The Skinny Confidential Him & Her Podcast - W. Bryan Hubbard On The Future of Addiction Recovery, Rewiring the Brain, Trauma, & The Power Of Plant Medicine
Episode Date: June 19, 2025#857: Join us as we sit down with W. Bryan Hubbard – Executive Director of the American Ibogaine Initiative. With a robust background in law, public policy, & community advocacy, Bryan is committed... to transforming broken systems & tackling some of society’s most urgent issues – including the opioid epidemic. Bryan recently launched the Texas Ibogaine Initiative alongside former Texas Governor Rick Perry, securing $50 million in state funding for ibogaine drug development trials – a naturally occurring compound showing groundbreaking potential for treating substance use disorders, trauma, & traumatic brain injury. In this episode, Bryan breaks down the harsh realities of the opioid crisis, how ibogaine disrupts addiction pathways beyond opioids, the damaging cycle of pharmaceutical abuse & its impact on society, & what it really takes to address addiction at its core! To Watch the Show click HERE For Detailed Show Notes visit TSCPODCAST.COM To connect with W. Bryan Hubbard click HERE To connect with Lauryn Bosstick click HERE To connect with Michael Bosstick click HERE Read More on The Skinny Confidential HERE Head to our ShopMy page HERE and LTK page HERE to find all of the products mentioned in each episode. Get your burning questions featured on the show! Leave the Him & Her Show a voicemail at +1 (512) 537-7194. To learn more about W. Bryan Hubbard and read more about his transformative leadership visit https://www.wbryanhubbard.com. This episode is sponsored by Woo More Play Get Your Mushroom Vibez On. Visit http://woomoreplay.com to learn more! This episode is sponsored by Momentous Head to http://livemomentous.com and use code SKINNY for up to 35% off your first order. This episode is sponsored by Squarespace Head to https://www.squarespace.com/SKINNY to save 10% off your first purchase of a website or domain using code SKINNY. This episode is sponsored by Branch Basics You can use the code SKINNY15 to get 15% off at https://branchbasics.com/SKINNY15. This episode is sponsored by Addyi Learn more at Addyi.com. This episode is sponsored by Fatty15 Fatty15 is on a mission to replenish your C15 levels and restore your long-term health. You can get an additional 15% off their 90-day subscription Starter Kit by going to http://fatty15.com/SKINNY and using code SKINNY at checkout. This episode is sponsored by Spritz Society Spritz Society is now available everywhere! Head to http://spritzsociety.com to find a store near you, and make sure to follow @spritz on Instagram for all their latest announcements and upcoming events. Spritz Society, Summer Starts Here! Produced by Dear Media
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Hello, everybody. Welcome back to the Skinny Confidential, him and her show. Today's guest has been in the trenches of one of America's biggest silent wars, the
opioid crisis.
He's a lawyer, a reformer, and now one of the most radical voices shaking up the recovery
world with a plant that most of us have never even heard of, Ibogaine.
From coal towns to courtrooms, Brian Hubbard has watched the system fail countless people. Today, he's here to talk about why he believes
we need to blow the whole thing up and start again with something ancient, controversial,
and powerful. This episode was recorded prior to Brian accomplishing one of the most groundbreaking
initiatives here in Texas. I was so happy to read this after we recorded this episode with him.
Texas just made history.
The state has earmarked $50 million in funding for FDA approved clinical trials of Ibogaine,
a plant-based psychoactive compound that has shown extraordinary promise in treating opioid
dependency, trauma, traumatic brain injury, and other complex mental health condition.
This marks the largest public investment in psychedelic research ever made positioning Texas at the forefront of a national movement to rethink
how we address addiction, trauma, and brain health. And here's the thing, and we talk about this on
the show and we've talked about it for years, whether addiction has touched you personally,
it's likely touched someone you know personally or someone in your family. It is such a huge issue
in this country. When we get into some of the stats on the lives that it's taking, they are staggering numbers. So obviously
we need to do something to kind of right this ship and get people the help they
need and our current methods have just not been working clearly. Lauren and I
were super excited to talk to Brian Hubbard because this guy has been at the
forefront in the center of many of these issues for years and I think what he's
doing is extremely important.
So happy to share that update prior to getting into the episode, but hopefully this episode also continues to reinforce the mission that Brian's on and helps
in the small way that we can with that.
Brian Hubbard, welcome to Skinny Confidential, him and her show.
This is the Skinny Confidential, him and her.
Let's just lay the land.
What is Ibogaine? Is that how you say it?
Ibogaine. Yes ma'am. Explain what that is.
Ibogaine is an alkaloid that is derived from three West African botanical sources. It is
also psychoactive. A lot of people have described it as the most powerful psychedelic on earth.
However, I would argue that it is in a classification unto itself.
Ibogaine is one of 26 alkaloids in the cultural pearl of the West African civilization known
as the Buwides. The Buwides have for centuries used the Iboga root in cultural and religious
rituals for centuries used the iboga root in cultural and religious rituals for
centuries.
In 1962, an individual from Gabon gave a guy by the name of Howard Lotsoff some iboga.
Howard Lotsoff had been heroin dependent for several years.
And because he was kind of a substance omnivore, he took this because he wanted to understand
what it would do.
And after he had the experience,
which lasts anywhere from 10 to 12 hours
in its most acute phase,
and then another 24 hours
for what they call your gray recovery day,
at the end of the process,
he realized that he didn't want heroin anymore.
Not only did he not want heroin anymore,
he didn't experience any withdrawal from not taking it.
This touched off an unbelievable 40 year odyssey
by Mr. Lotzoff, a guy by the name of Howard Sisco,
another gentleman by the name of Dana Beale,
a guy by the name of Mr. Boaz Wachel, and Ms. Norma Lutsoff,
his wife, to understand what about Ibogaine seemed to essentially resolve physiological
opioid dependency, dispersed and foremost among heroin addicts in the 60s.
And then as the prescription opioid crisis unfolded in America, starting with the approval
of OxyContin and 96, among those who are dependent on prescription opioids.
There is a field of observational data that is mountains tall and decades wide that established
that Ibogaine is a profound addiction interrupter.
And as its application to folks who have been opioid dependent has been applied, oftentimes
folks are not just dependent on one thing.
They're engaged in polysubstance use, which leads to polysubstance dependence.
Over the course of the past 50 plus years, it's come to be discovered that ibogaine has
profound interruption properties for not just opioids, but cocaine, alcohol, tobacco, and
a substance for which there are no current effective medical treatments whatsoever, and
that's meth.
And what, if any, are the risks of engaging with ibogaine?
Ibogaine is a very serious medication.
I'm glad you asked that question.
It comes with a cardiac risk profile.
While it is a stimulant for reasons
that are not exactly known because it's
what they call mechanism of action is still a mystery.
It slows down
the heart's rhythm and it prolongs the amount of time between heartbeats. So if
an individual comes to the table with certain cardiac risk that predisposes
them to a prolongation of what's called the QT interval or if a person receives
too much then it can slow the heart's beat and cause cardiac arrest.
Ibogaine must be administered in a clinically controlled medical setting by professionals
who know what they are doing.
This is not something that is to be trifled with, self-experimented with, or explored
through underground circumstances.
So it's not like somebody taking a couple mushrooms
or doing a little hit acid.
This is much more serious.
This is much more serious.
Not only is there a cardiac risk profile that comes with it,
but when an individual is experiencing ibogaine
in the acute phase, they are in a state of ataxia,
or what I would call quasi-paralysis,
for 10 to 12 hours.
80 plus percent of people who receive it also usually purge or throw up multiple times while they're having the experience.
So you need to be with medical professionals who are given cardiac monitoring,
who have the available medication to stabilize your heart if it comes out of
rhythm and it has got to be medically supervised at all times.
So, would you say overall that this is a cure for all of these addictions?
I would not assert that it is a now and forevermore cure.
Nothing that I'm aware of is a now and forevermore cure.
What it does is it resolves acute substance dependency
in such a way as to prevent the onset of withdrawal by 80% of folks who take a single treatment.
And for those who are opioid dependent, that number goes up to 97% with a second supportive
dose usually administered within three to five days
of the initial flood dose.
Is there anything, and this is maybe a weird question,
but is there anything fun about it?
So meaning like, I mean, like if you're doing ayahuasca,
like, you know, you hear all different kinds of experiences
from purging to stomach aches,
but then you also hear they had this profound experience,
et cetera, et cetera.
Is there anything that's fun or is it like not fun at all?
The Ibogaine experience has certain themes that are endorsed by folks who have undergone
it.
There is an introspective experience that can occur if an individual chooses to engage
it.
And I say chooses because Ibogaine is an intelligent medicine.
It's one that preserves an individual's free will to partake of the introspective opportunities it offers. And I'll
explain how that works in this way. If somebody takes five grams of psilocybin
mushrooms, it's going to shoot them wherever it's going to shoot them. They
no longer have volitional control over that experience. You are in the medicine
In the case of Ibogaine if I were to take the necessary capsules to give me the effect
As long as my eyes were open and I was laying down
I would sit here and be as in tune and engage with y'all as I am right now
A person who receives Ibogaine is at all times oriented to person, place, and time.
It is not dissociative.
However, if you close your eyes or put your eye mask on
while the medicine is circulating through your body,
you can have visions from your life
or experiences that you have had in your life
that give you a perspective on yourself, your relationship with those around you,
and your relationship with the world that is unique to what perhaps you have ever experienced.
Some people have a very harsh experience through that introspective journey,
one in which they will often say, I was essentially before the throne of, the judgment throne of God
and was shown all those things that I had contributed by way of the pain inflicted on others.
Other people will say that they had just a spectacularly beautiful journey
that affirmed for them the love of God, their own specialness and communion with those who had parted before.
It's very much individual.
How did you become acquainted with this?
Is this something that you tried yourself?
Did you hear about it?
What was your experience with it?
So my first encounter with plant medicine was in 2018,
and I encountered it first intellectually through a magazine article
about a company called Compass Pathways,
which in 2018 had
discovered that the psilocybin mushroom had a dramatic impact on reducing alcohol consumption
among those who were essentially struggling with alcoholism.
They had conducted a study where 80% of folks who had been alcohol dependent were able to
come completely off.
I come from a family that has had just generational affliction with its relationship with alcohol.
So this just was very captivating to me.
A friend of mine had a sister who was an underground practitioner in terms of facilitating psilocybin
journeys and having read that article I just was curious and I said, you know, I think
I'd like to visit with your sister if she would be willing to sit with me so that I
can understand what this medicine does.
So in 2018, I had my first psilocybin journey and that was the first of what became around
nine that I took between 2018 and the fall of 2022.
Through that process, I very much became a believer that these medicines that occur naturally
are divinely engineered, and they
have been engineered to help us heal the wounds we inflict on ourselves and each other.
When I had the opportunity to serve the state of Kentucky as the first chairman of the state's
Opioid Commission, a job given to me because of a record compiled in state service as the
leader of the state's Social Security, Disability, and Child Support Systems, as well as a leader of the state's social security disability and child support systems,
as well as a law enforcement agency called the Office of Medicaid Fraud and Abuse Control,
which investigated and prosecuted medical providers for fraud on that system.
I had developed a reputation as kind of a no-nonsense, get it done, take no prisoners,
public servant who could make things run on time.
You don't say.
We can tell. You do strike me as a capable individual.
I'm not going to lie.
Thank you very much.
I was asked if I'd want to do that job and I said, well, as long as the office is willing
to allow me to establish this commission as one that is accessible to the average Kentuckian,
that is transparent with how we do our business and that is
accountable for our results.
I'll take this job.
Can I ask you a strange question?
Sure.
Are you a big reader?
Uh, as I have time, I love to read.
Because your vocabulary is so, I love reading and
your vocabulary is so wide and articulate and clear.
That's what, if you look at the text message, when I text you him in your DM, I said, this
is one of the most eloquent speakers I've ever heard.
Well I just, when you hear certain people talk, you can just immediately tell if they
are well read.
I know.
I mean that as a compliment.
Let me just attribute that to accidental osmosis. If I've had any sort of vocabulary expansion, it's just been because
it's happened to stick there, uh, not any sort of predetermined plant.
Did you grow up reading a specific kind of book or genre or author?
Like, is there people that you look back on?
You're like, they're sort of really informative of my early years.
I'm going to give my age away.
You know how when ducklings hatch from their eggs, they implant to that mother
or they implant to the first limb, they, they imprint to the first living
creature they see and follow it around.
So I was culturally imprinted by president Ronald Reagan when I was about five years
old, he was my boyhood hero, whereas other children had
pictures of Joe Montana and Michael Jordan hanging
up in our rooms.
I had pictures of Ronald Reagan.
I watched-
Michael had Tupac.
Uh, a great poet in his own right, without question.
That is true.
Also well read.
I, you know, I hung on every word that the man spoke
and that generated just an
independent interest in not just politics, but American history.
And then I discovered the beautiful mind of Thomas Jefferson.
And there are volumes of his writings and his letters.
And if your audience wants to just be able to have a sublime intellectual
experience, just read some of the personal
correspondence of President Jefferson.
He was just magnificent, even by today's advanced standards, a genius.
So that's the-
I had to ask because if you left without me asking, I would be curious for the rest of
the day and week and month to just- I like to hear people's recommendations who I personally deem to have incredible vocabularies
and who have very well read minds.
That's why you married me.
One other thing I'll add real fast, then I'll hit that.
I have to give also credit to some preachers when I was a little child, most of them who
didn't probably even have high school diplomas, but who learned to read out of the King James Bible. I heard a lot of that growing up. But
to the story that we're here to tell, when I took the opioid job, I was asked to set
some priorities. What is it that we need to achieve? And I said, well, let's recognize
a couple of things. And in Kentucky's case, we had settled with a number of manufacturers
and distributors of opioids for about $842 million.
Now that's a heck of a lot of money to every person who's listening to this.
To every regular working person, $842 million, that's an immense amount of money.
But we consider the fact that this is going to be paid out to Kentucky over 15 years and 842 million dollars represents roughly eight and a half months of the
gross sales of Oxycontin for Purdue Pharma, we are talking about crumbs off the table of gluttons.
And we had to make sure that this money that is being applied to a problem of immense dimension was used for its best
strategic use.
And I said, one of the things we have to look for is Kentucky's Manhattan Project opportunity
to pioneer a therapeutic breakthrough for opioid dependent individuals.
The treatment options we have are certainly better than nothing.
They've saved thousands of lives.
But government must always be about the business of trying to diversify expand and improve upon our society
So if we have something that will get us better results than what we have
I'm gonna let you know about it
And I think that we will need to take a small percentage of this money and see what we can do in terms of pioneering a breakthrough
And I said, I don't know what that is, but I'm going to get to looking for it.
I had read an author by the name of Juliana Christina, who writes a sub stack newsletter
called The Journey.
And she wrote beautifully about the way in which her experience with psilocybin mushrooms
helped her resolve issues that had risen in her adolescence around significant anxiety,
significant treatment-resistant depression, her development of a near-fatal eating disorder.
And I would add to this, and I do so with all due respect, she talked about the fact
that she had been a hard-core atheist for many years.
And over the course of her psilocybin mushroom journeys, she resolved her anxiety and depression
issues. course of her psilocybin mushroom journeys, she resolved her anxiety and depression issues, she overcame her eating disorder, and she resolved her
atheism. I reached out to her and I said, I've read your writing for some time, you
are beautiful in terms of how you express yourself. What can you tell me
about the world of psychedelics and whether there is anything within it that
will have an impact on opioid addiction? And on July the 29th, 2022, we had our conversation and she said,
have you ever heard of Ibogaine? And I said, I had not. That was the first time I heard the word.
And that touched off a six-month period of intensive due diligence research and critical
examination that constituted a second full-time job in addition to my official
responsibilities. And after looking at it from all dimensions, from the experiences of those whose
lives had been saved with it, to the conclusions of the foremost medical and scientific researchers,
I concluded that indeed, I've again represented Kentucky's best Manhattan Project opportunity to pioneer that breakthrough. On May 31, 2023,
myself and then Attorney General Daniel Cameron went out onto the grounds of the state Capitol
and announced that the commission that I led would explore the possibility of putting $42 million
up that would be matched by a drug developer who would come in the state and develop Ibogaine as a
breakthrough medication for opioid addiction in the state of Kentucky, given the state that
has been traditionally among the most impoverished in the country, the
opportunity to lead the nation in a revolution in addiction treatment.
And is that initiative met with resistance federally or from the state level or big pharma or big
pharma? Like is it with what or what immediate resistance do you have if any?
Well, there were two points of immediate resistance in Kentucky and it was not from the people,
the people of the state. I'd had the opportunity before this announcement in May of 23
to conduct 20 town halls across the state.
We went on Tuesday nights at 6 p.m. into various communities and our purpose
there was to say we're the Commission, this is our job, tell us what it is that
we need to do. And when we had turned the floor over to the community we heard
just an unbelievable outpouring of grief over the devastation that they experienced.
And that grief was paired with a complete and total lack of faith that we, as government,
had either the integrity or the competence to adequately address the circumstances with
which they had lived for almost 30 years.
So when we unveiled this project, the people of Kentucky, by what I would estimate to be
a 60-40 margin, and that was empirically established through a measurement of social media responses
to the campaign as it played out, were highly supportive of the development of an additional
therapeutic alternative.
The immediate vocal opponents were current Kentucky Governor Andy Beshear, who is now considered a top tier candidate
for president for the Democrats in 28,
and the University of Kentucky.
Both of them together fought this initiative
every step of the way.
Why the university?
The University of Kentucky,
since the termination of the project,
I've had some volunteer helpers do a little bit
of following the dollar bills.
And the University of Kentucky accepts a substantial number of dollar bills from the companies
that create what are called the evidence-based best practice treatments, being primarily
buprenorphine, which is the generic name of brand name, Suboxone, Sublicade, Subutex.
So all the things they give you when you're withdrawing or getting off of these opioids.
They are opioids that are used to treat opioid dependency.
I think anyone that's listening that's had a family member or friend touch by opioid addiction,
like you're familiar with these substances.
Did you just hear what he said?
He said they are opioids used to treat opioid addiction.
That's correct.
That to me is like we've lost the plot.
We're treating opioid addiction with opiates.
That doesn't make sense to me.
So the theory is, and this is how it was positioned when it was first introduced.
The federal government spent sixty 62 and a half million
dollars to create the baseline formulation for buprenorphine. That's its generic name.
And it is what's called an opioid agonist, an opioid paired with an antagonist naltrexone in
one pill. You give this to an individual whether it is a film or a pill and sometimes it's an injection
and what it is supposed to do is satiate that desire for the opioid that has been hardwired into the brain
while simultaneously creating a blocker effect so that if the person wants a high
and they take a bunch of pills that are in addition to the Suboxone, the blocker thwarts their effect and basically
keeps the person from getting high while simultaneously being satiated because of that lower level
dose of opioids.
This was presented initially as the method by which you could bridge someone into complete
and total abstinence.
And the thought was you give them suboxone and you bring them down on their
dosages until such time as they can be completely without and you have a fully restored abstinent
individual. Well as time has gone on those therapeutic goal posts have been substantially
moved on down the field to where at the point at which I became chairman of the commission
to where at the point at which I became chairman of the commission, much of what I heard from the ostensible experts was grounded upon the premise that this is a lifetime medication
for this person.
This is their new life.
You have brought them from the depths of destructive addiction.
You have given them a lower level dose of opioid compared with a blocker that will prevent them from engaging in illicit consumption that produces an high,
while simultaneously allowing them to restore a level of functionality that can give them a chance to have a normal life.
And in theory, that's all well and good.
But what we know from research literature is that suboxone programs have about a 25%
success rate and that's as measured by patient retention. There was a study
published in December of 22 which verified that 80% of suboxone patients
stop attending treatment within six months of initiation. There are a lot of
theories around that. Some would argue it's access.
Some would argue it's the burden of trying to obtain access, both financially and logistically.
Others would argue that while Suboxone may thwart the onset of withdrawal, it does not
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You mentioned earlier that you started to do psilocybin because of you wanted to explore
it for alcohol.
Did it help with any kind of alcohol addiction, doing it nine times for you?
I've never had any sort of substance use problem. I had a childhood between two parents who married young,
and by the time I came along,
that relationship was coming to an end.
And what I can recall from earliest memories
is a bunch of screaming and cussing and chaos.
So while I've not had substance problems,
I've probably for the biggest part of my life
had significant anxiety
issues all tied to those early childhood days.
And what psilocybin did for me was help me work through those early childhood years in
which the stabilizing hands of God's love for me were my grandfather's.
I had two papals who were grade school educated coal miners and as a frightened little boy
they would come and get me on the weekends and have me spend time with them and just about every
time I'd visit before they'd send me home they'd have me come sit on their lap and they'd say
papal knows that you're scared and see it you need to know two things papal loves you
see it. You need to know two things. Papaw loves you. More importantly, God loves you. And God has a special and unique purpose to achieve with your life. No matter how bad
it gets, no matter how frightened you become, don't you ever, ever doubt the reality of
God and God's love for you. And I'm here to tell you too, if I had not had that lesson
given to me repeatedly
from the time that I could understand language all the way through age 12, I would not be
sitting here. If I were alive at all, certainly not in this capacity, having had the privilege
of achieving the things that God has allowed me to do with my life thus far.
Did you ever resolve with your parents? Oh, absolutely.
They were very young when they were married.
And everybody should receive the grace
that comes with some life experience
that creates maturation.
My dad is one of my very best friends in this life.
I very much love and try to look after my mother as best I can.
And I thank God for everything
that they have each contributed to my life despite those chaotic early years.
I'm too pregnant to hear this story.
I'm so sensitive right now.
When you took the psilocybin, did it help you work through the anxiety alone or were
you with a facilitator?
I was with a facilitator. You did it every you with the facilitator? I was with the facilitator.
You did it every time with a facilitator.
Yes ma'am.
My friend's sister name is Ashley Hornbuckle.
She sat with me through each journey that I had with her.
There's also a gentleman by the name of Anthony Raspberry
who was a friend who had sat with me.
Anthony Raspberry, what a name.
Isn't that a great name? Yeah.
Lives in Louisville, Kentucky.
And both of them at different points in time sat with me as I had those experiences.
You know, I was, I was curious at first and then became committed once I understood what
it was doing within me and what I found most sublime.
I think this is relevant to talk about
giving your experience and your knowledge of this space.
What things would you caution people against
if they're thinking about exploring psilocybin
or if they have been exploring psilocybin
and what are things you would maybe push them towards
or tell them to maybe stay away from?
The first thing that they need to do is make sure
that wherever they are seeking psilocybin,
that they are seeking it from an individual who is a trusted source, someone who knows
what they are doing, and someone who has experience under their belt to make sure that the set
and setting is appropriate for the journey that the individual may choose to take.
So doing like chocolate mushrooms at the rave that you get from a random person isn't the vibe?
That is correct.
You know, there's, with this psychedelic renaissance
as it's called, there's a tremendous amount
of activity around it and you've got a lot
of mixed quality participants around this.
So make sure that your facilitator is someone
who is credible, someone who is experienced, and someone who is putting your welfare
above all else. If they're offering you chocolates and a party, that's not
exactly the experience that you may want if you are seeking the therapeutic
benefits that come with this. I would also suggest that psilocybin, in particular all plant medicine, needs to be approached
with greatest respect and reverence, because these are without question engineered in such
a fashion as to work with human physiology to open up windows to experience states of consciousness
that enable us to look behind the veil
of this sign of eternity.
And that's not to be taken lightly.
With all the different plant medicines,
do you understand all of them because of your experience
or is it just primarily psilocybin and abogaine?
Like, do you go through like the Bufo and the Ayahuasca?
So in terms of my own personal experiences, those are primarily around psilocybin.
And then after the Kentucky Initiative was announced, I very much had the
conviction that if I were going to get out and be an advocate for Ibogaine,
then I needed to pony up, man up, and take the medicine that I was advocating
that others have the opportunity to try.
You tried it.
Oh, absolutely.
I was, I saw that as a fundamental responsibility
I had to be a responsible advocate.
He's potentially introducing other people to it.
But if you didn't have an addiction,
what did it do for you?
Well, keep in mind, as we talked about at the beginning,
the Buiedes have used this for centuries
in their religious and cultural rituals. They have found that it has ceremonial benefit if nothing else. For
me, just as with psilocybin and other plant medicines, you go in and you set your intention
within yourself as to what you hope to achieve. And for me, I asked that if it were possible
that the cross of anxiety that I had carried for as
long as I could remember be taken off of me.
And at the time, my wife and I, we went together.
My wife had been diagnosed with a significant psychotic mood disorder in 2001 after the
birth of her son.
It's both of our second marriage.
We've known each other for 24 years, and this year we will have been married for nine. After the birth of her son, she had a
significant postpartum depression that translated into a psychotic mood disorder and she was placed
on Celexa, which is an SSRI and she had had to take it at that time roughly every day for 22 years.
I couldn't be in the room with her if she missed it for a day.
I could see it in her eyes,
I could see it in her facial expressions,
and she would become a danger to herself as well as me.
Why could you not be in a room with her?
Like, what do you mean?
Because she was so unbearable to be?
Volatile, volatile, volatile and potentially violent.
Like I said, it was a, the postpartum depression translated into a
psychotic mood disorder that was somewhere on the bipolar spectrum.
I remember sitting down with her and her psychiatrist when she had to have her
medication adjusted, uh, sometime around 2017 to understand what was going on
with her.
So as we conducted public hearings in Kentucky
around the Ibogaine project, I had made the commitment internally that I was going to
receive the medicine so that I could speak to it with credibility. She had heard the testimonials
of about 24 individuals who came to Kentucky. A lot of them were veterans who had gone to the VA
for treatment of either physical or psychological problems
have been given the usual panoply of medications that the pharmaceutical industry produce,
all of which in some total essentially serve to anesthetize the soul and slowly euthanize the body.
And as a lot of these veterans were ready to take their own lives, they through a hell-mary pass
went down to Mexico for an
Ibogaine treatment.
Many of them, uh, with an average number of prescribed
medications of seven, taking pills that are 20 plus every
day.
And, uh, when they were done, they didn't need to take any
pills anymore.
And these gentlemen and some ladies were completely and
fully restored from the perspective of
the damage done to their minds and bodies from the traumas of war. My wife
heard these testimonials and said I wonder if I did this as well if I could
come off of Selexa. So we both went down and what I can tell you is for me and I
have had two avogadine experiences. One was in November of 23 at a place called
Ambio
that is south of Tijuana. There is another clinic that is in Cancun called Beyond, B-E-O-N-D.
These are two clinics that are able to treat people at relative scale compared to others. They
have impeccable safety and efficacy records. And because they are the two clinics that are the most known and most
voluminous in terms of patient capacity, I wanted to be able to speak to the safety and
efficacy of both. After the first Ibogaine experience, I would have to say that at that
point in time, that was, it was the most profound spiritual experience I had ever had in my
life. I can't say that it was beautiful. I can't say that it was beautiful.
I can't say that it was pretty or comforting at the time that it was being
experienced, but it was profound.
My wife's experience was profound and beautiful.
And I am so thrilled to be able to say that her last Selexa was taken on
November 23rd of 2023, and she has not had to have one since.
And have you been able to be in a room
with her every single day?
Unless she's on her period.
Her personal personality and spiritual metamorphosis
over the past coming up on two years now
has been incredible.
She is very much a left brain rationalist.
When we were going down, she said, you're going to be the one who has all the visions
and I'm not going to see anything.
Well, it was almost the exact opposite.
There was not much that I saw, but for her, I could not have sat down with all the vocabulary
that you perceive that I have.
It's not a perception, you have it.
And have written a journey for her that would even came close to what she actually had.
Can you walk someone through maybe a couple of moments that has no idea what you mean by
a profound journey? Meaning like, say someone's like, what does he mean by that? Did you see
things? Are you thinking of your childhood?
What do you mean?
So for me, at the beginning of the journey,
there were two significant points of acute anxiety
that were occurring at the time.
One was, I have too much younger sisters.
We share our mother, they have a different father.
Their father died in a tragic circumstance on the Friday after Thanksgiving,
which was the Friday before we were to go for Ibogaine treatment on Sunday. I made it
to the hospital 10 minutes after he had passed away, and I sat there with my mother and my
sisters while they took it all in for about two and a half hours with him on his deathbed. The other significant point of anxiety related to the fate of the Kentucky Ibogaine project.
The attorney general for whom I worked had rotated out of office. A new guy was elected
and while he said he was open-minded to allowing the project to proceed, he had not committed.
I had poured everything that I was into trying to make this happen. And when I went down, I probably hadn't had more than about four hours sleep in
at least a year because of how much just...
You mean per night, obviously per night, you couldn't sleep more than four hours a night.
That is correct.
Literally, this was an extremely high risk project.
It had a tremendous upside, but navigating the shows of circumstances at home and within
the office to make this a reality was extremely challenging.
Could you just not fall asleep or you would fall asleep and then just wake up all night?
It was a combination of both.
I mean, there were some nights that I would lay there tossing and turning wondering, how
am I going to pull this off?
Are we going to pull this off?
There were other times I could get to sleep, but I'd wake up at four in the morning and
there was no going back because my mind was just
turning a thousand miles an hour, most of it driven by anxiety. So when I had my
journey with Ibogaine, you know, the very first thing that happens is you feels
this heaviness and you got to lay down. And for me I had these little small
little visions that were kind of sci-fi in nature at the very beginning. There like a little I would close my eyes and there was this little pink flying saucer
that came to the end of my nose and flew away and there was this four cornered canopy that
looked like the starry sky that came over me and now at any time if I didn't want to
see any of this only thing I had to do was take my eye mask off and open my eyes but
I wanted to have the experience.
So I was laying there and this four-corner canopy came over and it looked like there
were these two hummingbirds that came underneath the canopy and they took their beaks and it
looked like they were vacuuming and I was watching.
And it was like someone unplugged a TV and just went away.
And in place of the story canopy and those human
birds and what was a fade in was my sister's father on his deathbed as I saw him with his
eyes and mouth open. And he was in full color detail just looking at me. And I thought about
him. I thought about his life, the difficulties
he had had, the tragedy in which it had ended, and wondered, is this all that there is? Are
we born into this world to live, to suffer, and then to die, and this be the end? Is this
really all that there is? And I just started looking at him, thinking about myself, thinking about others.
And I started to experience the most intense and profound existential terror that I had
ever felt in my life, all driven by what I thought was the pointlessness of human existence.
And when I thought that I was going to explode in the middle of this journey from that terror,
I was dropped into a pitch black void.
I could see nothing around me except my own hands and feet and limbs.
There was nothing. And in words that were not audible but were
telepathic, these came into my mind. And they played on a continual loop for ten hours.
And as long as those words were in my head, I was at complete and total peace. And those words were,
be still and know that I am God.
Over and over and over.
In pitch black, total darkness,
me in total isolation,
and at total peace.
And when I woke up, it was to my wife who had undergone an almost
transfiguration of just her face. I could see how rejoicing she was at what she had
had by way of her own experience on the other side of the room while I was having mine.
And I looked at her instantly and I said, it gave you what you needed, didn't it?
And she said, she teardreamed down her face.
She said, it's the most beautiful thing
I've ever experienced in my life.
Now I would not even attempt to tell her story.
It was very visual.
She re-experienced the birth of her son.
She experienced an encounter with her mother, who was her very best friend
in life, who at that time had been passed away for right about, I think her mother passed
away in 2011, this was 2013, her mother had been gone for 12 years. And she had a perspective
on who she was, what her relationship to her son and her family had been, what a relationship to the world was,
and what her relationship to God was.
So you had already been a proponent of this and you were already pushing it and then to be able to do it and to see
the transformation of your wife even like led you further into it.
Oh, yes, ma'am. And I want to be real clear.
further into it. Oh yes ma'am and and I want to be real clear. You know the the pharmaceutical industry likes to do things like buy institutions like the University of Kentucky, take their
academic research and translate it into inflexible public policy where there's this one-size-fits-all
matriculation through their pharmaceutical systems. I'm not here to suggest that Ibogaine is for everyone.
I'm not here to suggest that everybody needs to do it.
What I am here to say is,
because of what it can do for the physiology of the brain,
because of what it can do to resolve addiction issues,
to address trauma issues,
it should be available as a therapeutic option
for anyone who would choose to have the experience
that it offers.
And from my perspective, given what it has done for my wife, and certainly given what
it has done for me and others who I've had the privilege of listening to, the fact that
it is criminal is criminal.
And the sooner that we can change that reality,
the better off we are all gonna be,
not just as individuals, but as a species.
Well, to me, it seems like all of these anti-depressants
and anti-anxieties and barbiturates are legal.
Yes.
And why can't we have this be legal as well?
Because-
Well, they're legal, but they're also abused illegally
all the time.
Sure.
These barbiturates and all these, all these things, right?
Like these are medicines that people abuse regularly.
And in some cases take may have way more of what's actually
prescribed once they get hooked on them.
That is correct. And you know, you, you mentioned abuse. take way more of what's actually prescribed once they get hooked on them.
That is correct.
And you know, you mentioned abuse.
I can't tell you the number of stories that I heard
just from my vantage point on the opioid commission.
The people who went to the hospital
with legitimate medical needs,
who were given pharmacology that by design
created physiological dependence,
they are made to generate dependency by the individual.
I know one of the most successful businessmen I know,
he doesn't ever drink alcohol, doesn't have any substance abuse issues.
He had double knee surgery.
They put him on some of these things.
He had to check himself into a recovery center to get off.
And he's somebody who's never partaken in any kind of substance abuse of any kind.
And he himself is, I would say,
one of the most capable people I've ever met
and personally could not get off of these things
without an intervention of help that he was,
you know, fortunate enough to like seek that help
for himself, but like that just shows you how power,
you would never think that this person I'm talking about
would ever have any issue, but it was this one surgery and then boom, done.
Oxycontin was engineered with knowledge of its addiction propensity.
They knew it.
You know, I have a close family member that committed suicide and I sit here and listen
to you.
I'm sorry.
Thank you.
I sit here and listen to you and think she sorry. Thank you. I sit here and listen to you and think she was addicted
to barbiturates and they kept prescribing barbiturates
to solve the problem.
But I sit here and I'm like, God,
what if she had this option?
I think about my own family and my uncles, great uncles,
a great grandfather I never met,
all of whom were hardcore alcoholics.
The damage that was done to theirics. The damage that was done to
their children, the damage that was done to their spouses, the suffering that I got to see the
effects of firsthand. How dramatically different would all of that have been had this been an
available option way back when? What a fabulous opportunity to break generationally compounded trauma when you just bring something
different to the table that allows a person to feel the reality of their soul instead
of reinforces its sense of absence.
There's likely, there's not one, I can't imagine there's one person listening or watching
this show that has not had someone in their life that is close or one degree removed from closeness in their life that has been affected by some
of the things we're talking about here.
And think about the impact of this one unlock that could help these people get through some
of these substance issues.
It would change the world.
Not only from a health perspective and a mental health and a generational trauma, but from
a cost perspective too.
I think that probably half of folks who are baby boomers and most of folks who are their
children and grandchildren look at where we are at as a society and recognize that we
have come off the foundation, that we are in late stage civilizational development and unless we remore
ourselves to some semblance of a spiritual foundation in which we are
able to recognize the precious gift that is life that we are bound for
destruction as a country and we've got to start the one some Hail Mary passes if
we are going to essentially
reestablish the privacy of the human soul.
And that is exactly what should deserve first consideration in all the powers and principalities
that exercise influence over this country's future.
So what is going on now in this space for people that are listening and they're just
getting turned on to this idea and they're saying, okay, what are the options?
What does the legislation look like?
What does the government need to do?
What do the people need to do?
With your work, where are you at with all of this getting people switched on to the
possibility of looking at this alternative?
One of the things that I think is important to recognize is that necessary change often
comes slow, but it can come through an evolutionary process.
And once you get that process to take hold, the pace at which it can accelerate can become
exponential.
There is a fabulous opportunity to medicalize the delivery of a breakthrough therapeutic,
in this case Ibogaine, in the U.S. medical system.
And that effort currently is being led by the state of Texas, where we are coming to
the end of what has been an intensive six-month campaign through the state's legislature
to advocate for the passage of a bill that would create a public-private partnership
whereby the state of Texas would put up $50 million
to be matched by $50 million by a drug developer to get Ibogaine through the FDA.
Essentially, we are at the threshold of Texas finishing the job that Ibogaine in Kentucky.
And if we are successful here, then we will have established a beachhead within the most influential state in the country
to create a medical framework through the delivery of plant medicines that can generate
breakthrough therapeutic effects for trauma and addiction.
That begins with Ibogaine because it has the very unique ability that no other plant medicine has to resolve physiological substance dependence
while also creating neurotrophic growth factors within the brain that restore brain tissue
itself, something that no medication within Western medicine or any other substance for
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this journey in Kentucky.
Yes, sir.
The university seems to be a hindrance and the governor over there, who again, I'm not
mentioning any political biases, but is running as a Democrat candidate.
I do.
There is one thing that needs to be mentioned about him.
I've already mentioned that the University of Kentucky is a substantial, is a recipient
of substantial research dollars from the pharmaceutical industry whose products they hawk.
Andy Beshear and his father were partners in a law firm in Kentucky that represented
Purdue Pharma against the people of Kentucky and the state's litigation over the thousands
of deaths caused by Oxycontin.
See, this is why people get so frustrated because again, I don't want to make this political,
but it seems there's a real conflict of interest there.
Right?
Well, it is political.
It's political in this sense.
The opposition that I experienced in Kentucky was bipartisan because while Andy Beshear was a vocal opponent and is a Democrat,
the newly elected Kentucky attorney general who terminated this project is a Republican
and he came up through the Mitch McConnell machine in the state of Kentucky.
And everyone who probably listens to you knows exactly who Mitch McConnell is and what he
is represented now for 30 plus years.
This guy helped shine his shoes and that's how he got to be where he is.
There is an alignment of individuals who are both Republican and Democrat, but who both
share a humanitarian realization that this society is teetering toward dissolution.
And we can look at that through any number of measures.
We can look at that through the lens of what we see on social media and cable television
news where it is constant division, constant acrimony, constant rage, constant hate. We can look at it statistically and we can see that since 2015, almost 1.5 million
Americans have died from the combination of drug overdose, alcohol-related disease, and
suicide. And that's a number that exceeds all combat deaths of U soldiers across all military conflicts fought in the history of this country.
We have a society that is immensely wealthy, that has tremendous technological prowess,
but that is in the throes of profound spiritual affliction.
And unless we start getting to the heart of the problem, which is the condition of the human soul,
or the lack of connectedness to that soul by at least 50% of folks who have never had the opportunity to feel its reality,
we are going to be stuck in a repetitious doom loop from which there is no escape.
I also think, and this is maybe weird, but I think that if you could help solve that,
it would change the frequency of the planet,
of America, the energy, the spirituality,
it would like raise the vibration.
When we see each other as images of an eternal creator
whose essence is almighty and unconditional love
and recognize that that is our universal kinship as human beings. It brings an
entirely different perspective to how we deal with one another and one of the
greatest attributes of plant medicines is its ability to affirm that concrete
reality. One of our best conversations, I hate to break it to you, has been on plant medicine.
Like it does something to connect you with your significant other.
I think it removes ego, right? Maybe?
It certainly gives you a perspective on your own temporal existence,
how that is measured by eternity, and ironically, how significant
you are within that eternity.
Brian, what is the pushback that you're getting?
Well, I think that there are some that is good faith.
You know, there are a lot of people who have reactionary negative attitudes towards psychedelics,
frankly, because of the way in which they were used in association with what's perceived as the cultural debauchery of the late sixties.
Right.
So it's like, it was like, it was overused.
So then people have an opinion because it was overused.
They don't understand how like-
Or abused in a way that was not, the intention was not as a medical intervention.
It was more of like a release from life.
Or too much of a good thing. Escapism. It was more of like a release from, or too much of a good escape ism.
It was escape ism.
Yeah.
Escape ism instead of a therapeutic restoration or medical treatment.
You know, you have people who've been shown images for 60 years.
Now people take a mushrooms and rolling around the mud in woodstock.
Well, if that's what you think it does, you're not going to have a opinion of it,
it does, you're not going to have a high opinion of it. But it should not have its power reduced to that one singular snapshot within the arcana of American pop culture memory because its history
is that of thousands of years. We just so happen to be at a point in our history where our materialist
worldview needs a little supplementation with what has been known
by less materialist civilizations
about the spiritual realities of life.
We need some of that here in the United States.
When you went on Rogan, I'm sure that was crazy.
What was the feedback that you got?
From?
From being on the show.
Well, I have to first thank a couple of folks for having, I had the opportunity to be there.
One is a guy by the name of Rex Elsias, who is the founder of the foundation with which I work,
which is called the Reed Foundation, named after his son, Reed, who passed away from a
fentanyl overdose after a decade long struggle with opioid addiction
in 2019.
When the Kentucky project was terminated, he said, if I can open doors for you in other
states, would you be willing to work with my foundation to try to preserve the work
you've done?
And I said, this has become the mission of my life.
I'll go anywhere.
I'll talk to anybody, no matter how large or small, to try to give this a chance to
live. So he kept this thing on life support.
And then through just the blessing of the divine hand, I got to meet former Texas Governor
Rick Perry, first time in June of 23 in Denver, Colorado.
He was a supporter of the Kentucky Project after it was terminated.
He expressed his great consternation and regret, and we stayed in touch.
Some stakeholders reached out to me in the state of Texas in September of
24 and said, Hey, Texas previously funded a psilocybin project at Baylor Medical
School with $2 million in its 2022 session.
We've got a $20 billion surplus.
What do you think our next frontier should be?
What happens when you have an officially run state?
Yeah, that's exactly right.
I said, well, I think I might have an idea for you.
I think Texas needs to finish the job that was begun in Kentucky.
So I reached out to governor Perry and he said, you know, I've kind of stayed
out of sight and out of the way, but if you think you're going to come down here
and try and do this, count me in."
I said, all right.
So he and I partnered up and he has a friend who happens to be a friend of Mr. Rogan's.
And it was through Governor Perry that we had the opportunity to go on there.
It was a fabulous time.
And the only way that I can judge feedback is within the course of the interview, he
really didn't say much. And I was afraid that I was boring feedback is within the course of the interview, he really didn't say much.
And I was afraid that I was boring him to death. And when it was over and the cameras
were off and the mics were turned down, he said, gentlemen, that was amazing. Thank you
so much for coming in and having this discussion with me. So I took him at face value that
he found the content to be satisfactory.
I've never been on social media and what I have, I have some very benevolent volunteers
who are willing to help me overcome my total technological ineptitude to make sure that
it runs right.
They would occasionally send me screenshots of some of the comments that were made and
the only thing that I can say to those who were so kind and generous is thank you
for all the kindnesses that you offered for me and what you heard me say and I'll do my best to not
disappoint you with who I know I can be at times. I was served the clips of you talking and I didn't
know whose podcast it was. I just saw the clips and I was like,
holy fuck, this guy is eloquent.
I was like, this guy is so well-spoken
and I sent it to you via DM and text
and I was like, this guy knows how to be on a mic.
I was like, this is amazing.
And I sent it to my friend Weston and everyone.
And then at the end, Rogan came in
and I saw that it was him.
I could see why he would be quiet because he was letting you have the stage.
Well, I mean, normally we're very chatty ourselves, but I think that as our
viewers and listeners know, and you know, if they're probably excited that I didn't
interrupt as much as I usually do, but I think the message that you are providing
to people is an important message and an awareness
on something that we as a population should be paying way more attention to.
Because it is clear that we are facing a real issue, not only in this country, but in the
world with these substances.
And so many people suffer from it.
And I kept saying during this episode, we all know people that are touched by these
afflictions and many times they don't know what to do or where to turn to.
And it feels like this downward spiral, families are affected, friends are affected.
The economy is affected.
People are dying to degrees that you've mentioned.
And I think if you have a platform of this size that could be used for good to get
this message out there, like it's, it's an important thing to do just to provide
the general awareness so that when you who are leading these conversations and having
these discussions with people in power, they, those people can also kind of
feel the pressure that it's not just coming from one guy.
There's a lot of people that want this issue to either be helped or resolved
or the options to be provided so that we have alternative to something that's
clearly not leading us down the right path.
Well, you kind of hit the two problem approach.
You want to first illuminate and then motivate the masses because there's two ways, three
ways that you win political conflicts in this or any other society.
One is you have a ton of money. The other is you have a ton of people and people
will always beat the money when they are properly
educated and motivated to pursue a unified goal.
And then the other is when you combine people and
the money, and that is one that is unbeatable by any measure.
Thank God.
I thought you were going to ask me to get my
checkbook out.
No, your platform and the ability to illuminate
is a fabulous avenue that gonna ask me to get my checkbook out. No, your platform and the ability to illuminate is a fabulous avenue through which you build
mass movement motivation. Brian, before you go, what gives you hope in all of this?
Well, what gives me hope is what I perceive to be the wisdom of the masses.
Based on my individual experiences, now having had these discussions with thousands of people
in group settings and individually, what is clear is that there is starvation for significance
in American society. Just as I had that terror experience
in that first Ibogaine journey where I questioned the very existential point of life that is
where we are collectively. I think we've got a lot of people looking around, looking in
the mirror, looking outside their windows saying, what's the point of all this? Why
am I here? Am I significant in any way? Is there any point to all of this?
And the answer to that question is yes. It is my humble belief that at the heart of addiction
and trauma is profound spiritual affliction. Plant medicine is not a cure for anything. What it is, is the very best
beginning that you can give an individual who seeks a new perspective
on life in which they can be affirmed in their human divinity. And when you know
that this life is preparatory for the next, it gives you a whole different
perspective with which to engage this side of eternity.
This is not just about addiction, it's an awakening.
I think it's amazing.
Where can everyone find you, support what you're doing, talk to your social media team
because you're not on social media.
Where can they come say hi?
Well, I have an account on X and that is at W Brian Hubbard.
And I think there's a little W underscore Brian underscore Hubbard.
We're gonna find it and link it in the show notes.
Thank you very much.
There's X account.
There's an Instagram account.
There's a website.
It's just my name W Brian Hubbard dot com.
So anybody who wants to send an email or get on social media, I'd love to hear about you and from you.
Come back anytime.
Thank you for doing the show.
Thank you all for your hospitality.
Really admire and respect what you're doing and wish you the best of luck.
If we can ever be helpful in anything, please reach out.
Let's go Texas.
We've gone down to the last day in the legislative session and hopefully we can
have a postscript on whether we met the mark or not down here when we're done.
Great accent too. I love it. Thank you all so much for your hospitality to me.