Tin Foil Hat With Sam Tripoli - #419: The Akashic Records With Amy Belair

Episode Date: January 29, 2021

Thank you so much for tuning in for another episode of Tin Foil Hat with Sam Tripoli. This episode we welcome Third Eye Awakening's Amy Belair to the show to discuss the Akashic Records and the One Un...iversal Consciousness. Amy tells a story that is an all time TFH classic! Thank you for your support. Check out Amy Belair's internet: FB group: https://www.facebook.com/groups/689183238210606/?ref=share IG: https://www.instagram.com/thenorthstar.love/ Linktree: https://linktr.ee/thenorthstar.love See Sam Tripoli Live: Raleigh N.C.: February 18th-20th at Goodnights Comedy Club https://www.goodnightscomedy.com/events/41172 Please check out Sam Tripoli's new podcast: Cash Daddies with Sam Tripoli and Howie Dewey Youtube: Youtube.com/Samtripolicomedy Tin Foil Hat Social Media: Tin Foil Hat Podcast: Instagram: Instagram.com/TinFoilHatCast Sam Tripoli: Insta: @SamTripoli Twitter: @RoninSamTripoli XG: Twitter: twitter.com/xgmarksthespot Instagram: instagram.com/xgmarksthespot/ Podcast: George Perez Stories podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/geor…es/id1517740242 We Don't Smoke The Same: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCt2REu6BgMyEtk1OLiXWzPQ Johnny Woodard: twitter: twitter.com/JohnnyWoodard instagram: instagram.com/johnnyawoodard Podcast: Broken Simulation podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/brok…li/id1506303807 Patreon: Patreon.com/TinFoilHat Patreon.com/BryanCallen Check out my new spiritual podcast called Zero on Rokfin: Rokfin.com/zero Tshirts: TinFoilHattshirts.com Coffee Cups: TinFoilHatswag.com SUBSCRIBE: https://bit.ly/2Sr53bT Please Check Out The New Union Of The Unwanted Podcast: The Union of The Unwanted is an Alt-Media round-table hangout show hosted by Ricky Varandas, Sam Tripoli, Midnight Mike, and Charlie Robinson. 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Starting point is 00:00:00 Tinfoil Hap. Oh, what the fuck are you guys even talking about? Global controls will have to be imposed. And a world governing body will be created to enforce them. Welcome to Tinfoil Haas. We go deep home, boy. Aaron, open your mic. Drink from the fountain of knowledge.
Starting point is 00:00:27 There's lizard people everywhere. That's some interdimensional mindek. Wake up, Aaron. This is only the beginning. You just move my mind. Are you ready to get your mind down? Ah, yeah. What the fuck was that? What are you doing?
Starting point is 00:00:52 Good morning, Swarm. And welcome to Timful. You know I am. You know I am. I'm here to rock. Yeah, joining me in seat too. You know is to love of the young Christian warrior Xavier Guerrero. What's up?
Starting point is 00:01:08 Ah, you know, we don't smoke the same is shooting up the charts. It's blowing up, dude. For sure, and on the ones and twos, the man with the big foot. Everyone loves him. Johnny Woodard, aka Johnny. se me a picture of your pregnant foot foot foot foot foot foot foot foot th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. to. to. to. th. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. to. th. th. to. th. th. th. the th. the th. th. the the the th. the the too. the too. the the too. too. to. to. to. to. to. to. the to. the? Johnny, send me a picture of your pregnant foot. Damn. It's bad, right? Bad.
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Starting point is 00:02:10 to give so everybody can focus on the show full-time and that people have to be able to pay their bills. So but if you really don't want to listen to them anymore we've heard your cries and we're offering them on the Patreon.com slash Timfoilhat $5 make you holler. Okay? That's where that's at. A month you get all the episodes that we do which is usually anywhere from 8 to 12 ads free. Okay? Boom. There you go. Check out the Patreon. I'm killing it on there. Okay Also I have a spiritual podcast called zero. It is available exclusively on Rockfin. It is a great way to deal with the chaos and this episode We're about to do let me tell you something. This is exactly what zero is if you love this stuff You should check out zero because that's the conversations that we're having it's like we're all very special people you need to understand that you're a this. this. this. this. this. this is, this is, this is, this is, this is, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, the the th, the the th, the th, the th, th, the tho, the the the the the the the the the the tho, the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th is is is is is is is tho, tho, tho, tho, the the the the the the the the the the the the theyooo, thoo, tho, tho, the. the. because that's the conversations that we're happening it's like we're all very special people you need to
Starting point is 00:03:06 understand that you're you know you call paganism whatever you want it you are a god and you're having a human experience and you have to understand that so you can you can harness your power and she was on episode number 45 and she was an episode number 45 so if you're trying to get a little bit more go to zero. Great job Xavier was on fire today he has some dumb stuff and that's a powerful stuff but it was a really great episode I hope you guys are gonna enjoy it. Johnny broken simulation are people still loving it? Yeah yeah yeah it's going really well we're gonna move that over to the Timfoil Hat YouTube feed so if you want to watch that it'll be on this channel you're subs.... to. to. to. to go. to go. to go. to go. to go. J. J. J. J. J. J. J. J. J. to go. J. to go. J. to go. to go. J. to go. to go. to go. J. to go. to go. to go. J. J. to go. to go. to go. to go. they. they. they. they. they. they. they. they. they. the. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. to. to. to. the. the. to. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. the. the Timfoil Hat YouTube feed so if you want to watch that it'll be on this channel you're subscribed to. Yeah go to already hopefully and if you want to check out rockfin dot com slash greatest Rok Fion dot com slash greatest we
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Starting point is 00:04:15 Grab them. I will be visiting a lot of Johnny's family. They will be at Good Nights. Johnny will hopefully be doing a guest set. Five minutes of comedy, no one's ever heard of. Live on stage, people going crazy. Johnny's aunt and her black boyfriend will be there that night, celebrating interracial love, okay?
Starting point is 00:04:42 Just go to North, go to Good Nights and that is February 18th through the 20th. Go check that out and then we have I have I'm locking in Austin everybody I'm working on a February I'm working on New Jersey New Jersey is set I will be in New Jersey Jersey March 4th through the 6th that is locked in, okay? And you can go to Tips Comedy.com. Tickets are for sale. Yes, we're getting that made. Tickets are for sale. Myself, Tino Sanchez will be there to me and from the Cash Daddy's podcast, Howie will be there as well. And then April, I'm working April 20th through the 22nd, I will be at the House of Comedy in Arizona.
Starting point is 00:05:35 That's House of Comedy, Arizona. Please come see me live. I am booking gigs as we go. I'm working on, I'm working on, I am working on, um, I am working on, Texas. Texas. I'm working on I'm working on I am working on Texas. I'm working on Vegas I'm working on all these places I'd love to come to Alaska it all depends and if they're making me do some stupid quarantine and get a vaccine outside that any I will be there and I want to come to where you live just hit me up or and I'll put you to my booking agent
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Starting point is 00:06:21 Very excited. She was a guest on zero, and I I I to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. I, to. I, to. I, to. I, to. I, to. I, to be. I, to be. I, to be. to be. to be. to be. to be. the th. to be. to. to. to. to. to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to to the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th, th. We. We. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. th. th. I, th. th. th. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. th th th th tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. the. Very excited to have our next guest on. She was a guest on zero And I was like, I gotta get you on the main podcast So here she is she she has a podcast called third eye awakening. Please welcome to Timphol hat for the first of hopefully many appearances Amy Belair. How are you Amy? I'm great, Sam. Thank you for having me. I'm really excited to be here and to talk to the three of you guys. Mostly talk to me. Don't worry about them. Okay, all right. Well, we're very excited to come on. Real quick for our guests who may not be or our listeners who may not be familiar with you. Want you to tell our listeners a little bit about yourself and your podcast. Sure. So I'm just a regular person, more or less, an awesome, amazing magical being in disguise as a human. I'm from Canada.
Starting point is 00:07:11 I have three kids and another one on the way and I just live a regular life, but I read the Akashak records for people. So I help people to like look into their past lives, their soul history, figure out their soul blueprint, their life mission, their sole purpose, their weird karma, their weird relationship dynamics, all that kind of stuff. And I absolutely love doing it. I also teach a whole bunch of courses, some free, some priced, to help people, to help people connect with their own psychic abilities and their intuition because we're all powerfully psychic people. Well everything you're talking about is I absolutely love it. I'm excited to hear about it. I hope that you'd understand
Starting point is 00:07:54 that charging for services there's nothing wrong with that. There's a little bit of hesitation there. I just really feel that like value for value, you know peer to peer. If you work really hard there's nothing wrong with feel that like value for value, you know, peer-to-peer. If you work really hard, there's nothing wrong with making money off of what you love. I think there's a real delusion out there from some people that selling out is making money off your art. No. Selling out is taking a gig for the check. Okay, that to me. And there's nothing wrong with that either. But I mean, we're talking on a very, on a bigger level. We're not taking about, you know, because you need, you need got to pay your rent, you gotta go and grab a job, maybe you don't want. That's not selling out. I'm talking about. I'm talking about, I'm telling the tel. to be a flaming bag of dog shit, but th. the check, but the check, but the check, but the check, but the check, but the check, but the check, but the check, but the check, but the check, but the check, but the check, but the check, but the check, but the check, the check, the check, their their. the check, but the check, the check, their. their. their. their. their. their, their, their, their, their. their, their. their, their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. tap. tap. tap is tape, tape, toge. toge. toge. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. t it, that is selling out, and you can do that. I have no, like when I was young, I used to care about, I don't anymore.
Starting point is 00:08:46 But getting paid to do what you love, that is the blessings of life. And you know, I would love to pay rent and take care of two kids with all my love, but unfortunately we live in a monetary system where you have to, we're not to exchanging goods anymore, so we have to do that that that to do to do to do that to do to do that to do to do that that to do that to do to do that that to do to do that that that to do to do to do that to do that. So I'm very excited about that. I am very excited to talk about the Akashic records, many records. I am so into that and I'm so into this whole conversation because I think in these crazy times it is it is very very important to know that there's something bigger going on. And there's a bigger thing out there than what's right in front of your television and on your social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social social there than what's right in front of your television and on your social media. So much of everybody's problems is
Starting point is 00:09:29 is just on the television. They live, that is their pain, that is their suffering, and that's what they live through. And it's like no man, there's here right here in this space where we are, where you look like you're on the set of kill bill somewhere, Amy, right? I mean you, everything's fine, right? I mean it's like it's this need to find pain and suffering. Amy, where does your story start? Wow. Okay, well, I guess my story starts with spiritual awakening, which is what I talk about on my podcast. I really try to like create a conversation in a space that honors people's unique awakening journeys because it's so intense and it can be so alienating and make you feel like you're absolutely crazy which is what I
Starting point is 00:10:13 went through. So my whole 20s, I think I started to like awaken if you will, and what I mean is like just be able to start to perceive that there's more going on than what you know the conversation was when I was a kid in school right? So the the awakening process really started when I left my parents house at 18 and it just right away felt so yeah alienating I felt like I was crazy I thought I was a loser I was like I don't know why I can't just function in the world. the the world the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the conversation, the conversation, the the the, you the conversation, you the, you the conversation, you the conversation, you the conversation, you the conversation, you the conversation, you the conversation, you the, you the conversation, you the conversation, you the conversation, you the conversation, you the conversation, the conversation, the conversation, the conversation, the conversation, the conversation, the conversation, the the the conversation, the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th, th, th, th, th, th, the, the, the, the, the, theat theat theat theat theat theat theat theat theat the theat theeat theeeat thee. the conversation, the conversation, the conversation, the conversation, thought I was a loser. I was like, I don't know why I can't just function in the world by these, you know, fucked up priorities that we live by
Starting point is 00:10:53 and be happy with it like everybody else. Why I have to seem to overthink everything and explore everything and question everything and have these experiences that I think might all be in my head but they feel really real. It was just really lonely and like you couldn't pay me a million dollars to go back to my 20s. You just couldn't. I understand that man. I really do. As I'm hurling towards 50 I have a couple years. I look back and go, man I'm really entering that thing where like you're no longer youthful. But I got to be honest with you. I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, th, th, th, th, th, th, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, th, it thi, thi, it's just just th, it th, it th, it was just th, it was just th, it was just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just th, I, I, I th, I th, I th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. I thi, I'm thi, I'm thi, I'm thi, I'm thi, I'm just, I'm just thi, I'm thi, I'm thi, thi, thi, thi. thi. thi. thi. thi, thi, thi, thi, I'm really entering that thing where like you're no longer youthful. And it's, but I gotta be honest with you, I mean, especially after, since I had two kids, I'm really cool with it, man, there's no pressure. I like, I know, oh man, I wish I was going out.
Starting point is 00:11:35 I mean, it kind of like worked out. I had these kids and then this pandemic, which I can't stand, which is, you know, amazingly, suddenly everything's opening up now that Biden's in. Just, wow, how lucky is that? You know, but it's like I've been really easy with it. But yeah, man, I'm with you, man. I had a great time in my 20s. I was running and got in.
Starting point is 00:11:58 I checked a lot of shit off my, uh, my, you know, big board in life. But I wouldn I wouldn, th, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, th, you, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th. th. th. th. thi, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi. that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, how, how, how, how, how, how, how thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. th. I wouldn't go back to that man because it's so lost and it's like drowning I just 20s is like you're just paddling to stay up you know the money coming in they meet the girl being the cool place being the comedy club all that it's just like now it's like I don't care about any of it and like there's a part of me would love to be with you running and gunning, but there's also like, I like to be... I'm also jealous of you. I get in the airport and you're not throwing up.
Starting point is 00:12:32 If you want breakfast, I'm hung over, I'm like, fuck, life sounds great right now. So you, your 20s was crazy. I mean, I don't th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th. th. th. th. thin, thin, thin, thin, thin, thin, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, I'm, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, I'm to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm th. I'm thr. I'm thr. I'm thr. I'm thr. I'm thr. throwne thi. I'm thi. I'm to to to thi. I mean, I don't know, you're Canadian, so there's probably a lot of blow back then because Canada just gets better blow than America, and I don't understand that, the math of that does not make any sense to me, but it probably goes back to your health care system. I don't know why. But I'm like, dude, I remember,
Starting point is 00:12:56 I was like, this is great blow. you're a little older, you're still kicking a whole lot of ass. When did you start to realize that you had some kind of special ability? I really started to like really, really get into it five years ago. So, so I was on the past to become a midwife, which we talked about this on zero. It's a person who is similar to a doctor, but we only specialize in pregnancy, just pregnancy. And we just specialize in normal pregnancy that's going normally. So we do all the prenatal care and we attend births at hospital, home and birth centers, and we deliver the baby.
Starting point is 00:13:40 And then we do six weeks and postpartum care as well. So I really love that because I absolutely love babies, absolutely love kids and families and all that stuff. But it was really scientific, very laugh, brain, very logical. It was very eye opening about the medical paradigm and the medical system. And right in the middle of it, like when I was almost done,
Starting point is 00:14:02 I got pregnant by surprise and was very excited about it. And then through a series of shitty events, I ended up losing my newborn son. He was born prematurely. So I went through the whole thing of being in the hospital and all the like, you know, intense, high-risk pregnancy care and like a pretty rough birth. It could have been worse, but it was not a walk in the park, that's for sure.. And, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, like, the, like, like, like, like, like, like, like rough birth. It could have been worse, but it was not a walk in the park, that's for sure. And then I lost him, and so I had to, had to reconcile myself with that somehow, which was really challenging, but a huge gift. Like he gave me a huge, huge gift.
Starting point is 00:14:40 So I learned how to navigate trauma and darkness from there, and like grief and sorrow and all those horrible, like horrible parts of yourself th th th th th th th th th th th that th that th th th that th th thi that that thi that tha that that tha tha tha that tha tha tha that that tha that that that tha thate thi thi that that that that that that that that that that that that that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that th th th th th tha tha tha tha tha tha tha tha tha tha tha tha tha tha tha tha tha tha tha tha tha. tha thauuu tha. thaua tha. thauau thau thau tha. tha. tha trauma and darkness from there and like grief and sorrow and all those horrible, horrible parts of yourself that you access when you're in this low place. And I just needed to feel okay. Like I needed to be happy whenever I can possibly be happy because I was otherwise so overwhelmingly sad. And for me, I've always been interested in spiritual things, like obsessed, interested, like it's like my thing. And I never let myself do it because I had this running narrative that it's like flaky. It's just a stupid pursuit, right? It's like not a real thing.
Starting point is 00:15:21 And also that I wasn't anything special. So when I was coping with the grief of losing him, I just let myself go there because that was where I felt the most relief. So connecting with him, like I would receive messages from him before I was even conceived through the pregnancy. He basically gave me all the warnings he could so that I could not to like avoid it from happening but so that I could hope it hasn't happened. Prepare yourself. Yeah, exactly.
Starting point is 00:15:50 It was amazing and and then I felt him there, you know, like I felt him after he was born and after he died, he kept coming to me and I really realized like, oh fuck, like we don't really die, like our bodies die, but the love doesn't go away, the consciousness doesn't go away. We don't lose connection with our loved ones. And, you know, naturally, I just wanted to be in connection with him whenever I could. So I had to learn how to fine tune my vibration,
Starting point is 00:16:21 because he couldn't get through to me when I was in the depths of grief, like like like like like like like like like like like like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, to to to to to to toe, and toe, and toe, and to to, and I to, and to, and I to, and I to, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I, and to, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to to to to to to to to to to to to to to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, the to me when I was in the depths of grief, like the real dark depths, which I was still there sometimes because you can't avoid that. But whenever I got a break from it, I would fine-tune my vibration and reach higher and higher for him, and I would sort of meet him halfway, and he would come through and communicate with me. And the interesting thing was at the same time I became so sensitive to things like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, the the the to to to to to to the to to the to to thii, and the ci, and the ci, and to, and the ci, and the ci, and thi, and their, and their, and told, and their, and their, and their, and their, and their, and their, and their, and their, and their, and their, and their, and their, and toe, and thi... And, and toe, and toe, and toe.e, thi.e, thi.e, thi.e, thi.e, thi. And, thi. And, toea, toea, thi.eananananananitlipea, toea, thia, thia. And, toea, theyy. And at the same time I became so sensitive to things like crystals, other people's emotions, animals, plants, like I'm not a plant person but I was suddenly like wow like really aware of plant consciousness and things like that and I think it's just because I was reaching for such subtle levels of like that and I think it's just because I was reaching for such subtle
Starting point is 00:17:05 levels of communication that I inadvertently fine-tuned my radio dial to like really really you know subtle forms of communication from everyone not just him. Guys are you having trouble sleeping on your old piece of shit mattress? Are you? Johnny I had that. I'd had it. I hated it. There's nothing worse than sleeping on your own personal mattress that feels like you're sleeping in a crack hotel. Anybody else, Johnny, tell me about the time you were sleeping in that crack hotel. Well, think about how much time you spend in the bed, right? right? There's no one place you spend more time than the bed. And that's why you have to get a better mattress and there's no better mattress than Helix.
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Starting point is 00:18:29 I took the healy's quiz and I matched up with a nice, I like a big bed. I'm a big bad guy for a big, bone boy, okay? That's what I'm all about. Johnny, what are you asking? A queen bed for a side for side sleeper. Okay dude. Oh you're a side sleeper you're one of those. Oh God. Oh God we got to get you one. I just I did the quiz. Yeah what it was exactly like? I'm a side sleeper like Johnny. You really are? Do you do it in a fetal position? I really not talk about it. No matter how you sleep
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Starting point is 00:19:31 and two free pillows for our listeners. That's $200! Make you holler! Up to that! That's amazing, dude. Just go to Helix sleep.com slash Timfor. That's H-E-L-I-X sleep. And enjoy a good night's sleep. Now, did you have any of this as you were younger and just didn't realize it? Or was this traumatic event, which I'm not trying to sound like weird, but it's almost like in a comic book where our hero gets hit by lightning right and suddenly now he has this kind all the or him or her has these amazing abilities now it's like
Starting point is 00:20:12 this traumatic event happened to you and then all of a sudden you had these like senses that maybe you didn't know you had or maybe it amplified it but did you have anything before that? I mean as a kid I just feel like I was a regular kid, but I was pretty fucking smart. Like I could really sense when adults were lying, but I think all kids can, you know, and like I could feel people's feelings. I could sense people's bullshit motivations. I was pretty precocious, but I don't remember having psychic experiences as a kid, which is why I thought I wasn't psychic for years. I would literally think the thought, I wish I was psychic, while I was having psychic experiences,
Starting point is 00:20:52 because I didn't think I could, because I wasn't haunted by ghost as a kid. You know, when I wasn't seeing angels or talking to demons or whatever. I feel like I was just a normal person, but like at 18, it started at 18 it started to open up a lot and I would have Really interesting experiences, but it wasn't until I started to take them seriously after my son died and I started I wrote them all down all the ones I could remember where I was like, Oh, holy fuck, I'm psychic. I think this is amazing. I started, I learned about the Akashik records. There we go. I heard the words and it just called to me. I was like, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I was, th. I'm, th. I'm, th. th. th. th. th. th. I'm, th. th. I'm, th. th. th. I, th. I, th. Iashik records. I heard the words and it just called to me.
Starting point is 00:21:26 I was like, oh, that's where my answer is. And so... Hold on, so let's get into this because I've been dying to do an episode on this topic. Please explain to us what the Akashik records are. Okay. So the Akashik records basically like, the Akasha is a field of energy that exists all around us,
Starting point is 00:21:50 and it contains an imprint of everything that has ever happened, so every thought, word, feeling, action that a person commits or a soul commits. And so it's the Akashig records in the sense that every soul has its own records. It's like it contains every lifetime. It probably, I mean I can seem to tap into information in between lifetimes. It just, it's like a place, I don't know, for me it's like where the thumbprint of everything that ever happens gets recorded and I can feel that some print and sort of pull out information from there. It often gets compared to like a library
Starting point is 00:22:30 with a whole bunch of books and like every book is like one of your lifetimes. But I never literally see it like that. That's just not how it shows itself to me. To me, it feels more like your own personal cloud. Yeah, it sounds like a blockchain, right Johnny. That's which like like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, own personal cloud. Yeah, it sounds like a blockchain, right, Johnny? That's which like goes, like Max Kelcer's been talking about how like Bitcoin could be from God, like he believes that.
Starting point is 00:22:55 He's like, you sent down your son the first time, they didn't treat you very well. So now you send down something that they can't F with, right? You can't fuck with? And like, what if the blockchain is the Akashik record? Where is the blockchain? Does anyone know where it is? It's everywhere? It's all around? It's like the IKashik. Am I saying it correctly? that's what sounds like to me, Amy? I mean, like, yeah, it's kind of crazy. I feel like it's similar to the internet exactly XG. Like it's just it's there.
Starting point is 00:23:29 It's all around us. It contains information, but unless we have a portal to access it, we can't, you know, like I can't receive the information from the internet unless I have like a device to use it. Do you have vision of what this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this record. this record. this record. this record. this record. this record. this record. this record. this record. this record. this record. I this this record. I this th. I this this this th. I th. I to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the internet. the the internet. the the internet. the the the internet. the the the the the toe. Do you have visions of it? Is there a vision you ever have of? Of what this record look like? Is it just like a big thing in space? I feel like it's like a library. Well, she just said it's not library. Like, it's still feel like it could be like a library.
Starting point is 00:23:57 Where did you check out to? What were you thinking about? I know she says it's not like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, th......................................................... We think about George Press stories. We just said it's not the library. You're like, like, Bulldogs, it's kind of like the library. You're like, no, it's not like the library at all. I mean, it's like a library is just a way that a theybree is just a lot of people do. It's just the way that our psyche filters it into a context that we understand. The way it presents to me is like literally a cloud of mist.
Starting point is 00:24:31 And when you zero in on the cloud, it's comprised of like a gigilion, tiny droplets. And when you zero in on a droplet, it expands and holds like a story. Kind of like the hall of prophecies or whatever in Harry Potter. Oh, that's kind the the the the the way the way th th th th th th th thi thi thi thi thi thi thi that's that's thi and where is that's thi and where is thi and where is thus thus that's that's that's that's that's thi and that's that's that's that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that's that's that's that's that's that's thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. the. the. theat's theat is theat's thooooooooooooooooooooooe. that's that's that's that's that's that's in Harry Potter. Oh, that's kind of cool. And where does exist? Just in spirit realm? Everywhere? Yeah, it's just everywhere. So it's like, it's a frequency, a vibrational frequency of consciousness. Can you meditate to get there? Yeah. Yeah. And that's one of my favorite things. I teach a program on how to learn how to access it because it's not just for some people.
Starting point is 00:25:10 It's for everybody, it's our birthright. We all get to access it. We all get, we all get the answers and the information. And there's some stuff that I think is supposed to remain a mystery because the mystery the mystery, the mystery, the mystery, the mystery, the mystery, the mystery, the mystery is part of the beauty of life. But you know there's a lot of stuff that we believe we're not allowed to know that we actually totally get to know. I think that's amazing. I do I really do believe in that stuff and I think you know what you're saying right now where we're told we're not allowed to believe it and we're totally allowed to believe it goes back to like what is up is really down. This group of people, whoever they are, some people can't even come to grips with them, what they are, and those people are called Brian Kallin, and they don't understand
Starting point is 00:25:52 that there are people out there that are set, they're low frequency people, and they are just, their whole thing is to completely confuse us into understanding how special we really are. each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each each. Each each. Each each. Each each. to each. to each. to each to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their people. Wea. Wea. Wea. Wea. their their their their their thi their thi thi whole thing is to completely confuse us into understanding how special we really are. Each one of us. And it's mind-blowing to me. It's great. I love this stuff. This is some of my favorite stuff. All right guys, today's episode is brought to you by our good friends at Athletic Greens, the most comprehensive daily nutritional beverage I've ever tried and that is the truth. I love taking it. I take it every day, okay, with so many stressors in life, it is difficulty to maintain effective nutritional habits and give our bodies the nutrients it needs to thrive.
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Starting point is 00:28:37 Okay, because you got a little quiet and a little pouty and I didn't want you. This was just fun. I love that. Do you remember what the first the first the first the first the first the first the first the first that that that that that that that that that you this was just fun. So, I love that. Do you remember what the first memory that you accessed from the records was? Do you remember what that is and what that process was like? Yep, so I learned how to do it through another program by somebody named Jennifer Longmore. Her, her website is Soul Journeys.C.A. So I did her self-study program,
Starting point is 00:29:10 and I went in with the big guns. I was like, I'm not fucking around. I want to know why my son died. Like, I need to understand this, because I was like killing myself with all the reasons that it was my fault. And it was, it just was so painful to think that way, but I couldn't, you know, we have, we have, we have, we have, we have, we have, we have, we have, we have, we have, th have, th have, th have was my fault. And it just was so painful to think that way, but I couldn't, you know, we have this human way of doing that. I don't think men understand the effect
Starting point is 00:29:31 that a miscarriage has out of women. I just don't think we have, it's, I don't know how to explain, maybe it's like try and explain math to a dog. You know what I'm saying? It's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, thi, that it's like, it's, it's? It's like it's just they don't have, we don't have the tools or the wiring to understand what that does to a woman and it's got to be, obviously, you know, some people might not know this but you know before I had my two daughters, you know, that happened to us. So I mean it was like really tragic and and it was hard and I didn't handle it very well. And not only a miscarriage and abortion, I've had girls that I've known them but that they cry the day they got to abortion.
Starting point is 00:30:12 Like there's still, it still hits some sadder like this day he would have been one or whoopty whoop and it's still sad like it'strue. Yeah, I handled it really bad. I'll always have to pay the price on that and hopefully over time I'll be able to make it right, but yeah, I don't think guys understand what that does to women. It's incredibly tragic. And I don't know if there's anything that is equal to that in terms of what men go through. I just... Well I think I think when men do have families and they lose their whole family, they go through the same thing because they feel like it was their job to protect their family and they clearly failed. It's the same kind of thing, right? Like a woman when she's like, you know, carrying a job. thus, like, thiii. th. th. th. th. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. they're, thauoooooooooooooooooo. their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, tha. They's, tha. I's, thauuooooooooooooooooooooooooooomombs. They's, tha. They're, tha. They're, one job is to like carry you and birth you and keep you safe and I failed. It's a, yeah, it's crazy. It's crazy what your brain and your hormones, like, it's just a very confusing experience.
Starting point is 00:31:15 And so I was like, I need to know, I need to understand because on one hand, I'm like beating myself up daily about this being my fault somehow and like running through all the way like I'm talking about taking inventory of every time I played the bad guy in somebody's life every time I was like mean or I did something bad or like karma past lives I was like I need to know I need to know what I did to make this happen and and yet at the same time I would do it. I would do it to do it o' thi th. I th. I th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th thi the the the the the the the the the the thi thi to to to to thi thi to to th like th like thi thi thi to thi thi thi to to th like th like th like th like th like th like th like th like th like th. I to th. I to th. I th th th th th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I the the the to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to know what I did to make this happen. And yet at the same time, I would I would do it over and over and over again just for the honor of being his mother. I really would. I really would. And you wouldn't have to pay me a million dollars.
Starting point is 00:31:57 It was like, I just loved him so much. So it was like, how can he feel like such a gift to me and at the same time, me be, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same, I the same, I the same, I the same, I the same, I the same, I the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the the the same the the same the th th th th th, I thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi, th gift to me and at the same time me be you know blaming myself like this for what happened so I went into the cash records and I asked the question and I got the answer which I wasn't even expecting that I would but I think because the power of my question was such that even if I found out it was because I'm a horrible person and I fully deserved it. Like it felt like I'd rather know that answer and move forward with that than just wonder forever if that makes sense. No, it does. And I don't know what it said, but you know that view that I am a bad person and the universe makes you pay for that. I just don't think that's and the universe makes you pay for that.
Starting point is 00:32:47 I just don't think that's how the universe operates. No. You know, and we've had a couple of guests come on and talk about that. That, you know, the universe is quite loving and understanding. So I'm interested in hearing what the universe told you. Yeah, so what came through was it was really interesting. The way it presented was like, there's th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus thus that that, thi thi that, that, that, thi, that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's thi thi, thi thi, thi thi thi thi thi thi, th. thi thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, the the the the the the the the the the universe the the universe, that, the universe, the the universe, that, that, that, that, th Yeah, so so what came through was it was really interesting the way it presented was like there's this long table almost like the way you see it set up when people are sort of negotiating a divorce peaceably and they have a mediator in the room. So it was like I was on one side of the table
Starting point is 00:33:19 and my son was on the other side and we weren't directly communicating with each other but there was this mediator that was go-betweening for the........ the the the the the the the the. the. the the. the. I. I the the the the. I. I. I the the the. I. I was all. I was all. I was all. I was all. I was all. I was the the the the the the the the the the the way. I was the way. I was the way. I was the way. I was the way. I was the the the the the the the the the the way. I was the way. I was the the the the the the the...... I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I was the the the the the the. I was the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th. th. the th. the the the the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the other side. And we weren't directly communicating with each other, but there was this mediator that was go-betweening for us and it was all happening telepathically. But he explained that I hadn't done anything wrong and my partner hadn't done anything wrong, that actually this was an experience that my son's soul deeply desired for its own evolution and to tie up some of his own karma from another life like I don't I don't love the way people perceive the term
Starting point is 00:33:51 karma but it's like there was a loose end that wanted to get resolved and he wanted to do it like quick and dirty kind of like he just wanted to get into a really intense situation and then and and hopefully have it be short-lived but the funny thing was that at a whole bunch of points it was always up to Alex and I like we had we are the ones that ultimately had to make the choice to let him go he didn't just randomly die on us so my water broke at 20 weeks a few weeks after I got into the tiniest fender-bender in traffic like I got rear-ended and it was not a big deal at all.. at. at. at. at. at. at. at. th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th thi thi thi thi the the the the the the the thi thi thi thi thi thi thi the thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi tiniest fender-bender in traffic. Like I got rear-ended and it was not a big deal at all.
Starting point is 00:34:30 But it caused some complications to arise unbeknownst to me and some weeks later my water broke, which at 20 weeks the baby's only half cooked. So it wasn't wasn't a good predicament and they offered for us to just kind of terminate it and induce labor at that time and he was still alive with beautiful heartbeat. I just couldn't do it at that time. And then... Oh, that's an impossible question to... Perfect heart.
Starting point is 00:35:02 I mean, if the kid is alive and kicking it's like and it's no different to me like then terminating an adult's life in that situation you know where they're kind of yeah like conventional yeah I mean well and to coma something like that. Wow yeah it's so it's so hard to make that choice on somebody else's behalf when you they can't speak for themselves. And then and then so anyway he kept he kept going for six weeks it was amazing like it was such a miracle I didn't get an infection none of the things that should have happened happened and then at six at 26 weeks I probably went into labor when I
Starting point is 00:35:41 look back at it now knowing what I know I'm like I like, I don't know if I did, but anyway, he ended up being born because I was already at the hospital and that's how they responded. And he lived for 20 days. The first 11 were really good days. And then all of a sudden, he developed a devastating condition called necrotizing entercolitis, which I won't get into the whole background here, but anyway, he had to have an emergency abdominal surgery, was, you know, it was septic, like the bacteria from his
Starting point is 00:36:16 intestine went into his blood system. It was really devastating. And even then, a few days later, it looked like he had rounded the corner. The neonatologist said, I think we can go from being more cautious to optimistic. And then they did an ultrasound on his sweet little head just to make sure everything was okay. And they found that he was having really significant brain bleeds in his brain stem, which would have affected every part of his life. Like his motor is cognition, everything.
Starting point is 00:36:49 So that's when they offered us to let him go and we chose to let him go, which was so hard. And so what I saw in the Akashik records was that, so basically he had been in a war, I think it was World War I with my husband. I could see the trenches is so awful, it was like a nightmare.
Starting point is 00:37:14 Like I think it was World War I because of the masks, and the gas, and like the air was poisonous, and there was shit and mud and rats and everything in the trenches. It smelled so bad it was like rot and blood and oh it was just awful and he hit his point where he just couldn't handle it anymore and he coughed himself and he after he died the perspective he had was like in the moment when he decided to take his own life in that lifetime, he didn't think about the effect it was going to have on his brother soldiers and on his
Starting point is 00:37:49 family back home and everybody. He was just thinking about like he just hit his limitation. And after he died, then he was able to see the effect it had on everybody. And it wasn't really karma-like, he didn't need to be punished for it, but it was sort of like he wanted a mulligan, he wanted an opportunity to be in a state of intense suffering where he was going to not be the one to choose his own exit. And so he gave it to us to to chew for him. And this was arranged before, he was born before, we were born in that kind of no time, no space zone of, you know, the spirit world.
Starting point is 00:38:31 And he even came in as a surprise pregnancy, like literally he was conceived on the third date. In a church parking lot. Oh, snaz! And we weren't expecting it all at all at all at all at all at all at all but he even came in in that way so that we had the choice like it would have been reasonable to choose a terminate the pregnancy if we wanted to like wow. Wow. So we were met with this choice at several points but he he chose, he asked us to do this as his parents because he knew that Alex would 100% pull the plug
Starting point is 00:39:12 when it came to be the time. He knew Alex would not keep him around for a whole lifetime of suffering. And he chose me because he knew that no matter how badly he was suffering or how badly damaged he was, I would love the fuck out of him and want him no matter what. And he just communicated that that was like a soothing bomb on his, you know, his burns of the suffering that he was so deeply wanted. And that, and he also let me know that such a big, you know, I guess,
Starting point is 00:39:46 sacrifice on our part, so that's how it was experienced, such a, an offering to do that for him, an agreement to follow through on it, also resulted in being offered like a level up. It is the best way I can describe it, like a big spiritual, like, boom, which was also why I suddenly had access to spiritual spiritual like boom which was also why I suddenly had access to spiritual gifts that I didn't realize I had before and a hugely expanded perspective like I get downloads like crazy all the time now ever since experiencing that but you know it was up to me to take the gift like it was offered in exchange for what happened.
Starting point is 00:40:24 Wow! But it wasn't forced on me. That is easily one of the most memorable moments on the show dude. Wow. Wow. I have a question for you. You might not know the answer. Let's say he would have been born. Do you think you would have a horrible life? He would have suffered throughout his life? No, the way it looks to me is like he was just never meant to be born. Like there really wasn't. When I look at people's lifetimes I see like there's multiple probabilities for everybody, like multiple timelines, like multiple timelines, but some people when there's like big destiny like pre-decided events, the timelines kind of all converge there because they really really committed to, a soul is
Starting point is 00:41:14 really committed to it. So I don't think he would have been suffering forever but it's possible like I know that was his intention for sure was to just... And there was so much healing that came for me through. I'm still uncovering. Like I just realized this week another level of healing that he offered me in exchange. So it all works out together. Like, it sounds like, you know,
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Starting point is 00:44:01 When you say multiple timelines, it's this, you and other timelines, it's the same soul though, right, occupying the, okay? Yeah. Okay, that's interesting. Are you, are you automatically female in all these time? Or is there one where you're just like, the guy from the green mile just bald and black? You'd love that, huh? No, no, it feels like it's like it's a lifetime for a particular avatar So I consider like I'm in the avatar that is Amy so I'm Amy, but I'm also the gamer that's playing Amy and
Starting point is 00:44:34 So this Amy avatar has multiple like timelines So you're Amy a multiple like, like when you say timelines dimensions or timelines? Timelines timelines timelines? Timelines? Timelines within this dimension on earth like, you know, you multiple, like when you say timelines, dimensions or timelines? Timelines, timelines within this dimension on Earth, like, you know, the divergences that happen when we make different choices. Parallel is what you're saying. No, but like Johnny, like, I make a decision to sit here and one timeline, I get up and punch you in the face. Is it like those books? That's a different timeline. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I make. I make. the the the. I make. their. I make. their. I make. Tim. Tim. Tim. Tim. Tim. Tim. Tim. Tim. Tim. Tim. Tim. Tim. Tim. Tim. Tim. Tim. Tim. Tim. Tim. Tim. Tim. Tim. Time. Time. Time. Time. Time. Time. Time. I. I. Time. Time. Time. I. I. Time. Time. Time. Time. Time. I. Time. I. Time. I. Time. I. I. Time. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. So. So. So. So. So. So. So. So. So. So. So, the. So, the. So. So, the. So. So. So, the. So. So. So, the. So. So, the. the. the. the. the. the. the. you in the face. Is it like those books? We'll say that's the better timeline. Yeah, and I throw you out the goddamn window. Okay, that's a different timeline. There's so many times. There's so many. There's so many. Is it tho. there's so many. Do you. there. Do you. Do you have access to those? Like's going on in other timelines for yourself?
Starting point is 00:45:25 Yeah, to an extent, to an extent, like, because some of them are really, really, like, they're wide channels, meaning there's a lot of probability, there's a lot of energy there, and like a portion of my consciousness went in that direction, but the majority of it is in this particular timeline, but I can sort of like move back and forth in between some of them to an extent, but I think the reason that we stay focused in one is because it would just confuse the shit out of us to be able to like perceive too many of them at once. I've heard some people suggest that if in some cases when you die in one time line you just kind of skip to the other one. Do you have th a th a th a th a thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi. I thi. I thi. I thi. I thi. I thi. I thi. thi. I thi. I thi. thi. I thi. I thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th. I th. th. I thi. I thi. thi. thi. I thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. the. the. the. theean. thean. the. thean. thea thea thea thea thea. thi. the. the th to the other one. Is that, do you have any sense about whether that's a possibility? Yeah, I think that does happen. Like it, so, most of the information that I get comes through
Starting point is 00:46:14 the Akashik readings that I've done for myself and for people. So I don't purport to have all all the answers to everything. But it does look to me through the Akashik records like sometimes that's what happens like a particular timeline ends and then your consciousness just moves into another one and sort of completes but there's usually like one where it's done across all timelines and that avatar and that avatar is totally over if that makes sense. Yeah of course all games it ends that particular avatar. So you of course. All games, it ends, that particular avatar. So you call them gamers.
Starting point is 00:46:49 Is that a term you came up with or is that a term that's been talked about in the long time or is that just a brand new term that's around that just so everybody understands what we're talking about? Well, I've heard it a lot on your show, which is why it's so funny, I listen to your show and I talk back and forth to you guys all the time. How much fun is it for us to talk back for the first time? It's great. So I've heard, I've heard people refer to it before, and I'm always like, yes, yes, that's exactly what it looks......... th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi. thi. thi. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. I's, th. I's, th. I's, th. I's, th. I's, th. I's, th. I's, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. th. th. th. th. to, th. th. to, to, to, to, to to to to to to to to to toeea. toea. toe. toe. toe. toe. toe. toe. to to it looks like for me it's just an analogy that makes sense but it's funny because I'm not a
Starting point is 00:47:27 gamer at all like honestly the farthest I got in my video gaming career was donkey pong on super ns like yeah that's way advanced for me I stopped video games when they got away from like just the punk yeah that simple like do when they got to this I was like I'm you tell about the Atari control one button like that red dude I was like calling a day man my kid my my my fucking gamers a boomer go and off fuck these buttons right that's my gamer you better get back on it I got I got yeah little girls are gonna get on it getting a video game but it's like I I was thinking about it, getting a video game, but it's like, I was thinking about that the other day about how like, everyone's like, oh, you got a really great work ethic. It's like, well, I just, I don't really like, what am I supposed, you know, there's no martial
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Starting point is 00:49:00 Yeah. Yeah, totally. Right? I mean it's like what blessings it is to hear these things. It's like they don't want you to be in the moment either with your cell phone. Dude it's like hard to you go to concerts and anyone's on their phone trying to find their friend, trying to record this, trying to figure out where enjoy the moment. And it's like, I'll be honestly, man. I was like a lot of people, man. I got really caught up in this election, not just because I had money on it, but it's because I was like, you know,
Starting point is 00:49:36 our nation is in the hands of whoever wins. And like, at the end of the day,'s like you know buying gets inaugurated and the next day my life is the exact same thing. Still got to walk the dog. Still got to walk the dog or it's gonna shit in the house my dog did not care about who got elected. He was like dude I have a pug with crystal meth energy okay and he's like 645 or I'm shitting somewhere. And it's like he didn't care about the election. He wasn't trusting the plan. He didn't give a fuck.
Starting point is 00:50:12 Roger did not give a fuck, man. So you got, I just like, so real quick, because I'm really interested in the record, man. What do you think is the best way for our listeners and the people in the room to start to try to to to to to to to to to to to to to the to the to the to to the to to the to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to the the the to, to, the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the.oe.oe.oe.oeck..oeck.....oeck...oeck.oe.o.o.o. to. the the the the the to. the the try. try. try. to. toea. toea. toea. toea. toea. toea. toeck. toeck. toeck. toeck. toeck. toe. toe. toe.. What do you think is the best way for our listeners and the people in the room to start to try to you know see if we could figure out a way for us to be able to access the Akashik records? I mean dude I think so much about past lives I have a friend of mine she said she died in a war, she was a man she died in a war and... What do you She was a man. She died in a war. And I think you were doing. I, there's no way I wasn't a peasant with big tits. There's no way.
Starting point is 00:50:51 I'm pretty sure I just had a giant rack and it was bad. How many kids? All of them. A lot of kids, dog. Back in the day we were farmers we had to have a lot of kids. That's for syphilis. I was just like shooting them out like a t-shirt gun. Farmers that's how I was doing just shooting farmers out bro and that's how and we all did it do we all you know at one point you know you were shockazula Johnny back in the day I think we all had times where we were royals and then we were peasants and we were farmers and then we were priests and then we were we were soldiers and
Starting point is 00:51:32 I think it's just all night like I have difficulty thinking about this because and I Maybe you won't get this Sam because you're less neurotic than I am but oh, I'll take this threatens kind of my sense of identity. you know what I mean? th I th I th I th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th thi thi have I th thi have I thi have I thi have the the thi have the the thi the the the the they. they. they. they. they. th. th. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th. their th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. the. the. the. their. their. their. their. their. the their. the the the they. the they. their thea. theathis threatens kind of my sense of identity you know what I mean my my ego and in the like the psychological sense of that you are John yeah exactly and that it really this is difficult for me to but your soul is Johnny but your soul is Johnny but his avatar is Johnny his his avatar is Johnny his soul would be whatever he wants it to be like I don't to give it a it a name. Give it a name. Amy, does your soul have a name or is it just an energy? I mean, I think, to me, I never really ask about the names of our souls. It just feels like an energy, but I'm sure they have names, but they're actually a correspondence
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Starting point is 00:52:45 And if it was to translate into a sound, if you were to plug it into software, that would be your soul name if that makes sense. Wow. But Johnny, you're still Johnny, like you're totally Johnny. And you gotta live it up and be Johnny. Like that's the whole point. We don't come here to like, you're still Johnny. Johnny. Yeah. But it's, th it's, th it's, but it's, but it's, but it's, but it's, but it's, but it's. But it's, but it's, but it's, but it's, but it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's it's th it's th it's th it's th it's to it's th it's it's to it's to it was it was it was it was it was it was it was it was it was to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to th. to th. th. the. th. the. th. to to the to to be the to the that. It's the the the to the to be to the. It was to to to to to to to and we don't come here to like. You're still Johnny Johnny. Yeah, but it's just like you know what I'll tell you I'll tell you exactly what I'm thinking. Like I'm thinking about all the people and the things that I value in this life and I feel like
Starting point is 00:53:18 this sense that I've had other lives you know where I also value people as equally you know as as in as the the as I do now, that somehow kind of diminishes, you know, the, like once I, if I, after death, let's say, and I get this perspective, you know, where I can see, like, I step back and I can see not only this life, but all the other lives I've lived, you know, it's just kind of like taking a step back, really. But Johnny, I've had other guests on zero, and their belief is that you intertwine with the same soul sometimes, right? Like, you know, because when I think of like life after death, I really do think about not being in my children's life anymore. Like as crazy as it is, that they are only one year into my life.
Starting point is 00:54:05 And I have had 47 years without them, that now I have this one year with them. I think about, okay, when I pass, will I ever see them again? And the truth is, I might come back as their kids, or I might come back, like, it's like, that to me, is really amazing that, like, your mom could be like, the spirit the spirit the spirit th......... that, that, th. thi like, that, that, that, thi, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, th......... that, that, that, th...... th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. that, th. that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that's, th. that's, that's th. that's th. that's th. that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's threat. that's th. th. it's like that to me is really amazing that like your mom could be like the spirit that you're always intertwining with. That leads me to a question I have actually for you Amy is in this in the world beyond time,
Starting point is 00:54:35 you know, in the world like after death is, can you relate to other souls in a way that we would recognize as human like how like we do now like family and friends can you relate to other souls in a way that we would recognize as human like how like we do now like like family and friends can you relate to them there and like I don't know what would you say? Like look back on life? That's a great question. So so the souls that incarnate in places like Earth, um, environments where you have a strong ego identity, we do in between lives relate to each other as like our soul, I call them soul pods, like, it's like you kind of have this constellation of souls that you tend to frequent through lives with. Sometimes you come in without any of them because you want to like, you know, build up your strength and resilience and get rid of your co-dependency.
Starting point is 00:55:26 But we do, we do have like strong relationships, which is why we recognize, you know, like, I don't know if you guys in this life so far have met people that you're just like, I know you. I know, I know you, like, you just feel different to me than somebody that I just met. And you can you can you can you can you can you can you can you can you can you can you can you can you can you can you can you can you can you can you can you can you, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, I th, I th, like, like, I to, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, to to to to to to to to to to have to have, to have, to have, to have, to have, to have, to have, to have, to have, to have, to have, to have, to have, to have, to have, to have, to have, to have, to have, th. th. th. th. to th. th. th. th. to to th. th. to to th. to to to to to thi, to to thi, to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to me than somebody that I just met. And you can like click with these people very quickly. Yeah. Yes, I do that all the time. Also something's very interesting is how like child prodigies, right? They, they are like, oh, I know piano.
Starting point is 00:56:03 You're like, well, are you just that smart? Or did you bring that from the past life that you knew how to play piano? Yeah, totally. And they're like, I don't want to, I don't want to like dick around learning it all over again. Like, I have stuff I want to do with it. So I'm just gonna bring it in like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to the their their their their their their their their their their their their the the the the the the the the the the the the toa, the the too. I do when you hear about these kids too there are these borderline creepy stories to me of these kids that
Starting point is 00:56:29 just start talking about you know some some dead guy like yeah all that was my friend Billy he died in a fire and the parents are like what? Oh yeah I've heard of that I've heard of some kid talk about like oh I know about this Air Force one airplane the parents take him and this kid's like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like.. the. the. their. their. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. their. their. their. Oh. Oh. their. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. their. their. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. the. Oh. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. take them, and this kid's like, oh yeah, that's a 50-57, and their, the parents are like, what the fuck? And theyfames to have known these airplanes, and I've lived it, and they're like, he like, a reincarnation type of shit. It seems like with kids, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, and, the, and, the, and, the, and, and, and, their, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, their, their, and, and, their, and, and, and, and, and, and, parents, and, and, parents, and, and, parents, and, and, is. Yeah, is. their. their, parents, is. their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, like, their, parents, like, parents, their, and, and, to it because they're closer to the time when they were an energy spirit. But I think also, I mean I think, I think what divides us, whatever it is, is a little less
Starting point is 00:57:13 like well-formed or something. Does that, it's like permeable, maybe, is the right word? Yeah, yeah, totally. It's like, so when you come in, because I've got, I've been so lucky then then then then then then, I've been so lucky to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to told, told, told, told, to to to to to to to to to to to to to to the the the the their, their, the the the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, too, too, too, too.e.e. too. to receive so many newborns like brand new babies fresh out of the vagina And he's like oh hey welcome and they're so so present. Oh my god they just know who they are. It's just it's just this powerful energy that comes off of them and then I used to be a nanny too. So I got to hang out with all kinds of little kids and they definitely know what's up. Like you said, like, it, it, it, it, it, it, like, like, it, it, it, like, like, like the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th, th, th, thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi's thi. the, fresh. Fresh th. Fresh the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th is th is th is th is just th is just thi. thi. thi. the thea. thea. thea. thea. thea. thea. to. to. the. thea. the. the. the. the And then I used to be a nanny too. So I got to hang out with all kinds of little kids and they definitely know what's up. Like you said, like the veil is just thinner, but it's somewhere in like, I don't know, it's maybe around like five, I'd say four or five when they really start learning the rules of like engagement here. And they start to crystallize a little bit more in their identity. It's, th. th. th. It's, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, thiiii, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, their, thi. And, thi. And, thi. And, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, the in their identity. It's not so fluid. It's not changing so fast. Like Sam, you see the way that their identity shifts between birth and just one year, they go through so much just to learn how to like sit up and eat solid food and you know,
Starting point is 00:58:16 it's crazy, right? But there is almost a little bit of like, like my daughter, Ghost, right? She, from the moment we brought her home, she would do this thing, we would be holding, she'd be like, and I'm like, are you bobsleding right now? What are you trying to do? And then we realize, from the, I mean, dude, like right out the vagina, she was trying to stand? From the moment she was. A told the the the the moment, she, she, she, she was, she was, she was, the moment, the moment, the the the th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, throw, throw, throw, throw, throw, throw, throw, tho, throw, throw, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th. th. th. th. A, th. A, th. A, th. A, th. A, thin, thin, thin, thin, thin, thin, thin, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that out the womb, like you said, right out the vagina, she was trying to stand. From the moment she was, came into the world, she's trying to stand up.
Starting point is 00:58:52 So I'm like, maybe she's trying to stand, so we put up, and dude, she would just, with her wobbly, but she would smile, like, that's what she wanted to do from the start and from the gut jump she's been trying to walk around while our sister ninja okay is now she wasn't doing that she's taking her sweet time but she's really smart and now she's like we think she's gonna pass in terms of who who walks first that you just said her name that's gonna that's gonna piss her off yeah yeah I'm marking I did I did I I did, I did. Dined on it. But that's gonna piss her off. All she's been wanting to do from birth is to walk,
Starting point is 00:59:31 and then her sister, who doesn't really care, just hopping around. The best part of this whole thing is that I was so nervous, because me and my brother as children, we just fought all the time. We're really cool now we love each other we still have our fights but we these babies love each other so thank God. Now let's fingers crossed I do think there's gonna be yeah in high school you know. Ghost likes to grab a lot of ninja shit okay so I mean I could see some boyfriend issues coming up so I'm already preparing for this right but oh But no, that's a great question, Johnny. I mean, like, do we like, so I, have you ever read the Tibetan Book of the Dead?
Starting point is 01:00:12 And like, the whole theory of like, how we pick our parents, like, we walk into a room and everybody's like, just, boned. You just see how the, the bone action, right? And you pick your parents based on bone action, which is so creepy, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, the the the the the the the the the. So, th. So, th. So, th. So, th. So, th. So, th. So, th. th. th. th. th. the. the. the. the bone action's going, right? And you pick your parents based on bone action, which is so creepy, right? But now I think about... I imagine your soul just kind of stayed in that room for a while, just watch it. Sounds like I can't find my parents. Okay, dude, you gotta go. No, dude, I haven't picked one yet.
Starting point is 01:00:41 Let me just hang out, dude. You're the reason they had to put a timer on. It's like only 30 minutes in the bonus. It's like I just aligned back out of the door. Just people waiting, like, what the fuck is going on in there? I'm trying to get born, man. Dude, that's so funny. But the one thing I go is like, must have been doing something right because two people grab me right like they're like oh let's come together screw it you're doing it right yeah we are the champions we are the champion but I do find it very
Starting point is 01:01:15 interesting that Johnny your questions like do we interact in the in the land of no time that's an interesting question that I think so too because it seems to me it's the there's to be the there's to be the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the there's got there's got there's got there's got there's got there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there there the right right right right the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the things things things to to be things to be the things things things things things things things things things they. we're they. they. the the the the the the land of no time? That's an interesting question. Yeah, I think so too, because it seems to me, there's got to be, if, if that place is pleasant and you can interact there and explore, I, I, it seems to be almost a disincentive to incarnate, you know, to suffer like this. Well, so what I see is that it's nice and you can create, like, creation at the higher dimensions is so amazing because it's pretty much instantaneous. Because in order for something to be physically manifested, the vibration of all the, you know, subatomic particles and particles have to slow down and organize themselves and like take that form, the vibration of all the, you know, subatomic particles and particles have to slow down and organize themselves and like take that form on in a solid way. So it takes a lot longer to manifest here, whereas in the spirit realm,
Starting point is 01:02:17 or in higher dimensions where there isn't physicality, manifestation happens so fast, we just think something and it creates and we have a lot of fun, but there's also not a lot of challenge at all. And believe it or not, like we actually totally want to be here. Now, that's not taking away from the fact that some people suffer here, and I think we do get trapped here. I think we get manipulated so badly that we cycle around and this isn't where we want to be and we get stuck in these like shitty eddies of consciousness, but overall, the whole reason that we come to physical realms is because manifestation is a lot more challenging.
Starting point is 01:03:00 And you feel like way more of a badass when you master it and figure it out. Plus we have free will here. which you don't have at the higher dimensions because when you're truly in a space where you're connected to everyone and you know that you are everyone and everyone is you and we're all just fragments of the same mirror, like we're like broken shards of the same mirror, like you, you, you, you, you, it changes what you create, if that makes sense. Like you just can't operate from the same self-led motivations.
Starting point is 01:03:34 And that makes free will sound like it's a terrible thing, but it's not, it's like, it's just, there's so much freedom in it. You, you choose things based on what you want to experience, which is really cool when it's compared to the higher realms where you know what all, you can see all of the consequences of everything. You don't get to have that limited perspective anymore. And so it takes a lot of the choices off the table for you because you can see where it's going to lead if that makes sense. Do you sense that it's sort of an A, B dynamic dynamic there, dynamic, dynamic, dynamic, dynamic, dynamic, like their, like their, like, like, like, like, like, like, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, it's their, it's their, their, their, their, their, when it's their, when it's their, when it's their, when it's their, when it's their, when it's their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, the table for you because you can see where it's going to lead if that makes sense. Do you sense that it's sort of an A, B dynamic there?
Starting point is 01:04:09 Like, I mean it's binary that you can either kind of exist there and do the plan there, whatever that is, or incarnate here, or there are people who, or a souls, rather, that exist in that realm, that's a that, that, that, that, that, thii.. thi. thi. thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, th.. th. th. th. th. th. th. th, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi. thi. to, thi. to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, thi. thi. thi. thi. and like their pleasure is to create worlds and I mean, do you know what I mean? Is that, I mean, are there other sort of, I mean if we're going to use this game analogy, are there other games to be played other than incarnation and just kind of floating in the user? There definitely are that I've seen. There's higher, so like say if you were to take the analogy of like like continuously, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like if you were to take the analogy of like continuously leveling up and up and up, there's a point where you just kind of get over it like you've been in the physical realms,
Starting point is 01:04:50 you're not really that interested in anymore, you've mastered it so to speak, and you want to be in the higher levels of creation where you're sort of like the dreaming mind that dreams up the whole game. Does that make sense? That does make sense. That totally does make sense. And I mean like, when do you know you've done? I mean like it's it goes on forever. You got to keep a learn, keep learning. But then there's that call.
Starting point is 01:05:17 It's like getting called to the Hall of Fame, right? You're just like, okay, you did it you're a Hall of Famer and you don't and you just go to this whatever the highest level of consciousness is and it's like it's it's kind of fucking cool though dude right my question is where do these low frequency demons come from who are they why are they here why they trying to fuck with my jam yeah so my perspective on demons the way that I that low frequency beings is that I understand it and low frequency beings is that I really do believe in, I don't know if you guys have ever heard about the Orion Wars and like all the draconian stuff.
Starting point is 01:05:55 I don't know if the story actually unravels like that. I'm not sure. I'm not saying it doesn't, I just don't know. I always am kind of skeptical about like when the story sounds too much like Star Wars but are you skeptical of that there are demons and low frequency people or what what part of are you are you skeptical of the aliens and all that stuff? I'm skeptical of the way our brains create a narrative in a story to explain it. That's the part that I'm skeptical about. But I also totally believe that Harry Potter is a cautionary tale. Star Wars is a cautionary tale.
Starting point is 01:06:30 Like in Westworld is a cautionary tale. So I don't know. My skepticism is flexible. But so demons to me, what they are and low frequency beings is that it's like the ultimate rebellion against or for the keeping and maintenance of free will. So it's beings that they want to keep creating for themselves because the natural trajectory of all energy and consciousness is evolution higher, closer to source, or closer to like unity consciousness, I guess.
Starting point is 01:07:11 And the closer you get to unity consciousness, the more you start creating collectively for the collective, but it also limits your choices that are available to you, like I was explaining, because you can see the ramifications. And you know it affects you. It's not just that it affects somebody else, you don't give a shit. It's like everybody is you and you are everybody. So I love that. I'm sorry to cut you off because I think that that is the most in these times, how important what you're just said is because we, I've heard that said on the show before and it's like what you're......... that that that.. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. that it. that it. that it. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. th. th. th. th. that. th. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. that. we, I've heard that said on the show before
Starting point is 01:07:45 and it's like what you're saying is collective consciousness, right? And why is that and so important? Because the universe, we are all the same, we are all the universe. And where does that come into? All lives matter. And then what, what is the PSIOP? That all lives matter is racist? Which is once again, these low frequencies? thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, theee, the, the, the, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, what thi, what thi, what thi, what thi, what thi, what thi, what thi, what thi, what thi, what thi, what thoom, what thoom, what thoom, what tho, what that is that is that is that is that is that is thi, what is that is that is th is that is that is th is th is th is th is th is th is th is thi, what is thi, what is thi, what thate, what thate, what thate, what thate, what thate is thate is thate is thate is thate is thate is thate that, what that, what that, what that, what that, what that, what that, what that, what that, what the SIOP that all lives matter is racist, which is once again, these low frequencies, beings getting us to think what is up is really down.
Starting point is 01:08:15 Yeah, they're totally mind-fucking us to keep us divided and to keep us in that state of separation for sure. Because we're so easily manipulated from there. So, so they, you know, they just really enjoy the feeling of basically having like absolute power. So they really are like a Sith Lord. Like, they just love it. They're kind of addicted to it, really. Were they us at one time though? Were they like us coming down and then, I just think at some point, they make it, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they're, they, they, they, they just, they're just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they just, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they're, they're, they're, they're, they're, they're just, they're just, they're just, they're just, they're just, they're just, they're just, they're just, they're just, they're just, they're just, they're just, they're just, they're just, they're just, they're just, they're just, they're just, they're just, they're just, they're just Were they like us coming down and then I just think at some point they make it, they just, like you say, get trapped or get lost and they make a deal and then they're lost?
Starting point is 01:08:55 There's for sure. There's a whole bunch of souls that are like that that they just, they go down that road and and it then it starts gaining a momentum of its own, like a reverse momentum, and it's just easier to keep getting deeper and deeper into it. And I think though, the interesting thing is that there has to be polarity for this world to exist, for free will to exist, you have to have the polar extremes. And the light and the dark are not separate. They are one in the same thing, split into two extremes, and the dark, the presence, the purpose of the darkness from the really elevated perspective, not making excuses for it, is that it anchors the whole bandwidth that allows free will to exist so that we can choose our
Starting point is 01:09:48 destiny so to speak, we can choose what to make of ourselves while we're here. If there was no darkness, there wouldn't really be a choice. So in that sense, it's all the same, it's all the same source. But that's in no way wanting to minimize the experience of people who don't want to be trapped in that and find themselves in it. I just fucking blows. Well, I think that that's what's going on
Starting point is 01:10:14 with this homeless situation in America, all these homeless people. I mean, I talk to myself, so sometimes I'll be like, dude, look at that guy's talking to himself. And I'm like, oh, fuck, I'm talking to myself. So it's like, you know, it's like, I can't judge anybody. But at the end of the day, it's like, see some of these guys who are real, fucking, th for sure jump in. When there's like, when there's any opening, they for sure jump in because it's like. So, so demons, there's demons and there's lower vibrational thought forms, which don't necessarily have a strong consciousness on their own.
Starting point is 01:11:04 But it's like, if somebody just their own, but it's like if somebody just their whole life thought, really negative thoughts, like thought to themselves like I fucking hate people, everybody's an asshole, you know, this world is a piece of shit, I'm piece of shit, like just thought really awful thoughts to themselves for their whole life life. When they die, if they die with a level of consciousness, they'll bring that part of themselves with them. But if they just kind of die and pass over, it's almost like it's a ghost. It's just like a film, a leftover film of those repeating thoughts. And then people who are in the vicinity, in their own consciousness of thoughts like that will attract that almost as th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, they' they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they'll they they'll they thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, their their their their their their thi, thi thi thi thi the theateateate theateate thi thi theateateate, thi thi thi thi, thi, ththen people who are in the vicinity in their own consciousness of
Starting point is 01:11:45 thoughts like that will attract that almost as a hitchhiker, but it's like it's more like a virus not to be like annoyingly tying everything together, but it's more like a virus in that sense than an actual demon because it doesn't have a life of its own. It just seeks to stay alive and replicate. So it has to attach to a host. And then, but then those things, attach to people, pull them farther and farther down, and that makes them really susceptible
Starting point is 01:12:15 to like actual demons or actual, you know, like, negative entities with an identity that really actually want to hijack your life and manipulate you and either like get you to commit suicide or get you to do terrible things and just essentially like trap your soul in a in a shit-hole. And are they former spirits or are they just demon? I mean I they're just I I'm just trying to figure out what where do the demons come from? Who are the demons? Why are their demons? Like, I know there's got to be good and bad, but it just seems such a... I don't know, Maxie, I can't wrap my head around the thought of something that's purposely evil.
Starting point is 01:13:01 I don't know, maybe I'm, I just, I'm just thinking like, why would they want to be demons? What happened? How do they end up, how come some of us a sense? And then there's these dark forces? And then there's these people who are obviously in our reality that make deals with these dark forces? Why would they make deals with these dark force? Like, what is the purpose of that? And that's kind of interesting to me. It's like. Yeah, it is interesting. I think like, well, I think the story of the Luciferian rebellion is like, I don't know, that's again one where I'm like, how literally do I take it?
Starting point is 01:13:33 It's kind of like interpreting the Bible, like, do I take it literally? It's that essential story. It's like a rebellion against the natural trajectory of consciousness evolution. Because basically, so you might hear about 5D consciousness, and all that stuff, it's kind of a buzz topic right now, because we are ascending to 5D consciousness, which is a more unity consciousness. It's like being able to know you're in the simulation when you're in the simulation.
Starting point is 01:14:04 And being able to know you're in the simulation when you're in the simulation and And being able to see it we're entering it now right like the age of Aquarius is supposedly The movement into 5d consciousness and the understanding of what of where we live and who we are? Yeah, exactly. Is that necessarily? Is that necessarily a good thing because it that to me sounds a little bit more like how you described? The place after death where you can kind of, you know, you're aware?????? the? the the the the the the the the th, the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the age? the age? the age? the age? the age the age the age? the age the age the age the age the age the age the age the age the age the age? the age? the age the age. the age? the age? the age? the age? the age, the age, the age, the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the age of the age of the the the the the the the the the the they.e of the age of the age of the age of the age of the age of the age of thing? Because that to me sounds a little bit more like how you described the place after death where you can kind of, you know, you're aware of the consequences of creation. And I mean, does it become less, you know, the game, does it become less challenging in 5D consciousness? Yeah, it becomes less challenging. Yeah, so it's not better than 3D in an absolute way. It just is a, it's just the next sort of step.
Starting point is 01:14:47 So it's like if you were, if you thought that you were the avatar all the time, every time, like I'm just the avatar and you just keep freaking dying, or it's like in Westworld you just think you're the host and you just keep freaking dying all the time and you can't piece your memories together, you don't really know who you are, then you don't know your power and you don't know how to actually play within the environment yourself, so you're really limited. But that's also like,
Starting point is 01:15:14 that experience has its, I don't know, that's benefits and adventures too. But then as you evolve through 40 consciousness, up into 5D consciousness, and you realize it's the game, you realize that you're more than just the avatar, and you start to see the patterns, and you start to be able to play it with more consciousness, it just, in a way it becomes more fun. I think it's fun because it's new for us. I'm sure there's a point where it loses its novelty too, but I think because it's new, it's fun. But it means more unity consciousness, so it means more deliberate creation,
Starting point is 01:15:50 less selfish creation. We can still create for ourselves, but we just, like, we just can't just like dismiss the impact it has on other people, if that makes sense. Like, it's just being able to understand it better, understand the web of connection that exists between all of us better. And the pathway to 5D consciousness is through the heart. So rather than existing in your logical brain,
Starting point is 01:16:18 which is super limited based on what you've already experienced in the past, and your brain is just trying to predict the future based on your past, really limited data. You move your consciousness down into your heart, and when you're in your heart, like if you think of somebody that you love or an animal that you love or a place that you love, like when you're really connected to that feeling,
Starting point is 01:16:41 you are literally in the now moment. Like love equals now, presence. It doesn't, it's not, doesn't take you into worrying or regretting about the past. Your brain might do that, but your heart doesn't. their try and try to predict the future. It doesn't, it doesn't tak you into, their heart, their trown. to that. the today, the the the the the tha tha tha tha tha tha tha tha tha tha tha tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't tha doesn't tha. tha doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't th th th th th. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. toda. today today today today. today is doesn't doesn't doesn't doesn't today. today. today. today, to ta. ta. ta. ta. today. ta., all of your intelligence that's in your heart exists right now. And that's the point where all of creation actually comes from. That's the place where we can actually manifest shit we want, rather than regurgitating the stuff that we see around us all the time and is fed to us all the time. So it's in the heart we can do that or in the being in the moment of when with the feeling of love? Yeah, well I mean the heart the heart center is where we feel that love right? So that's the potency of it. So like so if you're making decisions based
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Starting point is 01:18:16 So it's really limited to what you've already experienced. Whereas the heart, when you, when you operate from your heart and what feels good in your heart, it, it brings you into the heart, when you operate from your heart and what feels good in your heart, it brings you into the present moment. So it opens up possibilities that you don't even know about and you don't even care, like all the possibilities can come in. So the game opens up so much more for you. But to go through the heart,
Starting point is 01:18:42 you also then have to feel unity consciousness for everyone. And it means, like I said, it means that you can create so much more efficiently. But if you are somebody that has gone deep into the darkness, like some of the humans that exist right now, you do not want to go through the heart portal. You do not. You don't want to reconcile your karma. You don't want to, basically you don't want to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to create to create to to to to to create to create to create to create to create to create to create to create to create to create to create to create to create to create to create to create to create to create to create to to to to to to to to to to to theiiiiiiiiiiiii. theyci. theycia. theycunit.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.auuuiauiauiauiauiauiauiauiau.au.au.au.au.au.au.a.a.a.a. thea. thea. portal. You do not. You don't want to die. You don't want to reconcile your karma. You don't want to, basically you don't want to pay your tab. Is really what it is. And if you go through your heart, you have to pay your tab. But if you don't go through your heart,
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Starting point is 01:20:42 Like a donut. And it cycles energy. So, is that it like kind of the. the the the the cycles energy. So is that like kind of like this? Is that kind of what it looks like like the end? Yeah, I can't see what it is. Well, this is like, it's a mathematical. Are you talking about the astrological symbol for Taurus? Is that what you're saying? No, it's like a shape. It's like a shape like a big inner tube or a donut, but the thing is the energy cycles through it. Does that make sense? Kind of like an ornamental fountain. Like, okay no, but the energy comes from the bottom and then back up out again or it can go in
Starting point is 01:21:16 the reverse order, I don't know. So when we get, so that's the zero-point field, when we get to the 13th dimension of consciousness, it's like we go through the event horizon and back into that, like, the center of that tourist and back out into something else is what, what I was shown. However, I found somebody on Instagram, their handle is at Angelic Humanity. I'm not 100% certain, like there's a lot of stuff that's really confronting for me, but there's a lot of stuff that makes a lot of sense. And they're kind of saying like the whole entire design of earth is like hijacked. And like maybe we do keep recycling and that's like not a cool thing.
Starting point is 01:21:57 I don't know. I don't know where I land on that. Well, that's basically, I don't know about the recycling part, but that is what transhumanism is to trap us here. Yeah, it's so interesting. It's totally, it is to trap us. It's so that we like down, like deprogram us from our evolutionary trajectory so that we're set back again and easy to manipulate and program. I mean I don't know why not leave it all. We're so easy to
Starting point is 01:22:31 manipulate already like I don't understand why they need more. I mean like I think the manipulation you mean as in can't leave because you'll live forever right? No well well yeah because like Johnny Johnny for the longest time has said he wanted to live forever Yeah, and I go that sounds absolutely horrible It's like everybody you loved is gone right and now it's now and then you're stuck you like you're like the I want all the people I love to live forever. Okay Johnny now not not only now are you gonna live but everyone you ever met go live forever what a left is no just to live forever. Okay Johnny not not only now are you going to live but everyone you ever met's go live forever. What a leftist. No just to be what I love. Well how who makes the list? I'd like to see your list. Are you God now you decide who lives and
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Starting point is 01:23:55 Is that? Well, no, I just don't. You say that, like like, who the hell is not afraid to die? I know that, Johnny, but what I'm trying to say right now is that the fear of death is, in my humble opinion, programmed into us through brainwashing. Well, it's damn powerful programming, then. Yeah, it is because they make it seem like... I don't know if it is, dude. I don't think
Starting point is 01:24:25 it is programmed, dude. Well, Johnny, it's probably that you have soul trauma, because we do have soul trauma. We carry past life trauma with us for sure. And Earth is like not a walk in the park. It is a choose your own adventure. And we do, like, so from the spirit side when we want to come to earth is kind of like in my mind It's the same thing as like a young lad wanting to enlist as a soldier because a war is starting And he sees all his older friends and his older brother and everybody going and he can't imagine sitting at home with all the women and the action. He's got his head full of like, you know, stories of glory and heroism.
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Starting point is 01:25:34 And so like it's not just, it's not just you in this life that is afraid of it, it's like what you've already been through and just being traumatized by that. Well to me it also feels like attempting to comprehend the paradox, you know, it's like trying to imagine infinity. No, oh yeah, as a kid I used to do that, be like, that's what I mean though. No, don't, oh, I'm donebelling against it because I know it's not, not the nature of reality, but the idea of non-existence to me is impossible to comprehend, I guess. That's what I really had difficult, difficulty. Right.
Starting point is 01:26:16 I just, I like, I just think that they've been scaring us about death and it might be, maybe it's, Johnny, it's not you that, you know, when you're a kid you're like, oh, I'm afraid of death or you know, I can't understand death. Maybe that's because there was a death somewhere in the family. Your family had a weird reaction to it and that, even though you might not know it, you had a, you, I mean, it's so common that's so common that there's a it's called existential dread. I mean most human beings have it I would say. Not this human being. Oh that's yeah that's just weird man.
Starting point is 01:26:48 That's weird. No I'm gonna be honest with you man up until recently I did do that. And then when my children are born I went through it again. The thought of like leaving them is like leaving them. Yeah that's really. That's why th. That's th. That's th. That's th. That's th. That's th. That's why. That's why. That's why. That's why. That's why. That's why. That's why. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th this human. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. th. Yeah. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. that's that's that's that's that's thi. that's thi. that's thi. thi. thi. thi. that's thi. thi. th. th. th. dreadful of that. But you're not scared of dying, you're scared of leaving them. Yeah, that's really a whole different thing. That's a whole different thing. Yeah, is it? I don't know. Yeah, I mean like, I'm not afraid of death. I'm just, would be incredibly sad if I left them too early. I've heard people who said nobody wants a super painful death obviously.
Starting point is 01:27:25 Well yeah obviously, but maybe that's part of what we're here to learn Johnny. I mean like I don't wish that on anybody but is it possible? I mean when she talks about her son that was what he was here to go through. Sorry you brought my name up and I came back in but I've got to, I got a pee like so. Oh I love that Johnny's hobbled and had to come to come to come to come to come to come to come to come to come to come to come to come to come to come to come to come to come to come the the the to the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the they. they. they. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I'm. I. I'm. I'm. I'm. that. that. that. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. that. that. that. that. that. that. I'm a pee like so I'll I love that Johnny's hobbled and had to come defend himself I just think it's so interesting and and things like this you know like this is like if you don't listen to zero these are the conversations that we have on there because for me man it's like all this chaos in the world is like I would have really I have friends of mine all this chaos in the world. It's like I would have really. I have friends of mine that this election has profoundly affected. Like they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they were right or dies for it though.
Starting point is 01:28:15 Yeah. And it just, it didn't, it didn't go the way they thought either way. I have people that are overjoyed with it. That people that people that people that people that. That people that. That people that. That people that. That that. That's th and it. That's th and people that are overjoyed with it. They have people who are super sad about it. And it's just like, there's people who stop talking their family members because of this election. I'm just like, dude, the people involved,
Starting point is 01:28:36 I've all just moved down with their life. I guarantee Trump is like playing golf somewhere. It's just like, it's just like, it's the way, it's the way, it's just, it's just, it's just, it's just, it's just, it's just, the way, the way, thi, the way, thi, the way, thi, the way, thi, the way, thi, the way, thi, the way, tho, thi, thi, thi, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, it's just the way it is man. It's just like that's what they do like Twitter does it, Instagram does it, Facebook they're programmed to just steal your energy man and to get involved in these fucking wars man. Like I have friends in my life that are some of the nicest loving people but man I've never seen anybody just become so close-minded to stuff and it's all based on politics and like their view of the world I'm just like I mean dude how's it affect you you know how's it affect you and like it just blows my mind and like when you hear
Starting point is 01:29:21 these things these are the things that go dude none of it matters right now because you know what I was toled that th we we we we we we we we we we we we we we we we we we we're th they they they they they they they they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th tho th tho tho th. th. th. th. th. th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th the the the the the the the the that the that the the the the theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the the the the the the the things these are the things that go dude none of it matters right now because you know what I was told that you know we're not going to be able to buy meat murder hornets are coming China is in Canada do you know that that down here everyone's talking about there's Chinese troops all over Canada right now that's what I mean I haven't seen any of them but I do definitely think th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th is th is th is up th is up thi th at thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi. thi. I thi. I thi. I thi. I thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th the th the the their their their their their their their their thi. I'm thi. I'm thi to to to to to to to to told told to toeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeean told told told told told to told to them, but I do definitely think that our government is up to deeply shady shit. Well, I think without a doubt that Trudeau has been elected through some sort of fucking voter fraud like programming because I was up there and like everybody hated that guy. And it's like, and he's went through all the blackface stuff and all this crazy all of his friends are getting
Starting point is 01:30:08 arrested for pedophilia and it's like he won real luck Jan you're like how does that even pop I mean I understand old people just want to do what they want to do and that's coming from a guy who's slowly entering old people land right but it's like it's like it doesn't make any sense now now that you say it looks like Canada was a trial run for us. I mean Canada, it's very interesting because if you hear like people really in the conspiracies are like we're two weeks away from being China and I'm like dude there is a big, big journey between what America is and China. It's like we gotta go through Canada,
Starting point is 01:30:47 we gotta go through, I mean in terms of like the systems. We've been two weeks away for like a decade now too if you listen to those people. Right, and then the guy, you know, I forget who they were talking about, they were talking about, like, oh yeah, it's like as much as Brian's father and father, Cal and shit father got shit on the podcast. He did say something I thought and which was you know today it's China 20 years ago it was Japan was coming to steal everything and ruin every and then it's Russia and they just they just
Starting point is 01:31:14 move it all around it's just where you going Johnny I Johnny just came right in came right back out so if people wanted to contact you where should they go and like what services do you offer, Amy? Because I feel like, I know for me, this is really resonated with me this episode and I'm hoping that I know the listeners and I think they're going to, this is definitely going to resonate with them. Like, what services do you offer that maybe they could come and find you and kind of you can help them on their journey to their their their their their their their their their their their their services their services their their services their services their services their services their their services, their services, their services, their services, their services, their their services, their their services, their services, their their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, and, their, their, offer that maybe they could come and find you and kind of you can help them on their journey to their Akashik records. And I believe like Akashic records looks like the Amibah records out here where it's all
Starting point is 01:31:55 like a cool record store and there's just all your favorite used records are all around. Some for sale. Yeah, you have a discount bin. You find my album. You know, some for sale, have some for sale? Yeah, yeah, you had a discount bin. You find my album. Yeah, they can find me at, I think like the easiest place to find me is Instagram, which my handle is the North Star. Love. But I also have a Facebook group where I'm pretty active called Soul Space
Starting point is 01:32:23 where I do a lot of free like, I just pop on live when I feel like it and go on a motivational rant about how magic we all are and how psychic we all are and powerful and all that stuff and like how to start accessing that and then I run a whole bunch of different programs and I honestly just do whatever I feel like doing so right now I'm um I'm just starting a course on tarot for intuitive development. And then I'll run one on like learning how to read the Akashik records. I just, I can't really give you, like, I can't peg you down the courses I do,
Starting point is 01:33:00 because I just do what I want to do. I love it. That's what you should do. That's the whole point of this whole thing. But I also offer a cash of greetings and like I have various different price points and different structures to try and be accessible for most people. And then I do, for people that really, like, they know that they're intuitive or they have some sense of that, but they they really really really really really really really really they they they they they they they they really really they they th th th th th th th th th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, thi, thi. thi. thi, thi. thi. to to to to tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi.... th.... th. th.. th. th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I thi. I thi. I thi. I thi. I thi. to to to to to toeeea. toea. toea. toea. toea. toea. toea. to to to to to to ththey have some like sense of that but they really really want to cultivate it and activate it like on hyperspeed. I do a psychic activation mentorship so it's just like I use your Akashik records to get the
Starting point is 01:33:34 specific guidance on what you specifically need to do to like accelerate your consciousness and bring your own inherent gifts to the forefront because for me like that that's just the most, has the best part of life is like remembering and realizing how powerful I am. And that, like, it never, there's never a point where I'm like, wow, I think I've like tapped the bottom of the barrel of my power. And it's just there's just nowhere to go from here. It's like, there's always always always always that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's just that's just that's just that's just that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's the the the the the the the the the the the the thiia.a.a.a. that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that power. And it's just nowhere to go from here.
Starting point is 01:34:05 It's like there's always more of you to experience. There's always more of you available to be experienced and discovered. You're like an infinite never-ending mystery. Like, you will never get to the bottom of the infinity that is you. And we're so much more powerful than we've been allowed to know. So I totally agree on that. One quick question. How do you do an acostic reading? Is it like a psychic reading? A tarot card reading? Can they do it over zoom? Yeah, I do them all over zoom. And then so I have one that is like a tarot and a cachet a reading. the ones that I started out with are like I treated it the the the tree their the their tree their, tree. I their, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I'm, th. I'm, tho, tho, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, I, I, I, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I, I'm, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, tot, tot, tot. I'm, tot. I'm, totally, totally, totally, totally, totally, totally, totally, totally, totally, totally, tot. I, but my favorite ones, the ones that I started out with are like,
Starting point is 01:34:45 I treated like a Google search for your soul. So it's kind of like a Q&A, like you come with the questions that you want to ask, the things that are important to you, rather than me just going in, because I'll get information, but you might come away feeling like, well, I don't really that, th................. What, th. What, th. What, th. I, th. th. th. th. th. I, that, that, that, that, that, that, th. th. th. th. th. to, to. that, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to... to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. the. the. to. the to. the the the to. toda. to. the to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to, to, to, to, to, to, to. to. So I kind of put it up to the people who come and book in with me to like figure out what they want to know and ask me and I'll go into their cash records and find the answers. I love it. Let me ask you something. What percentage of your Facebook group are men and what
Starting point is 01:35:16 percentage are women? Most of them are women. I have a handful of men. I do hear, I also have male listeners in my podcast and they'll reach out and let me know, but I keep trying to get dudes to come on and do interviews with me on my podcast. I've only had one who has and he's coming back on, I'm doing another interview with him tomorrow. But like, I don't know, guys just don't seem to wanna like, talk about this stuff as much from their their their their their their their their, I...... I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I've thi. I'm thi. I'm thi. I'm thi. I'm thi. I'm thi. I'm thi. I'm thi. I'm thi. I'm told. I'm told. I'm told. I'm to me. I'm to get. I'm thi. I'm thi. I'll thi. I'll thi. I'll thi. I'll thi. I'll thi. I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I'll thi. I'll thi. I'll thi. I'll thi. I'll thi. I'll thi. I'm thi. I'm toeeanananananananananananan't toeanananananan't toeanananananananananann't toeeeanananananananann't. I'm toeate like talk about this stuff as much from their experience perspectives so I mean if I know what that is I wonder what that is I
Starting point is 01:35:50 wonder what that is you're like do listeners or female ones I honestly don't care if you're like oh I've been having some crazy experiences and I'd love to share like you can be at the very beginning of your awakening you can be like a pro anywhere in between I don't care I just want to like share people's conversations and the cool shit that we experience and normalize it because for me I felt like a crazy person for like at least 12 years in my life for no reason well is your husband into all this stuff he is he was actually more into it when we
Starting point is 01:36:24 than I was because I was in like the medical field so I was in my left brain and he was more into this. And then after our son died, like he had the wherewithal to like we went to kind of a crystal store like around the corner from the hospital he was at and he bought some crystals and like smudged everything and just tried to make it as beautiful and personal of a process as possible when he passed away and then but then after that like he's just been pissed at the universe so he's kind of like shut himself off from his gifts like he still acknowledgesges them, but he's just like, yeah, still kind of mad. Okay, final question. Uh, can we all guess what room she's in right now?
Starting point is 01:37:13 Uh, it somewhat looks like it could be a bathtub, like she's just in the corner of the shower because the acoustics, she could be in a room in which she teaches dojo, karate and stuff like that. Maybe a studio. It could be a studio. No, this looks like, it looks like one of those things that people put up to change clothes behind. The Japanese, the Japanese shit.
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Starting point is 01:37:58 We've settled on a weekly cleaning date. I think that's great. We have been crushing it. It's's great. I think that's great. I think that's great. Cleansing me, I like me now is like I now make sure I do my bed every day. I know that sounds like stupid but I think it matters. Johnny does it. That shit matters. I can tell you I do it every day.
Starting point is 01:38:19 I'm not, you do your bed every day. I wake up. I just, I'm a mess. I can, I can, I can, I can, I can, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, th, th, th, th, th, th. C, I, th. C, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, th, th, th, th, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, th. Do, th. Do, th. Do, th. th. th. C. C. th. C. th. C. C. C. th. C. C. C. C. th. C. C. Cle. Cle. Cle. C. Cle. Cl a mess. I'm a I can be messy too, but then I feel better. I saw messiness. I'm like, I don't want to be this messy anymore. You know, so I am trying my best to clean up. I believe this are not everybody. I'm not very detail oriented. Okay. I just kind of do a drive-by in life, you know so but I have to focus more. to focus. to focus. to focus. to focus. to focus. to focus. to focus. to focus. to focus. to focus. to focus. to focus. to focus. to focus. to. to to to to to to to to to to to to to be. to be to be to be to be know, so, but I have to focus more on that. Okay, Amy, this is Amy, Bel Air, she came, she saw, she kicked out. There's something about Canadian Bell Airs. They always have wonderful conversations. You should, you should hook up with Matt Belair. And he was a great, he was great on this show as well.
Starting point is 01:39:02 He's out of Toronto, man. And I really loved to have a conversation with him you got he's more of a he like he's like the super athlete that goes like the crazy parts of the world and trains but it was a fun conversation with him as well Amy one more time can please tell them where they can find you and so you can find my podcast third-eyeening, anywhere that you find podcasts pretty much, all the major places. You can find me on Instagram at the North Star.love, and you can look me up on Facebook. I'm Amy Melissa, but I don't hardly ever post anything there.
Starting point is 01:39:35 I just have my Facebook group, Soul Space, which is much more active place to be. Boom, winner, winner, chicken dinner. Amy, thank you so much for going on. I know everybody here thoroughly enjoyed the show and I look forward to you coming back down the line, making a run at the at the Mount Everest. Got to be honest with you. That was a wonderful, I know that moment is Mount Everest on the show that when you describe what you went through. So we appreciate you being brave enough to come on and share with us and we look forward to talking to you again soon. Guys we love you all very much. Thank you guys so much so much. Johnny thank you.
Starting point is 01:40:10 Xavier Guerrero thank you and I love you all Swarman and we'll talk to you soon. Thank you so much for your support. We go deep home boy. Aaron, open your mind. Drink from the fountain of knowledge. There's lizard people everywhere. That's some interdimensional... Get up, Aaron! This is only the beginning.
Starting point is 01:40:40 There's... You just blew my mind. Tim foil hack.

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