WAR MODE - Bifröst Billy (Pt.1)

Episode Date: July 14, 2026

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You don't find out who the best teammates are when champagne is dripping off your ceiling. Welcome to one. Find out who the best teammates are when the times are tough, and you are the best teammate I've ever had. Guys, it's official. I think I'm finally feeling better. What my hell? Wait. It's amazing. No, it's gone.

What the dares come over me? What the hell? All that matters is the mug. Am I too freakers on you today or what? But if you tell me to tone it down, I'm going to turn it right the fuck up. The minions eating a bird and I see Frank Dr. Like, just because you tell me to turn it down makes you want to turn it up. I'm going to do all the drugs, and we're going to have a deja-boo strip clubs.

Let's gas! I'm going to turn you into my shamota. You're a beautiful man, brother. And that's a beautiful world, Eddie. that's a beautiful reason to be happy. Everyone has a little bit of zizzing them. Every fucking cun out there. You're a fucking sick cun if you want to be, bro.

Stop being a fucking side cun, right? Go out, get bitches. Be a fucking sick cunt like zizz, bro. That's what we fucking do, bro. That's what we're doing this shit, bro? You want to be a fucking little sad cunt? Fuck that shit, bro. Every little fucking haters is going to hate, bro.

Six to one, one, turn, tall, shredded, bra. You'll never be like zizz, bro. It's not a fucking sick cuck, mate. Connor Murphy that is There's a million fucking Connor Murpies dude I'm with you on what you're talking about We're like those those dudes

Like I just think you're telling me that everybody Was doing this and I was a kid This shit didn't exist No I talked to shame about I never even had white monsters so You had no energy drinks or nothing There was like stuff

But like there was like Caffeine stuff Caffeine pills There was caffeine pills and there were drinks. Like Jolt. Remember Jolt? I remember Jolt came out of the gum.

But there wasn't any of this other stuff. But like what I'm saying is like these guys, getting into all these lifting supplements and things like this and the Zizz and all this. These are guys, regular big guys that played football. That's what it's for. Yes. And they're going to get big and it makes sense.

But these like kind of nerdier, I'm not going to say smarter, but like more. Smarter. A hundred percent smarter. Reading and playing video games and RPGs. Those guys. they're not meant to touch Jack 3D. I didn't know a body part until I was in at least college.

Like I could say, oh, we're doing traps, spies, but when I started talking about like the brachialis and shit like that, like that's, you've gone way too far. Like you're into aesthetics.

And that's where if you look at a dude like Zizz, who is aesthetic. He came up and like, dude, that is, if you wanted like an injection of like what it was supposed to be and the reason I like lifting got into lifting, like Ziz is in.

my head saying positive things. Now you've got something where a Chabadnik got this guy clavicular and is like, oh, dude, you have to like, A, rate people and like say fucked up shit. And Ziz was doing that. But he was trolled. It was a character. 100% of character. Everything I say about this is.

You're in character. I'm in character. This is 100% of character. This is a character's interpretation of what I saw because, like, I was jammed. Ziz died. And if you buy pre-workout, the first thing you do is scoop in the drain for Ziz. That is 100% what you have to do if you buy pre. But before this, I go back to-

I mean, I got jammed up when I said Connor Murphy dies in fucking Thailand. And I'm like, dude, Ziz died. Kind of Mert, like Ziz was Connor Murphy's inspo. Yeah. Ziz was 100% everyone who's into this stuff and like being fit on the internet. Ziz is the. O. G. He's the man. And then I remember our boy fucking died from the Vax.

Joe Esthetics. And I just was like, dude, this is crazy. All three of these guys died. Had no idea they're all in Thailand. Yes. And the thing that's even more fucked up in which makes me hate fucking perplexity is like you look that up

and it tells you Joe Linder. It's early stages, dude. It's Google. Still, it's pissing me off. Joe Linder hung out with fucking, like, if I search something and you search something, it shouldn't be different. No, it shouldn't.

It should be the same answer. You should have known that Joe Linder is chilling hard with Tony Huge. With Tony Huge. Yes, which. A very suspicious figure. This is the whole thing that got me fucked up was like out of nowhere you just him. Like, dude, check out Tony Huge.

A couple weeks ago, yeah. But he was in your crawl. He was in my crawl. Because you watched traffic and you forgot that you watched traffic. Probably. Yeah, I did. Yeah. And Tony Huge is on that.

You're like, holy fuck. But either way, I go back, like the reason why I get into all this stuff and like, dude, you're going to get hit with you're gay. like why do you care about lifting? I'm getting in it? No, no, like people will say like, oh, you're gay. That's why you like lifting. But like back in the day, Matt had a...

Matt had a phase. Matt was pre-worked out of thing where we thought he was on steroids. Yes. And he probably, like, dude, no joke. He probably was on... Me and Tom were like Matt's on steroids because he got huge out of nowhere. Yes.

And he was probably on SARMs. Natty card's still intact. Oh, that keeps your card? Matt didn't know. So like, this is what I'm telling you. Like, that was like, I remember Matt was doing animal packs. And when I was in grade school, he was in high school.

What's an animal pack? So there's a brand called an animal. And they used to have like all these multivitamins that you take. Okay. But like, yo, if you were selling fucking supplements and they were like, say you're doing it from like some Chinese lab or something. Because like, dude, if you look into all these companies, every single one of these guys, if let me see something. Yeah, we're good. Okay.

Completely forgot. This is what I'm saying. What's that? Hold on. What? It's really a little. I zoomed out. Okay.

No worry. Producers hat on. It's also on here. It's no big deal. A little help would be nice. But going back to like what Matt was taking, if you were selling those supplements, there's a really good chance that like everyone, if you, everyone sources zinc and like all this stuff, everyone's taking the same stuff.

So if you want a little bit of an edge, is it going to hurt you if he throw a little sarms in your mix? What's Sarms? Sarms is kind of like a steroid type of thing, but like you can take it with a pill and stuff like that. So Matt was on the animal pack, but it made him, it made him loco.

Like Matt Matt's had gasket was going on animal pack. He was crying his shit. He was very emotional on the animal pack. Otherwise, very stable genius. So he's taking animal packs, losing his fucking mind. That's like me in sixth grade.

I'm watching Matt taking animal packs. like, dude, I can't do that. Like, it makes you blow your head gasket. You can only describe it as hell. So, like, I go six, seventh grade. And then I want my, my OG Lutus. And like, dude, mind you, this is where I kind of fucking, I identify with dudes like Zizz and Connor Murphy.

Like, there was a stricken hoe lifting culture in my house. Yeah. So I had to go down my basement, put on Wired 96.5. I mean, you broke the mold. Yes, 100%. I put Wired 960. 96.5 on the radio. And then I would bench.

What kind of music is that? It's rap. Okay. So like I would be bench pressing with a, you know, like the easy bar curl? I would just bench press with the fucking curl bar. Yeah, the bar. Just no, with weights, like 25 pounds. But it was like literally like a prison fucking bench.

Right. And I just kept on doing that until one day I still remember this. I don't know if it's like I'll never forget it. Probably won't. I grabbed the Comcast remote and I felt my. peck flex and I was like oh shit it's working the pump literally the pump takes over me yeah and like dude I'm going downstairs on a mad one like dude it's crazy I literally lifted it and like I did it once didn't know how to do it and started grabbing the remote until I got the mind muscle connection

and started flexing my pecks so have the great powerful shit so like eighth grade comes and goes I'm still just like kind of I'm dying thinking of you in a full length mirror no there's I know that. I'm just imagining this. I know you have no mirror. Dude, I know you're in a room with all your brothers. No,

no, no. I'm in a basement to the right of me is a plywood wall full of stickers that have bullet fucking things that my dad used to shoot a fucking BB gun into it night. But you guys, I painted you guys bedroom.

There was not a lot of mirrors going on. There's no mirror. There was just in the bathroom. Like full length mirrors, crazy. Yeah. You got a full length mirror in your house for a lot. I just imagine this because that's what dudes that lift do.

That's why they think it's gay. Yes. I was down the basement, literally just pumping away. I was hitting bicep curls, then I would get down and hit this. G unit was very big at the time. Pure lifting fuel. G unit, shit like that, lean back by the terrorist squad.

I would just wait for the shit that. So like that all is cool. Eighth grade, that's all I'm doing. Kind of getting jacked, not going to lie. Still like very fucking pipsqueak. Freshman year I get in a high school. And then that's when lifting starts. That's when I get my first flip phone.

So right now you're so natty. It's just food and what. Water. There's no-food milk. There's no energy drinks. There's not, I do not, you're not, you don't associate any. I'm literally trying to think right now how I source this shit. There's nothing like to enhance. You're just hitting the pump. Yeah, that's freshman year. Freshman year is like crazy Natty.

And like, dude, I, like I'm trying to think 2008 was my freshman year. 07 to 08, class of 08. That was my freshman year. I still think I was full-blown natty at that point. I don't think I was able to source pre-workouts. And I was getting paid like 100, 150 a weekend if I worked a Saturday. Right. So, like, I'm working all fucking day long to obtain shit that I found on form. Are you on protein?

No protein. All right. So you're not on anything. My mom thought it was bad because Matt was on the animal pack. My mom's like, you can't have that shit in the house. And Fed got it and it didn't do anything to them. Yeah, Fed just doesn't have the build. Fed has a pure Irish build.

So, like, I have. I couldn't get protein. Protein was a big no-no because Matt said that's what made him wacky. So my mom thinks protein is like the devil. And I just showed you a picture of Jack 3D. What's that look like? It looks like vitamins. It looks like vitamins, dude.

You know, when I see that, that looks like medicine. BSN labs. Like, especially the grape one, I'm like, oh, that might be medicine. They kind of, it was almost like these. The other ones, they're targeted to teenagers. Dude, like I, when I tell you, I took every single fucking pre-workout on the sun, literally everything. Like a new one would come out and it would look cool.

Like Jack 3D, I, like, I had to remember why I got off it because it was so good. Like Jack 3D was so good. But some of my boys. This is pre-workout. This is pre-workout. So like, I guess around sophomore year, freshman year, I'm just glad to be on the freshman team. You can find pictures of me. I'm fucking Pipsqueak.

Like, I'm not that muscular. KFs are huge. Always had been. Not a big deal. 100% daddy there. But like, I was a fucking Pipsquee. and then my boys got cars and we could hit GNC. And you didn't need to be 18 to buy this shit.

Right. So you would just have the walk into GNC. Go over see Jack 3D. Which is crazy. Dude, that's what I'm telling you. Is that still the case you think? 100%. But this is like gray area stuff.

And dude, like it gets worse than this. Like what I was doing was wholesome and pure. There's other dudes who got on pro hormones. That's a whole other story. I mean, bro, we have bodies on this. Okay. So, like, I start taking Jack 3Day. And, like, the thing that's pissing me off is I have a pretty sharp memory.

I can't remember what made me get off it other than some of my boys starting throwing up. So, like, my one boy took Jack 3D to do the mile. Right. That's not a great idea. He's in very bad shape right now that I think about it. Like, this guy, like... Wait not be meant for, you know, mid-distance running. Dude, this is, like, how, like, far I've fallen off Olympus.

I'm hitting like half a Yerba Mote because of caffeine intake. We were doing three scoops of Jack to get a mile down. What MGs is that? Dude, I have no fucking clue. Because caffeine wasn't the thing. The thing that was in Jack 3D was DMA or what is it? Yeah. DMAA, I think it is.

That stuff was like military. DMAA, yes. I was getting on Tony Hughes' ass because fucking John Bravo videos are hilarious. Very fucking funny. They were sponsored by Enhanced Labs. I thought it was Peter Thiel because I thought it was enhanced games. Yes. So I was like, oh no, dude, it's actually not, Teal, it's this guy, Tony Huge. Find out that there's all these like mini

docs on him. He's kind of a freak show. He has harems. I mean, check out Tony Huge. But he is making a lot of this shit. So he had his own company. He had his own company. Yes. But I think. And I was like, dude, have you ever ingested huge products? No. So I will tell, I will go from 2008 until now and let you know exactly what I was taking and my...

You can revoke my nattie card if you want, I don't care. I don't know. I don't care. Knowingly, I've never taken steroids. And I'm not trying to get out ahead of this, like, liver king or anything. But 08 is when you have, these are like, dude, like, you know when we watch those videos of Greek gods and it's like

there's Kronos and then there was fucking Zee. It's like... These are the Titans. Jack 3D and NNO explode, you will never. never get a pump anywhere close to this shit and have the fucking mental that you need. Like, dude, I was tight grip benching 135 sophomore year. I thought I was a fucking God. And like, dude, you would take this shit.

What is this stuff doing to you? It's insane. DMA, I don't know what the fuck it is, but they've taken it out of everything. So like, dude, I've never in my life after taking this shit. have wanted to like increase rap. Like I'll go to the gym on a little bit of caffeine and like I'll hit whatever. Like this shit would make you want to fucking go to war.

Like I mean, I'm not saying quit it with the mental health, but like what was going on? No, it was a mental thing. Like what was going on? Like what happens? Like this shit kicks in and like what is the vibe? Dude,

I remember fucking taking this shit and going to the brandy wine wine's here with my two boys. And like I never liked doing legs or anything shit like that just suck. But like we were ripping lunges with one. 135 barbell like barbell 135 lunch and then you're like doing like one knee one foot like almost a Bulgarian split squat with 135 all day long and loving it and then hitting a hot room so like it just never ended and it's what I would like I had you I don't want to be that dude the end of the road of that might be like when Tony huge is like dude I'm fucking three girls my boys fucking

three girls yeah well and we're all doing it to get and the cool thing is is not that we're just fucking three-year-olds. We're all together fucking three-year-old. It's the road. It is the bro shit. So like in 08, N-O explode and Jacked are king. Oh-9, same thing. I'm still fucking playing football. 2011 is when C-4 comes in. C-4 took everything off. I don't know why I put Jack down other than I think people were having some issues with that shit. Like you were getting acid reflux. Like, dude, having acid reflux in high school is crazy. Dude, you're lucky to be here. I told you that last night.

You have no idea. Dude, I... So this is a nasal decongestant. Yes. So this narrows your blood vessels, raises your blood pressure. It's linked to arrhythmias. Yes. Chest tightness.

Yes. Heart attack, seizures, and psychiatric effects, dude. I was so stupid at the time, though. I just like, oh, this makes me feel like shit. But like, if I was more in touch with my body, I was probably having like erythmias and stuff like that. Dude, but that's what I go 08,09. This is just meth. Yes.

Amphetamine. I know, dude. I told you. Like, that's what I'm saying. When you look at Jack 3D, you look at the ground, dude. You don't look at that bottle straight in the face. Like, that is Valhalla for lifting. So you were doing drugs. Pretty, but you were doing like a little bit of meth. Imagine though, if you walked into a store and they sold you meth and was like, this is for lifting, you're doing nothing wrong. So there's no guilt. There's no weird feeling about it. Yeah. I'm just saying that you did, you were experiencing the effect of, I don't know what it happens if you eat it. I guess it's like taking riddle it. It was like a fucking scooper. Yeah, no, I'm just saying it's probably like when you take on. I mean, dude, there would be nights where like I would

fall asleep at six o'clock. Like ADD stuff. Yeah. It's like pure fucking like meth, but like there be nights where I was in high school and I wouldn't go to sleep until the sun was coming up and I would go into school. I'd do it. I fucking had one hour of sleep last night. Like I was on some like fucking crazy shit. Right. But I was on meth. But this is what I'm saying. Like, I can't even explained to you what that life is like because there was no stigma. There was no like, oh, you're a meth head. It was literally like, yeah, it's for lifting. So you're killing it. It is the best feeling in the world. And you're just after school, you already have the highest testosterone you ever will. And you're on meth. I should have went to war. Yeah. Like,

I should have 100% went the war. For some reason, I remember vividly the Jack 3D. It was like lemon lime, dude. It tastes like fucking batteries. Like it was so mad. Like, it was. It was, so bad. Like, it not good whatsoever. I get off that shit. My buddy fucking threw it up, taking, uh, trying to do the mile before like, uh, football shit, like in the beginning of the summer or the beginning of the season. Yeah. You have to do all these tests. My boy threw up doing the mile and everyone's kind of like, dude, I don't know about Jack. So that's everyone switches over to C4. Yeah, if you're on speed, you don't want to run. Not at all. This dude, 100% threw up and he's had some serious problems. Now that, like, now that you're bringing this up and I'm thinking about it, he's had some serious problems.

I dodged a bullet. So, like, that's, you go, you switch over to NO explode because it's like a little. And this is like late 2000s. This is 2008, 2009. Okay. So 2008, 2009 is Jack 3Day. I can still smell the gym. Like, this is like first time getting pussy shit.

Yeah, right. So then you switch over to. I mean, you've connected it to a drug behavior. Pretty much. Yeah. Like, you've had highs. And I've told you, I got to get off. This is not normal life.

Like, you had highs. Yes. That you are like, you have euphoric recall of, the meth eye. I'm pretty much a methadone addict when it comes to lifting because I won't touch the real shit. Right. And I'll just hit like, oh, I'll hit a yurb. So like, I'm kind of methadone adjacent

when it comes to lifting because I told you before I struggle with like, like, I literally can't work out. Well, you were in a C4 going I like the, you like the feeling of it? You need a little stem and the beta aline. That was like the tingling. The tingles was fucking huge for that shit. So that's all euphoric. That's all like,

that's like the works, dude. Like, that's all like drugs shit. It's like heating up a spoon. Yeah, yeah. That's what I'm saying. That's what I'm saying. Like, if you could just give me beta Aline and I would be like, all right, it's fine the party. Well, if you were like a body hacker. Yeah. So like this is what I'm saying where you, like all this happened to you and you went through this.

But thank God you are who you are. Yeah. And you were meant to be a... Something kicked me off the train. Kind of like a football player like you were and all this stuff. Dude, I would have went. If you were just, imagine if you were just like kind of a genius. Yeah. that wanted a biohack.

I would have been fuck. So that's what I'm saying. Like I keep going. I hit NO explode and then I hit NO shotgun. NO stands for nitric oxide. It's for the pump. Yeah, yeah. That gives you some real good.

That shit gave you real good pumps. I remember all that stuff. And then I forget what the hell it is. It might be like citroline or something I started to take because one of the assholes at fucking vitamin shop was like, dude, you can add this to pre-workout and it'll give you more of a pump. Dude, I was 17 years old and got a heart pap. I should have started to go fund me.

I was so scared. So I completely get rid of fucking free workout for a little bit. I've done football. So I don't lift. I'm just like drinking hot cocoa instead of coffee. Like I fucked myself. So like literally my saving grace is that I got too much caffeine, got a heart palpitation at my cousin's football game.

He was a senior. I was a freshman in college. So I was just watch this happen. It hit. And I was like, dude, I'm fucked. Because I was taking that stuff. And like, dude,

here's a thing, though. And like this is the only way. Is this like three days a week? What? You're taking it. Every day. You're taking it every fucking day, dude. Because you want to know why it drops.

And you feel amazing. And you get crazy fucking palms where you can't touch your shoulder, bro. I couldn't do this. Literally. Hit biceps just for the fuck of it. Can't touch my fucking shoulder. It'll get you so fucking, like, dude, you feel like you're on top of the world. So then like I, this.

This is where the timeline really helps me because, like, I just started hitting C4 from 2010 until 2013. I got rid of the citrilling. 2013, I kind of go back to my parents' house for a little bit. You may get sorry, see this whole thing? Oh, yeah, pause. Full screen that. There we go. 2013 is, remember I told you that I was like fucking.

Dude, they banned all your shit. It's all banned, except C4. I'm a dead man. Holy shit, man. Dead man walking. I was chilling. I mean, that might be your earth suit. Feeling that heart palpitation and being like, I'm good for now.

I was like, fuck that. If you kept going, man. If I kept going, there was a million, there was a bunch of liver problems and shit like that. But you can't forget, one MR, bro. One MR stands for, take a guess. One more rep. It was a free workout. Literally tasted like grundle.

I think it was like a green apple favor or some shit I would have to drink it and almost throw up every time but I did it because that's like that's what 100 binds like I would smoke parmesan cheese yeah yeah yeah dude I would drink one more Rett for the pot you probably smoked more parmesan cheese like this shit was so fucking gross and then that's where I like you leave like the jack 3D

DMAA DMA gets banned BSN Labs is fucking crazy but like they all kind of go away one MR I remember taking and like that was towards the end or yeah so I was at delaware county community college so I was a freshman in college this is the only way I can keep track of time this is your story it's like this and women is the only way I can keep track of time I get what you're saying like I'm going to witness a soft sweat underbelly yes I'm Mark leic to explain this stuff like I literally have to explain to you my thought process because I'm literally taking drugs and at this point. I should have filmed you in a black and white background. Yeah. I'm watching

Hodg twins who are now right wing commenters. So this is when you're in a Crowder. No, crowd. Dude, I'm confused. This is before I looked into fucking, like, dude, imagine everything I look into, imagine if there was nowhere to go but the gym. I literally would just watch a gym shit, watch porn, and fucking chill. I wasn't doing shit. What year is this? 2011, 2012. Like, it's after the hook is where I get that. Yeah, yeah, got you. So, like, I remember literally, like, it's 2012.

So we got jacked at its peak and craze. I remember being at the Rocky Run YMCA on Craze. Craze got banned because there's fucking meth in it. And that's the one I told you. And all this is DMAA. No, craze, I think, literally had like some sort of meth in it. Pulled. Oh, also I took Oxie Elite Pro because I was trying to get a six pack.

sophomore and junior year. Is that a fat burner? It's a fat burner. It's Jack 3D makes Oxy Elite Pro. I took that shit. I knew I was kind of fun. Would have been cool, dude. Would have been cool?

I got a four pack. So we're good with that. I did try it, though. It is banned. So at this point, it's 20, I'm looking at your timeline here. I took it. It's 2013. Nothing's available from here back.

Jack 3D. Everything for the last five years of your timeline is banned now. The only thing that is around is craze. Craze is still around. Craze is still around. Crazy just came out. So like these fuckers, this is... And C-4.

C-4 is forever. Like, they're in Wawa-Wa. Kevin Hart sells them with a hoagy. Like, C-4 is completely normal. They won the pre-workers. That's really fucking love. Crazy. It probably does.

But I remember in 2013, this is right before I go to Temple, I'm at the Rocky Run YMCA, and I'm lifting at 530 in the morning for no reason. No one stopped me doing this. No one was like, hey, you good? Like, what's going on? Why are you waking up at 5.30 of the morning when you're going to Delaware County Community College?

I'm sorry, man. I didn't know. And, yeah, I'm listening to EDM. I didn't know, man. Crazy shit. So that's the listen to electric music. Yeah, craze is the one where I told you that I would take it, come home, and then run twice. I never ran in my life.

Yeah, you don't like to run. Hated the mile. Dude, I would run two miles and come home. It's like, fuck, maybe I'll eat some chicken. Like, literally didn't care at all. like I didn't even fucking run. But I remember being in the gym and this is when I started fucking around with Citrolean and stuff.

And like a dude came up and was like, hey, are you all right, man? These are like the vasodilator? Vasodilators. All that stuff. So like I was so gooned that two, three scoops or free workout wasn't enough pump. I needed an extra pill. Jesus, dude.

Yeah. If I did this now, I swear to God, you'd have to put me in a psych ward. Like if I took what I took in like freshman year of college, high school, You would literally have to put me in a psych ward. So you're just in the slow lane now. Oh my God. I'm Margaritaville, dude. I got fucking Jimmy Buffet playing in my bed.

And I'm like, oh man, I got fucking eight pullups. That's pretty good. And like, dude, I fucking chill. Like, um, I get off crazy because this dude came up to me. And I remember like getting off of a, um, decline, like thing you do abs on. And he was like, dude, you're okay? Because I almost fell over. So like, dude, there's millions of fucking people that did this shit.

I was at least in touch enough with my body where I was like, okay, I got to get off this shit. That's when you get into stupid shit like pre-gym stuff. I remember taking that. What's it gone? Pre-gym, 2016. This is just another pre-workout? This is another pre-workout. Like, you go on and off it.

Like, I would get busy working and like, I don't even feel like. Working in the gym is not a, it's not like a green. thing. Yeah, but like even then when I got off pre-workout, we would finish work. I was also smoking cigarettes at this time, too. That's okay. Full-blown, like, drug addict. I would, on the drive home, we'd all

smoke SIGs and drink Red Bull. And then because we were tired. Yeah. And then I would hit a pre-gim before the gym. Right. So he started, like, 2016, I started getting into like stim-free and stuff like that. You had C-4 ripped, which tricked the fatties and then buying it because you thought you were going to get a six-back.

This is all, everyone, like, I would, sit there and watch Hodge twins. Yo, Elliot. So they're lifting guys? Hodg twins are... They're like, oh, man. You want to make some muscle? They're like MAGA guys, right?

Dude, they are the... This is why I thought... I have no... Like, I literally love the Hodge twins. Yeah, yeah. Like, I've gotten tips off those dudes. Like, they are... But they started out just as gym guys.

Dude, they started out, pushing each other out of a camera fame asking if you want to make some muscle. And then I thought that... Then they were like crowded boys, right? Then they got into, like, the political shit because they're like just they beasted. Okay. Yeah.

They leveled up. They leveled up. We're like, dude, I'm going to voice my opinions on the internet. At first it was just muscle stuff. And then it was like them. Ziz was like ethereal. Yeah, Ziz is not of this world. I wasn't on 4chan or any of that stuff.

So like, I would just see pictures of the pose and be like, dude, who is this guy? Right. It's aesthetic. Bumbed as fuck when I figured out that he died. But like, dude, it was like all YouTube videos were lesbians kill. Because I got I couldn't get on the porn sites for a while because the computer was right in the family room. I thought I was better off on YouTube just hitting it back button because we're following YouTube. I'm good.

So it was like lifting shit. Lesbians lifting and that's about it. Not lesbians lifting. Lesbians kissing. And that's about it. So like judgment free zone, brother. Absolutely. So like I'm doing that stuff.

Chilling. Then I go into college. In college, I pretty much just chilled on. maybe C4 if I could get it because I can envision it all my fucking thing. So like C4 was kind of like the best one to take. And these are not cans? This is a powder. This is a powder.

The can shit is like this is new. Okay. There was no cans. Take me back. I've never experienced any of this. There was like there was. So everything has been powder. Everything you're talking about is powders.

Everything's powder. Right. There were sick fucks that would just dry scoop it. I never did. I thought that's poor taste. No, literally. like powder in your mouth. Yeah, eating.

And then chewing it up. There was other fucking assholes that would pour water and shake it up a little bit and make them like in the chunks. I thought it was always good. Like the craziest I got was the problem where getting a scooper in this, you would have to get little funnels and get it. Hey man, I've been making a baby bottles. I know what that is.

Exactly. So you kind of can feel my fucking time. How have we not fucking mastered this? I have no idea. As a people. There should be a way. Yeah. So like there was.

Connor Murphy, he starts coming into the world when there's another guy named Gregory O'Galliger. Gregory O'Galliger was the modern day Bruce Wayne. Yes, you showed me this guy. He had like a drone pick of him in like a mansion. Yes, this is like, this is when you get into my lifting world. I'm starting to think the shit's funny and I'm not lifting as much. It's probably when I brought you to the gym and uh... This is when I went to the gym and you just worked out like a psych in front of me. I was on drugs.

So now that you know, I was on some sort of drugs, it was probably at that point C4. C4 was like kind of the whole time, but it was C4 mixed with another fucking thing. I can't remember what it is, but it was an NO, it was a black NO pill bottle.

Okay. And like the last, however long this is lasted, this, when I told you like, this is for any dude who's ever lifted will know exactly what I'm talking about. This is niche.

You're not trying to niche mug, but it's happening. This is for the lifters. I crushed that up until your Vermont. Like, I don't even think, I'm trying to think what I was taking once I got here. I would chill for a little bit, but I never got any of the fucking, like, bad feelings and probably until 2020. 2020 is when, like, the gym and all that stuff kind of fell off and I was just working out at home. When I got back on pre-workout, it was when we were lifting, I started taking gorilla mine.

didn't like that shit. I was taking gorilla minds having thoughts that just weren't my own. Like stuff I didn't need to be. And this is more plates, more dates. It's more plates more dates thing. I'm confused. Yeah.

Yeah. So like MPMD, he comes out with fucking gorilla mine. I took it for a little while and then like, dude, this is where you get into pussyville. Like I, when it comes to lifting,

I am a pussy. I will put my hand up because like the other way to go is you are Connor for your Ziz and you start to take, even though Ziz says he's, He's lifetime Natty, which I believe I'll never fucking be smirched dead. Connor Murphy and all those dudes, you can go down another road, which is like the rich piano road and stuff. We're like, dude, fuck it, I'm taking steroids.

Yeah. And my boys have done that. I mean, Tony Hughes says everybody should be on tons of steroids. Back in the day, though, there was people who would fucking talk about steroids and like the enlarges everything. So you get enlarge hearts and shit like that. I mean, their faces blow up. They get bowling ball heads.

It's weird. My head's max cap. I can't get this thing any fucking bigger. Like, I would literally look like a monster. Yeah. Like, I don't need a bigger fucking head.

But, like, that's where I kind of got off it. I remember a real vague time where I was living to Dickinson, where I was taking this shit called steel supplements. I shit my pants one time on the way home from the gym.

And it would make your yinson almost non-existent. So I was like, dude, fuck this stuff. But those were fucking pills. So I have no idea what those things were. So you went from, powder to random pills because they took away

little bit. They took away what you knew. No, it was just like I couldn't get that high. They took it away. They took the high away. So I was like, dude, I'm going to try to find some other stuff because I was always chasing a Jack 3D high. Right. And I couldn't get to that. And that's where

like I started looking at like the Blackstone Labs and stuff like that. Like I remember going into Well, these are some of John Bravo's earlier sponsors is Iron Mag. Yes. They do a ton. They sponsored a bunch of podcasts. They sponsor a bunch of Likens.

Muscle. Yeah. Like they sponsor that stuff and it's fucking weird. Like how they hold it down because a lot of these dudes like Jack 3D, they all got in trouble for DMAA. And like all these people get in trouble for release and stuff. So like dude, it's kind of fucked up because you're making like kids try to take like tainted supplements. So they get a fucking pump. And like dude.

But this is just methadone from steroids or whatever. Like the end of the road is a precursor. Yeah. You take this and you're like, dude, I want to feel the way I felt with jazz. What you're talking about? You're chasing the dragon. And it's like the dragon's out there, brother. It's out there and you have to take steroids.

You just got to take steroids. I can't do that. I will never. I'd rather be fat than be on steroids. You just got to take Trembloon. You got to eat a Trembloney sandwich or some shit like that. Are the trend twins connected to Tony Huge? I don't think so.

I've never heard a fucking word of it. Tony Huge is like he, I'll bring up. his fucking, and remember, this is acting. None of this is real because Tony Hughes is allegedly a lawyer. So I don't care about that stuff. Tony Huge, I never heard about him in all my days. Maybe I heard about him like tangentially, but like until you told me about Tony Huge and this was two weeks before Connor Murphy died. Yeah. I didn't know about Leo longevity. So like, if you went down the dark side, me, I just went down the, I'm not trying to write my I was sorry, but I went down the lightning.

Yeah, I mean, if you had a harder palpitation, you're like, yo, I'm going to chill on this. But imagine if you had a hard palpitation, you're like, actually, why did that happen? And how can I keep taking more of this? How can I keep going? And it's like, if you had this other kind of a mind, like, I mean, Zizz sold his World of Warcraft to get in the gym.

This blows my mind that a kid did this. This is like a Dungeons and Dragons mind that was brought to the gym. These two things were never meant to be fueled by meth. Never. And that's the problem These dudes did it. Because then you do a little bit of that, do a little ayahuasca.

Yeah. At this point, you are a god. That's where, like, when I was watching the Connor Murphy stuff, I was always just like, dude, this guy's kind of fucking crazy.

Because he was always doing the acting and stuff like that. I didn't know that he was like, when the whole Thailand aspect of it, I haven't thought a word, like, I haven't thought about that at all. Huge supplements, by the way,

is unrelated to Tony Hughes. Joe Linder. I know it. Okay. I know. I looked that up. I looked that up. So the only reason I started paying attention to Thailand is because, like, once you go further in, like, 2020's area, I'll listen to Bradley Martin, good man.

He seems like fucking chill, my dickhead, Joe aesthetics. Joe aesthetics. Like, I love all this stuff. I'll follow all those dudes. And it still kind of gives me chills hearing the... His voice? I heard him talking about how they took all of his blood out and he knew something was up. and it's like, damn, dude.

Because those guys are so, like, people forget when the Vax came out and everyone was like, everyone loves saying like, oh, dude, everyone's still alive, it's crazy. Yo, say that to all the hyper athletes. Yeah. That had heart attacks out of nowhere. On the field. Like soccer players. Like fucking Joe Linder.

Yeah. You can go through and like start looking up articles about that stuff. And it's like, hiking causes heart attacks. And like all these things now cause heart attacks. There's like high school kids playing football. And having heart attacks. Yeah. And they're like, oh, this is normal.

This is always happening. They did it. They started saying, when I was telling you last week, they came out. I was like, dude, M RNA is cool. Like, everything's done. And they said one of the side effects is myocarditis, which, like, dude, that shouldn't be a side effect. They said this. Oh, yeah.

But it's still healthy. But it's healthy. It's not that fucking many. That's what I'm saying. Like, I literally will never be able to get over that shit that they did it. I won't be able to trust anyone in medicine, none of that stuff. Literally did it themselves. It's like once a jitter always used.

cheater. Something like that. But like I'm watching Joe Estetics. Love the fucking guy. And then he dies and like you, when you're watching Joe Stetics, you're watching that dude work out in Thailand. This is a fucking crazy ass life. He dies in Thailand. He can like flex different parts of his

alien games. Yeah. Yeah. So like he dies in Thailand. And then I remember when that happened, I was like bro, fucking Zizz died in Thailand too. See, I didn't know Ziz died in Thailand. Ziz died in fucking Thailand. And he died in a sauna. So like, I will say this. Ziz, I have no idea. I don't know how that dude died. It doesn't

make sense. I, unless, like, I don't know. And, like, these people in Thailand are, like, the fieriest motherfuckers in the world. And if you fuck their girlfriend, they'll kill you. Like, I don't know how a completely healthy guy. I mean, they'll arrest you if you talk bad about a business. Yes. So there. Lord knows what's going on over there. The other thing I will say. And, like, dude, I'm with Cheshbrough. I think someone killed fucking. exist. But like if you're a smart dude and you're taking stuff like Jack 3D and all this stuff and you're going over to Thailand where like steroids are like 150 bucks, you can get them out of pharmacy, no problem. And you can get rid of those heart palpitations and then you go

into the sauna. You might you might myocarditis yourself. Okay. So I can see that. Joe Linder, I'll give him the past because he got Vaxed. He tried to get rid of his blood. Wish I could have talked to him before foreign protein cleanse. I would have got that shit. You would have got that right would have saved Joe Lender's life would have been a better place. And that is what I remember, like, lifting. We would fuck around. Me and my friends would fuck around. But it was all positive.

Like this shit that has happened with, like, whatever collicular is and all this. Like. It's talking about the Mogwors. Not even the mob wars. Like, Connor Murphy got in that shit too where, dude, this shit used to be about picking up your bros. Well, I think he was, like, mocking it. I think he was. Yeah.

He was like playing character. Like, he was on another level. mentally, dude. He was extremely smart. That's what I'm saying. I literally couldn't watch this stuff because I also wasn't into the reactions of there's a thing that he did that wasn't that cool and he would go up to and like, dude, this is just my suit that probably told me not to watch it. He would go up to short dudes in the gym with their girlfriends and take his shirt off next to the short guy and then mug him. Right. So that's not cool. And my mug is for the alpha male of the group. Yes. So that's not cool to do to someone. And you can't be when

you're a man lit. No. There's no way out. So he would go up to them. And that's what I'm saying. Imagine like it kills me that, it kills me when a guy has all that. And then does the evil. Or just like, I don't know. I mean, I know he went down a road of ayahuasca and all that stuff.

But it's like, dude, like 630, like some super jacked handsome kid. Yeah. And you could have done anything. Social anxiety is what he said he had. Who doesn't? Try being 5'6. That's getting. Rodger's reality.

Like, when you're creating that player, that's at 100. Yeah, the slider is all the way up on that. So, like, that's what the Connor Murphy stuff I didn't get into because it was like reaction videos, weird, mobbing stuff. And then he started, like, drinking common piss. The best way that I could imagine it is if you were naked. Being short. It would feel like you were, right?

Fucking egg. Right? Yeah, yeah. I mean, like, I would imagine it would be similar. I literally can't say yes or no to that. I imagine it would be similar. So being five sex is like being butt-ass naked all the time. Being a six-foot three guy to equal that out.

At least a thong. Whatever. Maybe not schmack out. Like if you're like fucking five foot. But you get what I'm saying, right? Yeah. That's crazy. But you get what I'm saying, right?

That's why I don't talk. That's why I don't do this shit. Like point and laugh with a biting left at short people. I don't like doing that shit. So like I never like like Connor. You might be a different species. You might have something else in you. It's all good.

it doesn't matter we're still human at the end of the day but like I never got into Connor Murphy I would just watch his videos kind of laugh you watched the Connor Murphy escaping the bodybuilding cult yeah like that where it was like a fucking and like that's when that was probably 22 22 23 when you got into that I don't know yeah and I was like damn that's crazy but like side note Derek for more plates more dates was on his fucking jobs yeah so why why did uh what's that about I showed you the video where Derek has a fucking toupee on pretty much. He looks like one of the members of the Beatles took steroids.

Crazy. I mean, dude's a multimillioner. You don't like gorilla mine. I get it. Eight inches and thick. Dude's huge. What's fuck?

I can make fun of them. But he did not like when people were lying on the internet. MPMD was a little above my pay grade. Wait, Derek doesn't like it? No. I mean, he exposed liver king. Like the reason liver king... I mean, yeah, Liver King went crazy.

And you're saying Connor went crazy from him too? He was just on Connor's ass. about Natty or not. And he was commenting on the fact that he's losing his hair and all that stuff because like dude like I've told you

everything in this world that's another thing womanly. Yeah with the look is yeah I mean that is the general consensus is that imagine trying to get your jaw chiseled. You've fucked with your hormones

to the level of faking and acting like a girl. You're making putting on makeup makes sense. Hey dude guess what? Dude's hair falls out. That is what it is. That is what it is. Jason's face.

What is the big deal? I don't get it. Yeah, but chill. What do you mean chill? That's like me saying, dude, you're five sick. What's the big deal? No, I'm saying like... There's dudes out there that lose the hair and his fucking came over.

We have to, as men, though, stay together on that. Absolutely. That's what I'm saying. Like, I get it. No, I'm not doing that. Okay, okay. I'm saying like, yo man, we have to hold... Speaking as a full-haired person.

Bro, we have to hold frame on this. This is like hold the line. They ripped everyone apart. They ripped all the dudes apart, and now the dudes are sitting there going, getting plastic surgery on their faces. Yeah. It didn't take long.

It took, like, from Ziz to fucking clav, dudes are flying in a fucking turkey. Yeah. I mean, this is sad. Connor Murphy got a hair transplant with no anesthesia to prove that the mind's powerful. Right.

So this dude's fucking crazy, which I'll get into the fucking Tony Hughes. I mean, weren't they, like, fucking LBs? They were doing all that. But like this, the reason I had to give you the full background of what I was working with. Right. Is because like, dude, my train stopped.

But you're saying that Derek got in Conner's crawl over the hair. Over the hair and the lying of Natty. Right. Because he was like, I'm Natty, I'm Natty. I mean, he starts losing his hair. It's mean girls, but like, dude, the only way I could describe Derek for more plates, more dates, because I have the utmost respect for these. I have the utmost for, I remember tripping my balls off one time and looking at

over and being like, damn, that dude's big. That's sick that he did that. Yes. Who is Idris Elba and Thor? Oh, yeah. That guy that guards the fucking bridge. That is Derek from more play in some things. That dude literally ground up is a genius and taught himself. He is the watcher. If you are lying, he will expose you. Like, there's no shit. And dude, he went out, made guerrilla. So you got to know he's out there. Well, he made, like, he did, like, he is the most pure form of whatever. everyone, every bodybuilder, lifter on the internet is.

I would say it's him and Bradley, like Bradley Martin does his gym shit. Fucking Derek for more bites more dates was a fucking missile. Chilled out, got into blood work and all that stuff and then made his own supplements. And it is now a multi-millionaire. He is the dude who watches the, what is the name of that road?

I need to know the name of that. Like, oh my God. The bifrost. He controls the bifrost. Ross when it comes to fucking lifting. So he was up in Connor Murphy's shit. And that's why like watching the Connor Murphy stuff, like there was so much other

better shit than what he was up to that like I just wasn't preoccupied with Connor Murphy. It was just like I would see Derek for more plates more dates, but I do this guy's drinking piss. This guy's drinking come. He was also kind of an act job. So like he was. Heimdahl.

Heimdahl. Yeah. Literally Derek for more plates more dates is Heimdoll. There's no trying to. Stein-Rosenbridge. The Bifrost Bridge. The Bifrost, yeah. That is literally Derek,

more plates, more dates. And, like, the reason I told you, all of that shit is to let you know, like, why dudes would be so fucking crazy mentally.

Because there's people out there who didn't get the heart palpaltation. There's people out there who pushed through it. It's weird because they're all together and they're, they're like kind of making it normal to themselves.

It's almost like, where would you end up if you took meth, but no one told you we were taking meth. But from the outside, looking in, you're watching them, and you're like, this is these guys are gone yeah they're fucked up they're fucked up they're in Thailand making

hair that's what I was trying to explain to you though like I was taking jack 3D not knowing that it was meth so these guys wind up in Thailand with lady boys because they're pretty much on meth and sterile all the time and like dude it's and you would rip like three monsters and have a normal conversation 100 and it's working yeah that's what I'm saying where like there's no like they have some problems we're like oh I might gain 2% body fat, but like all that shit happens. And like these dudes don't come onto my radar until Joe Estetics dies. If Joe Estatics was alive, I wouldn't know who the fuck Tony Hughes was.

Right. And that's what I fucking got pissed off at perplexity because I asked me if they have any connection. And perplexity said no. And my real perplexity, you was like, but of course. They're chilling. He got fucking copper from Tony Hughes. Yeah, GK.

G.K. Yeah. And these guys were on this shit four years ago. And they're doing big ass. needles and big-ass doses. The testosterone needles, you can have that, dude. I'll have love handles.

Well, I mean, I watched the thing where, I don't know, it was like some more place more days where his sex drive was up and he was still fucking, it was the one you sent me with the fucked up hair. And he was like, dude, I was like, I had libido. I had energy, but his testosterone was zero. Yes. Like literally zero.

Yeah, that's like he was like But it's all exogenous. Yes. So like that's what. How are you going to get off that? That's why these do. This is what I'm saying. Like this is why these guys, I can't say definitely that there's dudes like Leo and longevity

who wind up dead in a fucking bathroom. I've never got to that point of the game where I'm on steroids and shit like that to know how dark it gets. He could have blew a head casket. Yeah. Just like McGregor. I mean, all he could describe it as hell. All these dudes, they're all together, but like none of them, this is the most unstable pack of dudes I've stumbled upon some packs of dudes on the internet.

Yes. This is very unstable. I mean, before this. You got to flee the United States. I almost forgot everything after watching two dudes explain why male strippers. I literally almost forgot everything. I was going to tell you. I was like inches, inches away from.

Not all of them have to have you to dance. But I fucking like get this stuff and I start looking into Tony Huge. And I was like, damn, this guy seems pretty weird. And John Bravo, who I've watched his videos, I like the shit. Like here, he goes after West Watson, King Azuli, like easy motherfuckers, Larry Wheels. He has all sorts of. They're all suing them, by the way. All of them are showing him.

Yeah. I'm an actor. This is a joke. all of this is a lie, I'm telling you this. But I start watching this and I go, you send me R. at P Connor Murphy. Like, there's no fucking way.

He's faked his death or tried to. Yeah. Talked about faking his death multiple times. And he was nocturnal Kent. Notting the same thing. They're making a documentary. It's niche stuff. But this is good lifting stuff.

Maybe he'll share any fellow lifters, but there's a niche. It's almost like a Star Wars fucking podcast. It's talking about Mando. But like, I start looking into, Tony Huge, but the weirdest, weirdest part is you send me Tony Huge two weeks ago. Yeah. Connor Murphy's still on this fucking plane.

He's living, chilling, making videos. Chilling, doing interviews. Talking about the fall of Elon muscular. Yeah. And he said that. And I, dude, I was just telling somebody about Connor Murphy. What have been Matt? Probably because of-

Me and Matt were talking about something. I was like, dude, you got to check out Connor Murphy. Yeah. He's fucking. And then I just told, I was like, I sent him the RIP thing. Yeah. So I get a fucking. got my ass Monday that John Bravo makes an RIP Connor Murphy thing like literally the first dude

and John Bravo I would hold up as normal but two weeks ago you hit me with Tony Huge Tony Huge owns enhanced labs enhanced labs is John Bravo sponsor John Bravo sells shirts that says pizza shit when he's talking about guys like Wes Watson all this stuff he interviews Tony fucking huge and this is Rewind, 2023, Leo and Longevity, living with Tony Huge in Thailand. Tony Hughes is in Thailand openly banging lady boys, openly trying to start a harem, probably heavily in the closet. The real, the real harem is five dudes at your house.

But Leo and longevity dies at his house. Three days later, Tony Hughes shows up. So I never knew about that. Never knew about anything of the shit. you showed it to me and I was like, holy fuck, this is crazy that a dude died in fucking Tony Hughes's house.

And this guy is the sponsor of John Bravo, who's the dude who exposes all the creeps. I said, that's weird. So then I spent the next fucking four days that I'll never get back looking into this stuff. I have to tell you this. Are you,

I'm dumb? I was like, dude, this is so fucking weird. So the Leo longevity death is weird as fuck. His girlfriend, saying nothing adds up. When John Bravo from three years ago interviews him,

it is the weirdest interview I've ever fucking listened to in my life. Number two is Tony Hughes' Connor Murphy death video that happened very soon after. Right. Where he like constantly says, I was two hours away. Same stuff with this Leo and longevity guy. He rolls out. Allegedly was beating on his wife.

He goes to Thailand with fucking Tony Huge. Yeah. So when Leo dies, the first people there on the scene are journalists. The first. And so Thailand is not like America. And here's another thing that you have to differentiate. This is happening in Pataya.

I don't know anything about that. Bangkok is where we go, I'm going to Thailand. I'm going to fuck lady boys. You're thinking Bangkok. Hang over too. Guess what? You want to turn that up to 11?

Go to Pataya. Patia is even worse than Bangkok. And it's like, like, it is not good. It's like even hornier, even seedier, all that stuff. Like if you want to be a fucking upstanding citizen, you go to Bangkok. Yeah, there's a clip I saw of Tony Hughes. It's like Tijuana.

Yeah, there was a clip where Tony Hughes was like, if you give me a couple of days, I can change your whole mind. Yeah. And I can break like your Western thought and show you what the world could be. And I was listening to this. And I was like, dude, this is MK Ultra. This guy's like injecting people with stuff. Yes.

They're already been doing meth and stuff. They've never had like a real sober day. No, they're always on something. And that's what happens when you get in. the wheel of like all this shit you start having to like take stuff to counterbalance everything and then after a while you're beholden to a dude like tony hugh that's what biohacking is yeah or you feel suicidal you're just making speedballs all they're drugs are just ends up just speedball yeah so like that's where i go all the way back i listen that and i go damn that's weird leo longevity stuff it's a

whole fucking thing you can look into where like this dude he was like bringing out like gold standard reviews of like certain stuff like mitochondrial health and stuff that literally does not matter it's crazy that dudes watch that shit and are like fucking 15 20% body fat it's crazy guys it like you have my mitochondria has to get stronger it's like yeah it's like you are fucking up there on the body fat