The Tim Ferriss Show - #611: Liv Boeree, Poker and Life — Core Strategies, Turning $500 into $1.7M, Cage Dancing, Game Theory, and Metaphysical Curiosities
Episode Date: July 28, 2022Liv Boeree, Poker and Life — Core Strategies, Turning $500 into $1.7M, Cage Dancing, Game Theory, and Metaphysical Curiosities | Brought to you by Wealthfront automated investing,... Athletic Greens all-in-one nutritional supplement, and Eight Sleep’s Pod Pro Cover sleeping solution for dynamic cooling and heating. More on all three below.Liv Boeree (@Liv_Boeree) is one of the UK’s most successful poker players, winning both European Poker Tour and World Series of Poker championship titles during her professional career. Before poker she studied astrophysics and now focuses her time as a TV host and YouTuber specializing in game theory, futurism, and rationality. She also gives seminars on high-stakes decision-making, and recently spoke at the annual TED conference about the application of poker thinking to everyday life. 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Ladies and germs, boys and girls, this is Tim Ferriss.
Welcome to another episode of The Tim Ferriss Show.
This is a rare in-person interview.
I think this is the first time doing a full shebang with video
since COVID. The appearance of that little bug, you may have heard of it.
And let's jump right to the intro. My guest today is Liv Burree. That's B-O-E-R-E-E on Twitter
at Liv underscore Burree. She is one of the UK's most successful poker players,
now a resident of
Austin, Texas, winning both European Poker Tour and World Series of Poker Championship titles
during her professional career. Before poker, she studied astrophysics and now focuses her time as
a TV host and YouTuber specializing in game theory, futurism, and rationality. What a world
we live in that you can now do that on YouTube. It's fucking amazing.
It's incredible. She also gives seminars on high-stakes decision-making and recently spoke
at the annual TED conference about the application of poker thinking to everyday life. In 2014,
she co-founded Raising for Effective Giving, R-E-G, parenthetically. Let me try that again.
She co-founded Raising for Effective Giving, in parentheses, R-E-G. Let me try that again. She co-founded Raising for Effective Giving in parentheses REG.
Let me try that again. In 2014, she co-founded Raising for Effective Giving, REG. We should
keep all of those takes in. This is so bad. I'm trying to cut back on my caffeine and this is
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more than $12 million for its carefully selected list
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livebury.substack.com, and on all of the things, all of the socials, Twitter, Instagram, YouTube,
you can certainly search and find her, Liv Burry. Liv, welcome to the show. It's nice to see you.
Thank you for having me.
And we can go so many different directions. I thought we would start actually maybe in an unexpected place. So I asked you before we started, what color would you prefer? Black,
blue, orange, or I think it was yellow.
Oh, that's what it was for? It was for mic cable?
It was for mic cable so that I can tell which line is feeding into which input on
this recorder. And it certainly looks a lot better in audio, right? So it does have a certain
clown car appearance to it when we do it in person with video. But when you said black, I said,
I bet it's going to be black right beforehand. And it was black. And the reason I said that is I read something about you and Metallica.
And to get into the zone coming here on the drive over,
I listened to Orion, the remastered version.
Oh, great choice.
Nice choice.
Very, very, yeah.
Because my first, now we're really getting off track here,
but that's okay.
There is no track.
My very first album I ever bought was on cassette tape
and it was Master of Puppets.
And can you guess why I bring up Metallica?
Well, they were my love that bordered on an unhealthy obsession from the ages of like
16 to 22.
So that's probably a, I would guess why you you brought it up i don't know how you would know
that though well you know we do research over here middleinsider.net the iron maiden of the
world they called you and there's a short discussion of the unforgiven and this led you
i guess in some respects into guitar. Do you still play guitar?
I don't.
You don't, but you did for a period of time.
I did, yeah. From like 16 or 17 till 24, basically until poker took over.
So do you then have typically one obsession at a time? Do you ever have multiple obsessions
simultaneously or do you tend to have one obsessive fixation and that is where
you put your energy i used to i used to be very a shiny new activity would come along and i would
if it ticked enough boxes i'll be like i have to become the best at this i would rarely become the
best at it but i would certainly go down the rabbit hole deep enough to become proficient. And I was like that, I would say, until some point in my, probably my early
thirties, some point around the age of 30, where I lost that a little bit. And in some ways that's
good because it means I can try a greater breadth of things, but it comes a little bit at the cost
of then not ever picking. And I'm currently struggling with the fact that I'm being too much of a jack-of-all-trades master
of none like not knowing what I'm am I going to be focusing on YouTube or maybe I should just
do speeches or maybe I should actually just start a company and give up on the silly like
public facing stuff it can be a bit of a blessing and a curse I guess not fixating on one particular
thing but
certainly as a teenager i was i don't know certainly with metal because i think you know
with teenagers so often you don't because you haven't formed your identity yet right you will
form it typically around a genre of music sure i was a metalhead which is you were metalhead oh
for sure oh sick right so yeah you get it like and so... I mean, I say was as if it's past tense. If I'm in the gym, I'm still a metalhead.
Right. Exactly. But you don't look it. You don't live it in your visual...
No. I mean, I have like from the neck up, I definitely have the sort of
early era. Well, actually no, like mid era Pantera look to me.
I was about to say, Phil Anselmo, like a little bit, you know, Phil Anselmo after he's
Vulgar Display of power era
or whatever. Yeah. Yeah. So I was kind of uncool until the age of 16 and then metal came along
and I was like, Oh, this is, this is what I was waiting for. And then I just went all out. You
know, I had the piercings, red hair, black hair, blue hair, the guitar, and just would not listen
to anything but metal and not just like new metal i hated new
metal no corn or anything like that no i wanted a really heavy shit like pantera was like a that
was like a nice day on the beach you know i'm talking like dimu borgir bosom you know there's
some of the swedish black metal one norwegian black metal once you get to the scandinavian
yeah death metal and you've gone really deep. Yeah, exactly.
But Metallica were a huge forming part of that.
They were the one sort of classic metal band that I still was like, I just loved so deeply.
All right, let's paint a picture here.
What was the age range of your competitive poker career?
And then we're going to back into that
by going to some very early chapters.
But what was the
span because i'm trying to overlay that on what you just said so i first learned to play poker
age 21 yeah it was 2005 i just graduated uni didn't really know what i wanted to do i thought
i was going to carry on in physics but i decided to take a gap year because when I first started taking physics, I was like, oh, I'm definitely doing this. This is so
interesting. I love it. But then the more time I got to spend with like PhD students or even
people doing their masters, they seemed, I don't know, they just didn't seem very happy. And they
weren't very, I don't know, just personality wise, I was wondering if it actually was going to work
for me because all I really wanted to do was go out partying and clubbing and go, you know,
see rock shows, metal shows. And I was also still wanting to be a rock star at the time.
And I was like, eh, I just don't know if this is going to quite work me sitting in a lab,
you know, fiddling around with lasers. So I decided to take a gap year and I think I signed
up. Oh, I was doing like random, like goth modeling sometimes.
And as one does in their gap year.
Right.
Well, you know,
just any way I could make some money.
And I thought, I don't know,
I enjoyed dressing up in my heavy metal costumes
as often as possible.
And I was like, if I can get paid to do that,
that'd be great.
I also got paid to be a cage dancer
in rock clubs in London.
Yeah.
Well, you know, I was admiring the boots
on the way in. This is a shoeless household, so thank you for accommodating.
This is not my least metal sock ever. I'm so embarrassed.
These are gray and pink striped socks with hearts all over them. So yes, it's like the
hard exterior, the goth death metal exterior, and then like the soft, sweet
inside. You don't understand how much pain I'm in actually. The fact that this is
these, I have so many, like most of my socks are black. I just, just grabbed whatever I needed to.
So goth modeling, which I also did during my gap year. Totally lying. I'm kidding. I'm kidding.
And I wish I, I wish I could have. so goth modeling cage dancing and then i think i
signed up for this like website that would advertise different tv shows or modeling opportunities that
kind of thing and i remember seeing an ad which said something like could you use your powers of
skill and deception to win a hundred thousand pounds on tv And seeing as I was rapidly getting pretty damn broke, because dancing in a
rock club cage doesn't pay you anything, really. And, you know, I had some student debt mounted up
and really didn't want to get a real job for, you know, my parents were like, you have to,
what are you doing? You've moved to London, get a job. So I was like, okay, I'm gonna,
this seems reasonable. I've always liked, I wanted to try being on TV. I like game shows. This seems like a game show. I'll apply. Turns out they wouldn't tell us what,
what it was that we were applying for because they needed to keep it a secret. But turns out
it was a reality show that was looking for five beginners at poker to teach them how to play.
And the sort of loose scientific premise was they were looking for five different personality types to see which is most suited for the game.
So I got selected for that.
What was your personality type?
They called me the professor, which I much certainly was not.
I mean, I could see it. I could see it.
I literally turned up in skin tight tiger print spandex self-made trousers.
Now, did you do that because they had put you
in the professor category was that a rebellion an active rebellion or did that just
no i mean that was genuinely how i dressed style emoting no it was it was my genuine
got it appearance as i said i lived and breathed metal sounds good for tv right and i think that's
probably why they selected me honestly like very overconfident to the point of like cocky 21-year-old brat who was...
Unheard of with 21-year-olds.
Yeah.
I don't know.
I just thought I was the smartest person in the world.
And I think I even said something like that in the interview, like the audition.
And they're like, oh, we're definitely bringing you in.
Yeah, this is going to be a good one.
And I didn't disappoint because I ended up having a complete meltdown on the show.
I'm so glad this is not on the internet.
Basically, in the final, I think we played like seven preliminary rounds where we would,
the five of us would play and then like that would accumulate points.
And those points would translate into chips for the final game where we would play for
the 100,000.
And I was winning, you know, I was leading going into that.
And clearly I had a
knack for the game and I remember the the hosts and the professionals that they bought on the show
to teach us were like oh you're definitely going to win you know you are the most talented at this
so I was so sure I was going to win this thing and then I ended up making not to get too technical
but basically I misread my hand. I misread the board.
I made a straight on the river.
The opponent bet.
I was so excited.
I was like, I raise, which was basically all my chips.
And then I looked at the board again and noticed there were four diamonds out there
and I didn't have, I had two black cards
and audibly went, oh!
Now I'm not, I'm no professional,
but is that what one would call a tell yes that is that is a tell do not do that um and the my opponent it was a really nice guy called lee it was like
well i guess she doesn't have a diamond and he was like i'm all in and instead of again keeping
my my cool or anything i just started crying like melted down
the producers are high-fiving in the background yeah they were literally and and and they're like
oh live what's the matter tell us more and i was like you know makeup everywhere i think i i like
run away from the table they try and follow me with a camera it was just you know classic reality
tv meltdown stuff so that was my intro to poker but i just completely fell in love with the game
and funny enough while i was in the during the filming of that which took two months
i went to a local card club in london to try and get some practice and they had this
now sort of infamous this five pound rebuy so you know it was the cheapest tournament they had
what is a rebuy a rebuy means that if you for the first hour or so if you bust out you can just buy back in again so considering it was only five
pound entry you can imagine it's just pandemonium everyone's going in every single hand and people
will easily like spend like 100 pounds in their entry overall you know 20 rebuys good for the
house yeah but i turned up with 10 pounds because i was like well it's a five pound tournament why
would i ever need more than you know five pound for the entry and five pound to
buy a drink?
And that will be my, my day.
So you're like, you're like a player in a video game with two lives where everybody
else has like a hundred lives.
Right.
Yeah.
And most people were doing that.
Yes.
Only for the first hour.
Then once after that period ends, then if you bust out, you're out.
This is the first tournament then once after that period ends then if you bust out you're out this is the
first tournament i ever play and i enter this thing somehow get through this carnage period
in the in uh in the first hour the zombies i think i did keep yeah i think i did three by
once with my other five pounds so i didn't buy a drink and anyway i ended up winning it
ended up playing till five in the morning it was like 120 people in it and I came home I remember just having this you know they paid me out in tens and twenties I think 750
pounds or something like that which was more money so I'd never seen that amount of cash before
just so much money and I remember going home to my boyfriend at the time and waking him up at 5
a.m and just throwing the cash on him like this is this is the best thing ever this is my game
and I must be the best in the world. Like,
you know, it's my first ever tournament basically. And I win it. So even though the TV show did not
go well and I didn't win the a hundred grand, I'd already got the bug basically from that little
win. So let me weave through this and inspect a bit because I have many questions. What do you think helped you during the show itself to make it to the final table?
What were some of, whether they're your characteristics, things you learned,
things you observed, trained abilities, anything that comes to mind that you think helped in the
very early nascent stages? Of tournament yeah the tv show right the tv
show and then i have more questions i mean i think the thing that was most helpful early on
for me in poker was i was just so pathologically competitive i just had to win and like prove that
i was the best in this thing.
And that translated to just more study time.
Just like this,
like laser focus.
And then there's like ruthlessness because the thing about poker is that you
actually,
you do have to be really ruthless in the game.
In what sense?
In terms of what bluffing people,
if you're not comfortable with bluffing someone at the poker table,
which I don't think a lot of people say,
Oh,
it's lying.
It's like,
it's not really lying.
No,
it's just a form of,
it's a strategy within a game as defined by the rules of the game.
It's an integral part of it.
It's sanctioned lying.
Right.
If you're not willing to do that,
then you're,
it's not the game for you.
And play chess.
Right.
And then you have to be just willing to,
I guess, just really laser in and pay deep attention to what is going on.
Because technically at any given moment, even if you're not in hand, there's really valuable information being exchanged about the way people, you know, the types of cards people play, the way that their bodies move when they're uncomfortable versus comfortable.
Are they a naturally aggressive person or are they naturally scared?
What are the things that make them scared, etc.?
And certainly in the beginning, I was just, because I didn't know anything about the actual statistical, the mechanics of the game, all I could rely on was the stuff I knew, which was looking for when people are bluffing.
So looking for when people are bluffing.
Okay, so let me ask you about
the statistical side because you're coming out of physics you have it would seem a huge competitive
advantage why would you not begin to study the tables and the statistics and so on well i did
too you did that um and the thing is that the statistics required in poker to actually you know at a high level
are you're not going to learn within the first month sure right and also people didn't even
really know because this is 2005 even the top players in the world back then didn't really
understand game theory like even an average player understands it today so i read all the books i
could get my hands on you know so I guess my sort of physics
training helped to an extent with, with being willing to just like dive in and research on this,
like on a big amorphous topic and, you know, not even clear directions of where to start.
That probably gave me a bit of an advantage there. And then presumably I have an higher
than average IQ from physics physics dancing exactly it really helps
and all the drinking and guitar playing and chasing after rock stars yeah but it
which i think obviously helps in any kind of strategic game but honestly the thing about
poker is the beautiful thing about poker in fact is that if you're talking about one night, you can have the literal
best player in the world, a medium player, complete beginners, and provided everyone knows the basic
rules, then technically anyone can win. It's only over the long run does anything actually
meaningful start happening. And so even in this TV show where we played, I think, eight different games, statistically, it's not that meaningful, the results over that time period. There's so much luck going on. And I didn't realize that early on in the game. In some ways, you know, like winning that big tournament early on was not a big tournament, the £5 rebuy, it gave me an immense amount of confidence and love for the game,
which I think had I not had,
I wouldn't have then pursued it as much as I did.
But it can also delude you a little bit
because I then just assumed,
okay, well, I'm going to win this.
There isn't that much luck.
It's just who's the best player wins.
And I think that's partly why it was such a kick in the face
when I screwed up and didn't win the 100,000.
When you say you fell in love with the game,
aside from things that maybe you've mentioned already,
what made you fall in love with it?
What was so appealing?
There's an inherent excitement to it.
Right.
Of course, because there's a blending of skill and chance.
Yes.
And money.
I mean, there's stakes.
Right.
Built into it.
Actually just winning.
The potential of just winning,
making a living where I don't have to go and sit in an office and I can do that. That was obviously a big carrot.
Yeah.
But there's just so many different skills that it draws upon. So there's the statistical side, you know, the scientific side. There's the game theory. If you really want to dive deep into math, and I mean, these days you can work with simulators you know you computer science stuff basically and go in that angle but then you've
also got this more there's like an art to it as well you know psychology meant trying to mentally
model what level someone is thinking at and be one step ahead of they're gonna zig you're gonna zag
that kind of thing and then also just like i mean there's a scientific way to read body language but sometimes you just get like a vibe that you can't explain so there's just so many
different approaches you can take to it and like today I'm going to work on my body language
reading and today I'm going to work on my pot odds and my combinatorics and so there's never
a dull moment and there's always a new situation as well. Like even after playing for 10, 15 years,
I'll still see something crazy with like the cards run out,
like straight flush against pods, that kind of stuff.
Like these incredibly rare scenarios will sometimes happen
and, or people will do weird things
or some strange ruling will happen
that like everyone's scratching their heads.
Like, I don't know what the right call is here.
It's, there's such depth and complexity to the game.
Okay. So I'm going to admit something.
It's embarrassing.
I've been fascinated and drawn to poker for a very long time,
and I've never learned how to play properly.
No way.
It's true.
Wow.
There are many excuses I may have for this.
One of them is that friends of mine,
like a guy named Jason Kalkanis,
want me to play but it's
mostly because he wants to take all my money because he's going to be far better than i am
and that's a compliment jason i'll teach you how to beat jason and a lot of these investors
are very confident i know some of them certainly, particularly the quants who I've observed from
afar seem to be pretty competent. I had a little bite of the bug probably five years ago when I
did an episode of a TV show, bringing it back to TV, where I trained for a week or five days probably to play heads up against a
whole cohort of folks, including some pros. And I was able, and I was trained by, I want to give
him credit, Phil Gordon for that. And for a very short period of time until the next skill I had
to learn for the next episode, pushed it right out of my head,
had a lot of fun with heads up. But one night when the filming had finished and I was like,
you know,
let me go try just a regular table.
And I got slaughtered.
Like it did not translate at all,
which I expected would largely be the case,
but I just got dismembered.
I mean,
heads up is a very different game
playing against eight people yeah totally so yeah one-on-one a totally totally different game
but it actually brought back in a way my love of mathematics and statistics which i lost
not to make this like a confessional but i lost it in 10th grade because i had this one teacher
who just had this huge axe to grind with the boys in the class. And almost all the boys ended up quitting math or avoiding it after that
class. My brother had the opposite experience and then later became a PhD in statistics.
So it's amazing to look at these divergent kind of points, right? Where you have a fork in the
path, depending on your experience. So my my question after all that word salad is if you were to suggest a way of learning or to teach me an approach to learning
regular poker whatever that means the type of poker i would play with my friends who are like, let's play poker. How might you think of approaching that?
Well, given that you are, I mean,
you're pretty well-rounded in your personality and that you like both sort of
human interactive things, but you can also nerd out really hard.
Yes.
I don't think there's really a wrong way to teach you poker.
Like if I was to teach my, my mom or something like that,
my mom is the most sounds strange to say but she's the least autistic person
in in that she is so able to intuit social situations yep and unbelievably emotionally
intelligent but phobic of math phobic of she's interested in sort of scientific concepts
but if you actually try and get into the technical weeds she's like she cannot and she you know her
happy it's like she would be in arms with molly right now just like she's just a she just feels
she's a very feel-based person and if i was to teach her the game you know i would take her to
the table with group of fun people and you know
we would slowly just like turn the cards over and you know talk through i'll give her the hand
rankings i'm gonna take it very steady in in terms of like this is look how the way that they're
acting so they seem quite confident that you know that take a more the human approach to it but i
think with you we would want to jump sort of straight into the game theory to an extent.
So let me apply some parameters if I could, just to allow us to conjure an image. So let's just say,
he's really going to want to take my money now, which he will probably. So let's say I had a game
with Jason and you can pick the sort of minimally viable period of time over which you think I could learn to be competent
enough that I might have a chance. Is it four weeks? Is it 12 weeks? This is also not knowing
how good Jason is. I have no idea because I've always refused to play. He's pretty good. Okay,
great. So let's just say, you you know if luck is on my side having some
chance in hell well here's the thing so you have a chance in hell anyway if you sat down and just
stuck just going to be jason it's going to be an entire table no but even if you were playing one
on one against jason if you guys sat down assuming you know the basic rules of like which hand there's
always a chance okay but let's you know assume the very basics you know what betting chips means and how you know whether you what whether you have a straight on the river or not
assuming that you and i could sit down and play 10 hands and it's basically 50 50 okay let's let's
say we have you can pick the period of time of training and so however long it is and then
jason and i are going to play a thousand hands exactly yeah
a thousand hands your chance of beating jason over a thousand hands probably with like just
knowing the rules is 45 that's how crazy like that's the thing maybe it's a bit less than that
maybe it's sorry jason maybe it, let's say 37%, maybe 35.
I'm going to get a phone call after this.
But could we get it so that you are a favorite against him?
Eight weeks of intensive.
Okay.
Yeah.
If you sat and studied all the charts,
because that's what it is really these days.
So poker, now that we know the studied all the charts, because that's what it is really these days.
So poker, now that we know the mechanics of the game,
basically there's this thing called game theory optimal solutions to different scenarios,
which is basically, you know,
if you have jack-nines suited on this type of board
against a person in this position,
you will want to check raise them 30% of the time
and check call 70% of the time or something like that.
So it gives basically, there are like answers to what you should do in different scenarios
with what frequencies.
It's all about frequencies.
And so now that we know this and you can run simulators to give you the answers of all
these fictitious scenarios, now it's changed the game into basically who's willing to learn
as many different scenarios as possible and like basically emulate them in their
head when they go and play so it's a very different type of game it's more like kind of almost
studying chess moves i was just gonna say it sounds a lot like studying like chess scenarios
and it wasn't like that even 10 years ago it was very very different i mean there was some it was
more about you you'd sort of do combination calculations in your head and that kind of thing
but that was kind of the limit of it and honestly it's actually one of the reasons why i in the end didn't like the game as much anymore
i've been doing it for 12 years anyway and i was just starting to get itchy feet naturally but
it required more and more time spent to at the top levels at least just with these incremental gains
exactly diminishing returns in terms of hourly because also what it means is because it's like these game theory optimal solutions exist it means that
there's technically this perfect style of play any one person can play and the more people study this
style the more people are close to it and so that means there is a ceiling of how perfectly you can
play like technically if you and i are both two computers that are able to play this game theory optimal style,
we're just breaking even against each other over infinity.
Over the short time, you know, if we play for an hour,
whoever gets the best cards will therefore win.
But over infinity, we will just break even.
And so that meant that you'd have to be putting
more and more time in to win a sort of shrinking pot
of money, essentially.
Which is why I don't now recommend to people
to go out and try and be professionals in poker. But I still absolutely recommend that people go and learn the game
because it is probably the best way to... It's the best mini-analog for the type of complex
decision-making that you need to do in life. And we're going to come back to this because I do
think with my very little exposure to poker and having watched some on TV and nonetheless having had my ass handed to me when I tried it live, that particularly maybe an easy map is investing and poker.
There are just so many variables that are similar, which is why I think so many investors are drawn to it.
And also, give a plug, All In Podcast, check it out.
That's J. Cal's podcast with his buds.
It is a fantastic, fantastic show.
I do think it is one of the best new podcasts, new-ish podcasts that I've put into my rotation.
So don't take all my money, Jason.
Eight weeks.
What does the density of practice look like? Is that two hours a day? Is it 10 hours a week? What does the distribution
look like? To be confident that you'll have like a 60-40 edge on him, I would want to do
40 hours a week at least. Okay. Oh, yeah.
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Tim. That's wealthfront.com slash Tim. All right, 40 hours. How does that break down if we have,
you said eight weeks, right? Yeah. So hypothetically, let's say week one,
what does the schedule and curriculum look like?
So in the first week, I think we would,
I mean, I would sit and just run out lots of different hands.
I think in-person is better than online.
So you actually just get to play with the cards,
feel what it's like.
You get really familiar with the betting patterns
and that kind of thing. And we would talk about the more sort of general things like,
why are we betting? What are we seeking to find here? Okay, we want to find information.
We'd get into the idea of like ranges because, kind of a strange word, but basically we're
playing a hand right now. I don't know anything about your cards. All I know is that you've got
two cards out of the, you know, a thousand and whatever the number is combination of two cards that you can
have.
So right now your range is a hundred percent and same back at you.
And then as the hand progresses,
basically I want to narrow down the perceived range that I think you could
have,
you know,
narrow gain information so I can narrow that down and put you on a hand.
While meanwhile giving away as little information about my own possible range.
So keeping it as wide open to you.
So it's about maximizing deceptiveness while extracting information out of your opponent.
So I'll teach you about concepts like that.
And we would talk about ways that you can do that.
And then I think we would go and actually play a little bit in person, just so you get
used to the, again, the kind of dynamics.
So we would need to find a table somewhere.
Yeah. We'd go to a local, I mean, probably invite friends over and we'd just have some,
have some games. I mean, it's so much fun anyway. Those are the best type of poker games.
Bring in my card mechanic and take all their money.
Exactly. Yes. And then after that, I think we would start, I don't know at what stage,
but you know, once you seem competent and, and are able to, you're able to do sort of basic math calculations in your head about,
okay, well, I have to call $100 into a pot of $400. I'm getting four to one. What does that
mean? How many cards are there that I need to hit, et cetera. So these kind of pot odd calculations,
that kind of stuff. Could you just take a second and explain what you mean by pot odd calculations?
So pot odds are basically, you know, like an investing to an extent. If things go well,
what do you win versus how much would you lose? And then how do you bet size accordingly?
Right, exactly. Or like, you know, let's say you're trying to hit a flush and there are nine
cards left in the deck that could help you say out of 36. So you have a 25% chance of hitting the card you need.
And meanwhile, the pot is offering you five to one.
Well, now it's actually a profitable thing, right?
Because you're getting the pot is offering you more than the odds that you need to hit
your card.
So I haven't talked about this stuff in ages.
It's really interesting seeing my brain's like, oh, find the words.
So those kind of rudimentary types of
math calculations that you need to do and then as you get more comfortable in that then you would
start doing more combination calculations so as you're sort of narrowing down your opponent's range
there will be presumably some hands that they will have that are better than your hand you know so
what we would call value hands that they would be playing but they would also have some bluffs in there so you need
to try and think about what are the conceivable bluffs they would have given the sort of story
that's been told you know like pre-flop they raised early so that means they probably have
stronger cards and weaker cards so you can narrow it down to like the top end of the cards like aces
kings ace king ace three suited that kind of stuff but then on the
flop when an ace came out they actually slowed down so that maybe suggests that they don't have
an ace maybe they have more like nines tens eights you know to a pocket pair like that weaving
together bits of evidence to be able to narrow down people's ranges and put them on like conceivable
bluffs versus conceivable strong hands so that kind of stuff and then after that if you know
you're seeming to grasp all that then we would actually start looking at the the solver charts
so these are these like simulators there's this one called pio solver that was at least
popular in the day when i was playing how do you spell that p-i-o pio solver i think it's still
the main one and at least when i I was using it, that was back in
2016 or so, it would take many hours to run a SIM. So, you know, you'd be like,
I want to know what the optimal play is with jack nine suited on a 10, eight, four
rainbow board or something like that. And then let it run.
Folks listening. I have no idea what that means either.
I love how it sounds though. Yeah. There's so much jargon i think i need a rainbow that's actually
probably where we would start we would start with glossary because there's so many there's so many
terms vocab the vocab is is you know there's just so much going on there but yeah so we would start
running simulations so you can see and understand like this is what the optimal solutions would be
in these certain situations because once you know what the optimal solutions are then now you can you're sort of equipped with
this like really solid baseline of what the perfect play is where if you don't have any
information about your opponent that you can just follow and know that you know at worst you'll be
breaking even but you'll still be beating them but then because you know what the perfect play is
you can look for ways to exploit their screw-ups because in reality everyone even the pros are making
mistakes they aren't playing this perfect gto style but you can't really know the way that
they're screwing up until you know what gto is in the first place so it acts as this like baseline
benchmark of high quality play so we would sit and we would study these charts. And if over that course of eight weeks,
I got you so that you were able
to like emulate these charts to,
I don't know how to quantify it,
but to a good amount,
that would be more than sufficient
to be Jason.
You know, he's not a full-time pro.
He's good.
Like he's played a lot
and we've only played once.
And I was more just like bemused
at the amount of words
that were coming out of his mouth.
Well, I was going to say, if his poker is anything like his basketball,
he will,
his ability to shit talk is actually incredible.
That guy is world-class.
He's very good at getting under your skin.
If he wants to get under your skin.
Oh yeah.
Oh yeah.
He's,
he's,
uh,
he said many,
we've had,
we've been at a few parties together and he has,
he knows how to ruffle feathers,
but he's so funny.
I love him.
Excellent interviewer and moderator.
I just want to second the recommendation that was made earlier.
Let's depart from the training for a bit.
We may come back to it.
But actually, let me ask a question I haven't asked in a long time.
Maybe similar.
This is like kicking in the gears, starting the old car,
trying to like turn the key, get it to turn over. If you could predict the main reasons,
the failure points, the reasons I would quit in those first eight weeks, what do you think they
might be? Assuming that I had the time and the interest, what are the things that might break me
or cause me to walk, give up?
If for some reason you couldn't wrap your mind
around what these charts mean,
I guess that would be a sort of breaking point.
But I just don't see that ever happening, to be honest.
So it would be more,
I think the reason why you'd walk away
is because you're like,
actually, this isn't that much fun
and I'm not playing for,
I don't care enough about beating Jasonason you're not playing for super bowl stakes
and you're like this is not for people listening i'm just using jason as a stand-in because it's
fun but right i don't care i don't care enough about beating anyone exactly they're just the
opportunity cost would be too high that would be the only reason i think because i think you
would find it fun otherwise now i would have would have to, I wouldn't have to,
but ensure that I have a certain frequency of play
after putting in 40 hours a week for eight weeks.
Otherwise the decay rate would be brutal.
And part of that time, by the way, in that 40,
it's not just studying the charts.
It's also going out and actually practicing
and getting real because assuming you're going to play
one-on-one in the flesh,
a big part of poker that we haven't touched on yet as well is emotional control understanding yourself
and your own biases not only cognitive but also the way different negative emotions will arise
which they will in the game particularly with someone like jason who is so adept at like
saying things to needle and that's a big part of the game getting the verbal yeah bamboo shoots under your fingernails um that would be as important particularly if you're playing for a particular
you know you're training for a big match the mental game side of it because ultimately you
can study all the charts and think you're a gto machine and like oh i'm fine but then you get down
there and he looks you in the eyes and it's like well you screwed up that hand tim like what are
you gonna do what are you gonna do huh you know and just goes full jason on you like
you'll forget everything the red mist um i call it the white mist i've never heard that okay i like
the red mist descends like if there's two mental blocks and that's when one might go tilt tilt
exactly if i if i'm catching the leg yeah tilt very good uh for those who don't know tilt is
is uh what people do basically when their emotions get the better of them and they start playing
badly now is monkey tilt just an exaggerated version of that yes okay yeah because now
monkey tilt is just like the you know you've got sort of one of the flavors. Now, the reason that this is fresh on the mind is not too long ago,
I was in a non-sober state and decided that it was the perfect time to start making stock trades.
And my friend was watching me and he's like,
I think you may be full tilt right now.
And I was like, do I look excited?
Do I look upset?
I'm not on tilt.
Those didn't work out very well.
Those threads.
But the red mist, when the red mist, but you call it the white what?
Well, so there's two, there's the white noise.
So the white noise is when, so red mist is when you're angry.
Someone has wound you up.
That would probably be my Achilles heel.
Right.
The white noise.
Yeah.
And the white noise is where, for whatever reason, perhaps, you know, you're just really
tired or you're really stressed, but you'll go and consult your brain and it comes back
with nothing.
Okay.
Yeah.
You're just beach balling.
Just beach balling.
Yeah.
It's just.
And I've had that a few times.
I remember having it in the World Series day four or something, day five.
And it was
a really big pot and i just needed to think and but then my brain was like well this is a really
important decision you know you just really pay attention to this one like are you paying it well
i'm not sure you're paying attention why are you listening to me and so there's a little voice and
then i was like okay pay attention let's count the combos of what they've got and just nothing
so in the end i was like i you know my system two are you familiar
with uh system one system two no okay oh wait a second system one system two is this like daniel
conaman yeah it's a danny conaman if you could just give some context his thesis is that we have
two modes of thinking well system one is like you're intuitive like if i ask you what's five
plus five you immediately know the answer is ten so it kind of your gut instincts shot of adrenaline so that you're gonna make me do multiplication tables well wait
so that's your system one it's just the things you immediately know an answer to or you you know
it's like an unconscious process you know if you technically it's system one if you're driving down
the street and someone cuts in front of you your your body will take over and you'll swerve because
you don't have time to do a sort of cost-benefit analysis
of going left or right.
And then your system two is the conscious thinking.
So if I was to ask you what 471 plus 88 is?
It would be 560, I even forgot the numbers now, nine?
471 and 88.
471, 88.
What's that?
I can't remember.
471.
Yeah.
Nine, five, five, five, five, nine.
Is that right?
559.
I have no idea.
It's 500 and, well, I can't even remember.
Anyway.
Whatever that was.
You can't use your gut feelings for that.
Right. You have to think it through. You have to do the calculation mentally in your head. Whatever that was. You can't use your gut feelings for that. Right.
You have to think it through.
You have to do the calculation mentally in your head.
So that's your system too.
And poker is really interesting because-
You know I'm on five hours of sleep.
I just want to buy myself a little bit of wiggle room on the mental math.
I can't even answer my own question and I have no excuse.
May I make a quick aside?
One of the coolest things I've ever seen
was when I was 15 as an exchange student in Japan
and I got to know multiple kids
because it's mandatory
that every kid learn how to use an abacus.
And something like one out of every 30 or 40 kids
would get so good
that they no longer needed the physical abacus.
They could see it in their minds.
And so for party tricks,
their friends would just lob these three-digit multiplication problems at them,
and they could come up with the answer.
It would take them a second,
because they actually had to physically map it out
and move these beads and so on in their minds.
But astonishing.
My partner,
Igor can kind of do that.
Yeah.
It was one of the ways he got me,
honestly.
He just,
you just throw numbers at him and he'll,
he hasn't done it in a while and he'll hate that I've mentioned this
because now everyone's going to do it to him,
but he can usually answer within like a second or two.
Wow.
That's fast.
Yeah.
It's hot.
Rock stars to mental mathematics.
Yeah.
So those are,
I can't remember where I was going now.
So where you were going is we were talking about system one,
system two,
and that white noise moment.
Yes.
And that is not a time that you can rely on system two.
Is that what you were going to say?
Right.
Exactly.
Because system two has shut down.
Yes.
System two is offline.
Yes.
Offline.
It's not,
it does not compute.
No,
there's nothing there.
Hello. Four or four. Four or four. or four four or four yes blue screen of death and it's bad when that happens terrible yes oh and that is you know if you're playing can be various reasons it can be because
if you're wound up someone's gotten under your skin that will shut it off but also just pure
adrenaline and stress you know you're excited even i've had under your skin that will shut it off but also just pure adrenaline
and stress you know you're excited even i've had it when i had a really good hand yeah and i was
really i was like oh man i'm gonna win a huge pot here this is so exciting and i'm like well i need
to think through what the optimal bet size is and again because i just it just it's it's so hard
because i think you're you're put into, you know this stuff better, like your sympathetic nervous system is in play, right? So you're kind of in fight or flight, and that is not conducive to slow cognitive thought. It's conducive to immediate, you know, physical stuff really useful for, but not so good for the mental. regulation so i have in front of me some notes obviously you can see them those who are on audio
only will not be able to see them that's fine because it makes me sound more professional if
you think i'm doing everything off the top of my head so at one point you turned 500 euros into 1.25
million euros which is around 1.7 million and if i'm getting roughly i believe that that math right
that was at the ept san remo and it was 500 euro buy-in or 500 it was a 500 euro satellite
tournament into the main event buy-in which was 5 000 euros so everyone was buying in for 5 000
but i won my way in because i couldn't afford the 5,000. I won my way in through a feeder, smaller tournament. So a few just housekeeping questions about this.
How long after that first tournament win after the TV show was this?
This was 2010. So five years.
Wow. All right. So five years later, this happens. Presumably in this
tournament, there was less and then crying and running away from the table. Correct. Okay.
So what type of self-regulation did you learn over that period of time and then subsequent to that?
Oh man, that, that tournament was nuts because nuts because you know the tv show was in 2005
i didn't actually really turn fully professional whereby i was living off it until 2000 like late
2008 i was still sort of playing casually couldn't really get my act together enough to i wasn't good
enough really to be living off poker before then so So I'd been, I'd been playing on the circuit now for like a year and a half and I played some
bigger buy-in tournaments, but I'd never made like any like really big final tables or anything.
And this Italy one kind of happened by accident. It was, remember the volcano that went off in
Iceland? Yeah, I do. And it shut down all of European airspace. I was in the South of France
for something completely different and I couldn't get home.
And someone,
I heard that there was this tournament going on in Northern Italy
and it was like a train ride away.
So I was like,
all right, screw it.
I'll go there.
Thank God for volcanoes.
Bless that volcano.
Oh yeah.
And then I arrived
and there was this like,
this feeder tournament
that's called a satellite
that night where,
you know,
it was 500 euro entry
and one in 10 people
would win their ticket
for the 5,000,
the main event. So I won my ticket that night, like four in 10 people would win their ticket for the 5,000, the main event.
So I won my ticket that night, like four in the morning,
and then went and played it the next day, starting at noon.
And a very strange thing happened to me, actually,
at noon before the tournament started,
but that's another topic I think we can get into later, maybe.
Wait a minute, you can't leave that.
Just give us a teaser, and then maybe we'll come back to it i had my first of
a handful of completely unexplainable borderline metaphysical experiences
in uh i won't say what it is it'll be better if we talk about we'll come back to that later but
anyway so i had a very strange thing happen just before the tournament started at noon
and long story short six days later it ended up being the largest tournament ever held in Europe at the time.
Leaving that undescribed is what I call keeping the audience listening.
Yeah, you better keep watching.
And now, for a short commercial break.
I ended up attracting the biggest field of players of any tournament in Europe to date, at the time at least, was over like 1,200 people.
So huge, huge tournament. And six days later, I was on the final table down to the final nine.
How many hours a day are you playing?
I played like 10 hours a day on average. Some days were a bit longer, some days were a bit
shorter. So you can imagine how exhausting that is. Also, because the longer you're going,
the more intense
it gets because in the beginning the stakes are like okay i might lose my 5 000 euro buy-in but
as the tournament wears on and you know there's less people your chip stack is worth more and
more in terms of equity and so your loss aversion starts to oh yeah go vertical by the time of the
like the end of day five where we play down to the final table, the final nine, for ninth place, I was already guaranteed, I think, 90,000 euros. I only had like, I think I had like 50,000 pounds to my name at this point. So I was already guaranteed double my net worth for whatever happened on that final table. And first prize was the 1.25 million euros 1.7 dollars and that morning i think i got some sleep the night
before because i somewhat of an insomniac anyway so if i have something on the next day that's big
i often will just not sleep very well and so you can imagine this cranks it up to 10
and i was dreaming you know i don't know if you ever have that where you've been doing a lot of
a particular thing like trading or whatever and you sort of semi sleep and see the thing i was playing poker i was like
i was lying there i had pocket jacks i had a king queen you know just these fictitious hands my brain
just could not shut off and that was my night the night before and i was just like in a complete
tears because i'm like i'm gonna play tomorrow like i'm a mess i was so nervous before the final table i like
threw up three times on the way like walking down it was so stressful but i don't know once we
actually started playing once i got the cards in my hand it was just like and i just switched into
this like mode of i don't know it was weird was that the first time that it happened or that
happened to you before not to that extent because i think it was a perfect storm of like it's such extreme nerves and being such a mess beforehand and then like actually
being able to play well i don't know the delta felt more than i'd ever had it before but i had
had that before where i was like able to like get into the zone very well i wonder if you just
spent all of your stress calories yeah yeah you know know what I mean? Like that tank was empty.
Yeah.
So you needed to switch to a different tank.
Honestly, it felt like I had something guiding me
that whole time.
It was a very strange experience.
And anyway, I won and it was great.
Of course, I'm not going to let go
of the metaphysical experience.
We are going to come back to that probably quickly.
But before we do,
for people who are not going to bank
on having metaphysical experiences or the feeling of being guided, what else have you learned about regulating, whether it's the white noise or, especially for me of personal interest, when someone is actively trying to fuck with you and disrupt all of your systems. The best thing I've found, and it's super simple, is just breathing
three deep breaths. It's so cookie cutter, but it just works. Just close your eyes and inhale in.
You could feel, even if your heart's pounding, my heart's actually pounding a little bit now
because I'm retelling the story. It's funny. that you notice that you feel your body you breathe in and you breathe it into your belly
and i i imagine my favorite color yeah which is usually a mix of like turquoise and purple
something like that and i just i'm sucking that in and pulling it down into my stomach and then
it's just like this settling feeling and it's half of it is just like bullshitting myself but it's an interrupt
it's an interrupt exactly and it just is enough to like settle your nervous system a second just
ground you back to here and then be like okay now what's the problem another thing that's helped as
well is i just like laughing at myself oh you're taking this one awfully seriously oh silly like
like playing a silly little in my head just to like make light of the situation
a bit but that it requires a lot of ability to sort of step out and observe the situation because
obviously once you're in the red mist particularly the red mist more than the white noise by
definition you are like animalistic you are you don't have the ability to step outside and observe
a situation well so it's i think just practice really practice getting angry you know
practice reading i guess the way you could do it is go like go read something that you know makes
you angry like really like reliably gets your blood pressure up and then try and like build in
some kind of trigger that makes you do the the three breaths thing so for 99.9 percent of the
sadomasochistic users of twitter myself included
just go on twitter yeah just go on twitter every day like you'll be reliably upset for two minutes
oh man twitter oh what a what a nasty neighborhood that's turned into so sad
as you're saying this i'm imagining i'm imagining j Jason listening to this and formulating in his mind.
That's why I was smirking.
For if he sees me taking deep breaths, he'd be like, yeah, Timmy, take those deep breaths.
Come on, buddy.
You can do it.
Oh, sorry.
I upset you.
Oh, yeah.
Yeah.
No, you're doing great.
Just close your eyes.
Don't even look at me.
Don't even look at me.
Close your eyes.
Don't look at me.
Don't worry.
No, no, nothing to see here.
You can't hear me.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
He'll just end this stream of words.
It's not like everybody's waiting for you or anything.
All right.
Before I lose track,
which I wouldn't,
but what the hell happened in the morning?
And you can contextualize this however you want.
Sure.
No,
I mean,
what happened was I played a bunch of these tournaments,
not of ones quite this size,
but I'd still played a lot of tournaments at this point.
And I was there before there before it actually started.
Usually people turn up late,
but for some reason I was there in my chair
before the first hand was dealt.
And I remember the company PokerStars,
whose event it was,
they dimmed the lights.
They're like, welcome to EPT San Remo.
Huge, we've got incredible feel, blah, blah, blah.
And then they dimmed the lights
and they put on the screens around the room,
just like a promo, exciting. Promo video. Promo exciting promo video you know and i remember distinctly the music it was chemical
brothers hey boy hey girl which i always loved i always loved that song yeah good choice yeah
and you know i was like oh this is cool yeah i'm excited and while i was just like listening to it
just like out of nowhere this like a bolt of lightning felt like it was like this like and this voice in my head said you are going to win this tournament and it sounded like my own
voice but what i can't remember is whether it was i am gonna win or you are gonna win but i'm pretty
sure it was you are gonna win but it literally sounded like my own voice and it was sounded like
your own voice yes so it was like the you know when you speak in your head like the voice you hear like most people have that right like you know that tuesday voice that everyone hears
oh man i'm learning a lot out here um it sounded like how i would sound in my own head to myself
and it said you are going to win this tournament and i got this rush of goosebumps it's even
happening a little bit like the
hairs up on my you know on my arms and I remember looking around the room like did did I just say
that out loud did anyone else hear this and everyone else was just like in their phones or
whatever and I was like well that was freaky and then the lights came back up and they're like okay
cool shuffle up and deal and I was still like stunned and I was like okay cool and then like halfway through the day you know and then i sort of a little bit forgot
about it but then like halfway through the day i got in a big pot and i lost half my chips you know
it's always a bad feeling when that happens and i was like oh man i'm nearly out the tournament
i guess that was bullshit you know so like i had like little multiple moments over the next few
days where it clearly was a real thing because i've like checked in on it
and i even told a friend of mine on what do you mean checked in on it meaning you remembered that
it had happened that it had happened well because obviously the rational explanation to this is that
it was just a false memory you know that i have retroactively remembered something that didn't
really happen as a way of like reconstructed it exactly but you have multiple points at which you referred to it yes and i even have a friend my my friend melanie who was there and i bumped into her in
the in the women's bathroom on like day two and she's like oh you got a lot of chips it's going
well i was like yeah yeah uh things are going well really weird i feel like i'm gonna win this
in fact i almost had a premonition that i did and she's like yeah you seem really confident
we actually had this conversation and to the point that she after i won it she was like what the fuck was that you like predicted this i'm like i know i don't
know so yeah i don't know how to explain it now i think you said string or series of experiences
is that type of experience in poker isolated to that? And it doesn't have to be constrained to poker.
So what was interesting was after I-
Actually, may I ask, I apologize for doing this herky-jerky questioning style,
but did you have any of those types of experiences when you were younger?
No.
That you recall? No.
No. I was not like a weird kid that had, sorry, let me start again.
Weird kid. You weren't like the kid from The Sixth Sense.
No, I wasn't the
sixth sense kid no uh no i did not is to answer that question i had not really ever had i think
anything you know like i never saw a ghost or anything like that i'm not asking about ghosts
don't lump me in with the ghost hunters come on i want to just paint the picture of that i was a
very in fact like a deep skeptic right well you still are a deep skeptic in a lot of ways right but like
certainly then like i'd never had anything weird that i couldn't really explain in any conventional
way i've certainly not had any time loops or anything like that or weird voices in my head
but yeah to answer your question of like is it a sort of common thing in poker no not so much common thing in poker but have you since had more
of those types of experiences not of like explicit premonitions no i'm not nothing even close to that
i have had one really notable thing that i am happy to talk about it it's if you change your
mind we can cut it later exactly for want For want of a better word, I had an extreme energy healing, an almost accidental one.
So it was a few years ago and seemingly out of the blue, I started getting this very unpleasant
sensation in my ear where it was like a sort of low frequency buzzing, humming quite frequently.
So some kind of tinnitus, but it was almost like a sort of low frequency buzzing humming quite frequently like so some kind of tinnitus
but it was almost like a pressure and voices particularly men's voices became distorted to
the point that they were unbearable to listen to and it was really bumming me out it would come in
like clusters i would have it like for a few hours and it would go away and come later on in the day
and it was stopping me from doing any social events because any loud scenario was unbearable,
but particularly men speaking, I just couldn't handle it.
And this went on and off for a few months.
And I went and saw a doctor, multiple doctors, and had hearing tests.
And they said, oh, you're losing your hearing and the low frequencies of your hearing in
that ear.
We think you have Meniere's disease.
Meniere's is this degenerative thing, which usually people end up completely deaf when they
have it, where basically the nerve cells in the inner ear start dying and they don't really know
why. They think it's something to do with like salts and ion channels and it's incurable as far
as they know. And so I was told that's what I probably have. And they were like, it's pretty,
really sorry. It's, you know, it was just bad news to find that out. And also because one of the symptoms of it is
you start having balance problems as well. You get like these vertigo attacks and people
be like vomiting and so on. And so you can imagine I was like really down in the dumps
finding this out and then cut to three months later or so go to Burning Man. And I have for
the first time, one of these vertigo attacks, one of the days,
I mean, I wasn't completely sober, but it was not a good time as you can imagine having a vertigo
attack while not being sober for the first time. So I was then really down in the dumps. And then
on the last night of the burn, I was talking to some friends and started talking to this girl who
I kind of, I don't know that well, but she's a friend of a friend. And I mentioned about my ear
and she's like, oh, well, I mentioned about my ear and she's like oh well I
do energy healing I'm an energy healer I was like I don't know what that is but sure do whatever you
want to do yeah have a go she's like I can try and after she sort of put her hand over my ear
for a few minutes and then she says I remember saying something like there's something
there I need to get it and she starts sucking over my ear with her mouth like not touching it but
just like and it was really unpleasant like you can imagine that sensation of someone like
inhaling over your ear and I was like oh please stop she's like no I need to get this there's
something there and she does it I don't for a few minutes, and then eventually kind of collapses in a heap on the floor crying and freezing cold going, oh my god, that was bad.
I don't know what that was. That was really, really bad. Again, I was not fully sober,
so this is slightly retelling, but I just remember being so shocked. I just didn't expect anything
to actually happen. I didn't really feel anything other than this like unpleasant sensation of her sucking, but I was
so shocked at the way she was now reacting because she was shocked. She did not seem to expect
whatever had just happened to her. And she said afterwards, you know, she came around after a
little while and she's like, I don't know what it was. It was like bad energy. I don't know.
It's gone. I'm very pleased to say it's fully gone and it's gone away. And I I was like well okay what does that mean for my symptoms am I cured she's like yeah yeah you'll
probably have symptoms for a couple more weeks and then you'll be fine and that's exactly what
happened and I haven't had any problems since it kind of just like it just blew my world open
because aside of that premonition thing, which I'd kind of forgotten about,
I have not ever subscribed to anything like that.
Like I'm a physicist.
In fact,
like,
you know,
I'm proud,
like I kind of built a career of being a like materialist,
rationalist physicist.
And I don't have any time for any of that stuff.
It's all nonsense.
It's all confirmation bias.
No one's ever actually tested it empirically or proven it.
Show me the study and i'll believe it but here i am having that experience with two what feel
like pretty incontrovertible data points that something that i cannot explain happened and
fortunately would be incredibly beneficial to me such a blessing so yeah so these experiences are particularly
interesting to me as direct first-hand experiences of course secondhand now that i'm listening but
are particularly interesting to me when i'm speaking with someone who has demonstrated a very well-developed ability
to use system two thinking and rationality
and reasoning and mathematics and so on
in not just the world, but in competitive arenas, right?
So you have a calibrated and also tested ability to use
those faculties that you've developed. And I'm glad you're mentioning these things just because
weird shit happens. And the idea that we have it all figured out is ludicrous. Even though humans
at any point in history, whether you go back to the middle ages the dark ages i'm sure you know 6 000 years ago or whatever it was with the egyptians i'm sure they thought
they had most things figured out and it's just so clear when you begin to really poke and prodden as
you gain more years and have more experiences especially if you start pushing into some strange corners that there's a lot we simply don't understand.
And even if we were to, say, not chalk those up to false memories, but let's just say we chalked it up to placebo effect.
Right.
Nonetheless, even if it were just placebo effect.
Incredible. That doesn't diminish the absurd inexplicability of it.
Exactly.
With the current mechanisms that we understand.
And that's super exciting to me.
It's super exciting to me.
And it doesn't mean that you nor I would advocate that people just accept everything at face value.
Of course not.
There's horseshit everywhere.
I mean, we're sitting in Austin, like the world capital of spirituality.
There's so much nonsense and so many charlatans, but I do pay attention to people like you
who have demonstrated in other areas that they have the ability to think rationally and have some grasp of,
a very good grasp of science and so on, right?
That's kind of one of the first litmus tests for me.
If someone's sharing something with me,
I'm like, all right,
can they fight logically out of a paper bag, right?
Can they, have they demonstrated any ability
to use structured reasoning in other places?
Are they able to cross-examine their own beliefs?
Right, exactly.
Exactly.
And are they skeptical in other areas?
Or is it just like, okay, they accept anything as long as it's alternative, but they reject Western science for any number of reasons that don't make sense to me.
If you've ever had antibiotics, yeah, Western science may have saved your life.
And there are many other examples.
I certainly wouldn't be here for more for Western medicine, let's just say, not science.
And I struggle with where to even take this because there's so many directions it could
go that are pretty strange.
But, and I don't want to co-opt physics, so please give me a slap here if
this is just an amateur butchering the good name of physics. But I've had a number of cognitive
scientists on the podcast, like Donald Hoffman. I've had physicists on the podcast, although some
would consider Michio Kaku more of a science communicator, but still, as some fundamentals. I've had private conversations, certainly, with a number of
physicists, and I lack the foundation of mathematics necessary to fully appreciate it.
But when you even start to look at the conversations that were being had between
Einstein and Bohr way back in the day relative to quantum mechanics, putting aside even the experimental
design and evidence for quantum entanglement that have been done, I think, in the Canary Islands and
in other places, stuff is really strange. Just even space-time itself as an objective reality. I mean, there are pieces people can find online
by qualified scientists on the death of space-time, right?
And thinking about that as almost a UI
that we have evolved to utilize,
but not as the one and only user interface
to whatever we might be contending with.
And like Donald Hoffman even thinks that, well, not just Donald Hoffman, he thinks that
consciousness essentially gives rise to space.
Yep.
And while a lot of theoretical physicists poo-poo his ideas, and I think by and large
they are correct too, even they would agree that it seems like space itself is an emergent property it's
not a fundamental thing you know we're not objects rattling around in a big empty box
it is a thing that emerges from basically interactions of mathematical functions
on some whether it's on a substrate or whether it i don't know if it even needs a substrate i'm too
rusty on that stuff but it's super weird if you dig into the fundamental structure of this reality yeah
this is not a you know wiccan witchcraft shop with like tarot cards in the display case not
to knock that right but like we're talking about some of the most esteemed scientists
in a hard science with peer-reviewed publications and so on.
And if you just look at that stuff closely enough,
shit's really weird.
Yeah.
There's a paper I was recently reading that's like digging into the,
that it seems like space-time is,
well, space itself is essentially coming out of observers interacting with each other.
Oh, I'd love to see it. Cons out of observers interacting with each other. Oh, I'd love to see it.
Consciousness is interacting with each other.
But it's really, from what I can tell, really granular, legit physics.
I mean, it's a math paper, basically.
It's beyond my pay grade.
So, I don't know.
I may need your…
I want to send it to like Sean Carroll.
I don't know if you've ever had him on.
Sean Carroll, I haven't had on.
But my brother introduced me to his podcast mindscape
is it mindscape excellent podcast so good so if sean carroll is out there listening or if anyone
knows him let him know i'm a i mean he may not want to hear this i don't know what his opinion
will be of me but big fan of his podcast he's a damn fine thinker and a damn fine communicator. He really is, yeah. And he had an excellent episode
on sort of an archaeological exploration
of Stonehenge and other artifacts
as external mnemonic devices.
Super cool.
So Liv, Olivia, question for you.
How do you, as someone who is a trained rationalist, materialist,
although you may not identify as solely those things, I don't want to imply that,
how do you integrate some of these experiences into your life, your framework, your worldview?
What do you do with that?'s tricky i mean you know i think
with all these things it's walking this fine line between gullibility open-mindedness whatever you
want to call it and skepticism and cynicism and i think where my poker training comes in handy
is that poker trains you to think in probabilities you're never certain about
anything you could be bluffing me with you know you could have aces or you could be bluffing me
with you know six four suited that missed the card it needed so you become very comfortable
in terms of holding concurrent belief states in your mind with different weighted probabilities
of those things being true so with these like you know these two
weird unexplainable experiences that i had you know whether it was the ear thing was just pure
placebo which would still be crazy because it would mean that like basically i have the ability
to heal my mind by thinking i was going through some kind of like thing being sucked out my ear
fine and potentially here heal your inner ear yeah like like i was literally told i had a
degenerative thing and i was going to go deaf and like no one's been cured of it and this has miraculously gone away so whatever the hell
happened the point is i didn't go and change my life i didn't suddenly go and be like that's it
i'm gonna go and practice energy healing and become a witch and so on i continued still like
i still am an adherent to the scientific method it's just that i've now broadened my as you
mentioned you know it's almost like people become they believe in the scientism as opposed to being a scientist.
A true scientist is that you are maximally curious. You do your best to devise experiments
in order to get reliable, robust results that you can use to predict the world. And you try
and minimize all the biases and things that could mess up your experiment and give you a faulty result. And so there's no reason why I can't incorporate these two data points in terms of, I mean,
I haven't gone out and done any science. I really should, I guess, go and do some tests
and see if I can try and recreate that experience. But it's very difficult because it was set and
setting were very important in what happened there. I would assume anyway, I don't know that.
Well, when they make the Netflix series about it and they recreate the entire environment,
and then you can sit down and try to recreate.
Yeah. So what I guess I've done is I have up-weighted, you know, whereas before I would
have given the probability that energy healing is a real thing. I would have given it like a,
probably if you'd asked my old, like skeptical self, I would have literally said it's zero,
but you know, I wasn't such a bad Bayesian that I would give it actual zero, maybe like
one in a million. That's good. We can't, we don't have time to unpack that.
You know, I would have given it a one in a million and now I have updated it, you know,
with this evidence to how many orders of magnitude do I want to go?
I mean,
I will give it,
I at least give it a one in 100,
but I think it's more likely that there is a,
an explanation through what we know conventionally that is still more probable
than that.
It is something completely like some completely novel thing that is untapped.
But that said,
you know,
I've actually had a few other little ones I won't go into,
but like other little data points of just like weird energy things that have happened in
certain scenarios it's helped me but it's still important to keep the like skeptical hat on and
extraordinary beliefs require extraordinary evidence and in order for me to like give up
everything that i know about our current understanding of the world i would need
significantly more data points.
And I think that's just not the practical way to go forward.
Yeah, I would also add to that that if folks want to be proper skeptics, you owe it to yourself and to the people you interact with to be an informed skeptic. to invoke the name of science and not invoke it like the name of odin and some like you know god
works in mysterious ways kind of way you need to actually my opinion have the ability to read a
study and understand a study and study design it's not good enough to get the journalistic
interpretation from the wall street journal or fill in the blank online publication that's not good enough to get the journalistic interpretation from the Wall Street Journal or fill-in-the-blank online publication.
That's not good enough.
It's also not good enough for you to just get the gist of a few sentences in an abstract.
Confidence intervals.
Right.
So confidence intervals, understanding, powering.
Because you'll also find folks who, and I've been saying scientism, but I guess it's scientism,
sort of like capital S. In either case, it has a capital S and it's not good. So if you come to
that, one of the telltale characteristics that I've come across is they'll ask if something was a
controlled study or a placebo-controlled, a randomized study, a randomized control, you know,
RCT, and they'll say, well, how many subjects were there? Or what was the N if they get fancy?
And I might say 20, 25.
And they're like, oh yeah, small study.
Nonsense.
And I'm like, it's not that simplistic.
There are quite a few variables you have to take into account.
So recommendations for folks who are interested.
Number one, Studying the Studies by Peter Atiyah
MD. Excellent series of blog posts that take you into the fundamentals of understanding
how to dissect and understand a study, which includes meta-analyses and gets into the
risks of taking meta-analyses as gospel also, because garbage in, garbage out, and there's a lot to it.
Another recommendation, actually a podcast that I did six years ago,
I realized when I pulled this up, this is podcast number 194,
The Magic and Power of Placebo.
This is with Eric Vance, who wrote a book called Suggestible You,
subtitled The Curious Science of Your Brain's Ability
to Deceive, Transform, and Heal.
And he's written very widely on placebo.
It's an excellent book.
Many of his feature pieces are exceptional.
There was a great piece in Wired magazine
probably 10 years ago on the evolution of the placebo effect
and how it has changed depending on the culture
and other influences so in certain
places say a placebo pill in a blue capsule or a red capsule perform better than other colors
it's really you need to do don't don't do a blue or red one in this day and age that's true that's
true yeah we could pick other colors but the context that surrounds that is really really
interesting and then the last thing i would recommend people check out is cognitive biases and looking at both frameworks
intended to avoid them and just getting a better understanding.
So you can go to Wikipedia and just look up cognitive biases
and get a pretty basic list.
You can look at something like Poor Charlie's Almanac
with Charlie Munger, although it's a bit dense.
Yeah, it's intense.
It's a little user unfriendly in a lot of respects but what were you saying
i think i would recommend is some of julia galef's work on um the scout mindset and
motivated reasoning what was the first one the scout mindset yeah i mean she did a ted talk on
it but she's just written a book on it as well and i think she actually goes in if i remember
rightly her last name is g-a-L-E-F? Yes.
She goes into that sort of, again,
that when I first learned about rationality,
like I read everything on Less Wrong,
if people know that, which is incredible resource for it.
And it really breaks down how you get this,
your brain, which is like the map to match the actual territory,
which is the universe as accurately as possible.
But where I think it's
maybe lacking a little bit now because i've had some of these weirder experiences which actually
where i wasn't you know in the classical sense rational i you know clearly went off the beaten
path into some like weird land but it was actually very beneficial to me even if it was like some
completely useful fiction it was still useful yeah useful fiction, it was still useful.
Yeah. Yeah. And this idea of like useful fictions, I think, needs to be explored further.
Yeah. I'd also add that much like poker, science, I don't think a lot of folks realize,
is largely a game of probabilities. You don't prove something 100% most of the time. It's like,
well...
Literally never, actually.
Yeah, exactly. I mean, you can have overwhelmingly compelling like, well... Literally never, actually. Yeah, exactly.
I mean, you can have overwhelmingly compelling data,
even with, say, an observational study,
say with the sort of quintessential example
would be cigarette smoking causing lung cancer, right?
But most of the time it's like,
this suggests with this degree of certainty
that this is the case.
But when you start to look at the replication crisis,
which is not just in social sciences,
it's all over the place.
And especially if you start to actually roll up your sleeves
and get involved in science, whether that's as a subject.
I've been a subject in studies at all sorts of places.
I started doing it as an undergrad.
I was a subject in one of Daniel Kahneman's studies.
And it was not very intellectually engaging.
It was like space bar over time,
like a green square popped up or something.
But I needed the $7 an hour or whatever it was.
And I've been a subject at Stanford
with heat exhaustion experiments.
That was also not terribly fun.
Marching to exhaustion with like an esophageal
probe and an anal probe kind of meeting in the middle in fatigues with weights on a treadmill
and a sauna to like complete collapse, mental collapse. Yeah. So why do I do these things?
Because I'm interested in seeing the process and even some of the best science you could point to
in the most prestigious journals, when you actually get in there,
it's a lot messier than people think.
But people want to have confidence in something,
then religion has become so out of fashion
that they look to the high priests of science
and they're like,
at least I have the confidence in this being true.
So I actually want,
one of my next videos I want to make on this,
which is about basically these signaling prestige
bad incentives that get society stuck in these traps, essentially.
So we're stuck in one of those with the current status quo of the way science is done.
And this is not at all to knock any scientists.
They're doing their absolute best.
But the way the system has been designed designed we give all the reward to the
people who first make the new fancy discovery and don't give any credit to the people who then
actually replicate it and verify it yeah so there's this incredible incentive to be always
looking for some new novel thing in order to get that you know get your your thing published in
nature and get those research dollars for the next time but it doesn't actually really advance human knowledge because so many of these things don't replicate and it's we're sort of
stuck in this spiral of just like everyone's trying to please do whatever they can to get in
the journal and it's there's a name for it so actually so there's this really incredible short
online book called inadequate equilibria by the guy who wrote most of the stuff on Less Wrong, Eliezer Yudkowsky. And I recommend- Inadequate Equilibria?
Yes. It's a heady name. Oh man, I know it sounds, it's so good. It has one of the best things. It
has a discussion, a fictitious discussion with an alien from a perfect society, like a basic person
who thinks everything's explained, you know, everything that's wrong in our society is because
of like, there's bad people being greedy.
And then with a cynical,
smart economist,
and they have this three-way discussion talking about like reason why the
U S healthcare system is so expensive.
And it sort of goes into this meandering thing about,
that's a cool premise.
It's so good.
Like,
like you must include this in the show notes.
How long would you say it is?
I mean,
ideally they read,
they could just read chapter three.
Honestly,
it's,
it's,
I don't know.
It's like a 45 minute read. Yeah. It's just just it's like a book chapter and you can kind of read it
standalone we'll put this we'll put it in the show notes but basically it's it's talking about these
like these traps that we can get into where it gets people now speaking game theory it gets society
stuck in like shitty nash equilibria so a nash equilibrium is when two people or multiple people
are playing in a strategy
where it would be bad for anyone to deviate from that strategy it's like everyone's stuck doing
that but not all nash equilibria are actually created equal there are some where if everyone
was doing x instead of y everyone would be happier they'd also be like you know now stuck in a new
thing so like a good example of this would be, so I just made a video called the
beauty wars about this like fictitious thing called Moloch, which I call like the demon of
negative sum games. Basically it's like the God of negative sum games. It's the, it's a force of bad,
usually economic incentives that make people sort of sacrifice things that they want in order to
optimize for a short term goal. And the example I talk about is these beauty filters on Instagram. I don't know if you've
spent any time. They are horrifying. I mean, in how dramatic they are. I'd never seen these
things before until my girlfriend showed them to me and I was dumbfounded. They're horrifying,
not only in how impressively good they are at doing stuff but also how now the really insidious ones
are the subtle ones because there are some where you would never you'd go online and you would not
be able to tell if you don't know the person or even if you know the person you wouldn't necessarily
be able to tell you just think it's a good picture of them they're so subtle but they're so effective
it seems like there is clearly just some kind of optimal face structure that you know our eyes find
pleasing and it just tweaks people makes the eyes a little bit wider apart or a little bit bigger or the lips
you know just just changes the proportions just right that it sets the the you know the dopamine
spike off in your brain and it's gonna make online dating really hard oh man well so as a girl on
instagram i'm on the field i'm not on the playing field but but right if i were that sounds like a
headache well and but also for people who use them like like, so I'm a girl on Instagram, you know,
I, for a while, certainly like made a lot of my career off the way I looked.
There's such an incentive pressure. You know, if I want to keep playing the game of trying to grow
my Instagram, like sexy pics. Yeah. It's the arms race. Exactly. And that's what Moloch is. Moloch
is this like the God of arms races. And it like these these bad incentives where we could the cheap thing for me to do is just to use one of these
ai filters on on on all my pictures and i know i'm going to look good and i'm going to get a ton
of likes and it will grow my thing but it will make me miserable in the process and if you poll
probably most particularly women on on instagram they are not having a good time with these things
either on themselves because if you then like compare your face side to side you're just like man i've
you just it just makes you feel ugly and so we're in this weird situation where no one wants to do
stuff that makes them hate their face but they're doing it anyway it's like a lower nash equilibrium
you know we could all be in a higher nash equilibrium where we're not doing it but instead
we're all stuck down there because of these bad game theoretic incentives.
So this is my current obsession,
this thing called Moloch.
And I think about it all the time.
M-O-L-O-C-H for people wondering.
And we'll link to that in the show notes.
So just to underscore this for folks,
because I do suggest that everybody
check out your YouTube channel.
What's the best way for them to find your channel?
Probably the best thing is if they search for my name
and then the beauty
wars that'll link to the video i just talked about all right and then you can find my channel from
and just for the spelling everybody it's live l-i-v last name b-o-e-r-e-e which means i learned beforehand drunk farmer so they say so they say and i did grow up on a farm and i did drink a lot
it's so good so good yeah ferrous you know the best i can tell you're a big wheel it
could be that it also refers to ferrous like ferrous oxide f-e-r-r-o-u-s because apparently some of my progenitors were
silversmiths i don't know how it all fits together it seems like a very dubious story i'm not sure
but i want i want some story to go along with the last name but i don't have drunken farmer that's
an amazing one uh live we should do around two sometime when
we're practically neighbors we have so much we could talk about we've got a million other things
even in the notes in front of me that we could cover and should cover i'm thinking about this
training and are you gonna do it we'll see requires more mezcal to make that decision
i think we could we could condense it down we don't have to do the full eight weeks.
I think commit to even three weeks.
Honestly,
I think you would,
J Cal will still be better than you at that stage.
I have to say that.
No,
he would be.
All right.
Three weeks,
three weeks.
I'm going to,
I'm going to sleep on that.
I do my,
I do my best thinking when I'm asleep.
Let me sleep on that.
Is there anything else that you would like to say?
Any closing comments?
Places you'd like to point people?
Anything at all you'd like to say before we
wind this down?
I guess do check out
my YouTube. I'd love people to go
and now I've moved
to Austin and I'm building a studio
and everything. I'm going to be ramping up production again.
I would love people to go and just sub to my channel so that they catch my
stuff because of,
you know,
playing the rat race,
the attention wars.
That's the name of the next video is the attention wars,
which is about why Twitter and everything is making us so angry and hate each
other.
Oh yeah.
That's a big one.
Talk about a nasty game.
Yeah.
And Moloch,
Moloch's in that.
Moloch,
Moloch's all over that.
So Liv, Talk about a nasty game. Yeah. And Moloch. Moloch's in that. Moloch. Moloch's all over that. Fucking Moloch.
So Liv, we're going to link to everything in the show notes.
People can find you at livbury.com also, which I would imagine has links to many things.
And we'll put links to everything we've discussed, all the resources, inadequate equilibria and all other good things in the show notes at
Tim.blog slash podcast.
And so nice to see you.
Thanks for taking the time.
This is awesome.
Super fun,
super fun.
And for everybody listening as per usual,
thanks for tuning in and until next time,
just be a little kinder to yourselves and to others than you think is necessary and take care.
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