The Skinny Confidential Him & Her Podcast - Lala Kent & Randall Emmett - A Raw & Unfiltered Conversation On Addiction, Vanderpump Rules, Parenthood, Sobriety, Their Relationship In The Public Eye

Episode Date: August 30, 2021

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The following podcast is a Dear Media production. I'm Michelle Kwan. In 1996, the world was in the midst of a massive cultural movement that saw women finally taking center stage. Nowhere was this shift more apparent than at the 1996 Summer Olympics in Atlanta. This audience was the loudest thing I have ever heard in my life. The noise, everybody's cheering, and we see all these USA flags. It was the most important summer in women's sports history. And team after team after team,

the U.S. women kept winning. Basketball, soccer, softball, gymnastics. I just said, give me mine. Like, give me mine. Join me for Dear Media's Summer of Gold, presented by Together. Listen wherever you get your podcasts. She's a lifestyle blogger extraordinaire. Fantastic. And he's a serial entrepreneur.

A very smart cookie. And now Lauren Everts and Michael Bostic are bringing you along for the ride. Get ready for some major realness. Welcome to the Skinny Confidential. Him and her. Aha! My life just consisted of wanting to be in this world since the time I was a little kid. It was just acting, doing theater, doing musicals. Never in a million years did I think that I would end up on a reality TV

show. It was like the last thing that I thought I would be doing. Well, whenever they say you find something that you like love, it's not a job. It's never been a job to me. So I just, I really love it. And I, you know, also I was broke and like sleeping on couches. So like when I got my first movie made, I was like, I'm never going to stop because I never want to go back. Oh my God, you guys, I am so ecstatic for this episode. This one goes all over the place. It is going to wake your Monday the fuck up. We talk about the tea, the juice, Vanderpump realness. It also has a lot of heart, some tears.

We do some baby talk. We talk about addiction, recovery, and more. Randall really opens up on this episode. And I think this is a really cool side of him for everyone to see. And it's just so obvious to me why Lala is so in love with him, especially after meeting him in person. He's charismatic. He's funny. And he really, really loves Lala. And on the same token, I can totally understand why Randall thinks the world of Lala we're going to get into that in a second they are life partners teammates and they share a new baby I'm sure you've seen her on Instagram baby ocean she is

so adorable and I feel like her and Zaza need a play date ASAP if you end up liking this episode you should know that we did a swap on their podcast. So you can go listen to sort of the part two on Give Them Lala and Randall. So you can go listen to Michael and I on their podcast. It's called Give Them Lala with Randall. The episode is live. So you're going to get a lot of us today. All right, let's just do a little intro. Lala Kent rose to fame on Bravo's Vanderpump Rules. You may have heard of it. She's also become widely popular, obviously, throughout the media. And she coined the phrase, give them Lala. She recently wrote a book, which I read and

absolutely loved. If you have not read it, I highly recommend it. She's very vulnerable. And she's also an actress. She's played the lead in a role in a Lionsgate horror film, The Row. She's worked with Al Pacino, which we discuss in this podcast. And she has Give Them Lala Beauty, Give Them Lala Baby, and Give Them Lala Skin, which is so major. She's a total entrepreneur. So it shouldn't surprise you that her partner, Randall, is also an entrepreneur. He's directed a film, but he's also been a producer on 110 movies. Okay, I looked this up and his movies have grossed in excess $1.2 billion. He has worked with everyone. Okay. Again, we go over this from Bruce Willis to Al

Pacino to Nicolas Cage. He's also a husband of three. And he's just an all-around cool guy. I could not be more excited to welcome them both to the podcast. And at the end, we'll do a little giveaway for Lala's book. I hope you love this episode as much as I loved doing it. Enjoy. This is The Skinny Confidential, him and her. All right. We, I feel like we need to continue the conversation that we were just having, which was about night nurses and nannies.

Yeah. I'm going to have to ask Randall first. Cause I feel like you have the most experience. What are your thoughts? My thoughts are, it's non-negotiable. If you work hard and you can afford it, you do it.

So law tried to tell me to go shove. When I came up with the idea of the night nurse, I told her it's non-negotiable.'m not going to be tortured so we're going to have a sit down you're going to meet 10 of them you're going to pick one and pretend it's like a standby a standby and then she met her and now she cries every time she leaves so that's what happened seriously but lauren you can because you've had a baby when you're letting it cook in you for nine months you don't think anybody can take care of it the way you can like once it comes out of your body you're like i'm not handing my baby off

to some woman at night and then you go through like a couple of nights and you're like who do i hand this baby off to at night you know what's so funny is i had the absolute opposite experience of you really i was like when the baby came out, I was like, here, Michael. Because Michael is so much more responsible than me. He's so responsible. I'm a little oblivious that I was actually scared. Wow. So I was like, take the baby. Really? Wow.

She was a little bit more, I grew up with younger siblings, so I was around, like my youngest sister, I was nine or ten when she was born. So I kind of grew up with little kid so i was around like my youngest sister i was nine or ten when she was born so like i kind of grew up with little kid right okay not uncomfortable my sister has baby like i was not uncomfortable with babies i was like grab me that baby you know i was uncomfortable so i had opposite experience so i feel like i thrive at six months i become rock star dad six months like when they could communicate like back, not on the nipple all day.

Like I feel like there's a bond. I disagree with you because Ocean is only five months and you've been rockstar since three. I mean, the first. All right. All right. Keep going with the compliment part. She's on the boob all the time. And it's like he's like kind of worthless.

But you're a rockstar. No, I thank you. And I feel like i am but i feel like there's a deeper connection for me as a dad to my daughter once she started smiling at me she hears my voice she lights up kicking excited now it's like i can't get enough but yeah i was definitely in it from day one like any parent would be but there's a dude that's got his shit together there's there's this magic that happens as as she's evolving but randall's also very chaotic so like when he's looking at something for too long and it doesn't do anything he's like so can i look at something that is doing something

like zero like i could just stare at my baby doing nothing i could stare at anyone's baby doing nothing now that i'm a mom and he's like she's not fucking doing anything she's sleeping she's like oh my god look at her i'm like she's doing the same thing she's been doing for three weeks i think we have a little more in common can you do a trick like like oh please yeah and then i get like you're two weeks old shouldn't you be talking already like what is this no i try to walk her around now like at three months i hold her and she walks i'm like good yeah i was worried she was gonna be bull-legged because i heard that when babies are like super young if you stand them up and put too much pressure on their like soft bones they can get bull-legged and so i was constantly trying to

like manage him as a parent okay right okay first. Okay. First of all, I have two other kids that neither of them broke. Okay. And then she will treat the baby like it's this porcelain thing that's going to crash. So I pick the baby up and her and the nanny go, Oh my God, you're going to rip her arm out. I'm like, stop. I've done this. Leave me alone. Like, let me be. Those arms are

really strong. I mean, that's, that's, that's why they can grab on. They can like hang on to anything. He's going to defend Randall just because it's like the guy. I think you're kind of defending Randall too. I kind of am a little on Randall's side. That's just because it's a reflection of herself.

Randall, I still have more in common with Randall. No, that's totally okay. I'm going to let it slide. Let me say this, and I really really mean this like you know when you have a baby for the first time with your partner and it's our first child and she's so excited and she was you don't really know what you're walking into right because i know her for five years like we've been together i know everything about her but i will tell you you are the greatest mother ever. You, the love you have for our daughter is,

is really beautiful. She is all in every second, every minute of the day. Listen, that's really sweet, but you better cut that here. Cause you made me look bad. Like I'm getting the daggers here because that was so sweet and so nice.

And like, I will say about Randall is when you first introduced him on Vanderpump, I immediately got him like really immediately really i got that is true i what did i say i i got it she's like yeah she's like i get it i got the whole relationship i know that sounds crazy that's crazy and then i read your books i wanted you also to come on the podcast which was amazing and you explain in your book you guys's relationship and your love for each other what is something that people don't know about you guys that they'd be shocked to hear? I think for me, people would be shocked to hear that Randall, I don't have, we don't have a shared

bank account and he does not provide me with a credit card or anything like that. I think people see things that I may have. And and granted he's given me very beautiful gifts. He provides a very amazing lifestyle that very few people get to experience. But I think they think that I just am around twiddling my thumbs. I have a nanny come in so that I can get facials and pedicures and I just go and, you know, max out his credit cards. So I think that would be the most shocking. Yeah. they're assuming that like this this arrangement especially because the age gap is like you're just being taken care of i'm a sugar baby yeah in their eyes yeah i mean i never took that i never thought that i appreciate that yeah she

she's like yeah she she i i think people don't give her the credit for being this badass independent entrepreneur who makes seven figures a year you you know, and, and that's people want to hold on to a narrative that was that, by the way, you said, I mean, but at the same token, you know, I, I think sometimes they miss that part of it, but I think the thing, I don't know what they, what else they, when you strike me as someone that would be bored with that lifestyle, even if that were like, she would, that wouldn't last. If you were like, Hey, he's just taking care of everything. And you're sitting around eating bonbons like that i don't think that the relationship would work no she she's no she's like she she wants the romance and the love and sure and the

real relationship well i mean i feel like if i could be attracted to people just for the money i i would have gone for someone a little richer i think that you find randall incredibly interesting it seems like this is the overshare podcast. I'm allowed to share whatever you want. Okay. Literally share whatever you want. How big's your dick? Okay.

Okay. So you could share whatever you want, but I do. I think she's, you're so interesting. You're well traveled. You've, you've lived this crazy life.

Like, I think I totally understand why you guys had such lived this crazy life like i think i totally understand why you guys had such a strong connection and i think people this my whole life people are like oh blonde hair fake tits they dismissed me right and there's something kind of funny though about kind of just continuing that narrative right just to kind of prove it just like let him think it let him think it let him think it right as you build your empire and then kind of like yeah yeah, yeah. It's almost, I kind of get off on people

that put me in a box. Yeah, see, she goes the other way. No, you go the other way. No, there are times where I get frustrated by the box, even though I created it. Yes. It's like at some point I would like people to allow me, and I don't want to discredit the people

who have really allowed me to evolve and into like just a person that's entered her 30s become a mom like I'm engaged to this person but then there's that small percentage where they still comment the gold digging whore and it's like do I do I like let it slide or do I just like try to prove these people wrong? Like you kind of feel torn because it is annoying. And I feel like at the beginning of Vanderpump when Rand was like the mystery man, everyone was calling me these names

and I was like, oh, you think I'm a whore? I'm going to wear my thong bikini and my tits out in front of your boyfriend. You know, like I'm going to show you like this is what that looks like. It was almost like I wanted to rub salt in a wound. I totally get what you're saying. Yeah.

But you wanted to fuck with their psyche. But I think she gets affected. Honestly, I think she gets affected by at this stage in her life, like a little more affected by what people say. And I try to tell her, I'm like, Lala, it's a narrative you wrote. Who gives a shit? Most people know that you're a successful businesswoman and the people that don't. Why do you give a shit? So she holds on sometimes a narrative you wrote. Who gives a shit? Most people know that you're a successful business woman and the people that don't, why do you give a shit?

So she holds on sometimes a little too tight. Well, here's what I would say with the boxes. The boxes, even though they're directing those comments towards you and they can be painful, the reason people want people in boxes is because it's a reflection of themselves, their own life. They need everything. If it doesn't match up, what they've been told is okay. What they've been told is the right way to do things. What they've been told is the right way to live. Or if it's not right or left and it's a reflection of themselves, their own life. Like they need everything. If it doesn't match up, like what they've been told is okay. What they've been told is the right

way to do things, but they've been told the right way to live. Or if it's not right or left and it's maybe in the middle, right? It's not black or white, it's in the middle. Then anything that falls outside of that box is a reflection on their own insecurities, right? And so like you can't, I don't think you can change those people by telling them they're wrong. I think the only way is for them to come to the realization like, Hey, like maybe I shouldn't put people or myself in a box. Right. Like it's more their issue. It has nothing to do with me. It's like, it's why we see like polarizing characters and they get the most attention because it's jarring because people aren't used to it. That doesn't fit in a box that I was told was all right.

Howard Stern is a great example. Yes. You are a huge entrepreneur though. When I look at your stuff, I'm like, she's got her skincare line, your makeup line. You've written a book. I mean, what is it? I don't get what, I don't get the gold digging thing.

I tell them to come to my page. Right. You'll put them in chat. That's amazing. I want to talk to you. Oh my God. My page. You seem like you are a savage.

I never respond to anything that is criticism. That's not productive. Okay. Like if someone says like, you say like too much on the podcast, that's something I could work on. You know, that's okay.

I can work on that. You're right. Yeah. But if it's something that is so goddamn crazy, I either will respond and check them and then post it in front of everyone on stories. Or I don't, I don't give it any energy. Don't give it any energy.

But you know, I got to give these people too much. No, I definitely get affected. I don't like them to see me sweat though. So I usually will, you know, delete a mean comment,

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She's turned off the comments. I think you should keep them on. You should? Oh yeah. She can't. She spirals. I'm serious. Text me. You'll talk me off. She can't. She spirals. I'm serious. Text me.

You'll talk me off the ledge? First of all, 90 second rule, Tony Robbins, favorite rule ever. What? 90 seconds for a problem. You got 90 seconds and then you got to get the fuck over it. Oh, I love that. 90 seconds. You want to feel miserable. You want to feel sad, you feel sad, but then you got to move on. 90 seconds.

This would change your life. It would change my life. And you want to know what? I actually have heard this when I used to audition as a kid. My mom would tell me you have 90 seconds to feel however you want about this audition. And then you have to act like it never happened. And we have to move on. So why would I not put that into my daily life? Oh my God, you just changed my life.

Yeah, that's amazing. You're wasting 90 minutes on someone. 90 minutes? No, 90 seconds. No, but normally you're wasting 90 minutes times three 90-minute sessions. Okay, you're wasting all day worried about what some stranger in the basement means?

Depending on what they've said, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah, totally. Let me tell you how it starts, and I love her, but she starts in the morning with calls me. I need to talk to you. Now I'm in the middle of my job where I make money and I pick up the phone in the middle of a meeting because she's my number one. And I say, babe, what's up?

She was okay on the housewives. This chick DM me and fuck her. And I go, hold on one sec, guys. Sorry. I've been step out with all the lawyers and I sit there because I i have to i want her to feel that everything she's feeling is important so i go babe remember what i told you this is bullshit like you have a great life like you're a successful woman let it go okay but you don't okay so it goes on for 20 minutes then i get off the phone and she feels good i go back into my meeting 30 minutes later text call me right now call back and it goes on for three

hours then she comes in the office in the afternoon because we work together in the same office and she'll continue the conversation. If I could get 90 seconds, it's life changing. I'm doing it. You know what? I'm great at preaching to people. I'm not great at practicing.

I'm going to tell you how to rethink this. Oh, this is great. Every minute that I spend on someone else thinking about them takes away from my business takes away from my daughter takes away from my relationship you can literally unlock that that the 20 minutes spent on the phone with him takes away from you putting it into lala beauty it takes away from you with ocean like it's it's draining your productivity to something that's not productive no you're absolutely correct and i write about this stuff in my book i say if it's not worth

anything if i can't do something with it not spending time on it but there are moments that i fall into a hole and i don't want to say that i do it every day because i definitely don't do it every day there's a lot there are certain moments that definitely i feel triggered and I'm just like a dragon and I'm ready to burn everyone's fucking house down in that moment. Do you think it's because of the show that you feel like that? Because like the show has created this thing where people can just respond the second that they see something on TV. Yes, this this I don't think I was meant to be in the world that we live in right now. Things are way too fast paced. Things are way too, youpaced things are way too you know

your your mind is being shoved with things left and right like i cannot keep up so if i can control one little thing then i obsess over it does that make sense yes and i also think in your defense that a lot of us can go and have a margarita at the end of the night and you're sober what a great point you're dealing with you maybe don't i don't want to say that a margarita at the end of the night and you're sober what a great you're dealing with you maybe don't i don't want to say that a margarita is a tool no but she doesn't have that for a normal person who is not an alcoholic that is something nice to be like you know what it's been a really fucking hard day i'm gonna have a glass of wine or like i'm gonna just like finish this bottle of rose and then tomorrow we're back at it or on friday or on friday night you go

out with a group and you feel no pain. She doesn't get any of those outlets. So that is a good point. Cause she brings that up to me. She's like, I don't get to just go have two cocktails that I want right now. I have to work through it. Let's not forget.

I mean like you've obviously been around this lifestyle, Randall, you've been around this lifestyle for a while, but then both of you now are on TV and the way that like the way people come at Lauren and I is not nearly how they come at you guys because you're on this public platform. That's reality television. Like it's almost like it's vicious and it's almost like because these people

are on television, they've green lit and like they signed up for this. They signed up for the world to commentate on our lifestyle. And a lot of people don't empathize with you guys. Here's like, well, they get to live this great life and they're on television. They have this platform.

Right. And so it's like, it's almost like you're, they treat you as if you're not even human. Right. Like you're not real. And I'll give you an example. Sometimes I,

um, back when I first got with her and, and I had to face this kind of like, I thought, I thought when I met her, I mean, I fell in love with her. I thought I just have a great girl and she's my girl she's on reality and I make movies and that's

different like we're never going to cross worlds that's what I was trying to say in the world of movies but yes but I'm like behind the scenes so I thought never am I going to be associated like publicly I didn't realize the reach her fan base the world she has you don't get that choice

they suck you right in they want to know who you are and the next thing Randall knows he's doing opening titles of vanderpump slow down slow down we'll get to that we'll get to that you know yeah you make it like i signed no it does but i think when he got with me i didn't know i didn't know does reality tv and that's her career job and that's her career and i have my career and they're never gonna cross i didn't know that the world is like oh you're with her. So guess what? Now we're going to bring you out her real life. I had no idea. I was so naive

because I even the way that they just treat traditional like actors and actresses. I feel is different than the way they trade different television. Like nobody's going to Jennifer Aniston's page and going ballistic and like dissecting who she like, you know,

it's in a different way. It's a more, in my opinion, it's more, and I listen, what do I fucking know? But it's a more respectful way. A hundred percent.

And they also feel like what they're watching on TV, because they're in reality that they have the right to say whatever they want, because that's who they are. They're not reading a script. And I feel like when I got together with Lala and they would start coming for me on my page, when I, all I had was a movie page like it was about oh these are my actors and we're making a film and ha ha ha you know

now it's like you fat fuck you old fat fuck you look very very good you look young you look tan anyone who wants to say that come to my page bitch you know I wasn't ready for that and that's hurtful because I never had that in my life right other than you know I was bullied ready for that and that's hurtful because i never had that

in my life right other than you know i was bullied a little bit as a kid but never like you're a businessman you're behind the scenes right and it doesn't matter if you if you ate too many cheeseburgers or you're on a diet nobody gave a shit in my business so that was really really hard for me in the beginning because i would call her up and i'd be like i'm gonna lose it this blah blah blah blah and she's like babe baby, you got to just let it go. You got to let it all go. And it took me a long time. It probably took me probably a year and a half to, to, to be like over it. Like just not care anymore. Right.

I wonder if you went by the name fat Rand, if people would fuck with you as much. Cause I don't think anyone fucks with fat Joe fat. What the fuck is wrong with you? What the fuck is wrong with you? Fat Rand? Crazy people. But you know, if you think about like,

think about all the people who like go with the first game. That was the worst line you've ever given me. I mean, now I might not talk to you while we leave here. She's saying like,

be sarcastic. Let's call her gold digger Lala and fat rant. That's what I mean. Just change your handles. No one would fuck with you because they're like, oh,

they've already kind of owned it but I mean it was like but that whole world of like insulting body shaming me I was like what what just happened right and then as the years went on I started to get numb and I started to just not read the shit and then I started not care and then you know I also was never going to be on a reality show that was another thing I swore on, on, on to everybody that would never happen. And then, you know, this one was like, well, they're really putting pressure because you're in my life and it's been three seasons and they're starting to talk shit about you every season and it's baby better. You just show up and, and a few times. And I was like, that's not not a good idea and then i went with the producers and you know we had a conversation that i could do it minimally etc

and then i did it but yeah it was well you have a lot of charisma and i'm sure they wanted that into the cast you know what i mean i'm sure they wanted to showcase that too i don't add such a fun element the stuff i do is light like I do all the fun stuff, like goofy and fun. It seems like you get, I mean, maybe this is the tip to tell it, but it seems like you get along with most of the people. You guys actually became friends with a lot of the people. Yeah, no.

You were already in that group. But for me, I would say by the time I appeared the last season a few times that I did, I knew everybody really well. We'd been on a lot of trips. For years, I'd been friends with them. So it was a little easier at that point to say to her, when she asked me again, she's like, babe, I mean, I I'm showing my life, but I'm not showing my life. And I was like, okay, let me talk to them and see if I could do this on a minimal level. And you're right. I knew everybody. So it was a little easier at that point.

I would love to get context on you. Like what Like what did you want to be when you grew up? How did you get into this business? Me? Yeah, I feel like I've never heard your story. I'm going to go cliff note version because I ramble, she likes to say. So I grew up in Miami. I grew up as an actor as a young kid. I went to like a performing arts high school.

And while I was there, I was obsessed with movies. So I made a lot of short films. Then I went to New York and I went to film school. And I was obsessed with putting everything together. So I was obsessed with movies. So I made a lot of short films. Then I went to New York and I went to film school and I was obsessed with putting everything together. So I was good at producing. Like that's basically what my track was. And then I moved to Los Angeles where I met my best friend, Mark Wahlberg and worked for him as an assistant. And I kind of did the assistant thing, ICM and for Mark. And I just wanted to produce movies. And I was obsessed with it. I was like my dream and I was trying to raise money and everybody in LA was full of shit and throwing,

kicking me, you know, down the street, kicking me down the street saying, Oh, they had the money, but they never did. And then after like about at 29,

I met my producing partner, George is my partner today. And he was a hedge fund guy and put money up for our first film. And we've now made 125 movies together. It's insane. Yeah. I'm a little obsessed. I will say every time I hear him speak, when he goes to like certain schools and tells

his story, it is so inspiring every time. It's like, I've never heard it before. Every time I hear it feels like the first time because it's just crazy how you take this kid who's been making movies since he was, you know, a small child. And he just knew that this was going to be, you know, you were destined to do this. It's really inspiring.

I love that. Passion. Like when you, whenever they say you find something that you like love, it's on a job and it's never been a job to me. So I just, I really love it. And I,

you know, also I was broke and like sleeping on couches. So like when I got my first movie made, I was like, I'm never going to stop because I never want to go back. So like I got upset, almost obsessed. You know,

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Don't lie. Like a favorite to work with that i've worked with so far yeah i i mean mark who's my best friend i've done like six movies with him i mean he's such a class act and he's fun and when you have your best friend it's like you know it's like you bust each other's balls and shit like that i don't know i'd say probably mark just because i've done we're so close but i everybody i mean deniro i just directed in my second movie so like he's an awesome like class act do you ever just pinch yourself i mean that's why when i was on that set directing because i'd produced five movies with

bob you know when i was on that particular set and i walked out and i got done with the first night of and i and and i kept walking over to him to say, can you just make this adjustment? I need you to, and then my, my buddy who's been around for a long time was like, I just want you to know you're telling Bob De Niro what to do. And I was like, stop,

you got to stop that right now. Cause I'm having a fucking meltdown. But yes, I, when it was over, I was like, Oh my God, what just happened?

But in the moment I try to just do the job. Otherwise I think I'd have a meltdown. Like how crazy that his second movie directing, he's just directing Robert De Niroro no it's wild it's wild also do acting yes and she's great you're being humble who's your favorite actor actress to work with you've worked with al pacino i did work with al pacino i would have to probably that's a piece of real moment yeah michael i didn't even remember my own name they'd'd be like, all right, we're going to do, we're going to start the first scene. And I'm like, where am I?

I can't feel my legs. And the thing about Lala, that's funny about her. She's like, I can, like when we renovate our house, like I know what it's going to look like. I'm a visual person. I can see it. She has a fucking meltdown when they tear a wall down because you can't, she can't literally handle, you know, until it's done. So when I tell her like when she says to me I'm gonna go I'm gonna take this

role I'm gonna work with Al Pacino I go you know you're working with Al Pacino so you need to go coach your ass off right now and really get ready she's like I know I know it's not a big deal I got it I made my coaching appointment she takes it very seriously but then when she shows up the day of she's like she hasn't visualized the moment but when

she's there she's like oh holy shit but she crushes it it's just i have to look at life like a hurdle race and if i look up i'm gonna trip so i have to just kind of keep my head down or else i'll get overwhelmed yeah but i've always been that way always since i was a little kid it was like the bigger picture just always overwhelmed me you know it's like the night before. Tell them about how you are. The night before. Don't talk to me. I will rip your fucking balls off.

Don't look at me when I'm on set. I don't know you. Like, don't talk to me. You know, especially when you're working with someone like Al Pacino, because I've done movies where I've, I've been with Bruce Willis,

who's obviously a legend, but there's something about Al Pacino. Yeah, he's Al Pacino. Right. And I did like my first season on Vanderpump Rules. I remember some like Z-list blog came to me and I thought I was like so cool, right? And they asked me if you could work with anybody,

who would it be? And I said, Al Pacino. Like I manifested the fuck out of that shit. And tell them what Al said to you after your scene where you kind of put them in check in that one moment. Did he ask you out? I wish. I would have gone. I would have gone.

I would go too. Sorry, get over it. There's certain people they ask Lauren out and I'm like, listen, I get it. I'd go too. Brad Pickham's around. He asked me, I might go too. I'm like, yeah, get it. I I go to me. I might go to exactly. I get it. I there's always going to be one person that you get a hall pass for. For Randall, it's Beyonce, Irina Shake or Rihanna.

Obviously, have fun. Michael gets a hall pass with sloth from the Goonies. I was going to say, I don't think Lauren's giving me the hall pass. I don't know who it would be. I don't think Lauren's giving me the hall pass I don't know who it would be I don't think there's any reality in those three I think it's just kind of like she'll just say shit But I want the hall pass for those three as well So see if it works out

Okay Maybe you can offer them a package deal A package deal You talked about this in your book You grew up in Utah Walk us through your childhood Randall kind of told us about his Tell us about yours Listen, you talked about this in your book. You grew up in Utah. Walk us through your childhood. Randall kind of told us about his.

Tell us about yours. I grew up in Salt Lake. My dad was raised Mormon. My mom was raised super Christian. So I was raised very spiritual. And just from the time I was very young, I think I was about seven when I walked into my mom's bathroom telling her that I wanted to be an actress. And I thought it was going to be this big elaborate moment where like she dropped everything she was doing to tell me like, oh my God, this is so huge. And she just told me it was like, oh, that's so cute for you.

I love that. And I just was like always craving a big production out of life. And I would spend hours in front of the TV. I had zero interest in like the, the story that was playing out, but just how lucky these people were that they got to read a script and then just like act what they read and like become this character. So I always knew I wanted to be in entertainment and I was bullied a lot. I kind of just found comfort in the arts with singing. And I had very few friends. And I remember just always like when you would have to pick your classes, like once you got into junior high and high school. And I really didn't give a fuck about anything that I was doing as long as I got to take theater for two of my periods. Like if I could do that, then I was happy.

And once I got to high school, my counselor would call me in daily. You guys to like, ask me towards the end of the year, why have you not taken your SAT? I'm like moving to Hollywood. I'm going to be fucking famous. Obviously. Like, did you miss this memo? I'm confused. And she told me there's such a small percent chance that that's going to happen for you. So like, you need a backup plan. So just to like make her happy, I was like, I'm going to the university of Hawaii. Like that's what we're doing. Excellent. And then my math was always shit. And I remember telling her, cause she was very concerned. I was like, all I need to do is be able to count my money. Like, if I can do that, I'm going to be okay. And my, my life just consisted of wanting to be in this world.

Since the time I was a little kid, it was just acting, doing theater, doing musicals, never in a million years that I think that I would end up on a reality TV show. It was like the last thing that I thought I would be doing. Why'd you say yes to that initially? The reason I said yes to it was because I had gone to a target audition. And I remember on, I had moved to LA when I was 19 at first. And when I moved back, I only lasted six months. I had done a handful of auditions, but this round, this target audition had the call in sheet, like the sign in looked so different. Like they were asking how many social media followers you

had. I might've had 600. Like I just didn't care about it. And I ended up leaving because these girls had like hundreds of thousands of followers. And I was like, this is a thing. Like they're not even basing it off of anything else. And I left to get slammed at sir. And Lisa was there and asked me like, do you, are you looking for a job? Like we're looking for a hostess with that came a job on the show. And the only reason I took it was that I had seen that things had shifted and that your name, like it didn't matter how talented you were anymore. Like that was going to shine through later. Right now it just mattered when someone watches you, are you going to bring in viewers? Yeah. Can you get attention? Can you grab attention?

Exactly. So I just said like, fuck it. I have nothing to lose the pay. I'm not even going to say what I got paid because it's like beyond low. And I just like took a chance. I really didn't know what was going to happen. And I will say, Vanderpump Rules gave me the confidence that I think I have today, where I can walk into this world. Yes, I clap back at trolls. We know, Lauren, I'm not going to do that anymore.

90 seconds of time. But like I can walk out the door without my makeup on and I can feel good about the person that I am. And I think that Vanderpump Rules offered me that. And that's the reason why I can submit audition tapes still and really not give a fuck. I also think too, you being bullied set you up to be confident and strong when you were young.

I know that sounds weird, but it probably gave you a couple of the tools for what you dealt with on Vanderpump. Yes. Absolutely. I developed a sharp tongue at a very young age because a lot of people say that I come across as like a hard chick.

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There's no better. She could be president of the debate team. She could be president of, I mean, I don't even know how to respond. She's very quick-witted. Very quick- witted. And to the point where I know I'm an intelligent, successful man, but she will make you question that when you get done. I'll be like,

Lala, you're wrong. Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

I'm trying. Okay. Maybe, maybe you're right. Okay. I'm going to go downstairs. So I don't fight with, I don't fight with her.

Really? I really, I'm sick of that. I'm sick of that excuse. I want him to get a tattoo on his arm. I'm not joking. You think I'm being funny? I'm being desperate. Yes, dear. I think I'm done with tattoos. It's so easy. Yes, dear.

It's two words to everything. That's pretty much where I've headed because honestly, it's fucking exhausting. It's not worth it. I fight in the office. I fight in work. I fight in business. You come home and she wants to have a fucking argument over the fucking pool chairs. It's not worth it. It's not worth it. I'd rather, it's not. I fight in the office. I fight work. I fight in business. You come home and she wants to have a fucking argument over the fucking pool chairs.

Listen, not interested. You fucking win. You can have the yellow cabana for all I give a shit. Leave me alone. I was talking the other day and like I was saying, you know, like as I'm getting older, like alcohol is not serving me as much as I used to.

I'll tell you something. Not that I, like I have a healthy relationship with the word. It's like, it's not a lot, but I'm just getting over Thanks for the disclaimer. I just can't keep up.

And the other night we went to this wedding and my producer back there came and it was, By the way, I asked him for candy. He says he has no candy. What the fuck, man?

What the fuck does that have candy? You have a ball ass office. You have candy? Well, there should be something around here. Yeah, there should be. But okay.

You think, but he brought these, there was no, there was only something around here. You think. But he brought these. There was only beer and champagne. I didn't want to drink a lot of beer and champagne makes you sick. That's the worst. So he brought some tequila that he hid in the bushes outside of the wedding. Rockstar. We were drinking this and listen, I couldn't

see what I was doing and I maybe like who knows, maybe I had COVID. Maybe I lost my taste because I just took that stuff down pretty aggressively. I'm going to get a lot of shit for that one too i'll just say i did not have covid i just couldn't taste the tequila disclaimer number two yes but um so i had a little too much a little what and i was and i like said some dumb things for which i won't repeat and i said the next morning i woke up she goes hey she goes we're going for a walk oh that's my thing i don't get that ever a long walk alone nature just feel me in the bird oh you get that you know you're fucked this walk his penis i was so fucked on this walk and i was hung over and i

was just getting demolished and i just was trying to go for him when he's hung over too right when he's hung over that's when you're so vulnerable so i think if anything gets me to quit i don't ask him for the water maybe i just don't drink at all anymore because if i have to go on another one of those fucking walks like that i'm done jump out the way yeah i'm done i have a question oh my god that's what time did you go to sleep what time was the walk i just want to understand the pain um the walk was like kind of first thing in the morning i didn't go to sleep too late maybe midnight oh okay so it wasn't 7 a.m but the wedding started early the wedding was what five wait when did you start drinking four yeah like yeah whenever it started it wasn't great what does that mean

exactly it just means that i'm gonna pull out every single issue that i've had for the last two weeks and put it into one you know my God. Just put it all into one. She's really good at compounding interest. Lift up the carpet, pull it all. I've been saving this for you. I'm saving it. The reason I don't fight, or I try not to,

I mean it happens, we're a couple, but the reason I try not to fight is because she doesn't fight fair. She doesn't fight with the issue on the table. She takes that issue plus the 70 fucking other issues from the last four years. Who doesn't?

What? Just stay with the one thing. You're missing it it you think that this is all it's about this is the fucking cherry bro yeah resentment resentment specialty don't take any of our advice who's ever listening don't go for a walk i want to know the exact second that you guys met. And then I want to know when you guys fell in love with each other. Do you remember? Yeah, I remember. Do you, Rand? Yeah, Rand. Do you remember?

I'm old. So I fucking, you know. Speaking of fighting, do you remember? I remember. I remember. Oh, at least I feel we fell in love. I remember that moment. And when we met.

Yeah, of course, I know when we met. I mean, but. We met at Sir. Yeah. I remember that moment. And when we met, yeah, of course I know when we met, I mean, but we met at sir. Yeah. But you, I was supposed to sing my little ass off. She had been on one episode of the show at that point, the first episode that she had ever appeared. And we had this funny thing with a lot of, let's say like higher profile entertainment people that were fans of the show.

So every, like not every Christmasmas but like this christmas before we went on break we had our company christmas dinner at sir with a lot of people in the industry that you'd be shocked love this show and we were all so excited we're like we're going and we're gonna see the cast of vanderpump and everybody yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah so we all went and it was like 30 of us and we get there and I already had cocktails in the office. Like I was already feeling like it's we're going to the holidays. I'm going to Miami for Christmas. You know, like, let's let let's let it rip.

And we walked in and she was at the host stand. And I was like, oh, my God, that girl. He sent in he sent his assistant over to me, who's like a larger version of Randall but like equally as chaotic and he's like talking to me like oh yeah you're an actress you want to be in movies and I'm like yeah sure like duh don't we all you think I want to be

working at this hostess stand right now so you gave me no you gave me no love go to my Instagram she told him to my Instagram page to find my manager's contact so i called the manager i thought he was like some like some small joe blow you know like who would be lucky to have me but i was i was living my best life in the party and i was like she's stunning and and then i called the manager and i was like you know we at the time we were doing a film that she ended up doing and and uh and and

the thing is the studio at that time loved reality doing a film that she ended up doing and and uh and and the thing is the studio at that time loved reality like they i mean they still do but they loved anybody that was on a show in in in these roles so i called them and i said well what do you think of this show vanderpump rules oh it's great they would she promote i don't know her but i'll call it's like the call that call the manager so i call the manager and the editor said i'll call you back and the manager called you. Called me. He was like, did you meet a Randall Emmett last night?

I was like, oh, yeah, that guy. He was like, yeah, you need to look him up because you have an audition with him for this movie called The Row. For the director. For the director. Yeah. Correct. Yeah. And after, you know, we do that whole, like, meeting with the team.

I have my manager at the time there. And then. No, but tell them about when we were at that lunch. Right. We go to this lunch at Chow's, and I forgot my manager was even there. There was something about Randall I didn't know. He was so different from anybody I had ever been with in my entire life. And he just had this, like, I felt safe. I felt entertained.

He made me laugh. There was something that I was intrigued by. So I told her that I'm going to, like, she from utah and i was like oh my god sundance this month this is in january and we met in december i mean we didn't really meet but like and i said i'll go to sundance and she's like i have an appearance then and then she's like but take my number she's like take my number so you have it i was like okay okay and then and then we started talking yeah we talked we never saw each other again months months we were texting like and and it was nothing flirtatious it was just very like casual

oh no he was he was definitely like you know getting his rocks off to every text with guys you always make them come to you oh no i was i was pursuing i was in full throttle mode and then 100 and then three months later i was going to new york and she and we had decided like oh let's go make them come to you. I was pursuing. I was in full throttle. And then 100 percent. Then three months later, I was going to New York and she and we had decided like, oh, let's go to New York together. And at the last minute, she I'm summarizing. And the last minute she's like, she's like, you know, I can't go to New York. You know, I don't think it's a good idea.

Her mom in the book, you know, says, I guess, told her, don't go to New York. You know, you got to keep this professional. Like, if you want to be an actress, you can't be like going out with this guy to New York. It doesn't make any sense. But we were like into each other. Like we were really into each other, but then she canceled.

But the trip's a big, the trip, if you lock them into a trip, that's a big step. That's a huge step. And she was locked in. We were going on a trip together. I canceled.

Listen, I'm not, I like your moves. But by the way, three months. I mean, this was like, I,

at that time, she was banned from Andy Cohen for drinking. I was banned from Watch What Happens Live because I cussed too much. Every other word was the F word. So Andy Cohen said, I'll never have her back on my show. She's disgusting. So she cancels the trip.

She cancels the trip. And I'm like, what the fuck? I still got to go to New York. Literally the same day, I get a call from my manager saying, you'll never believe it. Andy Cohen wants to give you another shot at Watch What Happens Live. Out of the blue. And I don't even know she's i have to leave for new york you know the exact same time that i was supposed to it was like the stars were aligned like the universe was like pushing us together so she calls me back and she goes guess what i'm going to new york bravo's

flying me out for andy cohen are you still going i was like yeah but now i'm like kind of like a little bent like what like you just threw me under the car or the bus or whatever so anyway so she flies there and i fly there but separate and then she goes i get done at like midnight do you want to do something and i was like obviously so i was like so i don't know if she wants to have a romantic night or like a party night because i don't know her at all and she and i so i go i have a reservation at el molino downtown that's my spot yeah right or we go to tau because like no we'll set it up and and we'll have a party there but i don't know she goes let's go to tau and i'm okay keep in mind this was when i was living my best life

like cocktails oh my god yes and i was like i was in this stage of life where i was i was in like a hoe phase right it was like i had gotten rid of like is it necessary i was like bring them out let's drink you gotta have a hoe face he's what took me out of the hoe face oh my god i was just like down for a really fucking good time okay okay that's if you said it i got it three times down for a good time you're a hoe i get it i love you okay now can we move past the hoe moment into the romantic moment? Yes.

Okay. We go to dinner. I touch his leg underneath the table. Oh, rewind, rewind. Oh my God. Randall, you ramble. I want to tell the part about when you brought the friends

and I was really upset. Okay, shut up. So you got to understand. So I land in New York. I'm so excited. I'm like nervous. Like I'm like 15. You think you're going on a date?

Yes. Yeah. And I call the hairstylist to come to the hotel to trim up what's left of my hair i have the tequila room service i'm feeling no pain she texts me she's like i can't wait to see i'm like me too i'm like it's on i go to tau i'm waiting i'm like 20 minutes early and she walks in with her two best fucking friends like what the fuck just happened gotta roll with the gaze that's chess That's chess. That's a good move. No, not cool. I think it's a great move.

I was pissed. So I'm like, I'm already texting all my friends in New York. Like this is bullshit. I'm going out. Like it's not going to happen. We sit down at the table and go ahead,

go ahead, finish. And we're just vibing, you know, it's always fun when the conversation's easy, right? And I just like felt the need

to like let him know I see you. So I just like touched his leg and after that, I was like, held leg. And after that, I was like, held his hand. After that, we go to the town nightclub.

We start kissing on the table. Randall, this is not the cliff note version. You're giving every detail. I love you so much. But this is a magical fucking moment. We made out at the club for the first time. You raised his thigh.

He came. Doesn't take much. And then we kiss in the club. That's still all I have to do. And we kiss in the club and then we've been together ever since that night. And then I let him hit it

the first night and we were inseparable ever since. Inseparable. But sometimes it's good to let him hit it the first night. Did you guys hit it the first night? Their high school is a whole yard.

We gotta go back though. That's our whole, that's our, we'll do that again. I mean, do blowjobs in the parking lot at Torrey Pines High School count when we were 13? We'll talk about it later. Wait, how long have you guys known each other? I've known since I was 12. Okay, I mean, do blowjobs in the parking lot at Torrey Pines High School count when we were 13?

We'll talk about it later. How long have you guys known each other? I know this is over 12. Okay, I got to say. It hasn't been that consistent. Wait, I would like to know because I think this is really important. And to me, this was important. There's a lot of people that are sober curious.

You stop drinking. Yes. You're done. Two years into the relationship. you feel better like talk to us about like what it looked like before and what it looks like now i love that you asked that question because there there was a part of the book that i i really opened up about things that i had done during my my drinking days and for, like the toothbrush made headlines. It was like very entertaining for people to read. Got it. That's great. But for me, it was opening up about the choices that I was

making when I was drinking. A lot of people didn't see like they just saw Lala down to have a good time. Come out. We'll have drinks. But then the next morning, everyone else had normal days. I didn't have a normal day. I was depressed. And the only thing from keeping me from having these thoughts of like, I don't need to be on this earth anymore was picking up another drink. So it was just this vicious cycle for me. And, you know, I would get just enraged at something like something would happen where I would have one drink too many. And it was just like, Lala has exited the building. And now like she's about to light the city on fire. It happened often. And, you know, I wish I could say, actually, I don't wish I could say, I feel very grateful that my rock bottom doesn't look like a lot of other people's because a lot of people have to lose everything before they say like something has

to change. That didn't happen for me. I woke up one morning after I had been drinking literally morning until night in Disney World with 26 of our family members, children included. And I woke up the next day after landing in LA and I was like, I'm fucking done. I'm never living this way ever again. And I went to Randall's office and what I didn't know is he had written me a letter that was basically saying, I can't be with you anymore until you go and get help. And he didn't even have to give it to me because I walked in his office and I just said, I'm letting you know I'm identifying as an alcoholic. And I'm getting help today. And without that moment, like this life that I have would not exist. Randall would be gone.

My businesses would be non-existent. And my daughter would not be here. So a lot of people will sit here and say, at some point you can have a glass of wine. It's like, I don't think you realize what my life was like. I don't want to say who said this, but we were at a lunch and we were with our friends. And Randall made a joke like, oh, Lala started drinking again.

And one of my friends. When they showed up. When they showed up. When they showed up. Not like for real. I was like, oh. She was like joking. I was playing. And my friend goes, you did?

Oh, you did. Oh my gosh. And I was just like, do you realize how fucking heartbreaking that would be for so many people around me if I had started drinking again? I don't think people realize like even her close friends, how dark it got. So I think that unless you saw like she wasn't showing the world her her world her friends her close best friends they just thought she was a good time like drink two till 2 a.m and then she'd go home and they never saw the aftermath they never saw right the darkness and when her dad passed away it got you know dark when my dad passed away like there were and i'm i'm the type of person that believes that alcoholism is a progressive disease. And, you know,

there were just moments in my life that triggered it to get worse and worse. And my dad passing was when I would get ready for bed. I'd be fucking slammed. I'd brush my teeth and then I would go and get a bottle of champagne out of the fridge and I would just drink it until I fell asleep. And the next morning I would finish the bottle, warm, disgusting champagne. And it would just start all over again. It was a cycle that never ended.

She already was deep in her disease, but when her dad passed away, it was seven days a week, 24 hours a day. I mean, except when she slept. What did you do as her partner to help her? Like when you see her waking up, she's drinking warm champagne in the morning after drinking the whole bottle. Like what did you do as her partner to help her like when you see her waking up she's drinking warm champagne in the morning after drinking the whole bottle like what did you it's hard because i wasn't i wasn't there a lot in the next day because she had an apartment at that time he had tried to to put an end to it many times the problem i tried with remember i

didn't know how bad it was so you got to understand that the day drinking and the morning drinking was all hidden from me. I go to the office. I go to work the next day. So if we were out the night before, I wake up the next day. I go to the office. I don't know if she's slamming cocktails at the Grove at 11 a.m. with all of her friends to medicate through the night before. And it's a cycle.

It wasn't only when her dad passed away, that's when I knew that this is going to be, I can't live in this anymore. It was getting to that point. I think he knew that there was a deep issue, but my whole thing is like, you can't get someone sober. They have to come to the realization that it's no longer fitting into their lives

and it's not making it any better. they they have to do it on their own no one can get you sober i took her we went to we went to couples therapy a couple times over the drinking earlier on and and i and the therapist said okay lyle you're only going to be drinking at night because randall's not comfortable because it was starting to get out of control so we tried that, and that lasted like two weeks. And then she's like, fuck this. I'm not fucking drinking after 6 o'clock. That's bullshit.

And then it would start, and then the whole thing. And then I think I realized she was an alcoholic the first time, right before her death passes, when we were out by the pool at 9 in the morning, swimming, and she came out with a coffee mug. And I was like, you sound like a little off. I was like, let me have that coffee mug.

And she, and I picked it up to, to chase it. And she threw it off the balcony. And then I knew that, okay, now she's hiding her drinking. Like that's the first time I ever saw it.

Once it gets to the point of hiding, like then it's good. Oh, that's a, that's a real issue. Yeah. And at Disney, it's not like you're out like I'm having a mimosa. No, she's full out

when you were. No, it was dark. Yeah. I tried to address it many times for about six months leading up to her dad's passing and then when her dad passed and she couldn't hide it anymore because you know, I catch her in the car. It's upsetting.

Yeah, I get it. It's hard to talk about yeah i think though that you guys opening up about this will help so many people because what people don't understand my sister was a heroin addict i've talked about a lot on this podcast is that the people around that addict get pulled in and it becomes i mean mean, you probably understand this because of AA, but I mean, people who are listening, maybe we don't know the people around you don't know what to do and they start, they start enabling it and making it worse. I mean, at least in my experience, she had a lot of enablers. I mean, all of her friends and I'm not, I'm not blaming anybody because she was a professional drinker. So you, like any addict, will hide and bring people who will enable, right?

I was the, like, I love to go out. I still do. But I didn't know that at 1 a.m. when I want to go home or 12 or 1130 because it's a Tuesday. And then she's insulting me because there's two vodkas on the table and she's like, you're a pussy.

You don't drink that. Pussies leave drinks on the table. That's the kind of shit. And then I would just leave. Like, I'd be like, fuck fuck this it's tuesday and then i would drink them for him yeah but it got to that point and then and then the the darkness and the the the the anger and the alcohol it then it then she couldn't hide it anymore and disney world was was the end for me i barely saw her i mean she was there with her whole family i mean i i mean she you know my i I could not care less about anything else except for where the bar was and where my next drink was coming from.

Like, is there a bar at Disney world? I knew after Disney, I knew after Disney, it was over for me. Like I, I was already at that point two months before that. I,

I couldn't be, I didn't want to be around it anymore. And, and, and it was dark. And then at Disney, I wrote the letter that I was going to give to her to end the relationship. I had, you know, and then we got back to LA and she came in the office the next day. Yeah.

The next day. Yeah. Look where you guys are now that you have a beautiful daughter. I know. This is, this conversation is inspiring so many people your book everything you're so open about it there's not a lot of people that are this open about it i think yeah we are we've talked about it a lot because i think for somebody that like you said it was around and didn't know how like thought you know you think it's one thing then you realize it's another thing and then all of a sudden you

realize how how far it is but the last thing i just want to say is that the irony of god's blessings i think and and how god there's a higher power whatever your higher power is is that the day that she decided to tell me she was an alcoholic it's a day sorry it's okay i was gonna read the letter of song it was the day you were gonna tell her about yeah and that day she came in the office that That's a miracle. It is a miracle. I mean, that's a miracle. I know. Because that could potentially have set you completely over the edge.

Oh my God. Yeah. Had that happened, yes. I believe that I would have lost everything. And I was making really horrific decisions that would not only affect me, but people around me, you know, I, I would get in a car slammed and drink and drive. I just, there's this thing, we call it, I have this guilt where I look around and I'll sit in rooms with people and they're like, you know, I spent X amount of years in jail because I hit a family when I was drinking and driving.

And I sit here and this like guilt sits on my soul because like, how the fuck did I live this way for so long? And nothing ever happened to me. But she was a minute away from from something catastrophic. It would have happened. You were blessed that you like, what, what did I do right in my life that would make me be able to live so recklessly without any consequences? You know, I mean,

it's a mirror. It's a miracle. I don't really have, there's no, nothing more than it's a miracle. And it's like timing. And now you guys have a daughter that you wouldn't have had. No, nothing. That's why I think it's probably so emotional a daughter that you wouldn't have had no nothing that's why i think

it's probably so emotional for you because you wouldn't have had the daughter had that gone differently oh never and i used to always say like i'll stop drinking when i get pregnant it's nine fucking months i'll be over like the drinking when i have to give it up because i'm pregnant and that's not how it works i know know exactly how it works. Would have gotten pregnant. I would have been having wine because some people say that you can have wine while you're pregnant. But instead of having one glass, I would have had a bottle. It just, it would have been such a fucking shit show because I didn't care about anybody

around me. Yeah. You know, well, look at you now. Yeah. I mean, you gotta give yourself, you gotta give yourself you gotta give yourself three years almost three years sober i we are going on you guys's podcast right now to do a swap before you guys go i mean you guys left our audience with inspiration you're funny you hit oh no don't get too heavy you hit no no no we've had a lot of people cry on the podcast and i think no i think

maybe we should have a fight on the podcast just so everyone's not today i want to know about what you're doing now and and your baby and all the good things that are in your life because it sounds like you got sober yes that's exactly why um i I think my sobriety comes before anything because without it, nothing good can come into my life. So we are expanding Give Them Lala Beauty. I'm so excited to see what the brand has done. It allowed me to venture into Give Them Lala Skin. And then I started Give Them Lala Baby once I found out I was pregnant so that, you know, it's so much fun to like dress your baby up like she's your doll so those are my projects that i'm working on and randall and i are going on tour starting november 30th give them lala live so yeah we're just you know we're just making it work and for you what's what's up and coming i'm sure oh just i'm just movie uh i directed just movie with De Niro and Malkovich. Come out next year. Just, you know,

that old shit. What's your Instagrams where everyone can find you and your podcast. You can find me at Lala Kent on Instagram. And our podcast is called give them Lala with Randall. You can get it wherever you get your podcasts. And my Instagram is Randall Emmett. Don't you dare go to Randall's Instagram and not give him love.

Can everyone go and give Randall love? He deserves it. So does Lala, both of them. Let's go give positive. Randall's nice. Randall's like a nice human. Manifest what you want to manifest. If you're a positive person

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