WAR MODE - The Biting Lip

Episode Date: September 28, 2026

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Boy, legends. Thank you. Oh, my. Yeah, so, you know, they're saying that you got the AI God comment and we're kind of playing God, making God. And I saw an article that they took an embryo from 1994 and is just being born now. And to me, it gives me a little, like, the seventh seal, like, baby in the guff vibe. Like, we shouldn't. That's playing God.

That dude was supposed to be born in 94. That dude should be two years younger than you. Yeah. And he's now a baby this year. And the AI guys are like, bro, this kid's not even going to live, like, 10 years, you know, Skynet's going to kill us all. But I don't understand. I know it's fucked. I know.

That's what they talk about doing, too. I know. I know. I know. I hear you. Like, you have a hole in your genetic code. That should have 94 now. And brothers fall to science and they think it's all great.

And you've got to realize that this is a religion. They're playing. They're playing God. Yeah. Part of them playing. They had these cryogenic labs. This is where they make these babies. Awesome powers.

Right. So now it's if you're under 5'9, you're rejected from all sperm banks. What the fuck does that have to do with anything, dude? Exactly. Like for real, how, like explain to me. Do you want me to explain to you? As a scientist. Yeah, you're a battery in the matrix, bro.

It costs money to keep your fucking nut cold. Yeah. If no one's going to pick it, because dude, you know they're not going to pick it. They're not spending the money on it anymore. So you got to have a four-year degree. So some checker's a CEO who does want a 5-9 sperm. You got to be at least 5-9 between the ages of 19 and 38, and you got to attend a four-year university or hold a degree.

you have to be in good health and got to be legally allowed. Have a degree is like crazy. Like you're making an MPC slave. That's, I mean, dude, who do you think is running the spur banks? Love to see in early life. True, true. The fucking, but I'm just saying like, they're taking a bait on embryo. Like this IVF thing, I get it.

People need it and they want to have kids. They want to have their own kid, which to me is like, a lot of kids out there in foster up. I'm with you where it's like, bro, however it shakes out. It's done. And you get fucking neutered, be it microplastics or whatever. got to adopt a kid, just adopt a kid. Yeah, man. It's way cheaper.

It's cheaper than dogs. It might not be. Not anymore, maybe. Personally, I don't know what it's like to be the parent of one. Yeah. But I know it's a great thing for the kid. Yeah. It might be a harder thing to be a parent. You might want it to be yours.

But like, dude, is it really yours if he wants it was sperm bank and you ordered it? And, you know, made it. Yeah. Like, science made your baby. I mean, there's like a Vince Vaughn movie where he had like 500 kids. But Elon Musk is doing that just in general with the breeders. Yeah. And he might be in a cult.

This is the thing that I don't think anyone's talking about. There's definitely like there is. There's old like Jacobin cults that go back to like the 16, 1700s. Like this shit is, has been going on forever. I think it's like a rules for they where they get to a level where they're like, why would we be normal anyway? Obviously we're special. We're fucking nuts. We're fucking.

I'm Elon Musk. I'm neurotypical. You know? So like they had all those cults in the fit. Like, if you. looking in these cults, dude, it's one guy. Like, there's always a guy at the top. Oh, yeah.

It's like an MLM thing. You know what I mean? And he's like got all the dudes brainwashed on snows. All the snizz is brainwashed to this guy's thoughts. Yeah. All the girls are like, he's so smart. Like, this is every cult. Every single one that falls to the snows.

I think Musk might be like a microcult. I mean, he's from South Africa. That's a cult. I don't know what you mean by that, but. Like that place seems like a cult. Like a bunch of dudes. I don't know what that means, but cool. If all of us were like,

yeah, we got to get the fuck out of here and we move to some like remote, like the asshole of fucking South, like obviously it's cool. No, it made sense. It makes sense. If you look it up, South Africa makes complete sense.

And Rhodesia. I get that, but it's just like, the boats went around. And they had, so it's a poor. Yeah, it totally makes sense.

I get it. Yeah. And they didn't kick anybody out. That's a load of shit. Maybe a little coldish, though, yeah. They're separate.

They're important. They're kind of like, weird they're a weird like um amish type they're kind of quakery they're just a disconnected from the original tribe mm-hmm so they're like the dutch and they fucking got they were down there in a time capsule yeah they stayed dutch and they probably made it as cool as it was like it's like how like when i was in ireland it was like bro like i'm bringing my son my son's more irish than he's fucking irish i saw before you text me the picture of him there i was like dude he looks more irish than irish people you know what's funny is like right when we left fucking

Trump landed on his golf course and then literally just hits, there should be a United Ireland and then rolls. Through the minutes hit, through their media. Like you guys all know you hit each other, right? It's all the fuck. It's crazy. Yeah, I mean, he's an old man. Like, that's what old guys do with family parties.

Epic troll. You guys always talk shit behind each other's back. I mean, it's one island. I mean, you should be united. That's fucking crazy. But the sperm stuff, how the fuck? Like, not a big deal. Just something I notice.

I don't get like... I just love how it's like, people will always be like, dude, it's not real. Yeah, that's crazy. You know, your Chad, like... It's denying your existence. Come on, man. Stop, man. The thing I don't understand.

I gotta worry about, that's what I'm worried about with myself. I'm not worried about AI. I'm worried about these fucking growth plates. Yes. And if he had his egg today. Protein, protein, protein, protein, synthetic. She's like, oh, he's just going to have oatmeal today. I was like, he needs the egg.

You got to do something where it's like a trick. There's only so much time. It's like a trick. It's like a trick on yourself where you're not harming them in any way, but you start rubbing testosterone on your, like, arm and picking him up, but hey, buddy.

I like your theory that I wasn't fed for the beginning, and that might be my, what happened. Maybe, who knows? I like that theory. It could be a cope. I mean,

there are endless coves. Not fluffing your house whatsoever, dude. Yeah. Definitely 511 energy. Thank you. The mysterious 511 height that nobody is. Yeah.

The height lying is wild. Never heard anyone. my life say I'm 511. That's where shoes come into play and people just don't realize that that is literally like 316th of an inch. Like they're fucking made in China. It's weird that you can make a liar.

But yeah, it's, it's almost like, I'd rather have a short guy. A short guy who is saying how tall he is, that's more stressful. They say the lie stop at 5-7. So 5-8 is the start of the liars. Yeah.

And then they lie until 6-1. 6-1, 6-2. And then 6-3s are honest. Yeah. Allegedly. This is just measured height versus reported height. Yeah, I mean, if I saw someone, they're like, I'm 6'3, I would not even blink. Like, I don't believe you.

Like 6.5, you're kind of like, dude. I don't know if you're 6.5. Right. I know a lot of dudes that are like 6'4. Then they're like, I'm actually 6'5. Like, you're not. See, I can't tell. To me, that's like the top of a building.

Exactly. You know, I'm just like, whatever. You're all the same. This shit. I think it's like 63, I want to say. 63 is an honest type. No, I'm saying like after 6-3, with my perspective down here, they're all the same. Yeah, dude.

I mean, I'm just a girl looking up. You just see under their, you just see under their chin. That's why when girls say it, I'm like, dude, what are you talking about? It's all the same. I'm down here with you. I mean, like, dude, if you wanted to make a fucking for real documentary, you should just go meta's 5, 6, a year. I've said this before.

A year of 5,6. I'm telling you, I've said this before. If anybody would ever want to be filmed, you all look so cool to me. Yeah You all look awesome People say I'm like dad That's cool Everyone's cool

He's probably strong Everyone looks like a big transformer And I'm like the kid like yeah dude What are we doing today If you had a 360 Like a halo So if meadow Went front and have like

Rapparounds Just a life of like Going to the grocery store Walking right through As if no one even saw you So you can see Right out It's like this is what it is like

Well the other thing too You'd see the biting lip I know That's what I'm saying You know what I mean You would see the I mean, dude, you know, it would, five, six isn't a height to nudge someone and point at. No, maybe I'm just used to it. No, but it's definitely not. Yeah, I would like to see you.

It's not funny. It's not, I mean. That's what I'm saying. I wouldn't see. It's funny. It's funny. Once you hit like, five, like, if you hit Jebe's height, I'd be like, holy fuck. Well, the reason that I saw that thing was because the one thing I saw on measured height was that me and you are in the same percentage. Yeah. So, like, I'm the same percentage from zero and you're the same percentage from 100. Yeah.

So I was like, damn, that's pretty cool. I just brought it up in conversation, like. I say 512 in solid air. Thank you. I stay in the fucking odds. We're all five footers. Like, dude, I will say this. Like, there's...

And this one that says under 5'9 got news because most of them are under 5.5. What? Yeah, so this one, when they're rejecting people from 5'9, was stirring the pot a little bit because normally the cutoff is 5-5. Yeah. So, like, I mean, those guys, like, 5-5 was already, that's a... It's a genocide.

Yeah. Dude, it is dick-size. It's like... Well, it's, you know, the eugenicists of old, man. They, like, they... They created you guys. We don't know what makes people. I agree.

You know? You can have tall, talls, talls, and then, like, one day, like, hundreds of years from now. Pop out, like, this fucking man would be like, where the fuck? He comes from. I mean, they do. You don't understand genetics, man. They do with dogs, and they just go, we can just keep breeding these things until they're small or smaller. And that's cool.

And everyone loves that once to pay tons of money for it. But then you go to a sperm bank. He's like, what would make your son better if he was six foot? Like, if I was like, if I made a sperm bank was like, yo, you can be half black. Right. You can't be full black and come to this. like that is literally the same thing i don't know what happened when like i don't know if you lost the captain of this ship but like you know the inmates are running the asylum right now dude

like girls are yeah girls that's what i'm talking about this is why i have a daughter maybe like you know you should make sure she has enough space to grow and be her full be self yeah that's what i'm there dudes out there like that video i showed you i thought it was a joke too I thought it was a joke. Yeah. That's psychotropic drugs, like SSRIs where you use your daughter as a prop to talk about gay shit on TikTok. Yeah, that's crazy, man. You're actually a mentally disturbed human.

Like you, I think, like, when you talk about your dad or my dad where it's like movies are gay, you should be like that. I'm getting there now, man. I can't, like, it's crazy. I can't finish a fucking thing. Yeah. Because he will, it's not easy, man. You're going to be tired for years. I'm tired, man.

Dad falls asleep on the couch every day. Yeah. I'm so... You're making me tired. I'm so fucking tired. But I think the only thing that can bring these people together is if you like, it's a slippery fucking slope. You start saying like, oh, 5-9 under, no can do.

Yeah. Well, it was 5-5. That's what I'm saying. I know. But so pretty soon it'll be six foot. Pretty soon. If you do another jump on that, six foot. This is the thing that nobody talks about.

And this is like... Or 5-12. The chink in the armor for the talls. you think tall guy what do you think big hands big feet big dick not so much not so much yeah not so much

sometimes they have a tiny little pretzel not so much and if you let chicks keep doing this shit with height they're going to have you drop track I'm just saying stop playing God yes and maybe if the embryos like I get it you spent a lot of money and someone frozen embryo

maybe that boy is supposed to be born in 94 man yeah how are you gonna have them be born in 2025 if you had one of my sperms from fucking my like early loads. What if this dude is going to be a different kind of dude? Like you're, you're messing up the generations. Yeah. I don't understand. Like this never should have happened. Like it lasts like you know what's short like obviously if you had a pregnancy scare in high school, you Google how long does sperm last on the skin? Yeah. Because you never know if it can make someone pregnant. Not long. And that is by fucking design because you can't have old sperm.

Oh, you can't you can't tell me that like I mean fucking slides all fucked up. from forceps. You know? Yeah. You can't tell me being frozen for fucking 30 years isn't going to do something. Yeah,

I mean, dude, I don't even like freeze. Are you gonna freeze consciousness? That's what happened. Yeah. You know what I mean? Like this is,

you don't know what kind of energy you're fucking playing with. Yeah, I mean, you could literally cause a ripple in time. You bring a fucking dude from 1994 out into the world. Literally what was going on in my head.

That's why I was like, I'm going to tell Billy about it. Yeah. And all of that time. This is very fucking weird shit that they're playing with acting like it's nothing. Yeah. Like that dude might be walking around like what was the fucking 100 meter dash time in 1994?

Oh yeah for real. Like that is a fucking morphic resonance thing where it's like you you're a limited. Probably 9.86 if I had to guess 9.85. You might literally be like one of those people on Instagram who were screaming at the fucking camera because you weren't built for this level of technology. Exactly. Yeah, that's no good. What I think would be the best option and it's like the same stuff with Dix like we say like how if you you, if you want to be a tranny, you should measure all your uncle's dicks,

spin the wheel, and you get whatever it lands on. Yeah, right. You should. It's all fair. Literally it is. Like, you shouldn't be able to have these fucking huge mamma jamas stuffed into your pants from your forearm. But like, all you, it's a forum.

Like, it hurts girls. New girls, new guys. That hurts women allegedly. It was weird. I was watching the George Takai. And they had a bachelor party for him. And they brought in the dude just, I think he's named Justin. but remember that dude Falcone with the 14-inch stick?

Yes. He's like, God, the biggest dick of the world. Obviously. He comes in and he's like, I'm, he's like,

I'm by. And he lets fucking Sulu monkey around with him. Are you serious? He's like, do you have any feeling in the whole shaft? And he's like, nah, just in the head.

And he, like, let him go in his pants and like, shake it up. Because he's 8, nine, soft. Holy fuck. I remember hitting that

in Guinness Booker World's records. Like, that was out at the library. You could go in there. I was like, envelop a doorknop with his foreskin. Yeah, right.

I literally, dude, when I read that shit, I tried it, dude. Like, you know that, you know that game. What did you think of it?

What did you try me? I did my dick skin. You know that game where they throw those little sticky things on the fucking table? Like, that was literally, it was like,

I envelop the button of the fucking lock. Dude, you have no idea how easy that is. I do it all day. Charlie has those toys. You just lick it and throw it. Oh, really? It lands every time. I thought you were talking about putting your foreskin around a doorknob.

Oh, no, no. What do you fucking? No, those little things are like kids toys. They're sick. And like anything smooth, it will stick on for a second at least. Yeah, I always wanted to join that. They're sweet. Yeah, I'll give you some.

That's throwback. Honestly, you bring in a falcon, literally, some throwback shit. He's always wearing leather pants and shit. Never would do porn. Right. That's all right. I mean, that's stirring in the 90s. Yeah, that's not stirring now.

Like that kid that's born? He was supposed to listen to that stern. Yes. But now he's going to have this turn on HBO. Dude, here's a thing. Like, there's a good chance. There's a lot of that, like the Twins documentary, or the triplets documentary,

like, more playing God. There's, I think there's way more of that shit going on than we fucking realize with, like, you got all these, like, weird IVF embryos type things that they're trying to do. And you don't know if we're in, like, the way we look back on, like, alchemists that we're nutting on fucking, like, lenses.

This is remember back in like the Newton days? Like we could be there for the future people. They're like, dude, what were they doing? They're all on SSRIs. Holy shit. They would shoot each other. Right. Because the other guys would lie about it.

That's what I'm saying. Like there's a huge chance at like Jones has talked about it before. Obviously, has his studio's back. Shout out Jones. Fuck Tim Heidecker. Fucking loser. Absolute loser. That was all a lie.

I don't understand it. You never explained that to me. The whole thing with Tim Heidecker taking it over. They did it before where the onion was like, we bought Alex Jones or we bought Info Wars. And Jones just like went along for it? He didn't go along for it. There was a sham trial in Austin where like you have to shut down Info Wars.

But before all that happened, it was because they kept saying we own it. And Tim Heidecker, that thing where Tim Hidecker tried to impersonate Jones, they built that studio with money from Mini Mike. Mini Mike Bloomberg gave them all the money in the world to replicate literally identical a Info War studio.

So that was not a Jones studio. Heidecker never breached those doors and went in there. That was all made up from somewhere else just to like shit on Alex Jones for some reason. That's crazy. Which at this point, I don't understand why it would happen. If you listen to Jones, though,

you forget about like the onslaught that he was getting hit with from 2016 to 2020. Yeah, well, you know, people want to deny that he's part of a vote. base. Yeah. That he controls the population, dude. Money got Trump elected first term.

Honestly God. Fucking for really, dude. No fucking shit he did. He's for real. Made me vote for Trump. I am Trudley. Yeah.

When I was coming online, all of my political stances and everything is literally Alex Jones 2016. Right. One of his most strongest forms of all time. This is powerful. It is just like that's where I learned about politics. It is Alex Jones 2016.

PizzaGate. Democrats suck. and Qaeda. Right. There's bad Republicans, but there's other ones that are white hats that are in control. That is my entire understanding of politics, and I've fucking used that the whole time. Now I'm just lost because of Chi Otis. Yeah, I'm literally saying pre- Methylene Blub.

I'm praying that it's 5D Chess at some point and everything's going to be okay. But yeah, I mean, I just really think it's like what we were saying earlier where like say like you keep on trying to have kids. like, dude, it would be sad as shit to like keep trying to have kids, have miscarriage and all that stuff. That shit's sad as fuck. Yeah. Also sad as fuck when there's guys who should have been six foot who were just sitting, waiting for someone to pick them up.

It's like you can save someone to at least be a sperm donor. Yeah, I mean, I get to them early. That's, I mean, I like your theory. I like that theory. It's a good cope for me. I mean, it makes sense. You know, you're saying your dad was 5.10? You're supposed to gain two pounds a month.

You didn't gain any. And I gained two pounds in four months. just, you know, at the most important time. And formula was probably bullshit. And bro, smoking was. Yeah. So you were probably inhaling non-smoke. I do love the smell of second-hand smoke.

Obviously. Like, that literally reminds you of when you first got on the planet. Yeah, yeah. Like, you, there's a huge chance that there's a guy who's five foot 10 inside you, just screaming to come out. It's okay. I mean, I never really identified with the shortness. It also wasn't that big of a deal.

Wasn't a chip on your shorter. Until the internet became like the way. it is. Yeah. And now it's like, you know, now that you got to fill out dating profiles and stuff, yeah. I think that that is like the girls are like, why, you know, why would, why don't I raise the bar a little bit?

I don't want to be seen next to that. I want to feel safe. I got, I want to feel safe. I want to wear heels in my pictures. All this kind of stuff. Yeah. So like that's why you're going to get, you know, it's going to go from 5-5 at the sperm bank.

God knows what it was like to be 5-3 when that was going on. And then now it's 5-9. It's not even a conversation. You know, so it's like, what is the. ride getting more dangerous, I'm confused. That's what like, I, it's how this shit is what I used. You know, there's bigger shit. There's bigger shit going on in the world.

I know. Way more scary. Like, BB's waving pages around, dude. Very scary stuff. I know. But the only thing I will say, and people say it's fucking dramatic, I do not think it is. I think short white men probably have it the worst in America. Straight up.

Borderline Jim Crow shit. If you see a girl walking around the street, like a 5-3 dude, that's like what you is an abolitionist. That's what you see in. the 60s like is she really dating that thing it's dead serious that's Jim Crow level shit that is happening today

and it's like dude you can't breed with women we're cutting it off at like 5-9 that is literally crazy it should just be it's a crap shoot if you have to go to sperm bank it's like you have a one night stand you don't remember it crap shoot oh fuck I have a small kid

it is he's still a human yeah you're acting like we're not normal hey man I'm watching a mom right now and she's worried about his hair line worried about I'm watching them do it dude comes from her I dude I'm telling you tell her that no hairline comes from the maternal leg listen I'm watching I'm watching a girl why I'm watching it start bro is he cooked yeah already they talk about how beautiful like when they get a good one bro weird someone electric complex yeah anyway sorry sorry side track there yeah the Bibi stuff

I, it just leaves me fucking cold. I just think it's funny that BB brings props into the UN. He brought a Starlink this time. Yes. Meeting with Musk was canceled. I have a theory that fucking, they are. Very strong theory. They are done with all this.

That SpaceX is just a government fucking company. It is. Elon is just the front man for a lot of the weird shit they've been doing. Same as Teal and all these guys. They're just like founders. Because imagine what you could do if you were a private company allegedly, but had the government funding, like the shit you could do. Yeah, I mean, the PayPal Mafia, they made PayPal, something the government wanted forever.

It's no different from LifeLog. Yeah. Turning into Facebook. So all these guys are like cutouts of DARPA projects that they obviously couldn't roll out on people. Yeah. Like, let's track all of your digital payments. No one's going to go for that, for the government. Everyone's going to go, what the fuck?

Yeah, I'll just use cash. Because it's coming out of nowhere at the time. Now it all makes sense, but they've normalized all this. Yeah. They did it through these dudes. They did it through these like shucks, man, started out. At a bookstore. Zit 2, man.

Cashing some of my dad's emeralds. Compression. You know, but like, um, they're done with him now. They don't need Musk that much anymore. Yeah. He fucking did his whole thing. He did his jumps at the fucking Trump stuff. And yeah, he's super coolest guy ever.

And I was like trying to figure out ways like, nah, it's all right. He's just like kind of retarded, but this is good. Yeah. Remember when Ari Emanuel was hitting him with the hose on the yacht? Yes. Yeah. So they're done with that.

They're done with that guy. Yeah, I think to let him like just kind of roll, do you think? I'm just, point of my story is when BB rolled up last time. Yeah. He shut down like DC traffic. Do my laundry. All this. Yeah.

Musk literally was like, I'm good, dude. Can't meet with you right now. Yeah. They all walked out of the UN. I feel like they're kind of wrapping it up. The worst part. I have theories that. They're done with, they're done with Bibi in the form that Israel is now.

I think that they're done with it because NPR has Tucker on. The Guardian is produced. The voice of NPR has a face. It has a face. There is a timeline shift. CERN could have got us back onto like a normal timeline. I mean, dude, if you want to dunk it in Cooke sauce, you can. I think that they're just, I think that the intel, the media, the National Pentagon

Radio and all those guys, they're, we're shifting away from all this stuff. And I started thinking, I was like, geez, this. This is fucking nuts because, like, the Europeans are talking about a world war. All this stuff is, like, yeah, a pretty big deal. And I was like, bro, I bet you, if you really zoom out, like, they went from the bat, they had total war in Europe. They couldn't do that anymore. Never, ever again. But they need a battlefield still.

What if, like, the Middle East was just, it's just the battlefield. The king. It's like the movie of the king. Like, they just need to go to a battlefield and do their war stuff. Like, we're making this new plane. now like Boeing just made this new plane that can do two times the radius

from the aircraft carrier right now to go refuel the jets. So we just got, our jets can go that makes the aircraft carrier that much bigger. Yeah, that's like... So we're on it, we're playing a game no one's even playing right now.

I think that like it would be on the same level if like you tried to start hitting like normal ass dudes with like yo dude football's like real fucked up it's all rigged, we should just shut it down. The pushback you would get from that. Dude, there's shit. Remember when we were talking about the NFL? Yeah.

I was bullshit with Robbie. He said that there's this thing where it's like, I think it's like 35 bucks a week or whatever, but you get like NFL ticket. Like you can watch everything. The red zone. Whatever it's called. Red zone. Right.

So like there's a thing where you can watch every fucking game. Yes. And I was, I started looking at this because I'm like, dude, like the NFL is like a fucking cartel. Oh yes. You know what I mean? Like they have a death grip on all this stuff. They kind of kept cable alive through like the,

very like when streaming should have been everything from like 2016 on but they fucking had a stranglehold and kind of kept everyone with a cable thing that wanted to watch sports oh yeah they're like they're definitely a mafia and they're and they're talking about expanding like more days a week or whatever but like yeah football every day pretty much paradisio they're betting every day they yeah that's that's what i was going to say was they they so like when the epstein shit dropped I know like craft got wrapped up and Trump Trump called him and was like dude I got you I'm gonna get you out of trouble when he got caught the jackshack

when he got caught the jackshack fucking Trump literally called craft or craft called him and he was like don't worry I got you I'll make it go away his new sniz she's like young have you seen Bob craft's girl like Bill Belichick's not that young but like like you know numbers wise close I'll look it up right now look up Bob craft's girlfriend fucking um you know all this shit with the Kennedy center Trump Trump made her like she like he like put her on the fucking Kennedy Center board really yeah dude damn the fuck so

Ricky yeah is that crazy yeah so like she's young young that's like same as bell check out I don't know that bell check's supposed to be like 25 for age cat okay she's a little older yeah crafts like fucking maybe Belchick's got a strong build I just watched a fucking interview with him He's a big boy, yeah He's got a strong barrel chest But I'm just saying

Like the NFL is not like Nothing they call the president of There's only like how many owners of teams Or whatever they make billions of dollars Yeah And you can't get in it Right you have to let them let you in Kaepernick put the fucking fro back on

He's out there like doing all this shit right After getting a huge payout crazy Light skin Fucking beyond belief Yellow Bull But anyway, they have a lawyer that ran all that shit. This dude's in the Epstein files. His name's Brad Karp.

The dude had to quit his fucking job. Because of the Epstein files? I'll look it back up. I wanted to tell you about it before, but I forgot. But it was like, I'll look it up. Let me see you. Search my shit. Brad Karp, he got fired from like his law firm.

But the NFL was like, yo, you're still cool with us. Obviously, dude. I mean, it is crazy. If you are in Trump's inner circle and shit goes down, like Tiger Woods flipped that whip and immediately hit Trump on the phone. Yes. Because he'll get you out of some fucking shit. If you got caught a jackshack dude and you called Trump up, like that's two phone calls and you're done, bro. Like you're not going to worry about shit.

Yeah, I mean, the that, but like I fucking seriously believe that like it is some, like Jones always talks about how like war is like a fucking thing that like two countries agree. This is the king thing. Yeah. Let's do this. Like, dude, Shalmay figured it out at the end of the king. Like, holy shit,

all the old guys tricked me into doing this. And, like, it was known that this guy was going to fucking win at the end. Right. Imagine how much money, like,

if you were seriously a fucked up individual like BB Netanyahu and the dude from Iran, although a lot of the ballistic missiles that we give Israel are fucking gifts. And that's awkward. Oh, they all are.

Yeah, that's very awkward. But, like, the amount of money that you can make, and if there is people that do like human safari, the people that are paying to see this shit go down. Like it's a different kind of like, dude, like you want like,

there's Super Bowl parties and everyone gets a buffalo chicken shambolis and you get all the good food. Like if you, if there's like some old ancient bloodline that could watch war, people blowing up and shit, like that's the same as watching highlight hits. Oh yeah. Well, dude,

and they had the Civil War. They got on the, like the gentry like went to the hills to go watch like the fodder. Yeah. They were like, see a battle today. They had no idea that they were going to see like modern. There was modern warfare for them. Fucking imagine what that, if you're a dude who was watching war up until that point. Yeah. And then modern warfare happened, you were probably like, yo, the whole world has to do this. People

freak the fuck out. And then that's, they say that's what the U.S. Civil War, they just started testing shit out. Yes. And if you get into that, dude, there's a lot of weird shit how like Russia came in. Like Russia. In the Civil War? Dude, in the Civil War, like Russia helped Lincoln. Like, it's wild. If you get into the Civil War, it was like a mini war. It was like a mini war. World War, it was like a proxy war. In America. It was probably the start of War I. Oh yeah, pretty much. And a lot of those weapons went over there. I don't know. I mean, war, the war industry never ends.

No, that's like Spendez-Buddler. It's a global fucking thing. That's what I'm saying. Like, their battlefield right now might just be the Middle East. And like, dude, imagine being in the game where you know that it's the Middle East. Like, you know that this is just the battlefield for these guys. And you're going to try to like, maybe you'll do like a 9-11 or something to get rid of this. You know what I mean? You be like, dude, this has to stop.

This is fucking nuts. When BB is at the UN hitting that shit where it's like, dude, October 7th was like X amount of 9-11s. 16. Bro. 9-11's like 9-11. October 7th wasn't even fucking close,

bro. Like literally, you guys made it happen to have a freak out. Yeah. Blew up your own people and put them in suggestive positions and claim their rape by Hamas, which was a lie.

They love to do it, yeah. You're crazy, dude. Like, if you're fucking getting a girl dead body and spreading her legs out and saying Hamas raped her, if that is your idea when you see a dead body. You're probably rolling by her body and going like, yeah, but what if, what if they raped her too? Yeah.

Like literally, like, riffing on a dead chick's body. People will believe it. And like, dude, that was, I saw like, and I am. It's the rapes and the microwaves and the shoes. They love the shoes. Well, they never, they can't leave ovens and fire. fire alone. They have no comprehension of what this stuff does. It's fucking

crazy. Put a baby on my grave would be a task. That would be fucking crazy. This is that dude, Brad Karp. He kind of looks like a goon, honestly. Hey, man, all right. It's your boy. Not my boy, I'm just saying. But he raised tons of money for Kamala, Cory Booker, Joe Biden, and Klobuchar.

Really? Yep. Amy? And then in 2025, he fucking Trump, he settled with Trump, and then he had to quit his job when the Epstein files came out. And now there's so many like quiet casualties of the Epstein files. Oh yeah.

I mean, it is a big deal. This is a lawyer for the NFL. That's fucking crazy. Yeah. That is insane. And then that shit just gets pushed under the fucking rug. Like you were 100% over the target. Remember when you had a fucking hair in your ass about the Emanuel brothers? Oh yeah, big time. Dude, that is that shit is going down.

Like he went on John Stewart or is it John Stewart? Daily show Daily show? Yeah, yeah. I'd never heard that guy talk in my life. Who went on? Which one? One of the Emanuel's.

The, the sport, or not the sports, the agent. Ari Emanuel went on there. Ari Gold. And he's sitting there, yeah,

roughing it, like yucking it up. Everything's fucking hilarious. Like, talking crazy, like John Stewart, you know, the same guy that said like,

he owns TKL. Yeah. Yeah, so he talked about, he's like just yucking it up now. Now you got the, The Musk documentary coming out. Going to take out Musk. B.B.'s.

Holding up the pages is crazy. The even crazier thing is to hold up Starlink was about to buy it. Literally, I was about to buy it. I was like, I'm not buying that shit. Not old some blue hair and stuff, dude. I'm not a part of the squad. But like, I would literally want to get rid of my packouts because I don't know if there's bombs in those things.

Yeah, yeah. I heard there from Tel Aviv's. From fucking Tel Aviv. Like, I'm trying to get rid of all that. I might get a fucking nothing phone. Like they are some shit is going to go down. So like if you see Beebe, he fucking freaks out about this stuff, denies everything that happens in Gaza.

So it was denying a genocide, which literally like their biggest trigger in the world. I mean, call it what you will. Mass killing? Yeah. What do you want to call it? Denying that a bunch of murders took place. They just get so, they can't handle some words. Yeah.

They chimp up. Or it's like, you know, maybe they, you might have done a worse one. It is what it is. There's been a million fucking genocides in the world. Now you guys freaked out. Maybe you were hurt and it was something that like you had to get done. But it's awkward or shit that you did that. All this stuff has to go.

He sits there in line about this shit the whole time. Israel's probably going to be done. After you show me that Naza documentary, fucking Musk is out. The dude who made that made the BB files. It seems like a controlled demo of all this stuff. Just on the media front. Literally, yeah.

On that part of the war. A real clean wrap up. And like, dude, the way shit goes so fast now, you could release that must thing and everyone's like, damn, Musk is a fucking weird. Like, Musk got me too and then went and bought X and did all this fucking crazy shit. Like, you could wrap all this up. I mean, the, his, um, that bio that, that bio book should have taken him out. Oh, the one you read? Yeah.

Was it bad? Isaac been one. Well, I mean, dude, he's like, he was like a, he was like a fucking nut. He called the one dude. there's people were like stuck in that like tunnel. Do you remember this? Yeah, the Chilean miners. It wasn't Chilean.

I feel like it was like in Asia or something. Oh, I thought it was a Chilean miners that he got, uh, he got beat with. It's something like this. Yeah. Right. And like people, he was like, I could go save them. And he was like calling other dudes that were trying to save him pedophiles. Yeah.

And like he was doing ketamine, which allegedly gives you like delusions of grandeur, which is kind of crazy if you've been walking around saying, like there's zero chance we're ever going to go on Mars. Huge. You can't change that. Can't break the firmament. If you believe in that, yeah. Like,

the fact that that's even still a conversation is fucking nuts. And he's getting like billions of dollars for it. Or if you want to have a robot avatar, we'll talk that. Yeah. But I could see that. Human body?

That's not happening. It's close. Michael Valencian Smith, dude. Did you learn nothing from the eggs? Your body would be weak and small. Dude. And frail.

Your bone density disappears. Like you can't fucking live on Mars. Oh, yeah. If you go, though, happening if you believe in that. I don't know how the dude gets...

I mean, that's playing God stuff, but like he's not really... A lot of these... I have dreams. They're either dreams or they actually happen when the rockets do land back down. There's videos.

When they do pull off ones. That's like, the thing that creeps me out is for some reason they wanted to cover the globe in fucking satellites. Well, they want the internet everywhere. The U.S. wants the internet everywhere. Yeah.

So they can have... Like, dude, I haven't been looking for flock cameras whatsoever. Yeah. Those motherfuckers are, like, getting on every highway exit. Now I'm seeing them pulling in the Home Depot. There's flock everywhere. Right. And he's, like, saying that shit on the documentary where he's like,

I already know about that. I have 10 or 100 lasers in space. It's like, bro, what the fuck are those things actually? What, like the Rod of God type things? The Rod of God, the SpaceX, satellites, all that stuff. Like, I don't know what the fuck that is going to become. But, like, that is. But if you got enough time to do that and play video games and do fucking Doge and do fucking crypto and whatever the fuck else, it's like none of this is real.

Do pod, like being able to do one of those and a podcast is crazy. Yeah, he's just doing all this stuff and I don't believe in any of it. Yeah, I mean. Like I mean, he's like OG monorail status and he's fucking, they're just going to wrap it up because they're done with all, like, those programs are good. We have Starlink now. Yeah. We have everything that he's like, except for going to Mars. And that is a pretty good theory.

that he might have just been in a K-hole because like saying like I'm gonna go to Mars. If you said that like a and you were, you called me all fucked up like you were going to Mars. Oh, do I'm building these fucking tunnels. They're so big and there's going to be a hyper rally. I'm like, all right. Spades obviously fucked up.

Did they ever figure out like, um, why those dudes were doing the, uh, New York City subway tunnels when they were like coming out of the manholes. That's right. The Orthodox guys? No,

like recently when Netton went to the fucking UN. Dudes came out of the sewer again. Bro. They're like the foot clan, dude. You can see this? No. I mean, dude, they probably have their own shit that gets them from point A to point B. Like, why would they, like, if they think that, like, we are fucking slaves, why would you want to be on a train with a slave?

And they're very scared. So if you put out, like, all the videos, like, people getting, like, lit on fire and stabbed and trains, like, they might have their own railway. What do you think about? These are like dudes in backpacks pop it out of manholes. Are they orthodox like ringlets or are they just like dudes? No, these are regular dudes. Oh shit. Kevin Rodriguez and Samuel Reveron, both from Queens.

They got arrested. Damn. They might just be tunnel surfers. Well, they popped out of a manhole near the Upper East Side where BB was. Dude. So they got them. Like I've never. Trespans against conspiracy.

I've never unlocked that fear. Like there was a fucking solid year of my life where I was almost positive something was going to come out of the while I was taking a shit and pulled me in. Right. That was probably like nine years old. To always think that there is someone underground conspiring to fucking murder you is literally like fucking insane to be worried about all the fucking time. I don't know.

I don't know who would do it. I mean, I could see, I could see like an interested party hiring people. To go through the tunnels? Well, I don't know. To get at them. You know? Like they, like they. like they

we have the United States I think we have assassinated around 400 people in our history and they've assassinated 0 2500 2,500 the most moral army

yeah that's like when he's sitting there hitting that shit dude that is crazy you're calling yourself that yeah pagers he's holding up a pager that killed two kids

I mean one kid is too many and then it wounded 2,700 people and whether there are children or women that is undisclosed Finkelstein just went on Tucker arms cross literally warging bro like the whole time just hitting all of his facts if you listen to him like it is open and shut you can't sit there and try to argue out of this stuff even if you're at

shearing bro yeah i mean i mean i don't think he i think he's so litigious that he doesn't lie who fenglstein obviously like i think he like it has to be fact i think he can like come up with narratives that are kind of iffy yeah but when he states facts dude they're like you can look them the fuck. He's sitting up straight. Yeah. Like, if you can't talk and tell the, like, tell a lie and sit up straight. I'm sorry. It's 2,700 targeted killings. Yeah, that's

crazy, man. Rise and kill. The book I got says 23. But it's 2,700. I don't know. I got to look at yeah. That's what like, I like, I'm not, the book's big. I'm not done it yet. Yeah, him talking about all that shit and fucking Bill Gates talking about that AI stuff. I'm just

like, yeah, bro. I hope it all wraps up. I just don't know. like it's like when fuck remember i ii b season finale stuff remember ike rose where it's like all right david we just talked about all this kind of stuff give me something that's just going to make me hopeful and like i could literally only go to we are a limited consciousness all going back to sorts like once you start thinking about that stuff it is such bullshit especially gates they just have so many other fear-mongering things they could pump up right now literally yes no gas they get in people with no i think it's too real it's actually too scary they don't

It'll cause an uprising. Yeah. It'll cause a revolution. They know that they can like play. Like they can MK Ultra you with the fear that they, they think it's safe to talk about. Yes. Because they pre-programmed you for fucking. And they war-gamed it.

Yeah. Like they've done Terminator. Like you've seen all the movies. You're ready to hear about AI. Yeah. You really don't want to hear like, it's like fucking the road when you start talking about no gas. Oh yeah. It's made max.

Like that's something we don't want to talk about. The no gas. and the fab and stuff fucking go. That's too real. The only thing that like I like Trump, I don't know if it's true or not. Like did he actually 5D chess is waiting in Greenland? I saw a thing where they.

We have permanent. Well, I mean he's got Trump TV now. So if you really want the facts, Chudley, you got to put it on. No. It looks like we have like permanent control. Okay. So let everyone fucking freak out with their wars

and let's fucking chill. Took over Venezuela's oil. Let's make her own gas. Cube's next. Some dude just made gas like $2 for a day, and it was fucking mayhem. I bet. I think it was like a political stunt where the guy, like, paid everyone's gas down, and there was lines around the fucking block.

250 diesel would be amazing, bro. I would tune my truck. I would try to get up like 15 miles to a gallon and just really fucking rip it. But I'm also having a shake, and I don't know what that is. So I'm a little bit worried about that. You have a what? Shake. like a squeaky shake.

When you go fast or? Acceleration. I had a lot of heavy shit in it the other day. So maybe that was it. I'm praying to God it's nothing serious because obviously we've been looking at truck prices and people are fucking assholes. I know, man.

It's so sad. Or legitimate assholes on Facebook marketplace. To hit a 20 year old truck in the double digits. Five figures, you mean? What? You mean five figures? Being anywhere near that is insane.

Yeah, it's tough. just because you put a bunch of money into it, no one else has to make your stupid decision again. If I went and sold my truck, it would be for a fair and honest price, not some KBB. I also put all this money into it, so you're going to have to pay $25,000 for a 2006 vehicle.

Like the people are fucking sick in the head that are trying to get these things pushed across. Okay, yeah, so you have permanent control over the security, two additional military sites, and they're under the Golden Dam. what is this for Greenland Oh so they got the golden dome

Well I mean Whatever the fuck that means too Nothing We have the golden dome They're under the golden dome And Yeah I think of like they actually We have permanent

Non-NATO countries can't Try to set up a base Basically keeping rush out This goes back to the shit I was telling you before With the fucking Arctic Circle dude Yeah That you're all looking for a battlefield

And it's up top of the globe Yeah They got you fucking looking over here down in Iran when they're fucking ice breaking. The real shit's going to be up in the cold. You've been in, I will fucking completely admit, you've been in absolute pulse. Nothing bumps me up more than when someone I know is pulsed out.

Yeah, I mean, I felt the pole when I was like sitting there, vibe it on that fucking Starling thing. I was like, yo, something's up here. Vibing on what Starling thing?

When he held up the Starling thing, I was like, they're wrapping his ass up. That's a beat ass prop. Yeah. Like he usually comes in with doby charts and stuff. And they let him do his thing. But they had that whole performative walkout.

The dude in the Yamika walking around right now and everyone who left. Like that was like Randall Weasley from fucking, uh, that fucking old, I forget what recess. Randall is the teacher's pet who would always tell all people. You can't walk around writing down what country. Like what are you going to do with that information? Pagers, ballistic missiles. Yeah, that's what I'm saying.

Like he said. School shooter. Polio vaccines. What else did you do? Like that's what I understand. Like you sit there and say like we gave them polio vaccines. So like either you're the most retarded person in the world or the weirdest psycho liar. Because like polio vaccines.

They all know. All those world leaders know that those things are fucking. Bill Gates got kicked out India because it was turned people's knees backwards. They know. He hit someone with a polio. Like India is still getting boosters for polio. That's how far behind they are. Like they are fucking cattle for those vaccines.

Yeah, they got rocked on that, no, or Nepal, whatever that is. One of those countries. Yeah. Yeah. Like, that's what I'm saying. Like, if he's sitting there

saying all this stuff, the show's ever. They want Gibbs for the landslide thing. Oh, that was China, I thought. Nepal. Yeah,

supposedly China was doing some shit. India and Nepal. They had like a bunch of people die, and then they were like, yeah, we don't do any of this climate change shit for it. Holy fuck. That would be crazy.

I mean, they're probably not going to get any money. Obviously not, dude. I mean, China doesn't have any money. China's so broke. It's fucking.

nuts, dude. They literally just make knockoff shit all the time. I don't know, man. I watched Zaza and I watch him walk around and it's like, for those lonely boys of that generation, I feel for them. It's coming. What do you mean?

If this shit keeps on going on with one child policy for us? The breeding, the selective breeding and shit like that. I could see us hitting Gattaca hard. I don't see one child policy. Not one child. But I see, yeah. No, I see. Yeah. Yo, girls doing and the looks maxing and all of it, it's happening.

Yeah. Yeah, man. It got pushed. This is alien. I know. It literally got pushed for having little kid. Like, dude, if you told me at night, like 19, 18, I wouldn't even take a testosterone booster. If you told me to inject steroids or like get fucking injections for RETA because I was fat, that is so insane.

Now, like every kid in the world. And you would have done it. No. No, I'm just saying you don't know that. Like, you got to be like a 14 year old kid. You're very impressionable, man. Yeah. If all your friends are doing it and it's just like the thing,

because it's like all it takes is the girl. The girl send out the signal what's attractive. What we like. Then the dudes fucking react. And then the dudes have their own hierarchy where it's like, this is what we're doing. Don't rock the boat. Yes.

That's what it is. I mean. Because you can like, I know from experience. You can like fucking make people laugh, maybe people laugh, make people laugh, and fuck around. Yeah, Jester Max. Fuck around.

Yeah, Jester Max at lunch, right? But you can't Jester Max with the girls. No, they'll stop making it. They'll be like you're a pervert.

Yes. Your jokes are perverted. I remember like, I know this, dude. Back of the day, my one boy had a pimple and he had an older sister.

And he like told three of us that he put concealer on the pimple before we went out and we fucking made fun of him so hard that he wiped it off and just had a pimple. And now it's normalized. Now it's like Botox is normalized for like 20 year old fucking kid.

Like, dudes that I know that get Botox, it would terrify you. How many guys out there are like, oh, no, it's just like a little wrinkle. I just got to, I mean, I'm not going to have a wrinkle. I'm 30. It's like, yeah, dude, that's when you get wrinkles. That's when your body starts to fall apart. And you can just eat healthy and work out.

That's all you can do. Or you're going to, yeah, okay. Hit the break and then, yeah, I mean, that it does make sense, though, because at the beginning, you're talking about fucking freezing spurs and shit like that. I just think it's fucking You know what? Like we're talking about the You had the reported height

And then you had the real height Yeah The measured height Yeah There's a lot of cool dudes That are 5-9 That are You know

They're on the verge there Yeah You know There's a lot of dudes That are lying about being 510 That are cool too I mean yeah You know

There's a lot of dudes That's so many cool dudes We're just getting rid of them They're not gonna come around For their next round because chicks are like, what? I don't know. That's what I'm confused about that.

It's like, why is that? Or if it's a type of dude. It's the number one thing. I wonder if it's always been like this. I don't know. It hasn't. Like, dude. I mean like back back in the day.

No, Napoleon Bonapoint. Dude, have you ever seen Napoleon's like current family lineage? No. Like his, so like Napoleon didn't have kids. I don't think. Maybe he did bastards or whatever. But his brother, like he gave like, you know, land and shit

his brother or whatever his brother has a kid now like his brother has a descendant now literally looks exactly like fucking Napoleon are you serious fucking nuts that's fucking sick

is he a bonaparte yeah he's a bonaparte damn that lasted that long doesn't stop dude you're somebody somebody your earth suit goes back back back back back back back I know that's what I'm saying

like that's to be a bonaparte that's that's some sweet shit and there's been like crazy small heights but it might be like what you're saying But he was like 5'9, wasn't he? Well, they say the Napoleon complex. I think that's just like a hit.

Yeah. It's like when they say all the Greeks were gay type thing. Yeah, man. Fucking 300 and all those guys were having sex. Maybe. Made up. I mean, maybe they did. There was the hop.

There was something like the hoplight soldiers or whatever. And I don't know if it was Sparta. I got to look it back up. But yeah, there was definitely a daddy boy mentor relationships going on with Spears. Yeah. And I could see that. And this is thousands of years ago. go. Yeah, come on, dude.

I'm just saying, that's like saying what dinosaurs looked like. It's like thousands of years. It might not have been weird back then. Yeah, that's what I'm saying. These people aren't like, you know, they don't have our world. If I kiss my dad hello, I'd be like, what the fuck are you doing? Dude, it might have been something that we had to do just like we ate fucking wrong meat. You know what? You just

know, dude, you don't know. You don't know what the world's like. I'm tired to do this myself. You don't know what the world's like, I mean, dude, honestly, like, yeah, could have. It could be some puritanical shit where it's like, you could have just back in the day. You never know. Like, bro, fucking jerk me off real quick. I'm dying.

You don't know. I don't feel like doing myself. I'm tired of shit. You can't put yourself back there. Yeah. Yeah. That's what I'm saying. You can only go on.

We always love to, you know? Like to take our morals of today. Back then. Back then. I would kill Hitler. Yeah. Sure you would. One of those guys.

Yeah. But like. There's a thing I was reading where I was like they had to, they had to have him kill himself because he would have become a martyr. I can't remember. It was cool that. If he got shot. I was like, it's very convenient.

that he killed himself. Yeah. Very weird too. In order to like, you're completely surrounded, unless he was messed up, which another, you know,

who the fuck knows? He let her, can't believe anything. That's what I'm saying. Like, going from, like, in the stuff you were looking up,

is there anything about breeding children or breeding things instead of like stealing kids? No. See, like, I'm telling you, I've,

so many times I've heard about the finders. Yes. The founder. For some reason. Literally, anyone can call themselves a founder. I know. That's the craziest thing in that Musk thing. Yeah, you know someone who did.

But I'm saying that their shit is called Founders Fund. Their main thing. Oh, the Teal and those guys? It's Founders Fund. And it might be kind of a joke just like all their Tolkien shit is. True. You know what I mean? Like, it might be like, huh?

Yeah. I wonder if the Tolkien stuff is like a geez on nerds. Bro, this guy's like the ultimate gay nerd. Like, have you ever heard them? Have you ever seen their, real where he's like from an interview where he's talking about how like if you're doing evil yes you're actually you're doing and you're good at it you're at least doing something so that's cool yeah this is a psycho nerd yeah it's like i'm a satanist right okay dude you're saying you just hate god yeah it's

i don't know i mean i i watch like there's like a eight hour like history of the simerolian and like they're gonna they allegedly might make that a movie you know to token never wanted to that would be nice would be cool but anyway i fucking every time i hear about the finders and stuff. I just think it's two guys in suits and six kids. Feral children and they found feral kids at a playground and like. That has been that tree branch my entire life.

Right. It's like child trafficking, finders like guys in park. Right. So I was like dude what is the deal with this? And I think like eventually we're going to have to go talk to Nick about it but I definitely want to see if I can explain it to you and have it make sense to you

like it made sense to me. Like when I was telling you about like the musk like they're done they're wrapping the movie up like if you can see what i if i can get it your explanation skills are pretty good i'm saying if you can see what i see in it yes like i'll be i'll feel good because i'll be like i'm not crazy