The Moth - The Moth Radio Hour: When Time Slows Down

Episode Date: January 18, 2022

In this hour, stories about places frozen in time, memories preserved, and seemingly interminable moments. A small town, public transportation, an archeological site, and a car with character. This episode is hosted by Moth Producer and Director Jodi Powell. The Moth Radio Hour is produced by The Moth and Jay Allison of Atlantic Public Media. Host: Jodi Powell Storytellers: Scott Gravatt, Nimisha Ladva, Norman Lear, Dylon Killian, Hannah Morris

Attention Houston! You have listened to our podcast and our radio hour, but did you know the Moth has live storytelling events at Wearhouse Live? The Moth has opened Mike's storytelling competitions called Story Slams that are open to anyone with a five-minute story to share on the night's theme. Upcoming themes include love hurts, stakes, clean, and pride. GoodLamoth.org forward slash Houston to experience a live show near you. That's from PRX. From PRX, this is the Moth Radio Hour. I'm Jodi Powell, a producer and director at the Moth. After the worst of the pandemic, I took a trip to the Moth office. We were out for over a year. It looked like everything was frozen in time, unchanged. Except the

plants that were maintained, they were now three times the size. But all else, the pens on the desk in Mason jars, postcards sent for birthdays. The calendar still read 2019. From where I stood, the sunset came in like always. We all have moments where time loses its meaning, but sometimes we get reminders that the best moments are right now. Just then, I looked around the whole office. Everything was covered in sunset, in true amber. In this episode, stories about when time slows down and sometimes its slowness brings a gift. Our first story comes from Scott Gravat.

He told it at a story slam in Portland, Oregon, where a media partner's Oregon public broadcasting. Here's Scott, live at the mouth. My son has always been a little counter-cultural. When he was in eighth grade, he'd trade someone gave him a guitar hero, video game, and he traded it in for a real guitar. Under the moniker, dad, real guitar heroes play real guitars.

When we moved here 10 years ago, he kept all of that counter-cultural aspect and found it in Portland in a way that Miami could not provide. in Portland in a way that Miami could not provide. Well, number one, I will be on my bike, he said, forever for all time. And he was committed through high school to riding that bike. It was a pain in the ass for me

because he would call me at 11 o'clock at night not wanting to ride his bike home and I would have to go get him. So there was a couple of times where I begged him to buy a car and to get his license and he just refused. And then came Zanna. Zanna lived in Beaverton. All good stories start with love. And my son, while I was sitting at the dining room table one day, said to me, Dad, I think I want a car. The opportunist that I am, 90 seconds later I was on Craigslist.

Two minutes later I had found a car. And within three minutes I was on the phone talking to a guy. Less than an hour later, I was standing in front of him with my son behind me and a thousand dollars in my hand, walking around in 1994 Subaru and kicking the tires like I knew what I was doing. I did not. We drove the car around the block, it was near perfect and I wondered why it was only a thousand dollars and I asked the guy, I was like, hey, I'm not going to haggle you for the price. This is a thousand dollar car. It's 250,000 miles, but still, why is it only a thousand dollars? And he says, you see there's

this girl in my son, say no more. Totally got what was happening. So I went to hand him to thousand dollars and before I did I shook my hand out and I said a thousand dollars for the car and he grabbed my hand and he kind of looked me in the eyes and there was a moment there when we were holding hands and he looked me in the eyes and we kind of had an exchange of energy. And he said, before I sell you the car, there's a couple of rules. Two of them, to be exact. And I said, okay, and he wouldn't let go of my hand. And he said, will never one, my mom was the original owner.

She passed it to me. We don't refer to it as the car. We don't refer to it as the Subaru. We don't refer to it as the Subaru. We don't call it the Sub. We don't call it buster, no problem. And he said one more thing, buster doesn't have a CD player, there's no 6 CD changer, the AMF radio doesn't work very well. Buster only plays one tape. And I looked at my son, knowing that this could be a deal breaker for the guitar hero. If you get in the car every time and Cindy Loper comes on, not gonna work.

And the guy said, I hope you like Led Zeppelin IV. This was a deal. I handed him $1,000 and we drove away with Buster and for four years, my son drove from Southeast Portland to Lincoln High School and it served as well. He's spent a couple of nights in the back of the car, going to assume drunk, plausible plowables and our ability. It took him to the coast once, it took him to the base of Mount Hood more than once, it was very reliable and it was kind of a family car for us. We liked it to some friends, we kind of got attached to Buster. So you can see why I was bombed a couple of weeks ago when I went to go unlock Buster and he was gone. He wasn't where I left him last, and my son, who's in New Zealand right now in school,

had to call and tell him that Buster was gone. And it kind of felt like your family pet had run away, like your dog had gone, and you couldn't find him and you didn't know where it was. All things kind of happened, we moved houses, and it's been a month, and on Friday, this week, the Portland police called me and said, we found Buster. I was beyond excited that we had actually found Buster, and I called her in some immediately.

And I was like, yo, Buster is back. This is so cool. And yesterday, my phone rang three times from my name right It and recognized. And the guy in the other end of the phone said to me, You don't know me from anyone. My name's Bob. But someone sold me your Subaru.

The title of the registration was in the car. And I paid $750 for it. And he explained to me that he was a veteran on disability and that he worked all summer long so he wouldn't have to walk to work in the wintertime. So today at about six o'clock tonight. I met Bob at the station, at the Toe Station, together repaid to get the car out of the lot, and he took the car, and he's 60 something years old, and he shook my hand, and when he did, there was a moment between the two of us.

And I looked at him, and I kind of understood where he was coming from from and he looked like he had seen some hard times, blue collar, like he had seen war. And he looked me in the eyes like many of a certain age would want to do. And he said to me, thank you, you will not understand how much this car means to me. And I didn't let go of his hand and then I looked him right back in the eyes, and I said, we don't call it the car. His name is Buster.

Thank you. Scott Brevard is a high school cross country coach in Portland, Oregon. Scott tells us that he and his son, Ransom, bought another car shortly after and traveled all around New Zealand. They've made a pact to wake up in a national park every January 1st. To see photos of Scott and his son, Ransom, visit the Moth.org. Our next story comes from Nemeysha Ladva. She told this at a Philadelphia Grand Slam. Here's Nemecia, live at the mouth. It's the end of new professor orientation,

which I have been attending because of my new job. And I'm leaving the building and it's pouring rain, which is a problem because I'm a transplant from California, and I have no jacket, no umbrella, flimsy open toe shoes, and to get home, I have to wait for a bus. And that's when I see him, a man from New Professor Orientation, he's got cotton paper hair, really ugly glasses, and I'm a tweed jacket,

and I'm not making this up. It has bonafide like elbow patches. And it looks a bit weird to me. And because of that, he's like the one person I'm trying to avoid at orientation. Of course, he's like walking towards me and introduces me himself. Hi, I'm David.

And I couldn't help but over here that you were going to take the bus home. And I wanted you to know, I've got my Buick right here on campus. And I'd be happy to give you a ride home. And of course, I say no, because who gets into a large American sedan with a stranger. And I say no because my good Indian girl programming has taken over. Because I know that I'm not supposed to be interacting with men really, because my parents are going to find

a nice suitable boy for me to marry. I'm supposed to have a sort of arranged marriage. In California, my parents are handing out my bio data sheet, and it has my name, my age, my height, how dark my skin is. My education levels and background about my family and my photograph. And they're handing it out to families, hoping that someone with a medical doctor or son will show some interest. But in Philadelphia, it's still pouring rain. So I make a practical choice. I say, hey, actually, a ride's okay. So he can be right home, whatever. I see him at some

faculty functions. He invites me to go out with some friends of his from out of town. And then he actually asks me out. And then we actually start dating. and it's weird. And I kind of like it. So I realized I have to tell my parents, so like two years later I do. And my dad takes it kind of well, but my mom, not really so much. So reaction comes every day three times a day on my voice Mail kind of like this. It's like, hi, this is Nemesh and live message by And so, one day, David hears one and he says,

and Demisha, you know, your mother is choosing to react this way. Choosing? What kind of stupid post therapy white man thing is that to say? I'm killing my mother with this with us. Are you crazy? And I start to stress out. I mean, I'm actually stopped being able to sleep. My hair starting to fall out. I'm getting really stressed out. I should have known this conversation was coming because David has sort of been into this idea of therapy and being the best person he could be. And you know, we are having the kinds of conversations

I never have, and I do like him. I think he's got emotional maturity. He's like a man. But I'm stressed out, right? I am not sleeping. I'm not really even eating very well. And then in all of this drama, he asks me to marry him and I say no. I give him back his ring, I move back to California and there is a continent between us. It's really

awkward, we talk on the phone from time to time, there's just one random day he says he's going to be back in California and what I like California and what I like to go see a movie and like whatever I say yes. So we get to the movie theatre and it's just like packed with people, which is like totally packed with people. So he says, why don't you wait at this bench and I will go over there and get the tickets. And so David walks away and I don't sit at the bench. I get up and I walk away.

And I'm thinking of my mother's voicemail messages. I'm thinking of what the heck am I doing with my life? And why did I say yes to this movie? And what the heck? And I find myself in a balcony and I look down at the theatre card below and I can see David walking by. He's got the two tickets in his hand and he looks like walking sunshine.

But I don't go back, I just watch him. He sees I'm not there at the bench, he starts pacing back and forth around it. Then he starts taking slightly bigger steps and the movie starts and David doesn't leave. And I realize that he's gonna just keep looking and looking and searching and searching because the only person in that whole movie theatre he is looking for is singularly and absolutely me, I

get it. But if I walk back, I will fail at being a good Indian girl. And what I want to do is I'm looking at him, I want to tell him that I've made some judgments about his appearance, about the things he can change, like his style if he wanted to. And his skin color, which you can do nothing about, and I just want to talk to him. And I realize that he makes the hard conversations easy. So I walk back. I walk back to David.

And for disclosure, we are 10 years, three kids and one mortgage into our marriage. Thanks very much. Nimesha Ladva says that now, instead of crying voicemails, her mother likes to send flat-rate boxes bursting with homemade goodies and things she scored on a sale. They just got a de-wolly box, homemade sweets for the kids, random t-shirts, biscuits from England, and always, always a t-shirt for David. To see photos of Nimesha and her family, visit themoth.org. In a moment, legendary TV producer Norman Lear tells us about a valued childhood sweater that is remembered over 50 years later, when the moth Radio Hour is produced by Atlantic Public Media in Woods Hole, Massachusetts, and

presented by PRX. This is the Moth Radio Hour from PRX. I'm Jody Powell. We're listening to stories that throw you back in time. I used to take long walks through the streets of Harlem before dinner with my godfather, Thomas Sutton. And what should take a few minutes too much longer? He would stop to watch the kids playing,

admire the old brownstone that he knew since he was a boy, he would live in every moment. And if we ran into somebody from his past, or journey back home would come to a full stop, the cause, back in the day. Stories from yesterday, the good old times. And this is precisely where our next storyteller takes us. Norman Lear is a legend, and the fictional stories he helped bring into our consciousness are still very much with us.

He told the story about a particular blue and white sweater at a month main stage in Los Angeles, produced in partnership with the Public Radio Station KCRW. Here's Norman Lear, live of them all. If I could get my fingers in my father's head and twist a little screw at 16th of an inch in one direction or another, he might tell right from wrong because he never did. I was nine years old and there was a, I was, it was summer, I was going to summer camp for the first time. And I couldn't have been more excited.

There was a little role of tape cloth that said, Norman Emileer, Norman Emileer, that my mother was going to sew into the clothes I would be taking to camp. And it just couldn't have been the more exciting moment. And also my father was going off to Oklahoma. He was flying to Oklahoma with some men that my mother said, I don't like those men, Herman. I don't want you messing with those men.

And, but Herman knew everything. He used to tell me, I've been everywhere with a grass-coast, green noem, and I know everything. Man actually said that. And he was off. He was arrested when he came back. Turned out he had been trying to sell, or they had these men my mother didn't care for, had caused them to try to sell some fake bonds from a Boston brokerage company. And he was arrested when he got off the plane. That night, or the next night, the morning paper had a picture of my father holding

a hat in front of his face, manical to a detective coming out of the courthouse. And the paper was lying around that night all over the place. And my mother had a house full of people because she had decided she couldn't live in this was Chelsea, Massachusetts. She couldn't live there in that kind of shame. So she was leaving. As it turned out, I didn't know that she was going to take my sister. I had one three years younger sister. She was going to take my sister and kind of disappear. I was going to go to one uncle and another uncle and another uncle and wind up with eventually with my grandparents in New Haven Connecticut. And it was an awful scene. The house was crowded. My mother was selling the furniture. And especially when she started to sell,

my father had a red leather chair that he used to control the at-order Kent radio. It was why we needed a floor-minele radio, I'll never know. But we needed a floor-mine radio, I'll never know. But we had a floor-mine radio. And he used to sit in his red leather chair, control that dial when we listened to Jack Benion, Fred Allen, and all the radio shows at the time. This, of course, was before television.

And as my mother was selling this red leather chair, the guy who seemed to be purchasing it put his hand on my shoulder and said, well, you're the man in the house now. And I think that was the moment that I learned the foolishness of the human condition. As whole. It's looking at a nine-year-old kid, under these circumstances, puts his hand on his shoulder and says, well, you know, the man of the house now.

I know that that was the moment I began to absorb the foolishness of the human condition. It never left me. I saw it when I went to this uncle and that uncle and they had no understanding at all of what I was going through. And I mean, what I was going through was a piece of what I've used all my life in my work. That aloneness, I believe we are all alone in this world. Whatever our situation is, I would ever our families, we are still each of us alone in the world.

And that's served me well in the writing of everything I did from that point on. Along the way before all in the family, I made a film in Greenfield, Iowa called Cold Turkey. It was about a city that was committed where the minister got the city to agree, all of the smokers to stop smoking for 30 days. So they all took a pledge to stop smoking for 30 days. And the film was about what the media around the country made of a town that said they were going to give up smoking. I couldn't be more proud of anything I've ever done in that film, which had a lot to say about media and America. And in the course of the film, I had a little girl in a montage where she was perhaps on the screen for three seconds. She was crossing the street and a mother,

a traffic monitor was screaming at her, and it was an illustration of bad behavior of the city of all the smokers who had given up smoking the morning following their pledge. And a little girl's name was Amy. And she was on the screen for 2.5, 3 seconds. 25 years later, the town of Greenfield, Iowa invited me to come back with as many of the players as I could bring.

They wanted to celebrate the 25th anniversary of Cold Turkey in Greenfield, Iowa. Dick Van Dyke, start in the film, he came back with me. Pippa Scott came back with me. Tom Poston, for those who remember Tom Poston, Bob Newhart was in the film and Edith Bunker Jean Stapleton was in the film, as I said before, all the family. They all came back and we had the most incredible weekend in Greenfield, Iowa. I knew that those people would be telling time by the year that the summer of the film was made there.

Oh, good. She got married and no, no, that was two years before Greenfield. No, no, that was before Colter, when Colterke, she had already, and indeed that's the way it was in that community. And we had a whale of a time. And in the course of that, the little girl

that was on the screen, her name was Amy, for about three seconds. Got a hold of me and threw her arms around me and told me that that my decision to use her and that little role was just the most important thing in her life. And she spent a couple of minutes talking to me about how important that was to her. And I appreciated it as much as I could in the hudder and we kissed. And now take a long dissolve. Then all in the family and the all the shows, the Jefferson's are good times.

All the shows have followed from there. And it's a great many years later. And I've written a book. This was just last year. Even this, I get to experience, which is true of this moment for me, even this, with all of you. I get to experience. It took me 93 years to get here

to this moment. But in the course of running around the country, talking about the book, I get a call. Greenfield, Iowa, would like me to come back. They wanted to celebrate. And I agree to go back there because I'm selling the book. I'm thrilled to be going back to Iowa. Nobody else was available to go back with me. Most, a lot of them had passed on. And I went back alone. And it was a great evening. And the governor introduced me. And there must have been 300 people at dinner in this big ballroom. And so, and they had named the theater of the marquee.

Next door to the ballroom was a normally a theater. And the moment of moments was Amy, who was now 51. Through her arms around me and said, you know Mr. Lear, I was 31, 20 years ago when you came back to Greenfield and I told you what that meant to me. And you were very nice about it. We hugged and you kissed me and she said, but you didn't get it. And you're going to get it now.

I couldn't imagine where the hell she was going with this. She said, I read your book. She said, when you were in your tenth summer, you were in Woodstock, Connecticut. Your father was in prison. Your mother and your sister had disappeared. And you were in the only cottage, the whole family, all the relatives could afford, and it was crowded with families and kids. But you were all together alone and nobody understood the pain you were in.

And you couldn't describe the pain in your book. It was so strong. She said, but you had a gray and a blue sweatshirt. And you used to put that on in the late afternoon. And in that sweatshirt, you felt stronger and taller and tougher and wiser, smarter. And you used to walk down seven rock to a place called Sloppy Joe's. And among strangers, a Sloppy Joe's in your grand blue sweatshirt, you were, you know, more comfortable more at home, more of yourself, you felt better than you did with your family back in the cottage. She said, well, you were my blue and gray sweatshirt. And I

were whipped. And she whipped. And when I walked away from Amy now, as I said, 51, I walked away feeling like I was still wearing my blue and gray sweatshirt. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Norman Lear is a celebrated American television writer and producer of sitcoms, including all in the family, Sunford & Sun, one day at a time, The Jefferson's and Good Times. In 1999, President Clinton bestowed on him the National Medal of Arts, noting that Norman Lear has held up a mirror to the American society and changed the way we look at it.

He received the Kennedy Center Honor for Lifetime artistic achievement and his memoir, even this I get to experience, is available now. Norman told us, I am grateful to say that the stars of my life have aligned every day of my 99 years. Our next story comes to us from an Atlanta Grand Slam where we partner with Georgia Public Radio. Here's Dylan Killian, aka Kohleram live at the mall. Kohler is now a never is what I thought. As I sat near the exit door of the mall to train, they had just pulled into art center station.

Either switchcaps now are continued to listen to this as-to-nine debate all the way to Fort McPherson. Now when I first walked into this dispute 10 minutes prior at Limburg station, I wasn't surprised. Those of us who frequent the martyr know after 10 p.m. is when the more extroverted members of the Atlanta community ride the train. It's when you can hear the ladies street news from young drug dealers heading to their traps, loud, indecisive, or solicit, a little quiz from the mentally disturbed, baby mamas giving relationship advice as backwards,

and random one man, Ralph Kerrio, who performances from marijuana and spied individuals. So I wasn't surprised when I got on the Southbound train to run smack dead into a passionate debate. Notice I shocked when I was immediately called upon by one of the participants to help strengthen his argument. He said, yo God you and 80's baby. I said yeah. He said yo tell this cat that the late 80s, the golden age of hip hop, was the greatest error to be alive.

I had walked into a three-sided debate on the greatest error to exist within. Before I could respond and tell him that it was all relative to the individual, the second debate was spoke. He said yo, dawg, don't listen to him man. His whole argument is weak. It's biased because he's stuck in the 80s.

Now, in the second debate, I said this, I turned bike to Lance to corroborate what was put forth. I knew his name was Lance because that's what the big 80s, 14-carat-go nameplate spelled the crosses chest. Complimenting the nameplate was a can go bucket hat. Gazelle glasses, a tarot clothed deeter sweatsuit, and a vintage pair of 1986 run DMC adidas.

Hicks wanted to stand in uniforms of somebody stuck in the 80s. Their last corrected the second debate is saying that he wasn't stuck in the 80s, he just liked paying homage because that was his arrow. That's when the third debate was spoke. She said, and as I said before, your arrow ain't got nothing on the 70s. Then Lance, being the chronologist that he was, asked which arrow in the 70s. That was three. The black exploitation arrow, the disco age, and the post disco age.

She had to be more specific. She said, whenever the movie clear, Patrick Jones came out, people said, I look just like her, that she stood her feet, put her hands on her hips, and arched up her chin as if she was about to sat she across the stage. I thought, oh my God. Because what I perceived was a red-church turban was an authentic Indian turban. Complimented with some leather wrist bangles and a low-cut chiffon blouse with the balloon sleeves.

Thus, one of the preferred outfits of a she-room in a black swatation movie. As I sat there observing her posturing in silence, the second debate on Malik blurted out what I was thinking. This chick stuck in the 70s. I knew that Malik name was Malik because Malik started talking in the third person to help strengthen his argument while negating the other two.

He said you see Malik don't look back, man. Malik are always in the present because tomorrow never comes while she's stuck in a damn movie and he's somewhere between 86 and 88 Now scrutinizing Malik I realized that Malik was more of a tragic comedy than the other two Because Malik had to be in his upper 50s, but it's closed with night Malik has some Kanye West Yeezes on his feet. Some tight skinny jeans that hung down below his Gucci box to cover up.

A tight muscle shirt that magnified his tatted arms in Middle-Age gut. And some red dyed dreadlocks with the blowing tips that were topped with an extremely receded hairline. While last in Cleopatra was stuck in arrows, Malik was trapped in a time capsule that was more brutal. But for ever changing, Mary go around of trendy hip culture, where tomorrow never comes.

So now I set at Arts Center Station. 10 minutes removed from my entrance in Cancola, it's now a never. Either switch caps now, I continue to be entertained by the re-time relics who were scared to face tomorrow. Wish to me was dumbfounded. Coming of age in the ghettos of the Gory 80s, amid daily drug wars and crag monsters, all I ever had to look forward to was the concept of tomorrow. But then I thought facing tomorrow is probably the event that

compelled them to lock themselves away in an era of their greatest comfort. Because the face of tomorrow was too harsh or even worse. The tomorrow that they were looking for never came. Wailing that notion as Lance began to explain to the entire cab while Rundee MC was a more influential music group than the shot lights. I chose now, not the now as the next cab over, but the now of Lance, clear-pattery and maliek, an eclectic time capsule of the absurd, where tomorrow never comes.

APPLAUSE That was Dylan Killian, also known as Kohlerram. He's a poet, spoken-word artist, storyteller and novelist That was Dylan Killian, also known as Kohleram. He's a poet, spoken word artist, storyteller and novelist from Jacksonville, Florida. He's also the author of two Gothic comedy novels. He's lived in Atlanta, Georgia for the last 25 years. Kohleram still rises to train every opportunity he gets. He says it keeps him grounded and humble and it constantly reminds him of

the frailties and the uncertainties of life itself. To see photos of Kohlerum in his style, visit themath.org. Next up, a young scientist races against time in an attempt to save an island from climate change. That's when the Moth Radio Hour continues. The The Moth Radio Hour is produced by Atlantic Public Media in Woods Hole, Massachusetts, and presented by the Public Radio Exchange, PRX.org. You're listening to the Moth Radio Hour from PRX. I'm Jody Powell. In this hour, we've been listening to stories about things and moments we preserve. Or final storyteller,

Hannah Morris, told this at the Moth Main Stage in New York City, where we partnered with the World Science Festival. Here's Hannah live at the mouth. Now, I am the daughter of a geologist, and what this means is that I grew up on bedtime stories of peak oil and environmental catastrophe. Now we also did some fun stuff when I was a kid like collecting fossils, but a running theme throughout my childhood was sitting outside with my dad and talking about big oil and pollution and global warming. Yes, I was that kid. Really, I can't remember time when I didn't know what these things were.

Now as I got older, I found that I wasn't scared of the dark anymore, but I had this knowledge about climate change just a little bit of knowledge, and it became this big monster that lived underneath my bed. And at a very particular response to it, I call it worrying out of the corner of your eye. And it's this mixture of fear and anxiety that is so strong that you're compelled to worry about this thing. But at the same time, it's so scary that you can barely stand to really look at it. Now one night when I was about 16, I was outside on my parents' porch and I just finished

a paper about global warming for a science class. I'd wanted to learn more about this topic and just kind of peek underneath the covers. So I'd read about chlorofluorocarbons and the greenhouse effect and I'm sitting outside and there's this warm breeze coming down off the mountain. And I can hear frogs and crickets and the creek rushing by. And I suddenly have this intense moment of fear that one day there will be no more beautiful nights

like this. At this time, I had no idea how to handle that type of emotion. And the only thing I could think to do was to ignore it and try and distract myself from it. Now, at 16, this was not incredibly difficult. A few months later, I was tagging along on my dad's geology class to Wyoming. We got to spend a day out on a dinosaur dig. We were at the middle of Nailwear. We were on the side of this hill and we were picking away these little pieces of bone and squirting them with the solution to harden them.

And I just get lost in this. I'm loving every single second of it. Now as the day is ending, the students are tired and hungry and they're making their way back to the vans and they're going to leave me. And I decide that I'm just going to keep working. And I took my dad coming over to me and physically placing his hands on me to drag me away from this site. Now, a little while later I was in college

and I took an anthropology course. And one day the professor starts talking about archeology. And as he's describing what archeologists actually do, which is nothing like Indiana Jones for the record, I have to say that. I realized that it's pretty much just what I was doing in Wyoming, except instead of dinosaurs, I would get to dig up people. And it's very apparent to me that people are much more interesting than dinosaurs.

So in the span of about five or ten minutes, I just decide that I'm going to become an archaeologist and spend the rest of my life playing in the dirt. Now, one of my first jobs was actually working for the American Museum of Natural History on St. Catherine's Island, Georgia, which is the barrier island off the coast of Georgia. Now, I never knew that you can fall in love with the place the exact same way that you can fall in love with a person. The first time that I arrived on the island it was late summer, the time of year when the nats are trying to eat you alive

and it's been way too hot for way too long. When I stepped off that boat onto the island it felt like I was stepping into the world as I always hoped it would be. There were these huge live oak trees with these long, graceful limbs that were covered in Spanish moss and resurrection ferns. By that time of year, this plant called Dogfinal is blooming and it has this nice light green earthy scent. And then of course there's the sunsets and the marsh and this beautiful language that they have to describe the different kinds of tides.

A neep tide, ebbed tide, my favorite, a sparrow tide. So before I knew it in this kind of quick and breathless lay, I was just in love with this place. Now St. Catherine's is not just a beautiful island, but it's a place where amazing research happens. There are people who work on everything from sea turtles to birds to geology and, of course, archeology. The island has been occupied by people for about 4,000 years and one of the most interesting sites is the 16th century Spanish mission. Now over the course of the history of this mission,

there was a rebellion and it was destroyed and then rebuilt. And eventually, 432 people would be buried in the floor of this church. Now, I worked on archaeological sites on St. Catharines for a couple of years, and then I took a break to do my masters. When I came back to the island in 2012, there was something different. Suddenly it seemed like the words climate change and global warming were coming out of everyone's mouth Everywhere you went on the island you could see evidence of these forces and every year you could see more and more

One day I went down to the very southern tip of the island to a place called Jungle Beach And as I came around the last corner I had to stop my truck because I was literally about to drive into the ocean and I got out to watch the waves wash up into what had been the road. And I felt that same sense of fear that I'd felt at 16 out on my parents' porch. Except this time it was very real. I could see this one spot where I'd camped underneath these two palm trees. And that was now underwater and those palm trees were gone. underneath these two palm trees, and that was now underwater, and those palm trees were gone.

So the island as a whole is experiencing these somewhat traumatic effects, and this is impacting the archaeological sites as well. When I came back, we had a new protocol in place. We call it archaeological triage. Basically, that means we work on the most vulnerable and important sites before they're destroyed. And in fact the 16th century Spanish mission, the Mission Santa Catadilina de Wallet, is exactly this type of site. It's located on the western edge of the island and there's this tidal creek that runs along the bluff. And every single day, with every tide, this creek inches closer and closer to this church where 432 people are buried.

So a few times a year we go down to excavate and document this area. Now we've learned that because you can't stop the tides, you have to work harder and work longer to try and outrun them. One night last September, I found myself needy in water, covered in sand, holding a flood light. And we were working into the night because we didn't know what would be left of this site in the morning when the tide went out. Like any research project, we only have so much time and money. And we had been counting down not the days we had left on this dig but the tides. We have three tides left. We have two tides left. And this

night we had no tides left. This was it. The monster was in the water with me that night. It was coming in with this tide and swimming around my feet. And it was telling me exactly what the consequences of climate change would be. Now I rode home that night on a cooler in the back of the truck and I was tired and I was scared and I was very sad and I knew that I had done things in my life that had directly contributed to what was happening to this island and what was happening around the world. I mean I was riding home from sight in the back of the gasoline-powered pickup truck and that irony is not lost on me. When we came through this one area where the dog fiddle grows really high on either side of the

road and I could see this mist rising up from the ground and there was moonlight and starlight coming down through the trees and I felt all of those emotions kind of settle within me just looking at the beauty of this place. And I realized that I could survive all of that, that I could survive this fear. Ignoring it had once felt like the only way that I could be in the world and love the world. But I'm no longer a child child and that's no longer possible.

Now the erosion on the island will continue and it will probably get worse. Today the erosion is threatening the 16th century Spanish mission, but in the future it could threaten the houses that we live in when we go down to work on the island. For me personally this means that I'll continue to go down every chance I get to try and save this site and to try and really understand this monster that we've created. It means that I'll probably be going back to graduate school, which is something that I never thought I would say. Talk about monsters. And it means I'll be getting to know this monster very intimately and probably wrestling

with it for the rest of my life. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Emma Morris is an archaeologist and a singer in storms from North Georgia. Hannah intends to move down to one of those islands, where she won't be able to turn away

or separate herself from the effects of climate change and sea level rise. Hannah says she's sure it will be the most difficult thing she's ever done. In the same way you'd want to spend time with a loved one who is dying, that's how she feels about these forests and islands. Do you have a story to tell us? You can pitch us your story by recording it right on our site or call 877-799-Moth. That's 877-799-6684. The best pitches are developed for Moth shows all around the world. And that's it for this episode of the Moth Radio Hour. Thank you for joining in stories of people, places and things cherished. How are you passing time? Is life making stories for you? What's your back in the day tale?

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