The Skinny Confidential Him & Her Podcast - Aimee Song On How To Create A Career Online, Get Paid To Travel, Stay Productive, & Have Career Longevity

Episode Date: October 16, 2020

#301: On this episode we are joined by OG blogger and influencer Aimee Song, creator of the wildly popular brand; Song Of Style. Aimee is an American fashion blogger and fashion designer. She started blogging in 2008 while studying Interior Architecture in San Francisco and was one of the pioneers of influencer marketing. On today's episode we discuss how to build a career online, how to get paid to travel and create content, and how to launch a brand in the digital space that can extend to products.  To connect with Aimee Song click HERE To connect with Lauryn Evarts click HERE To connect with Michael Bosstick click HERE Read More on The Skinny Confidential HERE For Detailed Show Notes visit TSCPODCAST.COM To Call the Him & Her Hotline call: 1-833-SKINNYS (754-6697) This episode is brought to you by Cove No two migraines are alike. If you have migraine, you know. That's why Cove helps you find an FDA-approved treatment that works for YOUR migraine. Just a few minutes of your time and you get a personalized treatment plan from TWENTY-PLUS researched-backed, Doctor-recommended migraine medications. No insurance needed. No trip to the pharmacy. All online. Meds sent right to your door. Go to www.WithCove.com/SKINNY for FIFTY PERCENT OFF your FIRST MONTH of medication and FREE TWO DAY SHIPPING. This episode is brought to you by ShipStation ShipStation helps online sellers get orders out quickly, save money on shipping costs, and keep customers happy. No matter where you’re selling – Amazon, Etsy, your own website – ShipStation brings all your orders into one simple interface. Our listeners can try ShipStation FREE for 60 days when you use offer code SKINNY. Make sure your business is ready to meet the demands of a massive online shopping season. Get started at www.ShipStation.com today! This episode is brought to you by Function Of Beauty One size fits all may work for your accessories, but when it comes to your hair we all need something a little different to help us look our best. What if your hair care was as unique as you are? Function of Beauty is hair care that is formulated specifically for you. No matter your hair type, they create shampoo, conditioner, and treatments to fit your unique needs. Head over to www.FunctionofBeauty.com/skinny for 20% off your order today! Produced by Dear Media

The following podcast is a Dear Media production. Him and her. That you can't be an absentee landlord. As like a landlord or, you know, like a business owner, if you're constantly gone, then things are not going to work properly. You hire people within your company to do things, to fulfill things that you're not able to, but you still have to be on top of them to manage them in some way so that everything runs smoothly or later on you'll figure out like, oh shit, you're fucked. Things are getting spooky over here. They're getting creepy. And before we get

into that, that clip was from our guest of the show today, Ami Song. And she's an entrepreneur. She's a blogger. She's an author of two books. She has a collection with Revolve and she's an entrepreneur. She's a blogger. She's an author of two books. She has a collection with Revolve and she started a blog that you all know called Song of Style. We get really real with her. I'm very into this episode. And if you're an influencer or a business owner, I think you're going to love it. So Michael, why are things getting weird and creepy? Well, I mean, we're going into a crazy election. It's Halloween. I think there's probably going to be some full moons. It feels like every night's been a full moon, even though it's not. It just feels like it's full moon energy.

I'm looking at a gravestone here that you had built that said MB. Those are my initials, I guess. It's a didn't listen to wife. So if I end up disappearing, everybody know that it was Lauren that did it. Hold on. This is my moment that I was going to say was creepy. I had an actual gravestone built for Michael for the middle of our table. It's a home decor moment.

Law enforcement's not going to have to look too far if I go missing. They're going to know. And it's like Michael said, it says MB. And then on it, it says didn't listen to wife. And then I bought black crows from Party City. And I stuck the crows to give it a really good effect. And I was thinking about putting candles all around it with candy and playing really creepy Halloween music for you to walk in. Listen, I don't even need Halloween to be terrified every night. You go to sleep next

to you and you go to sleep with one eye open. Good. That's exactly how I like it. On that note, let's meet our guest. She's a major influencer. Like I said, she lives in Los Angeles. She is so open with her audience about anxiety and depression, and she also happens to be a cook in the kitchen with a collection with Revolve. Meet Ami Song. This is the Skinny Confidential, him and her. We are recording, and I have to tell you, I told you I would tell you live about how I met you. So I was this tiny little blogger and I was probably like four years in blogging. And we went to a reward style conference and you were a huge blogger.

Past tense? Still are. Still are. Still are. Huge blogger, superstar blogger and there was a lot of huge bloggers there and it was so interesting to me this is when they called bloggers bloggers yes now they change they change it up on you guys and now call it influencing but yes it wasn't influencing yet you were the only one that was nice to us little fish i remember yeah i was with

my friend fashion Lush. You know what? I will actually, you and Gal Meets Glam, Julia. Yeah. You two sat and talked with us and we had all these questions for you

and you guys answered all the questions and you were so nice. I don't remember that incident, but I feel like I remember you from a party at a mutual friend, your friend. At Weston's? Yeah. Weston's. Are you playing the Succession song again? What's going on? We met at Weston Mitchell's too, Weston Mitchell Design

Group. It was a party in a warehouse, right? Yeah. Yeah. That was one of our best friends and still to this day business partners, Weston. And he had a furniture shop downtown and it was like a very creative studio. He did all these wild parties there. Yeah, that's vintage. Okay, so just for our audience members who don't know you, I'm sure a lot of people do, can you give us context where you grew up, how you grew up, what it was like? So my name is Ami Song,

and I grew up in Los Angeles, born and raised here. And then I started my blog, Song of Style, in 2008. End of 2008. I was living in San Francisco, going to school at the time. And then, yeah, started this blog on Blogspot. I don't know if you remember that on Google. And then transitioned into Instagram when Instagram started. You stand out over a lot of other bloggers.

There's something about you. I was like the first Asian. That's why. No, it's way more than that. There's something about your personality that people are drawn to. It's like a charisma. Yeah.

What do you really think when you first came into this space, why people were so into you and obsessed? I think it's because I was normal. So when I first came on the scene, there were other bloggers, but they're like super like high end or like so pretty, like they're not super popular or around anymore. But I remember there were a few

and then all of them were white. And I think that was different because I was Asian. And also I was in school. I wasn't rich. I mixed a lot of high and low. Like I would shop at DSW, which is the place that I used to work at when I first started my blog. I got the best shoe discounts. And then that's where I got my first Chloe pair of Chloe's. And then I think it's because I was working and I had a job, whereas a lot of other like bloggers or socialites were rich, they dressed like head-to-toe designer. And I was normal. And I think that was what interested people because they felt like I was one of their friends. Another thing that you do that I noticed is you talk very openly about all different kinds of subjects.

It's not just fashion. You're very open with taboo topics. Do you feel like that was something else where the audience connected? I think in the beginning I wasn't super open. I only, I mean, if I, it's cringing. If I read like my very old blog post, I haven't done it for a while, but I remember a long time ago when I was working on my book, my second book, World of Style, I had to like compile a list of like images and blog posts

and all that. And I was like reading my old books and I'm like, oh my God, it sounds like it's such a dumb girl writing in her journal. And that's what I did. Like literally I would talk about like, oh, today's school sucked. I like my teacher like wouldn't give me like a week off because I finally get a chance to go to fashion week, blah, blah, blah. Or I couldn't take the class that I wanted to, or I had to go to the internship, blah, blah, blah. I had to work on Black Friday. I would just write as if it was a journal. And then once I started getting a platform and a bigger audience, I think I started editing myself and trying to prove, make it seem like I was really cool because I really wanted to fit into the fashion scene. So it's interesting because when I first went to Fashion Week, I was such an outsider that people were so shocked to see me. Like people in the

industry, like editors or other influencers, I mean, other bloggers at the time who are much more like respected than I was, like the kind of like pioneers. They were very catty, actually. I remember this one fashion show. I'm not going to say which show it was, but they were very clicky. And I went there and they're like, oh, my gosh, let's do a group photo. And then they did a selfie. And then she was like, not you.

And then the hashtag was you can't sit with us. And then you know how like when you go to a fashion show there are like the fashion press like getty images like those type of photographers and they always want to do like front row photos and they're doing a front row photos and they're all like literally I think it was like three of them like really like squeezing each other and there's me in the corner like like smiling and then I remember that photo like was circling around and then they cut me off when they were posting it on their feed and stuff so like in the beginning it was tough I mean it was tough but then I didn't care so I wanted to fit in so bad with

like the elite fashion fashion is technically elitism right it's like very for the elite not everybody can have it. And I think, or back in the day, it was like such an aspirational thing. Even growing up, I never realized that I would be able to be part of the fashion industry in a way that I am now. And I remember trying to be so cool that it was kind of annoying. I was annoying myself. And then eventually, I think like five years ago was when I was even more open. Like I was just so drained and trying to have this image of being this cool girl traveling around the world. I felt like, oh my God, I'm living the life. I'm living everybody's

dream. Everybody's so like, everybody's always leaving me comments saying like, your life is goal, hashtag dream, bless. Like I want your life. Whereas secretly, I was like, not happy. So it felt so much more liberating, using my voice to be honest about like my mental health struggles. I feel like nowadays, it's so much easier to talk about like mental health and like, not the perfect life. But even five years ago, I feel like it wasn't something that we openly talked about, especially in like Asian culture culture too. So it was very liberating. What was your childhood like to go back a little bit? Like where did you, and then like, obviously like everybody fits into like some kind of like social hierarchy when they're in high school. And so like, do you, like, how did you feel when you

were younger? Like, were you like, were you talking about fashion then? Do you feel like you fit in and you feel like you were like different? Like how, like how did, how did your childhood manifest into manifest into this career? It's pretty much every week for my entire life that I have had a migraine at some point. And for those of you that have not had migraines, I envy you so much. It is the worst. Lauren doesn't really get them as much, but my entire life I've had migraines. My dad had migraines. I envy you so much. It is the worst. Lauren doesn't really get them as much, but like my entire life I've had migraines. My dad had migraines and it's just something I've had to live with. For those of you that have them and you get it, they are so debilitating sometimes that I have to stop everything I'm doing. Sometimes they get so bad that they actually make me nauseous and make me throw up. And it's like, and it just comes out of nowhere. I could

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My dad came here when he was 19, and he's 65, so he spent the majority of his life in America. He met my mom in Korea and brought her over here. So yeah, they lived here for a long time. And my mom felt like she was so liberated living in America, literally living the American dream. So they were very open. So I didn't really experience like, oh, don't date outside of your race, like that kind of stuff.

My parents were just so open. I've never heard them say anything racist. Whereas I hear from other my other Asian American friends were like their parents are very racist. So I'm really thankful and grateful for that. And then also they really wanted us to be integrated. So and live like the American life. So we lived in a very white neighborhood in the beginning. And when I was growing up, I grew up in downtown L.A., actually, which is so weird. When I was growing up, I was always like the only Asian kid. So I always knew I was different. Like, I don't think I realized that I looked different until I was like probably like five

or six when somebody mentioned it. In the beginning, I probably was bullied a lot for my race and for being different. But eventually that me being different was like a cool thing. And I embraced it. And I also realized at some point that in order to be popular, you had to be either funny or stylish or rich. Yeah. It was like a survival thing, you know, if you don't want to get bullied. So I remember all the cool kids had like the nicest, coolest sneakers in LA. LA is a tough city to grow up in.

Yeah. We talk about, now that we have, we told you we have a child now. We think about that all the time because you could be the best parent in the world, but you're in a, there's a lot of people around here. It's like. Yeah. You have a lot of like rich, wealthy people and everybody's so different. And it's like, so it seems attainable, but also not attainable. Right. The good thing is you, I mean, I think we're all so lucky that we live in America where anything is kind of attainable. But then again, if you're not able to achieve that, you kind of feel shame or you don't feel sometimes you can feel less than. So if you're living in a country like, I guess, like Sweden, where it's such a, everybody's so equal, maybe you don't feel so much of that. But then again, when everybody's so equal, it's hard to really stand

out, right? Whereas in America, we're all so unique and so different. So you can literally, you can go from like nothing, have a single parent, single mother and become the president of the United States. That can't happen in like places like Italy or something. Like I didn't grow up with money, but at a young age, I saw like the social class difference and like the haves and have not. It's so like in your face, especially if you live in downtown LA. We lived in a really nice apartment in downtown LA, but a block away, literally there's like a homeless shelter. And I grew up seeing that. And I remember seeing like the haves and haves not. And also like within my community or my neighborhood or the school I went to, there was a lot of that.

So I always wanted to be part of the haves, not the haves not, you know. And I don't know if that's a good thing either, but it did give me ambition, the drive. You have a lot of drive. Definitely more drive than a lot of people. Can you speak on that? Like, is that from childhood? You said it's a little bit from childhood. Is it from other things?

Is it from just a bunch of events that add up? I do have a lot of drive. I think it's because I wasn't given things when I was growing up. So when we were growing up, my dad went through financial hardship. So, I mean, in the beginning, a lot of immigrants who actually come to America, if you're able to make it to America, that means you come from money somehow because you were able to afford that plane ticket. But then again, once you come to America, you're like at the bottom pole, you know, like you're at the bottom of the bottom. So I don't know exactly my dad's background, but my mom's side of a family,

like she comes from money, but she came to America. It was like culture shock, whatever. And then we went through a lot of roller coasters. There were times where my sister and I got like such a good childhood, like great memories. But then again, there are times where we went through a lot of financial hardship, which was so hard on us in a way where like, literally, it was it was like a roller coaster. So I remember one time, well,

there are several years of this were like on Christmas and Thanksgiving. I was one of the kids where we didn't have a family because we had a broken family. So we didn't have like a big family. We don't have relatives. It was just my sister and I on. There were so many Thanksgiving and Christmas where it was just my sister and I and sometimes my dad. So before going to school. Your parents split up? Yeah, my parents were divorced.

I can't remember exactly when they got divorced. But because I was old enough to be aware that it was such a shameful thing that I didn't get a present, unfortunately, or like such a nice present. So I was in my mind thinking of an excuse. What am I going to tell my friends when we're going back to school and everybody's like wearing all these cool clothes and cool things talking about their vacations that they went to? I was already, I think I was like 12 or 13. I was so young and I was already in my mind practicing what I was going to say so that I don't feel embarrassed and shameful. So I think those type of things,

events had, you know, that's what led me to be so like hardworking. I started having a full-time job since I was 16 because I wasn't really handed things. But I think it's also because I saw the haves and have not. I like amongst my friends, like I didn't grow up in a poor neighborhood. I grew up in a good neighborhood. I went to a good school. But then again, it was a mix.

At one point, there were times where literally we didn't have food to eat, like absolutely nothing. We have $5 for one week. So I had to make a last for my sister and I. And then I remember like Thanksgiving, obviously we didn't have food to eat. So like my friend from high school, Sam Shin, if you're listening to this, thanks. Our friend from high school literally would go to church, bring us leftovers and cooking foil and then like we'll eat that with my sister and I and so that was like so normal my life was so interesting where that I didn't experience just one thing I was able to experience like the the

best of the best and then the worst of the worst it sounds like you took care of your sister a lot is that correct yeah because she was younger she She was so young when my parents were going through things. So yeah, it was like my parents weren't really around. So I had to take care of my sister. And do you guys still have a close relationship today? Mm-hmm. That's cool. you tell this story? Because I think at this point in your career, there's a lot of people listening that probably look to you and be like, wow, they aspire to do what you have done, right? They aspire to have the success you've done. And to pay you a compliment, I remember reading, was it the Laura Mercier deal? That was one of the first huge influencer campaigns that really set the term influencer marketing on the map. And I think that you were a huge part of that

because what you did was you signaled to an entire industry that like these types of creators like you and Lauren were actually meant to be taken very seriously. And we've seen like what's happened since. But you're one of the first people to have like a national campaign with a massive brand. It opened up space. Like you're saying what you did was like such a bold move for influencers everywhere. Like it wasn't just for you. Like it set the standard for many people in your space to be like, oh shit, this is a real career path. But I think it's great that you talk about some of your past because like I said, there's probably a lot of people that look at your feed and look at you now

and don't realize what created the drive behind someone like you to do what you've done. And I think that's one good thing about when you look at America, it's like, you're right. That story, it can exist in other places, but it really can exist here. You can come from very humble beginnings and do what you have done and actually build a massive platform that's literally based just on you. I think a lot of people that listen to this, we always talk about on this show where it's never as easy as you think it is. And maybe you can talk a little bit like what it's taken to get the brand here. And I know that's a lot to unpack, but it doesn't just happen like one day you don't just go viral and then you're like, you're getting a big deal with Laura Mercier.

Like it takes a ton of work. Yeah. I mean, I think a lot of people always try to ask me like, how did you get a platform? How did you get all these followers? But you have to know that it took 10 plus years. Now it's 12 years now, right? Yeah. It's now I'm on my 12th year so

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pre-COVID of what the song of style life is like. Like I know there's no just one day in a life but give us say you're traveling on friday and you've got all these deadlines like what's there what time are you waking up what time are you going to bed walk us through it's so crazy so for the past i want to say like five years i was traveling 300 days out of the year so almost every airline i was like the highest that's like a big yeah high performing dj i was like literally the highest so almost every airline i was like the highest that's like a big yeah high performing i was like literally the highest level of every airline it's insane like apparently and like i didn't know this but on delta there's like the secret thing and american airlines and i was part of that like i was just like the elite of the elite of the mileage mile clubs or whatever mileage

whatever it is because i traveled so much and like the past five years I literally like one week I'll be in or in within one week I one time I remember I was in three different countries Paris Italy and Japan oh that's a big trip yeah like Paris yeah yeah so like in one week and then within that first month, I think like five different places like Korea and then America. I didn't realize how much traveling took a toll on my health until like I stopped traveling. I'm like, wow, I'm so healthy right now. Like I'm going to the bathroom regularly. Like I'm getting my period regularly. I wasn't getting my period for like six months last year. And I had to do all these tests and nothing was wrong. And I think it was like all my travel schedule. Your circadian rhythm was probably so completely off. You didn't know what time zone you were in and where.

And I'm speaking on periods because you don't know anything about periods. I don't know anything about periods. But I do know about like when you're switching time zones that quick. It's like your body was probably so confused about like what the normal rhythm was yeah and i was i try to be as healthy as i can i mean i like i try to eat as healthy as i can even though i like like to indulge but still like some i knew something was wrong with my body and then i think it was a travel um yeah i was just traveling so much i think like sometimes I'm like, it was only February. Up until February, I was living this life. And it's just so crazy. I didn't have a routine. I didn't have a workout

routine. I woke up in the morning in different times. Sometimes when I come back from my trips, I will be so exhausted. I would want to sleep for two days. But then again, I can't because I also have my Song of Style brand and I have a team. So like this is something that I talk to my therapist a lot, that you can't be an absentee landlord. As like a landlord or, you know, like a business owner, if you're constantly gone, then things are not going to work properly. You hire people within your company to do things, to fulfill things that you're not able to, but you still have to be on top of them to manage them in some way so that everything runs smoothly or later on you'll figure out like, oh shit, you're fucked. And just to lead because like in any organization, anything, like people want to be able to point to whoever's leading

that organization, say like, what's the direction? Like, where are we going we going and if you don't have that people kind of flounder around like what are we doing here and I think it was really hard for me I've worked with a lot of incredible people because it's only been like five years that I started like actually hiring people so the first five years I did it all on my own would ask people to take photos of me but I think it was like the past five years where I really started taking Song of Style as a business. And my name, like all of that as like a personal brand and business and actually taking everything seriously. So I went through like different people that I work with. And then I was not a great leader because I was always gone. I mean, how can I lead

if they can't communicate with me? And then I think from the outside, it just seems so fabulous and amazing. Like you're just always traveling, you know, but behind the scenes, it's also hard because sometimes you always have to be on, you know, I don't know, just like, think of it like this way. Like if you're having a wedding or a birthday party and you're the host or the actual person, everybody's throwing this event for, you're always on talking to people and then just being energetic and all that. But with like fashion, I know it sounds very like frilly to some people because I know there are people dying out there and stuff, but you just have to be on.

And I have to be my own advocate as an influencer because when I go to like shows, I am my own advocate. When I'm meeting people from brands and PR, like I'm pitching myself, you know. So I think at the end of the day, sometimes it gets really exhausting after being on for so long. When you say you were traveling, were you traveling with brands and doing partnerships or were you traveling for a mixture of your own pleasure? Like, or is it all work? work mostly work so I would always travel like last yeah the past five years or longer like I was always traveling for work but a lot of times my work travels are amazing like they feel like vacation except that I have to Instagram I have

to post things I have to share with my followers I have have to take content, all of that. But last year in August was the first time that I took a trip with my boyfriend, my Italian boyfriend. We took a trip where we didn't work. It was just for us. So even before when I was going on a trip, it was a trip, but I was still documenting. I was still like filming YouTube videos or like taking photos. I'm like, oh, like when else am I going to go to come to Colombia again? Like I remember this, like I think it was like two years ago. I went to Colombia for my birthday and I'm like, this place is so beautiful. I want to take every photo.

Jacopo, like my boyfriend, I was like, it's my birthday. So you can't complain about taking my photos. OK, let's do two outfits today because I did my makeup already. And then now that i think about it that was enjoyable for me but not enjoyable for my boyfriend he had to like take you know it's funny like i think um because we've had similar backgrounds here but lauren and i got to a point where like okay it's either a work trip or a pleasure trip he will not take one photo i can't get this motherfucker that's for sure i'm the worst instagram boyfriend of all time i'm the

worst i it's like the worst. I've never seen it. That's the smartest though for you to be bad so that she doesn't ask you. I'm so bad. She doesn't even want me to do it. I did find a new tip though where you can turn the phone on selfie mode and I can position myself how I want and he just presses this. Oh, yeah. Yeah, selfie stick.

Yeah. Well, you're good for something. But I think, you know, like we had to distinguish now. It's like, okay, if it's a work trip, like we both put our heads around, like we're here to work. But now when we go like a pleasure trip, it's like we separate, like we don't work with any hotels, we don't do any campaigns because we realized like it wasn't enjoyable to try to blend work and pleasure together because, you know, like creating content, it's like you don't even have a chance to enjoy each other then or enjoy the experience because you're just working and creating content. And

people think like, oh, well, you're going to be in these great places, which is, yes, it's a benefit and it's nice and like very grateful for it. But it's almost like you're experiencing those great places in the wrong way because you can't even stop to really enjoy them. Was it lonely when you're traveling so much, 300 days a year? There's got to be times when you can't bring anyone. That must be sort of lonely. No, I was always able to bring somebody. You always had someone with you. Yeah, because it's a work trip. So that's nice. At least you get to bring somebody. Quick break to talk about ShipStation. Personally, I am sending out popsockets, stickers, giveaways, all kinds of stuff.

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That's ShipStation.com and then enter offer code skinny. ShipStation.com. Make ship happen. The hard part was sometimes I would get these anxiety attacks because like whatever I'm going through mentally, personally, like, you know, and then you're in a public place where you have to pretend like everything is fine. You're getting your photos taken. I remember I think I got like two or three major anxiety attacks. Well, not major, but like pretty bad where I felt like I couldn't breathe and I started breaking out in

hives. And that was hard, you know, because like I wanted somebody with me like my boyfriend can't travel with me all the time because he has his own thing and like I wish sometimes like I mean I think you always wish what you don't have like I envy your guys's relationship that you guys are able to build something together and work on it together but I'm sure that comes with a different cause like always fighting or whatever you know you want to talk about quick books at 11 30 at night because i don't yeah so like i'm sure it's a lot of that you know like i because i see my friends who have their husbands and partners who are constantly traveling and they seem like it's so easy but then again i also see the other side where they do these beautiful like kissing photos and like posing and then they never talk the entire time they're literally we're at a

dinner and they're fighting the entire time and they can't enjoy the dinner whereas I don't have that pressure so I remember when I was going through that anxiety attack I was alone with my then assistant and because my then assistant was so young too like it's not like she couldn't comfort me you know like she doesn't know what's going in my mind and I'm her boss, so I want to be strong for her. Yet I was inside like dying and I couldn't breathe and I was like so stressed. And it was manifesting in like very negative ways. So those times I feel so lonely.

But then again now, like I'm much better because like I regularly do therapy. Like I'm much more because, like, I regularly do therapy. Like, I'm much more aware. When did you start doing that? I started therapy probably, like, a year and a half ago. What are some other things that you do for anxiety? Because I'm sure there's a lot of people listening, especially with COVID, that are dealing with anxiety. Do you have any things that you do rituals?

Oh, my gosh. I was eating a lot. So probably bad. But I was binge eating, and it was really making me feel good, you know? Like, I remember beginning a lot. So probably bad. I was binge eating and it was really making me feel good. You know, like I remember beginning of COVID. So the thing is, I had ankle surgery in February. So right after New York Fashion Week, it was my first time missing out the European Fashion Week because I had to, I had a tumor on my ankle, but it was non-cancerous. And then they had to actually remove it.

And I had delayed the process because they said it was a surgery. So I was. And then they had to actually remove it. And I had delayed the process because they said it was a surgery. So I was like, I don't want to do it. And I had that tumor for about a year. And I was like, I don't, they were like, it's a benign tumor, but it's going to grow and it could attach itself to something and it could be bad. And I was like, it's fine. It's fine. It's fine. Until my ankle started really hurting. And then they're like, yeah, you actually surgically have to remove this and you cannot travel or be anywhere for two weeks so that's so I started getting kind of anxious in that February because I felt like I was having a little bit of FOMO

because everybody's traveling and it was my first time missing like the Paris fashion weeks and everything and people were like why are you not, why are you not there? Why are you not there? And I'm like, well, I did ankle surgery and I didn't want to get too much into it. And then I started feeling a little anxious, not being able to work out, not being able to travel. Like I've never been in LA for two weeks, not doing anything. So I started eating a lot, ice cream, binging a lot. And I thought that was making me feel better. it was actually it felt really comforting like oh this is delicious I'm gonna watch tv and then that turned into like gaining a lot of weight and I've always pretty been skinny but I think as women we always have body dysmorphia

right even at my thinness like I'll look at my older photos where I was like so skinny and thin I did not feel thin I always felt like oh I don't feel so weird yeah and it's so sad right yeah it's so sad I feel so bad for like my younger self I'm sure you feel that way too I look at pictures I'm just like oh my gosh I thought I was chubby here yeah it wasn't yeah and it's so sad this person that I know acquaintance I know she has like a nine-year-old daughter and her nine-year-old daughter was telling her mom that she needs to do more squats. And I was like, that's so sad that as a nine-year-old, you're already aware of the bodies. Why can't we just be kids and just accept all bodies?

Like we all say, like, let's love everybody. But it's so hard, you know, it's so hard to unprogram all of that. What society tells us is beautiful how do you deal with assholes on the internet that try to call you out on your photos or come into your dms so yeah when i first gained a lot of weight this year because my arms and legs are still skinny but i was having like a little stomach like a pouch people were like are you pregnant oh my gosh like and then let me just make a public service announcement to everyone you don't ask someone if they're pregnant it's rude it's condescending and it's self-righteous yeah unless they say yeah you're an ass like can we just make

a public service announcement on all that and if you're a guy and you're asking a woman that i mean i don't i'm gonna like what if i just came up to you and said, is your dick big or small? Well, I would, yeah, I would be like, oh, okay. Let me show you over here. It's so rude to ask someone that. It is. Because you just never know, right? But.

I mean, it has created a space. I mean, it's so amazing for so many things. But also, like, there's good and bad with everything. Yeah. But, like, it's also created this weird, like I talk about this and I, you know, we're all probably a similar age. Like when we were kids, you know,

it took guts or balls to come up to somebody and just say what, whatever you want to say. Like people didn't do that, you know? And I, and I think. You shouldn't have drank the smoothie before this interview. Every time you drink the smoothie,

you get something in your throat. But I think now it's like the internet's created this place where people feel they can just say anything without any filter. Cause they're hiding behind a screen. And it's like, would you really just walk up to somebody and say that if you weren't behind the screen? And I think not, like most people wouldn't. And that's one thing that I think needs to be contextualized here for everybody on the internet is like, most of the people that are

that bold to just say something mean or rude, like they're actually cowardly and would probably never do that in real life to your face. And it's just like a context to keep in your face so people were dropping in your dms asking if you were pregnant yeah i got annoyed i'm like i already know i gained weight i can't fit into my jeans and i don't need people to keep on asking me if i gain uh like if i'm pregnant um and all that stuff so that was really stressful um and then i started getting so insecure and then COVID happened. My leg was finally healed, but COVID happened and I couldn't travel anymore. It affected everybody. And I feel for the people who like, like the essential workers and people who lost jobs and who really like where their lives were really, really affected because I am in a privileged place where I was, I affected but not to that extent right i'm able to live in my nice house have food not worry about life or death or paying my bills so i feel grateful for that but i mean yeah so what were we talking about you're just saying like oh trolls yeah assholes yeah do you delete and block do you respond what's your what's your like way you

deal with it uh you've been doing this for a long time so you probably got some good filters yeah decide what to respond to and not to respond to i'm still working on it right now but for every 100 comments i get maybe it's like two or three that are negative so i choose to see the good but it's actually really hard because i do respond to the trolls sometimes and then i realized that the trolls have so much like satisfaction in like talking, you know, like they just want to like be instigating and poke you. And they want to be acknowledged. Yeah.

So then I'm like, I try not to acknowledge them. And I realized that if I don't acknowledge the trolls about like them talking about my weight gain or anything personal, then it goes away. I'm not lighting a fire. Like it doesn't become a bigger issue. I love how everyone in this industry and everyone just in 2020 just has a blanket word for anyone that's rude on the internet, which is troll. It's like everyone has this. This is like urban dictionary. They've been called that for a long time. Taylor and I used to play online video

games and there was always trolls in the game. You'd be playing a game and next thing you know, somebody's talking shit about your mom and you're always trolls in the game. You know what I mean? Like you'd be playing a game and next thing you know, somebody's like talking shit about your mom and you're like, what the hell's going on here? How is your whole life changed with COVID? What's your day to day? Do you wake up and have a schedule or is it just kind of whatever? I wake up in the morning and then I started. So my friend, Jen Atkin, she's led a very similar life as me where she was traveling so much and then she has this really successful business but she is so grounded like she is like I love her she's one of my really good friends and I love her because there are a lot of women in this industry and in general women and men that

seem like they're a champion for a lot of people. And I think with the whole people calling people out, I think Black Lives Matter movement and all that, like, I think you kind of saw what was going behind people's businesses. Like a lot of great female leaders that I was looking up to, they were being called out because they were not genuine, right? Like they were not putting money where their mouth was. Whereas Jen is the opposite and she's such a champion for women and i actually really saw her taking steps in trying to be a better boss better ally like especially when the whole black life matter thing was happening literally jen started zoom within our friends friend group and then she was just like talking about like she was so serious like hey how can we be a better ally like i didn't realize about my white privilege like

on me like i didn't i never realized that you know like also like there's a hierarchy in people of color like all these kind of things like she was just so open about it she bought all these books and read it and all that anyway so she I look up to her a lot and I ask her a lot of things and one thing that she does is she always journals so she's gave me this book like a five-minute journal so I started journaling since I want to say like April so I've been consistently journaling every morning I just asked Jen I was like sometimes I have nothing to write so I just say how I feel in the morning but I just asked Jen, I was like, sometimes I have nothing to write. So I just say how I feel in the morning, but I feel like it's like a dumb thing. Is that

fine if it's not like deep? Hey, journaling dumb things is exactly how you got your start. So nothing's dumb. Yeah. So I'm like, it's not very insightful, but yes, I'll journal. I drink my coffee. I drink my water. And then if I feel like it, I'll work out. I was working out, like I was going on runs for a little bit or going on long walks, but I haven't really been doing that. Right now I'm playing a lot of tennis. I also have like a schedule. It's not like super strict anymore. So a lot of my team, we're all working from home. And then sometimes we meet like once a week or every other week. So whenever meet we like shoot content do the things that we need to do and it seems like everybody's so much happier working from home like my team has told me how much they love working from home and how much

more productive they are and I feel like I'm in a better mental space yeah I think to a degree the only thing I worry about here with your media because we have a lot of people and I think like yes I agree we're getting a lot of lot of productivity and production out of working from home. The only thing I worry about is a lot of young people use going into the office or meeting up with teams as like some social outlet. Because, you know, a lot of people are, you know, working in these, you know, they're in their apartments and they're sometimes not so big and they don't have a lot of room. So I always just think like, shit, like I always need to be conscious of creating a place where people can feel connected to other human beings. Because a lot of people, you know, we're all lucky we get to see all different people, but I mean, we get to do these conversations, but a lot of people are very isolated right now. And I think that's why you see so much like anger and sadness in the world is because for the first time, we're all interacting across these screens, isolated alone in our condos or houses or whatever.

And so it's just something that I have to constantly think about. What are some productivity tips? Are you a list maker? Are you an alarm setter? Do you have a strategy for Instagram? Give us all your productivity tips. Actually, I feel like I'm not good at any of those. I'm such a Sagittarius.

I wish I was a female virgo what are what's your guys assigned aries gemini i never know what i'm getting in the morning with this you're so lucky you have two different wives who's here today yeah so um i really wish i had like an inner virgo because they're so good with like scheduling and all that. I'm the opposite. I'm like the most lax person ever. Even when we're like shooting content or video, everybody's like, dude, what's the plan? I'm like, let's just do whatever, you know, like, but I think that makes everything more exciting. It drives other people nuts. I remember I was doing like a collab video. There's a YouTuber. Her name is Jen Im. Do you know her she's super cute and she's a female

virgo and she's so she's younger than me she's like a year younger than me she's good with like lists so when we're doing the collab video it was at my house first and then she had a whole list of plan and she's like ami what's the plan and i was like oh i thought we were just gonna like chill and hang out and she was like and i think i and then we went to her house to do the video for her channel and she was just so organized. And I was like, wow, I wish I had that in me. I'm not mentally super organized. I'm kind of all over the place.

I'm really chill. So I'm like a really good travel companion because I'm like down for anything. I don't care what happens. But then again, when it comes to planning things, I'm not the best. Yeah. Wow, she sounds like me on that. You're so anal about your plans. I'm like, let's know.

I need to know what's going on. He has to know like the restaurant where we're getting a drink before, what time. But it's good probably that we're, because she's the opposite of that. Yeah. It's probably good because I would probably go too crazy or shoot, you know what I mean? Yeah. I'm super chill, like so chill that people sometimes worry about me. Like, aren't you worried?

When you hire someone, what are the qualities that you look for? So like, for instance, I don't look at a college degree. That's one thing for me that doesn't matter to me. Is there anything that like non-negotiables that you have when it comes to employment and stuff that you maybe don't care about as much? The people that I've worked with that have worked really well with me are the ones that don't have an ego, that don't have this pre-notion of what this industry is like. And then like really nice people. Everybody that, whenever I do jobs or like people meet my team, every single person says, oh my gosh, your girls are so nice. Or like sometimes I work with Jared because he's a consultant and everybody says so many great things about the people that I work with. So I think I'm so lucky in that. And I think I'm attracted to people that are really nice and kind and hardworking. Like literally,

like when you meet the people that I work with, they're like every single person, even like with Revolve. So I have a partnership with Rolv where I have my own brand and they carry it. And their team will always tell me like, your girls are like the nicest people that we've ever come across. And so I realized that I just am attracted to nice people, like really good people. I've had instances where it didn't work out, where somebody had a malicious intent and things didn't work out. But I mean, it didn't work out where somebody had a malicious intent and things didn't work out. But I mean, it didn't work out for a reason. What is the best partnership that you've ever had and why? I think if there's brands listening to this, maybe you can pinpoint some things that just

worked really well. Obviously, like growing up, my dream brand to work with was like Chanel and Louis Vuitton. So Louis Vuitton, not specifically, but Nicolas Guesquet, the designer, specifically because I was obsessed with him since his Balenciaga days. So when I got to be one of the girls, the LV girls, it was just literally dream come true because they're so particular. Other brands, so those were my dream brands growing up. And then partnership as an influencer, the partnership that worked out

really well for me was there's a skincare brand called Biossance. When they first launched, it wasn't a partnership, you know, like as influencers, we get gifted a lot of things to try, right? I've always suffered from eczema, which is like the skin condition. So I can't use a lot of like skincare products. And I remember using their products and I was like, wow, it actually works. I really like this brand. So I posted on my blog. And then eventually we started working together. They would give me like one-off jobs and then became a partnership.

And they were just so like, I love that they gave me free reign. They're like, do whatever you want. Like if you want to create a video, fine. Like just do it in your own voice. And it just made me feel like, oh, this is so authentic because I truly love this brand. I was always, like, using it. I remember I always use it on a plane when I'm traveling. And one of the housewife's daughter, I can't remember her name, but she was sitting next to me.

She was, like, looking at me like, what are you doing? Because I was doing, like, my four-step skincare routine on a flight from New York to LA after fashion week and I was like try this and she got obsessed with it and then she started working with the brand because I asked the brand to send her products so I like brands that give me free control like literally like trusting me you know because I know my audience the best right so like and like, and then we just, we got to like earlier, I think was it this year? Yeah, I got to create a little collection of mine with Biosense.

So, and then that sold out. They said it was like the most successful partnership they've ever had. Any brand that kind of gives me free reign, like Laura Mercier was an amazing partner too, because it was their first time working with like an influencer in such a big capacity. And they let me do whatever I want to do. Like I didn't have to do like X amount of things.

Literally, I could just do whatever I want to do. And I still use their products till this day. Yeah, it's so seamlessly integrated, which is so important, I think. Your boyfriend. So how does that work with work? You're so busy, you're traveling. Do you guys hang out all the time you live together what's your deal with him we're in a long-term relationship or long distance relationship so he was living in New York and I was living in LA up until quarantine this year uh yeah so it's crazy we never lived in the same place and we're never really together for more than the max we've ever been together was a month but it wasn't it was all

like a month total of like we were in LA we were like I think in Italy like Rome or somewhere in New York like all together and it became a month during the holidays and where'd you guys meet we met in Morocco what wait that's an yeah you have to tell us that story that i mean that's an interesting place to just that's not the answer we're expecting a hotel no i found him on grinder i'm just kidding oh i'm like okay that would have been an even cooler answer no uh he was there shooting a sunglass campaign and then i was there on a media trip so like five years ago yeah on a media trip. So like five years ago, yeah, on a media trip. And then, yeah, so we had like three days at Overlaid. And then, yeah, I saw him on the couch, like in the hotel lobby by sitting by himself.

I think we're in Aswaria. And then I saw him sitting there all by himself with his leg crossed. I thought he was gay, to be honest, Because American men, we don't really cross. They don't cross their legs like how I am, like this. It must not be American. But when you're crossing your leg, don't you cross like this? Yeah, it's not like a formal.

Yeah, you don't go like this. Yeah, yeah. You've crossed your leg like that. It depends. I think when I'm in a vulnerable position, maybe I do that cross. Because I feel like it's more common for guys to cross their legs openly.

It's definitely more comfortable to do it openly. So he had his. Not to get graphic. Yeah. He was crossing his leg. I don't know. He just seems so feminine in some way. And I just love gay guys.

My therapist said it's because I'm very androgynous. Like I'm very both. That's a good word. Yeah. Like I get along with girls that are like super androgynous too, or like guys that are normally gay, like usually, or like if they're straight, super talkative, like usually have a lot of sisters or a lot of female friends. I've always been like that ever since I was little, I always was more of a tomboy. So yeah, I saw him in the hotel lobby. And I just sat next to him and

said hi. And then we started talking and then he was so like kind of stuck up because he was Italian but he said he was stuck up because his English wasn't good and I think that's true too back then his English wasn't as good as he is now it is now so yeah that's how we first met favorite beauty product and maybe it could be skin and makeup that you can leave our audience with and i see your eyelashes they're looking very very long no but some of them are individual so share a couple beauty products it could be skin my favorite is so i always use a toner i really like ahc it's a korean brand or-II if you want to splurge.

I like their essence. And then I literally love Suar Biosan's Vitamin C Rose Oil. Like absolutely love it. That's a good one. Yeah, like literally anybody who's ever used it, they only have good things to say about it. Simon Orian. So he actually launches skincare product and he actually gifted me his whole line. And then I was like kind of skeptical because, you know, he's like such a he did like tweaks people's faces. But there is this it's called the correction serum where it helps with like sunspot because I used to surf.

I have and I'm always in the sun. I get a lot of freckles and sunspots. So freckles are cute. Sunspots are not cute. And I get a lot of freckles and sunspots. So freckles are cute. Sunspots are not cute. And I noticed that it's been getting lighter and lighter. So that's my new favorite product right now. I've been using it for two months and I actually see a difference. I love it. I need to get that. I'm influenced. You are influenced. Yeah. Leave our audience with a book, a podcast, a resource that brought you value.

Or that brings you value. Every day I've been reading the Daily Stoicic book so every day it's like a different page we've had ryan on the show yeah few times so i really like that and then recently the podcast that i absolutely enjoyed was tim ferris's podcast where he was talking to somebody about his like childhood trauma. And he just did that, right? Yeah, I haven't had a chance to listen. Yeah, I think I listened to it like last week. And I was like, wow, it was long, but it was like very eye opening. And I felt like, wow, this guy has achieved so much yet, despite all the adversity he went through. And I think that's so beautiful that he's able to use his platform

to raise awareness and help other people. Anybody that's not super self-serving, I think I look up to like Oprah. I love all of her talks and speeches and what she does. What about you? You're amazing. My favorite podcast right now is Ed Milet. He's very motivational.

I love his solo episodes. I'm also a big fan of Tim Ferriss. And I like Joe Rogan. I'm listening to the Miley Cyrus episode right now. I actually listened to that too. Yeah, that was great. I like Joe Rogan. I know he's very controversial,

but I like him that he's not like censored. He doesn't let everyone dictate what direction he's going to take he he makes his own decisions and he's very autonomous you know what i think about with a guy like him was like we've done 300 of these now right like and that's it's a lot when you think about how because this was like an hour so it's like it's a lot and then all the planning but what happens is like as you do these more and more it's like how do you continue to talk about new things and continue to braise new issues and push the envelope and also keep it compelling enough for people to continue to tune in. Right. And I think about a guy like him, he's been doing

it for, what is it? 14, 15 years. And he's done 1500 of these. And so like, you know, of course, you're going to be able to pick out things that are controversial, but like any of us would be, if we had 1500 three-hour conversations, like it's at some point, like topics are going to arise and get, and especially because all sorts of different guests come through and, you know, we do this show all the time and like, you know, you come on here, but like, you could see there's no script. We don't know what's going to be said or how it's going to be said. And it's just like a natural flowing conversation. And I think like, that's the beauty of this medium is like, you don't really know what you're going to get. It's kind of like you're having dinner with someone and topics are going to come up and like not censoring this platform and

ourselves i think is what the world needs more of because we see what the media does when it's like five minute sound bites all edited and censored like it really it can become problematic for people we're here it's like people can come to their own conclusions i think it's important nowadays especially when somebody has a different opinion as yours that not to just immediately cancel them out because like I have friends all different backgrounds and I keep seeing people getting called out and some people are rightfully so but you can't just cancel them out immediately I think that's it's tricky nowadays it's just literally so easy to like okay this person says something we're going to cancel them and we're going to destroy them, make sure they lose their job. I don't think that's right. I think give people

the space to have different opinions, be okay if somebody has a complete different opinion to talk about it and see their point of view because we all have different walks of life. Sure. We work with a young woman named Dom Roberts, who's a social activist. We actually produced the podcast too with her and she was just on the show last, was it last week, two weeks ago, whenever we did this. And like what she calls this is accountability culture, where instead of cancel culture, where you're just attacking and trying to tear someone down, it's like, okay, if someone makes a mistake, let's hold them accountable. But then let's also have a conversation on how they can improve and how we can all learn from it. Because if you just cancel someone, it takes a learning opportunity away from everybody,

right? Then you're stuck in one place and there's no room to grow for anybody. Absolutely. And especially as people, because our lives are on social media and nowadays, whenever you tweet something, you post something, whatever, it doesn't disappear, right? Even if you're not famous, even if you don't have a big platform. But think about if people remembered you for your worst mistakes. You don't want that, right? Think about when people remembered you for your worst mistakes. You know, you don't want that, right? Like, think about when you're a kid and you made certain mistakes. You thought differently that now you think back and like, wow, that was so not okay to do that or be like that. But you're forever branded for that mistake.

I think that's so wrong. There has to be, too to a road to redemption. Like for me, if someone does something really fucked up, I think it's almost it would be cool if we could see how they get better. Absolutely. In front of our faces, like what are they reading? What are they consuming? Do they have someone helping them like a therapist or a tutor or something like how can how can we watch that person sort of learn? And I agree agree with you like you can't just take one isolated tweet and cancel someone when we're all people connected on this like i think like what people forget is like we're all in this together like it's the human race right like there is

obviously races within that but it's the human race and i think like where people get in trouble with this i always try to think of it like what if this was my best friend or my family member and they were going through something like this you don't just say like hey uncle hey, Uncle Jim, you fucked up, you're out. You're like, hey, we got to figure out how we can help this person through this or help them learn a new lesson. And if we just cancel people, we're never going to move forward as society. Yeah. I mean, the human mind and how we are, it's so complex, right? And let's say you want to change somebody's opinion, do it in a way so that they want to like understand not like opposed to your opinion like so offended or like disgusted by how you're

portraying your message if that makes any sense what i fear is that people like you and lauren and even me to a degree get to a place where they're scared to say things i think a lot of people are scared to say certain things that's not good because then what we're doing is we're fully sensing ourselves. I'm not giving that energy anymore. I'm going to be myself 100% and if I fuck up, like then I need to be called out and we can adjust. Like I am going to say what I want to say

when I want to say it. People always tell other people with big platforms to use it, but if they're scared to use it, then we've taken an opportunity. And there's a lot of hypocrisy going on right now. Yeah, and I think it's so hard because there's just so much noise out there. So it's hard to see like, what is the truth, right? And I wish somebody can be like, this is all the right things to do, but it's life's not like that. Especially with social media, this is new terrain.

This has not been around forever. Everyone's still navigating like what's right and what's wrong. When do you think you'll give your girl an iPhone or like? I'm going to lock her on a ranch somewhere in the middle of nowhere. She's never going to learn that other people exist until, I don't know. I mean, honestly, I never thought about it before in my life. Lauren and I never, I mean, we didn't have kids. We talk about it a lot now. Like, what is this going to look like? She grabs my phone at eight months all the time. They grab the phone. And that's our fault because they see it. You know what else is crazy is you think,

oh, I have like a year where I can be on my phone in front of them. At like two months, she's looking like, why aren't you paying attention to me? Oh, wow. So now I've decided that I have to say I'm working like to let her know that it's not that I'm ignoring her. It's that I'm working so she can separate the two, if that makes sense. Yeah. And you have to be like super conscious to not be on it all the time around her. Can you really quickly to pimp out your clothing line and everything you're doing right now? Your book.

I have your book, Capture Your Style. You just wrote another one. Can you just sort of pimp yourself out, share your Instagram handle and everything? Yeah, sure. So you guys can follow me at Ami Song. It's spelled A-I-M-E-E-S-O-N-g it's ami not amy my clothing line is called song of style usually a lot of things get sold out but if you're fast you can get them on revolve.com and then your clothing instagram is at song of style yeah it's at song of style perfect and i also want to pimp out all the people that i work

with like jared maggie patricia and the incredible team at Revolve. And my managers, Vanessa, Claudia, and Alexa, because they're incredible people to work with. Like, I'm so lucky. That's cool to pimp out your team. I love it. I love my team. I'm so, I'm like, I'm blessed. I'm lucky.

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