The Why Files: Operation Podcast - The Basement: Jeffrey Mishlove | Your Brain Doesn't Create Consciousness. It Filters It

Episode Date: April 27, 2026

Jeffrey Mishlove has spent 50 years at the intersection of science and the paranormal. He holds the only PhD in parapsychology ever awarded by an accredited American university, earned at UC Berkeley... in 1980 — and successfully defended it in court when organized skeptics tried to have it revoked. He hosted the long-running television series Thinking Allowed, conducting over 1,500 interviews with the world's leading researchers in consciousness, mysticism, and the paranormal. He was embedded in the SRI research community during the Stargate era, working alongside Targ, Puthoff, and others operating under CIA funding. In 2021, he won first prize — unanimously — in Robert Bigelow's $500,000 competition for the best scientific case that consciousness survives death. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

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Starting point is 00:00:01 It's the Family and Friends event at Shoppers Drug Mart. Get 20% off almost all regular priced merchandise. Two days only. Tuesday, April 28th and Wednesday, April 29th. Open your PC Optimum app to get your coupon. Today, we're sitting down with Jeffrey Michelev. On Christmas Eve, 1985, Jeffrey got a phone call from a man named Ted Owens. Owens was a former assistant to J.B. Rhine at Duke University.
Starting point is 00:00:29 He claimed to control the weather and summon UFOs on command. He's seven UFOs on command, huh? Must be nice. I'm still waiting for an Uber Eats I ordered last Tuesday. He told Jeffrey to call the U.S. government and warn them not to send up the next space shuttle. His UFOs were going to bring it down. And a month later, Challenger exploded. Now, that's the kind of story you're going to hear today. And Jeffrey spent 50 years as the most important interviewer in Parapsychology. UC Berkeley gave him the only Ph.D. in Parapsychology ever awarded by an accredited. American University. In 2021, he won first prize and $500,000 from the Bigelow Institute for the
Starting point is 00:01:10 best scientific case that consciousness survives death. Yeah, for Miller, he's going to find out the IRS also survives death. Taxes are death. This one got emotional. Let's go down to the basement. Jeffrey, welcome to the basement. Thank you. I'm excited to have you here. It's a pleasure to be here. It's weird for me because there's so much research goes into my episodes on my stupid show,
Starting point is 00:01:43 and you constantly come up as a primary source. So thank you for your contributions. This is like sitting in front of the encyclopedia. I don't even know where to start. Well, let me just say it's very gratifying to me to know that I'm having that kind of an impact. Did you not realize that? No. Oh, my goodness.
Starting point is 00:02:06 I did not. When I told my audience you were coming in, they're blown away by it. No, you're, it's weird to be a living legend and not know it, I guess. Well, I know that there's a reputation, but I think you've built up a fabulous business here with a huge audience, and I had no idea that you even knew I existed. Oh, of course I did. My show is, I don't want to say silly and dismiss it, because the topics are, important, but your work is actually important.
Starting point is 00:02:41 You know, I'm trying to entertain people. Your work is really important in educating people. But I want to get to the bottom of some of that stuff. So before we get too deep, I want to know your favorite, not the most famous, not the most well-reviewed, your favorite character that your mother ever played on stage. Blanche Dubois. Streetcar? Yeah.
Starting point is 00:03:05 Oh, my goodness. Yeah. But it changed her life completely. She, my mother, was an actress in local community theater, and good. I imagine she could have had a career on Broadway if she hadn't married my father and moved from the east coast to Wisconsin. So she was very active in local community theater, and Blanche Dubois, the female character and streetcar named Desire, possessed her.
Starting point is 00:03:33 It was as if she was a different person after that. She became Blanche Dubois. I have always depended on the kindness of strangers. That's right. Would she like that with all of her roles, but she just inhabit that character? That particular character, it's as if the spirit of Blanche Dubois
Starting point is 00:03:56 entered into my mother. What do you think that is? Because there's kind of a darkness to that story. Well, you could say that, but it probably reveals a lot about the human psyche in general. We're so much larger than we think we are, and we're so much more interconnected than we think we are. And I think our consciousness just bubbles up with possibilities, and Blanche Dubois was in my mother all along. It just sort of bubbled up. Right. I hadn't considered that, that we're all connected, that could be a way that
Starting point is 00:04:33 that actors, good actors are channeling characters, is our connection. I think there is an element of channeling that goes into theater, yeah. So dad was in the Army, mom was an actress. What was life like for Little Jeffrey? Did you travel around? Well, no, my father was out of the Army. I was born in 1946. The war was over.
Starting point is 00:04:56 My dad came home. I was part of the baby boom generation right after the war. and I grew up in the 1950s, and it was sort of like Norman Rockwell's America. Everything seemed good and healthy and normal. And, for example, in that era, you didn't ever see a man wearing a beard. All the men were clean-shaven everywhere. If someone had a beard, you'd say, oh, that's from the last century. and all the boys, young boys, had crew cuts.
Starting point is 00:05:36 No beard hats? No, none of that. No drugs. I never heard of marijuana or cannabis until I was in college. It was a time of absolute innocence. And I grew up in Fondelac, Wisconsin, which later became designated as the safest city in America. Really? Yeah. What I, people who grew up during that time, like my parents, all say the same thing, Norman Rockwell. Do you think it was really like that everywhere?
Starting point is 00:06:11 No. So what, what, because there, I feel like there was an undercurrent during the 50s that, that wasn't quite so public. Well, for example, in Fondalac, where I grew up a town of 30,000 people, I think there were no black families at all. It was all white. 100%. And maybe occasionally after I left, there might be one or two black families coming into town. So I didn't even know black people existed until I went to watch the Milwaukee Braves play. Well, I'm glad you said that because it really wasn't Norman Rockwell for everybody. No. But that's the history that I think we like to remember.
Starting point is 00:07:00 What Fondalac was completely a Norman Rockwell kind of town. So going into sociology, everyone knows you as the parapsychology guy, but sociology and then criminology. That's right. What attracted you to criminology? Well, the truth is I wanted to get admitted to Berkeley. Just Berkeley? It didn't matter why? As soon as I graduated from college at Madison, Wisconsin with a BA in psychology. I got a job in Rockford, Illinois at a mental health program,
Starting point is 00:07:37 the Singer Mental Health Zone Center, which prided itself on being 10 years ahead of the times, which for me wasn't enough. I quit after six weeks and got in my car and made a B-line to San Francisco. What was going on at the mental health facility that made you quit so quickly? Behaviorism. Behaviorism. from the doctors. That was the philosophy of the time. The behaviorist model of human behavior and psychology was dominated by B.F. Skinner and
Starting point is 00:08:11 behaviorism. And they had, for example, a big computer in the basement of this facility. And every time I interacted with a patient, I had to fill out a computer form and they were going to keep track of it. And I thought to myself, they're missing everything here. For example, when I was with some of the patients, I did some simple experiments I had read about the Esselon Institute and a guy named Bernie Gunther who talked about awakening the senses. And I had people like I just say, tap your head, you know, use your fingers, experience the feeling
Starting point is 00:08:52 of what it's like. And there was a woman who hadn't spoken in 20th. eight years and started talking after that. And I realized that the facility where I was had no concept of human depth. Did the other professionals there think you were straight? Because you mentioned tapping, that's a real thing now. Did they think, like, why is this guy making them hit themselves on the head? What does he do? Were they? I don't think I fit in there very well. For whatever reason. I was destined to do something different with my life. I think we're going to see that as a threat is when you land into an institution, it doesn't work for you. I think we're going to see that. You know,
Starting point is 00:09:39 it's really true. In fact, every time I was at a university, University of Wisconsin or even Berkeley, which was much more attuned with my way of thinking, my favorite professors would get fired or would leave. Because they were just too outside the mainstream? And I give you another example. After years of struggle, as you mentioned, I achieved a doctoral degree, a unique individual, interdisciplinary doctoral degree in parapsychology, the only one ever awarded to this day, 40 years later. And what's the quick definition of parapsychology? Parapsychology is the scientific study of extrac Psychology.
Starting point is 00:10:25 sensory perception and psychokinesis and the possibility of human survival after death. Mainstream doesn't like this. No. But the point is that I want to make just in the context of this conversation, I got the degree and I went to see my mentor at the time. I was so proud my committee had just finalized everything. So I went to visit Arthur Young, who, was a 70-year-old man at the time or in his 70s.
Starting point is 00:10:59 The Bell helicopter, Arthur? Yes. Was your mentor? Yes. Okay. This is going to get interesting. Yeah. Arthur was an amazing guy.
Starting point is 00:11:10 And I have talk about him forever. He pulled out an astrology ephemorous and started looking at my chart. And he said to me, how long did you work on this degree? And I said, it was it been about six years, little over six years since I entered the doctoral program that I created for myself in parapsychology. And he looked at me and he said, well, it's going to take you six years more to undo all the damage the university has done to you. Wow. So he saw that in you. Not just me.
Starting point is 00:11:50 Well, how do you create a PhD? because it's accredited and you had to fight for that, didn't you? Well, there was a program at Berkeley whereby if you're already a graduate student in good standing, you want to do a dissertation on a topic where you can't find three professors in your department who will sponsor you, but you can find three professors in a variety of different departments who will sponsor you. you can create your own program. And I took advantage of that very obscure rule. After I graduated from Berkeley, they canceled the whole thing.
Starting point is 00:12:31 Oh, you can't do that anymore. They just reinstated it a few years ago. Okay. Finally. What was your dissertation about? Training ESP abilities. Wow. And so you got sponsors for that?
Starting point is 00:12:45 Faculty. Faculty sponsored. Yes. That's amazing. and I think it's interesting that there was, didn't they try to take that away from you and you fought? Well, there were organized skeptics, there still are. Oh, yes. Organized skeptics who were offended by the very idea that a major school,
Starting point is 00:13:09 Berkeley is one of the best in the world, would grant a degree in parapsychology. This horrified them because they see it as the right. rising tide of superstition. Right. And so they put pressure on the university to cancel the degree after it had already been awarded. And the pressure was quite significant. The university tried to do that. I had to pull some strings.
Starting point is 00:13:41 Fortunately, I had some support from people who believed in what I was doing. uh... those uh... people failed in in their effort to get the university to undo my degree but it put me through hell at the time of course and your doctor it stands yeah so um... criminology you know take us back that what attracts you to criminals you go from mental health to now criminals i mean are we talking serious i say i'd move to berkeley california right to the bay area
Starting point is 00:14:16 And I wanted to enroll at Berkeley. And I had studied when I was at Wisconsin with Seymour Halleck, who was a psychiatrist and who specialized in criminology. So, and I knew, frankly, that I could get in to criminology. There were openings in the School of Criminology at Berkeley. psychology, they accepted, I think, 20 students every year, and they had like thousands of applicants, and even though I had a good grade point and so on, it was, I didn't know that I would get admitted, but I knew I could be admitted in criminology. So I went for that because they had a psychology
Starting point is 00:15:04 track. I was interested in clinical work, and I could do that in the school of criminology. And so if you had known me in 1972, for example, you would have seen me doing volunteer work at San Quentin prison in the psychiatric unit conducting group therapy sessions with murderers and rapists. What were they like as people? You know, that's the interesting thing. I thought they were pretty much just like you and me. That's very interesting. Yeah. that makes me think that everyone maybe has a certain trigger or there's something in everybody we we all have a little larceny in our heart you might say it's part i because i'm pretty convinced you know that the whole human population shares a collective consciousness i agree i agree there's there's nothing that any criminal has ever done that it hasn't affected me and isn't in some way part of me sure but i
Starting point is 00:16:07 I can tell you that the staff in the prison didn't see it that way. I bet not. Did you also have a unique approach to therapy when you were speaking with the... Well, I was a young kid at the time. I can't say I was experienced, although I will tell you that young and experienced college students are very good therapists. I bet they are because you're not so hardwired yet. You're still kind of exploring new things. You're willing to listen.
Starting point is 00:16:37 Yes. Yeah. Did you make a difference in any of those people's lives, those criminals? I can't say for sure. None of them, I didn't do any follow-up with them, so I don't know. Did you feel like, okay, I think they made a difference in my life. That's interesting. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:17:02 What do they contribute to that? They contributed a sense of humanity, of understanding, what it meant to be human, what, something about myself, ultimately. Did that surprise you? It felt natural. I can't say it surprised me.
Starting point is 00:17:23 Because a lot of people would be frightened to be in that situation with those people. Mm-hmm. But you feel like that experience enriched your life in a way. Yeah, I would say the guards were more frightening than the inmates. Okay, fair enough. they probably weren't as empathetic as you were. And you would, you know, they were always hovering around to make sure I was safe.
Starting point is 00:17:48 Sure. But they kept sort of a menacing demeanor on their, if you look at them, they'd be scowling. And perhaps things have changed since then. But the general attitude was that these inmates aren't quite human. So those guards didn't feel like we shared a consciousness at all or anything with these people. Not only the guards, but you know, my supervisors in the psychiatric unit were, you'd hear expressions like they're a different kind of cat. They're just not like us. That's a casual way of dehumanizing somebody.
Starting point is 00:18:29 Yeah. That really is. Is that what made you leave criminology? No. No, I would have stuck it out, but for the fact that I had the most powerful, a mystical, psychic, paranormal event of my life at that time. Were you a believer in parapsychology? Yes.
Starting point is 00:18:53 You were. As an undergraduate, even, I was, I did a senior honors thesis. The University of Wisconsin is an undergrad. on the psychology of religious mysticism, and I went into it, to be honest, as a skeptic. I thought, these people who claim to be religious mystics, whatever that is, it's undoubtedly a form of psychopathology, and I'm going to, that's what I'll write about. I'll talk about the psychopathologies that make people believe they're having psychic and mystical experiences and I started digging into the literature and the more I dug into the literature,
Starting point is 00:19:39 the more I became convinced that it was just the opposite, that these people were some of the most creative, successful people on the planet. And at that point, and I became aware of the research of J.B. Rine and Parasicology and the studies of life after death going back to the 1880s. And at the same time, and my senior year as an undergraduate, I was exposed to LSD and the whole psychedelic scene that was burgeoning at that time on college campuses, and it all fit together for me very naturally that L.S. was a tool for exploring your own mind and that these mystical experiences were quite real,
Starting point is 00:20:43 and you could have a taste of it, you know, from drugs. But then in 1972, I had a full-blown experience. Before we get to that, academia seems very comfortable with religious studies, but uncomfortable with parapsychology, but there seems to be a lot of overlap in those fields. There is an enormous overlap also with what is now called transpersonal psychology, which pretty much didn't exist back when I was studying as an undergraduate. But most scholars in the field of religious studies, I'm told, are really atheists and skeptics.
Starting point is 00:21:26 Really? Yeah. There are a handful who take it seriously. and I got to know Houston Smith very well, the author of the world's religions, who was deeply involved and the mystical core of all religions. But for the most part,
Starting point is 00:21:43 the scholars of religion were, and I think even today, were under the influence of what was in those days called Marxist materialism, later on became known as deconstructionism, and post-modernism. But they saw religions basically as power trips, as a way to manipulate people and to control society.
Starting point is 00:22:14 That is an interesting take that I hadn't considered. But religion is a tool to do that. Yes, it is. It is. Not to dismiss any religious people, but it certainly has that. There's that side of it. There certainly is.
Starting point is 00:22:28 So your experience, your first paranormal experience was life-changing? I don't know if it was my first paranormal experience, but it was life-changing. There's no question. So this is the dream. It's a dream. But you had an experience before the dream, possibly? Well, I was doing ESP experiments and things like that.
Starting point is 00:22:55 Where? It is an undergraduate in Wisconsin in my experiment. Environmental psychology class, as a matter of fact. On what? On other, like, undergrads coming? Well, it was informal. You know, I'd take a deck of playing cards and hold it up, and I'd have my girlfriend try to guess what the cards were.
Starting point is 00:23:17 And, you know, the results were interesting. But did they base Dr. Peter Vankman and Ghostbusters on you? When you saw that, you must have been like, Right. Right. Well, when I first saw a ghostbuster, I did think, my goodness, they made the movie about me. Right.
Starting point is 00:23:34 That's what it seems like with the cards. They were all doctors. Yeah, that was a funny movie when it first came out. It was hilarious. So the dream, tell me about the day leading up to the dream. What was going on in your life? Because when people have these experiences, often they're primed for it and maybe don't realize until after the fact.
Starting point is 00:23:55 Well, yes, I was primed for it. In fact, as an undergraduate, in what they called the free university in Wisconsin, I offered a course on religious mysticism. I was teaching it as an undergraduate, but by the time I was a graduate student in criminology, I kind of put all that behind me. And I can't say that I was primed at all.
Starting point is 00:24:21 At that moment, I didn't know. But 2,000 miles away, I'm in Berkeley, California, waking up from the most powerful dream of my life at 7.30 in the morning. In Wisconsin, at 9.30 in the morning, my great uncle Harry, who was about 85 years old, had died at that moment. And as best I can piece it together, he came to me. He visited me and took me along partway for the ride. Well, what was the dream about take us through that? Well, because this is not a unique story. I cannot put it into words very well.
Starting point is 00:25:06 It's beyond description. It's what they say it's ineffable. Right. The classic mystical experiences, what I can tell you is that Uncle Harry came to me in the dream and we had a deep conversation. He disagreed. with some of the ways I was living my life. What was some of the dialogue in that dream with Harry?
Starting point is 00:25:32 Well, the dialogue in retrospect is trivial. The dialogue was, he's telling me that you treat your girlfriends like they're equal. Was Harry like that in real life? Well, all I can say is he had four wives. Okay. Not at the same time. He wasn't a very, Mormon. He, and I don't think he treated women as an equal. He was a very religious man,
Starting point is 00:26:07 highly orthodox Jew, the president of the local Orthodox Jewish congregation in Sheboygan, Wisconsin. And so that was part of it. And I'm saying, no women are equal. And we discussed the Yinyang symbol, which has become my logo. And comes out of that dream. Yes, in part. Okay. And, but the thing is, when I awoke from that dream, I was sobbing tears of joy. Of joy? Of joy. Did you know he had died? No. I had no idea he had died. What was so joyous about that message? Not only was I, I can't put it into words. It's as if he took me into heaven. that's what it was
Starting point is 00:26:56 and also I was singing you woke up singing I woke up singing and crying and the song I was singing for any of your viewers who were Jewish was Avino Malcano
Starting point is 00:27:13 which is a song that is only sung in the Jewish liturgy in what we call the high holy holidays and at some of the most poignant spiritual moments of the religious service and they sing Ovinu la Cano. Our father, our king, it's a prayer to God to forgive us.
Starting point is 00:27:36 I was going to ask you about that, what that song is about and when it's sung. Yeah. It's about forgiveness? It's about forgiveness. It's about asking God to forgive us for our sins. Why that song do you think? I don't know. When you woke up, you don't know why you were singing that song?
Starting point is 00:27:53 No, I don't. But it was like coming out of my heart. And I had been so deeply touched. And I didn't know that Uncle Harry had died. I didn't know where I had been. I didn't know why I woke up from a dream singing and crying like that. But I can never forget the experience. And even though I can't put it into words and make it intelligible,
Starting point is 00:28:23 it was at that moment that I realized, or shortly thereafter, as I'm digesting all of this, that I can no longer pursue a career studying the negative side of human deviance, that I had to move away from psychopathology and crime, and start focusing on the positive side of human deviance. It's interesting that you were working with criminals and woke up singing about forgiveness. That's very interesting to me. Who was your first phone call?
Starting point is 00:29:00 Well, I wrote home immediately to my parents and said, how's Uncle Harry? I had a dream about him. And my mother called as soon as she got the letter and said, how did you know? And Uncle Harry had just died. And so I said, well, I didn't know. And could they,
Starting point is 00:29:23 arrange for me to have an object that Uncle Harry owned so I can keep it. To remember him by, they sent me a book, a little book. And they told me, this is Uncle Harry's favorite book. What was it? It took me a while to figure it out because it was written in Hebrew. Okay. And I later learned actually it was in Yiddish, which is a German, Jewish slang language.
Starting point is 00:29:55 I'm from New York City. I know you. I know what it is. So Yiddish, I had to get it translated, and it's the tales of the Balchem Tov, who was a mystical teacher of the Jewish Hasidic sect going back to the 18th century. Did your mother know you were into mysticism, that she chose that book?
Starting point is 00:30:19 These are a lot of synchronities? No. I had no idea that my uncle's. Harry was into mysticism or that anybody in that I knew any Jewish person had anything to do with mysticism because in that era Jewish people wanted to fit in they wanted to be like considered normal Americans not some kind of weird cult like people now they don't mind so much but again that's very strange to hear because I'm from New York so Jewish is very much part of our local culture and my family, so it's very part of our culture. It's always strange to hear, like, friends talk about it. I never met a Jewish person, thought I was 30 years old.
Starting point is 00:31:01 It's a strange to me. It's a very different country. So you decided after the dream, you had to make a change or after the book? After the dream. Well, around that time, it all happened, you know, within a few weeks. And it took me months to figure out how to make this shift, because I assumed, well, I could shift into a graduate program on creativity or intuition or mysticism, but they didn't exist. So I agonized about it for many, many months.
Starting point is 00:31:37 Still working in criminology? Yes. You had to be completely distracted by then, no? I suppose. I suppose I was. But I was still showing up at the psychiatric unit in San Quentin prison. and taking my courses and doing well. I got a master's degree and criminology.
Starting point is 00:31:59 And eventually what happened was kind of interesting. Agony, and agony, I was a stressed out unhappy person after that beautiful mystical experience because I knew I had to change my life. And I think that happens a lot for people who have near-death experiences and what I had today, we would call a shared death experience. Yes, we would.
Starting point is 00:32:28 I just did an episode on that. It's a very real phenomenon. Yeah. Yeah, and you had a remote shared death experience, which I believe is the most common kind. 60% of people who have those experiences are far, far away from that person. Because it was, you could also call it a visitation. Yes.
Starting point is 00:32:46 Uncle Harry came to me. I didn't go to him. I didn't know he was dying. No, but he was. he knew that you needed him. Did he visit anyone else? I'm touched by the story. Yeah. Did he visit anyone else? You know, I think so. I'm pretty sure there were some cousins who had some experiences along those lines. I wonder if he was telling everyone to make some changes. Is that how Harry was opinionated? No, I don't remember him that way. Here's what I
Starting point is 00:33:19 remember about Uncle Harry is he ran a corner grocery store in the Chevoigin, Wisconsin, and I'd be a young kid eight, nine, ten years old, and my father was very fond of him and we'd often visit and when we came to visit him he'd he lived in an apartment behind the grocery store he'd go into the freezer where they had Eskimo pies and he'd pull out Eskimo Pies and he'd pull out Eskimo Pies and hand them to all the kids. And I thought to myself, look, he's got a whole freezerful of Eskimo pies to a young child that's wealth. Yes. And so I told this story once to a rabbi. I was friendly with Zalman Shachter, a mystical rabbi. And he said to me, well, your Uncle Harry
Starting point is 00:34:12 had one more Eskimo Pie for you. Oh, that's lovely. He did. That sounds like it would, must have been very difficult those months. They were. They were very difficult, but one morning I woke up and I knew, beyond a doubt, that I was going to have a dream that evening and the answer to this whole search of how to reorient my life was going to come in a dream. So everything is chaotic then, and then you felt like tonight is the night? Tonight is the night.
Starting point is 00:34:52 The dream is going to come. come and the answer will be there. And it was just a knowing. And it happened. It didn't happen. What was that dream about? In that dream, I was visiting... I didn't expect to cry this soon, Jeffrey, but it's a good story.
Starting point is 00:35:08 I had good friends in Berkeley, who I used to live with, who were in married student housing at the time. And in the dream, I was visiting Peter and Marcy Hartman in married student housing. I knocked on the door of their apartment, and there was no answer. And in the dream, I found a key, let myself into their apartment, walked into the living room, and found in the middle of the living room floor a magazine called I, E-Y-E. I picked up the magazine, began paging through it, and then I woke up with this feeling of exhilaration. and like, I have the answer.
Starting point is 00:35:54 What was in the magazine? Well, I didn't know. You didn't know? So I acted out the dream. I figured, I've got to find that magazine. Yeah. So I put on my tennis shoes, ran across town, five miles from where I lived to, married student housing in Albany, California, and knocked on the door of the apartment.
Starting point is 00:36:18 What are you thinking during that run? Is it a glacial? Is it relief? It was elation. It was. You knew. I just knew. I'm going to find the answer.
Starting point is 00:36:30 I have to go to this apartment. And they weren't home, as I had dreamt. It turned out, I did know exactly where they hit a key. They were good friends. So I took it, and I let myself into their apartment, walked into the living room, and smack dab in the middle of the living room floor, exactly as I had dreamt, there was this magazine sitting, sprawled, you know, pages open. I Magazine.
Starting point is 00:36:59 It was called Focus. Oh. And Focus was the magazine of KQED, which was listener-sponsored radio and television in the San Francisco Bay Area. And as I'm paging through this magazine, it dawned on me for the first time in my life, I could pursue my interest by getting involved in the nonprofit segment of the media. When you got into that apartment, did you know that magazine was going to be there? No. You weren't confident?
Starting point is 00:37:35 Because everything was lining up. Well, everything was lining up, but I had no way of knowing. Well, then when you saw it, you had to go, oh, my goodness. Yeah. So you have to follow where this leads. Yeah. Okay, so the magazine focus is there. Right?
Starting point is 00:37:52 It's... It brought focus into my life. Yes, it's all very clear. But because I lived in Berkeley, I didn't have a car in those days, I don't think. No, I did not have a car. I went to KPFA, which is a Pacifica radio station in Berkeley,
Starting point is 00:38:13 actually very well-known, because non-profit radio. And at the time I had my master's degree, And I said to them, I'd like to volunteer. And they said, sure, sit at this desk, and when you hear the doorbell ring, push this button and let people in the front door. That's how it started. And I was glad to do it. Yes.
Starting point is 00:38:39 I mean, this is a mission now. Yeah. You're on a mission. Yeah. So within two, three weeks, I had learned how to produce a radio program. and I produced my first program, which was interviewing local friends of mine in Berkeley, who were psychic. And the theme was, you don't have to be from out of town to be psychic. How did they, did they let you create your own show?
Starting point is 00:39:08 Yeah. They let me, they showed me how, and they broadcast it, and after it was released, the program director came to me and said, I was only at the station for three weeks, and he said, we have an opening every Tuesday and Thursday at noon for a program, a regular program, we call it the mind's ear, and it's an interview program, and you'll sit just as you and I are now across the table from each other with world-class experts and all the topics that interested me the most. How long from that dream of the magazine to that show, how much time passes? Maybe six weeks at the most? Six weeks? Well, let me think. The dream of the magazine.
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Starting point is 00:40:26 Somewhere just a few weeks. You must be just coasting now on this feeling of this is meant to be. Because you're just, I come from radio. Yeah. I didn't get my own show in three weeks. No. It took a little longer than that. Well, of course, KPFA was staffed by all volunteers.
Starting point is 00:40:43 Sure. So there I was a volunteer who seemed to know something. about psychology. I was a kid. I was 25 years old at the time. That gave me the confidence to go back to the university where they offered no courses or programs in the topics that I was interested in,
Starting point is 00:41:06 but I did come to meet some professors who were supportive. And I said, I wanted, you know, create this interdisciplinary program. would you sponsor it and be on my academic committee? And I already had access to people like Robert Monroe and writing his first book on out-of-body experiences. And, you know, everyone on a book tour coming through the San Francisco Bay Area would want to stop at KPFA.
Starting point is 00:41:38 What year was that? 1972. So Robert Monroe, I mean, there's a lot of great characters coming through San Francisco Bay Area during that time. The 1970s in San Francisco Bay Area, I think of it as the psychic 70s. Yes. It was an amazing time. So Robert Munro, I've covered him quite a bit.
Starting point is 00:41:59 Hemisink and was he able to achieve out-of-body on command using hemisink? I can't say that for sure. I did go through the program. I didn't have an out-of-body experience myself. I didn't either. What about the Gateway Project at Monroe Institute? That was, I think, one of his last projects. Yes.
Starting point is 00:42:22 Well, I certainly know Monroe trainers and people who have been through the program, and I think it's fair to say that a significant percentage of people found it worked very well for them. So Monroe trainers is an interesting segue because quite a few of those Monroe trainers come from SRI and Project Stargate. was happening about the same time, yes. Um, yeah, after Stargate closed down. Right, I'm talking like Skip Atwater went over to Monroe. Um, but SRI and 72 weren't Targan put off.
Starting point is 00:43:02 Yeah. Jacques Filet was there. Yes. Did you spend any time with them? Yes. Oh, sure. Well, what, what, what, what, what, what, what, what, what, what, what, what, we hear from the, we hear from Targ and put off all the time, but I haven't heard you talk much about what was going on
Starting point is 00:43:18 an SRI. What was going on behind me? Let me step back a little bit. When, even as a criminology student, there were graduate students that I knew, friends of mine, who were all interested in consciousness, and we would meet. And at the same time, people like Jacques Follet and Stanton Friedman were occasionally coming on campus and lecturing on UFOs. And once I got started at KPFA, I was sponsoring big symposiums on these topics as well, taking advantage of the access that was available to me as a graduate student. I could, for example, reserve Zellerbach Auditorium that held 2,000 people, and we brought Ari Geller onto campus.
Starting point is 00:44:13 and the like. And one of the visiting speakers was Arthur Young, the inventor of the Bell helicopter. Is that how you met him through there? Yeah, we'd have a small seminar, and, you know, there would be 30 graduate students, and Arthur Young would come and talk about his cosmologies and his theories, and he was actually funding some of the research at SRI at the time, and he decided to set up a branch of his Institute for the Study of Consciousness in Berkeley. He bought a house, 2924, Benvenu Avenue in Berkeley.
Starting point is 00:44:52 And he had an apartment in the back of this large house. And he invited me to move in. Could you give everyone just a back of the baseball card biography of Arthur Young because it's very interesting? He invented the Bell helicopter, which was the first commercially, licensed helicopter in the United States. We think of it as the whirly bird, the little helicopter with the glass bubble dome and the skids. And it was used, for example, in Korea. What was that movie? MASH. Sure. To do all the evacuations. It was, I remember, as a young child, four years old, seeing a helicopter, and people would point, look at that. Nobody had ever seen
Starting point is 00:45:37 such a thing before. It was in 1947. It was invented. That's right. And you have to correct me, but he wasn't like an aviation nut, right? He just saw a problem to solve. It was, here's this story. He went to Princeton. He studied general relativity in the 1920s at Princeton University as an undergraduate.
Starting point is 00:46:03 That's an interesting time to be there. Yeah. And he... So Einstein's around at that time, right? At the Institute for Advanced Studies, yeah. He became familiar with Einstein's work as an undergraduate in the 1920s at a time when very few people understood Einstein at all. Right. And he decided he was influenced, I think, by Alfred North Whitehead, amongst others
Starting point is 00:46:32 who had what he called process philosophy. He saw that what was going on wasn't about things, it was about process. And he wanted to develop his own process philosophy. But he said to himself, look what's going on in the world. It's all about technology. And philosophers seem to have missed the boat. They don't understand technology. They don't talk about technology.
Starting point is 00:46:59 He said to himself, in order to be worried. worthy of doing real philosophy, of being a real process philosopher, I have to prove to myself that I can master a technological problem. So he went to the patent office in Washington, D.C. in 1926, to find an unsolved technical problem that he could solve. What do you got? Just what do you got? And he learned that there had been, I don't know, something like 30 attempts, unsuccessful to develop a vehicle that could hover in mid-air. They were trying to do it since Da Vinci made that sketch, and they couldn't figure it out.
Starting point is 00:47:43 Right. And so he set himself to solve that problem. In 1926, his father was a landscape painter, pretty well-known, and he owned a farm in Pennsylvania with a big barn, and he used the barn as his laboratory, and he began building toy models. And it took him decades. He worked for years and years on problems, on solutions that didn't work, like propellers at the ends of the rotor blades, things like that. But by the 1940s, he had a toy model, something you could maybe two feet wide, and it would hover in mid-air. He had solved the problem. And he took it to the bell air.
Starting point is 00:48:34 aircraft company and he said, look what I got. We could make big ones. We can make big ones. And they said, okay, let's do it. And the 19 model 47 was the very first helicopter that the government licensed for commercial purposes. That's right. I think Operation High Jumped down in Antarctica was the first time they were deployed on that famous mission in 40s. So he made a bag of money He did. And then no more in that industry. Then I said, now it's time to get serious about philosophy. Right.
Starting point is 00:49:09 The whole point of the helicopter was just to show that I was worthy to do philosophy. What an amazing man. Yeah. He's someone, everyone should know his name. He was so incredible. He was a gift. A gift to me. You've had many gifts, Jeffrey.
Starting point is 00:49:32 I mean, I really, really have. Talk about him. Well, I mean, what was he really like? He was the sweetest person, and he loved young people. This was, of course, during the Vietnam War era, and he would tell all of his older friends, listen to the young people. And, of course, the young people, such as myself at the time, were anti-war and into things like mysticism and all.
Starting point is 00:50:07 drugs. How do he feel about his invention being used so heavily in that war? It made him unhappy. I bet it did. He didn't like it and he also felt personal pain every time a pilot crashed. Because sometimes, I think at least on one occasion they lost a test pilot. Sure. And it affected him deeply. His wife, Ruth Forbes Young, who came from, from a famous Forbes family, very wealthy New England family, created what was called the International Peace Academy. And they were training diplomats. They offered seminars to young diplomats from all countries
Starting point is 00:50:58 how to negotiate for peace instead of for personal or advantage only for your country. have we learned nothing did did Arthur ever talk to you about that famous seance in 1952 with Forbes and the Aster's and Alan Dulles and the Council of Nine
Starting point is 00:51:20 and Pourich Pouharic yes we well not specifically that seance I had many conversations with him I lived at the Institute with him for about six
Starting point is 00:51:35 or maybe nine months until you lived with Arthur Young he invited me to move into the house where he and his wife were living and along with my best friend at the time Saul Paul Sarag
Starting point is 00:51:49 wow I can't you were too young to realize how important that was yeah I had no real appreciation for many of the people I knew at that time in terms of their depth and who they were I was young and naive. But, you know, I was a good learner and he had obviously noticed in the various
Starting point is 00:52:14 seminars that Saul Paul and I were the ones who asked the most questions and he got really engaged in his work. So he wanted us to be part of his institute and we were more than happy to do it. What did he tell you about that seance and Poharach? Really very little. Because it's become its mythology at this point. It has been, as I look back on what I now know about it all, I'm not sure what to make of it. Arthur, he did a lot of things. He was one of the early Dianetics clears.
Starting point is 00:52:54 He and his wife both were. There was a lot of that at SRI. Well, there was, yeah. What is it about Dianetics and Scientology that speaks to? Well, in Dianetics and Scientology, they're very open to the paranormal. Sure. And I don't think that I can say much else of a positive nature about it. There's a dark side to every religion.
Starting point is 00:53:25 But there's certainly something maybe more so in Dianetics that's appealing. I mean, one of the most famous psychics, who's my personal favorite is Pat Price. I believe he was a Scientologist, Howe Put Off. Yeah. Ingo Swan, Scientologist. That's all true. But Russell Targ, who was right in the middle of all of it, was not. Right.
Starting point is 00:53:45 And so it's hard to say what influence Scientology actually had. I think Ed May, who took over the program after Hal, put off left, was also. That's right. So there is that, but I don't think any of those people may mention. except for Pat Price, maintain their connection with Scientology. It's something they went through, they got what they could out of it, and they moved on. Right. They got clear and that was enough. We'll take a quick break, but this is a good time to transition to SRI and maybe we can talk a little bit about Ted Owens.
Starting point is 00:54:23 Sure. Okay. We'll be right back. So how I heard it was, you're a researcher, you're around SRI, you're in the scene. Russell and Hal hand you a file. and say, we can't do anything. What can you do with this? Right. Was that the Ted Owens file?
Starting point is 00:54:39 That was the Ted Owens file. Why couldn't they do anything with that? Well, they were receiving funding from the CIA. Yes. They had already gone public with their research on Erie Geller. It was published in Nature magazine, one of the world's premier scientific magazines. When is that around 75? 74, as I recall.
Starting point is 00:55:08 And they didn't want to have a flamboyant psychic. They didn't want to be in the news. Uri Geller at the time was incredibly controversial. Why? Why? Well, because he was being attacked by the skeptics, because he was a public performer, a stage magician. And you had people like the Amazing Randy writing books, about what a fraud he was and going, in fact,
Starting point is 00:55:37 going to scientific conferences and claiming that, in public, the people I knew who were in no way Confederates with Erie Geller were helping him cheat. And so, you know, what people at SRI wanted, who were, you know, was largely a military-industrial think tank, they wanted to be low-key, they didn't want to have any kind. of public prominence of that sort. And Ted Owens was doing everything he could to attract publicity to himself. More so than Ingo Swan? Oh, I think so, although Ingo was probably much smarter
Starting point is 00:56:18 about it. But Ted Owens was... Much kinder, too, I would guess. Well, Owens had his kind side. He did? Sure. Okay. Yeah, I mean, he was kind to me. I had a good relationship with him for many years but if you if you crossed him that was another matter i was i had learned by that point to because of my experience in san quentin to treat everybody with respect regardless of what they may have done or what other people think of them and so on i i believe every human being deserves respect just for being human sure you were the perfect person for that because he has a this sort of infamous reputation for being a little bit cagey. Feisty.
Starting point is 00:57:08 Feisty. For sure. Feisty. He was feisty. He was, you know, a sailor. He had been a sailor in the Second World War. And then he went to Duke University. While he was in the Navy, he was doing psychic stuff right and left.
Starting point is 00:57:28 And he wrote a letter to J.B. Rhine at Duke University and said, you know, here's a what I'm doing. I want to do experiments and Ryan was writing back and giving him pointers and after he got out of the Navy, Ryan said, come to Duke and I'll get you enrolled at Duke University and he did. He became
Starting point is 00:57:46 J.B. Rine's assistant. Wow, I didn't know that. Yeah. So what was special about Ted? What could he do? Well, he claimed he could do psychokinesis. Okay, so moving things. Moving things. He told many stories.
Starting point is 00:58:03 he had about things disappearing in his presence. And he said he did seances for the Rhines and things of this sort. And apparently when he was around girls, their earrings would disappear. And J.B. Rhine actually tried to investigate this, according to Ted. But he eloped with another woman from Duke and left. and tried to set himself up as a healer. He knew hypnosis, and he was quite successful as a healer until, I think, in 1954, the AMA shut him down
Starting point is 00:58:46 because they thought at the time hypnosis was not acceptable. And they thought he's practicing medicine, he's a quack and so on, and he became very bitter. AMA has been like that since it's found. very against herbalists and natural remedies. I'm not surprised. I think it's changing slowly. But in any case, he began to think that he was working with nature
Starting point is 00:59:18 and then working with a poltergeist. He thought it was a poltergeist he called Big Lorna. And finally it dawned on him that it could be extraterrestrials. And he remembered having had some weird experiences. experiences that appeared to be of an extraterrestrial nature. And finally, he felt, wait, I'm in telepathic contact. They're talking to me, and they're giving me instructions how to interact with them and teaching me their language.
Starting point is 00:59:48 And he held many different jobs. He was a bullwip artist, a circus, and he had a knife-throwing routine. And he was a jazz musician and a high-speed typist. and he worked at one time is what he called an idea man for a railroad company and he said that the aliens he called them the space intelligences
Starting point is 01:00:13 had guided him since his childhood to have many different careers so that his mind would be flexible enough to understand their very complicated symbolic system and also he claimed that they had been searching since the days of Moses for somebody with a nervous system strong enough to handle all the energy that they were going to run through him
Starting point is 01:00:42 and he thought of himself as, you know, the first person since Moses to be able to do these kinds of things. Messianic figure. He was. I think he's the first person to bring the insectoid aliens to. Welcome aboard via rail. please sit and enjoy. Please sit and stretch.
Starting point is 01:01:03 Steep. Flip. Or that and enjoy. Via rail, love the way. To the public board, that was his context, right? Yeah, yeah, that was it. He said they, tweeter and Twitter. That's right.
Starting point is 01:01:19 That's right. He called them that because they had high peach, squeaky voices. Sure. They communicate with him telepathically, and he learned how, to send them telepathic images of what he wished them to accomplish. And then they would sit at their invisible UFO high above the planet in front of a big screen and push buttons and whatever and make these things happen.
Starting point is 01:01:46 What was your research like with him? It was mostly about collecting information because he was a force of nature. He wasn't a wealthy man, but he spent almost all of his time and energy making these, doing these demonstrations. He would send, he had a list of scientists, he would mail to each of these people a statement, I'm about to do this or that, and unusual things you would not expect to happen. For example, right before I visited Put Off and Targ at SRI, International in Menlo Park, California.
Starting point is 01:02:31 He had written to them. He had been pestering them for a couple of years saying, you know, stop wasting your time with Erie Geller. I'm the world's greatest psychic. And finally, he wrote to them and he said, I'm going to prove it to you for good. He said, I'm going to give you weather like you have never seen before in Palo Alto. It was a drought at the time.
Starting point is 01:02:57 And in the San Francisco Bay Area, it almost never snows. There's no snow. No. And he said, you're going to have every kind of weather. There will be sleet and hail and snow. And there will be power blackouts and UFO sightings. And it's all going to happen in a couple of days. And your local newspaper is going to write a story saying that the drought is over because of all of this.
Starting point is 01:03:25 At the time, the papers were saying, no. end in sight. Right. To the drought. And all of this happened in a few days. It happened. It did happen. Were you working with him during this? Not yet. This is right before I show up at SRI. So not only did they have the files and do they want to get rid of the files, but they are now convinced this guy is for real. The CIA probably didn't know about him because they would have liked to have that guy handy. He tried everything he could to interest the CIA. He did? Yes, he did. I don't know why they didn't take him on. He can create snow in California?
Starting point is 01:04:02 Well, they had nothing, no, they never, to my knowledge, express an interest. He claimed that he was in contact with some agent from the CIA. He called George Clark. But at one time, he thought I was a CIA agent. Do you think he did that? Do you think he made that happen? Well, it's always a question of whether he predicted it or whether he caused it.
Starting point is 01:04:35 Now, Russell Targ sent him a letter after that event and saying, that was a great prediction, and he wrote back and said, basically, hell no, it was no prediction, I caused it. And he was always a little ambiguous as to whether he caused it through his own powerful mind or whether it was the space intelligences who did it and had nothing to do with him. And I think Ed May was of the same school of thought that that's just precognition. You didn't do that. You just saw something. Ed May doesn't believe in psychokinesis.
Starting point is 01:05:10 He just believes his precognition. Yes. That's very interesting, the arguments that happen within parapsychology. You forget the skeptics. Right. Within, there's all these different opinions. That's true. Yeah.
Starting point is 01:05:21 So you take Ted's file. What type of work did you do with him? Well, the first thing I wanted to do after reading it over carefully and seeing, you know, by that time, I first met Ted in 1976, in the summer of 76. And I was in England at the time. We met in London. And he had ended yet another drought. He ended another drought?
Starting point is 01:05:52 Well, what happened was at SRI, they leaked a little story about the drought in ending the drought in Menlo Park in California. It was a big drought. And there was a drought going on in London, a very serious drought in all of England in that summer. And when I arrived for a parapsychology conference, my friends there said, if you want to have your picture taken on the first. front page of the London Times, all you have to do is show up in Piccadilly Circus with an umbrella, and people will think you're crazy. Right. And they'll take your picture, and it'll be in the newspaper.
Starting point is 01:06:32 It was that serious. They were bringing water by truck to cities outside of London, where water had already run dry. But when Ted Owens arrived, all of a sudden, it rained and poured. And he predicted that? he claimed he caused it. Claimed he caused that. So that's the circumstance of my meeting him. And it was a parapsychology conference and he was a speaker.
Starting point is 01:07:02 But you have to imagine this guy sort of, I think of him like Paul Bunyan, larger than life, a big folk hero and he had a big booming voice. He was a large man at the time with a big beard and he smoked a cigar. and he walked on to the stage of this parapsychology conference where he had been invited because the people in London brought him there for the purpose of ending the drought because they learned about what it happened in California. Unbelievable. It worked.
Starting point is 01:07:37 It worked. And he's on stage and he carried a little red toy wagon behind him onto the stage with piled high. with papers. And he said, these papers are all the documentation of the many demonstrations I've done, because I'm the world's greatest psychic, and I can control the weather, and I can make UFOs appear. Well, the British people are not accustomed to or fond of that kind of American braggadocio behavior. And the strangest thing happened. It. The strangest thing happened, at that time, which was one of the speakers at the conference didn't show up.
Starting point is 01:08:26 So Ted Owens was scheduled to follow him. And so they said, you go on. So he's halfway through his presentation, and the guy shows up. Oh. And so they tell him, okay, Ted, you've got to leave the stage. Uh-oh. And so before he left the stage, people, the audience was already practically booing him. Really?
Starting point is 01:08:49 Yes. Well, just because of his attitude? Yes. Okay. Yeah. He didn't sit well with the British public. Yeah. And I got up and said, well, I happened to know about what happened in California firsthand.
Starting point is 01:09:01 And I just mentioned that. You know, it was a way to kind of ameliorate things. Sure. A calming presence. Yeah. Which you are. So we bonded over that. And I began looking at the files.
Starting point is 01:09:17 And the thing that appealed to me was that he claimed he could produce UFOs on demand. And there were examples in the files where he'd go to police officers and he'd say, I'll make an UFO and you will see it. It'll be in the newspapers and you can tell them that I said it would happen and then there would be. So those files were real? Oh, yeah. Did you see him produce UFOs or anything like this? I set up an experiment.
Starting point is 01:09:47 I said, let's do it again. Yeah. And before I had any opportunity to really set up the experiment, he was on it. He said, I'm going to do this. There won't be one. They're going to be three. He called the number, okay. He said there'll be three big UFO sightings within 100 miles at the San Francisco Bay Area.
Starting point is 01:10:11 How skeptical are you? Well, skeptical enough to realize that this wasn't. the way you should be done. Right, right. So I scrambled. I said, we need a control group. I have friends in San Diego with California, West Coast City,
Starting point is 01:10:28 about the same population as San Francisco. I wrote to them and said, will you, San Diego as a control group? I sent letters out to every law enforcement agency within 100 miles of both cities. Said, let me know if you get any UFO sightings in your area.
Starting point is 01:10:46 and waited to see what would happen. And sure enough, there was a fellow near San Francisco, a little town called Concord, California, was out walking at 4 in the morning and claimed that he'd been inducted by him at 4 in the morning, perfectly sober person at the time with no background in UFOs. We interviewed him, and it actually, from all accounts,
Starting point is 01:11:15 seemed like he had reported it to the police, was in the newspapers, and it seemed like, yeah, this appeared to be the first legitimate sighting. And were there three of them? Well, after that, Owens called me up on the phone. He at the time, as I recall, was living in Oregon.
Starting point is 01:11:36 He moved around a lot. And he said to me, I can tell the next one is going to be really big. He said, I feel it coming. He said, there is going to be a UFO. It's going to be one of the best sightings ever. He said, it's going to be seen by hundreds of people. It's going to be photographed, and the photograph will be published on the front page of one of your local newspapers,
Starting point is 01:12:05 which is what happened four days later. Four days later, it happened. Yes. At some point, are you starting to really believe this guy? No. Yes. And I'd be hoping don't predict anything bad. Well, there were.
Starting point is 01:12:22 I know. Before we get to that, I know we both know Chris Bledsoe. Yes. I think we both agree he's a lovely man. Yes. He can summon something. Yes. I don't think that's a debate.
Starting point is 01:12:35 He's studied by the government, CIA. He believes that he's summoning spiritual entities. Right. What do you think? Yes, you could call them orbs. Sure. And he believes, and people, I think other people would agree that these orbs, they are either conscious themselves or they are inhabited by conscious beings.
Starting point is 01:13:03 He calls the lady. Yes. It does a deed appear to be something not so different from angelic apparitions that occur in the Bible. He made predictions on this very show a few months ago that hour coming true. Was Ted summoning those same type of entities? I don't think so. It doesn't sound like it. It sounds like craft.
Starting point is 01:13:30 Yes, it does seem like craft. The one that occurred that I just mentioned was seen both from the air and the ground. The California University, what's now called Sonoma, State University at the time it had a different name, Sonoma State College or something. And near San Francisco in Roanert Park, California, the art department was sponsoring an artist named Stephen Paleski, who had an airplane, it was a pilot,
Starting point is 01:14:05 and he had smoke trailing out the back of his airplane, colored smoke. He made designs in the sky. That was his art? That was his art. What a cool. young art project. He was an artist. And so the art department sponsored him and he's flying over the campus at 3,000 feet altitude. There hundreds of students are outside with their cameras watching the whole thing, including video. And a UFO shows up right in his airspace. And so it's
Starting point is 01:14:36 seen from the air and by hundreds of people on the ground simultaneously photographed and videotaped. It got a lot of PR. The Berkeley Gazette ran a photo on the front page, as Ted Owens said would happen. And the video was shown on the Channel 9, KQED evening news. Did your phone ring with an I told you so? Yeah. Of course. Yeah.
Starting point is 01:14:59 And I made a big mistake. What was that? I said, Ted, that's only two sightings. Oh, no. You promised me three. So what did he do? He slammed the phone down. Oh, okay.
Starting point is 01:15:15 He slammed the phone down, and I began to feel sick. You know how you get a little scratchy feeling in your throat, and you think, uh-oh, this is going to be a bad sore throat? Yes. And you can tell it's starting. Yes. That's what was happening. As soon as you...
Starting point is 01:15:35 Yeah, right away. It happened. And then 45 minutes later, he could. called me back, and without saying anything about what had happened, he simply said, Jeffrey, I will never do that to you again. Oh, my goodness. Yeah. And the sore throat went away.
Starting point is 01:15:58 You're well known for being very balanced. I've never seen you really fully commit without hearing all sides. You've got to be a full believer at that point. He can hurt people. Yeah. I would say by then I was definitely convinced, but it got worse after that. Your relationship with him? Well, yeah, because he was, as I say, trying to get the attention of the CIA in the U.S.
Starting point is 01:16:29 government. He was living on the edge of poverty. He was spending all of his money on Xeroxing, all of the magazine articles and newspaper articles validating the different demonstrations that he was doing and mailing it off to scientists who were trying. Some of them were, you know, seriously following his work, but none of them had the resources. And he wanted the US government to set him up as an institution and he would use his powers for the benefit of humanity and for the United States. And of course, they wanted to have nothing to do with him.
Starting point is 01:17:09 I wonder why that is. Did they ever approach you? No. I mean, just to ask him about him. No, no, I was never approached. But I was, you know, at the time I was pretty well known, I suppose, is a long-haired hippie, a psychedelic drug user. And the CIA would have no interest in a person like me.
Starting point is 01:17:30 Right. The CIA doesn't want anything to do with drugs or psychedelics. Except if it's Puharach researching. but they weren't particularly interested in the type of person I was at the time. And but Owens was desperate for their help and attention. And he finally said, I'm going to declare war against the U.S. government until they give me what I want. He told you that? Oh, yes.
Starting point is 01:17:58 And this is after the sore throat? Yes. So you know. I know. He can do this. Well, he declared war. He said there are going to be poltergeist attacks on U.S. naval ships. And then he'd show me newspaper articles about mysterious fires and things that
Starting point is 01:18:14 happened aboard naval vessels. And then he said, I'm going to attack power plants. And it would send me newspaper clippings about uncanny accidents at nuclear power sites. But why would the CIA not bring this guy in? He sounds like exactly what they wanted. Is just unstable? Well, I, first of all, I think it was too unbelievable. It's unbelievable. Unbelievable. But you've confirmed, what, about two-thirds of his... I have, but that was me.
Starting point is 01:18:46 Right. I convened a meeting of scientists. My wife, Janelle, went... Jay Allen Heineck was in town in San Francisco, and she went and fetched him from his hotel room and brought him to the meeting. And we had about a dozen scientists there. I said, look, we've got to research this man.
Starting point is 01:19:06 Yes. and J. Allen Heineck said, I wouldn't touch him with a 10-foot pole because the phenomena that he produces come from the unconscious, and I don't want to have anything to do with that. I think he had a point. I think Heinek had a point about Ted. There's something that scares me about him. Yeah.
Starting point is 01:19:27 After that sore throat and you hang up the phone, you've got to be thinking, I can't cross this guy again. No, I wasn't. I was naive. Eve. Really? Well, and I also trusted him. He said he wouldn't do it again.
Starting point is 01:19:41 Oh, boy. And I had no intention to cross. I didn't cross him just to say, you know, you promised me three and we only got two. Why did you say that? Were you teasing him? I wanted the third one. Oh, my goodness. And it never came.
Starting point is 01:19:59 There were only two. And I can tell you in San Diego there were zero. Right. So he didn't fulfill his promise exactly as he said he would, and it never works out exactly quite the same way. There's always some differences, and these are large-scale phenomenon. They're hard to assess statistically in any way, and people figure, well, he's just fooling you somehow.
Starting point is 01:20:29 You don't know how. But maybe he knows, you know, knows. or he's predicting, or he's in cahoots with the newspapers, who knows. There's always going to be that. So you continued to work with him for a number of years? But I began to lose interest. Why? Because his war against the U.S. government wasn't going too well.
Starting point is 01:20:55 And at some point he made a big prediction. They weren't paying attention to the poltergeist attacks and the nuclear power plant problems. And he said, okay, this is going to be a massive earthquake. I'm going to really show them, and it didn't happen. It didn't happen. No. Thank goodness.
Starting point is 01:21:15 It didn't happen. And at that point, I was moving on in my life. I wasn't thinking about Ted Owens until it would have been Christmas Eve, 1985, and he called me up, A big booming voice. I hadn't had much. I was keeping the files. I still have all the files. You still have those research files?
Starting point is 01:21:42 We are putting them online. They will eventually become searchable. Oh, that's... Online. We're making them all machine readable. And even the handwritten ones. And he said, Jeffrey, this is the most important phone call
Starting point is 01:22:01 you will ever receive. he obviously wanted to get my attention you've got mine yeah he said it's up to you you've got to contact the u.s government and tell them not to send up the next space shuttle oh no because if they do my UFOs are going to knock it out of the sky oh no that's what he said and i first of all had no leverage whatsoever with the U.S. government. I wasn't about to, I didn't know who to call, and I wouldn't have known what to say, and they wouldn't have believed me in any case. And so I did nothing. And then it was about a month later when the Challenger exploded. That's one of those moments that, I don't know if it is for you,
Starting point is 01:22:55 where everyone says where they were when JFK, they found a JFK was killed. For me, it's Challenger. I remember what the weather was. I know what I was wearing. I was. I don't know what I was wearing. I remember watching it on TV. I was home from school. Do you remember that day? Not particularly. I remember reading and learning about it, of course, but I don't remember the moment the way I do remember the assassination of Kennedy. Right. Did you make the connection when Challenger exploded? Oh, it shook me to my bones. I would think so. I felt like horrified. What about guilt? Like you should have done something? No, I don't. I don't. I don't. I don't. I don't think there was anything I could have been. I don't think there was, but guilt is an easy
Starting point is 01:23:36 emotion to feel. But I felt I should stop ignoring him. Yes. And what I arranged to do at that point was to take his training program. To try to learn to do what he does? He had a training program and I felt I better learn about it. This sounds like what, you're training to defend yourself? What would you? Well, you could do whatever you want with. it. That's the thing. This is scary. He said to me, what do you want to do with these powers?
Starting point is 01:24:13 We arranged for him to come to San Francisco. I had some friends who had some money so we could afford to bring them out. So you called him, please stop crashing shuttles, come on down? Well, he claimed it wasn't he who crashed the shuttle. It was
Starting point is 01:24:28 the UFOs in his behalf. But he asked them to do it. No, he didn't say that. Okay, because that would be evil to me. He didn't say, he never told me he asked them to do it, but he said that they did it. He did ask you to warn them, so maybe, he asked me to warn them. Maybe he was trying to save them.
Starting point is 01:24:51 I'm trying to give him the benefit of the doubt. But there's such a darkness to this character. There is a darkness to it. And, of course, there's the other story. It was the O-ring. It was the O-ring. There were warnings. NASA should have known better.
Starting point is 01:25:05 There was all of that. Sure. And not only that, there were other people making predictions. Yes, there were. So all I could say for myself was, I'd rather pay more attention to Ted Owens. So I arranged to take his training program,
Starting point is 01:25:24 which was three days, and it was mostly hypnosis. We got a hotel room for, him in San Francisco and I had a couple of friends with me and for three days he hypnotized us. What kind of, what kind of hypnosis is this? Is he, I mean, it's not the, he's not wagging a watch in front of your eyes, right? He's speaking. He does a normal hypnotic induction and he gives you suggestions. And I wrote a book called the P.K. Man in which, because I recorded the entire thing, I still have the audio tape. You have those? Of the entire.
Starting point is 01:26:02 training. I mean, I've read the transcripts in P.K. Man. I don't know. He just had the tapes. I have the tapes. You need to make those available. Well, maybe. Yeah. I could. He warned me. He said, you shouldn't really share this with people without getting the permission of the space intelligences. Oh, so the whole training is around these, the space intelligences. He said that, I asked him, is this just hypnosis? Is that what you're doing? He said, no, The hypnosis is only part of it. He said it's psychokinesis, and we're working on you, on your brain.
Starting point is 01:26:40 The space intelligences will work on your brain. He said, what do you want to do with this power? And I said to him, I don't want to do what you're doing. No. I have no interest in controlling the weather and calling down UFOs. He said, what I really want to do
Starting point is 01:26:59 is become a, a spokesperson to the world at large, to mainstream public, about the realities of the psychic world. That was my goal. It was six months, I think I took the training in it must have been February and by June I had set up the original thinking aloud TV series. started out on cable, local cable, public access, TV in Marin County. And within a year or two, we were out on the satellite to public TV stations all over North America.
Starting point is 01:27:44 That show, I think, ran 16 years. From 1986 to 2002. Yeah. Do you credit that training and the intelligences? I don't know how I could have done it myself. What did they do that? You couldn't, You were already in media, no? Well, I kind of gave up my radio show. Why? Because I wanted to complete my dissertation and get a doctoral degree. Okay. So, you know, I became a full-time graduate student and wrote a dissertation and wrote a couple of books.
Starting point is 01:28:22 And it was only 1986, six years. And then I was fighting this lawsuit. Right. Because the skeptics were trying to take my degree away from me, and I was being libeled by them. And so I fought a libel suit for six years, which I won. Which you won. Yeah.
Starting point is 01:28:43 And then I set up this program, and before we knew, you know, we start on a public access cable, and not even in any of the mainstream San Francisco stations, but in a suburban station, and, you know, two years later, we're out on the satellite covered by 120 TV stations. It just happened.
Starting point is 01:29:11 And you think that it was that training and this... Why couldn't you have done it yourself? Well, maybe I could have. Who knows? Right. I can't say for sure, but I can say that it seemed to happen without any effort.
Starting point is 01:29:25 Because it seems like you forgot that you went from, intern as a receptionist as a radio station to a hit radio show in three weeks. So clearly you know how to reach the public. I was a good interviewer. I understood that. Yes. Yeah.
Starting point is 01:29:40 But, you know, this material hadn't gone mainstream, and PBS stations were very hesitant. And even in the early days, we didn't cover a lot of parapsychology, the way I'm more inclined to do now on YouTube, where I don't have, you know, in PBS, they're very conservative, actually. Yeah. And for example, when our program went out on the satellite, we had some sponsors, the Institute of Noetic Science sponsored us.
Starting point is 01:30:14 Well, and I think it was Nashville, Tennessee. The local PBS station went to a local psychologist and asked them, what's your opinion? Should we run and carry this program? and he said to them, the people of Tennessee are not ready for this. They really were. They were ready for it. Ted Owens died in 1987.
Starting point is 01:30:38 How did that relationship wrap up for the two of you? Well, at that point, obviously we were in touch. This was like a year after I had done the training with him. and our TV show was launched. I was getting what I had asked for, and I heard from him. He wrote to me from a farmhouse in Fort Ann, New York, where he had moved. And his letter was quite strange.
Starting point is 01:31:11 He said, the UFOs told me to come here. They're going to come for me. And then he sent me clippings of newspaper articles about UFO sightings. in the area and he said they're actually they're hovering right over this farmhouse where I'm living and and he died there did you keep those clippings yeah oh yeah I have them all I had heard you say at one point that uh you almost warned him or told him that not that he was evil but he was dangerous to be careful I did I was very unhappy with the threats that he was and I asked him to stop doing it.
Starting point is 01:31:54 I've always felt that he's his own worst enemy. It's what it sounds like. Yeah. I tried as much as I could to interest the scientific community. We're still trying to do that. But it's like for most people it's a step too far, although things are changing. Yes, they are.
Starting point is 01:32:15 Chris Bledsoe, as you mentioned. And I asked Chris, I said, do you think people should learn how to do this, he said, no. He said, this is a gift and a curse, and he said, I wouldn't mess with it. I think he's probably right. Could Ted Owen's consciousness have existed past his death and contacted you? Well, in fact, it was, I think, 23, if I recall, 2022. I heard from a viewer of my YouTube show, some fellow in Germany wrote to me and he said, I was meditating. I'm a deep meditator and while I was in meditation, I experienced a presence and the presence became more solid to me in my meditation and I recognized it as Ted Owens because I'm a fan of your
Starting point is 01:33:13 program and I've seen some pictures of Ted Owens that you've shown and it was him. And he said to me, reach out to Jeffrey and tell him that if he wants to contact me, I'm available. Wow.
Starting point is 01:33:30 And, you know, this is 35 years after his death, something like that. I guess that would have been 2022. And so I endeavored. You did, because at this point, you're well-known,
Starting point is 01:33:45 you won the Bigelow Prize. Yeah. So you're working in, in death afterlife experiences all consciousness. Yeah. And it was quite clear to me at that point that there's a relationship between the afterlife and UFOs. Oh, yes.
Starting point is 01:34:00 So how did you try to contact Ted? Well, what happened was I would try to meditate. Sure. Nothing happened. But one night I was asleep. And you know, you're kind of half awake, half asleep. in a hypnagogic state and I felt his presence
Starting point is 01:34:21 and I said to him with a conversation I said to him this is the early phases of the Ukraine war at the time it would have been I think around December of 2022 and at the time
Starting point is 01:34:44 the Soviets, not the the Soviets, the Russians, were bombing the power plants in Ukraine, trying to freeze them in the winter. I felt for the people of Ukraine. I said, and I thought Ted would be sympathetic to that. And I said to him, and this just popped into my head in this altered state of consciousness, can we make it warm for the winter in Ukraine so the people don't suffer? That was my concern. And I knew, of course, that he had done this sort of thing while he was alive.
Starting point is 01:35:21 Exactly this sort of thing. He waves in the middle of winter. There were examples of. So he said to me, if the space intelligences agree, then we can do it. And so I created, I think, a monologue. I put it out on the video. This is what he says is going to happen. And again, it was just a few days later.
Starting point is 01:35:51 I think in January 1st, if I recall correctly, 2023, there were a thousand temperature records broken all across Europe. Unbelievable. It was. And it was totally characteristic of the kinds of things he had done in the past. And I recall, because I was now the interest. internet was very active and there were meteorologists who specialize in rare weather patterns, absurd things and they were posting on, they had blogs and things and saying, this is insane,
Starting point is 01:36:31 we've never seen anything like this before, it came out of nowhere, it was unanticipated. And I endeavored to set up an experiment to see, you know, could we measure statistically, and I failed. Failed. Well, the reason is simply that a thousand records are all correlated with each other, so in effect, it's one record. Right. And you can't get good statistics out of a single example.
Starting point is 01:37:02 And yes, it was a warm summer in Ukraine, and they survived the Russian onslaught. In fact, they were exporting electricity at the time. But it wasn't something I could say. I hear statistical proof. I couldn't do that. But in every other regard, it would have been a success. Did you go back and talk to Ted again?
Starting point is 01:37:26 Thank him. No, I never entered into that state again. And I've been reluctant since then, too. Excuse me. I felt some of the same trepidation you spoke to. I shouldn't be playing around with this. It works too well. And somebody wrote to me, a viewer wrote to me and said,
Starting point is 01:37:53 do you realize that because of that heat wave, some people died from the heat? I didn't consider that. Yeah. And I thought, well, maybe there are unintended consequences, and I don't know entirely what I'm doing. But it wasn't as if I had ongoing communication. Right.
Starting point is 01:38:14 with him and I haven't felt that kind of contact and I haven't tried to cultivate it either. And you initiated that so it's not like he invaded your consciousness. Right. I was, you know, at that time, hoping to have it. And when it happened and when it worked, I began to think, well, maybe it's me. Maybe I'm the one doing it. And I don't know, but I just felt like it's better left to other people or that my role is still as an educator and a communicator and I don't need to try to win the war. I totally agree.
Starting point is 01:38:58 Even if it was you, you probably don't want that responsibility. Yeah. You've been in this space for a long time, and how do you handle, I know you handle criticism very, well now because you've been doing it in a long time. Were you ever angry? Sure. You were. I'm surprised to hear you say that so quickly. Well, I don't get angry easily. No, you don't. I mean, nowadays, critics attack you and it just rolls off. Yeah. But there was a time where you were frustrated with academia or mainstream. Well, it made me sick. Literally, they were trying to, I had spent 10 years
Starting point is 01:39:37 at Berkeley. It was a graduate student from 1970 to 1980 when I got my doctoral degree, and they were trying to take it away from me. I was very angry, and it affected my health. Of course, as well, it never occurred to me to try to punish those people. I was just struggling to protect my reputation, because even parapsychologists in the parapsychologists, and the parapsychical community. They wanted to, I was being attacked so heavily. They didn't want to have anything to do with me. At the time, my application for membership in the Parapsychological Association was rejected initially. On what grounds? Because of the controversy that I got a doctoral degree at Berkeley and people were saying he's incompetent. He shouldn't have gotten the degree. The whole thing, you know, it became a major. point of focus, I filed a libel suit.
Starting point is 01:40:41 So you have no, do you have any allies at that point? Yes, of course I had some allies. Like my professors. Oh, right. What about personal, were their personal costs or their personal support? Well, I, you know, it affects you inwardly when that happens. I felt mortified. There's something else you now, something new.
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Starting point is 01:41:32 And I felt a little bit embarrassed to show myself in public. And, you know, Arthur Young had predicted it will take you six years to undo all the damage. And he was right. It was six years later when I launched the Thinking Aloud television series. Arthur was right again. It's interesting that your mom was an actress. It's very outward. It becomes a yoga instructor and very inward.
Starting point is 01:42:03 And you kind of had a similar path. where the criminology and sociology is very outward, and then parapsychology is very inward. Yeah. Did you get that from her? Well, now that you mention it, I think that balance was very important. My mother always used to say to me moderation in all things,
Starting point is 01:42:26 including moderation. I just thought it was very interesting. So you wrote a 95-page essay, say, can you tell us what the Bigelow Prize is? I mean, in Vegas, everybody knows the name Bigelow. Yeah. Can you tell us about that? And why did you enter that contest? It was very strange. Okay, I'm ready. I love Strange. Well, I got the news. Robert Bigelow is sponsoring a contest, life after death. And I thought to myself, well, there are a lot of smart people who will enter that competition people in the universities who were studying like University of Virginia where they
Starting point is 01:43:12 do a lot of work in that area surely one of those people is bound to win and i knew leslie cane you did yeah i'd interviewed oh i guess you would have yeah because this is 2021 but this would have but i'd launched the youtube channel in 2015 and leslie had been on as a guest and So I reached out to her. I said, Leslie, is perfect for you. You should enter this contest. And she wrote back and said, well, I happened to be one of the judges. Oh.
Starting point is 01:43:47 And she said, furthermore, you should listen to this interview that Robert Bigelow did. I think it was with George Knapp on radio or TV. She gave me a link and I listened to it. She said he's already predicting that you should enter. the contest and I listened and George Knapp, I think it was George Knapp, was saying who should enter your contest and he said well people like Jeffrey Mischlove should enter people who have been studying this their whole lives and I thought to myself gosh you know that's how can I enter because there's so many people who would be
Starting point is 01:44:34 much better at it than me. Not true. But how can I not? How can you not? So I did, and I struggled with it. It wasn't an easy essay to write. I had help. Why was Bigelow so interested in after death?
Starting point is 01:44:56 His wife had died, and he'd been through a lot. He had set up this. aerospace business and then an AIDS, or not AIDS, COVID. COVID came along and the governor in Nevada had basically ruled that he had a non-essential business. He had to let all of his employees go and the business, the aerospace company, to my knowledge, has never recovered. I used to drive by every day on the way to work in the ghost town. It was just a big yellow building. No one's there. he still maintains a skeleton staff, but he had personal tragedies. And then he had, you know, personal tragedies.
Starting point is 01:45:40 I think a grandchild had committed suicide. And his son. His wife had died, and he had earlier in his career launched the National Institute of Discovery Science, and they were big into UFOs and extraterrestrial intelligence. but then at this point he said he wanted to shift. He couldn't do both UFOs and life after death, so he wanted to study life after death and launching the competition would be his entry into that arena.
Starting point is 01:46:16 And he asked for your help. Well, indirectly, I didn't know him at that point. But he knew you. So now... He knew of me, yeah. You were the name, though. Yeah. So you got to work.
Starting point is 01:46:33 Yeah, I think maybe we had spoken once or twice by that time. When did you make the decision to say, okay, I have to enter this? Well, I talked it over with my wife. Right. And she said, of course you have to. Of course you have to. I was reluctant at first. Why?
Starting point is 01:46:53 Because I felt there were other people who were far more qualified. You don't give yourself enough credit. you've talked to every legend in this field. It's true. I have in that regard. Who has interviewed more people than you? Well, maybe you have for all I know. This is episode 11.
Starting point is 01:47:13 You've done 1,500. Well, there are people who have done more. But in any case, doing interviews isn't the same as researching, doing experiments, publishing and scientific journals. I was more of a popularizer than an original researcher. It's not as if I have hundreds of scientific publications to my name. I don't. You have a few peer-reviewed papers out there?
Starting point is 01:47:43 I have a few. And there are people who have hundreds and who know this field back and forth. And some of them entered the competition. And some of the people I thought were sure to win. didn't even enter. I guess they felt maybe they were too old or something. So Janelle says you got to do it. I got to do it. And what's your approach to the essay? Well, I decided if I'm going to do it, I'm going to do it to win.
Starting point is 01:48:15 Adaboy. And so I cut back on my other projects, including the YouTube channel. We noticed. and I focused myself nearly full-time for six months to work on it. And I had some good friends who would read over my drafts. My first draft was terrible. I completely had to discard it and start over. But I finally got into the groove.
Starting point is 01:48:46 And I realized also that I wrote to the Bigelow Institute and said, can I include video segments in the interview? Because I had a big video library about it. They said, yes, you can. So I think I was the only person who did that. And of course, the ground rules for the competition fit me very well because they said what they wanted was an essay that would be as if you're taking a case to a jury in a courtroom.
Starting point is 01:49:21 So I had my criminology background. Right. And I could approach it that way as a criminologist. And they said, you know, firsthand testimony. And I had a big library of firsthand testimony. And in particular, I realized I had done an interview long ago, but I had the video with one of the world's great scientists, Francis Crick, the man who invented or discovered, the helix property of DNA.
Starting point is 01:49:54 Yes, we know it is. He sort of opened up. Yeah. Okay. And he had written a book called the astonishing hypothesis in which he said, I'm going to set out to prove that consciousness is generated by the neurons of the brain. He said it hasn't yet been proven.
Starting point is 01:50:15 And I have him on tape saying, you know, the religious people might be correct. The consciousness might exist outside the brain completely, and we might actually survive the death of the physical body. So I was able to include that video clip in the essay. I thought that was one of the strong points, plus all the testimony that I had from many, many people who had had personal experiences, plus my own story. That's why those scientists didn't go in the contest. they saw you were going to be there with Francis Crick and they said, oh shit, we got nothing. We can't compete with that. They didn't know.
Starting point is 01:50:56 Come on. So it's 95 pages, which I read. It's brilliant. Can you break down the thesis, the nine categories? Well, the basic idea is that there are many independent lines of evidence all pointing in the same direction. It could be out of body experiences. It could be near death experiences. It could be the reincarnation.
Starting point is 01:51:20 research. It could be mental mediumship or physical mediumship, which is really extraordinary. Trumpets flying around the room. It could be what is called instrumental transcommunication or sometimes called electronic voice phenomena. People who communicate with their deceased relatives using a computer or a radio or they have these devices. What do they call now? voice, spirit boxes, spirit boxes, and the like. Of course, there are lots of TV programs that feature these things, and some of it's legitimate. Most is bunk, but some is legitimate. Edison and Tesla were both trying to build one of those.
Starting point is 01:52:06 Yeah, that's right. Some but not all. Some but not all. Yeah. And so. But there's the White Crow theory. I think wasn't it William James? William James.
Starting point is 01:52:17 White Crow? Who is my intellectual hero. Is he? Yeah. So do you remember his saying about the white crow? Oh, yes. Please. Well, William James put it this way.
Starting point is 01:52:28 He said, if you want to disprove the claim that all crows are black, you only need to find one white crow. That's right. And then he said, Mrs. Piper, the medium he was working with is my white crow. And he took a lot of heat for that, too, because the scientific establishment was in no way interested in, and here he is, a Harvard professor, saying this medium can really do it. She's talking to the dead and coming up with information that she couldn't possibly have known.
Starting point is 01:53:04 And people were attacking him viciously for that. But he stuck to his guns. He did. I think I remember reading about him saying, you know, what about these other mediums? And he said, there's no stick big enough to knock, you know, to knock them around. He didn't like them in this base, but he liked his particular, his white crow. Well, you know, I think if I remember the quote about no stick big of us, it was this. This is in the pages of science, the main American scientific publication where he's arguing
Starting point is 01:53:41 about mediumship and the people are calling him a crank. Yes. And all sorts of insults. And he wrote, responded by saying the quality of the criticism is so poor. Their arguments are so beneath the dignity of a scientist to argue the way they're arguing that any stick will do. This dog is such a vile creature that any stick you can find you can beat the dog with. it doesn't matter. You hold mediumship in such contempt.
Starting point is 01:54:22 I wouldn't want to debate William James on anything. He's one of the great thinkers of our time. Yeah, I would agree. So in your paper, we've got all these things pointing in the same direction. I'd like to know what happened when you found out you won. Well, I got a phone call from the Bigelow Institute, and they said Robert Bigelow, would like to speak with you.
Starting point is 01:54:50 He will call you tomorrow morning at 9.30. So I'm sitting by the phone. I'm sitting by the phone. 28. And it was 10 o'clock. Finally, I hadn't heard from him.
Starting point is 01:55:07 That was a long half hour. So I called them. Oh, you did? I called them there. I said, Robert Bigelow was going to call me at 930. What happened? and they said, oh, he hasn't come into the office yet. He'll call you when he gets in. This is killing you. So.
Starting point is 01:55:26 Is you right, is Janelle home? Janelle was at home. It's just telling you to calm down. He'll just going to be calm down. Yeah. And so finally he calls and we're talking and he says, well, you won first prize. And Janelle is peeking her head in the door. She says, well, and so I hold my finger out.
Starting point is 01:55:46 like this, one finger. I held it up. And she goes to tell my stepson Lewis, who lives with us, she says, Jeff won first prize. And Lewis says, well, how do you know? And she said, well, he held up one finger. And Lewis says, well, maybe that doesn't mean. I know. But it was. Wives know. Yeah. She knew. So how did you feel, though? I mean, talk about validation. It was validating. But can tell you this, I knew. You did? I knew. You were so humble going in and so...
Starting point is 01:56:24 But by that time, it was the way I knew I was going to have a dream that night when I had the dream of the magazine that changed my life. I had absolute certainty at that point that I was going to win. I went and looked up how many judges voted for your paper. Do you remember how many? All of them. Unanimous. All six, yeah.
Starting point is 01:56:47 Yes. What did you do when you hung up the phone? Well, I was elated, obviously. It was, I think the first thing I did was right to the people who had helped me, and even to my professors back in. Of course. And thanking them. This is five decades of work.
Starting point is 01:57:12 Yeah. It was a valid. validation for me for taking a huge risk. Yes, it was. And a lot of personal cost. Yeah. Health, to your health, litigation. Yeah.
Starting point is 01:57:28 Is this one of those proudest moments? Is this a victory? Is this a triumphant moment for you? Do you win? Sure. Yeah. And, of course, the financial benefit was appreciated. How much did you win?
Starting point is 01:57:43 It was half a million dollars. That's real. That's green money. Yeah. Yeah, it was... I think if there was no money, it would have felt just as good. Probably. It probably would.
Starting point is 01:57:57 Many people get awards with no money attached. Yes, they do. And they feel good. You were further attacked by mainstream when you won that prize. Um, a little bit. I guess it didn't matter at that point. I mean, because I followed it. Yeah.
Starting point is 01:58:16 I'm not aware of really any serious attacks. The Bigelow competition was seriously attacked. That's really what it was. It was about, but I noticed that the critics for the most part focused not on my essay but on some of the others because there were 29 different prizes awarded. The judges said that there were so many good essays that were contributed
Starting point is 01:58:43 that they urged him to award more prizes than he had originally agreed, and he did. Are those available to the public to read? Yeah. Oh, that's going to be. They are all online. How comfortable were you with life after death going into that? You were convinced it's a real phenomenal.
Starting point is 01:59:10 It gave me a chance to look back and remember how this all started for me. me. I had kind of almost forgotten about my dream of Uncle Harry, but as I look back on it, I could see from the benefit of decades that my whole life turned around after that dream. And I thought, that's the power of the afterlife. You can find it in examples of people who have been deeply touched by these experiences. They changed their life permanently. and there were many other examples, Bishop Pike in California, who was the Episcopalian Bishop of California, resigned. That's right.
Starting point is 01:59:56 As a result of his communications with his son who had died, Elizabeth Kubler-Ross became one of the most influential people in America as a result of communications that she had had, with a former patient of hers who had deceased at that point. That these things are life-changing, and that, to me, was more proof than you would ever find in a scientific experiment. If you look at how it's touched the lives of people.
Starting point is 02:00:35 I think Uncle Harry would have been proud of you for winning that prize? Well, he sure had a lot to do with it. He certainly did. Yeah. I can't say that I've felt much contact with Uncle Harry since that dream. I think the important lesson for me is you don't have to have psychic experiences all the time. They come when they come. They're really not under our conscious control very much, a little bit, a little bit.
Starting point is 02:01:06 But you only need one or two good ones in your life, and it can put you on a path where you can appreciate, you know, they're all around us. It's happening all the time to millions of people every day, but it's not that important for a human being. It's important to know that they're real, but, you know, we have other responsibilities in our life than to be psychic. But when those messages come, it's important to listen, I think. Yeah.
Starting point is 02:01:38 Let's take a quick break, and when we come back, talk about synchronicity and what's what's on the other side okay all right we'll be right back well let's light the mood and talk about death um you spend a lot of time documenting and talking about other people's paranormal experiences and then you had one of your own that fascinates me and i think it's the archetypal synchronistic resonance which sounds like that sounds like that you're like a mouthful, but those words are meaningful. Yeah. What is that and what happened?
Starting point is 02:02:17 Well, it wasn't a single event. It was a whole series of events. And it all started for me, as I recall, I was traveling. I was visiting Europe and I was on my way to the city of Cordoba, Spain, which happened to be the city. It's a very unusual city because it was at one time Muslim. And there still is a huge 14th century mosque still there, still there, in which after the Christians took over and expelled the Muslims and the Jews from Spain,
Starting point is 02:03:03 they built a huge cathedral in the middle of the mosque. They did that. But also it was an ancient Romans. city, there still exists a bridge from Roman times. Oh, yeah? Yeah. Okay. And there is a statue in the city of the Roman philosopher, playwright, Seneca, and scholar.
Starting point is 02:03:31 Seneca. And I wanted to visit for that reason. Why? What is it about Seneca? I don't know if he's that well known. I mean, he is to me because I love that part of history. is the statue you're talking about of one man or two? One.
Starting point is 02:03:46 Just Seneca. One man. And it doesn't look. There are other statues of Seneca that look very different. They do. And sometimes there's two men in those. Yeah. Well, there was Seneca the elder and Seneca the younger.
Starting point is 02:03:59 And some are Seneca and Nero. Mm-hmm. Some are Seneca and Nero. And Nero. Yeah. Uh-huh. Well, he was Nero's tutor and Nero's advisor. and I knew nothing about Seneca
Starting point is 02:04:13 back in my early days of the TV program when I did an interview with Dr. Marty Rossman who was a hypnotherapist, medical doctor hypnotherapist, and he was going to demonstrate the hypnotic technique. At that point, we did a half-hour interview for broadcast, and then we did another hour for the DVD, or not even DVD, videotape, VHS market in those days. And so in that session, he hypnotized me and he told me,
Starting point is 02:04:55 you are going to experience your inner healing advisor. Inner healing advisor. That's what he said. He said it could be anything. It might be a chipmunk. Okay. It might be, some figure will come to you. Just let it come, whatever.
Starting point is 02:05:13 And I'm already at that point, I've been inducted. I'm in a light hypnotic trance. And I experience this, a person walking toward me, wearing a toga. And I thought to myself, oh, good. I want to improve my public speaking abilities. So I want you to be the famous orator, the Greek orator. It's not Democritus, but... Demothanines?
Starting point is 02:05:45 Demosthenes. That's right. You be demosthenes. And it helped me with my public speaking. And he said to me, I'm not Demosthenes. I'm Seneca. And that took me. Did you say who?
Starting point is 02:06:03 Well, I remembered... When I was an undergraduate at the University of Wisconsin in the library building, they had emblazoned in the actual in the concrete of the building the names of famous people from ancient times, and Seneca's name was up there. So I knew there was a famous person from the ancient world named Seneca. I was that much I knew.
Starting point is 02:06:31 Very little else. I think I probably knew that a few, other minor details. And at that point, in my hypnotic state silently, I said, well, since you're Seneca and since you're here, what do you want me to do? And he said, study my life. Oh, beautiful. And then I came out of the hypnotic state.
Starting point is 02:07:00 I had this silly grin on my face. It's all captured on video. This is captured on video? The whole thing. Roman historians right now are very excited about what you just said. Well, I reported to him. My experience was, and then I began studying the life of Seneca and realized what an amazing historical figure he was.
Starting point is 02:07:28 He was not only a playwright and a philosopher and had scientific writings as well, But he literally ran the Roman Empire for five years. Yes, he did. And it was considered, I think they called it the silver age of Rome. He was considered a very good administrator. Yes, when he was tutoring Nero. Yeah.
Starting point is 02:07:55 So here I am traveling to Seneca's birthplace, and I get an email from a fellow named Engen. now his first name is, he became the co-author with me. Sure. And I'm stumbling over his first name, but it'll come. Yep. Brendan Engen. Yes.
Starting point is 02:08:19 Brendan wrote to me out of the blue. I had no idea who he was. And he said, I'm writing to you because my girlfriend bought me a psychic reading for my birthday. And it happened to be with Kevin Ryerson, who was a good friend. friend of mine, a trans-channeler, featured by Shirley McLean and her book out on a limb. Kevin and I were good buddies. And this psychic reader told me that in a past lifetime, I was a good friend of Seneca's, I think,
Starting point is 02:08:55 Lucretius, Seneca wrote his epistles to Lucretius. And he said that you were Seneca in a past life. and so I'm reaching out to you because maybe we were together in a past life and I thought how interesting here I am about to visit the birthplace of Seneca and how could he know this
Starting point is 02:09:21 could he know this? No, no he just knew my email he found my email so you weren't public you hadn't gone public about the Seneca vision yet well now let me think No, I hadn't gone public, but Kevin Ryerson, the Trans Channel, who gave him the psychic reading, had also done readings with me.
Starting point is 02:09:46 Okay. And I think that's the connection. That's it. But I've had many readings from Kevin because he was a friend. And that was his thing. Nice to have access to that. Yeah. Well, as a parapsychologist, I've had a lot of psychic friends along the way, and they
Starting point is 02:10:04 help me from time to time. They've been very instrumental in crucial moments. But I didn't have any reason to think I had been Seneca in a past lifetime. And I wrote back to Brendan and said, well, it's quite an interesting synchronicity. You would write to me about Seneca right when I am about to visit the city where he was born. And that's an example. I said, this is all synchronistic. And are you talking about like Youngian synchronistic?
Starting point is 02:10:34 Yes. Just things that just, how would you describe it? He had the Scarab story. Well, and there are some Jungians who have taken real issue with me over my use of the term synchronicity because I was using it in a kind of vague, generic sense. Like, I'm on my way to see Seneca and I get the email from you. And I had a Jungian who wrote back and said, no, it must be at the very precise second. I don't know.
Starting point is 02:11:02 I think that's debatable. I think so too. But in any case, I suggested that there's something Jungian, something synchronistic, that Seneca is obviously a psychic influence on me. It doesn't mean I was him. But I thought it was interesting. And Brendan and I stayed in touch. And eventually other synchronities began to occur between Brendan and myself.
Starting point is 02:11:32 for example when I was doing radio interviews on KPFA long ago I interviewed a fellow who had written a book called The Looking Glass God all about Taoism, the Yin Yang symbol and he had this book
Starting point is 02:11:54 The Looking Glass God and I owned it and I must have sold it at one point or another because Brendan told me he was in a bookstore in Walnut Creek, California, and this book, as he's walking along the aisles of the bookstore, fell on his head. And he opened it up, and it's the looking glass god,
Starting point is 02:12:17 and he saw my signature in it that I had once owned that book. You're a book. Yeah. And you were already in touch? Yeah. Does he see this as a sign? Yes, yeah. He said, this is significant.
Starting point is 02:12:30 and he said, we need to write an article. Or you need. He said, you need to write an article about what you just told me about the synchronistic connections that occur and are related to possible past life influences of this sort. And I said, well, we could write it together.
Starting point is 02:12:50 And we did in, I think, 2007 or so, we published a jointly written article in the Journal of Humanistic Seventh, psychology called archetypal synchronistic resonance, which we talked about the idea that people who lived in the ancient past can influence us, and we can have a whole series of synchronicities that support that influence. It doesn't necessarily mean it was a past life. It was an alternative to thinking about reincarnation, actually. I thought it was a very interesting take, is that it's not necessarily reincarnation. It's just influence.
Starting point is 02:13:33 Something about vibration in the universe, something deeper. And I've subsequently met other people who have felt the same way about different historical figures. Gene Houston, who was another mentor of mine, a person I greatly admired who said, for her it was Proclos. Oh, that's amazing. Prokles, who was another Neo-Platonic philosopher, the last of the Neoplatonic philosophers. And she said, I would be, as a child, this phrase would come into my head, Hocus, pocus, I am Prokles.
Starting point is 02:14:15 I think if I have a few of those myself. I don't have really spoken about them, but I think we all do. We find ourselves sketching a name, writing a word, saying a phrase. I think it's coming from somewhere. Yeah. I think I have a similar relationship with William James. Do you? Well, Kevin Ryerson would maintain that I was William James in a past life.
Starting point is 02:14:39 And I've even had regressions to try and explore that. So far, nothing has convinced me that I was William James, but Walter Semkew, who got a lot of his information from Kevin Ryerson and wrote the book, Return of the Revolutionaries, about people's past lives that he had identified as a chapter in which he describes why he believes I was William James, and I gave him permission to do that, provided he state that I don't accept it.
Starting point is 02:15:12 Why don't you accept it? Because I don't have any concrete memories of having been William James. Okay, but that doesn't mean you weren't. No. It doesn't mean I wasn't, and it just doesn't mean I was, that's all. What's his argument? What's his chapter about? Well, he talks about how my career follows William James.
Starting point is 02:15:36 From science to mysticism and something. You know, and I can see there's a kind of logic there. I can see why I might have been. I'll go that far, and I'm curious, you know, because he's my hero. And that's why I think I couldn't have possibly been him. because he's my hero. I don't know. The establishment attacked him.
Starting point is 02:15:57 He fought back and won. There's a lot of similarities. There are similarities. How do you think William James would think about you today? Well, if I ask myself about that, I would say, you'd probably say that he's definitely doing things that I would like to do, but he's a more shallow person. that you're a more shallow person?
Starting point is 02:16:25 Yeah, yeah. William James was a deep thinker. I don't purport to be. I don't think you give yourself enough credit. William James famously said there's a problem with the scientific method where a personal experience is just as valid as any type of science. Yes, he did. Any objective reality is fact, as part of science. Right.
Starting point is 02:16:51 I subscribe to that wholeheartedly. You're continuing his project. Yes, I would say that I am, and I would say that he was a sickly man his whole life. He was always visiting health spas because he had stomach problems and the like. And the one thing that I did experience under hypnotic regression, I began to have stomach pains. And so I would come out. I didn't want to go any further with the regressions. And one other little piece of information that came to me, I've never had it validated.
Starting point is 02:17:29 If you can find anything that validates it, then I would regard that as evidential. Is that when he was younger, people called him Billiam instead of William. I didn't know that. Well, I don't know if it's true. It's just something that came to me. That would be interesting to find that out. Yeah. Someone would know that.
Starting point is 02:17:50 If there's any evidence that he was ever called Billiam instead of William, I would say that that would count in favor of that I might have been, William James, or at least had access to that piece of information somehow. Have you had any regressions that convinced you were someone? No. None. No. You had an interesting theory about soul energy, which I kind of agree with, is that maybe William James, maybe you are a little bit William James and he's spread out across a few people.
Starting point is 02:18:25 Yeah, there are many people who have said, including people today, who say he speaks to them from the afterlife even now. So I'm inclined to think that we all have access to what William James called the cosmic reservoir of consciousness or the Akashic records. We all have access to all knowledge.
Starting point is 02:18:49 So are we all one consciousness in these bodies are just a small expression of the same field? I'm in favor of that perspective. So what happens when we die? And I don't mean the tunnel and all of that just yet. I mean, at that moment when the lights go out, what's going on inside? Well, consciousness persists, but I've experienced the total. loss of consciousness in deep sleep. It could be like that. You might go into a deep unconscious state until at some point you're awakened and maybe you're in another body or in another
Starting point is 02:19:32 plane of existence or maybe you're conscious all the way through. George Harrison made a point of saying he wanted to be conscious through the death process and he really worked toward that. So there's, and his wife Olivia at the time said, if you had been in the room at the moment he died, there was such light you could have photographed it. That's, I mean, that's another shared death experience. Mm-hmm. That, um, that there's a, there's a lot of documentation for that, and specifically the light,
Starting point is 02:20:08 the room changing, seeing figures. Mm-hmm. I'm specifically thinking about Raymond Moody's work. who studied the shared death experience for a while and then had one with his siblings when his mother passed away. I didn't know that. His father arrived and they all saw him. They said, Dad's here.
Starting point is 02:20:28 They all saw it. They said the room changed shape. So I think there's something to that. You're not afraid? No, absolutely not. I'm totally comfortable with the idea that I'll die and I'm going to be 80 this year. So it could happen soon for all I know. and I'm sure as I get closer there will be trepidations.
Starting point is 02:20:53 I was in the hospital earlier this year and was told I might have to undergo a very dangerous procedure, and I was nervous about it. It turned out they didn't need to do it at the end of the day, but I'm sure I'll approach actual death with a certain amount of trepidation, but at the moment I can say I look forward to it. I don't know if Janelle would be as optimistic, but when did you, when did that switch happen for you?
Starting point is 02:21:23 We're all afraid of it. Yeah, it's sort of biological. It is. Survival instinct. You know, I just wrote an episode where I called it a curse that we know that we're going to die, but it can also be a gift because you can seize the moment. When did you stop being afraid? At some point, as I began thinking about, probably while I was writing my first book, The Roots of Consciousness, I began to appreciate the idea.
Starting point is 02:21:57 It's called, how does it go? Ontogeny recapitulates phylogeny. I'm stumped. Well, it means the development of the embryo recapitulates the entire evolutionary history of the species. It kind of does. Yeah. We start out as a single-celled organism, an embryo, and then we gradually evolve, the early stages of the embryo.
Starting point is 02:22:26 We begin to look a little bit like a fish or a reptile until we become fully human. And it dawned on me if I just think of my whole body, the entire history of evolution exists in effect. Even this body, even this physical form, is the product of a billion years of evolution. Yes. And I began to perceive of myself as actually a being who has been around at least a billion years.
Starting point is 02:22:57 You can feel that. Yeah. There's all these stories about famous people dying and seeing something, saying, oh, my God, or I can't believe it. My brother was with my father when he passed a few years ago, and he said, Dad got up and saw something. Yeah. and there are stories, another episode I'm working on,
Starting point is 02:23:22 of people who are near death or close to brain death or dementia, that suddenly sit up and are perfectly, terminal lucidity. Terminal lucidity. It happened to my mother. It happened to your mother. Yes. I don't want to get, I don't want to pry. Well, I wasn't there at the time. My wife, Janelle, was, with her in the hospital, very close to her death, maybe two weeks before.
Starting point is 02:23:53 And my mother had Alzheimer's. She was out of it completely. You couldn't have an intelligible conversation. She was always very sweet, I will say that, and a pleasure to be around. But she sat up with Janelle. She was bright. She was lucid.
Starting point is 02:24:10 She had a lengthy conversation with Janelle talking about the family. and many, many other detailed things. How long was the conversation? Maybe an hour or two. That's a long one. Yeah. Did she call you?
Starting point is 02:24:27 Well, she told me afterwards. I don't know where I was at the time, but I got a complete rundown of it, and two weeks later she was dead. What do you think is happening there? What are we seeing? Why are we lucid? Well, it seems to be,
Starting point is 02:24:44 a way of or reinforcing its evidence that I would say reinforces William James' theory of consciousness which is that the brain doesn't generate consciousness the brain functions
Starting point is 02:25:00 more like a radio or television receiver the signal is coming from elsewhere consciousness I would say is actually everywhere it's like a filter that were filtered into these individual consciousnesses. And at some point when the brain starts breaking down just enough,
Starting point is 02:25:25 the larger consciousness can kind of come through. The brain is no longer keeping it out. Because if we were in a state of cosmic consciousness where you have 360-degree vision and you know everything everywhere all the time, you couldn't survive. No. You couldn't pay their end.
Starting point is 02:25:44 No. Pay the mortgage or feed the family. We have to filter it out. This answer is the hard consciousness question. This makes sense. Terminal lucidity happens to people where their brains are damaged beyond repair. Right. But there's tumors.
Starting point is 02:26:01 There's no way it could work. Someone who's never spoken their whole life could get, gets up and starts singing. I don't think there's an explanation for that just yet. William James is as close as I think we can come. It's as close as we can come, to my knowledge. How do you, what is your take on soul groups, life between lives? I don't know if you've ever read Michael Newton's work. Michael Newton's work is quite interesting. I haven't really studied it in depth. I ought to. but what I can say is F. W. H. Myers, Frederick William Henry Myers, who wrote the classic book on Life
Starting point is 02:26:51 After Death, was published in 1903 posthumously, called Human Personality and its Survival of Bodily is a classic. Massive book incorporating all the findings, by the Society for Psychical Research since it was founded in 1882. So 20 years' worth of scientific investigation and brilliantly put together, he maintained that, where did we start? What was your initial? Soul groups. The soul groups.
Starting point is 02:27:31 Well, okay, thank you for getting me back on track. After he died, as I say, the book was published posthumously. some 30 years after he died, he communicated entire books from the other side through a medium named Geraldine Cummins who did automatic writing. Oh, I've got to look into this. And he wrote a book called, he wrote two books through her. And now the title is on the tip of my tongue, it'll come again. But in those books, he's describing what the afterlife is like.
Starting point is 02:28:12 That's his? Yes. Okay. He's described, and I think of it as one of our best descriptions because he's the guy who spent his adult life pioneering the study of the afterlife. And even before he died, he wrote that, you know, things are going on in the other side. They are doing their experiments. And then he came back.
Starting point is 02:28:38 there was something called the cross-correspondences that the Society for Psychical Research studied for decades, in which Myers and others, other deceased members of the Society for Psychical Research were coming back and proving that it was them because what they would do is create very unique messages that were poetic. Myers was a poet and a Greek scholar, among other things,
Starting point is 02:29:08 And so they create these complex messages, but they would deliver part of it through a medium, let's say in North America, part of it through a different medium in Europe, and part of it through another medium in India. And all of the mediums were instructed, send your peculiar messages that make no sense whatsoever to the Society for Psychical Research, and they would put the messages together and see that they interlocked, with each other, and it's the same communicator coming through. So that was, Myers, was doing this, and then some after 30 years in the afterlife,
Starting point is 02:29:49 dictating entire books. Well, what did he see over there? How did he describe it? Well, group souls. That's where we were going. Yes. He said, yes, there are group souls, and you get to different levels. He said, we all are part of larger soul groups.
Starting point is 02:30:05 Some of them, he said, might have 20 members. Some of them might have a thousand or several thousand that we share soul groups with. And soul communities that soul clicks. Yeah. And Walter Semkew, who wrote Return of the Revolutionaries, maintained. And I think most parapsychologists reject his work out of hand because they don't like past life regressions, They don't like mediums.
Starting point is 02:30:38 They like working with young children. But... Why young children? Because of the reincarnation stories? Yeah, the reincarnation story is not going to be contaminated. Right. If it's a young child who hasn't learned about these things because, you know, they don't know how to read yet or something of that sort.
Starting point is 02:30:58 But an adult who comes up and remembers a past life and psychotherapy, and I once was a past life. life therapist. I know it's a very powerful form of therapy, but I think sometimes it's evidential of a real past life, but often it is not. In any case, once again, you can remind me where we're soul groups. Soul groups. I think about it because sometimes you meet somebody and you just have a connection to them. Yeah. And Walter Semkew maintained that there are soul groups and that the people who were the founding fathers of the United States of America, John Adams and Thomas Jefferson and the like, were members of a soul group and they come back and they meet each other in the next lifetime.
Starting point is 02:31:50 And he felt he was John Adams. He did. Yes. Does he have a feud with whoever Jefferson is? Well, yes, as a matter of fact. Does he really? Well, there was another person he identified as Thomas Jefferson. And they knew each other and had some debates and arguments about it all.
Starting point is 02:32:12 Yes. It's interesting because those two men died on the same day. Yes. And as I recall John Adams' last words when he died were Jefferson still lives. That's true. That's what he said. It's bitter to the end. Well, but it's unclear whether he was bitter about that he was dying because he didn't
Starting point is 02:32:34 know Jefferson was dying. on the same day or if he actually saw Jefferson in the afterlife still living. That's right. I hadn't considered that. That could be the other interpretation. It's not clear. Do you believe that our souls, when we go back, that we make a choice in that consciousness, like when we come back, we choose our body, we choose what we're going to try to learn, to bring back?
Starting point is 02:33:03 I think we have many options whether we're going to come back maybe which planet we're going to come back to or which realm of existence I think there are other levels of reality apart from physical reality and even within physical reality surely there are many other planets
Starting point is 02:33:23 and life forms that we could inhabit so that means there's a lot of souls if you're talking about the universe Yes. Okay. And I think they're, you know, what we call the universe, meaning the three-dimensional or four-dimensional space time that we inhabit is one possible level. I think there are many other levels of reality, but even within this level, many, many options. So I think there are lots of choices.
Starting point is 02:33:56 Some people may never come back. They'll just move on to higher levels or different levels. So you can choose to not come back? I think what happens is that you, the way people phrase it, you are going to be with your guides. Now, what that means could be just other parts of yourself or your larger self. And you're going to make a, you're going to have a conversation about it. And you'll make certain determinations. Like, it occurred to me if I had been William James and I was going to come back,
Starting point is 02:34:32 I might have said, I'd like to be a bit healthier this time around. Right. And I might like to look better. Are you saying you're more handsome than William James? Well, maybe. You are. I kind of, you know, I have my vanity, and I suppose I think that I was, probably. And I think he felt, I don't think he felt good about how he looked.
Starting point is 02:35:02 I could be wrong about that, but that's my impression because his father selected his wife for him. Oh. Like he needed his father to do it. Right. That I wasn't going to have that happen. No. No, I'm just thinking that...
Starting point is 02:35:21 But I think possibly Janelle was Alice James. There's some reason to think so. Walter Semkew and Kevin Ryerson thought so. What reason? Well, one of the things that Semkew felt is that very often people maintain the same basic facial structure from lifetime to lifetime. And you see that, for example, in his work with birthmarks, you know, that people have birth marks that might be the death wound of a previous lifetime. So some physical things carry from lifetime to lifetime. and I actually
Starting point is 02:36:04 I think I especially if you see photos of me in my early days when I had a beard I kind of resembled William James, but better looking. And I kind of imagine if I were to fantasize about it that William James would have liked that. He might say, this time around I'll be a more shallow
Starting point is 02:36:24 person but healthier and better looking and still very interested in the things that interest me. You might be honest. Isn't enough to make some progress. And a lot of those personality traits can carry over as well. Yeah. So you do have that same, I mean, you're carrying, continuing his project. I think intellectually I feel very compatible with William James, but really he's far deeper,
Starting point is 02:36:51 thinker than I am. Well, what do you think, why do you think you chose this path? Why did you make this decision? Because you're very impactful. You've impacted millions of lives. I wonder about it myself. And because, you know, my father ran a furniture store in Fondalac, Wisconsin, and I imagined I'd probably grow up and run a furniture store.
Starting point is 02:37:16 Sure. And then somehow, you know, what can I say? LSD must have had something to do with it. Because I was, you do have a kind of misdial. experience under LSD. You begin to experience other realities. You see colors swirling around you and you can look at another person
Starting point is 02:37:43 and you begin to see their face change as if you're looking at their past lives. And all of these things made me very curious. What's going on here? After having had in 1968, my first LSD experience, I was incredibly curious. about all of this and began exploring mysticism.
Starting point is 02:38:06 And my best friend, as I got into Berkeley, was a guy who thought he could explain how LSD worked in the brain and how it imitated the serotonin molecule and took the place of serotonin in the nerve synapses of the brain but didn't do what serotonin did, did other things. That's right. I guess a lot of psychedelics are serotonin just kind of flipped. Yeah.
Starting point is 02:38:34 So psychedelics could be allowing us to tap into the universal consciousness? I think in a way, yes. What did Terence Becana think about that? Well, I hate to speak for Terrence. I understand. Because he was so eloquent. And he could put things into such beautiful phrases that I can't do. But how do you feel?
Starting point is 02:39:01 I think he would be in agreement. Is that when I hear DMT stories, even across cultures, they're all seeing the same entities, wood elves, all of this stuff. It sound kind of silly until you line up all the cases together, and it's all pointing to one thing, and that there's a field around us that we can tap into. And, you know, David J. Brown wrote the book on DMT entities. I interviewed him and he had an experience reminiscent to Ted Owens. The mantis being appeared to him when he was under DMT and he says operated on his brain,
Starting point is 02:39:45 which is the same claim Ted Owens made. And he's told me, I have it on video. He said there isn't a day in his life when he doesn't think about that experience. You haven't been interested in a DMT experience? I haven't had one. I have had ayahuasca, so I suppose... Oh, you have? Yeah, I have had ayahuasca.
Starting point is 02:40:09 But not these days people inject DMT. Right, right. Pure DMT. I haven't done that. What did you see during your ayahuasca journey? Well, now that you mention it, I had quite unusual experience. It was as if I was in ancient Egypt. and I was singing praises to the God Horus
Starting point is 02:40:31 that Horace is the most beautiful of gods and it was a very profound connection to Horace who was an amazing deity if you look at the history of all deities Horace is in many ways you could say the predecessor of Jesus Christ you certainly could yeah so didn't you have a
Starting point is 02:40:56 sort of a flashing image of ancient Rome? I have had that. I don't know if it was on that occasion of ayahuasca. I think it might have been just, I think maybe even in a normal state of consciousness for a split second, for just a split second, I felt like I was in Nero's Palace.
Starting point is 02:41:21 Did you see it or did you feel it? It was more of a feeling and it was so fast. that it's hard to capture it all, but it felt real. It felt like I was there. What was the emotional feeling? There's a reason I'm asking is because at the end of Seneca's life,
Starting point is 02:41:41 he was bickering with Nero. Because Nero was building the big palace then when Seneca had to kill himself. So I'm just wondering if you appeared there and you were annoyed. Like look at all this opulent. It was so quick. It was only,
Starting point is 02:41:56 simply that I was there, I was really there, and then it ended. So lucky. So ancient Egypt, were there entities or guides there during that journey? I can't say that there was. It was just a deep sense of connection with how magnificent Horace was as a deity. And subsequently, I have felt that connection. with Horace. In fact, I happened to own a sarcophagus, a tiny little sarcophagus, about two, three feet.
Starting point is 02:42:38 And it was used, it's from ancient Egypt, it goes back to the time of Moses, and it was a sarcophagus for a falcon. Wow. Where did you get that? In Israel. And my first trip to Israel
Starting point is 02:42:53 in a little Arab shop, they, you know, was interested in, the antiquities and they pulled it out of the back room and said, look at this. It was very expensive, but I thought, I had to have it, and I subsequently had it looked at by archaeologists who have told me this is the real thing. Did you feel any energy, any motion from that object? Well, something must have gotten me to pay many thousands of dollars for it.
Starting point is 02:43:24 Because I think there's something to that, to a residual energy, with objects or locations. Yeah. Did you visit Seneca's villa, his death place, outside Rome? No. I have not. Is it still in existence? It is.
Starting point is 02:43:38 It's about three, it's mile marker three on the IPM way outside Rome. Oh, my. It's pretty remarkable. Have you been there? I have. Wow. Yeah, that's where he was killed. Oh, my.
Starting point is 02:43:50 There's so many, he's a great story. It never occurred to me to go there or to visit William James Grave either. Oh, I bet you'd feel something at those places. I imagine. I might, yeah. But I would always doubt myself. I think I would say, you know, you're making this up because of the history that you have and things that people have said. That's okay.
Starting point is 02:44:16 Yeah. Even if you are, that's okay to make it up. It would be. But on the other hand, I've thought, you know, I'm here. I'm living this life. I don't have to revisit those lives. So what was your mission? When you came back, your soul sent you here to achieve something.
Starting point is 02:44:32 Have you done it? I think so. I think, you know, when I expressed to Ted Owens when he said, what do you want to do with this power? And I said, I want to be a communicator to the public at large, the mainstream culture about the realities of esoteric, paranormal, mystical world. And that's been certainly for... the last 10, 12 years since I launched the YouTube channel. I've been doing it and even long
Starting point is 02:45:03 before that and the radio and television work I did. That's been my career as an adult with some detours along the way. Some fun detours. We normally end with with plugs, but we'll link to those, but this is too important. For people listening who are having experiences or fear of death or things like that. Do you have any message for them? What should they do? How should they think about it? Well, normally when I tell people about my life,
Starting point is 02:45:35 I think if there's a lesson in it that I can share with people, it's that if you decide that you want to become the best version of yourself, which would be, you know, being in touch with your purpose, your intelicky, that the idea. Dea being that we are born each with a deep purpose, and it's going to be different for everybody. But if you want to get in touch with that part of yourself and live it, the universe wants you to do that, and the universe will help.
Starting point is 02:46:12 The universe will open doors for you so that you can do that. So just be open to the messages and follow the signs? Yeah. That seems to be what happened for, me. And I think it's largely true, some but not all, we'll be able to do that. Anything else that you want to say or in part before we go? Well, I would like to say that if among your viewers, if there are people who think they'd like to dedicate their lives to the study of the paranormal that we've created a new program at the California Institute for Human Science, where you can get, for the first time since the program
Starting point is 02:46:59 at John F. Kennedy University shut down in the 1980s, for the first time in the United States, you can get a doctoral degree or a master's degree with a concentration or specialization in parapsychology. And I'm one of the directors of that program, and I'm currently actually teaching. You are? I'm teaching a course right now on the practical applications of Psi, which is the word parapsychologists use for ESP and psychokinesis. Well, we'll link to all of that. We'll put it all on screen so people can find you. Jeffrey Mischliff, thank you so much for coming in. This has been a joy. Thank you. It's been a joy for me too. Bye, everybody. That was the great Jeffrey Mishlov, 50 years of research and 1,500 interviews
Starting point is 02:47:50 in parapsychology. He's a legend. Now here's what we know. Jeffrey's PhD in parapsychology from UC Berkeley is real. He earned it in 1980, the first and only parapsychology degree ever awarded by an American university. Skeptics try to revoke it. Jeffrey filed a lawsuit and won twice. The Bigelow Institute Prize is also real. Robert Bigelow funded a $500,000 award for the best scientific essay arguing consciousness survives death. Six judges voted unanimously. Now for the bold stuff.
Starting point is 02:48:24 Jeffrey told us he reached out in a hypnagogic state in late 2022 to the consciousness of Ted Owens, who died in 1987. He asked Ted to keep Ukraine warm so civilians could survive Russia's attacks on the power grid. He says a thousand temperature records broke across Europe in early January 2023. That is documented. And whether Ted Owens caused it from wherever Ted is now, that's a different question. The challenger warning claim, Jeffrey's 2000 book, The PK Man, documents the Christmas Eve call in detail.
Starting point is 02:48:58 The o-ring failure that actually, or allegedly caused the challenger to crash, is well documented. The call is something only Jeffrey owns. But if that call happened, and I believe it did, I think Jeffrey is still carrying some guilt about it, which is only natural. And here's what I keep coming back to. Terminal lucidity. People with completely destroyed brains from late stage or Alzheimer's, sit up hours before death and have a final, clear, fully present conversation.
Starting point is 02:49:26 Jeffrey's mother did it, as sharp as she'd ever been. She talked to his wife two weeks before she died for about two hours. This is a real phenomenon, and nobody has a good explanation for it. William James argued in 1898 that the brain doesn't generate consciousness. It filters it. Like a radio receives a signal it didn't produce. Terminal lucidity looks a lot like the filter breaking down just before it goes dark. Jeffrey Mishloff is the most credible living archivist of 50 years of paranormal research, full stop.
Starting point is 02:49:56 He knew the players, Targ, Put Off, Valet, Owens, McKenna, Monroe, everyone. Whatever you make of his claims, he's a primary source for a part of science that the mainstream would like to ignore. And when the mainstream pushes back on something, it's worth taking seriously. Jeffrey's full archive is at New Thinking Loud on YouTube. His book on Ted Owens is the PK man on Amazon, and the Bigelow essay, is free. Search Bigelow Institute, Consciousness Studies, and you'll find it. Now on the channel, I've covered SRI and Project Stargate in a bunch of episodes, as well as the afterlife in the episode about the skull experiments. Links will be down below. Until next time, be safe, be kind,
Starting point is 02:50:35 and know that you are appreciated. Music, so I'm singing the like I should And it never ends No, it never ends Side males home with MK Ultra Being only two of where In the Kubrick face With the shadow people
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