The Rich Roll Podcast - Tig Notaro Is Treading Water
Episode Date: November 10, 2025Tig Notaro is a comedian, actor, screenwriter, producer, and co-host of the podcast Handsome. This conversation explores Tig's legendary 2012 set—delivered days after her cancer diagnosis—and how... loss became her greatest teacher. We discuss her wild upbringing, choosing presence over performance, the napkin-based writing process, what's going on in the comedy scene, and producing "Come See Me in the Good Light," the Sundance-winning doc about poet Andrea Gibson. Oh, and we bond over spinal fusion surgery recovery. Tig is great—and I really enjoyed our time together. Enjoy! Show notes + MORE Watch on YouTube Newsletter Sign-Up Today’s Sponsors: Squarespace: Use code RichRoll to save 10% off your first order of a website or domain👉🏼http://www.squarespace.com/RichRoll On: High-performance shoes & apparel crafted for comfort and style👉🏼https://www.on.com/richroll AG1: Get a FREE bottle of D3K2, Welcome Kit, and 5 travel packs with your first order👉🏼https://www.drinkAG1.com/richroll BetterHelp: Get 10% OFF the first month👉🏼https://www.betterhelp.com/richroll Pique: Get up to 20% OFF plus a FREE rechargeable frother and glass beaker with your first subscription👉🏼https://www.piquelife.com/richroll WHOOP: The all-new WHOOP 5.0 is here! Get your first month FREE👉🏼https://www.join.whoop.com/Roll Roka: Unlock 20% OFF your order with code RICHROLL👉🏼https://www.ROKA.com/RICHROLL Check out all of the amazing discounts from our Sponsors👉🏼https://www.richroll.com/sponsors Find out more about Voicing Change Media at https://www.voicingchange.media and follow us @voicingchange
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I remember that night I went to a diner with my friends,
and we were just like, wow, that was a crazy show, you know,
because I was up there talking about the death of my mother
and having cancer and all of the stuff.
Good evening. Hello. I have cancer. How are you?
And then people were like, oh, the story went viral overnight.
And I was like, what does that mean? What went viral?
There's so much in that set that people can relate to.
Most people have lost a relationship, and everyone's been affected by cancer, the loss of a parent.
It was raw.
Hey, everybody.
Welcome to the podcast.
I got TIG on today.
TIG Nataro.
So you've got that to look forward to because she's great.
And we really had a great time.
together. But before that, how's it going? I mean, you know, fall is here, which is nice,
but now we're back to it being dark out so early, which I don't know about you, always lands
pretty heavy for me. For whatever reason, it just seems to drain my energy and kind of makes me
want to just hibernate and hide from the world just when the specter of the holiday season starts
to rear up its head and lord over us, which always for me seems to kick up a little bit of anxiety
because I feel like it just puts pressure on me, on all of us to power ourselves up at a time
of year when all I want to do really is power down and kind of seclude myself.
a little bit. But I do have some good news to share. I had my six-month check-in, check up with my
doc, my surgeon, and it's good news. It's a bit of a rebirth because he was able to review some
brand new scans on my spine. And my fusion, I'm happy to report, is setting in nicely. There's
no slippage in the L5 region. And so I got the all clear to get back to some light exercise and
training. Nothing too crazy because I still can't do anything that compresses my spine, like,
for example, lifting weights above my head or flip turns or, of course, running. But I can
return to the pool for some light swimming and to my indoor Zwift trainer to resume some spinning,
which is such a huge relief because it means I can start doing a few of the things that actually
make me feel like me and of course start working off the extra 30 pounds that I put on
over the last six months, which has been a bit of an embarrassing side effect of my surgery
recovery having forced me to be more sedentary than I think I've been in my entire life.
And there's still a long way to go. I actually won't know until at least May if I
can return to 100% because it takes 12 to 18 months for the fusion to really set in.
But right now, everything is currently heading in the right direction.
Already I've built up a bit of momentum dialing in my nutrition and my fitness routine.
In fact, I've already dropped about six pounds so far.
So that's my big win for the week.
And if there's a lesson in all of this applicable to all of you guys,
I suppose it's patience.
I hear so many stories of back surgeries like mine not taking or going terribly wrong,
and I suspect a big reason for that is because patients lack the patience to hold back
from getting back to their normal movement routines,
convincing themselves that they're fine way too soon when they're actually not fine.
And for me, it's helpful to always keep my eye on the long game,
which is a game that requires a different kind of.
a discipline than the kind that many athletes or many strivers rely upon to achieve their goals.
The discipline to do less than you know you can when life is calling you to do that, which is
like a discomfort.
Anybody who is ambitious will be much less comfortable with than the discomfort that they're
used to, which is just pushing through things.
But in order to play the long game well, there are times in life.
the time that I'm in right now, when the best way to advance your life forward is to let go of all
of that, even when doing so, threatens your identity and challenges your ego.
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So TIG, TIG Nataro is a comedian. You probably know that because basically she's all over the place and kind of a big deal.
Netflix specials, a New York Times best-selling memoir, even a Grammy nomination.
But you might not know that she's also an actor. She stars in Star Trek, Starfleet Academy, as well as a screenwriter and a filmmaker.
And I was surprised to discover just how many projects.
she has produced and is involved in.
And she's in the studio today to talk about her wild upbringing,
her deadpan comedic style, her creative process, her cancer diagnosis,
and her plant-based lifestyle.
We also get into exactly what is going on in the comedy scene right now,
including what she makes of comedians with podcasts,
becoming important platforms, not just for popular culture,
but for culture war topics.
And most importantly, politics at the heart.
highest level of power. You can check out TIG's podcast Handsome, which I guess is sort of like
a queer, smartless, but smarter. And the new doc that she produced called Come See Me in the Good
Light, which is about her friend, poet laureate Andrea Gibson, who passed away from cancer this past
July. And that doc, which is pretty great, I had not watched it at the time that we had done our
conversation, but I have since. It's fantastic. You should check it out. And it's premiering on
Apple TV this week on November 14th.
We're rolling, TIG. You're here. You came here in a rainstorm. You drove a car here.
I did. You don't own a car, but you borrowed your wives. I appreciate making the track. I'm
so delighted to talk to you today. And I wanted to start by saying, I'm dying to know.
I don't know if you have any awareness of this whatsoever,
but it was probably, must have been at least two years ago,
maybe three years ago.
I was leaving Whole Foods in New York City
and I was walking down the street like in the Bowery
and I saw you coming towards me and for a moment
we like locked eyes and I thought, oh,
because I remembered that you had
this whole plant-based certification thing.
And I was like, maybe she might know who I am
from like the weird subculture of like vegan people.
And I was like, no, she doesn't know.
I was like, I was like, I was like,
and then we just passed each other and that was that.
I don't recall that day, but I know who you are.
That is why I drove my wife's car here in a rainstorm.
Well, we have Jason to thank.
Yes.
Long time employee number one.
yeah yeah engineer because he went to your show and got called on by you yeah we were chatting and
uh i was like what and what do you do he's like oh i'm a podcast producer and i'm like there's what
10 trillion podcast uh-huh and um i'm like what do you what what podcast he's like rich roll i'm like
okay that's like the one podcast that's crazy for me it's always surreal for me to hear stuff
like that, but, um, super cool.
Well, even that you know who I am, it's, it goes both ways.
Yeah, but you're everywhere.
I mean, I was just saying before we started, like, you have so many, it's impossible to
keep track of like all the projects and specials and documentaries and, you know, everything
that's going on with you, TV shows, Star Trek.
I mean, it's why, like, I don't know how you do it all.
Well, I've, you know, for years, I've been doing interviews where people will ask about,
work-life balance and I'm like yeah you know I'm really getting on that work-life balance
I'm really applying it and then one day I realized no I'm not I'm just saying that I'm just like
I'm saying what I wish I was doing and then I was in Toronto filming this new season of the new
it hasn't aired yet but it's Starfleet Academy is the new series starring Holly Hunter
and Paul Giamatti is the villain.
Oh, really? Oh, wow.
Yeah, but I was like, I'm just living in Toronto
for six months without my family.
This is not work-life balance.
And so I downgraded myself to just a recurring guest star
and I have my weekly podcast and now I'm gonna tour in the new year
and I told my agent I only wanna go out a weekend a month.
And so to me, that,
is work-life balance. That feels
totally manageable to just go
out to Toronto and film
an episode, a few episodes
a season, and
go out of town, a weekend, a month
and stay home and podcast.
Yeah, you do the podcast from your house, right?
Or wherever you are.
I do, yeah, my house, I have a home
office, or if I'm in a hotel
room, and then if all
three hosts, because
I co-host this, with
two other comedians, Fortune Feimster, and
May Martin. And if we're all in the same city, we will podcast at the head gum studios,
but it's very rare. Almost never. It's hard because we're all touring comedians. We're all on TV
shows. And yeah, so we're busy. And how's Handsome going? Hansom's going really well.
It's exactly what I was looking for in a podcast because,
I love silliness and I think because I've had a lot of public challenges in my life,
a lot health-related.
I've kind of become, I accidentally became this person that people would,
I don't even know how to say this without sounding like I'm patting myself on the back,
but like inspiring and all that kind of stuff.
and which is great.
I love for people to be inspired in a positive way,
but I also am a very deeply silly person
and I describe myself as 100% no nonsense
and then 100% all nonsense.
So Handsome kind of allows me to get in there
and be that.
Be silly.
Yeah, it's very fresh, you know.
I like,
it a lot. It's cool and it has such a, you know, a distinct voice to it that's different.
I mean, you know, it's like a trope at this point, like every comedian has a podcast, but there's a very specific like, you know, route that you're taking the three of you together that I think is important in the whole kind of like podcast to Stan or whatever you want to call it. But with you specifically, I was joking with the team earlier. I was like, I'm kind of scared.
like she's intimidating maybe I'm intimidated by by comedians in general and maybe it's just like
the the deadpan kind of style of your comedy where it's like maybe it's just when you don't when you can't
read where someone's coming from and they're very witty you know it makes me back on my heels a little bit
well please don't feel that way I feel very welcome with you right now yeah am I as scary as you
thought no I don't think so I don't know
It's just my internal monologue and my insecurity, most likely.
Well, I love trying to find interesting ideas and people in the world of,
I don't even know, like, do you consider yourself in the world of wellness?
And is that, I don't know.
I mean, that word is now, like, sort of morphed in a way that makes me a little uneasy.
I would have said absolutely a handful of years ago.
Right.
Now I'm not so sure.
whatever you are um it feels like there are people doing similar things that you do but i've never
felt so far that you splinter off from what i think or feel and if and if you do i feel open to
hearing your perspective because you feel like a very reasonable person and i try to be
I think you really are.
You feel open, you feel like you have your ideas,
but you just feel grounded and reasonable.
And so it's just allowed me to follow what you're doing.
And whereas other people, I'm like, where are you going?
Yeah.
Yeah, we've all had that experience of whether it's a podcast
or somebody we follow online and you're like,
oh, I like this person.
And then at some point, there's an inflection point.
they diverge or go in a different direction.
And that person always probably thinks
that they're being consistent with their integrity
or true to themselves or whatever.
And part of it is like what we project on people
that we don't know, but also online,
there's an incentive structure that has bent
more and more people in strange directions
that at least for me, I've had that experience as well
where I was like, oh, I thought
this was one thing, now I'm realizing it's another.
Have I changed, have they changed?
You know, I always say they changed, you know.
They would probably think that they stayed the same
because that's the way the human brain operates.
But it has been fairly deranging over the last couple of years
to see, I don't even know how you would put it,
like how the incentive structure of like online creators
has moved people in interesting directions.
And how would you describe the incentive structure?
Well, I think due to algorithms,
they make creative decisions about the content that they're creating
based upon what they think that will serve the algorithm
and result in the maximum amount of attention.
And if you're making decisions based on that,
you're going to host contrarians and people
with outrageous takes
or people that are gonna, you know, foment drama.
And so you're not really making those decisions
based upon like whatever core mission you're on.
Like, you know, like what are we actually doing here
and like what's important?
And what am I trying to provide the audience with?
You're just thinking about eyeballs.
Yeah, yeah.
Because the dollars follow the eyeballs.
Yeah, they do.
So, you know, we don't have to name names or anything,
But, like, there's a lot of that right now.
And so I think a lot about that.
I'm like, you know, is this in service to the audience?
Is this consistent with, like, my worldview, et cetera,
and trying to not make decisions about that,
which means you're not going to be necessarily competitive in the marketplace
because the marketplace is demanding that of people right now.
And that's kind of a drag, I think.
It kind of reminds me of what I was just saying about trying to find,
you know balance in my life and my work and and and it's so easy to get caught up in oh here's a job
and here's this amount of money and here's are you going to do this and will you do this and
and I think for a while I was I was I know for a while I was just doing it and I was following it
I wasn't doing anything that was against my belief system but it was more so I was
I wasn't really being present with the reality of my life until I was sitting in Toronto for six months.
Yeah.
And I really got in touch with it and really made a shift.
And I know I really made a shift because when I would tell people that I chose to go from a series regular,
like on on the show guaranteed pay to just a recurring guest star the response is a little people
were very surprised you know and and you can say oh that's because you've had success or you have
a savings account or whatever it is sure but also i i need to still work it's not like i can just
and it's a consistent paycheck and a good paycheck it is hard to say no to that it is but
But I realized the reality of what I want was not lining up with how I was living.
And it's way more important to me to actually be at the doubleheader baseball game on Sundays with my sons.
Grocery store.
I walk around our house singing this very unketchy song.
Well, maybe you'd be into it.
But I'm like, I'm a normal person.
Do a normal things.
live in a normal life because I'm normal.
But I love it.
I love the routine of being with my family and the day to day.
And then my work being my work.
Well, kids will do that.
But also how much of that is a response or a reaction
to pursuing a career for many, many, many years
that is so uncertain.
You know, like it's, you never know where the next paycheck is going to come from.
Like, it's very, you know, hard scrabble.
Now you're in a place where it doesn't have to be that way and there's a craving for a normal life.
Whereas somebody who has had a nine to five their whole life, they're like, oh my God,
what would it be like to just, you know, go to the comedy club every night?
And like, you know, like that seems, you know, very appealing to that person.
Oh, and that's where I was.
I mean, I've been doing comedy for almost 30 years.
And I could not believe that I was making a living doing stand-up.
And I was, I failed three grades, dropped out of high school.
I was kind of aimless and I liked music, maybe when to work in the music business did a little bit.
But I was really bouncing around and had no stability and no focus in life.
and the fact that I found some focus and success
in comedy was wild
and I was so thankful and anxious to jump in there
but yeah I think obviously life changes
and priorities shift
and when I was really little I was so into sports and art
so passionately
and I moved on
and then I was
you know
I played guitar
and drums
and I was so into that
and I moved on
you know
and then you
I found myself
with this identity
as a comedian
and then you think
because it's
you're so public
and you've done it for so long
that this is the thing
but then it shifts
again
Because for a while I was so confused that like, why would I, I just want to like be at home and what's wrong with it? Am I like deeply depressed? And then I was just taking my daily walk one day and I was like, I remembered I was into art. I was so focused on working on guitar playing and drums and then it shifts. It's like I'm not deeply depressed. I'm just a different place.
Well, there's something to holding your identity loosely, you know.
I was like, well, I'm a comedian and this is what I do.
And if you're holding on too tightly to that,
then you perhaps miss out on other ways
of finding happiness and fulfillment.
And that's what I feel so thankful
that I can still be a comedian and put on my space suit and go.
I know, did you ever dream you would be on Star Trek?
Oh my God.
That's a whole thing.
It is a whole thing.
It's not like being on a normal TV show, right?
Like it comes with a whole universe of expectations.
expectations and rabid fans.
Yeah, my brother and I were very into the original series
when we were little and had the action figures.
I went to the conventions when I was a little kid.
Okay, now.
I know.
I know.
Okay, now we've splintered.
Finally, I found the splinter.
I just lost a loyal podcast fan.
No, I.
Who's on one of the shows.
No, I, the people, the fans,
are so, yeah, so devoted
and they're so kind.
It is wild.
Yeah.
How earnest and kind
and passionate these people are.
You have to go to like the sort of Comic-Con events
where you sign autographs and stuff like that.
I don't have to.
People dress up.
I was, yes, I've been to Comic-Con.
I hosted the Star Trek panel
when, this is my second Star Trek series.
Right.
The first one was Star Trek Discovery.
And when I was on that series,
I hosted the Star Trek panel at a Comic-Con in San Diego.
And then when that show ended,
my character just jumped over to Starfleet Academy,
which hasn't aired yet.
It airs in January of 26.
But, yeah, I didn't imagine I would end up.
My friend Alex Kurtzman, who runs the whole Star Trek universe.
Oh, Orsie, too.
They did alias.
Yeah, they did Alias.
They did Mission Impossible.
Like, J.J.A.R.N. Stuff.
So many things.
Bob sadly passed away in February of this year.
But I had known Bob and Alex from when I first moved to L.A. and I needed a job.
I was a terrible receptionist at Sam Ramey's company, the director.
And he was the executive producer.
of Zena and Hercules
and all these different TV shows.
But anyway, Alex and I have remained friends
and he brought me in to talk to me
about doing a part on Star Trek Discovery.
And I honestly thought it would be an episode or two.
And I was like, yeah, great.
You know, people say, we'd love to have you as much as we can.
And it's like, yeah, sure.
even though he was a friend
I was still like
probably be in and out quickly
and then he kept having me back
and now I'm going on my second series
so no I didn't see it coming
but I am proud to be a part of that world
because it is
it's just
you know they try to do good
with with what they're
the storytelling and
it's a really nice crew
and Kath, it just feels good.
Well, in a different age,
it would have been shot in Los Angeles.
And you would have been able to do it,
but that's not the Hollywood of today.
No, it's not.
Yeah, you have to go to London, Toronto, Vancouver, Atlanta, Austin.
I mean, they're all great places, but.
So I want to understand the origin story here.
You're this kid growing up in Mississippi,
be in like it's kind of a small town right like right on the water i was born in jackson and then we
moved down to pass christian which is it's two words pass and christian which is the cajian
pronunciation for christian it's near like baloxi it's not that far from new orleans right
without traffic it's about an hour east from new orleans and it seems like you i mean first of all
seventh grade was the last time you went to school?
The last year that I graduated.
But I also lived in Texas.
We moved from Mississippi to Texas,
and Texas is where I dropped it.
I failed eighth grade twice.
I failed it again,
but they just moved me up to ninth grade
just so I didn't throw myself off of something.
And then I get to ninth grade and I fail that.
Was that because you just couldn't focus
or what was going on?
I couldn't focus.
I had a lot going on at home.
It was just a circus.
It was an absolute circus.
Well, your mom sounds like a complete character.
Yes.
I mean, I even, like, wrote down on your website, in your bio,
like you say,
uh, TIG affectionately named by her brother as a child
was born in Jackson, Mississippi,
and was raised by her single mother
and past Christiane, Mississippi during hot summer days,
her artistic and free-spirited mother,
would feed the children all three meals at once,
then hose down their diapered bodies in high chairs
to cut back on cooking and cleaning,
leaving more time for her to paint donkeys
on the outside of their house.
I mean- Is that not your childhood?
No, that was not my childhood.
That was very much mine.
Yeah, my mother was an artist
and the outside of our house was her canvas
and she, you know, for our birthday parties,
she truly painted a donkey
so we could play pin the tail on the donkey.
and you know she was doing her best but she didn't have much she just was a very wild free-thinking free-spirited artist that raised me with this core belief that if anybody has a problem with me they can go to hell and that's what she told me my whole childhood tell them to go to hell
And a little bit of chaos too.
A lot, a lot of chaos.
For a young person, maybe, you know, made home feel a little destabilizing.
For sure, I mean, man, my parents split when I was six months and so my stepfather came along and he had stability, but he traveled a lot.
So we moved out of the house with donkeys on the wall.
But they needed each other, my stepfather, my mother.
Because he grounded her.
He grounded her, literally.
He would get grounded because she would sometimes put us to bed
and go out for the night.
But anyway, yeah.
Say no more.
Yeah, it was that kind of environment.
But also she would pull him out of his shell.
He was very stoic.
And wasn't quite able to see you for you.
No.
He did finally.
And it was a really beautiful touching moment after my mother's funeral.
we were leaving Mississippi and I mean this guy we were aliens to each other he he was more
patient I think with my mother because he was married to her but he just and my brother was
playing sports and doing well in school and I was just over here smoking and failing and
riding a skateboard and you know listening to Van Halen and you know like he didn't even know
what to do with me. And so when we were driving away from my mother's funeral, he said that he wanted
to apologize to me for something. And that in itself was like, what could that possibly be? And he
apologized for years before he had told me that my career was a waste of my time and my intelligence.
And it was devastating because I had pride
in having gotten through my childhood
and all of my failures.
And then I was making not just a living,
but a good living for myself as a comedian.
And it was, even though I hadn't fully broken through
at that point, it was 2012, I had a great life.
Sure, I mean, by 2012, you're a well-known,
established comic you're on TV all the time yeah like there's plenty of evidence that you're
you know out there killing it yeah and he couldn't give it up yeah he still encouraged me to go to
business school or um he he said I always thought you'd make a good attorney and and I said to him
I'm saying I am so happy I found happiness and direction and I'm making a really good living
And I said, you're telling me you think I should leave that
and go to business school.
And he said, absolutely.
Yeah.
And so that's what he apologized for.
And he said, I realize now, and he got emotional,
which I had never seen the robot cry.
And he said, you know, I was projecting onto you
what I thought your life should be based on,
what I did or what I was told and he said and I never really understood you and I just want to tell
you that I know now that it's not the child's responsibility to teach the parent who they are it's
the parent's responsibility to learn who their child is and I didn't do that and this is all through
tears and I'm like oh my gosh we just buried my mother I can't believe she missed this because
this is all she wanted. You know, she supported anything I was doing artistically or, I mean,
she wanted me to go to school, but she was definitely my cheerleader. Right. You're the more
mature and fully expressed version of her on some level, right? Like you were able to channel her
spirit and put it into something tangible. I think so. Yeah. Yeah. Well, that's really beautiful that
he gave it up for you, though, that he was able to acknowledge that, like to have the self-awareness.
and then express it to you.
Oh, my gosh.
And then he, when my mother, after my mother was gone,
you know, he was, and my, my biological father died
a couple of years after my mother.
And so Rick, my stepfather, he became my, that was my parent.
And I, you know, I couldn't believe this was who I had to go to for everything.
And, you know, he's just like, what is that?
Mm-hmm.
Yes, well.
And it was so crazy,
but he really stepped up and he really shifted.
And he, not that he wouldn't have like paid for my wedding,
but he was like cake shopping with Stephanie's mother
and me and Stephanie's sister and my brother,
like all of us met in New Orleans
and were driving around cake test.
That's not anything he would have done
if my mother was alive.
And he, even though my cousin,
husband hosted our wedding, Rick paid for it.
And one of the most amazing, and he was never,
I was never shunned for being gay or anything,
but this was like, classic Rick,
and it was also so touching, but on my wedding day,
and he just, everything should be a certain way with him, you know.
And I was wearing like a suit and had a shirt.
I didn't have a tie or anything,
but he came up and he said,
Uh, TIG.
Uh, I was wondering if you would like to borrow my tie today for your, for your wedding.
It's sweet.
It's so sweet.
Yeah.
And I was like, oh, Rick, because he was really acknowledging who, and I'm, I'm not a tie wearing lesbian, but I, I appreciated that he was.
You would think maybe that might be something that Tig would like.
Exactly.
And, and, and I, I was so touched by that. And I said, oh, no, thank you, Rick.
I don't want to wear a tie.
But in his mind, you wear a suit,
and with the suit comes a tie.
And he's happy to take off his
to give to his daughter for her wedding day.
So, and then when we had kids,
he flew out like twice a year
and would be on the floor playing with them.
And I'm like, I'd call my brother.
I'd like, who the hell is this?
So crazy.
I mean, you got it.
You know, we're like of the same age,
and I talk about this all the time,
but it's kind of shocking that we're,
you know, we're in our 50s,
late 50s and we're all hung up about like how our parents feel about us and stuff.
I mean, I have a similar, you know, an analogous situation like my mom has dementia right
now, but she could never give it up, you know.
I'm the great disappointment and, you know, you can still go to medical school.
And like, you know, the same, it's just a different version of the same story, right?
Yeah.
And all we want is, you know, love and acceptance.
And for some reason, it's so difficult to get it.
And everyone's out there doing the best they can based upon the way that
that they were raised and nobody really knows what they're doing.
And all we can do is try to do a little bit better
for our kids and interrupt those patterns.
And usually we go to the extreme,
like we go too far into the extreme and then that has to swing back.
But you, you know, like you got what so many people like go to their grave
wishing that they could have gotten.
I mean, I feel so, so lucky.
And like I said for a while, I was like I can't believe
My mother, we literally just buried her
and we're driving away and this is what happens.
And but then I thought, if I had a moment with my mother
and I said, I can't believe you missed it.
Rick apologized for everything and he accepts me for who I,
and I didn't know I needed it from him.
Yeah.
But the relief and the tears and the gratitude I felt,
I was like, I can't believe I needed that all
at this time.
But he might have shared it with her earlier
and she might have said, you know,
you should say that to take one day.
You know what?
Actually, now that you say that,
I think that is what happened
because right before my mother died,
they had called to say they wanted to come out and visit me.
And it was after that phone call when I,
I'm not somebody that,
I'm not a big complainer, I don't call home,
I'm like, you know, this happened.
But there was something that happened in the comedy world
where I was a little confused and thrown off and hurt,
and I didn't know what to do with that information.
And when I called home and talked to them,
that's when Rick said, well, you know,
you should probably go to business school.
And I was like, wait, what?
That's not why I was calling for some support, you know.
and to hear that I should just extract myself from my life.
That's why I said to him, this is just a bad day at work for me.
This isn't a bad life.
And that is, now that you say it, my mother died shortly after they called to try and make a plan to come out.
And it was partly because Rick wanted to apologize to me for that.
and um but when i imagine saying to my mother like rick finally did this and said this i imagine
knowing my mother so well that she would have just said it doesn't matter that i missed it
just the fact that it happened at all is what's important and um and i do i feel i know it's rare
what I got and what's even crazier is my whole like so many kids I was such an impatient kid
and my stepfather you know he was just so like TIG you have to be patient there's everything has a
process everything it was all about well he's not wrong no good he it's so good but what's crazy
what ended up coming full circle was when he he ended up dying from
a disease I had, which was one of the diseases I had,
which was C-diff, which is a, I'm sure you know,
it's a intestinal disease that is very deadly.
And when I had it, he had never heard of it.
And most people hadn't at that time.
It's becoming more prevalent.
It's a super bug.
But anyway, when he was on his deathbed,
three years ago,
I was with him.
And my brother was trying to get there in time.
And so I had this concentrated time with, he was on a respirator.
He couldn't talk, but he was completely coherent.
And the nurses told me, when I got there, they said, he's ready.
And I said, okay.
And they said, you need to, we need you to, just.
just confirm with him that he understands that when we take him off this machine, that that is the end.
And I was like, okay, it was just so much to take in, and I was, you know, it was very emotional.
And I explained to him, I said, Rick, the nurses, the doctors say that you are ready, and I just want you to know, like, I support this, but if we do take you off, you
do understand that this is, that's it.
This is the end.
And he nodded, yes.
And then the doctor, or somebody came in and said, yes,
grabbed the doctor and said, there's an emergency.
And they had to pull the doctor from there.
And they said it was going to take a while.
And Rick was like, his arms were flailing.
He was frustrated.
He was very frustrated.
And I got to have a moment next to him where I was like,
Like, Rick, as you told me my whole life,
you have to be patient after, I said, it's a process.
You couldn't help it.
Oh, my God, but it was so incredible that at the end,
and he nodded.
He nodded, yes, and his arms came down.
And it was such a touching, funny moment
that I got to actually apply what he taught me my entire life.
I got to tell him that the doctor,
had to go and we'll be back, but
it's a process and you have to
be patient. That's unbelievable.
Yeah. I just, I can't
even believe that that was my
final moment with him.
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You've gone through a lot.
He passed away, your mom passed away, pneumonia.
My father passed away.
C. diff, yeah, your father, and then the cancer diagnosis, that's a lot of life.
I mean, that's the tip of the iceberg, but yeah.
Yeah, and then, you know, the journey to having children and all of that.
I appreciate the, the transparency.
and the vulnerability with which you've kind of shared all of this publicly,
you know, in your comedy, but also like in the, in the TIG documentary, et cetera,
how do you think about like those words like authenticity and vulnerability?
Because your comedy wasn't always as personal as it evolved into.
I mean, as far as those words, authenticity and vulnerability,
I mean, I'm good with that.
I connect with that.
I definitely like the idea of feeling congruent with my life.
That's like what I was saying about live life and work balance.
I just, I want things to line up and feel right.
And it doesn't always, and I'm always searching for ways.
for it to feel that way.
But I think I really am that person,
and I wasn't.
I feel like in 2012, when it was four months,
I had like a sinus infection, bronchitis, pneumonia,
contracted C- diff.
Was the C- diff a reaction to the antibiotics for the pneumonia?
Yeah, the antibiotics can clear out your gut,
and leave C. diff alone to thrive,
which is in your gut,
and it works great when the other bacteria is in there.
I know you know this, but...
So, yeah, I took antibiotics for the pneumonia
and then developed C. diff,
and then my mother tripped and hit her head and died,
and then my girlfriend and I split up,
and then I was diagnosed with invasive cancer,
and that was in a four-month period of time,
and that's what cracked me open.
And I have no idea who I was before 2012.
When I see pictures and I just,
even though I was on my path and comedy
and I was out and I was all of these things,
there were so many levels that that four months,
like pushed me through that I didn't even at first when people would say do you think you just you needed a wake-up call is this was this a wake-up and I was like no I don't feel like I'm somebody that needed a wake-up call but as time went on I was like no not that I think all of that happened for me to have a wake-up call but whatever happened for whatever reason I did get a wake-up call it just took me a long time
to realize that I was not living as presently as I didn't even think about.
I wasn't thinking about what I was eating or drinking or hanging out with.
I was just living my life.
Well, I want to understand that better because I think for the average person,
like if they were to look at you at the time,
well, you're in your career, like things are happening, like you're funny
or like you're moving up the ladder, becoming more successful.
Everything seems fine.
Like, what do you mean?
Like, what do you mean a wake-up call?
Like, what was it specifically that that series of experiences
like in such a condensed period of time
brought to the surface that needed reckoning?
Like, what was it that you had to confront
to create more integrity?
I think I didn't, this is what comes to mind,
right away is I didn't really understand the preciousness of everything, whether it was health,
life, relationships. I looked back on people that I dated and I'm thankful for every experience I've
had and every person I've dated. But I was so not present in ways in relationships. And I think,
and I'm basically friendly with everybody that I've dated,
but there were people that I later went back to and said,
I don't know how you dealt with me.
I was so, I just self-centered and just like doing whatever I wanted to do.
And yeah, I was younger, but even down to, like I said,
what I was putting into my body.
I just didn't even think about anything.
And I took risks that I was always a risk taker as a kid.
Shocker, I mean, come on.
Like you're like, yeah, it's like you're,
you have a very like liberal relationship with risk.
Like you're, you were doing all kinds of stuff.
Like for you to, you know, drop out of school
and, you know, become this music manager and tour.
Like you were bouncing around doing lots of different things.
Like, that is scary to the average person.
Risky, like, risky stuff.
Risky, okay.
Risky.
No, risky, like, I would not repeat on this show
because I wouldn't wanna give anybody ideas.
So just took risks that I'm glad I had that in my personality
because I feel like I've been able to channel it
in a different and positive direction.
Um, in my life, my career, um, like talking publicly about having cancer or I did my HBO special
with my shirt off.
Uh-huh.
Those are risks that I want to take now.
Um, yeah, those are creative risks.
That's different.
But it's still, I think it's rooted in just that core part of me that I'll take a risk, you know.
Uh-huh.
I haven't experienced the kind of loss
that you've experienced and I certainly haven't had
a life-threatening illness.
My only point of reference here
or analogous life experience is just bottoming out
on drugs and alcohol and getting sober
and that's its own kind of like reckoning
where you realize like how you've lived your life
unconsciously or reactively in a certain way
and in some degree of self-obsession, right?
and the experience of getting sober kind of disabuses you of that
and you set a new trajectory for yourself.
And it sounds like that's sort of the experience that you had.
Like I'm trying to help people understand, like what was it about like confronting your mortality
and the mortality of the people that you care about that made it so clear to you that you needed to make these changes?
I don't think I had a full understanding or appreciation of how quickly things can go away.
and then in that four months losing like just being in hospital bed after hospital bed wheelchair after wheelchair i remember turning to my girlfriend at one point going
this can't be normal that a 40-something-year-old is constantly in a wheelchair or diapers you know it's like it's so it's so humbling where it's like gosh um also i i'd never been so sick
I had the luxury of, like so many people, you have a headache or a stomachache, there's a medication you can take, and you're done.
I couldn't get a hold of my health.
I was slipping away.
I could not turn my health around.
I was losing so much weight.
I was struggling for so long.
And when that happens, the windshield wipers of, like,
I got to turn this ship around
I got a
everything just became very precious to me
and it was relationships
it was my mother tripped and died
I didn't see that coming
I didn't that was right around my birthday
so when Rick called me
I was like oh this is
you know this is a birthday phone call
it wasn't you know
she just tripped fell hit her head
and that was it
yeah she was on live
support but it wasn't like oh she broke her hip and like she was on a decline for many months it was a
very sudden thing yeah she hit her head and then rick was there and helped her up checked her out
and then he went to bed and she stayed up and was watching jimmy kimmel and um and then he said when
he got up in the morning she just was covered in blood and um never was conscious again and so those
really difficult forced moments of your mother's gone and your health is gone and you can't turn it
around you cannot you cannot beg the universe enough to bring your mother back and fix any issue
or have any future with her that it's just gone and and then not be able to turn the ship around
with my health, I just had to wait and see if my body was going to respond to the treatment.
And it, you know, took a while and it was hard.
But all of that stuff, you can't help but look back and reflect on what you did in life
and who you did that with and how you did it and how you would do it so differently.
And it's hard to stay in that moment, too,
because I am human.
Snap back, yeah.
Yeah, you have such clarity.
And I have, I have changed.
I'm thrilled, I've changed.
But I have moments where I find myself coasting,
like I said, in an interview saying,
oh, yeah, life work balance, I'm on top of that.
And I'm like, no, I'm not.
Yeah.
I'm not.
And I'm asleep in this conversation.
The sense of powerlessness, I mean, it kind of forces a surrender, right, that cures you, at least temporarily of that self-obsession and allows you to see your life a little bit more clearly.
One of the things I think a lot about is extreme moments like that, these are the levers of change.
Like if you, you know, these changes or a deeper level of self-awareness, they're always available to us.
like we can change in any moment.
And we all know what our bad behaviors are
or what our patterns are, but it's so difficult to do it
and it takes kind of some kind of intervening
external event like that to shake us up
and actually create the willingness to make those changes.
Why can't we just elect to do them?
Why do we have to be in so much pain in order to do it?
It's really wild.
It really is because it's, I mean, this is so much.
but it's like even after being so sick and shifting to what I believe is a healthier diet,
I'm also plant-based and people will talk to me about it and say like, how do you do it?
How do you stay focused on that?
How do you, and I always say like you really have to have a north star of why you've made this decision.
You can't, this isn't just like a diet that you have to be driven by your health or your love.
for animals or your concern for the planet
or whatever it is that is gonna keep you in line.
It's not a, during the pandemic people,
a couple of people were like,
so you stayed vegan during the pandemic even?
That's where you were really,
you kicked it into high gear during the pandemic.
You were like, there was one moment where I,
is she quitting comedy and she's just gonna be a health coach now?
Like you were like.
I thought, when I, when the pandemic,
pandemic ended, I was on set with Reese Witherspoon doing a movie and I was talking to it. I was like, oh my gosh, I got a plant-based nutrition certification and I've been helping, you know, my family member and comedians and my next door neighbor who had high blood pressure. And it's just, I thought that maybe I'll do this as like a side gig. And she said, oh my gosh, she goes, TIG, that's going to make you hundreds of dollars.
It was so funny.
But yeah, I started to think, and it is,
it's a huge passion of mine
because I have seen great results.
I feel so good.
And I did.
I thought, what am I going to do with all this time?
And a lot of comedians were doing.
Like everyone else is, this is their moment to do a daily show
or really work on their material and be in online.
And I was like, yeah,
They have fruits and vegetables.
You know, or start a Zoom podcast.
Yeah.
I mean, that's smart, like smartless started during the pandemic, I think, right?
As a sort of, we need something to do.
Maybe.
I mean, look, I started, I did two podcasts.
I had Don't Ask TIG and then I had TIG and Cheryl with Cheryl Hines, but that ended, that ended.
But those both, those both ended, both of those ended.
I was doing those simultaneously and then shut those down
and then just went towards handsome,
which is the one I'm doing now.
But a lot of stand-ups were doing,
what were they like, drive-in movie shows
where if people thought it was funny, they'd honk
or they'd do Zoom stand-up.
And I was like, I love stand-up, but not that much.
where I'm gonna take a honk.
Not as much as you loved T. Colin Campbell at the time.
This is the weird where our lives intersect in a very strange way.
You know, like I'm, you know, I've had T. Colin Campbell on the podcast,
like way back in the early days.
Like I'm, this is, that's my world, you know?
It's a very interesting world.
And for you to say, not, it's like, just so people understand,
like you didn't just go vegan or plant base.
Like you, you went deep, like, and, you know, so far,
far as to get your certificate in plant-based nutrition
from the T. Colin Campbell School at Cornell,
which is like, it's not a, I know plenty of people
who've done that course.
I haven't personally, but like it's pretty rigorous.
Like it's not a small thing.
And not only that, like officially, you know,
you graduated from seventh grade, you have school.
But on your website, you still have like a,
oh, click here to like learn about this.
And there's an article that you wrote on like the T-Colmars
Colin Campbell Nutrition Studies website
where you're like student of the month.
Did you know that?
No. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
That's hilarious. Maybe I do.
You've been, this is your academic honor.
I know, well, I ended up getting my GED,
my mother and my stepfather were like,
if you drop out, you have to get your GED.
And so I did, they put such importance in it.
And I got it and I left it on the kitchen table
and my cat ate it.
And so I have what's left of it
in a frame in my office at home.
because I would tell my parents as like,
just so you know, the important certificate
ended up in the kitty litter box, ultimately.
So, yeah, I have two certificates.
I have the general education diploma
that's eaten by my cat,
and then I have the plant-based nutrition certification.
And it was really just,
I wanted to know more because I was so fascinated
by the shift
in how I felt
and the
I just
I wasn't in
the level of pain
that I was in
and so I just wanted to know more
and I also
I don't try to convert
people but if somebody wants to hear about it
I'll talk about it
yeah
that gets tricky
the culture
has shifted a little bit
But there was a period of time there where people were all about it.
And it seems like people are less all about it right now.
Right.
So, you know, advocacy shows up in all different forms,
but I'm more like you.
Like I, you know, the prospect of like trying to change somebody's mind
is not only difficult, it's sort of, you know, feudal in a lot of ways.
And it's not that interesting to me.
Like I'm like you, I'm like, if you want to hear about it,
I'm happy to talk to you about it,
but I'm not running around chasing people.
I had a really fun experience recently
where my aunt and uncle drove up
and hung out with me and my kids for the day.
And my aunt is always, like, interested in going to vegan restaurants with me
and talking about it and trying it for herself.
But my uncle is very, like, he's grilling and he's, you know, he's meat.
and but I mean he's they accommodate when we come into town or they're up but we went to a vegan
restaurant and at the and he was very happy with his meal and then afterwards the waiter asked if
anybody wanted dessert and everyone was like oh no thank you and my aunt said because she had
been at that restaurant before she goes oh I remember the key lime pie being so good and my uncle was
like key lime pie what what what how do they make that and I said I'm I think it's like avocados and lime
juice and and he was like and uh I said you should try it and he was like no no thank you and I said
you know what let's just get a piece and then if you don't want any everyone else will eat it
so you get a piece he is like I can't believe it he was like this is and I was like yeah and he was
like smiling laughing while he's eating that he loved it so much and he said i would love to try and make
this and i said well they have a cookbook and i said i'd love to get you the cookbook and uh he's like no
no no i would if you really would love to make this i really want to get you the cookbook
this was recent this was maybe a week ago they went to arizona for their grandson's wedding
They're sending me pictures of vegan restaurants they're going to.
Restaurants with vegan options, they're having vegan sushi, sending me pictures.
Like, this was delicious.
You know, my uncle's like, wow, this was, he has the cookbook.
That's wild.
He is making the key lime pie, and he's sending me every picture of the whole process.
He was like, I took the cream from the key lime pie,
and I used it in my coffee this morning, and that was even delicious.
And I was just telling my wife Stephanie on the way here,
I was like, it's so makes sense with my uncle
because he's like very scientific and an engineer
and he builds guitars and he just likes to know how everything works.
And that, I think, really applies with vegan food, plant-based food.
That's what I find so fascinating too,
is what they can do with the ingredients.
In ways that you can't, you're like,
How is this possible?
You know, I don't know if you know,
my wife had a plant-based cheese company called Shreemu.
And I was like, what is this sorcery?
Like, okay, it's has shoes and like it tastes like this.
Like I don't understand how you do this, you know.
And I'm not saying my uncle's gonna be vegan now,
but I can see he's, I can see him so interested.
He's doing the math in his brain.
Yeah, look at you.
You're just inspiring people on all different kinds of ways all the time.
It's so exciting to me to get his little photos because, I mean, he hasn't really texted me much before, but man, is he on a texting tear with his, his plant-based meals?
But it was the gentle touch. It wasn't like, you need to understand. It was like, oh, we're going to go here and like, oh, maybe try it or, you know, like trusting people to, you know, go on their own journey with these things.
And we do that with our sons too.
They're nine and we tell them you guys can eat whatever you want.
You can try whatever you want.
We just don't have animal products in our house.
And every now and then at birthday parties or school events,
they'll grab a cookie or a cupcake.
But in general, their teachers and their friends' parents are like,
I'm so impressed.
They really are proud that they eat the way.
that they do.
Yeah.
That'll change.
Sure, but we just, we don't wanna be rigid with them.
Yeah, of course, I think that's, that's smart.
You just, you, yeah, this is the way we do it
and then letting them have their experience
when they're outside of the house
so that they have agency and you know,
all you can do is teach them good habits
and then it's up to them to figure out, you know,
who they are and all that kind of thing.
As my stepfather said.
Yeah, exactly, you're just, see, you're walking in the shoes.
Very different shoes.
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Speaking of inspiring, I want to talk a little bit about the 2012 Largo show, you had been diagnosed with breast cancer, but it was early. It had like just happened, right? And you make this, or had happened pretty close to that moment.
A few days before. Oh, it was that close. And you decide you're going to go on stage and talk about it. And you basically walk out on stage and say, hello.
I have cancer.
That was a risk.
This turns into, you know,
this becomes like this legendary set that you do.
Basically, I got my diagnosis,
which was the final blow of that four-month period of time.
And I thought, I can't do that.
I was just devastated.
I was leveled.
I couldn't believe after everything that had happened.
And so I called Flanagan,
the owner of Largo and just said,
I can't do my show on Friday or Saturday, whatever it is.
And he said, well, you know, don't cancel it.
Let's just leave it open in case you change your mind.
And I thought, this guy's nuts.
Why would I, like, did he not hear me?
And so sure enough, when it came,
because he said you could cancel the second before you go on stage,
but let's just leave it open.
And man, was he right?
The day of the show, I was like, yeah, I want to go on stage.
Because I was very much in touch with that feeling of,
I've seen how quickly life slips away.
And I didn't know if I'd ever be able to do stand-up again.
So I just wanted to go for it another time.
and I had talked to Ira Glass,
the host of This American Life, before.
And I had done a segment on his show
previously about running into the pop singer Taylor Dane over and over.
And he said, we need a follow-up.
The audience loves that bit.
What's your follow-up?
And I was like, man, I'm really sick.
And he said, why don't you record your show tonight,
see if Largo will record it?
And if there's something there, maybe we could use that.
And typically, there's no recordings at Largo.
No.
I mean, they definitely don't film anything,
but even recording audio is like a big no-no.
Unless they do it, unless it's, like, decided beforehand,
but they're very much a lockdown kind of venue.
And so I said, and this was for Ira.
I said, can we just record it?
Ira was thinking maybe,
I said, because I'm going to talk about
what's been going on in my life.
And so they did, they recorded it.
And I remember sending Ira the audio
saying, I don't know,
maybe there's a couple of minutes you'd want.
And he was like,
this whole thing, he was like,
and I was like, I was too close to it.
I was like, you like that?
I didn't, I was so confused.
And then also after doing the show,
that night it went viral and I didn't have a clue.
I was so like somebody's great-great-grandmother.
I was barely on social media.
I didn't even know how it went viral because.
There was nothing to, the idea went viral.
The idea went viral.
Yeah, not like, yeah, not the content itself.
Yeah, everybody was sharing,
because there were a lot of well-known people there.
Yeah, that were on the show that didn't know,
I had been sick or had gone through all that I was going through.
And so they were a little stunned listening.
And then people in the audience were tweeting about it.
The performers were tweeting.
And so I woke up the next day.
I remember that night I went to a diner with my friends, Beth and Rick and some other people.
And we were just like, wow, that was a crazy show, you know,
because I was up there talking about the death of my mother
and having cancer and all of the stuff.
And then I went to bed like three in the morning.
I woke up the next day.
And I had like 10 million voicemail.
Like truly like, what the hell?
So many emails.
I had book deal offers.
I had all sorts of what happened.
I did not know what happened.
And people were like, oh, the story went viral overnight.
And I was like, what does that mean?
What went viral?
And yeah, it was wild.
And what was the consequence of that for you?
Like, what did that set in motion?
Well, it was very weird timing
because I was about to have surgery.
I was about to start, you know, all of my recovery.
It didn't cure you of cancer.
No, no, it didn't.
It was a very interesting time
because I was thrust into the spotlight
when I was at my lowest.
And I was so uncomfortable.
I remember it was a fun appearance,
but I went on Conan right after I had my surgery
because I wanted to tell everyone I was okay
because I didn't know what to do with this attention on me
even though I was still, I mean, it was hard to get my T-shirt on.
you know, to go on to Conan.
And I was still, like, holding my pants up.
But I was like, can I go on there?
Just I wanted to announce to the world,
don't worry about me, I'm okay.
And I was, to some degree,
but I was also in a lot of physical and emotional pain still.
But part of why the performance was so impactful
was that you were saying, I'm not okay.
You know, in this experience of powerlessness
and confusion and not knowing what was going to happen,
it was a way of you exercising agency over it.
Like, I get to decide what this means to me
and taking this creative and professional risk
to be so open about what was happening
in a way where you were taking ownership of it,
that's like at odds with going on Conan
and trying to pretend like everything is fine, right?
Everything was at odds.
I was really, my head was spinning.
I was trying to keep working in ways.
I was trying to take care of my body.
I was trying to deal with the attention that was on me.
And I just was spinning for quite a while.
Even when I thought I was okay,
even it just was a long process of getting through.
that it was it was any moment that i that i thought i was doing better or breaking through the confusion and
because again my mother was gone that's it was massive and losing my relationship and all of that
i had great friends and the public embraced me in such i was so lucky
But it took me a long time to find my footing again.
Looking back on that, what was it about what you said on stage that that was so impactful to the audience?
Like, why did it catch fire?
Like, do you have like an explanation or a sense of that?
I think it was partly that people are so interested in, you know,
reality shows and social media where you get a peek into people's lives and this was happening
real time you know this wasn't like a set I had worked out over and over it was really me
walking up there going essentially asking for help from the audience I not not some
perfected act no sir no you had been working on just you just got up there and laid it all out yeah no I
I really, and I said it in my documentary
that I knew there was, this was another risk,
like I said, to go on stage and share this,
I didn't know if it was going to be funny
and I didn't know if I was going to bomb
and then just disappear into the darkness and die
and people would be like,
well, I saw our last show, that was awkward.
That was weird.
I also think people, there's so much in that set
that people can relate to everybody's most people have lost a relationship and everyone's been
affected by cancer um the loss of a parent and it's yeah it was voyeuristic i think too for people
like whoa you know it it was it was raw what is it about largo that makes that place so special
I wish I knew.
It is so special.
It's pretty legendary.
I mean, I remember before I even moved to Los Angeles,
there would just be these stories about John Bryan and Amy Mann and Elliot Smith and like these legends.
But what makes it so cool is the casual vibe to it.
It's kind of this cool kids club.
And it was shocking to me when I moved to Los Angeles that, you know, for a lot of
lot of the shows, like, it's not that hard to get tickets.
Like, you can go all the time,
and there's people that have, like, season tickets, basically,
and they just go to everything.
And it is this community hub where artists have the permission
to get up on stage, kind of half-cocked.
Like, the expectation isn't that you're getting some polished thing.
It's generally people who are working on stuff
or you're seeing a more unvarnished, you know,
experimental version of what this person, you know, does.
Yeah. Yeah, it's, there's so many performers that are not regulars there
that will pop in on a show and they're like, oh, I'm so intimidated.
Like, this is Larga.
And it's, you know, you can't overthink it because the audience is there, they're open.
They're ready to go.
They want to see whatever you got.
And I do think that if you're showing up with your polished show...
Yeah, that's not going to go over so well.
They're not looking for that, right?
Yeah, but, you know, they want a good show.
And it's retained its, it's like coolness over the years, which is rare.
Usually these things kind of like come and go.
They're not able to like hold on to that sensibility.
I mean, yeah, especially in Los Angeles, it's,
It's like, I was telling my therapist the other day that there's so many things in this city where you go, and look, I love and appreciate Los Angeles, but there is a feeling of like, is this real?
Like, are you my friend? Are you really my friend?
Or do I like, really? Am I really? Is this, when I was walking down the street in my neighborhood the other day, it kind of amused me in a sad way that like if somebody took down the entire street,
I was walking, like while I was walking,
and I found out it was just a set.
It wasn't even, I'd be like, oh, right, that wasn't even real.
Like, my neighborhood isn't even real.
This is, what is real?
And people move from like, oh, this is the cool restaurant,
or, oh, I'm excited about our friendship,
or I want you on this show, and then it'll change so fast.
And you're like, wait, I thought we were friends.
Or I thought this was, this restaurant is delicious.
Or this coffee show?
Nope, not anymore.
But yeah, Largo, steady, eddy.
Steady, I know.
That's what's, I mean, it's what's cool,
but it's also confusing.
It's so anachronistic with this city.
Yeah.
You have no explanation as to why, though.
No, I think Flanagan, the owner,
he really, he takes it very seriously,
like what comes in.
It's kind of like what you're saying about the algorithm.
There's no algorithm.
he's the kingmaker he gets to decide yeah and and he cures yeah the way he curates the lineup he seems to know
what he's doing and he doesn't care like when people show up and they're like i'm so and so like i had
a manager once embarrassingly that i he had recently signed me and he was late to my show and he was
like causing this big ruckus and um like do you know who i am and i'm tig's manager
And I was so embarrassed because I'm like, this is not the vibe.
And first of all, for me or this venue, and I remember Flanagan being like, this guy is a tool.
You know, he doesn't care how famous you are, who you are.
He wants a focused audience and a good show on stage.
And that is really the only focus.
How long did you stay with that?
manager um gosh maybe a year and uh he was like the first really powerful person that um that i kind
of got the attention of it was more his wife was a fan uh-huh that's that was that entryway
she was like a big fan and wanted her husband to sign me and he did and
You know.
Whatever.
Yeah.
You mentioned therapy.
I saw that trailer for the group therapy documentary.
I haven't watched it yet.
Is it up yet?
I don't think it's, is it already, it's already available.
Yeah, I don't know what, I don't know where it is.
Maybe it's Amazon or something.
Yeah, I'm not sure.
I don't know.
What's going on with that documentary?
And what is going on with mental health more broadly, like within the,
within the comedy community.
Like, do you have to have some kind of mental health
situation going on to be an effective comic?
See, I don't believe that.
Like, you seem pretty balanced and grounded.
Well, I've been working at that.
Uh-huh.
Like I said, I wasn't,
and I don't know who I was before 2012,
but I've never believed that you have to be
be miserable or struggling to be funny.
I think you have.
Like depressed or neurotic?
No.
Like all of those tropes.
I really don't.
I think that when people like to put that on comedians or musicians or artists or whatever, I really, all I can think about is everybody's dealing with that stuff.
everybody's got cuckoo parents or anxiety or depression.
We're the ones with the microphone.
And so it's easy to blame us like, oh, they're going through a lot.
And people can look at artists and just kind of be like, wow, they're miserable.
They're depressed.
They're struggling.
They're just wearing it on their sleep.
Right.
Right.
And because if you go next door
or you talk to your mail carrier
or the pilot of your plane,
you're going to find cancer, alcoholism, depression.
It's everywhere.
We just have the microphone.
And I feel like it's not that you have to be miserable and depressed.
It's you have to be living a real life, I think,
in order to get material.
And I'm not like living a real life,
to get material but you have to be in the world you have to be in the world but I just I don't
believe that you have to be a miserable person what is your writing process how do
you know when something is funny I think it's just an extra sense it's it's it's
funny going to dinners or parties where it's not entertainment or comedy people
and they're like, a comedian's here.
Oh, I better watch what I'm saying.
Oh, I'm going to end up in their set.
And I'm like, no, you're not.
Like, chances are you're not going to end up in my set.
It's so.
Because you're not that interesting and you're not that funny.
Well, it's not even that.
It's just, it's so rare for me.
I mean, maybe, and there probably are comedians,
that everything strikes them or they are looking for bits.
but I'm just hanging out with people
and if something happens, that extra sense,
I'm like, oh, that could be, that's funny, you know.
And it's never necessarily the obvious thing
and I'll just make a little note on a napkin
and revisit it.
But I don't.
A napkin, that's your process of napkin?
Yeah.
I had Barbaglia in here and he like brought a notebook
and it's sitting here and he's like,
oh, I don't go anywhere without this.
He's like, oh, he went to Georgetown, you know.
I've got a seventh grade education,
so I've got a paper napkin.
Barbiglia's got, you know.
He's the best, man.
He's like, I took him to dinner one night
because I was like, you blow my mind.
How are you this prolific?
And I really, I'm like, tell me everything.
and he continues to just churn out.
Yeah, he's pretty great.
He really is.
And, but yeah, I don't sit down and I always say if, not if,
but when I die, you're not going to find the lost writings of Tignotara.
The papers.
The dirty, crumper.
In some library, the papers of Tignotaro.
Yeah.
A bunch of napkins.
Like, what are you, assembling these napkins?
Like, how does it find its way from the napkin onto a page,
onto, you know, some kind of set that gets worked on?
I wish I knew, Rich.
I don't know.
There's no method.
No, I, sometimes I find a napkin and I'm like,
Tube Sock, what was that about?
And I'll be like, Stephanie, did I say something about a tube sock?
I'm just like, I have no idea.
I'm like, wow, okay.
But I also have that faith that if something is really funny, it's going to, it'll come back up.
It sticks around.
Yeah, it'll pop back up because whatever it was about that tube sock will, it'll happen again.
But, yeah, I just, I'll just try different things out.
And if it sticks and I remember it, then it feels worth continuing to work on.
And are you somebody who is regimented, like, okay, you know, this is the time of day where I sit down and where, like, how does that work?
I do all my writing.
No.
Which is like, let's just dispel that illusion right now.
There is, this is, you know, this is, I think it's a violence on people.
We're all walking around trying to like be balanced.
It's nobody's balanced.
No, no.
But I'll tell you what, I have way more balance.
That's what I'm saying is like.
I don't think it's balanced.
It's groundedness.
and presence in what you're doing
and making sure that you're,
because you're never going to be able to show up
and have all of these things in proper order
every single day, especially when you have kids
and you're married and...
No, my son got sick this morning.
Like, yeah, so we hold ourselves to that standard
and then we feel bad about ourselves
where I think the solution is really like,
okay, well, this is what I'm doing right now
and I can't control the external world
and I'm just going to be focused on this
and okay with the fact that,
you know these other things are not getting attended to right now for sure but all of the things
that I can control of like you know whether it's what I'm eating or how much work how much time
I'm spending away from how I'm working I do have control over that and um you know my cancer could
return but you don't have control over that I don't but what I do have control over is investing the the
the time and energy into
I exercise every day
I believe
I'm eating a healthy diet
certainly throw some cupcakes and cookies in there
but I'm sure
there's no
peak balance like you're saying but
the place that I've gotten to now
I would say I'm happier
and more fulfilled than ever
on a very genuine real level
and in a present way.
So the writing process.
Doesn't exist.
I go on stage.
You just with a napkin and just freewheeling it.
Come on.
Yeah, truly.
I write everything on stage.
I will write a word or a phrase to trigger my memory,
but look, your producer, that's how I ended up here.
He's seen me scramble around on stage.
Yeah.
But when you're doing a special or like a full hour or something,
like that obviously you've been working on this for a long time it's evolved for sure and you're just
sort of memorizing it as you go and you just have keywords to trigger the next thought
well by that point when i'm doing a special i know what has stuck and what works and then i just
naturally carry that to the special but you know when i'm touring and i have my napkins and i'm man
when i'm in a hotel room and i finished a set and i throw a napkin away i really try and like
dispose of it so the
housekeeper doesn't
come across it and think I'm a psychopath
because it's like
the napkin is like yeah
like tube sock breast
cancer
you know kitty litter
it's like what was
that day
going to be like for this person
or what was that day
but is there another napkin lying around somewhere
like if you throw it out then how are you going to remember
next time
Because I have...
It's all chambered up here?
No, I...
When I have the idea, the word, the phrase, and I write it on a napkin, I'll transfer that to a bigger...
Uh-huh.
There's no computers involved.
No, there is a computer involved.
That I move that a word or phrase to a new material document, but it's not...
I don't have all of the...
the wording written out.
I just have tube sock, breast cancer, kitty litter.
That's not really my material, but anymore.
But so, yeah, it'll go to that document.
And then I'll look through the document and I'll think,
oh, maybe I'll throw out this thing or I'll try that or I don't feel like this has
legs, but maybe if I scramble around on stage with it for a little bit,
I'll find something and then those will go to like a little piece of paper and and then I'll
find that these things worked and this didn't and it's just a whole you know moving around
process yeah to see but once I'm yeah once I'm taping my special you're locked in yeah I'm
totally locked in I think what's so unique about stand up as an art form is that you you can't you know
the artist can't create without the feedback from the audience.
Like that gestation process is a communal experience.
Like a painter goes away and paints and here's my painting
or whatever.
Somebody writes a song, same thing.
But you need the audience in order to hone the material and craft it.
There's no other way around that.
Unless you're Maria Bamford.
Do you know Maria?
Yeah.
She's one of my favorite
I don't know her personally
I know who she is
I mean she does sessions
where
I mean there's a lot of people
who are like
she's the funniest person
on planet earth
She is
She's just
She's a freak of nature
I mean
Seeing Maria kill
Or bomb is a delight
Because she doesn't matter
I mean
If she bombs is probably
This is like
Own form of entertainment
For me
Yeah I'm like
Oh my gosh
And I feel bad for the audience
because they, if they're not getting it,
and it's not like I see Maria bomb all the time,
but she is somebody that will sit.
This is classic Maria.
She is, there's nobody else like her walking this planet.
She will come up with her new hour
and she'll invite a random fan from the internet
to sit down with her at a coffee shop
and she'll just tell them her hour.
She's like, I should probably run this by one person
before I get up on stage.
at Starbucks.
I'm like, I cannot imagine in a million years going to Starbucks.
No, but, but yeah.
The confidence.
Is it even confidence?
What is it?
I mean, to know, like, this is what it is.
I'm going to go up and do this.
I don't need to, you know, workshop it a hundred times.
I mean, she workshops it, but when she's like, I got to.
I've got to really sit down and see if what I've workshopped is at its peak level.
Let me sit down with Carol from the Valley and see what she thinks over a brand muffin.
There's something about that dynamic that I think is instructive as a tool for life.
Like just you have to engage with other people and be vulnerable and share something.
And they're going to, you know, be honest.
with you about what they think
and then you have to internalize that.
Which when you kind of think about culture right now
and the extent to which we're divided
and increasingly unable to talk to each other,
like I feel like this is an important life skill
and it's one of the reasons why I like Mike Berbiglia's podcast so much.
It's called Working It Out and it's two artists
sitting across from each other like sharing their work
and giving honest feedback about where they're
they think each other is at with it.
And it's practicing this process of what it's like
to give people constructive criticism
and see somebody receive that and not be defensive,
but actually excited by, oh my God, we can make this better.
You know, that's a good idea.
And I think there's something about that
that we can all benefit from
in the way we interact with just average people in our lives.
One million percent, it's like, I think it's, I love surrounding myself with people that
are smarter than me, that have different ideas and just, I mean, not too different different.
Let's be clear.
Let's see really clear.
Let's set the stage.
Yeah, I just mean, like, creatively, I'm so curious.
And my wife and I work so closely together
and we give each other notes
and she's about the only person
that I'm interested in.
Like when, mainly because she, her,
she's always so right on and her taste is so good.
And she'll be like, oh, what if you did this
or maybe drop that or, and look,
she's not writing my material.
I mean, she has, like when I host award shows
and she knows my voice very well,
but with just my stand-up,
I'm so interested in what she has to say
or just collaborating.
When I had a show, One Mississippi,
and it was so fun to sit in a writer's room
and challenge each other with our different life experiences
and perspectives,
that I believe ultimately made that show so much better
than if it was just me going, no, this is...
I mean, it was loosely based on my life story
and what was fun was having people take these topics
and the writers add their experience in each little area
that it was really fun.
and it's a process of letting go and being open to hearing about edits
or hearing about additions to stories or I love collaborating.
I really do.
Have you ever had the experience of doing that with Ira Glass?
Doing what?
Like having him give you feedback on your material?
Because I've heard him do it with Mike on his performance.
on his podcast and I was like wow like that guy has laser vision and he was right on yeah he was
he was helping Mike with something I mean it's kind of a legendary podcast episode where you realize like
oh this guy is like you know dialed in yeah he well first of all he's who as I said encouraged me
to record my show and I thought he was as crazy as Flanagan was for telling me to keep the show open
in case I wanted to do.
I thought they were both nuts.
And his instinct was exactly correct.
Yeah.
And I was borderline offended at the time
because I was so scared and in a vulnerable place.
I was like, these guys just want me to like record my material
and do my show and I'm like so sad and in pain.
But yeah, Ira was like this could be such an incredible show
where you, whatever he was saying, that I, I didn't necessarily trust him.
I didn't necessarily trust Flanagan.
And then when I came through the other side, I was like, what was my problem?
But in a reverse story, Ira challenged me in a way where he told me he was wrong.
And that was a fun moment for me.
to have Ira say,
You are right?
Oh, there was something that you disagreed about.
Well, yeah, he, when I was in New York,
he came to see me live
and to see my Taylor-Dane story.
Because he had heard about it,
and he was like, oh, maybe we could use that on this American life.
And so he came and saw it,
and he was like, you know, I really enjoy that story.
He said, but I don't think it's going to work for this American life
because you have so many moments you act out and your face expressions.
He said, I feel like the audience needs to see that to really understand.
And I said, I think you're wrong.
And he was like, really?
He said, why is that?
And I said, because when I was a kid and I was listening to Steve Martin,
or Paula Poundstone or any of Richard Pryor,
any of these comedians,
my brain, I wasn't seeing them.
I was listening to their albums.
And I didn't, I was never lost.
And I'm sure they were acting things out
and making face expressions.
But your brain creates.
Fills in the gaps.
It allows your imagination.
Every gap.
And so, and he teases me now
that I told him how radio works.
that's really funny
but um but i ended up doing that uh story he was like you're right he said let's give
it a try and um and so that's
and you did it on stage live i did it they for him for that show yeah they did a um a live
performance that was um beamed around into different movie theaters so you could listen to the audio
or you could, I don't know, tune it.
I don't even remember how they did it,
but you could watch it.
Oh, you just went to, how did it happen?
You went to movie theaters or?
I don't remember.
I mean, it's on YouTube right now.
You can just watch it.
It's an epic, you know, it's pretty great story.
And it's true.
You still continue to run into her.
She's still around.
I have not.
My wife ran into her once.
See, she is, it's so easy to trip over Taylor Dane.
And that was the other thing.
is people say, people would tell me she was a big pop star in the 80s.
She was.
Nobody in early 90s, and people don't know who she is anymore, which isn't true.
You know her songs and, you know, but yeah, she's not like in the forefront of pop music right now,
but she's a huge part.
Right.
If you're in our general age group, like you definitely know who she is.
Yeah.
Even if you don't know the name, you know the songs.
And so my point is you don't have to know who Taylor Dane is.
People don't know my mother.
People don't know my wife or kids.
But I still, that's my job is to set up who this person is.
And then...
It just becomes an avatar.
Oh, this is a well-known person from a certain period of time.
And like just the fact that you're perpetually running into her
and like replaying out.
this same you know dynamic with her time and time again like that's it you don't need to yeah it
doesn't matter yes it just became so ridiculous all of the run-ins and all of the different responses
from her but after i haven't run into her um since i told that story it was like purged yourself
like spiritually this is this is complete but did you know there's so many you knew when
that she was going to come out on stage after you tell the story and perform or was that a surprise
I'd like to know.
You're not gonna say.
No, I'm not gonna say.
Yeah, I mean, the interaction,
like your energy around her when she comes out is,
I mean, you kind of do have to see that part.
Yeah, yeah.
Well, she, it's funny because when I,
I didn't know I had cancer yet,
Ira and I had been planning this performance for a while.
And I truly told him, like,
I don't even know if I'm gonna be alive.
like I was really struggling with C. diff still.
And again, didn't know I had, it was so crazy
because I was lying in the hospital dealing with C. diff for so long.
And I remember the doctor saying, like, I'm so confused.
Most people that have this are very young or very old or very sickly.
And he was like, you're not any of those things.
Meanwhile, we didn't know I had invasive cancer.
So essentially your immune system was so compromised for reasons
you didn't know why yet, and that was contributing to the,
or possibly.
Yeah, like had some relationship with the CDF.
I was, I was really, I was struggling and so when Ira was like,
you know, the show is coming and we've been planning to do it
and I'm heading towards it, but I was like, I might be a skeleton
or dead by the time,
because I was losing half a pound a day.
I was really, really having a hard time.
But I had met with a nutritionist who thankfully helped me turn that around
and along with the help of my doctors and everything.
But I really did not think I would be there.
And then I was diagnosed after that performance.
And Taylor Dane reached out to,
me hearing that I had cancer and she just, it was so funny and so nice because she said,
I want you to know if you ever need anything, call me at any time. And after that conversation,
I made me laugh thinking, what if I really did follow up on that? And I reached out to Taylor Dane
all the time. And I was like, hey, it's TIG. I can't sleep. Hey, it's TIG. I'm not feeling well.
Like, would she really be there for me?
Right.
But, yeah, so she was, and what I loved about her was, you know,
so many people deny certain behaviors or I didn't do that.
No.
Uh-huh.
When I met her and she heard the different run-ins that we had because she didn't,
I wasn't known when I was having these run-ins with her because people were like,
I'm sure she knew who you.
And I was like, no, this was.
over years of me being just like an up-and-coming comedian.
But when I met her and she heard that story,
all of those stories of running into her,
she was like, yeah, that sounds like me.
Yeah, I probably had a couple of drinks.
Yeah, and I really appreciated that she didn't deny.
Uh-huh.
She wasn't trying to finesse you.
But she didn't, she wasn't recalling the experiences either.
No, I don't think it was anything interesting or extraordinary,
She was just having lunch or she was just someplace and, you know.
She's like, yeah, I was probably bitchy.
Well, she just was like, yeah.
Dismissive or...
Yeah, she was just like, yeah, that sounds about right.
Uh-huh.
And I was like, oh, I like that, you know.
It seems like that show where you perform that,
at least based on watching the documentary, like that was like an anchor.
Like your health is ailing, but like you needed that, like as a North Star to work towards.
work towards like you were it was like this lifeline like you were going to make it happen to just
prove to yourself that you were still vital yeah i really wanted to be there i really wanted to do that
show because ire and i had been talking about it and working on it for so long and i mean i wasn't the
only performer but um yeah it was it was a driving force for me it seems like comedy the stand-up comedy
world comedians in general, like this is, you know,
it's reached a level of like cultural saturation and awareness.
Like it's, it's, you've been doing this for a long time.
You know, anybody who shows up in any of these clubs,
you've known these people forever, right?
And it seems like we're in a moment where,
and maybe it's just my bubble that I'm in,
but I don't think so.
I think like there's an interest in this world
that is kind of feels like it's,
it's at a high peak right now.
Is that true?
Do you think that?
Yeah, I just think people are talking about comedians.
There's so many specials.
These specials are very popular.
Like comedy is in a good place, I think,
in terms of how many people are consuming it
and interested in it.
You know, there's other stuff going on.
There's the intersection of politics
into the comedy podcast landscape
and all of that that complicates it.
I think, but...
Really complicated.
Yeah, I mean, it's, you know, it's weird
that like now everyone is super interested
in what comedians think about politicians,
but, you know, we don't know how deep we want to go into that.
But I'm just saying from your perspective
of being like inside this world
and someone who has been inside of it for so long,
like it seems like it's a good time to be a comedian.
I guess in ways, yeah.
It is like, as far as,
yeah as you said people finding an interest and turning out for it and um but on the inside of it all
there is such a there's many fractures that aren't it doesn't feel like a united community in the
way that it used to yeah it feels very politically and socially divided in a way that i don't really
recognize um but i'm also i'm i'm a little removed from it because
i'm not in the scene like i used to be uh i used i was always confused by comedians it would
be like yeah i'd just rather be home with my family i'm like that's weird um but that's how i feel
like you chose the wrong path like the wrong career for
that yeah i just it just didn't make sense like why would you not want to be in this comedy club
all night sitting doing sets or sitting at the bar talking to some like you know smelly bearded guy
that you know you just did a set with like and look i love i have so many smelly bearded friends
um there's no no uh no judgment um of the different creatures in comedy um
I'm one myself, but I just, the division is, it's just not fun and it's, but also I feel like I'm just not in it because I do go out and do my set.
I'm a comedian that walks in the back door moments before I walk on the stage.
I don't.
And then you just do your thing and you're back out of the door.
I usually do a set.
7 o'clock show so I can be in my house or my hotel room by 8.30 so I can get good sleep
so I can talk to Stephanie on the phone or in person or put my kids to bed. That has become
my focus. So I know it's going on in the stand-up world to some degree, but I do feel like
a little bit of an outsider in the way that I'm just not in that deeply in the mix.
anymore and as you know in the level of outsiderness that i am it just it it it doesn't really look
that fun or appealing um but i don't know i don't know if it's my age or my family or my i don't
know what it is but i feel a little removed but i just go in and do my set yeah head home but this
is still the workmanship, like this is an essential aspect of being able to do what you do.
You've got to be able to go to these places, get up on stage, work your stuff out.
But there's like a whole flywheel, like just looking at your career from like a professional
or an entrepreneurship perspective.
It's like you have the stand up, you have the touring, you have the specials, you have the podcast,
then there's documentaries.
I want to talk about the upcoming documentary.
Like there's a lot, you know, like it's now like really,
it's like you're running, you know, like a,
you have to run like an enterprise to keep all of this going.
I'm sure, you know, like it's,
there's a lot of moving pieces, I guess is what I'm saying.
It's not just one thing like, oh, I'm a stand-up comic
and I go to the club and do my deal.
Mm-hmm.
Yeah.
It's a much bigger world.
And I remember years ago, kind of in my first few years, I remember Sarah Silverman saying to me, you know, a lot of comedians get caught in just doing stand-up and then they don't try other things out and you might enjoy something else.
And so I thought, oh, that's interesting because, yeah, I didn't, I never thought like, oh, I'm going to.
act or direct or produce.
I thought that was for somebody else.
But there was a thing in the earlier days
of like, oh, you do your stand-up
and then one day you'll go on Conan
or one of these shows and a lot of people will see you
and then, you know, pilot season will come
and hopefully you can get on a sitcom.
Like that was sort of the path, right?
For a lot of people.
It was, but I didn't even,
I wasn't even aware of that.
I didn't think about it
because I was so in, it never dawned on me
that even though I knew these sitcom actors were stand-ups,
I didn't, I just didn't think about, oh, they,
I was just in like Texas or Colorado and,
but I was following stand-up.
I wasn't really following Brett Butler's stand-up.
Well, if there was a division back then,
it was like the stand-up stand-up people
who are doing it for the art of stand-up
and the people who were using it as a launch pad
to get on a TV show.
Well, yeah, when I say Brett Butler's stand-up,
I was following Brett Butler stand-up,
but I didn't connect that, oh, these stand-ups
got sitcoms that they're the star.
I just didn't think about it.
And I remember when I first moved to LA
and I was doing stand-up and people would say,
you know, oh, and then what do you,
then what do you ultimately want?
And I was like, what do you mean?
Because even doing an open mic, I thought I had made it.
I was like, I can't believe I'm doing three minutes of stand-up.
It just blew my mind.
And yeah, I was asked all the time, then what?
But then what?
I was like, then I want to get better.
And then, but then I, well, then I want to do a bigger venue.
But then, but what's all?
And I was like, what do you?
asking me. I was so confused. And that's what they were looking for was for me to say,
oh, then I want my own sitcom. Then I want to have this. And I just, I didn't have that
interest. I didn't even move to L.A. to do stand-o. I moved to L.A. because my childhood
best friends that we've been close and we've moved everywhere where they were going to college
and following their dreams. And I was a dropout failure just going wherever they went. And then
they wanted to move to L.A. to produce TV and film and I was like, I'll go with you. And I, but then I saw
the stand-up opportunity and then I tried it out. And now I'm here 30 years later. I mean, there's a lot
in that. I mean, first of all, what was the initial impetus to look at that and be like, oh, I want to
try that? Well, I had always been obsessed with stand-up. And it's really funny because,
most people say, do not move to L.A. or New York until you're ready as a comedian.
And I had such a different experience of ending up in Los Angeles that I would actually say it's the opposite.
Go to L.A. and New York because there's so much opportunity that you can fly under the radar forever doing open mics at coffee shops and laundromats and bars.
It's not like there's agents, talent scouts at the laundromat.
But there are a lot of talented people around you who you can learn from.
For sure.
And there's a lot of, I think there's more opportunity for people to get on stage
and try out new material in smaller towns and other cities.
But at the time when I started, I was living,
I had just moved from Colorado to Los Angeles.
And in Denver, there weren't open mics in all of these random places.
There was the main club, and they had an open mic, and if you did well, they would ask you back.
And to me, that was more intimidating than flying under the radar in Los Angeles.
And so, yeah, I just, as soon as I moved to L.A. with my friends who were moving here to be producers,
I opened the LA Weekly
and I was like, oh my gosh, there's stand-up everywhere.
And so I went and watched for a couple of weeks
and like everybody who's interested in stand-up,
I thought, I could do this.
And so, yeah, here I am.
I mean, the second piece of what you shared
about not having like this driving vision
of where you were headed, like just like,
I'm here to like be good at this
and see if I can get better,
there's this tension between your,
career or whatever, you know, creative thing that you're trying to master is going to lead you
in the best direction by just focusing on the quality of what you're doing and being open to
opportunities that come because ultimately if the thing is good, like all of that will come.
And on the other side of that, like having a sense of like, well, I'm here and here's where I
want ahead in order to get there. I have to do all of these things. Like I think you kind of need
both of those, but there is something beautiful about like just focusing on what you can control
and then being available for whatever the universe decides to put in your path.
I've felt very open, and again, I'm thankful that Sarah kind of mentioned, try other things out.
And I have, and I've really enjoyed finding out what I don't want to do.
Uh-huh.
That's been such a pleasure to check things out and be like, oh, my God, no, thank you.
Well, this is one of those.
I think directing.
Uh-huh.
I mean, I've enjoyed, I've directed stand-up specials, comedy specials, my own and others,
and that's a process that is manageable.
my wife and I
I've directed short films
and I directed an episode
of my TV show
and my wife and I co-directed
a movie called
Am I okay starring Dakota Johnson
and I'm so glad
I have that experience
but man
when you are the director
of a massive production like that
I was sitting there
and somebody would come up and be like
Hi, TIG, sorry to bother you.
Do you want the glasses here or here?
And I'm like, I can barely give a shit.
You know, whereas Stephanie is like...
A thousand times a day of that.
Oh, every department.
Every department is coming and asking every question.
Whereas Stephanie, who is a director through and through,
she's like, oh, the glasses should be here
because the character, you know, she has a whole...
whole, there's so many, and I'm like,
you take it from here.
Yeah.
Like I'm, I'm in such a basic way, interested in the performance.
And she is too, but she's also passionate about,
should it be a pink or red pen that's on the table in this scene,
and she can tell you why.
And it's such a pleasure to watch.
And it's also a pleasure to realize,
is I don't need to do this again, you know?
Does it work that way in the home?
What do you mean?
She knows exactly where the pen should go.
She does, and I have to say,
I mean, she's often right, where that pen should go.
And she's 15 years younger than me,
and I'm just floored by her awareness
and her taste and her,
she's just beyond her years
it's it's I'm so thankful
I'm so thankful that she is my spouse
beautiful
documentaries producing documentaries
is something you say yes to though
so talk about the upcoming documentary
about the poet
Andrea Gibson
it
it's called come see me in the good light
and it comes out on Apple TV, November 14th.
It is, as I said, I've been in this business for almost 30 years,
and I would say this is the thing I'm most proud of.
And Andrea, I met in Colorado 25 years ago, something like that.
And I was not, and I have never been,
in the poetry world.
When I met Andrea,
when Andrea was in this group called Vox Feminista,
which was a social activist,
political activist group in Boulder
that was just preaching to the choir.
But it was fun to go to these shows
because it was a poet and comedian and musician,
just talking about all different.
different sorts of issues and but when I met Andrea backstage I was like somebody said
oh this is Andrea Gibson Andrea is a poet and I was I was like a poet you know Andrea looked so
familiar to me like from the gay community to the music world or even comedy you know just
cool and tattoos and I just I was like poet interesting and then
And Andrea went on stage and I was like, my mind was blown.
The depth that this person went to, to the lightness and humor, I was truly floored.
And anyway, Andrea was diagnosed with ovarian cancer a few years ago that they beat and it came back and they beat and it came back.
I was on the phone with our mutual friend, Steph Willen, who is a remarkable human being.
And we were trying to figure out how to get Andrea's podcast edited and produced and all the while.
I mean, Andrea had such an incredible group of supportive friends that were,
trying to help Andrea through this tough time in life.
And like boots on the ground in Boulder
with doctor's appointments
and trying to get Andrea's will in place
and just everything.
Remarkable friends that loved Andrea so much.
But Steph and I were on the phone, again, talking about Andrea's podcast,
and Steph said,
you know, I feel like Andrea's life
would make a really great documentary
and
it was like
hold the phone
moment. I could see
everything, just
a clear path
and I'm not
somebody and I guess I wasn't somebody
before Andrea
passed away
who
leaned in the
woo-woo world
and I can't say I fully am,
but this has really tested me
because when I say I saw this movie,
as soon as Steph suggested this,
I was like, this is going to be incredible,
this is going to Sundance, this is going to, I mean.
Just came into you, fully formed,
like a flash of clarity.
I mean it, so honestly, I was like this, yes, yes, yes.
And I reached out to five different people who were in the documentary space
and from financiers to directors to producers.
And I just said, hey, I have this old scrappy poet pal who is non-binary, stage four ovarian cancer
in the mountains of Colorado.
So if you do the slightest deep dive or look at these clips, you're either in or you're out.
And everyone, it was like, oh, interesting.
Let me think about this.
Or, oh, I know who Andrea is.
Or, oh, I'm not familiar.
And the filmmakers who did the Pamela Anderson documentary, actually the director, Ryan, happened to be at my Largo performance in a weird, bizarre.
twist of life, he was there, not familiar with me,
just was like, oh, I heard she's funny, come out,
and I'm like, I have cancer.
But anyway, days later, they were on a flight to Colorado.
They got it, and they flew out there and started filming.
And he said, look, we can't go to streamers or networks or studios.
This is not a sparkly Hollywood project.
We have to raise the money,
independently and make the most beautiful film we can make.
And we did.
We made a beautiful film.
And Andrea didn't think that they were going to see the film.
But Ryan was said, look, kind of behind Andrea.
And Andrea's wife, Meg Fowley, who is also an incredible poet and human being,
he said we don't need our hero to die
we can wrap up this movie
Andrea can see it
we can submit it to Sundance and other festivals
without them knowing
and see if we get in
so there's no disappointment
and I've had I don't know
four or five projects at Sundance
and I have never gotten the feedback
that it got in unanimously
And this film got in, I think it was 15 people, jurors,
and it got in unanimously.
And we went out for the premiere.
And Andrea and Meg came out.
We got an Airbnb.
We just had a, we called it snuggle down.
We just sat by the fire, had tea, spent time.
Andrea was definitely struggling, getting up
downstairs but went to the premiere the premiere was just magical you could feel in the room
everyone felt it so deeply and there's so many funny parts andria was one of the funniest people
that was the fun part was everything was so precious to Andrea but then nothing was too precious
and you could really have a deep laugh about really anything with Andrea and those funny moments the
the devastating moments hit so perfectly in that room.
And normally when I went to Sundance,
it was always, you had to go to do all this press
and go to all these important events
and other people's screenings.
But because we had Andrea there
and just limited time that everyone was very aware of,
we just spent so much of the time.
that weekend in our Airbnb and did very targeted appearances at the HBO party and the talk
to all the right people.
And then we'd get in the car, go back to snuggle down.
And when I went back to Toronto to film Starfleet Academy, a couple of days later, I got all,
there's my phone, like, can you get on a call?
We need to talk.
Like, are you available?
And I called Stephanie.
I was like, oh, my God, I think.
something bad like with Andrea and she was like you just have to call so I call Meg and
Andrea I'm like because not just them it was the filmmakers everybody was calling and I was like
I was so emotional what's what is it we won we won Sundance I was like what I like my emotion
had to swing so far the other way but we had no gauge of how our film was doing because we
weren't submerged in the Sundance world and I was like what what like I I needed a second to
process and Ryan the director he said you have to understand he was like films like ours don't win
this is even just not documentaries it's also scripted it's out of all of the movies yeah yeah
and I was like it gives me chills right now it was so I knew it was a great film but I thought we were
going to be like a sleeper indie film, you know,
that went to Sundance.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
So you were there for the premiere.
I mean, Sundance is two weeks, it goes over two weekends, right?
So you weren't there the whole time.
You were there for the premiere screening
and then you had to get back to work.
Yeah, we spent a weekend there.
Yeah, yeah.
So there was a whole other week or whatever
and then they have the award ceremony.
Yeah, so like Sundance was a memory at that point.
Yeah.
And you're thinking this news can only be bad.
Mm-hmm.
How long after that did they pass away?
Sundance was January and Andrea,
I guess it was six months later.
Andrea died July 14th.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Well now I'm very enthusiastic to see the film.
I wasn't familiar with them but when they passed away,
the outpouring of support online was unbelievable.
And I felt like I should know who this person
is, there were so many people expressing, you know,
their stories and experiences with Andrea.
And I was like, well, obviously this person,
you know, obviously met a lot to a lot of people
and artistically stood for something very powerful.
Yeah, yes.
You know, you hear poetry and you have like a particular idea.
Yeah, like how dare you call yourself a poet, you know.
But Andrea was so, you know,
you don't need a college degree to, um.
Oh, you're a poet, I see.
Yeah, it wasn't that vibe.
It was like, you know, in the documentary, Andrea talks about basically knowing five words
and rearranging them with each different poem.
And, but that was kind of the beauty was how accessible Andrea was
and how deeply they could hit you.
there was a video that went maybe you saw it the love letter from the afterlife i think so
where and it was andrea's final interview and the host had Andrea read a poem to meg
andrea's wife face to face of a love letter from the afterlife and it was it's so beautiful it's so
moving and yeah people are just sending that around and and then i was i was there in like that
end-of-life moment and then having Andrea die and then Maria Shriver Oprah Winfrey all of these people are
talking about that scrappy little poet that I met backstage at, it's called Old
Maine, this theater on the CU campus in Boulder, and just thinking, God, that is, that's
something.
I didn't see this coming at all.
And now there's going to be this movie.
Well, that's the other crazy thing is the movie hasn't even come out yet.
And it's so exciting to think of how many people will learn about Andrea.
But it's also so deeply meaningful to me when people that I know call me and they're like,
I had no idea or sharing that with somebody that I know personally that didn't know or read or wasn't.
aware and they're like like my childhood friend who lives in Dallas reached down she was like
Tig I just I feel robbed that I didn't get to know this person but just that my friend is
appreciating it now is I don't have any feeling of like oh you know because sometimes people are
like oh well I liked them like oh you're jumping on now like I don't I mean
and I'm excited for anybody to learn about Andrea Gibson.
Yeah, this relative, at least from my experience,
like relatively obscure person who posthumously,
like immediately becomes like this person that everyone's talking about.
Well, my wife, Stephanie was saying,
she goes, you know, it's so interesting is there's only a few poets
that are known by name.
And she was like,
And Andrea Gibson just cemented themselves into that list.
And, I mean, Andrea broke through on a massive level
when Glennon Doyle and Abby Wambach had Andrea on there.
And Andrea was also well-known in the poetry world
was like a full-on rock star, put out eight books,
I think, and sold out rock clubs and theaters
around the world, but hadn't broken through
on the level that they did after that.
So, I mean, Andrea bought a house
and was very successful, but just was not...
The degree of difficulty for a poet to break through
into mainstream cultural awareness
is like it's an impossible task.
I think I mean, Amanda Gorman is the only one
who's been able to do it.
It's nearly impossible.
In decades, essentially, so.
Yeah, it's wild.
When I, like, I wish I could,
I wish I had footage of me meeting Andrea
all those years ago.
And if somebody could say,
and by the way,
the world is going to know about that poet.
Yeah.
You know?
And now they are.
Yeah.
Back to me, TIG.
Yeah.
You got spinal fusion surgery.
I did.
How long ago?
2019.
So six years ago.
I'm at five months.
How are you doing?
Recovery and I need advice.
What should I be doing?
I'm in this weird period where, you know,
I've recovered enough where I'm kind of,
I'm just trying to feel a little normal again.
And then I'll be like, oh, whoa, like I'm not normal at all
or like suddenly I'll have a weird pain
and I'm like, oh, shouldn't that not be happy?
like so I just want to trade notes with other people
that have had this and get a little counsel.
It's really scary because for so long you're told
do not get back surgery, right?
Yeah, I mean.
Yeah, I spent 10 years trying to avoid it
and now I wish I'd gotten it sooner.
That's where I was and then you get it
and then your body doesn't feel right or the same
and then any pain or discomfort you're like,
they botched it, I'm screwed, you know, like that's what I'm
I went through and then one day something inside of me because I was told, you know, to walk and keep
moving, stay active and don't push it, but something in me was like, I'm going to try treading
water because I thought that would be a way to strengthen my body without putting too much
pressure on my spine.
And so I started doing that and I started at 15 minutes a time.
How long into the recovery?
I was probably maybe three or four months.
I can't remember exactly.
So somebody could be like, ha, caught you.
It was six months.
I don't know.
but it was it was pretty
I don't know
it was a few months later
I was wearing the back brace
I was doing slow walks around my neighborhood
but I just thought
I need to like strengthen my whole body
and and so
I started treading for 15 minutes
and I was so
blown away.
I had never treaded water for 15 minutes.
I had no reason to do that.
And I was like, wow, I'm going to keep treading water for 15 minutes.
And so I started doing that.
And then once that became like no big deal,
I was like, I'm going to do it for 30 minutes.
I'm going to do it for 45.
And then I got up to an hour and it became this meditative thing for me.
I don't put headphones in or anything.
I just tread.
And I really felt a difference.
No doctor told me to do this.
Even if people haven't had back surgery,
I highly recommend treading water.
It's not the only exercise I do,
but it's a full body exercise
that I really, really feel strengthened
just every part of me
that started making walking and everything else feel a lot better and smoother
because I really, like I said, it's just a full body workout.
All I can think about right now is the fact that I've now decided
that the title of this podcast is going to be Tignitaro is treading water.
I mean, it applies.
People will be making their own influence.
Yeah, yeah.
Why not just like swim or kick with a kickboard,
like the treading water thing?
Like that's a, I've never heard anyone talk about that.
I mean, that's something like you do,
like old ladies do or like water polo players do.
I'm an old lady.
Yeah.
I know we're not that old, come on.
I know, but we have gray hair, rich.
No swimming though.
No, I mean, a kickboard, you're relying on the board,
you know, I want my whole body.
You want your whole thing.
You're still doing this.
I do, but not as consistently.
I would say before I was doing it three days a week,
and I've also made up little exercises and moves that I do while I'm treading.
And look, even if I'm not doing the actual motion of treading,
I'll sometimes switch it up and just swim for a little bit and then tread.
But when I get out of the pool, my spine and my body, my whole body just feels, I feel so powerful after I tread for an hour.
And now it's more so if I'm, you know, if a hotel I'm staying at has a pool, I'll tread if I have time or we have a pool at our office, which is our old starter home.
and we have a pool there
and so I'll go over there and tread
but it's not as consistent
but I still do it
and I love it
and my co-host fortune started treading
and she's like man
she's like I love this
this could be a whole like trend
well we have listeners because we talk about it
Fortune will be like yeah
I was treading this morning
and we have listeners now
that we'll write in or tag us
and be like hey I'm treading now
I love it.
Oh, that's so interesting.
I'm going to send a video to you of me treading water.
Well, it's funny because I did some interview.
I can't remember what it was for,
but the guy was like, the interviewer was like,
we want to interview you when you're doing something that you love to do.
And I said, well, I love to tread water.
And he was like, all right.
So I'm like in the pool with this interviewer who's treading with me.
But, you know, I also, I've started.
doing weight training and I used to do long distance cycling.
I'm very much into endurance, I'm nowhere near you,
but like I would do long distance cycling of like 50 to 100 miles a day.
Oh wow, 50 to 100 miles a day?
Mm-hmm, yeah.
That's legit.
Yeah, I have- How long ago is that?
I did that.
I mean, that's for real cycling.
Yeah, yeah.
From the time I was 28 to 30,
Is this like a boulder thing?
No, actually my uncle who ate the key lime pie,
he is a long-distance cyclist.
And I remember going to visit
and looking at his biking books
and being like, that's cool,
like planning a trip around cycling.
And I've done those AIDS rides.
And I've also cycled across France.
And my friend and I,
we planned this trip and then, you know,
would stop along the way in cute little cafes
and but through the countryside of France
and then we'd stay in chateaus and take bubble baths
and clawfoot tubs and to treat ourselves.
But I found that very meditative was,
because I wasn't, I didn't have headphones in,
I used that time like I do with treading
to kind of, I always say connect the dots
in my life.
I really use that time,
even though it's meditative,
I use that time to really think about
what I want to do
and what I'm, you know,
just like big ideas kind of come to me during that.
But I did a show in Portland, Oregon
and cycled with another comedian to Seattle.
And we met this guy on the way there
and he let us sleep in his houseboat.
that he wasn't sleeping and I mean we certainly probably weren't terribly safe but did shows
in Portland cycle to Seattle did shows there I couldn't possibly do it nor do I have an interest
in doing that anymore but one of my rides was on the East Coast and I was going and
it's that endurance thing that has really helped me in my life I was going uphill and
and it was going for a long time.
People were getting off of their bikes,
resting, walking their bikes up the hill.
And I was like, I'm not getting off.
I'm just going to go slow and steady.
And I'm just, I have no idea how high this hill is.
It was eight miles.
And it was the greatest feeling when I got to the top.
And it was also that thought of like,
I'm so glad.
I had no idea.
how long it was going to be.
Yeah, but I feel like that's that,
that was before 2012 and I feel like that's that thing in me
that I think helped me push through the 2012 time
is I can, I can do it.
Lock in, endure, I can do it.
Deal with a degree of suffering for an extended period of time.
Yeah.
This is a life skill, yeah, it's rewarding too.
And just the process of doing it is so therapeutic mentally, you know, and grounding.
But cycling takes up a lot of time.
It does. It does.
But, and again, I don't miss it.
I can romanticize about those days and it's fun to be like, yeah, I did that.
But it doesn't really, we're in Colorado a lot and we cycle as a family.
but in such a casual way.
A different way.
Yeah.
But I'm very curious, like, with what you've done,
as much as it feels good to do that kind of extreme,
long-distance, long-haul kind of sport and exercise,
that there's also talk of, like,
your body also just registers it as stress
and cortisol levels and what,
What's your feeling on all?
I think that, yeah, it certainly can be that.
Like you have to really pay attention to how well you're recovering because you can easily
tip over into that state where you're just progressively depleting yourself and, you know,
disregulating your hormones and everything.
And the older you get, the more recovery you get.
So you just, you can't handle the load as well as you could when you're younger,
I love it, obviously right now I can't do it.
I hope to one day be able to get back into it.
Not that I have some big desire to compete.
Like I don't feel like I have anything to prove.
And so what does that look like?
But I want to feel good in my body, you know,
and there is something, you know, if I'm not, you know,
I don't have to go out and do it all day,
but like to be able to go out and feel fit
and, you know, confidently ride up a hill and feel good.
You know, all of that, like I miss all of that.
all of that. So I don't foresee a situation in which I'm going to be like training 20 to 25 hours a week
again like I was. Like that just doesn't fit within my life and it's not that interesting to me anymore.
I feel like that was an important and formative experience in my life that taught me a lot
and was extremely meaningful and valuable to me. And I could go back to that well and tap it.
But I think I've learned most of the lessons that I needed to learn from that. And now I want to
learn in other and different ways
rather than stay stuck in that lane.
But I still love it and it makes me feel like me
when I'm doing it and not being able to do it,
you know, it doesn't, I don't feel like myself.
But I don't miss like being exhausted all the time
because, you know, I know what it's like to,
I've spent many, many years in my life,
like training for specific performance goals
and what that requires to do it well
is, you know, kind of living in a,
this liminal kind of zombie-like state
for extended periods of time.
And there's too many other things
that I'm doing right now
that are too interesting
and meaningful to me
to make that kind of sacrifice.
But what is your, like,
I know you want to feel good,
but like if you're like,
if I could just be doing this and this and this,
I think I'd be good with where I am.
What do you mean?
What are you asking?
I feel like this,
question is sort of like the person who was asking you like what you know so you're doing the standup
and for what and what's next well i guess um you're saying you don't want to do like you don't want to be as
extreme and you're also in this recovery phase yeah and i'm like i turn 59 next week like who are we kidding
but you're not feeling yourself still sure so what what would make you feel like okay i'm back to
myself. I would like to be able to show up and run a marathon for fun with people and feel
fit enough to be able to do that where it's not like some giant ordeal and be kind of adventure
ready when a friend calls and says, oh, we're going to hike the Grand Canyon or we're going to go
do whatever thing this weekend. I don't feel like, oh, I'm not in a position to be able to
do that physically.
And has your doctor said, oh, you know, in time,
you'll likely be able to-
No, my surgeon is very conservative.
And I asked him like two months ago about swimming
and he's like, no, not yet.
Like he has me on a very slow role with this.
And I also said to him, so how about running?
Like am I gonna be able to get back to that?
And he basically looked at me and said,
well, there's just some things that, you know,
you're gonna have to think about that, you know, that expire.
You know, he was very non-optimistic about that.
I know other people who've had spinal fusion surgery,
you've gotten back to running.
So I feel confident that if I don't make mistakes
and I'm patient and, you know, build a new foundation
slowly over time that I'll be able to get back to doing that.
But, you know, who knows?
So that was the question I had for you.
Like, how long did it take before you felt like you were,
you weren't thinking,
about the fact that you like have this pain
or that, you know, maybe you were fragile
and going to break.
Yeah, I, you know, when you're saying
that your doctor said no swimming yet,
it makes me think,
yeah, maybe I wasn't doing that at three months.
It could have been six months.
Again, I don't know.
I don't remember.
I don't, I'm not clear on all the markers,
but I remember for a long time
looking at people on bikes thinking,
how are they doing that you know things seemed absolutely impossible and yeah i don't have a clear
memory of how long it took me i mean i still i'm very careful about how much i lift and how i
lift which of course you should be regardless of any sort of surgery but it's always in there
Like I got to be careful.
You know, I don't have the body that other people have.
But I do have a body and I have come a long way with my body.
Which vertebrae were fused?
It was the, yeah, I wish I was lower.
It's lower, okay.
Yeah, yeah.
I don't know how helpful this has been to me.
I know, I know.
I'm...
Down low, not up in your neck.
No, it was down low.
What about you?
Yours was low, low, L5S1.
Yeah.
I was, I mean, I've seen videos of you.
You were up and about pretty quickly.
I was walking around.
I mean, but that's really all I'm doing still.
I've kept it pretty low-jee.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Because I just think like the only thing I can do is screw it up, you know?
And if, and my compulsive addictive nature
is to like, oh, I walked a mile today.
I'll walk two tomorrow and then I'll walk three the next day.
You know, I was like, that's what I want to do.
And so I'm trying to see what it feels like
to do the opposite of that.
Because I think ultimately it will pay dividends
over the long haul.
So I've had to restrain myself, but I did, you know,
so it was pouring rain last night, right?
And I've got this little home gym
and I was gonna go, I woke up super early.
early, it was dark.
And I went into my, like slid the door open
to my little gym and it was wet on the like rubber floor
that I have in there and I slipped and I fell over the bench
and I have not, I've been so careful about everything
and I was like, oh my God, did I just break my,
I literally thought I had just ruined the whole thing.
It was one of the scariest things.
Yeah, I think I'm fine like I got up
and I was like I think I'm okay, but,
It does feel like your body is Jenga for a while.
That is terrifying.
After my mother tripped, I've become very,
I don't casually walk into a bathroom or in or out of a shower or bathtub.
Like I'm.
I know.
Now we're having old people conversation.
Look, I'm not the one that's 59, okay?
I'm only 54.
I know.
I'm a youngster.
For the record, you are much younger than me.
Much younger.
And yes, we all know this.
All right, I got to let you go.
What's the documentary called?
Come see me in the Good Light.
And November 14th on Apple TV.
Please make a note of it and watch.
Congrats on that.
That's super cool.
I look forward to seeing it.
And thank you for having me.
I really do.
This was great.
I love what you do.
I'm not scared of you anymore.
Oh, good.
I've become a little.
Yeah. No, this was delightful. I really appreciate the level of presence that you brought to this
experience. Thank you. Thank you. Yeah. All right, tignation.com signing off. Yes, indeed.
Until next time. Thanks. Can I come and see you at Largo? You can come see me anywhere.
All right. I'm going to do that. Great. All right, let's tread water. Cheers. We'd love it.
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