The Rich Roll Podcast - Sobriety, Relapse & Redemption: Rich Speaks On Shia Labeouf & What True Accountability Looks Like

Episode Date: March 12, 2026

This is my first solo episode — and honestly, out of my comfort zone. Which is exactly why I needed to do it. The recent Channel 5 interview between Shia LaBeouf and Andrew Callaghan went wildly viral. Most of the discourse has been voyeuristic or vilifying. I wanted to do something different and use it as a lens to examine what addiction actually looks like in real time. As a recovering alcoholic, I know this territory. The grandiosity. The denial. The theater of contrition without any contrary action to back it up. This is a serious conversation about relapse, accountability, and what real change actually requires, including what it looked like in my own life. Show notes + MORE Watch on YouTube Newsletter Sign-Up Today's Sponsors: Shokz: Visit SHOKZ.com and use code RICHROLL to receive an exclusive offer on your purchase👉🏼https://beopen.shokz.com/RichRoll-OpenFitPro  Mill: Get $75 off your fully automated food recycler with code RICHROLL + 90-day risk-free trial👉🏼https://www.mill.com/RICHROLL  Squarespace: Use code RichRoll to save 10% off your first order of a website or domain👉🏼https://www.squarespace.com/RichRoll  OneSkin: Get started today with 15% off using code RICHROLL👉🏼https://www.oneskin.co  Check out all of the amazing discounts from our Sponsors👉🏼https://www.richroll.com/sponsors  Find out more about Voicing Change Media at https://www.voicingchange.media and follow us @voicingchange

So today we're going to do something a little bit different. I am going to deconstruct a recent interview between the film actor Shia LaBuff and Andrew Callahan from the YouTube channel, Channel 5. Shia LaBuff is arrested again. New Orleans police arrested him for allegedly fighting people on Royal Street. The actor faces two charges of simple battery with a hearing scheduled for March 19th. The Transformer star has been going through a lot of turmoil. He's been spotted all around the same. city since last Thursday, drinking and shirtless.

Channel 5 News, what's up? We made it. Yeah, we made it. If you've even been on the internet a modest amount recently, you've probably come across some of these clips. They all went viral. This is a conversation that has created quite the discourse around it. And I thought it was worthy of discussion here, not for the salacious celebrity aspect

of it, or for the... voyeuristic aspects of it, but because I think it illustrates certain aspects of addiction and recovery that are worthy of deeper discussion. This is not TMZ. This is the RRP. My name is Rich Rohl. I am an alcoholic in recovery. And I thought that it would be worth our time to understand the dynamic between these two individuals in this conversation as a means to illustrate certain aspects of addiction and recovery for the purpose of being helpful to you, the audience, should you be an addict who is struggling with sobriety or somebody who has an addict in their life and is struggling to understand how to support that person on the path to recovery.

This is a bit of an experiment. my very first solo episode. So let me know how this one lands for you. If you like it, I can do more of these. In addition, if you have some insights you'd like to share in response to this episode, or perhaps your own story of addiction and recovery or the story of your relationship with somebody in addiction or recovery that you think would be interesting to discuss or parse on this show, You can email that to me at info at richroll.com.

So let's start by watching a clip. I think a lot of people probably saw some of the Marty Gras media coverage. I understand. Heard about the arrest and stuff. God bless him. I likely want to know how you doing. Bro. I've been having the time of my life.

You know, I got some contrition on my heart. You know what I mean? It's not nice to hurt people ever. It's fucking lanes. People got hurt. We got to deal with that. I'm going to deal with that. I'm going to deal with that in full.

I'll eat it all. It was all me. It's not on me. them it's on me i fucked up it's on me i fucked up and saw me definitely yeah so you take responsibility for one thousand percent we're not gonna play games yeah but um i had a great time he's so charismatic he is so compelling to watch that it makes it a little bit harder to just call it what it is which is just utter horseshit like this is just manipulation bullshit 101 100%. Just a proclamation of contrition without actually any contrary action to, you know,

kind of account for the harm that he's creating is just, you know, an empty promise at best. And so I think what's happening here is that he is indulging in his denial. He's convincing himself that this isn't so bad. He's obviously well aware that he's an alcoholic and that alcohol is problematic for him, but he's willing to continue doing it because he believes that he can still control it, that he can get away with his bad behavior, and that he's not going to have to pay for it in any meaningful way. But the truth of the matter is that this is only headed in one direction and that direction is bad that there are people who are suffering in the wake of this behavior that while he may be acknowledging that, he's not actually doing anything about it

in a meaningful way. And I see no indication that he's going to stop behaving this way until he hits some kind of rock bottom. And perhaps that's what he needs in order for him to wake up and realize the truth of his behavior and the situation that he's created for himself. But before we go any further into relapse or recovery, I do think it's important to pause for a moment and just acknowledge the seriousness of Shia LeBus behavior. This is somebody who has been behaving badly for a long time, you know, kind of very much in his disease of alcoholism. But behavior that is not without its very significant consequence.

There's been physical battery, there's been sexual battery, there's been lawsuits, run-ins with the law, et cetera. And so I want to make sure that people understand I'm not attempting to in any way minimize that simply because this is a very kind of charismatic individual, this well-known actor who seems to be self-aware, I'm not in any way giving him a pass or letting him off the hook for this.

the hook for this. I think there's a big difference between understanding how addiction distorts a person's mind and behavior on the one hand and then excusing that behavior on the other hand. And my goal here is simply to help all of you glean a better understanding of addiction and the journey towards recovery and what's important to understand about somebody who is in the throes of a relapse. It is not in any way to give this person a pass or to excuse their behavior. As somebody who has been in recovery for a very long time and also is no stranger to relapse, I can tell you that recovery is a program of vigilance. There is no stasis. There's no coasting. There's no taking your sobriety for granted. It requires a tremendous amount of work, persistent work, where you really can't afford to ever

take your foot off the pedal or you're headed towards relapse. And so when you see somebody who is in the throes of a relapse, the first thing to understand is that the relapse began long before the person picked up the drink or took the drug or sat down at the poker table. That relapse pulled out of the station perhaps days before, perhaps weeks before, perhaps years before. And it begins with a change in that person's relationship with their recovery program in which they take their self-will back. And they begin to

lack an appreciation for the fact that they are fundamentally powerless over the substance or the behavior. There's a thing that happens with addicts where once you kind of get your life back and things start to feel like they're moving in the right direction, you want to take the helm again and start, you know, driving the car yourself. And that's what we call self-will, as opposed to a surrender of your will, which is what's required in order to achieve sobriety. You have to acknowledge deeply to your core that you are truly powerless over, again, the substance or the behavior. And then you have to do the work of turning it over to your higher power, of bringing other people into your community, of running your decisions by them, of trusting them with giving you feedback on those decisions and those life choices.

And the minute you stop doing that and you begin to isolate and think that you don't need that anymore or that you got what you needed out of the program of recovery and now you can just kind of go about your life, that's when the relapse begins. And it may take a long time before that manifests in the errant behavior, but you really become a ticking time bomb. And in the instance of Shia LeBuff, who somebody I don't know and have never met, I see somebody who has struggled with addiction for a very long time. At some point, it appears that he got sober. This was a guy who was well on his way to building a life in recovery. It appeared that he had found his higher power in the church, and he seemed to be pretty right-sized for somebody who

admittedly has a gigantic ego about what his priorities were. Obviously, that didn't stick. I have no idea what happened in the interim in terms of his behavior in New Orleans. But clearly at some point, whatever he was doing either stopped working or he stopped doing it. He lost sight of the things that he had to do in order to get sober and started resorting to some old behavior patterns that, you know, led him to the decision that it was a good idea to go down to New Orleans and just do whatever you want it. Fast forward to arrests and all the kind of public frenzy around all of this. And again, I'm not raising this to be salacious or to really point a finger at Shia at all, but more to say that it's inevitable that a situation like this was going to emerge if the person stops doing the things that keep you sober on a daily basis. running your decisions by other people, holding yourself accountable, making amends for your past wrongs, writing those past wrongs. That's very different from apology. What we're seeing in this interview with Shaya is a lot of apologizing, a lot of self-awareness around his behavior, but making amends

is very different. That's when you have to actually write the wrong. And sometimes in addition to writing those wrongs when it's possible, that means writing your behavior going forward, taking the contrary action, followed by the next right action, one after the other, quietly, essentially anonymously, to repair trust with not just the public, but with the people in your life that you care about. Once you stop doing that, or you take your sobriety for granted, or you believe you don't need to do any of that, that's when you put yourself in peril. And I see somebody who is very much in his ego, who believes that he is in the driver's seat and in control of his behavior and his decision making and is in a tremendous amount of denial regarding the harm

that his behavior is creating. That self-awareness piece is fine, but he's not really connecting with the fact that what he's doing is actually really hurtful to the people in his life. I can't imagine that it couldn't be given the fact that he has these former partners, and he has a child that is, you know, part of this dynamic as well. But that is addiction. Somebody who is in the throes of addiction is going to tell you, hey, I'm just having fun. I'm just doing what I want to do.

I'm not harming anyone. I'm down in Mardi Gras or I'm, you know, down at the card table or, you know, it's my credit card and I get to choose when to use it without really appreciating the ramifications and the ripple effects that those behaviors have on basically everybody, that that person comes into contact with. When it's so clear that this person needs help, why is it that the addict declines or refuses that help?

I think fundamentally a lot of it has to do with the fact that you can't solve a problem with the brain that is creating it. So if you are an addict, you don't have the clarity of mind to understand that you, on your own, are capable of even solving the problem. that's sort of problem number one. And the second thing is that recovery is all about willingness. It's a program of action, and the people that are able to get sober and stay sober are the people who summon the willingness to take contrary action, to do something different, to make a decision to

invest in their well-being. And willingness is something that doesn't come easy for the alcoholic or the addict. First of all, you have to appreciate the cycle of craving and reward. When somebody is truly addicted, let's just use substances as an example, the only thing that is important is sating that craving

through the use of that substance. That's all this person is thinking about. They can't function without it. And once they get the satisfaction of sating that craving, the cycle perpetuates. And everything else is unimportant to that person. And anything that is a threat

or that might interrupt that cycle is something that the addict is going to run away from and not be interested in. So when you say to the addict like, listen, you know, I know you're doing this thing, look at all the chaos, it's creating, it's obviously destroying your life, it's hurting us, you gotta just stop, that person will,

may be able to recognize that and say, you're right, I need to, but they are powerless to do it because they're running on their self-will, they're running this program. It's almost as if they have a virus or a malware in their operating system that overrides their better judgment and basically takes over their decision-making mechanism. Short of some kind of intervention or interruption, that cycle is going to perpetuate until that person reaches what we call rock bottom. They arrive at a situation that is creating so much pain that they finally realize

that they're going to have to do something about it. Rock bottom is a subjective experience. It's not an objective thing. Things can always be worse. Some people have high bottoms. Some people have low bottoms. But addiction is certainly on the rise. Everywhere we look, the opioid crisis,

this scourge that leaves almost all of us touched in one way or the other. And I think I want to make sure to say that I believe addiction is something that lives on a spectrum. I think most people would recognize their own addiction tendencies with respect to the phone, you know, the supercomputer that we have in our pockets. And to one degree or another, all of us are victim to certain, compulsive behaviors that we feel not adequately in charge of that lead us towards negative life outcomes. Yes, on the one hand, on the far end of the spectrum, we have the, you know,

the homeless heroin addict living on Skid Row or, you know, the alcoholic who just can't stop drinking. But there's also the person who continues to get into the same kind of not so great relationship or the person who is a shopaholic or the person who is online gambling a little bit too much. So somewhere on that spectrum, I think most people could probably identify themselves, but with respect to people who are truly in the throes of a deep-seated addiction, let's say, to opioids, I think very few people don't have somebody in their life who is so impacted. It's a very challenging and disorienting dynamic in which it's unclear how to interact with that person.

Certainly you don't wanna enable their behavior, but if you care about this person, you feel responsible for them and compelled to intervene on their behalf. And so what you see is a lot of well-intentioned efforts to get a person to get sober, most of which don't work out. And generally, that involves the transgression of all kinds of boundaries.

It's simple to say, if somebody is in throes of addiction, your job is to basically recede from that person, set a hard boundary, and do nothing that will enable that behavior. But let's say that person is your child or your partner or your spouse. This becomes easy to say and very difficult to do. That puts the person in a vulnerable situation in which they end up conceding to the addict's behavior in a way that is not only harmful to the attic, but also to the harmful to the well-intentioned person who's trying to help that person. And so while there's no easy answer to all of this, the TLDR of it is that you can love that person deeply while also setting a boundary that cannot be. transgressed. Sometimes you have to give them the hard truth and remove yourself from any kind of relationship dynamic with that person. And what you will find is that oftentimes that might

facilitate the rock bottom that gives them that injection of willingness to actually do something about their situation because you've created a consequence for a transgression of that boundary. But every case is different. I guess I would say that the notion that you're going to stage an intervention and you're going to surround this person who's hurting with their loved ones and you're going to get them into a program and that program is going to fix them and they're going to come out and be fine, while that does work on occasion, oftentimes, if not most of the time, it doesn't because it presupposes the willingness that is required to,

that person in order to make sobriety actually stick. Because you really can't get sober for somebody else. You have to want it yourself. The program works not for people who need it, but for people that want it. And you can't instill that want, just like you can't instill willingness in that person, which makes it difficult when you're a bystander, a loved one bystander, observing somebody who's spiraling out of control. And you can see what they need to do in order to fix it.

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behavior, aware that they need to change, but confused as to how to do that, just walking in the door of, let's say, an AA meeting is an important first step. But self-awareness will avail you nothing without understanding that sobriety is built upon taking contrary action. And the first contrary action is to understand that your brain, the brain that created the problem, is ill-suited to solve the problem. The solution rests in the hands of others. So the first thing is recognizing that you cannot do this alone. raising your hand, asking for help, and then accepting help when it's offered. And that's very difficult for most addicts because addicts are not trusting people. Most of them have had a challenging

relationship with trust in the past where their trust has been betrayed. And we tend to isolate. We tend to believe that only we can solve our problem. There's this sense of terminal uniqueness. You don't understand my life. You don't understand how difficult my problems are. There's so much worse than you can possibly imagine. And then layer on top of that, just a huge amount of guilt and shame for what they have done.

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or help me is a terrifying prospect. And that's what keeps a lot of people out of the rooms of sobriety because of that fear of letting somebody in. So I think it's important to understand that for the addict that's suffering, for them to raise their hand and actually acknowledge that they need help and to accept that help is actually a great act of courage

because they have to overcome all of that guilt and that shame and that fear of being judged. There is this profound sense of just being an absolute piece of shit. Like you're the worst person in the world. You are beyond the ability of being helped by anyone else. And it's just impossible to, fess up to that to somebody else. Well, at the same time, interestingly,

this is a unique twist of the alcoholic mind, that same person who feels like the worst person in the world and just completely irredeemable, generally also happens to have a tremendous amount of grandiosity. Only I can solve my problem. My problems are the worst.

There's so much more extreme. There's this huge ego piece. Like, I'm so much worse off than everybody else, but I'm also like the only one who can fix this. And like, I can get away with this or I can behave this way and still do X, Y, or Z. So it's this bizarre combination of these two mindsets that inhabit the addict's brain that seem to operate in parallel, even though they're in opposition to each other. other. So when the person comes into the program, they have to be humbled, disabused of this egoic sense of entitlement and grandiosity, while also being held in a non-judgmental way, such that the person feels safe that they can open up. So when you look at somebody like

Shia LeBuff, and I'm not going to armchair, psychologize this person that I don't know, what would motivate somebody with so much to lose to behave in this way? Fundamentally, oftentimes is because there is a deep-seated sense of unworthiness, often generated by some degree of childhood trauma or some series of experiences earlier in their life when they were meant to feel unworthy or undeserving. And that's when the substances come into play to to basically medicate that so that they feel comfortable in their own skin. And perhaps that partially explains the notion of these two opposing emotional dispositions that are common in the addict and the alcoholic.

So when someone comes in the room, you have to create a welcome mat, a place of non-judgment where they feel safe to engage in this process of recovery, while also, disabusing them of their grandiosity and their egoic impulses to provide them with a sense of accountability and an appreciation for the consequences of their behavior. But in order to get sober, you have to create a degree of non-judgment for that person to open up and create this crucible of trust for them to engage with the steps to basically engage in truth-telling to open up about how they're actually behaving,

how they're actually feeling, to get more connected with their body and with their emotional self so that we can get to a place of rigorous self-honesty. Because until you engage in rigorous self-honesty, everything else is theater. And so when I look at this Channel 5 interview, I see a lot of theater.

I see a lot of justification. I see a lot of linguistically, talented gymnastics to kind of chariastically acknowledge behavior, while also sidestepping the responsibility piece in a way that leaves the viewer perhaps with a misunderstanding about what is actually going on with this person right now who's clearly spiraling out of control and in need of help. And on some level, perhaps decided to do this interview as a unconscious or subconscious call for help. And my hope is that he finds that help

and he can get into a situation where he can engage in that degree of rigorous self-honesty to repair the wreckage that he's reaped recently and begin to assemble the pieces of his life and rebuild a relationship with sobriety.

I believe in change. I believe that this is possible. I've seen it so many times that's happened in my life. People say people don't change. I think that's bold. shit. Nobody is irredeemable. We have to create an on-ramp for people like this to be redeemed, but that doesn't mean that we're allowing them to skirt the consequences. The consequences

piece is a very important component in that redemption arc. Somebody has to actually take responsibility, face those consequences, walk through them, and do the heavy. of repairing trust with the people they care about quietly behind the scenes. And that only happens not through words or acknowledgement or, you know, like verbal self-awareness, but instead through a series of consistent right action over an extremely extended period of time. Trust that's broken isn't repaired easily. It can be repaired, but it just takes a very long time. And if the person is truly interested in redeeming themselves,

they have to recede into the background, do this work, and do it quietly, and do it without expectations of anything other than that they get another day to hit the pillow without picking up. That's it. I also want to say a few words about relapse itself. think there is this misplaced notion that if somebody relapses that they have completely failed, but in my experience, my personal experience, and in my experience in the recovery community, relapse more often than not is a part of the recovery equation. Most people relapse. Most people go out at some point. And so what's astonishing when somebody goes to

out isn't that they went out. What's astonishing is all the days that they didn't go out because the addict or the alcoholic, all they want to do is use. And so every day that they don't, that's a miracle. Relapse is more commonplace than people realize. And sometimes it can actually improve that person's relationship with recovery because it gives them a heavy dose of just how powerful the pull of addiction can be. When you start to start to get a very dose of the person's relationship with recovery, start to take your sobriety for granted, and then you relapse, there's a recognition of powerlessness that I think can inform a deeper connection with recovery going forward. I know in my own personal story, as somebody who's been sober for a little while, that I came

into the rooms of recovery on the heels of two consecutive DUIs, two DUIs that I got in a period of about six weeks, blowing insanely high blood alcohol levels. one of which involved a car accident, both involved me going to jail, and together meant that I was not only going to get my driver's license revoked, but that I was definitely going to go to jail for an extended period of time. I was court-mandated to go into AA. I didn't want to, but circumstances being as they were, I didn't really have a choice. And I can just remember the fear and the shame of walking into these rooms. the only relationship I had previously with was what I saw on television and movies, a bunch of trench-coded, you know, kind of decrepit men talking about their problems in some dank, smoky church basement.

And what I discovered instead was an incredibly vibrant and positive, smiling group of seemingly high-functioning individuals. But I was in so much shame that I could have. look anyone in the eye. I remember purposely arriving to those early meetings late, leaving early, trying not to engage with anyone, not trusting anybody who came up to me to ask me what my name was or any of that. Like I just didn't want anything to do with it at all. I knew that I needed help. I wasn't ready to receive help. And so I would say that that phase would be characterized as being a tourist in AA. Like I kind of

heard about the steps and I listen to the people, share their stories about what happened and what they did and what it's like now. And I kind of got it intellectually and I kind of understood how these steps might move my life forward. But that didn't mean that I modified my behavior at all. And as a result, for many, many months, I was in and out. And I'd be able to stay sober for a week or maybe three days or maybe two weeks or once in a while for a month, but inevitably I would relapse and come back. It's a longer story, but the upshot of it was that I didn't actually begin to engage with recovery until the aftermath of a relapse that left me waking up the next day in a sufficient amount of pain in which I was blessed with a degree of willingness to do something

different. And that set in motion, this domino effect of actions and behaviors that very slowly and over an extremely long period of time repaired my life. It began with 100 days in a treatment center in which I was introduced to these ideas and it was impressed upon me, just how vital understanding these tools and beginning to practice them was to whether or not I was going to be able to not only stay sober, but actually live. Like my life was truly on the line. And I had, had a degree of desperateness. And for the first time, I had the temerity and the courage to actually tell other people what I was thinking, how I was feeling, and how I was behaving. And that really was the beginning of understanding the power of recovery and the power of the recovery community.

And it's been decades since then, but every good thing in my life, everything that I have accomplished every success or peak experience that I've ever had is solely attributable to the fact that I was able to get sober and create a foundation of sobriety, full stop. I do not get to even be alive, let alone have the life that I have today, had those experiences not happened. But my sobriety has not been linear. It's been up and down, and I've had my challenges along the way because it's not a linear thing. Human beings are messy, we're emotional animals, and once I was able to establish physical sobriety, I then had to contend with emotional sobriety. And short of having my crutch in the form of substances to manage those emotions, I then had to figure out how to deal with

them on my own, how to sit in my discomfort and process all of that. And that is, is messy business. And to this day, something I am far from having mastered. And so perhaps understanding that might give you a degree of empathy or understanding for the addict who is suffering, who even in physical sobriety reaches a point where their emotional discomfort is so severe that it leads them out the door

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that you love them and that you are there for them to support them, but that you're also unavailable for the lies, the excuses, the justifications, the spinning of elaborate yarns to, you know, kind of like excuse, you know, some kind of inexcusable behavior. But when they're ready to change, to actually change, that you will be the first one there to support them. As long as they know that, like, hey, I'm here for the solution, not the problem. But until you're ready for that, I can't be there for you. So call me when you're ready to get help.

and I will do everything in my power to support that, but until then, you're kind of on your own. So that's tricky, again, easier said than done, especially for parents, you know, of a child who is spinning out of control. But I think the general point I'm trying to make is you can love without also enabling or being complicit in the behavior.

You love the person, you don't love the behavior. And that's an important distinction to make. The addict as an individual is very different from the behavior. So they're behaving in a certain way that is obviously problematic and that, you know, you don't support and don't love, but you can still love the person underneath because that person is in the throes of a disease. And that behavior really isn't the true version of that person. So being able to hold a vision for the best version of that person, free from their addiction, is an important piece, while also obviously and very stridently not condoning the behavior. How do you do that? Well, that's the subject of many hours of discussion and perhaps many volumes of books, but I would say it begins with, again, raising your hand and asking for help. You cannot fix this problem alone, but you can't

do it with other people. And so summoning the courage to enlist the support of somebody else. It could be a friend. It could be a teacher, a mentor. It could be somebody in a more formal therapeutic session, a psychiatrist, a psychologist, a therapist. It could be within the rooms of recovery. I'm not here to say, you know, what you should do or shouldn't do, only to say that you need to find somebody that you can talk to, that you trust, that you can be honest with, that you can open up with. and then to allow that person to provide you feedback and hold you accountable for your decisions and your behavior. So the next time you want to indulge in that behavior, you check in with that person first. Here's what I want to do or here's what I'm thinking about doing or here's what I just did even though I told you I wouldn't.

That is a fundamental practice that is essential towards not only the self-understanding and the accountability piece, but to actually end up modifying that behavior and replacing it with a better one. Every addict wants to isolate. They don't want to open up to other people. They withdraw and, again, reside in their minds and try to solve the problem on their own. This is a way of secret keeping,

but when you're keeping secrets, you're not in the solution. And the antidote to your problem lies in transparency and vulnerability, which means you have to do some truth-telling. You have got to disabuse yourself of your secrets and find somebody to open up to. And I think around this, creating structure so that you're not isolating, so that you're being called out when you're keeping a secret, so that you have people in your life who know you well enough when you start to veer off track or engage in unhealthy behaviors to, again, hold you accountable so that you can hold yourself accountable eventually. On the subject of

weaving your own redemptive, you know, narrative arc, you cannot craft your own redemption story. What you have to do is do the redemptive work over time to rebuild trust with the people you care about and rebuild trust with yourself. There's a saying in the rooms of recovery, you can save your ass or you can save your face, but you can't save both. And if you, If you'd rather spin a manipulative arc that makes you look good, you are engaging in saving your face. If you're worried about what other people think or you're afraid of how they will perceive you, if you tell them your secrets, you are saving face.

If you want to save your ass, you have got to just vomit out all the uncomfortable truths and embarrassing stories and humiliating. aspects of your past behavior. And then we can begin the process of repairing your ass. So it's a choice. If you are putting a veneer over how you're showing up and communicating with these people that you've now raised your hand

and are inviting in to help you, you have got to be rigorously honest. Otherwise, you are putting a spin on your story that is anathema to the work of recovery. You have to roll up your sleeves and get ugly with yourself. And that takes courage. It might be the most difficult thing that you've ever done, but it's also incredibly cathartic and liberating.

When you release these things that you have pushed down in shame for so long, it's not until you release them that you realize the weight bearing that they have been doing that has been holding you back the change and the growth and the evolution and the transformation that is available to you. But there's no end run around it.

It's not optional this process of rigorous honesty, but it is the path forward. And so to the addict who is out there who is still suffering, who is harboring that degree of shame, who can't imagine the idea of sharing those deep dark secrets with anybody else, I'm telling you that you're not alone, that you are not terminally unique,

that your problems as tragic as they might be, as difficult as they may come across, they are more commonplace than you might imagine. And the sense of connection and community that you will find and discover by opening up and trusting another person with those is the path to not only saving your own, but is the solution to your brokenness that will set you on a journey towards wholeness.

If you want to change, stop feeling sorry for yourself. Stop asking, when are people going to trust me? Why don't people trust me? Woe is me. Don't you understand how hard my life is and how difficult my problems are? And instead, ask yourself what you're going to do differently today. What are you willing to do now that you were previously unwilling to do? And that's truly as far as your gaze should be cast,

because recovery and the redemption that you seek is really a function of behavioral action in the present. You can't change the past. The future is uncertain and unwritten. all you can do is focus on what is happening in the present moment and what you're going to do differently this time than you have historically that is going to nudge your life ever so slightly, perhaps even imperceptibly in a different direction. And this is something that you have to repeat religiously over an extended period of time for a very long time in order to work your life towards those things that you want, which is connection with other people, trust,

a sense of well-being within yourself, a sense of wholeness, and the capacity to be a productive member of society who shows up when they say they will, who does what they say they will, and has a chance at pursuing a life of purpose, meaning, satisfaction, connection, and love. In other words, what is the truth that I'm hiding from? What is the lie that I keep telling myself? What is the root cause for my historical reason to refuse help? What am I afraid of if I open up?

And what would happen if I could be free of all of the shame and the guilt and the lying? What would life look like? There's a funny thing with addicts. You can say to the addict in the throes of their addiction, if you keep doing what you're doing, there's only three outcomes. It's either going to be jail, institutionalization, or death.

Or you can come over here and come into this room and talk to people and be honest, and then you can have a life that is, happy, joyous, and free. What is it going to be? Only the addict will say, I'm going to have to get back to you on that. And that, in a nutshell, is the disease of alcoholism. It is a disease that so captures the individual that even when you can present them with a solution that provides all the things that that person would want in their life, they still are predisposed to choose the cycle of unhealthy behavior

that is reaping chaos, destroying their lives, and harming the people they care about most. And the only way for that person to snap out of that mindset, that delusion is when their circumstances present them with a situation in which they're in so much pain, that pain overwhelms their otherwise feelings, of doing something differently. I think it's a useful exercise to reflect upon the excuses that we make to justify those behaviors.

What is the narrative that we tell ourselves that lets us off the hook so that we can perpetuate the behavior or continue to do the thing that we know in our heart of hearts, we probably shouldn't? Because until you do that, you're really not putting yourself in a position to change that behavior. Again, self-awareness is not enough. Let's get honest, rigorously honest with ourselves. And that begins with identifying the excuses and the justifications that we make. This reminds me of a story from early sobriety.

When I had a real resistance to availing myself of the recovery community, like, I just wanted to solve the problem on my own. I didn't want to have to involve all these other people. Let me just, you know, I'm a smart person. I'll figure it out, leave me alone. Of course, this resulted in relapse after relapse after relapse, because while I acknowledged the need to get help and receive help, and I was contrite about my behavior, I was also continuing to justify or excuse my lack of commitment

to this set of tools that had been presented to me as effective at solving this problem. So instead, me wanting to solve the problem on my own. And what I think held me at arm's length from this solution was the fact that I saw these people as different than myself. I was in my sense of terminal uniqueness. I was indulging my ego. I had a lack of humility. Perhaps on some level I thought, like, I'm better equipped to solve this problem for myself than any of these people.

And so when I would go into these rooms and I would hear these people share their stories or attempt to introduce themselves to me, all I could think is that, like, I don't belong here. You know, these people are different from me. I have nothing in common with them. And as a result, I short-circuited my capacity to learn, to be open and to participate in my own recovery. And there was one occasion where I sort of was ducking out of a meeting early. I would do this. I would like arrive late and leave early, avoid eye contact, because I really didn't want to have to talk to anybody. And I thought that I was being quite crafty. What you realize later is that like this is very common transparent behavior. And on one of these days when I was ducking out early, a guy came out after me and he's like, hey, where are you going? And I made up some excuse. I'm late. I got to get out. I'm so sorry, but I have to leave. you know, I have an appointment or some bullshit like that. And of course, this guy saw it right through that.

And he just pointed to a phrase on a wall, one of those annoying AA aphorisms. And it said, look for the similarities, not the differences. And I'd seen that there before, and I didn't really know what it meant. But in that moment, it actually landed. Basically, what he was saying is, stop trying to create arguments for why this isn't going to work

or why you're different than these other people. Instead of listening to somebody's story and trying to determine how your life is different and how it doesn't apply to you, instead, try to see yourself in this story. What is it that this person is sharing on an emotional level can you relate to? And once you start to do that,

then you're able to kind of connect with whatever wisdom, they are in a position to impart to you. And I share this story because while we rubberneck at this story of Shia LeBuff, we kind of perceive it voyeuristically or we jump on a chance to vilify this person that we haven't met, I would suggest that if you watch it, to look for the similarities, not the differences. And what I mean by that is what is it about this person and what they're sharing,

can you relate to? Can you see some aspect of your own behavior, your own blind spots, your own proclivity to justify or excuse your behavior in what he's sharing? And I think if you can do that, then you're in a position to better self-reflect on your own behavior and what you're doing or not doing in your own life to become a better person tomorrow than you are today.