WAR MODE - SWIM

Episode Date: April 24, 2022

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This is a luxury of having spent my life doing what I love. The cost of that? It sucks. I'm not blind. I'm not numb to the pain. I would argue I'm more conscious of it than anybody else, but I'm also more conscious of what that gives me. And when I'm done with this, that will be what it is and I'll find a way.

But there's something inside of me propelling that I'm not going to give up until the wheels fall off. That's what I'm made of. And I wish I see all the arguments against it, but I wish I could relate the intangibles to you. My guess is that we're all built the same. None of us are completely stupid. A little deranged. I think a strong argument. I do. But ultimately, we also know what we have to go and lay down in that sense of it. That's like embracing what we've done with our lives. We live.

Same way now, the sun is on, I'm good. I'm feeling crazy. I'm feeling like a baby. Oh, man, S-R is, bro, this is crazy. Brothers retain your scene, man. On with him. You know what I'm, oh look at my African American over here. Look at him. Are you the greatest? Do you know what I'm talking about?

Okay. I am a bad man. This niggin' gonna die. When someone comes up and says something like I am a bad man. This niggin gonna die. When someone comes up and says something like, I am a god, everybody says, who does he think he is? I just told you who I thought I was, a god. I just told you, that's who I think I am. Would it been better if I had a song and say I am a nigger?

Who can? Who can? Who can? The... S-Foakhan! We did it! We did it! We did it! We did it! Yeah! We did it! Yeah!

We did it! We did it! We went over the bridge and passed the troll. Yeah, we did it! We did it! We did it! We did it! We did it! Horey! We went up some now to throw a little star home down. Yeah, we did it.

We did it! We did it! Swiper hit, Little Star and Kiko's tree! He said, psa-ta, and we found them! Horay! Yay! Who! Wur-Wh-haw!

Welcome to war mode. What would I have done? I would have done a legitimate investigation to find out what exactly happened on 9-11. How did they know who did this so quickly like they did Lee Harvey Oswald? Who's going to investigate the investigators? Who's going to investigate the prosecutors? Who's going to hold them accountable? Who's going to hold us public officials accountable? And that's all we're trying to do here among trying to, in addition to trying to find the truth. Do you honestly and truly in your heart believe that Sandy Hook actually happened? Yes or no? All right, number two. And I'm here to tell you 1776 will commence again that you try to to to to to to to to to to to to to to the to the to to to the to to the to to to the the the to to the to to the the to to to the to to the to the to the to be? told? to be to be to be to be to be to be the too? tooom? tooom? tooom? tooom? tooom? tooom? tooom? to be to be to be the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the try? try? I? I try? I try? I will try? I can't try? I can't trynueueueue. trynuee? trye? tryeoomorrow. tryeoomorrow. trye? trye? tryoooomorrow. tryn? tryn? trye you try to take on fire on.

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Huh? Can you get opium? Yeah, I saw it once in my life. Let's make a Fet then, dude, I can do that. You can make a Fet Den real quick. Look at this giant movie. You can make, you can grow opium. Can you? Like it's not that hard? Like it's not that hard.

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You can order online and they'll ship to your house. I don't cool on that bro. No, you're not. It's just legal. So it's like a, it's a, um, what do they make it in like Canada? You're allowed to make it. It's a precursor to LSD That's not technically an analog of LSD Because in I think it was like 85 They passed a thing called the Analogs Act. Yeah, people like like underground chemists

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I don't know. Oh, okay. MDMA, I think is just the, MDMA is the molecules that's in ecstasy, but ecstasy just refers to the tablet. Okay. But people also call MDMA x-C, so it's very confusing. Yeah, right. But like if you do your due diligence, there is a host of research chemicals that you can get and order online and they'll show up to your house. I'm still in, like I just stopped lurking, I just subbed and I just actually ordered some one PLSD. I got 10 hits coming.. You. You the the the the the the the the th.. You. You. You. You. You. You. You. You. You. You. You. You. You th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. So, thi. So, thi. So, th. So, th. So, th. So, th. So, th. So, th. So, th. So, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi. thi. thi. M. M. M. M. M. M. So, thi. So, thi. So, thi. So, thi. So, thi. So, thi. So, thi. So, th just actually ordered some one PLSD. I got 10 hits coming

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It's funny because you've only seen a handful of Rogans. I've only seen like Stephen Tyler and then like, that's pretty much the only one I to watch. You should get it in the Graham Hancock once. Did I just re-watch those? They're so good. Oh, the Graham Hancock with the... He's talking about the DMT, I was a good one. Yeah. I listened to that one. But the one with... Randall Coulson? The young dude from Philadelphia, you're not young. He's like, he wrote the immortality key. Oh, you saw that. That was that. That's a a. That one. That one. That one. That one. That one. That one. Yeah. That one. Yeah. That one. Yeah. That one. Yeah. Yeah. That one. Yeah. Yeah. That one. Yeah. That one. That one. That one. Yeah. Yeah. That one. Yeah. the one. the one. the one. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. the one. the one. Yeah. The one. I. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. The one. I. The one. I. The one. The one. The one. I. The one. I. The one. The one. I. The one. The one. The one. I. The one. I. I. I. The one. I. I. The one. I. I was. I was. I was. I was. I was. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. I. I. I was. The one. and watched for something. Are you fucking kidding me? It was when I first found out about Rogan. Yeah. And I like put it on my Apple TV or something? Dude, the borderline sauce at this point. Who? Stephen Tyler?

He was like, he's like a grandmoth. Was he a pole smoker back in like, like the people think he was gay back in the Arrest with Blight been the worst band of all time Intro to dream on sco and scoat though Yeah, I'll give you that no intro to Sweet emotion Sweet emotion Obviously, yeah, that's all fucking. If I catch out I'm like fucking in it and the trash and the chilie peppers.

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Did you watch it? Yeah. It was, like, I thought the documentary itself kind of sucked. Yeah. How they kept being like, to put some weird, some weird shit on white guys. Yeah, they're just like, look how bad the way. It's like, dude, everyone was saying the N-word to the DMX song. They're like, that's real racism. What was blowing my mind? What he's like happens at concert?

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I'm pretty good at this. And then like, dude, no joke. So you have like a rob zombie nerd wet dream about like zombie apostates. Chill. You're not like, you're not like, you're not let like real sex 68, like just a random real sex build of a fucking mature woman with like kind of big tits and like just a like nothing special just like a mommy a mommy came at me and I was like I'm gonna shoot her and I was like hold on I you kill chill chill sorry I was like

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Oh, fuck, I can't blow a load. And I'm like, in my dream, I'm pinching the head of an unerrect penis running to the toilet. And then I blow a load in the toilet. And I'm like, what am I going to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to tell. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I can tell. I can tell. I can tell. I can tell. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can. I can. I can. I can. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I can. I can. I can. I can. I can. I can. I can. I can't. I can. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. t. t. t. tell. t. tell. t. t. tell. t. tell. tell. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't say this. And then when did you wake up to the mess? Immediately. But I wake up and I like toucest the tip of my dick. I was like, oh, there's just, there's like barely any there. And I fucking go into my, go into my bathroom and turn the lights on. And it looked like Antarctica was just on the front of my pants. What do you still? That was like 80, whatever this is, like 83 or so days.

That's still a lot of days to hold in. That's a lot of days and there was a lot of times where I fucking... I held my seat? No, I was like turning down sex in my dreams. That's cool. But like I said, I had maple syrup and sugar, suble sugar, I had a lot of candy and came in my sleep and then repeated the the the the the the the the the the th. the the th. th. It the the th. That th. That th. That th. That th. That th. That th. That's th. That's th. That's th. That's th. That's thathea that that's that's that's that's a lot of days, it that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's is is that's is that's is that's is that's is that's is that's is that's is that's is that's is that's is that's is that's is that's is that's that's thi. It's thi. It's a that is a that is a that is a lot today. It's a lot today. It's a lot today. It's a lot today. It's a lot today. It's a lot that's a lot that's a lot of that's th, so I get... What fucking weirdo figured that out? I ate a lot of candy and came in my sleep and then repeated the study. And then didn't eat candy, like didn't come. Chill. I was fucking...

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If I get prostate cancer, fucking see them if you don't. It's so weird to be obsessed with other dudes coming. They get fucking heating them. Not like, if you're into it, I mean, hats off, you're obsessed with it, you're obsessed with, you're gay, you're just, you're just, I...... I, you're just, you're just, you're just, you're just, you're just, you're just, you're just, you're just, you're just, you're just, you're just, you're th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi. thi. thi, you're th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. the. the. the. to to to to to to to the to to to to to to the the to the the the the the the the in loads. Just interested in like the orgasmic bliss. I, yeah, I'm just thinking of this now. I'm not personally. Yeah, I like, I feel this.

Dude, when I did my 90, I was like, I was on the opposite side, where I was like, one of these nights I'm going to have a fucking sweet dream. It's been since since you know. Oh really? You were like trying, you were trying to conjure this. To have another wet dream because I hadn't had one since like seventh grade and I still remember in seventh grade I had a wet dream and I was literally in an above ground pool and I was literally in an above ground pool and I was just swimming around an above ground pool because it only came up to their times. But those pool, I remember those pool parties. They were. And their. And their. And their. And their. And, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, I. their, I. their, I. their, I. the, I. the, I. the, I. their, I. their, I. their, I. their, I. their, their, their, their, te. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. their, their, their, their, their, their, their tops. But those pool, I remember those pool parties, they were so erotic. Dude, so it was so, like dude, it was the fucking shit. I remember it like it was yesterday.

I'm in like seven or eighth grade and it wasn't just class specific. It was like the eighth grade girls were there. The ninth grade ones that wrote our like, hey, Tom, and they all took their tops off. And I just swam around and like pawed at titties in the above ground pool and had a fucking eruption in my pants. Never happened again, because I immediately, like, I think I chased the dragon in fact. From then until I was 33, I was just like, you know, I'm like, that fucking pool. But, um, so like, I was on S.R. I'm on like day probably like 70, and I'm like one of these nights,

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Seriously, you're about to fail out of high school. Yeah, that happens to me and then, yo, I gotta do another year here. And like, everyone's gonna play football. I don't really wanna play football. And everyone's just fucking fuming at me. You probably just have a lot of emotional scars from quitting football, dude. I never got. I've had, the most fucked up nightmare I've ever had was, it was a Christmas party at my dad's new house. And dude, it's like, the the the the thu, I, I, it's, I, it's, I's, I thu, I's, I's, I's, I's, I's, I's, I's th. thu, I's thu, I's thu, I's thu, I thu, I thu, I thu, I thu, I thi, I don't really th. th. th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I tho, I don't th. I don't really really really really really really really th. I th, I th. I th. I th, I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I thi, I thi, I thin, I thin, I don't really really th th th thin, I don't really th th thro thrown that thrown that that thrown like very hard to tell from reality yeah I get so real like I did this the other night and I can't remember what it was yeah dude it's like a hiper

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Well, I would like, there's definitely, regardless, you want to say not coming is bad or whatever, there's definitely a rewiring that goes on. it is dude, I came to this conclusion the other day and we'll talk about your changa that's coming up. Yeah. So I smoke this particular blend of changa that swim made. You know about swim? You guys don't fuck around the DMT Nexus enough. What is they all say swim whenever they talk because it means someone who is at me because they all think that like the feds they all think the like when you get into like the like the red red red red red red red red red red the red the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the to to to to to to. to. to. It. It's. to. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. It's. I I I I I I I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. And. And. And. And. And. And. the. the. the. the. t. t. t. t. t. to. to. to. to. to. the. the. the. the. I all think the like do when you get into like the reddit boards. It's bonkers like these dudes are making DMT in their kitchen and they talk like Do you don't order all that on Amazon at the same time like do it one at a time and like

But do the feds aren't like you know some neck? or... They're covering up pedophile, right? Yeah, it's like, they're not going to knock on your door because they're like, hey, are you smoking DMT? Yeah. Like, did you order naphtha? And did you ever get fucked up on naphtha fumes? Yeah, I mean, I've been fucked up on M-E-K. That's an acid right? I don't know what it is. It's a blue can. I fuck with the blue can. Yeah, M-E-K, yeah, methyl, ethyl, ketone. Ziline. Where are you going with this? You're talking about the people on the swims. We're talking about nonpolar solvents.

This swim. You're talking about the changa. Okay, so I made this changa. Sorry. I got, you want to talk nonpolar solvents? I just got real into. But um, so I smoke it right. This blend. This blend. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. the the th. the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th. We are non. We are. We're the th. We're the the the the th. We're the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th. We are. We are non. We are non. We're. We're. We're. We're. We're tongeo. We're. We're. We're. We're. We're. We're. We're. We're. We're. We're. We're. We're. We're. We're swim gives some to Andrew. But anyway, so I smoke it, right? And it was like a 50% DMT comp, it was Blue Lotus Flower, which is powerful aphrodisiac. Yeah. 50% DMT content. You fucking on this? Yeah.

Oh, dude. I was by myself. My wife wasn't home. So dude, it's blue lotus, 50% DMT content. Yeah. Banisteri Capi, which is in the M.A.O. I'll write on. And this other thing called Kaliya Zekati. It's like a Mexican dream herb that they say if you make tea with it for like three nights in a row and drink it, you'll have the most wild psychedelic dreams of your life.......... th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi. thi. thi. th. th. thi. thi. thi. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. the the the the th. th. the th. th. the th. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. to. to, to to to to the thi. to to thi. the thi. thi. thi. thi. say if you make tea with it for like three nights in a row and drink it, you'll have the most wild psychedelic dreams of your life. Really? But it also said online, like task kind of bitter. I can handle anything like tasks-wise. If someone's like this guy, it was the most repulsed. I felt like I opened a car battery battery and put a straw in it. It was like a straw in it. It. It. It was like. It was like. It was like. It was like. It was like. It was like. It was like. It was like. It was like. It was like. It was like. It was like. It was like. It was like. It was like. I. I. I. I. I was like it. I was like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like, I. It was like, I was like like like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like a the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the most. It. It. It. It. It. It's. It's like like like like like like, like, like, like, like, like, like, it. It's like, like, it was like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, it. It was like, it like burned my throat and tasted like pure death. Jesus. I drank 32 ounces of it, nothing happened.

Okay. I was gonna do another night, I was like, fuck that. Yeah. Anyway, so I blended them all right. Yeah. I rip a bong of this stuff. And like, I go to put spying, just fucking fell back. And like, you guys smoke DMT, see now like it kind of like comes over you?

Yeah, yeah. The changa comes over you very slow. So like this thing like comes over me and it's like a wave of like the most beautiful colors I've ever seen. Yeah, right? It like just takes me, I'm out. I'm like laying back like it's fucking lights out I'm I'm 100% gone on so like as the shapes come into life like as like the mosaic of like colors and shapes come I start realizing it's like all like pornographic stuff what right and then this like kind of like female type entity was like

like lay back dude you're about to have the best orgasm you've ever had. Chill dude. You saw the lady, you saw this out. So I'm like, oh shit, I'm about to blow my load. And I seriously was about to blow a load just from like this feeling and then whatever it was fucking smacked me. It was like, sit up you fucking jerk off and I was like what this is

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But it brings you back to what you're saying when it's like, you're not gonna come for 90 days. It's like, most dudes. Of getting to the next level. Yes, whatever that next level is and like dude I get caught up in it because I'm a I'm a Taurus I'm very sensual, but like everything's pleasure with me. Yeah, you know what I mean like I'm constantly like what? Like let's say Dana goes away. Yeah. Yeah. It's porn on the table not anymore. this dude. I'm telling you when I did my 90. Swear to go. It's done. It's done. Well. It. It. It's like. It's like. It's like. It's like. It's like. It's the. It's the. It's the. It's the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the they. the they. they. I'm the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the toy. I. I. I. I toy. I tou. I tou. I'm ta. I'm tou. I'm tole. I'm tou. I'm toy. I'm toy. I'm tou. I'm tha. I'm tha, I'm telling you, when I did my 90, swear to God, it's done. Well, it creeps back, you know what I mean? Like, that's what I'm saying, like, every once in a while, like,

what happens to me is like, I'll go free and clear for a long time, right? And then like, like street that's like check out who's coming to Cloverskate. I'm like, huh, I haven't checked out the pornies for a while. And I'll be like, then next time I'm just like Googling, you know? Yeah. And I'll be like, what was that name on the billboard and I'll look it up and they'll Then like who was that chick that on Matt and Shane's to go on about? Doggirl. Not dog girl. Shane you still talking about like one porn star. Emily Willis. Emily Wills right? So I'm like, I'm like, I'm like fake that. I could remember. I honestly could remember. I was just thinking of the triggers. Jamie Morgan. Why would I just think it was like three years ago, bro. I'm just thinking of triggers. No one's, no shares. Have you ever been in a group?

Dude, have you ever been to NADNA? Hey, bro, bro, bro. He's your shares when someone shared you can't do that. But yeah, good point. Dude, it's a shit. You gotthaxed. like Emily Willis, well that sounds like a real girl next door, good, no I don't, don't even and then like, you know, you're checking your email and you're like, you're all tushy. What was that name? Next year you're like watching Emily Willis get fucking butt banded, you're like, whoa, cool. And then you go back, but the thing is ever since I did my 90, it's never like it used to be. Yeah, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, th. Yeah, th. Yeah, like, like, th. Yeah, like, th. Yeah, like, like, like, th. Yeah, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like I like, porn was like coffee for bedtime. You were like a Mexican with porn.

I was like a Mexican. Yeah, it's like, I had an iPhone that was porn. Those fuckers never stop watching porn. Like, break time, always watch porn. Dude, I used to work with them. And like, that drum kick of the hub is on at every drywall. They're watching porn while they make your food? Oh yeah. Not to get like, you know? Who would know? I would sit there, but the thing that's nuts is like, let's say I was

watching porn on my iPhone and you walked into the, let's say I was on the third floor watching porn on my iPhone and then you yelled up the steps like, yo, tomb I'm here. I'd be like, you'll be like, yo, and they'll turn their phone around and be like, dude, check it out. This is good board. You're like, what the fuck? Dude, I know a girl who they had a Mexican come into the ER multiple times, degloving his penis on a fence. Degloving, what are you talking about? He would fuck a fence, or the skin the skinned, or the skin, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, what, what, what, what, what, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, th.... th. th. their, their, their, their, their, their, they. they. their f. their, their, they. their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their or the skin on his penis would rip off. What? Because he was fucking a fence, yeah. Holy shit.

That's fucking bizarre. You're just into fences or? Now he's like, he must have just been horny. Can't relate. How horny can you be? It's a kind of fence, like cyclone? Bro, they need some rig. He probably had a rigged, he probably was like, he might have had something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something something have had something set up. Yeah, they are horny bastards. Anyway, the whole point of my convo was,

once you stop focusing on blowing your load all the time, you have so much more fucking mental skills. Oh yeah. Where you're not like, oh, I should probably go fat, because once you fap, you're toast. It's game over. And the time, like, the whole the whole the whole the whole th, the whole thing thing thing thing thing thing thing thing thing th, thing th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th. th. I thoom, thoom, the whole, the whole, the whole, thi, the whole, the whole, the whole, the whole, the whole, the whole, the whole, the whole, the whole, the whole, the whole, the whole, the whole, the whole, the whole, the whole, the whole, the whole, the whole, the whole, the whole, the whole, the whole, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. tho, tho, tho, thoooooooooooooooooooooooo, tha. thau. together, thoooooooooooooo. th. as much but right when you start and you're like trying to get your mind off jerking it you're cleaning everything you have everything's organized you're doing push-ups you're reading you're doing so much yeah so I kept so much of

that I would say I have like a healthy man's porn habit now okay where it's like it's not in my wheelhouse anymore? Yeah, it's not the forefront of your mind. If someone was like... And you're still getting smacked in the DMT realm for a fucking point? It was it was for like it wasn't just for the point. It was for like my constant craving. It was for like my constant craving for like it is noticeable. Yeah. It is noticeable if you're hanging out, constantly something. I need a smoothie. Yeah, yeah. I need tunes. You crave oil fixations. It's just general fit.

Like, if I'm going to drive somewhere, I'll be like, I almost pissed my fucking pants coming here because it's like the second I get my car, I'm like, oh dude, I'm like, dude, I need like, the second I get my car, I's like, dude you don't, but it's because I'm like looking for like. I kind of have like the opposite life setup where I don't do that at all. And then hanging out with you, I was like, I can just go get drinks.

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But I'm still in my head like, like, nice yuppie snacks. I need like I need like... You like the finer things. But I've always been like this. Yeah. You know it used to be Wendy spicy spicy chicken sandwiches like it used to be like that's disgusting. But the whole slap was like dude you don't need external stimulation constantly. How long does it change it last? Like a compared DMT? So the DMT is like it's like a fast slap. Yeah, it's like you smoke it, things fall apart you're gone and then you're back. The Changa it's like things slowly disintegrate and you're like brought up a million spaceship. Not so much it's way more like earthy. Really? It's kind of

so it's the same visuals and stuff but it's way more of like an earthy like hug type like you get warm like something to look forward to really. He's gonna be into it dude. Yeah I hope it works out good for me. It will. Yeah I've I've recently just been getting rocked so. So but it's like a very the DMT I think I mean and people can have whatever experience they want on it, but it's more of like a psychedelic party trick for me Like where you smoke it, you're like whoa, that was cool. Whoa show this to someone else When I smoke like when I was going down to Matt's apartment, I was like, I'm gonna bring Chang and so the night before I smoke some swim just just just th th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. Swn th. Swe th. Swe th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. thi. th. th. the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th. I's th. I's th. I's th. I's th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm th. I'm the. I'm the. I'm theean. I'm toge. I'm too. I'm too. I'm tooe. I'm tooe. I'm the. I'm the. I'm the. I'm apartment, I was like, I'm gonna bring Chang and we're all gonna smoke Chang. And so the night before I smoke some, because Swim just made it.

Yeah. And swim was excited. Swim was excited. But every time I, dude, the thing is like, I have, like swim gave me as much as I want. So I have as much as I need. I smoke it like, I smoke it like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th, th, th, th, th, th. Sw, th. Sw, th. Sw, swim, swim, th. Sw, swim, th. Sw, th. Sw. Sw. Sw. Sw. Sw. S. Sw. Sw. Sw. Sw. Sw. Sw. Sw. Sw. Sw. Sw. Swa. Swa. Swi. Swi. Swim. Swim, swim, swim, swim, th. Swim, swim, swim, swim, th. Swim, th. Swim, th. Swim, thi. Swim, thw. Swim was, thwam, th. Swim was, swim, th. Swim was, swim, th. Swim was. Swim was. Because like you smoke it and you're like, I'm good off that. That's how I've been with DMT ever since I tried it. I was like, dude, I don't, I don't need to do that. Like, until I really. Yeah, you did it. And you're like, I'll do it again. Like, but like the thing, the thing with Chang,. So like if you rolled up in a joint and you make it like kind of

low test like if swim puts like 25% content in it, you can like smoke on it and like I don't like smoking weed that much anymore and it's not that like I absolutely love physically smoking weed. Yeah I don't like being stoned as much. Right. It's not that I don't like it but it's like it's a a a a a the the the the the th. It's a th. It's a the th. It's like. It's a the the th. It's like like like like like like like like like th. It's a th. It's a th. It's a li. It's a li. It's a li. It's a li. It's a li. It's a li. It's like kind like kind like kind like kind like kind like kind like kind like kind like kind like kind like kind like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like li. li. th. li. the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th. th. t. t. t. t. ki. It's a ki. I. ki. I ki. I ki. ki. I ki. ki. I ki. ki. ki. ki. ki. ki. ki. 't like being stoned as much. Right. It's not that I don't like it, but it's like... It's a jam up. Yeah. Unless I have nothing to do it. I like to do it and then like glide right into bed. Yeah, yeah. But like it's very like sensory for me. So like if I smoke weed, I want to listen to some music, I want to like start a fire and like watch the thing burn, like I need like stimulation if I'm smoking, I need to watch a movie. If I just like, like when I had like tons of like edible science to do and I was making edibles,

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slash like visuals slash like all this stuff. But you're gonna like it because like, mommy's gonna set you up. I do, I mean, like, you don't know how poignant this is, because I went and got a body work done with the pagan. Yeah, and I was sitting there, I'm sitting trying there there there there there trying there trying trying trying trying trying trying trying trying trying trying trying trying trying trying trying trying try try and got body work done with the pagan. And I was sitting there, I'm sitting there trying to fix my shoulder. And like I didn't realize this the many times that I've been there. Hold on second.

Can you? I'm getting these texts about work, man.