The MeatEater Podcast - Ep. 749:
Episode Date: August 18, 2025Steven Rinella talks with Jimmy Rinella, Katie Finch, Janis Putelis, Brody Henderson, and Seth Morris. Topics Discussed: Jimmy's public face reveal; Steve's big butt hole; Jani's race and chap a...ss; unevenly-hanging testes; how another American recently died being charged by a cape buffalo in Africa; the hats that Steve can and can't pull off; and more. Connect with Steve and The MeatEater Podcast Network Steve on Instagram and Twitter MeatEater on Instagram, Facebook, Twitter, and YoutubeSee omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.
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Welcome, everybody.
Thanks for joining.
You'll notice something new.
My son, Jimmy, has been on the show before,
but he's always had that camera.
You were on the show here,
and the camera was behind your head.
Yeah.
Because we had a prohibition on you,
seeing your cute little face.
on screen. But then you hit 15 years of age, an arbitrary number. You have a learner's permit.
What else happened? You have a learners permit. Well, something changed in the mind of his parents.
Yep. Yep. Well, he got to that age. Well, that's not totally what happened. Oh, you tell me what happened.
Well, Jimmy was, he went on a hunt with you and you were going to
share a picture of his hunt
and then all of a sudden
and I was cool with that
but then all of a sudden he had like
a public Instagram account
yeah because I decided that his age
remember does that joke
the punchline to the joke I said I'll tell you the punchline
when you get a learner's permit
yeah
just because that felt like once you have
a learner's permit
so he just got his learner's permit
he's 15 and now he can
now when he's on the show
he can people can see what the kid looks
Like, yeah, I mean, I don't think it's, oh, the only thing that happens, he got taller.
But it wasn't like a decision.
We didn't like discuss like now is the time and this is okay.
It's sort of, it caught me unawares a bit too when that happened.
Just before being honest.
I mean, the kid can't hide under a rock the whole life.
No, he can't.
But the other two kids.
So you're, do you think the other two kids when they turn 15 will, like that's the age?
That's when they can have Instagram accounts.
Not Rosie.
Not the girl, no.
No.
Okay.
That's not happening.
The other boy.
That'll go over now.
The other boy, sure.
So Jimmy's here.
He's been on the show.
How many times he's been on the show, buddy?
I had kids trivia once.
And then I did one podcast in Wisconsin.
And then I did one in the last gun.
And this isn't.
Oh, he's been on the show all the time.
Yeah.
A couple times.
Regular.
Four.
Jimmy just caught.
Jimmy just caught a nice fish.
This spring, Jimmy and I were out fishing.
And I hit a spot.
And remember, I said the water talked to me?
The, what's that?
The butt hole?
Steve's big butthole.
Yeah.
The water talked to me.
And we pulled in, and I said, this is where the water talked to me.
You dropped your jig down, and what happened?
Caught a 65-pound halibut.
What did the water say when it talked?
to you. It said, come fish here.
Steve, I'm down here.
Fish me, Steve. Fish me, Steve.
That doesn't sound like the voice
of Steve's big butthole.
Well, it's got to travel through a lot of
water. After it comes up,
it's distorted.
In order, Seth is here.
It is as annoying as it is
to have Seth as a neighbor.
Oh, it's annoying, huh?
It just paid off. I'll take my bolts back.
It just paid off because
it's just for people to see. I had
bought that you'd think that would pass through two little pieces of aluminum and a bolthole
but it don't it's too short so i went to my neighbor and said i need stainless steel
i produced that whole pile of them you know i got a segue to have good neighbors
i'd buy those bolts for going through the chain i was unsure about length so i got two different
lengths, because I knew you'd...
Well, you could just got one with more thread
on it. Well, I got two different lengths.
Well, we'll always put them to use. Yeah.
Yonis is here. Yonis ran...
We haven't talked to Yonni since this happened.
Janus ran recently, ran one of those
100-mile races.
This morning, he got circumspect
about it. Is that what his call
when you kind of get like you start thinking back?
Yeah, when you're able to look at it
from a distance? He was sitting right over
that chair and he got circumspect and he said you know a thing about it and i thought it was going to be
something like the mental gaming he's like the chap ass like like you just can't picture the chap
ass i don't know i think that would stick with you like he said crippling chap ass and there's
no way you're going to run a hundred miles without chap was there something you put on it oh yeah lots of it
I use a product called squirrels nut butter.
Oh, yeah.
I've heard of that.
I think people use a product called body glide, whatever.
Some Vaseline would probably work.
Yeah.
How often are you applying then?
It seems like all the time.
But if I had to guess every one to two hours.
Oh, wow.
Are you carrying it with you or are you getting?
Yeah, I had like a little baby one.
and I had started with it full
and I used it up to the point
where at a later aid station
I had to refill from the bigger tub.
Where was the bigger tub?
Traveling with my crew.
First off, you should probably tell people a little bit
what we're saying.
You ran 100 miles.
Yeah.
At a race called the Crazy Mountain 100,
which happened in the Crazy Mountains of Montana,
which is, I don't know, northeast of Bozeman,
maybe 90 minutes or so,
depending on what trailhead you go to.
Yeah, 100 miles.
had 23,000 feet of elevation gain
to all through the entire course.
It's like Mount Everest.
Yeah, what's Everest?
29.
Yeah, somewhere in there.
I think it's 29.
This is 28 something.
Yeah, close to 29.
It's a long way up there.
Anyways, it's up there.
And yeah, my first one at that distance,
I've done a couple 50s
working up to that distance.
And, yeah, started on July 25th, finished on July 26, 33 hours after I started.
33 hours running.
Running and hiking.
At what hour did the chap ass kick in?
Not that far into it, mile 30, so I don't know, late in the afternoon, midday of the first day.
You know what chap ass is, young Jimmy?
I can take a wild guess.
Picture your butt chants.
Going like that.
Does that happen all the time while hunting?
No, what chapass comes from is being hot, sweaty.
Some people just suffer.
Some people have debilitating chap ass.
Okay.
Do you?
No.
I have had chapass.
I wouldn't say I have debilitating chapass,
and I only get chapass in hot climates.
Got it.
Yonis, is it a common enough thing
that you would like see someone on the side of the trail applying oh you don't stop to apply
you keep you do it's too what do you mean what you just you know you slide your hand down there
oh yeah so you're running along you get out your chap ass med yeah go down through or reach
you're going both both depending on what's chapped you know yeah yeah might do it down
disclosure of, yeah, like, one of my testes, like, hangs a little bit lower.
Like, I think on, like, it does with a lot of men, you know?
And that one tends to just get a little bit more friction.
You already saw about, Jim?
Yeah, dad, I got that.
So, yeah, I would hit that from the front.
But mine, it's definitely start.
I got a couple of theories, because this is something I had not suffered from at all for most
of my life, even though I had been a runner and it had done some longer distances.
And you never happened to you all hunting.
Or not even kind of.
No.
Okay.
And, um.
Hold on, I got hung up on, um,
so one of them hangs down a little bit.
Yeah.
And that causes chafing?
Well, I think it's chafing on the fabric.
But one isn't his body's not.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Jimmy, when a man gets all right.
So, but.
Wait, no, no, no.
I want to hear this.
I just want to make sure I'm clear.
Okay, here's your nuts.
One is like this.
Yeah.
Rubbing your undies and his body is not.
It's sitting high enough that something, something's different.
You know.
Wouldn't like sport underwear change that?
Yeah.
And honestly, sometimes I try to like jack everything up a little bit more to have more support.
Yeah.
You know, things are just rubbing.
You'd have to go to a tailor.
micro little rugs turn into a big thing.
I need to have a special set.
One side of my underwear, uh, talking.
So, so when did you first figure out that that was happening?
You know, it's some other race.
And, uh, I think it was a 50 mile that I did earlier this summer.
And luckily I had this little tub with me at that time.
Because had I not had it, I don't know if I would have made it to the next aid station.
Definitely not running.
I would have like limped in.
And at an age station, they have it because it's so common.
Oh, yeah. For sure.
What takes people, like, people that are in good enough shape to complete it,
what takes them out?
Blisters, chapass.
Definitely those two things could.
Chapass can take you out.
Oh, 100%.
You know who gets terrible?
You know what is?
You're going to talk about who gets terrible chapass?
No, no.
A thing that where guys going through the Buds program.
Oh, yeah.
The sand.
The sand in your shorts or the sand in your pants will keep people will tap out because of it.
Because of just because picture all those hours and days, wet sand packed up in there.
Yeah.
And they're like, they go running for hours on end without changing those clothes.
So yeah, it's bad.
Thinking of that, it always seems miserable.
I never pictured what you're.
I have a lot of friends that just like summertime and their thighs.
Women.
Yeah, women deal with this.
It's not chap ass.
It's like chapped thigh.
Chap thigh.
Yeah, and there's lots of different products for it.
For when your thighs are rubbing on the inside.
Yeah, like just walking.
See, mine are like inches apart.
Yeah, I don't have any.
Inches apart.
Because, well, you don't have like twig legs, but you're not, you don't have a lot of.
Well, I just can't picture my thighs.
You don't have, like, linebacker thighs.
You're just like.
No.
You don't have that high ass like Pete Alonzo.
Yeah, yeah.
Yeah.
Okay, so I got to, I just, I'm so hung up by the chapass thing because this is just a miserable feeling.
No, it's terrible.
So blisters take you out, chapass takes you out.
And I would say probably the next most common thing, just because I've heard about it a lot, and it definitely almost took me out, is nausea.
And I would say that that is connected to what people call it GI distress.
And I think GI distress comes in many different forms.
You could be, have diarrhea, you could be.
puking you could just feel nauseated but people start to not eat because of these symptoms
and then you basically don't have the energy to continue and you just go slowly downhill until
you tap so people are getting the shits from the running yeah from exertion and from you know
if you haven't trained on what you're eating and again because i don't know the other 200 people
that started it with me right like i don't know what they did going into it
to train themselves. But I spent time literally eating dinner at home dressed up in my running
clothes, have dinner with my family. And as soon as I was done eating, be like, okay, great, I'm
out of here. I would run out the door and go out for two or three hours just to train like running
on a full belly. And like, you know, like I knew that I was, my goal was to try to eat somewhere
around 80 to 100 grams of carbohydrates every hour, which most of it I took through gels or
liquid carbs, like a mixed drink kind of thing. And so I would also train on that. But the problem
is with this distance is that it's very hard to train on what you've, it's hard to train how you feel
at mile 60, 70, 80, 90 because you just don't have the time and just, just,
Getting to that point takes a lot out of a human body, right?
And so you just don't know what it's going to be like until you're there.
Was there a mile that you thought, I don't think I'm going to finish?
And then was there a mile at which you thought, I will be, I'll do this.
I'll get this time.
Yes, 100%.
I, uh, the miles like 75 to 90 were by far the hardest.
Um, it was a bummer too because those came like, like,
kind of like the second morning.
And a lot of people say that that second morning,
like your brain kind of has like the,
oh, it's a new day.
Even though we didn't sleep last night,
it's still a new day.
And we're going to reset and we're going to get going.
And I did not experience that.
Even though I was like in my head,
I'm like,
ah, at any minute.
Like some kind of circadian rhythm like.
Yeah, 100%.
Yeah.
Because you know,
I don't do it anymore,
but the old days when you used to drive,
you know,
you'd like go drive like a 22-hour drive or whatever
and just do it.
Yeah.
You would feel like morning would come.
Yeah, coming all of a sudden, you feel like something clicks in your head and you start
it back in it, you know?
Yeah, you can make it another eight hours.
So you were just, you never got no, no little kick.
I mean, I might have, but it was, it was short.
But, yeah, I think had I not had my buddy Stephen Brutger with me, who was pacing me
during those miles, pushing me along, continue to be very positive, a lot of just like,
hey, we're doing good, like we're moving, you're running, it's great, like you're looking
good just like constant just all of that and just like hey have you drank have you eaten lately
you should drink some more you should eat some more and just like making me eat you know and just and just
keeping me moving along like i never stopped i did stop to actually take a nap purposely but i never
stopped out of pure just like exhaustion being like i can't move any far and i can't go any farther
um how long was your nap eight minutes did you say and you fell a
sleep immediately. Oh, hard. I remember laying down and being like, he's not going to let you sleep
longer than eight, so you better fall asleep quickly. And I was almost starting to stress about
not being able to fall asleep. And then all of a sudden he's like, hey, get up, you know. And so
who said that? My buddy Stephen that was with me. So he just watched you sleep. Oh, yeah, with a big
smile on his face. What was funny is at like a trail at an age station. So you're meeting up with
buddies and they're going to do blank mile to blank mile to yeah. So mostly in the United States,
can't pick up a pacer until roughly halfway.
So you got to do 50 miles on your own, and then you can start picking up pacer's.
In Europe, there's like no pacers.
It's like not a part of it.
That's the only thing they do harder in Europe than America.
Jummy, because they basically like have given up.
We still got like, we still just, just Western Europe as a continent is kind of in its
retirement.
Okay.
No.
They're kind of kicking it.
You don't think so?
No.
Four day work.
I mean, they're kind of wrapped it up.
They kind of wrapped it up.
My friend just got back from Spain.
He told me all about it.
They say mostly people kick it.
He goes, as far as my experience in Spain was like people chill.
They chill.
They eat stuff.
Not a lot goes on.
Harrison told me.
That is a, I mean, no offense to Harrison, but the observations of a 18-year-old.
Yeah.
God.
Gospel.
And you're going to talk about Western Europe as a whole.
What was the farthest you ran prior to this?
55 miles.
So this was like you were going to be like double.
Pretty much.
That's crazy.
Yeah.
The interesting thing was is that the body felt fine.
It really did.
I felt durable.
I felt good.
But at some point at those miles I was just talking about like,
the fuel tank
who just seemed to go empty
and even though I was like
trying to eat, trying to drink
and felt like I was getting stuff in
I just couldn't refill it
and the nausea was just like
kind of constant
Did you throw up?
Never threw up, throw up,
there was a one time
where I stepped off to the side of the trail
thinking like, oh, it might be coming
and then I was fine and it didn't come.
Did it stay fun or did you get lost
in this idea that it would never end?
No.
you start to get worried of like
oh am I going to finish because this race
has a pretty strict cutoff of 36
hours which is pretty short for
100 miles like a lot of races have more like a
38 or even a 40 hour cutoff
and at one point Steven says
to me he's like hey we're like
not in a hurry
yet but like we don't want to make it interesting
meaning like let's
not F around because let's like
let's get it'd be such a
just a bummer if you were at
90 miles and they're like
Oh, just wasted your whole day.
Wasted two days?
Well, you can't look at it that way.
It's not a waste.
I mean, you've still accomplished something by moving that far.
You just don't get the belt buckle.
But some guy a couple of years ago literally finished like 36 hours and like 15 seconds.
And they didn't give him the finishers buckle.
Oh, my gosh.
I know.
It's a thing.
It's been discussed.
We don't need to discuss a here.
But I'm saying, no, all I was saying is if I was that guy,
would and people go like hey i heard you ran that 100 mile race yeah sure i did did you finish i'd be
yeah yeah yeah yeah it's kind of like shooting a 199 inch mule deer
200 200 inch mule yeah i just can't believe that you i can't believe that you did that i can't
believe that people do that that is a crazy distance to run it is it is no you uh we trailed yeah
Every time I say it's, I have a hard time spitting those two words out of my mouth, but we cleared trail a couple weeks earlier with a fella that had done it twice already and did it a third time when I did it two, three weeks ago.
And he's a middle to back of the pack finisher, but he's finished it every year.
But comes in like, he was showing me pictures of like his ankles and his feet the first two years.
I'm like, oh my God, I hope I don't have to experience that.
I mean, just like swollen and like sausage toes.
Really?
Yeah, like pretty beat up.
How do you know you're not like totally damaging your body?
You don't.
I don't.
I think the most people, their brain won't let them get to that point.
There's few people.
Like we were talking about this with learning how to hold your breath, right?
We weren't we with, and Jake was telling us about how the only people that will actually take themselves to passing out in the pool are the Navy.
these seals. Those kind of people that have that mindset that they're like, oh, you're going to tell
me I can't pass out, watch me. And it'll go down there and hold their breath until literally
they pass out, right? And I think that there's a small subset of people that will be like, oh,
I'm just going to keep running until someone else tells me to stop. But most people's brain
is you're going to tap out. But I think that's the most confusing thing for me about a race like
that is if all running, I mean, running for me is like misery. So it's all mental effort to say,
like, I can do this, mind over matter, whatever. Like, where's the line between mind over matter
and like, you need to listen to your body because it's telling you like you're on the edge?
It's tricky. Because, you know, as tough as it was for me, the recovery was extremely easy.
And so I feel like, oh, I maybe could have hit it a little harder.
Because some people do talk about recovering for months and not thinking about doing
something like that again for six months, where right now I feel like I could, I'd want
to talk to maybe some professionals, but I feel like I could go tomorrow and knock out
another one.
Do you think you could ever do that?
No.
Everybody could.
Well, okay.
Yes, I think that if I dedicated to my,
to it and did all the training, I think that based on that I can walk long distances,
good. I'm sure that I could get there. Like, and I would have the, you know, like, when I set my
mind to something, I'm going to do it. Yeah, you would 100% have the mental fortitude. But I would
never commit myself, like, I would never deprioritize the stuff I'm already trying to do.
in order to make room to properly dedicate myself
to doing something like that.
And I would never do it half-assed.
You know what I mean?
It'd be like, if I was going to do it,
I'd have to just do it.
And if I was going to, but I'm not going to quit doing
all the stuff I think about in order to accommodate that
because for a while that's all he had room to think about.
Is that true?
Like free time?
I mean, you definitely spent a lot of time running and preparating.
He'd eat dinner and then go run for two, three hours.
Yeah, but did that, was that like...
I eat dinner and I go fiddle around in my garage for a minute.
Yeah, but was that like a good thing?
Were you like stoke to be doing that?
Oh, yeah.
I enjoy the process.
Yeah, sure.
Did you keep track of your training miles?
Like how many miles you ran?
You know, I have an app that the coach and I, you know, work through together.
And it, you know, mostly I run with a watch on.
And so, yeah, but I can't tell you off the top of my head how many miles I ran in preparation.
Gotcha.
Tell me about the minute you knew you were going to make it.
well so i went through miles 7590 and and i haven't unfortunately prior to this recording i haven't
had a chance to have a good sit down with stephen to be like okay tell me what you saw from the
outside like he in short he's been like i think you did really good i think you pushed it you
didn't you weren't like being a little baby out there and whatever but um it was tough and
like i said i went through a place of just being like man like i'm like losing
time and people start passing you
and you're just like, why can't I run? Why can't I run? But we finally
roll into roughly mile 90, 92, I think,
where Mark Canyon was going to start pacing me.
Why did he get the closer?
Huh? He got the closer? Well, there was two short sections.
I would come in a 99. I'm like, come on, Yon-Yotty!
You could have. They basically, there's kind of a bunch of rules. Like, you can't have
more than one pacer prior to that. But that last section,
what do they feel what do they feel what's the difference is just trying to police the area and
yeah there's a little bit of that like it's all under force service permits right so they have
to watch how many people are kind of using the forest service during the race and all that but um
yeah i don't know exactly why but um yeah it's probably a lot of it is just to keep the numbers
of people down but anyways we roll in there and it's whatever i've got eight miles to go and it's
probably 1, 1.30 in the afternoon.
You're saying you roll in, where?
Into the last aid station.
Okay.
It's called hunting camp.
And it is a legit hunting camp than an outfeter uses, but it's set up as an aid station.
So you basically come out of the mountains finally, and the last eight miles is on a dirt road that's ever so slightly going downhill.
You hit pavement and there's this little micro climb that I'm sure for some people seem like a lot, but it's like 100 yards.
and it just barely climbs,
and then you pull off the pavement onto another ranch
and you've got, I don't know, 300 yards to the finish line.
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Oh, sorry, we had a little mishap. The generator
ran out of gas. So
if there's a rough edit, that's
what happened. Try to remember where we were.
Yanni was...
Mark Canyon. You read the last
station. You tell Mark Canyon
don't be asking me no questions
you gotta explain that
like why he got to finish it
like whitetail hunting questions
or like how you feel in questions
any because I don't want to talk
you're out of like at that point
the human runner
is out of energy to
waste any energy so you wanted him to talk
at you but you didn't want to entertain
my brain
and he was actually really surprised
how much I retained
as later he was like quizzing me
about what we had talked about.
What was he telling you about?
Well, you know, Mark, he says you're a bookworm.
So he gave me like three book reports.
And then he told me about the book that he's, you know,
pretty much finished writing is at the editor now,
the first version.
But I can't remember what else.
We definitely talked about some deer.
So he was just filling space with good useful information.
At that point in time, are you able to like,
if he said something funny,
are you able to laugh?
Yeah, for sure.
Well, what was funny is that...
Whatever work to put a piece of saran wrap between your butt sheets?
I think that makes it still on that.
No, but a slick thing, because this is something that people don't think about, is that if you're not ready, when you're applying it, you know, it's just your fingers.
Sure.
And then you're not out there exactly with, like, a hand washing station.
Well, that's what I wanted to get back to, like, the whole, like, sanitization of your...
Oh, yeah.
No, so I would come into the aid station and high five everybody.
And then like, now that we've done that,
you guys all want to sanitize your hands.
Because I've had my finger and my buttocks.
Yeah.
Yeah.
You know, one of the funniest things that just,
I'll get back to the race.
But we're,
you know that dental floss called glide?
Mm-hmm.
I remember we were talking about that.
And my brother, Danny,
was giving it a bad review.
Yeah, because it doesn't glide.
He said it was,
he said it's like wiping your ass with saran wrap.
Which I always thought was a great visual.
That glide stuff.
Like, it doesn't get the gunk out.
No.
I think it depends on how close your teeth are together.
That's true.
Because I find it to be just a tight-toothed people.
It's a little too thick.
So Mark's talking all about these books.
Yeah, he's telling me about books.
What's funny is that right there leaving,
you've got to climb up this little hill.
I forgot.
It's a little bit of a bigger hill.
And I was just going to walk up it.
But Jennifer's like, they're there at the aid station,
but they're like,
another aid station at the trucks at the top of the hill and i when i when she says that to me i'm
like why did you make a an aid station like on top of another hill you're going to ask me to at this
point walk up like a bonus hill because to me it sounded like oh we're going to take you off of
the trail up some hill to where the cars are where we have this nice aid station and then you can
come back i'm like i'm not going up some hill and she's like looking at me like what are you
talking about like right there where you everybody else has to go where we're
like right off the side of the road and then i understood anyways we get up there and two things
happened one you're out of the mountains so you're off of the crazy mountains the trails are extremely
rough like there's a lot of trails that they there are signs that say like do not take equestrian
animals on these trails because they're just so loose and so many just little rocks and when you're
20 miles in or even
you know 30 40
you're just like
just kind of hopping and skipping through them
and it's no big deal but when it gets to mile 80
and your brain is like looking at just this
like trail full of rocks and it's just like
your brain is like we don't want to contend
with that anymore one like one bad
step ends the race right well that could be too
but you're just having to work for every step you know
and like it got to the point where you could see
like people were actually running in the
grass because just like running
even through those like bunchy grass
which no man everyone wants to hike in bunch grass
when you could be on a trail but people were like
purposely you could see where they were running
in the grass over the rocks
and this is something
I had heard is that people say yeah once you
get down to that road your body
your legs your brain is like oh
you can run because you don't
have to think about it you can just go
and so there's that
and then Stephen also gave me a couple
Tylenol and I'm like
Tylenol, I'm like, I'm not really hurting. He's like, it'll be good. Trust me. And I almost didn't
take it because I'm thinking like, oh, I'm going to take these two Tylenol and then the nausea
and then these two things in my stomach that I'm not really prepared for and it's not going to be
good. And he's like, no, I think you should take it. So we start walking and I tell, give my mark my speech.
I'm like, we're going to just like, we'll run a little bit. Like we might run to that next tree and
then we'll walk and then we'll run and we'll just kind of feel it out and see how it goes.
Well, we start running, and I'm like, oh, this feels pretty good.
And then my buddy Cooper comes by, and he's jamming some Wu-Tang in the truck, like super loud.
And I kind of get that and a little head bob going.
And I'm like, oh, okay.
And we start clipping.
And we have been passed by two groups, but they're like maybe three, four hundred yards out ahead of me.
And all of a sudden, I'm like, Mark, we're going to take them down.
And when we go by them, we're not stopping and we're just going to keep going.
And the next thing I know, we knocked out those eight miles in like, I don't know,
It felt like 90 minutes or less.
Like, we zoomed.
And, like, I felt great.
Like, by the time everybody caught up to me that was racing,
basically passing us to get to the finish line to be there,
like, they're, like, looking at us like, whoa, yeah, let's go.
Because we were, like, actually running.
We almost caught another group.
We bumped them.
It's a funny thing that Steven says, just like how you bump animals sometimes,
and then they start to.
They see you coming.
Oh, yeah.
Well, we bumped these, this pack, three pack of girls.
And I was closing in.
Like I made it to like 150 yards probably and then also because they were doing the same thing that I had they were like we're going to run and then walk run and then walk and we're to take that all the way to the finish but once I bumped them they went running all the way and so that was like a combo of the Wu tang the Tylenol and the road book reports mark did you feel the Tylenol hit your system or you just felt you just felt you know I sure wish I would have taken it.
taking the Tylenol at like mile 80.
I guarantee you I will have some with me.
Yeah.
Next time I'll get to 80 miles.
That is the anti-inflammatory one, right?
Acetaminophen is anti-inflammatory.
Yeah.
So I'm sure it just like maybe calmed your body down a little bit.
Huh.
Could be a lot of different, a lot of different things.
Again, when your body is at that point, you don't know how that stuff's affecting.
Right.
So this is something you're going to start doing?
Uh, maybe.
You know, if there was no kids at home, if it was just Jennifer and I, yeah, I'd probably do a whole bunch.
But it takes time.
Yeah, because the thing that even like within the, maybe the first day after, probably on Sunday,
I didn't do too much time rethinking about the race because you're just kind of in this euphoric state where you're like,
yeah, I'm a little beat up and I'm definitely fatigued and tired.
And I had what I described as a very lounge lizard day where I was sort of like go from bed into the kitchen.
like eat as much as I could possibly
could until I kind of lost energy
and then I would sort of like slump down
and I would either make it to just the carpet
or maybe I would make it to the couch
or back to the bed
and I just did that rotation all day long
you know obviously there was like a bathroom break in there too
but like you're not going anywhere
I forced myself to walk to the barn and back
one time just to like move my legs
but by the next day
you're like oh
how could I have done it better
where did I mess up
what were my mistake
was it could I have taken Tylenol at mile 70 could I have done more coke could I have just
pushed a little bit harder was I being a little baby there I have done yeah did you just say could
I have done more coke I drank more Coca-Cola it's like I'm glad you cleared that though you'll
set this a lot like coming off a five six hour halibut jig yeah you know you're out there it's like
I've been there you're out there I mean you're just trying to get through yeah six
hours jigging.
It's tough sometimes.
Well, it's amazing how...
Coming at night,
you're like,
how could we have done better?
How, like, 80, 85,
I'm like,
if Stephen wasn't here,
I would just DNF right now,
you know?
Like, I had thoughts like that.
What's that mean?
I did not finish
when you just pull yourself out.
But like...
I don't think you to quit.
Well, again, that's...
Because you had too much into it.
That's something that I would like to explore.
I don't know if it'll be the next one I do.
Quit?
No, I would definitely...
I would definitely...
do one solo.
Oh,
because I think
it's a whole different
mindset.
What was the,
like,
what was the inspiration
to do it in the first place?
Like,
when did you first say?
Like,
has this been like a long held,
like,
desire and goal?
No.
I'm going to run 100 miles one day.
No,
honestly,
when I moved to Bozeman,
I had done a couple
of Vail trail half marathons
at that point,
maybe three.
It was like,
we had like a race series
and where Brody and I lived
in Vail and I would do a couple
of trail runs.
And then all that stuff started
really just,
to be in shape for September so I could feel like I could go uphill and, you know, get to the ridge
before the elk did. And then when I got to Bose, when I heard about this bridge or ridge run,
it's like 19, 20 miles, I'm like, oh, that looks like a sweet place to do a run. So I did that.
And then Rick Smith used to always talk about the rut. And I would like look at it online and be like,
that's insane. And then someone's like, oh, no, you could do it. I'm like, oh, maybe I could.
So I got a coach. And they're like, oh, yeah, we can get you ready for that, 31 miles in the
mountains, no problem. So I did that. And this is like sort of every distance I've done, I'm like,
oh, I wonder if I could go a little bit farther. Going from 20 to 30, no big deal, 30 to 50 was
really, I wouldn't say that big of a deal, very doable. But 50 to 100 was a, it was a leap.
Wow. So now when you look at the rut, are you like, ah, that's that's cupcakes. Yeah.
No, because you're going to, no matter what the distance is, what the distance is or the amount
of elevation gain the race has, your brain, your body is going to go at a certain effort level
to do that race.
Like I did a, I think it was a 25K in Helena in the spring.
And it took me, I don't know, three hours, something.
And like, I ran way faster, but I still exerted a bunch of energy.
And by the time you get done with it, you're like, you know, in your, you're, you're, you know,
and you're done right you need a day off and so I think you just you know you sort of just
paste yourself to whatever distance it is got you so yeah can I finish it easily sure yeah I could
go do the the rut 50k without any kind of problems yeah um but again do I want to like beat my
last time that I did it probably you know yeah Rosie and I are doing the 11k right and that is more
Ks than I have ever won ever in my life.
A lot of K.
I'm really nervous about it.
It's going to be a K-hole.
Yeah, so that's like probably six and a half, seven miles.
Something like that, yeah.
Yeah, I've never run that much in one fell swoop ever.
It's going to be great.
Is it?
I think so.
I mean, certainly having people in my life that can run 100 miles and I can talk about it and
how cool it is, it's very inspiring for something like that.
Oh, yeah.
kind of like it's inspiring but also like when I'm out run it kind of makes me angry
that Janus is out there running 100 miles but you're running a lot like it does the opposite yeah
it does the opposite of pump you up yeah honest like I'm out running five miles and I'm like
five miles is not a short run no I know like and you're doing that multiple times a week like that's
yeah awesome but it's like because I'm old and I want to keep hunting when I'm old that's right yeah
it's not because I want to well you're not
old but I understand what you're saying
you're trying to keep in shape and
yeah but this
this guy that we clear trail with
Jimmy's got a question Jake
no I was just saying you guys start running
he he said it right
and like it stuck with me
in a time but at mile
75 or 80 it really rang true
where he's like yeah the first 50
he's like it's kind of fun
he's like the second 50 you find out what you're
made out of and it's like
you can't really say it any better than that
because that second 50s, the first 50 is just kind of like the price of admission to get
to see what's going to happen in the second 50, you know what I mean? Because you can't,
you're not going to know one without the other. Yeah. You're like, I'm just here to see what
happens later. Yeah. You're like, scenery's great. Like, we're in the mountains. Like, I know I got
this one. I got the first 50. It's a beautiful long day in the mountains. I had this crazy guy
run up to me like, I hadn't been done. I had crossed the finish line, hugged everybody that
was there helping me and the other friends that had ran it and this other guy, Stephen Graham,
who I kind of know, I run into him a few times on the trails around Bozeman, he runs up to me and
he's like, what did you think about that crazy ridge around Honey Trail? When I'm up there,
I just feel like I'm following a wounded bull elk. And I'm just like, what, dude? What are you
talking about? And then he's like, yeah, you know, you're just on that like kind of slopey rolling hill
and there's really no trail
and it kind of just keeps going and going and going
and I'm like, oh, yeah, I kind of see what you're saying.
Like, he just, like, that's what is in his mind
because it's not a great trail.
There's just these flags on this like bunch grass hillside
and it's just like this kind of like,
you're like, why is the trail here?
And so it's like a, like a trail,
a wounded bull elk would take
where you're just like, there's no rhyme or reason.
He's just sort of like traveling here.
And, but that guy had way too much.
energy. I'll leave it with this. It's amazing how at like 90, you're like, I'm going to die up here.
Yeah. You know, I might lay down and the crows will just pick my eyes out. And then you get done
and you give a few hugs around and everybody's like, sit down. What can we get for you? And all
a sudden you're like, oh, now I feel pretty good. Now that that's behind me, like, I'm cool to
hang out and like, let's watch everybody else finish and clap. And like all of a sudden,
your brain is just like, oh, that's behind us, so you can, like, enjoy yourself again.
Yeah, man.
That's so cool that you did that.
I just, I can't even, it's, like, very hard to, um, imagine running that much.
Did this giant candy sack come when the generator went down?
Yes.
Yeah, that's just appeared.
Yeah.
Do you, that's nice.
Would you like it to go away?
No, it's just like a little bit of continuity.
You'd be appreciated.
I mean, Phil, no amount of magical editing from Phil.
If Phil cleaned up.
Sorry, Phil.
If Phil clean, it feels like, no problem.
I got the whole thing cleaned up.
It'd be like all of a sudden, and it would also be like,
which I mean, I was trying to address it when we started recording again.
And I was saying that we're kind of like some long distance runners that basically at some point you just turn to eating a lot of sugar.
So hopefully Phil knows.
Well, he'll know.
He knows now.
There's no point in trying to clean up the edit.
No, don't do it, Phil.
Can we combine these bags or do you want to just?
Yeah.
A little candy management here.
It's like Halloween.
I should bring us home and give it out.
Well, congratulations, man.
Thanks.
Yeah, thanks.
Yeah, I was proud of you.
I thought that was cool.
Speaking of doing crazy shit.
It's a cool, it's a good feat.
It's like a, you know, it was a real accomplishment, man.
It is.
No, no, I, I 100% feel that way.
I'm very, my goal was, first goal was to finish.
And I always say finish the smile on my face, which I did.
Second goal was to go 30 hours.
And I did it in 33.
It was a lofty goal.
I think I could go back now with experience,
probably pull that off.
But, yeah, I'm very happy.
It's like, there was at times when I'm like,
eh, did I do it?
Did I do it well enough?
And multiple people have reached out and been like,
look, dude, that's like one of the hardest ones in the country.
It's a lot of elevation, like those trails I was talking about earlier,
where the footing just stinks for mile after mile after mile after mile to mile.
And so they're like, look, as your first attempt, your debut 100,
great job, you know, so I'm pumped.
I got my belt buckle.
Do belt buckles?
Oh, yeah, I saw the belt buckle.
You go down right now?
Do you get a belt buckle for like everyone?
Yeah, every 100.
It's like a whatever, I don't know where it came from.
I should look that up, but it's like a thing.
But they stole like rodeos groove.
Yeah.
That's not very nice.
Why don't they come up with their own thing, like a headband?
So you gotta start dressing like a little Western
just so you can show off your...
Yeah, why not?
Just give you like a headband.
You should be giving out like halibet belt buckles up here.
That'd be a sweet belt buckle.
That would be pretty cool, actually.
I don't wear any kind of belt.
I wear a belt, my belt has no metal on it.
I've never owned a belt.
I wear all, it's all fabric.
Velcro belt.
I used to rock a belt buckle back in the day.
You don't anymore?
Do you have that fancy belt doesn't keep your fly closed?
No, I never zip that up.
You know why?
Well, when I'm wearing my bibs,
when I'm wearing my bibs,
and I don't wear my bibs all day,
I leave that down because I got coverage elsewhere.
Totally.
Yeah.
I was actually running that program today too.
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crazy stuff we really haven't gotten to sit down and chat about africa at all no you and i
have not i've been chatting about it a lot yeah but i wouldn't call it like it's not it's not it's
yeah i wouldn't say hard and crazy i mean but you we were just talking when we weren't recording
about how another american has been killed two guys this year two guys have kept being killed this
year hunting black death i didn't know that till uh that's the name that's the nickname for the cape buffalo
black oh yeah i knew that yeah two yeah two americans killed the guy just got killed now right
We're just debating, like, how bad do you feel?
Like, it's too bad, but part of the allure is that you're hunting a thing that gets you.
Yeah.
That's what's so, like, it's so enticing about it.
So, you know.
Because otherwise, it's kind of like you're hunting a cow.
Yeah.
And I had friends that pushed it too long and mountaineering.
And they knew where that was going.
Right.
But it's part of that animal is part of the big five.
And all, like, the reason they're called big five is because.
They're all dangerous, right?
You know what I didn't, you know what I didn't know?
You know when people say planes game?
Yeah.
I was like, well, what's not planes game?
The only thing not planes game is dangerous game.
Oh, God.
I thought there was like, I don't know, like another category.
Yeah.
It's dangerous game, plains game.
What about like waterfowl?
Is that just called?
Oh, no, no, in Africa hunting.
Well, don't they have?
Yeah, that would be just a whole different category.
But people say like, planes game.
And you're like, okay, what is not that?
And what's not bad is dangerous game.
Yeah, it's like being around, like in the end, we had nothing happened.
You know what I mean?
We killed a bull and watched it.
Killed a bull and watched it die.
Yeah, but so that's what I want to know about is exactly that particular hunt.
Like when it finally went down, were you scared?
No, not at all.
Never.
I was, I wasn't.
there was points where you're like oh i see how this goes you know like you're in
eight foot high grass and they're right in front of you you can see the grass move in
you can hear and see the birds the oxpeckers that are on them all the time you can hear the
oxpeckers and you see them flittering around and they're just 20 yards you know you're like
there's a 2,000 pound thing 20 yards that has a reputation right but all they do is they just
want to they don't like you know they smell you gone but you so you're aware and then we're at a
spot where they're like oh yeah this is where roger got you know we went to the spot and they're like
oh yeah right here this is where roger got this is where roger got plastered and he got plastered is it kind of
like a grizzly bear that 99 out of a hundred times it smells you and runs and then but one
percent of time it just is like oh i'm pissed and i'm coming after you is there a lot of time it's
when they're wounded it's it really is like that's what was unusual that there's a guy from texas just got
killed in the article
and the reporting for the article was pointed
out it was unwounded
so these guys
Morgan
those got like the trackers
it's
it's just they're worried about the wounded
ones but what was pointed out to me it's interesting
it doesn't mean it was wounded by you
this guy Roger
got plastered by one that had been wounded
by a lion
right so it's or they get
wounded by someone else or wounded from some other reason and so there's just there's a chance that
out there are wounded ones it's so there's also that you hit one and then you got to trail your
wounded one yeah and when you hit them they go into the thickest shit they can find right and then
you got to go into it's either on a rot or you're going to go in there and find them and that's nerve
racking or there's always the chance that you're on one and he's something else wounded him
but the trackers are paying a lot of attention to how it behaved
this is just through conversation.
When they're tracking,
they're watching like,
it's something wrong with it.
If they're on one that's dragging its foot funny,
not doing the right things in the right places,
suggesting that he's got a problem,
then they'll be like, heads up.
We're following one that something's wrong with.
So how did yours go down?
Have you already explained this in a different podcast?
No.
How did you?
No, we talked about a little bit.
We got on a group and tracked a group for a few hours, lost them, got back, got in a truck, went down the road a little ways, and saw a bull.
Just caught a glimpse of a bull moving along, got out and went down the road paralleling them and kept, well, first we went off, tried to find him, parallel a while, looked for him, look for him, look for him, look for him.
him couldn't find them then we stopped and we're doing that little thing like like ah we lost
them you know staying in there uh it was very late in the day they they cut where we we ducked in
at one point and cut a track and saw that he'd already come through like we're like we're like we know
he's going along in a line so we're kind of paralleled along 75 yards off and at one point
cut over to intersect his line to see like had he been through or not yet
and realized oh he'd already pass through
so now we kind of went and cut
thinking we were gonna maybe be in front of them
but they hit the track
and they're like no he's already been through here
so we backed out paralleled more
and then just nothing
was like see nothing here nothing
and then we're doing that little standaround thing you do
like when you kind of regrouping
and all of a herd
like a twig
and everybody also went like
like well the twig went snap
and everybody did that like shh
like I just heard something
and all of a sudden like everybody stared
in the same spot
and all of a sudden there is just like
there's like he's out
and also there's his head peering
how far down through 75 yards
his head peering down
and um
and you can see him playing his day
and at that point he kind of turned a little bit
And Morgan was like, see his chin go eight inches down and four or five inches over from his chin and hit him right there.
Because you can't take down.
So you shot him quartering too.
Well, I didn't do what he said.
I was a little off, but it was like, Alls Well, that ends well, because it was high, but just went right into his chest cavity.
So it kind of almost went in like, he's looking at it with his head down.
imagine that he's down like this imagine it entered kind of in your where your cheek meets your neck
but just you know yeah then i shot then i then i tried to hit him two more times when he ran but
missed them for the trackers that or the skinners they never found anything i shot at him two more
times as he ran but i don't think i connected on him but the one was fatal
the whole time you're following and tracking them the most important thing is wind
or yeah but you like we we did too long we did two like long like real active tracks
following yeah um one like you get on them and you're hoping to
you're tracking and the trackers know the behavior so well but it'd be kind of very similar
like picture you're following the elk in the snow you get up at daybreak and there's out like
you know where he's not going to be
meaning if you're up on some big high plateau
right
blown off where he's feeding in the snow
it's like now it's nine in the morning
I know where he's not going to be
he's not going to be here
he's going to be up in that
timber hole right
so you kind of got that right and they know that
it's different because it's more subtle
but they know where he wants to be
so when you're going along
sometimes you're like he doesn't want
to be here. And then you get to places where they become intensely interested. So you'll come
into some little thing, like a thick timber patch and like a little depression and what they'll
know like what's the sun going to do and how much because they want to be in the dark, dang,
they want to lay down in the dark. They want to lay down where they can see out of their hole
and they're going to be in like tucked in. So all of a sudden they'll get where they just stopped
and they stare and stare and stare and stare and then they move five feet and stare and stare and stare and move over and stare and stare and stare because they're like I think he's in there somewhere he's in that hole yeah and then you look at it from every angle and you look at it from every angle and you just can't find them and eventually someone slips around and like he left he's not in that patch but he's still not running he never ran is it over if you bump them not necessarily we
bumped him and went we bumped one twice so when you go he's not there and he didn't run
then you keep on him so one we get to the end one the way it ended is all of a sudden i'm from
i don't know man not not me to that sink but we're like in one of those patches
and they're just they're like he's here they just know they're like he's here and we're
that at all creepy?
Yeah, there's two of them.
And they're, he's just here.
Yeah.
And we're in there.
And all of a sudden that's like, and all sudden one gets, I gather gets up out of its bed.
And I can just see half its face and one of its horns.
And that thing is, that thing is not me to that sink.
But it's just like right.
All of a sudden, that was the first one I got a good look at.
I got half his face in a horn.
And he's just there.
And it's like, it didn't.
He had zero.
interest all he wanted to do is slip out but you're like yeah i see now do i mean like they
let you just get on them and sure at some point now and then boom you know but he it was nothing
like that there was no all the all the tension any tension that i felt was all because the all the
stories do you follow me yep all the stories so it's like you're carrying all those tales
right
because otherwise you'd be like
what is the deal
it's some like giant
bovid looking thing
and the trackers aren't
throwing off any cues
like you should be
pretty scared right now
like you're looking at the trackers
and they're just cool as ice
right you know what they do
when one comes
they're down flat on the ground
they disappear
they dive out of the way
but they're down
and they want to be down
where they can't get hooked back up
and Morgan the professional hunter kept saying to the trackers he's like um don't worry about them
like they're that's my job yeah and they're gonna be very quickly they're gonna very quickly
go from being in front of me to be in mind because like he's the deal with the gun like at the end
of the day he's the guy that's putting everybody in the situation and so it's his job to draw the attention
so like your role as a professional hunter your role is to all of a sudden be the menacing one
and he wants all eyes on him like he don't he don't get to dive down do you know i mean he's got to
stay in the ground yep like that that's what you signed up for you're like there's
it's just not part of the ethos do i mean like if it comes you're there and that's your thing
you don't get to flinch
you got to go forward into it
and everybody else is expected to like
save themselves
he's like don't do anything
he would even tell you don't do anything
that takes the attention for me
like I'm the problem
I'm the one up in his face
not you you know
so no like nothing like that
like other stuff you know
we had a black
we had a running we talked about this bunch of
on the podcast but previously we had a we had a not even a run it we had an experience with a black
mamba and you're like holy cow like i can so easily see how that goes yeah you're like i see how
that happens with that with my experience with cape buffalo i wouldn't have come away hadn't i had
the background of reading and the stories i wouldn't have come away and been like i can see how that goes
bad. I have a question, and this is not a, this is not a passive aggressive, nor aggressive
question. And it's for all of you guys that hunt, which is everyone here. Given how we started
talking about this because of the two unfortunate guys who died hunting Cape Buffalo and you
were saying, well, you know, it's kind of, it's a part of hunting Cape Buffalo. That's a risk. So you
can't really say, oh, it's, you know, you can say that it's a bad thing that it happened and it's
sad that it happened, but you can't really say it was totally unexpected. Yeah, it's like,
it's kind of complicated. I don't want to sound. That's not my question, though. Okay. Oh,
sorry. That's okay. My question is knowing that, like, if you on this hunt were to have expired
because you got killed by Cape Buffalo. Um, like,
Do you ever think some of the things that you're hunting,
like is it ever irresponsible to go on a hunt,
given your family,
given other responsibilities you have in the world?
Like, do you ever think about that before you pursue a certain animal or a certain hunt?
No, because none of it's like, none of it's, none of it's like that.
Also, I don't know that, and I don't want to speak for those guys,
but I don't know that what, in the long run,
that what Steve did hunting buffalo
is any more dangerous than going fishing
or
like you name it hunting
grizzlies or like
anything can get you right
hunting big water and small boats
but none of it rises up
when I when I dudes that have families
and die on K2
that
that I'm like
man it's kind of a weird call
it's an odd call
as a dad.
But they'd probably say it was stupid for you to...
No.
No, because there's a death for every four summits.
True.
Yeah.
Or whatever, right?
I think it's a death for every four summits.
Like, I'm saying there is a point,
there is a point at which, where there's a point where the risk is so high.
And I don't condemn them.
But there's a point where the risk is so high when a guy dies on K2 and you don't need to go on K2.
Like when a guy dies on K2 and I see that he has a family,
you know, I will think to myself, huh, that's like a strange call.
Or like, weird call you made.
Going base jumping or something like.
I don't know enough about the statistics on it.
Yeah, but I mean, I would look at that as like, yeah, that'd be your response.
Like an odd call when you have kids.
Yeah.
You know, one of the first, one of the first times I ever really stopped to think about that thing, like this kind of they were talking about is, Yani and I had the good fortune to spend some time with Rourke, Denver, who.
uh was a navy seal was deployed overseas served in combat zones combat veteran and he would
always use this he had this like like a euphemism for death um you remember what you would say
if i fall if i fall and i remember him saying then he went to his mom to say if i fall and that was
the term that's the term you use uh if i fall i don't like don't i don't want you to be sad
like don't be sad if I fall
and I don't think
that way but I it was funny to hear
someone where
someone in a certain occupation
who had been to such high risk
environments
that got to the point where that's how you think about it
like that it's so high risk
that you're telling your mom
how you would like her to
how you would like her to feel
but I like that's high risk military service I feel like is a totally different no that's I'm saying like that like that is like legitimately high risk climbing K2 like I think like to be like to be like not just not just high risk but like in the service of your country oh yeah I'm not what I was getting at I wasn't there's there's there's I was trying to capture there was I was trying to capture like what is the mindset of someone who does things that are actually.
high risk
right
like not sure
there's
you can't even
there's there's no
you can't equate it at all
like me
dicking around hunting
with doing something like that
you can't equate it
but
the point I was like
the way Rourke had such a
and maybe it's over now
because he's out
and he has kids and all that
but he had such a comfortable
he just arrived
at a very comfortable place about it
because it's actually
high risk right
like remember
there was a
single helicopter crash that killed
18
guys including in the
like 13, I don't know what it was 13 or 14
seals all like bam. I mean they couldn't
do their job if they
No. You know what I mean? If they worried
about it. Yeah, super comfortable.
A friend of mine, like
a kind of a friend, a guy acquaintance
I had, a guy knew
died on K2.
He'd
lost most of his friend group
already. Very
comfortable like very comfortable with it because it's like there's such a likelihood like he went
once and got injured went up in the hospital got better went back and died um and it's like i don't
there's no thing is there any there's no thing in hunting there's no thing in hunting uh
there's no thing in hunting that that is at that risk level do you know what the like is there
statistic for injuries
like Cape Buffalo
is that even like a
I don't know the statistics would be
I feel like it's got to be relatively low
couple year
yeah
but I mean there's not that many people doing it
but a couple year
is Brody and Janice
Seth is there any hunt you wouldn't do
because of the risk
I mean
if there was like
all of a sudden you know
like say you know
the coos deer hunt in Mexico
say all of a sudden
and it's like extremely dangerous and like to go there
and a lot of people are getting like killed by the cartel,
whatever.
Something like mafia stuff.
Yeah.
I'd be like,
okay,
I'm good.
I don't need to go.
But not the actual.
So like the circumstances,
the area.
No.
I can't answer to Seth,
but.
Yeah,
not,
not an animal.
It would be the environment,
like the,
you know,
it'd be probably more human.
element, I would say.
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There's some places that I wouldn't,
like,
I'm not experienced by any means,
but there's certain places where I wouldn't,
like, free-dye that.
That's an interesting
Like there's areas
Diving into it is interesting
Yeah I thought I had that
But then I went there
And it was not fun
You took me there didn't you
Well then I went with Greg
Another time
Like NorCal stuff
Yeah
You know
And I shouldn't say it was not fun
It was like so much going on
Like it's so much going on
And then there's that
You got that stupid
Sharkproof thing hanging off your end
ankle shark deterrent that that yeah but you just get used to it he just does it now and he's like
you don't think about there's nothing you can do you're not going to know if what if you get hit by
a white uh white shark he's like that's relaxing you're there's nothing you're do other sharks
there's stuff you can do he's like with that shark you're not going to know and there's nothing
you can do and so i just don't think about it that's that's that's Greg's take on it Greg
dives that Greg that's cut it that's his whole that's his zone I wish Greg was over here
talking about like how does he assess the risk I mean I understand that all of these things that
we're talking like extreme running or hunting in you know really wild environments like these
are the things that make you feel alive so you can't be so afraid of death and all the things
that you're doing but like where is the where is the line but again the odds like if you're
going to start worrying about stuff the odds are that you're going to get
smashed by another driver
driving around your town and get killed
that way before you get killed by
a Gris or
a Cape Buffalo or a Great
White Shark. That's like that's what the psychology
is is um
there's these fantastical
things that suck up
tons of headspace.
So when I took Jimmy dive in
the oil rigs in Louisiana
like it's just
they're just our sharks. It's not like a
What will happen if we see a shark?
I mean, there's just R.
Every rig, there's just, they're there.
Like, bigger than you, every rig, they're just around.
And so I then, I'm not worried about me, but I'm like worried about something.
Like there's a sort of mental irritation that that'll happen to him.
I'm like, why am I not having a bunch of mental irritation that he'll make a really dumb judgment and get himself in the prop?
it's probably like far more likely
that you're going to screw up
and someone's going to throw it in reverse
when they're not supposed to
when you're going to mishear that it's clear or whatever
why am I not all day thinking about the prop
but instead all day
I'm thinking about sharks
but then you talk to the guys you're with
and you're like oh this that's from the boat prop
this that's from the boat prop
I feel like there's a level of what you're like
But you don't think about boat props because they're not exciting to think about.
I think it's also what you're, like, necessarily used to because, like, I'm just going to say,
we're around a lot more boat props than we are sharks.
Like, that's a, you know, common thing.
Yeah, I mean, the things you can't control are scarier, right?
Yeah.
Especially when they got teeth or horns or whatever, you know.
Or you're just like me and you worry about everything all the time, no matter what boat props.
And you're a mom.
You often aren't worried about.
the right thing.
Tell me more about that.
Really?
Well, no, you probably are.
Like, hanging around here.
You know what you ought to be worried about?
I mean, just let's add it to the list.
Getting in being,
yeah, you're worried about the right thing.
Being in little skiffs in the big water.
Is it all of a sudden you're in the water and the boat ain't?
Yeah.
That's bad.
That's real bad.
I think about that every single time
I get in the boat.
And the current is just like insurmountable.
Like you can't swim it.
I watch one of my kids get in the boat.
I think about what would happen.
Like, do you think about that?
Yeah.
Today, Mabel.
She, someone said something about the boat sinking.
And I said, she said, well, we're dead.
And I said, no, we're going to swim that way.
She goes, I can't swim that far.
I'll get hypothermia.
I'm like, that's true.
I didn't tell her
I was like
we're going to stick with the boat
and I don't know
like that's the thing to pay attention to
no it's on the radar
but like when I'm diving around here
and what I'm thinking about
I'm like
boat props
I know they don't
but why don't killer whales bite people
why don't they bite people
that's what I'm thinking about
I'm like I know they don't
but what if they did
and I'm not thinking about
what if I come up
and the boat's gone
that happened once
yeah that happened to me Jimmy
I was not
well no we were by the shore
it would just been
a sucky situation
well if we were out in the middle of the ocean
we've been a
far bigger problem
I mean you've almost killed me
in these waters before
they
did you hear about that
story yeah
over at Greg's place
he has
I was married to yet though
so
yeah that's true
it would just been I killed my group
people would be like
I killed his girlfriend
not the mother
of his children.
There's GoPro footage of him, like, diving around, like, on the bottom, around that
chum bag, and sea lions, like, coming in, at Franks, coming in behind him, and heads
going, like, here, and just going straight past him.
Yeah, I don't like those sons of bitches.
Yeah, those things seem mean.
Yeah, they're just like...
Well, I mean, like, those do attack people.
Just the way they swim through the water.
Yeah.
Well, in underwater, they spiral like this.
and, like, get all close to you and act all aggressive.
You've seen that in the water here?
No, but I've, I mean, he just had him and Greg got to have it.
I'm trying to stay away from those.
They scare me.
I've seen seals.
I've gotten pretty close to seals.
Seals don't do anything, though.
No.
I'm not going to get in the water if there's sea.
Oh, we had one last target point.
Oh, sorry, go ahead.
No, I was just going to say, I think that's, when you can picture what people would say when you, if you were to die.
Oh, yeah.
And people would be like, I wrote about that.
I wrote about that.
Yeah.
For the free press thing.
Yeah.
I wrote about that.
When you're doing things,
you can't live that way,
but you're doing things,
you just picture like,
you know,
oh,
that he would bring his children,
he would put his children at risk.
But there's truth to it.
I mean,
there is truth to that.
I'm not saying that that truth should,
like,
supersede the other positive benefits that,
or, you know, gleaned by giving your kids the opportunities to do these really wild, adventurous things.
And I think as parents, we are in agreement that that outweighs the risk.
But it's sad to think, like, if you were to, if you two went diving tomorrow and you were to be killed.
By what?
You're like, what an asshole?
The problem.
Took his kid out.
By what?
By anything.
Lost our boat.
Lightning.
Yeah, but I guess if.
He can't believe they got this is too close to home really but like if you're if he took his kid driving yeah that's a whole other story in a you know in sketchy winter conditions yeah and then there's an accident yeah I mean there's so I know there's always yeah the judge like the judgment part that that I don't I'm aware of it but the judgment part uh I got enough problems of something bad happens.
like the judgment part
I wouldn't worry about
and when uh
what's kind of funny is
we'll close this up in a second
but
when
the
submersible
the Titan
the Ocean Gate submersible
when it imploded
I was asked about
like immediately
um
all these people
without even knowing
any of the story all this condemnation oh so stupid what idiots the hubris they deserved it right
and it was like before anyone knew the details there was a ton of condemnation i'm going to be
careful with my words here because before the details emerged there was an immediate condemnation
and it was kind of like how dare you be risky how dare you go where you go
where you're not supposed to be.
Yeah. How dare you be risky?
We're going to ridicule you for being risky.
And I almost wrote about that.
I was asked to write about it.
I was asked to write about risk and like,
in this sort of thing where just people feeling like
they have to just be so safe all the time.
In hindsight,
I'm glad I didn't because when the story emerged
about Stockton Rush,
the CEO, right?
of the company
and his attitude
toward his own team,
his attitude toward safety records,
his attitude toward just basically the science
of what he was trying to do
was negligent to the point
that he kind of killed those people.
Like he,
not quite did he put a gun against him,
but like he was toying with the hammer.
Right?
He was playing with a pistol.
with those guys downrange
to put it in gun terms
so then I was like man I'm glad
I didn't do what I did because it was
something bad and so there's that
there's like people
that get into a thing where there's like
an inevitability of what's going to come
to bring it back to Cape Buffalo
and I respect
him
you know we talk about
Morgan Potter
Who's wonderful
Yep, great guy
Family man
But there you're like
Oh so you're gonna track
A bunch of those
And you're gonna track
Three or four wounded ones every year
And you're gonna do this for 30 or 40 years
Oh I see that's an interesting choice
It's like that's an interesting choice
Not to condemn it
He was doing that prior to having a family
Yeah
that's like you know in many ways a lot of the stuff that you do
even if I don't like it or if I think it's too risky
you did it before we were married and had a family
so how could I ask you not to do it now?
Yeah. Like it wouldn't be fair. It's not who you are.
I don't feel like I do risky shit anymore.
I just don't know. I don't feel like I do risky stuff.
Well, you just went.
Yeah, a hundred mile run.
Yeah.
Some people could say
Give me a heart attack
Maybe I don't know
We just had a colleague
That was out for a run
And had a tragic
Accident
Not an accident
But a health
You know
Issue
Did I know about this?
Yeah you know about it
You're the
You're the one
It's the one that told me about it
Oh
One of our cameras
guys passed away oh i didn't know the details though so i didn't tell you about it oh sorry
you said that to me well yeah but i but at that point we didn't know at this point like
there's a go-fundee for me we had a camera man yeah yeah yeah i'm aware his is we had a camera man
he has children his name is mike lindamuth he's he filmed if if you watched the meat eater
tv show and you saw an episode where yani and i went a hundred meal deer for instance in wyoming
with Crooked Sky Outfitters, like the cameraman that shot that show.
He filmed, he filmed here.
He sat around this table.
He sat at this table.
Missouri was Parker Hall.
Yep, yep, okay.
Yeah, he sat in this, sat here.
He was like out on a run and collapsed.
So I don't know tons of details about it.
But when he was imagining, I hate to do this.
I hate to even talk about this, some of it recently passed.
When he was imagining the risk in his life, I don't think he was imagining.
No.
That.
Right.
He wasn't looking in that direction.
And this is not, I mean, I don't even want to kind of be like being.
I don't even want to kind of get like philosophical about what his family is going through, like, or like, draw lessons from what happened to him.
That means totally unexpected, totally tragic.
However, there's just, there's like the things you are obsessing over and an end.
there's the things that are going to get you.
And they're not the same.
Sometimes for the lucky few, they're the same.
Stockton Rush, the tight and submersible guy,
the thing he obsessed over, the thing he worried about got him.
You know, and most people, the thing you obsessed over.
And some people would say, you know, well, that's okay.
He probably would have.
I think he would.
Last thought before we close.
You guys were wondering why, how it came to,
that I used to tease you guys.
I don't think I teased you about stormy.
No.
Yeah.
Yeah, I think it qualifies.
Here's what happened.
Why do I, why does I, why do I now have one?
What is it with these guys in those stormy cromers?
Yeah.
Like maybe the term goofy hat.
Yeah.
Would it be used?
I didn't know.
I was teasing something I didn't understand.
You want to know what happened?
Here's what happened.
There's a rancher that lets me hunt his place.
And as I do, when I get a,
when someone lets me hunt their place.
I always like to follow up with a gift.
And there's nothing a rancher likes more
and a stormy cromer.
Yep.
So him and his kid.
Cowboy hat maybe, but I see where you're going.
So him and his kid.
So first light had a stormy cromer,
a couple of stormy chromer co-labs.
So I wanted to get one for the dad,
one for the sun.
I got one of the warm one.
And I got one on the wax cotton.
but I want them to come to my house
so then I could then package them
with a couple of little gifts
and send it as an annual thank you
and I got it
and I don't want them to listen to this
and think I put it on
but I got it and I was like
oh I see
because you order it to your size
and in a boat
there's no way your hat's going to blow off
door hunting
whatever
it's just the suckers on there
and the big
bill is the right length and sits just where you want it's not too long it's not too short just
right it's a little bit warm it's not a hot weather hat but well the world ones yeah i'm sure ones
have their place man but boating around uh your hat is staying where it belongs i think it's pretty
interesting that as a thank you gift you ordered something for two people that you thought was
goofy looking that's a good point i thought it was a little bit stolen valor for uh like i thought
it was like it'd be like if these guys had big old belt buckles
yeah he does now
well he does now
not it was just like
it was like
it's like I view it like it's like a
it's like a rancher hat right
yeah he's trying to be thoughtful
people in the egg industry
I think you were jealous of the hat
a guy that wasn't in the egg industry
I was a little bit like
yeah I don't know she was doing that
I just want to know how long
that thing sat there and Steve's like
looking at it
oh no I knew immediately
I knew immediately I knew immediately
I understood why
it just happened to be your size
that you had ordered.
Well, you know, it's funny, Brody's son last year at the mule deer hunt.
He was running one.
Yeah, and you said it was the greatest hat ever made.
And you told me about the history in Michigan.
And we looked down on the back and everything.
Yeah, see, when I was growing up...
And then you still trash talk.
When I was growing up, it was like...
I was conflicted.
I was conflicted.
Here I am.
I got the damn hat on.
When I was growing up, it was the...
I never even thought of a rancher or someone in the ag and she wore him.
It was always like the Northwoods hunters.
Like folks in Maine, folks in northern Minnesota,
what's got like
no no no
north of Maine
north of Minnesota
I'd have been like
really
well it's Michigan
isn't it
yeah
yeah
it's a Michigan
product
it's mission company
but
again
like
ag adjacent
I think that
Ag adjacent
like if you were down
I mean
I don't think we don't
spend all day
let you know
some guy
I'm happy
some guy getting like
some guy getting
a cranberry scone
in Minneapolis
you know
I got to be like really
I find it interesting
how many people
I love cranberry's going
I feel like the stormy
Kromer to me is a very like
technical functional
piece of equipment
especially when you compare it to a
classic half plastic
half cotton
baseball hat that most
hunters are walking around in the woods in
that really
I mean it gives you some shade
but other than that
it's like the fabric that it's made out of is not very technical it's if they get wet they
it stinks um they don't keep you warm they don't keep you dry i mean what what greater what greater
uh capitulation could there be then here i am i just think like i said i'm happy and i was
gifting them i was saying that you were wrong or that you changed your mind so i feel like
Everyone wants to hear you grow up a little bit.
I wasn't wrong. I felt that there was like a,
just the same with cowboy hats.
There's guys and I don't know.
I know it when I see it.
There's guys that should have them and there's guys that shouldn't have them.
So I'm like the stormy Kromer,
you're not going to wake up one day and be like,
cowboy hat.
Like, get it away.
Listen, listen.
Listen, me, no business in a cowboy.
If you ever catch me in a cowboy,
hat.
If you ever
catch me
in a cowboy
hat,
I would expect
you to punch me.
Okay.
I will never...
I have no
business in a cowboy
hat.
No business in a cowboy hat.
I'm just glad
you came around
on the stormy cromer.
I have no...
Yeah.
I have business
in a stormy cromer.
Oh yeah.
You fit the part.
I have business
in my fur hat.
I do not have
business in a cowboy hat.
But no cranberry scones
for you while you're wearing
it is what you're saying.
He's not going to
he doesn't want...
I spend the part of it.
what I'm on my way to do.
He's talking about some like hipster
with a curated look.
I know what he's talking about.
Yeah, like it.
And then I, you know,
listen,
these guys I bought a couple for,
it was a gift.
I was trying to think of what could I get for them
that they would like the most.
I think it's a great gift.
Very nice gift.
All of us really like the hat.
We've always liked the hat.
You're the one who had that hat problem.
Sitting and wearing some bitch right now.
Now what I'm not going to do,
Yanni puts an elk ivory.
up front.
It's not true.
I don't even have enough
personality.
I don't have any
with an elk ivory up there.
You do?
No, I don't.
What do you have up front on yours?
Nothing.
But I will say,
I just have mine tied in the little bow
and I like it.
I don't have enough personality
for the bow.
Well, no, but I like what you did
because that bow has a hard time
staying tied.
What did you do?
Squaring out.
And you've committed to never
turning the ear flaps down.
Oh, I thought you cut it and burned it.
No, I think I did it.
Yeah.
Well, putting the ear flaps down, you just pull them down.
Do they go down without untying that thing?
Oh, yeah.
Oh, yeah.
You just pull it down.
Yeah.
Huh.
You don't need to untie that thing.
Do they do that on the wool once?
Yeah.
Why did I never know that?
I can pull off a stormy chrome or no problem.
Case and point.
Now with a bow up front?
No.
I think you could, Steve.
Now you got me down my bow up front.
selling yourself short.
I think you could pull off a bow.
A bow.
You got it.
A bow on my hat.
Little bow peep.
We did see a guy at the state theater in Kalamazoo, Michigan that I think had a pair of
wild pig tusks tied into his.
That's a lot of personality.
I don't have that kind of personality.
But I liked it when I saw it.
Why did Steve think you had?
What do you think you have?
An elk ivory.
You don't have elk ivries tied up.
on top of ears?
I love it that in your mind, he does.
I don't want to lose my elk ivory.
My little orange one is
boring for the listeners.
Never wear a hat that is more personality
than you do.
Never wear a hat.
It says hello before you do.
That's right.
Like father like son.
I need an orange one.
Mine's faded.
Okay, we've gone long enough.
Yeah, people are bored by this.
What do we have to do now?
We just have to eat dinner
and get ready to go fish again, huh?
Hopefully clean some salmon.
Yeah.
The water's laid down.
things look good.
We got some bad weather coming in.
We got some good weather coming up.
Yeah, and our crazy little kids
have gone out to the float
and are swimming.
Yeah, they're always doing that.
Oh, my gosh.
It's not even cyan.
Hypothermia.
Yeah, that's something I worry about.
High risk.
Yeah, like 80 of Mountain One canoe.
I can't believe you let your kids do that.
All right.
Thank you, everybody.
Thanks for listening.
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