Theories of Everything with Curt Jaimungal - Curt Jaimungal: The Most Terrifying Philosopher I’ve Encountered
Episode Date: November 20, 2025Curt Jaimungal dives into Kierkegaard’s three stages of life—aesthetic, ethical, and religious — showing how each promises freedom yet traps us in its own way. Through the lens of modern anxiety... and constant choice, he explores why the “leap of faith” isn’t blind irrationality but a way of living with authenticity when reason hits its limits. Sponsors: - As a listener of TOE you can get a special 20% off discount to The Economist and all it has to offer! Visit https://www.economist.com/toe Join My New Substack (Personal Writings): https://curtjaimungal.substack.com Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/4gL14b92xAErofYQA7bU4e Timestamps: - 00:00 - Kierkegaard and Faith - 03:16 - The Three Stages - 05:10 - Anti-Helegianism - 10:52 - Self-Examination and "Knowing Thyself" Links mentioned: - The Most Terrifying Philosopher I’ve Encountered: https://curtjaimungal.substack.com/p/the-most-terrifying-philosopher-ive - Soren Kierkegaard: https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/kierkegaard/ - Either/Or [Book]: https://archive.org/details/in.ernet.dli.2015.504967/page/n125/mode/2up - Michael Sugrue On Kierkegaard: https://youtu.be/SMJc9UMzFSE - Hegelianism: https://www.britannica.com/topic/Hegelianism - Max Tegmark [TOE]: https://youtu.be/-gekVfUAS7c - Sir Roger Penrose [TOE]: https://youtu.be/iO03t21xhdk - Curt’s Presentation: https://youtu.be/3_lBPMc6JRY SUPPORT: - Become a YouTube Member (Early Access Videos): https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdWIQh9DGG6uhJk8eyIFl1w/join - Support me on Patreon: https://patreon.com/curtjaimungal - Support me on Crypto: https://commerce.coinbase.com/checkout/de803625-87d3-4300-ab6d-85d4258834a9 - Support me on PayPal: https://www.paypal.com/donate?hosted_button_id=XUBHNMFXUX5S4 SOCIALS: - Twitter: https://twitter.com/TOEwithCurt - Discord Invite: https://discord.com/invite/kBcnfNVwqs Guests do not pay to appear. Theories of Everything receives revenue solely from viewer donations, platform ads, and clearly labelled sponsors; no guest or associated entity has ever given compensation, directly or through intermediaries. #science Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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The truth is a snare. You cannot have it without being caught. You cannot have the truth in such a way
that you catch it, but only in such a way that it catches you. Sorin Kierkegaard was so young
when he died. He was just 42. It's befitting that this was his specific age as his writings touch on
the answer to almost everything. Kierkegaard's position runs pretty much exactly counter to the
scientific mindset that I'm most comfortable with. His is one of stark and uncompromising faith.
Recall this channel is about investigating fundamental nature, usually from a physics perspective or
a math or a philosophy perspective. Of course, one can counter, hey, Kurt, all models,
including the scientific ones, have an element of faith. Yes. However,
there are different kinds of faith.
The spiritual sort of faith is a different kind than the scientific faith,
the latter of which is seen as a sort of rational type.
To the scientist, faith in something is rational if the evidence supports it.
But that's not the sort of faith that Kierkegaard advocates for.
In some sense, it's not faith because, rather it's faith despite.
Kierkegaard said that if you're not thinking your problems through,
If you haven't suffered your way to them, then you haven't earned them, especially if you're given a
solution to a problem, but you haven't suffered your way to that solution, then you haven't actually
gotten a solution to your problem. He also says you have to choose. It's either or. You have to
choose between faith and reason, but that act itself can't be rationalized. So you're groundless
for how you make that choice. Yet you have to make it. Indeed, you're already making.
it. You may not know that you're making it, but you're making it at this moment. And if you choose
that you want both, like you're some Higalian, you're saying, hey, I want a thesis and then an
antithesis, and I'm going to synthesize them, then that's the pleasurable life to Kierkegaard,
the one that he calls the aesthetic. You may think, Kurt, man, I'm not at the aesthetic stage,
I'm an intellectual. I love watching podcasts. I love learning about different theories. Maybe
I'm an artist, or what have you. You're still getting that
satisfaction, whether it's intellectual or what have you or creative. It's hedonism. Kierkegaard
thinks that that's just the way that you're born. You're born into the flesh. And that's not
exactly, say, sin, but it's your condition. It's your natural condition. He feels that people who
haven't suffered for what they believe almost have no right to it, that you earn your desserts,
that you earn your stripes as an intellectual by not only thinking problems through, but by feeling
them through. That's Michael
Subaru on Kierkegaard. Romantic
intellectuals like
feeling over reason.
They like grand and beautiful
emotions. They emphasize sentiment.
If you think of Charles Dickens's
novels, if you think of Berlio's
music, too much of everything.
They have no sense of proportion, but they have
lovely sentiments. Well, Kierkegaard
has no sense of proportion and has very
frightening sentiments. They have horrific sentiments,
but they have their unique
appeal. Now, the terms
aesthetic, ethical, and religious come up repeatedly in his work, so I'll define them here,
at least in the way that I see them, as there are different stages of life. There's the aesthetic
stage that I mentioned before, and that's characterized by this pursuit of pleasure and expediency.
You can think most people. Then there's this ethical stage, which is typified by commitment,
responsibility, even social duty, think people you'd want to employ. Then, lastly, Kierkegaard says
there's a religious stage. You get to this when you have an absolute relation with a lowercase
A to the absolute with an uppercase A. And that to Kierkegaard is God. You're in a relation to God
and that transcends ethical universality. You can think Abraham from the Bible. So again, there's
most people, the employable, and Abraham. I think this is the first time the list has ever been
constructed. Kierkegaard makes the observation that to move between these different values
means that you've done something that's non-rational.
So why?
Why is it that to progress between these stages,
and he does see it as a progression?
Why is it extra rational or what have you?
Because if it were via rationality,
then it would have been inferred by your existing values.
And thus it would be a part of your value system already.
Now, to those who study math,
it's in the same way that a theory is a set of closed sentences,
the set of all closed sentences implied by the axioms
plus the rules of inference.
At least this is the way that I like to view Kierkegaard.
Now, if you somehow get to something outside that theory,
then it must have come from something
that wasn't in the initial axioms slash rules of deduction.
And thus it was irrational, in a sense, from within that system.
Now, of course, you can dress up this word irrational
with whatever fancy prefix you like,
like trans rational or metafrational or what have you.
Note that Kierkegaard is not saying that reason is worthless,
He's just saying that it has its domain and its domain isn't totalizing.
Hilary Putnam also says something similar about the non-totalizing domain of the scientific method as well.
But that's another story, so feel free to subscribe for more on that.
Now, Kierkegaard can be quite difficult to read, as many continental philosophers are,
so I'm linking my favorite lecture on him by the late professor, Michael Sugru.
I'm going to say my favorite quotes from the lecture as Michael Sugru is considerably articulate.
it. It's phenomenal. I wholeheartedly recommend that you watch his lecture. And I'm going to read them
in part because I'd like to add my own emphasis and ordering, and secondly, because I don't want to
trigger the YouTube copyright. So please do watch the original, though.
Kierkegaard's philosophy is a reaction to the Hegelian synthesis. The idea that philosophy had
pretty much closed up shop once Hegel had comprehended the ultimate purpose or goal of human life.
Hegel's encyclopedic system was a kind of end to philosophy if you accepted the arguments that
he made. And Kierkegaard hated everything about the Hegelian system. He hated the smug certainty
of it, the kind of megalomaniacal comprehensiveness of it, the rationalism of it. What he really
disliked most perhaps was the Greek Promethean element of this rationality. In other words,
there's a kind of splitting of the difference between Athens and Jerusalem, between reason and
faith in Hegel's system, where if he doesn't split the difference, he reconciles them in a way
that Kierkegaard found altogether to Pat, inconsistent with his own experience of both reason
and religion. Now, if you're wondering where this whole entire video is coming from,
I write my thoughts on math, physics, philosophy, logic, free will, consciousness, and
some of the questions that are probing whatever fundamental reality is.
on substack. In large part, this is me re-articulating something that went viral on substack. When I posted
this, someone commented that as soon as one desires not just to gaze upon beauty, but to actually
become beautiful, the aesthetic life passes into the ethical life. I thought that was a brilliant
encapsulation of Kierkegaard's view. Now, I find it interesting that Kierkegaard would say,
recalling the three phases, that the final religious stage exists because the ethical life,
eventually realizes it can't become beautiful on its own. I find this extremely interesting,
an extremely interesting point of view, even though I find it horrid and daunting simultaneously.
Now, there's an emphasis in our current society on authenticity, that you have to just be true to
yourself, that you have to tell it like it is, and that when people can't handle it, that it's not
due to your disgrace, but it's due to others' feebleness. I think that much of what we consider
to be authentic is merely a semaphore, indicating,
where we land on something, how we want to be seen as well. So we're signaling. And it turns
being real into a brand. A few years ago, I remember seeing someone with Mickey Mouse tattoos and a
backpack and bunny ears. And I asked them about this and they said, oh, this is just me being
authentic. This is my authentic self. I'm expressing myself authentically. I remember thinking,
how could it be that your authentic nature coincides with what some multi-bibis?
billion-dollar conglomerate from the 20th century created? What are the odds? Now, when your
authenticity has a target demographic, something's amiss. It's like we took Kierkegaard's lessons and
then ran them through a LinkedIn post-generator. It's also unclear to me whether
authenticity presumes an essence that you're trying to match like your true essence, and that
seems to me, at least on the face of it, to conflict with the anti-essentialists, which many
of the proponents of authenticity tend to be. Now, I haven't sorted my thoughts out on this, but these
are my present deliberations. Of course, you could use some other definition of authenticity that
involves you self-creating, whatever that means. But then at that point, it's not a term that most
people mean when they say the word authentic. So it's being vitiated. It's better to just abandon that
word, instead of using the same word differently than most people, otherwise you have this
conflict of intent, much like when Jordan Peterson uses the word God, it's not quite clear if
his conception of God is the same as yours. Perhaps at that point, it's best to use a different
expression. I also think we should use a different expression other than know thyself. Now,
in fact, this is something I said on my substack that I disagree with the valuing of know thyself
in today's spiritual discourse, and I think Kierkegaard would as well. I see it as a route to self-absorption,
And an excuse to work on yourself more than, say, working on what else matters or other parts that matter, like other people, other problems, being clement, being someone people can rely on, minimizing your envy and your deceit.
It's forsaking exteriority for almost unadulterated interiority.
I think know-they-self is a mantra that some flocked toward because it allows them to put a disproportionate amount of time into some inner world.
in an indulgent manner, while making it seem noble and meritorious because of its supposed
ties to ancient Greece and the East, even though, of course, we have some skewed version of what
the East is that bears little resemblance to the tradition that these people claim to be
replicating with their intellectual hedonism.
To be clear, I don't mean that you shouldn't ever look at yourself and your own self-motivations.
Anyone who knows me or subscribes to this channel knows that I'm not anti-introspective in the least.
Neither is Kierkegaard, or both extreme introverts.
What I mean is that know-thyself has become a brand and it now functions as a dignified
sounding permission to endlessly analyze one psyche and not only to the point of some crooked
overbalance, but also because the exclamation of know-thyself can and
for some already has become a spiritual version of virtue signaling. It's like spiritual
signaling, a form of, hey, look how refined I am. It's like people saying, I'm doing shadow work,
and then that's almost all they do, even to the neglect of the light. They can brood over their
constant self-examination, which can worsen their mental state or often does and functions
as this decoy from other difficult necessary work in one's life. In Buddhism, the order is actually
ethics, then concentration, then wisdom. Ethics comes first. The West, we think of the East,
and we have this distorted view, and we invert it, and we think we're going to meditate our way
to right action. For Kierkegaard, the correct know thyself, is meaning to see oneself as someone
called to love thy neighbor, love one's neighbor, yes, and also as a responsible person before God.
It's quite interesting that God is a component that's essential to Kierkegaard,
that your awareness of your sinful nature is what would kill the more narcissistic
self-preoccupation of know thyself.
It's because you discover your guilt and your duties, not because you discover your specialness.
Kierkegaard, though he's an existentialist, and that's often seen as a precursor, forefather-like
figure to the authenticity movement, he seems to suggest that we should value earnestness more than
authenticity. And that's something that I agree with. Now, getting back to Michael Sugru,
he says the following. Kierkegaard believes that the orientation a person takes toward the world
determines their behavior, their activities, and the level of human existence they may rise to.
What's worse is that he's confronted with the problem of religious faith and won't look away
or accept any facile compromises between reason and faith. This kind of whistling through the dark that we get from
Hegel, they're both really the same, and that Christianity can be easily reconciled with the Greek
rationalistic philosophy that doesn't satisfy him. Strictly speaking, Kierkegaard says, no, you must
choose one or the other. You can see how he disdains Hegelian synthesis of any kind, because Hegel
would say, we'll get a little bit of this, we'll get a little bit of that, we'll get a thesis,
an antithesis, we'll synthesize, hagel says, no synthesis, no compromise, this or that. Decide which.
If you refuse to decide, well, you started out as an aesthetic man to begin with.
Kierkegaard thinks we don't entirely comprehend the wretched state of the purely natural aesthetic man.
I think it's T.S. Eliot that once wrote a line describing the hollow man, I believe.
He said that they're distracted from distraction by distraction.
Well, Kierkegaard thinks that that's what the life of the aesthetic man is.
It's one distraction after another to prevent you from seeing the vacuum of your existence.
to prevent you from looking right at the void
and being turned into stone.
He says that's why you pursue pleasure and novelty all the time
because the real evil or the real misery
in the life of the aesthetic man is boredom.
Kierkegaard says, and I think it's one of the greatest lines
in the history of philosophy,
it's beautiful and horrifyingly true.
He says that boredom is the root of all evil.
Think about that.
It's much more dangerous than money.
Think about the amount of evil
that's introduced into the world
by people's simple desire for sensation.
There's so much that's frightening in just these last two minutes.
It's something you can think about for years.
