WAR MODE - Have a Great Day (Will Mahony)

Episode Date: August 18, 2025

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yeah, I stayed in Battersea Park. I don't know. It's a far walk, though. I thought I was going to be in the middle. When did you do that trip? Like last year, the year before. I thought I was going to, like, rack up all this footage and, like, make

cool videos and I have all the footage but it's just like dude video editing is a lot harder than I thought oh it's terrible it's so time consuming yeah it's so time consuming and you sit in front of a computer and it's like dude then I got to do another podcast next week so I'm like I can't waste all my time doing this

I just got to get faster at it right you need to be addicted to Adderall in order to do that shit yeah but I had a shitty one in Paris like even when I got to Paris as soon as I landed I was like fuck dude it didn't even clean from the last dude no water pressure bathroom is leaking

dude whenever dude I don't know if I told you I'm going to Ireland tomorrow yeah yeah but yeah like that's the one like one of the cool things about the Instagram like followers and stuff

is like I'll just put on my story like what neighborhood should I stay in and like the kids know kind of the swag I'm going for it's like beautiful women where are you going in Ireland so there's like the Dublin airport is obviously in Dublin but on the west side there's the Shannon Airport

which is like a tiny airport So we're landing there I'm going with my homie Miguel I wish he was here He's fucking hilarious But he's the kid I DJ with Yeah

I'd It's a basically I never DJed The name was a joke And it's From Instagram you like started it with DJ Bonner Can I stop this whole show? Yeah yeah yeah

Can you explain what you Who you are Okay The weird shit is I was looking at like When Instagram Like way back When it's chronological

Like I followed AS pizza Father's team literally organically. Years ago, Billy was telling me about ass pizza. Because I thought they were the funniest fucking kids in the world. And like ass pizza and father Steve's sketches they doing shit, all of it makes me fucking cry. Austin's like my oldest friend, but I know him from Sunday school.

You grew up like four blocks away from each other. We were doing the cast, what, like 2020? Yeah. And you were telling me about like ass pizza. Yeah. He's like, who the fuck is that? Who the fuck are these guys? Yeah.

But then explain to the audience, but also to me, exactly what you do. So I grew up with Austin. and stephen they started making clothes and making bread but i never had an interesting clothes like i don't i don't give a fuck but but i was like oh i got to make something you know because because it's like if you sell a two hundred dollar item and you you know sell a hundred of them which is not that many it's 20 bands yeah which to a you know an 18 year old kid you're like holy shit like that's like incomprehensible so they they were selling clothes and then i was like okay i need to sell something and at the time i would make these little youtube videos that would get 500 a thousand

and 1,500 views, but I like making them. Yeah. And so I was like, okay, I need to sell something. I need money immediately. Like all of all the things. Did you have a job? Dude, no. Like, were you working at all? Dude, I moved out when I was 18 in with my girlfriend at the time in the city,

like five blocks away from my mom's crib. Where are you from Queens? Oh, okay. It was retarded, but I just wanted, you know, I just were trying to have sex. Right. Yeah, exactly. I didn't want my parents. parents here.

Sex whenever you want. It's amazing. I got a job at a fucking beer garden. That was like popping, right? But during the summer, it was popping because it's a fucking beer garden. But I got a job at the beer garden in like, let's say, December.

And, oh my God, I'm getting off track. Sorry, I've fucked up. Is this in Queens, though? Yes. This is your come-up. I mean, oh, right. The come-up, right, right, right. This is the whole world of Mahoney story.

So they're like, yeah, work here in the winter, get your bearings, and then in the summer you make a shit ton of money. But it was like to the point where it would be two tables of shift as a fucking not even a server as a bus boy yeah so you're like a retard and and your paycheck at the end of like a five shift week is like 250 yeah and then again I'm like but if I could sell a hundred dollar thing like to 200 people it's 20 bands yeah so I was like always I don't know what's a band thousand dollars yeah yeah I don't know what that would be like as like a kid because like bank accounts in my 20s were like maxed a thousand dollars like that was like a two week paycheck right

it would be like almost $1,800 and I will spend all of this at the bar and show people how rich I am. Oh, of course. But yeah, I was just getting paid fucking dog shit and the job was a block away from my crib and I was like all shift, every shift. I would think like, okay, but if I sprint back to my apartment,

I'll be there in 30 seconds and I can fuck my hot girlfriend. And so that thought process would just like eat at me and then... It's just high tea, bro. It's not your fault. Honestly, God, that is high tip. an old man once told me a cunt hair can pull a freight train up a mountain so there you go literally bro

my fucking boss was a loser it was just a horrible job so yeah that one day I just ran out of the job and went to my crib but yeah so I've I settled on like a magazine would be a good medium that I could because like I think magazines are cool medium but it's like super

underutilized like they're gone now they're completely gone but exactly and there's like and I remember I was just sitting on the train and fucking queens just like going through it like zero dollars zero prospects zero of anything and then i just thought i was thinking like running through these um ideas and that magazine sounded good so i went to the magazine store it's the craziest jump though like from like where from like the dude to be like fuck i'm making no money fuck it i'll make a magazine like that would

never enter my mind ever yeah but it was also like i wanted to you know just say what i wanted Because I always like graphical stuff But I didn't want to put it on a fucking t-shirt Because that's lame or whatever Yeah But your boys are making t-shirts Yeah, they were good at it Yeah, and also it's like the proximity to them

Where it's like And they would be like Oh, you should do something Like you're funny, though that Yeah So it was always like But then the magazine So I went to the magazine store

And they were all fucking whack as fuck So I was like all right I'll just try it my best What were you like As far as magazines Like what was the shit you were looking at? Nothing There's nothing but I mean what year is it

What year is this you're talking about? This is like, I was like 21 at 20 at the time. So like Vice was probably done. Yeah, Vice was done. Like that's gay at that point. Dude, the old school magazines were sweet. Yeah. That's the only one I knew about was like mad magazines.

And there's still like visually cool like art and fashion magazines. That's why I went to the store just to look at inspo or whatever. Yeah. And they're like all different weird shapes and sizes with like spiral and some of them are, you know what I'm saying? Yeah. There's a lot you can do with it. So it was kind of. So yeah, I just was like, all right, I'll try it.

How many pages was volume one? Dude, it was like 100, but it's such dog shit. That must have looked like it. That's a lot, though. Yeah, it was like retarded. I don't even know what the fuck I was writing. I mean, there was some good stuff, like, but most of it was just dog shit. But yeah, graphically, like, I didn't know Photoshop.

So it was just like text in boxes and so on and so. That's what we do. Yeah, Pixar. And it was funny because you guys, you probably know Big Brother magazine. Like, oh, it's like an old skate mag, but, but like after the. second or third issue someone was like oh it reminds me of this old skate mag and i looked at it and it was like it was very similar and like formatting so it's just cool because those kids and you were a skater no no my home i watched you skate though troll like that wasn't you are you serious

even lord shot at i watched you skate like that was after i broke my leg last december at a skate park i get inspired i got to hit this fucking pump track and then i fractured my leg really yeah i did that and then just played called duty and stalker too until my eyes bled. Did you see Wecking Ball got injured and I think he was talking to Sam about like skating and he's like he's like you know man like I had to come to terms that I'm injuring myself

playing with a wooden toy and I just like but actually Weck is back now and he does he makes a lot of funny stuff. Can't lose your money makers. Yeah. I got fucked. I like it happened and it sounded like a tree broke and I was like fuck because like last time I

I retired from skateboarding. at the ollie. Like all I could do is Ollie and then raise the front of my skateboard to go down two steps and that was the end of it. And then my brother's doing a pump track because it's not that bad. I was like, all right, I'll do it. And like, I should have stopped that the first three. Then, I mean, the dog in me just wanted to go for the big jump. So what was the injury?

There, it was a pump track. So like, I was going around and I was like, honestly doing pretty good for not having skateboarded since I was very young. But then there was like a real steep one that went around a curve. And my brother never goes up the steep one. Not that competition but he never goes up to steep one down around that curve i hit the curve and then bailed but my leg came out to stop myself and when that happened it broke it and then i was on a you ever been on a knee scooter i've never broken anything that's it they say you're on your last cycle of life

if that's the case i don't know not to put pressure on you but you may be on your last fucking one of the tree branch snap shit it happened and then i tried to walk it off and i felt it move and i was okay this is broken i'm fucked yeah and then i was me and spay were doing podcasts at in austin and I was just in a knee scooter trying to keep up. Honestly, you have the perfect job to be in a fucking knee scooter.

Yeah, yeah, it wasn't that bad, but it was, like, depressing because I was in a hotel and, like, I would get,

like, Waterburger delivered to the hotel door and knee scooter ever to it and open it, like, I might as well pulled it in with a cane. I was like the way. Like a war veteran in a VA hospital?

It was very fucking bad, dude. Like an IED victim? Exactly. Yeah, I felt like it, it was, I think I handled it pretty well,

all things considered. Oh, you chanted, champed it. I mean, nobody could ever come at Bill's disposition. I was told that you get really good treatment at airports when you break something. I rolled up there with my crutches and three bags. And I was like, yo, Matt, well, you ship these home from me.

He's like, dude, don't worry about it. You give it to them. He has a cheat code of a black wife. I was just a white dude on crutches. And I was like, yo, where do I go for the wheelchair? And they're like, you got to check your bags first. And then I just crouched all the way through the Austin Airport. and want to kill myself the entire time.

What were you guys doing in Austin? Just interview on people. Oh, really? Yeah. That was like the first time we ever did it. Trying to front load a bunch of interviews, yeah. That's cool. Yeah, and we tried it.

We tried that. And then next time, we will hopefully go back down there next December, and I will not skateboard. I'll just chill and fucking be 32. I like Austin. It's a fun city. It's kind of fucking some, it's fun and it's weird because, like, you were telling, like, when I was texting yesterday, you were like,

I kind of want to get on tea. On what? Oh, on T, yeah. You think about it, because, like, you've just, did you just start chasing the pump? No, dude, like, I lost a bunch of weight, and then this whole summer I've just been, I've just been horrible. But I got a little bit too skinny then, so I was, like, kind of had that bobblehead thing, so I was like, all right, I think I need to put on some muscle. But I'm like, dude, I think it'd be hilarious to, like, publicly run it, like, be like, yeah, I'm running a 12-week cycle, like, fuck it. Dude.

Go trend boys. It's funny, but the mental side effects of that are fucking. insane. There's also a risk that your estrogen gets peaked up. No, I know. Then you've got to take the shit to like balance every. Honestly, the pinning is the scares. We can't do any of that. That's why like peptides and all itself. It's like, I can't inject it into my body. And then you're just beholden to modern medicine. Like, especially at your age, if you get on tea, for the rest of your life, A, you're going to have an IVF kid, which like, I don't know the sign. Is that a fact though? or you just...

It's not looking good. It's not going to help. It looks like a perfect... Like, the way it's rolled out where, like, Rogan... If you're 55, you feel like shit. Yeah, dude, get on tea, do whatever the fuck you want. Right.

But, like... Games almost ever anyway. Yeah, who gives a fuck? Get a six-pack one time. Congratulations, you're hot now. I want to get a six-pack one time. Do it at the end. That's what I'm saying.

Just fucking... I don't want any tea, though. I just want to get the six-bag. There's... I wish I see, like, hot people, and I'm like, That's nice. I wish that was that, you know? That is some, dude, I feel like everybody in Austin's on TRT.

That is. Like, that's, like, that is the whole thing down there where, like, every dude's, like, they go out to eat, and it's like, they bring their own water. Their fucking arms are vainy as shit. And they're, like, asking for no seed oils and stuff, which I'm fully for. But sometimes, like, dude, just live your fucking life. Well, yeah, dude, that was, like, kind of my thought this summer. It's like, I was 225 this time last year.

I went down to one. wait 78 i no 225 was i was like a bloated pig man zero muscle zero muscle muscle and i went down to 178 and i was like a pin like a fucking pin had bobblehead freak hell i'm like now i'm like 186 when you got down to 180 170 like was that on purpose yeah yeah so you like oh dude i didn't drink it's 93 7 ground beef sweet potatoes and eggs bro it was horrible it's not a life to live that's where like they got people like you see the chicks that look like Roblox characters where like they get all the plastic surgery and stuff like I like especially for you because me and Spade can't comprehend like what

just like the difference in age between me and you like what you've dealt with growing up with internet porn Instagram and all that shit like I know too many dudes that have gotten Botox oh yeah and it's like actually scaring me to the point where like the dudes are just going to he told me one of his friends got Botox and I laughed I was like no way that's ridiculous man like dude literally because you have wrinkles on your forehead fuck dude who gives a fuck like that's what we were talking about the other day it's like dude you can just die like yeah you don't have to be beautiful for your entire life the other thing is girls don't give a fuck about shit like that when i was like 18 and 19 i used to because i always

had like a pushback fucked up hairline or like a big forehead now the hairline's retreating further so it's like i'm just cooked um but when i was a kid i would be like the wind would blow in my face and i'd be like oh fuck i got a figure you know what i'm saying and then i remember when i was like young I was like fuck this like I like this is fucking gay like what am I so worried about this so I shaved my head and like grew my beer because I just wanted to like make myself but girls don't give a fuck even when I was bald fat with I don't care about anything do nothing dude it's all a complete sigh up like when did you get the rat tail that was like that was like a year ago I guess that was he got a fucking rat tail and the back of his head was his hair but buzzed in the

shape of a rat and then the tail that's that's sick That's what I'm saying. So it's like an actual rat test. This is 100% a rat. Like that stuff, that is a good fucking move. But like, I'm, like, your attitude towards thing is what gives me hope for the fucking future. Because, like, I, my boys are, like, everyone's getting fucked up with modern medicine and, like, being beholden. Like, dude, my T levels are low.

Like, if you go and get your T levels checked and you didn't sleep that good the night before, they're going to be low. Of course. And then you're in your fucking head about having low, too. and then you're going to get stressed out and lower your tea. It's like you want to know a sign of low tea is wondering what the fuck your tea is. Like, what are you gay or something, man? Just fucking literally, been saying this. Dude, I've literally never been, like, I've never taken a prescription drug in my life or like, I don't know.

Like, it's just a crazy theory about that. Like, when people are doing that, because I told him, like, like, in when I was in college, I had a girlfriend, all of her friends, like, they would be. bump their side cabinets and you'd hear the pill shape and like dude like through life you have to deal with these experiences and if you're completely numb to it you're gonna like if you go off that shit you're icing yourself absolutely there's no way to deal with that or anything yeah dude like i've definitely like in that especially when i was real young like with the inception of the idea in the magazine like like that and i'm not saying the magazine is like this grand i mean i think it's pretty good but it's funny as fuck i was really

I appreciate it. The newest edition to have a nice day is very fucking. Great day. Have a great day. Sorry. Sorry.

Sorry. But it's like, dude, like that has been like pretty developmental for me, I would say, but like that would have never came had it not been preceded by like years of fucking mental torture.

You know what I'm saying? Yes. I know exactly what you're saying. Like if I was completely, or not completely, but if I was like chemically satisfied. You'd still be at the beer garden. Yeah.

Literally. Exactly. Well, all creativity. Yeah. Because people don't understand that creativity comes from a place

that is like it's almost like an anxiety. It could be anything really but it's just your emotions you dealing with them getting them like

Kung Fu Panda with the ball and just being like oh yeah but and then that's that. Dude you get on these fucking psych meds dude there won't be a fucking TV show there won't be a magazine

there won't be songs. We'll live in a silent fucking world. There is the angst. You need the angst to do something with especially when you're a kid. That's why older people have a hard time, because they lose the virile, because they're just beaten down by life.

But every fucking, dude, there should be an army of like 25-year-old dudes making shit. Yeah. And they're worried about their hairlines and their tea, dude. It's wack. You've transcended. Yeah, dude. Also, the whole, it's just retarded, dude. It's like, so what's the end goal of, like, quote unquote, like, looks maxing?

It's like, so that you can, it's like. You're attracting dudes. Dude, if you're standing in. the bar looking like the hottest fucking Kendall and then some fucking fat fucking retard walks up to the girl that you're thinking about and goes hey you're kind of cute like that usurps like all of that looks mad you just got it's all to avoid going up to hot girls like that's all looks maxing just walk up and say hey your face is fucking i used to talk to bill about this where i was like this is a weird thing because his friends

would be like trying to look hot and i was like this is so alien and i don't know if social media did it or whatever, but it's like, it was really like if you're cool. When I was younger, it's like if you're cool or you're the funniest, like if all the other dudes thought you were cool, you were getting the hottest chick. It had nothing to do with what you looked like. I mean, the kids that got all the sniz when I was in school were just like, goofy looking big. Like the funniest dude is a big fat dude.

Another guy had like a fucking Jew frow. Yeah. Raking in snizz, dude. Older chicks like fucking anything. Yeah, it's still the same shit. Yeah, it's still the same shit. They just got people twisted with the Instagram stuff. I mean, it's thousands of years of, like, human fucking behavior.

Right. Versus 50 years of a weird sciop. I would just show to a fucking TV show. And they're trying to sci up all the little guys. Have you seen Stick? No, what the hell is that? It's... So we don't have to get into it, man.

We can. It's absolutely fine. Fucking Stick is the Owen Wilson show where, like, some young kid becomes, like, a golf pro. And his caddy is a tranny. And, like, the whole thing, like, everyone's calling or they, like, like all that shit but like the thing that fucked me up is like I grew up watching like Zoe 101 pinned right and that's Jamie Spears's little or Jamie Spears is Britney Spears's little sister that stuff like I can still remember every episode I've ever watched and like thought about

beating off to like forever if I watch stick and like if I'm if I was my age you shouldn't unlock what transsexuals are until you're like in a goonhole that like you don't talk to about anyone else. This is like, if you're at that point of the internet, it's like, dude, you should go on no fat. Like, you've, you've crossed the Rubicon. We are now into, like, mind control. This is bad. But they're

showing this, and like, this kid's falling in love with her and making out. And, like, they'll sit there and be like, dude, you're a fucking weirdo. If you think that's weird. Yeah, it's like, I'm a bigot or something, but they're playing Marco Polo. And then it's like a romantic, like, teenager scene of how he loses his virginity. They lose each other's virginity to each other. And I'm like,

to the busy. Dude, this is insane. if this is what they're pushing on kid like this is social engineering to me the funniest thing about like studio network television like that is that I don't think anybody's watching it like I think there might be less than one hundred

like I believe that I told him that like an Instagram real probably like a viral funny Instagram real that's like in the M's probably has more watch time than a studio show like that I we thought about this and like do you watch ESPAN

lot no so we were at a bar but i watched clips like i watched john boy media exactly you know what i'm so we're at a bar eating wings the other day and i'm like yeah bill like it was like four tvs of espn yeah and it's nonsense yeah and i'm like i was like dude who the fuck is watching this dude my dad is like fucking hilarious my dad like the one thing my dad hits and he loves he likes like i mean he likes hockey and baseball it's like the rangers than the yankees but even when he was watching it really heavily when i was younger and we would go sit in the bleach like he would get he would try to get like bleachers tickets like once every couple weeks so he would sit and go to a lot of games but he hated he like if

he watches baseball he like it's either on mute or he's saying shut up all right sports talking is like the wackest is the most forced conversation it's almost like a homie it's like if you go to a casino and your homie's like well i know how to play cards and it's like even when their system inevitably doesn't work and they're down worse than anyway they go just as I thought. It's like the sports casting is the fucking whack as shit ever. I think a lot of it though is like there's a hot, like we've talked about like the NPCs of the world.

Like dude, there's a high amount of people where it's like you have a job, you have a 401k, everything's going good and it's just like, I got vaccinated. It doesn't matter. Let's just chuck on ESPN, see what first take's got to say about everything.

So I think there's like a high level of NPCs running. That Denzel Spike Lee one. I'm like, dude, I think Spike Lee's gay. He might. For real. Not that it matters. Wow, fuck him. He's like a Knicks fan.

Sitting courtside at the Knicks and watching him lose for 30 years. Never, but he said that shit to me about Denzel and Spike Lee. He's like, do I never see Spike Lee with a chick courtside? Oh. It's just always him. If I had court side tickets, the first thing I would think is like, is that my phone. Yeah, tier one. Oh, I'm sorry.

Fuck. Doesn't matter. But you know what's interesting with like sports. is like as when you're a kid when I was a kid I was a baseball fan and then I kind of grew out of it but now I like it again but I don't watch a game that I don't gamble on so like sports sporting is like so closely tied to gambling in a way that they don't really address I know yeah and it's like people don't really address that like in on those mainstream kind of sport sporting shows I mean it was illegal for the longest time now like they're like trying to talk about overs

and unders and the most I mean it's all from Disney so it's like the most four thing in the fucking world. Sports gambling is very, very odd. But you can live off of it. You can bet on baseball. Or you can die off of it. Yeah, exactly. Fucking meet your demise

if you've bet a little too much on shit. Honestly, betting on a UFC fight where the guy who you bet on is also kind of cool. Like, McGregor in his prime betting on him and then watching him, that was fun. Yeah, that's what I never, like I played football in high school, like all that shit.

and I never understood it, but I also never have had action on a single game in my life. Never. I've never bet. You've got to download it immediately. You got that 25,000. You download, like, Chinese women's table tennis,

and you'll be like, like, when you're watching UFC, you're like, oh, ooh. But it's like, when you're gambling on it, you're like, kill him. Yeah. Kill him now. Kill him and then his family. Yeah.

I just could never get into it. And, like, also, I was just too broke to be like, I'm going to put 50 on this game. because that was do or die, dude. Yeah. I'm not going to be fucking making money off that shit. No, yeah. It's funny you brought up Bitcoin before because it's like, it's like,

dude, I'm not going to listen to a fucking big, like, I feel like investing advice and Bitcoin advice is like largely consumed by people that have like under $10,000 to like, it's like Bitcoin might a hundred X. And then it's like, and then you'll have one tenth of a down payment after it 100 X is. You know what I'm saying? I think a lot of, like, I don't invest the dollar into the stock market, and I swear to God, like, most of the stuff is just a way to take all of your wealth from you, and then the dudes who do have all of your money,

you're like, yo, he gave you 2% last year. Way to go. You fucking idiot. Thanks for the fucking money. I don't invest in anything. I'll probably invest in yourself. Right, right. That's what I'm doing.

Invest in the magazine. It seems like that, that magazine. How long did the newest issue take? So, like, I, the last time I made, like, a short, short form video was like dude like a year ago yeah and then I just you know like I'm not gonna lie like when you when you upload a fucking video and it's like getting a trillion views in one set like the dopamine is pretty fucking awesome that's gotta be insane yeah but it's like I the magazine is more like that kind of like long term thing where when it's done it's like a real sense of accomplishment

like the short form stuff is really appealing because you get that nice hit yeah you're the man right But I was like, I was like, I want to give birth to something. You know, like, I want to fully invest. Yeah. So that, it's, it was like a year, basically. I mean, that, like, that is a lot of shit for it. Like, the editor or this letter from the CEO is making me fucking cry. That's good.

Are you not into weed? No. I'm fully fucking with you, dude. Like, yeah. All of that. Like, I know a lot of kids, like, I can't function without it. And they all are, like, the lowest achieving. Like, they don't get shit done ever.

Yeah. I mean. it's just like weed is super predatory it makes you retardant dude I spend weed every day all day for like eight months and then one day they're like yo speed take out the trash after like later on I was like all right I opened the front door

and I looked at the dumpster like we lived in an apartment complex like a sponge bob episode it was like an apartment complex where like you know there's a communal dumpster behind the like shadow box fence right I open the door I look over and I go ah no I can't do that yeah yeah yeah yeah I was like fucking I thought that there was like

I saw somebody that had dare license plates and I thought that they're like they had like DEA agents in the neighborhood like be like oh do they know that we have drugs and they're coming all my friends are going to pin it on me and like this was like after all day every day so it's not a good thing

no maybe every once in a while just a little a little bit maybe I tried to start it back up and it was like three days like this fucking rules I'm chilling then it was just like ever think about killing yourself? I was like going to sleep like oh my God it's over for me. I mean it's the same as fucking

alcohol dude it's just like if you if you're like perpetually hung over that's not a good fucking thing but any like like you know that like the people used to talk about i feel like more often like the shame after you goon or after you jerk off it's like that that is there's shame to it because it's a like jerking off is specifically like kind of a gross thing to do especially with porn but like there's all part of that feeling is probably just like a dopamine crash you know yeah and all these things have that like like people you i remember when i was growing up and weed like i remember when it became uh legal in colorado i think was the first to do it that's great like did you have shit weed like beasters and stuff like middies did i never like i smoked

weed like like a you get me on space twice in middle school and then did it work yeah yeah i did like four times and nothing happened and i was like all right i got to figure this out and then like i did it and thought i was in vietnam right yeah like i i had kind i must have had the same experience because I remember when like one the last time one of the last times I smoked I was like the person who was giving it to me was like okay you got to inhale super deep then hold it and then I had like the no the gnarliest fucking panic attack and then I that was like maybe 15 then I waited until I was 18 tried it again with this chick two hits of a joint and immediately just third person yeah fucking grant them though fucking camera view

but since then dude i'm like i have like a real phobia like i'm like i'm almost on the opposite side where it's like if like if one of you guys were to light up and join this room i get pissed not i wouldn't say anything but i'd be like um i got a running like i was doing it'd be like if i broke out a line and started snorting yeah i mean that'd be fine i don't know no it's not it's about that i have the fear of getting high like if i'm like for example i was on l.A right and we're at this my homie's like oh this girl's having a party at her beautiful house with a pool and they have all this catered beautiful food

and I'm just like you never know man like it's LA man you could take a bite of this pizza and somebody goes oh yeah that's the sativa pie you know what I'm saying like heroin dude if I'm out and hammered and like somebody has a vape I'll like ask them to hit it like all my homies know

this and it's like branded it says like geek bar and I mean vaids are so addictive and I say there's no weed in this right and they go what are you talking about like this is a jewel like I can't even bump sigs from people because i'm afraid that they store the joint in the same pack and that the you don't get a contact tie yes i'm horrified i'm i'm fully fucking with that so like i think like it works to a certain extent but like once you have your adult brain it's like those thoughts aren't meant to be

you're not meant to have those those thoughts and also be fucking high because that's where it gets dangerous yeah like you get a new exit on the highway where it's like it's going to get fucking dark well i mean you can live your life like or you could open up the exit and go I'm strong enough not to go down there yeah but like that's what I did in my bed you want to avoid it for sure yeah that's what like I thought I could and I try to watch peanut butter falcon and I couldn't pay attention to anything and I thought my I was like this I was like tell about your Google I was Googling like literally like dumb shit if you can pull the screenshot it's like it's like 16 of the same things like in different shit like when people don't get the right answer from grok they

re-worthy answer so they can get it and it was like how to end the weed high and i was like calling it the fucking weed high it was the worst night in my fucking oh really when was this dude literally like a few months ago so what did you do you were just chilling at your crib and you smoked the joint i fucking started dancing with the devil when i broke my leg my brother had 2.5 milligram weed mints and i was like dude absolutely perfect i'm not getting too high every night when i was in the hotel by myself i was just like hitting a mint, going to sleep. Because the Vicodin, you can miss me with all things pills.

Of course. Live very close to Kensden, seen that. I know how that story ends. I don't think I could get addicted to pills, but it would be so awkward if I did. For me and all my boys and my friends. That would suck. That would be very embarrassing, so I don't want to do that. But I thought it was cool that my brother's like, those were 2.5 milligrams.

And then that was up until Christmas. Amazing. And then my brother had 10 milligram skittles that he gave me. I was like, this is perfect. I'll already do it a little too hard. The thing that's very hard. I can't find it. Is eating one skittal is almost impossible.

Right. But I held it down and I was like, how many milligrams per skittal? Per skittal? 10 milligrams. Oh. So it was like nothing. You were begging for it. I was eating half.

Like I, one night I was like, dude, I'm barely feeling it. I'm kind of just chilling. I really want to chill. So I ate one, watched a black mirror episode about a dude who starts doing acid and then starts talking to the little lemmings on the TV and that ends and I'm about to go to sleep and then my girlfriend opens the bathroom door and I pop up and awake. I'm like, oh, that's fucking weird. I'm going to go to sleep. And then just fucking around me goes like you remind me of like a lobster and a rat and one thing and I was like, all right. I'm just trying to

like, what do you mean? And then after that it was off the race. It's like I open up Twitter and close it but Twitter's scrolling in my face. I'm like, this happens every time. in Twitter. You're just brainwashing yourself. I don't know how you guys can be like, get high because you guys have like social media life. I don't know what that's like, like me and Tom talk about like there's kind of like a part of yourself that's on the internet. Yeah. That I don't have. So it's like that would come in with paranoia. I mean, dude, I mean, I'm just asking like. Like a flood. Yeah, I don't know what that would feel like. I don't know what that would feel like to have like an internet kind of like presence,

but then also now you're high and you recognize that. But now you're high and you're like that's there I do that I posted that I put my phone down and like the screen was still like in my head and I was like terrible this has to end and then I had magnesium glycinate in my on my first floor but I was like I'll take

magnesium glycinate well what if that fucks it up so I start Googling like will magnesium glyphsate fuck up the weed high and I just kept typing the weed high and then after that it was that guy was on acid and I was like my brother has no idea where this is from like what if this has some acid on it

Then I'm, fuck. Now I'm tripping on acid. And then I woke up next day and I put that to bed. And then once I read that article about weed, I was like, all right, at least Will's fucking agree with me here. Dude, I just, I can't. My intrusive thoughts are like so heavy that it's like the idea of like, it's like, you know, when people say, oh, chill out, don't psych yourself out.

It's like, dude, I can't do that fucking. When I'm driving here, it's like, I'm just like thinking about it to fucking play. I don't know. I just, my brain is like on overdrive and not. not in a good way. Oh, yeah. But I remember the last time I got high when I was like, I mean, God, high is a really a stretch.

But I was like 20 and took a hit of a joint. And I remember I had that initial because I, when I was like 16, I had a panic attack. And there was a four-year gap. And I was 20. From weed. Yeah. And I was like, I'm going to try it one more time. I'm going to give it a run.

And I'm better now. Yeah, I'm better now. And I think I took two hits of a joint. And then I was like, okay, all right, this is chill. This is chill. and I was in the shower alone and it felt great no I literally had the thought as the shower was running over my head I'm like I'm not having a panic attack like this is chill and then I like yeah you just made a bad trip I literally said because if I was having a panic attack it would feel like this and then it literally just immediately and that that was so weird because I gave myself that panic attack for the second time but I just then you unlock that skill right exactly and I if I What I'm saying is that was always there. Yeah.

It's not like you unlocked it. You just experienced it. It's inside you. Yeah. I've done this on acid. That's terrifying. Yeah. And it goes on for 10 hours.

But to me, it's like the same thing as like if you're jerking off and you immediately think of like, you know, in the middle of jerking off, you're like, I'm going to die one day. I'm poor. I have nothing. And it's like that's the same thing that happens like that would happen. I think if I smoked weed to the point where it's like. These are shower thoughts. Right, right, right. It's terrifying fucking shit.

And also, the shit is like, it's so different now that it's like, dude, like, I got panic attacks from hitting boo-fast weed from some retarding queens. Like, what am I going to come back? That stuff sprayed with, like, fucking chemicals. No, this was pre-spray. This was just bad weed. Everybody, everybody talks about, like, Jones talking about the atrazine, turning the frogs gay. Yeah. One of his main ones is the military-grade weed.

And that is real. That is Pentagon brought to you by the Pentagon of weed. Like, what percentage strength do you think, like, oh, geez. You're like what Jimmy Hendricks was smoking. That shit must be like 10% of, yeah. They called it grass, dude. Yeah. It was all body highs and it was probably fucking amazing while playing the guitar with a body eye.

With a bunch of hot naked girls. Yeah, he probably wasn't thinking about his mortality while playing purple. Yeah, he's not, he's not playing like hitman blood money in his mom's basement and Queens. Like, there's a time and a place and I don't think I'm there yet. No, I mean, you have to beat the game. I think at this point, you just have to beat the game to introduce drugs into your life. I've never done anything. I've never done any drugs, any psychedelics.

I've never taken a pain pill either. You might be built for the other highs, like working out. Yeah. Runners high. I did take half an Adderall once. Like me and my homie, Miguel, we signed up to do it. DJ's side of this club. And they were like, oh, it's 10 to close.

Like, that's your set time, 10 to close. And then I just never thought about it. I remember we got there and I was like, by the way, what time you close? And they're like four. So it was a six hour thing. Oh, shit. They're also at the same time, like, feeding you alcohol in together. So by the time, like, midnight or one came around, I was just gone.

The thoughts start racing at a speed that, like, is crippling. Because I got hammered first. And then at 1 a.m., my... So your drunk thoughts go fast. Yeah. And then I took half of the lowest dose, and I was like... I was, like, 24. Like, I'm not a young man.

And I was just like, fuck it all. Dry it. And it... You know, like, the Spider-Man 2 promo poster where he's, like, on the side of the building? like that that's what I felt I was like looking at this like this this DJ mixer and it was like an F-18 fucking fighter jet and I knew every and I knew exactly what to do and it was so awesome yeah I was like top gun yeah well how did that shit start with like the DJ stuff because like I love fucking playlist and

like when I figured out like you're going and doing DJ stuff I was like dude that makes me feel so fucking good because I love music and all that stuff like how do you start with like just day one were you just on a laptop hit and play no dude are you are a v so this is what happened like i started making tic tics my ticot was just will mahoney and i just made them for fun but they started blowing up and then they dropped reels but i didn't even have a personal instagram so i was like fuck it i'll upload these on reels and then i'm making an instagram account i'm like i don't want to be like make it my name because it seems a little try hard you know what i'm saying i didn't want to just do like will underscore mahoney so

I was like trying to think of a funny name and me and Joey you know Joey the rapper yeah yeah me and Joey came up with DJ Boner Boy I guess I like like Boner Boy is something like that I've thought about before but like like like when I was a little kid and then and then we made like the profile picture like the air Jordan that is a classic well yeah that is very Joey was like make it that make it and I was like but and then so then I started uploading the reels and then they also started taking off and dude a fucking frat DME and they go, hey, can you DJ, it'll give you five racks for an hour. Are you sure?

Where? What the fuck is it called? East Coast West. Oh, fuck. Yeah. And I had never, I never been to a frat party. And, like, I'd never been to a house party. I don't know.

It's like, you were done with high school, right? Or did you drop out of high school? I finished high school. Okay. But I went to a CUNY, you know, a community college in New York City for two months. So I never got to experience that. And my homie Miguel DJs. So that.

Like me and Miguel bin homies, but he would DJ bars in the city clubs. And I was like, yo, like, I don't know how to do this. Like, let's just do it as a duo. And then... These remind me of the old, like, freak brothers. Dude. The old comics from the 70s. Like...

This is like, Boner Boy? Is this, like, the thing? Right. Like, that... Like, we were like, let's turn it into, like, a comic character. Hot check. But the thing... Yeah, amazing.

The thing you said about... It's, like, mixture between, like, Freak Boys and, like, R. Chrome. This has, like, a lineage. It's a really good. magazine also has hot checks in it yeah the best things ever not to beat off to it but the kid the kid who did that comic to what you were saying before where it's like an army of 25 real doing cool shit it's like i just put my email in the bi on he's like hey i do comics and then i was like

he sent me someone's work i'm like jesus like this shit is incredible and then i commissioned and i wrote it and he drew it and it's like i think the medium is cool because it's so collaborative you know yeah i do a lot of the writing but like a lot of the graphics like i don't i didn't take the i'm a photographer yeah you know what i'm saying so i didn't do so it's like a lot of people worked on that but you take the picture of the steaming pile of shit on a skateboard no that's an iphone picture i i turn the saturation up on you know what i'm saying it's just like tricks of the trade dude it's like that's like that's the magazine is so far because it's also funny to troll like the consumer where it's like they you know they buy it and they get it in the mill so it's like who's to say

there's not a uh a page that's just like you know my cock or like well you could do whatever you on and it's like by the time they see it and they're bummed about it's like well too late now you know what I'm saying so you did the thing at old miss yeah well we started with summer summer smash which is a music festival that was our actual first I misspoke that was our first DJ and is Miguel big when it comes to DJ and or like he's at least like in the mix with like getting into summer smash no I got us in a summer smash holy fuck because I ask the kid who runs at Cole Bennett shot at Cole he I asked him I was like, hey, you know, it's like a music festival.

And he, you know, we had been talking a good amount at that point. And I was just like, hey, like, you know, if you have a free 20-minute slot in this three-day music festival, like, maybe, you know, throw your boy. You can't miss. No, you can. And he was, and but I was also hammered at the club. And he was like, as he does, he just goes, I got you. And I was like, oh, and it was in like two weeks. And I was like, oh, okay.

but yeah so it started with Miguel being like what was the set list for that well that was like a music festival that was like a lot of young kids and it was 20 minutes so I didn't want to make it like a real like techno setter you were trying to make a statement yeah yeah so we just we played we were just strong we did like let the bodies at the floor yeah that'll work every single fucking time I'll show you a video

it's fucking lit because it's also like a rap festival so the kids weren't expecting it yeah and they just turn turns up and then we played an after party that like at that festival And then, so I'm sitting there with Miguel, I'm like, okay, so you're telling me we get to pick the music, we get free alcohol, we get a free alcohol for all our friends, and it's like, dude, if I, if in normal life, it's like, if you want to go to the club and get bottles, pick the music and get a section. These are bands, dude. You're not a band. But when you DJ, you get paid to do it. It's like so ass backwards.

It's like, and also the act of DJing and picking music is fun. So why the fuck? You hacked it. Yeah. I was at the barstable bar one time. This DJ was sitting up there. He's like a South Philly kid. And I was like, dude, please play Maggie May. They'll go crazy. And he just was not hearing it the whole time. And I just fucking had to fall back. Well, dude, that was a year ago. That was only a year ago. The first time we ever DJ. You're doing that. Like, you're doing that. I mean, we do it. On your hierarchy of shit. Like, where does DJing fall? I feel like it's funny. It's like DJing is like. It's a good time. It's a good fucking time. That's amazing. Yeah. But it's all like all these things like I've, in my head, I've built it in a way where

they all support each other. It's like, well, we're going to Ireland and we're going to go to these rural areas and do these like, you know, go collect seaweed from the, or sea moss from the bay like my grandma used to do when she was lived in Ireland. To ingest? No, just like for like short form content and go play like Irish football and like, you know, and like do these activities where we can make. good Instagram reels and then at the end of the trip you go to Dublin and then it's like oh by the way do you want to at the end of this trip where you're already been making fun shit do you want to DJ for an hour and make what 1200 euros it's like yeah I'll do it yeah it's like oh twist my fucking ear I guess I'll fucking get drunk and play music Jesus Christ but it all kind of supports itself and then with the print stuff it's like well I can write about that experience so there you go it's an article so it all kind of helps it's you're looking at a creative yeah

like the Andy Warhol this time That's the best That's why I wish Miguel was here Miguel's my Basquiat He's the little boy I touch and bring around It's like Kanye and Virgil But also Miguel's hilarious Because he's fucking Jack bro

And he's like So he's great on camera He's really good at DJing And then he's also like built in security But he's actually the nicest guy ever But I tell people he's a felon and he's mean The thing that fucking blew my mind Because I heard it on the throne Fitz thing

is I didn't know like I remember like because I would watch the Warren load of shit right religiously and like him having cold bruise on his coffee on his motorcycle when it's like 20 degrees out it's like you can only have cold bruise your hands have to be shaking right I did not know that was you on the fucking videos

with your bald head I thought he literally hired like an older dude that just rolled in it was like that was me and I think you said to something you said before where like having a thousand bucks in your bank account when you were younger working a job yeah Warren, so I went out Watertown Mass

That's where Warren used to do his Old shit like hand screen printing out of And that was during that Dungan Donuts era And Warren paid me a rack For like whatever however long Helping him And that was the first time I had to I just, it's funny

That's your first thousand dollars Yeah everybody remembers it I used to tell Billy that Everybody remembers when they get their first paycheck And it has the little yellow band on it And you're like there it is And Warren gave me a check And it's like

1,000, it's like, what can I do with this? I mean, yeah, the world's your oyster when you have that much money on your hand. I did that in grade school and it was like I didn't wear jeans until I was a senior in high school. Because I just played, I just wear sweatpants. I wear to parties, wear sweatpants, kind of

fucking pervert, honestly, thinking back on it, but whatever. But like, I remember up there yet. I was, I just thought I was like, dude, it's cool to wear sweats pants. These are my pants. Started getting boners. I was getting tired of putting pillows on my dick when I was chilling around people so I was like I'm going to get fucking jeans this is what they're for so that I was like all right I'll figure us out but like I got money from work and

for a construction company I was like I'm going to get two pairs of jeans and this is going to be fucking awesome I can just enjoy myself at a part instead of being embarrassed where are they from what the fuck my girlfriend got it for me I think it was American Eagle fuck you and supposedly they're making a comeback good jeans good jeans there you go city sweetie when you when you had the old miss frat like what what is that like dude it's like it's the best shit ever like i no sniz you would it's like dude these i just imagine everyone gets sniz i never been to a frat party but it's like you know the old miss is like kind of it seemed to me like they were it was just so heavily policed like it was odd like the hard i thought frat party it's like front flip on the thing and

Project X. But, dude, there's, like, there's a security guard out front in the thing, like in the... And they're not frat dudes. They're separate. They're hired security. I mean, these are elite dudes' children. Yeah. And then outside there's cops.

Well, it's elite frat. It's southern and it's elite frats. I don't know. Like, all I've ever experienced was Penn State. Yeah. And I always felt bad for those dudes because I was like, don't never experience this again. No. You're chasing a dragon your entire life.

You throw an ESP. you're like glory days you know it's like dude there's no way you're topping this to be an adult and to be able to party like that with a bunch of dudes right your friends and have girls come over and then you kick out all the dudes you don't want and so you and your busted rich friends are like no come to us it was a good time but i was like i was like 25 these kids are 19 i'm like i'm way too old to be here it was kind of weird in that way threshold because i was like i like the kids who pick me up the pledges i was like jesus these kids are fucking 18 like I don't need to talk to you like leave me alone

but yeah it was a good time I mean the whole like it's funny people beat up on frats because it's like oh you're paying for friends it's like dude these kids are fucking loaded and also they're from like if if you go to a school and you don't like I never left the city ever so like my friends have been my friends forever

but it's like I could only imagine how scary it would be if you're from fucking Oregon to go to Ole Miss and it's like you're paying for friends it's like well my parents are loaded, like, why the fuck wouldn't I? And it seems like they were like, the things that are, the thing that I fucked about with, uh, fucked with

about them was that they were like, they were actually seemed like, like they really got along and like, like, it seemed like a fun time for them. But I was like, put the gay shit aside. Who knows what they. I think it's the best time. I think there's so much to those dudes. I just feel bad for them because it's like, damn, dude. Like, you're never. You front loaded hardcore. Like, you're, this

is tough. That's where. I mean, like, I think the way you're doing it is very good because you're not like, because if you do all that shit in college, then you just immediately hit the 9 to 5, like it fucking sucks. But if, I mean, not everyone's a creator. But if you can do it the way you're doing it, it's almost like envious watching you go out. Like when you went to Austin, I was like, this is insane. He drove it. Did you drive the Crown Vic to Austin?

We drove it to L.A. from New York. He drove. I mean, he's got it. That was fun. That was a good joke. So we're in a room of elite. elite mile you didn't make it to LA I mean that wasn't the goal

could have done it he was going to Montana but he went to Montana we went to South Dakota well point shoot I'll drive he'll literally it's I love it it's scary that's what I'm pretty sure like when I first hit him up and I was like dude if you need someone a truck or whatever

to move merch hit us the fuck up we'll do it we don't no questions asked no money needed just for the fucking experience and to help someone out like that shit pumps me the fuck up. You like driving. I drove trash trucks

since I, like when I was 24 until like three years ago. I drove trash trucks every fucking day. I mean, he just backed a trailer into a dump yard was fucking nuts. Nothing to do I mean. Think barely worked. You just got to think opposite

when you're driving a trailer if you ever, ever fuck with the trailer? No. Did you see that video the guy making the U-turn? Dude, I tried to tell him about it. I didn't see it yet. Dude, he was... No remorse?

I was fucking, dude. This guy... Like off of Zand or something, he goes... No, he's just in... Like, this guy got his CD. in California, getting your CDL is hard as fuck at this point. I think it's seven Gs. So if you want to be kind of, you got to go to school.

It's almost like a, you have, like, you have a mini college. Yeah, when I got mine, like, Juko. I, like, my family had a trash business. I took their trash truck and was like, I pass. Cool. I also had a stick shift endorsement. Many people don't. Not a big deal.

Who the fuck cares? Not bragging. But like, that dude got his CDL in California. New scum, I guess just let's, like, he's an illegal immigrant, that Indian that got it. he was on a highway like you drove through florida yeah he was on a highway in florida hit the fucking emergency exit you turn like a cop would in a tractor trailer when dudes were going like 80 and killed three fucking people dude they see the people hit them and turn around just go they look they look for they they have no like no remorse don't give a fuck it's fucking

insane yeah i couldn't even i i've never been i i like i've never broken about there's lot of shit I haven't done and one is hit somebody with my car and it's like that seems like a horrible thing don't say that out loud but it's like the idea that you look over your look into your mirror and you see an exploded family yeah like I would just be in I'd be like oh I mean I would I think I would what would be a normal reaction but it's like I mean that guy just he was just he knew that dash can was on he was just trying to preserve his aura yeah you haven't seen the video no he chilled so hard and it was like nothing ever yeah Spade got into

there were like for a time Reddit had a lot of death videos and Spade he danced with the devil on that for a little while I just there was a watch people die thing I thought it was the coolest thing I'm like wow they have all the subjects of the internet broken down let me check this out and turns out the biggest faggots in the world are on it and fucking tell you exactly

what mental condition you have so Reddit's fucking off the table at this point watching like that's like that like people who watch just gore is so disgusting, right? It's just like, I mean, obviously it goes without saying, but it's just if someone is like, is like interested in like archiving and categorizing gore, it's like being a saver of anything is fucking suspect. But like when you grew up iPod, like you had iPhones

and everything, right? No, no. I mean, I, when I grew up. Or your boys? What? Your boys have like iPod touches and shit? iPod. No, iPod. I mean, when I would, I mean, the Walkman was still My brother had a walkman. Yeah, because iPods got into it, yeah. I remember, like, I was in probably eighth grade, ninth grade. My boy had an iPod touch, and immediately it was like, can you get porn on that? Right. Like, for real, what's going on with that shit?

Like, I just wonder, like, just from the time difference between me and you, like, how prevalent was, like, gooning in porn when you were coming up? Like, at what age did that shit start kicking in? It wasn't. I mean, compared to what these kids have now, who is, which is, like, hard. horrifying to think about yeah no it was like from for kids like in the early 2000 I mean when did I have like a conscience for the eighth grade graduation what year I have no idea I couldn't even tell you maybe like I mean how old do you when that 32 mine was

07 I graduated eighth grade wait that that was I was how old were you though I was 13 okay 13 so I must have been it must have been like 2012 for me that's what I'm saying iPhones are out about at that point eighth grade graduate yeah i guess so but but it's like i never had i never had one thank god yeah i didn't get an iphone until like mid i mean my family just didn't have money like that my dad wasn't going to fucking buy me an iphone some kids might have but i don't know i went to fucking public school these kids didn't have any bread so like like but from my earliest memories it was still like like a fucking you know pay-per-view kind of yeah channel that it would be like hard to get to

and then, or your dad's laptop and you were just type in like tits. Yeah. And then not know how to fucking delete the history and then you're cooked. Yeah, I did that. I learned how to delete history because when I was in fifth grade,

typed in fifth grade porn. And I spazzed because I saw nothing about cops. I saw everything was just about people getting arrested, hit up my brother, and then he showed me internet options and how to delete history. That's so fucking fun. And then like, dude, when Spade and my brothers

were like living in West Philly together, I was showing them like BME paint I remember so I was in the deep end of watching like I wasn't like a full-blown gore kid but I knew where to find it I knew where to find the bud doire stuff and now like Twitter tries to remember that shit I just try to just push it to the side I think it's I think the crown I think I could do watch people die now over Jim fails Jim fails now are they're the top of they're the top of the unwatchable shit for me that's my scary movie well so it's like gore is like if you if you type it if you're watching gore it's like a video from sinoloa recorded in 2004 but jim

fails is like down the block and it's a guy that looks like you i watched it trying to do the same thing you're going to try to do in an hour will i tried to watch a dad do a shoulder press it was too much for him and he's screaming at his son to take the weights off and his son doesn't know how to and he's like from the side from the side and it's like breaking it and snapping his back in a half dude did you what was the program you hit did you hit the door in yates i sent you you? I tried. I mean, here's the thing, dude. I was so, like, my, I, so it goes along with the fucking gore shit and all the porn shit. Like, that shit is all, like, instantly was not that impressive to me because, like, dude, for the first eight years of my internet, no, no,

like, no, I'll get through. But, like, but, like, the first eight years of my internet experience was all 4chan. So it's just, like, immediately. For real? Yeah, I, I've, I used 4chan when I was a little kid. up until I was like 18. Will you look at it? We never understood how to post or anything on it. No, dude, it's weird. It's similar to the, it's like, what, like, you know, I feel like most people have dabbled in gore,

but it takes a special freak to post and categorize. Because again, it's like I never would post on 4tham, but I was always on fit and so on and so forth and like, like our fit. Yeah. Yeah. No, not our fit. That's Reddit, bro. Oh, whatever.

Slash. Yeah, slash fit. But yeah, yeah. Um,