The Viall Files - E913 Ask Nick - She Cheated on the Jumbotron

Episode Date: April 7, 2025

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Hey, my name is Bryce. I'm 27 years old and I need some help. I caught my girlfriend cheating at me at a baseball game that was on national television. Whoa. Dude, this is like a... First of all, I'm sorry. That sucks. So like where are we?

Do you have the footage? I do, yeah, so it's it's crazy I don't know where you want me to start but this isn't like, you know we were dating for a couple weeks and She went out and did that now we were dating for three and a half years and had several conversations about like getting engaged and stuff like that, you know and Met it just totally out of left field happened, which is ironic me saying that, but, uh, pun intended. Yeah. Caught her on TV.

My, uh, my little brother actually caught her and the way it happened was just nuts. I mean, where I'm from, like baseball's big. Yeah. Uh, and so for them, you know, for her and this other guy to go and do that, they were very aware of the possibility of getting caught. And yeah, my little brother caught it and he called me and I immediately turned it on, rewind it and saw it.

And it was just, I mean, in shock. I don't really know any other way to put it. That fucking sucks, dude. And like, were they like kiss camming and are like being affectionate? Or are they like, she was like with a guy that she- Yeah, very, very affectionate. And she's so damn stupid.

Like, you know, his arm was around her, she's holding his hand and you could just see how awkward it was for her. No, I mean, I don't know if she knew she was on TV. She was definitely on like the Jumbotron. But I don't think she knew she was on TV until my siblings decided to send her a message. So she knows she's got caught.

We know that now. Oh, she, she, yeah, she knows. Okay. All right. And what has she said? So, man, I took a different route than probably most people would took. I never reached out to her. Once it happened, that was it.

It's been almost a month now. I have not reached out to her one time. I blocked her on everything. Okay. I removed all my social media. Just go off the radar for a little bit. Okay. Recoup myself. Do you, you have this foot, like, do you have it on your phone?

Can you send it to Justin? I am curious. I just want to see it. We won't, we won't use it. Uh, we obviously want to protect people's identity. Yeah, man. The whole thing has just been, uh, I don't even know, just probably, I mean, definitely the craziest thing that I've ever had to deal with in my life.

Yeah, that mean, definitely the craziest thing that I've ever had to deal with in my life. Yeah, that sucks, man. Especially when you're three and a half years in, apart from like, money invested and time and stuff, just, you know, I was getting to that point where I was ready to like actually figure out my life, settle down, get married, have a family and all that. And hoes are going to be hoes at the end of the day, I guess. You're just hurting man right now, that's all. Yeah, no. How old is she?

She is 20, about to be 25. Okay, you're 27? Yes. Okay, back to like how you handled it. So like, you know, you haven't talked to her in a month, you blocked her on everything, you just kind of, I'm guessing you're just like, your little brother told you, you saw it,

moment of shock, you hurt, whatever. And you're just like, fuck this. I'm done. I'm out. I have my answer kind of thing. But like you also called in and you're like, hey, how do I handle my girlfriend cheating on me? So in your mind, is she your girlfriend today?

No. So this is the backstory on it. Okay. So we dated three and a half years and this past May, so May, 2024, we took a break and it was a literal break. She said that I was very complacent in the relationship. I wasn't putting a lot of effort in and, and I, you know, I was like, okay, you're right. I do love you. Like I've definitely kind of been lazy here and there. So let me get my shit together. I was still living with my parents, you know, whatever, you know, I was just trying to save money to

where I could buy a house and stuff. And so, you know, whatever, you know, I was just trying to save money to where I could buy a house and stuff. And so, you know, when she broke up with me, I was like, you know, she's right. Like I got a, this is a reality, reality call. That's all, that's all it is. So over like the next 30 days of that breakup, we stayed in contact the whole time, which was weird, but you know, I started figuring out what I wanted to do. I mean, I have a great job, great family. The only thing I was lacking was like a place to be on my own. So I went out and started looking at

houses and ended up buying a house in September. By this point, we were back together. So we were back together. Things were going great. Asked her to move in with me around Thanksgiving. She would refuse to move in with me. Didn't provide me any reason other than that she didn't have the money to help out. And I told her, you don't have to help out. Like I got everything. You don't have to worry about it. And so she's still like, you know, I just don't think that we should do that. And so I'm just like, all right, well, whatever, you know,

I'll try again in a few months. And so a few months go by and I guess we're, this was probably a month ago, exact. I brought it up again and she was still the same way. Like, I just don't think we should do that right now. It's still early in our relationship. And I'm like, you know, it's been three and a half years. Either, either we either have an idea of where we're going or we don't, you know,

like we're kind of too far along at this point. And so this was like, you know, on, this was a Saturday night. She came to my house. We spent the whole night together, a dinner date, everything fantastic evening. The next morning we wake up and she breaks up with me. And so I'm again, this is like the first part of me being shell-shocked I didn't understand where it was coming from sure I asked what was going on and she said that we weren't getting along well And I knew something in the back of my mind told me that something was going on that sure

I just wasn't aware about but I try I trusted her with everything in my life. I mean, I've never trusted anyone, even family, like I trusted her. And so I just knew in my guts, something, something was wrong. And, uh, while she was at my house, breaking up with me, I asked her, I said, are you cheating on me? And she, she lost her shit on me and was like, I can't believe you'd say that. And I even apologize for saying it. Cause I was like that, you know, you you'd say that. And I even apologize for saying it.

Cause I was like that, you know, you would never do that. You would never do that. And so she was like, look, this isn't like a real breakup. Like we need to take a break again. We need to figure things out. We're not communicating well, so let's spend some time apart. I still like, we still need to talk. We still need to, so we can see each other, but we're not going

to have the title of dating. So I'm like, okay, like whatever, whatever you say, you know, whatever. So the next day comes and I called her and I was like, I don't think we should do this at all. Like, look, you say you love me. I love you. You know, we've been through so much together. Like let's just sit down and talk and figure this out. And she said, no, I don't, you know, I don't think that's a good idea. We can't ever talk about it on our own. I said, well, then why don't we go sit with like a couples therapist and, you know, figure this out that someone who doesn't know us, they can hear both of our sides of the stories or whatever we have to say and they can help form an unbiased opinion on it. She said that it was too early in our

relationship to do that. But then I was like, okay, well, why don't we start going to church and actually build a foundational God? I mean, that's, that's, that's our religion Christianity. She said she doesn't trust priests or pastor. So I'm like, well, fuck you're giving me absolutely nothing here. I can't talk with you. We can't go sit with someone and we can't build a foundation. So I told her, I said, this is really simple either. I'm going to give you a legitimate breakup, meaning no texting, no

talking, no seeing each other. You're not going to know where I'm at. You're not going to know what I'm doing. Or we sit down and figure this out and she couldn't decide. So I said, I'm, I'm gonna decide for you then. And so I told her, I said, if you, whenever you decide what you want to do, you let me know and just send me a text saying I'm ready to talk. That's it.

She bought, bought her eyes out crying. She didn't want it to be this way, blah, blah, blah. And so over those next few days, she resorted to texting my mom Asking my mom is is is he okay? Where is he at? Is he at work? Is he at home? And my mom was like, all right, this is a this is becoming a problem now that she's bringing me into it And we're adults right? I mean sure, you know Just trying some level though her reach out to your mom felt a little good because it was like she you know You still have me. I had me on the on the chain, I guess you could say.

And so it was Thursday. She calls me and I answered it. She has, she had been texting me all week telling me, I love you so much. I hope you're okay. Are you all right? Bye bye. Bye bye. Bye bye. And I just, I didn't answer. I told her loud and clear, you let me know when you're ready. It's all. Yeah. And so it was this Thursday and she called me at like midnight asking how I was and you know, she was rambling on about something totally irrelevant. I was like, look, let's cut the bullshit. Like, what are we doing here? Like, I'm, you know, I'm 27. I'm trying

to figure this out. Like, I don't want to be playing games, wasting time. Like what's going on? And her response to me was I saw on Facebook that this is how childish this sounds. Uh, I saw on Facebook that your following count went up. Are you adding girls on Facebook? And I'm like, like, no, like, no, like people, I had people I work with, I, you know, I know people, adding people. It's also Facebook. I don't know if girls are, you know, Right. I mean, seriously, seriously. And I'm like, no, like, so she says, were any of the people you added like females?

And I was like, yeah, well, I mean, one of them was I went to school with her. No big deal. I never had a relationship with her. Don't desire to have any relationship with her. I'm still trying to figure out our relationship. That's what matters to me. And so she was like, hmm, okay. Well, if you're going to go ahead and add other people, don't be mad when I start talking to other guys.

And I'm like, hold on what? Like, that's not even remotely the same. So she went on to basically tell me that she had texting or Snapchat and whatever it was with some guy. And I told her, I was like, look, that's it for me. Like, I'm not, I'm not playing, I'm not playing these games. Like I love you, but you, your head's just not in the right, right space. And I basically just wished her well and hung up on her and she blew my phone up

all night and I finally answered it. Cause I was trying, I mean, I was trying to get sleep and she was like, that's not what I meant. Like I was just talking to a guy that I'm friends with about the whole situation. I'm like, okay. So I forgave her again. I'm like, all right, whatever. Let me know when you're ready to actually talk.

And so she hung up that night, sent me a text saying, I love you so much. Like you're my best friend ever. Sent my mom a text saying, just want you to know how much I love. I love your son and how much your family means to me. And once we figure out this time apart, once we get back together, things are gonna be great. And then 48 hours later was caught on TV with this guy. Gotcha.

Okay. So we have the video now. I'll play it in and then we'll cut it out. Full HD? HD, bro. That sucks, man. That must have fucking ripped your heart out. And so, okay, so then you found her a couple days later,

then you've blocked her ever since, you haven't really spoken to her since? I have not talked to her since that night. I was on the phone with her that first night. So like, now that you're calling in and now I understand the story and the context, like what are you as of today trying to figure out, like what can I help you like wrestle with?

Cause to be honest, a lot of your instincts seem to figure out like, what, what can I help you like wrestle with? Cause to be honest, a lot of your, you know, your, your instincts seem to be pretty good, right? Like, you know, giving considering your situation and what you're going through and, you know, like you're making generally. Decent choices, you know, like I've seen people make worse choices. I've made worse choices in similar situations. Um, but you're, you're, you're able to trust your instincts in your gut pretty well, given, given the stakes, but like, how can I help you going forward?

Yeah. I mean, really just how do I move forward? I mean, I don't, I know I probably sound okay. And like, I mean, mentally I am okay. You know, the only, the only two things that have happened where a reaction has happened was that night. The night I saw it, I was getting in my truck to drive to the game to just show up and probably get arrested and beat the shit out of this

guy. Honestly, that's if it wasn't for my brother, I would have been arrested. And then probably a week or two later, I just got the urge and I called, I know this guy very well. He's a, he's such a, he's a piece of shit. Yeah. And like people blast him all over social media for who he is and he cheats on girls all the time.

And it doesn't, honestly, I guess it doesn't really matter. It doesn't matter. Because either way, it's going to fucking hurt because either he's a piece of shit or a great guy, either way you're going to fucking hit him. Right. So it doesn't make a difference. All right, but go ahead. Yeah, but no. So it's trying to figure out how I just move forward I mean, I've been obviously trying to keep myself busy going to the gym twice a day spending time with family

Spending time reading the Bible just trying to better myself. But like so let me ask you this, you know, and there's no wrong answer here I want to be very clear about that. Take your ego out of it. Take your pride out of it Are you still like on the fence contemplating like, do I figure out a way to work this out with her? I don't even know how or what that looks like blah blah blah but I'm you know I'd still fucking love this girl and I wish didn't happen but blah blah blah or are you just like you know listen I've moved on I'm not over her I'm still like fucked up a little broken but I do know like she is not my person and I'm not over her. I'm still like fucked up a little broken, but I do know like she is not my person

And I'm just trying to move forward which one's more truthful. Oh shit, dude. I guess that's what I'm calling you I don't know. Okay, part of me at times is like I'm in a better headspace without her being here Sure, but then there's part of me. That's like if she really came to me with like a genuine apology I mean, that's the thing she hasn't and she lives close enough to me to, to, you know, show up and make an apology. I've ran into her multiple times. She just acts like I don't exist. So it's like, is she a heartless bitch and she, you know, she faked who she was.

So it's, it's, it's I'm 50 50 on it, you know, cause I do love her. I mean, you don't just stop loving someone at three and a half years, even after they do you wrong. But let me ask you this, to be clear, has she, for the most part, accepted Cause I do love her. I mean, you don't just stop loving someone at three and a half years, even after they do you wrong. But let me ask you this to be clear. Has she, for the most part accepted your decision and that decision is to like block her, be done with her, you know, like to your point, you know, when you, you've ran into her, it's not like that resulted in her banging your door down. She actually liked, she didn't know you and she knows where you live.

And like, right. I mean, she hasn't. So it's weird because I don't know if she's accepted it. Cause like she doesn't, she lives by me, but for her to be in my, on my side of town, there's no need like she doesn't do anything over here. There's nothing for her over here. And so like literally two nights ago, she's right by my house and I live in an

area where there's nothing I was right. I was right next to her in traffic, right next to her. Okay. Well here, I'm going to say this to you first before we, before we unpack what you're trying to do. Like, and this is honestly more, if I give you any advice on this call, I hope you, I hope you listen to this advice. She fucked you up.

Right. We've get fucked up before. Like it, she hurt you. You've had a lot of plans, you know, she cheated on you or, you know, right? We've get fucked up before. Like, she hurt you, you've had a lot of plans, she cheated on you, or, you know. And also, I'm guessing her version is different because it sounds like there was this kind of worry. Are you together, are you not together? I don't fucking know.

But listen, you felt like she violated your trust and you have the right to feel that way. You've talked about self-imbeddement, you talked about reading your Bible, and yada, yada, yada. More than anything, what's really important about this is that you don't let this person affect you to the point where you, like, listen,

everyone has baggage, you're gonna have to deal with this shit some way somehow so you don't bring shit into your other relationship. But I've seen a lot of guys get fucked up by women and honestly just become toxic assholes and use that as a justification to like be shitty towards women and say things like hoes will be hoes and you know all women are bitches or whatever or like all women like listen people people are fucking shitty and there's

a lot of shitty men out there and there's a lot of shitty women out there and everything in between right and so like i my biggest advice to you, like man to man, is it's like, listen, like she hurt you and like you're gonna have to figure, you have a lot to figure out, but whatever you figure out, don't be so weak that you allow this person to like, at the end of the day, change your perspective and attitude towards women in general

and let this person like, you know, honestly talk about women in ways that like, you would rather, you know, if you were still with your girl right now, in general and let this person like, you know, honestly talk about women in ways that like you would rather, you know, if you were still with your girl right now, you wouldn't be like hoes being hoes and shit like that, you know? And I just think, you know, like don't,

don't allow yourself to let your anger change who you are and how you treat and act women in general. Yeah, no, for sure. I know I said that, but that is definitely- I get it, you're hurting right now. Yeah, listen, it's I know I said that but Get it. Yeah, you're you're hurting. Yeah. Listen, you're it's effective I'm just saying I've seen a lot of guys and then like, yeah, I appreciate you calling me. That's a good sign dealing Yeah, listen everything you told me it sounds like you know, by the way, you know, you got a pretty ex She's an attractive girl. She's two years younger than you. You know, you're from a small, you know, you're you're you're from a small area

I'm from Wisconsin. It reminded me of myself when I was your age. You got a lot going for you. You're a good looking guy. You got a job like you mentioned, you know. So it's like, you got to a certain point, I bought a house, I should buy a house. And now it's like, you know, I think a lot of people your age, right? Like I always say, like we, we in our twenties, we're, we're living up to the

expectations we set for ourselves as teenagers. When you think about it in those contexts, sounds kind of stupid. But you're also living up to your expectations of like how you were raised and your family and your community and your surroundings. And it was a lot of good, right?

Like, I don't know, sounds like you have a good family, you got a good role models. And like, we want to model our lives for the people that have been good examples. But you're also, you're in a very, you're 27, very transitional part of your life, man. It's just like, there's this weird,

you're in this weird area, like you're older than you've ever been. When you roll a flat back on you as a 20 year old, you're like, that guy was a stupid, dumb piece of shit, and now I'm so much smarter and wiser and I have more money. And so you have that, but you're also only 27, and you still have a lot of life in front of you, right?

And then like, I would say, I agree with your girlfriend. You got to this point where you're like, I don't know, I bought this house we've been dating for three years and you're like, you should move in. And she was like making all these excuses and you're like, I don't need the money and blah, blah, blah. And like in that moment, what you should have listened to

was her saying, I'm not ready to move in. And like, it honestly doesn't, there doesn't need to be a reason, right? Like I tell people, listen, like there's two reasons why people should move in with each other. One, you're engaged and or married in your, you know, like there's a, there is an actual commitment to each other or two, you're both just fucking excited

about the idea of moving in with each other. That's it. Like it shouldn't be about rent and convenience, and you were ready, but she clearly wasn't, man. And like, you didn't really want to listen to that. Yeah, that's what screwed me up though, is cause she was so ready to buy a house. Like she was like, we need to start looking.

Like we talked about it for months and months and months. And then when it came time to like start looking, she just like backs off of it. And so I don't, there was a change when we broke up in May, there was a major change that happened, something happened because the dynamic between me and her family completely shifted. I personally, I mean, looking back at, you know, numerous different things happen. I think this has been going on for awhile. Yeah, maybe.

Uh, and I mean, I could, yeah. Yeah. I mean, I've had several things happen. I think this has been going on for a while. Yeah, maybe. And I mean, I could, yeah, I mean, I've had several things happen out of coincidence, but. If you wanna break it down to its simplest form, my guess is, is that like at the end of the day, you have a little bit of an age gap between you and her. You have a lot of good things going for you, right? And you became more established, more secure, you know? And like, listen, at least where you are right now,

you're like, you're kind of ready to start your life, whatever that life is, right? She's not ready to start her life, you know? And despite everything, you know, and I'm guessing if I were trying to empathize with her, right, if I'm trying to be her friend for a moment, just to understand her a little bit better, my guess is, is that that like you presented all the things that she you know that 19

year old her told herself that she should be looking for and yada yada yada you're a good guy with a good family and a good job and a nice house and it's like why but like also maybe she's just like I don't know maybe independent her was just not ready to accept that life and she didn't really know how to communicate that to you. You know, you tried your best and like, I don't know, like you, honestly, the way you told your story, honestly, sounds like you handed yourself pretty well. But like, you know, you're probably two relatively young people who couldn't figure this part out, right? Because like, you know, you live in this community that like still is rooted in family values.

I'm guessing, and correct me if I'm wrong, but like a lot of people, I'm guessing your communities relatively around this time are settling down and yada, yada, yada. I saw a video of her, she's an attractive girl. You're an attractive guy. You guys are dealing with the fact that, you know, a lot of people in the community,

like sometimes felt down out of necessity. You're two people like who have options, you know? You got things going for you, you know, a lot of people in the community, like, sometimes felt out of necessity. You're two people like who have options, you know, you got things going for you, you know, and now you're in your 20s. It's like a very, it's a, it's a very, like, I don't, I don't, you don't even know, you don't know the answer. Should you be settling down now, you know, starting your life or as a pretty, you know, as a guy who has a lot of things going for him? I don't know, man. I guess my point is, if you would have told 27-year-old me you need to chill the fuck out and you need to wait

if some archangel came down and said, I got news for your buddy, now's not the time for you to get married. Now's not the time for you to settle down. I'm not gonna tell you when it's gonna happen. And I would have been like, what the fuck that? Everyone else in my life, all my buddies are getting wifed off.

I've dated everyone in fucking Milwaukee that I think I could have dated. Like, you know, what the fuck, man? Like, I'm ready. Took me, you know, I'm not saying you should wait till you're 40, but like, I, you know, you don't know what life's gonna bring you, man. Like, you don't know what opportunities and challenges

and risks that you can take. I was a free agent, man. And I was able to say yes to a stupid show like the bachelor. Then I was able to say yes to move to LA and quit my very good job to like chase a pipe dream. And it all seemed kind of fucking crazy. It was calculated. I had some backup plans.

It was thought through, but like my life has changed like in the craziest possible way. And honestly, in a lot of ways, I feel like my life's just getting fucking started. And a lot of that had to do with me not getting my way when I was 27, when it came to relationships. And all I only tell you that story is to just be like, listen, man, you're gonna really struggle with letting things happen as a man,

as a guy who's just like, you're 27. It's like, you probably in a lot of ways feel like, fuck man, I've worked so hard to get this far and now I wanna start fucking taking control of my life. And you buying that house and you trying to move in with your girlfriend is like you trying to take control of your life and you had the, but maybe your life wasn't ready

or didn't need to be taken control of. And maybe you just had to let things play out. And my guess is like, she's giving you a lot of answers. And in this conversation, you've like, you said, you're like, you know, your instincts, your gut tells you that maybe this isn't the first time she's pulled shit like this. It's just the first time you caught her. I don't think your girlfriend's a bad person. I think she's a bad communicator. I think she's a pretty girl who's got some options and she is really like just not sure if she should like chase that, you know, you're safe. And he's exciting. And I'm sure, you know, that's not something to like fuck with your

ego or whatever, and it doesn't matter. Like it doesn't even matter who he is. Right? Like it's just something different. Right. And so she's not in a position to like have a healthy conversation, but you've made some good fucking choices as it relates to how to handle that. And now, now what's you're fucking with is like you, you blocked her. You said,

fuck off, goodbye. I don't want to talk to you, but she hasn't even, she hasn't really fought for you. And if I'm you and I'm your ego that's gonna fuck with me man That's gonna like and you're not being sure whether you still love her or you're ready to move on or not honestly, like the fact that you haven't heard for you probably makes it more confusing because I would be confused if I were you and It would fuck with me and it would just like Personally, I think you're better off just Continuing down the path that you're on, saying goodbye to this relationship.

The fact that she was in your proximity, that just sucks. Nothing's changed in her life, that's for sure. Right? You know what I'm saying? She's no less sure. You handled it pretty well. You were like, you trusted your gut. You asked for clarity.

She couldn't give you clarity. You said, all right, well then I got my clarity I'm looking for, I'm gonna make the decision for you. And you did. And then she went to a baseball game with a fucking dude. Fresh off of you, and it felt like a violation, but that was her answer, man. And she keeps giving you answers, which is to not really fight for the

relationship or not really do any work. And like she, you are the stronger person in this relationship. And that should tell you something. And that's not to be like, not for your ego to be like, I'm better and more mature than her and I'm, you know, but like, you're not the same level. And like you can, and again, I'm not saying you're meant to be single for 10 years and you're supposed to go on The Bachelor or some crazy shit.

I'm just, my advice to you is to just accept that maybe you are wrong about what your path should be and that you don't know what your path is. That's a good point. And in the meantime, just make good decisions for yourself. Make healthy decisions, invest in good people, invest in your family, read your Bible, make sure that you are not letting this person affect you

in ways that project that and help in the hurt people, hurt people, make sure that you're not hurting other people because she hurt you and get to a good and healthy place where like, listen, she is just one person, man. She seems like to someone, she might be a good catch, but like, she's got some figuring some shit out to do. And you know, good things, you have a lot of eligible years left, man. Like you do.

And so I don't know what that looks like for you, but the more you can just be comfortable with being alone, be fine that you bought this house, be open to the possibilities of what options you even have for this house. You can rent it, you can sell it, who knows, man. You literally have your whole fucking life in front of you and you have a lot of good things going for you and this is a bump in the road.

But like everything that matters, you still have. You still got your family, you still got your job, you still got your health, you still got your job. You still got your health, you know You still got your age which you know, you're only gonna get older But ma'am you are truly as eligible as you're ever gonna be and honestly you got a good you have a good 15 fucking years left to be like prime Eligible bachelor for literally any age group of women and so might as well just take it You know I only say that to you right now because I don't want you to make some sort of like hasty decision to like convince yourself you need to go back to this girl,

you know, for whatever reason. Yeah, I mean, I really I've had I think it's been a little over, I think it's been right at a month since this happened. There has been very little thought like, should I go back to her? I won't reach out to her. Like Like it's gonna be, you know, if she even wanted that, it would come with a lot of work of her having to apologize and like genuinely mean it. But like in the meantime, I'm not waiting. I'm not waiting for that. Like I'm pushing myself forward. Good, good. Every day. And the truth is you don't run. Put myself out there. Your ego wants to hear from her, I'm guessing, you know, but like you should, like she's not changing anytime soon. You know what I'm saying?

Whatever that was stopping her from saying yes to you and yes to moving in and yes to moving forward and taking the next step, like that hasn't changed in her life, you know what I'm saying? And she wasn't wrong, you know? That's a thing that we struggle with, like, right? Is that in the heat of the moment, when you were trying to convince her or talk with her and you needed an answer, whatever was telling her I'm not ready was her

truth and she can love you and think you're great and know that a life with you would be pretty good and realize, I don't know, man, I just, I'm not ready to be a fucking housewife. Yeah. I wasn't, you know, I'm not saying you're crushing her at all. Yeah, I wasn't. I'm not saying you're crushing her at all. I wasn't really, that worked up. Yeah. Right, I wasn't worked up on it either.

It was like, okay, that's fine. I'm patient, I have patience. No, I know, but like you said though, once sometimes a relationship gets to a certain point and I think two people act like, what are we doing here? We have been dating for three and a half years, where is it going?

You know, like, so it's a, there's no wrong answer. Like the only thing that really sucks is that like, she just was like too cowardice and too immature to just give you an honest fucking answer. And like, I don't know, man, I'm not, I'm not ready for this type of relationship. And yeah, I think we, I think we need some distance, but she didn't have the guts to do it.

So you did it for her and then she took the easy way out and, and, and, and, and got a little sloppy and she wasn't stupid. You know what I'm saying? I'm not saying she went to get caught, but like you said, like she, she went out, she was doing, she knew what she was doing. And, and maybe there's a part of her that kind of wanted, you know, maybe she doesn't want to be lying, you know? Like, very few people are like narcissistic sociopaths

who just don't give a fuck. They're just, they just don't, they lack the maturity or the emotional whatever the fuck that like allows them to just say, you know what, fuck, I'm scared as fuck. I don't know if I'm gonna regret this, but I do know right now I'm not ready. And yeah, we should probably take some real time apart. And I wish I could be friends with you I'm scared as fuck. I don't know if I'm gonna regret this, but I do know right now I'm not ready. And yeah, we should probably take some real time apart.

I wish I could be friends with you, and I wish I could call you every day, but I know that's not fair to you. And we should break up. And I'm really sorry that I made promises to you about getting married to you. But I'm sorry, and I fucked up, and I know you're gonna hate me,

but this is what I need for myself. And she didn't have the guts to do that. She went to a baseball game instead. Yep. If she'd have done that, it would have been a diff- like seeing it would have been, still sucked, but I guess a lot more like easy to swallow. You don't even know that, honestly. You really don't know that.

Yeah. Yeah, I guess you're right. I mean, that's just a hindsight, just your hindsight thought, but it's just the fact of stringing me along, blowing my phone up, blowing my mom's phone up, wondering what I'm doing, all this. And it's like, you know, why do that? Why do that? And you know-

Do yourself a favor by giving her the grace of just saying, honestly, it's like, she wasn't capable of it. And you're not making excuses for her because you're not begging for her to take her back. She just, she had some growing up to do. I was too blind to see it because I, you know, I decided that I wanted certain things and, you know,

fuck man, like when we're in love, man, like we just, we kind of bulldoze through things because we want to get our way and, you know, and like, so I would just give her some grace so you can let go of the anger and the hate or whatever. And because that just keeps you emotionally invested, right? Like that's the shit that like when you're driving, like you're in your car now,

that you just go down this mental rabbit hole and you get fucking angry and you start asking yourself some questions and you're just like, yeah, fuck man. Like there was that one time where she fucking cheated on me then, man. Like, fuck, honestly, who gives a fuck now? You have your answer.

You know that, you know, regardless of the messy details, your girlfriend just wasn't as emotionally ready for what you guys talked about as she claimed to be. And whether, and it wasn't, it probably wasn't malicious. She probably thought she did. And she was wrong and maybe a little self-centered and a little immature about it And she hurt you as a result, but like she's not a bad person

she's just not your person, especially right now and This is how you got here. So like let her figure out her shit say goodbye to her If there's a future for you, too, I can confidently say it's not in the next year You know and she might need to date other guys or whatever, do her thing. And I don't know, maybe, maybe in a year you guys run into each other again, and maybe she's ready to be like, I was really shitty as a girlfriend to you. And I'm really sorry. And I just want to say that. And maybe there's a twinkle in each other's eyes. And I don't know, maybe something happens then, but like I really confidently can say that chances are you guys need some real distance, some real separation, some real personal closure,

and not closure you're gonna get from her. That's you just being like, you know what? We are done, you know? And this chapter's over. And if there is a chapter for us in the beginning, that's a chapter that really needs to like play itself out in the future because right now I, this, this person needs to figure her shit out and I can't be here on the sidelines as her

friend to help her. Yeah. Another part I want to add in that you can maybe give me some advice on. So like I told you, I didn't reach out to her, text her, call her, nothing. Like nothing at all. And so I ran into her dad and I was always very close to their dad. And so I just went, I mean, we were at a golf course and I ran into him and I just went up to tell him like, thanks for all you did for me.

Really appreciated everything you did. And hated that I couldn't, you know, talk to you before then all this happened. He has the nerve to basically put his finger in my face telling me to quit disrespecting his daughter, quit making up these lies and rumors. I mean, he went on to tell me that our relationship was over three months ago. And had the nerve to tell me that you're in his or your, I was the problem. Sorry. What's that again? He told you that you're in hers relationship was over three months ago, or you're in his or your problem. Sorry. What said that again?

He told you that you're in hers. Relationship was over three months ago or you're in his, me and hers. He said, I hate to break it to you, but y'all's relationship ended three months ago, which I mean, I didn't see that. I don't, I don't know how that, how that's possible, but that he's not making that shit up on his own. I just, I know him well enough. He's not making that up.

That came from somewhere. And so I went on to talk to him and he's saying that I'm bad mouthing her, which I'm not. I'm not. I mean, I have friends asking me, you know, where's she at? Where's she at? And I just, I straight up told him, you have the right to, you have the right to be honest.

Yeah. Yeah. Right. And so, but I guarantee you, she does not see it that way. You know what I'm saying? She obviously is operating in semantics, you know? And you say, you know, you bring up the narcissism thing. I'm not gonna be the one to diagnose somebody

with that at all, but he certainly has those traits and what's getting back to me. And genuinely, like, I don't give a fuck what she says at this point. I really don't. But for her to go around telling people that I cheated on her when there's, there's no evidence I've never cheated on her. I've always been loyal to her. Dragon my name through the fucking mud. I don't care what she's saying, but I

do care that it's out there. Who, who is she saying it to other than her dad? All of her friends and we, and we share a pretty, I mean, a pretty unique circle of friends. So like, it's pretty obvious what side people are picking i don't give a fuck what side people pick i really don't i mean i know it really genuinely happen. It's just that it's like what what is your reputation is telling people that i cheated on her. That i treated her like shit, that I was an addict. I mean, I'm not addicted to anything. Like literally anything.

I don't do drugs. I barely drink socially. I gamble here and there. I mean, I don't know what addiction I would fucking have. Like you can hook me up to a lie detector test for all this. There's nothing to the fullest extreme to protect herself. You're getting your answer, man. Like, and listen, you know, you're right. You're, you're do yourself the fullest extreme to protect herself. You're getting your answer, man. Like, and listen, you know, you're right.

You're, you're do yourself no favors by diagnosing her. Like, listen, she's very selfish right now and a lot of, and a lot of 20 something people are, and quite honestly should be. I don't know. Not this way. Her dad's certainly going to have her back. I totally get that. You're going around telling people she cheated on you and she's like, this motherfucker broke

up with me two days before that. I didn't cheat on him. You know, like that's our truth. Guarantee it. Right. telling people she cheated on you and she's like, this motherfucker broke up with me two days before that, I didn't cheat on him, you know? That's her truth, guarantee it, right? And I get why your truth is very different. You're just like, bro, we've been going back and forth, you've been my girlfriend for three years, this is another one of your things.

Regardless if you cheated on me or not, I don't know what it felt like in the moment, I bet it felt pretty fucking shitty and you could give some analogy or whatever, but it hurt you. Now that's what bet it felt pretty fucking shitty and you could give some analogy or whatever, but like it hurt you. Yeah, that's what mattered. And she knew it would hurt you. And like, you know, semantics about cheating or whatever.

So like, my advice to you is to stop talking about her, period. Who gives a shit, who gives a shit, who gives a shit what people think anymore about whether you cheated or you're broken up, man. And you know, and if people on a one-on-one situation wanna ask you questions, and I understand your reputation matters to you,

but I'm guessing most people don't give a fuck, and I'm guessing most people see this as messy gossip. And if it doesn't affect your job, and doesn't affect your relationship with your family, or doesn't affect your relationship with your closest friends, then it just don't matter. And that's what I'm worried about is it is getting back to my job. Okay. Not that it's going to affect me, but people I work with are connected to her or family

in one way or another. And that's being brought up. And like, again, you know, that's where I kind of have a problem. That's why I was saying I don't give a fuck if she tells it to her little friends, whatever. But when it's starting to affect family, friends, family, close friends and job, like you said, then it becomes a problem. I mean, I don't know. Do you think it's gotten to the point where you can just like ways raise the right flag and just be like, listen, man, like, I know I haven't talked to you

since, why are you saying some of this stuff? And then maybe she's like, what are you saying shit about me? And be like, you know, whatever I said, and however I feel about the end of our relationship, it really is what it is, but you know, just be like, fine, I'll stop. I don't even wanna debate with you whether we think,

but you guys can sit there and debate whether she cheated on you. But if she's literally saying out of pocket things like you have an addiction, and you're like, I don't know I went to the casino a couple times and I got drunk once, you know You can be like why why are you saying stuff like this with it? Like why are you trying to hurt me? You know, like what why a small silver lining? Maybe this is like her way of getting your fucking attention Because you blocked her and I'm not saying you should bring her back in your life

But I don't know if you really think it's affecting, it's getting to the point where it could affect things that matter, maybe in the gentlest way, you just wave that flag and just say, can we move on from each other's lives? I don't wanna be, obviously I'm hurt, I care about you, I don't like how things ended, but why has it gotten to this point, and can we just stop whatever it is that we think each other's are doing

and just not bad mouth each other? You know, I don't, I mean, do you think that we'll get through to her? I don't know. I can do that. I can definitely do that. I mean, I've kind of come to terms with it anyway. And I've, like I said, I've ran into her quite a few times

and I'm prepared to have that conversation. Like I said, I don't want to debate. I'm not trying, I'm not here to argue. But like, let's just end it on the most civil terms we can possibly do and just move on. Like you said, I'm tired of fucking talking about it. I really am. I think I sent this message in a couple of weeks ago.

Okay. So I followed through with it anyway, but like I genuinely, other than that, like in the last week, I haven't talked about it. That's good. That's good. Well well that's progress. So listen, if you're really on a path to healing, the best way to, like listen,

you reaching out to be clear has its purpose, and that purpose is to diffuse whatever drama so that this doesn't trickle into things that actually can affect your life. Obviously this is affecting your life because it's emotional and she fucked you up, but it's one thing to have heartbreak and another thing for it to bleed

into other aspects of your life. So you have a purpose here. And if your purpose is to just simply diffuse it and nothing else matters, then the best way to connect with her or get through to her is to honestly tell her what she wants to hear, whatever that is. And you know her best.

And maybe I think, well, well guess what I'm saying is, you attract bees better with honey than with vinegar, right? I'm sure you've heard that saying. Well, I don't think you should say anything to try to get her back. You can say things like, listen man, like I just, if she says like, are you talking shit about me, blah, blah, blah, don't say, well, cause you cheated on me.

Just be like, yeah, listen, man, I was, I was really heartbroken that I, you know, our relationship was over. And obviously like there was a lot of hurt and I'm not trying to point the finger, but I am just, we should stop, you know, and just tell her that you're gonna miss her. Tell her that she was a great girlfriend.

Tell her that she, you know, that just compliment her. You know, just like put your ego aside and just tell her what, because that shows strength. The more emotional, mature person who is above this bullshit is gonna just be able to just fucking, when I was 28 years old, my then fiance cheated on me, and she, very similar to you, there were rumors, and I don't know what exactly happened,

but emotionally, physically, I don't know. Some fucking shit went down. That much I know with Claire, right? And then finally it fucked me up a little bit. We live in the same town. And then I got a new girlfriend. Few months later, she ended up getting engaged to this guy. Then she's out on her bachelorette party.

And I was, at that point, I was pretty much over-healed and good, right? And then my then girlfriend was bartending, and I would always go to her bar with me and my buddies, and it's like my, my then girlfriend was bartending and like, I would always go to her bar when me and my buddies and it's like, Hey, my girlfriend's bartending. I'm going to go to fucking free drinks and have fun, you know, cause I'm not going to go hit on girls. I'll just like hang out with my girlfriend while she's bartending.

Right. And then my ex walks in at her bachelor party, knowing where my then girlfriend works and I was so chill and so like above it and so like not triggered her. Cause I knew like, I knew what she was doing and I was like chill and so like above it and so like not triggered her because I knew like I knew what she was doing and I was like, oh man, congratulations. I'm really happy for you guys. It's going to be great. And this and she just starts crying because like she, she came into fuck with me and I

was like so good and so like, you know, and I was happy for her and she didn't even know how to fucking process it, you know, and I was just like, You know, and so just tell her what she wants to hear, man. You, she is this, this she is reacting to something you're doing, right? I'm guessing, you know, when you, you said like I ran into her, she acts like I don't exist. Do you, do you also act like she doesn't exist? No. So, so I did. So backstory, I work out at a gym around the corner from my house and she goes every morning and get this like nutrition shit, whatever it is. And so the first day I walked out, she was walking in and we just like looked at each other and turned away. And then a few days later it happened. I just smiled and wave. So ever since then,

I just smile and wave every time she doesn't do anything back. She doesn't smile or wave? No. She acts like I did something to her now, you know? So it's like, whatever. But I'm more than emotionally stable and okay to have a conversation with her and be completely, completely fine. I mean, genuinely. Be careful.

You know, just, I would go in just knowing that it sounds like, I don't know, she's, I don't know what's going on in her head, but like I would, I would go in just knowing that it sounds like, I don't know, she's, I don't know what's going on in her head, but I would be careful. I would be very self-aware of everything that's going on. Don't put yourself in a position where she can make up anything else and just wave that white flag and just say, listen, I hate that it's gotten this way. I don't think we should be friends.

I care, I love you too much to try to be your friend, but I hate that it's gotten this way. Can we just be like, can we wish each other well? And if you wanna talk about anything, I'm sorry if I blocked you, I'm sorry if whatever. I don't honestly think, I hope she doesn't follow through with this, but just, just try to be someone who's like, make her feel guilty about talking shit. Just, just try to like, just try to like bring her off that ledge, just be,

make her feel bad about being mean. Cause right now there's a good chance that her, this behavior is like trying to get your attention. You know, granted she's edgy, waved and like you know but you wave and smiling like I don't know maybe she sees that as you being a smart ass or waving and you're okay like she wants I don't she wants something from you I don't know what it is. She wants a reaction yeah I mean it's it's to the point now where like I mean this is kind of irrelevant but the only social media that I have is LinkedIn just for work, work reasons. And like, I see her checking it every day now. Like I have it where

I can see who views my profile. So she's like doing that. She's driving out of her way right by my house. This isn't the first time it's happened in the last few weeks. It's like, look, if you want to stop and have a conversation, like you, you fucked me over, but I still like, I'm, I still have no ill will towards you. You know, like I can still, you got a little, and that's okay. You're allowed to, you're a human being. Um, so I think it's okay. I think you should acknowledge you're still angry.

You're not over it. That's okay. It's only been a month. And I think you could still try to be like, just be honest with her. And just try to let go of the anger. Just be like, I am angry, but like, I still fucking love ya,

even though I don't think we should be together. And it still hurts and I don't, you know, fuck man. But like, why are we making our lives even harder than they need to be? You know, like, can we just, can we not? You know, like, I don't, you know, in a minute, like I don't like. Fuck man. I, even if it's not true, just tell her you think about her.

It's probably is true, but like, you know, um, you're, this is about self preservation, but like, if, if you keep working on yourself, man, you're really honest with yourself and you make healthy decisions. You'll get through this and, you know, I don't know where my ex is now these days, but I can confidently say whether it was her or the ex before her or the ex after, I'm really good or happy with how I made choices versus them.

And I'm not saying I am even a twinkle in their eye anymore, but I definitely feel like I won the breakups. And that was because like, I dealt with my fucking shit in a way that I, you know, was able to like move on, where I didn't, like when I did run into them, I felt it, I felt good, I felt emotionally regulated. I could honestly be there for them emotionally

without it emotionally affecting me. You're not there yet, right? Like when you're in the relationship, when you were trying to be there for your girlfriend when she was struggling, hard for you to fully be there for her because you're all very confused why she won't move in with you

and you're trying to be there for her but you need her to be there for you. When I was running into my ex-girlfriends, after I had moved on, I didn't need to be there for them anymore. I certainly didn't need them to be there for me, right? I was good, you know, I was fine. I knew that as soon as I was saying need to be there for them anymore. I certainly didn't need them to be there for me, right? I was good, you know? I was fine.

I didn't give a, I knew that as soon as I was saying goodbye to them, I'd be like, whatever, and I'd maybe tell my friend, hey, I ran into so-and-so, but it wouldn't like fucking cannibalize my day. And when you're in that position, you have so much fucking power and you have so much control and like you just feel like above it and you're good and you can, you know, it's a power that you don't wanna use

because you can manipulate. You feel like this out of body of experience where you recognize you in the past would have been all fucked up but now you can literally say things because you know you're just trying to help her. You're trying to help her get to the place that you're at. And honestly, you don't even mind if she gets over you

because a lot of people, it's like, I don't even mind if she gets over you because you know, you're not, you know, a lot of people it's like, I don't want to date you, but I still want you not over me. So, and that's kind of a little bit where she is right now. Like she probably is still enjoying her freedom, but she just wants to know that you're still fucked up over. So like give her what she wants. Oh yeah, yep, yep.

You know, let her know that you're an absolute hot mess of whatever and that you're sad, but you don't, I don't know. What you want is this, you want it to not bleed into other healthy aspects of your life. Correct, that's it, yep. All right, was this helpful? Yeah, yeah, dude, I appreciate it, seriously. Cool, man.

Well, sorry you're going through this. I relate to you, man. I really think this could be, I relate to you, man. It's, um, I really think this could be a, I was around your age when similar shit happened like this to me. And I look back at that time out of life is a very pivotal time in my life. I looked back on that life as a time where I think to myself, I actually finally learned who I was as a person, as a man, as an adult, I'm sure you've thought that before, but I promise you, you're gonna have other periods

of your life where you're gonna be like, whoa, fuck man, that was, damn, I was stupid when I was 27. You might even say that about 30-year-old you. 40-year-old you is gonna look back. You should always be learning, you should always be growing. If you're a finished product at 27, you're just a fool.

So just keep being willing and being open. Let life happen. Be open to keep your circle healthy. Take risks, but make healthy, calculated risks and good choices. Be patient. Shit will work out, man. I promise.

Yeah, for sure, man. Thank you, I really appreciate that. All right, take care. I appreciate the call. Always great hearing from our men. It's honestly no different, man. We're all human beings who are just trying to like, we're all trying to make our life movie

the best possible outcome in general, and we're all just figuring it out at the same time. So that's kind of where you're at right now. Yeah, it's a pivotal point, but like you said, a lot of good can happen from this, so looking forward to that. Absolutely. All right, man, appreciate the call.

If you're down, I'd love an update, like in a month from now, where things are at. Yeah, yeah, yeah. For sure, man, I'll reach back out. All right, appreciate you. All right, talk to you later. Thanks, man, y'all take care. All right, bye-bye. This episode of 5,000 is sponsored by Yeah, for sure, man. I'll reach back out. I appreciate you. I'll talk to you later. Thanks, man. Y'all take care.

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My name is Hannah and I am 34 years old. How can I help Hannah? I don't know how to handle my twin sister's affair. Okay, your twin sister. Are you guys identical? Not that that matters, I'm just... No, we're not identical, but we are extremely close. Probably just about as close as twins can be. Where are we in the affair process? Is it ongoing? Who knows about it? Give me the deets. So like, what are we dealing with here? To my knowledge, they started the affair sometime early last summer. I think

it was building a little bit before then. My sister actually left her husband for this guy and then she went back to her husband. And my understanding was that they had broken up, but then you know because she confides in me, they got back together. Then they broke up again. Then they got back together. So I, who's breaking up and getting back together, her and her husband, her and her, the affair partner. Okay.

And how much, if any, did the husband know about the back and forth? He had his suspicions, but they've been together for so long that it, it just like, it couldn't be true So does he know anything yet? Like does he know why she left now? He knows yeah now He knows that she had an affair he Hopes and believes and is telling himself that it is over, but it's not I think it's over In a lot of ways, but I think that they work together

And I think that there's still a lot of like wink, wink, but like you're still my love kind of like situation going on. And what's the other person's situation? The affair partner. They said they're coworkers. He is, he's been divorced several times. He is much, much older.

I've met him, not a cool guy, and he had a long-term girlfriend that he broke up with for my sister when they got married. And what is, your sister have kids or anything like that? Nope, no kids, not yet. They were planning on doing that soon, but that, you know, this put a wrench in everything. Okay, well, how long have they been married for?

They've been married for, they had had their they would have had their anniversary and their fifth anniversary in December but they've been together since my sister was 19. That's like her only you know person she's ever had. Interesting. They never got divorced though, they just separated? They separated and now they're like I'll tell you all about it now they're um you know she sort of moved back in and you know it's very messy there, um, you know, she sort of moved back in and, you know, it's, it's very messy. So what do you say to your sister right now? Like what's your relationship status with

her and like, how open do you guys talk about this? Um, open, so open, too open. It's a huge burden on me. She told me in the beginning, before I knew that it was going to become a full fledfledged affair, she told me, you know, that she had, you know, you know, an outfit of passion, you know, slept with someone else. So this would have been just the second person she's ever had sex with, you know? She's only ever been with her husband.

And I, you know, didn't want to panic or freak out, even though I'm pretty tight with my brother-in-law. I don't know. Didn't know how to act. So she told me, and I kind of, you know, let it go, like, let it be like, okay. I don't know, didn't know how to act. So she told me and I kind of let it go, like let it be like, okay, well, you know, you keep that a secret, then it happened again, then it happened again. And by the end of last summer.

Why'd you tell her to keep it a secret? Because my sister and I have such a strange bond, which is kind of like, you know, no matter what, we were there for each other. What is there for each other mean to you? When you can't count on anyone else to not judge you, to not punish you, to not whatever, like it's just your open ears. And that's always been our relationship. So I wasn't going to. Question I guess, like how, you know.

So here's what I'm hearing from you. Like you said, like you and your obviously twin sister, not surprisingly are very close, very connected. And like you said, your relationship is unique and there's this kind of unspoken or maybe sometimes spoken bond that you guys are always there for each other and there for each other means

you guys can tell each other secrets and without judgment or shame or simply just listen without offering any criticism, critiques or tough love or hard advice. You're just simply there to listen, accept, I guess in some ways validate and approve of things even if you don't, would that be accurate?

Well, that's like, oh my gosh. Yeah, nail on the head with that. Yeah, and understanding obviously you calling because your feelings internally have changed, but you're grappling with how to relay that message to your sister, right? Is that what I'm hearing? I'm grappling with how, I mean, I've been,

our relationship has changed, especially in recent months right? Is that something I'm hearing? I'm grappling with how, I mean, I've been, uh, my, our, our relationship has changed, especially in recent months, or, and even just as immediately as, you know, when I wrote in, but, um, w I'm, I'm, what I'm grappling the most with is, um, recent, you know, kind of like, you know, beginning, you know, about a month or two ago of, of just disgust and anger, um, with my sister. And I'm worried that I won't ever be able to, you know, a month or two ago of just disgust and anger with my sister and I'm worried that I won't ever be able to you know rebuild that kind of you know relationship with her. Okay well you know that's certainly a valid

concern but I don't know if we're quite there yet but I think I guess my question to you is and maybe you know it's a bit rhetorical because obviously you're communicating your problem. But like how do you feel like this dynamic with your sister has helped your relationship with her as you both have gotten older in adult life? And how has that relationship and that dynamic helped you guys as individuals being each other's closest confident? I think it's helped her a lot and I've done a lot of reflecting on this lately. You think it's helped me? Well how, again I'm not here to judge

either of you in terms of like how you've helped each other but like do you think it's helped her? If you are her closest support system conf Confidant, and again, I'm in no way blaming you, but like she has come to you and over the course of, sounds like this has been going on over a year, over a course of a long extended period of time, she is operating in a way

that you very much don't approve of. It's affecting your relationship. From an outsider looking in, she is blowing up her life. And now maybe her current husband and her high school sweetheart or whatever, maybe they're just like not each other's person long term. That's definitely a possibility. But whatever she decides, she's clearly going about it in the most toxic way that is not only affecting her immediate relationship

with a person that regardless of whether she wants to spend the rest of her life with him, she is hurting this man in ways that like we quite we currently don't know the damage that she is doing or will have done to this man, his psyche, his emotional health, his ability to move on, heal, whatever. She's only giving a fuck about herself and it's gotten to the point where right now, you are afraid that your relationship with your sister may never be the same going forward. So again, repeating that question,

how do you feel like this current dynamic has helped her? Because you're not a therapist, right? She doesn't pay you to give her therapy and she's not paying you for her mental health. But like, and you know, but like clearly you listen and you're there for her. And I'm sure she gets things off her chest, but it is not resulting in her making healthy decisions

for herself or her relationship with you or her relationship with her husband. And so, you know what I'm saying? It's like, in my mind, this relationship dynamic isn't serving either of you, right? And it's become a bit, you know, well-intentioned, no less. But I don't know, to me, being there for people, especially in adult life, requires more than just,

you know, this understanding that we will simply be, that we will listen without any shame or judgment. You're a human being, so you can promise your sister all you want, that you won't judge her and you may do your best to hide how you feel. But you are judging her, right? You internally, and whether your sister knows that or not or feels that or not, it is happening. And so you are in a way,

not being honest with your sister either about how you feel about her actions. And so now you have this dynamic where you've kind of agreed to just listen without judgment, but like ultimately you're judging her inside, you're feeling more and more disconnected from your sister, you know, and again, you know what I'm saying? So it's like, if you're looking for answers of how to approach this, right, because I'm guessing you feel like you're stuck between a rock and a hard place, and like here you have this dynamic with your sister,

this relationship, this understanding, this unspoken bond with your twin sister, and then she's also like making these choices, and you feel well what do I do you know like I do I completely change the dynamic or you know do I address this or how do I handle that and I'm here to say like this dynamic has stopped working for you guys as you guys have grown into adulthood and discovered yourselves and and realize maybe things that you want. Clearly your sister is discovering herself into her early 30s as someone who's been with one man

her whole life. And while I empathize with like how that might be affecting her and these feelings, she's clearly making choices and covering for her choices and justifying her choices. And she has you aiding and abetting her choices. While you don't necessarily want to be doing that, that sounds like what you're doing. And that has indirectly caused you to become further apart.

And so I think when you look at it that way, I hope that makes you feel less obligated to this dynamic that you are worried about changing? Well, yeah, I mean, absolutely. And the fact of the matter is that, I mean, things have changed. Like now we, I mean, the last weeks and months, you know, probably for especially since the last month or so, what since she's moved back in with her husband, she still comes to me with some of the same problems she came to me about before.

And now I'm giving like, I mean, I feel so mean to her. I am. And I am I'm telling her what's what I'm telling her everything. I'm telling she's like, she doesn't have that in me anymore. And furthermore, out of what are you telling her right now. So she keeps on saying that she's ended all contacts with the affair partner with whom she works. She there, they're both school teachers together in a small school. They're both history teachers and they and they she's one, you know, door down. So she has sworn on like a, you know, a stack of Bibles and many times it's over. And then in a moment of like, you know, panic, she'll tell me, well, it's over.

But also like he did, you know, there was like this kind of like whisper of like, but you know, but just like, I'm gonna work things out with him, maybe, but then we'll see in the future, you know, kind of like this subterfuge, and who knows. So I've just been very, very, very angry at her, very, like verbally angry at her. And, and one important thing to note is that since about January, I've been speaking on the phone with my brother-in-law, her husband, just about every day as kind of like his confidant, as they kind of like get back together. And I've never felt closer to him.

I've never felt more of a responsibility to him. I am more aware, I think, than my sister is of his pain, without like the, in the immediate, they have their communications terrible with me. I've been like this kind of translator between the two of them. My boyfriend thinks that I'm like, you know, it's like, it's almost like I'm like trading,

you know, international like stocks or something. I'm just like constantly on the phone with one, then the other, then the other. And do either of them know that? I've mediated meetings between, they both know that. They both know that I am like, yeah that it meetings between they both know that they both know that I am like Yeah, I mean they both know that I'm like the third party in this Crazy like three sum of reconciliation. It's I mean like it's wild

I mean like right now I just got a text from him like any news any word like here's what I feel today Is our is he in therapy? Are they in therapy? Before they separated, they started therapy, but it was really just a means for my sister to tell him what's what, that they were going to separate. And now that they're kind of like, you know, they're living together again, and by all, you know, official accounts, they're getting back together. They are together again. They go like twice a week now to the same therapist. And they've had a lot of like breakthroughs

and stuff. But it's just, you know, it's a lot of my brother in law expressing like, you know, what the fuck you heard me so much. Like, this is what you know, like, even before I found out about the affair, you were so cruel and distant, and they didn't know. And then it's her just being like, everyone's mad at me, you know. So it's just like, so like my opinion of her, my respect for her, you know, it's, I mean, I'm just so tight with him now. Is your sister an individual therapy?

Oh, no, no. I mean, they go, she goes, she meets with their couples therapist individually, I think like once every week or every two weeks, they both do and then they come together. It's like part of like the, sure. Okay. I don't know how they're doing it, but it's not, but it's a, but it's like, but it's still part of the couple's therapy. I should not like her own. Gotcha. Yeah. It sounds like maybe your sister has a lot to unpack as an individual, maybe.

I mean, you know, like she, she's obviously acting like the victim in a situation where she's the destroyer um You know like um Well, what what can I help you with like where are you at? Yeah? So yeah, and I figured you you would ask that because usually when it's like this, you know messy That's the question you ask but I um, so I my my biggest concern is that I want to which is just because it's my own shit, but i'm my biggest concern is making sure that I want to which is just because it's my own shit but I'm my biggest concern is making sure that I can I uh you know love and respect my sister again in the future um trying

to even though she's definitely doing a bad thing because you know as we know like people do bad things and it doesn't have to but and now that I'm so involved it's harder for me to you know feel that way and also um I just really need her to focus on her relationship with her husband, or not, or break up and leave me out of it. So these are questions that almost feels like we're breaking a twin bond, like a pact we've always had,

where I have to be like, no, this time for the first time in our big year. You know, like, I can't do this anymore. It's killing me. Well, you know, that was kind of that was coming to mind I was my question. I was gonna ask you as like how often have you really told your sister? No next to next to never, you know, well sometimes, you know, listen, I Have a young daughter. She's 13 months lover unconditionally, you know, I don't know not to not that it's a competition

But I bet I love her just as much as you love your sister, right? And like part of loving my daughter, you know is I'm gonna have to tell her no, you know lots of times Yeah, you know the whole like, oh, you know, you're she'll give me the eyes and whatever but like, you know Saying no to someone doesn't mean you don't love them. I feel like to her it almost would That's her problem, but I'm telling you objectively, regardless of what you think or what your sister thinks, it's a fact that you can love someone deeply, care about them deeply, and tell them no. And I think it's a little toxic

for anyone to think otherwise. And if you feel like you can't show love to someone you say no to, then something about that relationship is wrong or needs to be fixed or broken. Her therapist, my brother-in-law told me, cause that's like, yeah, again, like I'm way too, I'm so involved that I know things.

My sister doesn't know that he said, and my brother-in-law doesn't know that she said, it's all like this like crazy, like payment telephone. But he told me that it came out in therapy that you know the therapist believes that our relationship is in a certain way a little bit too intimate and that you know it's also kind of like who's relationship you and your sister or you you and your you and your brother-in-law oh sorry my relationship with my sister and or her basically her relationship with me rather i want to clarify that. Well it's your relationship with each other. Whereas her

relationship should that her intimate relationship her most intimate relationship should be with him and maybe never was and like you know certainly isn't now so I just thought that was interesting that that's what the therapist said. Yeah I could see that I mean there's something going on with your relationship the more you talk about it that seems off to me. Well-intentioned no less but like off and like not serving either of you and I mean, there's something going on with your relationship. The more you talk about it, that seems off to me. Well intentioned, no less, but like off. And like not serving either of you.

And now here you are playing therapist. You're not a therapist and you can be a good friend and certainly a great sister and a good sister-in-law and you can have the best intentions, but like also be careful, right? I'm sure you feel it too. You feel too involved, too lost. You're like not sure who it's side you're on.

If you're in any side at all, you're connecting with your brother-in-laws in ways that honestly your sister should probably be connecting with. It's just all very confusing. Not to mention, I can't imagine that you said you have a boyfriend. Like this is going to, this just, this is a virus, a toxic virus that just spreads like a disease. You know? Yeah.

And you are part, you've caught the cold, so to speak. And so again, you can be well intentioned, but like you are caught up in this. You are part of this drama. And I think you need to be very careful as well as tension. And you know, and like obviously that's why you're calling in, you're asking for help, I commend you for doing that. But like, you know, my advice is just also be careful.

I think you need to start sending some healthy boundaries with both of them, more specifically your sister. Yeah, I mean, they actually, my brother-in-law invited me to attend just because I'm like so involved anyway, and I come up in every conversation that they have with their therapist, they invited me to come to therapy a few times with them, which was kind of like when I when I you know reached out to you but I know that you know as I said it in my you know when I when I wrote in to aside

from the obvious boundary issues my twin sister is she's been the thing she's done the things she continues to do every day I you know I'm saying this in kind of like the stupid inner and outer away, but I'm like, narcissist, like, and no empathy, no, no, like, like absolutely nothing. Like the, you know, uh, she will like fall on her knees, crying about how her affair partner must be feeling right now. And then when I see her with their husband, as she like, like I helped her move back some stuff the other day out of like her apartment that she was renting. She like, she was like begrudgingly, I had to like make her move that stuff. She was crying all over herself. We brought in like three Tupperware things. So then and like she walked in the door, place it on there

kind of just like, I'm here. No, no, everything's fine, everything's fine. And then he and I did our best to make some levities, some small talk or something, but just like she can't even, she's like, just the cruelty. And it's not even just like, I'm not calling in to help them. She can call in someday to talk about how her relationship is, but just like I watched that and my jaw is on the ground and I'm just like, and there's nothing like the cruelty that the you know the just does the obvious lack of empathy and when I speak to my brother-in-law about it

I can't even deny it. I'm just like This um, this is not someone we've ever known to be so cold so and so and I just If I don't I've always felt you know since I was a child and especially, you know, after we went to different colleges and stuff like that, we were are like little our bond has always been like such a an institution, like a pillar in my life. I don't have more. I don't know if I don't have my sister. I don't I don't got shit, you know.

And now I'm just like, I like when was the last time you don't know? Oh, but a seer the same. Yeah, I feel you listen. I don't know your sister. I don't know about Assir the same. I feel, listen, I don't know your sister. I don't know you very well. This is obviously a bump in the road, that's for sure. You know, I think, I'm sure you heard me say, it's just like, there have been, you know, not maybe to that degree, we've all had times

in periods in our life where we're gonna look back and be ashamed of the person we were, and maybe that's the spouts of narcissism, selfishness, self-centeredness. Sometimes we just get so caught up in our own bullshit that we come across to many people like your sister seems to be coming across to you. And again, definitely not a therapist. I'm not even in a position, even if she was here, I'm not in a position to diagnose, but I don't know. I'm gonna just go ahead and bet that your sister didn't magically become a narcissist, right? And that it's not as if right now

you're looking back at your entire relationship and for the first time ever seeing your sister in a whole new way and realizing that since the age of 10, she's kind of been the narcissist, and she's some sociopath or whatever. That doesn't seem to be the case, right? So she's going through something and certainly demonstrating narcissistic,

she's only caring about herself. So listen, I'm optimistic that she can work through this, but to work through it, you two might have to go through some periods of major reform. And that might require you to what you feel. You say, yo, if I don't have my sister, well, who am I? You, like, this is also an opportunity for you to rediscover yourself as an individual. I don't know what it's like to be a twin or have a twin or that bond and I have no doubt it's very special and something

that you two have that most people who aren't twins don't have. That is not an excuse to look the other way or ignore bad behavior because you guys have such a bond that you need to basically be there to enable each other and approve of bad behavior in the spirit of being close, you might have to say, I don't know who you are anymore. I don't like who you've become right now. I believe in you as a person.

I'm glad you're working through this, but I'm no longer going to listen and approve of things. And if you want to be in my life, get ready to start hearing exactly how I feel. I will always unconditionally love you, but I definitely do not like who you are right now. I don't like what you've become, I don't approve of it. You can say things like, I don't know, I don't know how direct you want to be,

but you have to, without name calling and trying to hurt her, you have to start being honest with her. You just made me think of something too, actually. So when we were really young, or not even really young, even just like whatever, five years ago or something, I went through a series of like really hard things. I was always the one who like, you know,

as soon as I could I moved internationally. I did my own thing. I was away, you know, I was like kind of like living on the phone with my family for a long time with my sister. I was away, you know, I was like kind of like living on the phone with my family for a long time With my sister it was all the time. Um, I Was I went through? Horrible like really long-term relationships like things that were you know abusive things that were really dangerous things that weren't right for me Just like pretty dark stuff and and even though I spoke to her about it all the time all the time

She knew every single one, it was just almost kind of like this facade of just like encouragement kind of just blatant. Like, she never once gave me tough love or tried to, or who out to save me or demanded that I, she never did that because it was kind of like to her that was going against the, if I didn didn't want to do it then then Nina know through that That's actually just you talking about that kind of just those the first time that popped into my brain to think about like as a comparison

I mean listen wasn't never it was never there for me that way which in my in my opinion, you know This is not this is more about friendships rather, you know, brother or sister relationship dynamic. But I know there's a lot of friends out there, and I see it more with women than I do with men. But there's a lot of friendships out there when you break it down, the thing they're most there for each other is to keep each other's secrets.

And I know a lot of ladies, or I've met a handful of ladies that like have friendships like that. And that's what they value most about the relationship. When you break it down, they're there just to like, they have that one friend who pulls some shit now and then and they can go to, because everyone kind of needs to tell one person, even if they're doing things

they don't totally like about themselves, because they want to find someone who can kind of justify their choices and their excuses you know and things like that you know but I don't know to me that's not a friendship and and and or you know and so it sounds to me like someone who won't bother you someone who won't tell mom or whatever so that like here you are talking about toxic relationships borderline dangerous relationships that you are a part of and your sister knew every ounce of it, every truth of that relationship

and did nothing about it other than just make you feel like hurt. And even validated. Like if I say, but it's fine, you know, it's like, yeah, you're damn straight it's fine. You know, it's late when you're the best, you know. That's what she did. And honestly, it's like almost as if now she's like cashing in her, uh, her chips as I were

there for you when you were making your self-centered selfish or self-destructive choices. Maybe they weren't even self-centered. Maybe they were coming from a place of pain or, or whatever, but like whatever the reason she now feels like you're supposed to accept her choices. Right. And so to me, you're right. Like you can't fix your sister.

You can't fix them. You know, um, you can try to be there for them, I think with limitations, but you have gone so far, you know, like they're inviting you to therapy. That a lot. Yeah. And as Abby said, and for both of them, and I know like this is, you know, I'm not going to just like add on another question. That's not how it works, but it's also like, it's been so destructive to my, um, my relationship with my boyfriend.

We, we lived together. We've lived together for a long time. Um, you know, he knows everything. I like, you know, I tell like, and he is just such a, more of like a Nick Vile kind of, just kind of like, he sees it as it is without the, well, it's not his twin, so he's not gonna, so his just like his, it's all I can do to keep him from when she comes over, like in the middle of the night

to cry in my arms. He's like, it's all he can do to just be like twin, like what the hell, like just like, what are you doing? This is all like my, you know, my partner thinks about lives, breathes, like works leaves work to talk to you, like takes a like a call from you when we're on, you know, a Valentine's day, like, or when we're on a trip and, you know, yeah, yeah. Like you got to stop that.

That's, that's toxic. It's unhealthy. It's not productive. And that's a you problem. 100%. Are you in therapy? That's actually really interesting because I'm that you asked that because I've done therapy. I'm not currently in therapy. I'm changing careers.

I'm going to mental health, a clinical mental health counseling graduate school program in the fall. Awesome. Which I think is, yeah, so it's just really interesting because I'm fascinated by it. I think like could be something, I could be good at there. But I- Yeah, potentially.

But like right now, like this is not a- It's ironic because I'm not in therapy currently. I just always, I'm like, oh, it didn't work in the first few months. I'm out of here. Well, maybe you just need to find- I do listen, ah, it didn't work in the first few months, I'm outta here. I do listen to a lot of people. I kind of feel like I'm really good. Sure, but maybe you need to find a different therapist.

Maybe, it's like doctors are different, mechanics are different, you don't just start with one, give it a couple shots and then quit if it doesn't help. But clearly you have a lot to unpack. And also therapy isn't the end all be all. I do think sometimes people can over-therapize themselves. I think sometimes you need, like, you know, there and also therapy isn't the end all be all. I do think sometimes people can over-therapize themselves. I think sometimes you need like therapy. Sometimes you might need to take breaks from it.

You know, maybe you need to find a new gym, so to speak, a new trainer, you know, a new therapist, you know, like it's not like, Oh, there are, you know, I'm not saying are you in therapy as if like, it's the end all be all, but clearly you have a lot to unpack and work through and discuss and it's affecting you in your life and your relationships and you're not seeing the forest through the trees. You can't even set healthy boundaries with your sister let alone enforce them and it's affecting your life. Right. You know, yeah, I mean without like breaking it down and you know giving you some sort of fake therapy session like yeah the short

answer is you need to make some drastic changes in your life when it comes to your relationship with your sister and your brother-in-law. If I were you, I would kind of cut it off. I would, you know, reach out to both of your sister and brother-in-law and say, I can't keep doing this. I can't be your guys' therapist. And you can let your brother-in-law know, like, listen, like I'm saying the same thing to her, I'm not trying to leave you on an island.

And you can give him your last bit of advice that you might have, which is like, I don't know, like he needs to be open to leaving her, in my opinion. The fact that she still works with this, until she stops working with this guy, it's never gonna be over. Oh my gosh, I'm so actually amazed that you just said that because that's like one of the biggest things.

Common sense. And I've been like so, for weeks I was like, no, cause she's been like, she's about to get tenure, it's kind of like an important school, you know, whatever, whatever. And she'll just get into a panic, like a hysteria, like, no, no, no, no, I just could like, you know, I've worked so hard to be here.

And my brother-in-law is just like, I mean, and he was, at first he was just like, I mean, maybe you can, but now since it's so like their reconciliation has gone just about as bad as it could go because she's sketchy. She's sketchy, sketchy, but- How old is your brother-in-law? A few years older than, he's like three years older. So I think he's like, you know, 37, 38, something like that.

All right, well, he's not that old yet. So if I'm his friend- He's also a cat, like tall, super educated, hilarious, like I love spending time with him. I would love to find him. If I'm his friend, I'm telling him to, listen, like people, sadly this shit happens, relationships have to deal with it. Like there's literally a million different types of affairs

from emotional to physical and everything in between. And like, you know, like listen, like sadly it is a reality that relationships have to face. But like when it comes to this aspect of it, now that like the cat's out of the bag and the person knows it's happened and they're like on the fence between like, do I work through this and forgive and yada yada?

But your sister currently is just like, what she's doing to him is like honestly to me, like a hundred times worse than the initial act itself. Now she's just fucking torturing this guy. He agrees. You know, and like what she's doing is honestly kind of evil and bullshit. The the affair partner who I've met is he could have been anybody. I mean, my sister has never.

I mean, like I always tell her I was like, so you literally just decided to throw your life away and fall in love with almost like the first man that you've ever been any kind of close with at all in any capacity. He is 57. He is a, I've met him. He's a bar fly. It doesn't matter.

He's been divorced many times. He is, I mean, he's kind of like the king of the bar, you know, that kind of charisma. Like everyone likes to have a laugh with him. We went, he drove me somewhere once. We were all going to a wedding and just the affair partner wasn't going to the wedding, but and in like the backseat,

there were like just like empty beer cans from the night before. Like he was like- Yeah, well listen, here's the thing. It doesn't matter. I don't care about- He doesn't matter. I don't care. He doesn't matter. I don't care.

Okay. I don't. He's not even good. Yeah, I don't care. It doesn't matter. I'm sorry. But like, you know, who cares? Like what if he was?

I mean, first of all, I know he's not a great guy, given like the role he's playing in this relationship. Doesn't mean he's not a bad guy, but like, does it matter? It doesn't matter. Let's say he was a Harvard grad and had zillions of dollars and he was slightly better looking than your brother-in-law, does it change anything?

Would you be like, oh, well, I guess he's a bit of a catch, so now I understand your choices, sister? What would change is that I wouldn't keep coming to like this weird realization about my sister, which is like, it doesn't matter who it was, this isn't even real, it's all about you and your like, it doesn't matter who it was. This isn't even real. It's all about you and you're like, you know, you're selfish. He doesn't need a piece of shit to know that.

He loves feeling wanted by someone. And that was, and that's like, and that's how shallow it is. And it was enough to throw somebody she's been with towards for since we were 19 away. Like that's scary. It wasn't even like, I, like, there's no part of me that believes that this was love. It was about her feeling appreciated. Once again, like you're, you're, you know, clearly, I mean, it's your twin sister, so I get it, but this is a, this,

how toxic this has become for you. And you're not even capable of giving good advice. You're, you're trying to understand it. It's affected you. It's changed how you see things. You're so close to your sister. Like you just, you're trying to justify it for your sister in a weird way.

Yeah. You know? Yeah. Like I think you just have to over, you have to simplify this, not make it more complicated, but like you are so fucking caught up in this that you are just so like, it's become your whole identity. Damn, Nick.

You saying that makes so much that man, that seems really true. And that had not occurred to me until right now. Damn. Okay. Well, that's so lame. I'm so lame. It's not lame. You know, it's just, it's understandable, right?

Like, you know, anyone listening, you don't have to be a twin. We've all heard the stories about connections with twins, right? Like, anyone listening, you don't have to be a twin. We've all heard the stories about connections with twins, right? You don't have to be a twin to understand that this must be a very painful and difficult situation for you, that you have the absolute best intentions. But you need to recognize, whether it's from me

or a therapist or a friend, that's kind of like here to grab you by the shoulders a little that's kind of like here to take Grab you by the shoulders a little bit and and kind of shake you a little bit and say you got to stop You can't save your sister And you can't save your relationship with your sister on your own. I don't care that you guys are twins It's whether it's a brother, a sister dynamic, sister, sister, parent, child relationship, you can only do 100% of your half to make this relationship work and your sister is responsible for her half. And right now you're trying to do all of yours and most of hers because she's this

broken bird who blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. And like that's just like you're not doing you or your sister or that relationship any good because you can't make up for the lack of work that the other person needs to do. And this is just my humble opinion. This is not medical. I don't know. Maybe there's something smarter than me who's gonna say I'm wrong. But I just don't think there's exceptions to that rule in terms of temporarily. Sure. Like, listen, we all have to be there for people. Sometimes we have to step up and people are down. When our partners get sick, we do more chores around the house. You know, when Nellie's not feeling well, you know, I try to step up and vice versa. But for extended periods of time, like that's not sustainable, right? And right now you are trying to like do all the work for your... Hell, you're doing the work for her

marriage, let alone your relationship with her. Yeah, I mean that's right. And you gotta stop, you just have to stop. And like this won't get any better until you finally set some healthy boundaries with your sister for your relationship and your brother-in-law and just stop. Not let your sister come over in the middle of the night, not let her call, stop taking her calls.

You can give her the heads up, things are gonna drastically change. And then you have to follow through and enforce that. And hope that this is a wake up call and that losing her sister will be maybe a way for her to change. I doubt she sees it right away. I'm sure she'll kick and scream and throw a fit and say a bunch of mean things that hurt your feelings.

But she is just going to have to work through it because this is clearly some kind of like childhood temper tantrum. And listen, I empathize with her. She chose you had a different path. You experienced life in your 20s. because this is clearly some kind of like childhood temper tantrum. And listen, I empathize with her. She chose, you had a different path. You experienced life in your 20s and she got hitched up. And she played house all through her 20s. And it probably was fun and good.

And like, she felt that probably there were times in her relationship with her now husband where she felt like she was the most in love person from her high school. And that while her sister was struggling with her relationships, she was in love and happy. And you've heard me make jokes to all the people who are like calling in and you know,

all my friends are in love and dating and I'm like, well, half of them will be divorced in five years anyways. And now your sister, you know what I'm saying? And now the dynamic has changed, but now your sister is blaming her decisions in the past to justify her decisions in the past to justify her decisions in the present, and you are complicit. You are an accomplice.

You're like the person who like, it's as if, let's say sweet boy Justin, who's sitting right here, came up to me, called me up. He's like, Nick, there's this bank I want to rob. Have all the plans. I know I'm going to do it. I'm like, Justin, there's this bank I want to rob. Have all the plans. I know I'm going to do it. I'm like, Justin, I don't know if that's a really good idea. I think that's kind of bad. It's also illegal. You get in a lot of trouble.

And I keep saying the same thing. I never, I never agree to it. I never condone it, but like I show up to the bank with him. And while he's robbing the bank, I'm like, are you sure you want to do this? I don't think you should do this. And he brings the bag out, puts the cash in the bag and all the while I'm like, I think you should not do this, man. And then like, you know what I'm like, are you sure you want to do this? I don't think you should do this. And he brings the bag out, puts the cash in the bag and all the while I'm like, I think you should not do this, man. And then like, you know what I'm saying?

Like you're still, you would still get arrested. I would still get arrested, you know, I'm an accomplice. And that's literally what you're doing with your sister. It's like, you're just along for the ride. And like, you're like the angel on her shoulder. That's like kind of allowing her, not allowing her, but you're not really stopping her. You're just like, I don't know if you should do that.

Like, I think that's wrong, but like you're showing up to the scene of the crime and hanging out with this guy, getting to know this other fucking guy for whatever reason. You're just doing crazy shit that you shouldn't be doing. All of that is such a, I mean, like, yes, that is, that's all so true. And what you just said right now

about that even getting to know the other guy, like kind of like doing in every cell of my body, like implicitly, explicitly like condoning everything. And at this point now, it's been so long. What you said to me like a few minutes ago about like making it my thing to be doing this, like that really hit me like a ton of bricks just now. I mean listen Like it's my like like like once this is over I'm so involved and it's been so long and it's been changing but it's always fucking terrible

Like I like I'm gonna have to like pay attention to my boyfriend get a hobby Like you know, I would get a therapist like you would get a therapist and unpack this in therapy Because you can't unpack it with your boyfriend over and over. You're gonna exhaust him and you're gonna exhaust your friends. And quite honestly, sometimes that's what a therapist is for. You pay a stranger who knows, who's trained in this stuff

to kind of hear you out, let you vent so that you don't cannibalize your meaningful relationships with shit that's just toxic and you ruminate and you say over and over and you don't realize how much of a broken record you sound like and just how animated you get when you talk about this. Listen, you're invested, you're useful,

you're necessary, you're needed. These are all things that as human beings we crave in any type of relationship and the problem sometimes is the case in your relationship, they manifest in forms of like toxicity. And while even though like the feeling of being needed and necessary are inherently good feelings, they're coming out in ways that aren't really healthy. And yet you're, and that's what's motivating you

to like stay in it, right? But you have to see that. You have to rise above it. You kind of have to have an outside body of experience and see what you're doing, recognize it, and not justify your choices by how you feel in the moment, right? Because that's what we do, right? I'm glad that as a society we've been more mindful about what we say and do and how it affects other people's feelings and things like that. But like we have gone too many steps further and

and using all of our feelings is a way to justify choices period. And as long as it makes us feel good and doesn't cause us to quote-unquote hurt other people, somehow that's a good thing. And that's just not reality. As encased by like your situation now because you have these feelings of feeling needed and feeling necessary and feeling like you're helping. These are all good things, but yet you're not helping. And it's again, like it's a very toxic situation and you've been pulled into the toxic situation and you can't get out of this. And so instead of continuing to feel needed,

necessary and helpful, you simply just need to stop. And you need to set that boundary, enforce that boundary and let your sister work her shit out And certainly you can be there for her but being there for her needs to change and needs to you know Be like yeah, I mean listen if you're like honestly if your life's on the line or whatever I'm not gonna be there for you in the way that used to be being there for you I'm not gonna listen to your bullshit. I'm not gonna be your alias. I'm not gonna to listen to your bullshit. I'm not going to be your alias. I'm not going to be your partner in crime. I'm not going to be there while you choose to leave, make these destructive choices. And you can be mad at me, but like this is, you know, we're not 19 anymore.

I'm not 23. And just because you had your, had my back in this way five years ago, I'm not going to have your back in this way now because we were wrong for doing that and it's not leading to healthy choices. Our life right now is worse because of this situation. Our life around us, my relationship with my boyfriend, your relationship with your husband, it's all worse because of this toxic situation and I refuse to be brought down with it. That is also true. And I just keep like, he really did like, I don't know.

I felt like I got kind of bowled over before thinking about the me of everything. But like the, like when this, when I do that, when I tell you, when I do what you and I are agreeing that I should do, there's going to be a big emptiness that I'm going to have to fill with like my own shit and that man I've talked about this so much with so many people and like that I don't know I don't think I really became super cognizant of that being some like fear of mine until until today.

So um well maybe there's a little bit of a breakthrough but like you know listen man it's a it's gonna be a tough journey but like, you know, listen, it's going to be a tough journey. Yeah. It will be harder before it's easier. But you know, you got to think of, you got to think of, you know, she, the good news, like this is your sister, right? So I don't know, I don't know how long both of you have on this earth, but like, let's

just assume it's a bit, you know, you're both really young and you have to think about your life together, not what your life is next week with your sister. You gotta think about life 10 years from now, because maybe your brother-in-law will be in it, maybe he won't, but she'll still be your twin sister. I bet you'd be willing to sacrifice a handful of months, or even years, if that meant that you and your sister

could be closer than ever for the rest of your lives. Or. But she needs to figure her shit out, you know, and you have to stop being her accomplice. This is really helpful. Yeah, you're the only person I've spoken about this who wasn't at least somehow like laterally involved, like either in like my life or hers. So like that was I think an important thing for me and thinking about it. If I were you, I would start looking for a therapist. I would give it a shot and and be picky, right? Like you know it

might take you a while before you find a really good therapist. In the meantime even a bad therapist will hear you out and let you just unload on them instead of unloading on your boyfriend, unloading with your sister or some other friend and hopefully you'll get some good advice. But you need to know, regardless of what your therapist, your next therapist, good or bad, or how you connect with them, that you don't need a therapist to know that you probably need to stop this type of behavior and you need to distance yourself from this toxic situation and you need to set some healthy boundaries with your sister and setting healthy boundaries with anyone is never a bad thing.

Even though, again, like I always say, I don't care if it's your twin sister or a coworker, setting a boundary with someone is limiting their access to you. And you usually do that when their access to you has become toxic and no one likes a boundary set for themselves because whatever they're getting from you, they like it and they want more of it. And that's why you feel compelled to set a boundary because they, they now expect it, they are, they feel more of it. And that's why you feel compelled to set a boundary because they now expect it. They feel entitled to it. And that's why usually we have to set boundaries

and say, no, you can't have this anymore. And no one in the history of the world has been like, oh yeah, okay, cool. I'll start, I don't know. Maybe sometimes people realize they've been getting like something for free for too long and they're just waiting for someone to like send the receipts.

But usually it doesn't happen that way. Yeah, well damn, thank you so much. Yeah, anytime. This was big for me. I thought the conversation was gonna go such a different way, and it was gonna be more just me dishing about my sister, and all the nuances of their torrid affair,

and that was not what you wanted, and this was actually what I needed. I can't help your sister she's not here. I really appreciate you Nick and that thank you so much for talking to me. My pleasure and certainly like obviously you know from an entertainment standpoint fascinating story we are we're very invested but like you know very very an entertainment standpoint, fascinating story, we're very invested, but like, you know, very, very relatable and we appreciate you opening up. Would certainly love an update. Now, I don't want an update so that you can,

you know, talk about it, but if there is a real update and some meaningful change, we would love to hear about it, because obviously, whether it's a twin sister or a sibling, you know, shit like this is far more common than people want to acknowledge or realize, and there's always something we can learn from it. So like, if you make some healthy progress, one way or another, whether it's jumping into

therapy, setting a boundary with your sister, and again fully expect this to get worse before it gets better in terms of your closeness with your sister or you know your brother-in-law might feel a certain way when you cut him off too. Right. And I would just say to your brother, like listen, your brother-in-law, I would say, listen, I love you. I hope you know that. I would love for you guys to be together forever, but you need to start worrying about yourself because right now, just so you know,

I'm kind of in some ways changing my relationship with my sister because right now, while I still love her and I think she's a great person and I see the good in her and I'm never gonna abandon her, she is not a healthy person right now and she's a dangerous person to be emotionally invested in and like, you know, certainly work through it but like my last bit of advice for you is I don't know if this is it for you. Because right now she's making choices for herself and no one else. Right. Right. But you need to stop. After that, you need to stop. You need to kind of have your goodbye call with both of them. And then you need to enforce that boundary. And you can let them know,

like, I'm not going to fix this. I can't fix this. And all it's done is brought me into your situation. I've tried, but it's now affecting, and you can be a little more honest with your brother-in-law about like, she's, you know, I don't trust her right now, I don't think you should either. And that's gonna feel like a violation from your sister. That is the actual truth. And you're right when I say I do love him,

and I do love her, and I end like that, and that is true. And you can tell, I mean, how else you wanna be? You can tell your sister that you said that to him I wouldn't lie to anyone stop you know stop playing both sides just be fucking honest say the same thing to both of them and then say goodbye not like real goodbye but you know what I'm saying well my boyfriend would be if you know if he listens to this he's gonna be skipping for joy because it's been it's been my preoccupation for a while. Well, maybe thank your boyfriend

for saying some of the same things I've probably said and like you're just willing to listen to me because I'm some third party who's not invested. So like maybe give him some acknowledgement and like maybe a little bit of like, hey, I'm sorry. Because you have obviously alienated yourself and your relationship in the sake of being there for your sister.

Correct. So, all right. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you so much. My pleasure. I'm sorry. You're going through this is obviously sucks, but like you have a lot of control that you don't feel like you have.

And I think that's needs to be this, you know, your lasting takeaway of this. And so stop being a victim in the situation. It's a shitty situation. I understand that you wish you could fix it on your own. You can, but you still have a lot of control and I understand that you wish you could fix it on your own you can But you still have a lot of control in a situation that you've honestly probably made more worse than better I think you might be right Thanks, Nick. All right. Take care true. All right. All right, bye guys I'm gonna set the stage for you. You need some furniture. You went online. You found a piece that you look for. You're like, oh great, I'll have this. And then you go to order and it's like, this will be available in four months.

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if the D1 quarterback athlete I was talking to was manipulating me or am I just being dramatic? Probably a little bit of both. Tell me what's going on. Okay, so we started talking in December. He used to play for the school that I went to. So where I went to school and where I live now is about an hour apart. So I go back there a lot. Games, all that other kind of stuff. We met, you know, just hit it off. He is 22, just to give. Oh, are you again?

He's like in his last year, 26. Okay. So yeah, so he's in his last year, grad moment, trying to make it type of deal. So he's 22 and we got connected through Snapchat. You let me get your Snapchat, which immediately should have been like whatever, but he was just like, what's your Snapchat? And I was like, okay, cool. We were at the bars.

It wasn't a big deal. Added that's how we started talking. Um, we talked for a while and then I had to go back up to that school to see a friend went there, hung out with him. We did like hang out for the whole, whole day pretty much. And then we ended up like hooking up. Um, but after that it was, and I knew that, I wasn't like trying to get into anything serious

or anything like that. But after that, we started talking a lot more consistently like chatting all day every day. And mind you, this is like important, an important part of the story. Our messaging was through Snapchat at this time. He had asked for my number, but when we were talking like the,

hey, good morning, say everything, it was through Snapchat. It wasn't pictures, but it we were talking like the, hey, good mornings, hey, everything, it was through Snapchat. It wasn't pictures, but it was like through the chat function. So we weren't using Snapchat as what Snapchat was really used for. Here and there, we would send like pictures of like whatever, but it was mostly used for the texting function, even though he had my number, whatever. But he would call me through regular number FaceTime through our regular phone numbers, but our messaging was through Snapchat.

Okay, well let me pause you for a second. I got two questions. Well, one statement. Yes. And then two questions. My statement is, it's not whatever. Okay, and then my first question is, at this point, try to bring yourself back in your memory,

but at this point, what was your intentions with this guy? What did you think was realistic? What was going on in your head? What were you pursuing? And two, my second question is, why do you think he was texting you on Snapchat versus calling you on your phone? Did you say why?

Yeah, why? You're like, oh, whatever, as if it's some sort of, either you're acting like it's a coincidence or he put no thought into it whatsoever and it just happens to be what he's doing. It's like, it doesn't really mean anything. When you say you whatever, it's like this loaded statement

of all these like assumptions and projections. And I'm asking you like, why do you think he was Snapchatting you? Yeah, fair. So one, my intentions at first, it was just like, why do you think he was Snapchatting you? Yeah, fair. So one, my intentions at first, it was just like, in my eyes it was like, oh, like, duh, like he's an athlete, like I have no expectation. It was more fun, he was really cool.

He hit it off because he's like, you're like a I don't give a fuck kind of girl, like you're older, like you don't like, he made it seem like all these girls were obsessed with him and I was the only one that was kind of like, yeah, like you're cool, like we'll hang out, but I never was like, I never gave him with him. And I was the only one that was kind of like, yeah, like you're cool. Like we'll hang out. But I never was like, I never gave him like the assumption that I was like.

What do you mean he made it seem? Yeah, he would say like, oh, like I'm not used to like girls like not like talking to me right away or answering my calls or like begging to hang out. Like you're not like that. You have like your own stuff going on. Right, all right. So he said that I'm saying today, as of today, like you're, you're saying it as if

he was manipulating or being insincere or lying. Are you, is that how you feel today in this moment about those things? He said, no, at that time, I like really believed it. And then kind of fast forward everything. We were talking a lot, hanging out a lot, and then he got moved to a different team. So it all kind of changed. He got moved, transferred to a different team, all of that. And our conversation kind of died down a little bit. Like for a long time, for like two, three months, he was begging to hang out, seeing me, like all of that kind of stuff. And then he

moved there. And again, with the Snapchat thing, to know you guys are talking to each other the most, this sounds so stupid as a 26 year old saying this. I know that now. You have like a heart, like a colored heart. Yeah, like a streak or something or whatever. Yeah, that shows that we both talk to each other the most. Sure. Well, we had a conversation because, you know, he moved and all of that. And we weren't talking as much. And I was like, I knew that it wasn't really going anywhere. Just because of who he is, he would mention that all these girls that he used to talk to and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

Then I was like, okay, cool. Obviously you're really busy. You're going through a lot. You just transferred to a new team and that's totally cool. There just doesn't really seem like there's a place for us right now. And I was okay with that at the time. I knew what I was getting into before I got into it. I like have like, had like a crush on him, but I wasn't, I didn't know him enough to be like, I want to date you. I want to like make this something more. And in my head, I also knew,

even if I wanted that, him being 22, him just kind of the ego that he has recognizing that and almost that's okay. Like you're 22, you're an athlete, you have he has, recognizing that and almost that's okay. Like you're 22, you're an athlete, you have a lot of availability to you. I was like, I just don't, even if I wanted to date you, I knew what I was getting, I knew where it was going. So I wasn't trying to fight for the relationship. I wasn't like, hey, I really like you,

I'd like to be exclusive. Because I knew even if I put that, I just, I'm 26, I know at this point where that was going to come. So I just said, Hey, um, you know, you seem really busy because like I said, we were, everything was consistent for a while until he moved four hours away to a new team. And I was like, you're really, and he kept saying, I'm really busy. I'm really busy. And in my head, I'm like, no one's ever that busy.

And then he kept saying, well, you've never talked to an athlete before. So you don't know what it's like when I say I'm busy. It's not just a regular guy. I'm busy. It's I have all these practices I have. And then when I get home, I don't always want to talk to someone. So like you say they're excuses, but they're not excuses. And in my head, I'm like, I feel like they're still excuses because like you didn't have two seconds to like call and like, I'm not trying to be needy. I wasn't trying to like tell him what to do. But in my head, when someone wants to talk to you, they will even if it's a little, hey, I had a really busy day.

I'd love to call you later. Or I'll talk to you tomorrow. I've had a really busy day. Just a little bit of communication goes a long way. But in his head, it's like he wants to do it his way. So I tried to like, and that was fine. If he wasn't getting what I was saying, and I'm not gonna like argue with someone

to make someone call me or text me. So I was just like, hey, no big deal. You seem really busy. You have a lot going on. I just think that it's best if like we go our own ways. And like, he immediately responded and he was like, well, I didn't see that coming. Like they're not excuses.

Like you keep saying they're excuses and they're not. So from there, I was like, okay, maybe you're being genuine. I don't know. I've never talked to an athlete before, so I have no idea exactly how rigorous your schedule are. You seem busy. He goes to a really good school for football. So I felt like maybe I was wrong. So that happened. And then still there were signs and there was feelings in me that was like, I feel like he's talking to someone else because the communication slows down. You don't ask to hang out for a month. Like all these little signs that I knew in my gut weren't just I'm busy. And then I let it go.

I was just like, I'm just going to see how things go. I'm not going to bother him much. I'm just going to see how things go. I'm not going to like bother him like much. I'm just going to let like play it out. That's when I think the texts that I sent in, we, the Snapchat heart disappeared, which means he was talking to someone way more than he was talking to me. And in my head, I was like, boom, okay.

Everything that I knew is kind of clicking together. And that's when the texts come in about him saying, you know, how dare a 26 year old act like this. I sent you a thousand dollars for Valentine's Day. I sent you flowers, like all of these things. Like I always send you money when you go out to go eat. Like I always like try to give you these little things to show you that like, I still like fuck with you.

And so he just kept saying, I can't believe you're ending this over a Snapchat heart. like a Snapchat heart. You really cared that much about a Snapchat heart. And I'm like, it's not about the Snapchat heart. That was just like the cherry on top of what I already knew. And he just kept saying over and over in the text messages. And I kind of kept just saying, it's not about the heart. I wasn't going on and on. I was just saying, it's not about the heart. And he was like, you're crazy that you're a 26 year old and you're acting like this. You know you're being crazy right now. You know that you're overreacting.

You know, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. And I was like, does he really think this is about a Snapchat hurt? Like it's not, it's just confirming what I knew. And then fast forward where we are today. I let, he kind of blew up my phone a little bit about it. And I was like, he's not getting it. This is not about the Snapchat hurt.

I'm not going to keep going back and forth the conversation to try to tell you it's not about a Snapchat hurt. You know, it's not. And then I let two days go by. I didn't respond to his texts. He stopped texting me. He stopped calling me because he was trying to, and that all happened. And I just called him because I was like, in my head, I was, it was kind of my ego, but I was

like, I don't want him to think that I'm immature. And I ended this over a Snapchat hurt. Like I want him to know why I was like in my head I was it was kind of my ego But I was like I don't want him to think that I'm immature and I ended this over a snapchat heart Like I want him to know why I was like over it and then I called him and he was like, you know You were being ridiculous. It's not about the snapchat heart. I am going through a lot. Like I really care about you I really like want to like see where things go. I see a future with you and stuff Like you're really cool. Like you're someone I want to talk to you It's just I hate the team that I've transferred to I don't fuck with you and stuff. Like you're really cool. Like you're someone I want to talk to. It's just, I hate the team that I've transferred to. I don't fuck with anybody here. Everyone sucks.

I'm going through a lot with my family. Like everything in my life, it just feels like it's going on and on. And then like you, and then you were like my piece of things. Like I felt like we didn't have any issues. And then randomly you just like blew up on me about this Snapchat heart and freaking out about this stuff.

And then basically he wanted me to recognize that I was being dramatic about the heart and about everything. And he even said, oh, like you wanted that YSL purse. Like I wouldn't even have gotten that for a girlfriend. I was going to give you the $800 because he had given me a thousand dollars for Valentine's Day just cause and the YSL purse that I wanted is like $1,800. And he was like, well, I was going to give you the $800 because he had given me $1,000 for Valentine's Day just because and the YSL purse that I wanted is like $1,800. And he was like, well, I was gonna give you the $800 more. And then you pulled that bullshit on me.

So, but you're working your way. And obviously we've been talking since then. He was like, but you're working your way up. Like you're like, things are getting better. Like, what do you think about that statement? Which one? That like, you're.

Any of them, but some of the shit you've told me he said to you, like. It just made me feel like. Like now you're, I guess, you know, it's like your event, you know, you're... Any of them, but some of the shit you've told me he said to you, like... It just made me feel like... Like now you're, I guess, you know, it's like you're vent, you know, you're telling your story, but you're also like, you clearly have told the story to a lot of people. You're, you know... Friends, yeah.

Yeah, and I hear it. Yeah, obviously that's what we friends do, but like now you're telling me the story, right? And you're just kind of like, now you're on a roll, you know, and now you're just like, just venting and just putting it out there. But like, when you, do you hear yourself say the things that he says to you? Like. Yeah.

And part of me, we have a very joking relationship. So part of me was like, is he like, just like, oh, like, don't worry. Like you're, you're getting back there. Like, but in my head, I feel like he genuinely thinks that like I was being dramatic. Do you think he's joking? Like, do you think he genuinely thinks that I was being dramatic in this situation. Do you think he's joking? Do you think he's joking? Do you think these are jokes?

Not fully, but I think that if I express that I was upset about it, I feel like if I express it. Let me ask you this. Are you joking with him when you're asking for clarity about this heart or why he's texting you only on Snapchat or just some of his behaviors like, some of his behaviors that you don't fully understand, are you joking when you bring it to his attention?

No. Okay, so like what makes you think he is joking in response? Because sometimes it's been a pattern when like I bring something up that bothers me, you know I was joking, like you know that that wasn't serious. And do you think that's truthful or do you think that's him, like a six-year-old trying to get out of trouble?

I can't tell because like he does seem very, like as a 22-year-old, he does seem like immature in that way. Like he just seems very like he just wants to like, let it pass. Like it's not that big of a deal. He says that a lot. It's really not that big of a deal.

All right, so I wanna ask you the same question. What is your intention with this guy today? I asked you that question, what your intention was when you first started talking with him, but what are you trying to figure out and to what end? Like, are you trying to figure out whether this is a guy you should pursue in a relationship? Are you trying to figure out whether you're right?

Yeah. Like, what are you trying to figure out here? Yeah, so I guess whether it's worth still pursuing or not, because since then we had that conversation. He was like, you're right. Like you're right in the fact that like, I need to make a different effort. Like I like things could be different. So now since then we had that conversation.

We have ditched Snapchat, it's gone. He texts me in the morning, you know, when he wakes up for workouts, good morning with a heart, and then we don't really talk much during the day. And then he calls me every night and like you know, when he wakes up for workouts, good morning with a heart. And then we don't really talk much during the day. And then he calls me every night and like we talk, we just catch up and stuff. And it seems like things have moved in a better direction. But I guess it still doesn't address just the way that he, you know, responded to the situation of me being upset and how to figure out when someone is too busy or like and maybe that's a

conversation to have with him like one is this worth pursuing because you're genuine about hey, you're busy You really do care about me, but you know, you have to work around My schedule or is it sure you are one of the many and I'm just kind of yeah You know how long you've been fucking with this guy hang out with this guy for? Since like December like mid- mid December before the holidays. It's been like four months, right? And in those four months of communicating with him, have you ever felt in a place of peace or on the same page with him where like you have?

Like, and describe that time and for how long? Yeah. So yeah, so it was literally up until probably Valentine's Day. So when he was like an hour away, we would be pretty much talking all day long. He would FaceTime me, catch me up on his day. Everything like that. We would make plans to hang out.

He was an hour, so he'd be like, hey, come up here. Like we can, you stay for the weekend. And that would happen pretty much every weekend or every other weekend. It was very consistent. Did you know where, did you know exactly where he stood in terms of how he felt about you or what his intentions were or whether he was talking or not talking to other women or your relationship status?

I'm trying, I'm going to, I didn't ask about like that part because it didn't matter to me at that point because I was still talking to people a little bit. And the reason why this bothered me so much is because he would make sly comments because we would kind of joke about like our hoes but like not really having hoes and he'd be like, well, I wouldn't make you my girlfriend or I would do this if you weren't like fucking around with I'm not fucking around like talking to these guys. Like, how would that make me seem as a guy if I'm gonna like do all these different things for you if you're still talking other People so then in my head I said, okay, I'll cut them off then it wasn't a big deal

I was like, okay, I like you the most like I'll cut them off and he was like, uh-huh And that was it. Do you think you're anything to him? Do you think you're about? equal to your peers your age or Do you think you're more or less mature than other 26 year old women you hang out with? I would say in the middle. Okay, so about that. I definitely have way more immature friends,

but I do have friends that are a little bit more mature. That's an honest, honest. Yeah. And what about, like, do you think guys in general are more mature, less mature? Way less. Way less. Okay. Yeah.

So. And that might be because of the age range. Like I haven't really talked to anyone that's older than me. A lot of the guys that I've dated and talked to are younger than me. But also I live in a city in the south that is very girl dominated. So the guys here are, the guys have a lot of options compared to the girls, which is why I would spend a lot of my time going up to the city of the school that I went to because it's a really big football city.

And then when I go home, but I never really focused on, like I'm not like online dating or anything like that. But yeah, I feel like a lot of the guys are immature. I haven't really, yeah, in my experience. Okay, well, listen, here's the thing when it comes to, in your predicament, you have this kind of weird dynamic as I see it, right? And this is just my opinion, but like, listen,

like kind of what I was getting at, certainly there's exceptions to every rule but in general yeah like especially in your 20s I think 20s where you see the biggest difference right like I guess my point is like all teenagers are I mean what do you expect from teenagers they're all like a level of immature and even the mature ones like lack life experience in perspective right as we get older right 40s 50s 60s like age becomes far less relative and it's really just more about lived experiences

and things like that. 30s is a crap shoot. It really is dependent on people's lives leading up to that. But for the most part, 20s, there's just like a huge difference between other people in their 20s, between maturity and lack of immaturity. A lot has to do with experiences in your early 20s

versus a lack of experience and things like that, right? But also then there's this truth that like, regardless of how much of your lived experiences you have, like generally speaking, most 40 year olds have more perspective than most 20 year olds, even the immature ones, right? Who are 40 and you...

Right. So there's that, right? And as a woman who generally speaking are developing more emotionally and more mature than men, you have a four year age gap with the guy you're hanging out with, except that this guy is a D1 athlete. And I think that is something for you to consider

because you have this weird dynamic. And like, this is why I think it might be so confusing for you because when you first met, right? You both kind of came in with a bit of power in this relationship. Yeah. You came into this as a woman who's four years older than him,

who acted a little bit different than a lot of the women his age that were like, he was quote unquote, as he said, fucking with, right? He came in as the D1 athlete of the school and the big swinging dick and like the most, you know, the most popular person in a group of popular people as the quarterback. And he has been catered to and treated a certain way swinging dick and like the most, you know, the most popular person in a group of popular people as the quarterback. And he has been catered to and treated a certain way and yada yada yada.

And, you know, he's probably big, tall, handsome and whatever. And like he walks in a room, he gets a lot of attention that gives him power that makes him feel confident, et cetera, et cetera. And so you have these two opposing forces of like bedding heads. So when he says things like, oh, you're different than most girls and things like that, it's like, I mean, it might feel, I'm sure it feels good in the moment,

your ego's a little stroke, but like, it's all bullshit, right? I mean, what does that really mean? I think, you know, we get caught up in it in the heat of the moment, but you know, when you're telling the story and I'm listening, I'm just like, okay, yeah, like this is, it sounds like this this a very, this is exactly what I

would expect from a 22 year old college quarterback and a dating, an attractive 26 year old woman, you know, I would expect these types of conversations to happen. Right. And when I asked, you know, how long has this been going on for and how confident and secure, how you felt and you're like, oh no, I've definitely felt confident and secure. And, you know, I don't know,

it's just debatable. But I honestly think what it sounds like to me is that purple heart or whatever heart that Snapchat gave you was like the bedrock of your security in this relationship. It was a tangible thing that like regardless of what he told you, you know, at least on Snapchat, he talked to you the most.

And then that changed and that obviously changed the dynamic. Now he's just spinning his wheels and trying to like, I don't know. And the truth is your question was like, is he manipulating me or am I being dramatic? And I said, maybe a little bit of both. And I don't, maybe it's also like the same time, maybe neither, I don't know.

He's probably lying to you and yeah, he's probably talking to other women, but also there's an element of like, I'm sure there's some sincerity from him when he, you probably are his support system. You probably are there for him in ways that other women or other people in his life haven't or can't be. And I'm sure you do add value to him in his life.

And that value that you add makes it feel real, makes it feel meaningful for you. It makes it feel like there's something there, that you're not just some like another chick that he's like fucking with or sending news to. Yeah, the things he's asking for it's it's different than like, for example, again, this is that right now I'm watching his dog because he he's like my dog. And I know him because I hung out with his dog so many times.

It does not like other people. I was like, really? Like does not whatever. So he went to a different state to do training for spring break. And he was and I was like, I'll watch him like no not whatever. So he went to a different state to do training for spring break and he was and I was like, I'll watch him like no big deal. So right now I have him and like, when he needs help, like he's like, I need someone to like clean my house, like, will you help me? Will you like get on a FaceTime with me, like try to get someone to help me or like, he was with

his family and he was like, Oh, everyone say hi to my girl, obviously didn't name me but was like, like, and just like stuff like that or hey, like, you're older. I just feel like just that's just the way he was like, and just like stuff like that, or hey, like you're really smart, like you're older. I just feel like just, that's just the way he talks. Like he always refers to me like as his girl, but not like, like to me and to other people. Like if he's on FaceTime with a friend when I'm at like his like house.

But not his girlfriend. Oh, like I'm with my girl. No, but that was okay to me because that we, like I don't think of him as my boyfriend either. You're taking care of his dog. What do you think of him, is your son? No, I think was okay to me because that we, like I don't think of him as my boyfriend either. You're taking care of his dog. What do you think of him as your son? No, I think of him as like someone like I care about that I could like see like something,

it going somewhere, but I don't think we're at that point, like at all. And that wasn't what I was- Why are you taking care of his dog? Because I care about him and I care about the dog. And I knew that it would lessen- But if you care about him- A little more on him. And I knew that it would lessen a load on him. Yeah, listen, I get what you're saying,

but you have this, you know, I would say to you, a very unrealistic and very immature approach to this relationship. You know, and you're not the only one, and I'm not trying to be hard on you, but like, you know, and that's also, I think is the problem with, not to sound like the old guy,

your generation in dating culture today, where it's like you guys act like you can have this, you know, you can have your cake and eat it too. Like you act mature by saying things like, well, I'm not ready for that right now. But like here you are taking care of his dog when you're not even his girlfriend. And like at any point,

if this guy wanted to whip his dick out and show it to someone else, he can say, you're not my girlfriend. And he wouldn't be lying. He wouldn't, you know, and he's, you out and show it to someone else, he can say, you're not my girlfriend. And he wouldn't be lying. He wouldn't, you know, and he's, you know, and it's just like, that's not, it's like you're playing house. You're just doing your version of playing house.

Like, and it's become this kind of weird dynamic where sometimes you act like his girlfriend, sometimes you act like his mom, you know, like you're his emotional support system. But at any point he can set a boundary with you being like, whoa, yay, listen, this is getting too far, too deep. And it's just like, that's not a relationship.

And it's certainly not one that gives you peace of mind and security and comfort. And four months in, I'll say this much, four months in with any guy, I don't care the stakes, his job, his profession, your age difference, you shouldn't be calling into a show like mine with as many questions you have about something that's worth your time. Yeah, I guess I didn't realize how many questions I have.

And if it's this confusing this early. Yeah. Yeah. You have a lot, and that's fair. Yeah, I guess I'm talking, yeah. And I think that's also because of my ego, is I'm not the type, I'll never ask you to hang out first. I'll never, like, so I think I have so many questions

because it's also my fault because I'm not the type, I'll never ask you to hang out first. So I think I have so many questions because it's also my fault because I'm not, I'm letting him roll how he wants and playing cool girl and not like freaking out about it, which makes it easy on him. But it's also like, yeah, I do have questions like, are we gonna be something, are we not? Like it doesn't have to be now. You're playing cool girl.

So like it's an act, right? Like that's okay, we all pretend sometimes, but clearly like, you know, and like, yeah, you seem to be emotionally regulated, but like you playing cool girl is you again, justifying your and his choices and this talking yourself through his behavior and the things that don't make sense to you and you talk to yourself mostly. And sometimes your friends to work through his confusing behavior

so you can get to a place where it kind of makes sense, so that you can keep this shit going. Yeah, my friends were pissed. Because you really, honestly, in the back of your mind, you're like, well, he's 22, and you keep making excuses for him, and he's in his very, like, the truth is, he is 22. He's an extraordinarily transitional part of his life.

As a D1 quarterback, I don't know what school he plays for, how big or how good he is, but like despite him being at the level that he is, it's still an incredible long shot for him to get drafted. And even if he gets drafted, it's even a little bit of a long shot. But I have no doubt he probably has these dreams and aspirations and he's like aiming big for his life,

as he should and good for him. But like for the next, I don't know, eight years of his life, I can promise you this much, you will not be a top priority You just won't right and like you have you know, it's not like you're his high school sweetheart Were you out you you know, like a lot of young athletes marry early and like, you know, sometimes it works out Sometimes it's not you never want to be like Russell Wilson's girl. I don't know if you've ever seen that video Like when he got drafted, she's like I won the lottery and then like before his big deal he divorced her

Married here and she's like, I won the lottery. And then like before his big deal, he divorced her. And married to her. And you know, and like, but listen, like you don't even have that going for you. You're, all you are is different and older. And like, you know, a lot of, you know, and I'm sure like him dating an older girl for a D1 quarterback kind of makes sense to him. Because in a lot of ways, he probably is more mature than some of the girls

he's hanging out with. Because despite him being catered to, despite him being in a lot of ways, very immature for his age. I've said this, there's like this hockey girl, this girl who like hooked up with this hockey guy a long time ago and I said a very similar thing to you. It's like he's both incredibly mature and immature for his age. You know, his immaturity comes from the fact that he's been catered to and, you know, put up on a pedestal his whole life. But his maturity comes from the fact that he's been put in leadership positions and he's given and he's lived certain aspects of his life that have forced him to be a mature

as a leader of his team. And that comes out in the form of probably very attractive qualities and his ability to talk to you and keep up with you in ways that other 22 year old men couldn't. Yeah. And that's what I was telling my friends. I felt like the people that I was talking to before, like one thing he appreciates about me, he's like, I like talking to you because you're very established in your career. You wouldn't, if we got married, it wouldn't be like all these other girls who just want to be like wags. Like you make good money, you have your shit together,

which is like someone I want to marry. And for him, I felt like, because he's so, like you said, established in his career, him acting this way and having all these opportunities, it's really attracted him. Because a lot of the 22 to 24 year old guys I'm talking to were just getting in their careers. They don't know how to manage their money. There are all these things that are like, and maybe that's the issue of like an age range

that I'm going for, but to him, it's like, he matches me in our- Why are you going for people who are younger than you? I mean, I get, like, listen, obviously my wife's a lot younger than me, but like, are you going for younger men? Or like, is that- I just feel like that's how I have a lot of, like, how I meet these people, or like, a lot of the guys that I've talked to, like, my guy friends are younger, so they'll introduce me to their friends. Like, I've never been on a dating app or any of that, so it's just,

I don't know a lot of older people. Like no one, yeah, I don't hang out with anyone older than me. So it just seems like whenever I go home, yeah. That's the other thing. It's if I were, I don't have a problem with it. I'd be open to it. It's just everyone I know is either,

is usually younger than me. Oh my God, my friends and their friends. Your circle of influence is younger. That makes sense. Nothing, you know, you can, but listen, my point is that you can change it, you can use dating apps. Dating apps is a tool, not a solution.

I'm not saying like get on five dating apps and stop meeting people in life, you know, and I'm not saying stop dating younger guys. I'm just saying like, it's not necessarily a recipe for success and like this particular guy, you know, I don't know, like anything's possible, but being, you know, like, I don't know, if this guy makes it to the top of the mountain, if as wild as dreams come true.

And he thinks they will. Great. Yeah. But like very confident in it. Yeah. And good for him. But like he, you know, I don't care if you're the D one quarterback about to go pro, um, or, or, or, or not, or, you know, when I don't know what I was doing when

I was 22, but all I'm saying is saying most 22 year olds are very wrong about their future. Right, for sure. You know? That's, yeah. He, and he could still make it to the pros and still be very wrong about his future and other aspects of his life.

Yeah. You know? All I'm saying is like, you, I don't know what you thought about your future at 22, but I'm guessing four years later, you can already point out a lot of things you were wrong about, right? That's called life. You have to live it and whatever. And we don't get to decide when we're 22, what the rest of our lives look like and have it all be exactly what we planned and wanted for ourselves. So.

Yeah. And so like, yeah, from here, it's like, like, is it like, oh, like, and is it like, it's because it's so weird because it's like, is there something that like, he is not gonna, it just feels like, like, end it, like, if you're looking for, you know, the type of closure that where it's like you, you both like mutually decide, you know, and you're on the best possible terms, you know, like, that's, that's, that's delusion. It's just not gonna happen. Like you

very, like, it's what's clear to me through your story is like, it's very clear to him that you, he knows why you're in his life. You know, he knows the value you add, right? And he doesn't want to get rid of that, right? And he has his top priority, that is to go pro. Everything else, honestly, is much further down the priority list for him. That being said, you have made yourself very available and very useful to him. I'm not saying he's doing it to use you. I'm just saying he just has other shit that is a bigger priority and you've made yourself very available. You've been very accommodating and you've offered up some of your services both as a friend, as a lover, as a mother figure,

as a housewife who's taking care of his dog, and these are all like, it makes his life easier. So why wouldn't he, why would he say no to that? And then like, you know, you haven't forced him to be in a relationship, so he will always have this get out of jail free card, and then he'll just argue semantics with you about shit like Snapchat conversations and other girls, and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

But it's worth it to him because again, what's clear to him is the value you bring. I'm not sure what value he brings into your life other than a great story and a lot of drama and something to talk about with your friends and a potential lottery ticket that like, well, you're not looking to be a wag, it could pay off in the wrong run, or maybe like the man you fall in love with just happens to get drafted by the NFL. Yeah, for sure.

It's more, it was more like a fun story in the beginning, obviously, because he was the quarterback of the school that I went to. Like it was all like, you know, I, I don't talk to athletes and so now it's like, I think he's really fun. I think he's like really good to talk to. I'm sure he's swell. Yeah, I'm sure he's swell, but like he just really fun. I think he's like really good to talk to. I'm sure he's swell.

Yeah, I'm sure he's swell. But like he just has a lot to work through. He just has a lot to work through. He's got a lot of other shit going on. Yeah, and that's the hard part. It's like a good guy. Like he didn't do anything wrong. So it feels almost weird cutting things off with someone

who, cause he's right. Like he's not doing anything wrong. He's not being an asshole. It's just like, it's clearly to me that it's not gonna go anywhere and then he'll argue, well I'm busy on this, I still want to be on the left. And that's fine, you're like, listen, you are busy, I totally get it, but I'm busy too and I'm 26 years old

and you're, and that's fine, but what I'm looking for is to invest my quality time and invest my dating, I don't have time, I don't have a lot of time to date, go on dates, hang out with other men, I just, I have a, I don't have time, I don't have a lot of time to date, go on dates, hang out with other men, I just, I'm busy too. I'm not trying to say I'm busier than you. You have your life to worry about, I have mine. But when I do date, in the limited time that I have,

I want it to be with someone who has time for me. And listen, you don't, you shouldn't have. You should chase this dream. You should go and try to be an NFL quarterback. Like you should try to do that. But like right now, like you don't have time for the thing I'm looking for. And it's not, listen, that's, and that's life's not fair.

Maybe you'll teach him a lesson here. He is going to fight for that. He is going to fight for you. And, and that's not necessarily for you. You can tell yourself it's for you and it's love. What it is, is for like, you bring a lot of tangible value to his life. You make his life easier.

And he is not gonna let that go easily. I should have stuck with that the first time that I did it. Like I said, like when I said, hey, no big deal. I think you're busy. And then he was like, wait, this shocks me. Like I didn't think you were gonna do this. Like I should have just like. You can still do it now. It's been four months. Cause I knew that. It's like, wait, this shocks me. Like I didn't think you were gonna do this. Like I should have did this. You can still do it now.

It's been four months. Cause I knew that. It's like, it's like, you're not. And that was, I did that like a month ago or maybe three weeks. It was recent. And then he's gonna think that I'm, yeah. He's gonna be like, you're doing this again.

Who cares what he thinks? Who cares? Listen, you don't get to end it and have him be like, you know, what a great girl. She is honestly, honestly, what a nice sweet girl. I wish her nothing but the best. You're considering rejecting a D1 quarterback. They don't usually take that shit well.

He's not used to being turned down, not getting the job, not getting, you know, like, you know, like he just transferred in the transfer portal or whatever, now he's with a new team and it's been, like he's already struggling with that, you know? As a quarterback of a team, he's got a lot of probably learning to do, you know, and shit like that, you know,

and all these things. And there's a lot of quarterbacks who make to the NFL and never, you know, like he doesn't go anywhere. Like, you know, he can still be the truly best in the world. He can be one of the, he can be one of the top 100 quarterbacks in the world and still be a fucking nobody when it comes to the NFL. And still ultimately have people think of him as a failure.

That's fuck, that's tough, man. It's tough in his position. And a lot of people don't have the mental fortitude or the emotional and mental resilience to get where they need to go. Because the problem that he's in is like, for his whole life, he's been so much better than everyone else.

And he has a lot of fucking growing up to do in that department. And I don't know, you can, I don't know if that's a job for you. It's probably a job for a lot of people. And he's gonna have to go through years of interactions and things like that and like you're just a maid. You're an emotional support system, you're something to do,

you're you know like he is not you know when he's like well I don't know maybe in the future we get married I want to marry someone like you like you're seeing that as like romantic like he's just saying yeah I don't know what I do about this guy, he's not looking to get married anytime soon. And if he does, it's a reactive decision to like, you know, a panic of losing you again. Like I'm sure he will fight hard for you, but make no mistake, it's not necessarily for you. He's doing, he's fighting for himself.

He's like, he doesn't want to lose his assistant. No, that's so valid. And I think that that was in my head. I was like, I need to understand that someone can be busy and all the things that he's saying can be true, but that doesn't mean that like, that gives it a right for me to feel like, you know, anxious, I feel all these things. Yeah, there you go. That's just cause he is busy and all those things are true.

That doesn't mean I have, it's like, Oh, it's okay that I'm anxious. It's okay that I'm this because he's busy. And that's kind of what I was telling myself. Like he is busy. I don't understand his schedule. So like, it makes sense that I feel this way, but it doesn't mean I want to because he's busy. And that's kind of what I was telling myself. Like he is busy. I don't understand his schedule. So like, it makes sense that I feel this way, but it doesn't mean I want to still feel that way. Yeah. And that's more honest about your state of mind

and your feelings is like, this doesn't, this guy's not gonna bring you peace. He makes you anxious. He makes you unsettled, insecure, unsure. Yeah. It definitely keeps you busy and preoccupied. You've definitely, you have not been bored in the past four months.

And like, no one loves being bored. You know, like, listen, I can't make you, you know, you're gonna have to decide for yourself what you wanna do. But like, you're gonna have to be honest with yourself about like, you know, to me, this is a waste of your time. It is, the most you're gonna get out of this is a good story. So you'll just have to ask yourself,

how much is this good story worth to me? Yeah, and even you saying saying that like with the dog, like he's back at his college now and he's like, oh, like, will you keep him for the week so I can get readjusted to my schedule? And I'm like sitting here like. Readjusted to his, like why does this guy have a dog? You know, like, you know.

He, and he shouldn't, he's a puppy and he shouldn't, and he literally cannot manage him at all. And he's stressed out, he doesn't like his team. He like thinks he made all these bad decisions. So he's like, he's stressing out about that. And then he's like, and and he's stressed out, he doesn't like his team, he thinks he made all these bad decisions, so he's stressing out about that and then he's like, well you have him for this week and this is like two weeks and I'm like, I'm happy to help you but also he's not asking me, is this good with your schedule, when can I get him?

He's operating knowing that I can handle it because I handle everything and I have my shit together but it's just annoying. He likes you because he finds the other women that are more his age, more obnoxious. Yeah, for sure. Because you're mature enough to play the game a little bit, and you're mature enough to be like, you know, to kind of mask your anxiety and your insecurity. And they're a little bit more reactive, maybe.

And they're, you know, and they complained to him a little faster and a little sooner than you do. And he's really- That's exactly what he said about the other girls. He'd be like, they asked what I want right away and they're so worried about what we're gonna be and like, you just like don't give a fuck and even though inside I give a little bit of a fuck. You give a lot of fucks.

Yeah. You give as many fucks as they do. But I know the reality of this situation. Yeah, but now, and now you're lying to yourself, but like, yes, you know, Yeah. Yeah. You give as many fucks as they do. But I know the reality of the situation. Yeah, and now you're lying to yourself. But like, yes, at first you were honest for a brief moment about the reality of your situation. And then henceforth, you were lying to yourself

about what he said and what he meant and how sincere he was or yada, yada, yada. Or you took what he said and you manipulated it and changed it into something that you could accept rather than taking it at face value. And you have used your quote unquote maturity as a way to honestly manipulate yourself. Like you're clearly an intelligent person

and you know, like listen, like obviously this is coming from tough love and I'm not trying to be hard on you here, but like your question was, is he manipulating me? Is he gaslighting me? And it's just like, I think obviously this is coming from tough love and I'm not trying to be hard on you here, but like your question was, is he manipulating me? Is he gaslighting me? And it's just like, we lie to ourselves way more than we lie to anyone else. I say that all the time.

No one talks to you more than you talk to yourself. And you know, your ego is internal and like, listen, you're lying to yourself constantly every day, we all are. But like, it's just easier for you to play the victim here. You know, it's easier for you to act like he's manipulating you. But again, you saw him for who he was in the beginning of this story.

And you have tried to do mental gymnastics to keep it going. And it feels wrong, which is why you reached out to us. And it's why you're calling, because your gut is telling you, this is not what I'm telling myself it is. And why am I still here? And it's only been four months with this guy and it ain't gonna get better. His life has never been more chaotic.

So he is definitely, he's gonna feel less in a position to give you more. He's gonna feel more justified to ask more from you and expect less from him. Yeah, exactly. Because that's what he said. That's literally like, like basically without saying it. to ask more from you and expect less from him. Yeah, exactly. Because that's what he said. That's literally like, basically without saying it. He's like, yeah. And it's just, I, yeah, from here, I was just,

you think, but you think having a conversation, like drop off the dog and have the conversation or figure out a way to get him back because we haven't even figured, because he's four hours away. When I picked him up, I drove four hours, picked him up, hung out with him for two hours and drove back. I mean, listen, my answer is path of least resistance, right? Obviously, you don't need to like be dramatic. You don't need to blow this guy up today. You know, like you're not your boyfriend.

He's not doing anything wrong. You're in this situation because you made choices and you accepted some of his asks, right? So there's no reason to be reactive or whatever. So figure it out, you know, like take care of the dog. He's obviously, you know, he's going to be selfish. He's going to ask a lot from you and like whatever you feel is reasonable, just placate. Once he has the dog, I don't even think this requires some big sit down. You're not, again, you're not his girlfriend, you're not his mom, you're not his therapist, you don't owe him anything, he's gonna act like you do,

but you can just simply just, it can be a casual phone conversation. It can be like, listen, it's like, I have a lot going on too, and I just, I can't be taking care of your dog. And like, you're just not in an interest. You're not in a position to be a boyfriend right now. Even if you wanted to be my boyfriend,

I know that you have too much other going on, and honestly, you would be a fool for you to like bring a girlfriend into your life. But like, I am 26 years old. I am looking for someone in my life, and like, you're just not it right now, you know? And it makes me sad. I think you're a great guy, you know?

But like this is- Is there a good way to respond? Because I know how he's gonna respond. He's gonna say, you're doing this again. I told you that I would try harder. I told you things would be different. I told you, is there like a good, like, because I don't wanna seem like I'm jumping on things

as soon as things aren't going my way. Cause that's what he says. He says, as soon as something- Whatever, yeah, again, but it's fine. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, but like, so fine. And I don't know if he's gonna hear it, you know? This is not about, you know, you're asking, is there a good way?

What you're really asking, is there a perfect way to say something so things resonate with him? I don't know this guy, and what I do know about this guy, chances are, he's very resistant to not getting his way. Yeah. Right? So like, chances are, you're not gonna say the perfect thing where the light bulb's gonna go off and he's gonna be this mature guy.

Again, he's going to fight for the things that you give him. You give him a lot. But you're not asking him for anything. Before it was, you were asking for something and that was the truth. You wanted the truth from him. You wanted to find out who was Snapchatting, you wanted to get some clarity. You're not asking for anything more,

you're letting him know. And it's not about Snapchat, you have come to a different decision and that is you have too much going on right now. I don't even, you should, honestly, you should be talking to other girls. I shouldn't have asked for that. Obviously, I think you're a great guy.

You have a lot going for you. I love being around you, but like I have to be mature and recognize that like what I want for myself, you are not, you're, you're, you're too busy for. And like, you should be, you were making good choices. Like you, you should, like, I'm not, I don't want to ask you to choose between your job and me. Sometimes people do like there are, there are relationships out there where it's just like, listen, man, I don't wanna ask you to choose between your job and me. Sometimes people do.

Like there are relationships out there where it's just like, listen, man, I don't know. I'm not getting what I need and you're a workaholic and like you're never at home and I feel fucking alone in this relationship. You're not in a relationship, you know? Yeah. So like you're playing house and you're just like,

I just don't wanna do this anymore and like I'm just looking for something else. I don't want anything. There's nothing you can say or do to change my mind because you're not doing anything wrong. I just realized I need something different and I don't want you to fight for me and I don't need you to fight for me.

You should fight for your, like your job, your career. You're 22, chase your fucking dreams, man. Like I'm rooting for you. Yeah. It's what I said the first time, but I did not stand my ground on it. And I just. Yeah.

And like, you know, and then he has a competitive spirit. He won't even know the difference between like, is this a challenge? Does he love you? You don't, he, again, that's where his immaturity will come out. Yeah. Yeah. That's.

And you have to be mature enough to recognize that his reaction will be about him, not about you. And you're, and you have to make sure you let your ego know that. Yeah. And you hit it right on the head when you said like, I hate being like the bad guy in people's eyes because like I have done so much and it's going to really annoy me if he's going to think she was immature, he'll call you names, he'll say a bunch of things, maybe he'll spread rumors.

I don't know. I do not know his level of immaturity, but you're gonna have to accept that, anticipate that, and let your ego be okay with that. Yeah. You're absolutely right. I know. Yep, that's good advice.

That's what I needed. What I knew but needed to hear from someone other than my friends, because it's just a story, like you said, is being played over and over again. Yeah, fuck, your friends probably fucking love this shit. It's great, you know? And like, you know, your friends right now

are the friends who want you to buy the boat, right? Like, they can't even be honest. You go to your friend and be like, hey, should I buy this boat? And your friend's like, yeah, actually sounds like a lot of fun. We would have so much fun. And they're not thinking, can you afford it?

Like, is this a good financial decision? Is this gonna like create emotional distress for you? They're just thinking about how much fun the boat is. Yeah, and they love the story. They want you to introduce you to some of, like, you know, they're like, I don't know, is the linebacker single? Exactly, like they wanted me to bring, you know,

them to games and like make a weekend, make weekends of it. It's like, oh, it's not that big of a deal, you know, just like ride the wave type of thing. And for a while it was fine, but I feel like, like you said, it's been four months. And listen, if you could, and I'm not, this is not a dare, and I guess I very much, I say this with caution,

but if you were capable, which I don't think you are, and I don't think you're gonna be, and that's not something that you should try out, but if you were capable of truly not giving a fuck and saying no to be like, no, I'm not gonna watch your fucking dog, you shouldn't have gotten a dog. Like, you know, if you were capable of, you know, saying no to be like, no, I'm not gonna watch your fucking dog. You shouldn't have gotten a dog. Yeah.

Like, you know, if you were capable of, you know, being in more position of power with this guy, then I would say have some fun, but you're not, you're not. No, at this point I'm not. And that's more than understandable. Yeah, well, thank you. I, yeah, once, like you said, gonna chill this week with the dog, then find a way to get him back, and then, I don't know, just, thank you. I, yeah, once, like you said, gonna chill this week with the dog,

then find a way to get him back and then kind of just go from there. When you, if you actually move forward with ending it, don't make a big thing of it. It's not a production. Don't be dramatic. Yeah, don't be like we have to talk. He's not your boyfriend.

Just kind of, yeah. Yeah. Okay. Okay. All right. Well, thank you guys so much Thanks for calling. Please give us an update on how one when you win and if you do that and how that went. Yeah Sounds good. All right. Thank you. Thank you