The Prepper Broadcasting Network - INTUITION on Through the Veil w/ Jordan from Phoenix Survival

Episode Date: May 15, 2024

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Welcome to Through the Veil. I am your host and guide, Lisa T. This is my second episode and I have my friend and very first guest, Jordan, of the Phoenix Survival Podcast, part of the Prepper Broadcasting family. To start off, I want to do the business. Our call-in number is 804-767-7171. You can also leave a general email in the general mailbox of prepper broadcasting.com. If you want to leave me something personal, I have a, an email. It is through the veil,

all one word at proton mail.com. Okay. Business over. So hi everybody. This is Jordan. Say hi, Jordan. Hello everyone. So, hi, everybody. This is Jordan. Say hi, Jordan. Hello, everyone.

Jordan came up with a beautiful idea for a second episode, and we're going to talk about women's intuition. I was originally going to try asking about, like, when she thought she knew she had a gift, but I am respecting her wishes and not bringing anything up. So I love her idea better now of women's intuition. So how often has women's intuition worked with you, Jordan? You know what? Intuition, premonition, however you want to call it, has actually saved me a lot. A lot. however you want to call it, has actually saved me a lot, a lot. Whether it be, hey, something was off with this person, you know, I'm getting the bad vibe. I don't know what most people would

refer to it as, but it's always that gut feeling. Whether the vibe feels off or something feels hinky, you know, it's just listening to that sometimes it's as simple as something tells me you need to get up and go do this right now is it like i'm sorry oh no go ahead no i was gonna say is it that do you get your feeling like from your S area or do you feel it somewhere else? Okay. So define OOTS. Like I was trying to tell the commander for me, it's this, okay. I got the word from the beautician and the beast and friend dresser is

talking about whenever she has a feeling, she feels this OOTS and it's when she was describing in the movie, she's looking at her third chakra, which is like the middle of your stomach. And I thought to myself, you know what, that's exactly what it feels like. It feels like an UTS when something is telling me something. So for me, whenever I am having feelings or premonitions, as we would say, my UTS goes through the roof. premonitions as we would say my utes goes through the roof like I get like butterflies or like for the past week or so for me it's my stomach just feels off my back hurts and so at first I thought

I was like maybe the flu but I've been learning more and more it's my utes saying something's happening is that what happens with you or do you have your? Yes, I guess that's the, I'll have to start calling it that now. It's that gut feeling. It's, um, a, almost a visceral response, but it is, yes, my guts. It's almost like when your, your heart drops down to your stomach, almost sensation, but it's deeper than that. So yes, it would be that, that gut feeling, that sensation. Maybe it's deeper than that. So yes, it would be that, that gut feeling, that sensation. Maybe it's not even that. Maybe it's all of a sudden, like I feel icky and the sense of my back feels like right in between the shoulder blades. It's either the gut or you get like something is running down your back, but it's just between your upper back and your shoulder

blades. So yes. You get upper back. Yeah. Yeah. So for me, it's, it's, it depends on the feeling or the sensation or whatever my intuition is, is, you know, something was off. I think my earliest, I mean, I would have what you'd call a premonition, but my earliest gut feeling was when I was a teenager. I had gotten, I had been invited out and I actually turned it down. Something told me it was off, the whole situation, something wasn't right. And what ended up happening is, um, that same night with that same young man who asked me to come hang out. And, you know, I thought he was attractive. I was a, you know, 15, 16-year-old teenager.

I thought, okay, I would be down. And then whatever it was told me not to, and I turned it down. Turned him down hanging out. And him and his brother and another girl I went to school with, we were in the same grade, ended up wrecking. You wrapped the car around a pole he was drunk and she died on impact and his little brother broke his leg and his arm in the back seat so it was one of those situations where unfortunately someone did die and it it broke

my heart because i went to school with a girl she was a sweet young woman. I had great potential. And one night of, you know, I turned him down on going out and he was a bit of a, you know, attractive young player. I don't know what you would call it. Well, I know what you would call him now, but they call him something else. And, um, yeah, I, I turned down a chance to hang out with someone I kind of thought was attractive, all because something in my gut said, nah, this isn't right. Something's off. And then preceded that same night, he wrapped the car around a pole when someone died in that accident that potentially could have been me in that passenger seat.

Wow. So with me, whenever my, it's like for me lately it's yeah the stomach region third chakra i believe we're gonna call it in the middle of my back i get like this annoying backache um have you have you ever noticed when your it's is to me it's like almost in season it used to be i should say if there was an emotion attached, it always came true. Have you noticed that? Yes, I think for me, though, what you call emotion for, yes, or it would be a certain feeling. So, yeah, I guess it would be emotion.

Like, okay, not something I've really told anybody. okay, not something I've really told anybody, but I, I knew, you know, I had someone in my life really cared about him, older gentleman. And every time I looked at him, I just knew he was sick. And it was more or less that heaviness, um, that's associated around death, that sadness, that almost that veil feeling. And I kept saying, he's sick, he's sick. He is going to, if he'll, I will be surprised if he makes it a year. And I had that, that feeling or that emotion of, of sick, of illness. And then found out within, within that short time frame he had cancer and that oh wow they thought it was just in one part of his body then they traced it back and thought it was in that part and then come

find out it was actually in his lungs and it had completely metastasized by the time they had actually found it in the wrong organ and he didn't take it a year. And it broke my heart because I love this man. He was essentially family. But yes, it was for me, it was that feeling of illness, of sick. And with it, the emotion that death brings, if that is the right way to explain it. It's kind of funny to be talking about it aloud because you get used to those sensations or those feelings around it that when you have to express it in a verbal sense to someone else, it's almost indescribable. No. Yeah. See, that's why I like the idea of this podcast is because too many of us have kept stuff in and it's affected us and we felt like we were alone. of us have kept stuff in and it's affected us and we felt like we were alone uh when you were talking about that feeling you brought to mind when uh my third husband when we were dating i always kept getting i turned off my gift and i it was always saying he's not no drop him drop him

and i was like no no i help them. Everything that could go wrong happened with this. And that's what I've learned. Like, I did not follow my intuition. Have you ever had any, yeah. Have you ever had any weird issues of like going to a place or being somebody that aside from this one that you're like, Oh, good God. And aside from me. I don't know if I could name one specific, but there have been many a times, many a times in my young and adult life where something told me, nope, nope, you need to stay away from this. You need to. And then lo and behold, it happens.

Or something happens to the point that you knew it was going to happen and everything in your gut told you not to go or not to do it or you told a friend. You know what? So prime example, it wouldn't be me personally, but I knew someone when they were younger. This is a much older adult who, you know, them and their friends were hanging out and they met someone

and their gut told them that something was all wrong with that individual all wrong and one of the friends ended up going with that individual and ended up not being ever found alive again from that oh my god and so it those are extreme moments and i hate to say the extreme moments but I think it's as simple as, you know, men have those intuitions too, but I don't think all men are as sensitive as women. Yeah. and caregivers and um yes you know that we we feel deeply not saying men don't not trying to discredit them in any ways but there is a level in which women are more in tuned emotionally than than men are yeah because they're taught to keep their emotions and be strong and we're taught keep their emotions and be strong and we're taught we we just feel it's yeah when you're something interesting uh when i was with my third husband the one that the whole thing

i was so shut down that uh normally if i had if i was the way i am now, I would have figured out that the place, the apartment we were in, was so not the place. What had happened, I found out a couple months later after I fled and had disappeared because he was so crazy. I heard from one of the neighbors who said, oh, yeah, we're sorry to see you leave. You were in the haunted apartment. I went, what? oh yeah um we're sorry to see you leave you were in the haunted apartment i went what i it turns out there was something in that apartment that any couple or any people that lived in there had things go terribly wrong to the point where um two to three years before i was living in there there was a mother and daughter that they killed themselves the same way that Robin Williams did.

One was found with a belt around her neck in the closet, the other with the belt around the doorknob in the apartment. Another one that I thought was a little more traumatic, I half laughed but then half went, oh my God, was another couple right after that incident. A man and woman. The woman breaks up with the guy. He is so distraught. He castrated himself and shoved his piece down the disposal. All I remember is when I heard that, I thought, I was using that disposal.

What the heck? Right. You know, I thought, I was using that disposal. What the heck? Right. You know, it's funny that you say that. I hate to digress down a different path, but, you know, it's funny that you say that because a personal experience that happened right after the first time I was married. I mean, I was young. I married young. Me too.

I knew. I'm going to tell you right now. Everything in me told me not to marry him. And I married him out of the whole Southern tradition of I was pregnant. We were already engaged, but we were pregnant. So it kind of expedited things. But we moved into a little apartment role, you know, like quadplex, whatever, you know, where it's all single apartments all connected to each other. And it always felt dark to me in the sense that it was just, you know, very just heavy and dark.

Well, there was one evening where we were sleeping and i could hear rustling under the bed and i just assumed it was the we you know young couple in our first place we didn't have a comforter we were using my sleeping bag as a comforter so the straps were hanging out on the bed so i figured it was just the vents well mind you we had found a mirror in this house and i for whatever reason could not have the mirror um in the room put up it had to be in the closet and the closet door had to stay closed for whatever reason that room we were in even though it was the master bedroom just felt dark and heavy so i heard the wrestling under the bed and i just figured it was the straps moving around right not a problem like okay it's the vent i wake up the bed, and I just figured it was the straps moving around, right?

Right. Not a problem. It's like, okay, it's the vent. I wake up the next day, and I'm like, what was that sound? And I look, and the vent is actually above our door, above the bedroom door. Okay. Nowhere near the end of the bed. The end of the bed was where the closet door was, not even a few feet with the closet door, where the straps were hanging down.

So I was already, I couldn't go through that part of the house. not even a few feet with the closet door where the straps were hanging down. So I was already, I couldn't go through that part of the house if the lights were off. Like I would literally, I was that scared child in the dark where, and I've never had a problem with the dark, where I'd have to run, flip the switch, and take off running because if the light didn't go on, I couldn't stand in that room. Oh, wow. I had other incidents in that house where I had, um, oh, the glass cookware, the heavy duty glass cookware. My brain's not working on what it was called. The visions, the crop. Yeah. The, yeah, the, yeah, the Pyrex. Well, I had Pyrex and I was

cooking one day, stepped out of the kitchen to grab something. Now the bedroom came back and every single lid on all four burners on each of the Pyrex jars were completely askew, which these are heavy lids. So they're very heavy. Right. So something just felt off and felt dark to the point that when I was pregnant at that time, I couldn't sleep in the bedroom. I'd sleep on the couch. Well, unfortunately, one of those afternoons I was taking a nap something always felt off um come find out in the apartment right next to the wall I was sleeping next to my neighbor committed suicide and she didn't die right away she shot herself twice in the chest and they found the blood from her bedroom to the bathroom sink back to her bedroom where she had to

do it twice to the point that i was woken up by the cops knocking on my door um saying have you heard from your neighbor and i'm like no i was asleep the whole time that i had to get out one of my wire hangers for them to break into the door to find out she had um that this place was dark enough that she thought she was going to be homeless so she took her own life so it was one of those things where it felt like that environment held a darkness to it and unfortunately she even felt that same darkness of thinking she didn't have anywhere to go and you know unfortunate and i felt bad that I slept through that whole thing and never heard her. But come to find out, she used a very small caliber gun.

So that's part of it. Yes. And so it was one of those things where it just broke my heart that that darkness was felt all the way across. was felt all the way across and someone ended up dying with me right there and me not even known or being able to give any sort of relief or call the cops or anything oh my gosh now let me ask you something to traumatize the listeners i'm sorry oh and i have to apologize to the listeners if you hear this weird noise in the background the bloody cicadas are in full swing here in Tennessee. Oh, I'm hearing them right now. And I sent a recording to the commander that I'm going to ask him to play it as bumper music because they're annoying.

And I thought the listeners might enjoy listening to the annoying sounds of cicadas in full swing in Tennessee. Now, back to our story. Let me ask you this. If it's too personal, let me know. When you first started feeling your gift, did it evolve or did it happen all at once? Because I've actually known some people that when they became like 13, 14, it was on like a light switch and they suddenly had, if they were on and it like with my sister, it happened with her where she just went crazy. So me first, I was actually, it, this is going to sound outlandish to you, which is not on this podcast. Um, I was three. Whoa. So I was three with the first time I had

my first encounter, if that's what you want to call it. Um, but it is never, it may be eased up a little bit once I got a little older or I fought to shut it off, um, and depending on the place, if it's clean. And for me, when I say clean, I mean, there's not been, um, any darkness left as, as a death or, you know, people's negative energy. I don't know how to say it or, um, echoes, but I was, I was three years old and never forget, um, what I saw. And now that one, I, I won't disclose only because that's very, very personal with me and my family, but yeah, that's no problem. Um, but yes, I was a very young age to the point that, um, young age to the point that um and you're three you don't understand whatever is happening no i knew what i saw i knew what it was and i even told my mother like it this wasn't anything that was

new um in the sense it was just probably my most vivid recollection recollection it was my most my biggest one um and then after that it's just been it's always been kind of a constant whether it be um what people would call a sensitivity to what people would call a permanent permanent premonition oh i'm trying to say the right word. It's Thursday. Right. Uh, to having some sort of premonitions to having some sort of, uh, senses to even as far as being almost a, a bug light. Oh my God. That's a great concept. Yeah. I sometimes feel like one of those bug lamps and I don't know what is what's going to be attracted in especially depending on where I'm at sometimes it's people sometimes it is people who open up and I learn a lot more than I ever even asked for which is fine if people feel that

they need to open up and talk I have no problems with it. Um, other times it's, it's not exactly people. Sometimes it's energy. Sometimes it's, um, I've gotten that from a place. Yeah. Yeah. That you're like, there's something dark. Now, are you at the point where do you have seasons like where sometimes like certain times of the year you feel more of it versus others? I used to be like that. But ever since last year when I was being downloaded, it's like I'm on a lot and I'm going nuts from it. I'm suffering from insomnia. Have you been seeing anything different lately for yourself? I wouldn't say seasons.

I think it almost comes like waves, kind of like the tides of the ocean. You know, you have high tide, you have low tide, but it never stops. So for me, I had a way that it was going to say that I thought would work well. But for me, it's almost like, I wouldn't say, I think there's periods in your life where emotionally you're disconnected. And so it's less. But other times where I think at this point it's just kind of, kind of just stays on. Just what you noticed is dependent upon the tide, how much is being washed ashore and how much is being drawn back out. I like how you're saying that because it sounds like you've been able to understand your gift way longer than me because for me

barely having it when I was a teenager and I just whatever and like in my family it was an open concept or whatever and I know in my family it's definitely in the bloodline it did not turn on until like I was in my mid to late 20s and I would just ignore it and I would notice to me it was like a flicker like a like when you're trying to strike a match or to start a fire, there'd be times where it, it's on other times. It's like, not quite. Uh, and I, I can understand where you're getting at on that because it is, it is. Okay. So the way I could explain what you went through is kind of like when you have a flashlight, right? Except you have something blocking the light. And sometimes it's, it's a full piece of black cloth.

Sometimes it's mesh. And then sometimes you have nothing in the light at all. And that's what it is, is when you're younger, some people, it is a, it is an effort to see through the mesh, if that makes sense. Through the veil, exactly. The film that's covering your flashlight. And then there are times where emotionally you just turn the light on or off. Yes, yes. And that's the listener. Something we were discussing when we were trying to test the

audio i was driving home from work uh we were both saying like we know something's up have you been feeling that too oh absolutely absolutely i've i have been on edge yes i'd say for the last few months there have been times where i will call my partner. I'll come home and I'm like, hey, we need to do this. And he doesn't question it. He goes, OK. He goes, your gut's usually right. So, yeah, he'd rather be over over prepared than under prepared for whatever it is. And there are days he comes home. And if he says the same thing, hey, I've had this feeling. I listen. Only because, you know, men don't usually get the feeling as much as women. And if he's got something eating at him, all right, we're going to go do it. Yeah, that's interesting. Yeah. I have a question for you others who necessarily don't? Yes.

And I actually, sorry about that. That's Bruno getting upset with the squirrel. Yes. It was something, I was in my mid-20s, and it was my first marriage. And I was very upset with my ex-husband. I had a fight. And I was real good friends with another friend. And I remember I was sitting down somewhere, and I just kept thinking, oh, my God, I wish he was here. He was like my best friend.

I said, God, I wish you were here. You would totally understand what's going on. And damned if within minutes he called and he said, why are you crying? I just suddenly had a picture of you. You were sitting, you're wearing, he knew exactly what I was wearing and he could feel it. And then that's when I realized, oh, my God, emotion. He felt my emotion to the point where I sent him a Snapchat. Right. And that's on your end because of how your connection is.

So same for me. I've had that happen hundreds of times, especially with some of my dear friends. I will get that gut feeling. I need to call them or, oh my God, something's happened. And as soon as I call them, what happened? And they're like, oh my God, how did you know? I said, I didn't, you have to tell me though. And so all of my girlfriends know that if I call them and ask what happened, they, they don't even question it anymore. You know what I mean? It's more or less, what happened they they don't even question it anymore you know what I mean it's more or less they know if I'm calling it's and it'll be at a time where they they so I had a friend going

through something where they they were upset and rightfully so with things that were going on and I'm like okay I'm here well no no this is something you can't hold in. And at the end of it, they felt better. You know, it's, it wasn't that I was trying to be forceful, even though anyone who knows my personality, I am a forceful person, but it was one of those, I knew this was something they could not hold in. Yeah. It would only hurt them more. So I lost friendships. Have you lost friendships when you try to warn somebody? Yes. Yes, I have. Yeah, absolutely. You know what? I find those losses, even though they're sad, I don't mourn it only because, um, close friends and people that you trust who understand you and

understand what you're saying will tell you who who love you that they don't want to listen to you but they respect the outcome if that's how it happens okay those are people who respect it the people i've lost from that i lost them for a reason and i don't struggle to try to get them back it's sad to lose them but at the same time I cannot drain that emotional energy to connect myself to someone who's cannot do anything right for themselves yeah that my problem has been that as a sensitive leaning now actually morphing into a sensitive empath when that happened a couple of times when I would try out of love to warn somebody about something, they were like, you put it out in the universe and da, da, da, da. And it hit me so hard.

I've had to learn to realize, okay, this was not meant to be. So, well, and also you'll learn there are certain times it's better not to say and just watch it come to fruition. And I know that's horrible because it's not not that you don't want to give your friends warnings it's the issue of if you say too much um so i'm again i'm gonna digress i in my mind and my understanding and the people i've encountered there are different gifts and abilities and there is a gift of word that i have known someone that anytime she said it and it was usually negative it happened and it all happened right to the point that it came to a point where i would say if you have a negative thought do not speak it i need because every time something and this person

is just a negative nasty person and yeah and and that's where they're at in life and the sad thing is is i still love her still love her and she has her gifts but the thing is is her gift has shaped into the gift of words. But the problem is, is those negative words hold so much power that they happen. And I've had it happen so many times over the years, back to back to back to back. Every time she said it to a point, I had to say, I love you. But if it is negative negative i cannot hear another thing but it wasn't a warning it was more like spitting venom in someone's face yes yes there's a difference between giving someone a warning and telling them well this is what's

gonna happen you know i mean It wasn't out of kindness. It wasn't out of love. It was out of pure darkness. Yeah. It's funny you should say that, too, because the friend that was on the road trip when I did the Utah trip, she was not to be too negative, but she's a Debbie Downer. Right. And I was like trying to be a bright light for her and I thought okay a road trip let's just get out and it seemed to be okay but I will say the week

that we spent when I was out here in August both my friend that we were staying at her house and I we were emotionally exhausted because I never realized how much this woman is. It's a drain. It drains your energy. So it's kind of like, all right, have you ever been to New Orleans? No, I want to. Bill, we're coming. I went through to New Orleans. I visited, you know, some of the other podcasters and their families down there and took myself camping. And I decided I wanted to go to the World War II Museum. Love that museum. It's amazing. Well, then I decide I want to drive past the French quarters. I've never been. Yeah, I didn't stop. I, it was one, it's dark, like in the sense of dark energy it's not bright it's not happy and it smells of urine like it's it's dirty like it's nasty like seriously oh yes it makes you

think of the slums and people love that place and I was emotionally drained that I had a girlfriend tell me well you know New Orleans is voodoo, black magic and energy vampires. I'm like, well, then that makes sense because I was so drained and tired that I had to just get out of there as quickly as possible. Oh, note to self. So I have to make sure I'm bubbled up that they won't come near me. That's interesting. Oh my God. To think about it, if it's a culture that allows so much darkness and black magic, you know, not saying it's all negative, but there, but you know, there's usually a lot of negative energy or thought thoughts attached to that. Okay. Here's an offshoot question. Given your gifts, how has this tied in with prepping? I'm curious. You're going to laugh when I tell you my story you're gonna laugh your head off i know it it is tied in the sense that i am

probably more emotionally motivated from not only my life experiences but gut feelings in which uh i had a moment where everything told me to start putting up cash start putting up cash and it didn't matter i knew my account was low i would take out so much every week and put it up and put it up and put it up to the point of something happened and it depleted all of the cash that was put up. But that deplete, that's what that cash was there for. So yes, I have had times where sometimes that gut feeling of telling you to do something, even though it may seem completely out of the blue and unrealistic. Sometimes that gut feeling is what saves you in the sense of my gut feeling tells me to make sure we have too much of this or too much of that and then something happens and we needed that okay here's my embarrassing one

when what got me into prepping actually it was just well my dad was an army guy he always made sure that you know we had food on the table and he took care of us and what have you. When I was a little kid in the San Fernando Valley on Saturday mornings, there would be Godzilla movies. And my favorite part of them was always when we got to Wabakiwai Tokyo. I would have so much fun trying to see how many of the villagers I could count with their big woven baskets and what they would put in them. It'd be say, Oh, they got a baby in that one.

Why are they carrying a tatami and a pillow? That makes no sense. I would just laugh. But then I started thinking, wow, I had to leave. What would I carry? And then,

you know, as a kid, it would be like, Oh, I'd carry my Barbie dolls. And then, then uh years later there was one movie it was like the Hydra the three-headed monster I had a that movie I first time I saw it on tv I was so traumatized I remember like it was yesterday that my home got destroyed

and me and my sister had to walk all the way back to Ohio. Mind you, in our minds, we're thinking Ohio's only like two states over. And in the dream, I'm trying to figure out how we're going to put whatever we want to take with us in our radio flyer wagon and how we could carry the pets in our Barbies and try going cross country. And it was just like, oh my gosh. And then it was funny. So they hit me the other day and I was to the listeners.

I was telling Jordan that I had a couple episodes I was trying to drop and I kept distracting myself aside from the stupid cicadas. And all of a sudden I found myself ranting and I went oh my god that's what got me prepping was the freaking Godzilla movies and since then I've had fun because I'm into like era two and three of Godzilla and nowadays when you watch it even the Bryan Cranston one if you look in the background you will see people carrying laptops and once or, you might find a villager with baskets carrying stuff. I'll have to pay attention to that. Yeah, that is wonderful.

I don't think that's funny at all. I think that's great. I mean, it's lighthearted. I like that. Unfortunately, I started prepping early because we were poor and we were told we had to prepare. My mother told us the world is going to turn down or turn. However you want to say it, it's going to fall apart. It's going to collapse.

The world is going to stop. But I have to keep going. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. My dad was, my dad was always like, we always have food on the table,

water in the pantry. And the weird thing is like during the 94 earthquake, he's, this is when they used to make like the milk bottles. They didn't have water in the gallon jugs. So he would like have my mom wash the milk jugs and he put water in there. We had about 50 bottles and uh with the northridge earthquake with the first quake nothing happened but with somewhere in the middle of the thousand aftershocks it broke his water collection and oh it was so disgusting and

i remember learning okay water must be kept in a different type of container because we don't want to see roaches the way we did and that's how we got to meet the neighbor across the street because his pool popped up above ground. It was an in-ground pool. It popped up a foot and had a crack and he was losing water. And so my dad went over to help him. And my mom, you know, my mom being my mom, Cuban in her, she made meals. And the neighbor was like, how are you doing this? My dad was just like, oh, we're barbecuing. Here, have some food.

And we got pool water. And I learned. And ever since then, I've just been honing. That's funny. I think it reshapens because I think for me, really seeing my mother actually talk about prepping was Y2K. Oh, yes, yes. Right. That was when, yeah, I'm sorry.

I'm going to throw something out there real quick. So off the beaten path, before we got the group messages or on Element about the EMP stuff, you know, with the solar, what's going on there with the four. So it's funny is a few days ago, it's been running through my head to go through a water, a water practice in the sense of, can I get to all my empty containers? How quickly can I fill them? Can I fill the sinks? Can I fill the sinks?

Can I fill the tubs? Like I literally have been in the last few days running through water practice tech, like water collection in a short period of time. Excellent. So it's funny that, you know, you mentioned that because in the last few days, I don't know if anyone else has, maybe it's just my brain being in overload because when things get stressful I immediately divert my energy to things I know I can control and things that I know I can do and that has been one of my thought processes is what happens if the power goes out and we need water okay well can I collect this here there and there so it's like my gut's been telling me look at water look water. Which is funny because James has started mentioning that again

too. And it's like, oh, okay. We're kind of on the same page. It's not the gut. It's the yeah. It's funny when I was unemployed and I was a job hunting, my it started where it was just like, get water, get water. And I was like, I really don't have the money. And it's funny, I kept getting this, not clairaudient, but it was like, I hear something say, you're going to be okay, just start buying water. And I can tell when some, whatever it is, my guardian angels I can tell when some whatever it is, my guardian angels will tell me, OK, it's enough. You're OK. And I did that just the other day, too, where I was listening to the collapse app that he had said and listen to one of the exercises. And I found out here in Tennessee we would lose our electricity, which means the toilets and whatever within half an hour. So I made sure that I have more than enough like tap water

whatever so in case i'm at work and i have to get home and i can't get to the water at least i know i have i say from my stash that i just did on my tally it's funny you had that same feeling too i think i have well my big thing was we have water, but our water is not necessarily safe drinkable. We've all gotten sick on it. So that's why we do bottled container water. But that's why I have my ozone pen. That's why we all have Sawyer mini filters. That's why we have other purification techniques.

And then I had already assigned, you know, what water would be gray water, what water and what container would be for the chicken, what water, you know. Like, I have already allotted which containers are for what purpose of use for water. How much water do you have right now saved? Right now, not enough. Like, for a month? No. A month? No, not even.

Not even. If I'm truthful with you, I maybe have a couple days, if that. Not even if I'm truthful with you, I maybe have a couple of days. If that. I'm trying to think for myself right now. Because, yeah, I made sure I have two, I have two five gallons and they're just strictly tap water. And I, yeah, I, I have like an orange Home Depot five gallon bin. That's the toilet with cat litter and bags. And I figure, okay okay that's for matter I think I if I add up

everything I think I've got 46 days worth of water so I think I added it you need a gallon a day per person yeah so Brunner does not drink a lot of water that's not included in toilet or waste depending on if you've got it down to liquids. You know, if it's yellow, let it mellow. If it's brown, flush it down. Yeah. Yeah. Or use cat litter and put it in a bag.

Let's see. I'm trying to think now. I'm actually, I think I, yeah, I added to 40, 60. I forgot how many gallons. But I was like, okay, it's okay for now, just because I wish it could be more. But like you, I'm limited as to space. I would love to have a basement that I would make my little gym. I have three different ways of purifying.

I have three different ways of purifying. But yeah, right now I'm like, okay, it's okay. One of the things I was noticing too was that lately when I did the pilot episode with the commander, and right after that was when I was starting to have my insomnia, my God, all of a sudden I had to go to the market. I'm like, wait wait i'm trying to pay down my credit card and it's like no max out the cards i end up buying extra stuff i don't know why i'm just learning okay they're telling me to do this all right but the weird thing was when i was

in line so many people i could hear them they're saying oh something's going on someone's going on and why is your telling husband no get another get another bag, get another more of this. We can live off rice and beans for a while. And I kept thinking, oh my God, I'm not alone. No, it is weird going on that. I think people are realizing, um, whether it's palpable, it is, it is. And it's to the point that it's got people a bit unnerved. It'd probably be the best word. Yeah, and they can't handle it. And that's what I'm learning that I think one of the things that from one of my downloads, aside from I'm now attached to nature and animals in one big way, another one is, how do I describe it?

Oh, I can't even find a word to describe it. And this is why I'm glad I have the podcast. You can understand. I want to help people, but if they don't have the gift, they're going to freak out. And I'm trying to figure out how to calm them down when they see what happens what we are know is coming and then the rest of the world that if they weren't awake and they see it how to calm them down that's actually have something i could tell you that would go along with that um i was oh i was maybe 18 19 it was right before i enlisted i was 18 and i met a woman who you know strong in her faith and her beliefs and she

believed in people having gifts and we were talking one day and it just came up and she goes you are one of the warriors she goes there will be a day where it is awakened and each of the warriors will have to fight spiritually mentally emotionally and physically she goes but you are all the warriors will be the people who help the people who will start waking and up with those emotions and those those sensitivities um so it was funny to see that she told me you are a soldier of god you just have not fully awoken yet oh my god that. That is so weird because, Oh, the lady on the spiritual battle right now, we are all spiritually fighting something,

whether it be, um, our faith, whether it be our own mind, whether it be the devils of the world in the sense of the, you know, or your, I don't know how,

what you classify them as or whatever you want to call them. Um, everybody's battling something. It's just going to hit a point where emotionally or mentally or spiritually or whatever, uh, word fits the best in that box is going to be what links everybody. It's so funny. You should say that because like when i was on that campfire on a discord last summer and being told oh you're you you were sleeper cells congratulations i'm here to tell you you are warriors for christ and i went no no no i'm just a little old me and she's like no that's why there's something about you. And I'm still trying to wrap my head about it.

I'm like, there's nothing special about me. Why? Why? And I think that's one reason why I have this podcast, because you and I were friends on Element. We stopped to meet in person. But we know something's up. Um, but we know something's up and I feel bad because it's like, you want to say things to people, but they'll look at me and I know they'll lock me away. So it's like, okay, we'll just let it happen.

And then, yeah, I think you're right. That we're, we're like, yeah, we knew this was here. Just hold my tequila. Okay. So here's this group and here's this group. Yes. They're not from this world, but they're good. Those guys are bad. We go and kill them. Okay, good. Let's do group yes they're not from this world but they're good those guys are bad we go and kill them okay good let's do this we're going i thought it was funny though is like

when the eclipse was happening and they were telling people don't be surprised if you see demon faces and it's just like um hello yes i heard that too and i'm like i was like okay you're trying to scare the the common people that that don't realize it's like yeah it's gonna happen and and it's funny this this lady i've been telling you about she's saying she's actually seeing the veil break apart well that where she lives it's it's coming out like broken uh spider webs and it has her very scared for the rest of the world and and i was just oh she can sneak us all right so again i'm gonna go down i guess more of a spiritual route you've seen the movie legion right oh yeah with the angels who come down to the earth and the angels who embody

people don't look like people anymore people think they look like demons which is funny because in in the christian catholic you know in the that those bibles angels are not what angels are depicted depicted as people you know drawn angels have four wings or are a round sphere covered in eyes or multiple eyes or multiple heads and i i think the thing is is when people do encounter such beings or see them um it's easy to address them as something nefarious versus understanding that that concept of that movie even though yes there were certain parts that were disturbing made sense in the fact that no angel no true angel is going to look cherub like yes exactly to be something of the thrones something that would right it would be something that almost instills fear

because something that strong would be unhuman yeah i'm trying to tell somebody no believe it or not that's a good guy you bow down to the good guy okay they're not yeah they're not gonna look like little chubby cupids no you see a throne more fearsome of the cherubs yes then i would be of the monsters yeah i bet kill the cherubs kill the cherubs they're the bad ones yeah i saw if you've noticed in our world in even with people most of the monsters are some of the most charming and attractive people you've ever seen now don't get me wrong over time they disfigure themselves but sometimes the most beautiful thing is one of the most dangerous things you can be near. Yeah, and because they're so cute, everyone's like, aw, what a cute little thing.

And it's like that scene from Galaxy Quest where you see that little alien. Right, exactly, the little monkey people. Yeah, and then you're like, oh, they're so cute. Then all of a sudden you see those girls pounce. Uh-huh, exactly. Yeah, I think that's probably why I've also been, like, into the paranormal, And then all of a sudden you see the others go, pounce. Uh-huh. Right. Exactly. Yeah. I think that's probably why I've also been, like, into the paranormal because to me it's just like, okay, what is out there? I want to know.

I don't want to be a skeptic. I want to become a knower. Oh, okay. I'm going to – I remember telling you when I was driving home. I'm going to let the viewers know I was telling Jordan viewers or listeners, excuse me, that since I've been having a lot of insomnia and I'm watching the news and it's like, whenever my oats is up,

something happens the very next day. So channeling going, okay, I know I'm nature's supposed to be one of my new gifts. And I, I've always had a thing with with animals but it is definitely ramped up i thought stupidly i was like before i went to bed and i thought okay i said my grace thanking heavenly father for everything i was okay i wonder because the town i'm living in sasquatch is their tot I thought, I wonder if I could reach out and just say, friend, you know, I don't want to be like carrying the Henderson's frame, but knowing that I'm an ally with you. I had the freakiest nightmare where it hit me.

I finally remembered what it was, Jordan. In the dream, I was in like a three story shack and I'm walking around and I'm all by myself for some reason but I could tell there were other people around couldn't see him but I could hear him and all of a sudden there's a slam against the wall and I'm like oh my gosh it's an oma and I start saying to it I'm friend I'm a friend and I don't know if this is it actually communicating to me now in my dream but it was it never said anything I had this very evil foreboding feeling where it's like okay whatever connected to me just was like no back off and I was terrified because at one point it was, I, it, it put his face against the window.

I don't remember the face. I just remember it crashed its arm and hand through the window, kind of like the Boggy Creek scene. And that's when I woke up. And I don't know if you've seen that part of the, the monster Boggy Creek. It's from the seventies, really bad movie, but there's this. I think I know exactly what you're talking about the woman on the sofa movie yeah it was funny but those of us like paranormal crap

me encrypted uh it was uh it comes through and but this one it was very realistic that when I woke up I went oh my god did I just communicate And that's when I'm wondering what really bothered me is I think I might have. But talking to some of the townspeople here, when I first moved here and I saw the totem and they said, oh yeah, you just stay out of the way. They'll leave you alone. I think I might have accidentally gotten a grumpy one.

I was like, okay, well. If you're going to get into cryptids, there are certain ones you stay away from. And I'm going to tell you right now, if you are paired with nature and you go hiking and something tells you to not don't don't you you listen to your gut and uh the other one is if you hear someone calling you while you're in the woods do not answer uh you are not whistle i know that one right you are now in an area where cryptids are a very real thing growing up

in the South, growing up in the, in the woods. Um, I have a, you know, Native American stepdad and there are legends. There are things that we do not name, um, that are not talked about for a reason. Like you understand what they are. And as you go into your journey, I would be more than happy to pair you with people if you want to hear about some of those cryptids, because those are things that definitely you are. I am seeing more and more activity in that area with other people and people who have never encountered it in their life before now than I have ever before. Here's another one.

I don't know if I told you or if I said it on the air one time before I was moving out here. I did not realize that the town I'm in now, I'm in the freaking middle. I can be near Hopkinsville, LBL, not far. Well, it would be a day's drive for Mount Pleasant. not far i will be days drive for uh mount pleasant um and the lady that has been helping me with the gift she said she told me she said you are like a bloody antenna do not go near the second cern because this there's that second cern that's been built and it's in Oak Ridge. And she said, they will attach to you. Avoid it like the plague.

I'm like, okay, note to self, avoid it. Just drive right past it. Something I have seen lately, though, since learning how to give myself a spiritual defense, I've had to do it every day where I have to do full three layers of spiritual protection. And at first I thought, she told me to just do it. And I didn't understand why, um, at the job I'm at, there's somebody there that I don't know what's with this person,

but he stays outside of my field. And I'm like, and I'm now starting to realize, oh my God, he can either see it or he can feel, but he knows to stay away. He, he tries not to converse with me or make eye contact, which I thought was real interesting. And I'm like, yeah. And I just heard, too, that there is a lot of witchcraft out here. And I've also been warned, when you go in public, make sure you are armored up, especially right now. So thank you for that. Yeah, I would actually like to meet some of these people. And I'm wondering

now if that's why like you and i were talking about off the air why we're not wanting to go out a lot i just i would rather stay at home i have some friends that i i speak to occasionally who do um i guess what you call witchy stuff not not my thing um but they they have even reached out and said hey um i noticed this is going on have you experienced this this or this so it's it's interesting to see from different walks of life you know that you know you know i'm someone of faith and i was taught that my gifts aren't always a bad thing i I mean, I was raised being told one thing, but then I've always heard from someone else, even someone from the church,

that God gives us gifts and abilities to be able to help and to share and to protect. And sometimes we have to understand, have to realize we don't have to understand why, just know that it is there for a reason. Yeah, yeah. But I am at, oh my gosh, we're over an hour. So should we call this an end to this episode?

Yeah, I think that's great. I appreciate you letting me come on as a guest. My first guest. Thank you, my friend. Yes, no, no. It was a wonderful conversation. So to other listeners out there, no, it was a wonderful conversation. So to other listeners out there, we're going to end this episode,

but I'm hoping you're seeing just one-on-one and having a friendly conversation but learning about each other's gifts and that we're not alone. There's a gentleman I'm going to be reaching out to that he calls us puzzle pieces, There's a gentleman I'm going to be reaching out to that he calls us puzzle pieces. And I think it's a wonderful analogy that we're puzzle pieces that we need to find each other so we can see the whole picture and be prepared. Yeah, it's scary to say it, but it is what it is. So to everybody out there, you've got the information. So to everybody out there, you've got the information. And as I like to say, courage to start, strength to endure, resolve to finish, and know that you are not alone.

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