This Podcast Will Kill You - Ep 137 ME/CFS: What’s in a name? (A lot, actually)
Episode Date: April 16, 2024In many ways, this week’s episode on myalgic encephalomyelitis/chronic fatigue syndrome (ME/CFS) is a companion piece to last week’s episode on Long Covid. The two share many similarities: a wide ...range of debilitating symptoms lingering long after infection, an illness which can transform from day to day or week to week, dismissal and downplaying by the medical community, a big question mark under “pathophysiological cause”, and so many others. These parallels can tell us a great deal about our concepts of disease and how we deal with uncertainty in science and medicine. But the differences between these two can be equally revealing. In this episode, we dig into what we know and what we hypothesize about the biological underpinnings of ME/CFS before tracing the twisty history of this disease, as popular perception switched back and forth and back again from “real” to “imagined” disease. We wrap up the episode with a look at some of the current research and promising treatments for ME/CFS. Both ME/CFS and Long Covid demonstrate the power of patients and patient advocates in raising awareness about poorly understood diseases and the impact that sharing personal stories can have. You can find more incredible work by Katie Walters, the provider of one of our firsthands for this episode, by clicking on this link. See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.
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Hi, my name is December.
I'm 29, and I was diagnosed with myelgic and cephalomyelitis, probably fatigue syndrome,
or MECFS, a week before I turned 26.
I was always kind of a sick kid.
I never had a quarter in school where I didn't need to take a day or more off due to
illness.
At the time, that was struck up to a poor immune system.
them. As I got older, I think professors and classmates thought I was being lazy and skipping
class rather than being sick. If I had any illness, it would take me out for a lot longer than
the average person. I would just stay in bed and barely be able to do homework. Missing a few days
here and there was enough to make me look for a doctor or think that there was something wrong.
Looking back, these sick days were likely the result of having undiagnosed MECFS. In March of 2020,
I got infected with COVID-19, and that triggered my MECFS.
I wasn't able to clear the COVID, so I had a fever on and off for about a month.
It would go down with Tylenol and then come right back up.
Even after the fever stopped, the pain in my neck and my back was unbearable to the point that I couldn't stand up, more than several minutes, unaided.
I couldn't leave the house for very long.
I kept thinking, well, you've been in bed for months, so you're unconditioned.
You have to build your strength back up.
And I would try to push myself a little bit, and every time I did, I would have a massive backlash.
I would just be exhausted the next day.
It would feel like I ran a marathon, and all I did was go to the grocery store.
I would have all this pain in my back and my hips, like I had been beaten up.
I had a lot of brain fog.
I would lose words or walk into rooms and forget what I was looking for.
I couldn't remember simple instructions without writing them down.
I couldn't have conversations because I would lose a start of a sentence by the time I got to the end.
At my absolute lowest, I couldn't wash my hair by myself.
I was in too much pain to raise my arms for that long.
The worst part was that I couldn't get better with sleep.
Some days I would sleep for 10 or 12 hours and wake up and still feel exhausted.
I saw a rheumatologist who ordered x-rays, MRI, CT scans, and none of them showed anything abnormal.
It's pretty scary to know that something is wrong and have no way to prove it.
She was very terse and diagnosed me with fibromyalgia, which is largely untreatable.
The doctor didn't have any advice for making the pain better.
I got the feeling she thought I was malingering.
So I went to a different doctor.
Thankfully, I saw a second rheumatologist at Johns Hopkins Hospital, who specializes in chronic fatigue.
He diagnosed me with myelgic encephalomyelitis chronic fatigue syndrome.
And because rheumatological diseases are by one, get too free, he also diagnosed me with postural orthostatic tachycardi syndrome, or pots, and Ellardamlo's syndrome.
That seems like a lot, but they all interact with each other.
Having EDS means that my collagen isn't formed correctly, so the valves and my veins aren't strong enough to keep the blood in my upper body.
body when I stand up. When I stand up, I get incredibly weak and dizzy, which is the pots.
Because I have pots, standing up makes my heart rate go through the roof.
Stand up, get low blood pressure, and my heart rate hits 140 BPM just from standing.
That means my body is working harder, which triggers post-exercial malaise from the chronic fatigue.
And the fibromyalgia is just the icing on the top that makes all the pain a whole lot worse.
So these disorders really fit together and feed off each other, and I have to treat all of them
together. I took a long time to suss out my body's new limits and what will set off the post-exertional
malaise. I used to be able to go on hikes, and now I have to sit down and rest every quarter mile,
or use a cane. I've had to figure this out by trial and error. Oh, can I go to the grocery
store and go out to dinner with my family? Can I do laundry and go to work? If I guess wrong,
I get knocked out for a day or more. The thing with ME-CFS is that it's not just physical labor that
causes fatigue. It can be going out to the movies or just hanging out with friends. It can be
completely mental and not at all physical. I took the gree and that took about as much out of me as
walking a mile. I took it and immediately went to sleep. Anything that takes energy can leave me with
this post-exertial malaise. It took me a really long time to figure out where that limit was and how
not to cross it. I will have to cancel plans because I'm too tired and I know if I exceed my limit
I'll be a mess the next day. Try explaining to your boss, well, I can't come in because I
overworked myself. So I have to prioritize my work and be strategic about how I use my energy.
If I know I have work the next day, I can't hang out with friends or do anything the night
before. It's difficult to come to terms with having the energy of a 90-year-old in your 20s.
I think the hardest thing about having ME-CFS is the number of people who don't believe it
exist. You can't point to a lesion or tumor and say, this is the cause of my problem. A lot of people
think it's an excuse for laziness. When you hear chronic fatigue, you assume it's just being tired,
but it's so much more than that. It's really and truly a bone-deep exhaustion that prevents you
from doing much of anything, including thinking. It's not as simple as just going to bed at a regular time.
I can't push myself through it, the way that someone with a sprain can still walk on a sprain. It's a
condition that impacts everything about how I live my life. I've been really fortunate with my doctors.
I now have a medication regime that helps. I take atenol and mitogen from my blood pressure.
The mitadrine helps me to stand and walk unaided for longer. I go to physical therapy once a week
to strengthen my muscles. The muscles keep my ligaments in place so my joints aren't slipping as much
from EDS. Now I can go to physical therapy, lunch with friends, and work in the same day.
I'm able to walk longer, even if I still need my cane sometimes.
Right now, most of my symptoms are managed, and I'm finally at a point where I can start looking at my future.
Myelgic encephalomyelitis took my bones when I was sleeping.
Crept in more I was resting, breathing deep against my pillow, or the paper of the books I could no longer read.
It grew inside me.
drank my mitochondria like wine, took an angle grinder to my spine and wore me away like
Twilight.
I got sick at uni.
In a small room where nobody could hear me cry or permit me to, my nervous system quit while I was working.
In the library while my legs were burning like the oven door against my forearms and the stove top
where I made myself curry for the first time.
Independent embryonic.
I was 19.
November was cold that year and January was colder.
As fresh and new as I was and as stark and clean and painful as my fading autonomy.
I tried to crystallise it in an essay or a poem in bed.
my writing an off-brand toothpaste, like if I wrote it right, I could write myself well.
And when the rain fell in February, I fell.
At the supermarket and at the train station and on the stairs swallowed the stones in my throat
chose not to dare question why it was that I kept falling and got back up.
Because strong people don't get sick, you stick it out, you do not quit,
and when the elevator is out of service, you use the stairs.
I never knew how high the curb was until I could not climb it.
We searched for my bones in decomposing diagnoses.
Degrading medication on my tongue,
took blood tests and my bloodlines and on the coastline
tried to calcify my inside strong again.
Put our hands in the wet sand to build a tibia,
shaped my sternum like a castle, clavicle and mandible and cranium, starlight and seafone and gone.
My bones are in the Rotunda Museum, under the skin of the Gristorp Man.
We walk where he walked and I walk no longer, pressed behind glass, my skin tight as leather.
My bones are in the lamestone cliff's edge grown from sediment, calcium carbonate, cycling,
infinite ground down to shale. My bones are food for minky whale. And I am lying in bed and ugly
like a princess, limp and formless and rolled out to sea. I am blue, badge on double, yellows,
pepsie, max and heavy metal flat on a backseat looking through the windscreen where the starlings
will dance until nightfall. My bones are a murmur of starling.
dark and undulating the shapeless shape of nature, inexplicable, impermanent and strong.
And it will not be another bleeding tragedy.
Another DWP dispensibility too many of us have already died.
We build on their body, defiant.
I am driven by duty and fury and I want you to know that I am broken because they could not contain me whole.
chronic fatigue took my bone and they grew fragmented transcendent and new i am fragile grounded bound by dropped curbs and sick insides
but my bones are the sky thank you so much december and katie for sharing your first-hand account
and your incredible poem with us i'll also
post a link on our website to a video recording of another of Katie Walters' poems, which is also
accompanied by just lovely music. Thank you again. Yeah, thank you so much. Hi, I'm Aaron Welsh.
And I'm Aaron Omen Updike. And this is, this podcast will kill you. Welcome to this episode.
As promised, we are taking on myelagic encephalomyelitis slash chronic fatigue syndrome.
week. I hope we don't have to keep saying. We're just going to say MECFS, right? Yeah, MECFS. And we can talk
about the issues with the name. Are you going to get into that, like, controversy about the name?
A little bit. Like, I'm going to mention it. I think it's like a longer conversation than probably
we're going to have here. But definitely it's something that I want to get into. Yeah. So it's going to be,
as we always say, a big episode. But it's, I am glad that we are covering.
it. I was very nervous to cover this episode. Me too. But we are going to do our best. And I learned a lot
in researching for it. So hopefully people get a lot out of it. Yeah, I agree. I think both this one and
the long COVID episode from last week really have made me think a lot about diseases and how we
classify disease versus health and what is illness versus condition versus all of these different things
that are like very fluid.
Mm-hmm.
Yeah.
Before we can get into all of that, though.
Yes.
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It is.
It is.
What are we drinking this week?
We're drinking the understatement.
Yeah.
Yeah.
It'll make a lot of sense.
I think when we talk about the name, chronic fatigue syndrome, especially.
Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm.
For sure.
And in the understatement, it's based on an existing cocktail.
I have to pull up my.
my text to you here because I have forgotten already everything about it. And it's, it's 10 in the
morning for me. So we're not, we're not drinking. Oh, it's based on a real cocktail called the Hugo
Spritz. And it has Prosecco, Elder Flower Lacore, Soda Water, Fresh Mint. It sounds delicious.
Mm-hmm. And to be honest, I love a non-alcoholic Proseco. I think it's wonderful.
I don't think I knew that non-alcoholic Proseco actually existed. Yeah. I was just,
excited about how many non-alcoholic, like, elder flower syrups exist because I've had some
that are really good. So many. Yeah, I bought non-alcoholic Prosecco last year for, to make a quarantine
because I was like, I don't want to open a bottle of Prosecco and then just have it be, you know,
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Myalgic encephalomyelitis or chronic fatigue syndrome.
To even begin, we have to define what MECFS actually is.
And to do that is difficult.
The definitions of MECFS have changed.
over time. And I'm sure, Erin, you'll kind of get into some of this, a lot of this. Oh, yeah.
And honestly, it's probably not without controversy, like what the true quote-unquote definition is
even at this point. But what I'm going to do right now is go over one specific set of criteria
that were the result of kind of like a big analysis, I guess, of all of the various criteria. And this is
from a 2015 Institute of Medicine report.
And these are the kind of diagnostic criteria that we use to define CFS or ME.
Okay.
When someone presents to the clinic.
What I will say is that this specific set of criteria is mostly used, it seems, in clinical research.
And so that's why it's the one that's most often cited in all of the papers that I'm reading.
there are a lot of other diagnostic criteria out there that have different symptoms that will take into account and we'll get into all of that in a little bit.
But like what the heck for someone who's never even heard of MECFS?
They're like literally what are you talking about, Aaron's?
Let me tell you.
So these criteria, the diagnosis for a person to meet criteria for MECFS includes, quote, this is all a quote,
a substantial reduction or impairment in the ability to engage in pre-illness levels of occupational,
educational, social, or personal activities that persists for more than six months and is accompanied
by fatigue, which is often profound, is of new or definite onset, has not been lifelong,
and is not the result of ongoing excessive exertion and is not substantially alleviated by rest.
along with post-exertional malaise, we'll get there, and unrefreshing sleep,
and then at least one of cognitive impairment or orthostatic intolerance.
At least one of those two.
Okay.
Yeah.
So either cognitive impairment or orthostatic intolerance, sometimes both.
Okay.
So what does any of that actually mean?
MECFS is a chronic, sometimes lifelong, but certainly,
months, years, years long, neurologic disorder that results in significant fatigue and a lot of other
symptoms, many of which we don't have a good handle on. That's kind of like what it means, I guess.
It's really hard to define because of how many different symptoms can be associated with it.
And one of the things that this list of criteria tell us, whenever we have a list of criteria like this,
is that there's no test for ME or CFS.
There's no thing that we can do to say definitively, ah, what you are suffering from person who came to the doctor's office is ME CFS.
This is what's called a clinical diagnosis, which is something that's not weird or novel for a lot of listeners of this podcast.
A lot of things that we've covered, there's not a specific.
single test for. There's like a collection of criteria. Think about migraines. There's a number of
criteria that you have to meet to have a migraine disorder. So MECFS is a neurologic disorder,
which someone has if they're meeting all of these criteria. But while these criteria highlight
some of the symptoms, like profound fatigue, like unrefreshing sleep. So someone, even if they're
able to sleep, they're not getting good rest from that. And they wake up not.
feeling like they've actually rested.
Oftentimes there's big disruptions in the sleep cycle.
And post-exertional malaise, which we talked a little bit about in our long COVID episode,
because we see that sometimes with long COVID, which means if someone does try to exert
themselves, despite feeling fatigued, if they go beyond whatever their functional,
like, ability is, within 12 to 24 hours, they will feel significantly worse.
that fatigue will be substantially worse, and it sometimes takes a really long time to then get back to feeling better.
And then cognitive impairment or that brain fog that, again, we also talked about in long COVID, or orthostatic intolerance, which we also mentioned, is this thing that happens when your autonomic nervous system is not able to regulate itself well.
So that means people might have heart rates that jump 20 or 30 beats per minute when they stand up.
They might have blood pressures that tank when they stand up or when they sit down.
And so that can lead to a lot of things like dizziness, lightheadedness, even loss of consciousness.
This is a lot of different symptoms.
And it's not even all of the symptoms that are associated with ME-CFS.
Pain is another really common thing.
symptom that's associated with ME-CFS, and this can be muscle pain, it can be joint pain,
sometimes it can be swollen or tender lymph nodes. We can also see issues with temperature
dysregulation, the feeling of palpitations or chest pain. People could have nausea or diarrhea or
constipation. You could even have sensory changes, like new sensory sensitivities that never
existed before. It's a really long list.
And one of the biggest critiques, even of the name CFS, and I know that you'll get into this,
is that the name chronic fatigue makes it sound like it's just being tired.
Right. I'm tired. Oh, chronic fatigue. Do you have chronic fatigue? Oh, tell me about it. I know what it's like to be tired. I've got a toddler at home or whatever. It's like.
Exactly. And oh, sorry. You're tired. Me too. Who isn't? Right. Right. Right. Right.
And so for this, what I want to do is highlight another quote from this Institute of Medicine report from 2015, because I think it kind of sums up one of the issues with just this, the idea of fatigue and what it means in the context of ME-CFS.
So I'm going to read another quote from this.
Quote, unfortunately, the word fatigue does not convey information about the cause, severity, or chronicity of fatigue, or its impact on fatigue.
functionality. Although fatigue is a common experience, it has no unique physiological explanations
or objective markers. MECFS patients often have a level of fatigue that is more profound,
more devastating, and longer lasting than that observed in patients with other fatiguing disorders.
In addition, fatigue in MECFS is not the result of ongoing exertion, not long,
lifelong, and not particularly responsive to rest, end quote.
I think the other objection or like fair point that I've seen made about the name chronic fatigue
is that it reduces this incredibly diverse constellation of symptoms down to one thing.
And there are some people who would say, actually, my pain is much worse than the fatigue
that I experience.
Or on a given day, fatigue could be the biggest thing.
could be the biggest thing or the sensory changes could be the biggest thing. And so it just
kind of like oversimplifies this condition that's incredibly complex and incredibly poorly misunderstood
and says extreme tiredness. And that's like not it. Exactly. Exactly. It's a whole range of
neurologic and other symptoms that we don't really understand, but are all very real. And so to to boil it down to
just fatigue, just tired. Like, it's, it is not accurate, nor is it helpful, right? So there's also
the critique of, like, we don't name most diseases after a symptom, right? And so that's kind of
interesting as well. That's true. Yeah. So that's why some people prefer the term myelogic
encephalomyelitis. Right. There are other people who object to that because encephalomyelitis
means that you have inflammation specifically in the brain and the myelin, which is the sheaths
that cover our nerves. And we see some evidence of inflammation. We'll get into it. But perhaps
not in everyone. Is it truly the inflammation? So it's just a little bit like some people say that
it's not perfectly accurate. Right. But others argue that it sounds a lot more medical, which makes it
sound more quote unquote legit. So maybe people take it more seriously rather than just being tired.
But then that's really frustrating because we should take things seriously whether or not they sound medical.
Shouldn't we? Shouldn't we?
The DLDR is that we don't have a good name or umbrella term for this. So we're just going to say MECFS until we can do better.
And we did our best to define it, which is still probably inadequate.
So that is like how we define and kind of what the main symptoms of MECFS are.
So what I want to try and get into, even though just fair warning,
we don't have a lot of information about what is going on in ME-CFS.
So what I want for everyone to get out of this, to like understand from this, is that ME-C-F-S is a
neurologic disorder. It is a disorder that has biologic underpinnings that just because we
don't understand does not make them not real.
And I think that that's the most important thing that I could possibly highlight from everything that I read about ME-CFS.
Just because we don't yet know what is going on does not mean that nothing is going on or that this is a psychosomatic disorder or that this is a somatization disorder.
And that has been a huge issue.
I know you're going to talk about it, Aaron.
Oh, yeah.
Yeah.
This is a real thing.
I hate that I even have to say that, but I think I do.
It is a real thing. There is a lot going on biologically that we're still trying to understand. So let's get into it to see what we know so far about how ME-CFS happens and what's going on in the body when it's happening. Yeah. I already have so many questions and I want to know so many things. I know. I'll just avoid asking you all the questions right now and wait for my moment. You can ask me so that I can answer them one at a time with, ooh, great question. I don't know.
Yeah, there we go. There we go.
So the first question is kind of how does this happen?
MECFS is not something that someone has for their entire life from birth till death, though it is a chronic
disorder.
A lot of studies point to the links between infectious diseases, especially viral diseases,
and the development or the onset of MECFS.
The problem is we don't have a single identified viral or other infectious disease that we can
point to that say this is the cause of MECFS. Epstein-Barr virus has been implicated.
H.HHV-6, human herpes virus six, the causative agent of roseola, has also been implicated.
We now know from our long-COVID episode that SARS-CoV-2 can cause a long-COVID, which many
people meet criteria, these diagnostic criteria for MECFS during their long-COVID illness.
And overall, up to 80% of cases of ME-CFS are associated with a known or like pinpointable prior infection of some kind, and usually a non-specific kind of like flu-likey illness.
But not all of them.
I also came across brucelosis.
Brusilosis, sure.
Ross River virus, Q fever.
A lot of these different viruses and bacterial illnesses.
that we know are associated with post-acute infectious syndromes of one kind or another,
a lot of those post-acute infectious syndromes people would meet criteria for MECFS.
Okay, so I can't stop myself, please.
Is it thought that the mechanism is the same for all of these infections and how it triggers
MECFS?
It's a really good question, Aaron. I don't think that there is a consensus at this point.
One of the papers that I read, and I'll link to it, argues that we can't say that MECFS is caused by all of these multiple different disorders.
In fact, their argument is that it is enteroviruses, specifically enteroviruses that are the most likely culprit.
And so things that result, post-acute infectious syndromes that result from other viruses or bacteria,
should not be conflated with ME-CFS.
That is their argument.
Interesting.
And that is because it can sort of muddy the waters of clinical trials?
You know, it's a, it's a, it's a, it's really interesting because at this point,
because all we have are these kind of still rather non-specific diagnostic criteria, right?
I mean, they are fairly specific.
Like, you have to meet XYZ criteria for six months with post-exertional malaise, etc.
But I think it gets at the question of what you're asking, Aaron, which is what is the underlying mechanism?
Because if it is different, if it is different mechanisms that are causing similar symptomatology in these different infections, then it really matters to classify them differently because our treatment options are going to be different.
If the underlying mechanisms are the same, then having one big umbrella term helps us because we can.
can get a lot more data from larger groups if we're looking across all of these different infections.
I didn't get a sense from all the literature that I read that we have an answer to that underlying
question yet.
Okay.
Maybe with all the more data that we have now on long COVID, we'll get closer to that.
But at this point, we don't have it.
And I think there's people that argue kind of both ways that people who meet criteria for MECFS
due to long COVID should be called ME-CFS.
And there are other people who say, no, this is something different, and we should treat it
as something different.
So.
Yeah, I think it's a really interesting sort of conundrum.
And it's like, maybe we just do all these clinical trials and then include that as a,
as a factor.
Right.
I mean, you know, it's, I think what it's important is trying to not forget about it, right?
Right.
Because at some point, can we have enough data to, like,
really get down into the nittygrity and disentangle those, hopefully.
Well, and that's, I think, really interesting and where long COVID comes into play is because
if we can figure out the mechanism for long COVID, that could then sort of open the door to
like, okay, is this the same mechanism for enteroviruses that seem to trigger MECFS or
Epsilon bar virus or whatever, whichever virus or pathogen?
Exactly. Will we someday not have the diagnosis of MECFS at all? Will we have long COVID?
and long EBV and long HHV6 and long enterovirus.
I don't know, maybe.
Hmm.
Who knows?
But it gets even a little bit more complicated in that sometimes cases are reported to not
be associated with infection at all and sometimes are associated with things like significant
trauma, either physical trauma, psychological trauma, major surgeries, or even other,
like, immune system changes that someone undergoes.
Now, the paper that I read that argues that enteroviruses are the most likely culprit
argues that enteroviruses are often asymptomatic.
And so could it be that there is, in fact, an enterivirus infection, and then a trauma
that ends up triggering the presentation of MECFS?
Again, we don't know right now.
We don't know.
But what we do know is that to meet the criteria for MECFS, there is kind of a time point
at which, and it might be gradual, but there is a time frame in which someone is more well
and then less well, right? And that, I think, is part of the important criteria for how
MECFS is defined and why, when there is an infection that we can pinpoint to, it makes that
time point a little bit more identifiable. And so sometimes people might point to a trauma. Was that
trauma the trigger, we don't know, but it's something that's identifiable where things are
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Another question for you.
Okay.
When we do have a clear infection that we believe is responsible for a particular person,
being diagnosed with ME-CFS, what's the time frame there? Or is there a general time frame?
How does it differ across these different pathogens, you know, part one, two, three, four of my
question. Great question. I don't know. Okay. Yeah, I don't know. And I think because a lot of times
there isn't an identified infection. It's not like, oh, I got flu and then I got this. It's like,
oh, I was sick with something. I never went to the doctor, et cetera, whatever it was. And then I never
got better or I was sick and then within a month I was significantly worse something like that.
Okay. Interesting.
And we definitely don't know in terms of like the different infections. We, we don't know.
Okay.
So what do we know about like what is going on? What's going on immunologically? I said that
there's inflammation happening. Like what is the underlying path of physiology? Of course, I could
give you the short answer, which is we don't know. But of course I will give you more.
context than that. Because again, this is something that has a lot of known biological changes.
We just don't understand what the unifying factor is or like what the like the pinpointable
pathophysiology that underpins it all is. And maybe that's because we're dealing with multiple
syndromes. I don't know. But let's go over what we know about all of the various
biologic changes that we see in people living with MECFS that we know are happening.
Broad strokes, we see large-scale changes in the immune system. So we know that this is, at least in
part, an immune-mediated disorder. And we talked about this a little bit in our long COVID episode,
because that's most of the data for long COVID as well, is that this immune dysfunction plays
a big role. One big paper that I looked at that came out in 2023 really tried to drill down into
these immune markers. And what was really interesting about what they found is that if they
looked just at people living with ME-CFS as a huge cohort compared to healthy controls, what they found
overall was a huge reduction in immune markers, both pro-inflammatory and anti-inflammatory.
cytokines and things like that.
Hmm.
But when they drilled down even further and separated out people who had ME CFS for a shorter
time, less than three years, compared to people who had had it for more than three
years, it was almost the opposite.
People who had ME for three years or less had significantly higher pro-inflammatory
cytokines and lower anti-inflammatory cytokines compared to healthy,
controls and compared to those who had ME of longer duration, who had lower levels of everything.
Right, like the sensitization response.
Exactly, exactly.
And so what we see from this is like, that's major immune dysregulation, right?
That's like pro-inflammatory ramping up and anti-inflammatory ramping down, which is consistent
with some studies that have looked at like imaging studies that sometimes not like a typical MRI or
something like that, but kind of very specific and nuanced imaging studies that can see things
like neuroinflammation happening in people with ME. There's some kind of immune dysregulation
going on. There's also evidence of things like dysfunction in some of our immune cells and not
just cytokines. So things like natural killer cell dysfunction. Natural killer cells are a type
of T-cell that are mostly responsible for killing infected or cancerous cells. So they're
really good at fighting off viruses, specifically. And we can see disruptions in those,
like they're not functioning as well. And reductions in our activated T cells, high, again,
T cell exhaustion. Mm-hmm. There's a lot of, like, potential in terms of what immunologic changes
we see in people with MECFS. But we also see other things. We see things like a lower than typical
cortisol level in people with ME-CFS compared to healthy controls, quote-unquote, healthy controls.
Now, here's where it gets really interesting. A lot of these immune markers, like these cytokines and
things, they don't test for it at the regular doctor's office. You can't ask your doctor to
order you like an I-L-8 test or a natural killer cell function test. That's not something that is
easily orderable for most physicians. Cortisol is, but we can't diagnose ME-CFS with cortisol number.
because while they are often and not always low,
they're not necessarily outside the normal range on lab values.
They're just at the lower end of what is typical
or what is normal on those lab values that you see in your, like, my chart or whatever.
And so the suggestion here, the thought, is that cortisol,
we think of cortisol as a stress hormone, right?
It's a steroid that we fight or flight, we release cortisol, right?
But cortisol is released in times of stress in order to help lower inflammation and reduce our immune activation, right?
It's in response to stress to be like, ooh, back it off a little bit.
Okay.
So low levels of cortisol means that one of two things.
Either it's causing a disruption to our axis, our hypothalmic pituitary axis that produces and like controls these hormones.
or it is the result of a dysfunction in this axis.
So our brain to adrenal axis is somehow not working.
Is it the cause or the consequence?
We don't know.
But the end result is an increase in inflammation and an increase in immune activation
because the cortisol levels are not enough to suppress it.
But not low enough that we can diagnose it based on cortisol levels.
Okay.
So I have a question.
Okay.
So if this is a, because I've come across this to this, the sensitization, sort of pro-inflammatory of your immune system, if we suspect that that is a strong contender for a mechanism that's causing all of these symptoms, is there anything we can do about that?
Like, are there, you know what I mean?
Like to suppress this immune response or to raise cortisol levels or, you know, how do we?
how do we approach that?
Yeah, we can talk more about it in a little bit.
I'm going to talk about all of the different options that we have for treatment.
The short answer is both yes and no.
Like, yes, it means that if we can identify what these specific immune things are,
can we target those specifically, potentially?
So far, there isn't like one medicine that we know of that can like raise your cortisol,
just enough to be able to treat it.
And like treating people with steroids doesn't generally help.
So like just giving them more doesn't generally help in studies that have tried that.
Okay.
So yeah.
Okay.
So that's not the whole answer.
Theoretically, yes.
And that is why these kinds of studies to investigate like what is going on.
Like what is the underpinning why is this cortisol just a little low?
What is driving it?
Is that the main, like is that just an indicator of dysfunction?
or is that the dysfunction itself, right?
We don't know.
Does that make sense?
Yes.
Okay.
There's more, though, because there always is.
There's also evidence in ME-CFS of like dysfunction in the production of energy.
Our body has to produce ATP, right, to do anything.
Like for ourselves to be able to function, we have to produce energy in the form of ATP.
In people with ME-CFS, we see increases in things like reactive oxygen,
formation and reductions in things like biological antioxidants.
And it gets too, too nitty-gritty.
The list goes on.
But the bottom line is that these disruptions make it so that our production of ATP and our actual
like metabolism, intracellular metabolism is a little screwy.
And the end result is, again, a pro-inflammatory state.
Yeah.
why is it pro-inflammatory if you, you know, break down some mitochondria?
So reactive oxygen species are pro-inflammatory.
Our immune system is going to react to those because a lot of bacteria make reactive oxygen,
et cetera, blah, blah, blah.
Antoxidants are going to reduce inflammation.
So, yeah, that's that part of it.
Okay.
So that is what we know so far about MECFS and like what the biological
underpinnings are. One thing that I wanted to point out, oh, do you have a question first?
I do have a question. Okay. So my question is about this, these blood pressure changes.
Yeah. What? Why? How? Like, maybe we should do an episode on blood pressure, period. But like,
I guess like we've talked a lot so far, or you've explained a lot about like a couple of the different
mechanistic possibilities for why we see the symptoms that we see. But what about like how those
symptoms actually work? So like why would mitochondrial dysfunction or why would this pro-inflammatory
state lead to changes in blood pressure as we change our posture or like our, you know,
sitting up, standing up, standing up, sitting down? I can't. Yeah. Aaron, what a great question.
You want to guess what my answer is?
Oh, no, we don't know.
So one thing, one thought or one hypothesis that we have evidence for is that some of this inflammation is happening, a lot of this inflammation, is happening in our nervous system.
And your nervous system, specifically your autonomic nervous system, is what is controlling your blood pressure and your heart rate.
And so if you have inflammation, and I think I mentioned this in our long COVID,
episode, but if you have inflammation in that vagus nerve and that vagus nerve is not able to
function appropriately, then you can have dysotonamia where you're not controlling your heart
rate appropriately, you're not compensating appropriately, so you're having these wild fluctuations
in either heart rate or blood pressure or both. But to get more, like more than that,
like why is it the vagus nerve? Is it also other nerves? I mean, yes, probably, because
we can also see things like sensory stimulation differences.
We see things like generalized cognitive impairment, which is not probably specific to the vagus nerve,
but is more about neuroinflammation in other parts of the brain and the brain stem.
But it's really this brain stem and vagus nerve inflammation, perhaps, and dysfunction.
Like, why is it having so much dysfunction?
How?
I think if we knew that, then we could better treat pots or postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome.
and MECFS and the orthostatic changes that we see with MECFS.
But we still don't know exactly what it is.
Okay.
Yeah.
And gut stuff?
Gut stuff, Aaron.
Great question.
There's a huge amount.
So MECFS is, if you meet the criteria that we talked about, then you have this
diagnosis of MECFS.
It does not also mean that you can't have other things.
And there are a few other disorders that are also very very.
very what we call comorbid. So they often occur at higher than typical rates in people who also
have MECFS. And that is things like IBS and fibromyalgia. And so the gut stuff, we can see both if
someone also has IBS or if someone doesn't have IBS. And that we really don't understand,
except that, I mean, the vagus nerve also innervates your guts. And your guts have their whole own
essentially nervous system, like all of their own. They're producing their own neuroendocrine
hormones and everything. So it is also being affected. We just, we don't understand exactly how.
Okay. When it comes to fibromyalgia, I want to spend just a minute on this. There is a substantial
amount of overlap in the symptoms of ME, CFS, and fibromyalgia. And some of the kind of ways in the
literature that it's often been kind of distinguished are these, MECFS is more fatigue predominant
or like the hallmark symptoms, especially that post-exertional malaise. And pain, widespread pain,
is the kind of hallmark of fibromyalgia. That being said, the symptoms, pain, fatigue,
all of these symptoms, can overlap substantially. And so that has led some people in the research
communities to say, oh, well, these are actually the same thing. And it's true that some people
end up diagnosed with both things. But from everything that I have read and the way that I understand
it, the only drive that I saw in the literature to classify these as the same disease is to say that
they result in similar dysfunction, like in society, like not being able to
live your life the way that you would want to kind of a thing.
Okay.
But whenever people have tried to actually look at what we need to look at, the underlying
pathophysiological differences that are happening in the bodies of people with ME-CFS or
with fibromyalgia or with both of them, they're not the same thing.
Like, there are different biologic changes, immunologic changes that are happening in
MECFS, both with and without fibromyalgia and in fibromyalgia, like separate from MECFS.
They're not the same.
It just means it we'll be doing an episode on fibromyalgia.
A hundred percent.
Talk about we don't know.
But so what it seemed to me in reading through the literature is that the people who are
arguing that it should be classified as all the same thing are trying to argue that in both cases,
these are symptoms without an underlying biology,
and so for that we should then treat them the same
because the symptoms overlap so much.
Interesting.
And that does not seem to hold water,
based on my understanding of the literature,
when you actually try and look at the differences
in biologic markers that are happening
in these two different disorders.
So just because they overlap,
and sometimes at significantly higher rates
than in someone without ME or,
Fibro, that does not mean that they're the same thing.
And at the same time, people who have MECFS are more likely to also have fibromyalgia and vice versa.
So these are two syndromes that while they have similar symptoms, they are not the same thing and they can both be happening simultaneously.
That makes sense.
Yeah.
That's all I've got, Aaron, for the biology.
Does that mean?
So tell me.
It's time for me?
Okay.
Let's take a quick break and then I'll get right into it.
I cannot wait.
Tracing the history of an illness when the definitions of said illness seem to be under constant revision.
It's not the most straightforward thing in the world.
Really?
I'm shocked by that.
When it's been known by so many different names and depending on which name,
you pick, you could be starting your history back in the 1700s, the mid-1800s, the 1930s,
or maybe as recently as the 1950s, when enormous and really seemingly quite contentious
arguments have broken out over the potential cause or causes of this illness, it's, you know,
there's a lot going on when even right now in February 24, it seems like this is still
very much a story that's being written.
And I want to do the best that I can, especially after reading some absolutely infuriating papers that either explicitly dismiss the lived experiences of people with ME-CFS, or just talk about how medicine has done that for quite some time.
So last week, I started off my bit talking about how patients are rarely centered in stories of science and medicine, and how long COVID was a rare and wonderful exception to that.
And while it's still absolutely the case that the history of ME-CFS has been shaped, especially
within the past few decades, by patient advocates who rightfully demanded a seat at the table,
most of the story that I'm going to tell today has to do with what medicine and the rapidly
dividing branches of medicine saw in their patients and how that influenced their definitions
of disease. For this telling, I'm going to use names as sort of my
guide posts because there's a lot that we can tell from a name. Like we've already talked about
chronic fatigue syndrome and some of the issues with that particular name. Over the course of about
250 years or so, what we know today as ME-CFS, this condition has been known by many other names. If we
start back at the earliest, that name would be Fabricula. Yep. Described? I had not either. This is described
1750 by Sir Richard Manningham as, quote, little low, continued fever, little transient
chilliness, listlessness with great lassitude, and weariness all over the body, little flying
pains, sometimes the patient is a little delirious and forgetful, end quote.
Why is everything a little, like a little, a little of this, a little bit of this and a little bit of that,
a sprinkling of fatigue, a sprinkling of fever.
I have to say I like the word lassitude. Yeah. Interesting. And that's called what fibratica?
Fabricula. Don't worry. We're not going to, we're not going to revisit it. I felt like I had to include it just for posterity's sake or something.
Okay. Yeah, I also have no idea how widely this term was used. It doesn't really seem clear. But the author did make a note, the author of this, like from 1750, did make a note that he had seen something similar described in Hippocratic text.
So, you know, it doesn't seem to be a new illness, not in 1750, nor does it seem to be a new illness in the 1800s, nor does it seem to be a new illness in the 20th century, which is the opposite of what some physicians will have you believe when they describe it as, quote unquote, yuppie flu or 20th century illness.
Okay. We're getting spicy already. Oh, yeah. Yeah. Every, well, I mean, when I say every, I mean, like, at least in the 1800s and the 1900s, these groups of physicians seem to think that, like, this is an illness unique to our time and society's place in our time. So the next name along our journey is no exception to this. Neurosthenia.
Okay.
So I want to spend some time, like a good deal of time, with neurasthenia, because I think that we'll see
some parallels with ME-CFS in the second half of the 20th century, especially as it relates to
this divide of like mind-body or physical psychiatric.
And, you know, just like the medical gaslighting that's so prominent, all of that stuff.
Okay.
So what was neurasthenia?
in short, exhaustion of the nervous system.
Nervous exhaustion.
Or if Greek translation is really more your thing, want of strength in the nerve.
Okay.
This term had been around since around the 1820s or so, but it really took off in popularity
in 1869 when the physician George Beard published an article about it.
He listed many symptoms associated with neurasenia like nerve pain, indigestion, headache,
insomnia, depression, and fatigue, especially fatigue after slight exertion, and which prevents
someone from living the life the way they had before.
Okay.
Okay.
That's pretty.
Yeah.
Pretty in alignment.
Being as he was, the personal physician to much of the upper and middle class in the
New York neighborhoods where he lived, Beard, of course, saw social class and gender
patterns in who was prone to neurothenia.
essentially wealthy successful businessmen who became overwhelmed by the fast-paced and competitive
city living that was a result of the industrial revolution and this like growth of capitalism i guess
or women of the quote-unquote better class whose already sensitive nervous systems were pushed to
the brink with the difficulties of maintaining a household or going out and about in high society
So it was a sensitivity of the upper classes primarily.
Of course.
I have feelings about that, Erin.
Oh, it was also when a woman got an education and then developed neurasthenia.
It was- Those pesky educations are always ruining women.
Right.
It was, oh, you studied too much.
You learned too much.
Your body can't handle that.
You should have this.
You gave yourself a migraine and then neurasenia.
Yep.
Yep. But yeah, this sort of reflects a lot of the other diseases that we've talked about on the podcast.
And like I can't remember any specifically. But it's just sort of like the cost of progress, right?
Right.
This new society, the way that we're living, you know, the cities, everything, the growth, it's all leading to disease.
I also have to say it gives the same vibes of like, you know how every couple of years there's headlines like the video games are destroying our youth.
And, like, if you look back, there's been headlines about TV doing the same thing,
the newspaper doing the same thing, the printing press.
Like, it's the same thing, guys, over and over.
Like, it's not anything new.
Right.
But, Aaron, social media is destroying our lives.
Social media is destroying the use.
TikTok.
TikTok.
We're on TikTok, by the way.
We are.
Nice shout out.
But, yeah, so Beard also, I think, is really fascinating.
counted himself among those with neurasinia.
As a younger professional, he had been stricken down,
but recovered through resilience and possibly electrotherapy.
It's not really clear.
Great job, Beard.
Yeah.
We'd be resilient.
But Beard's reports spurred others primarily in the U.S.
to compile their own case reports on neurasenia,
which tended to confirm what Beard said,
depending on their patient population.
So if your primary patient population was the upper middle class of New York City, that's who you thought was going to get neurasinia.
If you were a rural doctor, then it was people who worked on the farm for very long hours.
Like, basically, everyone was susceptible.
Yeah.
Exactly.
Exactly.
And also, I will say, too, that it seemed like the distribution or the likelihood of getting neurasenia was similarly distributed among the sexes across sex.
So it was like equal rates.
rates, males, females.
Yeah.
But of course, also, like, who you said was likely to get neurasinia, and their reasons for getting
neurasinia very much played into, like, maintaining these hierarchies of class and gender structures
of the day.
Neuracenia was seen as the, quote-unquote, half-sister of hysteria.
It was the more respectable diagnosis of the two.
So let me just read you.
a quote from a 1915 paper by Edward Angel. He puts it like this, quote, the neurasthenic would,
but cannot. The hysteric could, but will not. Stop it. Aaron. Wow. Okay. No, I know. Isn't that
wonderful? It's so nice. Oh, my God. Okay. Interesting. Yeah.
Interesting. I mean, hysteria aside. Interesting that it is sort of a, it does seem like they're saying this is a real thing. People can't, can't not, like they are not well. And it's not because they are faking it or it's in their head.
They're choosing to be sick. Yeah. Exactly. And so that is, that is something that really stuck out to me in researching the history of neurasenia because, you know, what Beard thought was causing.
neurasenia was I mean he did of course say that the the ills of modern society played a role in
this but there was a biological mechanism beard was a neurologist and around this time
neurologists saw anything related to do with the nervous system and as well as psychiatry
so it was sort of this like blended unspecialized focus or like not as specialized as it is
and it became in later decades.
And so he saw neurasthenia as having a neurological, physical basis.
He was inspired by the laws of thermodynamics,
which really were only formalized in the 19th century,
which I think is really interesting to kind of like take other knowledge developments
that are happening around this time and how that influenced medicine.
Really cool.
But he applied these notions to,
the nervous system and nervous force in particular. And so if the problem was nervous exhaustion,
then the obvious solution would be to get more rest, the quote unquote rest cure.
Interesting.
Which is exactly what it sounds like. So a bunch of retreats popped up across the U.S.,
central Europe and the U.K. These retreats were where people could go to restore their stores of energy.
You know, in theory.
Mm-hmm.
And I want to just side note.
I can't, I like was like, should I cut this?
Is this interesting enough?
I find it interesting, so I'm going to make you all listen to this.
Okay.
But here's my little fun fact.
Erin, does the name Charlotte Perkins Gilman sound familiar to you at all?
No.
Okay.
What about the short story, the yellow wallpaper?
Nope.
Okay.
Sorry.
I think I read this in like high school English.
English or something like that. I can't remember where I came across it. But the yellow wallpaper
written by Charlotte Perkins Gilman is an amazing piece of early feminist literature published in,
I think, 1892. And it tells the story of a woman whose husband, a doctor, forces her to rest
in a room in a rented mansion after the birth of her baby. She's not allowed to write, she's not
allowed to read, she's not allowed to see anyone, just complete and total rest. This is the rest cure.
You should definitely read it if you haven't, and you can find it for free on the internet.
I'm going to post a link.
Okay.
But I can't resist reading you a quote from this.
Quote, John, the narrator's husband, is a physician.
And perhaps, I would not say it to a living soul, of course, but this is dead paper and a great relief to my mind.
Perhaps that is one reason I do not get well faster.
You see, he does not believe I am sick.
And what can one do?
If a physician of high standing and one's own husband assures friends and relatives that there is really nothing to matter with one but temporary nervous depression, a slight hysterical tendency, what is one to do?
End quote.
It's good.
It's so good.
Go read it.
Go read it.
It's great.
Okay.
So back to neurasthenia.
What was becoming apparent at the turn of the 20th century was that no matter how much rest someone was getting,
no matter how much electrotherapy they were receiving, because that was popular for a time,
no matter how many quote-unquote Americanitis tonics they drank, that was a real thing.
It was also called Americanitis.
Wait, wasn't there something else that was called Americanitis?
Oh, I'm sure.
I can't remember probably.
Oh, my gosh.
That sounds so familiar.
Maybe you just told me that about this while we were researching.
I don't know.
No, it sounds familiar to me too.
I don't know.
I'll Google it later.
We'll Google it.
people didn't seem to be getting any better. And so this then cast doubt on Beard's hypothesis
that the root cause of neurasenia was a nervous system issue, along with the fact that people
weren't finding consistent results in like dissected nerves. They couldn't find out where the
problem was. Like there was, they couldn't distinguish someone who had neurasthenia from someone who had,
who did not have neurasthenia based on dissections. Okay.
So this led to by the early 20th century in neurasthenia rapidly falling out of style as a neurological diagnosis.
And this was not just because of this like the rest cure not working, not finding a nervous or like a nerve basis for this disease.
But it was also because of medical specialization, especially sort of the division of this field of neurology that kind of went to,
neurology and then psychiatry. And so this led to this mind-body divide in medicine that hadn't really
been there as much before. And what I mean by this is that conditions tended to be described as
all physical, where the signs and symptoms were from a physical, quote-unquote, organic cause
or psychological, where everything was arising in the mind. And to get better, it was either
if you didn't get better, it's because you didn't want to get better.
Before this divide, patients tended to be treated more holistically, and all of their symptoms were taken into account, whether objective or subjective, like something like pain.
The message became, if we can't tell that you're experiencing something real, then it must be all in your head.
And your physical problems are the result of your mental issues.
So like this causal arrow only went in one direction.
You're the one to blame because you want to be this way.
Or for children, the mother was to blame.
Oh, always.
Always blame the mother.
This is that same guy who said the hysteric can but will not.
So you know it's going to be good.
Yeah.
Quote, timidity so often inculcated by an overzealous mother also is one of
the early influences which later contributes its share to a neurasthenic diastasis.
The forcing process of ambitious mothers is very reprehensible and, at times, a later cause of
disastrous breakdowns, end quote.
And if you read more of this, it's like, you know, either too strict, not strict enough,
too much education, not enough education. Basically, you can't do anything right, moms.
Moms cannot do anything right and are responsible for 100% of their children's issues.
Always, always.
But neurasthenia also faded from sort of public consciousness or at least like popular diagnosis
because it was never well defined to begin with.
And, you know, I think that there is something to that.
But I also think that it was sort of overused and eventually became broken down into other
more specific diagnoses, largely psychiatric.
And, you know, it did make me wonder how many people with, who were diagnosed with neurosinia in the late 19th century would be diagnosed with MECFS today. I have no idea. But I do think that at least probably a subset did have symptoms that would fit into that category that would lead to a diagnosis of MECFS. It's not, so like neurasenia is not a perfect, it's not the originator. It's not the thing. It's like a perfect. It's like a perfect.
parallel or anything. Right. It's, it's a, but it is a likely precursor. All right. So now I'm going to
skip ahead to the 1930s where we meet our next name. This decade, a series of epidemics of what was
initially thought to be polio took place around the world. Yep, you know this. But people realized
that this illness was milder than polio. It was more commonly seen in adults. And it resulted in fewer
cases of paralysis and death. And so it was designated as quote-unquote epidemic neuromyestinia.
Several of these outbreaks happened in hospitals among staff, like the Los Angeles and Switzerland
epidemics in the 1930s, or among military in close contact, also in Switzerland. And I won't list
all of the symptoms, but among them were initial systemic and meningial symptoms that were similar
to polio, temperature fluctuations resulting in fever, localized muscular weakness, extreme fatigue,
sensory changes, pain, recurrence of symptoms, and a long, sometimes years-long period of recovery.
The cause of these epidemics was still a mystery when another larger scale outbreak of something
similar happened in Iceland between 1948 and 1949. So this is 841 cases out of a population of
15,000.
Wow.
Pretty high attack rate.
Yeah.
Pretty sizable.
And this gave rise to the name Icelandic disease.
Again, extreme pain and fatigue was a feature.
And recovery was long.
So one researcher went back like seven years after this epidemic happened and found
that only 25% of those who were most severely affected had recovered completely.
And most still had pain.
neurological symptoms and fatigue. And interestingly, this is where the enterovirus is coming. Yes. Well,
Polio virus is an interovirus. Exactly. Exactly. So an outbreak of polio in Iceland,
several years after this sort of mysterious outbreak, failed to take hold in the affected region.
And children in that affected region, who were later given the polio vaccine, had really high antibody
tighters, which led people to suggest that what was causing quote-unquote epidemic neuromyasthenia
was some kind of enterovirus related to poliovirus. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, and it's entirely
possible. Like, yeah. In the early 1950s, a few more outbreaks of epidemic neuromyasthenia
cropped up in Australia, Florida, South Africa, Denmark, and elsewhere. But the one that would give us
our next name took place in London, England at the Royal Free Hospital in 1955.
Between July 13th and November 24th of that year,
292 members of the medical, nursing, and administrative staff of the hospital came down with an unknown disease,
and 255 were admitted.
So throwback to last week and the whole medical practitioner patients,
lending credence to a poorly understood disease,
it definitely had a role to play and a role that would soon be undermined.
Oh dear.
Foreshadowing.
Yeah.
The acute phase of this illness included malaise, headache, swollen lymph nodes, depression, mild sore throat, nausea, GI symptoms,
and later, dizziness, extreme pain in the back, neck and limbs, and fatigue.
It was clearly contagious.
but no one could track down the cause,
and royal free disease,
which is what it was initially termed,
became, quote, benign myalgic encephalomyelitis.
To reflect, quote,
the absent mortality, the severe muscle pains,
the evidence of parinchlamal damage to the nervous system,
and the presumed inflammatory nature of the disorder, end quote.
Yep.
And maybe you're thinking,
benign.
Like, why?
That is not, just not reflect accurately this disease at all.
And yes, I would agree with you.
And many other people would also agree with you, including Dr. Melvin Ramsey, which I'll
tell you later about in a second.
But for now, the benign thing is the least of our problems.
Because in 1970,
15 years after this Royal Free Hospital outbreak, which people were still not fully recovered from,
two papers came out in the British Medical Journal by psychiatrist McEvity and beard, a different
beard, by the way. That said, in fact, in fact. He wasn't allowed for 100 years. I know. And these
papers said, essentially, they're making it all up from the abstract of one of these papers.
Oh my God. I'm sorry. I just need to take a break.
breath because I know I'm about to get so frustrated. Okay. I know. Quote, it is concluded that there is
little evidence of an organic disease affecting the central nervous system and that epidemic
hysteria is a much more likely explanation. The data which support this hypothesis are the high
attack rate in females compared with males, the intensity of the malaise compared with the slight
pyrexia, the presence of subjective features similar to those seen in previous epidemics of hysteria,
over-breathing, et cetera, end quote. There's more to it.
It's just like, we didn't think that you looked that sick and therefore you're making it up.
Right. That's what they're saying. Also, you're female.
Uh-huh. Oh, yeah. They absolutely did not attend the statistics class where they learned that an absence of evidence
is not evidence of absence.
It's not the same thing.
They end the article by saying,
okay, yeah, I know we know mass hysteria
doesn't have the greatest connotations,
but, quote,
the occurrence of a mass hysterical reaction
shows not that the population is psychologically abnormal,
but merely that it is socially segregated
and consists predominantly of young females.
end quote. Can you believe that? They made it so much worse. How do you make it worse? How do you do that?
I know. I know. I know. This is British medical journal. This is from the 1970s, Aaron?
1970. Yes. Yep. Wow. Yep. And I just to underline how egregious these papers are,
I want to read you something from a 1956 paper about that,
Royal Free Hospital outbreak speculating on the cause. And so this was by Ramsey, Melvin Ramsey,
the doctor that I mentioned, who did a lot of work on this particular outbreak. This is 1956, 14 years
before, quote, it remains to identify this syndrome more precisely, but we believe that its
characteristics are now sufficiently clear to differentiate it from poliomyelitis, epidemic
myalgia, glandular fever, the forms of epidemic encephalitis, all. We believe, the forms of epidemic encephalitis,
already described and need it be said, hysteria, end quote. Apparently, it did need to be said,
and I guess it wasn't said loudly enough.
They just choose to ignore it. They'd choose to ignore it. And those McEvity and beard papers
became an absolute hit. And they led to a decades-long battle to get the medical community to
recognize that this is a disabling medical condition in need of treatment and care and not
just like psychotherapy.
Nicknames like Yuppie Flu or 20th century illness popped up to reflect this disturbingly popular
feeling that this was just an imagined disease by people who felt disconnected to their
community or who were bored and wanted attention from a doctor just stressed out.
by discrediting the physical basis for this condition, McEvity and Beard and subsequent doctors set back the field tremendously,
making it more difficult to get funding for research, discouraging medical interest in the condition,
and breaking the trust that patients have for their health care providers.
Not to mention what never being believed does to a person.
Fortunately, there was still a strong contingent of physicians,
researchers who fought against this mass hysteria diagnosis, including Dr. Melvin Ramsey,
who also got the word benign, dropped from benign myelgic encephalomyelitis in the 1980s to reflect
that, like, no, this may not kill you, but it is severe, can be severely disabling,
certainly not benign. Ramsey also published the first diagnostic criteria for ME in 1986,
and it was like one of the first clear ones that people could finally use to be like this,
diagnosis. And around the same time in the 1980s, the mid-1980s, a couple more outbreaks of what
seemed to be mononucleosis happened in the U.S., specifically in Nevada and New York. And these cases
were linked to Epstein-Bar virus, leading to the name Epstein-Bar-Virus syndrome. And research later
cast doubt on that connection, or at least like EBV being the universal cause. I think at
this point, people were still seeking a universal cause for this, which makes sense.
Yeah.
Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. And so the CDC then once that, once that connection was kind of on
shakier ground, the CDC came up with the name Chronic Fatigue Syndrome in 1988 to be more,
quote, neutral and inclusive. And like we've talked, we've talked about the issues with this
name, largely with being stigmatizing and trivializing. And so hopefully we'll be getting another
name change in the future. And hopefully that will take, you know, patient opinions into account.
It would not be nice. Maybe have people with ME-CFS be part of the conversation.
Anyway. So MECFS finally began to gain some broader medical support in the 2010s, the 2010s, not that long ago.
Yeah. As studies came out showing immunological differences in people with ME-CFS,
compared to those without the condition.
And this was a really important development because it meant finding new avenues for treatments,
conducting clinical trials and developing treatment plans,
which up to this point had pretty much focused solely on mental health strategies
as opposed to a biological approach.
Of course, I really want to emphasize that addressing the mental health aspect of this
and other chronic diseases and just like life in general is a crucial.
critical part of treatment. But the labeling of this disease as solely of psychological origin
as a result of too much stress, it shuts down other avenues of research or treatment,
which could bring much needed relief to someone. And I understand the argument that this tendency
of medicine to declare a disease, quote unquote, legitimate only if it has a detectable biological
as opposed to mental origin, just further stigmatizes mental illness.
But I think the point is bigger than that, that maybe by fixating so much on this mind-body
divide and the need to categorize things as psychological or biological, does a disservice
to everyone, patient, physician, researcher alike.
We know that our mental health can affect our physical sense of well-being, and we likewise
know that our physical health can very much affect our mental health.
mental sense of well-being. The road can go both ways, and it can be entirely parallel, as in
our physical health may have nothing to do with our mental health at any given moment and vice versa.
MECFS has shown, over the centuries, really, if we go back to neurasthenia, that we miss the big
picture if we're obsessed with the individual parts. Categorizing MECFS solely within psychiatry
has invited victim-blaming and gaslighting
where a health care provider can say,
your test came back normal.
There's nothing wrong with you.
You just lack the resilience to deal with the modern world.
Oh, the CBT I've prescribed for you isn't working.
That's because you're not trying hard enough.
And to persist with that approach solely with that approach,
when we have evidence to the contrary,
evidence which you thoroughly explained, Erin,
it's regressive.
It takes us back.
to at least the mass hysteria of the 1970s, if not straight up back to Freud. Do we really want to be
with Freud at this point? Please, like, let's not. And similarly, medicine as a field, I think,
has really underappreciated, at least until recently, the mental health impacts of diseases,
chronic diseases in particular. The bottom line that I'm trying to make with all of this is that I
am once again asking you to believe people, to listen to people, and to remember that we
don't know everything. And so with that, Erin, I'm handing it over to you.
Oh, what a place to take over from. I, oh, I agree entirely. Let's take a quick break
and get into more, honestly, of the same and some numbers with what we're dealing with
right after this break. You're not going to be surprised to know that we don't have great numbers,
but let's talk about what we have.
In the U.S., most public health agencies and the CDC estimate that between 836,000 and 2.5 million people, just a pretty huge range there.
Yeah.
In the U.S. are living with ME-CFS.
Okay.
A significant number of people who likely meet these criteria have never gotten a diagnosis.
So can you tell me more about that?
Yeah. I can also tell you more because there is also a difference in severity.
It cannot be stressed enough, I think, how debilitating ME-CFS can be.
And at the same time, there can be a wide range. So it's estimated that only about 5% of people
recover to their pre-existing, like pre-illness baseline.
So almost everyone who has a diagnosis or who meets criteria for ME CFS will not fully recover.
About 25% of people with ME CFS are estimated to have severe or very severe CFS or ME, meaning that they are housebound or bedbound.
They are so ill that they can't leave their house.
They cannot do things like go to the grocery store.
Sometimes they don't have the strength to get out of bed, like we talked about in long COVID.
This can be a severely debilitating disease for about 25% of people with ME-CFS,
which means that 75% of people are struggling with very similar symptoms and somehow still functioning,
which is like it's just so depressing, I think, because the other thing is that when we look at this
statistics in terms of who gets diagnosed with MECFS. Across the board, significantly, it's a
significantly higher risk factor to be assigned female at birth. People assigned female at birth are like
one and a half to two times more likely to have MECFS than people assigned male at birth.
What are the biological underpinnings of that? We still don't know, right? And we've talked a lot
about these kind of like sex differences in disease, things like migraines, things like long COVID.
MS.
MS.
Exactly.
Yeah.
We don't know necessarily what these biological underpinnings are, lupus.
But it exists, right?
People assign female at birth significantly more likely to have MECFS.
But also, you are significantly more likely to be diagnosed with MECFS if you're white than if you're a person of color.
Is that a biological basis or is that lack of access?
Is that lack of recognizing?
is that lack of like being able to get a diagnosis because nobody believes you in the health care system.
Mm-hmm.
Right?
So there's a lot.
There's a lot.
It's also suggested, and I think that this is, like, we've talked a lot on this podcast about how we don't like to just look at like the economy or like the numbers of like dollars lost.
Right.
At the same time, what I think is astounding.
is that a lot of studies suggest that only about half of people with ME-CFS are able to work at all,
and about 19% of people with ME-C-FS are able to work full-time. And like, I do not think that we should
base someone's worth on their ability to work full-time, especially in America, where our work
culture is ridiculous. Your worth is not tied to your productivity. At the same time, for an economy,
that is hugely important. How are we ignoring up to 2 million people, half of whom can't work because of how debilitating their real illness is? Like, how are we ignoring this to the extent that we're ignoring it? How is this still not taught in most medical schools? Because by the way, it's not. It's not on the curriculum for most medical schools. I didn't learn about ME-CFS until I was in residency. I'm sorry, what?
Yep, I had a patient who has MECFS, and that was the first time that I had heard the term myelagic encephalomyelitis, because it was not taught at my medical school.
I am speechless.
Yeah, you should be.
And that's not just me saying that.
That is straight from the CDC website, that it is not on the curriculum for a lot of medical schools, not just mine.
So two million people, up to two million, like over two million people in the U.S.
And we wonder why people can't get a diagnosis.
Okay?
You never heard of it.
You can't diagnose it.
Right?
If it's not on your differential, then it doesn't exist.
And that's just the U.S.
Globally, the estimates are all over the place.
They are not great.
Most studies cite anywhere between 17 and 24 million people likely live with ME-CFS.
A lot of prevalent studies try and estimate, like, global,
prevalence at around 1%, but again, who knows?
We just don't have good data on this.
But what we know is that we are talking about millions of people who are living with a debilitating
illness.
And at this point, we do not have any specific treatments for ME-CFS.
We have nothing that approximate a cure.
We have nothing that targets the underlying.
dysfunction because we still don't know what that underlying dysfunction is or how many different
disorders there might be that we are calling MECFS.
So that doesn't mean we have nothing.
Hope is not all lost.
Right now, treatment largely focuses on symptoms and getting back to functionality.
Okay.
An important thing that I want to mention at the top is that it used to be the case that
something called graded exercise therapy or get and CBT cognitive behavioral therapy, which I love
for indications like anxiety or depression or panic disorder that have really good evidence,
are not effective for ME-CFS, period. They used to be recommended. Mainstay of treatment,
no longer. That is not the thing. One thing that is often recommended as treatment,
and most of the data suggests that it is helpful is something.
called pacing. And this is kind of like, I think of it as like the opposite of a graded
exercise therapy. It's not trying to increase your activity. It is trying to do only the amount
of activity that you can without exerting yourself to the point that you end up with post-exertional
malaise. Because with someone with MECFS, if they exert themselves to that point, the recovery
can be immense. And it can take significantly longer to then get back to just where you
were before you exerted yourself. I just, I, I, I was thinking about this pacing and how difficult.
Like, how do you know that you pushed yourself too far until, you know, like, yeah. It's so hard. I think
what one of the things that's so hard is that it relies so much on someone having to be so hyper aware of
their abilities in a way that most of us are not. Like, I don't think that hard about what I could or
couldn't do. And so someone living with ME-CFS, they have to do that for themselves all the time.
Like, that alone, that cognitive load is exhausting, right? So, yeah, that's, that is really difficult.
but pacing can be really helpful in alleviating that fatigue and in avoiding that post-exertional malaise.
Things like CBT could still be helpful in combination with other treatments if there is comorbid anxiety or depression because like you mentioned, Aaron,
mental health in living with chronic disease can severely be affected just by living with chronic disease, right?
And then we get into kind of more medicine, I guess, based treatments of like, how are we trying
to target some of these underlying biologic changes that we know are happening? And here,
there's a whole range of things that have been tried, some of which have evidence that they're
beneficial, a lot of which are still under investigation, but that doesn't mean that people
might not be using them already. And so this includes even things like using antivirals to try and
target herpes viruses in people who have high viral loads. That has been shown to maybe be
beneficial for some people with MECFS. A really interesting one that has a lot of good data,
again, for some people with MECFS, is using low dose naltrexone. Naltrexone is a medicine that we also
use for treatment of like alcohol use disorder or opioid use disorder and things like that.
It's a, I don't need to get into the mechanism, but using it at really low doses helps
target inflammation and bring inflammation down overall because while it targets opioid receptors,
it also targets like other receptors that help reduce inflammation.
There's also been other like immune modulators that people have tried to target if there's
auto-antibodies that are going on for some people.
Perhaps you kind of asked, are there immune system things that we can do?
people have tried. But the other big category that I think is really promising and needs a lot more
research because at this point, most of these treatments are in the stage where they're kind of
supplements that are non-FDA regulated and they're not treated as pharmaceuticals yet.
But that is using things like antioxidants and metabolic precursors. So that means things like
ubiquinol, which is reduced CO-10. Anyone who shops at Costco might see that you
can buy co-Q-10 on the shelves.
Right?
Is Costco the only place where you can get this?
It's just where I see.
Costco has such a huge supplements area.
Oh, yeah.
You can't ignore it.
Yeah.
And we have feelings about supplements.
We're going to do an episode on it later.
We are, yeah.
We are.
But in this case, there is evidence that things like ubiquinol and selenium or even using
NADH, which, again, these are all precursors.
in those energy metabolisms that our cells are doing,
in a lot of cases, these are helpful in reducing the symptoms of ME and CFS.
But again, we'll get into the issues with supplements
and the fact that they're not necessarily FDA regulated.
So how do you know that you're getting a good one?
That's part of the issue here.
It's like these things need to be researched so that they're FDA regulated
so that we know that people are getting things that are actually going to help them based on the data.
Right.
So there's a lot of work, I think, being done. And the other huge area of research that will help us eventually develop better therapeutics is trying to identify biomarkers, because that will help us with the diagnostics, right? Being able to more definitively diagnose someone with MECFS or distinguish maybe between these different variants, perhaps, of MECFS. But also eventually then develop therapeutics to totally.
target if there are biomarkers that are targetable.
Like, can we reduce this specific inflammatory cytokine?
Can we increase these T-cell functions?
I don't know.
We don't have that yet, but that is where I think the research is going and needs to go
to be able to actually help people the most.
Yeah.
That is what I know about MECFS.
There's a whole lot we know and a whole lot we don't know.
Surprise, surprise.
And speaking of stuff we do know, sources?
Sources.
Okay.
So I have so many sources, Erin, it is overwhelming.
And I just want to, before, I want to preface this by saying that there are a lot of sources
that you will find on our sources table on our post for this episode.
And not all of those sources are like for information that is useful or helpful or accurate,
but it's more about like showing how far we've come. So for instance, I have cited those papers
from 1970 that said that MECFS is mass hysteria. So just keep that in mind. But I will say that
one of the best sources for sort of tracing the history of MECFS is called beyond myelogic encephalomyelitis
slash chronic fatigue syndrome, redefining an illness. And this was published by the Institute of Medicine
in 2015.
I can also vouch for that.
It was a really great source
for some of the biology as well.
If you want more details on the
immunology of MECFS,
there's a paper from Horning at all in 2015
called Distinct Plasma Immune Signatures
and MECFS are present early
in the course of illness,
as well as a paper from 2023
by MassCode at all
that was biomarkers for myelogic encephalitis
and chronic fatigue syndrome,
a systematic review.
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