Tin Foil Hat With Sam Tripoli - #781: An Awakening From Near Death with Izzy N Griffin

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Starting point is 00:01:18 thoom for my dates. June 11th, comedy cast at the comedy store, and then June 21st, we're at Morris Plains, Eddie Bravo, Xavier Guerrero and myself, and then June 22nd, we are at Broadbrook, Opera House, back at our old stomping grounds. Grab your tickets now and enjoy this awesome podcast with our boy Izzy, Izzy, Izzy, Izzy and Griffin, enjoy it. All right, let's get into it. He's a musician, he's a podcast, his podcast called Duh heads. Okay, Duh heads. Please welcome Izzy and Griffin.

Starting point is 00:02:02 Izzy, how are you? I'm doing well. Thank you for having me on, guys. I'm a long-time fan. Since episode one, episode one. Damn, bro. 2016. Wow, December 16th. December 16th is the big day.

Starting point is 00:02:18 It's very weird. I have a whole bunch of stuff during that. It's my birthday. Really, so it's not really your birthday.. th, but, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th, th, th. th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi, thi, thi, thi, thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thiiiii. thii. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. th birthday, December 18th. Really? So it's not really your birthday, but it's near it. No, I mean, you said important stuff near that. Oh yeah, yeah, you're within that time. That's nine days of each other. Anyways, enough about you, John. But you said the 16th. No, because the ninth is my sobriety day and the 16th is the day that Tim Foll Hats started. That's amazing. Is that, is that, is that, is that, is that, is that, is that, is that, is that, is that, is that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that the the th. th. th. the the the th. th. th. th. th. th. th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, the. th, th, th, th, th, th, th. th. th. th. th. th. the the the the th. th. the th. th. th. th. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. that's that's they. that's the they. they. the the ti. ti. today. ti. ti. ti. ti? I'm so excited to have you on. Thank you very much for listing the whole time. It's a crazy-ass journey. For those who may not be familiar with you, Izzy, can you tell us a little bit about

Starting point is 00:02:56 yourself and where our listeners can find you? Yeah, I have some music on Spotify, Izzy and Griffin. Also the Duh Heads podcast, streaming everywhere. We're on YouTube. We're all over the place, trying to get it going. So. You're in it, buddy. What, tell me about your podcast?

Starting point is 00:03:14 It's just me and my cousin trying to make each other laugh, really conspiratorial. Just, we used to have conversations, you know, obviously trying to crack each other's up. We started recording them as podcast fans and been doing it for a couple years, so. How old are you, Izzy? I look younger than I am. I just turned 30 actually. So I should lie. I should really lie.

Starting point is 00:03:35 No, but you look, you have five more years. Five more years. Until rig mor. Go out party, get weird. to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to. to. to. their. to. to. th. their. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi. thooom. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. tho. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, tha. And, thi. And, thi. And, toeea. And, toea. And, tha. And, tha. And, thia. And, thia. And, tha. And, tha. And starts to set in. So enjoy it. Go out, party, get weird, make bad decisions. Don't end up in jail. That's my whole thing. So what, Izzy, so where do you want to begin, dude? I just kind of feel like, I want to talk about you had a fall in 2021. Tell us a little bit about this. Yeah, so this episode is gonna be, sort of me, to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to the the the the the the the the the the the the the to to to to to to to to to to to to to to the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the theat the the the theat the the the the the the this. Yeah, so this episode is going to

Starting point is 00:04:05 be sort of me connecting my near-death experience that I had to just sort of everything. It's a lot. So give me a little bit of grace. I'm trying to describe something that's like pretty indescribable, something I experienced. And it's just, it's a lot. I don't know, it's something I'm really trying to still come to terms and to understand. And I just thought that you guys would really, really love this and enjoy it. So. Thank you. Well, we're glad you're here. We're glad you're alive. Yeah. So yeah, I used to have a really bad, bad drinking and alcohol drug problem.

Starting point is 00:04:48 I'd gotten sober for about three months. I was a high-functioning, like alcoholic, attic, a lot of cocaine, laying in a lot of boozing, and I was someone who, I would have those like 10 drink a day, averages, but there was days I was having 30, 40 drinks at a time. And this was for... Damn! Yeah, yeah, I was... So you were like old school drunk.

Starting point is 00:05:12 Yeah, I was a big boy. I was weighing about 250. I was, I went for it all the way. Wow, thi's a big boy. . Wow, you look great. Thanks, yeah, I have about a year and a half sobriety. That's great, buddy. I'm so happy for you. And I'm going to be honest with you, man.

Starting point is 00:05:29 I have so many people when I'm on the road. So many people tell me they got sober after hearing my story and I couldn't be happier. I'm so happy on the other side of this thing. If you're struggling, you should you you're struggling, you're struggling, you're struggling, you're struggling you should join us. It's just one day at a time you stack in chips and I always tell people just try to get a year see how you feel after a year. So I'm super happy to hear this. It makes me very happy that you were able to overcome this stuff. Yeah thank you. Your show has been a

Starting point is 00:05:59 the big help. Your story has been a help. But yeah I basically, I had a crazy experience and I was like, I need to clean up. I lost a record deal in 2016 due to my partying and my antics. And so, you know, it had been a long time coming. So I racked up about three months of sobriety and I just cold turkey. Like I went from, you know, 30 drinks a day to nothing. Got through it, had a rough... That's dangerous. Yeah, it was really. It to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to clean, I to clean, I to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean, I I I I to clean, I to clean, I to clean, I to clean, I to clean, I to clean, I to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean up, I to clean to clean up, I to clean up, I need to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to clean to from you know 30 drinks a day to nothing got through it had a rough That's dangerous. Yeah, it was really dangerous very stupid of me So what ended up happening as you say that is I relapsed and I went right back to it as you know You probably understand when you when you go back to it. It's just how it was you don't gear up you go right to back to where you were and you just start going hard really fast out the gate.

Starting point is 00:06:47 There's no gradual, maybe a day, you'll be like, oh, just sip and then by the end of the week, you're blowing strangers for crack. It just goes really bad fast. It's just the way it is. That's what kills all the opiate guys, because they go right back to where they were and the tolerance is down the guy. And it's just, it's so crazy because like, you know, I got, I got sober off of speed. I mean like, I literally went through every drug and was like, I'm gonna do alcohol. Okay, I got a cocaine's good. I think I got a thank. You were looking for your brand. Is that what you're, you're like, like, like, like, like, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I'm, I, I, I, I'm, I, I got, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I, I, I, I, I, I, I got, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I got, I got, I got, I got, I got, I got, I got, I got, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. mean like you're you're no Johnny you think I'm lying like literally I was such a horrible drunk I just had so much

Starting point is 00:07:28 emotions inside me that when I got drunk I could I just would release them and it just wasn't fun to drink with me and it just like I just wasn't a good drunk and so I would I thought if I just drink so much I would would tame it, and I would control it. You know, it's like a master does a thing a thousand times. Oh, I see. I literally was like, if I just go hard and just drink hard, I can be a normal drunk. And it just, then I discover cocaine.

Starting point is 00:07:59 I'm like, oh, this is more my style. And then you discover speed. And speed is like, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, the, thi, thi, thi, thi, I thi, I would, I would, I'd, I'd, I'd, I'd, I'd, I'd, I'd, I'd, I'd, I'd, I'd, I'd, I'd, I'd, I'd, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I. I I. I. I I I. I, I, I. I. I. I. th. I, I, I. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi, I'd, I'm, I'd, I'm, tha, tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha like, oh, let's work out all the kinks of cocaine. And here you got speed. So, you know, like, and the real thing I want to say is like, why it's amazing go cold turkey off of booze. Is like, that's what killed Amy Winehouse, they say. It's just like going hard, like, the your body just can't handle it, and you could die from it. It's just quitting booze.

Starting point is 00:08:27 It's one of the only ones that you can die, right? To go off cold turkey? I think so. I can't make any medical statements. I think that in Benz, but yeah, yeah, it's kind of crazy, dude, so. So you're saying, I went right back to it, going hard. Yeah, it's pretty crazy. I had about a two-week run, and I realized, like, yeah, I'm starting to fall back into this.

Starting point is 00:08:55 I was starting to feel like my head would go numb. It was just crazy. So I try to stop. And I have a couple days or I'm doing okay and then I had some stuff starting to happen that were like classic DT kind of things where some auditory hallucinations at night like just yeah so stuff I had like been through that before so I was like I kind of I think I got this but it got progressively worse so I kind of, I think I got this. But it got progressively, progressively worse.

Starting point is 00:09:27 So what kind of ended up happening was, as it got worse, it got more, like I would just say demonic, like, it, well, there's no way that this had become like a psychosis kind of thing. And it obviously, there's probably some medical definition, right? But it gets crazier. And so I'm having these experiences and it's it's only at night where I'm having these auditory hallucinations and I'm starting to have visual hallucinations on like the second day and I'm I'm starting to like live through this like literal hellish manifestation in my mind on earth. So I'm like seeing demons and I'm hearing things and the way that like I was

Starting point is 00:10:15 differentiating between whether or not it was some sort of thing my mind playing a trick on me or not was like I was having these like, I was hearing voices of like childhood friends I didn't even remember like years back and it just got really crazy until the third night so this happened for three three days it got progressively worse and on the third night I was laying in bed and my body was contorting and like twisting itself almost like in an exorcist movie and I I was like being remote controlled by this thing I could see outside of myself that was like a shapeshifting ghost thing and it was it had been I was able to sort of like pinpoint all of

Starting point is 00:11:08 these things that were happening onto this being right so I was doing this sort of contorting thing and this kind of craziness and what ends up happening is it tells me to like walk over to get out of bed andtells me to like walk over to get out of bed and to go to the mirror. And so I go over to the mirror and it's like telling me to get on my hands and knees and to like bow to the mirror where I'm looking at myself. And I can't not do what it says. And so I started... What did it sound like? What did the voice sound like?

Starting point is 00:11:47 It was, if I had to say what it sounded like, it sounded like if somebody was talking into like a walkie talkie into a radio. To the point to where I thought that like, burger one, nah, like literally, yeah. Wow. And so, so I'm, I start doing this and I look up into the mirror and my whole being is now like a stereotypical demon with horns and flames and I started like being myself because I was so scared. Uh, and my family's Catholic. I was raised Catholic. So at this time I had kind of gotten away from any Christianity or any sort of spiritualism. I would consider myself like a nihilist, kind of.

Starting point is 00:12:38 And the weirdest thing was it told me to walk outside, so I walk outside of my parents' house, and in their front yard they have this big statue of Jesus in the middle of their yard, and it is like remote controlling me to walk up to it. And as I walk up to it, it tells me to look up, and I look up into this sky, and I see the stars and they're like as bright as possible and then I just started screaming as loud as humanly possible it's like three in the morning and then so my parents come out and they kind of get me and then that's kind of the end of part of it so I don't

Starting point is 00:13:20 want to keep talking I want you guys to interject if any thoughts no please I don't know I mean we're like so so so so so so so the to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to the to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to the to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to the the the the the the the the they. the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the too. the too. the to to to to to to to to toldld want to keep talking, I want you guys to interject, if any thoughts or anything. I don't know. I mean, we're all about it. So you were like, just possessed, do you think? Yeah, so I later, I later came to this term, because I've been kind of trying to make sense of what happened since this happened, you know, 19 months ago, because it's so, I've gone through so many iterations of trying to figure out what it is that I'm now of the theory that I was like possessed because I, before I would have for sure been like it was a psychotic episode and whatever, but I'm fully convinced I was possessed now.

Starting point is 00:13:56 So what ends up happening is I kind of have a, no pun intended, come to Jesus moment with my parents I'm like hey I need to go to rehab you know and my parents had already scheduled me to leave for rehab that Friday it was a Wednesday. This went into like Wednesday morning I kind of was able to sleep and during the day I felt completely fine like I wasn't having any symptoms during the day that was the weird thing was like during the day I was fine at night I was having these horrific hallucinations and stuff. So it's Wednesday, I'm going to rehab Friday. They're like, okay, let's get through this,

Starting point is 00:14:32 these last day and a half, two days, and we'll be good. So I go to work that day, and I'm kind left in a hurry and and a bunch of other stuff. I'm kind of streamlining this. So anyways it gets to be Wednesday night and Wednesday night is is when everything sort of like becomes it like all happens I guess so to speak so I come home from work and I look into to the to the the the the the. And I look into the that, and I th. And I th. And I th. And I th. And I th. And I th. And I th. And I th. And I th. And I th. And I th. And I th. And I th. And I th. And I th. And I th. And I th. And I the th. And I th. And I th. And I th. And I th. And I th. And I th. And I th and I th and I th and I th. And th. And th. And th. And th. And th. And th. And th. And th. And th. And th. And th. And th. And th. And I th. And I the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th. And I the the the the th. And I the th. And I th. And I th. And I th. And I guess, so to speak. So I come home from work and I look into my room, my bedroom, and in the middle of the room is this, it looks like, like if you hit your head and you're seeing stars.

Starting point is 00:15:17 It looks like that, like a tunnel of that in the middle of the room, and I hadn't had any, didn't hear anything all day, was completely fine. I immediately started hearing music and people, these demonic voices mocking like Mary and Jesus specifically, specifically Mary a lot, which is I thought was weird because I wasn't the Christian anymore, like I didn't associate with that any longer. And so I'm like, this is like really weird. Because I'm like, oh, is this happening again, you know? Long story short, I'm, I'm home for a couple of hours. I'm kind of, you know, out of it, tripping a little, and I go to go to bed. And my parents are having me sleep on the couch in the middle of the living room, so they can kind of keep th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th I go to go to bed and my parents are having me sleep on

Starting point is 00:16:05 the couch in the middle of the living room so they can kind of keep an eye on me and yeah it just all kind of starts to happen I'm laying on my back and I proceeded to like get up and I'm screaming thiaughing but I'm, I'm screaming but I'm, I'm, thrieing, buy, but I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm a a a a a theying, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm a theying, I'm a theying, I'm a theying, I'm a theying, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm I'm screaming but I'm watching iterations of myself get up and I'm running around the living room screaming but I'm seeing these different iterations of me almost like an infinite thread of myself and and there's versions of me that are passing on and like dying and I'm seeing my parents tend to different realities of me right so and I'm I'm while I'm running around screaming what I'm experiencing in my mind is... Are you off the couch? Or are you laying on a couch seeing this?

Starting point is 00:17:09 So, apparently I was running around the house screaming. Okay. But, but I am feeling, I'm feeling, I'm, I'm, the best way to describe it is like, if you could experience everything everywhere all at once. So that's like what I would describe it. The movie, right? That's the movie. Yes, I get that. I get that. And so as this is happening, I'm experiencing in the main part of this, there's the sun. And like I'm the sun. And there's a Komodo Dragon serpent that's black. It's just darkness. It's the scariest thing. That's that's that's that's that's the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the movie. the movie. the movie. the movie. the movie. the movie. the movie. the movie. the movie. the movie. the movie. the movie. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. the movie. the movie. the movie. the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the I'm the sun. And there's a Komodo Dragon Serpent that's black. It's just darkness. It's the scariest thing ever.

Starting point is 00:17:50 And it's trying to wrestle this sun that is both inside of me and outside of me. And it's all consuming. There is no... It's just everything. There is no, it's just everything. And everything in me is wrestling this as I'm contorting and running around the room screaming, but I'm also seeing all of these different iterations of me. And I remember this one part in particular that was so crazy was in my parents living room, there's, you know, they're Catholic. So they have like, you know, pictures of my uncles who'd passed and stuff and like,

Starting point is 00:18:28 there's a specifically we have this angel stainless steel thing and it's blonde. My mom is blonde. And I looked at that and it was like, oh, that's my mom. Everything makes sense. Everything starts to click. And I'm like, this is like a cosmic symphony, like, like, and thia, thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, that, thi, thi, thi, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, th. And, thi. And, thi, thi, thi, is like a cosmic symphony like this makes sense my soul is fighting this demon and all this stuff and I'm experiencing this and then what happens is I finally collapse onto the couch and when I collapse I see I see Jesus Christ and I see him in the garden, in a garden. And the thing that really stands out to me is, he looks like everything you ever think

Starting point is 00:19:14 he would and nothing at the same time. So you've specifically had guests on your show who say that he's like, he's like a shapeshift or whatever. And I don't think that's perfectly accurate, but he looks like you think he looks like, but you also can't see his face the garden. the garden. the garden. the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the garden tha tha the garden garden the garden thi garden.a thi thi.a thi. And thi. And thi. And thi. And thi. And thi. And thi. And thi. And thi. And thi. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And. And th. And th. And th. And th. And the th. And th. And the the th. th. the th. th. the th. th. th. th. th. And th. And th. And or whatever. And I don't think that's perfectly accurate, but he looks like you think he looks like, but you also can't see his face at the same time. And he looks at me and he's crying and he says, this is what I needed to put you through, I'm getting chills on it.

Starting point is 00:19:35 He's like, this is why I needed And then I see like heaven, heaven. And I see, like every, I see there's like angels breaking down rules of heaven and you can feel the exaltation of God. And it's not like, it's not like, it's not like he's there, like you know it's undeniable, that's your dad, like that's your dad and he's there and he's watching everything you do. And I noticed, I was trying to talk to people there and you know, I'm talking how I talked.

Starting point is 00:20:23 So I'm like, this is fucking crazy. And when when, and when you, when you, when you, when you, when you, when you, when you, when you, when, when you, when you, when you, when you, when you, when, when you, and, when, when you, when you, when you, when you, and, and, you, and, you, and, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, th, th. th. th, th, th, th, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, th, th, th, th, the, the, the, th, the, the, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, thi, thi, thi, that, that, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, the, thi, thi, thi, thi, th,'m talking how I talk. So I'm like, this is fucking crazy. And when you speak, the words come out of your mouth and they're gold. But when you were, if you'd curse, it was lead and it would fall. So you had to talk like super slow and pick the perfect verbiage. And I'm, I, and I specifically saw the, uh, the statue in Isaiah that has the different types of metal and these are things I haven't thought of, like, I'm not praying, I don't, I'm not doing any of this. And, um, so, sorry, this is just a lot. So all of this is happening. Um, and at the time, these, um, the ambulance is working on. thing the thi. thi. the thi. thi. the the thi. the the their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, the the the the the the the the the the the the the the their, uh, uh, uh, uh, the statue, uh, the statue, uh, the, uh, the, I, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I, I, I, I, I, I is, I is, I is, I is, I is, I is, I is, I is, I is, I is, I is, I is, I is, I is. I is, I is. I is, I is. I is. I is. I is. I is. I is. I is, I. I. I. I. I. I's, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not,the time, these, the ambulance is working on me, the EMTs, I'm sorry. And they're like, what is he on?

Starting point is 00:21:13 Like, he's on something. He's like, so this guy is out of his fucking mind. And so my parents are like, he hasn't, we know, he hasn't taken anything in like at least a few days. Like we know for sure unless he snuck something. So that was kind of kind of that part. Now, hold on. Do you think you died right there? So, so what ended up happening was I was going into cardiac arrest from alcohol withdrawals? What ends up happening is at this time, I had a I had a girlfriend at the time, or

Starting point is 00:21:52 I still do, I don't know why I said at the time. Oh, do you want to say it's the house? In case you listen. Yeah, yeah. What do you mean at the time? Right. You still doubt? So this is the weird part is, and she didn't even tell me this for a while, but as this is happening, she sees me appear in her room as like a, not a ghost, but I'm in her room and she's extremely Christian and that like totally freaked her out. And so this is all happening. She was She was at her house? And you appeared? Yeah, like I appeared in her room. At this time when this was going down. Damn.

Starting point is 00:22:32 At any moment, do you remember in that near death experience that you would have gone to your girlfriend's room? Like if you were dying, you think you sub-cashly would have been like, oh, I need to go check up on my girlfriend, I'm dying? Well, so like the weird thing is that kind of connects to where this leads is I am now in like communication with like a higher version of myself. So like I'm kind of in this, like I would say heaven and then what happens is I get to the the hospital my heart rate was was at 170 and I was going into cardiac arrest and they're kind of bringing me back and one of the weird things that happened was I started flexing all of my muscles and I'm not really like there I'm like not mentally awake I'm I'm experiencing all of my muscles and I'm not really like there. I'm like not mentally awake.

Starting point is 00:23:26 I'm experiencing all of this in my head. And I started doing this. It's called the Volsuvia maneuver. That's what this doctor told me. And I started flexing all of my muscles and, and, uh, and contracting and then releasing and I I don't know what that I had never known what that was and it's the Vegas nerve it it stimulates the Vegas v a US yeah yeah and it like slows down your heart rate that's right and so I had been instructed by when XG says like,

Starting point is 00:24:06 would I be talking to my girlfriend? Like, she was talking to me, like her higher dimensional self was communicating with me and like, I would say like versions of me and angels are telling me to do this and I'm doing it and it's slowing my heart rate. And at this time, like, I'm experiencing, the only thing I could say is like, like a reincarnation thing

Starting point is 00:24:29 where I'm going through different realities and shifting into the one where I don't die. Oh, that's so interesting. I think it's funny that you want to your girlfriends, because even in like death, we gotta check in with our girlfriends. Make sure they're not pissed. I'm just gonna hey I'm just over here dying I'm not talking to chicks. Let me I just got to check in real quick and that's super interesting that that you

Starting point is 00:24:54 know because we've had guests on before they talked about trans trans surfing which is what I believe everything everywhere all at once is all about, and which is that there's a million versions of you, you just got to figure out how far away from that version you are, if that's a version you want. Like there is a way for you to become president. Somehow, some way we could figure that out. There is a way. There is a way. The loves are against it, but we still figure it out,. There is a way. Even the laws are against it, but we'd still figure it out, right? In some dimension. But obviously you found the dimension where you survived this shit. Yeah, and it, and it, it was funny because I remember.

Starting point is 00:25:46 All of this is happening and I, I'm like asking questions because I can, I'm, I'm now out of this sort of like heaven realm and I'm like in the hospital and I'm I'm able to communicate with something and I'm asking I was like what's the meaning of everything like what's the secret and it was oh everything is music and at and when that was tole to me everything was like a song, like everything, like everything, like everything, like there was a beeping monitor and it became like the beat and like the doctor's talking, I was like, oh, this is like, everything is a symphony, like and everything, every little thing made sense of my whole life, like, oh, it sounds so crazy, but it's like, oh, I was number 13 when I played junior All-American football, and that coincides with the, blah, and it's like everything begins to make sense.

Starting point is 00:26:33 And I remember one of the funniest things is because, like, this show has had a massive impact on my life, and in a very positive way. And I remember, I said like, yeah, like has a pretty, he's pretty much right about like most stuff. Thank you. Can you clip that? I love that. Thank you. And I've kind of tried to figure that out of what that means. And I think what it is is like is your idea of like every everything being a movie where everything is happening it's like that's real there's like a quantum level to that where that is real at least I think because like I when I when I say like I experienced this just it was it

Starting point is 00:27:22 it literally was like everything I can't explain enough like I remember at one point I like saw reflection of me and I was like a reptilian and then I like bounced to this other plane where I'm I'm like I don't even know yeah sorry no I think it's amazing and I I really do believe that that that is like I mean we just had somebody coming on talking about different dimensions higher dimensions higher dimensions lower dimensions that's why I tell you it's all possible there's no one explanation because we what we have to do with our reality is fit it

Starting point is 00:28:00 into our these tiny these giant brains brains that also might be limited in trying to understand all of it. Like when we talk about it's all the time, when you try to think about infinity, you just hit a wall. It's like, you're like, no, we've gone, you know, you don't need to go any farther, this as far as you got, right? It's like, it's like we have, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. tune to one channel at a time, like a radio. And there's a million different channels, you know, we can just only be on this one frequency that we're stuck on. It's like when we go, oh, God create everything, then our logical minds go, what created

Starting point is 00:28:35 God? We can't understand that. There was never a time with him. Without the God. And the thing that's most amazing to me, or equally amazing, is that even if you don't believe in the God, you still have to account for these problems. Because they say you believe that the Big Bang is what started of the universe, there still has to be something before that.

Starting point is 00:28:58 Yeah, what is before the big bang? They have to grapple with those problems. So even if you're a person of science, which I don't think those are mutually exclusive, of course, but you have to struggle with this. But I do find it funny because like you'll have like, oh my God, we'll have the Van Allen belt but you don't believe the firm it is, but you don't believe the firm, you know, God, you'll believe I can't remember who it is, but somebody says that science is basically like, you know, we'll explain everything if you just give us this one miracle

Starting point is 00:29:29 at the beginning of time, yeah, yeah, right. It's like, you just buy this, don't ask us to explain it. But if we go from there, most stuff falls together. I can't remember who said that do as a scientist. I can't remember. Because even when they play a simulation, who created that one? Yeah. Who created? Someone had it created, someone created the video game, someone created the computer.

Starting point is 00:29:51 Yeah, it's very deep and it's very hard to understand. And I think when we try to, to shove it in to, you know, square pegs in the round holes. That's all we're trying to do. We're trying to explain something's beyond our ability to understand. And then people have these moments where they can't understand it and then we call them crazy people. Right? Yeah. You're like, oh, you're a crazy guy. Skits so crazy, dude.

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Starting point is 00:31:46 Let's do it. Thank you, wise wolf, golden silver. I think that was the hardest thing with figuring out how to talk about this. Because a lot of it is, like, I'm explaining things, like, multiple things happening at once in such a way that is so beyond my comprehension of like anything that it's like I have a ton of notes and it's like I don't even know what to include in like what not to the one thing that was... David Albert by the way is the philosopher and physicist who said that so there yeah. Oh yeah. Got you. Yeah the one thing that was really crazy was like I, you know, because I have my podcast and stuff and I've talked about this, was when I explain like the Komodo Dragon Serpent like wrestling what I would call the Sun was

Starting point is 00:32:37 someone came to me with some ancient Egyptian mythology, whatever quote-unquote mythology. And it says, uh, the idea of raw. ancient Egyptian mythology, whatever quote unquote mythology. And it says the idea of raw every day he brings the sun across the sky and he wrestles with a serpent like deity named the Popfis who rules the underworld. And so during the day, he's carrying the underworld. And so during the day he's carrying the sun and then they wrestle all night and he wins the sun back every day. And the thing I specifically remember during this was like when I was speaking to Jesus Christ, and when I was like the wrestling in particular it was that it was

Starting point is 00:33:28 like and I was interpreting it as Christ to me it's Jesus Christ right is Christ was winning this like battle every day and it's not like they wrestle for five seconds and then one I got it and then you got it it was like an eternal I I went in the day and you went at night and it was like forever eternally this is how it is every day and this is what that's that is what being like the saviour is is like it's an eternal saving it's not like he died once and then it was over it's like no it's an ongoing second, like, excruciating salvation. That's what I felt from that. You know, that reminds me of, so we were, who was I, I was talking to somebody I forget,

Starting point is 00:34:18 and they were basically like, they were basically like, they were basically like, you know, because the whole thing is that there's all these stories over and over again to tell the same exact story about Christ and all these different religions, right? Did I say this already? But about how like it might be the same story just happening over and over again? Because you're saying he's doing this constantly. Why wouldn't there be a reborn over and over again? I you're saying he's doing this constantly. Why wouldn't there be a reborn over and over and over again? I'm just thinking out loud. I also think our timelines are fucked and who knows what the real date is and how long. So you think it's a shoulder time line. Most people think it's a shoulder time limit. I think it's possible. I mean like people try to act like 6,000 years isn't that long and it's like, and it. So, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi. th. thi. the, like, like, like, like, like people try to act like six thousand years isn't that long and it's like only because you told the dinosaurs lived here

Starting point is 00:35:07 a million years ago you think six thousand years isn't too long. Six thousand years is a long time. Yeah, but if you think of it like human generations it's not that many human generations you know, how many generations is that Johnny? Well if you, you, think. th, how, hundred years you know so you take two zeros off of six thousand it's just what 60 right? 60 grandpas 60 grandmas. That's still a lot. Yeah but it's not you're 60th grandpa it's not enough you mean your 60th grandpa yeah but it's not you like do we even know each other infinite Jesus is what I'm saying it's not enough for that what if you look like like like you you you you you you you you you you you you to to to to you to to to to the the the the the to the the the the the the the the the the the to to to to to to to to to th th the th to th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. that that that's that's that's that's that's that's that's the the the the to the the the the the the the the the the the that's saying it's not enough for that. What if you look like, like, what if you don't look at it? What if you look exactly like him? You're like, well, that's they look exactly like your... Yeah, that would, that's how they do in the movies, right? Like Michael J. Fox and back to the future, you know, meets all his relatives, back in future three? And they all look just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just like just like just like just like just like just like just like just like just like just like just like just like just like just like just like just like just like just like just like just just just just just just like just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just like like like like like like like like. to like. to like. to like. the the the to like. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. thing and I think that once we're able to break out of the kind

Starting point is 00:36:09 of the handcuffs of how we're wired, we get to see stuff that's really a lot more crazy, but going back to what you're talking about, this constant battle between Christ and or whatever. What we decided his name was Yoshiy Yoshua yeah and you have a yeah yeshua is another name for the one you said too which is what is there's so many ohiohua I think it is yahusha yeshua yeshua is a who'shua yeah who's a show is a hugehaw yeah yeah who shaw is yeah yeah it's a. You know why? And that kind of gets into something very interesting for me because, haven't you always heard that and say like, Jesus, Jesus was the son of God or Jeeze didn't exist. And you're like, because they say that Jesus is like the

Starting point is 00:37:03 name of Zeus, Jesus is the name of the Celtic, but what if in a weird way they're right because that's not his real name? I don't think it matters what his name is. Well I agree on that as well if we all agree it's Jesus then it's Jesus but what if that's what they're talking about? Maybe, I mean, the people I know who are, even most critical of the Jesus story, still believe he was a person who existed. No, I believe he exists. I'm not saying he didn't exist. But you get a lot of these people who aren't that educated,

Starting point is 00:37:36 who are really anti-Christian, who will say, oh, there's no historical evidence. But even the people who really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really th me. th me. thikikikiolomeomeomeomeomeome. the people who the people who the people who the people who the people who the people who thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. the people who thi. thi. thi. the people who is the people who the people who the people who the people who the people who the people who the people who the people who the people who their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their, their, their, their, their, their, their, thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. theeanananan. th. their their their their their in academia, the people who are anti-Christian but know I have all the facts about history, agree that someone by that name existed around that time. I was sharing in a recovery meeting and somebody hit me up after because I was talking about how, you know, the disconnect between people and God is a SIOP. A SIOP made to disconnect you from God. Oh, I see. And everything, I probably said that wrong, but

Starting point is 00:38:13 everything that people list that they hate about God is really the actions of man. The church and religion, yeah, organized religion. And it's done purposefully to disconnect you from God. That's my humble opinion. And I know, I'm not trying to get too religious. Well, imagine though, if you were trying to ruin the relationship between God and man, what better way to do if that was your plan would be to infiltrate the organizations that God on this planet. Or consolidate it, consolidate it, then corrupt it.

Starting point is 00:38:50 Yeah, which is his Catholic Church, right? Right. Decentralization is probably the most powerful tool against the elites, and it's so hard to get there. But then you have to worry about, you always say like especially in the government, like balkanization, especially in the US. Yeah, I think it's just so hard to get to a moment where you just, no leaders, it's like not in our mammal DNA. We're just, we're just constantly running back and forth between these two old guys. Right? We're like, these are the only ones! Because they told us they're the only ones! Do you see that in like in the playground where there has to be a leader? I think like it's just the nature of man.

Starting point is 00:39:31 Yeah, like with the kids and stuff you still see it, where there's got to be one leader. My daughter loves Irregulate. She loves like, follow me. Been hanging out with Dana. Stop. But the point is, dude, I think it's in our DNA, our wiring to follow a leader. And you know, even what's happening in America is so unusual to be so diversive, you know, they have so much diversity, excuse me. That's not natural. People run in packs. We tend to, we tend to, umthat's not natural. People run in packs. We tend to, we tend to identify our pacts

Starting point is 00:40:10 by those who look like us. That's our pact. And here in America, it's like a totally different thing. We're like, we're all together and we totally look different. And so this lady, and then we'll get back to story. This lady, she found this fucking video, to to video, to video, to video, to video, to video, to video, to video, to to to to to to to to to to to send a to send it. A video. A video. A to send it. A to say. A to say. to say. to say. to. to. tooke, to to to to to to to to to to to to to to tend, tend, tend, tend, tend, tend, tend, we tend, tend, we the the the the the their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their tend, tend, tend, tend, tend, te, tend, tend, tend, tend, tend, tend, tend, tend, tend, tend, tend, tend, tthen we'll get back to the story, this lady, she found this fucking video, dude, and I could send it to you, I wanted to play on doomscrowing, but she was watching a video of her, of this woman complaining that her husband hadn't come home from golf yet.

Starting point is 00:40:40 He was supposed to be back from golf and he hasn't come back from golf, right? So, so as we get back to what you're this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, to, th, th, th, th, th, thi, thi, thi, thi, th, thi, thi, thi, and thi, and th, and th, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I, and th, and th, and th, and th, and th, and th, and th, and th, and I, and th, and th, and th, and th, and th, and th, and th, th, th, th.. th. And, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thin, thin, thin, th thin, th th thin, thin, th thin, th thin, thin, th th thin, thin, th th th th th th to, supposed to be back from golf and he hasn't come back from golf, right? So as we get back to what you're talking about, because bringing up Jesus, like, you know, There's people I've had him come to my meetings be like, Jesus never existed. I'm like, uh, and then they had this whole thing about like Rome created Jesus. I'm like, ah, what's that do for you though to say that? Like some people, there's got to be to be to be to be to be their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their. th. their. th. th. th. thi. thi. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. th. th. th. th. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. tod. t. t. t. t. t. today. t. t. t. today. their.'m like, ah. What does that do for you to say that? Like some people, there's gotta be a reason people take glee and saying that. Well, because the whole idea is that religion is used to control people. Yeah, I just think there's some extra pop people get. It's like the GD saying, God damn. You know what I mean?

Starting point is 00:41:18 There's also that like, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't know as I, as I just get spiritual and closer to God, I'm a happier person. When I get away from it, when I start to drift, is when I get upset. Yeah, but it can be rewarding in a short term to be away from it, but it's like dirty, it's dirty fuel. Yeah, Johnny, you love that dirty fuel. Yeah, though. It's energizing. It's innovative.

Starting point is 00:41:46 It's an innovative. I'll go over there. So the most insane example. Here, what, I don't know if you can hear this. Can you hear this? Is he? At the exact same time. Okay, start from the exact same time. Like, this video, my boyfriend said he'd be over by three after golfing

Starting point is 00:42:08 and like it's just her every half an hour taking a video saying, oh he's still not here and it gets like 5 or 6 p.m. and he's still not here, okay? I open the comments of this video and kind of as I expected, everyone was saying, oh that's really rude, it's a disregard of her time, I don't like him. Look at this. Look at this. Red flag. If not, then that's a red flag. Okay.

Starting point is 00:42:29 Fair enough, you know. I send this video to my boyfriend who was sat next to me, and then I said to my boyfriend, Lole, look at the comments. Bear the comments, these are the ones that came up for me. Tell me fucking why. My boyfriend opens the comments on his phone. Again, it's the first list of comments that come up. It's the same time on the same video. Or you could get your own hobby instead of waiting around for him. Like God forbid he has a good time. He meant before 3 am he's ahead of schedule. No fucking wonder we're also divided. Yeah, dude.

Starting point is 00:43:05 Look at the same comments on the same video. So it gets in the realities, Johnny is shaking your head. No, no, I'm like, I'm just, this is why we'll never come together. That's why there's, we don't have a chance. There's, that's why people are still walking around with fucking masks. Because their algorithm did not tell them all the studies where masks were proven not to work. The algorithm hid that from them. But that's not that's saying that the algorithm is way smarter than we think it is because now it's literally

Starting point is 00:43:32 tell me who I'm related who like whose thoughts I'm related. Well not to do it's think about AI is dark arts, bro. You click on the comments and they're always what I want to hear. It really is, now that she says that, it's always like, oh, I think that bitch is stupid. It's always, and then there's millions of comments. I'm pretty sure if I scrolled down long enough, I will get the whole that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that of like that guy's a doucheback. Just like that, if someone's a duchback, someone like that bitch is, so, needs to find a job.

Starting point is 00:44:08 So, and then we'll get back to sorry, but. So my pronoun bit, which is my free bird by the way. Again, people begging for it in La Jolla. Oh yeah, they're like, dude, what's your pronouns? You really did arrange your perfect world where people shout the N-word that you. Yeah, what's your pronouns? And I was like, okay, dude, you want my pronouns? And by the way, guys, if you want to hear the pronouns joke, you have to ask, what are my pronouns?

Starting point is 00:44:39 Do you have to tel me your pronouns? You gotta make a t-shirt saying what are your pronouns? Yeah, what are your pronouns? You want to talk about manifesting stuff? So, so, so, what was the point? Oh, so my, so that pronoun bit made it to my, my text thread with my high school buddies. No. Eight of us. It finally, there's seven white guys and one black guy. Yeah, boy.

Starting point is 00:45:09 Yeah. And he posted it like, okay. And he goes, I wasn't offended. And I want to go, there's nothing for you to get offended to, but I kind of let it go. But he goes, the comments are really interesting. I know I guarantee you They were all negative, but on my timeline My people I mean everyone loves it. It's like super crazy right? There is no reality. There's only perception. We have different dimensions in this dimension. There's right. What 100%?

Starting point is 00:45:46 Yeah, I think that's like a perfect segue actually to what I was kind of going into which was like this idea of like? this idea of like a quantum? to? A. the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the time? time? time? time? time. time? time? time? time? time? time? time? I time? I time? I time? I time? I time? I time. time? I time? time? the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the time. the time. the the time. time. time. time. time. the time. time. time. time. time. time. time. time. time. time. time. time. time. time. time. time. time. time. time. time. time. time. the the the the the think that's like a perfect segue actually to what I was kind of going into, which was like this idea of like a quantum being or like, uh, like, I don't know if you guys are familiar with the idea of like superposition of that something can be in two different states at the same time. Absolutely. Is that, is that, is that spooky action? It's related to that. It's related to that. Like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, th. Like, th. Like, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. that is that spooky action? It's related to quantum. Yeah, it's relate to that. Like they say like if you go what's the fast thing in the world and people say light now go. No, it's spooky action. Yeah,

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Starting point is 00:47:06 where everything was happening all at once, and I'm seeing these different versions of my own life, almost like the way I describe it is like a thread going into a blanket that has all of these weavings within it. And there's this one single thread that will take you to your higher dimensional self that exists in this heaven already. But you are within different, like, existences all at once, like you've said before, every movie going on all at once. That's like kind of how it, I guess, ties in.

Starting point is 00:47:39 Here's the weirdest thing. I am the, I'm the real player in my existence. You're the real player in my existence. You're the real player in your existence. You're the real player in your existence. But what if we're the them. C. and someone else's existence? I've talked about that before. But what if we're just walking by them in their existence? We're having this whole reality but in their existence I'm just walking down the street? See? I kind of I get what you what you th you what you th you what you the th you th you th you th you th you th you th you th you th you th you th you th you the th you th you th you th you th th th th th th th th th. I get kind I get I get I get I get th. I get the the real the real the real the the the the the their their their their their their th. th. th. You th. th. You th. th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm the real the real the real the real the real the real the real the real the real the real the real the real the real the real the real th whole reality button their existence, I'm just walking down the street. See, I kind of, I get what you mean, but in what I think, I think in my world there's just some people are just MPCs and some people just not. It's possible. You're definitely not. In my world, you're not an MPC. Yeah. But like you said, in some people's world, you could be an NPC where you're like, oh, they don't know me and I'm just walking down the street.

Starting point is 00:48:27 You can just be the NPC conspiracy character. That's very interesting, right? There's a conspiracy guy that always runs in my world. He's crazy. And then you go on and watch NBC. So all things at one time are possible at the same time. Yeah, that's kind of like what I've sort of come to like believe. I mean, it's interesting like, you know, we're talking about like, for example, even like the name Jesus, right, like we can't even agree on his name, but we understand the concept of what he is and what it is, and it doesn't, I don't think the semantics of Yesua, whatever it is. Like, it doesn't matter. But, we're, the the the the the th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, that that that that that that that's that's that's that's that's that's that's, that's, that's that's that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's that's that's that's, that's, that's th. It, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's think the semantics of Yeshua, whatever it is, like it doesn't matter, but we're living in these, in this one existence reality where it's all encompassingly,

Starting point is 00:49:15 like, you know what I'm saying? I'm kind of lost it at the end there. I do, I do understand what you're saying. It is all things. It is everything. You are, it gets into like, it, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, it, it, it, it, like, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it is th, like, it, it, it th, like, like, like, like, it th, it is th, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it th, it, it th, it th, it th, it th, it th, it th, it th, it th, it th, it th, it th, it th, it th, it th, it th, it th, it the end of. No, I do. I do understand what you're saying. It is all things. It is everything. You are, it gets into like the hermetic principles and the laws of duality, which we talked a little bit. We didn't call it that. She called it binary, which I think is ones and zeros. but for me it's it's everything has Everything has light and dark. It's why some people think Trump is the devil and some people think he's the Savior.

Starting point is 00:49:59 And it could even be to the point of even though he's my Savior, but some people, you know, you hear people say God and the devil are the same thing, you know, but it's like that it's possible, right? I mean, as we're just having a conversation here, I don't want to condemn us to internal condemnation. Yeah, yeah, you just said Jesus was the devil. No, I did not. I did not. And that sounds name. So I'm not talking about my guy. So, yeah, I get that, that's's all things are, it's just, I don't know, maybe

Starting point is 00:50:28 there was a time we felt like we all had a similar experience of life and we all have an experience, a similar and unified understanding, and I think those days are done but maybe it's always been like that I don't know it's very interesting yeah I think you know like it's hard like once this this experience that I've had is made it difficult to sort of like be I guess like or to exist because I experienced something so like grand and like just frankly insane and and now I have to like you know go work at a sushi restaurant and be a waiter or whatever but it's like I don't know it's it's just been I don't know it's

Starting point is 00:51:22 it's been an amazing amazing journey and ttrying to figure it out is really crazy. Well, I mean, buddy, you don't know what the future holds today at 30 years old, you're slinging sushi. It's not that bad. Yeah, that's for sure. You know what I'm saying? And are you in southern Cal. I'm in like central, the California, thaaa, tha, tha, tha, tha, tha, tha, tha, tha, tha, tha, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, th. It's, th, th, th, th, th, th. It's, th. It's, th. It, th. It, th. It, th. It, th. It, th. It, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, thi, I'm, thi, thi, thi. It's, like, like, thi. It's, like, thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi, thi, thi, thi, I Cal? I'm in like Central California now. Okay, but you're still in California.

Starting point is 00:51:47 Yeah, yeah, yeah. Even though they're trying to try to the kids trans outside that, it's not that bad, okay? You're not, you're doing pretty well, dude, and you never know when all that stuff comes back. You're on your journey, dude, you're where you're supposed to be. There's the the the reason the the th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. to th. tho. to tho. tho. tho. tho. tho. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thin. thin. thin. thin. thin. thin. th. they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're they're to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to try. to try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. try. to be. There's a reason why you're right there. And who knows? Who knows who's going to walk into that place and see you and understand your power of you. And I think it's, I think you're doing fine. I really do. And you know, I remember man, like, it's very interesting. I was, I went to this festival and I bombed this Montreal Comedy Festival. I bombed really bad. And I had to come back and I had to wait to wait to wait to wait to wait to understand, and understand, and understand, and understand, and understand to wait to wait, and understand, and understand, and understand to wait, and understand, and understand, and understand, and understand, and understand, and understand, and understand, and understand, and understand, and understand, and understand, and understand, and understand, and understand, and understand, and understand, and understand, and understand, and understand, and understand, and understand, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and understand, and understand, and, and, and understand, and, and, and, and understand, and, and, and, and, and, and understand, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the to this festival and I bombed, this Montreal Comedy Festival, I bombed really bad. And I had to come back and I had to wait. I had to valet cars of people who were in the show with me.

Starting point is 00:52:33 And I remember being so humbled right now. But it really did lead me to this path of do it yourself. And like, now I'm thriving because I'm the creator of my own reality, you know, and I'm not waiting for somebody to co-sign on my shit. It's like I have so many friends I'm trying to help save themselves, but they just keep waiting for a life preserver to be thrown to them when they already know how to swim. And it's very crazy to me. It's like, save yourself, dude. You know, you keep waiting on the system that isn't going to, isn't showing you love

Starting point is 00:53:11 for whatever reason. And it gets into like something I want to talk to you about. It's like we've been, we've been having a lot of discussions about ball on this show. And like the reality of this existence and it's to me it's like those who play that game thrive early and this is something we didn't talk about in the last episode those who play the game thrive early but I think it costs you in the long run if you play the dark game it catches you in the long if you what's it called dirty fuel if you just the dark game, it catches you in the long, if you, what's it called, dirty fuel? If you just take it in nothing but dirty fuel, okay? It costs you in a

Starting point is 00:53:53 long run. It may be really good early and it may be good for a little while, but it will cost you. And that's my humble opinion, so. Yeah, anger and rage or that way. You know, they can motivate you and get you down the path. Yeah, for sure, dude. So, so, so, so, so, to, to, to, to, the the the the the their, their, their, their, their their their their their their their their, their their, what, what, what, what's, what's, what's, what's their, what's, what's, what's, what's, what's, what's, what's, what's, what's, what's, what's, what's, what's, what's, what's, what's, what's, what's, what's. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. to. their. their. to. their. their. to. their. t. t. t. t. t. today. today. too. t. t. t., anger and rage are that way. You know, they can motivate you and get you down the path. Yeah, for sure, dude. So where do you want to go with that? I mean, I also want to get into God told you I'm right, but a little bit. Can I ask you really quickly? Did that experience change your, if you had fear of death, did it alter that? How do you feel about dying now? Yeah, I think my fear of death is, it's weird because it's, it's, I don't have it, but I also did experience what I would say,

Starting point is 00:54:34 like three days of like a mental hell on earth and it was the most terrifying, uh, horrific experience. Like, I'm beyond scared. In this other reality? No, in this one. So like before the three days where I was having these hallucinations and everything, and I looked in the mirror and I was like a demon and all of the stuff, like for example, I skipped over this detail, but when I was walking outside when I was being like remote controlled or whatever and I was walking to that statue of Christ, I was walking outside, when I was being like remote controlled or whatever, and I was walking to that statue of Christ, I was seeing like corpses and like dead bodies coming out of the ground.

Starting point is 00:55:13 And like, I specifically remember one of them was like my ex-girlfriend and she was like tworking and like, I mean, it was like the most terrifying experience of like, and it was purely, it had to have been demonic. Like, there's no other way I can describe it. But like, so I'm not afraid of death, but I'm afraid of like getting off of this path of like sobriety and truly trying to give my life over to like Jesus Christ and to try to just be whatever it is to be a good person, you know, like I'm beyond terrified to stray from that. Because I did experience like something so vastly in saying that. Straying from that is like I don't want to even experience that because I don't think I experienced hell. I think I experienced a mental

Starting point is 00:56:09 like compartmentalization of it. Well there are some people who think that that's what hell is right? I mean it's of your own making. Is that is that what you mean is that possible in what you experienced? Yeah if it's of your own making, I mean, because it wasn't pain. Like for me, it wasn't pain. It was, it was, like anxiety and it was fear. Like, it was just fear. Like, the absence of God is what some people think.

Starting point is 00:56:37 Like a separation from God, so you just left your own devices, you know, everything you wrought in life. Yeah, and it was it was crazy because it was so poetic, like it was every like kind of sin that I had, it was, that's what I was experiencing, like, almost like, you know, I was like an alcoholic, so I obviously... That's interesting. So, yeah, so I liked to feel good and a lot of my alcoholism stemmed from not wanting to feel anxious or trauma or pain. And so, like if I had to stem it, it was like I drank because I had anxiety. But it was, I was feeling the most anxious, I couldn't be more scared. Like there was no terror I could even comprehend that was even close to it.

Starting point is 00:57:26 Yeah. So you, you, you, you basically, were basically saw your life flash before you and you felt everything you did wrong. Yeah, yeah, for sure. And it was, yeah, because like, you know, as an addict I've experienced a lot of things and, and, and, and, then, I couldn't, and, I couldn't, and I couldn't, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, you, you, you, and, you, and, you, you, you, you, th, th, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, you, you, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, to, to, and, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, I, and, to, to, to, to, to, and, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, I'm, I, to, to, to, I, to, I, for sure. And it was, yeah, because like, you know, as an addict, I've experienced a lot of things and done a lot of things I'm not proud of. And I, it was like there was a lot of consequences of things I had done that I didn't know, that I hadn't first-hand experienced, you know, like maybe I had caused pain in someone's life that I didn't, I mean I have the blinders on and it's over here, I experienced that pain from like, yeah, and when I was saying earlier I was like talking to childhood friends, like I'm sorry, I was hearing childhood friends or whatever,

Starting point is 00:58:18 like I specifically remember this girl who we were both 12 and she had a huge crush on me and I was like really mean to her, and I specifically remember this girl who, we were both 12 and she had a huge crush on me and I was like really mean to her. And I specifically remember like hearing her voice like in pain and like said her full name. I haven't thought of this person in 20 years. Like, this is da da da da da and you did babba blah and now you're getting bababab because of babababab and it was like, it was like, it was, was I was like there's no way this is my brain there's no way. Oh my so we're going to hear shit that we did in elementary school. I'm true. I mean that's and that that comes up again and again in these near-death experiences the life replay and seeing seeing actions that you did from the perspective of the person who was hurt by them. Oh my I'm in deep shit. I've that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that th th. th. th the the is the is the th is the is the is the is the is the is the the is the is th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th is th is th is th. th is th is th is th is th is th is th is th is th is th is th is th is th is th is th is th is th is th is th is the is the is the is the is the theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee is toee is thee is the is the is the is the is the person who was hurt by them? Oh my, I'm in deep shit. I've heard that many times. I mean that seems to be a

Starting point is 00:59:08 real constant. How can we write these? Is there anything I can do right now? Well I think you also get the opposite experience as well. You get to experience you know the positive things that you did as well. That's crazy dude. Do you think some people need a near-death experience? Well, they're just kind of living life, not like... Because every time I hear you kind of hear like, oh, I like came back to life, I would change their ways? Do you think some people would say need it in a weird way? Sebastian Younger, the author, he's like a famous atheist.

Starting point is 00:59:42 He was like a war correspondent, he was a triathlete, I mean, some kind of crazy athlete. And he had an aneurysm, I think, and died. And they brought him back. But when he was on the table, he saw his father. His father, you know, been dead for a long time, saying, hey, everything's alright. You can come with me now. And beside him was a black that, like that, like that, like that, like that, like that, like that, like that, like that, like that, like that, like that, like that, like that, like th. that, like th like th like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like the like, like a th. th. their their their, like, like, like, like, like, like, hey, everything's all right, you can come with me now. And beside him was a black pit, and he felt that, like pulling him. And then he's back alive now.

Starting point is 01:00:11 And even now, he won't, he's trying to reconcile it with his rational mind, you know, he's trying to even, really? He still won't, like, he softened. He's he's he's he's he's he's he's he's he's he's he's he's he's he's he's he's softened, you can tell he softened, but, so if anybody needed it was him and it still didn't take it doesn't seem just fascinating to me. Well there's that movie called Flatliners? Yeah, with Keifer Southerlin. Yeah, isn't it where they're like medical students like try to kill themselves

Starting point is 01:00:38 experience? It's like Julie Roberts and I was a crazy cultural movie. You guys might be too old, too young to remember that. I was crazy that when that movie came out, that really affected people. I think they remade it a couple years ago, but the original was like Kiefer Southerl and Julia Roberts, Kevin Bacon. So you love White Lotus of Light? Oh yeah, no, yeah. Okay, White Lotus of Light is, that dude is on to something. Like, I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I was, I was, I was, I was, I was, I was, I was, I was, I was, I was, I was, I was, I was, I was, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I was, I was, I was, I was, I was, I was, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, I was, I was, I was of Light is, that dude is on to something. Like, I listened to, you know, the show a lot and everything he says, like, with, because I was a musician. I was a musician. I was involved in the music industry. I had record deals, blah, blah,

Starting point is 01:01:18 I've hung out with some cool people. I've done some cool stuff. And specifically, like, my dad was signed to Geffen in the 90s. He knew, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, I, I, I, I, I, I th, I, I, I th, I th, I to to to to to to to to to to to th, I to to to to th, I thi, I thi, I thi, I thi, I listened, I listened, I listened, I listened, I listened, I listened, I listened, I listened, I listened, I listened, I to to to thi, I thi, I thi, I thi, I thi, I thi, I thi, I thi, I thi, I thi, I th, I th, I th, I th, I th, I th, I th, I th, I th, I th, I th, I th, I to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to thr.e thi, I thi, I thi, I thi, I thi, I thi, I thi, I've done some cool stuff. And specifically, like, my dad was signed to Geffen in the 90s. He knew Kirk Cobain. He's saying the thing song for that 70 show for season one. Oh wow. Yeah, so like, I always grew up with this idea of the music industry is, uh, is bad. And my dad left the music industry. He's like a super Catholic. And there was always these undertones of,

Starting point is 01:01:52 you know, Satanic, Luciferian stuff going on. And when I was involved in music, I was pretty secular. I went to college. I was like all into Nietzsche and all this other bullshit. Postmodernism. And I even I experienced some like weird stuff but I was like yeah it's just like it's just whatever but but after experiencing this and kind of getting a little bit back into the to music and the entertainment industry now that I'm sober

Starting point is 01:02:19 and stuff like I see it and that dude like the Kendrick Lamar Drake thing is the perfect example of like his talks about the Yuga's and like the shifting from the ball Malachiian into the I'm telling you man it's coming it's coming you sound excited Sam for I do I am excited I am excited I am because that means this bullshit's coming to an end now it may get crazier that's that that thi thi thi thi. the thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thin th th th th th th th th thin is the th thin is the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi excited. I am. Because that means this bullshit's coming to an end. Now it may get crazier. That's what I'm scared of. It may get crazier, dude. But at least these fist fuckers are out of the, out of power. And I'm, I just think we're gonna go through something.

Starting point is 01:03:01 And we may not live long enough to enjoy the other end but maybe our kids or grandkids or their grandkids will be able to enjoy it or as Johnny says not too long ago six grandpas away 60 grandpas away right but I I think we're going through it I think you're seeing the end of an era. You're seeing a lot of these old heads dying. Well, I mean, like, and he even specifically said, like, in May, you're going to start seeing a lot of things change up. And I mean, music is, you know, in my experience when I had all that near-death experience, and I was like, what is the, what is it? What's, what would your answer be?

Starting point is 01:03:46 And it said like everything is music. Like it does boil down to some sort of, whether it's a frequency or something, then the entertainment industry and music in specific is this weird mirror of sort of, uh, I guess, like a spiritual realm or reality, you know, and I just feel like you have These things that are happening In this realm of principalities that are just it's I don't know. I just it's just something. I just feel and see and I don't know. I kind of lost it at the end there I'm with you man. I feel like there's a big spiritual change coming.

Starting point is 01:04:32 And it's getting really bad because the, because the darkness is being, a light is being shined on it. And things that people never really understood or felt safe enough to talk about, they now feel safe to talk about. And this is why they're flooding the internet. This is why they're just trying to make it so you don't know if you're coming or going is because they're losing power. They want to confuse you and it's all love brother that's what I believe dude that's why 100% believe it is all love and it's the spiritual journey that you must understand that and you've got to go through

Starting point is 01:05:27 to get to it and that's my honest opinion, dude. And hopefully you don't need a near-death experience to be able to understand that. And you know it's like White Lotus Light man, I've had them on, I've had dinner with him. The guy gets it. he's a good dude and it's always good to help people and you know how he's because his channel's growing on YouTube but they're already shadow banning him and he doesn't even have like a number that's so crazy you think you'd be a threat but they're already shadow banning them they're trying to control the information

Starting point is 01:06:02 it's crazy. Yeah, I think like kind of his ideas like talking about the shift in May and all this other stuff is like, I mean the P. Diddy thing is like a perfect example of this old guard kind of like falling to the wayside. I remember my dad like telling me like stuff. I remember my dad told me Will Smith was gay when I was like eight years old and I was like we talking so weird conversation a half yeah by the way Will Smith gay who is that don't worry just know he's gay yeah my dad was telling me like my dad was telling me about project blue

Starting point is 01:06:36 beam and I was like eight but that's another thing but like I remember he would say stuff about certain people and certain musicians. And I remember being like, oh my dad's like, he's like nuts. There's no way. And every single thing that he said has ended up coming to fruition. It's going to be your daughter, Sam. 100%. My daughter's going to be like that.

Starting point is 01:07:02 And she's going to be like, well, dude, it's like Hollywood. It's like comed be like that and she's gonna be like well dude it's like Hollywood is like comedies like that everybody thought it's crazy dude and the problem is nobody has to go back and like admit they were wrong maybe in their past life replay now I'm going through with Israel you know and it's just like dude they're killing they're slaughtering people and everyone's really quiet right now you know but here we are again Sam saying something why you getting quiet why you got by the way I changed the name back to that oh you did I think I like it quiet you know but you know I I mean I already see it I already see it people getting weird with me because I'm just calling out what I know,

Starting point is 01:07:47 man, and I do it in a way that they know they can't really call me all these terms, even though they're trying. But it's like, yeah, here we go again. If it wasn't the George Floyd stuff, it wasn't the Peto Gate shit, it wasn't the vaccines, it wasn't the lockdowns, you know, it wasn't like, uh, like, Russia Gate. Every time, there's certain comics I know who I try to love, I want to love them. They don't, they don't necessarily love me back. Right? But man, every time, they make a political statement. They are on the wrong side.

Starting point is 01:08:23 Every time. And I just want to be like, whatever that guy's position is, just know the exact opposite is true. Has a parent ever looked, ever like hung out with you because they meet your daughters and then like three three play dates later, like I looked you up and they're like, I know who you are now. Has that ever they end up being, okay? Oh yeah they're fans of mine. Oh, they end up being fans. Oh, yeah, they were already fans. I'm a big fan, dude. Yeah, I could picture that. You're like, yeah, a little win. But I keep it cool. I don't try to bring it up in front of people. But your dad sounds like you knew what he was doing. You know? Yeah, he definitely, he definitely was with it. He's told me a little bit about his story. He's. He's. He's th. He's was. He's was. He's was. He's was with. He's was with. He's was with. He's was with. He's was with. He's was with. He's was with with with with with with with with th. He's told me a little bit about his story and stuff. I have some some inclinations as well. I'm working on a little project about his life because it's just like so insane.

Starting point is 01:09:13 And he's getting older and I want to try and get him some money before he's done. So. Well, dude, I think he just needs your love, dude. I don't know the situation, so I can't comment that much on it, but I think he just, he's just super proud that you're no longer having a near-death experiences and you're doing well. And that's my opinion, dude. And money ain't the answer, love is the answer. I know it sounds crazy even though we all need money to make stuff happen but there's different ways dude and like at the end of the day

Starting point is 01:09:48 were you on the right side of history were you on the wrong side of history? That's my opinion and sounds like your dad was and you know it's very interesting is like I don't know how long your dad was in the street if you wanted to stay there the whole time but you always see these stories stories stories stories stories stories stories stories stories the stories the stories the stories the stories the stories the stories the stories the stories the stories the stories the stories the stories the the the the the their their their their their their their their their. their. their their. their their. their. their their their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. the the the the the the th. th. the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the if you wanted to stay there the whole time but you always see these stories about where are they now where are they now what are they doing now oh their career window some people leave dude some people just want out of this bullshit system that people are waking up to right now like you know who's who I couldn't like, who's the Malcolm and the Middle guy? What's it, do you guys know his actual name?

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Starting point is 01:11:09 out I mean those kids you never know if their parents just jacked their shit enough they didn't want to get to get out and now he's racing cars yeah's not like, everybody's like, we gotta get Frankie Moonies in this. You never know. The fucking movie year. But you never know. He really opens a movie. You never know, dude. I mean, people are just over this shit.

Starting point is 01:11:35 It's so funny that you brought up Doc McGee. I mean, or I see McGee Entertainment, that's the story she's told me. Oh yeah, I'm sure, I'm sure. It's, it's, yeah, you're kind of talking about like leaving. It's kind of what it seems like with my dad because he would always, there'd always be some opportunity, like even like into the 2010s, and he would just be like, I'm good. And a lot of it is surrounding, you know, people in the music industry. But I kind of of th th of th of th of th of th my th my th my th my th my th my th my th my th my th my th, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, you th, you th, you th, you th, yeah, yeah, yeah, you're th, you th, you th, you th, you, you, you, you th, you th, you th, you th, you th, you th, you th, you're th, you're th, you're th, you're th, you're th, you're th, you're th, you're th, you're th, you're th, you're th, you're th, you th, you th, you're th, th, you're th, you're th, you're thi, you're thi, thi, you're thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, you're kind thi, you're kind thi, you're kind thi, you're kind thi, you're thi of it is surrounding, you know, people in the music industry. But I kind of got my little come-up-ins through some of his people and stuff and it's, it's interesting, for sure. Now, do you, are you pursuing music anymore?

Starting point is 01:12:22 You know, a big reason, like, I kind of started podcasting and I did a little stand-up and stuff for a while after my initial fall from the music industry, because I was just, I was just too fucked up to like play and to do it. I was just, I couldn't play guitar anymore, I couldn't really sing anymore. I was like, 250. I was like, I didn't, I was a front man, who's like, 2.50, that's not gonna. to to to th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. the, the, the, th. the, the, the, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, the, the, the, the, the, the, the. the, the, the. the, the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the, the, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. to. th. to. th. to. th. to. th. to. th. th. th. to. th. to. th. th. th. I. th. the. anymore, I couldn't really sing anymore, I was like 250, I was like, I didn't, I was a front man who's like 250, that's not gonna work. So as I got sober, I've started doing it again, I kind of started releasing some stuff this year. I'm trying to do it all independent and I don't really want to involve any of the I'm with you. I'm with you. So, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I'm th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th thi, I'm th th th th thi, I'm thi, I'm thi, I'm thi, I'm thi, I'm thi, I'm th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th, I was th, I was th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th thi, I was just just thi, I was just thi, I was just that that that that that that that that thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi, I was just thito involve any of the Luciferian. I'm with you, dude. I am with you.

Starting point is 01:13:07 So, yeah, I'm getting back into it slowly but surely. Well, I love it, dude. And I'm the same way, like, you know, it's just like, I had a show on television, and I just never got along with the industry. And I get it, I'm a fucking wild card and they don't like that they want to know exactly what you're gonna get and they don't know what they're gonna get with me because I'm a crazy person and they don't know what I'm gonna say but I don't have a boss no matter how much certain people

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Starting point is 01:14:20 anything from me. But there is something about, especially in, about being your own boss of your own business, especially where they're trying to hurl this society to, like our economy to, like, I mean, they're running businesses out of California, like they're running businesses out. Like everyone's like, I wanna make $20 minimum wage, bro. Good luck, dude. I mean, I hate to tell you that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, I, I that, I that, I that, I's like, I want to make $20 minimum wage, bro. Good luck! Good luck, good luck, dude. I mean, I hate to tell you that. I'm not trying to be disrespectful, but

Starting point is 01:14:51 bro, go buy lunch anywhere in LA right now. Go buy lunch anywhere in San Diego right now. It's $30 a person for any lunch. That's because they got to cover this minimum wage thing. And listen, dude, I worked a minimum wage job forever. It's a great motivator to get the fuck out of a minimum wage job. And like you're building your own, you're writing your own music. That's how you fucking do it. Yeah, that's the biggest thing is is you know like the podcast is even like it's it's cool to spend time with my cousin and it's it's great to

Starting point is 01:15:29 try to start something that is mine and no one can tell me you know like like a big thing with my music was like I had an advance and then I got dropped because of my antics like you're saying and it was kind of one of those things where it was like they sold parts of these songs I had written I had to submit a certain amount of songs every single week yeah and they sold a lot of them to some very famous people and it's one of those things where it's like yeah that that's like fucking gay is hell dude I hate that so I mean just to be fake and gay dog faking the the the the the the the the the th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th-it th- it's th- it's th- thir thir the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the dude I hate that so I mean just to be gay dog faking gay perfect term that's the Duh heads motto everything's fake and game I love it I love it yeah man and you

Starting point is 01:16:16 know it's it's it's not gonna be overnight guys when you start your own shit it's not gonna be overnight everybody has everybody, you know, when I used to grow, when I was growing up, I always remember, everybody does something world class. You just gotta find out what that is. And hope it's something that is marketable, that people want, right? I mean, it's some, I mean, there's, yeah, that's a great

Starting point is 01:16:41 at throwing paper into the waste paper basket from across the room, you know? There's some competition somewhere people are doing that. Yeah, probably I'd watch that. On ESPN 8, they're definitely showing waste paper basket throwing. Women's weight, waste paper basket throwing. Yeah, I mean like who knows? And maybe maybe you work a job and then you're just a Michael Jordan thrown paper away and people like and then every like thousand person that walks by go hey dude are you are you are you are you Johnny Witter did the paper throw guy I didn't want to say anything but I am really good in this dimension ESPN has pillow fights right in yeah yeah in tag exactly tag Johnny anything can be a pro sport now. Somebody came up with that idea.

Starting point is 01:17:25 That is the, that's what it is. Listen to your soul, figure out what you're good at and how you can market it. Aren't you the owner of some kind of like football team or something? I own part, yes, of the A7FL. It's like seven, on 7 football. Yeah. No pads. No pads. Ringing bells bro. Nice. Yeah. Well I'm a perfect. It's just a matter of time to that hits the big leagues. I don't know how that's not on ESPN yet. I tried to tell Rock Finn

Starting point is 01:17:58 the fucking play their games. Oh really. Like dude how you not playing this? It's tackle football without pads and helmets. Sounds like Highlight, remember that? Highlight, they try to make that happen in the 70s. Well, Highlight's great, but nobody could afford to do it? And then it just seems scary, right? Just hurling those balls around? Yeah, yeah. Yeah, with like a banana to catch it with. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So I th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th I th I th I th I th I th I th I th I th I th I th I th I th. I th th th th th th th th thi's thi's like thi. thi's thi. th. th. th. th. that that that that that that that's like that's like that the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. think. think. th. th. think. th. th. th. th. th. thi. thi. I. think. thi. think. thi. think. thi. th. th. thi. th. th. th. th. th. th. I. it's I think it's I think it's I think there's a lot more to it and that's just my humble opinion Yeah, no I I agree I agree, but I covered everything I appreciated this so much It was like an amazing experience it was awesome. It was awesome dude. It was so great I enjoyed it and I appreciate you And I appreciate you dude final one more time is he where can they find you? I'm on Spotify. Is he and griffin and I'm on Spotify and I th. I th. I th. the th. th. th. th. the th. th. th. the th. th. th. the th. th. th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I'm th. I'm th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I agree. I th. I th. I th. I the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th. I th. I agree. I agree. I th. I agree. I th. I th. I to to to to to to to to to to to to to th. I agree, Izzy and Griffin, and I'm on Spotify and everywhere streaming the Duh Head's podcast.

Starting point is 01:19:11 So, I hope I brought the Hammer of the Gods, dude, you always bring the hand. Dude, it was great. I thank you. You're, hold on one second before, don't hang up when we get done. All right, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's let's break down this episode. What do you guys think? What do we think? I that I was gripped by that it was I mean I could I would love to hear the even more detail he said he skipped some stuff and I would I would want to just have what just to hear the rest of what do you think he missed I asked him? No, I, he just said, I got leaving out a lot of details here along the way. I would love to hear it all of it.

Starting point is 01:19:47 It was great. Not I mean, but we can't have like three hours. We haven't had, we've had some bangers lately. It was good to get a near death back in. I'm, I'm the near death is. Johnny, how are you supposed to fight for your freedom if you're afraid to die, Johnny? That's the, every time you say that, people come to, and they're like, everybody's afraid to die. Of course, everybody's afraid to die?

Starting point is 01:20:13 You're not afraid to die? I mean, of course, at that moment, but at you know, if it comes to it, I end up thinking about it, especially at night, late at night, you know, where the thoughts get away from you. What do you think I could die next to my girlfriend? It's like health stuff, health anxiety, shit like that, or you know, worried about my family, and things like, mostly my family out of a near-death experience as it like it would help their life as like they're living life kind of. I'm sure there's millions of people I mean infinite people that could benefit from having you know kind of being shaken awake but it's you know it's like to

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Starting point is 01:21:29 But it is true, and with these experiences, like, you do take something away from them, and yeah. I think that was David Tell's bit about getting hit by lightning. I was like, and I shit my pants. Well, yeah, he used my powers for good or evil. He's so funny, dude. He is so funny. That's one of the first comedy shows I ever went to. I mean, dude, he freaked me out. Because there's a girl in school named Aaron McNally. The guy or a tel?

Starting point is 01:21:55 No, this guy. And they were so mean to their to her. I would love to find Aaron McNally. If anyone ever knows, Aaron McNally from Cortland who lived there, I would love to apologize. I have a couple of those two. Do you want to apologize because you were part of the bullying or because you were there to like stop the bullying? I want to believe I wasn't part of the bullying because I realized what was going on and I felt really bad. Because there's been more, I've had both moments where I was a bully and I was like, damn

Starting point is 01:22:29 I wish I could apologize. I don't ever, listen dude, I'm not perfect guy, I'm a giant fuck up. I don't ever remember bullying people. Like, you mean like little things as a little kid like, I mean like, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I, I, I've, I, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've, I've th.... th. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha. tha, I've tha, I've those memories. I was in high school, especially, like, let's see how to say this. People who I thought could handle it and kind of deserved it maybe, I would bully like popular girls and things like that. I was in a position where I could kind of bully them and I would do that.

Starting point is 01:22:56 So the guy, so my generation is the first generation of massive divorce. Like it just became a thing at the 70s and 80s? Yeah, it's right. Before that, you weren't allowed to get divorced. You like stuck it out. You're like, I fucking hate this person. And you just wrote it out. And... Shotgun marriage, you know, get pregnant. What do you think of that? Do you think that's better? Being forced to stay in it? th? And, th? th? th? th? th? th? th? th? th? th? th? that? Do you think that's better? Being forced to stay in it?

Starting point is 01:23:26 Do I think it's better for a... Okay, here's what that question, like an extrapolation from that. So is it better for a child to grow up in a two-parent home where the parents fucking hate each other or to have divorced parents, they don't get to see one of the parents as much, maybe, let's say, and, and, but, and, they, and, they, they, they, they, they're, they're, they're, they're, they're, they're, they're, they're, they're, they're, they're, they're, they're, they're, they're, they're, thi, thi, thi, thin, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, they don't get to see one of the parents as much maybe let's say and but you know they're separate from each other and both parents are with someone that they get. Yeah, I mean it's kind of crazy right? How easy is it? You think about what happened before and how people were treated back then.

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Starting point is 01:24:46 this is normal, this is what normal kids do at this age. Oh, oh, bullying? No, but like having big emotions. Like getting their feelings hurt very easy, right? Taking everything, you know? I remember all that shit. I remember, like, pre-school. So, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. they. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. I remember from a very, I remember like preschool. So I mean my daughter was once like, someone said I was ugly. I'm like, what? And like, it really shocked me. Oh, I would piss me off. Well, yeah, I mean, but also you tell them

Starting point is 01:25:12 that they're beautiful because they are. And then you, then I said, Johnny, I said to them Xavier, sticks and stones may break our bones, but feel names will never hurt us and dude she smiled she goes what is that I go it's a very old saying people aren't teaching that anymore oh my kids will learn it yeah but who cares I'm telling you it's negative energy just let it go most most parents these days if they find out somebody called the kid in name and they're going right to the school finding out who it is try to get a picked out to do that. what what what what what what what what what what what what what what is that is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is. what is. what is. that is what is what is is what is what is what is. that is what is what is what is what is is what is is is is is is what is is is what is is is what is is what is what is is is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is what is. th is. what is. th is. th is. th is. th is. th is. th is. th is. th. th. th. th. the. their. th. their. their. that is that is that is. I that is that is that is that is that's what is not not not not not not not not not. I that's what is that's what is that's what is that's what is that's what is that's what is. I that's what is. I that. parents these days if they find out somebody called their kid in name and they're going right to the school Finding out who it is trying to get a picked out or suspended. I won't do that. I won't do that. My dad was more of the like oh he picked on you punch him in the stomach and my dad would always tell me if you just punch them right here takes their breath. Yeah I also I also think I th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th thu th thu thu thu thu thu thu thu thu thu thu thu to just their just their just their just their just their just their just their just their just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just th th th th th th th th thu thu thu thu thu thu thu thu thu thu thu thu thu thu the thu the thu thu thu thu thu the thu thu thu th that's not the best one here. My dad gave me crime boss fucking advice. You know, like some disrespect you, you make him pay for it.

Starting point is 01:26:08 I go, what? I remember being a kid going, what do you do? And I, like, that's a big reason I got sober is because I saw myself becoming my father. My dad lived, I mean, when I think about what he lived through though, like, the race wars in the south wars in the South you know blacks and whites he has all these he's got like knife scars on him from fights my tells me one time he this is his most consistent piece of advice he says if you ever get jumped by multiple people you just have to pick one person and just really make them make them hurt you know one person yeah okay so apparently it was black, dude, black, I mean, it was just blacks and whites.

Starting point is 01:26:45 Like, where I'm from is like a pretty even split, maybe a little more black people and they, they were, when he was growing up, dude, they just didn't get along and like, he was tell they, like he was tell. Like, he was just tell the, you know, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. than just teaching your kids how to talk shit. Like Brad Williams, I think he's the one who talks to who's a common, he's like, my dad just taught me how to talk shit. He's like, my dad just taught me how to talk shit. So when everyone's made fun maybe about being a little person, parents didn't get divorced till I was at college. My mother waited to my brother, graduated high school and got out. And that's what a lot of parents did.

Starting point is 01:27:31 Like I'm fucking out. But all my friends had like broken, broken their parents had gotten divorced. And it did affect them. It did. And it turned very nice people into fucking they could be savages. You can answer my question from earlier then are you glad your parents stuck it out? Was that better for you that they stuck it out through college or or do you? Yeah I mean like I look back and I think about my father would not have done

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Starting point is 01:28:29 So... I got you. I totally get that. Right. So it's just interesting me. But the friends I grew up with, they were very, um, they, they were all, the parents all got divorced and they became very fucking nasty. They were good kids. But they were, they were, they were, they were, they were, they were, they were, they were, they were, they were they were they were they were they were they were they were they were they were they were their their their their their their their their their their their, I their their, I wanted, I want, I want, I want, I want, I want, I want, I want, I want, I want, I want, I want, I their, I their, I their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their, I, I, I, I, I, I, I their, I their, I wanted, I wanted, I wanted, I'm their, I want, I want, their, their, to their, to to to tha, I want, I want, I want, I want, I want, I want, I want, I want, I want, I want, I'm their, I'm their, the parents all got divorced and they became very fucking nasty. They were good kids, but they were couldn't, they were dealing with it and they affected them. And they, you know, they weren't bad kids, they were good kids, they were friends, I'm still friends with them to this day. And, you know, they would, they would get nasty, say some nasty shit. And, get very emotional thing about children and like distress like that. It just, you know, but what would happen was we became verbal assassins.

Starting point is 01:29:13 Like we annihilated each other. So when I went to college, they called it to Triply Low Blow. And I would just fucking kneecap, mother fuckers, because I've been doing it my whole life. Like, me and my friends never gotten fist fights we got verbally annihilated each other and then then I got in the comedy and hecklers I would just kill just kill you know and it's like it's like just hilarious to that was me in middle school and I was I think I got some kind of superlative for that being a piece of shit.

Starting point is 01:29:47 So, like most funny, but also most likely to be late for graduation. I think I got that one. Yeah. Without, without LA traffic, you were late. No, no, you know, superlatives like in where they vote you like, you're the most likely.. the most most most most most most most. to. to. to. to. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. to. to. to. the most most most. to be most most. to be most. to be most most. to be most. to be most most. to be most. to be most. to be most. to be like, I. to be most. to be most most. to be most most. to be most most most. to be most most. to be most. to be most. to be most. to be most. to be most. to be most. to be most. to be most. to be most. to be most. to be most. to be most. to be most. to be most. to be most. to be most. to. to. the most. the most. the most. the most. the most. the most. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the most likely to whatever the fuck. I was most funny and most likely to be late for graduation. Johnny, were you late? Or do you, you're like, fuck you, I'm getting here on top? Well, my parents took me so it was.

Starting point is 01:30:12 I had to be on. Oh, I was on time. Yeah, they were just. Okay, here's what we're going to do. know when you pass on you're gonna hear them bitchy about you. Like after I'm dead? Yeah, they're gonna be like you are mean. Well I gotta think about somebody who I imagine. If I live a full life to like a hundred or die now, what do you mean? I mean, I don't want to die now, but let's just say you made it.

Starting point is 01:30:37 Oh, it'd be you probably. Me yelling at you. You fucking disrespectful piece of shit. Who's gonna produce his fucking show now? What the fuck? How does any, you be like, how does anything work in this fucking studio? Yeah, well, yeah, there you go. Fix it! All right, anything else?

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Starting point is 01:33:58 from the month, maybe the year. It's camera on the rapper. On CNN. It's so ridiculous. He's like drinking some kind of five-hour energy shit that he's th. This. This. This. This. This. This. This. This is is. This is. This is. This is. This is. This is. This is. This is. This is. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. the. their. their on the rapper on CNN. It's so dumb. He's like drinking some kind of five-hour energy shit that he wants. It's so obvious what he's doing and you see people do this all the time. Promote shit, right. He's just like, I'm gonna act crazy so everybody talks about it. But also, he's getting paid to promote whatever this, because you hear him like, that, thi. blah blah and then I'm gonna go fuck some chick is what he he doesn't say fuck some chick he says something like get it in but but he's he's clearly so hot he's beautiful yeah he's getting paid to drink whatever this is on to and it's just funny how he they they couldn't get him off of there faster did

Starting point is 01:34:34 his artist see how he holds the label up it's so dumb it's so dumb it's so annoying so I to get some cheeks after this horse power joint. I'm going to get some cheeks. It's just this horse. Is he even a good rapper? Oh, oh, Cameron. Oh, bro. He's fire? Oh, he's fucking.

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Starting point is 01:35:27 You enjoy. It's live on CNN. That reminds me of when Dice went on. Yeah, and just, we can play it. And then you had that crazy, tha. that crazy,to find it. It's the one, it's not the one where he was, yeah, this is it, right here.

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Starting point is 01:36:08 For a while you popped out, now you're coming back. For a while you were actually running, you were running a gym. Weren't you running a gym? Weren't you're running a gym? Why you're getting a news guy? That's our research. You weren't, you weren't? Ridiculous. I come on CNN and the guy don't even know what he's talking about good You had no point were you running a gym? No, no running a gym

Starting point is 01:36:27 Well, you didn't take a time out of something Jesus fucking Christ with these guys I come on the news for two seconds And he already said the F word earlier and they didn't hear it they missed it All right. I might do an interview a guy. Thank you. to the to he. he. he. he. he. he. he. he. he. he. he. he. he. he. he. he. he. he. he. He he. He he. He he. He he. He he. He he. He he. He he. He he. He he. He didn't he. He didn't. He he. He he. He he. He he. He he. He didn't he. He didn't he. He didn't he. He didn't he. He didn't he. He didn't he. He didn't he. He didn't he. He he. He he. He he. He he. He he. He he. He he. He he. He he. He t. He tie. He tie. He didn't took. He didn't took. He didn't took took took took took took took took took took took took took took took the took took took took he he he Andrew, thank you very much. We thought that you could hold back. Go fuck yourself, you know what? All right. He was trying to do some bits, and he was like, I can't even do a routine here. No, no, no, no, he came in there to do that. Because he came in there there. Because this was like before the in, this, th, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like,that like in terms of like real like maybe it was my space days

Starting point is 01:37:06 But it wasn't like what it is now and that was do the crazy Shaky can and have everybody talk about it every kid in high school saw that clip Are you fuck oh? Are you ready for the gook? That's so crazy these are these are uh cameras my might see came in designer underwear in a reclin' Hold on, let me say it. What the, so I give her the, now it's screaming out. Yeah, that's good. Yeah, that's good. Yeah, that's good.

Starting point is 01:37:34 It's good. He's like, he's like, he's like, he's great. He has this great. He had this great. It getting a clap or something. Yeah, he's great I don't know why somebody must have loved him somebody lost their job by the way What do you somebody's like fired? What for booking him? Yeah. Oh yeah. Oh? Yeah. Oh, yeah, yeah All right. We're just hit a few more here. So I just I'm thinking about imagine what it's like to live in a country that can do this to their citizens. It's from NBC News. China is banning wealth-flanting behavior on social media.

Starting point is 01:38:10 What must it be like to be in a country that can just do that? It's so crazy to me. Online influencers known for their luxurious lifestyles are disappearing from Chinese social media amid a government crackdown on conspicuous displays of wealth. One of them Wang Hong Kwan, that doesn't even sound real, Wang Kwan had claimed that he owned seven properties in Beijing, the Chinese capital, and that he never left the house in an outfit worth less than 1.38 million dollars, US dollars. Videos he posted online, the veracity of which could not be verified, appeared to show his maids, numerous armes, show his maids, uh, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that that th, th, th, th, th, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thin, the, the, thin, the, the, thin, the, the, thin is thin, thi, thi, th. Videos he posted online, the veracity of which could not be verified, appeared to show his maids, numerous Hermes, show his maids, I guess wearing numerous

Starting point is 01:38:51 Armes handbags and expensive sports cars that he had purchased. On Tuesday his account on Duyen, the Chinese version of TikTok was inaccessible. That's funny, China does TikTok, but they can't have TikTok. That's great. Was inaccessible to's funny. China does TikTok but they can't have TikTok. That's great. Was inaccessible to his 4.3 million followers searches returned an error message. The accounts of other influencers who posted similar content were also blocked. They just went in and said you can't flaunt your wealth on Chinese social media. You know why it is? Because so many people have it bad that they don't want people seeing how the other half lives.

Starting point is 01:39:26 Yep. Yeah. What a country. And you just got to ask yourself, how long can that last? What a country? How long can that last? How long can you constantly be? I mean, like, everyone's like, I'm so sick and tired, dude, of these videos. Like, look at these Chinese, these Chinese students.

Starting point is 01:39:46 They're in the third grade, they already know how to, like, dude. And they're like, then why do they steal all of our technology and all of our patents and all of our stuff? Why they got to steal it from us? Because they've completely effed out all fucked out, all the creativity dude and they're making you do you may not be good at this oh you're gonna do this I'm not good at that why am I doing that oh you you you bad man you go to you go to camp you know it's like that's just what and I like I also think there's a lot of propaganda against China too when it comes to some of this stuff so it's probably a little bit in the middle but I'm honestly they they they they they they they they they they they they they go they they they go they they they go they they th go th is th is they th is th is go th is th is th is th is th is took took took th. took thi thi thi thi. I thi. I thi. I thi. I thi. I thi. I'm thi. I'm th. I'm th. I'm th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I'm not. I'm not. I'm not. I'm not. I'm not. I'm not. I'm not. I'm not. I'm not. I'm not. I'm not. I'm not. I'm not. I'm not. I'm not. I'm not. I'm not. I'm. I'm not. I'm. I'm not. I'm not. I'm the middle, but I'm honestly they talk about our military going gay

Starting point is 01:40:25 I take our military against China's autistic army any day Any day dude any day to the gays can throw dog they get super creative the way they fight and they'll pull your hair They'll rip your dick. They ain't messing around. There's a lot of talk about them invading Taiwan though like it sounds like it's not I mean. I mean, I mean, dude. It's, I, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, I, it, it, I, it, I, it, I, I, it, it, I, I, I, it, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I t t, I tak, I tak, I tak, I tak, I tak, I tak, I tak, I tak, I tak, I tak, I tak, I tak, I tak, I tak, I tak, I tak, I tak, I tak, I tak, I tak, I tak, tak, tak, tak, tak, tak, tak, tak, tak, tak, tak, tak, tak, tak, tak, tak, tak, ta, ta, ta, ta, ta, ta, ta, ta, ta, ta, ta, ta, ta, ta, ta, ta, they'll rip your dick. They ain't messing around. There's a lot of talk about them invading Taiwan, though. Like, it sounds like it's not our, I mean, dude, it's not, I, uh, that's how I feel too. It's not our job. I hate it, but let it happen. I mean, what are we gonna do? I wouldn't, I wouldn I mean, I know. And anyways, it's not ours, dude.

Starting point is 01:41:06 We own Puerto Rico. We own, Dominguez. I mean, they're all, we own all these fucking territories. So the fuck is Alaska in the United States. Right. I mean, I love Alaska. I love going there, right? But Seward's file, yeah. It's like, what are we talking about here? You know what's interesting? I used to work, my summer job in college was doing the manual scoreboard for the Durham Bulls,

Starting point is 01:41:32 the AAAE. Yeah, I used to love that. Yeah, love it. And when we would have, we would host USA Baseball there, and when they played Chinese Taipei. We weren't allowed. Like we had a big, we had a big meeting where they told us you cannot say Taiwan. You have to say Chinese Taipei. We'll get in trouble. They will stop. They'll pull the event from us China. Well, like if anybody. Well, dude, what about that wrestler? Sina was like sucking off Chinese dicks. Because he just said the something about Taiwan. He had like, go go. Go. Go. Go. Go. Yeah. The. The. The. The. The. The. The. The. The. The. The. The. The. The. The. The. The. The. The. The. The. The. T. T. T. T. T. T. T. T. the. the. the. the. the. T. T. T. T. T. T. They the. They the. They the. the. They the. They the. They will. They will. They will. They will. They will. They will. They will. They will. They will. They will. They. They. They. They. They. They. They. They. They. They. They. They. They. They. They. They. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. t. tell. t. t. tell. tell. t.'s seen his apology, yeah, it was, I mean, so. Mimcha, tongue, tongue, chink, ja, go, go, go. Please tell me, you didn't see this, because if you didn't see this, this is going to be great.

Starting point is 01:42:12 So this guy is on, and this is real, I confirmed it. He's on wheel of fortune, and he gives the equivalent, and he gives, and he gives, like, like, like, the the the the the the the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the in word. So you see the clues up there, right? Yeah. All right, here we go. Tomorrow's, right in the butt. What? No. Blake. This is the best. Yeah, that's it. Tavarice. Right in the butt. to Morris. Right in the butt. What? What? What? That's not you the right to be the in the butt. What? It's not even the right to write the letters. Blake. This is the best. Yeah, that's it.

Starting point is 01:42:55 That is the funniest thing I've ever heard. That might be the funniest thing I've ever heard in my life. I love how seriously he says it. Like he's not even, he's like, boy this is weird that they made this but right in the butt. And they're like, what if I can study? It's four letters, the first word. Oh, that killed me, bro, and I saw that. It was so funny.

Starting point is 01:43:18 Oh, blessings. There is this legal battle going on. There's a movie about Trump in his younger years with, what was that? That sort of a fixer guy that he, oh, Roy Cone. Yeah. That he kind of mentored Trump, you know, in business and being a crime guy? Yeah, exactly. Yeah. So, there's a,'s a movie got funded by Dan Snyder in large part. The Washington Redskins former. And by the way, they want that name back. It might go back to Redskins. It'll never go back to Redskins. No way. Dude, they're already talking about it. I don't never never happen. No, they might change it, but it'll never go back to Redskins. So. their. their. their. their. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. their. th. th. their. th. their. th. their. th. th. their. th. their. their. their. their. th. That. That's. the w. That's. That's. That's. That's. It's. It's. It's. It's. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. It. It. It. It. It. It. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. Go on. So apparently he is hugely pissed off because he paid for this movie and he was told it was going to be a flattering portrayal. Lizard people everywhere. That's some interdimensional shit. Wake up, Aaron!

Starting point is 01:44:30 This is only the beginning. You just move my mind. Tim foil hack. Tim foil hack.

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