Video Gamers Podcast - A Farewell to Paul [REMASTERED] - Gaming Podcast
Episode Date: March 13, 2026Gaming hosts Paul, Josh and Ryan are back with a very special episode where we say goodbye to our dear host Paul by talking about some of our favorite gaming and podcast moments from the show. We driv...e down memory lane as we talk about our favorite video game episodes, in-game moments, favorite podcast moments and more. It’s a lot of video game chat, and even more Paul love as we say farewell. Join us as we say goodbye, have a few laughs (and maybe a couple tears). This is one episode you can’t afford to miss! Thanks to our MYTHIC Supporters: Redletter, Disratory, Ol’ Jake, Gaius, Jigglepuf, Phelps and NorwegianGreaser, and Dettmarp Thanks to our Legendary Supporters: HypnoticPyro, PeopleWonder, Bobby S. Connect with the show: Support us on Patreon: patreon.com/videogamerspod Join our Gaming Community: https://discord.gg/h2cHKAvSmu Follow us on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/videogamerspod/ Follow us on X: https://twitter.com/VideoGamersPod Subscribe to us on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@VideoGamersPod?sub_confirmation=1 Visit us on the web:https://videogamerspod.com/ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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Hello, fellow gamers. Welcome back to the video gamers podcast. Please make sure to rate our show
five stars, join the free Discord community, follow us on socials at Video GamersPod,
and consider supporting the show starting at five bucks a month through Patreon over at
multiplayer squad.com. I am your host, Paul. And if you didn't know, if you're a little bit behind
on the news, today is actually my last regular episode here with the Video Gamers podcast.
If you want all the details, you can go back a couple episodes to the Black Myth.
Wu Kong Deepdive, and I might show up here still every once in a while. I know that I'll be here
for the end of 2024 awards. I'm getting some very big frowns from my co-host, so let's get them
introduced. Joining me, I believe it's been settled that he is taking over main hosting duties.
He is an OG of the Video Gamers podcast all the way back when we were the multiplayer gaming
podcast. It's Josh. I'm the last of the O'Gs. That's true. You know, what's that speech that the
guy gives it last of the Mohicans? I can't remember that guy's name, but, you know, he's like,
I'm the last of my people. Yeah. That's me. That's you. Yeah. Yeah. The last of the OGs.
He wasn't very impactful. You can't even remember his name. I haven't seen that show in a while. Paul.
And Ryan and I'm distressed over Paul. You can't expect him to remember.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Uncus.
Is that it?
Isn't Uncas his name in Lasth the Mohicans?
I'm pretty sure.
That sounds about right.
All right.
And then joining Josh and me, he is our podcast editor.
He said that he has never wanted to record an episode less than this one.
I assume he's saying that because it's my last episode and he's going to miss all the eye candy here in our, you know, video discord feed.
It's Ryan.
No, I had to get off Space Marine.
You kidding me?
I saw you buy the regular edition.
Did you end up refunding it and getting the more expensive?
I 100% did.
Oh, you did?
Yeah, I put it on there and I'm like, wait, what the heck?
I can't get on.
And then I'm like, oh.
Wait a minute.
We're getting the early edition?
Yeah, bro.
I'm already in.
I didn't know this.
Did you charge that to the podcast round?
Hop on the train, brother.
It's just me and you now.
What the heck is this, man?
Ryan's playing Space Marine early.
I'm sitting here waiting for the knife to save $30.
Paul's leaving? What's going on around here?
Everything's changing. Yeah, it's funny because I get all those notifications with our podcast debit card on my phone.
Yeah, where they fail every single time.
Where they fail a lot famously. Yeah, you guys hate it. Hey, you're free to go to any bank you want now.
But I did laugh because I saw your card's been successfully charged like, you know, $60 and 80 cents or whatever.
So I knew Ryan bought the regular edition. And I saw him post, oh yeah, I'm on.
my way to play right now. And I'm like, no, you're not, Ryan. You got to pay the extra 30. So then I was
like, I wonder if Ryan's going to pick up the, the deluxe edition. So I did. Nice. How much time have
you put in so far, Ryan? Oh, maybe only actually about an hour. I ended up, um, family came home when
got the kids and then, you know, made dinner and stuff and whatnot after work today. But I'm definitely
going to get in and grind this weekend, although I still got Astrobot tomorrow. So I don't know what
You know what? I don't have Ryan. I don't have Astrobot and I don't have Space Marine too. So why don't you share?
Man. Oh, yeah. Sad times for Josh. All right. Well, this is a little bit of a different bonus round than what we normally do. I don't even know how long this pod will be. Maybe it'll be an hour like normal. Maybe it'll be less. I really don't know. We don't even really have any structure. I did think this was funny because you guys know me. I am Mr. Structure.
your outline. I like to know what's going on. So Josh thought it would be best for my last show to say,
let's just get together and just record, I guess. Like, are we just kind of going down memory lane?
Are we just talking about things in general? I will remember you. I'm going to put that on here
at some point. Just be ready. There you go. I was going to say sprinkling some sad music. Sarah McLaughlin,
whatever you're feeling. I do love that for Paul's last episode, we put him in the most uncomfortable
position possible where it's like, Paul, you don't get to prepare for this episode. And we're probably
going to talk about you directly a few times in this episode as well. Well, it's very easy to not be
prepared or have any structure if you're not the main host. If all you do is like answer questions
and give some thoughts here, there, it's fine. So I'm like, I don't know what we're going to talk about.
I don't know if you guys have any subjects or anything to bring up. It'll be interesting.
But Josh, I do know that you've got to review. Someone left the show.
show you're going to read. I do have a review. If you have not left us a review yet,
please take just a few seconds to do that. It really, really helps the podcast. If you are listening
on Spotify, it is just rating us five stars. We are actually getting close to a thousand
reviews on Spotify. That's the number. That is what we are really like pumped to hit. We're at
905, I think, at the time of this recording. So tap that five stars on Spotify for us. If you
listen on Apple. You can still head to Spotify and rate us five stars because it only takes a
couple seconds. But on Apple, you can also leave us a written review. And we like to read those on
the show like this one that comes in from John Bightly. And it's titled, One of the Greats. And it says,
I do a lot of driving for my work. So I love listening to podcasts on the go. I feel as though I have
gotten to be a part of something special. As a suggestion for an episode, I would love to have an
episode where you guys bring your three wives onto the show with you. You could talk
about family games, your wives play,
and how you guys balance your life
with everything you do.
Well, great idea.
Good idea.
We'll never happen.
Not a chance.
My wife plays Mario and Zelda games,
and that is it.
She loves the switch.
She's also like the most introverted person I've ever met.
I feel like the idea of her getting on a mic
is inconceivable to her or me.
I came in picture her.
Never.
Even if I was like,
listen,
nobody will ever see you.
They won't, you're just, she'd still be like, nope.
I don't even know if I've ever seen her.
She just like goes from shadow to shadow, like when you guys move along.
She's good, man.
She's stealthy like that.
Oh, yeah, very funny idea.
I can't picture any of our three wives actually wanting to do it or doing it.
But I love the idea.
Kids would be a lot easier.
My kids would probably hop right on and start talking video games if I gave them the chance.
Dude, Jackson will be on here in a heartbeat.
He's like, Dad, I was on the podcast.
Yeah, he's going to get on here.
He's talking about Fortnite and he's going to get, oh, gosh, not Magneto.
What's the Spider-Man guy with that's?
Doc-Ock?
No, with the helmet.
That's like the.
Okay, Ryan is making the green goblin.
I don't know.
No, the fish helmet.
Oh, Mysterio.
Mysterio.
That's why.
Oh.
What is Mysterio?
have to do with red claws, right?
I wasn't clamping my...
Lobster claws.
No.
We're 100% doing cram claws.
Maybe I was a little bit.
I was trying, that was as I was thinking, but I was trying to do the, the helmet thing.
Listen, it's Paul's last episode, okay?
We have no structure.
It's been drinking early.
Oh, man.
Oh, goodness.
Well, you know, Ryan, since you brought up Space Marine 2, I mean, we might as well.
I guess it's sort of like news, but we're recording this right before Astrobot releases tomorrow.
The review embargo has lifted. We talked a little bit about it in our Discord. It's sitting
out of 94 on Metacritic. Like, this is definitely must-play territory if you have a PS5.
And then Space Marine 2 reviews a little bit lower, kind of like Blacksmith Wu-Kong came in at an
83. Not terrible, but not, you know, great. I was hoping it would be 90 or higher.
But this next couple of weeks, we're all going to be very busy playing our various games.
Yeah.
Well, I won't be playing Astrobat, but I'll be playing a lot of Space Marine too.
Heck, yeah.
And then maybe wishing I was playing Astrobat.
Hey, I sent you some links for PlayStation 5.
Send me an OfferUp link.
And I got to give a shout out because I know he's always around, even though he doesn't talk a whole lot.
Phelps reached out to me yesterday and said, hey, are you in the market for a PS5?
my girlfriend is selling hers, you know, and we could probably get you a pretty good deal on it.
And I was like, I love you, Phelps.
I know you've been one of the OGs.
I appreciate the offer.
But I did tell him, I was like, I'm just going to wait.
I'll borrow one of y'alls or one of our other buddies, PS5s.
But I will be playing Astrobot.
It may just not be in the next week or two.
It'll be in 2025.
No way.
No, that game's getting played before the end of the year.
Game of the year.
I got to know what it's like, right?
I sure hope so.
That'd be amazing.
Could you imagine?
Estabot game of the year? It's going to be so good. I can't wait.
All right. What do you guys want to talk about? What should we do here? Do we want to like
talk about favorite episodes? I know Paul has no idea and he's just winging it. So the thinking for
this episode was that we would just kind of talk about some of our favorite moments from the podcast,
maybe some of our favorite interactions, maybe even favorite game moments of us playing games
together or just things that stood out to us. Since Paul is leaving, this is kind of the,
the changing of an era?
What's the changing of the guard?
Yeah, changing of the guard, the closing of an era?
I don't know.
Dude, I'm so bad with these sayings.
No, no qualms about it.
Yeah, see, that one I have learned, Ryan.
It only took three episodes.
We did think it would be fun to just kind of free flow, like, hey, some of our favorite
episodes, maybe just reminisce a little bit, that kind of stuff.
So I'll start off just to get this thing flowing here.
So Paul, I want to go back to Tears of the Kingdom and our Tears of the Kingdom episode.
Sure, you want to reopen these old wounds?
Oh, this is why.
I'm going to just start it right now.
So I'd love, like, one of my favorite parts about having the three of us is that we all
have very different game takes.
And while sometimes those takes align very well, a lot of times they do not align at all.
and it was funny because I knew Paul was so excited about Tears of the Kingdom.
And I was like, I know this is instantly going to be up there for like one of his favorite
games of the year. I liked Breath of the Wild pretty good. And I was hyped for Tears of the Kingdom.
But then I kind of just started playing it. And I was like, yeah, I just kind of feel like this is
more of the same thing. And to me, that episode is where like Paul got some of the most heated,
like in an argument about like me saying I didn't.
like this game. And then Paul just being like, dude, what the heck, man? Like, you're an idiot.
You climb the mountain like solo. Like you didn't use any Zonai devices. I kind of slam the game a little
bit, maybe a little bit dramatically. But I just, I remember Paul getting so mad the way that I
played this game. The fact that I didn't love it like so great. And it's rare, you know,
because we will, we will disagree and bicker like playfully, but it rarely ever goes beyond that. But Paul
was just adamant, dude, that I was just a big dumb-dum and could not see the glory in this game.
Rightfully so.
Yeah.
Oh, okay.
You were a big dumb-dum with me back then, Ryan.
Not as much.
I did not climb a mountain just using stamina, like food and stuff like that.
That was the thing.
Like, obviously, no game is beloved by everybody, right?
There's people out there who hate Ocarina of Time or they hate Mass Effect or, you know, whatever.
I get it.
the problem was that I felt like you just played the game so incredibly wrong that you were like
almost going out of your way to try to make the game as bad as possible. And that's where I was just
more mystified. I 100% came into that deep dive thinking that all three of us were going to say,
it's the best game I've played in five years. I legitimately thought we were all going to
come in with that take. I was so thrown by the fact that you were,
like, yeah, it's not that great.
The underground area suck.
There's less to do than Breath of the Wild,
which is still incorrect.
I didn't say there's less to do.
I said there's less new content.
It's the same map.
It was just Breath of the Wild like 1.5.
It was the same map.
There it is.
You can't argue that it's not this.
Just because pieces are blown up into the sky,
it doesn't mean that it's a different map.
Yeah, I just could not believe
that you guys weren't on that same level as me.
Like there are certain games that we've always known
that we're in different areas.
Like, I know that Rimworld and Stardue Valley
are not your cup of tea, Josh.
I totally understand that.
And I get the fact that Breath of the Wild
and Tears of the Kingdom are not hard games.
And you tend to like more difficult games.
And I know that the game doesn't provide a lot of challenge per se,
but I did think it provided so much fun
and almost like self-imposed challenge with building fun creative vehicles and doing all this
stuff in a giant sandbox world with some of the best physics I've ever seen.
And getting that on a switch is like so incredible.
And then here's Josh, free climbing mountains, just eating food and complaining that his weapon broke.
I was going to say, I was very busy replacing broken weapons the whole time.
Maybe that's the problem.
Used weapons?
You got Zonai, dude.
You can just use your ultramand for everything.
I know I personally, I've never argued with my young child more than playing that game
because I was trying to like jump to this one area and he's like, Dad, just do this.
I'm like, no, I'm going to put these eight springs on each other and try to jump that way
to like launch this device up over and around and no, you should do this and that.
And there's, neither of us were wrong.
There's just so many different ways to do stuff on that game.
it was just, it was unbelievable.
And I was late to the party.
I was definitely not as down on it as Josh was like after we played.
But the more I played it, the more I got what Paul was saying throughout the whole thing.
Part of the problem is playing games for the podcast.
We all have felt incredibly rushed at times.
Oh, yeah.
And it changes how you play games.
Ryan, I remember you very succinctly saying that early on in the pod when you were like,
I was so focused on running missions that I wasn't just enjoying the game. I'm playing it different
because I have a deadline. And a lot of times that's not the best way to play a game. And I feel like
for better or worse, we are all so used to now, oh, this game released, I have to play it four hours
today. I have to play it four hours tomorrow. I'm hating it, but I'm forcing myself to play in this time,
not letting it like soak and marinade and play the way I want. And I do wonder if there are certain
games that if we revisited aside from the pod, maybe we'd come away with totally different
opinions. And that kind of goes both ways. Like, Eldon Ring, I got as far as I could. I think I beat
six of the bosses. And I was like, well, I'm kind of just going to project. I see how I'm on this
trajectory. I think I would love the rest of the game. And I kind of gave it like an inflated score at
the time. And then later, I was like, I'm never going to go back to Eldon Ring. And I kind of
pulled that rating down. But if I did jump back in and just took my time, I'm going to be a lot of
time and played it over the course of four months, maybe I would come back and think it's one of
the best games ever. But when I'm so focused on, I've died 38 times to this boss and I have to
record tomorrow. Like, that provides that extra stress that's not fair. Being under a time crunch when
you're playing video games definitely changes how you look at the game. And I will say this,
in regards to Tis of the Kingdom, like if, you know, my wife and I play that game together,
there's very few games that she's super interested in, but doesn't actually want to play herself.
And so, like, every now and then I'll play it and she'll sit next to me to watch. And that was one of those games. But if I had just infinite time to just kind of relax and play that game, my opinion of it would likely be different. But from a just a, you know, hey, let me play this game. Let me see what it's about. What are my initial impressions? You know, what's my gut feeling on this? I still think it's a good game, but I'm definitely not anywhere near where the two of you are on it at this point. It is funny to watch Ryan totally like,
flip-flop on this because he was very close to me initially and now he's just like high-five
and Paul going like, yeah, this game's great. But I will say that Paul's shock and awe when he realized
that it was not like my favorite game of the year and I thought it was just kind of mediocre,
was to this day still one of those memories where it was like you could see his face like the
recognition set in. And then he was just like, are you trolling me right now? Like are you trying to like,
and then I felt like that.
dude. He did not like that at all.
I almost felt that a little bit with Black Myth earlier because he's like, oh, wow, Brian,
I'm surprised you're not higher. And then he went on to his 9-7 with it or whatever. And I'm
like, dude, you're lucky this was an 8-3 for me.
8-3. Oh, man. Yeah, I was kind of curious. Like, have you guys ever been as mystified as
I was at Josh just not loving tears of the kingdom? Like, do you guys remember any deep dives
having that kind of response. Oh, for you, you slam. I was, I was going to bring this one up,
but since you brought it up, the Stardue Valley Outer Wilds flip-flop that you and I did.
Number one, this was kind of the very first ever force a friend. Yeah, it was. You know, where we both,
this came up where, I believe it was just the two of us back then. This was after Todd pre-Michael.
And you and I kind of came up with this idea that I had never played Starter-Valley,
which is one of your favorite games. And you had never played Star-Var-Var-Valil, which is one of your favorite games.
and you had never played Outer Wilds, which is one of my favorite games.
And so we kind of went, hey, wouldn't it be cool if you played this and I played that?
And we were both like, yeah.
And I don't, I'm an optimist.
So to me, I'm like, Paul is going to love this game, dude.
It's going to be the coolest thing he's ever seen.
The story is amazing.
Like the twists to the game, the sense of discovery, the, like the use of time and the time loop and all this stuff.
And I was like, it's going to blow his mind, man.
And Paul was like,
Starkey Valley is a 9.7 rating off like a half a million reviews on Steam. There's no way that
nobody could not like this game. And then we played, we each played it. We each came to the
episode. And lo and behold, we were both like, I hate your game. No, thank you. I totally rejected it.
I remember like both of us just being like, what? Well, it's funny too, because those are two of the most
universally beloved games. Like, we're definitely both in the minority in not liking.
those. To me, Outer Wilds, and I've said this multiple times, I just didn't care about the story.
They're these weird-looking aliens playing banjos, and I don't care that these other people
disappeared. If they were made humans, and they're telling me, like, hey, all these other humans
disappeared, there were ancient civilizations, and I'm looking into it, that might have drawn me in
more emotionally. It just seemed kind of goofy to be these aliens that I just didn't really care about.
I hated the, you know, I still say it's not like a true time loop, because when I think time loop, I'm thinking like Groundhog Day or the Tom Cruise movie.
You start over at the very beginning, opening your eyes like you do the very first time.
But the difference is like when you watch those kinds of movies, the characters have to repeat their actions in the beginning.
Or like the game 12 minutes.
Like you hated 12 minutes, but you had to.
to wake up and you know after a couple minutes, the doorbell's going to ring and it's the
Willem Defoe character and then you have to do certain things. In Outer Wilds, it was, it felt,
it always felt to me like an arbitrary, uh, timer and now you're dead. And now I just fly
straight back to where I was. Like, where's the benefit in having that, that death? That's what you
learned. But all I did is, is just fly straight back to where I was. So it's just, you can learn how to
beat the whole game. You have to beat the whole game within 22 minutes. Like, once you learn everything
you need to learn, you can actually beat the game from the very first moment in 22 minutes.
Like, it was there all along. You just had to figure it out, you know? Anyway, this is the point, right?
It's like, yeah. But I liked that one because I think it was one of the first episodes where you and I
vehemently disagreed, disagreed on games. And it was also kind of the birth of the force of friend
format that we didn't really go to until years later with Ryan on the show at that point.
But yeah.
That's awesome.
Well, let's go ahead and take a short break and we'll be right back.
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Me, me.
What do you want to talk about, Ryan?
I want to talk about our viral sensation Power World video.
Dude, that was, what a crazy thing that happened is when, you know, I'm
still, this was like, I'm still kind of finding my way in the pot. I'd been there for, you know,
six, seven months or whatever. And we're playing Power World, immediate crazy, uh, frenzy of a game
that's, that's going gangbusters. And we're like, well, we better hop onto this and just check it out.
And we're playing. And Paul comes up with this just brilliant idea. Hey, let's just put a bunch of
campfires around and run this guy through here. And, and I'm like, okay, that's a great idea.
let's record it. And so then
long time OG Ace of Shames
on there with us and he
hits record and
I'm looking right now.
This was from January 22nd,
2024. We have
1.7 million views on
that video. That's bananas.
Over 5,200 likes,
450 bookmarks,
147 quotes, 457 reposts.
It was just, I remember
and this is probably just a me thing, but I was like
just refresh, refresh, refresh,
just looking at it.
Like, guys, guys.
When the main account for Powell, what's the name of the developers on that?
Anybody remember?
Oh, gosh.
Yeah, I can't remember.
So, but they re-posted it.
The main developer account retweeted our video.
And this was at the height of the Powell World craze.
This is like right as the wave was just starting to really grow.
And I remember like, I think I like posted it to you guys.
And I was like, oh, gee, guys.
we just got retweeted, you know?
And then the number just started skyrocketing.
It was, that was a very fun moment.
It was cool the Ace was with us as well because it's like, you know, we love playing games
with people when we get the chance.
Like the community that we have is fantastic.
And so getting to play games with different people was always a super cool thing for us.
But for Ace to be there and kind of be able to share that with us was really,
really cool too.
But yeah, I just remember the excitement, the.
you know, I'd never gone viral before.
Like, it's weird.
It's not what every content creator, like, hopes for is to, you know.
I was like, we're going to be millionaires.
Obviously, that didn't happen.
Then there was, there was even people making videos about our video.
And I'm like, we've made it, guys.
We did it.
Yep.
I was getting, I was getting on my, on my own TikTok feed.
I was seeing other people comment on our video, seeing it in the background.
Yeah.
And I remember one of my favorite YouTubers is let's game it out.
I love nothing more than watching those videos. And I have joked that he stole my idea and he does the same
thing in his video. For all I know, he did it first. Like, his videos are longer and they take time to
edit. I get all of that. But it is very funny that at least there was some parallel thinking that
we both did the same thing. And the weird thing is, I remember not wanting to cover Pal World at all.
I remember to this day, I was with Ryan. We were hanging out with legendary Jake. Jake's son was having a
birthday party. Josh, your kids are a little bit older than ours. My youngest and Ryan's youngest are
about a year apart. And so we were at the birthday party. And I remember us bowling. And Josh was
texting us saying, guys, Pal words really blowing up. I think we got to play it. And I'm like,
dude, like the Pokemon with guns and slaves, like that seems kind of wild. Like, and I just remember
kind of rolling my eyes. And I don't even know if I replied to your text, Josh. And then like,
four hours later, you're giving updates.
You're like, dude, a million people are playing Powell World right now.
And I was like, all right, we're going to have to deep dive it.
I remember going home the same day and installing it.
And we had so much fun playing Powell World.
It was such a fun experience.
That was Ryan's one of his first, like, crafting survival games too, right?
I think so.
Yeah.
Because that was after Subnotica, but.
Probably before Arc.
Yeah, but before Arc, too.
So I, well, maybe.
I don't remember.
But I just remember you hadn't had a lot of experience in that genre either.
And the funny part for me was like waking up in the morning, getting ready for work.
And then seeing like Ryan is playing Powell World pop up.
And then I get on and Ryan's got everything organized and new huts built and all this stuff.
And I was like, ooh, this game's got its claws in them, man.
Yeah.
All the eggs.
Ryan had his massive hatchery.
Oh, yeah.
And I even remember because Josh, because Satisfactory, he talks so much about organization.
and everything. I'm like, I made this whole, like, building of storage just for Josh. And I
labeled everything and I had different crates and different signs up for each one. And I'm like,
Josh, I was so excited for him to see it. Some people just want to see the world burn. Yeah.
Yeah. Paul and his disorganized factory. Oh, my goodness. I thought you're going to bring up our
rust containers. Funny, funny thing about going viral is it's not as, it's not as lucrative as you think.
Oh, no, we didn't make a dime off of this.
No.
I mean, I think we probably saw like a teeny bit of growth for the podcast because of it,
you know, but like...
Maybe.
Yeah, the internet is a fickle place.
People will love you for three or four days or a week at most.
And then they're just like, yeah, on to the next thing.
Well, especially like on TikTok, like you're going to watch it for 30 seconds and then
just scroll right past it.
It's not like someone saying, oh, great, let me pull up my Spotify app and search for
video gamers podcast.
You know, it's hard to take it.
that extra step, but we provided a lot of laughs and a lot of people enjoyed it. So we still had a
It was such a great moment. It really was. That's what we do it for, right people? Yeah. We do it for the lulls.
Yeah, you know, one thing I wanted to bring up, I don't remember if we mentioned this on the pod or not,
but I wanted to talk a little bit about how Ryan joined the podcast. So Ryan and I, we had our
teenage years growing up together because I was dating my eventual wife, Nikki. That is Ryan.
older cousin. And so in my teenage years, there was so much time of me spending time over at
Nikki's parents' house. Ryan would come over. We'd play games all the time. I mean, we probably
played various GTA games. I don't know, probably 10,000 hours. Or something preposterously high.
Yeah. And then as we got older, we didn't game together a whole lot. You were more of a console
gamer. I was more PC. I was playing more of the shooters with Josh. You were playing Destiny.
And so finally at some point, like, I know that you knew we were doing the podcast, but you
weren't really listening to it or anything. And I don't even remember how you started. But I remember
starting getting texts from you where you're like, dude, I'm listening to the podcast. It's really good.
I was like, oh, thanks, man. That's awesome. I'm glad you're enjoying it. And then like, for like the next
three days, I think we texted more than we had in like the five years prior. Yeah.
talking about all these random episodes.
And then you're like, hey, uh, and you said it completely as a joke.
You're like, hey, why don't you kick off Michael and let me join the podcast?
And I was, I laughed really hard.
I was like, oh, that's very funny, Ryan.
Unfortunately, it's just a three-man show.
That's it.
And then it was like maybe a week later.
And all of a sudden, Michael was going to be quitting the podcast.
And I remember texting you back being like, hey, remember when you said that?
Um, don't say anything to anyone, but it looks like actually there will be an open spot on the show soon.
And I just thought it was so funny. Like, you kind of called your shot right off the bat and it ended up working out. That's not why you ended up on the show, but it was almost like you sensed it coming.
Well, I don't know if I'd say worked out, but I do. It was so weird because I remember telling my wife, I forget, I forget how I got on. I just, I was a little late to, to realize and you guys had a podcast.
because I know we hadn't talked as much as we used to back then and, you know,
buying a house, having a business, all that stuff.
You know how it is.
Everybody kind of gets focused on stuff.
But I realized it and I just started just grinding out episodes.
Normally, I listened to a lot of audiobooks.
I put headphones in and I usually work by myself and I just listen to whatever all day long.
So I just started grinding out your guys's pod and I'm like, this is awesome, you know?
And so I'm joking with you.
Hey, get me on.
And then, yeah, you text me.
And I'm like, oh my gosh.
And I was not ready for it.
And I told my wife.
And I'm like, I can't be in a pop.
I can't talk on this.
I don't know.
And I even today I put this on the stuff I wanted to talk about.
I went and listened to my first one or two episodes.
It's on my list.
Don't.
It's so bad.
It's so bad.
It is so bad.
Not that this is any better, but it was so bad.
And I even, that's, I will say I did, I did record in from California on vacation.
So that was pretty cool.
Yeah, that is true.
That was early too.
Ryan's like,
I'm not missing out,
man.
That was like the second one.
I think it was my second episode or whatever.
And that's right where I think Tears of the Kingdom just came out.
And that's when I was trying to play it.
And that's when I felt rushed and whatnot.
But yeah,
that was what a crazy world went to joking around about being on the pod.
And then all of a sudden you're like,
hey,
remember when you said that?
A couple weeks later and now you are on it.
Yeah.
Did you think you're going to be making big money, Ryan?
when you joined, were you a little disappointed?
I sure was hoping.
You promised me.
You just spent up for the deluxe edition of Space Marine.
What are you talking about?
Those three days matter.
What do you mean?
I was going to say, this man's a big spender now.
To be fair, we were, we had like, we didn't even have a set budget, but we did have a
spreadsheet where we said, hey, feel free to buy games outside of deep dives, and we can
cover it on this weekend gaming or on squadcasts.
And Josh and I had no problem doing that.
Josh and I would pick up games left and right.
I bought Animal Well, you know, and we would just put it in the spreadsheet.
Ryan was never buying any games with the podcast money.
He just kept buying stuff with his own money.
And I remember you started printing stuff on your 3D printer for when we did Phoenix Fan Fusion.
And you're like, yeah, I picked up a bunch more filament.
And I'm like, you put it on the podcast card, right?
And you're like, no.
Ryan, please.
You're on the podcast.
You have to use some of this money.
and I do think it's funny that now you you finally did splurge and it's on Space Marine 2.
Heck yeah.
I love it.
I will say since you brought it up real quick, I actually do have on my list.
I wrote it down as Ryan being super nervous on his first like 10 episodes because
I knew.
Ryan and I had met.
I didn't know him nearly as well as you do, Paul, because you guys grew up together.
But Ryan and I had met at a couple of poker nights at your house and a few other times.
And he's a talkative guy just like me.
You know, he's happy. He's always smiling. He's just, you know, upbeat and talking to everybody. And so I was like,
oh, yeah, Ryan, super cool. You know, and then I just remember thinking like, oh, he'll be great, man.
We'll just put him on a microphone and, you know, have him talk about some. And for some reason,
in Ryan's head, man, he was so nervous about, like, recording for the first time. And we kept just saying,
dude, just talk. Just be you, you know? And it's like watching him just kind of like brain fumble because he was
thinking about it too much was pretty funny. And then we were just like, dude, you'll get it.
It'll be fine. And you have, you pick on yourself, but you have come in a long way. But I just,
it was funny to watch this dude that has done professional MMA fights. You know, and it's like,
tons of people. A natural talker and all this other stuff just completely freak out because
he's talking into a microphone all of a sudden. I just, I thought it was great. Yeah. It's weird,
man. It's something different. Like, I mean, like you said, I had, I thought it, uh,
The Grand Canyon University Arena for M1 Global that was on Showtime and there's cameras everywhere.
And it doesn't matter to me.
And then just talking into a mic with you two and nobody's around, you know, and it was just
still, I was like, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, plus it was very funny that
your first big shot was coming in hot on how much you wanted to play Redfall.
Oh, that's true.
Game of year, Redfall.
Listen, listen, listen, listen.
The trailer got me.
I'm a sucker for a trailer.
And then I remember saying it too, and then you guys were like, ooh.
Josh and I were pretty early on we picked up where we're like, Redfall, we're not so sure.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Well, talking about, like, being new to the podcast, you had to just jump in, Ryan.
And the first time you recorded, we put it out there for the world.
You didn't get to do like any test episodes.
Josh and I got to do that a little bit back in the very beginning.
So when we first started recording with Todd, we said, hey, let's just do a couple test episodes.
Let's just have some fun, see if we want to continue doing this.
Todd was the main host.
Weirdly enough, our very first test episode also had my brother-in-law, Jason.
And so there were four of us, which kind of famously, podcasts are really hard.
Unannounced that Jason was going to be the fourth person.
We just kind of showed up to the shirt.
And then I think was it Todd where it was like,
By the way, I invited Jason too.
And we were like, huh?
Okay.
Yeah, yeah, it was news to us.
We love Jason.
And he's one of the funniest people I've ever met.
Oh, yeah.
But recording with the four of us was probably not going to make a whole lot of sense long term.
And we did a couple of early test episodes.
Josh, do you even remember what games we covered, which never got released?
We did four of them.
I was going to say, wait, oh, we never actually released those episodes?
because I was going to say, I feel like we talked about
fall guys pretty early on.
You mean human fall flat?
Human Fall Flat, right. Was that one of our
test ones? That was our very first test episode.
That's the one. And then I don't remember what the other ones were.
Do you, oh, no. Oh, yeah, I know. Oh, what are they?
We also, we also did Vermin Tide 2. Oh, okay. All right. That was a good.
We did Rust. And we did PubG.
I mean, those are some good games, man.
we did end up doing deep dives on all four, but we re-recorded like those episodes.
Those first four episodes are so bad.
Oh, they're really bad, dude.
We like emailed that to friends and were like, give this a listen, give us feedback.
I don't know why anyone encouraged us to keep going because they are truly unlistenable.
I thought it would be funny if I went back and just like poked around a few minutes here and there,
found a couple of like really awkward moments and give them to Ryan to put into this episode.
I fired up the PubG one and that was our fourth. Like we did have some practice. There are so
many awkward pregnant pauses. We're talking over each other. No one knows what's going on.
And I listened for about 60 seconds and I literally said this is too painful. I can't do it.
You know, it's one of those things we have people all the time that reach out to us and say,
hey, I'm thinking about starting a podcast. Do you have any tips?
Don't.
Don't.
Tip one.
Don't.
Yeah, that honestly is kind of the biggest tip.
They are fun, but you really kind of have to approach it as in like, I'm just doing this for the, for the giggles, you know, as far as that goes.
Yeah.
But, um, dude, it is, people think we're joking, but go back.
Some of our older episodes are still out there.
But I think the oldest one that shows up like on Spotify is our Far Cry 5 episode, which was us.
Yes.
like eight months in?
That was a big turning point, I think.
Because, you know, when you, me and Todd were doing the show together,
I think we all kind of brought our different strengths and weaknesses, you know.
And I think we all were kind of trying to figure out how do we want the show to sound?
How do we want to do this?
You know, are we looking to do quote unquote video game journalism?
Are we trying to like educate the audience?
Are we trying to entertain the audience?
are we just trying to goof around? And when Todd went out on paternity leave, because his wife was
expecting their first child, and we were kind of like poking around a little bit with the format,
and I think we were trying to like find what we wanted to do. And I think Far Cry 5 was such a
great example of that because the game itself was so ridiculous and over the top and funny.
Like, I'm not a funny person. I wish nothing more.
one, you are hilarious, Paul.
Like, easily.
Okay, I got to pause you right there because we went to Vegas for your wife's 40th
birthday and we were playing a game.
And one of the questions in the game was who's the funniest person in the room?
And it was an easy answer for me that you were the funniest guy.
So you very drastically underrate your own humor.
Well, I will say, first of all, the question was worded slightly different.
It was, do you believe you are the funniest person in the room?
and you and I both answered no.
Okay.
And I won't name names, but there is a certain someone that said yes.
And I was like, okay.
I would never say that about myself.
Even if I did think it.
I wasn't there.
I know what you're all thinking out there in the, in the listening world.
It wasn't me.
I wasn't there.
No, no, no.
It was not Ryan.
Ryan, unfortunately, was not invited to initially on that Vegas trip.
I know, I know.
Ryan was invited later, but yeah, it didn't quite work out.
Yeah, so it was really fun to cover this game where you've got a diabetic bear eating
cheeseburgers and then that becomes his name and the testicle festival was some of the funniest
stuff we ever covered on a deep dive.
And I think for you and me, Josh, when we recorded that episode, we felt like it was just
a little bit looser.
It was nice to have humor provided by the game.
It wasn't relying on you and me trying to bring the jokes. We can just cover the funny aspects of the game. And I know for me, that's one of the reasons why it's the oldest episode you can find listed. First of all, it was really confusing for people when we had episodes with Todd and then episodes with just you and me and then episodes with you, me and Michael, and then episodes with you, me and Ryan. And people would pop in our Discord and be like on the regular. Like, what happened to Todd? What's going on? And
And finally we're like, you know what?
Those early episodes are not very good anyway.
We were trying to find our footing.
Let's just chop out a bunch of the early episodes that just don't hold up.
And we landed on Far Cry 5 being the earliest one.
I feel like we both kind of thought it was a turning point.
Yes, for sure.
And I know there's people that are like, oh, I want to hit.
No, you don't.
You don't.
You don't.
We have plenty of episodes that are good nowadays or mostly good nowadays.
You don't need that in your life.
So just trust us, you know, in that regard.
Oh yeah. Yeah. What's funny is that we used to struggle to make a full 60 minutes. In the beginning, we used to do gaming news and a deep dive. And our first released episode was Apex Legends and it was 42 minutes. I can't imagine us releasing a deep dive now that's like under 60.
Type 45, maybe. We really struggled with. Type 45. I say it at the beginning of every deep dive, man. Tight 45, boys.
Yeah. And then we and then Ryan and I will say we've got six pages.
of, you know, outline notes of stuff we want to talk about. And it, it always goes long.
Yeah. What do you think our longest step? Oh, I know what our longest episode is. I think it's
God of War. I was going to say, it's either God of War. I mean, Black Mith, Wukong just went an hour
in 23 minutes. Yeah, hour 23. I think God of War was like an hour 40. We want so long. I think it was,
but I could talk about that game for another hour right now. I know, right? Yep. Oh, man. Yeah.
What else you got, Ryan?
I'm curious because he's only had one thing and he's still, you know, it's funny.
It's so weird.
Ryan has been on the show for over a year now.
Like a year in, like, is it a year in a quarter?
It's a year and a half at this point.
May was my first, in May was my first episode.
That's crazy, dude.
Like, it just, it still feels like you just joined like a few months ago, you know, as far as time goes.
That's what it still feels like to me.
Yeah.
It's weird to, that's where.
I still, I don't know, I feel like I'm still getting my footing and like to really be a part of the pod.
And then now it's just going to be me and you and freaking Paul's leaving.
Yeah.
Which sucks, but.
You better have your footing, Ryan.
I'll be back in December for one episode.
You just got to hold it together until then.
The problem is then it's going to be like, people are going to be like, man, show so good when Paul's on it.
Yeah, I know.
You're going to remind them.
We'll get these two chuckle heads over here, Ryan and Josh.
I was going to say I did one episode that really stuck out to me that definitely cemented
how much I loved just playing games with you guys and recording talking about the games
we play because at the end of the day like that's the biggest part is that we get to play
these games together and then we just instead of talking about them by ourselves or just in
text and stuff we get to just come on here and record what we think about it with each other
which is my absolute favorite part.
But when we did Deep Rock Galactic,
that was, you know, that was just so much fun
because that was my first real experience
and exposure to that game.
And you guys had played it before,
so you guys kind of had the idea
and you guys are Rockin' Stone, right?
And I'm like, what the heck are they yelling about?
I'm like, what is this?
And then like, come to the bar.
Fast forward four minutes later, I'm like,
Rockin Stone, yeah.
And I'm at the bar and then I'm like kicking barrels
and then I'm going through and mining.
And yeah, it was just,
not only was it an awesome game,
but just it really just kind of, like I said,
cemented how much I enjoyed playing games
and recording talking about those games with you guys.
It was so much fun.
Yeah.
Yeah, for better or worse,
we used to play games a lot more together.
And then as my wife's health got a little trickier,
a lot of times it didn't free me up for gaming at night. And a lot of my game time I started doing
like earlier in the afternoons. And we also had so many legendary picks. And a lot of those weren't
like games we could play together. Or they were a little bit older like Red Faction Gorilla.
Great game. The online just doesn't function anymore because there's not enough people playing,
you know, stuff like that. But we had so much fun playing so many matches of Deep Rock Galactic,
Pal world definitely stands out for that.
Yeah, I was kind of curious.
Like, were there any games that you felt like we had the most fun playing together?
I still wish Ryan had played Rust with us.
Like, Ryan playing Rust, I think, would have been, like, he would have absolutely loved
some of those moments, but then he also would have shared that misery, you know,
to where he's just like, I hate this game.
Why would you guys do this to me?
Dude, the 10 minutes of loading all the assets just to see, you are dead.
Paul was killed by rocket launcher.
Yeah.
Oh, man.
And you don't know.
You're just logging in to play and have fun.
And then all of a sudden, it's all just gone.
And it's just like, oh, what the heck, man.
Did we end up doing three episodes on Rust or was it just two?
We did too.
We talked about a third so that Ryan,
could play with us, but then we got busy with all these games coming out in 2024,
and we just never got a chance to get around to it.
Because we did revisit cyberpunk.
There's two deep dives of that.
We did Deep Rock twice, and we did Rust twice.
I think those were the only ones that we revisited.
Yeah.
For the show, we didn't do a risk of rain, did we?
Did we do return to risk of rain?
No.
That was Return to Rust.
That's what I'm thinking of.
That's right.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Oh, yeah.
Well, I would, I probably would have loved it because,
I do love pain and misery because I'm still playing Diablo too hardcore because I just can't help myself.
What level are you right now?
So a new ladder started.
So I started a new character and then died and started a new character and then died.
Oh, no.
But I'm on this current character that has not died yet.
And I think I just got to 40.
So I'm going to start running some different, you know, just grinding out.
It's so weird for me, for whatever reason.
the grind in that game, I love it. I crave it. I'm like, I want to go grind more levels.
Yeah. It's just this 20 year old game that I'm just obsessed with still. But yeah, what class are you playing?
A sorceress. Yeah. Okay. Yeah, that's the right call. Yep. I love sorcerers. Yeah. Oh, man. So many memories of those bail runs back in the day in Mephisto.
Yeah, bail Mifistro. You had all the bots running you through and you always knew just to keep rejoining the lobby, change the number at the end, add one, jump in the
next one. Oh, yeah. So I got to bring up a really funny moment because I don't think the listeners
ever heard about this. It didn't happen on the podcast, but it happened before we actually started
recording. So to give people an idea of some of the pre-recording stuff that we do, we all like try
to sync up our recordings where, you know, we all click record at the same time because it kind
of just starts the, you know, the waveform for the recording. And then we do a quick countdown so
that when Ryan is editing the pod, it's easy to see just the little spike in the wave form.
for them and say, oh, okay, well, you line those up and that accounts for just some internet
lag and delays and, you know, milliseconds that would sound weird otherwise. But when we were doing
the show with Todd and we were still trying to figure things out, one of the things that we were
talking about was how do we figure out how to get everybody's tracks to line up properly? Because
Paul, you were doing the editing back in the day. Yeah. And we, on our own, somehow came up with the
idea of like a sink clap, right, where we would all just clap into, like, our microphones.
Like, they do in Hollywood. Yeah, you see the clacker. They call it the clacker board. And they go,
and action and the board clacks. And that starts the, that's like the marker so that when the
editors are doing things, they can line everything up. Dude, three grown men trying to figure out
how to all say go or all clap together at the same time when we're looking at each other over.
like a Zoom call and there's a little bit of lag involved with internet latency was the funniest thing I think I've ever seen.
And at one point, this is when Todd was hosting. And so Todd was having a really hard time doing the countdown where he's like, three, two, one, go.
Right. We've got this thing mastered at this point. But back then, I remember we were, we could not do it. And at one point, Todd closed his eyes to try to do the like the countdown.
sink without getting distracted.
It was so funny.
And Paul and I absolutely lost our minds.
It's one of the hardest I've ever heard you laugh in my life, Paul, because it was just
watching Todd close his eyes like that somehow would help him to do this countdown.
Like, oh my goodness, dude, I wish we had audio for that because it is one of the funniest
things ever, but it's one of those things.
Nobody tells you.
Again, when you're trying to do a podcast, people don't tell you this.
And here's three grown men spending 15 minutes.
trying to figure out. How do we all say the same thing at the same time?
Well, we also went through a few iterations of what that looked like. So in the beginning,
we were trying like a clap, but then that doesn't always go through Discord and you don't know
who's doing what. And then for some stupid reason, we were trying to count down together
from five. So Todd would start clapping to like set a cadence and then he would say five. And then all
three of us are going four, three, two, one. And like, you can't sync that up very well. I don't know
why we were trying to do it that way. I guess we were just stupid. Yeah, we were stupid as what it was.
But yeah, it was funny, stupid, man. And it made for a really, really hilarious moment that
unfortunately nobody ever got to hear, but it was, you know, these are the things that it's like,
sometimes we talk about like leaving the mics on for a little while because we always talk a
little bit after the episode too, you know? And it's like, oh, man, that was one of those moments I wish
we could have got because it was the dumbest thing you've ever seen three people try to accomplish
and fail miserably at accomplishing it. Yeah. Finally, finally, after a few days, we learned,
okay, one person is just going to say, counting down from three, two, one, and then we all just go,
go. Yeah. And it works. It was very easy to line up. That was so easy. Yes. I don't know why we're doing the,
all right five four three it's like what are we doing and since then josh has developed uh the perfect go
i think he says oh i have josh really brags right clipped the wave form for me and i'll post it
i'll see i did that once before nobody cared yeah another like this doesn't make any sense
no one could care no one would care less oh man well any other uh
fond memories, anything else to share at this point?
Anything that stands out to you guys?
10 million.
You got anything else, Ryan?
Geez.
I just, there's a lot over, over this last, I guess, you know,
year and a half or so of recording.
It's just been, it's been a pure joy.
It's been something that I look forward to every week, every day.
I don't know.
it's weird to think about a day where I don't hop into our Discord chat that we have just for the show
and talk amongst each other.
So, yeah, it's, it's, I'm going to miss you, bud.
I know we're still going to talk every day, but it's going to be definitely different.
It's not going to be the same without you.
It won't be as good without you.
We're going to do our best.
But, yeah, man, I love you, buddy.
And I hope you're a family and everything else.
goes well and yeah, I don't know, joking up. Yeah, I will say too that one of the coolest things to me
was Paul, I have known you for, I think, 12 plus years now at this point. When I moved to Arizona,
I got introduced to you through Andy and some other friends and stuff like that. And we always,
we always have hit it off like really well. And we have always kind of had certain things where,
you know, whether we were doing like a home group together or something else where,
you know, we had opportunity to kind of hang out, poker nights and things like that. But when we
started to do this podcast, it was really awesome to have that, like, I'm always talking to Paul now.
You know, we're chatting about the podcast. We're recording together. It is just such a good thing
for us to do because you were one of the OGs. Like, you and I have brainstormed a lot of what the show
was about. We have talked about, you know, a lot of things that have brought the show to this point.
You know, even so much is bringing Ryan in, you know, which I said, but the other day, I think is
one of the best decisions that we ever made. You know what I mean? In that regard. But it's like,
that was you and I talking that over, you know, in that regard and kind of saying, what do we want
for this podcast and what can we do to make this good and what would be fun for people? And it's,
it's really awesome to me because I feel like we have a.
accomplish that. You know what I mean? And I have always said that to me, the most important thing
for this podcast is not the money. It is the community of people. And when people write in and say,
hey, I listen to you guys every day on my way to work, thank you for brightening my day.
That means the world to me. Like, legitimately, that is the reward for me. But the true reward for
me is like being able to do this with you two. You know what I mean? And the fact that through this,
I have really developed this,
this friendship with you, Paul.
And you too, Ryan.
I mean, we play pickleball on Saturdays together.
We're always chatting all the time now.
You know what I mean?
Stuff like that.
And so that is my biggest, like,
I'm not sad that you're leaving the podcast
because I know what you're going,
I know why you're leaving.
And I'm like super proud of you for that.
You know what I mean?
Because a husband that needs to take care of his wife
and take care of his family
and you being willing to sacrifice
whatever you need to sacrifice to do that is admirable, dude.
Like legitimately it's an admirable thing.
But I'm sad because it's like I'm worried that I'm not going to get to talk to you as much.
You know what I mean?
Like I'm not going to get to see, I'm getting choked up now too.
So Ryan, tag, you're it.
You know, back to you, Ryan.
But no, I mean, seriously, that's like my concern.
So it's like I hope that we keep the playing games together.
I hope that we keep the chatting and the Discord server.
and just that relationship that we've built through this,
I hope that continues on and that you leaving the pod
doesn't interrupt that friendship.
Yeah, yeah, I'm totally with you.
And just to throw here in the mix,
I think it's really hard for any group of three people
who have different personalities to run any kind of business.
I mean, people have different opinions,
people have different philosophies
in communication or talking things through.
or how stubborn some people are to doing things my way and I'm not going to give an inch to you
and things like that. The three of us have gelled so incredibly well in running this podcast.
All three of us, I think, are easy people to get along with, which I think is definitely key.
And we know how to communicate in a way that's always healthy and beneficial. And I think that's
one of the reasons for why this has been so rewarding. We do truly love each other and love spending
that time together. And even when we disagree on things, it's always been minor. It's always been like,
well, should we throw some money at this or should we do it there? And it's like, well, I don't know,
it kind of sounds like a waste. But if you're both into it, let's just do it. And that's kind of always
been our mentality. No one's ever been like, no, we're not going to do it because that's not the way
I want. You know, all three of us have worked together incredibly well. We can disagree without being
disagreeable.
You know, I mean, every once in a while, we throw out bonus round ideas and sometimes,
you know, Josh will throw out an idea and I'll kind of like furrow my eyebrow and be like,
how am I supposed to talk about that?
You're an idiot, Josh?
Same vice versa.
But then after all of us have thrown out four ideas, it's like, oh, great, there we go.
And we all seem to always end up on the same page.
And I think that that's been one of the factors for why our friendship and the podcasts and
everything have run so well together is that it's almost like we were perfect matches together,
which is really nice. I think the Mattest Paul's ever been is when we forced him into going to
Phoenix Fan Fusion. I was going to say that. I'm a very agreeable person and I'm always just like,
yeah, whatever, with everything. I was very strong armed these guys into Fanfusion in the beginning
because they're like, I'm not sure. I don't know. And then Josh finally kind of came around and Paul's
like, all right, let's, I guess we're doing this.
Paul's like, I'm not going to be the dude that says no one refuses, but man, I don't want to do
this.
Yeah.
Well, and I also was like, I'm not going in cosplay.
Like, that's, that's where maybe I'm a little stubborn.
If we're going out in public, that is just not going to happen.
So you two are very happy to go as Nathan Drake and Kratos.
And I was like, guys, it is, you know me.
I wear the same black shirt every day.
I own like 10 of them.
It's just Gilden brand.
I buy them, not a sponsor.
buy them on Amazon.
I just buy like two five packs, and that's my whole closet,
and I've got some tan shorts and some black athletic shorts.
And I'm like, you know what I'm going to be dressed as.
I'm going to be in black and khaki.
And I will sit there.
I will do my best to engage with people.
And that's not always my cup of tea.
And you did great.
You did awesome.
Yeah, it really was.
But yes, that was Paul's biggest sacrifice.
Oh, yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I do want to say, too, also just in addition to everything I said and what Josh said, too, is just find yourself a battery.
Paul is a battery.
He will charge you up.
So find somebody out there that you leave when you're done talking to them, you feel good and you just feel ready to attack anything.
And that's what Paul does.
And so like Josh said, I just, I hope that we can continue our conversations.
much as we have now.
You just won't be recording with us, which is a bummer.
But you, you help me get through every week, man.
So I genuinely do appreciate it.
I'm so glad that we have connected back as much as we have from our younger years
and just all the love to you, man.
And I'm here for anything.
Oh, yeah.
And you guys have made it just so easy to work with.
I mean, I know all three of us feel exactly the same way.
I'm looking forward to maybe being able to play more games
with you guys because since I don't have to prep for the show during the day and even though I'm
going to be working more since you know that's like the whole reason why I have to step back
but you know maybe it'll free up a little bit of time I still one of these days I still want the
three of us to play snow runner together I just think it would be so funny I think Ryan is that the car
game like the truck game yes the truck game with like realistic physics and trying to like
mud runner a little bit and I did not play it very long but if I could
Fashed Ryan off a mountain. That might make it worthwhile. Bring it on, buddy.
I think Ryan would love Snow Runner. And I think with the three of us, it would end up being a blast.
But yeah, well, I mean, does that pretty much wrap everything up? I think it does it, man.
This has been a, I know hopefully the people that have been listening to this show a long time have appreciated this episode.
We know it's a little bit off the norm that we do. But we all just really wanted to take this time to kind of just chat, reminisce a little bit.
over the last four years of the podcast and the last year and a half with Ryan being on the show
and just kind of have a good time going down memory lane a little bit.
So yeah, it's been a lot of fun for me.
It's been a lot of fun for hopefully you two as well.
And we'll have you back, Paul.
You've already committed to the end of year show.
So we know we'll have you back for that one.
Yeah.
And as you guys need a third, if you want to do a draft or someone, obviously I'm more than happy
to jump in.
Gosh,
let's have drafts
every week.
Paul,
we need a third for a draft.
Paul,
we're doing another one.
We're doing another draft,
bud.
Boy, the quality of those drafts
would go downhill fast.
We've done so many of those.
We still struggle where it's like,
all right,
like we're hiring video game people
to work in an office.
That was a real draft that we did.
Do you guys ever go back
and look at titles
and have zero recollection of like recording that?
We've done a lot of episodes.
I was actually doing that.
just kind of like scrolling episodes to see if like something jumped out at me as far as like,
oh yeah, I remember. And that's when I just went like, I was doing the like the flick scroll
where it's scrolling as fast as you know. And then I was like, we have done a lot of shows, man.
Yeah. There's there's been some that I'm like, dude, I would testify under oath. I have never done
an episode on that topic. And we've only been doing this for just over four years.
Yeah. But we've just recorded so many episodes. It's, it's pretty wild. Yeah.
Well, I mean, obviously, the show's going on without me.
I'm not worried about the content at all.
It's going to be great.
I hope everyone, you know, continues listening.
It's going to be awesome.
I'm looking forward to being able to add a new podcast that I get to listen to
without having any knowledge.
Because if I listen to our podcast, it's more like work.
I'm listening to it thinking, how can we make this podcast better?
I'm going to appreciate just being able to listen to you guys.
So that's one of the silver linings here that I,
I feel like I'll have a new favorite podcast, if nothing else.
I will say, Ryan and I have really been brainstorming some fun ideas.
We're going to, we're not like, you know, just completely turning everything topsy-turvy.
People have come to appreciate the show.
So we are definitely keeping that vibe and that going.
But we've definitely talked about what are some fun ways that we can do some things and
maybe some different content that we can try out and bring to people and stuff like that.
Anytime there's change, you know, whether it's wanted to change, you know,
whether it's wanted change or not, it's a good time to say, hey, since this is changing,
why don't we try this also? You know, and so we're pretty excited about that.
You know, I know that we're pumped to continue to bring people the absolute best content that
we can bring them. We've got some fun surprises in store. So as sad as we are right now,
I know that we are both super optimistic for the future and for some of the things that we're going
to be bringing to people to. Paul can't rain us in anymore, baby. Yeah, that's right. It's going to be
The leash is all.
She's going to be some shenanigans.
Yeah.
Like, I've been holding you back.
It's like your parents went out of town.
And it's party time.
I don't know that I'd say I've been raining things in that much.
But I do hear you.
We'll see, Paul.
We'll see.
We'll see.
You guys will have some big swings.
I'm sure some will work better than others.
All right.
Well, I think that wraps up everything here for this bonus round episode.
I really am so incredibly grateful to the two of you and to all the listeners.
there. I mean, the fact that so many people love and support the show just really does mean the
world. I am definitely going to miss the structure of recording with you guys at least twice a week.
You know, we used to have the squadcast, you know, occasionally on top of that as well.
I will definitely miss it. To all the listeners out there, as a reminder, said it at the top of the
show. But really, please make sure to rate the show five stars. Show that support to Josh and Ryan.
Keep the show going strong. You can also leave a review if you have Apple Podcasts.
And go take a look at Patreon support options at multiplayer squad.com.
And make sure to toss us a follow everywhere at VideoGamer's Pod.
So for the last time, I'm signing off.
Until next time, happy gaming.
Paul, see ya.
See ya.
All right.
See everybody.
Love you, Paul.
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