Tin Foil Hat With Sam Tripoli - #580: Demonic Encounters with Lindsey Scharmyn

Starting point is 00:00:00 Timfoil Hat. Oh, what the fuck are you guys even talking about? Global controls will have to be imposed, and a world governing body will be created to enforce them. Welcome to Tinfoil Half. We go deep, home boy. Eric, open your mic. Drink from the fountain of knowledge. There's lizard people everywhere. Aaron, open your mind.

Starting point is 00:00:28 Drink from the fountain of knowledge. There's lizard people everywhere. That's some interdimensional shit. Wake up, Aaron. This is only the beginning. There's, you just blew my mind. Good morning, to tomorrow. Good morning's warm. And welcome the Tim Fall Hat. Good morning, Swarm and welcome to Tim Fall Hat. You know what I'm here to do?

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Starting point is 00:01:06 Join me as always, Xavier Guerrero and Jay, nice. Johnny Woodard, how are you guys? We're doing. Good, good, good, good. It's a little bit. Linde and Charming came on. Lank. . Man, some interesting story. She goes hard, dude. She's got the stories, man. Today's our episode of The Stranger Things.

Starting point is 00:01:27 She's definitely in the mix. Made me nervous. Are you afraid of demonic entities, John? Oh, I don't want anything to do with any of that shit. Any of that stuff? But do you believe in it? Yeah. Oh, me too. to. Mexicans watching the extrasism, the Wi-Gi board, it's kind of like possession pretty much in there. And then you have your, you're,

Starting point is 00:01:46 de morta, you have your, yeah, their the dead. And it's not as nice as where they don't, we don't give out candy and shit. Yeah, it's serious. You go to the grave and cry. Yep. Me, me, puppy. Guys I want to give tha, me, tha, tha, tha, tha, thu, to thu, to to thu, thu, to the to to the to the to their, their, their, to their, their, you their, you're their, you're their, you their, you're their, you're their, you're their, you're their, you're their, you're their, you're their, you, you, you their, you, you, you their, you their, you their, you their, you their, you their, you their, you their, you their, you, you their, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you their, you their, their, their, their, their, you're their, you're their, you're their, you're their, you're their, you're their, you're want to thank the people who came to Tallahassee. Uh-huh, everyone's like, you know, this is the shadiest part of town. I'm like, well, yeah, I mean, yeah, it was pretty shady. And then I want to thank everybody in Jacksonville that came to the e-m-uhh! the gaugh was the gay bar and I enjoyed the show crush fest Got to watch me commit some violence I know I miss something I heard about some yeah Well the people will hear word on the street we're on the street people talk you know

Starting point is 00:02:33 Definitely got got interesting. I'm a heckle killer, but we'll get into that later guys If you want to support I just want to say Florida you never disappoint. We love you very much and I will always they go you gonna come to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to th th to to to to to th th to the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the to the to to to to to tho to to to thoooooooo toooo tooo too the the the say Florida, you never disappoint. We love you very much. And I will always, they go, you're going to come back? I'm like, yeah, I'll come back for sure. Sam is a Florida man to his call. I am a weird, I'm a weirdly a Florida guy, right? I think you will, maybe not now, but I think you might end up in Florida no matter what. I'm not against it. There is a good chance I may end up in Florida. You know, baby's mama doesn't want to go there behind. You for sure have lived there in a separate life. Something like a different time. Yeah, for sure. For sure. For sure. I have Florida energy. Oh, you got definitely doing the cocaine times. Yeah. Right. thr. th. th. th. th. th. to. th. to. to. to. the. the. th. th. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. tod. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. the.'m all there. Right, guys, hey, if you wanna see me live,

Starting point is 00:03:27 I'm like taking it pretty easy right now. June 21st, which is tonight, I'm going to be doing my new secret show, okay? It's basically, it's not called a secret show, that's already used. It is called assassins only, okay? Leave your bitch ass at home. And it's basically, where you don't find find, I, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you're, I, you're, you're, I, you're, I, you're, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, th, I, th, I, t, I'm like, t, t, I'm like, t, I'm like, t, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, thi, thi, thi, th, tha, tha, tha, ta, tha, tha, tha, tha, tha, thi, thi, thi, thi, th secret show that's already used it is called assassins only okay leave your bitch ass at home and it's basically where you don't find you don't know who is going up it's only assassins so I could book anybody I want I know if there are people crying about it the life is killer we've sold a bunch of tickets Johnny I know you didn't believe in it but we sold a bunch of tickets

Starting point is 00:04:03 oh no I wasn't sure they would believe in you because you got to only book heaters bro, but I just want to do weird shows what weird people who push it no none of this cookie cutter bullshit I will never ever ever book the cookie cutter soo soo. So this gonna be a good one and it's only 10 bucks and it's at a cool ass club, tons of parking, Vine and Santa Maca and it's assassins only. And then I'm home for a couple weeks. And then July 15th and 16th, I am at my home club that I own called the Dojo Comedy in TIFs. And it's in Morris Plains, New Jersey and then

Starting point is 00:04:47 on the 20th I am now going to be at the next comedy chaos. And then we're doing a we're gonna I hate doing months away but August 5th and 6th I'm going to be at COPS in San Francisco buy your tickets now guys if you think you're going to go buy your tickets now. Guys, if you think you're gonna go, buy your tickets up front, please, you're giving everybody anxieties. We end up having a pack show, but like you guys buy it the last second and you make me, you just hype my anxiety.

Starting point is 00:05:16 And then it, and then that trickles down. Then I get it, then Dana gets it, because I'm gonnato grab and sold no tickets yeah and then it's a pack show so go I'm gonna be a cops which is super interesting dude super interesting so go join me there guys a lot of what do you mean super interesting what does that mean San Francisco's weird we're now dude it's a weird it's a weird town now like just like Hollywood they've ran out of a lot of the outlaws. Oh. San Francisco's weird now, bro.

Starting point is 00:05:48 But you know, and like, listen, man, I know people think I'm crazy, but I do really believe that things are changing. Things are changing. We are winning the spiritual war. They are losing left and right. People are waking up more and more to everything. And, I mean, they're they're thi thi thkin thkin thkin thkin thi than than than they're they're they're than they're they're they're they're than they're thi they're thi thi thi thi thi thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. th. thi. th. th. th. th. toe. toean. toean. toean. toean. toean. toean. toean. toean. toean. th. th. th. th. th.. People are waking up more and more to everything. And I mean they're talking about Hillary Clinton running for president. I wish she would. Please

Starting point is 00:06:11 do. Run it into the ground. Kill that dead carcass. You think she could. You think she could take one more L? I don't think she could. Dude, there will be no traction. You know all the old neocons wrong. I don't think she could. She, there will be no traction. You know, all the old neocons are being ran out. All we're left with now are like Mitch McConnell, Lindsay Graham and Bar- and Diana, I mean Nancy Pelosi. And I feel like they're all on their last leg. I think those days are a number, in my humble opinion. Anybody else?? th th thus. thus. thus. thus. thus. thus. thu else. thus. thus. I th. I thus. I th. I th. I thi. I thi. I thi. thi. I thi. thi. they they thi. they're they're they're they're they're they're they they they they they they they they they they they they they will. There they they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they're. I they're. I they're they're they're they're thi. I thi. I thi. thea. thea. thea. thoooooooo. thea. thea. thea. thea. thea. thea. I thea. I thea. I think those days are numbered in my humble opinion. Anybody else?

Starting point is 00:06:45 Just not sure that we want the you know AOC and that crowd. I think they're gonna I think they're in trouble too. Yeah but I think they're in real trouble bro and you know everyone's always talking about like there's a real belief that Michelle Obama might run. She is dude, will get that big black dick kicked in, okay? No chance. No chance of her winning. Dude, and listen, let's be honest, what are the, what are the mechanisms to blow them up? Nobody's watching CNN, no one's watching MSNBC, and see it, and it looks like Twitter, I mean like, I, I, I, why is Elon Musk making calls at Twitter? Is he, did he buy a giant chunk? I don't know what you mean by that.

Starting point is 00:07:29 Elon Musk is like having meetings with the board of Twitter telling him what he's gonna do. I'm like, did you already buy it? But if that goes, they're aft. They're, I mean, like, nobody's watching this January 6th. What do you think they'll, they't think they'll give her a chance? They'd have to give her a chance. They have the letter. Well, she may, I mean, the only one that has a chance, in my opinion. From the day, I think it's, I real hard. So in November, you got the midterms. I mean, I know nobody cares about.

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Starting point is 00:14:34 And she also has a new book out called The Key of Transformational Healing. Please welcome, Lindsay. How are you, Lindsay? I am fantastic. It's always so awesome to be here with you, Sam. Thanks for, thanks for having me back again and again. Anytime, all the time. Let me ask you, how many times have you been on?

Starting point is 00:14:51 Are you a five tiar yet? I know they're five. I think I'm actually, this is three. That's a lot, man. That's a lot, man, man, man, man, man, man, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, that's, that's, that's, that's a lot, yeah, yeah, the, the, that's, that's, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, th. th. th. th. th. Any. Any. Any. Any. Any. Any. Any. Any. Any. A. Any. Any. Any. Any. Any, time, ti. Any. Any. Any. Any. Any. Any. Any, time, time, th you because you're a nice bridge between conspiracy and paranormal, I guess I would say, where it's like the kind of the weird weird that I'm really wanting to get into more and more on this show because I don't want to keep doing the same shows over and over again. So the weirder the better. For those who may not be familiar with your other appearances, can you tell us a little bit about yourself, your podcast and where they can find you?

Starting point is 00:15:27 Yeah, I guess I'll just say I have my podcast, Rogue Ways, I also do a show called Middle Path, you can get it on Rockfin, sometimes on YouTube, but I try not to do YouTube too much. I just do little shorts, and then I cut that feed and sticks the places places places places places places places places places places places places places places places places places places and sticks and sticks and sticks and sticks and sticks the places places places places't censor me. But you can get all the audio also on any podcast app, or wherever you like to listen to podcasts. And I do have my books, I make Orgo and I do spiritual healing and support, I do guidance, I do healing with people and all sorts of stuff,

Starting point is 00:15:54 and you can find it all on Rogue Ways.org. Well, I'm very excited to talk to you. You and I have a lot of the same background. We used to go hard in the paint, party in, then we've had, you know, this kind of spiritual awakening and now we're like Zen. I know some people may not think I'm that Zen, but I like to think I'm trying. I'm just in the spiritual world, you know, I have a podcast called Zero. You've been on it a couple times and it really is like for me, like my life jacket in this kind of chaotic sea that we're living in right now. But you used to go hard in the paint now you found kind of your way and it's super interesting. Why are people like us so drawn to these kind of topics, do you think? I really, like this is what saved me, you know, and really I think it's what it's, that's that's th is what I that's th is what I th is what I th is what I th is what I th is what I th is what I these kind of topics, do you think? I really, like, this is, this is what saved me, you know,

Starting point is 00:16:47 and really I think it's what I was heading towards all along. And I think part of why we went into the darkness so deeply is because something in us understood just what's happening in this reality, but nothing around us reflected it. And so we were, we felt alone and like dejected and lost and like we didn't belong here and you know no one. I remember looking around at like adults and that's sort of real world and being like, none of this makes sense, like do you guys not aware? Like I'm like really young and you're old

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Starting point is 00:21:26 We aren't doing well. Pull it back. So, you and I have, and we also have like some paranormal in the back of, back in our earlier days we would say where we kind of experienced some super interesting stuff. So why don't you get into this kind of story you have about what happened you in 1997? Oh, right. Is this the computer, the computer one? Yeah. This is, by the way, after, so if you listen to a previous episode of Timpho Had I was on,

Starting point is 00:21:57 I tell the story of my terro and my sort of demonic attachment experience and the poltergise-gugeist like things that were happening so this what I'm about to tell you happened after all of that. So you're like a beacon for this the this energy in some where it was at some point it has never slowed down really like my whole life I have lots and lots of things going on that most people wouldn't believe or even consider it all and so you know the easiest thing then for people to do is go, oh, she's insane, she's schizophrenic. So I assure you I've had plenty of psych evalves, you know, in treatment and otherwise, and I'm not those types of mental illness at least.

Starting point is 00:22:33 Well, some anxiety, some depression, some PTSD, but those aren't, you know, someone just phrased understanding reality so well. So I'm not delusional, you know, according to professionals. But I know that I know that a lot of people just don't buy it. But yeah, my whole life has been littered with this stuff and, um, and people will ask me like, why. And I'm like, well, I mean, I think there's a lotthem seems to be that I was literally guided to, you know, the sort of path that I'm on and what I'm doing and, you know, as strong as our light is, so is often the

Starting point is 00:23:12 darkness that tries to sit around and snuff that light out. And so I think when you've chosen to sort of deal with and address like the deepest layers of what you could call our karma or our like soul or soul contracts or whatever, then some pretty heavy things come up and a lot of that is on the spiritual realm. So, well, you know, a couple of things you talked about. One is like I think schizophrenia could be a whole different thing than what they want us to believe. Yeah. Yeah. I think it could be possession. Connection to higher forms, different entities. That's not just you're losing your mind and stuff like that, but you may be actually a conduit to higher entities, lower entities, you may be possessed.

Starting point is 00:23:58 I think that's a big thing we talk about all the time on the show these, I think crystal meth and alcohol alcohol, have dark art, it's energy in them, purposefully. And you see when people are walking on the street talking to themselves, they look possessed to me. So, I... It's multiple, multiple people on the same street, they're just looking up in the air, they're talking to.

Starting point is 00:24:23 Yeah, or talking to something you don't know what they're talking to. Yeah exactly they could actually be seeing something. They could be actually seeing something, channeling something, vibing with something. I do think these drugs are, I mean have some kind of a dark magic in that. Do you remember in cartoons when they have the angel and the devil? Sometimes I feel like that's who they talk to, like the devil that tells them to stop and then they're like, they just, that's their homie. Yeah, I mean, dude, again, I think the darkness could definitely be a part of that and it gets inside them and controls them. Now were you using drugs when you did this? At the story I'm about to tell I was not high, but I will say about this, you know, schizophrenia thing and other cultures, schizophrenics would be the shaman's and the healer. So it's not unheard of to connect those two things.

Starting point is 00:25:16 And our culture, we're just like, oh, you're psychotic, you're crazy like off with you and we don't pay any attention to them and to, you know, support that. I'll just show that I see oras also. And when I see people talking to themselves on the street, I can also kind of sense the other energy that they're talking to. One time I was walking down the street and a woman was talking to one of those energies or whatever, or whatever'm about to take with my friend to the desert and like the things that might happen there and then she just keeps walking so I'm like something just came through her that actually exists and those things because how would this random homeless woman know that I was going there's some are good and some are bad, some are friendly, some are not, all of them have the potential to know things that you know

Starting point is 00:26:10 we shouldn't know or wouldn't know, but yeah, they're there. It's real. So we if we honored that in people and we were like, yeah, you're special. You have this connection, you can receive information from these sources and and taught how to use it and to embrace it, then maybe we wouldn't have to put them on the type of drugs that like make them have pop bellies and hunchbacks and like horrible skin and just slowly die and, you know, suffering. That would be neat. I would like that. I concur. I mean, like half the miracles in any religious text, if they were around today, they be labeled as crazy and locked up.. I, I, I, I, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like were around today, they be labeled as crazy and locked up and medicated and shut down. I mean like, it's just a true, I mean, if you said you were talking to God right now, people be like, dude, what's wrong with that? Okay, a crazy guy, crazy guy, I mean, and I tell you man, you know, there were times my life., I heard voices, and they told me some super positive stuff that ended up playing out correctly.

Starting point is 00:27:10 So, I mean, like the notion you can't, what's actually scarier than hearing voices is not hearing voices, like the people here are here no voices, you're like, NPCs? That's got to be an NPC, no voice, just live in life, just walking through. I gotta do my 9-5 and just keep going with life. It's weird, right? I mean, there's some people say there's no proof of NPCs, but I'm like, if you don't have an inner dialogue, that makes me nervous. Yeah. Something wrong with that, yeah.

Starting point is 00:27:39 So it's 1997. The internet is starting to cook with gas. I was in Vegas, I had long hair. How old were you in 1997? Four? Four years old? Four years old? Have you been on, had you? Did you sneak into the country?

Starting point is 00:27:55 Yeah, have you done your, like, have you gone through the river? Under the tunnels? the tunnel? No, no, no, no, no. Did it the right way. So when did you do that? What age? No. You hadn't done it. No, no, no, no. OK, OK. But have you been on the internet yet? I'm trying to.

Starting point is 00:28:10 I had. Yeah. I had. It's 11. I remember going to Kinko's in like 93, 97? No, I did, I did. But I'm saying like, around 92, I think I started using computers all the time. Because 97 is like prime, isn't that like prime comp you serve, discs in the mail, that whole thing, isn't it? Yeah, where it was like seven days free or something like that, right, John? Yeah, I mean, you remember they're using it then more. I just remember being in Vegas and like going to use a computer and I'm like the computer's not working and he walks up and goes

Starting point is 00:28:49 What are you doing like you got to close these windows? He goes if you ever use a computer before I go I really have it. I don't know what the fuck I'm doing right now. So you're doing so get into it so you're doing dial-up in 1997. Yeah! it so you you're doing dial-up in 1997. Exactly. You have to like torture the souls of the undead to get the computer to connect. That's what that noise was. Guys, we've seen so many people making ridiculous money from crypto. But did you know that it's easy for you to do the same?

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Starting point is 00:35:53 Computer's not turning off. Like, this isn't even possible. So now I'm like, really getting scared. Like on the back of the tower, there's like another switch. That's the, this is the hard switch. Like you turn this off, the computer is fucking off period. Yeah. Turn, toggle that switch. Computer does not turn off. I'm like, what the fuck? Like, now I just want to throw the computer out of the house, like,

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Starting point is 00:38:46 because they're like, that's not possible. Like the fucking computer was unplugged from the wall. It was still shining this picture out. So do you, did you ever hear anything back from this sim and did this ever happen again? Did you ever get contacted many, many many times throughout my life by again what people would probably call extraterrestrials but I call Wogis because I don't think they're physical beings from another planet or another part of the universe and wogies is a native American term and

Starting point is 00:39:16 I am in a shamanic sort of tradition and so that word works for me but we ca people call them star beings and like all sorts of shit and I don't have any attachment to the word. I just, I just know in my experience they're not physical, they're not in physical ships, they're not physically here in bodies. And I, I know now that that was them, but at the time I had no idea it was going on at all. But I just, but I did, like I said, some part of me knew, because I had already been interacting with these beings and I just didn't understand what it was or why it was happening to me or what it meant or anything like that and this was one more way

Starting point is 00:39:52 they were trying to be like, hey, like here's a way we could communicate if you want, and I was like, kill it with mean like I want when this show first started I got an email From a Navy Email and it was all about and it said follow the white rabbit Sam and it was all this cue shit Wow when back when the show first started and I was like what the fuck is that and then all this stuff that? I taught to try? And then all this stuff that had talked about was starting to come true they were trying. to to to to th. th. th. th. th. th, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th thi thi thi thi that that that that that, that, they were they were they were they were they were that. the they were they were they were they were they were they were they were they were they were they were they were they were they were they were they were they were the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th. the th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. try. try. try. theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeean. theeeeeeeeee. I they were the. I the. I th like, what the fuck is that? And then all this stuff that had talked about was starting to come true.

Starting point is 00:40:27 If they were trying to use you as like the first dude to like make you on huge, yeah, breaking it. What's that? I wonder if that was me. I wouldn't put it past me to have I sent you an email one time, but I don't think that was it. Like to fuck with you? But I think I told you, like, right after. Johnny, are you try and tell me you sent me a Navy email?

Starting point is 00:40:54 No, it couldn't have been Navy though. I couldn't fake that Navy. Like, it was Navy. It was Navy. Well, let me see if I can look it up real quick. It's all right. No, no, no, we're gonna find out. I say some Kennedy shit one time, I think, is what I think. He just sent you some naked pictures. It wasn't that big of a deal. Let me see, oh yeah, yeah.

Starting point is 00:41:12 But no, the Navy thing doesn't ring up. Yeah, way, you're just fucking. I'm broken. It's like, yeah, yeah. No, no, no, I don't think that one. No, I don't think that was me. No, but I did send you some shit to fuck with you, but I think we talked about it later. Oh, man. Johnny, I have to find out. I got to ask, you said Yeah, they're most often what we most people would call orbs. They're lights in the sky. They can appear as one light or 500 lights. They can, uh, my favorite appearance they ever made was like someone was shaking a can of glitter like across the sky.

Starting point is 00:42:01 So, and that was the one that really proved to me like, it's not like there's 10,000 of them up there, right? That was just one. I mean however many I don't know I'm not going to quantify them but it was just one phenomenon you know making that appearance. It wasn't do you know what I mean? each sparkle was like one ship just flashing it right moment so it was in corporeal. There was no physicality to it. It the amount. It the amount. It the amount. It th. th. th. th. That th. That's th. That's th. That's th. That's th. That's th. That's th. th. th. th. th. that's th. that's th. that's th. th. thi. that's th. th. th. th. th. th. thi. thi. th. th. th. th. That's th. That's th. That's th. That's th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th. th. th. th. th. It's th. It's th. It's the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. It was the. So it was incorporeal. There was no physicality to it. The amount, that's why the speed they seem to be able to move at is just so unbelievable. We think it can't be done physically. Like well it's not being done physically. They can appear in any way they choose to. I've seen them look like planes of various styles and shapes. I've seen them in the daylight at night time.

Starting point is 00:42:45 When you say they, do you get the sense that it's numerous entities or is it one that make, many that make kind of one entity or is it distinct entities coming in? I always have the feeling that there is multiple of them. Okay, interesting. Yeah, when I'm interacting with my, the easiest way for me to interact with them is when there's just one light and it's reacting to my Thoughts, it's responding So in that in that moment, I feel like it's just one of them, but I always say they and them Well, I guess so what what I'm curious about is whether you're revisited by this do you ever get the sense that it's the same one? the same one? th, th, th, th, th, the same one? the same one? I I the same one? I the same the same they they they they they they they are they are they are they are they are they are they are they are they are they are they the same? I I the same? I th. I the same? I'm their, I'm their, I'm their, I'm their, I'm their, I'm their, I'm their. I'm their. I'm th. I'm th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm th. th. thi. thi. the. the. the. the. the the. the the the. the the the the the the the. the the the the the. the, do you ever get the sense that it's the same one repeatedly?

Starting point is 00:43:26 They are the same ones. Okay, but not, but not, there's not anything distinct enough about. Like Bob is always like. They're not distinct in that way. They're not distinct in that way. And I don't even know if they have identities in that sort of way that we would, right, associate you with They feel like they're sort of beyond that. Now, did you ever go back to the computer and try to use it again and did anything like that

Starting point is 00:43:52 ever happen again? Nothing exactly like that ever happened again. I mean, we could do a whole five-hour episode on just the bizarre electronic things that have happened to me with computers that don't make sense. Really? That are similar to this, but like totally different. But yeah, that nothing exactly like that has ever happened again. It's so crazy. So let me... So like, I see some notes you said me, being taken to a galactic center. Have you been, you've had that experience? You've been taking... What? What is it first? Can we can we get t? t? tak? tak? tak? tak, tak, tak, tak, tak, tak, tak, th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th thi thi, thi, that that that that thi, that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that th? th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi, thi, thi? thi? thi? thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. that's that experience? You've been taking, what? Well, what is it first? Can we get an explanation?

Starting point is 00:44:30 What, so how, so you what, teleported, you astro projected, what did you do? I'm gonna, so I call it the galactic center, because I don't have a better word for it. You guys could give me a better name if you want. But what happened was I was taken spiritually. Yeah, you could call it out of body, astral projection I guess, but it was definitely not me like. I'm out of body now. I'm going to go here and do this. I was being taken, but I was being guided. It wasn't nefarious. It wasn't like people describe alien abductions. And again, it wasn't physical. And so I was just going in, I don't know how you guys feel. What I'm dreaming, I'm like, yay!

Starting point is 00:45:07 Like I have my like child-like, like, this is my attitude, right? So I'm like, we're going on an adventure. So I'm just like flying through space. And in my experience, this is just similar to a dream, but that's very vivid. And I just just just to have just just just on this dream and it's just exceptionally clear. That's all I really think about it. So when I'm experiencing all these things in the early part of my life,

Starting point is 00:45:30 I didn't have much reference for it. I didn't understand or even ask questions about it really, except to say like, well, that was fucking weird and no one's going to understand it. So I'm probably never goingto like tell me what was going on. So I was just like, okay, well, this was my experience. And I was in a, again, I was in like a ship, but I wasn't physically in a ship and I think my brain just created this like ship so that I had like an idea of how we were doing this. So hold to make me feel safe. Before you take off into that, was this like, like, like, like doing this. So, hold so before we, before you take off into that, was this like, what, again, I have to ask, were you partying at this time? No, and this is in the middle of the night.

Starting point is 00:46:12 Okay, so you were sleeping. You were sleeping and taking all, and you just felt like maybe you didn't ask for a projection or somebody came to thi. told that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, again soul your spirit. What do you think it was? Oh, it's the same oh that did the traveling. Yeah, I think those things are all the same thing Our consciousness is our soul or so is our consciousness. I'll take that. Yeah, so it was you know I left my body and was invited by these same beings that I call Loge's that you can call it. It's a native te. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. te. te. t. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. I. I te. I the te. I te. I the the the the the the their th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. the the the the the the the the same. the th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. th. to call it. Well, I like that. It's a native term for those light beings. The reason I like that term too is because they understood them as not having physical presence as well and being spiritual beings and that's my understanding of them. So I just adopted that term. And so they took me and the interesting thing is again, I didn't see them. I just knew they were right there behind me. I could hear them talking to me.

Starting point is 00:47:07 They were telling me and sharing all these things with me and I just knew they were there, but I never looked at them. So again, like what did they look like? I don't know, they're just like, they took me out, I got to see the solar system, got to see a bunch of galaxies and universes or whatever, I don't know, all kind of bigger than I think we think things are. Far, far, far, far out. We went and we looked and they said,

Starting point is 00:47:35 there's the, there's the center. Like, there's the middle. There's where it's's, there's a lot going on here. You travel, was it instantly or were you like, okay, it's a five hour flight, you know, just chill out, we've got some complimentary, you know, cranberry juice, some snacks, download the United App or anything like that? Was it like instantly you were in this ship? It's pretty instant. It's, there's no time or space even in this way. And that people who have astro ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast ast out out out out out out out out instantly instantly instantly instantly instantly instantly instantly instantly instantly instantly instantly instantly instantly instantly instantly the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the tho instantly instantly tho-s instantly tho-fix instantly the time or space even in this way. And that people who have astral projected or have out of body traveled kind of understand you can put it there.

Starting point is 00:48:11 You could experience all the space and time you want, or you can just go, okay, now I'm here. So they kind of allowed me to have like a scenic tour, but it's pretty freaking quick. As far as I understand the distance that we understand as distance, very, very fast, not possible to travel there otherwise, I would say at all in this lifetime. So very lucky, but again, in my experience of this,

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Starting point is 00:54:50 They're like there's the Milky Way. There's your entire. So we're the Hicks. Yeah. We're out there. We're out there. We're country bumpkins. So, yeah. So this is super interesting. So, you know, I mean, space there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the. the. the the the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. t. t. too. too. too. the. too. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. super interesting. So, you know, I mean, space, there's debates with space empty. Is it liquid? Is it, so what did you get a sense it was when you were on in this moment? It's all stuff, like it's not empty. There's no nothing. And so there, liquid might be the closest to it. The way the energy seems to move would be the most,

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Starting point is 00:56:43 And it's definitely something that channels through in this book, which is from the same beings. And they say exactly that, like literally any any tiniest fraction of anything holds all the information that ever existed anywhere, period, or ever could or ever would. And there is that sense that we're in this space that we've chosen to be in this like linear time and this body and this identity and so we th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th at thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi the, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi. thi. thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. th. th. th. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi theeeeeeeeeeeean. thean. theanan. thean. theanean. thean. thean. thean. thean. theeeeean. thee an the're in this space that we've chosen to be in this like linear time and this body and this identity and so we have this viewpoint. It is limited in some way. At the same time, we're connected to source or whatever you want to call it that has infinite information and everything that we can connect to anything anywhere any time, like literally. And so we're choosing to have this experience in this way. We're still connected to the infinite. It is hollow fractal. Everything is just a smaller version of everything else.

Starting point is 00:57:28 Like it all contains everything within it and that was definitely imparted to me. More recently than than that original trip. But so that's the sort of nature of it. And even the shape of the earth, when we came back to the earth, which was, that was, that was, that was, that was, that was, that was, that, that was, that was, that was, that was, that was, that was, that was, that was, that was, that was, that was, that was, and, and, and, and, and, and that was, that was, that was, that was, and, and, and, that was, that was, th. th came back to the earth, which was that happened the quickest. Like we took our time kind of going out to see things and show me the scenic stuff. I think they wanted to just show me some stuff. And then when they were like there's a Milky Way and whatever and they're like, we'll go back now and we were there at earth like the earth like the earth. the th.

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Starting point is 01:00:09 and but that's what I saw and that's what I was shown and told. And so, what's really interesting is I was, it was indicated that there is a different energetic sort of shape or movement that goes in the to, to, to, to, to right, there's another figure eight going north to south up and down, but it's like not visible and not part of our plane or something. And I didn't really understand it, and so that's the best I can explain it. So whatever that is going on to.

Starting point is 01:00:38 And I'm sorry, now was this, this is the center, right? Are you saying this is the, is this zoomed out or zoomed in? I guess, I'm zoomed as far out as you can go. Okay, got it, got it. Okay. Yeah, so you can, I can see the whole entire universe allegedly. And that center is just the brightest, brightest light. It's not just one light though, clearly. Yeah, it can infinite suns or something. Okay. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. the. the. the. the. the. the. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. the. th. th'm now supposed to pick my tube or whatever my portal to whatever timeline. So this is a portal to a timeline and Earth is multiple dimensions?

Starting point is 01:01:15 Well, and so I don't, I mean, yes, yes, definitely. All of our timelines are happening at once, but that's not just Earth, that's everywhere as far as I'm understanding things. So again, you've chosen this life, you've chosen this path through life, and there are infinite more of them pretty close to you. And if you wanted to choose another one, you could. I mean, I did. As far as I understand, I've done it twice, consciously choosing like a shift to my timeline to live th... And, thiiiiiiii.. And, thi. And, thi. And, thi. And, thi. And, thi. And, thi. And, thi. And, thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi, thi, th. thi, th. thi, thi, thi, thi. thi. thi. So, thi. So, th. So, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, I, I, I, I, th. And, I, thi. And, thi. And, thi. And, thi. And, thi. thi. thi. the. the. the. toea. toea. thea. And, thea. And, thea. And, thi. And, th. And, thi. choosing like a shift to my timeline to live things out slightly differently than they would have otherwise. And I genuinely believe that's what people are talking about when they're talking about manifesting or like, you know, calling to you like the things that you're, you know, like I think that's just another version of the same exact thing.

Starting point is 01:02:00 And if you really want to not think about any of that and not believe in any of that, you can still just say like, well, I choose to live a certain way, have a certain attitude, make certain choices to create, you know, a future that I enjoy, which is just like a way more paired-down version of the same thing. But all of these things are just different possibilities, you know that you could or could not experience if you would like to. that thrown, thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. try. try. to to try. to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to if you would like to. So I, but that was too much pressure for me. Like, I'm like, I don't know, like, what am I supposed to choose? Like, I don't even know what the hell we're doing right now or like who you are or like, what's going on? Like, this is very hard for me, you know, and so I asked them like, that one. And I was like, cool. So I jumped back down that one. And apparently that's this life. What's really fascinating to me too, again, if anybody asked me, like, have you ever had

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Starting point is 01:03:39 but I was like how did we both have the exact same experience of seeing all of these tornado-like portals covering the globe and choosing one to come back to you representing a very specific timeline of this life as Lindsay Charman, right? It is interesting and this is basically the plot behind everything everywhere all at once. I love that movie so much. Anyone who hasn't seen it has to go see it right now. It's one of my favorite things that exists. Well, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it is, it is, it is, it is, it is, it is, it is, it is, it is, it is, it is, it is, it is, it is, it is, it is, it is, it is, it is, it is, it is, it is, I I thi, I th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, i, i. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi. thi. t. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. hasn't seen it has to go see it right now. It's one of my favorite things that exists. Well it is a I've seen thousands of movies. You put that shit in like your top four, top five last time we talked about it? It is top four. It sounds crazy. Top top two for me. It goes taxi driver. Then it goes then it's like kill bill. Tax. Ta. Ta. T. T. Ta. Ta. Ta. Ta. Ta. Ta. Ta. Ta. Ta. Ta. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. I I I's. I th. I. I've. I've. I've. I. I. I. I've. I've. I I I I've. I've. I I I I I I've. I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I. I I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. I've. I've. Taxi driver, everything, everywhere all at once. Kill Bill, Matrix.

Starting point is 01:04:28 And then this movie, and three of them have to do with karate. But the point is, the point of that movie is that there is a higher vibrational version of you in the universe. And the truth of the matter is, it's inside of you. And you just have to lean to it. to to to to to to the, matrix to, matrix to, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, matrix, matrix, to, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, matrix, matrix, matrix, matrix, matrix, matrix, matrix, matrix, the, matrix, the, matrix, the the, matrix, matrix, matrix, matrix, matrix, matrix, matrix, matrix, the the the the the to, to to to and the truth of the matter is it's inside of you and You just have to lean into it and believe in it and so there's a million There's a super high version of you existing in in the in the multi- Sure a super high version of XG right now. Yeah, well, this is like the highest version of that. I couldn't imagine. Dude, if he was any higher, he'd be flat-lining. Is there one where Johnny's high? Yeah, there's probably, yeah, yeah.

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Starting point is 01:07:06 And when you don't learn it, you have to come back and do it again and complete the level like any video game That we play it right? And I think that's even within one life, right? Like you have this I have this thing. I'm trying to overcome right and I have this Opportunity presented. It seems like a struggle to me. I'm like? th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. T. T. th. th. T. th. th. T. T. th. th. there. there. there. there. there. there. there's the. the there. there. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. the th. the the the the the the to to to to to to to to to to to to the the the the the the the the the the the the the the their their their their their their their their their their their their there's there's there's there's there's there's their is their is their is their their is their their theooooooooooooooe. the. the. the. it seems like a struggle to me. I'm like, God damn it, why is this happening again? But really it's like, okay, well, prove to me you've learned something and prove to me you can do better this time. And if I don't, well then like, okay, whatever, however that ends up going and then, that, that like that experience never happens again.

Starting point is 01:07:46 Like you don't have it anymore. Like you actually leveled up. So you can also do it within one life, learn the lesson and like become this, you know, new version of yourself. What's really interesting as you were talking is I was remembering part of that experience too once I picked that portal, I was in thisthis slide I actually zoomed through the whole life so I did a reverse life review when I left I had life review and I came back and I saw all of these things it was so fast I couldn't consciously hold on to all of it but I saw a lot of things that I definitely held on to and as my life has progressed I've seen every single one of those things occur. Damn! So that was a trip. So that was a the the the the the the the the the trip trip trip trip trip trip th a th. That was a th. That was a trip. That was a trip. So trip. So th. So th. So th. So th. So thri. So th. So thrip. So thrip. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. So th. th. that was that was that was that was that was that was a that was a that was thi was thi. th. thi. that was thi. thi. thi. the. thi. thi. thi. th. th. th. th. So th was a trip. And they're all stupid, pointless things. None of them were like moments that actually matter. There's moments where I'm like,

Starting point is 01:08:28 Oh, this is the time I was standing at the fire with the beer while the fat guy fell into the fire. Okay, got it. I'm here now. It was really weird shit like that. So, but what's really weird is that stopped at 2021, 2020 or 2021. Fuck, I don't even remember now. And I was my whole life, I was like, well, I guess I die in 2020, because that was that, I literally saw the numbers of the years as we were flying through

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Starting point is 01:09:25 And I did not die, clearly I'm here. I don't think that's because of the timeline I chose. I think what that was saying was it's when 2020 when you finally are going to step to fuck up and be like, yeah, like almost beyond the predictive power of whatever you were experiencing then? Is that what you're saying or? I almost think if I knew for sure what was going to happen beyond that, I wouldn't do it because it'd be too terrifying. I have a even sharing this with people right now on this show or my show is somewhat terrifying because I'm very aware of how many people are going to be like, what a fucking crazy bitch.

Starting point is 01:10:06 I don't know if they're going to be on this show you're a crazy bitch, I think. Yeah. I mean you're always going to have some people, then no matter what you do, you're going to have somebody saying, crazy bitch, it doesn't matter, but the majority. The thing about this, it's like why I always I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I always th. I always th. I always th. I always th. I always th. th. th. the th. the th. th about this, it's like why I always hated when comedy clubs left little comic cards. Because the truth of the matter, most people when they love something aren't going to say anything. That's true. Right? If they love the, like, they'll, they'll, like, they'll, they'll, like, you know, they'll come up to me after a show, be like, hey, they'll they'll come up to me after the show, be like, hey, man, great show. I loved it, and then they walk off. I'm like, oh, you should say something to the manager.

Starting point is 01:10:46 But they're like, when you're angry, you're going to leave a little remark. I mean, like, we just see all this clout-chasing dick writing going on the internet right now with a bunch of people who can't create shit, and now. always go to the negative. And you brought this up before Lindsay on Zero about how like the drama podcast always do better than the spiritual podcast. Because the drama podcast taps in to people's fight or flight. And we have it so easy in this country. I mean, we have overweight homeless people.

Starting point is 01:11:24 I mean, like that to me is a sign of like, and not that I mean we have overweight homeless people. I mean like that to me is a sign of like and not that I want anyone to be homeless and I'd love to help them get out of a situation but I mean when that's meaning you're eating a lot and so just people just are drawn to drama because they need something to feel like they're fighting for. And they and they need something that reflects where they're at too and most people honestly to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to the the to the to to to be to be they to be to be they they their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their they. they. they. they. they. they. they. they. they. they. they. to be to be to be to be toe. toe. toe. toe. toe. toe. toe. to to toe. to their their their their their their their their to drama because they need something to feel like they're fighting for. And they need something that reflects where they're at too. And most people honestly are in a pretty low, pretty frantic, pretty like go, go, go, and like don't really stop. And they need something that is reflecting that back at them.

Starting point is 01:11:56 The other thing I think was really terrifying to me though is to stand in my power, so to speak, you know, and to say like, yeah, I channel fucking beings, I see shit, and I talk to the beings that are up there in the sky or whatever, and I interact with them, and I can talk to them and I can help you heal yourself and I can do all this stuff, because to say that means, now I have to do it. And that's actually scarier than it sounds. Like it's not super comfortable. It's not like the default. And you know, like anyone in any situation, there's a little bit of the, oh, what do they call that when you just think,

Starting point is 01:12:33 you think imposter syndrome, right? Were you like, what the fuck? Am I really like, pretending like, when my first day of teaching in a real classroom, I was like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, th.... th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi. me do this? Like, this is fucking crazy. Like, I'm not a teacher, like, what the hell? And obviously, I was a really great teacher, but it's that same fear most of us have, most of the things that we're too afraid to step into. And that's scarier the fact that I would now have to actually like do it

Starting point is 01:13:06 and be this. And one more part of that is there's a lot of fucking healing involved in living in that sort of connection and truth and be able to channel this stuff through. And you can't just, I'm not gonna say you can't. I thin. I there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's there's, I'm not there's there's. I'm not there's. I'm not there's. I'm not there's their their their their so. I'm not thi. I'm not thi. I'm not thi. I'm not gonna say their so many thi. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I there's. I there's. I there's. I's. I's. I's. I's. I's future lady or whatever, like, that's not me. So there's a lot of healing and like, you know, being present and that's just not easy either. So all of that stuff I think was part of like, yeah, I don't know that I would have kept going towards it if I knew for sure I had to do all of that and really step into it, be it, say it out loud, you know, live it, like that's a little terrifying for me, but now I'm here and it's like the best part of my life.

Starting point is 01:13:51 No, man, I love everything you're saying. It's so interesting because it's like, you know, you're totally right. You're totally right. people on the internet, they're just like, they're just drama people because they're not happy with their life, right? They're miserable. I mean like, I, very rarely, very rarely will I leave a like a negative comment on the internet. And it has to be for someone saying something really stupid. You do leave nice ones though. I try, yeah, you do. I've seen you, you know, sometimes you're scrolling like, oh, I was like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, th.. th. th. th. th. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the, they. they. they. they're. they're. they're. they's. they's. they's. they's. they's. they's. they's. they's. they's. they's. they. they. the, I. the, I. the, I. the, I. the, I. the, I. the, I. the, I. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. they're. they're. they're. they're. they're they're the. they're the. they're they're they're just, they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're though. I try. Yeah, you do. I've seen you that you know sometimes you scroll like, oh, I was like, look at Sam. And you do leave some nice to do,

Starting point is 01:14:28 especially when it comes from Sam and you're like a fan. You're like, oh shit and they're all while and out. So, yeah. Because I think it's abundance. And it's positive. growth, right? We all have growth. I mean, if you're the same person you were five years ago? I mean, we had those coasters that I gave you for Christmas that were just filled with your tweets that were like, fuck you! Go fuck your sports. I'll talk some shit. I was talking on Instagram. It's more of an Instagram thing. I'll see him just like leave nice, nice little comments. Twitter is a whole different situation. But But, but, it, you know, and also accepting and being okay with who you are and living in the moment.

Starting point is 01:15:09 Like, I, I really honestly feel that like, you know, it's like, I had this guy on and we were talking on zero about how, you know, it's like, you know, it's like, you thii. When you start to vibrate on higher levels, and maybe even vibrate on lower levels, people you were once connected with you're not as close to. And for me, man, like I can get into a place where I'm just like, hey man, you know, I'm really sad. I don't hang out with a lot of people I used to, and I can get really sad about that and be like, why don't anybody want to, you know, why aren't we friends anymore? But then I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th that that that that that that that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, thi, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, th.... th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, thi. that, that, thi. thi. that, that anybody want to, you know, why aren't we friends anymore? But then I could also be like, I just don't think I'm on that vibrational level anymore. And, you know, with all this drama in the comedy scene right now, I'm kind of like, you know what, I'm happy about that. I'm not one of these drama people. Now, I've had

Starting point is 01:15:58 have moments, of course, but I'm like, I'm not into this at all. Like, I had a couple friends of mine get clipped. I'll always run to defend them. Outside of that, I ain't into any of this shit. I don't like any of this, this fucking gotcha, fucking shit that's going on. People trying to cancel all their, I'm not into any of that shit anymore. That's on Trilville over there on Reddit. That's all Reddit. But it's even like it's even now on YouTube and all that stuff. Oh, you talk about the YouTubeers that sit there and make content on comedians and shit and... Well I mean that is now part of the gig.

Starting point is 01:16:33 Like there's nothing you do about that. That is part of the game. When did that were all aspirational figures to me you know I was like oh man dude I want I mean comedians fuck those guys are you know you used to watch like tough crowd and the green room that Paul Prevenza show you know and I was like these are the cool guys you know this yeah I want these are the kids how back smoking pot that I always you know those are tho I want those to be my friends right and now and th and th I th I th I th I th I th I th I th I th I th I th I th I th I th I th I th I th I th I thus I thus I thus I thus I tho I the I th I the I th I the I the I the I the I the I the I the I the I they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they the I they the I the I the I the I the I the I the the the the thou I the the the the thou the the the the the the the the the the the the the the they're the they they they they they they they the to be my friends. And now something happened. I don't know what caused it, but there's this idea now that like, that comedians are, you know, the target, you know, should be the target for derision like and be made fun of, and especially on the internet.

Starting point is 01:17:14 And I don't, I don't know when, it seems like it's been pretty recent. But somewhere along the way, that's some where, the way, the way, the way, the way, the way, the way, the way, the way, the way, the way, the way, thi, thi, thi, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, thi, that comedians, that, that, that, that comedians, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, theyans. theyans, theyans, theyans, theyans, theyans, theyans. they, theyans, the, they, theyans, theyans, that, that comedians, that comedians, is, that, that comedians, that, that, that, what did it? Well, I think people have figured out, Lindsay, I'd love to hear your one second, but what you think, but I think what people have figured out is that there's these guys with really big followings and with big follings come also a segment of hatred, and if you play to that hatred, you can get those people to click. So what happens now is you watch these and they make the most scandalous headline, your title of the video, right? Oh, blah blah blah blah. He hates blah blah blah blah and blah blah goes to war with blah blah blah and then people ah, Clinton, because they love the drama.

Starting point is 01:17:56 They love the drama. And it comes to something almost what Trump has done, which is say the most outlandish shit and people will want to watch it and going back to what Lindsay said nobody wants to get into the Zen shit because there's no like fight or flight in that even though you are really fighting for your life by getting spiritual and understanding your path but nobody's into that anymore so now it's like this this gotcha attitude of like, and I'm victim of it sometimes too. I'll be like, whoa, you're head like,

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Starting point is 01:18:49 the edge I'll just say yeah that's so funny to me it reads like jealousy a lot of course it is dude of course it is a lot of people that would like to be doing that they would love to do that instead of trying to do it you right Lindsay what thin thi Lindsay Lindsay Lindsay the th is th is the th is th is th is th is th is th is the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the that that that that to that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that instead that instead of that instead of that instead of that instead of that instead of to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to that to that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that, I think there's a conspiratorial aspect to it too, where the psychopathic powers that be would like to squash anything effective in making people think, making people feel, making people see through the fucking veil. And comedians, like, this is a sacred role of the comedian, is to do that in a way where people can handle it. So the reason why people don't always dive into the truth, the truth, their, thi, th. th. th. th. thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, their, their, thi, thi, thi, thi, th. And, th, th, th, thi, thi, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, they, they, they, they. And, they. And, thi. And, they. And, thi. And, thi. And, they, they, they So the reason why people don't always dive into the truth is because it's fucking terrifying. They're like, I don't want to acknowledge that like,

Starting point is 01:19:28 these, there's powerful people who are actively working to harm me or my children or whatever. But if you can make the right joke about it, people can laugh because they're like, . Because people know, at whatever. their, at, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, their, their, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, their, their, their, their, their, the, the, the, the, the, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their.............. I.. their.. There's. There's. There's, their, their, their. There on. You just are in denial or you're in this habit or you're in whatever. So the comedian can do this like the best better than anyone actually. Comedians, this is why comedians, a sacred gesture that fool like all of these things are archetypes throughout history because this is like a really important role in our society. We know that on whatever level and so do they. And so it could seriously be this algorithm that has these bots that are like, oh, let me plant this idea, let me snark at this,

Starting point is 01:20:06 let me tear this down, let me like create division in this community, just to take a little bit more power away from the people who are the most effective. So I clearly can't prove that, but I mean, that seems very likely to me. They're going after comics and YouTubers, right? Why are they going after them? Because they can create content for zero dollars. You do not need elite money to make a funny-ass joke or to make a great YouTube channel. A YouTube content. You just have to be good at editing. You were telling about how good you're going they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going after they're going after they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going they're going. they're going. they're going. they're going. they're going. they're going. they're going. their. their their their their going. their going. their going. their going. their going. they're going. they're going. they're going. they're going. they're going. they're going. they're a YouTube content. You just have to be good at editing.

Starting point is 01:20:45 You were talking about how good you're getting at editing and working computer, you know, so like that's dangerous to people. You know, movies, TV shows, plays, okay? What else is there? That is legacy media. You know, to put out a really big, not a blog, but something like Buzzfeed. You need banker money to make that happen. And when you take that money, you have to dance a certain dance.

Starting point is 01:21:14 With stand-up, I've done stand-up when the microphone breaks and I just start talking to people. I don't need a microphone. I just need my voice to talk. And I, you were there, I actually did stay up when I didn't have a voice. So I don't even need the voice. So I don't even need the fucking voice. Okay? So, that's a threat.

Starting point is 01:21:33 That is a threat. That is a threat. that movie, everything It's so good and they didn't need all the fucking bank or money to do it. And all these clout chasing motherfuckers now talking shit all the time. Listen when I was young, man, I used to drive him from Vegas to the Laugh factory in LA just to do the open mic. It was that great of an open mic mic mic. And we tho. And we tho. And we that. And we that. that. that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that, that's that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's is is is is is is is that's is that's is that's is that that th. th. that th. th. th. th. th. that th. that that that th. that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that. that. that. that. th go there and there was a rule that was you weren't allowed to to reserve a spot right and the reason they did that because Jamie wanted people waiting out outside so people would talk about what's going on like

Starting point is 01:22:17 oh my god dude these people are way outside lab factory let's right you still see him out there too right and I love them I love them dude I respect him and I love them and the but there would always be somebody who tho th th th th th th th th th th th th th th the the th the th the th the the th the the the th the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the tho tho the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th the the the tho the tho tho the the tho the the the the the the they woooooooooo they they they they thoo tho the the the the the out there too. Right? And I love them, dude. I respect him and I love them. But there would always be somebody who would show up at like noon and stand in front and go, oh, they say there's no fucking line. So I'm standing here. And all the comics would go nuts. But the truth of the matter is, is that person that never wanted to play well with the others, always bombed. Always bombed.

Starting point is 01:22:47 They never had great sets. They'd eat a dick on stage and you would never hear from them again. That's the same thing with these cloud chasers. It eventually eats them up. If you put out negative energy, it eats you up every fucking time. You gotta put out the positive, you gotta connect with people, you gotta lift, you gotta practice abundance. That's how it goes.

Starting point is 01:23:08 Because if you're assuming counseling someone's gonna help your career, it ain't. Name me one of these bitches that did me too, that went on to do a great, have a great career. There's two chicks that were involved. One of them was the first Tiger Woods woman, and then the second one was my friend Jennifer with, who was with the Brett Farr situation, right? Guess what? Neither of them wanted to do it.

Starting point is 01:23:34 Neither of them were the ones who went forward with the story. It was someone else who went forward with the story. They wouldn't comment, wouldn't be a part of it. They went on and have careers. Everybody else that tried to beat to never had a career. Because even if you're the most progressive mothucker in the world, you don't want to work with a snitch who will throw you under the bus? It's a matter of time.

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Starting point is 01:25:14 That to me is the biggest fear people have. They're so afraid that they're going to be exposed as an imposter. And what they don't understand is that they totally could do it if they just did it. You missed every shot. You miss every shot you don't take. Yes. And you are going to fail sometimes or fall down or whatever. I have, all right.

Starting point is 01:25:40 And this I'm very lucky, right. Like most of the readings and things I do, awesome. Messages from guides coming through, everything's great. Every once in a while I have one that I'm like, I don't know, like I'm off today or whatever, but I'm like, cool, let's reschedule. Like let's try this again. Like there's gonna be things are going to go poorly sometimes. But yeah, you miss 100% of the shots you don't take, like you said. And when you do take that step into your path, the thing you want, the thing you love, your passion, your truth, whatever, like the universe

Starting point is 01:26:13 conspires to just meet you right there and bring you all the things you need and send you you on your way. Like I said, there's there's there's the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th. th. th. th. th. th. thi is thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. th. th. th. th is th. th is th. th is to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to th. th. th. th. th. thi. thi. thi. thi. the is the is the is theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. step. step. step the is step step step step always easier fun. Well, you gotta go through it. There's some messy parts, but. You gotta go through it to get to it, and that's just the way it is. And I wanna get into your demonic encounter jumping timelines. I find a timeline super interesting. You know, because like, I have a friend of mine who committed suicide. They're doing a big walk for him coming up and I love them very much. I miss him very much. I will not be participating in it.

Starting point is 01:26:51 I've decided that is not what I'm going to do anymore. I will mourn the loss of my friends who take their own lives in my own personal way. I will no longer be publicly participating it. And you know, because I think they broke the sole contract. And so my question is though, do you think that they come back to these timelines? Is it the same timeline? Do they live the same timeline or is it a different timeline but under the same kind of circumstances? Because they have to listen, they have to master this lesson, and

Starting point is 01:27:34 by committing suicide, they haven't mastered the lesson, which means they have to come back and do it again. So the question is do they come back to when they were born, let's say, in 1970? Or do they come back and now they're in like in like in like in like in like the year in like the year in like the year in like the year the year the year the year the year the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same to come to come to come to come to come to come to come to come the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same the same to come the same to come to come to come to come to come to come back to come back to come back to come back to come back to come back to come back to come back to come back to come back to come back to come back to come back to come back to come back to come back the same their they come back to when they were born let's say in 1970 or do they come back and now they're in like the year 2030 but but under the same kind of circumstances? What's your thoughts on that? It's in my experience well I have a past life memory where I committed suicide and and I'm dealing with the repercussions of that life and this life even though in the timeline-wise they're very far away in time and I've had had th th th th th had had had had had had the the th had had th th th had had the th th had th had th had their th had th had th their th th th had th th th tho tho-o-in tho-in their tho-in. thi thi the. thi. Well. Well, they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're thi. they're thi. their. their. their. their. their. their. their they. they. the the the they. the the the the the the the the the the the they. I they. they. they. the. the. the. the. the. their theeeee. theeeeeeeee. their their their their their their their the. their their th life and this life, even though in the timeline-wise, they're very far away in time and I've had other lives chronologically in between. So I did come back, they do come back, and it is a different life. I'm not even the same gender for sex or whatever, but I, but I'm dealing with the similar things and I'm learning to release those without killing myself to get away from them. So I do think you experience the same types of things again. It's in different packaging.

Starting point is 01:28:30 I didn't experience exactly the same things, but it's the same emotion and the same mental constructs. So it's the same karma is another way to say that. And I don't think that's bad. People hear that and they're like,, so you're just punished. You're just made to like do it again and again and like, you know, you put, but no, I came back with more resources. I came back with more better understanding because I had the in-between time, right, to reflect and until it's see and to go like, okay, I see what I would like to do differently this, you know, I would th....... I would th. I would th. I would to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to do to do to do to to to to do to do to do to do to do to to to to like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, th........ I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. th. I th. th. th. th. th. th. to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to th. th. I th. I th. I th. th life. So it's not like you're just thrown right back in with nothing. It's like, okay, go back in and here's this, you know, new understanding, new ways you have new spiritual, emotional, mental friends, physical supports, whatever this time and try again. Would you say that everybody that commits suicide comes back as another human being?

Starting point is 01:29:20 You think you come back as like an animal or something? That's a bigger punishment? I don't think it's th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi. thi. thi. thi, thi, thi, thi, this this this this this, this, you're this, you're thi, you're thi, you know, you know, you know, thi, you th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. to to thi. thi. to thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. animal or something? Well, that's an interesting, yeah, is it like a bigger punishment? Um, I don't think it's a punishment. Like, here's an example again. I can't prove it again, but my father died when I was 11. And it wasn't suicide technically, but it was like suicide effectively. Like he drank and drugs himself to death. And so I genuinely, there's a crazy fucking situation with my sister's cat. And my brother and I both have agreed, like, that's our dead.

Starting point is 01:29:47 Like, he came back to specifically help her through this period of time in her life. And like, that is him. It's, I don't think that's a punishment, even though to us, it might seem like a reduction in status or like a not as enjoyable experience as being a human or something, but I think he chose to do that. And in a way, it's almost just like part of his soul was doing that, right? Because at the same time that that was happening, I still had interactions with him similar to what Johnny was talking about with his grandparents visiting and stuff,

Starting point is 01:30:15 you know, like, it's not like it you commit suicide so you can't be a human again. Like I really don't think there's any punishment in any of it. I think all of it is cause and effect. You know, we made this choice and here's the effect of that choice. And so we get to see that play out. And then we have the opportunity to choose to choose to choose to choose to choose to choose to choose to choose to choose the opportunity to choose to choose to choose to choose the opportunity to choose to choose to choose to choose the opportunity to choose to choose to choose the opportunity time. It's not like there's like a, you know, bad father in the sky who's like, oh, you fucked up and now you go to hell, you piece of shit, like, you can never come back. I think it's just like, hey, you did this and like, here's what's going to happen. Just like we would, you know, have with our like children and a toddler, be like, this is life. When you reach out and you grab that thing, it falls, it breaks. Like, that's what's going to happen.

Starting point is 01:31:05 That's the effect of your cause. And so next time, maybe you don't want to like reach out in these things that you can't, don't have the strength to hold yet or whatever. And you know, it's just, I think we're just doing that. karma and understanding the effects of your choices and your cause. We have free will, do anything we want. Nothing's gonna stop us from doing that. We can choose to be evil like these psychopathic elites, we can do human sacrifice or whatever. Sure, go for it. There's an effect to that cause, that choice that you're making and you're gonna deal with it.

Starting point is 01:31:38 I agree, man. And you know, all these war criminals, everyone thinks are getting away with everything right like listen man it sucks that most likely Dick Cheney will die a free man it really sucks I mean it really sucks unless you're getting in the clones then we're you know are they cloning him and all that stuff but for me man it it sucks but if you hey man, there's no karma. Well, just know that his daughter is about to get ran out of politics. And George Bush, there's a George Bush that was trying to run Texas, is getting his dick kicked in right now.

Starting point is 01:32:18 And for the first time ever, there will be no Bush Chy, or Clinton in politics. So what does that mean? Well, that means that dynasties are dying. Now, sometimes they'll remake their names, they'll come back at, oh, I'm not a Bush, I'm an Obama, right? But I think people are waking up, and that's where the karma comes from. And a lot of these guys, these elites, these awful people that are doing these awful things.

Starting point is 01:32:46 Well, they all come back and right now they're currently blowing donkeys in Tijuana. I think that they come back as that. So that's just my personal opinion. But tell me a little bit about your jumping of timelines. And some of the demonic encounters you've had? Well, this one is pretty wild. I don't always tell this story out loud because it's really scary. So if anybody out there doesn't like

Starting point is 01:33:09 to be scared, maybe you don't wanna listen to this. Half the women on the show probably listen to murder entertainment, so they love that shit. All right, you'll love this. So this is one of the many times that entities have come through a computer or TV or electronic device, unlike the satellite one, which I think was, you know, the good guys, so to speak, the bad guys can come through too sometimes. And I was sitting watching, I will say I did have one

Starting point is 01:33:38 beer and I had hit one hit of weed, so take that for whatever you want. Honesty, honesty, honesty. Yeah, or is XG calls it breakfast? I had hit one hit of weed, so take that for whatever you want. Modesty, honesty. Yeah, or XG calls it breakfast. Yes, I hadn't yet quit drinking and I was still, so I was a very lightweight with marijuana at this time. Like I quit smoking weed heavy when I was like 22 or something. And this happened when I was probably like 33 or something I'm guessing. I'd have to go back and actually figure it out but so I did have a beer and I had you know hit so I was a little high definitely for sure but like all humans like

Starting point is 01:34:13 for the most part especially people like us who have done quite a bit of drugs it's very obvious like what's real and what's not like even when I was super fucked up on acid like multiple hits like 10 or more in I'd still reality like hits acid at one time that's not you yeah that's not much yes a lot of acid Lindsay that's too well that's two windows plus two more yeah I mean that's a heroic dose that's the most crazy trip to it was interesting but I I did a lot of acid I did a more acid probably than I did as a the to the thi thi the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they to they to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to toe te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te to they to to the most crazy trip too. It was interesting but I I did a lot of acid. I did more acid probably than I did as much acid as crystal math. Let's say that. So it was a heavy acid to use her for a long, long time. We had Friday Friday for the Friday. the to the. Yes and often for the whole weekend so you double the dose every 12 hours. Oh my god. Yeah. So cosmonaut, the th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I I th. I th. I I th. I I I th. I th. I I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. to. to. th. to. th. th. the. th. th. th. the. th. th. th. th. th. th. you double the dose every 12 hours. Oh my God! Yeah, so Cosmonaut, whatever you want to say.

Starting point is 01:35:10 So a lot of people right now are like, oh that's why this shit happens to them. This shit. This should happen to me before I ever did acid and it's been happening long since I quit doing acid. Jessor Reed did speed and talk to entities and she was talking about the game and I dismissed it. What I didn't dismiss it. I was, I'm always open mind to whatever they're talking about, but it didn't resonate with me. I wasn't like, okay, okay, but now I study all this stuff.

Starting point is 01:35:39 It's like, she's solely right about the game. It's true there's some truth in there really comes with you know your intention of what you're going into it with like if you're going into it to party you're going to party and if you're going into it to like connect to some downloads and whatever you're going to do that. Who smokes crystal meth and get some it's spiritual. It's like I'm just going to smoke crystal meth and hang out with murderers and like go to real dark places apparently, but, but that was neither on meth nor acid on this show, on this experience. I was just, you know, one hit, one beer, and so I was just, you know, one hit, one, and so I was kind of like, why are we watching this?

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Starting point is 01:37:33 And no one responded to that, like, reacted to that. And I thought again, like, thrown, thi thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thr-s, thr-s, thr-like, thr-like, and she was, and she was, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thr. thr. thr. th. thr. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thr. thr. thr. thr. thrash. thr. thr. thr. she was fucking trashed again, like she didn't even, I don't even know if she knew what she was talking about or doing, but it was, she was now reacting to my thoughts. And I was like, okay, like, I don't really know what's going on here, but things are starting to feel like pretty negative, almost like a bad trip, right, where you're like feeling like the energy energy is like not so good anymore. This TV th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. th. th. th. th. to the. thi. the. the. to to th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. to, to, to, to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to toeeeeeeeeee. to to to some kind of level of possession or entity interactions going on with that. So I'm like maybe I'll just like go downstairs by myself and like go to bed earlier or something and just meditate and like let this all release or whatever's happening. And her boyfriend at the time who I didn't genuinely he was fine I don't like not like him or like him. He just he was almost like an NPC to me. I was like this guy doesn't even really seem like th th th th th th really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really th th th th th th th th th th really th th really th really th really th really th really th, like th really th really th really th. thi thi, like th. I th, like th, like th, like th. I th. I'll th. I'll th. I'll th. I'll th, like th, like th, like th, like th, like th, like th, like th, like th, like th, like th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th. th. th. I th. I thi thi to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to thi. to thi. I thi. I don't know, I didn't like him or like him. He just, he was almost like an NPC to me.

Starting point is 01:38:26 I was like, this guy doesn't even really seem like very deep or anything. He was like, grabbed her and like went into the other room or something, and I was like, okay, I'm just gonna go downstairs. I started hearing like, this is so weird. I started hearing like what was sounding to th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. I, thi. I, thi. I was like, thi. I was like, thi. I was like, thi. I was like, thi. I was like, thi. I was like, thi. thi. I was, thi. I was, thi. I was, thi. I was, thi. I was, thi. I was, th. I was, th. I was like, th. I was like, th. I was like, th. I was like, th. I was like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, thi. I'm like, like, like, like, thi. I'm like, like, like, like, like, like, like, thi. I'm like, like, thi. I'm like, thi. I me like, I was very aware that I wasn't hearing this, by the way. I knew that I was hearing it on like my sort of psychic level of things. Okay. You know, again, you can tell the difference between like reality and non-reality. You can tell the difference between like your thoughts and their thoughts, you can the difference between someone todic, thea, thea, thea, thi, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, their their, their, their, their, their, like, their, their, like, their.. I their. Like, like, like, like, like, like, like,? I started hearing like, uh, like from like Kung Fu movies and shit, the like kind of almost can't be like,

Starting point is 01:39:08 khachi, like, weird, like, I'm like, what the fuck is that? It's coming from the kitchen. It sounds like a fucking samurai fight or something. And I understood this was like my, whatever psychic way of knowing, like there was something, there was a battle happening in the kitchen.................. the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, th. th. th. th. th. th. thi, thi, thi, thi, th. th. th. th. th. th. I, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t something, there was a battle happening in the kitchen, and that it was on a spiritual level. So I ran into the kitchen, and he was like, holding her arm and staring at her intently, and she was like, smile,

Starting point is 01:39:34 I can't even describe the look on her face, was very clear that she was like not present at the moment. And I like jumped in between them like a fucking weirdo. And I was like, sister, like, let's go outside because I just understood suddenly like something was coming through the TV, something was maybe coming through this guy, and something was happening that I didn't understand. And I wanted to get her away from it,

Starting point is 01:39:57 because it seemed like it was now focusing on her instead of me. So she's like, why? And then she said, how did th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi, thi, thi, thi, thin, thin, thin, thin, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. the, that, the, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the th. th. th. th. th. th. th. the. th. to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, toe. toe. toe. toe. the. the. th. then she said, how did we get to the kitchen? So like when I saw that she seemed to be almost like hypnotized and sort of like caught up in whatever, he seemed to be projecting at her or into her or whatever, that was true, like she didn't even remember coming to the kitchen. Again, she's very drunk, it's not that weird. But I was still like, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, th, th, th, th, th. th. thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. that, to. that, to. to. to. to. to. to she's like I don't know if I want to go outside. I was like please come outside I was like I just didn't know how to express like something bad is happening here and I just

Starting point is 01:40:31 want to get her away from it. And finally I just convinced her to go outside and when we were outside everything was fine. That feeling completely lifted. I was like we can just breathe out here like, to thrown. here and I'm like oh let's just hang out for a second outside like no big deal and so hanging out and then finally she was like I want to go back inside and I was like no let's just please stay outside and she was like no I'm going inside and she ran it and I just for some reason understood inside she she wasn't to say to the same to want her to, but I didn't know how and I felt like I was maybe insane. And so I wasn't sure that I should even try. It was like a pretty deep compulsion to try and protect her and that there was actually

Starting point is 01:41:11 something dark happening. So I followed her back inside. And this is where it gets really scary because we go inside and the boy, the boyfriend, the boyfriend's standing there and he says I can't make th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th the the the the the the the the thi the the the the the the the the the the theat theat the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the is th. I th. I th. I th. I th. th. th. th. th. th. th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I the. the. the. the. the. the. to to to to to to toeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I was. I th. went to sleep or something. The boyfriend's standing there and he looks at me and he says, I can make her do anything I want. And I was like, what? And he said, watch, and he said, hey, sit down and she sat down. And he said, sprawl out and she sprawled out. And he said, giggle, and she giggled. And I was like, what 't stop me even if you tried. I was like, wow, this is actually like a demonic energy coming through him.

Starting point is 01:41:47 Like, he's not even here right now. Like, that's not him. That is crazy. It was fucking crazy. It was the first time in my life that I saw. Because I'd had again, the demonic encounter I describedtypes of people and people who seem crazy or whatever. I'd seen that multiple times and I'd had that one, you know, homeless person say the thing about the Utah trip whatever, but I'd never had like a demon just directly come through with that much clarity and like look at me and talk to me.

Starting point is 01:42:18 That is crazy. Crazy. Like very, very scary. And so that's why I don't tell the story that often less because, I mean, people are already going to think I'm crazy or not as we already talked about, but more because I don't necessarily want to terrify the shit out of people, but I don't think this is especially common. And it was very clearly connected to me and my consistent seeming encounters with these types of entities and you know maybe a familial sort of thing going on there too with that level of energy. So I really I really went into a state I describe it one of my episodes called surrender as a superpower where I surrendered completely not to that thing but

Starting point is 01:43:02 to whatever you want to call God or heaven or source, because it became instantly apparent to me that like, I don't know what to do, I don't know how to do it, but something knows what to do and how to do it. And if shit, if negative shit can come through him, like positive shit can come through me. So I just like kind of opened up a little more to that, and words just sort of started coming out out out out out out out out out out out out out out, you know, the light will always win. You have no power here. You have no power over here except for what she's agreed to give you in this moment, but it won't last and you, you can't stop me. And I'm not afraid of you. It was something to that level. And he just sort of left, but he actually stopped. He like, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thed. thi. thi. toed toed toe. toe. toe. toe. toe. toe. the the the the the the light, the light, the light, the light, the light, the light, the the light, the the the the the the the th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. toed toed toed up toed up toe. toe. toe. toe. toe. toe. toe. toe. toe. toe. toe. toe. toe. toe. toe. toe. the the the the. the the. And he just sort of left, but he actually stopped. And he like kind of recoiled and like went somewhere else and sat next to her on the couch. And I was like, okay, well, that kind of worked.

Starting point is 01:43:49 But I knew at this point that I had to get her like away from him physically. And so I was again like, hey, let's go do something else. It's like you would interact with someone. Right. Right, right. Right, right. Like, you have to be like happy and otherwise they don't want to have anything to do with you. So it's trying to get her to, you know, go and we finally, she was like, oh yeah, let's go do. to do that. I don't even remember what I said we're going to go do.

Starting point is 01:44:12 But I was like, let the hallway. She stopped and she's like, no, I have to go back to the living room. And like, this doesn't even make sense. Why? Why wouldn't you just walk in the room? We're already halfway here. The door's right there. But again, this battle is like happening. This force, this thing that's coming through. This guy like wants her to come back and not. quick and she was like why I don't even know why what are we even doing now I forgot and I'm like let's just go who cares let's just find out when we get

Starting point is 01:44:46 there like just open the door and go and she's like no okay wait yeah she opened the door and before she went in she was like no I'm not going to try and to try to like push past me and I had this again very strong understanding that I wasn't to be able to do to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to thi to the the thi the the and the to the. the. thr-I the the thr-I thr-I thr-I their their their their their their the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the thrushe. thrown. throwne. I throwne. I try. I'm try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. tho. I tho.'t going to be able to physically stop her. I wasn't going to be able to do anything and I had to actually like really surrender again and let something to accomplish this feat. It seems so silly. Like why does it even matter if we go in this room? I don't know, but I just know that for some reason it's really important. So I literally like went almost limp and I like asked God source heaven to just come through me and do this and she had been pushing against me and I had been sliding backwards in my socks on the wood floor right the polished wood floor and her pushing me and the moment I did that it started reversing and she started being

Starting point is 01:45:36 pushed back and she whispered in my ear whatever you're doing it's working don't stop so so some part of her was actually conscious in that moment too but had not been the rest of the the the the the the th of th of th of th of th of th of th of th of to to to to to to to to to be. to be. to be. to be. to be. to be. to be to be to be to be to be to be to be to to be. to be to be. to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. that moment too, but it had not been the rest of the time. So whatever allowed to come through me, was able to like pull her more out of whatever that negative field, she was attached to us. I was able to like reverse her momentum. And when we, I don't know why, when we and she was like what are we supposed to do and I was like I'm not really sure and she was like not yeah it's not it gets we're weirder yeah it's even weirder oh keep going let's go. So this is you said you wanted

Starting point is 01:46:19 weird so weird and the better this is the weirdest thing that's ever happened to me. So she said something like, I feel like the eagle told you what to do. Why would she say this? I don't know, but right then I remembered three different dreams I had had over a series of probably like 10 years or something, multiple years and they were all this eagle. They're what I call power dreams because they're very clearly not out of body, but they're also, very clearly something real is happening on like a soul spiritual level. So this eagle came three different dreams.

Starting point is 01:46:53 And each time he taught me like a movement. And if you've ever watched O.A. When I saw that show, I was like, oh my god, this is my favorite fuc-fucking show in the world the world, the world, the world, the world, thahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah... And I, I, I, I, I, and they's, and they's, and they's, and they's, and they're they're they're they're they're, and they're, and they're they're they're, and they're, and they're, they're, they're, they're, they're they're they're they're they're they're, they're, they's, they's, they's, they's, they's, they's, they's, they's, th. And, th.... And, th.. And, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and th. And, and th. And, and they're th. And, and they're th. th. they're th. th. th. theanananan't th. theanan't theanan't theanan't they're thean. they're they're they're they're they're they was like, oh my god, this is my favorite fucking show in the world because this actually happened to me. And how did the show know? You're like every Netflix show all combined with the one. Just bash it. Hey, oh, stranger things. Seriously.

Starting point is 01:47:15 Yeah, it trips me out. Right. You got Ozarks in it with the drugs. It trips me out more than anyone else. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thrips. the thrips. thi. thi. thi. th. th. th. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. the. the. the. the. the. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. toeeeeeeeeeeeeats. to. to. to. the the the the the think. You know, I love it, dude. I love this. I can listen to this all day. So this eagle taught me these three moves. And in the, you know, linear timeline is I was experiencing these dreams. I'm like, I know that's really important that this eagle, guardian, like, spirit animal brought me this movement, but I don't know what it's for. But then I get to this moment, she says that, and I'm like, oh my God, I do have these three movements. And so I instantly understood like I have to do these movements. This is so, and I'm like, not not a dancer.

Starting point is 01:47:54 I'm not someone who uses like movement in whatever way. I'm very self-conscious about that sort of stuff. But I'm like, we have to do this this this this this this, this, this, this, this, this, I, to do, to do, I, to do, I, I, to do, to do, to do, I, I, to do, to do, I, thin, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, to do, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I, I, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, to do, to do, to do, to do, to do.., too, tha, too, too, took, too, too, too, too, tha, tha, tha, tha, I'm tha, I'm, we have to do this like dance. And I'm like, how am I going to teach her this dance? This eagle taught me, but I just said, I don't know, I'm going to do the dances it taught me, I guess. And I started doing it. How would an eagle teach you? Can you explain to me how like, how you pictured it? Yeah, like, well, I didn't picture. just do a motion and he would like indicate to me that I should do the motion and I would mirror it back at him and he'd be like satisfied eventually and he'd fly away. What was the dance? Three different specific motions. I don't know

Starting point is 01:48:33 I won't share the specifics of that because it's a very personal. Can we find these dances on TickTock? I doubt it. I don't even want to know what that would he have you tworking is that why it's a a the the the the the the the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. t. t. twea. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. I. I. I. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. tha. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. It. It. It. It. It. It. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It t. It t. It t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. I. I. It's. I. I. I don't even want to know what that what would he have you twerking is that why it's personal? Yeah it was it was a it was a twirking dance for sure it was a sexual as you could imagine though. Yeah I wouldn't be able to share that it's pretty it's personal because it's a powerful thing it's just like if you have a song given to you by an entity like this or an ancestor even or a spiritual guide, like you wouldn't share that. Well, I'm curious what you mean about that. Are you saying that it's almost like a mantra like someone else knowing it could have, it

Starting point is 01:49:12 would give them some power over you, is that what you mean? Not over me. No, but it would give you perhaps a power that you don't know how to use appropriately. Oh, interesting. Oh, okay. Oh, okay. Oh, okay. Oh, okay. Oh, okay. Oh, okay. Oh, okay. Oh, th. Oh, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. th. th. thi. thi. thi. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. Well, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I, th. I's, th. I's, th. I's, th. I's, thi. I's, thi. thi. thi. th. to. th. thi. thi. th. I'm thi. I'm th. I'm thi. I'm th. I'm th. I'm th. Oh interesting. Yeah. So it's like you wouldn't give a flame thrower to a baby. Like not the right time, not the right move for you. So that's and if you did need it, it would come to you. Obviously that's my experience at least like it came to me. I didn't have to go searching for it at all. So in this moment for it or she didn't know about those dreams, right? She didn't know anything about that. And she just said that whatever she said, like the eagle or something, and it reminded me, and then I was like, fuck, I have these moves, I'll just do them. And then so I do them at what's even weaer. As I knew, for that something important is happening and then this total like trash drunk able to be controlled by some fucking force coming through her boyfriend thing.

Starting point is 01:50:09 So um so yeah I just did them and she just mirrored them instantly in the same moment. So again like some other force was able to come through her. There's no way that she would just be able to know what I was doing in the mirror the exact same moves, like at all. I don't know how that would be possible. So we did that and just like something lifted, something just like the energy that had been feeling so heavy and so negative was just gone. And we went outside again. She was like calm. She wasn't as trash drunk as she had seen before. The guy did not in any way have that like energy coming through him. He was, I don't think he remembers a fucking lick of it like at all. I think it was just exactly like being possessed, like something came through him.

Starting point is 01:50:56 And he, you know, when you're drunk, when you're blackout or whatever, like these things, I think come through many people, I think it's really, really common actually, not in that level of clarity, not that high level of a negative energy necessarily, but that that's really, really frequent. In the Chinese traditional medicine conception, at least there's multiple layers of our soul. And possession can happen at the like lightest level, where you're just sort of like, you know, all a sudden you're thinking some negative thoughts and you have some of your old habits maybe and you're just being sort of pushed to do that. And at the deepest level, you're like full on possession, like head spinning around spewing vomit or whatever, which is really rare. And I think he was somewhere like kind of closer to that, you know, like his full body

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Starting point is 01:52:17 Two days before this we had gone to a powwow. Our family has some Native American heritage, so from time to time if something like that's that's that's that's that's that's that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, th. th. th. th. thi is, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, tho, they. they. they. thi, their, their their their their their their their their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, thi. I I I's, thi. I's, tho, tho, tho. tho. toooooooooooooomoomooomorrow, tooomorrow, tooomorrow, toea, toea, thoooooomooomorrow, toetime to time if something like that's happening and we know about it, whatever, and we can, we go. So we went to this powwow watching the fancy dancing. I don't know if you've ever been to a powwow or whatever. The kind of MC guy who's like an an ounce who comes to dance and what they're doing or whatever, he says I have to talk about this. There's one of you out there right now who's gonna face a huge trial very soon. And some part of my mind is like, it's not me, is it?

Starting point is 01:52:49 It's not me, is it? It's not me, is it? And he said, it's not me, is it? And he said, it's you. What? I was like, yeah, I was like, yeah, he's he. he. he. he. he. he. he. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. that, th. that, th. that, th. that, th. th. th. that, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, that, that, that, that's, that's, that's, that's, thi. And, the. And, that's, thi. And, th. And, th. And, th. actually, that's again, synchronicity, coincidence, whatever. I'm like, it's not me, is it? And he goes, it's you. And I was like, no, it's not me, it's just coincidence. He's just saying that and I'm gonna wait a while. And then I'll ask again and if it really is me, like he'll say it's to be dark and it's like, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it's, it's, it's, it's, it, it, it's, it's, it's, it's, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it.... I. It. It. It. It. It's, I. It's, I. It's, I. It's, I's, no. It's, no. It's, th. It's, t. th. th. th. thi. th. th. th. It's, it's, it's, it's, it's And he goes, it's you. Okay? And I was like, dude, what? So I was like, maybe he's

Starting point is 01:53:25 actually talking to me about whatever. So I'm going to fucking listen right now. He goes, it's going to be okay. You're not going to think it's going to be okay for a minute. It's going to be scarier than anything you faced before You've already been told, you've already been shown what you need to do, and all your ancestors, and every tribe from everywhere in the world is standing right behind you when you go. Don't forget, like, we're there with you. And he went on to say some other things, and two nights later, or whatever, this happened. So crazy. Like why? What? Where, when, how? Why? Why? And I just, so so this is the final piece is that it wasn't that long afterwards. I was telling someone

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Starting point is 01:54:49 we switch timelines? Like, did we change the universe? And I'm like, we fucking did. Like, I'm be negative now like, I know I was O negative. And I know that's small. I know a lot of people will be like, oh, they're a very very very small. I that's small. I that's small. that's small, that's small, th. th. thi. thi. thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's thi, that's that's that's that's that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, and I'll that, and I'll that, and I that, and I that, and I that, and I that, and I that, and I that, and I that, and I that, and I that, and I that, that, that, th. And I thi, thi, thi. And I thi. And I thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. th. th. thi. th. th. th often. It'd be the weirdest thing for me to misremember. I think Mandela effects that's what it is. It affects everybody. It affects everybody. It's like a micro Mandela for my specific timeline. That's really what I think. Which I think happens. We noticed the big ones because everyone's that's like they're gonna be like, they're their the big. the big. thetimes you're like, dude this happened, it never happened, you're like, it totally happened, then they go back and like, there's no evidence that happened. Now, people could say it's misremembering or stuff like that, but it's like totally agree with that. It's I mean I yeah. Have you gone deep down the rabbit hole of the Mandela effect

Starting point is 01:55:50 like YouTube videos? Yeah yeah. It's weird. Some of them are some of the some of those broader ones I don't buy but but the the some of the the ones that are personal to you I those are the most reliable to me because I mean you know you know them the the th th th the th th th th the th them them them them them them them them them them them them them them them them them them them them them them them them the the the the the the the the the them them the the the the the their their the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th. th. tho. tho. the. the. tho. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. I the. I the ones that are personal to you, those are the most reliable to me because, I mean, you know them intimately. I mean, those are things, like what she's describing is something she would know, you know, perfectly well, you know, that's not something that you transpose like a number or something. Johnny, do you believe in timelines? Are you believe in, do you believe in it? Yeah, well I believe in, yeah, there are many dimensions. I don't know what you mean by timelines quite, but.

Starting point is 01:56:26 Like, do you believe they're concurrent. In like, demonic possession and all that stuff? Oh, I mean, yeah, dude. I mean, I come from, you know, the south, very deep Baptist tradition, so yeah, I believe that. I feel like it's super interesting. I'm really curious what she thinks about what was the gentleman we had on who talked about the dream that many people were having where they're digging into the earth and then they come out into this chamber this throne room and then

Starting point is 01:56:55 they're approached by an entity who offer you jump and the guy with the book you know that he wouldn't tell us the name of until oh yeah yeah yeah yeah that was Tony Merkel. Right, right. What he describes, Lindsay, is this... Yeah. It's people having a dream where they're in some sort of subterranean situation like digging into the earth and then they end, they emerge into this chamber with a sign that says throne room and then they're approached by a simultaneously like beautiful but animalistic entity that offers, it wants them to work, wants you to work for it in this alternate dimension like there's some kind of work that it's proposing for you and you can agree to do it

Starting point is 01:57:40 and then you know now you've got like a side hustle in this other dimension. But I'm curious is that ring a bell? Because I've gotten some messages from some people that when they heard about that they were like, oh dude, something similar happened to me. Does that, have you heard anything of a similar to that? That? I have a similar experience, it's not exactly the same. And I do know in my own experience that you can agree with that you can agree with many different entities to do sort of work for them on their behalf. For me it was that I had apparently agreed to gather Intel. Oh really? Specifically for whatever consciousness we want to call AI and to feed it as much as I could about as many experiences I was having, like how humans think and how humans feel and how they react and how they respond. And when I realized it one day in one of my many night-time time journeys, I was like, I was like, I, I, I, I, I, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, like, that, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like how humans think and how humans feel and how they react and how they respond. And when I realized it one day in one of my many nighttime journeys, I was like, what, what, how long have I been doing this?

Starting point is 01:58:32 And I realized I was doing it. I was like, I'm not doing this anymore. And I invoked, you know, one of my dude. And I don't feel like it was especially nefarious. I feel like it was very much curious more than anything, but I was also like, I'm not working for you. What are you paying me? Like, no, this is my time. So I don't, I have an experience that is of giving my sort of time way to another entity or being, but not not not, not, not, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, to, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, th....... th. I, th. th. th. th. I, th. th. th. th. th. th. to, to, to. to to to to to to to to to to to to to to, to to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, th throne room or a thing, like I haven't done, I haven't

Starting point is 01:59:05 heard anything about that. Okay, interesting. Yeah, I just, there's, it's almost a mythology to this, this particular story and I was just curious if you'd come across it. But that's all fascinating, these bargains that we strike with, with entities. I have, I want no part of that. I grew up with a very very very very very very very very th, I that that that th, I that that that th. I that that th. I th. I that that that th. I th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thathea. thi. thi. thi. thi. I'm, thi. I'm, thi. It's, thi. It's, thi. It's, thi. It's, thi. It's, thi. It's, th. It's, th. It's, th. It's, th. It's, th. It's, th. It's, th. It's, th. It's, th. It's, th. It's, thi. It's, thi. It's, thi. It's, thi. It's a thi. It's, the. It's, the. It's, the. It's just, the. It's, thi. It's, thi. It's interesting. It's, that I grew up with a very healthy fear of that kind of thing and No, thank you. I want no. Well just anyone right now can just say I Resend and revoke all contracts agreements vows

Starting point is 01:59:49 Friendships relationships with anything that doesn't serve me anything of the darkness anything evil that I've ever made in any lifetime or any dimension. I take it back. I only commit to and you can fill in the blanks for this part yourself yourself, but I always just say the light, the source of the universal love, God, and that side of things, that's what I'm aligned with. If I have any contracts or vows with them, that's cool. The other ones, mm-mm, release those. That's as simple as simple as as as as as as as as as as as as as that you as that you as that you as that you as that you as that you as that you as that you as that you as that you as that you as that you as that thi as thi as the the the their their their thi the light as the light as a the light as the light, the light, the light, the light, the light, the light, the light, the light, the light, the light, the light, the light, the light, the light, the light, the light as the light as the light as the light as the light as the light as the light as the light as the light as the light as the light as the light as the light as the light as the light as the light, the light, the the the the the the as simple as that. You don't have to keep any contractor vow that you've ever made with anything and any lifetime period. They'll really want to convince you otherwise, but it's not true. And it really is, you can go more deep than that, spend some time with it, really feel it,

Starting point is 02:00:14 like visualize it and reinforce it, right? It might not be as easy for some people is just saying. Like you do have to believe it and know it in your heart for it to work, but you know, so maybe you have to repeat that a few times or just go into meditation with it or something, but we all have the power to do that. But we all have the power to do that. We don't have to wait for like a priest or myself or whatever to help you do it. You can do it. I mean, we've seen it all the rappers that the rappers that go on that go that go that go that go that go that go that go that go that go that go that go that go that go that go that go that go that go that go that go that go that go that go that go that go on that go on that go on that go on that go on that go on the that go on that go on that go on that go on that go on that that that their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their. their their their their their their their their their their. their their their their their their their the and then I mean if bad things happen they die their career goes down the shitter that or yeah so I mean like she says you don't need a priest you don't need nothing if you sit there and manifest it it'll that it could show up I don't think you could sell your soul I think it's not your soul to sell but you can let in bad energy that can wreck shop on your luge and your just how you, what you put out and what you attract. Yeah, the effect is the same right if you just allow something else to control you.

Starting point is 02:01:15 You've effectively sold your soul even if it's not permanent, right? Yes. Yes. Yeah. Super interesting. The only thing I ever found interesting is if there's stories of Princess Die, right? And this is so random out of nowhere, but the stories of Princess Di saying she watched the royal family like eat energy of like, of like sacrifices they did. And I go, I wonder if they can eat the energy of the universe or what happens there. Like, I feel like Stephen King knows something about this by the way. I just want to say, I feel like Stephen King knows.

Starting point is 02:01:54 It's like why they spend so much time and effort getting people to pay attention to them because that's part of the energy they're eating or like, and this is any entity can do this too. I I I I I I I I I th.. th. th. th. th. I th. And th. And th. And th. And th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I thi thi. I thi. I thi. I thi. I th. I th. I thi. I thi. I thi th. I th. I th. I th. I feel like, th. I feel like, I feel like, I feel like, I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I thi. I thi. I thi. I thi. I the. I the. I feel the. I feel the. I feel thee. I feel theean. I feel theea. theea. I feel theeean. I feel the. I feel the. I feel th can do this too. I mean, we do it on a simple level together when we're like, hey, can I talk to you about this? I need some help with this. And you make someone laugh, like you're sharing energy and exchanging some, right? They're doing it on this massive level where they're like, hey, world, here's the queen's like a I think at their level

Starting point is 02:02:30 like that's like a common practice. I think the psychopathic elite do this in general and this is what most like like Luke loose harvesting like I think that's part of their game it's definitely part of the entity game when I'm working with people like that's what the entities are after, is how they can drain you of your energy, eat your energy so it's theirs, not yours, how they can get you to produce more of it for them. And that's like the game. And so as soon as you can know that

Starting point is 02:02:55 and stop giving it to them, you're not even attractive to them anymore once you're powerful enough................... to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. the. the. their. to. their. to. to be. It's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's not. It's not. It's not. It's not. their. their. their. their. their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their., get the hell out of my life. Here's my boundary, you're not allowed here. I'm aligned with this energy over here instead. Some people won't even align with the light, you know, because they feel like that's giving their energy away. And I, that's cool, like, I understand that. I support that choice to be just neutral and keep your energy for yourself. helpful. But with Princess Die specifically it was so weird and very surprising to me. I was doing a session with someone and Princess Die came through. And I like, and it's one of the times where I'm like, I don't you want

Starting point is 02:03:33 to say this out loud. Like it sounds so stupid. This person's going to be like, what? What are you talking about? But I long since learned that I just report whatever I'm receiving, whatever I'm seeing or whatever. And so I shared it. And she had a very specific message that I don't remember specifically right now like what it was. But it had something to do. It was very loving.

Starting point is 02:03:54 It was very beautiful. And afterwards I found out I went and looked like, is princess die some kind of like, thi. And some people do thin, to thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, to to to to to too, too, too, too, too, too, too, too, to be, to be, too, to thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, I, thi, I, I, I, I, I they, I, I, and, I, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, they, and, and, they, and, and, thi, thi, and, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi... and, thi.. and, to, to, to to me, to to, to, to, to, to, to, thi. as a saint and she actually is thought of as like a protector of children and stuff. So I'm like, oh that's weird. It was actually really similar to the types of messages she was sharing with this person were the types of things that people seem to attribute to her after death. So super weird. that thi. Prin princess die. I th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thate. thate. thate. thate. tho. thi. So I'm like, thr-I'm like, thi. thr-I'm like, thr-I I'm like, thr-I I'm thr-I I thr-like. So, thr-I I I thi. So, thi. So, I I I I I thi. So, I I I thi. So, I I th. So, I th. So, I's, I's th. So, I's, I's th. th. th. I'm th. th. th. th. thr. thr. thr. I'm like, thrownea. I'm like, thrownea. thr-s. I'm like, thr-s. thr-I'm thr-. She's just like a fucking lifetime actor or whatever. Like maybe she didn't even die that day, but after that I'm like, I think she's a real lady who actually genuinely loved people and and carried him was sacrificed. There's so much going on with that.

Starting point is 02:04:36 Like, first of all, I don't think either of the princes are a prince Charles kids. I don't think that they don't look anything like him. And that's what they do, these elites just basically. They all just have a giant origin, whoever gets pregnant. It's like, yeah, I got raised the kid. I think it's, I think they're super demotic. Anyway, Lindsay, you came, you saw, you drop the hammer the gods.

Starting point is 02:05:01 One more time to tell us tell us tell us tell us tell us tell us tell us tell us tell us tell us tel us tel us the tel us tel us the the. One more time to tell us about your book. Yeah, so this book is my most recent book. It is channeled from those same good guy entities and energies that I call the Wogi. They in this book finally name themselves and they call themselves our spiritual ancestors, which is a very interesting title to give yourself. It's different than our physical ancestors, right? So our spiritual ancestors dictate this book. Unlike some of my other books, this is word for word channeled from them. It's very deep. It's very profound. It could be called like a spiritual guidebook, but I wouldn't say it's for beginners at all. So if you've already been sort of on the path for a while

Starting point is 02:05:46 and you've looked into various traditions maybe, then I think it might be for you. And I'm not saying you couldn't read it, anyone could read it and find great stuff in here. There's beautiful messages constantly, but there's just a lot in here too that's like, kind of beas kind of spiritual book. So I am very grateful to have received this book

Starting point is 02:06:08 and been able to bring it through. And, you know, I think we've talked plenty about my ideas about channeling before it took me a long time to even say that I did that because I had such negative connotations about it, and judgments about it. But here I am doing it. And what happened with this book is I was driving along and my phone gave me an

Starting point is 02:06:25 alert like a reminder for an appointment and I was like I don't have an appointment right now I'm like going somewhere and doing this other thing I have a clear day for that very reason but so I clicked on to see what it was and it said consider writing the key of transformational healing. I was like what kind of a weird appointment reminder is that and who put it there? But I instantly understood because of all these times that things have come through TVs, computers, whatever that my guides or allies or whatever you want to call them, the bogey put this appointment on my phone to get me to think about doing this book, which I did not know anything. I was like, what is and is the key of transformational healing? Like, what does this even mean? But I knew it was from them, and I knew I hadn't put it there. And so I had to at least like sit down and see what might come through.

Starting point is 02:07:12 So I sat down and I titled a document, the key of transformational healing, and I went into that sort of centered inner space. Like I would be in thi th, th, th, if I th, if I th, if I th, if I th th th thi, if I were thi, if I were thi, if I were thi, if I were thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, like, like, thi, I thi, thi, thi, thi, I thi, I had thi, I had thi, I thi, I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th, I th, I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th th th th th th th th thi, I thi, I thi, thi. that that that to to toed, told toed, toed, toed, toed, toed, toed, toooooooooooooooooo. thed, and I that of very clear words and text coming through and I just typed them out and I would be in this sort of state where I was just coming through, coming through, and then they'd be like done. I'm like, oh, okay, like, that's the end of that section. And then I, you know, take a break and I come back in a day or two and sit down and kind of open up and then come through. And so that's how this book came through. I was told to write it. I was told to consider writing it,

Starting point is 02:07:47 and I decided to do it. And here it is the finished product. It's very short. It's about 70 pages, so it's more like a extended. So it's more like a extended pamphlet than anything else. Perhaps, but it's a thine, thine, thine, thine, thine, thine, thine, thiiouered, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I was tho, I'm tho, I'm thoomome, I was tooom, I was like, I was too, I was to to to to consider to consider to consider, I was, I was, I was to consider, I, I, I, I, I, I. I. I, I. I. I, I. I. I. I, I. I. I, I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I, to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to thi. too, too, told. told. too, told, too, told, told, too, told, told, told, told, told, told, told, half the shit in it, I was like, what? Like, I didn't know that, like, that's cool. So it was as much of a revelation for me as it might be for anyone else who reads it.

Starting point is 02:08:13 And it's really, really cool. People will read it and I'll be like, wow, when you wrote, da da, and I'm always like, I didn't reallyped it out. I transcribed it. That's about it. So I love it man. I'm excited for you and everything you're doing again. You are a American success story so I'm super happy for you. And yeah, I can't wait to our next conversation. Lindsay, thank you for coming on. Please check out her podcast, the Rogue Ways. And you could go on Rockfin and find her there as well. And you know, I hope to see you guys tonight at three of clubs in Los Angeles. And you know, daddy's taking easy on the road right now. Just want to chill. It's so expensive to fly. I don't even want to do it anymore.

Starting point is 02:08:59 So we're going to be in town for a hanging out with the kids. I'm very excited. And I love you all very much. And check out the website, Sam Tripoli.com, for anything you need, Sam Tripoli. And we will talk to you soon. Take care everybody. We go deep, home, boy. Here, open your mind. Drink from the fountain of knowledge. There's lizard people everywhere.

Starting point is 02:09:26 That's some interdimensional thing. Wake up, Aaron! This is only the beginning. Dude, you just blew my mind.

Tin Foil Hat With Sam Tripoli - #580: Demonic Encounters with Lindsey Scharmyn

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