We Can Do Hard Things with Glennon Doyle - Reese Witherspoon on Friendship: What, Like It’s Hard?

Episode Date: July 19, 2022

1. How to make the first friendship move – and how to move on from a friendship with kindness and clarity.  2. The advice Reese passes down to her kids about the three types of people you meet in life.  3. Reese’s Hollywood experience as a young woman – and the solidarity she found in the Time’s Up movement. 4. How Elle Woods – in all her iconic glory – hilariously showed up while Reese was on real-life jury duty.  5. Where Reese, Abby, and Glennon come down on Glennon’s take that most women feel they are either too much or not enough.  About Reese Reese Witherspoon, is an award-winning actress, entrepreneur, producer, and New York Times bestselling author. She won an Academy Award® for her portrayal of June Carter Cash in Walk the Line and was later nominated in that same category for Wild in 2014, which she also produced. Witherspoon also starred in beloved films Sweet Home Alabama, Legally Blonde, and Election, as well as award-winning television series’ “Big Little Lies,” “Little Fires Everywhere,” and “The Morning Show.” Other film credits include Disney’s A Wrinkle in Time, Universal Pictures’ animated musical comedy Sing and Sing 2. In addition to her acting and producer roles, Witherspoon is an author and entrepreneur. In 2016, she established Hello Sunshine, a media brand and content company dedicated to female authorship and storytelling across all platforms. Hello Sunshine is also home to Reese’s Book Club and Reese’s YA Book Club, which focuses on storytelling with women at the center. Witherspoon recently sold Hello Sunshine to Blackstone in September 2021. Now Hello Sunshine is the cornerstone of a larger media company called Candle Media. Witherspoon is an advocate and activist for women’s issues across the globe. TW: @ReeseW IG: @reesewitherspoon To learn more about listener data and our privacy practices visit: https://www.audacyinc.com/privacy-policy Learn more about your ad choices. Visit https://podcastchoices.com/adchoices

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friend of women everywhere. Reese Witherspoon. Is an award-winning actress, entrepreneur, producer and New York Times best-selling author, she won an Academy Award for her portrayal of June Carter Cash and walked the line, which is one of my all-time favorite movies. And later nominated in that same category for, you may have heard it, Wild. In 2014, which she also produced with her spoon also starred in beloved film Sweet Home Alabama. I know legally blonde. Get out of here with that. An election me as well as award winning television series Big Little Lies. Little fires everywhere. I know it's just. And the morning show. Come on. It's turned gay.

That's the moment of our life. And then I celebrated that moment on the couch like it was ours. Like we wrote it. Yes. Yes. And it was my first moment of GADAR. Remember I saw it coming before you. You did, actually. OK. In 2016, she established Hello Sunshine.

A media brand that has changed the world for sure. Big time. And Content Company dedicated to female authorship and storytelling across all platforms. I'm going to calm down. Hello Sunshine is also home to Reese's book club and Reese's YA book club, which focuses on storytelling with women at the center. Hello Sunshine is now the cornerstone of a larger media company called Candle Media.

Reese. Are you tired? Very. She's got you tired? Very. She's got to be very tired. I am. I am tired. I'm a little tired, but I love my job so much. I wake up every day, and I just get excited to talk about,

I mean, are you kidding me? I get to tell stories for a living. It's just a dream. But thank you for that lovely intro. I'm just, you know, sometimes you're just like working and you forget that you've done other things. And I'm like, oh, that's so nice. I know. And it's like not that you've just done things.

You've done incredible things. Like all of the things that we just talked about are like our favorite movies and our favorite experiences that we share with each other. It's just incredible, Toss. Yeah, and after doing all of those fantastic movies, it would have been certainly okay for you to be like, I've done what I'm gonna do for you.

Yeah, thanks Hollywood, bye. Oh, but then you changed the whole landscape for everybody, and we're gonna get into that. But before all of that, before you exploded the planet with your existence, you were born in March of 1976, you and I were born two days apart. Wow. I know. We're both areas. You may have seen it.

That is really something. We both got pregnant in our early 20s and got married. We both had more babies than got divorced and now we are both remarried with blended families and careers. So I want to start with this question. What do you see as the difference between 23 year old Reese and 46 year old Reese. Oh gosh, well, even when you just said that, I kind of brought tears to my eyes, thinking about when I was 22 and finding out I was pregnant and I remember reading love warrior and just feeling like, oh my god, I had all those feelings. I was so scared. I was so scared. Oh my God, I had all those feelings. I was so scared.

I was so scared. And like not knowing what to do and not knowing what it was gonna do to my career and I had people in my ear going, I don't know, I don't know what you're doing. And just having to make a decision or making choices when you're that young and you don't know who you are yet, you know?

I think back about it a lot. I think back about how I got through having a newborn, when I was 23 years old and my friends were partying and going clubs. And I was taking her to preschool and putting her in the car seat and pushing her around the grocery store. And just talking to her like, I talked to her all day and I read to the car seat and pushing her around the grocery store. And just talking to her like, I talked to her all day and I read to her all day and I sang to her all day. She was my little best friend.

But it was lonely. It was really hard and lonely. I was living in LA. I didn't have any girlfriends. I don't have a sister. My mom had a full-time job as a nurse. She couldn't leave her job in Nashville. And so I was just looking, searching for community. And I found it through this group of women at

like a mommy and me yoga class. And I clung to these women. I just clung to them. These women put their arms around me. They called me every week to see how I was doing. They called me late at night to see if the baby was sleeping. And I have to say like I think I've always felt great comfort in female friendship and female partnership because I couldn't I couldn't do it without the amazing women in my life. Amazing. Babe, what's the difference between your 23 year old self and your 46 year old self? self and your 46 year old self. I think that I believed in structure and institutions more than I do now. I was scared, shitless, too, race, and I was like, I have to get married. I have to get married, I have to find a church, I have to, like, I have to do like the structures to keep me safe. Even though looking back, I remember my ex has been saying,

I don't think we should get married. And I was like, prank collar, prank collar. We're just gonna barrel through. So anyway, I think the 46 year old believes in myself more than institutions in my 23 year old self was different. So those women in that yoga class that you clung to what a great word by the way, clung, because we're not supposed to be needy,

but we are all needy as shit. Yeah. So needy. We're all so needy, we're oozing with need. I, my cup of runnithover with need. I'm like a black hole of me. Yes. It just keeps sucking in. And mainly of like female friendship. I just need it for that one. Yeah. When we asked you if you would do this podcast,

you said yes right away. I said, what do you want to talk about? And you said, actually, my husband and I were just talking last night about how I want to talk more about female friendship. last night about how I want to talk more about female friendship. So tell us why that is so important to for you to talk about more in the world. I was talking to him about, first of all, it's so cute. We talk about y'all all the time. My husband, my son, and because we are obsessed with soccer, they watch soccer all day long. So mainly we talk about Abby. Yeah, I feel you. Same. And then they're like, mom, who's glad it? Abby's wife.

But oh my gosh, we were talking about Abby's stats in the card and my son and how important it was that that decision to equally distribute the money of the US Equally distribute the money of the US Socrates between the men and the women's teams and why is it matter? And so that we looked at your stats and your stats were like So cool, so I just told him I was like, oh, I'm going to talk to Abby and he was like, what are you guys gonna talk about? You know our feelings you say why is why I talk about that That's right That's what we do here first of, I say to my husband a lot,

I thank God that Glen and Doyle is in the world. I thank God that Cheryl Strait is in the world. Phyllis Millberg is in this world and I'll include Ampatchett and a whole other group of people who when I don't know where to turn, I look at your writing and your books and it just grounds me and makes me feel like I'm not alone. And that everything that I've been pushing forward towards, which is sometimes exhausting, you know, and it sounds like everybody you talked to, I was listening to your podcast with Bose, it's tiring to push a rock up a hill, you know, and have it roll back on you all the time. And then, but sometimes you get a gain and then you're like, we got a gain.

And then sometimes you get a loss and you're like, oh my god, am I going to push that rock again? Jesus. I can't. And I cry a lot. But I was telling my husband about something in love where they're really resonated with me and it changed the way I am a friend, which was you describe telling your story to different people and the different responses that they have. When is the fixer, when is the shovel, when is the comparer?

And it was like a light bulb for me that I can't remember which one I used to be, but I was definitely one of those people who was like, not this too sharp-ass, but I was like, well, I've got an incredible therapist. Or, you know, I was gonna say if I had to pick one, you could do a helper, you wanna help people, right? I do when I just think,

oh gosh, if I could just help, then everything would be better, but it really spoke to me that part of that book that was about actively listening as a friend, sitting in quiet understanding, sitting next to someone or hearing them or really seeing them is so much more valuable. I just never saw anybody describe it that way. And it was really a revelation to me. Well, it's exciting to me that I taught Reese something about friendship because what the pod squad needs to know is Reese is known as being a very good friend just in the world. I don't want to say a friend expert.

Like, I don't know if she'd teach a class about it. It's just that she, it feels to me like you have figured out how to maintain and show up over time and have friendship be a life giving force in your life over time. Like you've nailed that. I hope so. Yeah, we should call one of my friends real quick. We did. We've vetted you. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, you traveled too much. So I want to ask you, we use some questions about friendship, because at this is I'm 40, 46 now. And I'm trying to figure out friendship right now. You know, I got sober, became a mom, I didn't, I haven't explored or figured out the life giving force of friendship yet. And I'm not being myself up about it.

It's just a new frontier for me. You also fell in love and so that was like big for five years. Yeah, I'm slowly growing. But we know that that's not sustainable, that it can't just be us. Right. Like we actually need life giving force from others. That's right. I'd be like dear God, spread the wealth. We're both on it. Right. We actually need life giving force from others. That's right. I'll be like dear God. Spread

the wealth. We both aren't. Yes. Okay. So I'm going to ask you some questions, Reese. And I just want you to pretend like I'm an alien. You just landed on the planet. And you're trying to explain friendship because that is in fact what's happening right now. Okay. What is friendship? Reese. is in fact what's happening right now. Okay. What is friendship? Reese. Friendship is so much, but it's it's a it's a deposit and a withdrawal system. I think about that a lot. You can't take a withdrawal if you haven't made a deposit. That's really good. And I think about that a lot because, you know, I think people in my position and Yoss position, it's like, there's a lot of people want to withdraw. There is.

And people who have bright light or energy or caregivers or caretakers, they give, they give, they give, right? But you've got to make sure someone's putting a deposit into your friendship. And then every once in a while reevaluate, is this more withdrawal than deposit? Like where is the balance here? It's so good. I think that this is what we've figured out over the last many years, our search for more friendship, we want to feel like friends are helping us also learn more about and explore more about the world.

Right, and I think that we've had a couple of friends here that are doing that and it feels so wonderful now that we live in LA. It feels so wonderful. a person that you want to be a friend. Oh, is that interesting? Yeah. Because it's romantic love is different. It's like, oh, love, feel the butterflies, something's happening. Yeah. What's friendship butterflies? Yeah. Gosh, I feel like it's a very similar thing.

It is, right? I can look at a group of people and I just know the two or three people I'm supposed to get to know better. It doesn't mean that we're going to have this incredible connection, but I watched the way people interact with people, their use of language. I think it's really important to me because I'm a words person. Looking at that, are they here to withdraw or deposit or stay neutral? Oh, this is a funny funny story y'all. I

Trained for this movie where I played a NCAA championship softball player Don't laugh Nobody's laughing. I had this really great coach and she was like a 12-time NCAA champion coach and I thought well first of all NCAA champion coach. And I thought, well, first of all, anybody who's had coaching at that level, just the positivity that they put in these young athletes is incredible. I thought, if I'd had that when I was 22,

I wouldn't have to read the 100 self-help book. I read 100 self-help books when I was 22, 23. And she said something really smart about friendship. Her name is Coach Enquist, soon Enquist. Do you know Coach Enquist? Yeah, she's amazing. And she said, Reese, you're going to be three different kinds of people in life. A third of the people are going to lift you up.

They're going to believe in your dreams. They're going to encourage you. You're going to encourage them. And a third of the people are going to lift you up. They're gonna believe in your dreams, they're gonna encourage you, you're gonna encourage them. And a third of the people are gonna be totally neutral. They're just neutral. And you don't care about them, they don't care about you, no harm, no foul. And then the other third are gonna try and drag you down. Actively, whether they know it consciously, unconsciously,

they are here to pull people down. And they're going to try and pull you down. And she was like, avoid the bottom third. And I talked to this, like my kids about it all the time, about finding friendships that lift you up, see you, care about you, care about your children, care about your mom and your dad and your family, you know, try and bring and track to those time of people in your life.

And avoid those bottom third. Yeah. Because they're coming for you, man. They're coming for your light and your energy. Yes. Yeah, that's really good. I'm Jonathan M. Hevar. I'm a podcast producer and I'm someone who likes fancy things. But I grew up working class.

My parents were immigrants with factory jobs. And because of that, I think about class a lot. And I want to talk about it. That's what we're doing on my new podcast, Classy. And what did you all eat? You know, trailer food. I was like, girl, we're not doing that anymore. You'll hear from people who told me awkward, embarrassing, and strangely intimate things about what class means to them. She said, you know, for the house cleaner, I hide the tag on the $6 bread.

And I just thought, don't you think she knows that you're wealthy? You're hiding the tags from yourself. Classy, a new podcast from Pineapple Street Studios. Available now, wherever you get your podcasts. Available now, wherever you get your podcasts. Okay, so when you find somebody who's in that top third and you get the friendship butterflies, what do you do to make the first move? I have to be brave. And for me being brave is like just jumping. Like I imagine myself as a little kid jumping two feet in a cold pool.

And you know once you get in there, it's not as cold as you thought it was. That's right. I also think about other people like must be terrifying to have to stand alone in a room or I think, oh, I'm going to go say hi. Why not? That's the worst thing that could happen. Or be vulnerable. I will tell you when I had no friends in Los Angeles, I moved right after college. I stopped out of Stanford because I got this job and I moved in this apartment. I didn't know anybody was 19 years old. I had no friends and my mom came to visit me. I said, Mom, I have no friends.

And she's like, there's a girl across the hallway. I have to do it like Betty would have been. There's a girl across the hallway. And she looks, she's about to reach. And I think you should just go over there and you should just ask her if she wants to have some coffee. And I was like, really? Yeah.

So I knocked on her door. And I was like, really? Yeah, so I knocked on her door. Oh my God. And I was like, hi. And she goes, she goes, hi. So hi, I'm Reese. I'm 19. She goes, I'm 19 too. My name is Heather.

And I was like, I don't know anybody. I just stopped at a stand for her. Her body was so, she goes, I just stopped at a Berkeley. I was like, oh, I'm working. She's like, I'm working too. I was like, do you want to get coffee? She's my best friend. She's like, I'm working too. What was I? Do you want to get coffee? She's my best friend, for the day. No.

She's my very best friend on planet Earth. I saw you do this recently. I saw you. You do it. We were at, we were in a little thing together. And the woman who was writing the workshop said, pair up, find a partner. Like, people who say that,

I just wanna stick a fork in their eyeball. I just stood there for a second and re-swapped over to the person who was sitting by themselves and just grabbed her and said, I wanna be a partner. Just, I was like, yeah, of course she did. Okay, so you pretend like you're just jumping

in the freezing cold pool to get through that initial resistance. Okay, so you pretend like you're just jumping in the freezing cold pool to get through that initial resistance. Okay. Yeah. How do you have a my life is just like jumping into a freezing cold pool. Think about all the things that you have to do to just get to there and then get to there and get to there. It's like, I've done much scarier things than introduced myself. Yeah, that's good. That's good. That's good. Okay, how do you know that someone just want to be friends with you because you're famous?

I don't. You don't. That's so cool to say, Reese. Because that's a very non-co-dependent thing to say. That's like a, it's not my problem sort of thing. That's so good. Well, I hope I figure it out quickly, but like I do have a really good group of girlfriends

around who will say to me, hey, he just wants to be her friend because he's trying to, I don't know, write an article. It becomes pretty apparent, pretty quickly. Again, withdrawals, no deposit. Okay, that's how. Okay, that's good. And also, y'all, don't you feel like you have such limited time?

Friendship is like this very important thing, but you got to have friends who, first of all, be able to put them on your speed dial, they'd show up if your kid was sick. And then you have to be able to hang up the phone immediately and they don't get the feeling hurt. Right. Yes. I could go, click. Yes. Literally, when you call them three days later, you just start talking about whatever you were talking

about when you hung up the phone, right? We had a friend that they said, if we are literally driving to your house for dinner and you need to call and cancel, we won't ask questions, we'll turn our car around and go home. So that's the kind of friendship that, and I was like, well, this is wonderful. But you just say that to us.

You just give in Glennon a cancellation out every time. Reese, every time I make a plan with someone, and I'm getting better because I'm working on friendship, but I just feel like it's this game of chicken of who's gonna cancel first. And I'm trying to wait an hour. So the other person who can't so so I get the moral high ground of not cancelling but I still don't have to go. It's that sweet spot, you know. Maybe you just need friends to like who like to come to your house. Yeah. For sure. We do and that's what

they do. That's what they do. Okay, so what is needed to maintain a friendship race? Because Okay, so what is needed to maintain a friendship race? Because I used to think you just find someone you love and you're like, you're my person and that's it. And then you just don't ever talk again. What is your friendship maintenance plan? What's required? Oh gosh, I think my friends are gonna be like, what is she gonna say? Random check-ins, like not just your birthday, like random check-ins. Like you're on my mind,

what's going on? How are you, girl? Like that's my favorite kind of friend. That's good. And we don't, you have to see each other, we don't have to like, FaceTime and literally just a text. I like a voice memo too. I think making a lot of deposits, I keep saying this over and over again. It's really on my brain a lot. I think I'm in an evaluation place because during the pandemic I move, I think everybody re-evaluated every time during the pandemic, right? You re-evaluated your job, you re-evaluated your friendships, you re-evaluated every time during the pandemic, right? You re-evaluated your job. You re-evaluated your friendships. You re-evaluate your relationship.

Your relationship with your children. I got two dogs. Like, we got one of X-Trip. Yeah. So much behavior changed in such a short amount of time. You think about it. I moved and I've really been, I have to be honest, I didn't kind of looking for friends

in this new place I live and it's hard. It's really hard. Adulph relationship is hard. So I just try and tell myself to be patient. And then of course, my husband goes out and he has like a hundred people to hang out. He has like a standing Wednesday coffee and a Thursday night guys night. And I'm like, how did you do that? How did he do that? We should get him here. He's the best friend ever. Does it mean that like, I just wonder if the barometer for friendship and like the requirement for friendship for men might be just slightly lower? Lower. Actually, we're just going to like get together and watch a sports game or whatever.

Yeah, interesting. Not to belittle men here who are listening, but I actually think. We're looking for something that's like a magic match. More meaningful and more deep, I don't know. Or fun. We're all looking just, we get out of the house for a minute. Just wanna have some fun. Yes.

And then I run back to my house. It's a lot of pressure. Have you ever had to end a friendship? Because this is Reese, I feel like one of the things that's scary about friendship is like, for marriage, I know how to get divorced. Please don't say that. There's a pattern.

There's a structure for breakup. But there's no structure for breakup for friendship. And sometimes friendships do need to end if they become unhealthy or they're all withdrawn, no deposit. Have you ever had to break up with a friend and how did you do it? Well, I've had to break up with friends and I, in full candor, I've handled it really poorly and I think I've handled it really well. So it's usually probably my age. I was terrible at it when I was in my 20s, even my birdies, just I kind of drift away because I'm busy.

You know, I'm dizzy a lot, right? But that's not fair. You know, I think it's not fair. It's important to be clear with very clear and succinct and without putting any sort of spin or shame on it. And I think I have to have boundaries, I guess. You have to have boundaries, right? Yeah, and like in your 20s or like, whatever, I don't have any boundaries in your 30s or like, ooh, I'm learning what boundaries are.

And then like in your 40s, you start, I think actually establishing, you're like, ooh, I'm learning what boundaries are. And then like in your 40s, you start, I think, actually establishing, especially with friendship, because we don't have any time, you know, like you've got kids, you've got your jobs. When I want to get with my friends, that is a slice of like special time. And the clarity is a beautiful thing. Just the not drifting and being clear,

with people is a gift you can give them because it causes discomfort on your part in the moment But less pain probably on the other part in the long run. Yeah, the slow fade is is torturous Yeah, it's not cool and I have to be honest. I don't feel good about some of the friendships that I You know in my 20s I drifted away from because I didn't know how to have the conversation Yeah, I just didn't know how to do it. Yeah. I want to switch gears.

I think that you and I and Glennon too, but I think that in the sports world and in Hollywood, there's the old boys club. And you've experienced it and you've somehow not only survived it, but you've been able to thrive. How did you experience the old boys club, first of all, in Hollywood? Yeah, what's it like? Um, good times. Well, I started when I was 14, so I was just felt so lucky to get a shot, you know.

When you have a dream and then you get a chance, you'll do anything. Like, I would do anything to have that shot at a movie. I would stay up all night. Whatever they said, work all night. You know, don't sleep or come in the next day, three hours later, and I would do anything because it was my dream to be an actor and a storyteller. To that end, I think I endured some stuff that really wasn't appropriate. I know wasn't appropriate. And as a kid, I didn't fully understand because the grown-ups in charge told me it was okay. Now that I'm older and I look back on it, I think God, I was part of a system that had no rules.

And still a lot of entertainment industry. It hasn't had a lot of rules. There's some really loose stuff going on. And I think what I did with that and those memories, because they kind of came up for me around 2017 like really strongly around all the cases that came out. And I don't even wanna say these people's names because they don't even want to say these people's names, because they don't deserve us to say their names.

But who views women in my industry? And I got so charged by it. And I think I'd already started Hello Sunshine. So it's somewhere underneath, I was already like, I have to leave this business a better place than the way I found it. Because I don't want the next young Reese to have to go through what I went through.

I want her to feel safe. Just because she wants to be an actress doesn't mean she deserves to be treated poorly, talk down to, sublimated, paid less, and end told that she doesn't matter, and to shut up, shut up and be quiet. It was a lot of what we were told. During 2017, when TimesApp started, I actually started sitting in circles with women who had done what I frequently were the only woman on set, especially for a lot of us who came up in the 90s. I was the only girl on set a lot of the time and a little girl too. I'd have a caregiver or a fit, you know, rehearsals and things would happen and I got to sit with other women had similar experiences and it was such a healing moment for me to know that like all of them had

felt that way. All of them had been treated that way. And collectively, we weren't going to do it anymore. We were going to stand up for people and we were going to lock arms with each other. And we were going to protect women in our industry and other industries. And that was a really meaningful time for me. 2017, when we all went to the Golden Globes and we're black. Yeah. Because we know the majority of the money that's made off of the red carpet photos is off

of the women and their dresses and their clothes. It was a sign of solidarity, it was a sign of understanding, and it was also just the sign that we were all talking to each other. That's right. The siloing was over. There's nowhere to hide anymore. And I've had girls call me and say, I need to talk to you about something that happened

over here on this side. I need to just call this person that person. And we do it. And I want to say, I do want to say something. There were incredible male allies. They didn't come forward. They didn't make it about them. They didn't put a badge on themselves.

They just did really, really impactful things behind the scenes and I will be forever grateful. That's so good to hear. Yeah. And what you just said, Reese at the beginning of this answer for me actually changed my life and I have to like just point it out is I've carried a lot of shame with me in terms of my alignment at times with the good old boys club because that was part of survival in the late 90s early 2000s. And I've carried some shame with me and you said it was your dream and you would do anything to follow your dream and achieve your dream. And that is what I was doing. And I've been holding myself with this kind of shame around me feeling like, oh, I was misaligned. So I just want to thank you for that. That was really healing for me. That's the ugliness of it. It's they know that these people have dreams. And they leverage it. Yep.

Well, also, someone's bad behavior doesn't yet to steal your dream. Yeah. When bad system doesn't get to stop you from becoming Abby Womback, you don't get to stop me. You don't get to make the rules of my life. That's right. And if I have to quietly work inside a system that

does not make room for me to be a leader, like there was room for me to be a white, blonde lady in a movie. But was there room for me to be a leader. Like there was room for me to be a white blonde lady in a movie. But was there room for me to be a leader? I wouldn't say when I started. No. And then to step into a little more power, a little more, I have trouble with the word power, but a little more responsibility, a little more leadership,

the ability to control my own material, to give thoughtful filmmakers and, you know, writers an opportunity to tell their story in their own words. You can't take that from me. Just because your system doesn't allow it, I'll make it happen. I mean, I feel lucky that in this lifetime, I honestly, I can't believe it happened something that I pinched myself like I make someone cry. Like when we sold Hillsonshine, I just sobbed.

Y'all, I just sobbed and sobbed. Because it wasn't about the money, it wasn't, I didn't need that, right? For me, it was like, women matter. Yes. And women's stories matter. And that's my life mission, right? It's not about me and I don't need an award or a thing. I mean, they're all very nice. I really appreciate

But what my life work is when my life Purpose lined up with my work and suddenly I was doing This work that changed other women's lives and I got calls that were like I could afford a house for the first time in my life and my my kids going to college I have economic stability because you picked my book club book that's the stuff y'all where I pinch myself and I think I am so lucky and this earth to be able to take what I was given and then just move it over there, right? Yeah, I mean, luck is one thing. You're also a business mogul. Like you're just like such a badass

and you are a leader in not just Hollywood but the business world. It's amazing. Well, thank you, honey. I've seen people's lives actually, like I've gotten texts from people with pictures of their home. Their keys to their home. That they got because of your book club. Like I've actually seen from people with pictures of their home.

Their keys to their home. That they got because of your book club. Like I've actually seen that in real life happen. For the Pad Squad, it's such a different thing to be an actor, which is an incredible thing, but you're still someone else is producing it, someone else is controlling the story, someone else is doing the whole thing. And then to say, no, no, I want to be part of the creation of that. How, Reese, how does, because we have the way that that Boys Club works when it's overt abuse and then the unsilving of women, which I think it's so cool.

It's just like your mommy and me yoga class. It's like you're alone and then friendship. I'm starting to understand why friendship has been so important to you. How does it manifest when now you're at the table? Because that's different. When you are trying to be now one of the power players, because I actually love the word power. I think when people like you get power, it's a very good thing. How does it manifest in your life now? That's such a good question. I sit sometimes in this board meeting, those tables, and I watch the way people behave. I think in my 20s, I would have tried to emulate their behavior, but now I bring myself to it.

And I think there's a reason I'm there. I was uniquely chosen to be there at this moment in time and that my perspective as a woman, as a mom, as a consumer of media matters. The way I watch my teenagers and what they're interested in versus what a boardroomful of people think is important, women just inherently have this incredible knowledge base, right? But we are not, we're not empowered to use it in the right way. We're certainly not chosen to be on boards and to run companies. And if we are, the glare of the spotlight is so harsh and so difficult for female CEOs and women in the sea suite, It's tough, but I think I'm

going to show up with my whole self and hopefully create value for everybody here, but also creates space for more women to sit in these seats. And do it as you. But it's not what I thought I'd be doing. I'd never thought I'd be doing this. I think we're up in the corporate world. I don't... Actur, we're lies. But I've been in a business for 30 years and I've watched what works.

I know what stories work. I can read a book and I can tell you that's a good movie. That's not gonna be a movie. And I can tell you exactly which studios will buy it and who's not interested. And I can say, okay, that's gonna be a TV show, that's a movie, but that's a podcast. I just know from copious amounts of reading and understanding and analyzing the business,

I don't think I felt empowered until I met my husband and he said, and I was so frustrated about women not having better parts and better scripts. And he's like, baby, read more than anybody I know. Literally, you tear through books. Why don't you just buy some of them and start developing them? And I was like, I guess I can't. And I said, should I do it with a studio?

He was like, no, self-fund yourself. Like, he just gave me incredible amounts of support, but also business acumen. How have the time I say stuff that he says? I'm sure everybody's the boy who's the two. I might do that too, yeah. But I can see it between y'all too. I mean, even when I add the wolf pack speech,

I was like, oh, stuff in there, it feels like glen in, but then that's so addy. And I love that speech. The metaphors in it are so beautiful. And I think great partnership is about what you pull from each other, what you love about your person, what they see and you don't see in yourself. And I'm telling you, he is my number one family.

He's like, you'll go get him, babe. That is okay. I'm just kidding. When you talk about, I didn't know I would be doing this. But I'm thinking about your mom. And when you were little, and you had anxiety, when you were little. And I read somewhere that your mom, your mom's a nurse.

She, back then, I know, because we were going through mental health stuff at the same time, probably as teenagers, that mental health was so stigmatized back then. But your mom said, no, no, no, we don't ignore this. We go at things. We go at things. So that's in your blood going at things, right? Yeah. Would you say that? What are you going at right now? Hmm. Oh, the whole fucking world. No, I haven't really told anybody that,

but I made a pact with myself not to film anything for nine months. And that's really hard for me. And I know that sounds like, oh, nine months, that's really hard for me. I have a very busy brain. I like to have that sense of accomplishment. I like to be on set.

My girlfriend goes, I really like it when sense of accomplishment. I like to be on set. My girlfriend goes, I really like it when you're not doing acting and filming. I was like, but I love it. She was like, no, I know you like to do what you do. But it has been a challenge for me. But I like it was a challenge where I wanted to get quiet and you can't find your next steps forward when you're racing around and making yourself busy and not giving your spouse space to think about who am I? What do I want next? What is the next chapter of my life? Look like. It's huge, you know? I feel like I have time and space to do it and a lot of times when I feel uncomfortable, I just gotta work.

Yes. I'm not gonna not do that. I'm not gonna not do that. When I was transitioning from soccer to this life, a friend said, think of it like going and watching a trapeze person. They're swinging from rung to rung. And where you are right now is you're kind of just holding on to each rung,

because I was really struggling to let go of my past, and I was really scared to step into a future, and unknown. She said, you're just holding on to each rung. She said, but why do people go and watch trapeze artists do their thing? She said, it's to see what happens in the middle, because that's where the magic is. And I was like oh shit. So I let go both rungs and I was like okay. And then I was like hi I'm Glenin. Yeah. Um, but didn't you put your arms up in there? Yes I did. I did. I did. I love it.

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I love it. a lot to deal with. Do you feel that? Do you feel that a lot? And it's like too muchness because I have a theory that everybody either thinks they're not enough or too much. Nobody, I've never met a woman who's like, yes, I believe I am the correct amount. What the hell is that? I don't know. I kind of am.

I think I'm too much. Too much. You're too much. Too much for people to deal with. Well, I have been. I think that I'm the right amount. Oh my God, of course you're too much. Too much for people to do. Yeah. Well, I have been. I think that I'm the right amount. Oh my God. Of course you're the one.

I feel like I feel like I've come into a sense of maturity. When I was playing soccer, I was too much. Okay. But now that I stopped interrupting people so much, I'm feeling like I'm better. Well, I want to be clear. I don't think women or any women are actually too much and not enough. That's right. That's the structure we're given. Exactly. Please say that again. Yeah. No are actually too much and not enough. That's right. I just think that's the structure we're getting.

Exactly. Please say that again. Yeah. No woman is too much or not enough. Why? Are we told that? That was untamed for me. It was this unlocking of all of the constructs that don't hold

water for me anymore. This idea of the perfect woman or the perfect, showing up in society with everything that is weighing down on us, it's just crushing. You understand why women are burned out and tired and don't feel appreciated. Because we're always told we're not enough. I think we're always told we're not enough or sit down and shut up. That's right. That's right. It's very convenient to decide that everyone is one or the other. But Abby, let me ask you this. You never get in a conversation with somebody.

You have like a heated argument with somebody or a really passionate and you never sleep away going, I wish I hadn't said all that. I don't have post mortem remorse about conversations. And what do I have? It's all I have. We actually talk about this a lot. I'm already thinking right now about the things during the sour, I wish I didn't say. Like that's all I do.

Yeah. But I think part of this has to do with, I have gotten male privilege because of the way I present through my life and because of sports. So I have a sense of male privilege that maybe you both because of the way you present and the way that you've been received in the world. It just might be slightly different. So that's interesting. Yeah, I think that that's kind of interesting. I think that that's kind of interesting. I think that that's kind of interesting. I think that that's kind of interesting.

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are very feminine. So do you reach with their spoon relate to Elwood's plight? Yeah, I think the reason, I think there's a million reasons why she resonates with people, right? Her drive, her ambition, her determination, you know, beyond what people thought of her. But I don't think there's a person on earth who hasn't felt underestimated. It was really important to me as we were building that story that we have this scene with her mom and dad where her dad says, honey, you can't go to law school, that's boring people. Boring ugly people. And then her boyfriend, Dumser, and says, what are you doing here?

You don't belong here. Everyone has felt that need to prove yourself, to value yourself. I still think about that movie and how it kind of stands alone in a genre. Yes, it does. I can't. And it's odd. It's really odd, right, that there haven't been more films about a woman with ambition accomplishing something. Then I look at Tracy Flick, which is the other side of that.

Exactly. Exactly. And she's reviled for being ambitious, right? One is perceived as stupid and one is perceived as a shrew or overly ambitious. But it's interesting. There's a whole spectrum of female behavior that we haven't seen on film, really, because women aren't telling the stories. I don't know. I really love Elle Woods for what she brings to people.

Can I tell you one funny story? So, I got, so I was, I got divorced. I was about 31 or 32. I was in that weird state after my divorce where I was like floating, you know, like, who am I, where am I? I know it. I had two little kids and I was like, oh, what am I doing? And I got called for jury duty.

God, and not this enough. And not this enough. I go to jury duty, I'm thinking, they're not gonna pick me. Like, why would they pick me? Goes to the first day and they ask me all these questions. They're like, no, sure. Number 11, sit back down.

You need to stay. You're like, stay. Okay. And then I'm like, okay. And then I'm like on the phone crying in my girlfriend and they're like, sure. Number 11, you've been selected for the jury. Oh my God. It was a five day trial.

No. I was there every day from eight o'clock to three o'clock. No, like a little break at lunch with all my fellow jurors. And we went on the last day into deliberations to decide whether or not this woman was guilty of this crime. And they said, well, we have to pick a foreman for the jury. Of course. And literally all of them turned and pointed at me and said, you're going to pick a foreman for the jury. And literally all of them turned and pointed at me

and said, you're gonna be the foreman. And I said, me? Why am I gonna be the foreman? And they said, because you're a lawyer. No. No. I knew this. I knew exactly where this is going.

No. Ow, it's just in the room. Ow, it's just up in the jury. My God. But let me tell you something. It made me think, if you could call for jury duty you better show up because if anyone of us is on trial you want nice thoughtful people. That's right. Because people did not understand the law and I

only knew enough about the law for being out what. You don out of this like, no, no, no, no. You don't get to say guilty or innocent. You have to say if the lawyer proved it or not, you don't get to say, because of what it was. She looks guilty. No. That's not how this works. Well, that's my favorite story of the entire year.

That's amazing. And also Reese, that it's so important to have stories on TV. Because those people in that jury saw you as a leader because they had seen you as a leader on television. We don't even- Even if they were wrong in some way. Just the images of women in power.

They're like, El can do it. What? Like it's hard? Jerry Judy? Yeah. Oh my gosh. Guys, I'm not even kidding how many letters I get from girls to say I went to law school because of you in other countries. I went to this thing in Washington, D.C.

and it was 200 female judges from around the world. And we were all speaking in front of them. It was so moving and emotional that I gave a speech and they were clapping so much and these girls came over and they were from China. These 10 girls and they said, we went to law school because of you. That's amazing the power of media and thumb. That's right.

Every time I get tired, I think when people say, oh, you're so busy, you're so busy. We're making up for thousands of laws. That's right. Stories. Years and years of our story is not being told. Oh, you're so busy, you're so busy. We're making up for thousands of lost stories, years and years of our stories not being told. So good. When I look at my friend, Ava De Verne, or Mendy Kaling, or Tracee Ellis Ross, or Kerry Washington, and we are working our tails off.

Just to get these stories on film, because we're maybe for lost time and lost stories. And I think it's going to be amazing to see what the next generation feels inspired. Because there's been a lot of paths cut just in this past 10 years. And the way you tell the stories, because I think when I'm thinking about Elle and her rise to power, one of the most important parts of that story was her female friends in that story. I mean, like you and Selma Blair, who were supposed to hate each other and then came together, or, you know, I'm taking the dog like all the friendships. We say that once a week.

Somebody comes into the kitchen, picks up honey and goes, I'm taking the dog. How much do we love Jennifer? She's a family faith for sure. You've got these months. We're gonna sit with yourself. Yes. It's so wise. Because if we don't get into the quiet, we don't get into creative mode. We're just in reactive mode. Right? Yeah. Uncomfortable. What are you gonna do? We always have an extra thing. So in these last couple minutes that we have together,

what do you do during your downtime that is nourishing for you? Because I love your friend that said she doesn't love you acting, because that means she loves you for you. Right? So sweet. So sweet.

So like, what is nourishing and life giving for Reese Not like work Reese and do you like like this time? Or you hate it like what what's going on in inside? Depends on the day Sometimes I'm really bored It's okay. I haven't been bored in a long time But one thing that has just given me pure joy and energy is I paint with my mom on Tuesday mornings.

She has this little group of, they're between 75 and 80 years old, there's five of them and we do watercolors. And for three hours, no one looks at their phone. They literally just eat cookies, have coffee and do watercolors. And it's a delight. Wow.

I love that. I love your mom. Just freaking love you. I love you and your mom. So I mean, she's the love of my life. That's what White Eye did while that was like all about her mother being the love of her life. And my mother is just the greatest love.

Oh, God, with that, we swore there soon. Thank you for being even more you behind the scenes than you are in front of the scenes. You're just, you're just a love bug. And thanks for being out there doing the hard things. Thanks for telling women stories. Thanks for caring. Go be with your family.

We just, we're grateful for you. I love you guys. Thank you for saying that. And I love you guys so much. Honestly, every time I see you, I just have joy, burst in my face. Just allow me to hug you. Same with us.

Thank you. Thank you for making me feel brave and seeing. Thank you for paving a certain path that will last for hundreds of years forever. You are making women's life not just in Hollywood, but women's life in production, in business, in private equity, the deal that you were able to like come to with Hello Sunshine is life changing for women in every industry because they can see that it's possible.

Presidents setting. Reese, you are a friend, you are inspiration. We love you. And thank you for being with us today. And the rest of you, don't forget this week when life gets hard. Reese says we can do hard things. Okay, we'll catch you back here soon. Bye. We can do hard things, is produced in partnership with Cadence 13 Studios. Be sure to rate,

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