, dude, you're growing. You did something that has some pretty serious consequences for somebody. care about and now you're going, hmm, how should I conduct myself? This is what your 20s are about. I actually do commend you for wanting to learn from this. I do too. This is going to be a formative experience, this whole thing. Letter goes on. So now I'm torn between protecting Richard and wanting

to connect with Jessica. I think I would hate myself if I lost my best friend or if I caused them to break up, but I also don't know that I would. Okay. Okay, well, there's the big wrinkle here, just how much Richard means to you. I don't know that I'd hate myself if I lost my best friend or stole his girlfriend. Theron lies the rub. Again, literally.

Get your mind out of the gutter. The puns are too easy with this one. We've got to raise the bar here a little bit. Let's do that. Yeah, apologies. So, what do I do here? Do I restrain myself from hanging out with Jessica,

losing the closest friend I have right now to avoid the temptation of sleeping with her again? Do I submit to my desires and potentially lose my best friend? but in turn learn my lesson for good, or is the best path somewhere in between? Signed, putting both Fs in BFF.

Okay. Well, despite the fact that we were being a little tough on you while Gabe read your letter, I actually think this is a very common story. You're not a total a-hole. Open relationships often lead to precisely these types of conflicts. I also feel Jessica is equally culpable here.

And honestly, so much of what you're described, It's just typical mid-20s crap. You're having a lot of these feelings and experiences for the first time. You're figuring out your desires, your values, your emotions. I cut you some slack because this stuff takes time. And to your point, it's often by making mistakes and hurting people that you realize what kind of guy you actually want to be. So we're not going to demonize you here, but we will try to keep it real.

Basically, you fell for your best friend's girl. Like I said, tale is old as time. this is a classic love triangle and it creates an interesting choice whether to pursue your feelings for this person or whether to do right by your best friend. Now, the Midwestern Boy Scout in me wants to go, look, man, this is your best friend since middle school,

what the hell are you doing, chatting with this girlfriend on the phone at 1 o'clock in the morning, playing pool with her for hours, then hooking up with her, what is wrong with you? But the Feedback Friday guy who's made some of these types of mistakes, not this exact thing, thankfully. I mean, we've all done dumb crap as a kid, right?

that guy, me, wants to go, look, you were crushing on this girl, her boyfriend was away, you were both drawn to each other, life is crazy, maybe you had to make this mistake to learn some things. Hopefully you learn the right things. I think both of those responses are appropriate. You know, this can all be true at the same time. Yeah, I guess the line I'm trying to walk is, can we recognize that this was an objectively shitty thing to do to your best friend and for Jessica to do her to her boyfriend, full stop, and that wanting to sleep together also reveals some very meaningful stuff about both of these people. Yes, of course.

That's what we're here for, man. This situation is fascinating. Let's start with him, right? Okay, to me, the most meaningful thing that this reveals is that he's drawn to this girl, and he doesn't want to be the nice guy people pleaser anymore. Right. This was kind of about Jessica, but in a way it's not about Jessica. Like he said, they both agree they don't see each other long-term romantically,

which is an interesting, possibly not super credible detail. In a way that makes this worse. Yes. kind of because it's like, well, if this girl isn't the one or somebody you're madly in love with, then why did you risk your whole friendship with Richard? Exactly. It seems like a really crap trade. If you're going to trade your best friend for somebody, that person should be like your future wife, not like, well, she was cute and we play it. We get along. We hooked up before.

She's great on the billiards table. Like what? It makes no, absolutely no sense. So if he's just interested in having fun and getting more experience, there are loads and loads of people you can do that with. This sounds to me like scarcity mindset. Like, oh gosh, there's only one girl in the universe and my friend has her right now, but he's picking apples. Time for me to shine. Although he did also say he's not really into hooking up with strangers, but whatever. Everybody's a stranger until you get to know them, right? Maybe go get to know somebody else who's not going to nuke your entire social life. So it's like, are you just coming up with a reason to go after a girl who's super close to you because you have

access? That's what I'm at with this. Fair question. Also, let's remember that he was involved with Jessica first. And then somebody told her that Richard was into her. and she started a relationship with Richard. They broke up, she got together with Richard. He kind of breezed past that in the letter, but I wonder if that's part of the nice guy thing, part of why he was drawn to this whole situation. Like, did he just sit back while this girl he liked

went off and chose another guy and maybe that hurt a little bit? And now he's like, well, hey, I'm going to get her back. I have a chance. I'm going to reclaim something. I mean, look, that's a bummer, right? Like, there must have been a little bit of a wound there. I think so. I think that's a good point.

It could be this. We're speculating a little, but that would explain a lot. He liked her. Then his best friend is like, I'm going for it. And he doesn't want to be like, no, I'm just kind of being a wimp, but I like her. He's like, yeah, go for it. They click. And he's like, damn it.

Right? So that would explain a lot. Although it's also confusing because he's now saying, oh, clearly. Richard's her guy. I'm not the one for her long term. Right. Richard is. Maybe that's true.

Again, I don't really buy it. I think he's self-protecting here a little bit. It's hard to say that doesn't add up for me. What I'm also trying to get at is Jessica was the first woman he saw and he was like, all right, I'm tired of being this passive nice guy. I'm sick of not going after what I want. I want to feel alive, but I only want her a little bit, not a lot because, you know, after all,

it's my best friend's girlfriend. I just, none of that jives. And he did that at the expense of his friend. I feel like that's the real issue here. This lack of discipline thing, this classic masculine need to chase things and be victorious act. Absolutely.

That impulse is important for him to understand whether this was right or wrong from a moral standpoint. But the fact that he chose sleeping with Jessica over his friend, to your point, Jordan, that raises some interesting questions about how he feels about Richard, too. I'm with you. I almost wish this story were more like, look, I like Richard, but Jessica and I are soulmates that I think of, like, I'm going to die if I can't be with this person. And as much as that sucks is a horrible situation, that's more important to me than my friendship with Richard. It would still be incredibly messy and hurtful, but at least I would understand what's at stake.

Yes. Okay, in college, I had a buddy, and he was dating this really cute girl. And I think I was single at the time or I was having problems with the girl that I was with or I didn't see myself long term. And my friend pulls me aside, we're drinking. And I was like, your girlfriend's really charming, man. He goes, look, here's a thing. She's great. She's not the one for me long term.

We're different religions. She wants all these different things out of life. I am probably not going to date her for that long. I almost want to figure out how to transfer this relationship to you. Wow. Because you guys would be so good. together and she thinks you're awesome. And basically, I think she would date you if she wasn't with me. And I was like, oh, this is really interesting. But this was two friends being like, yo,

practical stuff aside, this girl's great, you should date her, she's not for me. Like you said, that's what we were hoping happened here, right? But this is like the inverse of that situation. Also, anyway, in that above scenario that you mentioned, Jessica could have asked herself, if I'm feeling drawn to somebody I'm close with, maybe that means this relationship with Richard isn't the right one for me. Let me go sort that crap out. before I sleep with my boyfriend's best friend without handling anything else. The right way to handle this

would be to break up with Richard first, then explore things with our friend, if that's what she wants to. Yeah, or change the terms of their open relationship to include people they know if that's an option, although I don't think Richard's going to be thrilled about this. Like, okay, fine, as long as it's not my best friend since childhood, fine.

It's like, uh, about that. But your point is that they're kind of both at fault here, and man, that makes me feel even worse for Richard because he's kind of been betrayed by two of the close. people in his life. So rough. It's brutal. The radio silence is deafening. So what do you do here? I mean, the simple answer is to take a huge step back, distance yourself from Jessica for a bit, see how all of this settles. But now that the deed is done, several times, I assume, the damage is basically done. And I'm not sure we can tell you with total certainty what to do. Because the right

answer here, in my view anyway, is more about asking yourself some big questions about yourself and your relationships and figuring out what really matters to you. What I'd be asking myself is, how strongly do I feel about Jessica? Is this relationship truly meaningful or is it a passing fling? And you've got to be honest with yourself. And do I want her or do I want to be in touch with the part of myself that wants things and doesn't stop myself from going after them? Yeah, that's a good one, Gabe. That's a huge piece here. It's an interesting question, whether he can separate the desire to chase the things he wants from the things themselves. Like, is he all hopped up on is libido, or is he hopped up on Jessica specifically? Or is that ultimately the same thing?

It's tricky. It's hard to separate those two things out. I do think they're a bit different, but that's such a good question to ask himself, given his history of shutting down a lot of his desires and then possibly secretly resenting it or, you know, like stewing on some difficult feelings when he doesn't get what he really wants. Of course. And hey, the other thing you need to figure out is how you feel about Richard. What role you want him to play in your life going forward in you and his, do you still care about him? Can he forgive you and still care about you at this point? Is this woman more important than your friendship, less important, whatever? Do you want a bang buddy for another six months or is that friendship potentially for decades to come? I'm not presupposing

the answers here. I mean, maybe we kind of are in our tone, but these are just good questions for you to ask. You know, Jordan, this whole Jessica debacle, it's interesting. It's kicked up a lot of new questions and feelings for this guy, right? And they're all swirling around. him in a very overwhelming way, and I feel like his job now is to just like pluck them from the air and go like, oh, interesting, there's a good question. What does that say about me? And slowly sort through what this relationship slash mistake brought up. The one thing he can sort pretty easily, though, is this whole I can't control myself thing. I don't think he needs to go through life suppressing all of his feelings. I think it's pretty obvious from our response, but we don't think

that's the answer. The best case scenario here would have been to acknowledge his feelings, for Jessica, sit with them for a bit, maybe talk to her about them, see how she was feeling, whether they were both on the same page, whether they were willing to invite this risk by getting involved with each other and how and when, that's one way to stay in control while still being in touch with his desires and with himself. But the fact that he feels out of control when a temptation kicks in, that's another thing for him to pluck and look at. Yeah, the language he uses is very telling, do I restrain myself? Should I avoid the temptation? do I submit to my desire?

Should I learn my lesson? I just get the sense that this is a guy who's kind of at the whim of big feelings. And again, be real, we're human. We're all at the whim of feelings at some point. But the goal, to your point, Gabe, is to get more curious about them, sit with them for a minute

before texting your best friend's girl at 2 o'clock in the freaking morning. And maybe this guy struggles to do that or the feelings just have a lot of pull over him, maybe because, again, I was a nice guy for so long, I'm sick of being trampled. You know, it reminds me of, well, I hate to make this comparison,

but you see these sort of angry guys on Reddit that are like, I'm sick of tired of this. And they blame women or other people for a lot of them not getting what they want out of life. I'm not getting the full-on insult vibe from this guy. Don't get me wrong. Sure. But it's a lot of the same stuff.

Like, now it's my turn. And they're like, I'm going to be super selfish. But instead of just prioritizing themselves, they're like, oh, this means burning everything in my wake and then a year later being like, why don't I have any friends? Oh, oops. You know, that's not good. It's not a good strategy. How does he advocate for himself and take himself seriously without damaging people around him or taking what is inappropriate? Yeah. Yeah. But this whole thing that you just said about the temptation and the struggle to deal with these big feelings might be why the

middle ground feels so risky to him. He feels that he either needs to stay far away from this girl to stay safe or he needs to go all in with her and risk losing his best friend. And hey, maybe that's true in the short term on some level. Maybe you guys do need some distance. That's fair. But in the bigger picture, what you could be working toward is a relationship with your feelings

that allows you to tolerate the tension of these situations a little bit better. You know, something that makes room for all of these feelings, right? The desire, the excitement, the anxiety, and also the difficult ones you mentioned, the jealousy, the resentment, and gives you more control over how you behave

and whom you share those feelings with. That might be the biggest takeaway from this whole thing, that he doesn't need to suppress his impulses, but he doesn't need to be completely enthrall to them either. Right. So to Zoom way out, it sucks things played out this way, but now that you're here, it's time to learn. To be kind to everybody involved,

especially Richard, who's off on his own, just dealing with this somehow on his bunk bed, the apple orchard or whatever, and to be patient while the dust settles. So much can change, and a lot of it is outside your control now. The most important thing is how you move through this and what you take away from it.

This mistake, and I'm putting mistake in air quotes because I actually think in some sense this had to happen for you to grow. This mistake is an opportunity for you to learn a lot about yourself, figure out which relationships to prioritize, and develop your values in situations like this, which you're already doing. So good luck.

And anyone in an open relationship, take notes. This stuff can get messy, if you're not prepared to manage it well. You know, maybe Richard will forgive you if you hook them up with one of the fine products and services that support this show. We'll be right back. Thank you for listening and supporting the show.

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Dear Jordan and Gabe, last year, in an effort to make new friends, I started a tabletop gaming group. We typically meet up at one person's house weekly. Let's call him John. John is 10 to 15 years older than the rest of the group and is somewhat eccentric, but I've always thought of him as friendly and kind and been willing to overlook his minor annoyances. Shortly after inviting some new members to the group, there was an issue with John that we all addressed together. After that, we decided to have John and another member, Brad, split the responsibilities of leading the sessions. Eight months later, Brad texted me saying that he's tired of dealing with John's personality and can't handle him any longer. Upon discussing this with the rest of the group,

we also learned that the only woman in the group has been made to feel uncomfortable by some of his comments, nothing sexual in nature, but he has made some jokes rooted in stereotypes and prejudice. John struggles with social cues and doesn't understand that his sense of humor isn't always well received. Brad also expressed that he's controlling in the game, doesn't take feedback well, and frequently buys things for the game that he holds over our heads. All of this was enough for the group to decide to move on without him. I advocated for discussing this with him, but the others felt it would only prolong the inevitable. So, Brad and I went to his house to talk. It felt like we fired him from a job. It was cold. Brad did most of the talking

while I stared at my feet. Given that he's hosted us for over a year and we're friends, it feels disrespectful and unkind to end things the way we did. I've wrestled with guilt and anxiety ever since. John doesn't fully understand what he's done to rub everyone the wrong way. He said he wants to have a conversation with everybody and that if we could move past this, he would still like to be a member of the group. He feels like what we did to him was mean, and I agree.

But I'm not sure if the rest of the group is willing to give him a second chance. What should I do here? Signed, give him the boot because it's hard, or show this guy our cards? Oh, man, this is sad. Poor John. You guys are probably like 35. He's pushing 50.

This group is probably a huge part of his life. And the guy just cannot read the room. But then the other members, especially this woman, they're like, uh, yeah, I don't love how John makes me fetch the iced tea from the kitchen and calls me skirt and buys custom miniatures for our Dungeons and Dragons games and then reminds everyone how he paid for them. You're welcome, guys. So I really feel for everyone here, including you, because you obviously have a lot of compassion for this guy, and your loyalties are split. So, candidly, I'm naturally more in the kick-the-super-souper-in-tone-deaf man-child out of the group

immediately camp, because I have a hard time dealing with personalities like that. I just came to sip a hard kombuchin, play yazzi with my friends, not listen to you crack, awkward, sexist jokes from a 1970s joke book you found at a yard sale, John. But as I've gotten older, I think I've really begun to appreciate that most people deserve one real chance to work on something. He's probably been struggling with this his whole life as well. Well, I was about to say that, especially when you're dealing with a guy like John who, I mean, he's not a total monster, right? He's not like a belligerent racist or an unmitigated ahole or like physically dangerous. That's a different thing.

He sounds terribly socially inept, right? He's just not good with feedback. He makes off-color jokes, which, yeah, that's. dicey and maybe hurtful sometimes, but that might be more a symptom of his social challenges than his true beliefs. I do feel someone like that deserves at least a conversation. Yeah, the fact that this dude was completely blindsided by this conversation tells me he's probably more clueless than malicious. I'm just imagining the other scenario in which you're like, settlers of Katan anyone? And then you're just halfway through the game and he's like,

guys, the Jews, am I right? And he's just like, oh, God, okay, that it's a lot. That it's a lot. easier of a decision. The way this could have gone down is, listen, John, you're a valuable member of this group, you've been super generous with us, you've added a lot to our games, we really appreciate all of that, but as your friends, we feel we owe it to you to tell you that you've ruffled some feathers in the group. Unintentionally, I'm sure, and it's creating some tension that we'd like to resolve. I know this might be hard to take in. Our goal is not to make you feel bad in any way. This is just us pointing out some things that need. to change if this group is going to continue harmoniously.

Our hope is that you can take this on board and make things right with the group so we can go back to enjoying our games together. And then you gently lay out the issues, the jokes, the comments, holding things over your heads, the rigidity, all that crap, help him see how the rest of the group hears those things. That's John's big blind spot, obviously. And then figure out what he would need to do to fix this, whether it's apologizing to the group or to Brad and this woman specifically or just correcting his behavior and saying how it goes.

Now, if you have this chat and in a month, John's back to cracking jokes like, hey, Rachel, did you forget to make us all sandwiches again? L.O.L. or whatever. Then I think you have full license to say, sorry, man, this is exactly what we're talking about. In fact, pointing out in real time that this is exactly the type of crap we're talking about is probably what this guy actually needs. But why jump straight to the breakup, you know? Yeah, good question. There's a big upside for John and for the group as a whole

if he can grow. And if he can't grow, then you'll know that you did your part and he's not ready to get better and you won't feel the guilt and the anxiety. I mean, that's really the end of the story. Yeah, I agree. The fact that you're being so thoughtful about John,

even when he was the one who acted a fool, it says a lot about you. So don't lose that. Just marry it with a little more courage to have some occasionally tough conversations. It's not easy. This situation, it sucks, but it is necessary sometimes.

so you guys can play battleship or Uno or Settlers of Catan or whatever it is without a side of regressive misogyny and nerd flexing. Good luck. You can reach us Friday at Jordan Harbinger.com. Please keep your emails concise, use descriptive subject lines. If you're finding dead squirrels in the mailbox, your stepdad's got your nudes, or your borderline wife got pregnant with another dude

and made your life living hell. Whatever's got you staying up at night lately. Hit us up Friday at Jordan Harbinger.com. We're here to help, and we keep every email anonymous. Okay, next up. Hi, Jordan and Gabe. I'm a 28-year-old woman,

and I recently got my heartbroken by a man who's 11 years older than me. Our relationship only lasted a month, but within that short time, we formed what appeared to be a sincere bond. We lived 90 miles apart, but the distance didn't bother us. We clicked well emotionally and intellectually,

and we were looking for the same qualities in a partner. When we weren't together on the weekends, we were texting, emailing, or FaceTiming, every day. We even made personal Spotify playlists for each other. I can say with complete confidence that I had never met anyone like him before, and we were both excited to see how our relationship would progress. A few weeks ago, I spent the night at his place, and that was also the first time we had been intimate. He was very respectful, and it was obvious that we enjoyed each other's company. Two days later, we had been corresponding intermittently, yet something felt off. He finally emailed me

canceling our plans for the following weekend and ultimately broke it off, admitting that our age difference was starting to become an issue for him. He said that he didn't want to lead me on, and that he couldn't see himself falling in love with me. I was completely blindsided and shocked by the whole thing. I told him how devastated and angry I was that he came to that conclusion without trying to talk it out, especially because we had seen each other just a few days before. He insisted that it wasn't about sex, but it still left me feeling taken advantage of. might sound melodramatic, but I keep replaying our last interaction and wondering if there was something that I might have said or done wrong. I put so much trust in this person, and it stinks because

I finally felt seen by a romantic partner, and that's an incredibly rare feeling for me. Am I over-analyzing this entire relationship? Am I justified in feeling this hurt? How do I get over a betrayal by someone that I thought would never hurt me? Signed, stuck in grief and disbelief at the fact that this love was all too brief. Oh, man, I'm sorry things played out this way. This is obviously a very painful experience. To find somebody you connect with on several important levels, to then go be intimate with them, trust them,

start getting excited about a future with them, and then find out that they suddenly feel differently, and then bam, it's over. That is very difficult. There's no way around it. So I know how distressing that must be, and I'm very sorry that you're hurting. This is interesting, though,

because there's no way for you to know and no way we can know exactly what's in this guy's head and heart. All you're left with is what he told you, that the age thing was an issue, that he didn't see a future together, that he didn't want to lead you on, which let's just appreciate,

that is maddening, not just that he feels differently, but that you don't have access to more information about why he feels differently, which is absolutely his choice. And who knows, maybe there's ultimately not much to talk about,

but it does deprive you of the information and the closure that you would have liked, and that sucks. Yeah, what's so interesting to me about our letter is this is how so many breakups work, right? Yeah, most of them, I'd say. I think this is a pretty classic case of that ambiguous loss concept we've talked about on the show from time to time. Sometimes the two parties just don't feel the same things or want the same things, or they do want the same things, but they don't have the capacity to explore them right now anyway.

You know, sometimes one person knows that the other is right from the get-go, and it takes the other party a little bit longer to decide. And then sometimes there's another variable like age or sex or distance. These things might not seem like a factor at first, and then all of a sudden they can become one. So I wonder if what you're angriest at is just this one difficult fact, which is you can't change other people, and you can't make them feel what they don't feel,

and you can't force them to talk to you if they don't want to. And you can't have, to Jordan's point, all the access to them that you wish you could have to make sense of things or feel better. In my experience, that is the hardest part about a breakup. And the really annoying thing is it's absolutely non-negotiable. When things break down, whether you get dumped or you lose a job or someone dies or an offer falls through, whatever the loss is,

you kind of bump up against the hard reality of the world and you realize how little power you really have. Or you realize that the only power you have is in how you respond to the loss and what you choose to take away from it. Right, which is actually a, considerable power, but it's not the power most of us wish we had when somebody goes away. Right. The power we want is love me, stay, tell me why, right? But that's not on the menu here.

So are you over-analyzing this entire relationship? Probably not. I think it's pretty normal to dissect a relationship after it ends and replay certain moments. You're trying to understand what happened. You're wondering what role you played in this, what role he played. That seems appropriate. What I would keep an eye on is what you're trying to get out of that analysis. It's one thing to be curious about why a relationship ended. It's another to torture yourself or to try to give yourself a sense of control by reliving certain moments over and over or to obsess for months and months without coming to any new insights. That's a different thing. But again, this is part of the powerlessness. You just can't know whether something you did or

said played a role here. I think it's equally possible that this guy had his own reasons for ending the relationship and that nothing you could have said or done would have changed the outcome here. But after a breakup, I think we often fixate on the most painful interpretation. We assume we did something wrong as opposed to appreciating that the other person might have responded to us in a certain way or that it just wasn't the right fit. Well, ruminating on the relationship might also be a way to cope with that powerlessness because she can't make him talk to her or give it another shot, but she can replace certain moments

and imagine ways she could have controlled the outcome better if only in her mind. For sure, but again, she just doesn't know. And one of her projects right now, it seems to me, is learning to make peace with that. Right. So are you justified in feeling this hurt? Eh, I'd say it's normal to feel hurt and confused

when somebody leaves you at a particularly vulnerable moment, especially when a connection like this is very rare for you. But with a little more time and distance, maybe you can hold that hurt alongside some other feelings. Like, for example, that this guy let you know clearly and early on that things weren't going to work out, which is still very painful,

but it was the right thing to do rather than dragging things out and leading you on. Or the fact that maybe you got a little ahead of yourself, maybe you got caught up in this idea of a future with this guy before you had enough data that he was on the same page too. Everyone does that in love to some degree, so please don't beat yourself up for this, just appreciating that that might have played a role and how devastating this felt.

Great point, Jordan. It's so hard to stay grounded and present in a new relationship, isn't it? Like, there's so much, there's a lot of fantasy at work in the early stages of a romantic relationship, and that's when a lot of these stories get created. They almost want to create themselves in your mind.

It's kind of wild. So to answer your last question, how do I get over a betrayal by somebody I thought would never hurt me? Well, I actually think there are a couple assumptions buried in that question that are very interesting, and they might be worth looking at. and the first one is that this was a betrayal.

You know, I absolutely appreciate why it feels like one. But I think what you'll find in time is that this guy made the decision that was right for him. For reasons you might not ever fully know, and that letting you know at this point was probably the best outcome. Ultimately, you and this guy were not compatible, full stop. It doesn't mean it wasn't a meaningful relationship while it lasted.

It doesn't mean you guys didn't really connect in some way. None of this makes it less painful right now, but it's important to remember that if you guys were truly compatible, you almost certainly wouldn't find yourself in this situation. So it's worth reflecting on whether this is truly a betrayal or just a massive disappointment. I think the devastation you feel is very normal and very real, but the meaning you attach to it will help determine just how painful it is

and also how you're going to cope with all of this. It's really an interesting question, Gabe, because what makes something a betrayal exactly? Betrayal implies disloyalty, right? But was this guy really being disloyal or was he being loyal to himself by being honest about what he wanted and in a weird way actually kind of loyal to her by being up front? And I don't mean to minimize the pain she's in whatsoever, but you're right. There's a story in that concept of he betrayed me and that story is probably meaningful too. It's almost like there was a promise that wasn't

explicit or wasn't made at all that existed only in her. It's a covert contract. Remember that term where one side has the idea in their head and the other side is completely unaware of it. Yes, and that might even hold the key to how she interpreted a lot of things in this relationship. The other assumption I would look at is the idea that this was somebody who would never hurt you. I get that you didn't expect him to hurt you. Of course I get that. But I wonder if there's a part of you that didn't want to believe that things could go differently or that you wouldn't be as vulnerable as you were. The reality is that anybody we care about and any situation we chase has the potential to devastate us and to put us in touch with some very difficult feelings, right?

Like them's the rules. And side note, I think that's how you know something is truly valuable to you. You know, if you don't feel vulnerable, if some part of you is not on the line in some sense, then you're either chasing the wrong thing or maybe you're self-protecting. So again, don't mean to minimize your anger here either. It's totally valid, but I'm just inviting you to consider whether part of the anger you feel is realizing that anyone, including somebody you really connected with, kind of has the potential to break your heart.

Yeah, that's another hard reality we come up against in a breakup that the other person doesn't necessarily owe it to you to spare you any specific feelings. It's brutal, but it is so important. So I hope this gives you some new lenses on this breakup. I'm so sorry you're going through it right now. As you can tell, we know how hard it is. I promise this will get better with time,

even if it doesn't feel that way now. it always does. But in the meantime, one of the best things you can do is try not to have too many judgments about this guy or yourself and just try to appreciate these new feelings, what they've revealed about you, how you operate in a relationship, what you want. The great news is that you were willing to have a deep experience with another person. And when the right guy comes along, this will all be pretty wonderful, mostly wonderful. Love always sucks sometimes, right? I guess. But you clearly have a big heart, and that is such a gift, so take care of it. You know what else will blindside you, Gabriel?

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Peek lazy, I get it. Whatever we got to do to keep the lights on around here. Thank you so much for supporting those who support the show. It does keep us going and it makes it possible to continue creating these episodes week after week. All right, back to Feedback Friday. All right, Gabe, what's next? Hey guys, I'm a freshman in high school and a few months ago, I found out that my best friend is going to move to Utah. He's from there, so I'm happy that I'll get to be with his family, but it was crushing to find out. He's been my best friend since I moved and has consistently been a source of joy and happiness in my life. I have a small group of close friends, but with the knowledge that my best friend is moving, I've become worried that I won't have many friends and will be lonely without him.

How do I find and connect with new people? How do I figure out who will be my new best friend? And how do I create long-lasting relationships? Signed, wondering what's to do without my number two. Uh, yeah, a bro breakup. Very different from the romantic ones we've been talking about, but just as tough sometimes, especially at certain points in your life, like the start of high school. So first of all, hey man, I'm sorry your friend is moving back to Utah. I can hear how much this guy means to you, and I got to say, I'm very touched by your friendship with him and the fact that you can be happy for him, even while you're obviously bummed that he's leaving. That says a lot about you. It's a great lens to have on life and a pretty mature lens to have at that.

So the first thing I want to say is, yes, this is a loss, but I think what you're going to find is that it's totally survivable, but it's also a great opportunity. Whenever people move away, they open up a space for other awesome things to enter, new relationships, experiences, goals, even some solitude, which could be great. It's never just the loss. It's also the space that the loss creates, which we can fill in in all kinds of meaningful ways.

And you're already onto that, because you're asking how to connect with new people. I don't have brilliant advice there other than to stay open to people in unexpected places. You know, talk to that kid on the track team you don't usually hang out with, have lunch with somebody new, start a club at school,

make time to chat with a teacher or after class, whatever it is. It's interesting, I've actually found that when I've lost somebody or something, I'm actually the most open to other people. The vulnerability is powerful, so that's a plus. Honestly, I wouldn't overthink this too much. Just share parts of yourself with other people,

and see who responds. The people who excite you, who inspire you, who make you laugh, who elevate you, and who you do that for in return, those are your people. And you don't need to know who will be your new best friend, although that's a damn cute question to ask, man. I mean, don't worry about that. That'll sort itself out. Just get curious about the people around you, invest in them, care about them, and you'll know who takes priority. Yeah, dude, go find yourself a Richard, man, you know, just don't shag his girlfriend. Good call. Yeah, take a lesson from our friend question one, hey? How do I find a new best friend? And then torpedo the relationship because I can't keep my wee-wee in my pants. But hey, if you're asking about long-lasting relationships because

you don't want to go through what you just went through with your friend, I might shift your lens there too a little bit. The truth is your relationships will change. People will move away. And this is life. This is what happens. It all changes. The goal isn't to find people who will never move to another town or go off to college or take a job in another country. It's to form connections that survive those transitions and in many ways benefit from them. Here's where I can give you some perspective as an older guy.

Pretty soon, you're going to love it when your friends move away because then you can go visit them. You can have adventures together in other cities. And when you're really tight with somebody and they move away, sometimes the friendship doesn't get harder, it actually just gets bigger.

There's a lot more space for that stuff as you get older. I love your attitude, man. I'm sorry about your boy moving away, but you can stay close with him, you can go visit, he can visit you, whatever. And in the meantime,

you have more room in your life and in your heart for some new friends, which is the hidden gift of this bro breakup. So enjoy that and just reframe this as an exciting time to open yourself back up to new people and new opportunities. You'll be fine, man. All right. So on this last one, it's a little different. I got a crazy story from a member of my own team who's been with us for a long time. It's stuff I never knew, never heard, and thought it was pretty incredible. Gabe, take it away. Hey, guys. When I was about 23, I was at the height of my epilepsy seizures. I was, I was on the maximum dose of medication.

I was a complete zombie. Some days I would have 10 fits a day. Then I lost my job and was at a real low point, but I felt secure that I was in a loving relationship. Then, one day, she ended it out of the blue and disappeared. As you talked about on the show recently, it was a classic case of ambiguous loss, which I suffered from for years.

While all of this was happening, the guy I thought was my best friend also seemed to go cold and disappear, which triggered some abandonment issues I had been wrestling with since I was a kid. A few years later, I found out that he and my girlfriend had been sleeping together behind my back while we were together at the height of my illness. For nearly 10 years, I was completely broken, really struggled with anything to do with girls. My self-esteem and self-worth were zero. I went from being a social person to struggling to communicate with anyone. During that time, the epilepsy was being controlled, but I was left with trauma seizures that resembled epileptic ones, but had more

to do with the rejection that I was experiencing. My terrible communication skills led to more rejection. I fell into several friend zones with every girl I met. It seemed like an endless cycle. So I finally decided to end it all and planned to commit suicide. Ultimately, though, I didn't go through with it. I decided instead that I needed to get therapy, and it was the best decision I ever made. The second best thing was accidentally stumbling across your old show. Long story short, that led to me working for Jordan at a time when audio engineering on podcasts wasn't really a thing, which I've been doing for 11 years now. And by the way, just to clarify, I know I mentioned this as a member of the team. This is producer, not to be confused with my previous producer, also

named Jason, who left a few years back. This producer slash engineer Jase has actually been with us even longer since almost the start of my podcasting career. Is it only 11 years? I think it's even been longer than that. I could be wrong. Jace is the guy responsible for making everything sounds so good around here. He's an extremely talented person. A frigid jam of a guy and has one of the most confusing English accents that I've ever heard, which adds to the fun we have on team meetings. But really, Jace just sort of popped up and made the show way better. In fact, I didn't even want him to edit it at first because he offered to do it for free. And I was like, I'll do it. And then he just kept listening and he's like, no, no, no, really, dude, let me do it because I was, you know,

doing a crap job. But this is so interesting because I never, I never knew any of this. This wasn't on the non-existent job application. Sure, yeah, I wouldn't have volunteered this when you guys started working together. No, generally not. I also adore Jason. I wish I could have read this letter in his dialect, but it's way too hard to do, but it's a great one. It sounds amazing. So, he goes on. I worked intensively through my rejection issues and the trauma seizures went away. I'm no longer on medication for epilepsy either, although I have the occasional fit that I can cope with. As cheesy as it sounds, I've also found forgiveness for my ex and my old friend. I can't have been the best person to be around back then, and I don't blame them anymore.

Jordan's travel stories also inspired me to travel, so I did a lot of dating all across Europe and eventually found Edith, my wife, who's the best person I've ever met. One huge takeaway for me from all of this was not only knowing what I want in a partner, but what I want for myself. Also not settling for life just happening to me, being able to take control. The amount of awesome stuff that I've experienced in the last 10 years was worth every bit of pain that I went through. I'm now 41, and all of this has stayed with me. If I find myself eating poorly or skipping too many days at the gym

or procrastinating on important work, I always catch myself and steer myself back on track, knowing what's possible if I put in the work. I also understand how important it is to reach out for help when I need it. It's rare that I feel real stress or panic now because of this work that I've done. I'm just so grateful that Jordan and the show have been like a guiding beacon throughout all of this, mentoring me from afar. Love you guys.

Love the whole team. More than words can express. Signed an audio engineer named Jace, who did a total about face and found his place after being in a pretty rough headspace. Oh, man. Jase, what a letter, man. That's awesome. I love this letter. Jordan, that's crazy that you didn't know all this.

I had not heard any of this. I've worked with Jace for like three years now, but this was all news to me. What an incredible story. Yeah, you know, I had had bits and pieces of this, but when it's all laid out, it's always a completely different thing. And this is quite a journey.

I don't know if I have a ton to add here. We mostly just wanted to share this with you guys because to me, this is an amazing case study in what happens when you do everything that we've been talking about on this show today. Embrace a breakdown. Figure out what it's trying to teach you put in the work, invest in yourself, have new experiences, grow. I mean, he did all of those

things seemingly just knocked it right out of the park. And not everyone's going to find themselves in a crisis as intense as this, obviously, but we all get a little dose of this here and there. And I feel that Jace is a brilliant model for how to take care of yourself and evolve when things are obviously not working. The health stuff, you know, that's not on him. But there was a lot of other things that contributed to this. And instead of just blaming everyone else, he went, okay, how do I figure this out. And I love the forgiveness that he had as an element there because he realized it was just imperfect people making mistakes. And another thing that I love about this story is that he's struggled and suffered for such a long time to the point of wanting to commit suicide,

which breaks my heart, is so intense. But then he makes this choice, which is, nah, this is fixable. I'm going to go to therapy instead. Huge, huge, life-changing decision. And then instead of just going through the motions, he puts in the work in a very real way, finds resources, including our old show, which is amazing. I think we both got really lucky there. He travels, he meets people, he dates, he works through all this old abandonment issues, carves out roles for himself to do the work he wants to do,

and look where it got him. He works from home on this very program. It's extraordinary. It's just extraordinary. No, but for real, it is extraordinary. It's also what can happen for anyone who's ready to step up and ask for help and then put in time to get better.

It's not really that easy, and I would imagine a lot of times it's not fun, maybe a really tough climb, but it's totally doable. Then it all culminates in meeting edit, is how you pronounce that, but whatever, Edith. It doesn't matter. She is going to hear this and then never really take a liking to you, Gabriel.

That's fine. She's an amazing person. I should have edited myself. Not too late now. Well, you can't. It's Jason's got to do the edit, so it's up to him. I will say she's amazing. You know, I feel bad now because early on when he met her,

you know when your friend meets a great girl and you go, oh, man, she's out of your league because you're ribbing your friend. We did that a bunch, and he's like, yo, are you guys serious about that? Because we really hit that tender spot. We're like, no, we're not serious about that. We're just happy for you. And he's like, oh, man, a lot of people have said that.

Are you sure there's nothing to that? And I was just like, oh, crap, we're like giving him a complex about this. I was like, no, it's just something we say in the United States would basically say, like, you know, you don't deserve that, which is not true at all. It's just something you say when your friend meets a great girl. You know what I'm talking about, right, Gabriel? Totally, yeah. No, I've heard that a hundred times.

Yeah. I feel like you always have to say about your friend when he meets a great girl that somehow, she doesn't, you know, that it's... You don't deserve her. Yeah, that you don't deserve her. It's like, that's a thing. It's a trope. It is mean, though, when you really lay it out like that.

I'm very happy they found each other as what I'm trying to say here. The place Jace arrived at where he's weirdly grateful for the pain he went through because it led him to all of this amazing stuff. I think that is also very profound. I think so. It also totally fits in with the forgiveness.

I mentioned before, right? He forgives his ex. He forgives his old friend. And that stuff often comes in time. He's able to see the part that he played in all that, right, although not his fault. And they sort of put him on the path in the sort of messed up way that they did. So in a way, how can you not be grateful for the adversity when you're on the other side of that adversity? I can relate to that, having been through the whole show crisis and the reset

a few years back. I get it. Well, it's kind of like what we were saying to the woman who got our heartbroken by that older guy, right? Like, that guy seems to be an a-hole right now, like a selfish guy who pulled the rug out from under her. But in the long run, I think she's going to see that the situation just wasn't right, and his ending it, as hard as it was, was ultimately a good thing and that what they did get to enjoy in the relationship was still meaningful, right? That's a gift. It had to happen that way. Sure. I guess what we're talking about is when you zoom out enough and you're not committed to a narrow meaning of an event, it's all working for you. If, and it's a crucial if you use these experiences to learn and grow and you put in the work. And sometimes,

like in Jace's case here, it seems impossible. It seems too daunting. The hill climb is too high, it's too painful. We don't have the resources. We don't have the physical mental health to make it through, whatever it is. But then look what can happen if you just make a couple of good choices, one good choice, a couple of tiny adjustments,

a handful of baby steps. They just all stack up and they literally change the course of your life. So we could talk about your letter for hours here, Jase, but just to say you're a very special and talented guy, you're a real one, you're an inspiration.

We're so glad that you're here and part of the team. And I guess I should thank that dump fire of a girl that you dated for bringing you into my life. There's a true betrayal. Man, you know, Gabe, we should buy her flowers or something. A bouquet of morning after pills, something. A gift certificate for better help, I think. More like. That's a more PC version of what we could do here. Hey, Jace is over in Prague editing this episode going, now she'd never use that. Next. Yeah, for sure. I can hear you chuckling into your headphones already, Jace.

Really honored that somebody would share that knowing that we know them, right? I feel Gabe, Like, we get a lot of letters from folks, and often they want to remain anonymous, but they also know, I'm, maybe they're never going to meet you, or if I do, you won't remember this, or if I do, you won't know which is me. Jace has to, you know, look us in the eye at some points, and he still shared all this, which I think is more brave in a way. I agree. Yeah.

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