We Can Do Hard Things with Glennon Doyle - 283. How Glennon Transforms Sadness into Power

Episode Date: February 22, 2024

Glennon, Abby, and Amanda respond to a listener’s question about how to find yourself when you’re at your lowest – diving into how to embrace and move through sadness, the gifts of the low times, and what they tell us about our future selves. Discover:  Why feeling anything depends on an understanding of its opposite; The true colors of sadness;  Why Abby has come to believe that sadness is “kind of cool,”& how she’s navigating her current grief;  How to find joy and love yourself the most through a time of sadness; and Why sadness is an open floor plan.  To learn more about listener data and our privacy practices visit: https://www.audacyinc.com/privacy-policy Learn more about your ad choices. Visit https://podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Welcome to We Can Do Hard Things. Abby's already mocking me. Did you want to say something or are you just going to sit there and pretend like you're me and make faces and... I love you so much. Are you feeling a little spicy today? I think a little bit, yeah. Okay. A little chippy today?

Yeah, I'm feeling a little chippy. Oh, God, help me. See, you guys only get this for an hour, but I have it for the rest of the day. You love it. All right, here's what we're doing. This is gonna be interesting. You know what? Let's just kick it off. Let's hear from Allison. Hi, Glennon, sister and Abby. My name is Allison and here is my hard thing. The thing that I want us to discuss as a community, something that I feel is missing in the mental health sphere is how do you love the darkest,

saddest version of yourself. The stage that I'm currently in is there's a lot of really wonderful moments, but they're broken up by like the lowest feelings I think I've ever had. And for the very first time, I'm struggling to love myself. I just don't see any part of myself when I'm that low or that bad. I just don't know what to do. So if we could touch on that and if there's anything you guys can facilitate in that conversation, that would be very helpful. I think for me, hopefully many others, thank you for all you do. Love your podcast. Never miss it. Okay. So first of all, I will start by saying that this question from Alison, we were going to answer in a previous episode and then we didn't get to it. And the reason I'm saying that is because I have made a rule for myself that I'm

going to come to these Q and A's fresh without reading them ahead of time. And the reason is because if I know them ahead of time, I obsess, I worry about the person who's asking the question. I decide that it's the most important thing in the entire world and I can think of nothing else. So we have stopped doing that except that I read this question several days ago. So I have not stopped thinking about Allison. So you failed. Right.

So we are gathered here today for Allison and for all of the people who have the sadness. First of all, we know because of low so many years of talking about depression, slash sadness, slash lowness, that there is the science of it, right? There's the science, the serotonin, the dopamine, the missing parts of our brain, whatever. There's the pills, the medicine, the science. Let me guess, are we talking about something else today? We're talking about... That is not that. No, we're not talking about the science of it.

Okay, great. I feel like there is not enough talk about the poetry of it, the spirituality of it, the gifts of it, the thing that this is. So that's what we're gonna do today. I feel like I can tell from Allison's question that she has the sadness. That is not the correct word. We're gonna talk about the language around it. It feels to me that Allison has the kind of sadness

that is not always directly related to something that's situational. If someone says to me, what are you sad about? That is the most annoying question I can possibly imagine. What do you mean? Like, what am I human about? It's too much to answer. So I'm going to talk about sadness in a few different ways. Some might resonate, some might not.

I have never been able to land on a description of this condition that stays the same or is the true for everyone or is even true for me the following year. So I'm just going to talk about it in a few different ways. So when I've been thinking about Alison in this question for the last few days, I have been thinking the sadness, the sadness. Is it sadness? Is that the right word for this? So what I've been calling it to myself the last few days

is a goodness, okay? It's a goodness. It's an awareness. It's a deep paying attention that many of us are born with. And I actually really like the word paying here because there's a cost to it, right? There's a beauty of it, a way of being that is imperative to cultures. People are born this way into cultures,

and they are people who feel what other people won't feel or don't feel, and they are a little weird, and in most cultures they have a name. They're called clergy. Shaman. In our culture we tend to put them away sometimes, but it is true that these people tend to notice things that help the culture. They point out their canaries in the coal mine. Okay. Now,

lots of times people describe this sadness as something from the outside that comes in. So it's like a visitor. Always people describing it as a visitor. So you're walking around having your human experience and the sadness just descends or actually I think of this as like, do you remember the movie Ghost where poor Whoopie Goldberg would just be minding your own business and then Sam would like possess her from the outside in and she would suddenly become Sam. And it was like the ghost had come inside her and that was it and she was gone. And that is what sadness can feel like. It's completely and totally a possession. You're kind of minding your own business

and suddenly you go through, you know the car washes? I do know what the car wash is. And like you're just driving and then you just, they yell at you're just driving and then you just, they yell at you to like come, and then you just have to stop driving. Like you just hands off the wheel, it takes over, whoosh, whoosh, whoosh, whoosh, whoosh, whoosh,

this is the sadness, you're not in control anymore. Yes. There is also, I have felt very often, like it's less of something that comes and haunts me, like a visitor, and more like I'm the visitor, and the sadness is like a room inside of me. Like your body's a house, and there is one room inside of me that is a big room, and that is where the knowing lives. The knowing of how beautiful and terrible and temporary and fleeting everything is

and it lives there, the remembering. And lots of decades of my life, I have spent just keeping it locked. Just like my job is to know that that wild room is there. Do not enter. Do not enter. Do not enter. Like caution tape, all the things, your job is to just walk by it lightly on tiptoes.

Then I started letting myself visit the room. So this is art, this is like, oh, maybe this is a good place to visit. Maybe it is there in my house for a reason. So I would go there and then leave quickly. That was only for the art. And now we have to go back to the regular world where people don't want to talk about this shit all the time. So we're going to tidy it up and leave, right? But now it feels like it is a room that I have emptied and

I have put stuff from that room in every single room of my In our home. I have arranged the knowing in every single room and I live among the knowing and it's Beautiful and difficult, but I wouldn't have it any other way And I just live among the knowing all the time and I wouldn't change it for anything So you're not compartmentalizing the sadness and the knowing all the time and I wouldn't change it for anything. So you're not compartmentalizing the sadness and the knowing and the deepest existential woe is now in the joy room also and the peace and comfort room,

there's stuff from that place in every room. It's everywhere. It's an open floor plan. Because you know we like to entertain everybody on hgtv likes to entertain liars. Okay so Allyson I do not believe that you can feel anything without a deep knowing of its opposite. without a deep knowing of its opposite. For example, if somebody is born in a place where the sun shines every single day of their life and they have seen nothing,

they have experienced nothing but sunshine, and someone says to them, "'Aren't you grateful that it's sunny today?' They are not gonna have any idea what you mean. Why would you be grateful for the presence of the sun if that's the water you're swimming in, if you don't even know what a cloudy day is? So a feeling depends on the knowledge of its opposite

for its existence. Really fascinating. So here is what I think about the sadness, the Godness, the awareness, that thing that some of us live with. I believe that that Godness, that sadness exists in those of us who were born with an inner vision, who have a feeling of an unknowing, a certainty of the way things could be, certainty of the way things could be, of the true and the beautiful, okay? And the sadness is the distance between the vision

inside of us and what is visible to us on the outside, in our families, in our communities, in our world, in our lives. If we did not have a beautiful knowing, in our lives. If we did not have a beautiful knowing, we would not feel so sad that that thing is not yet manifest. It's a tension between what we feel like could be, should be, and what is. So because of this, the people that have the sadness can become warriors for truth and beauty and peace and love. This sort of sadness, this knowing, this looking at the world and saying, ah, I have such an ache that that's the way it is. Like, it's intolerable to me because I have this vision for the way it could be.

So together rising, we've been involved in Palestine, in Gaza, for years, way before this last tragedy. And... Since 2021. Right. We've recently did another fundraiser for Gaza, for Rafa, because of the thousands and thousands of babies and kiddos and human beings who are starving and being bombed there.

And people have never been more furious. There's fury surrounding the commitment to service there. Right? And people keep saying many versions of you don't get it. It's complicated. It's too complicated for you. You are oversimplifying this and it's too complicated. And I think that I understand that,

but I also think that when we over complicate things, we miss the simple part of it. I think when they say to me, you are being too simple, this is complicated, I want to say to them, yes, but you are being too complicated and this is simple because I see babies and children and human beings starving and being bombed. The sadness, the godness, the knowing inside of me will not look at that and say, oh, that's complicated. Because there are some things that are not complicated and that is that starving babies should be fed.

This is all connected and what I wanna say is, do what you must do Say what you must say So that you can sleep at night right and I will do the same But as for me and my house, we will keep feeding starving babies period Moving on starving babies, period moving on.

We do not have enough words for the sadness. I used to teach third grade and I had this little girl whose mother died and we watched her go through the whole thing. It was just like a year of sadness with this little one. And I remember sitting and talking about her feelings in class and having this conversation with her that went something like this.

We were talking about sadness as blue. And so we were using paint, which is now a top of mine, of course. And we would put blue. And so we were using paint, which is now a top of mine, of course. And we would put blue. We put blue on the paper, and it was like, that's not it. It is that. Sadness is blue. But it's not all blue. Like, that's too simple. I can't stand the simplicity of the words we have for emotions. Like sadness is blue, but also layered, right? So this little girl, her mom died, but it was a hellacious year. It was so hard for her to deal with the death. So there was some relief in the death. So yes, blue, but blue with yellow. Because sad, but hope, right? Yes, blue, but blue with red, because she was so angry. Like, look at all of these kids in my class, and why do they get to keep their fucking moms? Anger, blue, but red, too. Blue, yes, sadness, but with orange, too, because I'm so scared who's gonna take care of me now.

Right? So this sadness is layered. Some of us are blue with sadness, but it's got gold leaf inside of it because we're sad because we lost something that we love so much, which means that we had the existence of that kind of gold love. So the sadness only exists because of this beauty that we had, and we are shimmery are now because of it. Would we let go of that? Is it sadness? Is go of that is it sadness is

that the word for it or like This blue sadness but like with white woven into it because it's this ethereal like it's this feeling of Temporariness like knowing it's all gonna end so paying very close attention to it. So is that sadness? I don't know. I wouldn't know how to live without this thing that comes and washes me out sometimes. I feel whatever this is all the time. Every minute from the minute I wake up

to the minute that I go to bed. Do you feel it or do you know the presence is there? I know it. I just know it all the time. Yeah, because I do think that there's something to be said about living amongst it and experiencing that as reality. And so you're like, oh yeah, there's where it is.

Whereas like when you were first probably encountered with a sadness, it overcomes you and it becomes what you think a part of you that you can never get rid of it. But really, it's like when you get used to it and you sit with it long enough or you allow it in or you place it on the couch or on a coffee table, you can look at it with some reverence in a way.

Yeah. But when I look at you, I don't see you experiencing the feeling of sadness all the time. I see you witnessing it and sometimes experiencing it, but not 100% of the time. But that's what I mean by this thing is not just something that we oversimplify it to mean.

It's not that I'm sitting around going, boo-hoo, I feel so, that's not it. It's just like a reverence. And it's something that you can tap into the second you see somebody else who's in it. So it's a connection. And Untamed, I write about it as the ache. It's just this thing that is a meeting place. It's the truest meeting place for human beings to meet each other.

And it's not just sadness because that's where joy is too, right? It's the crying, yes, but you know this. I cry way more often at beauty because that's what it is. It's this transcendent gorgeousness of everything that makes us human. Music Relationships are hard, and that's why I'm here.

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because even joy is not always good. Like everything is everything. And I think that the way that we even classify it in our minds, we have to actually go deeper. Like why are we classifying this as bad? So much of my upbringing was based on good and bad with religion, right? And so it is hard for me to, especially, I mean,

I'm doing a ton of shadow side work now. And I'm realizing, oh, there isn't good and bad. That's just a construct that I've made in my own mind, in my own psyche, on how to interpret these feelings. We've put these feelings, like you said, in these little boxes and we're like, oh, I can't go down that hallway because there's that scary door or whatever.

But I think that this idea of living amongst all of your feelings is really interesting. I have an idea about why we do that. And I haven't worked it out, but I think the more I allow myself to live in that place, the kinder I am, the more gentle I am, the more activist I am, the braver I am, the more things are clear about what matters and what doesn't. And I become dangerous. Seriously. Because if we just bottle up this knowing of connection to each other, which is really, it is love.

We would take care of each other. And that is not the way that the world works. That is not the way status quo keeps us productive and keeps us hustling and keeps us paying attention to things that don't matter. The more we lived in this place, it would stop the factory from running because we would stop and take care of each other and ask questions. And we would stop saying it's so complicated.

Well, I think it's also because you have a real sense of efficacy. And that's not by chance. You have developed that, you have created that, you created the nonprofit because of that. I mean, it is a privilege, but you also created it. I think for a lot of people, it's the same reason why we see horrible things on the news and social media media and we just like as fast

as we humanly possible turn it off or swipe it out of the way is because it is like you are teetering so close to a cliff and if you put one foot over the edge, you will never come back from that. And I think a lot of that has to do with efficacy, which is your ability to see how you can have any impact. And when you can't connect your sadness or your heartbreak or your knowing that this is not how it's supposed to be, you're knowing that this is not how it's supposed to be. To a way to make this more like it should be.

That is not only deeply painful, it is a desperately inhumane place to be. It feels like love without a beloved, right? It feels like the worst feeling because if you don't think there's a way to plug in and make things better and you feel like the world is just one big dumpster fire and there's nothing you can do to extinguish any of it, better to avoid looking at the fire. Because what is just staring at the fire going to do? Yeah, I don't know how people just stare at the fire. I can't do that.

I can't watch. Well, they don't stare at the fire. They run away from the fire and go back to their lives because I think if people understood and knew and connected themselves with the ability to put even a little bit of that fire out, I believe in humans should do it. But we have intentionally structured our society in a way to say that fire is too complicated. You have no business approaching a fire. Let the people in charge of firefighting deal with that. Who are also the arsonists. But go ahead.

Right. That you don't understand and it's too dangerous for you and there's nothing you'll be able to do about it anyway. And I think that has created that abyss where we have to just not look at it. Because if we looked at it, it would break our souls. Yeah. And I think that there is also a way of doing it that is not about action.

Like we have clearly that helps us. But I do feel that there is a way of just allowing yourself to... Okay, here's why I love painting, because I am just feeling everything. These kindergarten paintings I'm making are really not helping anyone. Nobody is being fed by the thing. Except maybe your art supply owner. Oh, Jesus. Yeah.

It's just a place to stay human. Yeah. This, all of these things, all of life, it does deserve to be felt. And by the way, it's not upsetting. I'm not feeling upset. I'm just, I don't know. It feels like the spiritual processing of all of it. And it feels like what I'm doing there is staying human. Yeah. I'm not turning it off. I'm not like continuing to whatever. I'm just...

You're deepening your relationship with all the parts of yourself while you paint. And that's what I would say to Allison is like, when sadness shows up, because I relate to this, especially right now in my life, going through a bunch of grief. I have learned over the many weeks that I have never really had a relationship

with the sadness part of me. And like talking about IFS language, this part of me that I've exiled, that I've just like kept away, locked away in that room. And what I've learned is sadness is kind of a cool bitch. Like this bitch has showed up and she's like relentless right now. And I'm like, wow, you're pretty strong. This is the first time I've really ever gone

through sadness sober. And so what else is coming up are all of these unresolved sadnesses. She's like, and another thing. Yeah, exactly. And another thing we never talked about. And another thing we never talked about. But what I'm learning is, oh, now that I can, in my mind and in my body, find a relationship and try to extend an olive branch.

Like, okay, what will you have me know today, sadness? And the more I go deep into it, it's just love. Yeah, that's it. It really just is, it's just information. And so I'm getting to a point a little bit like you. I mean, I think you have, you have definitely have a longer standing relationship with sadness than I do. I'm like, okay, I'm just going to see how you feel if I put you on this mantle so that I could look at you every day. And not that I have control over whether I'm feeling sadness or not,

but I'm like looking at her and I'm like, okay, you exist. I think part of what my issue was all of these years is that I just pretended that my sadness didn't exist and I refuse the relationship. But now that I'm experiencing this relationship, I think it's funny that you're talking about colors around this because we do then attribute this colorness, this shadow, this darkness with sadness. That's just actually not true for me. Like sadness, because there is always the opposite. Sadness is right there and the joy is also right there. So I know that this sounds fucking crazy and probably makes no sense. It's just like the colors then can intermix

to create prisms and rainbows. And that's something that I've just been kind of baffled by. I know that it's hard, but it's possible to have a relationship with these harder parts to ourselves. And if it's blue, it's blue like the ocean, it's blue like the sky, it's vastness, it's everything is. You know, Allison said, how do I love myself during those times?

And I don't know, I feel like maybe I just want to say experiment with loving yourself the most at those times. Those aren't taking you away from life. Those are life. Don't buy all of the words that people have attached to that part of you. And make your own words, make your own colors, make your own relationship with that

because there's also this idea that I wanna get to, which is that something is happening in you that is preparing you for the next thing. And that sounds too simple, but that is how I have experienced these times. It's a changing, whether it's a ghost, whether it's like a Whoopi Goldberg and Patrick Swayze situation, whether it's a room that you have to visit, whether it's colors, like it's something that is happening that is a bit of a training that is happening, that is a bit of a training that you can't know anything about, but suddenly something happens where you're like,

oh, that's, I was becoming that for this. And what I would say to everyone who is working on their relationship with this and who has an innate sense of sadness, godness, whatever it is. There's a book you must get and it's called Letters to a Young Poet and it's by Rilke and it is a guidebook for those of us that are negotiating living with being the Sadness and the Godness. And it's a collection of letters from this poet named Rilke who was writing back and forth to a young student who went to the same college that Rilke had graduated from. And this kid, this student, had heard of him in his classes

because he was like the famous one who graduated that all the teachers talked about. And he was a poet and poets live in the sadness and in the godness and wrestle with the big questions of life there. And so the poet started writing to him saying, basically, can you just talk to me about being human? Not about how to adult,

because everyone's talking about that, but how to human. And there's this letter, there's a series of letters, and one is about the sadness. Okay, so I'm gonna read to you, Allison, this is for you. Okay, the kid's name is Mr. Capis. Side note, Rilke wanted to send his books of poetry to this poet, but he couldn't because he couldn't afford his own books.

He could not afford his own books of poetry. So he had to tell the kid that the kid could go buy them, but he couldn't send them because he didn't own any of his own books. Okay, this is the eighth letter. I wanna talk to you again for a little while, dear Mr. Capis. Please ask yourself whether somewhere,

someplace deep inside your being, Allison, you have undergone important changes while you were sad. If only it were possible for us to see farther than our knowledge reaches, and even a little beyond the outworks of our presentiment, perhaps we would bear our sadnesses with greater trust than we have in our joys. For they are the moments when something new has entered us, something unknown. Everything in us withdraws, a silence arises, and the new experience, which no one knows, stands in the midst of it all and says nothing.

That is why the sadness passes. The new presence inside us, the presence that has been added, has entered our heart, has gone into its innermost chamber and is no longer even there, is already in our bloodstream. And we don't know what it was. We could easily be made to believe that nothing happened. And yet we have changed as a house that a guest has entered changes. We can't say who has come, perhaps we will never know.

But many signs indicate that the future enters us in this way in order to be transformed in us long before it happens. The quieter we are, the more patient and open we are in our sadnesses, the more deeply and serenely the new presence can enter us, and the more we can make it our own. The more it becomes our fate. And later on, when it, quote, happens, that is, when it steps forth out of us to other people, we will feel related and close to it in our innermost being. And that is necessary.

Allison, in other words, what the sadness is making you inside, soon we'll step out of you and meet your outer circumstances. And if you have been paying attention to what that sadness has done inside of you, you will look and say, when that future self steps out and does something brave

and amazing, you will be able to look at her and say, there she is. I knew her. She was inside of me before she was outside of me. So you must be frightened, Allison. If a sadness rises in front of you larger than any you have ever seen, if an anxiety like light and cloud shadows

moves over your hands and over everything you do, you must realize that something is happening to you, that life has not forgotten you, that it holds you in its hand and will not let you fall. Why do you want to shut out of your life any uneasiness, any misery, any depression, since after all you don't know what work these conditions are doing inside of you? Why do you want to persecute yourself with the question of where all this is coming from and where it is going, since you know after all that you are in the midst of transitions and you wished for nothing so much as to change.

If there is anything unhealthy in your reactions, just bear in mind that sickness is the means by which an organism frees itself from what is alien. So one must simply help it to be sick, So one must simply help it to be sick, to have its whole sickness and to break out with it, since that is the way it gets better. In you, so much is happening now, Allison. You must be patient like someone who is sick and confident like someone who is recovering

for perhaps you are both. And more, you are also the doctor who has to watch over herself. But in every sickness, there are many days when the doctor can do nothing but wait. And that is what you, in so far as you are your own doctor, must do now more than anything else. Wow. You know? Yeah, I get it. I get it.

By the way, this is why I was like thinking of all these things and I was like, oh, this is why I write because these things sound so weird to say out loud. If I had written all of that town It would have sounded you would have read it and been like this is so normal, but saying it in words out loud Makes it sound so weird. Yeah, all I would say to Allison is just because sadness has shown up doesn't mean that You don't necessarily love yourself

Because the love is there necessarily love yourself? Cause the love is there. I'm now convinced that the love is in me. And accessing it is a different question. And so this just might be a pause for you to become something different to show up for yourself. So fear not, I don't believe the love

that you have for yourself is gone forever. It's still there now. And maybe the part you're not loving is the part that the world has told you you should be. Maybe when you are in the sadness, you are not productive, you are not shiny, you are not any of what the world tells you is a lovable self. Yeah.

But maybe you don't wanna always be productive and shiny. Maybe you don't think that is what it is to be human. Think about everything you are when you are sad. And maybe decide that that is what it is to be human. And that that is worthy of love. To me, what you're talking about brings together the inner work and the outer work because it's, if you have the sadness, you have it. And so your choices are either to go to it and be with it or to really work hard to bypass

it and squelch it and pretend it doesn't exist. Those are your only two choices. And so if you're going to it, you are becoming more you. Yes. You are becoming more human. If you bypass it, it might be more convenient. It might be easier on you and your whole family

and your work and your whatever, but you are becoming less you and becoming less human when you're bypassing it. And it reminds me of AJ Must, the person who was protesting outside of the White House all during Vietnam. And the people came to him and said, do you really think you're going to change the policies of this country by standing out here alone at night with a candle,

which he did night after night after night. And he said, oh, I don't do this to change the country. I do this so the country won't change me. Amen. And that can be true if you're staring at the fire of the world and you're just looking at it and letting your heart break or you are standing out with a candle about it or doing something that doesn't actually quote unquote change the situation, but you are becoming more human and yourself. You are honoring your own human dignity, even if you don't understand how to help

uplift the dignity of other humans who are suffering. And in honoring your own humanity in that way, I think it helps. Or you're just slowly trying to smother that piece of you and allowing yourself to be changed in a way that makes you less you. And that's how when you're privately letting the sadness in, this is what Rilke was talking about, I believe. When you are sitting, maybe you're not outside at the White House with a candle.

Maybe you're sitting inside your house and you're painting a picture, or you're just sitting on your couch and you're reading a book about Palestine and Israel, or you're, I don't know, you're just immersing and not looking away. You're becoming something that when the outside world invites you to then take action, you will be ready. Every cell in your body will have changed enough to know exactly what is right in that moment and you will step out and you will do the thing and you will go, wow, how did I know that so clearly?

Because the sadness was inside of you and you were changing inside your house enough to know when the moment came, the new you that the sadness had its way with steps out of you. And you're like, holy shit, there she is. Yeah. And that's what the sickness is, right? That Rilke was talking about, you know, when something is foreign in your body that doesn't belong, you get sick because your little warrior cells are out there getting rid of it. When something happens in the world, or just the world on a good day, it's not what it

should be. And we absorb that because we do. And it makes us sick. That is correct. Yes. Yes. That is not the way it's supposed to be. And so you're really been out of shape about that. Your body is tumultuous because of that, because you're like incorrect. This is not right. This is not the way it was supposed to be. And I know that intuitively that it was supposed to be better than this. And that is right. You're supposed to be sick by those things and let it play through.

Sadness is purification. It's purification. It's alchemy. It's a burning up of all of the poison that told you that this is okay, what's happening in the world. And also, I think people get afraid of entertaining it because they think it's going to make them a drag or it's going to make them feel that is not what happens. It feels much more powerful after it works its way through, Much more powerful, much more clear, much more joyful than it was before. Allison, Allison's gonna be like, well, for fuck's sake,

I'm not writing to them again. Could you just do the signs and the pills next time? That would be helpful. That too, Allison. Okay, well, it's not called, we can do easy things. We'll see you next time. Bye. Bye. to do these three things. First, can you please follow or subscribe to We Can Do Hard Things?

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