We Can Do Hard Things with Glennon Doyle - PLAYING OUR ROLES: How does culture’s invention of gender typecast every last one of us?

Episode Date: August 24, 2021

1. How, in the business world, Amanda is labeled as aggressive and dominant—and why that’s a gender trap. 2. Abby’s experiences of being publicly misgendered—and how that makes her feel. 3. Why is gender the last place we’re agreed it’s acceptable to make identity assumptions? 4. Why do we tell people who they are before they’re even born—and a thousand different ways every day after? 5. Why Glennon says two women in a marriage, handling their own business, rocks the patriarchal boat.   To learn more about listener data and our privacy practices visit: https://www.audacyinc.com/privacy-policy Learn more about your ad choices. Visit https://podcastchoices.com/adchoices

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Sister, whose name is Amanda, and who shall be called Amanda, here to you for. And Abby and I are thrilled and delighted that you have decided to come back and share an hour of your precious life with us. We will try desperately not to waste your time. And I don't think we will waste your time today because we are talking about an issue that applies and affects every single one of us on this beautiful, strange earth, which is gender. What?

What? What? This is like the most exciting topic for Abby and Amanda. And me, this is like all we talk about. So we are super excited to invite you into our ongoing relentless conversation about gender roles and how they affect our experience on this earth and how they affect other people's experience

of us. We shall solve it today, I think. We shall solve gender. You know what I think I figured out is that, thinking back on the fun episode of what I couldn't think of anything that was fun, I feel like as a gender studies major about to do a podcast and gender,

I feel like this must be what people think of when they think of fun. You're smiling. You're smiling. I feel like this is fun. Yes. I really do. We will see, won't we?

We will see. So one of the reasons we decided to have this conversation today is, well, Abby, you and I had an interesting talk. You told me that you were speaking on the phone to one of your dear friends. And that you were talking about the beautiful thing that's happening among so many kiddos who are deciding that they identify most closely with being non-binary, right?

And tell us what you and your friend said to each other. Well, for those who are living under a rock, the pronoun world is changing and rapidly evolving. And the non-binary world is gaining, I wouldn't say popularity, but people are ascribing to it and feeling like that makes more sense than the gender roles that most of us know as female or male, right? So all of the kids these days are coming out as non-binary, they, them, and I was texting my friend who I adore. She, we were born like three or four days apart. We were like soul sisters.

And I just was talking to her about how I feel like I missed it. Like it just, it just so happened to pass me by. Like the kids who were born in the 70s and 80s, who might feel like me have worked really hard, I think. And by the way, this is my experience. who might feel like me have worked really hard, I think. And by the way, this is my experience. I understand that there's gonna be a lot of 40 and 50 year olds that choose to go down and walk the path of they them, which is cool and amazing.

And I am here for it. But for me, I think that I've done a lot of personal work. I haven't really been a girl or a boy my whole life. I've just been somewhere in the middle all along. And, you know, I was like not wearing my shirt. Like my mom at one point, she's like, hey, honey, you need to wear a shirt. You're like, you're 13.

That's bullshit. And I'm like, okay, but why do my brothers get to run around without shirts on? That doesn't feel right. That doesn't feel right. So I just want to give love to the folks out there who might find themselves in my position where it's confusing to see all these kids have a freedom or a word or a claim to something that wasn't available to me at the time or so I understood it definitively speaking. The reason why we're having this conversation today is that I got on the interwebs recently and said something that I thought was just common sense. I don't think I explained it right because as per usual the interwebs had many low so many feelings about it. So it was this. Okay, and I want Abby, I want you to explain the situation that happens

to our family. And we do experience it as an entire family thing. Yeah. But it's happening to you. And I would say it happens maybe 50% of every time we go anywhere in public. And that is that you are publicly misgendered by strangers over and over again. Can you just briefly explain to us how it happens and how it feels when it happens? Yeah, in the world out in the wild, this she, her, has to pee or go number two every once in a while in public restrooms. It's just a reality, right? When

I'm flying on planes, the irony of airplanes being non-gendered is amazing. I'm like, IP and more airplane bathrooms than this. You do. Then is probably healthy. Just because I feel safe there, right? Nobody's gonna call me out, but here's the story that always happens. I walk into a woman's restroom because I am a she-her. And I immediately get a sinking in my stomach feeling. It's like, it's a trauma that has to happen over and over again.

Like, I have to, like, I have to put armor on. I have to, like, get the kind of strength somebody would need. I feel like to go into another trauma of their life. Every time I walk into a public restroom, because I know somebody is gonna have a problem. So the way that I dress, I'm always wearing a hat because I don't wanna be noticed in the world every single minute of the day.

So I'm always wearing a hat, I'm tall. I'm muscular and I dress more masculine than feminine. And so every single time I walk into the bathroom, somebody always tries to save me from myself, thinking that I have entered into the wrong bathroom. And so it's a kindness, but what ends up happening is they are like, I'm sorry, you're in the wrong restroom, right? And what ends up happening, well, I've already fixed my voice because I also have a lower voice than the average female woman. And so I automatically fixed my voice to raise up a few octaves and I'm like, hi, I like almost try to beat people to the punch because there's inevitably

this moment of embarrassment for them and then me and then I feel embarrassed for them. So there's like this victim, I feel like I'm retraumatizing myself every single time. And then you end up making them feel better. I see that all very good. And then you're suddenly like, it's okay, you're okay. You're too to that. It's fine, you know, don't worry about it. But like, it like, I can't explain to you

how actually upsetting it is and how embarrassing it is for me for some reason. I don't know if that's just my problem, but I do know that there are a lot of people in my position that walk into restrooms that are like walking into the lion's den of shame, of fear, of questions. Like, why can't people just look look at my face and believe and trust that I am making an adult choice to walk into the correct room. Yes.

And then it also happens a million other times. So the bathroom is the most traumatic, but most of the time when people are trying to be polite by adding that gendered greeting, all agreed upon, of Sir, Ma'am, gentlemen, ma'am, ma'am, ma'am, whatever people say. Ma'am. I mean, I've heard that. Ma'am, ma'am. Whatever the hell the word is. Sir, ma'am, mostly, right?

Yep. They say, sir to you all the time. Yep. I'm a sir. So thank you, sir. Thank you, sir, sir, sir, sir, sir. And can you tell me how that feels because you have explained to me how it feels one way when you're alone but when you're with me and

the kids how it feels different? Well, if you could imagine like doubling down on the shame and embarrassment times like a billion, I don't know why. Like maybe there's a psychologist out there that can help me sort through through some of this stuff, but especially with the kids. I don't know if there's like, it's like somebody calling you by the wrong name forever. And you just being like, yeah, that's my life. That's my experience here. And every person, it's so sweet, you all do it in one way or another, but every friend of mine,

like you don't even, there's like this over, like you don't even look like a boy. I mean, the truth is, I do. I do present masculine. I get it. So part of me feels like, well isn't this what you're kind of going for? But the other part of me that is solidly in my she, her pronouns and gender identity feels sad. Feels really sad. Yeah. So here's what I, this is what I was talking about on the internet. And I do not think for me the question is, well, do you look like a girl or boy? They should be able to figure out.

I think that for me the question is, why is gender something that we have all decided we get to call out and guess for other human beings, right? Why have we decided that gender is the thing that we get to label strangers as. That's good. And it's not, the intention is often good manners and kindness. That's what we have to call out here. It's a very, it is a southern thing. It is, you know, a familial thing. It is the culture of the military. There's a lot of cultures that use

Sir and ma'am as good manners. But the thing is that there are times in our culture where what is good manners stops matching to what is kind and good and right. And whenever we have to choose between good manners and kindness and inclusiveness, we choose kindness. And whenever we have to choose between good manners and kindness and inclusiveness, we choose kindness. And what I would suggest about these gendered greetings is that even if the intention is that they are kind, that we've moved past it because here's the idea, gender is part of our identity. It's not something we can see with our eyes and guess at. It's something that people have to reveal to us. And we understand this about race, about nationality, about sexuality.

We would never go up to a stranger and say, they hand us our plane ticket, say, thank you, lesbian, white, Irish woman. Like, we don't guess identity. Okay? So let's stop guessing gender. It's not, oh, we're being snowflakes. It's not, oh, you're so sensitive. You're offended by everything. It's like, no, listen, it hurts. Yeah. So why stick to it? I'm Jonathan M. Hevar. I'm a podcast producer and someone who likes fancy things. But I grew up working class.

My parents were immigrants with factory jobs. And because of that, I think about class a lot. And I want to talk about it. That's what we're doing on my new podcast, Classy. And what did you all eat? You know, trailer food. I was like, girl, we're not doing that anymore. You'll hear from people who told me awkward, embarrassing, and strangely intimate things about what class means to them. She said, you know, for the house cleaner, I hide the tag on the $6 bread. And I just thought, don't you think she knows that you're wealthy? You're hiding the tags from yourself.

Classy. A new podcast from Pineapple Street Studios. Available now, wherever you get your podcasts. Well, there's something to be said too, though, about this idea that we need to put ourselves in these boxes so that we can organize and structure what we are. Because the truth is, I think every human being does know that there's vastness and infinite abilities and identities inside of all of us, right? And so because of that known fact, it's terrifying.

Like, how am I ever gonna define my life or my roles here or my purpose here? So I need to be put into this female or male role. And Glenn and you and I talk about this all the time because this stuff comes up for me all the time and for you all the time in many different ways. And I think in the end, it's just like, again, we are on a spectrum and we have to, as people keep evolving with the times to make sure that we are on a spectrum, and we have to, as people, keep evolving with the times to make sure

that we are living the most wild and precious and beautiful life we can imagine. Yeah. And that's true. And the story about you being misgendered is so important. And I get with it. So deeply traumatic to you.

It's the world constantly telling you, you don't fit here. You don't belong here. This is not your place. You don't match, you know, the constant The world telling you that in the thousand ways, but it it what happens. Well, I see if it happens a thousand times with you in Glenin is that it isn't even when people misunderstand you as a man. It's like we can be in a situation where everyone knows there are two women in this relationship and yet you're constantly being coercively gendered. So on your, the day before you're wedding, what can I tell the story about?

Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, do it. So the day before you're wedding when we're at the rehearsal, the wedding organizer at the church walked, there was no pre-discussion. It was as if it was like, this is obviously the way it's going to be. She knew you were both women. She tells you, Glen, and where to stand and wait for the cue to walk down the aisle.

And she told Abby, here's where you stand. You're standing at the altar waiting for Glenin to walk down. And you'll be there to receive her. So like even, even in that situation where everyone knew it was two women being married, it was understood and expected that there would be someone to fulfill the male gender role. And someone to fulfill the woman's gender role. And the lady literally says to Abby, you stand here. And it was a ceremony, I get it, it's a performance,

but that, it's just a microcosm of what happens to us a thousand times in every day life. It goes back to what Abby was saying, is that our general discomfort, we need, we need, we think we've evolved to say, okay, we understand you two women are getting married. Yay, we affirm you. But also, we still need to make sense of this within what we understand to be this immutable gender binary where everyone has the role and we're just picking you up and putting you in this box.

Does that feel comfortable? Abigail, you may kiss the bride. Right, exactly. Exactly. And that I just think that is it's just a microcosm of what happens a thousand times. Well, it's like what you told me about John and the law firm and the tax documents. Oh, yeah. So I get back when I was working in the law firm and the tax documents. Oh, yeah. So I get back when I was working with law firm, I was making way more than I had spent.

I was doing all of our financial planning, preparing all of the documents for taxes, sent them over the accountant. I get back our filings and it is always 100% of the time. He is listed as the taxpayer. I am listed as the spouse. You know, it's like, that is, that's a, it's just assumed it doesn't make any damn sense. He's never even talked to the accountant. I'm making more money. It doesn't matter. It's like taxpayer.

It's school. When I get the email about like, who has to bring in the cookies or snacks to, and Craig doesn't get the email. Yeah. Right? Like, I'm on the cookie planning list. How? How did that happen? I don't remember asking anyone asking which one of us makes cookies or if either of us makes cookies. Oh, you for damn sure don't make any. Thank you, babe. Thank you.

This email has reached the wrong recipient to whom it must concern is not I. Okay. But let's go back like a little bit. Let's talk about what actually is gender. Okay, because first of all, who the frick knows, I feel like there's one idea that I have resonated most with, which is that Judith Butler idea that gender is actually just a performance. performance. Right now this is not it's just an idea that I has resonated with me. And it's like we are all we're born and then someone says this is what you are. And here's the role you're going to play. This is what a girl does. This is what a boy does. And then you know we call them roles right. Roles are for actors.

We actually have costumes, right, your girl. Here's your colors. Here's your outfits. Here's your hair. Here's your makeup. When people change costumes, like where are the other roles costume people lose their damn minds? We have directors who all direct us into these roles, like religions and families and

media and peers. So it's this idea that we are actually born these wild humans, but we are assigned a role. And then for the rest of our life, we have to play that role. And if we step outside of that role, we are punished. We are tripled. I used to see that so much as a teacher. As a teacher, like, these little boys, oh God, as a third grade teacher, and God help these little boys, if they would be, you know, recess playing dodgeball, and they would get overwhelmed, and they would start crying. The teasing, you know, that is, that is outside, that is breaking character. Boys don't cry. Boys don't feel, boys don't show weakness or mercy, right? It feels so bad for all the boys.

And you could meet too, and you could see it happen, you could see them break character and be real. And then you could see the tribal shaming of, you know, the other boys and the teasing, you know, for those boys to see the weakness that they themselves are trying to hide inside of themselves. So they have to shun it, or the little girls would feel uncomfortable. Sometimes even the adults, you know, knock it off. I feel like it's just, to me, that idea of gender as performance It's just to me that idea of gender as performance has been something that rings true. What about you, sister? Well, I think, I mean, it's interesting the roles, you know, gender roles, because roles are also assignments of expectations and responsibilities.

Like that is your role. You perform that role. You, your function is that role within the organization. And I mean, to me, I think, I mean, if you start with like textbook definition of gender, it's these like behavioral, cultural, psychological traits that are typically associated by the culture with one sex. Okay. So what gender does is gender ascribes similarities within one sex and then differences between the sexes and then we assign them different roles and responsibilities and different personalities and characteristics from birth.

Like that's what we do. But actually we do it before birth because we find out what our babies are going to be and did you know that when we find out what our baby is going to be. And did you know that when we find out what our baby's gonna be, if it's a boy, the words that we used to describe them are strong, tough, and handsome. The words we used to describe a girl are sweet, gentle, and kind. I saw that on the internet recently. Some dude, they said, what do you hope your baby is?

And he said, I hope it's a girl. Why? Because you know girls are just more nurturing. So this frickin' fetus now has an additional mental load already. It's fetus. It probably doesn't have a frickin' kidney yet. To take care of her father, by the way.

Has to take care of her daddy. Go ahead. But the thing is about gender is that we view it as inherent and in born in us. But really what it is is literally before we're born, we start telling people who they are. And then as and and and we do this a thousand different times a day. And then because people have different experiences based on us telling them what is expected of them, what is appropriate for them, what is taboo of them, what they get shunned for, they have different experiences,

they become different people and it becomes embedded in them, like their whole sense of self-worth and identity. And so therefore, our responses to each of these cues we're getting from society for our responses to each of these cues we're getting from society, or our way of constructing and recreating the gender order, because we are responding to what it is. So it's a culturally fulfilling prophecy. That's exactly right. That's right. That's like what people say, like, biology is just a need. That's how that's why it became the way it is. But actually, culture is destiny because we are, because our, and that's a Judith Butler, you know, it's not biology, it's culture because the cultural way becomes so infused in us,

we recreate it, it becomes part of who we are. And then we look back at who we are as evidence for the fact that the gender is born within us. That's right. Okay, so what have you all ever felt? I want to know from you, sister, because I actually know the answer to this question. Sister, have Amanda? Have you ever felt trapped inside of a gender role?

Well, if gender roles are certain characteristics that are acceptable for your gender, then absolutely the biggest way that I experience, it is in my work life. And it's actually been like a lot harder than I imagined it because it's kind of abbey what you said about like constantly being reminded that this isn't welcome here, you're not, you don't belong here. And so basically what it boils down to is I'm a very direct and confident and assertive

in my job roles, not always in everything else. But and I feel like I ask questions that need to be answered. And I require people to answer them with facts and not just these patronizing assurances of, it's solid a control we got, what we need to be fine. And so I give people the respect of speaking directly to them, which to me is a signal of respect. And also I drive things to mutual goals. So I am in other words, if I were a man,

what you would call a very successful business man, okay? But since I am not a man, even though I lead us in attaining really good business results, I am constantly and always being labeled as a lot or To work with or aggressive or dominant or whatever those words are when applied to a woman Indicate that there is something wrong with me. And so The problem is is it leads me to question myself a lot when I would never, if I were a man be questioning myself in those positions because I would never get the feedback

that there was anything wrong with what I was doing. And I feel like it also creates another job for me because I'm constantly walking this tight rope of remaining as direct as I need to be to reach the goal. But also doing this job that I never have to do, which is circling back to all of our team and partners and everyone we're working with

to make sure that everyone, to manage everyone's good. It's so fucking exhausting. Literally. It's exhausting. Oh my god, just listen to me. To make sure you add all your exclamation points. Yes. I mean, we were on a phone call yesterday,

and I heard you doing it, and I'm so appreciative because it's like about business and our lives. But sister, I am so sorry that you have to jump through all of those fucking hoops for somebody so that you can also get what you want and also by the way They can get what they want. Right. Right. I'm working towards our mutual goals. Yes.

Like I'm driving us towards our mutual goals and then I have to go back and check in their feeling and their fragility about how they received the way I reached the results that they needed. Jesus. And times 10 if you're a woman of color. Yes. Of course. Yeah. Times of Goats. Times of bazillion. Right.

I mean, a man is passionate. You know, a man shows big wisdom and emotion. And he's passionate, and ambitious, and he's a good leader. A woman shows the same passion and attention to detail, and she is a controlling and emotional and mean and unkind, and ambitious, which has a negative connotation if you attach to a woman, as opposed to a man. I mean, I over and over again, you know this,

sister, I've had partners with you respect very much, call me and say, okay, so I have the answer to your question because I know you're a control freak. And it's like, wait, if I were a man and I had asked a question about my own business, about business that I had a question about my business so I'm a control freak.

It's just nothing that they would ever, ever say. And like the idea of women who ask questions about their own lives being difficult, I mean, I remember someone saying to you, well, you just have to be careful. You're going to call you difficult to work with. It's bullshit. And I remember thinking, you know what?

What happens when you're a woman? And you get to a table of any sort of leadership. What happens is you're a woman and you get to a table of any sort of leadership? What happens is you actually realize how much mediocrity is going on at that table. Like how much you have worked so hard to get there and you've had to be perfect because you're a woman, if you're a woman of color, you've had to be perfect times 40. And so you get there and you are excellent. Okay, because you've had to be. And then you see how much freaking mediocrity is at that table, is allowed at that table,

right? And so you start challenging it and asking questions and that is difficult to them. That is what's difficult. I went and said, look, my team is not difficult to work with. My team is difficult as all hell difficult to work with. My team is difficult as all hell not to work with. You're just not working. If you work with us, we're not difficult. We're difficult to not be working with work harder, do better, and we'll all be fine. This is why more women. This is why more women need to be in leadership

positions because when they call us difficult, I know deeply and we have to change this, but I know deeply that it's because we're being detailed and we're calling them out and we're actually requiring more of the people around us. That's exactly right. Challenging the reality. Yeah. And I go ahead, so I'm sorry. No, I was just going to say to any, to, and then you say these things and people are like, uh, you're making that up,

you make everything about gender. But what I wanna say about that is that you, when you are walking through the world and working in the world as a woman, it is not that you're making everything about gender. It is that everything that you do is received and interpreted through the lens of your gender. That's right. You don't get to, you don't get to just do something. You are doing things as a woman. And so, so for example, they did this study of the, of

composers, okay? They, they composed the music, the music it's played. Okay, they studied the critics response to the music when they knew it was a male composer and when they knew it was a woman composer. When they knew it was a male composer, they evaluated based on the technical musical attributes. When they knew that it was a woman composer, they said things about the perception of her mood. They said, yes, they did. They said she's pissed about something. Okay. Okay. This is real with people. This is real musical composition. So when you say,

when you're a man and you say me, you make everything about gender, I say, you get to be over there just creating music. Okay, that's why you don't have to think about music. That's why you don't have to think about gender. I'm over here creating music. And I am being aggressive and angry. Yeah, yeah, which is why I don't get to just create music. You get to create music. So you get to discount gender. That's right. That's why it's the opportunity cost. And think about when race is applied also. Right? Now you're seeing me, I'm making music, but you're experiencing it through

my gender and my race. It's not even about the music anymore. It's like what I said in the beauty, what I found over and over again through when I put work out in the world. So when my male colleagues put work out into the world, the world looks at the work and judges it. When I put work out in the world, the word looks at me and judges me. Nobody's ever even talking about my writing.

Is she that? Does she, blah, is she? Does she even have a right to put work out into the world? We have to shut her up before we even look at the work. Yep. Right? It's so, wow. And the opportunity cost of that,

like when you think, I can't remember who it was, but someone talking about, I think it was a black woman writer, I'll have to look this up. And she wouldn't be lovely if we could also just write about life. Oh my gosh. Oh, that's like how lovey's book keeps getting put in racial studies, categories in every bookstore. And she, so because she is a black woman,

her writing is categorized as racial theory, okay? And she is writing about her life and her writing fear. That's right. Or should I? G. Do you ever feel trapped in gender roles? Well, yeah, I mean, a million times every day. I guess something that I've been thinking about lately is in terms of career, in terms of, you know, decisions about what to do next as a woman in the world. I actually measure opportunities differently in terms of exposure. Okay, so I don't, you know, I have a friend who recently

she's a teacher when my dear friends and she had an opportunity to become the principal of the school. But she was like, Glennon, I don't know. Like I know how people judge women in charge in power. Like why, it's like putting a target on my own back. Like there's the, there's the want, there's the fight inside of the woman that's like, yes, I want to take that on, I want to like change the world for my daughters in yada and then there's the part of the woman Who's why who's like I know the world Like I know that I will make decisions like that, you know, I mean I

Say this all the time and half the time we're joking, but actually we're not in the why do all of these things happen because the world hates women That's right the world hates women so and and And the world really hates women who dare to be out there and, you know, ambitious and successful and exposed. And, you know, it reminds me of that when in Miss Americana, which we loved so so much because Taylor Swift has dealt with so much of this shit Where she said I just hope I can you know Survive a while longer because I know that the world will only tolerate a successful woman for so long Oh, and that's the damn truth. So I mean, I would say in terms of trappedness I measure exposure

Based on what I know about what the world will tolerate From a public woman. That's right. And also, I have a specific brand of a gender role within a gender, which is that I'm a very femme woman, like I present in a very femme way. And so I have had something that I've dealt with my entire career, which is that people, when I speak somewhere, people say some version of, you're so smart. Okay, I've had entire articles written about me over and over and calling me a Trojan

horse. Okay, and I used to think that was so cool until I thought about it more deeply. And basically what I think people say are what they're trying to say without saying it without knowing this is what they're saying is I look at you and I think you're going to be stupid and vapid and have nothing important to say. And then you open your mouth, and I'm surprised pleasantly, that you can form sentences. And I'm like, but I'm a New York Times best-selling author,

and act like, what did you expect? Like what? So there's this thing I'm constantly fighting, which is like the expectation of idiocy. Yeah. With a fem, or this like puffy, like, I don't know, people they are going to start talking about like rainbows and unicorns and clouds and shit and stickers and kittens.

Like I'm not exactly sure. Sticker. So what about you? They, what about you and your, because you have a totally different obviously experience than I do. Yeah, I mean, I think it's kind of interesting. All of us have very different experiences. I think I get trapped inside the male gender role a lot.

And as it relates to like yours and my marriage, it happens all the time. So we're at a restaurant, when they bring the check, they give it to me. Yeah. Pesses me on. When we're at the bank, you know, there's, there's, husband and wife. Um, and even when we're in business meetings, I don't know if you notice this, babe. Actually, no, I do know you do. Sister, I don't know if you notice this. We're in literally a business meeting

for Glennon's business. I'm just like, I'm just like the side piece. I'm just the wife over here and they will make more eye contact with me. Then they do with Glennon talking about the future project that they want to do with Glin. And like, there are times where they're looking at me and I actually have to point to Glenin and be like, talk to her. Don't do this. Like, talk to her because you're losing. Like let me just tell you right now, you have lost this pitch. She hates it so long.

She hates it so long. She hates it so long. She hates it so long. But yeah, so here I am. Like, and by the way, the irony in that, and I don't, I hope I this isn't telling too much honey, but like in our marriage, I am more of the stay at home parent than you are. Even though we're both home and we work from home, you know, I'm taking the kids to their sporting events and all the stuff. So like, you're actually, you should

actually be more male gendergendered in our marriage in terms of the way that the gender roles in the norms are seen in the world. So I just think, I think it's really interesting. Well, I think it's about, I mean, that gender role is about authority. It's about authority, right? I mean, that's the old school head of household.

It's it's this is the head of the household. This is the person who's voting on behalf of the household. This is the person. So it if I can convince the person at the highest order of this, then I've closed the deal. Yes. and I think that we really do two women in a marriage who are handling their business is something that freaks the living hell out of every patriarchal bone in people's bodies. I feel that it is like at the ultimate threat to the patriarchy because it's like two women

who don't need you. Like who don't need your roles Like who don't need your roles, who don't need a man, like not for money, not for power, not for a job, not for an orgasm, like it's a threat, right? It's a complete challenge to what we have decided we need in terms of order and people playing roles. I wonder what would be the most important thing.

I wonder what would be the most important thing. I wonder what would be the most important thing. I wonder what would be the most important thing. I wonder what would be the most important thing. I wonder what would be the most important thing. Destroying the whole stage. Yes, but I wonder from a men's perspective, what would be the most threatening? Like out of all the things you said, orgasm, power, money, what would be the most, like the highest analyst. I'll tell you what it is.

Oh, it is a it's a gender conforming trans man Is the greatest threat it is It's the idea of distinctiveness threat so anyone who Anyone who's identity is tied very very closely with the gender binary. So if I am a dude's, dude, I place my, I place so much of my identity in my mailness, my manness, then anytime there is a threat to the boundary around my identity group. So man, okay, that is the

stark boundary, it is everything that has to do with my identity. When you start to blur and shift those lines to let into my group a person who was assigned female at birth who passes as a man gets the respect of a man is allowed to have my identity denomination. That is the biggest threat to me. It is why turf can't handle gender conforming trans women. That's right. Okay, so we're going to go into next right thing because we have so many beautiful, beautiful freaking questions about gender roles that we're going to save them all for for our next episode. But let's end with this. For our next right thing, here's what I need we need help from our pod squad. Okay. For all of those of you who identified or wanna help with this idea that even when people are well-intentioned,

we might be kinder to have a different non-gendered address. Help us think of one, like is it y'all? You know, y'all sweet, but it just feels very southern to me. So whenever I'm saying y'all, I feel like an imposter. Um, folks, friends, do we, do we just leave it off? Because really, do you have to say, thank you, ma'am. Can't you just say, thank you very much? That's right. We need your ideas. Why do we even have to do that? It's so bizarre. We need your ideas.

And also, I think in terms of creating a new word or a new phrase, like you say, Glenn and there's always a third way. It doesn't have to be man or woman. Like there's a there, we just have to go ahead and create it. So like, let's just go make the world the place, the most beautiful, true, beautiful place we can imagine. And for folks for whom that is deeply uncomfortable, for, I mean, I went to the University of Virginia. I know how strongly folks feel about their sir and their man. And I feel like what I would just say to the people who feel real uncomfortable with that

is ask yourself, are you saying those things because you deeply want to show respect for a person? If so, please realize that that outcome is the opposite for the people that you meet, who you are misgendering. That's right. Also ask yourself, if that doesn't resolve the situation for you,

are you actually more deeply committed to showing respect for folks, or are you more deeply committed to showing respect for folks, or are you more deeply committed to identifying yourself as someone who knows the difference between how to be, how to be polite and how not to be polite. Because it is very possible that you are afraid of losing your identity and distinguishing yourself from other people who don't know better,

so that you are othering people all the time. That's really good. Thank you, sister. And, you know, over and over again, what we learn when we enter any sort of conversation about race as a white woman, I know my intention is much, much less important than the actual outcome. So over and over again, we're saying the impact, right?

If over and over again, but my intention is this and someone else on the other side is saying, but the outcome is this, but the impact is this, right? We let goes of the butts and the intention and we listen to the outcome and the impact. Okay, so thank you so much. I mean, I think that there's nothing more true to the week and do hard things, idea. And then just really having these tricky conversations that hopefully guide us towards maybe an uncomfortable awkward, sometimes it feels like someone's pulling

like a block out of the whole Jenga thing we've built and it's all going to fall apart and I love that feeling. Right? So thank you for allowing us to sometimes make things awkward because blessed are the awkward because they shall move things forward. When things get hard this week, y'all, folks, don't forget we can do hard things. Thanks y'all. review and follow the show on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, Odyssey, or wherever you get your podcasts. Especially be sure to rate and review the podcast if you really liked it.

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