the zurkie show - did they ever really love you?

Episode Date: December 11, 2024

it's a question we all ask ourselves. because the minute you heard it, you thought of someone.

Did they ever really love you? It's a question that everybody asked themselves. I mean, I know you already asked yourself, because as soon as I asked it, there was someone that popped into your brain and you thought, no. Or you thought, yes. I don't know if she really loved me ever.

I don't know. I don't think she did. I think she loved the fact that I gave her a lot of attention and the fact that I, was accessible and able to be there and funny and cool. I don't think she really loved me for who I was because I never showed her who I was because my whole life I've been living a facade of trying to be a people pleaser. And it's hard.

It's a hard thing to come to terms with that the reason your relationships have sucked is because you've been trying to please people in your relationship. Isn't that the whole point of a relationship? It's for two-parties to tango, for your lover

to love you? And in my life, the only way that my lover accepts me is if I morph into something I'm not. I should be holding the... Whatever. Did they really ever love you.

They probably did. You just had no idea. They probably sat on the other side of the class and you never looked. They probably tried to tell you but you didn't listen. They loved you and you didn't even know. Plenty of times. I've had people that I knew they had a crush on. me, I knew.

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Didn't do it Why? I don't even know I just didn't But they loved me And I knew they loved me for who I was not not for the facade I was trying to put up and and for all the the you know the gimmicks and all the hey look at me look at how I move whatcha they loved me for me bro and that felt so real so fresh I believe in love I've seen love my parents love each other they went to high school together

in Poland in communist Poland they went to high school together and then thousands of miles away from the city of Krakuf, they found love in a heartless place. We found love in a heartless place, famously, Rihanna. But they found love again in the city of Chicago. I mean, freaking, like, who would have guessed, right? Two Polish people found love in Chicago. It's like freaking, it's like walking to a pond and seeing a duck. So funny.

But they found love and they truly love each other. and me well frankly frankly i don't know if i'm ever going to be lovable you want the honest truth i'll give you the honest truth because i know i'm not alone who would want this who would want this

i don't have a stable life i'm 23 i'm unemployed i'm burning through savings i'm going to hb and spending a hundred I don't have a stable life. Who would want this? Who would want this sad excuse of a human being who has convinced himself that he is better than other people

and there's something worthy to him? But really, he's inconsistent as shit, doesn't go to the gym half the time. That's enough, but should I keep going? Who want me? Who wants you? A lot of people want you You have no idea

You have no idea people want you Because you don't even want yourself And if you don't even accept who you are And what you do and how you look Then you're and you're expecting other people to do that Forget about it Forget about it I'm done with this idea

That I need to hate myself That I need to be negative that I need to just think I'm ugly all the time. I'm not ugly. You're not ugly. The way you think is ugly. Now, let me be real, right? I mean, if you're under 5'2, you're cooked as a guy.

I'm just, I'm kidding. You're not cooked, all right? You're fine. It's okay. I'm 5'8, 5'10, depending on who's asking. But I wish I had known this sooner. And I did know this. There was a period of my life where I loved myself.

I loved every second of being with myself. I loved, you know, playing with myself. Whoa. Oh, my. We're going to rewind that. I didn't say that. But you get what I'm saying. Like, I loved just being around myself.

And then I had a relationship where I didn't feel accepted for who I was. And then that made me question. things about myself and questioning things about yourself is it's like healthy you know it's as healthy as red 40 or yellow 5 you know it's very healthy for you um but you need to do it you need to question you know well why am i doing this why do i feel this way totally normal but what wasn't normal was it made me question if i uh if i was worthy and if you don't if you don't answer that question truthfully, which is always yes, it's always a yes. Then you go down the rabbit hole of I'm not worthy, and then you start coping with stuff

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If the answer is no, you got to do something. You got to figure it out. You got to go out and figure it out. What are the ways you would accept yourself? What are the ways you would love yourself? It probably isn't getting that knee, you know, that leg surgery that people get that make them,

you know, if they're like five, seven, they get they become six foot it's probably not that it's probably not that it's probably not a facial reconstruction surgery it's probably not that either the only way you're going to really love yourself is through action it's through purposeful action it's through genuinely spending time with yourself genuinely listening to what you have to say not being like no i'm not gonna no dude like you're hungry go eat no i'm going i want to be skinny go eat please because that was me. Go indulge in something.

There's levels. I don't have it all figured out. I won't pretend like I do. But do you want to ask yourself if they ever really loved you. Maybe that starts with you. Did you ever truly love yourself? Zerky Show. I love you guys.

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