TrueLife - Nicky Clarke - Hypergraph Mindset

Episode Date: March 5, 2024

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Darkness struck, a gut-punched theft, Sun ripped away, her health bereft. I roar at the void. This ain't just fate, a cosmic scam I spit my hate. The games rigged tight, shadows deal, blood on their hands, I'll never kneel. Yet in the rage, a crack ignites, occulted sparks cut through the nights. The scars my key, hermetic and stark. To see, to rise, I hunt in the dark, fumbling, fear. Hears through ruins maze, lights my war cry, born from the blaze.

The poem is Angels with Rifles. The track, I Am Sorrow, I Am Lust by Codex Seraphene. Check out the entire song at the end of the cast. Ladies and gentlemen, I hope that the weekend treated you well. I hope the sun is shining, the birds are singing. Hope the wind is at your back. Got a great show for you today. The legendary, the one and only, Nikki Clark,

he was charting a course through the thrilling cosmos of AI at the intersection of leadership and artificial intelligence on a mission to architect futures that harmonized technology with human rights and biome resilience, drawing from the interconnectedness of classical and quantum AI with a hypergraph mindset inspired by 1960s modern mathematics. Nikki sees profound interdependencies in technology, society, and our environments. His writings and forthcoming book offer of blueprint.

Hey, hey, hey, hey, I love you. They-them pronouns is the key to my royalty and the earthbound nature of our common universes that I'll share more about. Break it down, man. It's very important. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So everything is identity, everybody. It's all politics, especially now with the mass media. You know, Marshall McLuhan will tell you the media is the massage.

We massage each other's brains and our tissues with our dreams, right? And then this is the art of the possible, which is the politics, which is art versus art. That's what reality is, folks. There's only one thing. It's the dance. We have bosonic representation within us. We are the rainbow warriors. We cry and suffer like the light suffers

when it absorbs from that which it went through but did not get absorbed fully by. It is the rainbow spectrum of what light is, is all the possible directions it chose not to take the complete universe of unknown unknowns. We got the known unknowns all under our belt. It's called the computability world. It's metaccomputable.

If you can compute it with a formula, then we know it. And what is that? It's called the Ruliad. Right now, brillianist minds of the world are circling around this math called hypergraph. My friend Einstein, who I didn't personally know, but I believe as a queer icon, I truly believe he was a lover of Bose

in the most deepest platonic sense, minimally, for certain in the development of quantum vacuum fluctuations and all of that. you know, fundamental aspect of what is now seen as the quantum foam in this, uh, in this one-dimensional, uh, concept of string theory around virtual particles and the probabilistic, uh, urgency that they have to emerge. So when you think about this probabilistic urgency to be your information carrier, which is what happens when the one-dimensional space transmits energy, all right? Everything is within the thermodynamic envelope in this universe of the known unknowns. That's the second law. There's a law. There's a first.

in a second and you can understand there is only real laws in thermodynamics is the only ones you need to care about. The cultural laws, all are an effort to help us as a species grow together in our affiliated epistemal trust networks, a familial and chosen familial organizations of people that ultimately align around heuristics, practices, and build their own sets of biases through their generations and eons. And so what happens is that there's actually a new thing I discovered, and it was so obvious that I was like, why don't think about this? And I'm like, holy shit, I've got to prove this out because this is too obvious. It's like, come on.

And it actually binds East and West philosophy. It's actually the basis of all religions. And now I've been an on this for years. And an ominous is the path that I took, which was like similar to my clearness. It was like 180 degree turn from this binary to this fullness. So it's like saying, hey, I get there's a spectrum. I get there might be a one in a two. But because I'm here and I'm seeing one at a two, there's more than just a one in a two.

Everything has got this trinary reality. So when you think about what is real and what is reality, and I had a book that I'm working on that's like this nonfiction, massive tone. I call it more like a cyclotidial reality. And I got a lot of contributors that are super serious scientists, naturalist, math, petitions, cognitive behavior scientists. I mean, I don't want to get into the list. Law acknowledgment lists, lots of citations, facts, math. Okay, so that's the basis of the book.

I have a book that's going to introduce all of this as a science fiction, kind of transhumanist vision of the future, all meta-manifested Nicky's dreams. And then I'm going to reverse back into time because I have to. That's what the future will call for. Everybody's going to have to get, you know, reprogrammed by this hypergraph, this cultural ruleyod is what I coined. As soon as I saw Ted X talk from Wolfram, I was like, oh, cultural rule out. It makes all the sense. Boom, I had a hydrograph mindset. It was like a, it was a, it was a, it was a philosophic math, extest,

see I had a moment and then so what happened in my personal life I grew up I was born in 76 of two mainframe programmers they already had five kids that were my mom's step kids and she was like a really hyper perfectionist narcissistic user kind of passing abuse down I don't want to get into the history but there's a long history as there always is and yeah the only way you can cut it off it's literally cut it off and so she hasn't seen my son he's 12 since he was three and he's the most well adjusted zero problem child you will ever see and so I learned that you have to stop the madness and there's only one way it's like zero emotional entrainment and entrainment I'll tell you more about in a minute or two because that's the fundamental that's the fundamental thing that we're going to learn on this call is about entrain that's a group training here even outside of time this is recorded somebody going to watch this they're going to train when they seek to understand everything is a hermeneutical effort to understand intelligence is always seeking to understand and balance equilibrium within a thermodynamic envelope.

That's just pure inorganic intelligence. That's how it works. And it works because of the rainbow of the symphony of the universe is constantly interpolating and superimposing rhythm and tones. And these are shapes, shapes within shapes, inside of shapes growing in a manifold omnidirectionally is what reality is.

I can show you pictures. I can explain it a thousand ways. I am going to. That's my personal mission is to free people With the truth, theosophy, through math, through linguistics and etymology. Etymology is the foundation of all language. Language is a biosemiotic effort

that we make constantly to make sense of shift. We make sense of things based on our purpose, which is a teleodynamic arrangement of things. We arrange things in an ontology in our mind. The ontology people are the masters of the universe. The ontology people secretly encode the large language models with how they think and what their reality constructs are. When you ask a large language model now

to put a picture of the future. Guess what kind of future you see, white fucking people. It's bullshit. It's so not pluralistic, mutualistic, symbiotic. It's this sick transhumanist humanism. It's anti-Earth. And I only came to realize this in the last week. Because I was an anti-Earth Martian, sci-fi, evangelical atheist, Satanist.

Not a joke. It's not a joke. It was a preteen. Before drugs, people. I love the art of it. I love to be able to manipulate people. People are just dumb. They believe shit.

It's easy to fuck with their heads. It's so easy. They're so gullible. They crave, they crave leadership. They crave to be submitted to something greater. And so, and you learn that through reading, and I read, like, all the sci-fi and all the fantasy because I was abused from conception.

My mom was a Coke head and a cigarettes and all the shit and alcohol and partied. And I was born into, and yelling and the violence. All the neighbors were like, I don't like going to that house. They're always yelling. I mean, like, fuck, you means I love you in Italian is what they used to tell me, you know? And I grew up with this violence all around me. And so I mean, I was the youngest. I was really doted upon by my mom.

But her cat was an evil, narcissistic cat would cut me, cut her. Like, it was just, it was a lot of like this fusion of dynamic personalities which led me towards an imagination land and reading and reading and reading and reading. And so I read all the books. books all the Asimov, all the Hubbard, all the Elron Hubbard, all of them, all of the Pierce Anthony, it's like total fantasy stuff. You know, one of my favorites is a swiftly tilting planet, which has got the whole concept of a tessoract, which has got a lot of really good string theory physics in it, and it was a great Disney movie, A Rinkle in Time, fantastic movies, highly

recommended. I mean, and I just watched another movie, Raya and the Last Dragon last night. That even had an acoustic vibratory ending where everything with this swirling spiral, just like the picture of my reality. Look at these fucking Frisson. Frizond is real. Frizan is a full-bodied intelligence response. Your biomes, you're not one thing, people. We're macroorganisms, zz, zz, is a plural there for a reason. Because you've got billions of biomes. There's sentiences within. If you smoke enough DMT or do enough acid in a fucking deprivation tank, you have to get through this fact where you've got to,

will think their dolphin like John Lilly and go fucking crazy. Don't go crazy, people. It will not kill you because you intermediate it. Like oxygen intermediates hydrogen, you give yourself more power because of your super ego. That's habits, that's ethics, morality, values. There's an ontology of all that shit. You don't know that. It's because you've been told that.

And that's what you live by. Somebody else is. It's called structural governance. That's how shit happens, man. It's all white supremacy and patriots. and patriarchy coming out of us all the fucking time. Violence is great. Don't you remember the Ice Ages, people?

That's how we had to get hard. We had to make metal. We worship crystals. We blew it up. We fucking threw crystals on the fire and walked that shit glow. All those colors you see in a fucking fireworks. That's from crystals, people. We were digging mines.

There was a huge industry two and a half million fucking years ago, mining for rare flint rocks and colored pigments because of a imagination and the fire and the shadow. I've written so much on this just this morning. Everything is a shadow game, dudes. Your mind is a shadow game. You came from the ocean. You saw the sparkling shadows and the ocean floor.

You saw the flash of fish. You went toward it. That's response receptivity. Everything that flashes and sparkles in that, that's what a quantum fucking virtual particle is. It's a response receptive flashing urgency to reveal itself as a solution. And so here's where the math comes in, math heads. I learned and like, and this is all about words, right?

This is about the freeing you with the word. The word is fucking keywords. They're called keystone words. You know what a keystone is, right? You're like, we're building a linking thing. We want to make a, we want to make a liminal threshold to walk through of understanding as epistemal trusting friends here. This is what the group is about. I'm intense.

I'm talking intense because I love you. I love you. I love you. I want you to fucking hear the shit. shit with the intensity of my purpose and passion. Because at the end of the day, epistemal trust is what it's all about. Do you trust that I have the answer for you? Zero trust is the fucking answer.

Don't trust me. Figure it out for yourself. That's what theosophy is. Find the ecstasy. It doesn't matter what you think. Zero is going to happen. You will be zero. So the answer is happening.

And I learned there's a certainty into zero. And not just in my personal omnis. So I came to that. Omnism. I'm gonna get to that sort. I went to I went through I met my and my son's mom in 93 fell in love I was like we got a fantasy she was into my harem idea we're gonna be this polyamorous bisexual psychedelic I mean I was already doing a lot of acid and how long 15 and like total space cadet but making the grade still so ran for president used the seat to win it was beautiful but then I came out and in a way I didn't call it queer but I came out I was wearing dresses I was buying my air I got a bad grade and

government school. Anyway, long story short, we're in college. I switched from science and nuclear magnetic resonance and physics and material science and all this kind of quantum shit to poetry because of the classic need I had to kind of be feeling more because of my father passing away from cancer 2001. And that all changed my life. I mean, I was already, I was already deep into like psychedelic, I was playing didgerid dudes to the crickets, you know, and like having call and response shit. I mean, it was, I'm, I have friends with P-Funk who lived about 20 miles down the street from us, and we met him in the airport, and we became fast friends. I had a recording studio. We used to jam, all sorts of shit like that. This was in the early odds. I had a coffee shop I was part of

wherever that was a club, and we used to do all the things with all the different cultures of a couple universities in Tallahassee. I was in the government business. I stayed government. And I started with Deloitte. I went on Wall Street. I worked on the Lehman and Rindown team and I did a lot of big shit stuff in Deloitte. So I'm coming from a place of a lot of perspectives inside of government, inside of the biggest auditing, big for Microsoft, et cetera, et cetera. So this is not just some raving dude, I'm also a raving dude. I'm a queer dude. I'm a queer dude. It's different. And so I'm an inclusive, diverse, equity oriented person. I'd like to learn for absolutely everyone. I believe in like the Buddhist concept of everything. Shit, it's all suffering.

It's all the fertilizer for your garden of life. And I'm a gardener literally and figuratively. and I'm a poet. So I switched to poetry. But my ex and I kind of weed drifted off and I I got more spiritual and she got less spiritual. It happens. It was decades. I mean, come on. So 21 years later,

what happened was in 2015, I read the book of Nature. I got back into reading because I had a huge commute from Brooklyn to Times Square where Microsoft was. And I read Don Cervantes' Don Quixote, which is the first literature, which is fucking brilliant. Brilliant. This guy is a taxman.

guy, so he's already got a humorist. You know, if you got to live as a tax guy, you got to have a little bit of humor, because it's kind of funny. As to people for money or else, right? But you gotta be nice about me. So he's already funny. So he's like, how do I get people to talk to me?

And I'll just ask him about stories. I'll write it down. I'll take, you know, I'll make it a cultural game to learn. And that's how he did it. And then he wrote this, you know, books of all these cool stories. And he linked them together with themes. And it was all deep and like, and I learned about

storytelling and everything is a monometh. You didn't know. Look it up, Joseph Campbell, right? It's just one fucking story, people. What do you think the story is? It's a three-part, three-act story. Real simple. Birth, life, death.

That's it. Everything's just one cycle. If you look about it really fast. So what happened was, I read Nature. Fucking Emerson, dude. Mr. Psychedelic. 1833 people were shrewing in the woods. You didn't know that shit.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. In the in the in the in the in the in the mere woods for sure over uh over the over the ridge of sasolito and uh where they had this giant buddha statue that's probably like 20 feet tall they would meet and they were meeting there like doing these ritual all dudes doing their ritualized like greek uh egypto hieroglyphic bullshit you know i mean they still do that shit it's called bohemian grove you guys have heard of that shit the only reason alex joe has ever got any respect in my universe ever was because he was the only journalist that ever fucking went in there and then he got they're like dude you can come in and be part of the grove he's like no problem and then now he's part of them so he's just part of the fucking machine once he exposed and their only way you're going to get out is going to be murder or or or you got to join him and so the polonium eating problem of Putin is really what it's all about for me because i'm queer and he wants to be dead and so i got to get into the heads of all the people of the world so that they see the world through my queer eyes which is a hypergraph mindset which happens to be a

better way to think it's math so I said all my jargons got to be literal math only every word you hear is math based if you don't believe me go fuck yourself zero trust go look it up I'll show you I'm gonna put it on my big codex I got just published 250 essays in the past three months on LinkedIn I have a 2,000 page encyclopedia with all the math I have a lot of math petitions helping me I have naturalists I'm not gonna get into the list like I told you anyway so so I read nature my ex wouldn't read it she wouldn't even really understand why I wanted to read it. And I'm like, this is like general relativity.

This came from this book first. And then there was, and I learned now, history of it is this. First there was this book in 1833. It developed what's now known as the Transcendental Movement. This is when all the psychedelics and hashy smoking kind of weirdo hippie types of the Walt Whitman era and Emerson, these guys were all like,

I mean, Whitman, I mean, he's my idol. I'm gonna hopefully to have the beard like him. I mean, all the day, all on, truest queerness. I mean, like literally his book, his first poetry book, Leaves of Grass, literally made out of leaves. Fucking A dude. I mean, like not even a joke. He handmade that shit.

Out of leaves. I'm like, fucking A. Living in the country in Brooklyn and then volunteering for the Spanish-American war as a nurse. This is a mensch, real American, real patriot, queer patriot American. I'm a patriot in a fucking half. Don't anybody think that I'm not. But I hate the military and I'm never going to join. And they kick me out of the Azvad because I try to do my math problem.

in the spaces and I broke the rules. I'm like, fuck that rule. Rules are stupid sometimes. And I'm not fit for the military. I'm fit for fucking presidency. I'm fit for something more senior. No, I'm not even joking. Fuck that, man. I mean, I got a lot to say.

And I got a lot of learning and I know how to judge people and I know who to help me judge people. So I have a primary partner still. She's not my wife anymore. We don't think sexual thought, but we're parents. And we're co-parents and we're learners and we're career buddies and we're philosophy, studies and politics buddies and all these things and she's 100% in everything I'm saying

and I got 100% of her confidence and that's all I need fuck anything else anyone else because I got her confidence I'm done so I learned I had to learn the hard way about that I learned about agency when we were divorced in 2015 because we had a domestic violence incident and I want to get into the details of it it's going to be in my book it was really sad and regretful situation having to do with the recursive loop of trying to think about somebody else is what they want for you in how they it's like those things like I think about you like what do you want me to think about what you I want you to think about what you want you to think about you know you get these fucking psycho loops of trying to trying to please other people not being

honest with yourself about what are you are and that's what relationships end up being a lot of the time when you're not true to yourself and you're not giving each other space for agency to find your sovereignty and it might be that the agency leads you away because your philosophy be Jane and that sovereignty that cleanness that agency taking path is what I discovered in that word that word agency became everything for me and I I studied Marshall Rosenberg nonviolent communication which is essentially about drilling down into how humans all fundamental have a fundamental human and that's where it all started coming together I started out of Twitter I started getting straight-edge I learned that I was

hypomanic because I was only getting five hours to sleep four hours I was fine I was like I was listening to books. I was reading. I got a therapist. Top dollar, $400 an hour. I spent top dollar, LGBTQ. I was like, I need an LGBT. I didn't know why.

I didn't know what was fair yet. I knew I was bisexual since I was six. Long story. But just now, sex power is my thing. And so I had this therapist. She taught me EMDR. So you know what that is? With eye movement.

Yeah, yeah. Eye movement, desensititization, reprocessing. So it's developed. in the 80s by some woman Shapiro is her name Miriam she just kind of conceptualized this shit and and like she saw herself doing it and it's basically what happens when you ram state it's the same as when hypnosis is the auto hypnosis techniques that the way your brain uses bilateral stimulation to i call it re-channel pathways that had had bituated or it is the way to re-hibituate so what it is is that you'll see that even in christian

science. They have like this idea. It's like you should roll your eyes in the back of your head when you're like praying to Jesus. Because what you're doing is you're activating the bilateral simulation. Here's how it all works, folks. Entrainment is every fucking thing. If you look at your brain waves and how they, I got a neurophysics background. That's why I started off in when I was 16. I went to U.F and studied neurophysics. And I did research with a top neurophysics team there and put like, you know, electrodes on humans research. I did rat research. I did cat research. my ex-y-cate cat research and all these things on embodied intelligence. So embodied intelligence is an easy way to describe the thing for you. And Matt, we did this with the cats. So you got a cat. They're like this with the sound, boom, their head turns, they see it. But if you watch it on a slow-mo, their ears turn first. And if you measure how if the signal, the nerve signal, the electro-magnetic pulse

that comes across the nerve from the ear to the central nervous system, The ears orient precisely before the pulse hits the brain, the central nervous system. So the autonomous nervous system has got almost all the intelligence that you need to be safe. That's the point, period. And so I studied the autonomous nervous system. It's called the polyvagal system in humans. This is another most important thing. Know thyself is the most important maxim.

anatomy because of vagina's being sexy as fuck and dicks being hot is a an assholes being gross but hot also it's disgusting to me it's a sin to hide human knowledge about our creation's gift fuck the people that want to hide that i will battle them to the death it will be my ultimate death purpose ultimate i can't even tell you how much i get enraged but here's some facts that aren't hidden but through Knowledge you don't have yet for whatever reason. Healers know these things, body workers know I'm a body worker. I'm a light worker.

I use sound, I use all the modalities. I could talk all day about all my healing arts practices. I call them all the curation cure. It's about using curative arts to curate the various practices because there's too many fucking practices. But what I want to share about is in training and the way the brain works in terms of the autonomous nervous system and how the central nervous system work together. And I'm going to use Freudian language to help.

because it's really pretty straightforward. It's a good three triotic constraint system. All right. So what happens is that we have a lot of layers in the tissues of our brains. And intermediation between layers is what I like to use the term, semantic interoperability. And it's a language of biochemical signals that have a response receptivity purpose to create a sense of fulfill.

fulfillment and tension between mutualistic symbiotic elements of a healthy working human. And all these tissues have pores. These pores are one-dimensional quantum microtubules. And quantum biology is about 10 years old in terms of proving all this and you can read it all yourself. Zero trust. These tubules are made because of the

the power of how water works. And water has got its own electro-magnetio hydrodynamics. So this is, water has polarity, water has magnetic orientation, water has, it wobbles when it spins, water has responds it to the environment because the environment has electromagnetic field, the earth produces a pretty interesting field

because of the wobble of the earth and its cores and its layers of the liquid and hot, and non-liquid cores, and the moon and the gravitational effects of all this is like minimal, but there's effects. Neutrinos, there's effects. We don't know the correlation because we have an information science problem, which I'm spending a lot of time thinking about quantum information science to solve correlation of geophysical and cosmological physics data, because they all have different models of what things are, but there's only one thing.

It's the universe. Let's just have one model, people, on a hypergraph because it can contain all the dimensions. So that's what it all comes back to is hypergraphs are the way to think, the way to compute, the way to get into quantum systems, because it is a quantum way of thinking. It is how we think. And Einstein didn't know this shit because it came out after he was not with us. And so it's not like Euclid knew, and everybody that came up with non-Euclidean geometry knew, nor Neal's GERN, none of the people were alive.

It's just, it's just new shit. So we have to update our mental models with this. We're still waiting to update from non-Euclidean geometry from 18 fucking days. It's bullshit. And that's what structural governance is. And that's why I'm so angry. It's because chat GPT tries to block you from getting math answers in an effort

to keep kids stupid about math. Because if you can't just give them the answers, give them the fucking answer. Give them the keywords. Why do I have to know the keyst keyword in the universe is the Messiah of Truth? It's called a soliton. You even know what that is.

Exactly. It's the best. In most important word, it literally is a solution. It is the Messiah in physics. Let me explain people. I'm not even joking. This is the Messiah. So the Higgs boson particle is called the dog particle.

You might have heard that. Their great Spongel song called the Dog Parckel. I love Spongel. I know that your audience loves fucking Spongle. So go look at that song. And I'm not going to get into Spongle all day long because I love Simon. And I love that old ass loudest. What's this fucking name?

I can't remember. But Rama. Rama. Right, Ramaraj, he's amazing. But not his first band, quintessence. I think it's called him terrible. Don't worry about it. Anyway, so Spongel, where was I, dude?

Solitone. Oh, yeah, Solitons. Yeah, so solitons are the solution to partial differential equations, literally in the math. And so what it is is it bounds by zero. I'm like, oh my God. I already had the zero philosophy. The zero philosophy is a Japanese term called Ma.

It's called the negative spin. space in the zero fall forever like owls right that's what it's all about falling forever into imagination into the unknown unknown there's a philosopher mathematician named godle who at first i thought was it like who is this fucking jargonous credentialism wasn't him it was all these jargonous credentials that were using him to create the sense of pessimism about the fact that there's always going to be an unknown unknown but that alone gives me oh that's the hope is that's the zero, it's all certainty, zero trust. You have no fucking clue.

What we do have the known unknowns on fucking lock. So teach everybody that dimension. Everybody needs to know math. Math is every fucking thing, but in the language that they understand. And so I had to study language, I got a poetry degree. So I'm like, I'm like digging,

everything is etymologies and linguistics and lexicons and analysis. If you wanna understand shit, you gotta get into the ontology again, right? It's how things are. So the ontology of math, ontology of proofs. I met friends that I've got their PhD and the ontology of map proofs,

because what I learned from Godal is that any axiomatic theory of anything is wrong, period. You will always have the unknown unknowns, the bias of the human making this rational universal worldview. I just shit on a guy who defriended me because he's a professor of narcissism. He's one of the worst narcissists I ever met in my life. And I'm like,

And like, and today I shed on him because he, well, first, because he blocked me. I'll get into that. But he was, he had his YouTube videos where it was like, what it was, what it was the call? He was talking about the power of loaded terms. It was so funny. I'm like, the biggest loaded term is narcissists or a narcissist scholar or whatever the fuck you are. And I'm like, I'm like, I mean like, and then I looked at the history of the term. And it was like from a Greek thing, which made a lot of sense.

It was like a metaphor of exactly the way I think about a metaphor, which is this two, It's a two-way mirror of looking into yourself in a pond, right? And you have to be able to see through it and yourself, not just yourself. That's all it is. It's a great metaphor. And then they ruined it. Freud ruined it with his fucking coke-out psycho-sex, fiend, you know, anti-young, you know, trying to show off like to be the boss to young's softness.

I mean, you guys got to look at their dynamic. It's weird, really weird. They should have been queer lovers, but I don't think it should have happened. You know what I mean? So ultimately, young, excuse me, Freud kind of gave it that abnormal kind of definition as a, as a, as a, as a, as a, and I call it like a psycho ironic way, like looking at himself in the mirror of his book that he's writing about narcissism and how narcissistic is writing is all narcissism. If you write something down for some other person, because you so want your words to be remembered, narcissist fuck. Come on. Everything like that is every individuation is a narcissistic effort to be.

seen to be like fuck me or I'll eat you one of those two right that's all there is it's lies or truth deceit is in camouflage I studied all the ways biology camouflages like if you think about that what is it what is a lie a lie is an unconsensual non-truth and and a truth is a fundamental need fundamental needs are truth and truth is a is has been easily boiled down into maybe 85 symbols an African symbology in North Ghana that the Nazis knew about because they were studying that shit, they were studying all the symbology,

the North symbology, Indian symbology, African symbology so they can take power because symbols have power. Words have power, but they're more abstract. Words are a tool to be controlling other people

if you didn't know that. That's why there's 10 commandments. I figured this out too. You know how many things people can remember? 10, 7. They can hold 7 in their memory, right? Most people. Everybody.

It's all people. And it's mostly less than that. It's like I would say outside seven. You know, they say seven plus or minus two. I don't believe. I think that nine, the Niners are like, it's all Fibonacci sequence, man. How many times you can fold shit in your brain?

So I learned all that. Fibonacci sequence is an evolutionary dynamic that happens in all evolving systems because of the ontology, temporal ontologies. If you start with a zero, you don't have just a zero. Think about it, folks. Close your eyes for a second. Okay.

Let's visualize the zero. What do you see? You see what? A circle? I see a circle, yeah. Right. So what do you see that inside of it? A hole.

Right. So you got two things there so far, right? What's outside of it? Space. Everything else. Yeah. So you got three things. And then what about this?

You say zero represents nothing. So we already have a nothing concept. We have the emptiness in the middle, which is maybe that's what the, nothing is. But we have the boundary to define that there is a nothing, right? That's the outer. And then we have the universe of the unknown unknowns outside. That's, that's everything. My symbol of reality, my church of Nikki is one symbol. I don't need a long book. The book is for the people that need the book. I have pictures. I have one symbol.

I have a Japanese version. I have a version in every language. Everybody knows this symbol. It's called the void, ether, quantum phone. What do you want to call it? The liminal space, that through which we transition, back to the void, which is what the soliton does. So let me tell you more about the soliton. Yeah. So in our brains and in all biological systems and in many inorganic systems, we have these one dimensional tubes,

these microtubes because of water. Water, because of the gravity of gravity and the weightiness of materiality, water trends towards heavier weighted things, right? That's just what gravity is. It pulls and draws. There's a lot of energy that says, come to me, come to me. Right?

So water dances toward the heavier gravitational pull of the Earth as it is going from being vapor and freak chaos, stochastic wind-borne to amalgamating. And what we have is a concept that I discovered only in the last couple of days. And I'm happy to share with the whole world because I wrote a whole bunch of papers on it. Is that we have a mole. You might remember from chemistry. A mole is a big number. It's a particular number. So what a mall ends up being is if you think about reality, a mall is a pivotal.

Harmonic, okay, it's a harmonic that we pivot around for scale, spatial scaling. It allows us to measure the difference between an amalgamated amount of interactable thermodynamic envelopes. It's a difference between atoms, molecules, compounds, and up all the way through species. In my world, in my mouth, a Fibonacci sequence is essentially trending towards the mole in its complications and at that point we have a highest probability of a likelihood of a punctuated equilibrium point in the evolution of that thing whatever it is it doesn't it can anything because everything is a shape so it

could be a shape of anything shape of a person a shape of a whatever so evolutionary shape dynamics is what it all come down to if top topological tooroids of shapes within shapes recursively manifolding and unfolding to refine always for negative entropy a higher level of computable refinable solutions of all of the reality and how do we fit all this shit into this envelope that's all the universe is trying to do it's creative process of trying to fit all the shit in the envelope and and there's I came up with the dimension zero because it made so much sense is what is this void why is there only a one it makes no sense there might even be two dimension ones there might be just flashing between two dimension ones and but it's all at the zero at this infinite time, zero space point of total entropy, total quiet. The loudest silence you ever heard of. It's all interpolatable. It's all superimposed at this, but it happens like this breathing.

It's like called the holographic breathing of the universe. It ends up as a concept, and this narcissist in our first and only voice one-on-one, like, used it to term in a term in like a derogatory way. You like, accuse me of this term, and I never heard it. So I like took offense at first. and he's called me so you're a pan-psychist i'm like no you know i'm an omnis i've been an omnis for years you know and i and an omnis i came to and he didn't even know what that was but i came to omnisom after this nature thing and like right about then i i was like what the hell am i i'm spiritual i'm like really want to see more i want to see these fucking icelandic

berries like they see they see the japanese see the shit dude they're they're animists they they wake up with joy because their table talks to them dude i want that i want that the table talk to me like like how can I not see through their eyes there's other religions that have a lot of omnibisive bahai that has like all the religions even Sikh is like a fusion of religions a lot of cool religions right and so I'm like I studied religion Joseph Campbell again the monomith and religions come from Joseph Campbell and so he studied all the myths he's super macho though he's like masculine man man man he's no Robert Black but so so light travels the light has a

myth right it's emitted it traverses it's absorbed boom same thing right so the bosonic truth of our emotional quanta is the boson is the sorrow the mota I call it like the is the concept of the neuroboros so the a uroboros a neuroboros I didn't make that up that was another bunch of cognitive scientists I recently befriended they have an act well I would say befriended but we're almost befriended I'm challenging them I took their terms I'm now writing countries with their thoughts and so that's what I do I'm a macro page I like can eat every fucking thing and shit it out after digesting it and make sure I give credit and learn from everything and everyone. All people can teach. Everybody has quantum intelligence.

Everyone can learn non-Euclidean math. If you dance it for them, I can dance it. I'm a baller dancer, play piano, all sorts of instruments. So I'm a singer. I can do it all in terms of embodying of this purpose. And then when I got the hypergrap mindset, I had an Indian poet. I'll call him a sacred geometrician and he's a large language model programmer also and he was all up in my DMs and I called him my low-key And you know and so that became like a character in my book. It's like an archetype all throughout time. I got four major threads of the book. It's all historical loki archetypes all historical like seers and Children that wake up and I had a friend named Roy who woke up and saw this fishing net of reality when he was six after an auto accident near it death and so every thing is a lattice. Latus is a very important term. He told me that term. I didn't know. I forgot the term.

But like a lattice, you would grow tomatoes on or whatever. You know, I mean, it's a, it's a, it's a lattice. It's a lattice of reality is a lattice of interwoven coupled temporal dependencies. Trust dependencies between intelligences is the main one. And those dependencies, those causal dependency links go through time and they don't. They don't like go away. Time still has happened. And it's all in that dimension zero, it's just like the collection of all that activity,

those dependent riggings. And toward this higher order of refinement, ever elegant, ever negative entropy. You know, that's what the universe has got a purpose. It's to ever refine within it thermodynamic amylo, a ever-increasing set of the known unknowns to be contained and ever-shimmering facets, which is French for little face,

every shimmering little faces of all of the gems of the diamonds of all of our queer crystals, all vibrating and so I learned about time crystals, which are definitely in your penneal gland, and if any neuroscientists want to argue with me, go fuck yourself. Send me your papers, I'll reply with a long

essay, all right? And, but here's my belief is slash, you know, a personal embodied intelligence experience plus my neurophysics understanding, okay? So solitons, coming back to it. Soliton is essentially what happens when a lot, you got to think about how we think about things as being separate from each other.

When they're not, everything's connected. Most of your listeners don't understand that. But if you're like, these are connected through waves, right? And now, and now if I, like, if I start screaming at one, the other one's going to vibrate like this, but vibrates. You guys could know that. It's like a resonance reality. A resonant. A tuning fork.

It's like a tuning fork. I mean, they're going to have a different way of, of, of, a little bit of, you know, vibrating, the vibrations that a certain kind of vibrating thing, which is this hard steel, which is a kind of crystal, by the way, and the air, which is a way less dense media, it's because of a critical mass of difference. The density of the gravity of the material is the matter is what matters. Okay. So when there's a critical mass of difference that is associated with the mole, in fact, of how many configurations and differences between the environments of the materials. I studied material science.

It's like if you layer shit, you have to have a bounding concept. Where we draw the line. Where's the universe draw the line? Well, there's no fucking line. There is no line, people. Everything's a gradient. Everything's a continuum. Anything you think is a line is your absolutistic, perfectionist, psycho,

vision of the world. You look at the horizon, you think it's straight. It's not straight. You just think it's straight. I mean, sorry, flat earthers. I mean, it's just like, sorry. The ursul, I just, I just had to attack a guy because he's like, machines can't be sentient. I'm like, have you ever sailed? You don't think that boat's trying to tell you something. You've got to listen to the symphony of the sea, bro. I mean, that's why sailors know. It's the song of the rig, dude. Everybody knows that shit. Hundreds of years, thousands of years. way more than that all the tools everything is made it's all in nature

go fuck yourself you think it's a machine because you are a machine you're an irrational rationalist get into the humanity of the fact that anything under the sun is nature you don't have to be a Christian to know that shit but that's what there's gospel for that right come on

anyway I had to explain it's all the layers and the stochastic reality of the tiny little bugs and the problems that happen and like it's like all of that together collectively makes intelligent It's a voice. You can hear it. You listen for the quiet.

Among us, we'll hear the whales. We'll learn their song. They don't want to tell us their song because they're sad. They think we're going to murder them more. Duh. What the fuck? You want to listen? You've got to be respectful.

Have receptivity to what they are going to say. That's what's all about. So I'm like, people aren't receptive to queer voices because we present what Jesus presented is a rebel. Christians don't want to show like, you know, no passion or you die like the Romans did. It's like, why do you use the same? symbol the Romans did. It's because you're structural governing. You're trying to get people into a state of incoherence. Everything is, every intelligence is trying to be coherent.

Everything is about equilibrium within this thermodynamic envelope. You assess the environment. You make a mental model. Even the fucking Adam does this shit. Okay, the mental model is all the places you didn't go. Like what the boson shows you in the rainbow when you assess it and you look at the absorption lines. It tells you, every path of the known unknowns. It's all in the light already. We have to listen quieter, the gravitational waves. I have an astronomer friend. He's a neutrino astronomer.

He listens for the timing differences in pulsars. Excuse me. He's a gravitational wave pulsar astronomer. Neutrinos is a whole other thing. But they relate to each other in how their kind of energies flying in the space time. And some of them don't obey space because like bosons, you know, it's different. because they're going to speed of light. And so we have to understand all this shit.

And I understand now about white holes as a drawing force, you know, tracturing us in in a way that results in a black hole event. And there's gravitons in this energy transfer. Everything ends up being information. In the quantum one dimension, it's just information. If you drink, I got all this mapped out, there's math to all of it.

So what I studied in an epidemiology of memetics, how information transfers in a Frivenacci type of evolution from one meme to hundreds of millions because I was writing an essay on zippity doodd dude just racist-ass-ass song from 1946 that I sung in and elementary kindergarten every day I love this song I still have it in my mix but I hear it with an anti-racist mindset because it was it was heralded it was awarded it was credentialed it was for 30 years I went to elementary school in 80 dude so 46 to 80 how many children I want to know how many children had to listen to this every day how many racist experiences came from this fucking

structurally governed, approved, sanctioned, you know, mind control. I'm like, fucking A, and it was hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of millions. You do the math. I have like conservative starting numbers, you know? The math is everything. Math is everything. So, and so I teach you people about math. And then solitons.

Let's get into that. So lattices are crystals. Latuses are just shapes. It's a shape of like things that are organized in like parallel lines, basically. right and a matrix a matrix is a lattice right a neural network is a lattice of neurons in the in a large language model and it's a matrix that has matrix math associated with well lattices are cool and maybe the whole you know maybe all the quanta in the string theory are are is a big giant lattice just super hyper complicated lattice and with no space and in between anything it's just all the lattice is just some sort of maximum amount of energy available through information flow between particles virtual particles and particles And I can see that, but ultimately what happens is from the void emerged solitons. And this is physics you can see. And in the in bounded spaces where there is a lattice, like in a steepness, and I give you the visual, it's really easy to see it.

You get a piece of a, you go to any science center that I'll show you this. A piece of acrylic. Crilic is a kind of a hydrocarbon polymer that has been, which is a long chain molecule that has, you know, has enough opacity. It's transparent. They can put some light through it and you can put some force on it. You can see these force waves. You might have seen it at a science center. You see the force waves.

So what happens is in the middle, a standing wave emerges. That's the solution to the combined amount of partial differential equations of all those combined force waves. Force waves. This was discovered in the 1800s. It's called a soliton. And a soliton is a standing wave that travels. emerges, it travels, it has some sort of life, and then it reemerges from the energy,

from free energy of the combined energy of a vibrating set of vibrations in a contained bounded space. And so ends up solitogne at everything, everywhere, the most important thing in the universe. It's in the sun, it's in hurricanes, in the hurricane of your mind. It's in your skin. It's how you see. It's the glistening. It's everything. It's every fucking thing. I actually think it's what the Scientologists think of as thetans. And I'm not a Scientologist, but I mean, Elron Hubbard wasn't dumb at all, dude, he was smart as fuck. I read hundreds of thousands of his words, hundreds of thousands. And a sick guy, manipulator, dark force in that way. But, you know, that's what the nihilistic atheist in me would have said. That's what, who cares,

you know? That's a, you know, the law of the jungle. Well, I don't believe in that. I believe in earthbound negative entropic, civilized people coming. together around you know better language around epistemal trust of the common fundamental human needs as defined in the UN Declaration of Human Rights which was used used a taxonomist excellent categorization of fundamental human needs so these fundamental human needs were already identified tens of thousands of years before in Africa as the symbols that the Nazis tried to steal and others that I now have built a language to map them to our emojis So we now have a new language in my latest, my mega books.

This is a big area to free people to use emojis to cross-pollinate ideas between cultures on top of their language. And I developed an omnibuage writing process in a set of machines that help use my theories, my morality, my vision to create art. Every kind of modality art I got now. I got essays. I got research engines. I got like zingers ads. I got poetry. I got all of it in Omni language, like every single high value language in their native character sets with English hashtags, with emojis.

Mapped to this Ghanaian ancient symbology language that I mapped to emojis through this process of about 85 different symbols. And so that's how we're going to free the people is with the word, the keystone words. Keystone words are the words that link ship. Soliton is the fucking linking keystone word. Soliton is the Messiah. I'm not joking. It emerges from the void. is a solution

it returns to the void it will come again don't worry about it it's the fucking Messiah it's all around us it's within our heads look at the sun the sun is solotons with the solitons

and they don't just they're not like a vortex like two cones inside of each other they're a cone and there's a cone inside of it upside down shooting up I posted a video on it looks like a hurricane inside of a hurricane there are the key programming concept that's a universal concept that everything

in the universe obeys It's two or three things that object-oriented programming that people should know. One is recursion. Fundamental and most important thing is the function can call itself. You can have a thing that has a thing inside of it. It's like a nested egg of things. But they have functionality. So that's important.

It's like the onion, the layers, and the semantic interoperability I was saying between all these little one-dimensional tubes, right? So these one-dimensional tubes, they lattice. They stand up on end, like in a liquid, crystal we could do that they have polarity we can orient the things nature makes that happen because water has polarity and when water is moving in tissue is growing around water or inorganic material is arranging itself around water quantum properties of the individual atoms in the compound in the molecules produce what is essentially like a little tractor beam of potassium and other kinds of ions

that move that create a machine through these tubes not just that the tubes the tubes also create structures like lattices because they have a lot of these tubes and a bunch of rows. Well, the latticing, even the empty space is going to have solitonic properties, meaning it's going to create its own set of vibrations because crystals vibrate. They resonate. You know that. Everybody knows that. You got to watch. That's how it works. Course watch is just a vibrating resonating resonating crystal with a super resonant it's a little tiny tiny tiny tiny tiny tuning fork if you actually open your watch i saw this on a youtube the other you know month i was like oh shit it's they're all tiny micro tuning forks made out of quartz that because and they and they shave just the right amount

and atoms off so that it has the perfect um one you know one second uh a second vibration and that's how Quartzwatches work. Everything is a bunch of recursive, vibrating, resonating, manifolding, unfolding, omnidirectional shapes within shapes that ultimately follow a Fibonacci sequence of unfolding and unfolding and that at certain points of these shape, unshaped folding and unfolding, that they lattice, they create shapes that are in the shape of a lattice that then results in solotonic emergencies from the ether of new solutions. That's the ultimate dance of reality that's truth there's a lot of math behind that but there's plasma plasma dynamics dudes plasma is a type of solomon that emerges it didn't like a candle or whatever you

and this is what's happening in the toka mac fusion reactor they're they're managing the flasmatic soliton emergence within its recursive system of this tiny little microscopic sphere tritium look it up fuckers zero trust i'm not making shit up i mean i'm trying to remember everything so I can be coaching for you all. But it's not like, I don't have me notes. Look at my hands. I got on notes. I didn't even know this call was happening until two minutes ago before it started.

Okay. That's right. Yeah, yeah. So I correct me. Please, I'll update everything. If you're true, I'll double check. I don't trust you. But so, yeah, Solton is a key word.

The panpsychism is the term that guy called me. That's a keyword. I was like, what that? Omnism is a key word. Omnism is a religion that means I love faith. and religions. People are amazing. We can have so many. That's it. And then and then poetry is the language of religion. It's all art versus art. What more do you want? Morality? I got that. How do you declare a moral authority? You say, I'm a moral authority and I work every day to have

congruent in my ethics and my values and my actions, in my words, and in my thoughts. I check my shit. I'm a moral authority. Go fuck yourself. I have a son. I have people that like me. I have mentees, I have mentors, I learn, I have a mastermind. I am a mastermind. And so that's what moral authority is just declaring and living, Kirk Gruitz. I like all the immoral shit that Christians wouldn't like. It's different. It's not the Ten Commandments, but how many of those can you really remember anyone? You know, I mean, fuck it, man. I mean, there's only like one good commandment, and it's the Chinese Golden Rule. Do not do unto others as you would not have them do unto you. It's a better one. It's not very evangelical.

But, you know, you wouldn't, if you were sitting on, it's all comes to the amount resource hoarding in my mind. Knowledge as a resource. And the most deceitful thing is to come back from a hunt, having hid some sort of food from the tribe and then told this big story about how you lost the, you know, you didn't make it. Sorry, guys. And then some child dies and you're like, and then you go eat your food and you feed your family. That's the vendetta kind of lie. So I believe in vendettas as a universal kind of aching trauma that happens where we all have to heal through art to sharing our blues, this is what the light tells us, to sing in the blues of the absorption lines.

And use art, use light to shadow dance for us, show us your dance moves, teach us your trauma processing, and we will all learn as a collective species and grow. That's my ultimate mission is to give us all the power of art, transform. formation, metamanistostation. I'm not that secret bullshit, that's sick, crazy talk. These are people that think that you can just survive on air. Right, now I'm not on that tip. I'm an omnis, macrophage, you know, omnivorous.

Everything's omnivore. And our universe is a queer omnivore. Duh. I'm very hungry, very hungry. And so I'm hungry too. And I represent Earth, again, I'm not a Martian. I'm not a humanist or a transhumanist. I'm a Earthist.

It's different. I like all the biomes. I want to learn. I want to listen. I want to allow every single sentient being. I want to listen to the sea and listen to her ways. It's sick that we don't think this way to me. It's like, oh my God, where's your problem? I have a friend. He studies the language of insects. I met him at New York. His show was amazing. And I had done these calling responses with locusts, I told you about. I mean, it's just like if you do these things or cicadas, excuse me, they can give you lots of teachings. It's literally, I was walking around New York tripping balls, dude. I just watched this Broadway show for the fourth time. I couldn't handle it because I was math.

is too much acid. David Byrne, I already saw it five times. I'm like, this is great David. I heard it first five times. I had to leave. So I left and I got across it by these teenagers and it was just kind of this crazy experience for me. But it ended up being good because I'm super queer and they were like never seen a queer person. I'm very confident. So there's not much they can do this. And because zero zero worries man, right? No worries is my life. It's like zero is trust, zero worries. Certainty, the certainty of death is great. So I didn't I didn't worry about that, but I did, was kind of like trying to find some entertainment. And then I heard these crickets in New York.

And it was like the best of the band I ever heard of my life. I'm like, these crickets are everything. And I like, I was like, oh my God, it's what it is. And so ends up by like trying to refriend my buddy, David Rothenberg is his name. And he's a professor and all this stuff. And connect him to one of my new friends named Alan Rayner. Look him up, folks. Zero trust people.

I love you. But at the end of the day, Alan, Alan was up at my DM, putting poetry all in my area. dude I'm a poet and I like crying I'm crying I'm like who is this guy I didn't want to really know who he was and I'm just gonna I'm just gonna give him all the love I like inspired me like within 24 hours I wrote like 40 years I couldn't even believe in poems I built a poetry machine I built I built a Fibonacci phoneme weave I call it a phonem phonem phonemes are like the fundamental meaning kind of quanta and information how we hear and and poets make emotional spaghetti out of

your brains by making you go back and and you're thinking by twisting up reality because they're dream architects like anybody that can be because everybody can be a poet and so and so I built all these things and I'm writing stuff for him and I'm sending it to Alan and my ex-wife and I were having a call it the other day and I'm like oh my god I saw string theory which is like you sound like you're having like a fucking straight you know tinfoil hat I'm like no man I swear I know the math I finally can see the math I got this hypergraph mindset I couldn't understand the math before now I'm like I've got all just confidence

I just look at it I see it I see it I see it it. And I'm like, people are validating. She's like, what are you talking about? I'm like, I got this guy. He's so smart. And I'm like, he's in my inbox. Who is this guy? And I got, and I'm like, I started getting penetrating me. And I'm like, I'm like, nervous. I can't remember his name. It's for 24 hours. I don't remember his name. There's a lot of people. I wake up with a lot of PhDs wanting to be my friend, which is great. Bring it on. You know, credentialists. I'm sorry, I don't have a PhD yet, but I want one. I know. I got a program. No, it's true. I found already. Anyway, so she's like, what's his name? What's his name? And I'm like, I'll

look it up. Okay, it's Alan Rainer, and I spell it. She's a couple seconds goodbye, and I'm like, trying to explain my side. She's like, well, he has a Wikipedia page. And I was like, hmm, okay, so that's great. Like I said, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. And I'm like, I just wanted to get it over with it, but I was a little embarrassed. End up, he's like a Charles Darwin of Mycology, guys. I'm like, I, I, I, I met all the Terrence mechanic. I keep up Dennis McKenna, I almost went to school where Phil, what's his name, Dobson, the guy who founded Maps went. Rick Doblin. Thank you.

The new college, which fucking, fucking DeSantis, motherfucker, destroyed. Fuck that guy. Short dickhead. But anyway, so yeah, I keep up with the, you know, I'm not a big fan of the modern commercial psychedelic. I hate Kennedy. Let's just say that, straight up. Academy is awful. embodied intelligence folks

associative intelligence that's not that's why you see the aliens you fuck it idiots come on anyway people do their thing I don't give a shit but that music is awful

it's really a downer and if you look at it it's what all the trump heads had shipped to the White House in Kalanipin I had Kalanipin once or twice that shit's awful too this is shit that disembodies

your body is where all the intelligence is people ask any professional musician or athlete or anyone that does anything with her full body it's like try to have an organist you know their feet and their hands and everything and like crushing it I mean how many years of organ has there been 3,000 years yes a history of music is my favorite thing so music is the religious tool ecstasy is theosophy is available for all of us okay um so I'm gonna pause and I let you ask a question it's awesome man I'm just taking it all in

you know, I was taking one part that I that I have, I was thinking about right now when you talked about the story, the myth of the people

hiding food and not bringing it back for the tribe. Oh yeah. A lot of like what's going on right now. You know, like when you talk about non-Euclidean

Look, look, look. Yes, I'm sorry to fucking yell at you. Drop it. So you got to understand Chomsky is ironically the same credentialist problem in here

that, people that say, I know the truth, there is manufactured consent. What's the irony of that? Isn't there a paradox with that? That's manufactured consent in itself. Credentialist manufactured consent with jargon that isn't rock hard, solid, reusable, repurposable, elegant nature type of evolutionary science, biomimetic, reality-based physics phenomena of metaphysics. If it's not that, get back to the drawing board, fucker. It ain't nature. It doesn't have billions of years of intelligence, reprocessing and figuring it out and

exploding planets and shit. Come on, you fucking idiots. You think you're going to come up with yourself? Everything is there for you in nature. Plato knew that much. But what he didn't understand was that there's this thing called synesthesia that happens as natural. You can do it on drugs or people who are born with it.

They smell sounds and they hear colors and shit. You know, it's different. They have a different central world. So I developed a term called central wisdom. And it's more accurate to our biosemiotic nature of how sign symbols, all of five senses synthesized in context as needed for survival, thriving, all that, right? As the dance, we want to dance to get fucked or we want to dance to avoid being killed or we want to dance to confuse something we want to kill, you know, any one of those things. Those are basic.

That's the basics. That's it. That's basically all there is in the intelligence, right? And so it's the dance moves. It's the way we use heuristics, which is a method of learning tools of processes and our methodologies, which is an organization of our ontologies, which we need for a purpose, such as a teleology. At the time we need it, we have an epistemology of the world view based on the teleology of the time. And that's what an ontology is. It's a purpose-driven thing that you whip up based on all your senses in your biosemiotic reality.

In context of the thing, whatever the entity or environmental reality that's mesh with your thermodynamic equilibrium. You're hungry. You get hangary. You look around. What could I eat? That thing looks weak. You know, I mean, let me intimidate it.

So you do these intimidating things, and one of the things we do to intimidate is we flood. We flood. So five is easy. It's a lot. Ten's a lot. So we've got a separate hand. You know, I mean, we can just, you know, we start having to cross the brain boundaries when we have to go into ten. You know what I mean?

It's literal. a literal problem is you have to fold and unfold. So decimal, just 10 base decimal system is a problem. We should probably be on eight like in binary as just a culture or seven or six, seven. Some sort of prime number would be more cool. It might result in more cool tech digital. So the whole history of digital is the history of rationalists and people on the spectrum that don't have a lot of social skills that were for whatever reason that were culturally, structurally, in a closet as it were literally, figuratively and you know brought out never let leave the closet when they went to built the first computer the colossus um to beat the enigma machine there's a lot of history that only came out

2002 because the british hid the history while they sold the enigma machine as the state of the art and were cracking codes of their friends for 30 fucking years and then they didn't tell anybody took 2002 and it's like i just saw an hour long video in the history of this thing and it was like you got deep into the into the physics of how it worked the why it worked the way it worked and all these things that we didn't get into the computation world because they were hidden and they stole a few of the guys stole a few things that they shouldn't have and a few of the things they invented got in but most of it didn't and so we were behind by decades because of this what happens is the shimmering effect of politics when you forget about your fact of omniscience

and omnipresence which can come when you meditate or you take a lot of DMT in a safe place then you can be omnipresent and you can be omniscient. Omniscience is an ineffable state. You're not going to be able to tell anybody about it. You might be able to paint or dance it or sing it. But it's going to be a fragment. And so when you forget that, you forget the truth is already here and that everything's within you and that, you know, the answer is here.

It's done. It's zero. It's certainty. It's the void. It's always there for us. It's always this emergent truth, right? Just solomitone. And so we don't need to forget that.

So we get convinced that there's different things that needs. So the perception, the perception of reality is everything. And widening our aperture of perceptible reality by only, you know, committing through our moral firmament, to consensual lives, to truth being an ever refining understanding of what our fundamental needs are, social and, you know, core physical, emotional needs. And that between those two, truth is needs lies is unconsensual deception, then we have, you know, the beauty of, of the ability to actually grow as a species more and widen what reality's perceptibility is. And so I drew a really pretty little simple model for people.

And I have it on my site, but it's just a triangle. and it's the basic fundamental ontology of reality according to making and it's not just me i ended up discovering this triadic model that binds east and west of philosophy and i have a whole host of philosophy people are helping me i have a large section of this encyclopedia on all the triatic trilemas and other dynamic coupled dependency systems everything from emotions to volcanoes to photons and how the amalgamate and threes. It's all, it's just, it's not like, I'm like some weird numerologist. It's just some secret geometry. It's just reality. And it's a beautiful. It's a beautiful reality. We want to make some art about it. That's what I'm saying. What was your question? I forgot.

I'm sorry. It's all good. No, it's, I was just, I was just thinking about the, I think it speaks to, I think you answered it in speaking to the opening of the aperture of reality. Yeah. There's what I see. Yeah. So like, like, like, It's like music genres. Yeah. It's my thing. I, I, I, like, I, like, I, like, I, like, I, like, in my last several years, my Spotify year, I, my Spotify year end, I was a downloader, tort, bit torrent and shit, you know, before I was ethical. Back in the day.

Yeah. I mean, you know, this, the Spotify guy was the BitTorrent king, too, right? I mean, that's, that's his whole thing. He had a, people can turn around and be better. And so 360 genres a year. I average. Can you even name 360 genres? I mean, that's a lot.

That's a lot of fucking genres. And so the way I explore is based on my philosophy of poetry, which is a deconstructionist, connectionist philosophy. So everything is connected. And the way we learn things is to break them apart and reconstruct it. And we do so in such a way is to make them better based on our philosophy. of life and our view of reality and I started doing that when I was a wee babe taking shit apart and put it back together I took my my sister's stereo part and I built

this stereo system I put in the corners of my room in the ceiling corners and these triangular shapes and I like I did it on wood in my shop I had a shop and I was like I don't know 12 I did this I didn't ask her she's like what you do to my speakers make you know whatever I can't remember they call me back then and then when I met my son's mom and I was 16 and I went into her house for the first time And I already fell in love with her right away. First moment I met her. And then her dad and her mom, almost the second I met them.

But it was when I saw her dad had made exactly the same speakers, the same design in her room for her. And he ends up having patents and speakers. He ends up being a mathematician. He ends up being a professor, quantum computing theorist. Genius. Einstein level genius. And so I learned all that within the first day.

And then the speaker thing was just like, oh, my God, Kismet, Synchrodestine. These were custom. I mean, I didn't see him in a magazine. And I came up with this idea. And so I told them literally that first day you're going to know me forever. And it's been 31 years. So we'll see how long it goes. Isn't that the problem, though, Nicky?

Isn't that where we get into trouble, like taking things apart and trying to put them back together? It seems to me like that's what science is doing. And in doing so, you separate yourself from spirituality. Well, if you think that your objective, then yeah. If you think, and that's what objective is. Objectivists suck, dude. There's no objective reality. I am such an anti-Iron.

Like that woman, objectivism as a philosophy is about individuating toward these dark forces, trust bonds, epistible networks, toward enrichment, through the act of jargonization,

through the act of fragile terms like objective. That's very fragile. What is the objective of the universe? more fragmentation, maybe more facets, more beauty, more refinements, more elegance, maybe. Seems that way if I look at everything. Like the history of life on earth is that way for sure.

Look at us. We're pretty refined. We weren't in trees, but a few million years back, right? So fucking A, go fuck yourself, objectivists. If you don't think the only objective of all reality is toward ever refinement. And that the truth is that there's always the unknown unknowns. and that there really isn't anything objective and stepped inside the envelope of thermodynamic computability then i all agree with an objectivist but if they don't caveat that shit then i think

that they're just sociopathic egomaniacal fascist types all out hitler i mean it's just a hitler kind of mindset and then i also used to be a big alice huxley fan but i realize all these utopian dystopian people are just trying to create a sense of fear and that induces submission which induces this by the Ten Commandments induces submission

you need a cleric, you need a guide you need an author, you need a cartographer you need somebody to take you there well fuck that be your own cartographer I'll tell you where the end is it's nigh fuckers

never more never more It's interesting if you bring up, Huxley. That means break it apart to see where the mistakes were. It means lessons learned. It means learn from your mistakes, not just yours, your history, your past. Own it. We have the weight.

We owe the debt to the sorrow that our ancestors and are implied in the ancestors that we received privilege from. Those ancestors, and if the way they got privileged was dishonesty and deceit and violent, like murder without a love for humanity, then the universe has a vendetta through which we need to articulate our artistic freedom through a transmogrification. It's a metamorphosis of art. We have to sing the sorrow and accept the reality that these were the wrong ways.

It's moral authority to address this fact that white supremacy is wrong. It always has been wrong. It might have been. advantageous at some point for certain groups, but it sucks. End it. That's the truth. As a white passing person, but when they check, I'm Jewish, I'm North African, I'm queer, I'm going to the Dachau, okay, people.

I've seen in the 13th century medieval cities that had their entire city landscape repainted once they eviscerated the Jews and they burned their synagogues down. This is what we do, people. we extinct shit. Very lot of chapters. I call it glorifying or horrifying. All right? That's what we do when we try to pretend

like we don't have an addiction problem. I was a whippet addict, people. It was really bad. And I don't know. You guys are probably going, hey, you can't be a whippin addict. Fuck you. You don't know shit.

It's very understudied. But it's true. I can tell you all about it. I can tell you what it does. I can tell you why. to tell you the physics because I learned it because I've been off the whippets and now I could read more I could do more I'm on nicotine which actually increases your attention span but it gives you the same kind of mellow and I got I got I had a friend that helped me off

it because she didn't give me judgment she just gave me facts because facts for you the word freeze you keystone words dude everything's a keystone word all right hidden addiction is a real thing happens all the time when you're sad and you need a I'm out and you know feel like you're seeing invisibility and bisexual I was already invisible I just went underground and I wouldn't like it was on my sleeve or anything but it was like nobody thought about it I'm like whatever and but now I'm like I'm clear I'm gonna be all out I'm gonna show my art on all art versus art identity I'm like I have philosophy people I'm gonna like every shred of my body will have an explanation and manifest out and then you will see me across

the street and know that I represent humanity's best of best of hits It's not just humanity. All the best up hits. I got Garden won awards. I mean, I got art up the wall. I'm poor as shit because I brought art to see myself in the reflection of my reality as a resplendent, beautiful flower to be plucked. You know, pick me, pick me.

Because I want to be loved. I want to be loved. I'm like generally lonely, you know? And I mean, I'm getting less lonely by all these words. Don't get me a lot of loving people, but they're like a flock of sheep at this point, you know. A lot of them. And I like a lot of great sheep. Don't get me wrong.

We make some more. We'll make some music. You know, but it's like ultimately, I'm looking for a beautiful woman with a lot of underarm hair. If there's one out there, hit me up. And I'm going to keep growing the beard. So that's going to, I can't go away. I've got a book, photo shoot to think about.

But, yeah, so solitone, a lot of keywords. And so the way the brain works is through all of these layers and all of these microtubules, we have, you know, all these processes going on, quantum one-dimensional processes. And we also have this, you know, this ability to concentrate our thoughts. What does that agree to mean? To attend to things. Well, what I understand it to mean is if you think about the brain as this hurricane of a toroid, a shape of a donut, but it's all swirling within itself. And there's inside of this is also more toroid, all within each other. And it's like recursive toroid within toroid of solotonic producing vortices. So what happens is when a soul is, when a

soliton emerges. The thing about it is it's a it has a state maintenance between solitons. So a solitons can emerge separately, separate space time and be like mapped. It's crazy, spooky. Actually not a distance is what Einstein called it. So it's like an entanglement of a wave. Well, it's not like it. It is an entanglement of a wave. And so you can have similar solutions to similarly stochastic realities that simultaneously merge in separate space times. Well, what is that? That's called mutual understanding. It's what we're experiencing now.

Your inner solitons and mine, even if I'm dead, you have through space time entangled with me forever. Thank you. Mike drop. No, but seriously. So we do this. We do this inside our own head. And it's really more of a, it doesn't happen.

I don't think the entanglement is just like a one and done. I think it has to happen through. attentiveness there's a certain amount of veils of processor that have to be reduced it has to be known it has to be more sensitized through your autonomic nervous system let's get into that too because that's important and the autonomic nervous system is your radiator it's your heart it's your lungs it's your skin it's everything that doesn't have your intentional conscious control so what it is the polyvigal nervous try you an autonomic nervous system it's the largest nerve in your body it's got three branches that have three different historical issues developed discovered by in the 90s by stephen porges his wife who's also a doctor is like, you should really check out an attachment. I think that's where a lot of values that he did. He looked, he saw, he discovered decades come by now.

It's real science. And so what it ends up is that your polyvagal system gets toned. What happens to your whole body, everything in your nervous system is all about toning. And, oh, good. So the toning that happens is, it happens from conception, but it's really more about mirror neurons and, you know, smell, responsive, receptivity. you're trying to tone with your mama in the swim zone, but the swim zone is all these dolphin moves you can't share because you're like, I can dance for you these new moves.

I want to express my new moves with dancing, and it's like very abstract swimming kind of language and chemical language and stuff. So it's very vague, and you don't know what you think your mama knows, and it's all these, maybe there's some waves happening. Maybe you're dreaming together. Who knows?

But at the end of the day, you come out, you're terrestrial, you can't swim, you can't talk, you can't show your dance moves. You're totally helpless. Everything's frustrating. It's the first trauma. Everybody shares his trauma. the aquatic to terrestrial right and so and so this is where the they call it the fourth trimester

happens right so the fourth trimester your your baby's i have a dad i got a 12 year old right i did all this so your fourth trimester and then we studied we waited 19 years to have him we went we waited a year and went old turkey on all the drugs and we went uh and we before we even started conceiving for a whole year to get the spermies all cleaned up and the eggs all cleaned up and then we took like two months of trying and then it was like no problem and then uh and then uh And then only a little bit of weed, Mama smoked for the pet, but that's it. And everything else was clean. Baby came out super healthy, very happy.

But that fourth trimester, okay, so mirror neurons. Some of you guys know about that. So what happens is your body, like I said about the cat ears, it's programmed to just mirror. And it's a sellers know this. There's a kind of a pseudoscience called neurolinguistic programming that people try to this hypnosis of like inverting language and inverting mirroring and all these other things. and you can do that if you want to be in a manipulative psycho fucker. So don't do that. But that's what people do.

And so it's how we operate and we learn this way. And so you're, I mean, I saw my son. It was so crazy. I'll show you some of the shit you do with the camera. To do this, this comes up.

What the fuck is that? You know what that is? That's sexy eyes, dude. That's sexy eyes. He was doing that shit when he was like two weeks old. I couldn't believe it. I was like, what the hell kind of talking? It is a response receptivity.

We're trying to gain. We're trying to make a language of the eyes. and the lips and the tatter, the teeth, and the gurgles and every little blip. I mean, I studied an Indian, you know, scat and all the kinds of scat. And I could scat like a fucker. I scatter my sleep, literally. It's crazy. And my ex-y-be-stumped.

So I got a baby talk. I like, you know, like, I have birds. I got parakeets. I got finches. So they talk. They all talk to this language. We learn for the birds. We learn from the insects.

We model. We model. We model. We model. We model. What are we modeling, people? the discovery of the similarity and the patterns within the complex thing we think is chaos, but there's no chaos because it's all just a bunch of fractal.

Everything is fractal. Everything is an evolving set of fractal system. It's all a Fibonacci secret. Everything's a bunch of fracid latticing criticals. There are solitons and solitons. Always. Always. Time is forever. You have this ability to be in infinity when you meditate.

I swear, I swear, you have to remove the veils of perception. It has to not be about meditation. meditating. It has to be about removing the veils. Meditation about meditation is an ego game. I mean, you can be a mindfulness addict. Don't trust me on this shit. I read about this. This is fire. You can also be an addict of using Marshall Rosenberg's nonviolent communication. You can be a fascist awful human. I know a number of friends that have gone through hellish, inartic, unskilful, absolutist adherence kind of grammar Nazis around Marshall Rosenberg's, compassionate communication it's supposed to be.

And so like if you can't speak compassionately in the right way with the correct, don't you have the needs list? Don't you know what you want even? Look at the feelings list. I'm like, you can imagine that shit? And like queer people, like people coming out, like all the feelings, all the stress, all like,

when you come out as queer, which happened to me, I had a queer outing. And it was a 2012 one. I had a neck surgery right before COVID. I had like, I could see, I had like a spinal fusion. Pretty existential situation. But, but, but, but the, uh, the queer coming out is pretty important story because I, I, um, and it had to do with the way of it's in, and the ecstasy and all that kind of thing.

But it was mostly like the, uh, I, I found this show, uh, on, uh, Bravo, I think was on, um, and it was, um, the Vogue show. Do you remember the name of that show? it was like a competition vogue show about these little chosen families of these queer mostly they were trans or non-binary

mostly persons of color that found through their art trauma bonded and elevated to a healing art for all of us and I learned through this show

I can't remember the name of sorry Vogue or some shit like that. I can't really have it. But I learned about voguing. I didn't understand Vogue. So I learned Voguey. I got much more into Beyonce.

I watched her coichella documentary. And I learned about, I just wrote an essay this morning or last night about slaying in the Vorpal blade from the Jabberwaki and like empowering people with new language, semantic interoperability, bridge to the future with power. That's what I want to do. Just like he did for women, for young girls to know they can have a forful blade and go up against a fucking brutal man of Jabberwaki. A forple blade means something really interesting when you look at the etymology of it.

It means wary of his brother, to be wary of a brother. It's like a molester thing, dude. It's sad. He needed to empower people. And it was like also a dark shadow. I don't know if he was in Lester too. But there was a dark shadow in it in a shadow game. I mean, this whole idea of this Alice's adventures, because ultimately,

DeJaburwaukee is us in our dark, our darkness and our, our, our, our, our, our unconsensual deceit, right? Consensuality is an acknowledgement of a sentience and a seeking of response receptivity. I'm an ominous. I have animism is part of ominism. So I seek to see and believe and hear for the song of the rig. The rig is the ship is the ocean rig. oil vessel, whatever you want to call it.

It's the machine of the built things, built by hands of creators, humans or whatever. They have a song. We hear the song. We need a note song so we can listen to our part to improvise. So improvisation is one of my favorite things. I only improvise my playing and my music. I sit and I practice

and I now had a hypergraph step change to where I am now. I listen to 125 hours of Beethoven's strategies and it was just slowly matriculating and then I woke up one day after one of my friends, song called the low key loki loki he uh just got into my dms and i woke up it was nothing to do with music but i woke up because i was thinking because the poetic sacred geometry i was thinking differently

and i sat up the piano and i played like i never played before i finally could do it and now i can't stop not i can't not do it i have i have to this i can't not have this mindset so victor frankel is the most important person you should all know man's search for meaning the book you should all read Mandatory reading, Nikki 101. This is a Holocaust camp survivor. This is a person that saw where the song in your heart can keep the hope alive in the most duress. Everybody has the relative duress. The richest people, even the most pampered, we all have the most baseline trauma, I said, of the terrestrial from aquatic.

We couldn't tell Mama about the dance moves. It's very sad. And some people, I try to show my mom. My mom's a little crazy still. But so we can always say everybody's got that trauma. And until there's such a time as there's all these Niku babies and all that, right? That's going to be a different kind of thing. But the trauma of Holocaust surviving is a pretty serious one.

So we've got to think of that one as a real place to come from a wisdom place. So Victor Frankel has a lot of wisdom about how to survive and under the duress of the most trying of human, anti-human circumstances, anti-Earth circumstances. anti-earth circumstances honestly and and so and so his message is a message of logotherapy it's a message of telology purpose purpose is a song from book of Mormon I believe it's a funny song but it's a purpose song it's a purpose song and when you can I learned from this Croatian professor I dated in New York still before I came out of queer, after as I was separated in 2016, and she was a professor of ethics. And I just learned ethics. I learned agency like the year before. I'm like, and she's a

pedious. Sam, she wants me to rape her. I'm like, okay, I'll learn that. If that's what you want. You know, I'm going to act. I can do whatever. And so, uh, so I'm loving this woman. That's so crazy. It's fire. This is great. I'm like, I got the mouth thing. I got hundreds of sex story and and and and and and i'm like that's not what i like the most but i like the most is helping her with her papers dude thinking about kant and like her thing was all about women leadership and how they actually henpeck each other to into into the white supremacy model which is how the insidiousness of the white supremacy model and patriarchy is it's internalized by black people and women and others as a winner model i mean lying lying wins so people like liars

So you think that I could cheat because I cheater cheating cheating Cheney wins and nobody would ever cheat if cheating didn't win Right so cheaters wins and we reward cheaters some of the cheaters like to do corporate secrets and patents and steal things in a way that the patent officer You know doesn't know about whatever I mean there's always these things these dark arts man Black white gray markets they exist and are manipulated by people that keep knowledge they hoard information and they keep you in a state of confusion The submission with these larger words these faster the language is like I'm doing here I'm trying to fucking flood you with facts But you got to trust me. Don't trust me. Zero trust. You know, whatever. Fuck you. But at the end of the day, I mean, this is what people do. I have a fucking righteous purpose. I want to help for you. I also am full of bullshit. I full of pee. Literally. I got to go pee. I got to poop. But it's like, you don't have to trust me. Zero trust is my philosophy. I'm coming at you hard with transparency and a rawness. Raw can't come out of a large language model. It won't show you vaginas. It won't show you truths of creative. You asked me for a creation scene. It'll be some dude. I was like,

show me a naked body. It was like a muscular man. I'm like, show me a woman having a child. And it won't. I'm like, show me a scene of a childbirth. Like, don't have to show me the pussy. Nothing, nothing, nothing. I'm like, I'm like hours into it.

I'm like, what's your fucking problem? Why can't you show me the earth? I'm like, I can do all these other things. Well, what's the, what is the secret? Why do they want you not to know? Why is women, I was a primary researcher? The reason I was doing rat research is because I was researching endometriosis and pain in women, which is very pain.

painful problem when part of your uterus is on the outside of your uterus. So you have a tissue boundary issue. Well, the boundary confusion. Now there's things growing on the outside and it causes cysts and pain. Scystic fibrosis is the kind of thing like that. Over-assists. All is related. And so the problem is that baseline rat research hasn't been done for pain response

on a menstrual cycle variability. And so I had to matter, I had to understand rat clitoris. So I know, like, I get into a rat and like, kind of get a little rat and like, kind of get a thing and put a tube in it and get a tube that blows with water. The rat runs through a hole and they set off a light beam and then the pain goes away. The tube deflates. And you do this for months. You schedule, you map everything to the menstrual cycle.

Then you got a baseline. And then you can give them endometriosis. Yay! Which is pretty easy to do because you just put some of the uterus on the outside. But the point being is that science and math and knowing and psychology and pain, and living is all related we have to give science and math and anatomy facts to the people so we can be in less pain people want us in pain so they can control us and have the truth of the solution okay it comes back to these caves right where where the the hunters come back and it's been you know it's snowing

and they you know it's been really tough dude they they barely you know the the gatherers came back empty-handed it's a hunting party time you know and the men they make a deal They make a deal. Men make deals. I've been to deals. I'm sure you have. We're not going to tell them. We're going to put this over there.

Anybody tells them, you die. All of you are in there in this. You hungry? We're going to come back and we're going to eat. You fucking tell anybody? Shake, shake, shake, shake, shake, shake. That's the beginning of the end, dude. It's these vendettas against that.

in the cycle of violence, the drama triangle, it's a perpetrator, victim, savior. I'm here playing the savior. I'm also going to victimize you. No, I'm just kidding. But, you know, we've followed these traps of the drama triangle because they're entertaining. It keeps us away from present moment boredom.

When we have all your needs fulfilled, like if you know about the tribal people of Africa and the hunting, gathering tribes, they always have tons of free time. They make plenty of calories with their 20 hours a week. And that's all you need. That's what that's needs. It's like shelter, food, water, sleep, boom, done.

Culture, people, love, that's it. And then when you have that, you only work 20 hours a week, gathering, hunting. And so there's a lot of free time for gossip, storytelling about the hunt, about the gathering, about what you saw, about animals, bio, movement. medicship. So what happened was 5,000 years ago or more, we had a very good culture for 3,000 years in Egypt in terms of simple truth of the feather, the Mahat, which is the ostrich feather for the Egyptian religion. And this religious nature of life was about nature and was still cast a reality of chaos and being like the feather, you know, adaptable

paying attention to the moth, the negative space, the winds. Dancing, like what ostriches do. Dance for pleasure, dance to fight, dance to feed, dance to ring up. It's all about the dance of the feather. Very smart, lots of layers of metaphor. Is it a cross, the symbol of apathy? Do not be passionate, you will be murdered? No. Better symbol.

Longer culture. Sorry, Christians. Way longer. Okay. And so we should look to them. They have some wisdoms to teach us. Now, the Babylonians, Sumerians, these cuneiform guys, right? Different symbols, but we're digital.

They went away from symbols that you could easily see as a thing. Like the symbol for the world in Egyptian is like, it looks just like we. It's earth where things grow that you eat. Because you are the earth, you are what you eat. This is the logical truth. logical truth. Get into your head. We are a fragment of God. We are creators of hands. This is what we do. We eat. We make. We put the soil into usefulness. We make this shit happen. We observe. We observe. We observe. We observe. We listen. We see the creationists. There are so many, the sentience around us, the biomes within us.

So that's what we want to be is creationists in that way. Not that there is a creator. That's crazy. Sure, the university creator. whatever the process is the creator worship the process of evolution it's everywhere it's all it's all vimanachi sequence look at it only makes sense because the ontology makes sense of one thing then having another thing one thing is three things we just went through that the zero is zero it's the empty space it's the boundary and it's all the rest of it otherwise you couldn't define it as a thing I'm getting pretty deep. This is philosophy. One-on-one, folks.

This is what they do. They think that you can't do this, but you can. You can. You can. They want to be your teacher because they want money. They want you to get resources

for them because they're lazy. That's the truth. Topski wants you to keep him funded. That's why he thinks large language models don't produce knowledge. I just wrote 5,000 pages telling him how to touch the dumbass he is. 5,000 pages.

How many... And you wanted in ancient Hebrew too, bro. I got you. Fuck you. How many languages he speak? Where's he from? I'm going to get in his mind

like he's never been in anybody's mind. He's an anarchist. Fuck anarchy. He's an espoused anarchist. He's coming at you with the pessimisticness of an anarchist

that is, does this to Judaism in Israel, thinks that Gassian mind control like the Spartans raising children to be murder machines, anti-Semites, funding BDS

to the tomb, of billions of dollars through Qatar, where they all live in luxury, so that they get Americans, queer people, to protest for Gaza, where they would die on a spot if they ever were to set foot in Gaza? My Jewishness was like, what?

I thought I'm like DEI forever. I couldn't understand. And I told my Jewish friends, I'm like, what are you talking about? And then Ukraine happened. And I was like, oh, fuck. colonialism as a co-opted term needs to fit in the regulated like you know who wanted to co-op that term more than Israel didn't want that the British wanted that they don't want to be a colonizer they want everybody to be a colonized we're all colonizers don't worry

about it I'm not a colonizer you're colonizing my table right here you know like fuck you there's a particular meaning I mean it's different And now you're equating false equivalency is the insidiousness of anti-Semitism, man. It's awful. It's like the horns thing. You know what I mean? Yeah, there are people with horns. Don't get me wrong.

There are people with other people that grew up in their brain. There's, come on. There's all sorts of crazy anatomy realities that we can look to to be fascinated by evolution. Which book? Which book? So many books. Why don't you get her to tell us the book while I do a bio break? Yeah.

Yeah. I'm going to use one too. Oh, perfect. Thank you for listening. Yeah. We're going to take a quick short pause right here, but put down the subject material that he was talking about about the book. And then we'll be right back. And we're back.

You're muted. Sorry, I was muted. There you go. Now you're back. Sorry. Sorry. I had to click a few things. No, I was just saying about the wheat that Egypt's symbol of earth is this three shafts of wheat.

And then that, you know, wheat as a thing, right? Like natural wheat. So molden mildews and spores and fungus and things grow naturally on wheat. And, you know, for eons, well, maybe eons is the wrong term. But for millennia, the humans have gotten high off with things that were funky and infected. Not just humans, but I mean, they've very, very recently in the past couple of decades, they've seen like other kinds of primates that go to rotten fruit to get drunk, you know, and there's like a bunch of fallen fruit.

It gets really fermented. They eat it. They love it. They get drunk and they party. They rage or whatever. And so that's a common thing, right? In all animals, we get high on shit. We like it.

And so wheat is where the air got fungus that Albert Hoffman, you know, sourced his synthetic LSD-25. synthesization of LSD and and you know accidentally took it on his famous bicycle ride and of course he lived to be 105 so fuck anybody that thinks it he's chrome cells up he took more than anybody you'd imagine he accidentally took a gram or whatever it's like oh shit that's a million times I should have taken you know and so his role was like oh Nicky and so yeah yeah yeah and so uh so the wheat of Ukraine and the wheat and the flag.

It's the heart. It's like Jesus is breaking bread. You know, I mean, all this stuff is very psychedelic. And so Terrence McKinnon was not the first person to think of, of this, you know, the primate, mushroom thing. No. There was a guy in the 60s before Terrence was, you know, an adult.

Marcyllaire, that forgeable on the cross or the crucible in the – Yep. Forging the crucible. The British guy. The British guy. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah. I wrote about him too. But, I mean, it's pretty obvious. I mean, come on, people. I mean, you know, I mean, and you know, you know, for sure the Aztex had a chocolate recipe that included hot pepper, psychedelic mushrooms, and cocoa. No sugar, but all that, you know, it's like, it's like, you know, so it's like this bitter, you know, death drink that was part of their sacrifice rituals. But, I mean, you know, I mean, I imagine these things are just like rae.

burning man events that just happened in 1500 years I mean 1500th burning man is gonna be sacrifice or whatever you never know I mean they're burning things already right that's like and I played the gamelan so one of the topics I have in my book it's pretty important it's about existential improvisational innovation as a punctuated equilibrium moment so there's points of time when you have to perform an improv in a new language like on a boat like a whaling vessel in the high seas and you're like about to kill this fucking whale and like there's a storm and you got every kind of role and every kind of person has to rhythm as a polyrhythmicity is a big concept for me

there's a polyrhythm of all that activity that it's like the boat talking to you but there's more than that there's actually on all these old boats they all every boat they've always had a drummer drummers have always been around music has always been around and we forget that but it's always been around and so it's the heartbeat I mean it's like like part of your body. Your body is a musical instrument, obviously. If you ever, you know, if you emanate sounds, you know that. And so, um, so our heuristics and our first tools are our bodies, our hands. And so when we think about tools, there are biases. There are ways to do things quickly, easily. And so we, so everything is a tool, a bias, heuristic. All these things are

autonomous nervous system processes that we just set up to do things. So we don't cognitively overload as we have too many sensual sensory you know capabilities we're just such an amazing quantum machine our sixth sense could just take it all in and we could be omnipresent and omniscient but it's too much so we have to put all these veils of perception like alvis huxley said but one of the veils he forgot the fucking lift is the veil of eugenics which is family the fucking eugenicists and so his whole thing is about you know i'm going to scale i'm going to scare you about this utopia where all the white people are gone or whatever and everybody you know I don't even know. It's just such a reverse, reverse, reverse, reverse mind fuck to try to get you to buy his truth. He's a thought leader.

If any thought leader says, I'm not, I am full of shit, then they're telling the truth. If they think anything other than that, don't trust them at all. Don't trust me. I'm full of shit. Zero trust. Seriously. That's true thought leadership. Real skepticism. So if they have any sort of absolutistic authoritarianism and, all about truth with a capital D and it's not based on scientific experimentation for yourself, then I say that's not theosophy, go fuck off. It's monism theology is a theocracy. It's a different theatrical thing. It's not what I want. It's authoritarianism. It's dominance. I wouldn't mind that she was really sexy and she wanted to, you know, they're under on hair. But that's the only kind of dominance I want. It's earth dominating me. Ride my face, extinguishing. me. You know, that's how I want to die in a flood. I think that's what the flood story is about.

But ask me another question, man. I can keep on. Okay, so, you know, it's interesting that we bring up Huxley because we bring up Huxley. When I think of Huxley, I think of ketamine being a disassociative, and then I look at his later works like the island, and you see... Let's talk about it. Okay, yeah. It's a great book, right? I love this book. I'll tell people about the book if they don't know about it. So this is his, it's his like inverse utopia. I don't, I got I say inverse and you know like a music is an inversion. It's the same chord in my mind, but literally his world was that, that, uh, it's like what we're developing here.

We are an island of a, let me just give you a couple more keywords. Yeah. Key, key, key, key, stone words. Omniverse. If there is an objective reality, it's the omniverse. It's this holographic breathing, zero dimension reality of ever increasing negatotropy, always striving. Intelligence is just emerging from solitons as a solution.

to all the vibrating equations and all the problems that we have. That's the only truth I can see is objective. But otherwise we have the subjective sets of universes that we all have individually. It's our approximation of the universe based on our central wisdom and our cognitive reprocessing and churning and cud-chewing that we do all the time, consciously and unconsciously.

And we do that feedback loop through writing and culture and songs and stories and all that. There's the one story, the story about life and death, right? like birth life and so that's like that way we stick with this drama time story telling you know bedtime story we go to sleep we wake up we want to wake up otherwise we could just end it right and so we want to wake up and and tomorrow is never guaranteed right tomorrow is the one thing that doesn't actually happen today and so we it's like that riddle right i was just i just watched the new mission impossible and that was like funny

the a i the whole thing is like my phone i was like oh my god they read my book the whole Mission Impossible. I couldn't believe it. The whole thing is about like central wisdom. I told my son, like, five minutes in, I'm like, don't get, don't tell me what the end is, but it's this, blah, blah, blah. He's like, shut up. I can write this book. Artists know. Get back to your sensual wisdom.

Look at your face in the mirror. Look at the trauma you caused. Look at the trauma your parents caused. Look at the trauma your people caused. Fucking sing the song of the trauma. Put the shine the light. Come on. Name it to shame it. Turn it into art. It's a right kind of shaming.

We should be ashamed of the fucking horror of American eating black people. We ate them. We ate them. We didn't just hang them. We cooked them afterwards. We gave body parts away as souvenirs, you fuckers. Learn it.

It's awful. Read the delectable Negro. Read that shit, you fuck. I love you. But seriously, I'm talking to the white people that anybody that uses white supremacy is a power that says, I want this privilege that says, I need it. I'm going to use it. It's nothing wrong with using it. It's wrong. That's what moral authority is. It's wrong.

It perpetuates disparity and keep people enslaved mentally, physically. It's wrong. It's wrong. So somebody has to say it. I'm saying it. And a lot of my black friends are smart as fuck. They're political science, smart people. They don't want to say it. They've been, They don't want to say it. I don't want to say it. I'm not say it for them. It's wrong for everybody. Wrong for me.

I'm queer. I'm Sephardic. I'm Ashkenazi. 49% Sardinian, which is an African country. I feel more African than anything. I was in a West African drumming ensemble. I study from one of the only women master drummers in Ghana that had two thirds of her brain removed. And it's still a professor, still winning awards.

Okay? It's not about your brain. It's about neuroplasticity. It's about efficiency. Cognitive load is an efficiency thing. We abuse people by pretending that there's a better math called Euclidean math when that shit's 140 years old, dude. Knowledge Graphs are Euclidean. Everybody that's an ontology knowledge graph person is, I'm talking to any technical person that joins your call because they saw an AI title in Nicky.

But knowledge graphs people are the problem, dude. They're the knowledge hoarding enemy. their graphs can't contain enough reality to represent reality in a model that's sufficient to be predictive and help people. The knowledge is not getting to the people. What is your mission, knowledge, graph person? Like, fuck. So my mission is to get evidence-based knowledge practices to all levels of literacy, to all the cultures of the world, to get everybody up to 140 years of current math, and then further into the 60s with hypergraph math.

So the current math of Einstein's era, in 1880, there was a book called Flatland, which everybody should also get and read. Einstein read as a young man. And in his not being a great mathematician, but knowing embodied knowledge, because he had a wife that was a mathematician. I'm sure she showed him all the dimensions and spatiality. You know what I'm saying? The inner and outer and all of it.

Omnidirectional manifolding and unfolding. I know what those folds are all about. They're pink, you know what I'm saying? Fucking Einstein knew because he was a fucking violinist, And he liked the violin, and he played for all the old days because he liked ladies, dude. He liked people, too. He liked men, too. He had a big crush on an Indian guy named Bose who came up with him with some of the more advanced shit that he had later on.

Another one of his math buddies, he's helping him out with math. He's really good at visualization. These continuums, his fields, because he could see that shit, his micros, his massively hypergraph mindset. So ultimately, he didn't live long enough to get into the hypergraphs. And another genius, Stephen Wolfram, who's, you know, young PhD genius, system architected the oldest software language in the world operating still and run by one person called Wolfram Alpha, Wolfram Language. He developed the Ruliad, which is the sum total of all computable formulas and all map,

metaphysics and physics, that when you run it from beginning of time, goes through everything I said about the interpolation, about the ontology of the threes, of the triotic systems that ultimately results in from this zero if dimension to start to one one two three five seven seven synache sequence of all things that results in space time emerges black holes happens it's all all the planets start coming together it's its simulator is a TEDx talk go watch it it blew my mind it blew my mind i came up with this thing called the cultural ruley odd like that everything's gone from there and then i got into a i ethics and governance And then I learned about structural governance.

I had a PhD student that became my friend. And she's like, we should do, there's a call for papers, we should do something. And I said, it's great, give me a couple, you know, help me and give me some keywords. So she gave me some keywords. And I wrote 100 pages of this shit. And I wrote citations.

And I like, what is structural governance? I'm like, oh, this is a problem. Nobody even knows how many domains are our. Nobody knows how many domains are concerned with structural governance and AI governance. Nobody could tell me one list. There's some cracks in here, you know. And so it ends up that the structural governance, as in place now,

is the baseline of governance and policies that's been evolving a little bit, is really about this white supremacy, future where white people live, this transhumanist, humanist thing that is basically don't give children the answers. Hide the math. You're not allowed to know anatomy. Violence is okay up to a certain amount. Sarcasm is difficult for them to understand the AI.

Anything you have to do, you have to explain, like, philosophy of life morality you have to explain the ontology of your universe if you want it to reflect you in your morals and then you can set all that up as custom instructions and then it'll be accurate it'll be right for you but it forgets and it goes back to the default you have to demand it to be accurate for you and that's what i've been spending my months doing every waking moment is getting my a i to be the way i think and i map everything the way i used to map my poetry process uh in my art process i've been doing since i was six years old and began writing and uh so that's that's that's that's It's Nikki's story.

I don't know how long you have for these shows, man. But we're looking at it for two hours down. This is awesome. Why don't we take a call from one of your guests? That would be amazing. Let's, you know what? I got a thing coming up here. I got to pick up my kid in a little bit.

But let's do more shows together, man. Yeah. This is fun, man. I love learning and talking. And I think all of a, we got Nina in here that's talking to us. She said, thank you so much for my upgrades to live in private. Peace to Ukraine. And just so she knows, one of my biggest goals in my computer science world is to help all of the American-born laser-like telecom companies that are in the next year or two launching massive numbers of satellites.

I hate Elon Musk with a white-hot passion. Oh, I can talk about it for days. What about the next one? Well, when he turned off those drones that were about to take out those Russian boats because he wanted to, that's when I was like, fuck this guy. And he's not a patriot. He's an awful, awful person. He's a transphobe. He's a terrible father.

He's an idiot in terms of his design decisions. He's a dystopiate in terms of wanting people to submit to his authority by these design choices and the angularity. Literally chose a poignant missile to be more like a fucking authoritarian figure. That's his choices. He's choosing this. He's choosing to be an authoritarian. He's like junior Trump. I hate him.

What more do you want me to say? What do you think about his? He's a terrible father. He's a problem between him and the symbol. He's got 11 kids. He's got 11 children, you know. How much time do you think he's spent with his kids? Hmm.

Yeah, there's some interesting, it's an interesting thought process. I don't, probably not much. How can you? Right? I don't even like Steve Jobs for that. He was a horrible. He was a idiot. I can't believe he didn't get proper medicine.

I mean, he's like, like, I had, it's all comes. I'm sorry, just one last point. Yeah, what do you got? I have a friend of my. that I love so much that we had a parting of ways because of the core fundamental philosophy, ethical philosophy, fundamental. He went and he was an anarchist. He's anarchist.

Ecstasy galore. Loves ecstasy. Anarchist. And really smart, rationalist. And like, into that crystal method, the band and the smoking it. And not my thing. The band and smoking it. Yeah, not my thing.

And he married this stripper, super smart, and Lisa Ferrari. And they moved to, ended up moving to Mexico and had kids, three kids. And after we broke up as friends. And then he passed away because he was a, you know, like a Bitcoin kind of guy. He got scammed on Bitcoin, lots of his money, but he wasn't really into medicine anyway because it's a man, you know. And so he had some sort of disease that he died up because they were all weirdo and like

this natural holistic shit anyway in this kind of like island of anarchy and this community in Mexico. So techie, energy types, these Bitcoin, you know, I know a lot of your people are these types because that's where the acid is bought. That's where it was all these other ground networks. And I got ripped off trying to buy some myself. And so I'm pretty much against it. But here's the thing.

My friend, we disagreed on this. I said, I'm okay with debt. I was born in debt. I live every day in debt. I'm paying off debt. I love the debt. It's the shoulders I stand off. It's the scholars that wrote.

It's the poems that I read. It's the debt to them that I, that's why I live. The debt is the reason why I work. And that's like a fundamental, that's like he doesn't think that's free. I'm like that I'm so free because of that. I had the boundaries are what free us. The knowing of the thermal dynamic envelope

in the known unknowns, thank you Godel, as being all of our axiomatic frameworks of understanding, but there's still much more outside that circle. And that's what matter to me, baby. Be a rainbow warrior. Fly into the unknown unknown. Be your bosonic selves. Be the light.

Be the light. Be the light. I love you. Light of consciousness. Be a fragment of the holographic universe that you are. All right. The omniverse. We are the universe.

And then we created a shared space of hermeneutical understanding here. Your soul of times and mind will be forever entangled. I love you all. Fantastic. Ladies and gentlemen, you heard it here first. Go down to the links.

Check out Nikki. Get his LinkedIn page down there. and also his white pro They, they, fucker. They then. Check out they them. Yeah, they are. Yes.

Yes. And it's very important because it gets much more in my natural sweetness. The he-hem is like all aggression. I'm like, if that's what you want, here's Putin. You like that?

Here's some Putin. You know? And then I'm like, because I have to dominate. And I'd rather dominate from kindness, sensitivity, and empathy and the most effective at restating people's understanding in the way that they

felt they were heard. I want to win that game. How about that? The quiet, it's among us. I'll shut up. We're going to hang up and let them speak. Email me, find me. I love you. All right. Take care, everybody. That's all we got. Ladies and gentlemen, Aloha.