WAR MODE - New Hope

Episode Date: May 1, 2022

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Who's going to hold them accountable? Who's going to hold us public officials accountable? And that's all we're trying to do here, in addition to trying to find the truth. Do you honestly and truly in your heart believe that Sandy Hook actually happened? Yes or no? All right, number two. And I'm here to tell you, 1776 will commence again that you tthe tech ball firearms. We can give you a jail. It's only just begun. Woooo. Woo!

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Yeah, New Hope was good, that was a good movie. It viciously pumped me up. And there's a lot of parts of it that are like, that thing at the end where they're all celebrating, like no joke that happened when I was on mushrooms over and over again. Like the whole squad was the thing you're calling the processions. It's processions, whatever the fuck it is, it just kept happening over and over again. Until I fully, like, you know how the Buddhists, I talk about somati and you've reached that? Yeah. Like, I reached whatever the top level of,

secret somati? No, whatever the top level of just Zimd is. Like all these processions happened, and then I completely became the biggest retard on the planet couldn't remember anything. Insanely fucking confused. The one thing I was thinking about all week and I spurged about it last night when I went out to dinner with a woman was the fact that everyone just pretending like this shit makes sense. What do you mean? Like everything's so fucking confusing it's not even funny.

I don't like you talk about the world? Like people will go out, I doubt, I was like, I mean, space if you believe in it. Because people are like, that's light year. It's like, based on what? It's like, oh, you're, you're, the distance out there? Theories, bro. Where are we stopping, bro. Everyone just like, they. the distance. the distance. the distance. the distance. the distance. the distance. the distance. the distance. the distance. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to. to to to. to to. to to. to to. People, to. People will, people will, people will, people will, people will, I, I, I, I to. People. People. People. People. People. People. People. People. People. People. People. People. to. People. to. to. to. People. to. People. to. to. to. People. to. to. to. to. People. to. to. to. to. to. to. People. to. to. People. to. People. to. People will. to. People will. People will. People will. People will, to. People will, to. People will, to. People will will will, to. People will will, to. People will, to. People will, to. People will, to. People's that's a light year. It's like, it's almost on part of Beetlejuice with people are just like, that's a light year away. It's like, and you measured this. Talk about nailed grass.

I mean, dude, they're pawns. Someone knows, though, that's what's been fucking me up all week. Someone out here knows. Knows the fuck you want to call it, but it just very once I came out of it I was like, this is insane. Like the fact that everyone just walked around. I mean you went insane. I went absolutely fucking crazy. You melted your head.

I thought I was going to get wheeled into church with my mom and dad until I died every Sunday. I thought I was going to be the dude who's just making noises in the back of church and everyone just acting like it's okay. Yeah. It's like, dude, he flipped the car, I think. There's always just one dude in church. It's like, he was a drunk driver.

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but that was just fully like, when you were like laughing before it and you're like, you like being in control of it, you're in control, you're not in control whatsoever. Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, you're control for. This brought me there and passed it. Yeah, man. And all I could keep thinking was, at least I'm comfortable. Because I was fucking Zim, bro.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. Kind of fucking hilarious once you come back, but Jesus Christ, that's a fucking scary, like, when I was like, dude, I'm not coming back and I was just like, yeah, fuck. I fucked this one up. Yeah, right. But the other thing, give me another spin. This one's cooked. I've been there before. The word toasted kept coming up over and over in my head. I'm toasted. I'm just toast.

I've been there where, oh my god, this whole, this whole was like the, you know, like when you take the triangar or whatever the DMT like you have like real crazy shapes. Yeah. There was no shapes. Like everything was fading in, like lines were all like I was in certain like cathedral type things, but there were all lines that were just fading into each other so there's no concise lines where I was. It was all like missed it up. Moisture content and the fucking mushroom must be huge dude. Yeah, they're fungi. I can't deal with the moisture content there. Yeah, yeah. But that was that blew my like when I was watching new hope, that blew my mind. That like when you were tell. Like, like, like, the theytea' th. Like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, fu. fu. F. the fu. the fu. the fu. the fu. the fu. the fu. the fu. the fu. the fu. the fu. the fu. the fu. the fu. the fu. the fu. the fu. the fu. the fu. the fu. how it like lightly touches on like a mushroom trip or like that hero yeah archetypal shit yeah that was fucking insane classic heroes

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I was listening to it. And it was only talking about demonic behavior. And it's like, dude, I can't lost. If you sit there and lust for women. You're trying to turn your lust into the pure love of God. Exactly. Yeah. I mean it is like currently 90 some odd days bro. It's impressive. I've hit pain. Like I feel feral bro. Yeah man. As you should. I feel like I'm gonna grow tusks or some shit. But yeah that would be fucked up if like if dudes didn't get pussy long enough after like a certain amount of time they started physically

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Out of range is fucking sick. Out of range is a goat fucking show. I haven't watched new episodes so please don't spoil it. Yeah, but I was, before taking mushrooms I was fucked my neck up. So yeah right. I was like the whole week coming up I was just jammed I was trying to paint dumpsters and I woke up 530 in the morning on Saturday and I just sat there with the fucking heat pad around my neck like count tr- I can't say Dracula every time. Hold on count trapula. Every time I'm about to say it, I say Chocula.

Okay. For some reason I just can't differentiate Dracula and Chocula almost said. I mean, you did melt your head last week, so. Yeah, I guess so. But yeah, it was a slow crawl back into it. I mean, you saw me Sunday, I was fucking zimmed. Yeah, it's always like that. This is insane. You went to another level. Yeah, I mean, whatever, that was, that is like textbook upside down. There's nothing that was going

to prepare me for that one. Yeah, no, there's, it's all bullshit. Anyone else who does this? I mean, if you like put on those Terence McKennas and all the, all those like Buddhist guys and they talk about this stuff th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th. Yeah th. Yeah th. Yeah th. Yeah th. Yeah, th. Yeah, thi, thi, thi, thi, that's thi, thi, thate. There's, thate. There's, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, th. There's, th. There's, th. There's, th. There's, th. There's, th. There's, th. There's, th. There's, th. There, th. There, th. There, th. There, th. There, th. There, th. There, th. There, th. There, th. There, th. There, thi, thi, thi, the. There's, thea, thea, thea. There's, thea. There's, thea. There's, thea, thate. There's, the. and shit, they talk about this stuff and you can kind of get what they're saying but they're not even coming close. Yeah, I mean, I couldn't I couldn't have watched more videos on trip reports. Yeah, that's why I don't, when you're watching them I was like, this is an absolute waste of time. It's an absolute waste of time. Guy like me, you're just doing your homework. I get it. stuff on YouTube I can listen literally anything. If it's someone talking I'm into it, but there's nothing on planet Earth that would prepare me for that. Yeah, right. And I just got washed. Like to try to come out of that champing it, no shot dude. Yeah, and that's terrifying too. Yeah, that was the like after

coming out of it I am at least more. When it comes to like freaking out about shit, just like, I don't give a fuck. Yeah, you'll, I mean, I would imagine you're gonna lose, you're gonna lessen up some of your control shit. Yeah, I mean, I don't. It's be like, yeah, obviously, we're just here. Yeah, it's tripping me out that like everyone is inches away from going unhinged. Oh yeah, dude. That shit's so touchable and it's right there next to you? Yep.

At any point in time, dude, you can press that button. Anytime you want. You can completely lose it. Yeah, dude. I was fucking lifting yesterday. I took micro doses and then I was like, and then I was like, I was like, I'm gonna today.......... F fucking, the, th. th And then I was at the gym and I thought I was going to lose it. I started lifting without my headphones on because the microdoses started kicking in

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I just wish I could understand what you're talking about. That's so low days of you to sit there and try to pussybag like that. What do you know wasn't PIV? I'm trying to be cool with you. Dude, dude, dude, all sex is not PIV. Do not do that. It's not all th th th th th th th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. tho. tho. tho. tho. tho. tho. tho. tho. tho. tho. tho. thi. thi. thi. That's. That's. That's. That's. th. th. th. That's. th. That's. th. th. th. th. That's. th. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. toeeea. toeea. toea. ta. toda. today. theeea. thea. thea. tho.I.V. It's not all that matters. A lot of people find it shallow and empty. True. True. Yeah, I didn't know you're gonna come at me trying to pussybag. I didn't know. That is crazy that you went fucking high days and then immediately got released.

And I mean, I mean, if we're poking fun, not 90 days. Not 90 days, obviously I made it pretty far, 80-something, in the 80s. So I mean you almost... Sorry I went on a date, Bill. Hey, dude. Sorry. It's first time he's been out of the fucking... it's first time he's been out in a long time. That thing gets you in trouble. This thing got me in a lot of trouble. Yeah town. I was just there. That's a horny place. That's where my date was to. I was just there and I was like, Jesus Christ is a horny place. I don't know what's going on. Yeah, yeah. But like, everything's fucked. I mean, you're just horny. You're one of the

horny MPs bubling around that board. I'm not an MPC dude. I'm a main character. Someone fucking modded me. I'm supposed to be on my mission. You're in a special skin. Yeah, that media is a fucking wild play. I mean, afterwards for a guy like you, what does that feel like for an 80-day buildup? Or do you know the exact number? 88 I think. We're close, we were crazy, we that, we that, we th, we were th, we were th, we were th, th, we were th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, that, that-a, that-a, that, that, that, tho, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi? Um, 88 I think. 88? We were close. Crazy days, woo!

What was at the drive home if I'm you- Well, it was... Uh-huh. The weirdest part was coming out of mushrooms and Tom looked at me saying, Andrew's on a date and he's taking mushrooms and like, no dude. Tom, I took mushrooms. Where is Andrew? He's like, he's on a date. I was like, no way.

I was in the woods, but on a date with a girl and we took a small amount of mushrooms. It's very Nordic of you, huh? Yeah, I was checking out of the fog and the fucking trees and shit. Went all along with it. You're talking to someone to me. That's foreplay, bro. You know, I'm out in nature. For me, I'd count that. That counts, yeah. I'd count that as a tag. Well, we got back to her place and yeah, yeah, it's like that. And she like, sp I'm just saying in the kitchen there was a hug, right? Then I sat.

What kind of hug? Like a real quick spur hug. Like a real quick, like, thanks for bringing me out? Just have to do this to you right now kind of thing. Like, um, I'm like, what the fuck? Then we went... You ever have that thing where like, they'd chick do something to you and it like makes your ball, it feels like your ball does a flip in your sick? I was getting revved up. I mean, it's like someone turned on an engine, broo.

Yeah, right. Yeah, right. Yeah, right. Tell me about it. Then we got to the couch and I sat down and then she quick... You mean the work bench? You're a fucker? Dude, sat down on the fucking couch real, real quick, just spun around, sat on my lap real quick and then popped up again and then sat over like four feet from it. Okay? Right, and then she's like, what do you want to? then she's like, what do you want to? I'm th th to say, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, the, to, to, the, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, tho, th, th, sit down, sit down, the fucking, the fucking, sit down on, sit down on, sit down on, sit down on, the fucking on, the fucking on, the fucking on, the fucking on, sit down on, sit down on, sit down on, sit down on, sit down, sit down, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, the fucking, the fucking, the fucking, the fucking, the fucking, the fucking, the fucking, the fucking, the fucking, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, tho, sit down, tha, tha, sit down, tha, tha, tho, sit down, sit down, sit down, sit down, sit down, sit down'm trying to replay the fucking date, dude. I'm trying to fucking figure this shit out. Yeah, I'm doing you a play-by-play.

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You're an elite, you're an elitist with tech. A jailbroken Rokus is rogue, brok. With like other people's passwords and shit. Yeah, anyway. Um, she's like, what do you want to watch? Like, uh, she had an HBO account. And I was like, oh, put on South Park. And she's like, what's the best South Park? And I was like, obviously the memberberry season.

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And I just waited a while and then I just like head first into her belly button dude. Dude you're six. Yeah I know. Why? That's my moves. I thought you were taking notes, bud. I've never heard of these things. You're also fucking with a sorcerer.

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everything I was like I get the fuck out of here. It was so embarrassing what did that was so embarrassing what did that? What did that feel like a 90 day? She was trying to get she was trying to have a fucking shovel that wasn't wasn't happening she like, what the fuck was that? That was insane. I'm an incidable boy. Sorry. What is that? Like, what is, after 80 days, what does that feel like? I mean, did it feel empowering or did it feel like? It felt empowering, but like, you know, I'm not gonna kiss and tell anymore.

I told you more details that I really can't go into here on the podcast so no doubt yeah no doubt so that's our trip report I spoke Changi too yeah that sucks though what did that affect you at all going into like I wanted my seed for the Changa but I was like you I like psyched myself out too much and then I yeah I went into the DMT you and I forgot this is fucking yeah nothing exists yeah forgot about that. That'll happen. Ice topic is existing. Yeah, I mean you completely deteriorating that fucking world. But I mean, at least you did it.

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Yeah. But yeah, when I was watching New Hope, you were fucking in my brain, no homo. When you were like, God, this guy's old. I ruined movies for himself I've ruined everything yeah Why you doing that dude I've ruined everything just enjoy the fucking film But I'm trying dude George Lucas would want it that way I want to go back to the way I was but I'm I can't I think is just part of getting older I'm not sure yeah who the fuck knows yeah I used to be able to have sex now now now now now now now now now now I the the to the to be I to be I the to be I the to be I to be I to the to to to the the to to the the to the the the to the the the the the to the the the the the the the the their I their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their. I'm their. I'm their. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. th. th. th. the. the. theee. theeeeeeeee. I'm. I'm. I'm. I'm. th. I'm just. I'm just. I'm just. I'm knows? I mean, I used to be able to have sex. Now I'm just air humping and making noises. Yeah, but... It's like air humping. Dude, honestly, people give their left leg for that. Yeah, sure. People are fucking risking heart attacks just so they don't have to get on blood thinner so they can get an erection.

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I would catch this on TV with commercials. Oh my God. Like if I caught this on TV, it was over, days over. The amount of money that that movie probably made is fucking unholy. They did a breakdown in today's money. It would be 56 billion I think. Good God, bro. Just in the box office I think I can't remember. Yeah that shit the that shit with must buying Twitter he seems like he's about to just start like we've talked about it before where like we should everyone should be getting paid way more money for shit but instead we're getting tricked into like using Instagram and buying shit all time and must is try to thu.. the the the the th th th th th th th th th just just like just like just like just like th th. Just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thus just just just just just just just just just just just th. Just just just just just just just just just th just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just just. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi. thi. thi. thi. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi. th. thi. tricked into like using Instagram and buying shit all the time. And Musk is trying to turn around where like if you have a viral tweet you're getting

paid. Oh yeah, that sounds like that Adam Curry kind of stuff. It'll be fucking sick. Yeah, you get the blockchain little pennies and all that, you know. But dude, the people are losing the libs and the dams are fucking freaking out dude. They're freaking out and leaving Twitter and trading their Tesla's. Yeah, Adam Curry is saying like he thinks and I was thinking about it this morning, Musk is just ruining Twitter.

The dude has a hundred billion some dollars and it's 43 billion dollars. Imagine if you could give a fuck, like billions is so much. And if you have all that, you can just like, I'm gonna buy Twitter and fucking ruin it and make it open source so anyone could have fucking Twitter and do whatever the fuck they want with the code. Right.

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But it could be good, it could be like Star Trek, who the fuck knows? I mean dude, these guy, the AI works in ones and zeros, and they know right from wrong. I don't think natural law stops with fucking animals and humans on the shit. You think the computers know it? I think they might. You really did melt your head. I'm just saying, dude.

You think computers are sentient? Bro? They might be dude I saw fucking... I just went to a baptism and I had to say that. I saw about at least 50 plus little fucking men working on me. Yeah. Talking and arguing in their own language about how they're almost done working on me. And that's what I'm saying. Just keep them breathing, dude. I'm almost done. That's straight from the machine off. That's a little... Like you can't even see that substance. And it does that to your fucking brain.

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And it's just from a little fucking fungus, bro, and that's the shit we know about. And they say they might be from space. They're definitely from those bros might have come here on an asteroid. Brother. Yeah. What, there's many of them. They're the life cycle of life. What do you mean? Mushrooms eat dead. Yeah.

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One day I will get back to that excitement. That was the most, I always wanted to fucking play that. And like, I remember you saying like, like you won't really, like music won't do anything for you in there. brother, that song came on and I was just, I felt like Aladdin flying through the fucking places on a car pumping me the fuck up and that's why I played dear prudence in the day in the life, both of those songs, that shit, vicious levels of getting pumped up and it was just over and over what like life's but they were like a movie. It was like I was beginning credits and credits over and over and then pure fucking chaos at the end me just trying to get back and then just saying like dude you're doing

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Who is it? Your fan, bro, bro. I don't know what you're talking about. the brove is a fucking powerlifter. talking about. You're a bro. My bro? Not your brother, your cousin. Dude, you're fucking kill him here. Oh. You're the strongest fucking cousin in the planet. He lives too far away that. He's the source though. You have a phone call away. Yeah, right. You tell him I'm trying to get my PRs up. I got a noodle arms. I can't bench I can bench. Dude, I'll be able to talk to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to the to the to the their to their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their c. I'm their c. I'm their c. I'm their c. I'm their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their th. I th. I the. I tie. I tou. I tou. true. to. toooo. tooooo. to. to. to. to. to. I. to. I. I their th. judgment zone. I would never make funny you, but if you got 10 pounds on the that, Ellen, bench press, dude, Jesus Chris, I won't be able to talk to you for a week. You

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Just tell you to look shit up. Yeah, I'll look whatever the fuck you want up. I won't talk and that'll be that. That's final form. 40 is a new 20. All right.