This Past Weekend - #596 - W. Bryan Hubbard
Episode Date: July 12, 2025W. Bryan Hubbard is a veteran attorney and policy advocate for Ibogaine. He is the CEO of Americans For Ibogaine, and previously served as the 1st chairman of the Kentucky Opioid Commission. Bryan j...oins Theo to talk about all things Ibogaine. They discuss how it’s used to treat symptoms of addiction and PTSD, their own experiences with plant based medicine, and how government corruption can stop new treatments from reaching a broad audience. W. Bryan Hubbard: https://www.instagram.com/w_bryan_hubbard Americans for Ibogaine: https://www.americansforibogaine.org/ ------------------------------------------------ Tour Dates! https://theovon.com/tour New Merch: https://www.theovonstore.com ------------------------------------------------- Sponsored By: Celsius: Go to the Celsius Amazon store to check out all of their flavors. #CELSIUSBrandPartner #CELSIUSLiveFit https://amzn.to/3HbAtPJ Oracle: Head to https://www.oracle.com/theo to try OCI for free with zero commitment. Morgan and Morgan: Visit https://forthepeople.com/THEO to see if you might have a case. Morgan and Morgan. America's Largest Injury Law Firm. Symmetry Sauna: Go to http://symmetrysauna.com/THEO to learn more ------------------------------------------------- Music: “Shine” by Bishop Gunn Bishop Gunn - Shine ------------------------------------------------ Submit your funny videos, TikToks, questions and topics you'd like to hear on the podcast to: tpwproducer@gmail.com Hit the Hotline: 985-664-9503 Video Hotline for Theo Upload here: https://www.theovon.com/fan-upload Send mail to: This Past Weekend 1906 Glen Echo Rd PO Box #159359 Nashville, TN 37215 ------------------------------------------------ Find Theo: Website: https://theovon.com Instagram: https://instagram.com/theovon Facebook: https://facebook.com/theovon Facebook Group: https://www.facebook.com/groups/thispastweekend Twitter: https://twitter.com/theovon YouTube: https://youtube.com/theovon Clips Channel: https://www.youtube.com/c/TheoVonClips Shorts Channel: https://bit.ly/3ClUj8z ------------------------------------------------ Producer: Zach https://www.instagram.com/zachdpowers Producer: Trevyn https://www.instagram.com/trevyn.s/ Producer: Nick https://www.instagram.com/realnickdavis/ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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Today's guest is a veteran attorney and policy advocate most known for his focus on ibogaine,
a possible new treatment for things like addiction and PTSD. He's currently with the Reed Foundation
doing this research and he's CEO of Americans for Ibogaine. It was a fascinating conversation. I'm for his time today's guest is W Brian Hubbard.
Dude you brought me a cake today. That's nice of you.
What is it you brought?
My wife, who's here sitting with us many years ago, found this bakery in Nashville that has
this chocolate ganache cake.
I had never had it before, until about three months ago.
And I like to eat, especially chocolate.
So she introduced me to this chocolate cake, and it's the best chocolate cake I've ever
had in my life. You can leave it sitting out on the counter for four days cake and it's the best chocolate cake I've ever had in my life.
You can leave it sitting out on the counter for four days and it tastes just as good as
when you bought it.
So we wanted to give you a touch of something that once you taste, you can't untaste.
Oh dang, yeah, something chocolate too, huh?
Hell yeah.
I might end up meeting a mixed girl after eating that.
You just never know what could happen.
But thank you.
That's just beautiful, you guys.
It's so sweet of you to think of me.
And thank you for coming, thank you for making the trip
over from, you guys live in Kentucky?
Yes sir, we live in Lexington, and thank you
for the wonderful hospitality to visit with you.
Yeah, we're looking forward to it, man.
I know, I wanna talk to you, so you've had a lot
of experience with like Ibogaine, with like treatment.
I know there's new laws that have been passed in Texas. I wanna get into like what Ibogaine, with like treatment. I know there's a new laws that have been passed in Texas.
I want to get into like what Ibogaine is, right?
But first I just wanted to start with like,
I know that it's a plant medicine, right?
And so what is something you've seen,
like take me on a story of somebody that you've seen
use a plant medicine, use Ibogaine,
and an experience that they've had
or a transformation that they've had.
I just wanted to kind of start with an experience that you've witnessed.
In terms of personally witnessing a transformation, my wife and I, we traveled down to the
ambioclinic in Teahumana, south of Teahumana in November of 2023.
And the way that the whole transportation system occurs is we flew from Kentucky to San Diego
and then a shuttle took us from the airport in San Diego to a Sheraton nearby.
Then the clinic sent a driver to pick me and her and the other folks who were coming down
up to go there on a Monday.
When we landed at the airport in San Diego and went to check to the airport shuttle,
there was a gentleman who was standing down about 30 feet from us and Brandon Glasser,
if you hear me talking, you know exactly who I'm referring to.
Aaron Ross Powell Brown Brandon Glasser, that was his name?
Dr. John B. Bolling Yes, sir.
He was kind of had longer hair, looked to be about my age.
I pegged him probably somewhere in his early,
you know, mid-40s or so.
He was kind of ashen.
He kind of had that thousand yard star
that comes with an individual
who has experienced tremendous trauma.
And just the way that he looked, the way that he was standing, the way that he was looking,
he looked like somebody who had come to the end.
And my wife and I looked at each other and we said, I wonder if he's going to be getting
on the shuttle with us on Monday morning.
Well, sure enough, Monday morning comes along and the driver comes to pick us up and Brandon
gets on the shuttle with us and we're sitting
behind us.
We'd go down the road and he makes a couple of observations about what's bringing him
to have an Ibogaine experience.
He talks about that he was in a green beret and he had seen a lot.
His entire affect was one of just this was a guy who had had it, who had had it with life,
who had had it with...
Natalya Sobrell-Morales He himself probably at that point.
Dr. John Baxter Himself.
Natalya Sobrell-Morales Yeah.
Oh, that's the worst sickness.
Dr. John Baxter Yes, sir.
So we get to the clinic on Monday.
We go to a sweat lodge ceremony Monday evening, Tuesday.
We have some group activities with two of the other gentlemen who were there.
It was a group of five of us.
And then we go in for Ibogaine on Tuesday night.
And leading up to that, Brandon's eye effect was consistently just flat.
And what I would describe as just kind of checked out.
So we go in on Tuesday night and they give us our Ibogaine. The next time we all see each other is on Thursday morning at the breakfast table.
And I don't know how many of your audience members may be familiar with the Bible story of Lazarus,
when Lazarus had passed away and Jesus called him from the grave after he hadn't been dead,
and he emerged, and they unwrapped his burial clothes
and he was as he had always been.
Seeing Brandon at the breakfast table on Thursday morning is the closest that I will ever come
to seeing what the people who saw Lazarus emerged from that grave saw.
His entire affect and demeanor had been transformed.
This guy who had the thousand-yard dead-eye star, his eyes were clear and bright.
All that consternation and brokenness that was on his face and that had drawn it in was gone.
He was a radiant being.
And when I sat down at the table, I just looked at him
and I started crying. I said, dude, your transformation is unbelievable. I feel it.
It's visible on your face. And I mean, it was just a... It was a miracle. It truly was
a miraculous, beautiful transformation that had occurred over those 36 hours.
Wow.
And you could just feel it.
I mean, that's so powerful when you can just,
when you can see it in somebody.
Yeah, cause that pain of feeling,
I mean, it's just like you're looking at like somebody
so just, they're broken, they're sick of themselves,
you know, they can't even, you know,
it's like they're hunting without a gun
that has had that look on their face, you know?
Yes, sir.
And now I got to saw this at scale
at a place called Beyond that's located in Cancun my wife and I went there in December of 24 and
there you have people coming and going at all times and
We were able to come in and see people who were coming to the door who were at death's door
they had tried everything
in the world to resolve either their trauma or their addiction and nothing had worked.
And as people are coming, people are also going. And as they walk out the door to leave,
there is a community circle to celebrate their departure home. And the people who, as they
were leaving, were coming through the door, you could see and feel that same radiant transformation that we saw
individually through Brandon Glasser. And we got to watch that occur over the
course of a week. And you could see when people would come through the door, they
were just like, what am I here for? What am I doing here? How did I even manage to
get into this place? But by the time they left, they knew why they had been there, and it was to be restored.
Amen, dude.
Were you able to talk with Brandon at that moment?
Were you able to speak with him and ask him how he was feeling?
Was he able to iterate what he felt like was going on with him?
At the breakfast table, he explained what his journey was like.
It was very visual. It was very visual.
It was very spiritual.
And many of the things that had troubled him in mind and heart, he found relief.
He found catharsis and he felt assurance that what we see on this side of life is only a
fraction of what true ultimate reality is
all about. We are here as earthly creatures to have an earthly experience, but at our
essence, we are spiritual beings who have eternal significance. And what Ibogaine and
some of the other plant medicines can do is affirm that reality.
As an individual has a new beginning to reorient their relationship with their self, the world,
and their maker, it ain't going to solve all your problems.
It ain't a magic wand, but it essentially provides you with an opportunity to establish a brand new foundation that is grounded on your
significance as a spiritual being with eternal value.
Amen. God, sign me up. My God, if that's a pyramid scheme, I want to get to the dang top.
You know what I'm saying? No, I mean, you say, I mean, it's just like, I feel it, dude.
I mean, I've had my own experience with ayahuasca
and you even describe it like,
God, I always remember like processing so much.
Like it was like all these things that I could,
you know, in regular life, even by going to therapy,
it was almost like pulling weeds, right?
The weeds would grow and I could go in therapy
and pull them, right?
Or I could go through 12-step and pull them.
But now with ayahuasca, it felt like I was underground, like I was part of the earth
and I could pull the dang roots, right?
Or I could at least see the roots.
I could see the roots and I could organize them better and I could prune them even.
I could prune my own roots.
And so it gave me a chance.
So suddenly the stuff on the top, it wasn't just weeds when I got back out of the experience
it was a little bit more like my garden made a little bit of sense it wasn't just a
Constant struggle to like manage my own like little acre of existence, you know
And it's hard to explain sometimes but I will say this, you know, I've probably done it
I think five times over the past three years. And recently I have started having this feeling
that, oh man, this is just a little part of existence, right? Like, whereas I used to
feel so connected and so scared about dying and I do still, you know, I like, I want to
be alive. I want to spend time with my loved ones and see if I can see certain experiences or dreams through.
But I don't feel like, yeah, you almost feel like,
oh, we'll just be getting back on the train after that.
It'll be something else is going on.
This is just a stop at a Buc-ee's,
down in the middle of space that we're stopped at.
And you can get you a damn snow globe
with Dolly Parton in it, or you can do whatever you want.
I mean, it's a Bucky's, you know, it's Earth.
So, but yeah, I start to think that,
oh, there's more after this,
and it does make me less afraid about
just the weight of every moment of my life,
and my life every moment weighed so heavy,
and I don't even know why sometimes.
So take me through Ibogaine itself.
Like what happens with Ibogaine,
like the medicine itself, right?
So the one thing that is cool about Ibogaine
is its intelligence and its ability to produce an effect
within the individual, which is unique for that individual.
Now there are certain common themes that
exist within it. Let's go back to the very beginning, which is this is an alkaloid found
in three West African botanical sources. There's three plants that grow in Africa. One is called
the iboga root, that is the mother plant. There's another plant called the Voicanga
africana.
The Voicanga?
Voicanga africana.
Voicanga africana. And the thirdikanga? Voikanga Afrikanah. Voikanga Afrikanah.
And the third one's not named. It's the more minor. Okay. So the third one is a more minor
root. Okay. So the Bwiti peoples, the Bwiti of West Africa, and they primarily reside in Gabon.
Gabon? Gabon. Yes, sir. They are the cultural possessors of all the ancient knowledge around Iboga
and Ibogaine. They have used Iboga and Ibogaine in their cultural and religious traditions
for centuries now. They are humanity's caretakers of all the knowledge and wisdom that comes
from this plant.
So like the librarians kind of... Correct.
They have known and understood its abilities to connect us with divine source for centuries.
God, and they weren't sharing it, were they?
Well, there was no opportunity for them to share because they're a self-contained society
and the contact was made with them by the West.
And of course, that first contact came through
the establishment of the transatlantic slave trade.
Right, so they didn't have, not a good foot,
not a good start off.
Not a good start off.
Got off on the wrong foot.
So you have this society that has ancient knowledge,
knowledge which until now has essentially been dismissed
by the reductionist perspective of the West.
And now that the West is being strangulated by the consequences of its materialism, deaths
of despair, driven by a lack of any sense of spiritual significance, we find ourselves
now looking across the Atlantic Ocean for help, people who we have dismissed, who we
have enslaved to say to them, please help us understand how to
utilize what you've known from centuries to emancipate us from the prison that we've
built for ourselves.
And, Cleo, as we start to create this process of medicalization within the United States,
I firmly believe there is a beautiful unity opportunity here for us as civilizations and
for us as people within the United States, black and white alike, to come together to illustrate
our universal kinship as children of our Creator whose destiny is rooted and grounded in divine love.
Amen, brother.
To the core, I believe that.
Theo, in all honesty, if someone had said to me five years ago, hey, you're going to
be getting to go all around the country talking to people about plant medicine and the way
in which it has been designed to affirm human divinity and your own experiences with these
medicines. I would have looked at them and said, what in the world happened to me and
what have I got to do to go back in time to make sure it does not? I mean, I was the president
of the teenage Republicans in high school.
Oh, wow.
I was president of the college Republicans in college. So to have gone.
So you had Rosh Limbaugh mix tapes probably at the house.
Oh, yeah.
I mean, to talk to 25-year-old conventional conservative
haircut Republican me and tell me
that I'd be sitting here with you having this discussion,
I'd have been like, you're out of your effing mind.
There's no way possible that that's going to occur.
And yet here we sit.
Here we sit, brother.
And sometimes we have to realize, sometimes I'm like,
man, I don't know where I'm supposed to be right now,
but I'm supposed to be right where I am.
That's what Cat Williams reminded me of when I talked to him.
I was like, man, he's like, if you're here
and you're in a conversation, then this
is the time to have it.
You were talking about the earth being buckies
and how this is a potpourri experience,
but there's not all that there is.
As I have walked the pathway to come to your studio
for this discussion, I've come to conclude
that everything that happens from those things
that are our earliest memories in life,
all the way to as we sit here and talk now, they are
designed to prepare us to become who our maker wishes for us to be in this life as a preparation
for the next. And plant medicines, I believe, have existed for thousands of years in cultures
whose wisdom has been dismissed, they have been looked down upon, and that has been to our detriment here within Western society.
And now that we see the garden that we have grown here, expressed as 1.5 million people
who have died since 2015 from a combination of drug overdose, alcohol-related disease
and suicide, we're missing some things here.
We treat the body, we treat the mind, but we've done a bad job of acknowledging the
soul.
So, well said, man.
Thank you.
You know, this is just a rest area for your soul, you know?
Get you a snack and urinate and then we got to hit the high road, you know?
Because I think, and also when I start to believe
that after this you're off to something else even wilder,
it makes, it's like, I had so much more like appeal
to your own life, right?
That's what I've really, that's one thing I noticed.
But yeah, I do believe that.
I do believe that God's just got us here
in the dang pet boys or whatever, you know,
and he's just kind of sprucing some things up.
Let's talk about Ibogaine and what it is, because that's kind of your specialty. Is that fair to say?
And that's fair to say.
Okay.
My pure accident, by the way, not by design or ambition.
You just ended up just Ibogaine?
Yes, sir.
Okay. Well, look, hold on. Now, were you like an after school user? What happened really?
Well, I came to it in the same way that most people come to it and it was through desperation.
I practiced law in Kentucky for 16 years and then went into state government service.
I ran the state social security disability system and some other things.
After being in place for about six years, there were some folks who said, you know,
he kind of does a decent job with some things
and we'd want him maybe to run the state's opioid commission.
And Kentucky, like a lot of Appalachian states,
it's been ground zero for the opioid epidemic
that began with Oxycontin being introduced
back in the late 90s.
So all these opioid manufacturers and distributors
had settled with a bunch of states and paid them money
for all the damage caused by the opioid epidemic.
So when it came time for Kentucky to get its money, they had to set up an agency to administer
and oversee it.
And they called it the Kentucky Opioid Abatement Advisory Commission.
So a guy by the name of Barry Dunn, who was deputy attorney general at the time under
my boss, Daniel Cameron, came to me and said, hey, the legislature has set up this opioid commission.
Is this something you'd be interested in running?
Theo, I think you probably know, being a Southerner, that as much as we love home and the society
at home, sometimes the governments have not always functioned the way they're supposed
to.
You know, Boss Hogg and the Dukes of Hazard was an illustration of some of that old timey
way of doing business where everybody who's a working person gets their bones picked clean
by the people who are in power.
Amen.
Always.
So when Barry said, hey, would you be interested in doing this job?
I said, Barry, this is a very treacherous opportunity because we've got some aristocratic
power structures here in Kentucky that are used to having their way with anything that
involves the dollar bill.
If y'all are willing to allow me to run the commission so that it is accessible to the
average, everyday Kentuckian, that grassroots organizations that ain't used to getting
these sorts of opportunities can be resourced and that we do it in a way that is accountable and transparent,
I'll be interested in the job.
But I don't want to take it if the expectation is just going to be to hand the money over
to the usual vultures.
And he said, we'll back you 100%.
I said, all right.
So I went through an interview process.
And then the interview process, I was asked, what do we need to do with this money?
I said, well, let's put the big picture in context here.
We're getting $842 million.
Now that's a big old bunch of money to anybody.
It's massive.
I mean, you just hope you win $842 million on the lottery.
Oh, that's damn Scrooge McDuck.
Yes, all the way, Richie Rich.
Yeah. But the problem is, when you put it in context,
Purdue Pharma made $100 million a month
on Oxycontin sales for 12 years.
So the entire state of Kentucky with 4.8 million people
is getting about eight and a half months
of Purdue Pharma's Oxycontin sales, but over 15 years.
Right, so it's really spaced out.
And put up a picture of the Sackler family,
just so I can just tell them to go fuck themselves,
if you don't mind throwing it up there.
I'm sorry if you ladies have to hear that language,
but there you go.
That's a group that got off scot-free that's still alive.
Well, hundreds of thousands have been killed
by their greed, so hope they're doing well.
Hope you see them on the street.
And they've had a lot of enablers in politics.
Oh yeah, for sure. And you can, there's a lot of roads you can go down that and we will
get down some of that road. I want to get down how politics has helped or not helped
the opioid crisis and what do you think like we can do to solve that? But I want to just
stay on track of this story. So you're locked in with the government now. You have the ability
to kind of administer how the funds are put out.
Yes, sir. And they said, what do we need to do with this money? And I named off a couple
of priorities, beginning with children. And I've done a little homework on you. And I
think you and I have probably had some things that we got in common. I said, the first thing
we've got to do is take children whose families and communities have been destroyed by this
and give them connection to sanctuary from chaos, the stability of loving relationships
and an affirmation of their individual spirituality. Any child who's disconnected from these three
things is going to have a tough time making it in this world. And if we can create a structure
for that to happen, we've got to do it.
So the next thing we've got to do it.
The next thing we've got to do is take people who are trying to get their lives back together and help them in whatever way we can. Because someone whose life has been ravaged by addiction,
they face all kinds of legal problems and financial problems and just logistical problems,
like where do I buy clothes to go to work? How can I get to work? We've got to do everything we can
to give a helping hand to folks who are trying their very best to rebuild a shattered life.
And I said, the final thing we've got to do is figure out a way to pioneer a therapeutic
breakthrough for opioid addiction. I said, the options that we currently have are basically
opioids with which we treat opioid addiction. And while it's better than nothing, government
has as a job,
an obligation to improve everybody's life.
And that's methadone, suboxone, things like that?
That's correct.
They are opioids produced by the very same people
who created the problem.
Nuh-uh, really?
Yes, sir.
The companies that produce the opioid epidemic
are the same companies that produce its treatments.
Really?
Yes, sir.
Let's look that up.
Who makes methadone?
Check out Endivior, which is the parent company of Suboxone and Sublicade and others.
Endivior has its own criminal rap sheet with the federal government from the way in which
it sought to manipulate and increase in the issuance
of those prescriptions.
There's something that's called the Opioid Record Archive at the University of California
in San Francisco.
And in that record archives, a Harvard faculty member by the name of Dr. Matt Bevin has pulled
out documents that show that the companies that created the problem very
much celebrate the fact that they're the ones who are basically making money off
of the treatment on the back end. And that's the system that we find
ourselves with. Now don't get me wrong, there's thousands of people that
have been saved by these and they should be options on the table, but we need to
diversify, expand, and improve upon those options if we can.
Wow, that's unbelievable. I think a lot of times we don't realize, right, that evil,
evil has a plan, right? Evil's not just running around your neighborhood, just tickling people
or whatever and yelling profanities and stuff like in the street, like wait, you know, evil will
sell you the problem
and sell you the solution.
That's how far they've already thought ahead.
They've already made the solution half the time
before they made the problem.
If evil makes a solution, they won't say,
let's offer the world a solution.
They'll say, how do I create a problem
so I can sell you this and then I can sell you that, right?
You know, I don't know, I'm preaching.
Sometimes I don't notice for myself that evil is smart. Evil is not ignorant.
It's very sophisticated and on the exterior, it's not scary.
If evil looked like all the monsters of our imagination, it's easy to identify it and avoid it.
But it's slick. And the Bible says the devil will appear as an angel of light.
There's also phraseology in modern literature that refers to the banality of evil.
It's very boring.
Evil often appears in very high scale, white-collared business suits and ties, carrying fancy degrees
in law and finance from Ivy League institutions, all these measurements of external
respectability, evil knows how to put it on and shine.
And they're there to sell us whatever they can sell us to make us its subject.
And that's where we find ourselves.
Dang, man, it's true.
And it happens, there's a lot of ways it can happen.
But yeah, I think just the psychology of evil,
I've thought about that more recently in my life,
like evil is a strategist, evil is a wizard.
Yes, sir.
And you have to be a wizard for your own life.
We have to try and do our best to do that.
Okay, so you accept the job.
Accept the job.
And you're like, and one of the things you just mentioned,
you have to find ways to create better pathways
for people to get treatment.
That's correct.
Now, in 2018, you know, I had heard about psychedelics
growing up.
I remember watching commercials and shows on TV
of a bunch of hippies rolling around in mud on mushrooms.
And I thought, Lordy mercy,
this is how you collapse an entire society.
Bunch of crazy nuts out of their
mind drug-taking people. Those were my thoughts on psychedelics. In 2018, one of my very close
friends, his sister was somebody who I had known for years as an underground psilocybin
provider and she's a little out there and I never really give it much thought but
And shout out to all the underground psilocybin providers out there. I just want to
You guys never you don't get a holiday. You know what I'm saying, dude
Where's the freaking Juneteenth for underground psilocybin providers that have kept us all
Able to manage
Semi-decently over the past few years.
At great risk.
At great risk.
At great risk, dude.
And half the time you're on mushrooms when they bust you and so that's spooky.
But go on.
In 2018, I do a lot of reading about things related to politics and society and science
when there's opportunities for progress. And I come out of a family that has a championship history
of alcohol, substance use, and mental health issues.
And my family has generationally had a wicked relationship
with alcohol.
Oh yeah, I could see that.
You remind me of Hacksaw Jim Druggin,
you know what I'm saying, dude?
And I mean that in a loving way.
I appreciate that.
Okay, yeah.
But so your family, it's there a lot, huh?
They're, well, I'll put it this way.
I can remember certain great uncles of mine who had served in war, been to World War II
in Korea and sitting next to them on a hot summer day and they wouldn't have had a drink,
but you could smell the alcohol being sweated out of them.
And did you think you had a problem growing up at all or no?
You know, fortunately, I never developed any sort of alcohol or substance use problem,
but that was because of the presence of God's love in my life through my grandparents.
My earliest memories as a child were of screaming and cussing and chaos between my parents.
I scared to death as a kid. And I had two grade school educated coal mining grandfathers who spent a lot of time with
me for the first 12 years of my life.
They were both men who had grown up under tremendous hardship.
They had no bitterness.
They had nothing but love and grace within them.
And when I would go and spend time with them on the weekends, as early as I could
remember them speaking language to me that I could understand, at some point before they'd take me
home, they'd put me on their knee and they'd say, now listen, Papa loves you. But more importantly,
God loves you. And He has a special and unique purpose in your life. No matter how bad it gets,
no matter how abandoned and scourge you may feel,
no, God has you in His hands.
Don't ever lose sight of it,
because if you will maintain faith,
He's gonna bring you through.
Theo, if those beautiful gentlemen
had not given me those lessons consistently,
if I were alive at all and
there's a substantial likelihood that I would not be. I would not be sitting here
with you as I am. I'd be living in some dark hole somewhere wondering what
someone who held jobs like I've held was gonna do to come pull me out of them.
Wow. It made all the difference. Yeah I think it's like you don't realize the effect you can have on somebody by showing
them attention, showing them care, you know? You know, I believe that like parents, especially
when they look at their children, like whatever you look, however you look at your children,
you're like a picture and you are poor. That is the look that they will have inside of
them, right? Like, you know, like in our family,
I always felt like there was a ton of look of like,
you were wrong, you weren't doing it right,
like nothing was ever okay.
I didn't never get one look from my mother that I,
fuck, I don't think she looked at me,
probably about 13, but when she finally looked over at it,
she'd fucking piss, I was like, God dang.
I've waited all that time for that,
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But I think to parents, and I'm not trying to preach,
but I think if you always look at your child,
like what they're doing and something is wrong,
then the feeling that they will have in them
is that something is wrong, right?
However you look at your child the most,
that is what they, that's the feeling
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you get to be in this place where you're obviously like seeing that there's a lot
of need for things, right? Having an emotional connection to humans so you
understand maybe how the need can best be serviced. How do you get then into Ibogaine? How do you come to that?
In 2018, I read a study that was published about the effect of the psilocybin or psychedelic
mushroom on alcoholism and the fact that it had demonstrated within this study a profound
ability to help people overcome alcoholism. And having come from a family that has just a generationally wicked relationship with
alcohol, this caught my attention.
A friend of mine has a sister who is a little out there, but she's an underground psilocybin
mushroom facilitator.
I became curious after I read this article and I thought, well, there must be something
to this given this scientific research
and what it shows about its ability to basically effectively treat alcoholism.
So I reached out to her.
I said, I know that you understand the mushroom and have for some time.
I want to understand it.
I'm curious.
And I want to see what this is all about.
After four years thinking, this is just a bunch of crazy hippie stuff
I didn't want nothing to do with. So between 2018 and 2022, I had a series of psilocybin
mushroom journeys. The first one was just very mild at three grams. It was enough to
kind of get the extra sensory ability to kind of see and hear and feel things a little differently. And then I had probably eight to ten additional journeys of various intensities.
Most of them were beautiful.
Some of them were terrifying.
All of them were profound.
And at the end of that process, I became an absolute believer
in what other civilizations
have known for thousands of years, and that is our Creator has put plans on this earth
whose purpose is to work with human chemistry to provide us with just a small window of
opportunity to look behind the veil and into eternity. So to understand who we are, where we come from,
and how our true alignment is with the source of divine love that flows through all of us.
Amen.
So, I read about a lady who, she actually wrote about her own stories with Silas Simon,
and how it helped her overcome her anxiety and depression that had crippled her for most of her life,
as well as a near fatal eating disorder
in addition to her atheism.
So I reached out to her and I said,
hey, I've been given this job in Kentucky.
You wrote about your experiences beautifully.
What can you tell me about the world of psychedelics
and whether there's anything in it
that has special application to opioid addiction?
On July the 29th, 2022, down at C.S. de Key, Florida,
on family vacations when I had this call,
and it was the day that I heard the word Ibogaine
for the first time.
She said, are you familiar with this?
I said, I've never heard of it in my life.
She said, I'm going to put you in touch with another lady
who can tell you about her recovery experience
with Ibogaine.
She put me in touch with a lady by the name of Juliana Mulligan who gave me her story.
And basically she had been an opioid dependent individual for almost a decade.
And she said she had done it all.
Heroin, fentanyl, she'd been in and out of jail.
She'd been homeless at different points in time.
She said she had been through every recovery process that could be invented.
Abstinence programs, 12-step programs, and she had been through Suboxone treatment.
And she said, what they don't tell you about Suboxone is that the way in which it attaches
to your system, she said, for me, Suboxone withdrawal made made heroin withdrawal, seemed like a cakewalk. And she said it was the most awful thing I ever experienced.
She said, I became so tired of the life I had to live to secure my supply, I relocated
to Columbia to teach English as a sacred language.
And in Columbia, they have open pharmacy, meaning you can go in there and just get whatever
you want.
Oh yeah, most of my dreams take place in damn Columbia.
Yeah.
Well, that's where she found herself and why.
So she said, one day I got up and looked in my mirror and she said, I knew I was going to die.
Wow.
And she said, I was just desperate to give myself one more chance to be able to live
because I knew I wasn't going to make it.
She said, I got online and started researching and I came across this thing called Ibogaine.
She said it just sounded ridiculous in terms of what it was supposed to be able to do.
It sounds like a damn protein powder, you know?
Yeah.
She said it sounded too good to be true.
It just sounded like a bunch of kookiness really.
She said, but I was desperate and I was willing to try anything that could give me my life back.
So she said, I went to an Ibogaine place in Guatemala, somebody who could provide it.
And she said, but I didn't know at the time is that Ibogaine comes with a very serious cardiac
side effect. Meaning if you take too much of it, though it is a stimulant, it will slow your heart down, stop it and you'll die.
You have to. Ibegane is a very serious medication.
It has no recreational purpose whatsoever.
You know, you hear about parties and raves of different kind, cocaine parties or heroin parties.
Nobody's ever heard of an Ibegane party.
Because unless you think being semi-paralyzed for 10 to 12 hours
and throwing up over that same time's a good time, you ain't going to have a good
time. Yeah, let's go get food poisoning or whatever.
That's right. There's no food poisoning parties happening in the United States.
Just like I have a game. So Giuliana makes her way to Guatemala and she gets
Ibogaine treatment.
She was given about three times what she should have.
And she went into cardiac arrest six times and almost died.
She said that she could somewhat remember her journey.
She said that the first thing that she remembered after getting her treatment was waking up in
the intensive care unit of a hospital in Guatemala. And she said, when I opened my eyes,
I felt the best I had ever felt in my life.
And she said, despite the fact that it almost killed me, I would go back and do it all over
again. She said, my desire to use was gone. I didn't experience any withdrawal symptoms.
She said, I had spent years being told that I was diseased,
that I had a disease that I could not
overcome that was going to be with me
for the rest of my life.
And the best that I could do was treat those symptoms.
And she said, for me, that led to this sense
that I was not in control.
I didn't have ownership of myself.
She said, after I began, all that thinking
went to the wayside.
I came to recognize that I had ownership of myself and my destiny, and that my future
would be henceforth defined by my choices rather than any compulsion tied to a disease
that was fictitious.
Creeps, brother.
Wow.
And she said, most significantly for me, she said, there was no question in my mind after my Ibogaine experience
that there is an eternal creator whose essence is pure and unconditional love for all of us.
She said, I know it, and that made all the difference for me. And that was the first
Ibogaine recovery journey that I got to hear about. what in now three years later has been hundreds
of such similar stories of just unbelievable Lazarus like restoration.
Amen. Wow, man. Yeah, I think just having to hear you say that about how it gives
you the autonomy over your life because that's what I think you start to feel. I
think that's one thing that's like, I mean, I know for me is missing a lot of times is like
just that
belief like that core belief that I'm in complete control of me, right? I just like
yeah, cuz you start to wonder well, where does people's messaging come from and
I think a lot of times parents just don't know that a lot of it does it can can come from them, right?
parents just don't know that a lot of it does, it can come from them, right? Well, we all grow in the soil in which we are planted, whether we're children or whether
we're parents.
And when we look at where we're at, especially over the past 30 years in American society,
there's a whole lot of messaging through popular culture, through government, through institutions
of cultural influence, that individuals are not their own. They are,
in many ways, captives of circumstance. And if they are captives of circumstance,
they are also gonna find a lack of empowerment, a lack of autonomy, a lack of control, which
leads to feelings of a lack of worthiness, a lack of relevance, and a lack of meaning.
Amen.
It all goes together. And what plant medicine broadly,
and I'm against specifically, seems to have is this ability to liberate the individual from the
surly bonds of their earthly thinking that has been reinforced by systems of power and control
that prefer people to live on their knees instead of on their feet. Yeah, it's really like a new, it feels like almost like an emancipation proclamation kind of for the soul, you know, of a spirit.
Because I think that's right. I think most of my life, I've probably thought, man, something's wrong.
How do I fix something that's wrong? Right? Instead of thinking, hey, I'm right. Right?
Instead of like stacking things on that other side
of the scale that like I was created to be okay, right?
I was created to be right.
There's like a lot of probably,
and I don't know if it's just Western society,
but it's like, yes, something is wrong, right?
There's how this is broken, something's wrong, right?
And that's from a place of being defeated kind of.
You're operating from a place not of power then, you know?
There is a philosopher out there.
You know a guy by the name of C.S. Lewis
who was this great Christian thinker.
He wrote the Chronicles of Narnia.
He wrote Mere Christianity.
He wrote a book called The Screwtape Letters.
He was a great thinker.
He began his journey as a total non-believer, and he went on this
academic exercise of trying to disprove the authenticity of God. And through that process
of trying to disprove it, he became a believer. He was friends with another philosopher who
I believe's name was Bertrand Russell. And they had this dialogue with each other. Bertrand Russell, and they had this dialogue with each other. Bertrand Russell made this assertion essentially that there is no greater meaning, that everything
that we see and experience now is all that there is, and that the universe itself is
destined for total and complete distinction.
Extinction?
Extinction. Extinction. It is only through embracing and internalizing what he called the unyielding despair of nothingness
that we find meaning in human beings.
Now, I would argue to you that much of what folks our age and younger have seen in American
Society Day is founded upon the unyielding despair
of nothingness, where we are reduced to nothing more than physical beings who are accidents
of astrophysics with no greater purpose or meaning that follows us after the grave.
This is the totality of it all, and you better make the best of it now, because once it's
gone, it's over.
Those are the roots of the anguish that we see today in American society, where we've
been told for 50 plus years, God is dead.
There is nothing beyond your material self.
You better grab it, smash and grab life while you can.
Yeah, it's just a target.
The world is a target right now.
It is your target.
You better get in there and get shit and wear a mask, brother.
That's exactly right.
That's not the truth.
That is where we are at.
That is why this society is in the condition that it is in.
And the only way that folks like you and I are going to be able to help create a shift
in social consciousness so as to create a future worth living in, is if we acknowledge, elevate, and celebrate our human divinity.
When you look at our elemental composition, what we're made of, what is in our blood,
there's only one place that iron that is in our blood comes from,
and it is through the incredibly destructive force of the death of a star and a supernova.
A supernova is the only thing that produces iron.
Our blood is the content of stardust.
That is not my accident.
And I'm not here to proclaim any sort of universal truth for a particular sect of human man-made
religion.
But what I am here to say is that there is no question in my mind
with the blessing of having received the plant medicine experiences that I have.
We are in fact spiritual beings who have eternal significance, and that is the only reality upon
which our society can be reestablished to have a future worth living. Amen.
Bring that up.
Is that the truth too?
And hell yeah, I'll have the damn pork sausage.
I feel you today, brother.
You know what I'm saying?
I have patties.
I hate when they have links and not patties, don't you?
You know, I'm a link and patty guy together.
I'll take that sausage links and put on a piece of bread
with some mustard.
That's good eating.
Yeah, I just love the patty so much.
Maybe I need to have a new experience.
Let me see what that says.
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There was a North Korean defector who had grown up in that society her whole life. And of course, the first thing about communism is there is no God.
It is aggressively and officially atheist. And this woman, when she left her home and crossed the river into China, she said,
I looked up at the sky before I was taking a journey that I thought I may very well not survive.
And she said, I was always taught there was no God. But when I looked at that sky, the only thing
I could say was, gone. Please help me. Even though I had no frame of reference, all of my instincts
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rooted in love. And the estrangement from divine love, I believe,
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Wow.
Through the advancement of plant medicine and specifically the medicalization of Ibogaine
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Agreed, literally to get back to our roots, right?
Yes, sir.
And yeah, I mean, I think that's one thing,
it's just like when you look at the Native American cultures
and like the things that they were so in tune with,
it felt like they knew so much that we came through
and just like,
we're just like this strip mall of existence. It's great and I'm not discrediting being an American
or like the gifts that it's offered us
or that it's offered me just to be able to exist here.
But I think, yeah, we've gotten so estranged
from connections to the source, right?
Connections to the source.
I mean, just from my own experience with plant medicine,
with ayahuasca, I just felt like, yeah, just like, man,
it just makes everything so much less about you
and makes it more about just love.
It really does.
I mean, it just, I met a shaman dude at a smoothie shop
and then, dude, next thing you know, I'm back at his place
and he had, this was in Maui and he has some DMT,
but not like the gas station DMT, like the legit.
You gotta stay away from that gas station stuff.
Oh yeah, dude, that stuff will just make you sell your car
and then you have to walk home.
Then you're high walking home.
You're just about a half step away
from melting down shoe polish to drink it when you start
buying out a gas station for something that's going to cure you.
Yeah, that's bad.
I've had a lot of friends that have just like really wrecked their vehicles out there on
that spice and that bullshit they're selling over there.
But yeah, next thing you know I'm at his house and like I tried this DMT and like I just
remember feeling like I was leaving the planet kind of.
And that everybody I knew and everything was going to be okay because we were all going to leave the planet one day.
And the feeling I was getting when I was leaving was like, man, all that, like, it was such an overwhelming feeling of love and of like, light.
And that worldly thoughts and ideas didn't even matter.
And there was one moment where I had like, oh shit, all that mattered while I was there was did I love? light and that worldly thoughts and ideas didn't even matter.
And there was one moment where I had like,
oh shit, all that mattered while I was there was did I love?
Everything else was a ruse,
everything else was a trap door.
Everything else was a waste of time.
All that mattered was did I try to love the best I could?
And yeah, I think as a society,
we have gotten away from that.
And as humans a lot of times, especially in Western as a society we have gotten away from that and as humans
a lot of times, especially in Western society, that we have gotten away from that. And I
think at this point it is organized for us to stay away from that. People don't want
you to know you're a creator. They don't want you to know you were created for a purpose,
that you are here to love and that you're capable of it. They want you to believe that
there's always a problem with you. The dividend of division is control. And the more that the
powers that be can separate us from each other, the easier it is for those power structures
can control us for their own selfish purposes and ends. And since hearing the word I am
again for the first time on July 29th of 22. I have come to very much believe
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human hand aspires to be God, there is suffering at unimaginable scale, spiritually and physically.
And we have come at a time in our history where all those who can recognize that we are of God have got to band together to push back on the hills
those who aspire in their arrogance to be God.
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you're good.
How did we come to, once they figured out the abugain, the buiti?
The buiti.
The buiti. How did they come to use it?
How is it used?
What is the actual usage of it like?
So in the 60s, this guy by the name of Howard Lotzoff, who's from the United States, he
was kind of a substance omnivore.
If it was there, he was going to take it.
He took Ibogaine.
And on the other side of that Ibogaine experience, though he had struggled with heroin addiction
for a decade, on the other side, he didn't want no more heroin.
Okay.
So after the use.
He didn't want withdrawal.
Wow.
So in terms of how it works, a person will usually receive, in a clinic, if they go to
Mexico, they'll receive two or three pills.
And within about an hour, you might hear some clicking in your ears and some heaviness,
and then you lay down and
Depending on the individual that begins what is about a 10 to 12 hour process whereby
you go on and it's always respectful of your choice and
Internal journey within when you say pills, what do you mean? It's pills It's like aule of the root? Of the root or of the ibogaine alkaloid that has been extracted from the root.
Think of it as a lack of vitamin supplement.
They've taken this tree bark, they've done a chemical synthesis,
and they have created a powderized version of ibogaine that they put into a capsule, and you take it.
So that's the first thing. You take it by pill form.
Okay, so you take it by pill form, then you have an experience So that's the first thing. You take it by pill form. And that, um, okay. So you take it by pill form. Then you have, uh,
an experience you're laying there. Are you by yourself?
Are you in a hospital room? What's the experience?
If you're going to do it right,
you have to be in a clinically controlled medical setting where there are medical
professionals around you to monitor your heart at all times,
to make sure that you are receiving magnesium in connection with the IVA gain,
to mitigate that cardiac risk that comes with it slowing of your heart.
You have to have someone there with you at all times who has medical skill training and
expertise to assure that it is a safe experience.
So as you are laying down because you develop what I call a taxia, it's a tremulousness
in your joints. You can't stand or walk on
your own and you have to have mobility assistance. When you are at all times oriented to where
you're at and who's around you, Ibogaine is a respecter of individual choice and autonomy.
It's not going to do what ayahuasca or psilocybin does in terms
of when you take it, it's going to take you where it's going to take you. You really
ain't got no control over the experience. Ibogaine is an intelligent medicine, meaning
if I don't want to see what it's going to show me, the only thing I've got to do is
open my eyes. I could have taken two or three ibogaine pills three hours beforehand and
be sitting here
talking to you just as clear and coherent as I am right now.
But if I close my eyes and let the dark come in, then I might start to see some things
about myself, my wife, and what it means.
That was certainly my experience as well as the experience my wife had.
If at any time I wanted to interrupt
that or I didn't like what I was seeing, I could ask it, show me something different.
It may show me something different. If I don't want to see any of it, I just open my eyes
and it's gone. It at all times allows you to engage with it or disengage with it as
you wish. I can only really speak to my personal experience
and I've had two.
Okay, so you're laying there, you've taken the medicine,
you're in a facilitated environment.
Yes, sir.
There's people around you that can take care of you.
That's correct.
So you feel completely comfortable.
Yes, sir.
Okay, now you can open your eyes if you want it to stop.
That's right.
You can close your eyes if you want it to go there.
If you close your eyes and start to, is it like a daydream that starts up?
How would you describe that feeling?
And then does it feel like you've had your eyes closed for five minutes?
Does it feel like you've had your eyes closed for five years?
Like what does that kind of feel like?
It's like a waking daydream.
Different people will describe different levels of visuality.
So for instance, my first Ibogaine journey,
there were a few images at the beginning,
but for the most part, it was something that I felt
rather than saw.
My wife, on the other hand, had a very visual experience.
It was something that she felt and saw simultaneously.
It was tremendously beautiful for her.
Oh yeah, women are always like, well, guess what I saw?
Yeah, yes, a magic. And that's okay, we're not judging them. But yeah, I mean always like, well, guess what I saw. Yeah. That's okay.
We're not judging them.
But yeah, I mean, you could send your woman into that mailbox and she'll see 11 things.
You know, and that's fine.
But I'm good.
We need them out there looking at stuff.
I began gave her a Van Gogh painting in terms of the beauty of it.
My second experience was much more, I both saw it and I felt it.
And my wife had kind of a similar experience
where it built on the first.
For both of us, each of our journeys built on the other
in terms of what it showed us and affirmed for us
by way of those things in our lives
that we needed to have reconciled for us.
Go ahead.
No, that's what it does for the individual. It's going to go where you need it to go.
And I remember being prepared, they said, you know, it may not give you what you want,
but it's going to give you what you need.
Got it. And is it male or female? What is it? Like is the medicine?
It can be... I've heard people describe Ibogaine as having a very male energy.
It's like the grandfather. Ayahuasca being the grandmother and with a more feminine energy.
Now, I've never had an Ayahuasca experience so I can't speak to that part of it.
But Ibogaine is consistently described as the grandfather.
The grandfather might be corrective
or the grandfather may be loving,
but the grandfather's gonna give you
what the grandfather perceives that you need.
Got it.
Now, say if you lay there, can you just fall asleep?
At a certain point through the effect,
people can and sometimes do fall asleep.
If Ibogaine decides that you need that
rest, you're going to get the rest. If what you need is different from that, then you're
not going to get the rest.
Got it. Yeah, I mean, that's just very similar with ayahuasca. It's like, you know, you can
go on with a couple of ideas. They say, write down some things like, I would like to know
about this. Why do I think like this? Why does this happen to my life? And some of them
will be addressed by like mother ayahuasca
That's what they call it and then some of them may not be right
But you'll kind of get what you need in there
Yeah, you can sit there and close your eyes and really get into a crazy experience or a unique experience
I shouldn't use the word crazy, but like all of times
Yeah
I went back to my childhood and like I would see why I behaved certain ways as a kid or be able to process certain things.
And kind of even, a lot of it for me,
a lot of times was like, just crying,
like crying over things that had happened a long time ago.
But getting those tears out of my system,
it was like squeezing a sponge
so that now the sponge could hold something new.
I mean, I was just so waterlogged with pain from my past
that I couldn't get it out of me.
And so this thing was like, really like,
just a damn spin cycle to pull that stuff out of you
and not just do it in a way where it's just sucking
the pain out of you, but to show you along the way
and even to be there as almost like,
with ayahuasca, it feels like God or somebody
has their hand right there with you
on their shoulder or on the back of your neck
and is just helping you process these things.
It doesn't feel like you're doing it alone, right?
So that was always very fascinating to me.
Like all these things that I, I don't know,
I kind of knew, but I didn't really know.
And it just helped me like process them all.
And so then I just felt
like I could finally breathe like there was this room in my lungs for for new
air you know and I'd never felt that my whole life you know that's what it felt
like so so that experience now you get done with the experience you're there
for I mean say you're you you you said because it's like in a taxi you can't
move does that go away after a few minutes and then you're just laying
there what's that like it's ten to a taxi, you can't move. Does that go away after a few minutes and then you're just laying there? What's that like?
It's 10 to 12 hours.
Once you take them pills, you're on the front end
of what's gonna be a 10 to 12 hour experience.
And that experience is the ataxia.
For many people, it is also nausea
where you're throwing up a lot.
It's also the visuals.
It's also the feeling.
So in that 10 to 12 hours,
you are in the high wave acute phase.
Do you paralyze kind of in a way?
Yes. Now you can move your hands and arms and toes, but you can't stand.
You can't support your own weight. You're real jittery.
It's a neurological effect that it produces of immobility.
And I would argue that it does so intelligently because it intends for you to be still
so that it can do with you and speak
to you quietly.
And you don't have the capacity to be restless and distracted.
It's got you.
It has your attention.
Got it.
And then usually the next day, most people have what they call the gray day.
You've been up at this point for 24 hours.
You're going to be up for at least another 12.
You're physically exhausted.
Your brain has expended all of these neurochemicals that Ibogaine has produced, which is at the
core of its restorative function for the organ of the brain itself.
But you're wore out.
For me, it felt like I had the flu on steroids for about 24 hours. I
went back and just lay in the bed all day. You're somewhat emotionally dysregulated.
I remember looking at my wife the day after and I said, this is the worst, I was one of
the worst decisions I've ever made. I should have never came down here. I was filled with
a tremendous amount of distress and doubt and felt bad and sad. I mean, you're just emotionally dysregulated.
But then the following day, 48 hours out, everything starts to kind of come together
mentally, physically, and spiritually.
And most of the clinics, the ones that we've been to will give you five
MEO DMT two days later.
And the analogy that I've heard is that if Ibogaine sand
blasts you, five MEO DMT polishes you.
And that was certainly what my experience of it was.
I made a volcanic analogy.
If Ibogaine put magma in the mountain chamber,
five MEO DMT blew the top off of that mountain.
God!
And it is not recreational.
It is not a party.
Hell no.
But it is profound.
Okay.
And it is not an end.
It is not a destination.
It is a beginning.
And what you do with that beginning
is within your full and complete control,
looking at yourself and the world with a new set of eyes.
Understood.
So the day between, just to go back briefly
just to the actual day to day of it,
of you guys' experience,
are you guys back in a room together
and you're just kind of like,
just kind of recovering that day
before the five MEO DMT?
So the day after Ibogaine, we were in a room together.
We just kind of laid in bed.
She cried tears of joy all day long
while I was over curled up in a fetal position,
just wondering what in the world I had done to myself.
And why was she joyous then?
Ibegaine gave her a tremendous amount of love and affirmation that was connected to her
own divinity, her relationship with her mother, whether she was a daughter that was worthy
of the kind of mother that she had.
Her mother was a saintly individual, and she had always struggled with feelings of inadequacy, of not living up to who her mother was. I've again helped
her reconcile that conflict that had been at the center of her adulthood in a way that was just
spectacular. When she came over to me, I was... So you asked where we were at. During the treatment
itself, the first time we did it, we were in a treatment room
and there were three special forces guys between us.
She was on one end of the room and I was on the other.
We were laying on mattresses in this big treatment room
and she came to quicker than I did.
And I can remember she tapped me on the shoulder
and I lifted my eye mask and I mean, she was just beaming.
The radiance of joy on her. I looked at her
immediately and I thank God because- Yeah, she's cute.
Over the history of our relationship, she'd always been very much a left brain rationalist.
She wasn't somebody who would have any sort of real spiritual discussions or anything like that.
She is a left brainbrain, rationalist,
alpha female kind of lady.
I got time for a bunch of, you know, spiritual this or foofy that or whatever.
And when I initially talked to her about receiving it, she's like, I'm not into that.
If you want to go do it, I'll go down there with you.
But as she heard the testimonies in Kentucky when I was running the commission, we had
hearings to have people come in and talk about it, to inform the people at home as to what
this was and what it could do and why it was worthy of taking a little bit of our settlement
money to try to have it developed as a drug. She said, you know, I think if for no other
reason, I want to see if I can come off of my Selexa. She had had a mood disorder that she developed
after her son was born in 2001.
She went into a profound postpartum depression.
Whatever that depression did to her mind,
to her brain, caused a chemical imbalance.
And that chemical imbalance became manifest
through the development of a psychotic mood disorder, where she
would experience these really violent mood swings. And when she would have
these episodes, she was, she could be a danger to herself and others, you know
what I'm saying? So before we went to the clinic in 2023, they said she's going to
have to come off of her Selexa for five days because
if she's taking it when she gets down here, it will blunt the effect.
And Theo, I had just like broke into a cold sweat.
Yeah, we got to keep her on it.
I said, gentlemen, we ain't going to make it.
I said, I can't be in this house with her one day without it, let alone five.
It's impossible.
I'm sorry, we ain't gonna come.
They said, we hear you.
We work with people like this all the time.
We're gonna give you a supplementation regimen.
She's gonna get edgy, but you'll get her down here.
She did get edgy.
She got edgy.
Did she?
But we got her down.
I mean, a little bit more grumpy,
a little bit more cussy.
Like Alexa Bliss or something, like a damn wrestler?
Yeah, you could have put her in a pro wrestling ring and she'd been
ready to rip some lady's head off.
Yeah.
We could probably got her in that condition.
So when we get her to Mexico, the, her life selection was November 23rd, 2023.
Really?
She's not had a pill since.
That's true.
And the metamorphosis.
Is it shocking to you that that's the truth? It is. She's not had appeals since. That's true. And the metamorphosis... Wow.
Is it shocking to you that that's the truth?
It is.
I would never, never have believed that it would have been possible.
I thought on best case, you know, after we get home, she'll probably make it three to six months and we'll have to put her back on.
She's been off ever since. sense and the metamorphosis that has occurred within her and that continues to occur demonstrates
to me the reality of the fundamental evolution that an Ibogaine's experience specifically
and a plant medicine experience more broadly can produce for the human being when is approached
with the right intention. Amen. So how does Ibogaine help for alcoholism, for drug addiction, for PTSD?
How does it actually help?
Ibogaine's mechanism of action or what is the question of how is a mystery.
No one understands how it does what it does, but we know what it does.
When it comes to polysubstance dependency, and I mean opioids, stimulants like cocaine,
meth, for which we have absolutely zero medical treatments in the entire sphere of Western medicine. Wow. Alcohol or any other physiologically dependent
cause and substance, ibogaine has the unique and singular
ability to essentially restore the brain itself
and its neurochemical processes to the condition
that it was in before an individual ever
took the first substance.
So for instance, with opioids, no matter how long somebody has taken opioids,
there is published literature which says that for 80% of folks who take a single dose,
that they-
A single dose of Ibogaine?
Yes, sir.
A single treatment completely and fully eliminates any desire for reuse as well as any semblance
of opioid withdrawal syndrome.
So for somebody who's opioid dependent, their brain can't produce dopamine and serotonin.
These are our instinct chemicals.
They're what drive eating, drinking, procreating, fighting, and running,
dopamine and serotonin.
When an opioid dependent individual can't get their pills
and when they engage in what everybody thinks
is just depraved criminality,
what we're actually looking at are the symptoms
of a profound neurochemical brain injury
where that person is starved
for dopamine and serotonin production. The brain has to be completely free from opioid exposure for at least a year and a half
before it will begin to produce its own dopamine and serotonin.
So, suboxone and methadone are substitute opioids.
They're given at dosages that are lower so that an individual can have a restoration
of functioning without experience and withdrawal. And the prolonged depression and craving that
lasts sometimes for years that go with the absence of opioids. Ibogaine essentially in
36 to 48 hours fully and completely restores the brain's own organic dopamine and serotonin production
to that which existed before the person ever had their first substance.
Wow.
So for instance, special forces veterans, we've been at war for 25 years now. We have thousands
of young men and women who have returned home with wounds to their mind, body, and soul.
They have gone through the Veterans Administration, which has at its disposal
all the synthetic pharmacology that the big pharma industry has produced,
the sum total of which is to basically numb the individual to their pain,
whether it's in the case of opioids, the physical pain,
or whether it is the emotional
pain through which people get Prozac and Xanax and all those others that numb us and anesthetize
us.
As these veterans would experience these repeated treatment failures, for no matter how much
numbing agent they were given, they could not escape the consequences
of physical and emotional trauma of war,
they became ready to end their life.
Well, for sure, because I think one of the things
that doesn't fix your soul,
I mean, your soul doesn't want to be at war.
Imagine like your soul is built for love and for connection,
and then you go and are a part of something that is, you
know, now I understand it can be good for the society you're from and that that is your
job and what you've committed to do and to do it well on behalf of the peace of your
people, right?
I totally understand that.
But I think there's a deeper part of us that doesn't want to do that at all, right?
And so, yeah, that part, how do you start to heal that part?
Because Big Pharma can't do that, you know?
The consequence of war is profound trauma.
And profound trauma cannot be resolved through medications that do nothing other than numb
you to the consequences of that trauma.
It is still there. 30,177 suicides amongst U.S. service members and veterans of the post-9-11 wars.
Wow. The study finds that at least four times as many active duty personnel and war veterans
of post-9-11 conflicts have died of suicide than in combat, and an estimated 30,177 have
died by suicide. The report notes that the increasing rates of suicide for both veterans and active duty
personnel are outpacing those of the general population, an alarming shift as suicide rates
among service members have historically been lower than the suicide rates among the general
population.
The report finds that these high suicide rates are caused by multiple factors, including
risks inherent to fighting in any war such as high exposure to trauma, stress, military
culture and training, and the difficulty of reintegrating into civilian life.
But the study also finds there are factors unique to the post-911 era, including a huge increase in exposure to improvised explosive devices, IED,
and a attendant rise in traumatic brain injuries.
Wow.
So, as veterans are returning from war with traumas that could not in any way
be adequately addressed by the treatment options that we have,
there were people who had traveled to Caboan
who had come into contact with the weedy knowledge of the restorative effects that iboga and
ibogaine can produce.
And they set up shop south of the border in Mexico and slowly but steadily, veterans in
the late 2000s, early 2010s started going to Mexico to get Ibogaine treatment as the Hail Mary
passed to save their lives.
Veterans were in 2010, they started going.
Late 2000s, early 2010s, this dynamic of veterans returning home, hearing word of mouth about
Ibogaine, thinking, this sounds crazy and out of this world, but I'm going to kill
myself.
Right. And I've got to do something to see if I can get some relief."
Well, as they came back, steadily in increasing numbers, there became this recognition that
these veterans who were being treated with some cases, dozens of prescriptions, taking handfuls of pills every day for conditions
that were not being effectively treated with this bombardment of synthetic pharmacology,
were returning with these miracle stories of recovery that just sounded too good to
be true.
Not only had they essentially obtained relief from treatment-resistant anxiety and depression,
post-traumatic stress, and had seen a restoration in their ability to function globally,
but they were no longer substance dependent. They were not substance dependent on the alcohol that
they were drinking to kill their pain, didn't want no more of it. And they didn't need to take all
those drugs that had been prescribed to the VA system produced by Big Pharma.
They were restored individuals who had been liberated from all of those chemical logical
dependencies.
A philanthropist wanted to understand what was going on to explain what sounded like
miraculous recovery experiences.
And the question was, is there anything to this or is this the placebo effect?
These guys just gone down there, they've had some sort of psychological experience and
it's just flipped this switch that's made them see things different.
What is going on?
So in 2018, a researcher by the name of Dr. Nolan Williams, who is a neuropsychiatrist at Stanford University, collected a cohort
of 30 veterans who were ready to end their lives, who were suffering from the effects
of post-traumatic stress, treatment-resistant anxiety and depression, as well as traumatic
brain injury.
And each of these veterans, through an organization called VETS, or Veterans
Exploring Treatment Solutions, were about to go to Mexico to get ibogaine treatment.
So Dr. Williams and his team conducted MRI images of the brains of these veterans before
treatment so that they would have a comparison to make after treatment. Simultaneously, they constructed this enormous database of
hundreds of thousands of MRI images of healthy brains
covering the adult lifespan so that there would be a baseline
by which to compare the veterans as they both before and after
their treatment.
After the results were produced and compiled and generated by Dr. Williams's
team, he looked at them and he had everything deleted and told his team to go back and start
from scratch because he thought the results were the result of a tremendous calculation
error. And he told his team, there's no way this is correct. Delete everything, go back and rerun all of your data,
and let's see if what you have produced is replicated.
And sure enough, it was.
Wow.
And what the data showed was this.
As you may know, there's not a single pill, medication,
or treatment somebody can get that will regenerate brain
tissue.
When it's gone, it's gone. In the cases of these veterans, they medication or treatment somebody can get that will regenerate brain tissue.
When it's gone, it's gone. In the cases of these veterans, the white matter that covers the surface
of our brains is the highway across which all of our thoughts and impulses travel, grew and thickened
in size. The centers of the brain responsible for emotional regulation and executive functioning grew in size.
And according to Dr. Williams, the average reversal of brain age among the cohort of
30 veterans was one and a half years, with the top group of five seeing a reversal of
brain age of almost five years.
All the little black dots that were on the pre-treatment MRIs, which indicated dead brain tissue from traumatic brain injury,
were gone on the post-treatment MRIs.
This came from a single treatment for each of these 30 men.
And the symptoms of treatment-resistant anxiety, depression, and post-traumatic stress
for 88% of them was incomplete and total total remission six months out. They continued
to be monitored. All of them experienced a significant increase in their ability to just
function and exist in day-to-day life. And in almost every case, none of them had to
go back on any of the medications that were given to them through the VA system. Marcus
Littrell, who as you may know is a lone survivor who was portrayed by Mark Wahlberg,
is probably the most notable living example
of what Ibogaine can do to restore the mind,
body, and soul of the traumatized individual,
whether that trauma was produced by war
or through the horrors of a terrible childhood
captive to parents or no parents
and who were just left to be raised
by the coarse hands of this world.
He is somebody who exemplifies what it can do
to reorient an individual's relationship
with themselves and the world
and to produce an entirely new reality
that is rooted in their human divinity.
Wow, and that's Marcus Littrell.
Yes, sir.
I'm not familiar with him. He's a living man.
He is a living man. He's a big living man as well.
Marcus Littrell, he began training for the U.S. Navy SEALs at the age of 14,
enlisted in the U.S. Navy in March 1999. He went to Buds, became a Navy... Go back down.
He went to Bud's, became a Navy, go back down. Bud's became a Navy SEAL, deployed to Afghanistan with SEAL Team 10.
Involved in a lot of operations.
His SEAL team was ambushed, only Luttrell survived.
Wow, he was awarded the Navy Cross for his actions during the operation.
Man.
Yeah, I know you mentioned, and thank you
for your service, Mr. Luttrell. Yeah, I would like to meet that guy. He sounds very interesting.
And so you guys had an experience recently in Texas where you were able to achieve some
litigation, right? Or was it litigation or was it? It was the passage of the largest single public investment
for psychedelic research and medical development
in all of history.
And we got it done in the state of Texas.
It was the successful completion of the project
that I began in Kentucky.
We began our conversation discussing me coming into the role
of running the opioid Commission in that state. I had proposed that we take 42
million dollars of the state's opioid settlements to get abigain through the
FDA's drug development process as a breakthrough therapeutic for opioid
dependency because of what it can do within 36 to 48 hours to essentially
fully resolve any withdrawal from opioids. That project was terminated.
Well, let me back up.
That project received great bipartisan support while it was under consideration in Kentucky.
Yes, sir.
And I am convinced that if it had gone to a ballot vote the way they do in California
for different initiatives, people in Kentucky would have voted for it 60-40.
But unfortunately, that
state has a history whereby its power structure oftentimes serves itself first and foremost,
often to the detriment of everyday people. And in the case of Ibogaine in Kentucky, that's
exactly what happened.
Even in a state that was so afflicted by the opioid epidemic?
That's correct, because you have some people in power there who have profited handsomely
off of their association with the creators of the opioid epidemic.
For instance, current Kentucky governor, Andy Beshear and his father, Steve
Beshear, were partners in a law firm called Stetson-Harbison, while Stetson-
Harbison represented Purdue Pharma and their litigation against
the people of Kentucky.
A case that was worth $1 billion was settled for a measly $24 million just days before
Andy Beshear became the Attorney General of Kentucky.
Wow.
So that feels like, allegedly, that is's some stink to it, because that should have
been a much bigger settlement.
Should have been a much bigger settlement, and there certainly should have been some
examination and interrogation in connection with how that settlement came to pass.
Break up a picture, Mr. Bashear, so I even know what he looks like.
So often we have people making choices for us, and we just don't get a gander at him.
Look at this fellow right there and
where is he from?
He is the son of former Kentucky Governor Steve Beshear. He is a guy who I think you
and I, Theo, grew up around a lot. Born on third base, thinks he hit a triple, likes
to talk a lot about his religiosity, his positions in the church house, and likes
to do a whole lot of using performative public piety to hide what happens behind them closed
doors at the Capitol.
Yeah, it's just unfortunate.
I don't understand how you wouldn't give every opportunity for your people, especially in
a state that was so devastated.
Yeah, I was born in Louisville, went to Vanderbilt.
That's a bummer.
I mean, Vanderbilt's great, but I just think he would, you know, that just bums me out
because it's here in town.
So he was willing, he was just milling around here.
He was hired by the law firm, Stites and Harbison.
Oh, you're not going to see that on his Wikipedia entry.
Oh, they won't going to see that on his Wikipedia entry.
They won't put that on there.
They're not going to draw the fine line of association between he and his daddy, their
law firm in Purdue Pharma.
They're going to try to run him for president in 2028.
Did that really happen?
That really happened.
Well, just Google it.
Andy Beshear did Stites and Harbison.
Beshear, the governor's office points out, worked for Louisville- did Stites and Harbison? Beshear, the governor's office points out,
worked for Louisville based Stites and Harbison,
the law firm representing Purdue Pharma
against the people of Kentucky.
Wow, there we go.
I can't believe $24 million.
It's grotesque.
I remember thinking 24 million
was an awfully low amount, Robinson said.
I mean, look at what Oklahoma got
and they haven't been hit with the crisis we have.
Let me see.
Stumbo goes further in his criticism of the cases handling by both of his successors and lends credibility to an attack being levied by Republican
governor Matt Bevin, who has raised conflict of interest questions
surrounding Bashir and Conway.
Bashir, the governor's office points out, worked for Louisville based
sites in Harbison, the law firm representing Purdue Pharma against the
state before being
elected attorney general in 2015.
So he worked for the law firm representing Purdue Pharma against the state.
That's correct.
So he worked for Purdue Pharma.
He worked for the law firm that worked for Purdue Pharma.
And Theo, I am a lawyer.
I went to law school.
I was a partner in a couple of law firms and I can tell you, any law partner who draws
a partner's draw from a firm is receiving cash from its collective clientele.
There's not one part of cash that comes from one client to one lawyer and another pot of
cash that goes from one lawyer to another, particularly in an insurance defense firm like Steinsen-Harbessen.
There's one big communal pot of money.
So if Steinsen-Harbessen is making money representing Purdue Pharma against the people of Kentucky,
as partners in that law firm, Steve and Andy Beshear were making money off of Steinsen-Harbessen
representing Purdue Pharma against the people of Kentucky.
And that is the very best that can be said for the situation.
I mean, allegedly that would be how it would work.
But then how does he get over to represent, how does he retire from there and just get
to come into office?
Well, it's his dad who retires.
His dad retires as governor, he goes back into law practice and then Andy becomes the
attorney general.
In the meantime, while his daddy's governor, the firm's representing Purdue Pharma, and
when Andy goes in to be attorney general, the firm is still representing Purdue Pharma.
You see how all that works?
And lawyers would tell you, oh, we have these ethical rules, and we didn't talk about it,
and we didn't discuss it.
What was it that we talked about in terms of how evil operates?
It does so with the respectability of white collar suits and fancy degrees.
I think that we can see what underlying reality might be as opposed to what's presented.
I mean, it feels like there certainly would be a conflict of interest there to me.
That's what that does feel like.
But did he get elected to attorney general?
He was elected to be the attorney general by-
So the people voted on it.
They didn't know about this.
So at the time that he was running for attorney general, state media did not in any way confirm
or advertise the fact that Andy Beshear was a law partner at the firm that was representing
Purdue Pharma while he was running for attorney general.
This was not a fact that came out before he was elected.
He was elected by, I think, a thousand votes in that election.
He received criticism from then governor Matt Bevin for the relationship and essentially
governor Bevin's criticisms, as you saw, they were repeated by one of the state's paper.
But that relationship has never received any sort
of real in-depth examination or investigation.
Hopefully that'll happen before he runs for president in 28.
That's pretty fascinating.
And so who's the governor now?
Governor is Andy Beshear.
It is.
So he went from being attorney general to being governor.
And now he has talked about as a top tier candidate for president in 2028.
And anybody who listens to this show just needs to know he was a law partner at the
law firm that represented Purdue Pharma against his own people while he was a partner there.
And then that settlement happened.
And then recently after that settlement, he ended up as attorney general.
That is correct.
Dang, dude.
What?
So this is not a Democrat or Republican issue, though.
This is a bipartisan issue.
Oh, yeah.
Well, I think it's at this point,
it's become the people versus the government.
It's neither one of these sides.
I think we've started to realize, certainly here
on this show, is that nobody has our interest.
Very few people, it feels like, have our interest anymore. It's us against both of them. It feels like 95% of the time. It is scary.
It is the conflict between those of us who recognize that we are of God versus those of
us who aim to play God. That is the conflict. And there are members of both parties
on each team. And what's important in the here and now is that those of us who recognize that we are
of God, regardless of what we call ourselves, gay, straight, trans, black, white, purple, green, red, rich, poor, middle class.
We are all one human family under the hand
of our benevolent loving creator
who stored us runs through our veins.
And it is us versus every other hand
that would seek to control and separate us from each other.
Amen, man.
Yeah, it's time for people who believe to rise up,
I believe, you know?
And I don't mean that at any, like, yeah. Yeah, it's time for people who believe to rise up, I believe, you know, and
I don't mean that at any like, yeah, anybody if because it's like, how much more proof
do you need that they're trying to extinguish? Like what makes us us, you know, that they're
that that like, how much work what other proof do we need? You know? It's it's dark.
So you had the convergence of Democrats and Republicans in Kentucky, the current Kentucky What kind of proof do we need? It's dark.
So you had the convergence of Democrats and Republicans in Kentucky, the current Kentucky
governor, the current Kentucky attorney general, Democrat and Republican came together with
the University of Kentucky to kill the Ibogaine project there in that state.
I came to work for a foundation called the Reed Foundation whose founder, Rex Elsass,
had a son who
he lost to a fentanyl overdose in 2019. His name was Reed. And the Reed Foundation stands
for reaching everyone in distress. I went to work with them for about a year and a half
looking for a state that would have the sort of leadership with the vision and courage
to take this on. And then in the fall of 2024, I reached out to former Texas Governor Rick Perry, who had
supported me in the Kentucky campaign and advised him that I had been contacted by some
stakeholders in the state of Texas who said, hey, our state passed a $2 million psilocybin
research project back in 2021 called House Bill 1802.
And Texas has a $16 billion budget surplus
for its 2025 legislative session.
What do you think Texas's next big project
around the advancement of psychedelics should be?
And my answer was, Texas needs to finish the job
that I started in Kentucky.
So once I received confirmed interest
that there were some legislators
who would be willing to do that,
I reached out to former Texas Governor Rick Perry and I said, Governor, I'm not from
your state.
I ain't no Texan, but here's the telephone call I've had.
What do you think?
He said, you know, I've tried to stay out of the way since my great successor came into
office in 2015.
But if you're telling me that you're willing to come to Texas and help make Ibogaine
a reality here, I'm ready to get back in the scene.
And so, Theo, as we sit here, Texas is just a little under one month out, and Governor
Abbott has haven't signed the single largest public investment in psychedelic research
and medical development in all of history, and that is $50 million to create a public private partnership
to see Ibogaine developed as a breakthrough therapeutic
for substance use disorder, co-occurring,
alcohol use disorder, and any other mental health
or neurological conditions for which it demonstrates efficacy.
Wow.
Can that include gambling, sex and love addiction?
It could be a lot of types of addiction, do you believe?
There are individuals who have gone in for ibogaine treatment with substance dependencies,
have come away with the unintended reality of having some behavioral compulsions broken as well.
It is an all-purpose addiction interrupter which seems to give a folk person a window
to basically reorient their relationships with substances and behaviors in a way which
they have the choice of, they have the control of choice rather than being driven by compulsion.
So when you say that they have a window, like what does that window look like that's created
by Ibogaine and the experience from Ibogaine, like after Ibogaine, like you
get back home after your Ibogaine, right?
What does that window look like, feel like, how do you best operate within that window
as someone who's just gone under the influence of the medication?
So there's another researcher by the name of Dr. Gul, G-U-L, Dolin, D-O-L-E-N.
Gul Dolin, it's a woman?
Woman, she has Turkish background,
and she has published research
around what is called the reopening
of the brain's critical period.
When we are children, from birth
until about three years old,
our brains are very malleable, as you previously discussed,
and the things that we experience make a significant impression upon us
during those first three years,
which is when people like you and I
have had a series of what they call the ACEs,
or Adverse Childhood Experiences,
they can make a significant impact
that become manifest in behaviors in adulthood
that can be destructive.
What Dr. Dolan has been able to do
is quantify the reopening of the brain's
critical period that can be triggered by different plant medicines that basically put us back
in the same state of malleability within the brain that existed when we were born.
Wow.
So this is an exceptional opportunity to rewire the brain for new habits, thoughts, and behaviors.
Dr. Dullin has been able to quantify that among all the psychedelics or
plant medicines, that ibogaine opens up the critical period for the brain for the
longest period of time among them all. So if we think about medicalizing and ibogaine as a treatment that we would introduce
through the United States substance use and mental health care infrastructure,
we are talking about a profound opportunity to revolutionize how we treat trauma, addiction,
as well as a host of other neurological conditions that adversely impact the brain, for which we have no effective treatment.
There's another researcher I'll mention
by the name of Dr. Dali Bor Samish,
and that's D-A-L-I-B-O-R-S-A-M-E-S.
He is a genius neurochemist with Columbia University,
and he has coined a phrase called matrix pharmacology
to describe I. McGain's effects. His goal is to apply artificial intelligence to pull apart
this extremely complex molecule so that it can be specialized to address
conditions of the brain for which we have no good answers. Among those would
be Parkinson's disease, multiple sclerosis, Lyme disease, and perhaps even multiple forms of dementia, among which Alzheimer's is one. The Matrix
pharmacology, as Dr. Samish explains, is unparalleled in the annals of modern
science. So what began as an understanding of profound spiritual
significance attached to this alkaloid by the West African Bwiti peoples, translated into knowledge of its addiction interruption
properties within the U.S. counterculture of the 60s, has now emerged as an opportunity to create
a number of therapeutic breakthroughs across conditions that are literally hobbling, if
not ending, the lives of millions of people within the United States and around the world.
This is a once in a multiple lifetime opportunity to change the future trajectory of medical
history in a way that can lift up and improve the lives of millions of people alive and
yet to be born.
And are there recommendations when you leave the facility that they're like,
this is what you should do, these are things you should do in the next month here,
like in this window, what do they recommend? Or is it just that you go back into your life
and you're so relieved not having these things, that finally the new things you've already been trying to do
are better able to take hold?
Oh, Ibogaine provides a beginning.
That beginning requires ongoing long-term engagement
with support services that can maximize its potential
to allow a person to essentially recreate who they are
on the basis of new thoughts, behaviors, and
relationships that can help them redefine their future in a way that is entirely different
from their past.
If we find ourselves prisoner to patterns of thinking, just think about it like a ski
slope.
When a ski slope opens, people go down the same slope thousands of times over the course of a season.
That ski slope becomes almost ice.
The pathway is frozen in.
What Ibogaine does is like a big blizzard coming through
that dumps a whole bunch of fresh snow on all of those paths
that previously had been entrenched in ice
and were unmovable.
You have an opportunity to create entirely new pathways.
But if you take somebody, so for instance, with the generation that I come from, I think
you might be about a half a step behind me.
I'm Generation X, and I'm going to be 50 years old in October.
We are the children of a great social experiment.
And that social experiment saw the dissolution of families
for 50% of us who are alive.
We've never known anything by way of a familial relationship
that we didn't choose to create on our own.
We had families created around us
in the aftermath of divorce.
Some of us have had no families at all
and have been allowed to essentially free roam the world
and to be raised by its calloused hands.
That is why we see the symptomatology of disconnection
as expressed through the fatal deaths of despair
that we've talked about here today.
With a recognition that these are our generational realities,
the opportunity before us is likewise
a generational opportunity to put a fresh coat of snow
across our whole society, whereby we get to reform
who we are and how we will relate to each other
in the aftermath of what has been
Generational trauma. Yeah, I've walked out a plant medicine ceremony like man. This could change the whole world, you know
This could literally change the whole world because it just brings you back such like to um
What you're here for it like just takes all the bullshit away when the opioid epidemic began
just takes all the bullshit away. When the opioid epidemic began,
you had individuals who were going in
to have legitimate medical conditions treated,
who came out on the other side of that treatment
as dependent individuals.
I'll use a story of a young woman whose name
I'm going to use a pseudonym for.
And I heard about this lady in a town hall
I conducted in Kentucky when I was running the commission.
We wanted to hear from communities about how the money should be spent instead of just
making the decision on our own and spending it.
So in one of these town halls, I heard about the story of a young woman by the name of
Tamara.
And this lady who told her story had met her as a volunteer at a clinic for the survivors
of childhood sexual abuse.
She met a young girl named Tamara when Tamara was 10.
Tamara had been horrifically sexually abused by one of her family members for years.
She had to undergo a series of reconstructive surgeries because of the physical trauma that
this family member had inflicted upon her.
As she had these surgeries, she was given opioids
to treat her pain.
This volunteer lost touch with Tamara
after she had come to this clinic
over the course of a couple of years.
So after about age 12, she went off,
went back to the family that was gonna take proper care
of her and she didn't see her again.
This volunteer several years later was going in
to provide yoga therapy to inmates
at the Perry County, Kentucky County Jail.
And she said one day she was in there
providing yoga therapy and she noticed this young woman
who was kind of standoffish and withdrawn under herself, but she had this look of familiarity
to her.
So she walked over and said, what's your name?
You look familiar to me.
The young woman looked at her and she said, my name is Tamara.
She said, I know who you are.
And she refreshed her memory about the context
of their relationship and where they had met.
And the volunteer said, she looked at her and she said,
how did you end up here?
Because her last reference was this little 12 year old girl
who she had worked to overcome the trauma of sexual abuse.
And she said, Tamara looked up at her and she said,
well, you remember, I had to have a series of surgeries
and was given opioids.
And she said, because, you know, while I got past
my physical pain, I never got past the emotional pain
that came with all the memories of what I can recall
happened to me.
And I kept taking the pills because the pills could give me some relief
from that unending pain of those memories.
And she said, I got busted.
So a young woman who was traumatized at the age of 10,
was treated for legitimate medical injury with opioids,
found herself met by a system that
imprisoned her for how she had to continue to treat her pain because there was no other effective
choice for her to kill the affliction that was on her inside. There are millions of people locked up behind bars in this country who have had similar
experiences.
The fact that trauma and addiction have been met with the butt end of a gun in some jail
is a criminal result for a society that is dying for restoration.
And what we're here to talk about and what we have been talking about is an opportunity to pursue that restoration. And what we're here to talk about and what we have been talking about is an opportunity to pursue that restoration.
And I thank God that however I have come to sit in this seat, this opportunity is here, it is now, and I aim to we best move forward to, do you feel like,
like I mean, Texas is granted $50 million towards, but will most of that go towards
lobbying? What will go that, what will that go towards? Is there enough science behind
it now for, or is it like, how are you going to defeat big pharma? Like there's obviously
these, these giants that you're up against, you know, cause it's true. It's like, you
know, they, as long as we have a problem, then they have a medication.
If you can't figure that out, then you, you know,
a lot of times those people still, the trauma's not healed,
they end up in the correctional system.
It's all a big route, it's all just a big circle
of human just being like, it's just this profit sharing
between these kind of dark artist entities.
And I agree with you, it feels like we have a pathway now to solution here to actually
have a chance to get back to our roots of humanity and being connected to a divine power.
And I believe that it's through medications like this.
How do you get from this judgment that's happened in Texas?
How do you move forward from here?
How do we best move forward from here do you feel like?
I'm going to give you the answer.
Okay.
But before I give you the answer, I'm going to ask you a question.
Okay.
If someone had said to you just a year ago, the state of Texas is going to pass the largest
single public investment ever to advance psychedelic research and medical development?
What would you have said?
I would have said I could see it.
Really?
Yeah.
Now that Joe Rogan is in there, I could see shit like that starting to happen.
This is before Joe Rogan.
Take yourself before Joe Rogan, before all this became a thing.
If somebody had said the state of Texas is going to give the biggest bunch of money that
a government has ever given for psychedelic research, what would you have thought? I would have honestly thought, I would have thought that it was possible I think.
I mean I know you have a lot of people that stick to their guns down there in Texas, but
I believe that also we've gotten to a place where people that normally would stick to
their guns that they're, people are desperate for something new, right?
And Texas I feel like has always been a bit of a pioneer state, even though there's a
lot of tradition in it. It's been a proud state of doing things on its own. And so here's what I
would say, I don't know if I would think that they would, but I would hope that they would channel
that pioneer spirit into something. I could see that enough of the story would have gotten around
where they'd have been like, this is something that we could do. What Texas has done, in my opinion,
what we have done in Texas is make the improbable inevitable.
However, inevitability requires work.
Texas is the beginning of what Governor Perry and I
hope to build by way of the unstoppable external force of a national
movement whereby Texas has planted its flag to begin the medical development of Ibogaine
and over the next 18 to 24 months, we'll see anywhere from 6 to 12 additional states
emerge to partner with it to make the medicalization of Ibogaine within
the United States the Manhattan Project of our time. Governor Perry has
founded an organization called Americans for Ibogaine.org and it is my honor to be
the very first chief executive officer of that organization. He's the chairman
of the board and he and I are going to spend every last measure of
everything that we are pouring ourselves into making Ibogaine a medical reality within the
United States as quickly and safely as we possibly can.
Amen, brother.
You think you can get it done?
I think that Governor Perry and I exist to make the improbable inevitable.
And as long as we have the good hands and hearts of people like you and those who follow
you engaged in this mission with us, using their voices, using their network, using their
social media, to make the demand that a federal system that has been corrupted for at least 30 years
begin to reorient itself toward basic humanity and to the restoration of our society so that
people with trauma and addiction can get help that can be transformative as a prelude to
transforming our broader society.
The time is now.
I agree.
We've got the need, we've got the opportunity,
and we've got the answer.
And now we just gotta get on it.
Yeah.
Yeah, I mean, you're gonna be up against the dark arts,
you know, they're gonna battle against you,
but this is how we meet up and this is how we fight,
you know, I think that all we can do
is just tell the truth, you know.
Yeah, my experience with plant medicine
has been that it's nothing like taking drugs.
It's like taking a chance.
It's like taking an opportunity
to give yourself something new.
You know, that has certainly been my own experience.
First of all, where can people go right now
if they need help, if someone in their family needs help,
if they want to try Ibogaine?
Because that is also gonna create the message, right?
Is people being able to go and get this help?
Where can people go to get the help right now?
Here's why I'm going to have to answer this in the negative
because there are a lot of options out there
and I've got to be careful because I don't want to misdirect
somebody to a place where they may or may not have
experiences.
I can tell you that my wife and I,
we are personally familiar with the Beyond Clinic in Cancun.
The Beyond Clinic you said?
Yes.
The Ambio Clinic that is south of Tijuana.
We both have experiences there.
I can't endorse.
I can't say, yeah, yeah, this is where you should send your family.
I can just simply say that my wife and I have been to both places.
And each of them offer their own experiences.
Your audience can do their own personal research.
They can call and see what works best for them.
In terms of what we need by way of the movement
within the society.
Yeah, how can we best help?
How can listeners of this episode best help
people that feel inspired,
people that have had a family member
that's been positively affected by psychedelic medicine to overcome things.
How can we help?
Please go to americansforibagaine.org and it is there that your audience member can
follow the odyssey that we are undertaking.
They can sign up to receive regular updates, they can sign up for social media, they can become not just an observer,
but an active participant in helping us advance this mission to create the unstoppable external
force that's going to break down the walls of the federal government to make this society
have what it should have for restoration.
In addition to that, I would just encourage individuals to be individual pollinators of
our culture.
Get the word out.
Take what you see on Americans for Ibogaine, Oregon.
Blast it through your social media networks.
Tell your friends, family, and neighbors because just as individuals went into the medical
system and received Oxycontin and came out as harbingers of the disaster to come, a disaster
that has claimed almost
the lives of a million Americans since Oxycontin was approved in December of 1996.
We have the opportunity to do the exact opposite by creating a genuine emancipation medication
that can take and reverse the process of subjugation to one of restoration.
That is the opportunity that is before us, and that is one if we will be good and faithful
servants we can see come to pass within our life.
Amen.
God, I'm in.
I want to think if...
I need help.
I think I need to go sometime to get a treatment, man.
Well, if a person does not need to come to the table with a substance problem or even with a wartime
trauma problem, every single person in life has a problem.
And even if that problem doesn't debilitate you, even if you're a highly successful individual,
the I began experience is one that has the capacity to optimize the human experience
if it is approached with reverence and if
it is properly supported as the beginning that it is rather than the destination.
I saw, and this will be the last thing that I would have to offer you independently.
I want to make sure that I get it out there.
I remember in 2018, I went to a community center where there was a fatherhood program led by a gentleman
named David Kozart.
David Kozart is an associate minister at Lexington, Kentucky's second largest black Baptist church
called Bracktown Baptist.
Trevor Burrus David Kozart.
David Kozart.
And he leads what's called the Commonwealth Center for Fathers and Families. I first met David in 2018 and I met him at this community center and he
was taking me on a tour of the fatherhood program that he runs to
connect youth to their fathers. And within the context of that tour I saw
this Bible verse and it struck me like a bolt of lightning when I read it. And it stayed
in my mind from 2018, almost like an echo that just would not go away. And as this mission
has appeared around Ibogaine, I go back to that verse in my mind and think about the reality that it demonstrates.
And at this point, personally, in my quiet times when I'm trying to draw the energy necessary
to stay focused and to be an effective servant of the mission, the verse while the declaration
is one that I have turned into a prayer.
And it's a prayer that I would articulate not just for myself personally,
but for you, members of your audience, and other folks who come into contact with this
message who can embrace it, and that is this. I hope with everything that we are doing,
Governor Perry and I, with Americans for Ibogaine, that we are able to hasten the day, and we can deliver good tidings unto
the meek, whom we have the ability to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty
to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound.
Lord give us the strength, give us the grace, and may we succeed.
Amen.
Amen.
W. Brian Hubbard, thank you so much, man,
for spending time with me today, man.
Thank you for just sharing the message.
I feel inspired and I do feel hope, man.
I do feel hope and I believe wholeheartedly,
I believe wholeheartedly that these medicines,
medicines like Ibogaine and medicines like
ayahuasca are the purest opportunity we've had in a long time.
And thank you today for being a messenger and we appreciate you so much.
And thank you for just believing in yourself enough to go out there and fight the good
fight, man.
Well, everything that I am has been given to me by the grace of love from on high.
And I just hope that I can be the good and faithful servant that's necessary to get
the job done.
Amen.
Amen, brother.
Thank you so much, man.
We'll see you in the future and you guys can check out the support for Americans for
Ibogaine.
We'll put all your links below.
Best of luck to you guys out there.
Thank you.
Amen. This piece of mind I found, I can feel it in my bones.
But it's gonna take a little...