We Can Do Hard Things with Glennon Doyle - The Power of Rethinking Everything with Dr. Yaba Blay
Episode Date: March 17, 20221. Why the construct of beauty is oppressive, but the essence of beauty is freedom. 2. What living with integrity looks like. 3. Why Dr. Blay doesn’t need any more allies—and what she really wan...ts from an accomplice. 4. How “Karens” have been around for centuries—and the direct line from “Miss Anne to Karen.” 5. Dr. Blay’s greatest hope for her granddaughters—even if she doesn’t like it. To learn more about listener data and our privacy practices visit: https://www.audacyinc.com/privacy-policy Learn more about your ad choices. Visit https://podcastchoices.com/adchoices
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To We Can Do Hard Things.
It's a good day.
One of my favorite days I'm very excited.
She's very excited.
We're all very excited.
I'm already sweating from excitement.
Sissy, I know you've been real excited for this day.
Yeah, very much so.
Yeah, because I have had a secret friend that you don't know.
All right, I know.
But I do. Well, you know, she just doesn't know that I'm, but I do.
She just doesn't know that I'm her friend.
Yes.
Because I have watched everything that she's ever done
and read everything she's ever done.
But so I have a friend.
Yeah.
She just doesn't have the same friend in me.
Yeah.
It's a one-sided friendship.
But today we're going to make it two-sided
because today one of our favorite humans on this planet Earth is here.
And it is a great honor of years to meet her.
Okay.
Dr.
Yaba Blay.
Yeah.
Is an author, producer, scholar and consultant born and raised in New Orleans
to Ghanaian parents.
Dr.
Blay earned two masters degrees
and then a PhD in African American studies.
Her first book, One Drop, I love that book,
Shifting the Lens on Race,
challenges narrow perceptions of blackness
as both in identity and lived reality
to understand the diversity of what it means
to be black in the US and around the world.
Dr. Blay was named one of today's leading Black voices
by the Route 100 and Essence Magazine's Woke 100.
She has launched several incredible viral campaigns,
including Hashtag Professional Black Girl,
her multi-platform digital community.
She is brilliant, beautiful, and a fiery,
Sagittarius and one of the wisest, most beloved people in my life.
Welcome, Dr. Yabable.
Yeah, I feel like there should be applause.
That's good. I just did.
That's just me.
I always squirm when people read my bio.
I'm like, all right, they can read it online.
Let's get to it.
But thank you. people read my bio, I'm like, all right, they can read it online. Let's get to it.
But thank you.
Tell us about what is most important to you
about your work in the world.
Much of your work as an academic and a cultural critic
is about beauty.
How do you describe this passion of yours
that you study and teach about so beautifully?
yours that you study and teach about so beautifully.
Well, I would say it's about beauty.
Beauty feels like one of the things that falls under the broader umbrella. I would say a lot of it has to do with like identity in general, like our relationship to ourselves, our relationship to
other people, our relationship to the world and thinking
about the systems, particularly white supremacy, patriarchy, capitalism, and how they intersect
to impact those identities, right?
Beauty is definitely a huge part of my work, you know.
I would say it is something I've been personally invested in again because I think of my own identity growing up
first-generation
Ghanaian American in New Orleans always having a question about you know not only my identity, but my value
in comparison to
Other folks and beauty is one of those measures. I think of value that is largely comparative and oppressive in a lot of ways. What's important to me about my work
in general is that we think critically about everything that we take
nothing for granted and always be open to seeing things differently. Like that's
one thing that I'm excited about every single day
when I read new work, when I interact with new people
that someone gives me a new perspective
or challenges me to think differently about something
I've already thought about.
Like, that's exciting to me.
And I think for me, that is, that's what learning is.
And I think I'm a lifelong learner.
I enjoy learning new things.
And sometimes new things isn't like brand new facts that you've never heard before.
It's just rethinking something or looking at something differently or looking through
a new set of lenses is something you may have already thought.
You know, I enjoy those moments.
Like, I thought I'd do something. And
then somebody challenges me to look at it differently. It's like, what else don't I
know? You know, and it makes me want to now then go look into something else. And I thought
I knew, you know, so all of that to say, I'm big into critical thinking.
What a beautiful perspective. I mean, so many people feel the opposite. They don't like the disequilibrium of the new thing that makes you rethink everything.
And what a beautiful way to live that that's the goal.
I know.
The disequilibrium.
So, Yaba, you just talked about growing up in New Orleans and you said that compare,
you said beauty was oppressive there because of the comparing.
Can you talk a little bit more about specifically what was oppressive?
I mean beauty itself is no matter who we are or where we are.
The construct of beauty is oppressive, I think, particularly for women.
It is oppressive as is in my lived experience.
For those of you who don't know and can't see me,
I'm black.
And in the realm of blackness,
I would be described as very dark skin, right?
And so in New Orleans,
New Orleans is a magical place with a unique history.
It's a port city.
And so there's always been movement of folks from different places in Europe, different places in Africa because of the history of enslavement. And so many cultures, you know, coming together to create a unique culture.
But within that space, within what we will call the black community. Historically, colorism is a huge
experience to the degree that folks value, black folks value oftentimes has been
measured based upon our proximity or lack thereof to whiteness. And I'm trying
to simplify this as best I can because of course this is a whole dissertation in and of itself, right?
But when we think about colorism,
we're thinking about a system of high-archical perceptions
of value based upon our proximity to whiteness.
So if you imagine a hierarchy with whiteness
at the top and blackness at the bottom,
there's a range of colors in between.
And so literally looking at bodies,
I mean, just take it back even to the historical moment
of an auction block.
This idea that you should be able to know something
about a person's value based upon what their body communicates.
Right?
And in that context, the darker your skin was,
the assumption was that's fresh you know, fresh off the boat.
Closer to Africa and therefore, closer to whatever characterizations of an African body there were at the time.
Closer to barbaric, uncivilized. I can work you to death, right? And so oftentimes the highest, the
bodies that that that garnered the highest prices were the darkest because of how you could
work them, particularly male bodies. So there's a particular masculinization of dark skin for that
reason. There's a feminization of light skin for the opposite reason. Like, what does it
mean to be feminine in the demure, right? White, fragile, white lily. And so the lighter a woman's
skin is then the more delicate she is seeing, the more feminine she is seeing, the more beautiful
she is seeing. So that's the truncated context to understand my lived
experience of colorism in a place where communities were structured and built
around folks proximity to whiteness. So you know there's a group of folks there
self-identify as Creole, Jean de Coulure, historically lots of them creating community, lots of folks who
escape the revolution in Haiti, right? Also not just white folks owning
Africans, but light skin folks, mixed race folks owning Africans as well. But in
any case creating a community in New Orleans, somehow distinct from those
other dark Africans, right? And so in a lot of ways, the skin color was an attempt to communicate
more humanness in their proximity to whiteness. As a dark skin girl, I was very clear that I was
dark skin, not because I was very clear that I was dark skin.
Not because I was looking in the mirror, but because folks were constantly telling me,
you're so black, you're so black, you're so black.
And what's interesting, you know, in Ghana, I'm not the darkest color, right?
My father is much darker than I am.
My sister is darker than I am.
There are lots of people in creation that are darker than I am,
but I wouldn't have known it.
I was the blackest thing alive in New Orleans,
comparatively compared to other folks who were also black.
And so it was a constant point of reference,
a constant point of reference, my skin color.
Like if I knew nothing else,
I knew I was dark skin before I knew anything else about myself. I was dark skin
because it was always a a measure. I think of my value, you know, and in so knowing that I was dark
skin, I also knew that I wasn't beautiful. The potential didn't even exist for me to be beautiful,
right? And again, not just in the New Orleans context, but then if I'm looking to the media to give me some insight into the rest of the world, the rest of the country even when you me, but I also knew that it wasn't right because I also had the
I was gonna say balance, but it wasn't necessarily balance
I had my lived experience in New Orleans in America, but then I had my lived experience in my Ghani and community
And I would say not just Ghani and I would say
non-American because my parents
You know, they were in community with so many
African folks not just GhaniIN but Nigerian and South African. Like I grew up in a very diasporic community outside
of, you know, my experiences with folks who were New Orleans, you know, African American.
So in that global, there I say, or that African dias diaspora community. Again, I wasn't the darkest thing.
And I saw lots of all my aunties are beautiful as far as I was concerned. You know, so I didn't
have that same experience of folks pointing things out to me as much as I felt at home.
And normal. So I knew whatever I was experiencing, you know, in the outside world, wasn't quote unquote right.
Ah, something was off.
And so I'd always just been curious about what that was about, you know, where do we get
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Okay, so you mentioned to me a one point
Malcolm X gave a speech at the funeral of Ronald Stokes that you referenced
And in it he asked who taught you to hate yourself
Can you talk about that in the idea of compulsory self-love and what that means to you.
I have an image of that speech, particularly because, and again, Malcolm X, he's on a list of folks
I admire for certain, but as I think critically, right, about a lot of what he talked about.
It's so interesting. That speech he talks about, you know, who taught
you to hate the texture of your hair, to the extent that you straighten it, who taught you to hate the
color of your skin, to the extent that you bleach it, who taught you to hate the shape of your nose,
he's asking all of these questions on the one hand, the average person listening might hear it as he's
talking to all black people in this audience.
There's something in me that knows that it was very gendered. You were talking to women.
And what's so interesting when you watch a clip of that, the camera pans to that front row,
and it's like at least three black girls sitting there, and one of them is sitting there,
she's looking like she is so over it, like her hair is straightened. But you can see in her face, I don't want to call it shame, but it's something.
It's like she's being made to feel shame.
Because you're talking to me, my hair is straightened, right?
As I sit here.
And so what Malcolm is responding to, because he says, you know, before you start asking
if minister Elijah Muhammad teaches hate, you know, ask who taught you to hate yourself. He's essentially responding to the idea that the nation of Islam
in its pro-blackness and black centeredness is somehow anti-white, which is historically,
anytime there have been pro-black movements, folks have called them anti-white because we know
that pro-white movements have always been anti-black,
and so he's defending the nation of Islam as he says that. But even with the best of intentions and so doing, I'm thinking of that girl sitting in the front row with her hair straightened,
who is automatically being made to feel shame for, and I'm hesitant, but I'm going to say it this way
for, and I'm hesitant, but I'm going to say it this way, for taking that option, for making that choice, right?
To straighten her hair.
We can also argue that she doesn't have a choice.
That's another conversation in a world that positions your value, you know, in your ability
to approximate whiteness.
But we spend, and by we, I'm saying us,
and I'm also talking to brother Malcolm,
we're matter at the individuals
and we are at the institution.
You're talking to black folks about the options
that they have taken,
and we're not thinking critically
about the fact that those options exist.
Right, so I think about my work on skin bleaching.
He referenced skin bleaching. My dissertation is on skin bleaching in Ghana because my maternal
aunt, I came to find out later. She died in her 50s. So I learned that my aunt bleached her skin
for most of her adult life and that skin bleaching was
a way of life for so many not just gone in women but women quote unquote of color all over
the world and it's causing all kinds of cancers, all kinds of just illness that we don't
quote unquote naturally experience.
All of that to say I do suspect that my aunt died because of her long-term use of skin bleaching agents.
I'm saying all that to say. When I then looked at the research around skin bleaching,
the products, what I learned, is that the large majority of these products are manufactured in
Europe. And they are manufactured in Europe where those products are banned from use.
and they are manufactured in Europe where those products are banned from use.
So they are manufactured in Europe specifically to be dumped in the so-called Third World because of the market there. So you value European bodies and you say,
y'all can't use this, it's bad for you, it'll kill you. But we're going to have a whole factory
system here to make these products and dump them in the so-called third world
Why are we now on BBC?
Online all these articles and beauty magazines. Oh my god
Can you believe what these African women are doing to themselves?
Look at these pictures. Why would they do this to themselves? They're just bleaching. They're just killing no god damn it
Can we look at these factories in Europe that are making these products and dumping them in Africa?
For these women to now buy the product. You see what I'm saying? So we spend so much time
focused on the quote unquote choices that women specifically make in the name of beauty and not looking at the institutions that make these options for women in the first place.
Damn.
Damn.
Yes.
Dr. Yabba-Bla.
I would love for you to talk to us about the idea of careens.
Okay?
I cannot wait for this.
I just want to first before we go here, I want to apologize to my girlfriend Karen Good
Marable who is very upset that we are continuing having this conversation about Karen's because
there are black Karen's in the world.
I'm sorry, sister, that you have to suffer for all of the ways that we talk about Karen's
and Karen has now been racialized as white.
Please take one for the team before good cause.
We love you still.
Yeah, but thank you for doing that because I always do feel bad for Karen's when I say
that, but we had it.
We got a reference it.
Karen Waldron, I'm sorry to you if you're listening Karen Samuel's, you're good person.
Okay.
But and yet here we are.
And still. Okay, but and yet here we are. And still. Okay. So you have talked to us to
Abby and I so incredibly about the the path from Miss Ann to Karen. Okay, and about how
this is not in any way a new phenomenon. So can you chat to us about that? Well, Miss Ann is also another
curvature, I would say, in the same way that we're
currently making Karen a curvature, but Miss Ann is the
reference to the women during the period of enslavement,
plantation life. So we talk about quote unquote,
Massa, his wife is going to be Miss Ann.
Massa and Miss Ann. And so when I talk about this trajectory,
this historical trajectory from Miss Ann to Karen, when I'm
hoping to get folks to dig into and to understand is that this
is not a new phenomenon, right? This idea that white women are
going to somehow attempt to gain access
to power. And again, power in as much as they see it exemplified by white men, which
in and of itself is problematic. So if I'm not on equal planes with white men and they behave a particular way, how can
I now perform my power, right?
I may not have the power that white men have, but I'm absolutely having more power than
these enslaved folks over here.
So what we find is that white men aren't moved by us in the sense that we're not a real threat
to you if you have solidified your identity around power. So you don't have to perform in a particular
way to perform your power in our presence. Not to say that they're chilling because they're also very
you know, diabolical too. But Miss Ann has something to prove
Right, and so what we find in
Plantation history We're so busy looking at massive. We're so busy looking at white men right as the face of this violence
And we overlook the fact that the women were as violent and sometimes more violent because they had something to prove.
And I talked to, I talked with y'all about this. One of our conversations we had, I was running my mouth.
And I referenced, what's the movie now? I'm going to forget the name of the movie.
12 years of slave. 12 years of slave.
And there's a scene. And if you watch the the movie you know that the enslaver of that
plantation was consistently raping Lupitas character which we see across history, across plantations
and his wife knew it as did so many white women right you? You know it, because if you have a plantation,
let's say you have 15 to 20 folks enslaved, right?
And then one of the women gets pregnant
and then nine, 10 months later,
here comes a child that is clearly mixed race.
Who's the daddy?
Right? And what you're going to do as a woman
who depends upon a man for your very livelihood,
you're going to confront your husband? You're going to ask questions. You have a, you
don't have a nickel in this dime, says, so you eat it. And so now your mad at your husband,
you can't do anything about it. So who do you take that anchor out on? You take it out on her, you likely
take it out on her children. So the scene in this movie where you know they've called the enslaved
Africans into the room to dance and to entertain the folks. And the white woman we're calling her
Miss Anne, she can see her husband lusting after Lupita. He's just sitting back looking at
and she can see it. So you know what she does? She just looks at him.
She looks at her.
She walks over and she picks up this heavy glass decanter
and she bashes Lupita in the face with it.
And then she turns and looks at her husband.
He can't do anything about it.
Lupita can't do anything about it.
And in that moment, perhaps she feels powerful,
perhaps she's proven something who knows.
But all of that to say,
we have to stop
retelling history, rethinking history, reimagining history,
and white women's relationship to it, right? Because we tend to to
put all of that violence on white men. And again, it's not to absolve them of it.
They are absolutely all up in it,
but white women y'all are in it too.
And so this history, this trajectory,
this line that I'm drawing from Miss Anne to Karen,
you wanna go straight to calling the manager.
You wanna go straight to calling the cops?
You wanna go straight to showing other folks
that you have as much power as
white men. No? You want to remind us that you may not be a man, but you're not black.
And in your whiteness, you have more power.
And that power. And that power, Dr. Blame, it is power, but it has been labeled, especially recently
as in white women as fragility.
Okay.
So, I want to talk to you or I want you to talk to me about that idea of white fragility,
which we have come to talk about culturally as white women's inability to have any endurance
or around conversations about race, and that it often manifests in every time
races brought up or white women are challenged.
What happens is that white women become so centering and defensive
and broken about it that often tears happen,
and then the whole conversation is derailed.
But that has been called,
not ironically by a white scholar,
Robin of D'Angelo, fragility.
I have noticed, Dr. Blay,
that you have some feelings about the word fragility
and I'm wondering if you would share with us.
Did you see it on my face?
Yeah, I mean, I've heard it in your voice a few times.
Do you have such a poker face?
Yeah, but such a poker face.
You know, these aren't thoughts that are well thought out.
They are very much, I make no apologies
about talking through my feelings.
That's how I feel, right?
I don't separate my feelings from my thoughts
and I don't think we should have to.
Mm-hmm.
It's some bullshit.
Mm-hmm.
Right?
And it's interesting I was just having a conversation
with one of my friends, Dr. Emani Perry,
who has a book out about the history of the South.
It's called South to America.
And we're having a conversation on Instagram last night
about it and one thing that she said that sticks with me,
right?
And she said that she doesn't like when people refer
to historical moments or white people in history
and say, oh, he was a man of his time.
It's like a way to absolve them or whatever it is they,
whatever decisions they made at the time or choices or whatever
things they did. Oh, there's just a man of their time. And
she's like, no, these people made decisions in the same way
that we want to believe that, oh, they didn't see, uh,
Africans as human beings. Yes, they did. They decided it didn't matter. That we find all these ways to let white folks off the hook. So the same with fragility for me, you can't position yourself as the center of existence and exact diabolical harm to the entire world for generations and be fragile at the same time.
That's the bullshit.
And that's the way that you avoid accountability.
White women especially.
And so there was a TikTok challenge.
I don't remember the hashtag, but there was a TikTok challenge.
I wanna say last year, 2021, all these white girls
getting in front of the camera to show how quickly they can cry.
And how quickly they can turn it off.
And so I'm unmoved by white tears.
Most of us are unmoved by white tears because we don't actually think they're real.
It's a performance.
It's a switch that you turn on because you know that we have been socialized to see you
as more human. and of more value.
So whatever it is you think and whatever it is you feel,
we are supposed to respond to it.
Y'all don't respond to black women crying the same way.
Nobody does.
Nobody does.
The minute a white woman cries, the world has to stop.
Oh my God, what's wrong with you, baby?
Black women cry, we could be rolling around on the ground screaming. And you are moved because you've been socialized not to see us as
human beings. Fuck. Our tears don't matter to you, but a white woman and y'all know that shit.
That's why I'm not here for the fragility. You know that. And so you very deliberately turn the shit on as a way to avoid accountability.
Yep.
Yeah.
It's foolish.
That's not fragility.
That's manipulation.
That's strategic.
That's diabolical.
That's not fragility.
And so there's no such a white fragility as supposed to tell us what.
We supposed to let you off the hook because you can't handle it. No, you don't want to.
And every time we hold your feet to the fire, all of a sudden, Emma and cut him so sorry, I didn't know you didn't have to know.
And now that I'm trying to make you know, you want to cry so we can end the conversation.
This is how you run away. So how do I hold you accountable if you're all up in your feelings?
How come I don't get to be on my feelings?
I'm sitting here telling you about generations, generations of your people,
yours, your ancestors, killing mine.
How come I don't get to turn tears on and move you?
Sounds like I should be the one crying. No?
Sounds like those tears should be mine. Sounds like the fragility might be mine, but no, I gotta be strong. Look at me.
I gotta sit here and and this is the thing that really pisses me off.
In your tears, you now expect me to hold your hand and rub your back and make you feel better.
Because you're crying.
Again, you're centered.
Your experiences are more important than mine.
That shit is diabolical.
I'm not here for it.
You're not fragile.
Jesus.
Knock it off.
You just don't want to be held accountable.
So good.
Yeah. And we got, and it's also not just
the tears translate to other things. If you're, if we're sitting here thinking, well, I don't cry,
the tears also translate to saying not wait, not all white women. Why are you talking about me?
Why are you generalizing? Why it's like in our defensive when a black woman shares
vulnerable when white women say immediately when we go to defensiveness
we're proving the very fragility that we think we're denying, right?
And it's not fragility like soft flower.
It's fragility like Frida Kayla says like a bomb.
Like it's stra like Frida Kahlo says like a bomb. Like it's trapped people die. When we,
when we enact our power that way, like you were talking about Miss Ann, like Karen calling
the cops, it's not fragile like gentle, it's, there's sh Fiscal. Yeah. Unstable.
I don't know.
I just don't want to use fragile at all.
I know all the definitions of it.
I just don't want to give it to you.
It's not yours.
Mm-hmm.
And the irony.
You don't get to.
Of on one side, we are so feminism is so interesting, right?
Because on one side, we're saying we're strong enough.
We're going to be equal with men, we're whatever.
And then on the other, immediately when blackness
is brought into it, we are so sad and soft, right?
You're not.
Anything is just sad.
You're not.
But again, you've been socialized to perform.
It's a performance.
It's a script that you've been handed.
Y'all they're just, you're acting as you've been socialized in and manifested in a variety of ways.
Like you said, it might not be tears, but for me, I can't tell you how many DMs.
It's why I've turned off the ability. I think I learned it from you, Gleinen.
The ability to respond to my stories on Instagram, for example.
I cannot tell you how many emails,
like how many contact forms from my website,
how many DMs I get from white folks apologizing to me.
Why are you apologizing to me on behalf of white people?
Mm.
Mm.
That shit is so annoying.
I'm so sorry.
Are you?
What's sorry me?
And that's another thing.
It's almost the same way I used to tell my daughter when she was little.
The minute you get caught up in something, I'm sorry.
Are you?
What's that mean?
What does sorry look operationalized sorry for mommy?
What's that look like?
In this moment, you're sorry.
Is that mean you're never going to do it again?
What are you sorry about?
But again, sorry is that knee jerk response. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I mean, you're never gonna do it again? What are you sorry about?
But again, sorry is that knee jerk response.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
I don't really, I don't believe you.
Show me.
Yeah.
Get out of my DMs, please.
Do something different.
Something different. I'm going to be a part of this.
Talk to us about your also your general joy about the word ally and how everyone and
how how you love to do D&I presentations during Black History Month about
allyship and how that's your favorite jam.
It's not.
Again, I speak for myself.
I know I speak for other people, but this is my perspective, right?
And there are lots of people.
Again, there are lots of Black folks who don't agree with me, right?
This is their work, it's a bread and butter, you know?
God bless you, it's not mine, and I tell folks all the time,
I'm like the anti-DIDI person.
You know, I get called in and integrity is a big thing for me, right? And I think about this quote unquote
moment that we end I have been in for the last two years and so many folks are wanting
to be anti-racist wanting to learn and know better so they can do better. And again,
God bless you all. But what I have found is that folks really want somebody
to come in and tell them how not to get in trouble,
how not to be called a racist.
Tell me what to do real quick.
And we'll throw great money.
Thank you.
Trust me.
I'm cash in the check.
We'll throw great money at an hour.
You want me to come in and speak for 60 minutes,
15 of which is gonna be Q&A.
And somehow think that you've done something one time.
Right?
And so then when I come in and I say,
I don't have a checklist, I don't have a resource list,
I'm not guiding you to do anything.
This is the, this is not even the introduction
to the conversation.
This is the preface.
What else are we gonna do?
How many more times y'all wanna talk?
Oh, you don't wanna do anything else.
And so you wanna be able to walk away from this,
you wanna put my face on your website.
You wanna then say to somebody,
we had Dr. Blake come and talk to us
during Black History Month last year.
And now we are X, Y, and you will not put my name on that shit.
And so for me, when I say integrity is the big thing and it's interesting because I've
had a lot of colleagues, black colleagues, right?
Say to me, oh no, girl, take the money.
It's reparations.
And I believe that, right?
But also to what end?
Because the money is great and I'm able to do things with it, but at the same time, it's my name. I don't have anything in this world, but my name.
You all don't get to do what my name, what you want.
And so you're going to be out in the world performing anti-racism and saying that I gave you a gold star?
You lie.
You won't put my name on that. And so for me, I, it's not that
I don't want to do the work. I only want to do the work with folks who want to do the
work. And not everybody wants to do the work. And so all of that coming back to your shady question,
just go ahead and...
Ally, it's not my jam.
And now to say we don't need allies,
but again, I love language.
Let's think about the emotion,
the thoughts, the words, what the words generate, right?
And so Ally, take this example. I prefer what the words generate, right? And so, Ally, take this example.
I prefer the word accomplice, right?
And I said this the other day in a consulting situation.
And one of the participants said, yeah,
but if you look up the definition of accomplice,
there's crime in there.
It's like this idea that somebody who's willing to work
with somebody to commit a crime.
And you shouldn't be committing crimes.
And I'm like, that's exactly it.
Think about it emotively, right?
So Abby, if I call you at two o'clock in the morning,
I'm like, yo, I need you to be my accomplice.
I've got to take care of this.
What's Abby gonna do?
Abby's gonna grease up, get in the car,
and come get me, knowing that she's taking a risk, knowing that she could get
in trouble with me, but knowing that I need her and it needs to get done. If I call Abby and I say,
I need you to be my ally. Emotivly. Okay, well, how can I support you?
You don't have to get in the car. You don't have to put any skin in the game. That's right.
You don't have to get in the car. You don't have to put any skin in the game.
That's right.
She can just support me from a distance.
So for me, again, right or wrong, you all can come with the definitions and the actual
is it, I don't care.
I'm talking about how it feels.
Right?
So when you say to me, I want to be a better ally.
I don't need to ally.
I don't need your support from a distance.
What are you willing to give up?
What are you willing to lose? That's right. You know, I'm willing to lose anything. Stay over there. Talk amongst yourselves I don't need you. But when you come at me like yo, how
Let's go. I want to be your accomplice. Oh
Okay, let's go then. Let's burn this shit down
Now we can talk but I But that's me.
That's how I roll.
Somebody else will roll differently.
But for me, I feel more supported, more affirmed by the idea that somebody is willing to lose
something because they know that it needs to get done.
I'm willing to lose something.
I'm all over the place, but stay with me.
For example,
and this might be a problematic analogy, but I'm going to use it still. Nobody has to teach folks that animal's lives are valuable. If you see an animal being abused, people just,
nobody, there is no conversation. We don't have to go back and forth about history.
I don't have to hold your hand.
The puppy is being abused.
The people didn't feed him.
You're ready to jump because it's not right.
Why we got to have all this conversation about inequity?
Why do we have to have all of this conversation about inequity?
Why do I have to prove it to you?
And then why do I have to hold your hand to do something different?
That's what it feels like with allyship.
So now only do I have to have the experience.
Now only do I have to organize my own self, my own folks to fight against it.
But now I also have to tell you how to fight against the
two. Just fucking leave me alone.
All right.
Yes.
Getting the car with me or leave me the fuck.
Right.
It's like, why don't we have a million podcasts and DNI meetings about how to help animals.
You don't have to teach it because people just care.
That's right.
So when you say, how do I be an ally? What what we're hearing is how do
teach me how to care and you're saying either you care and figure it out. Think critically.
Don't ask me. And thank you for saying it that way, Glennon, because that's that that explains my
visceral response. I don't know how I was explaining to you. It's not about a right or wrong. I know
there are people like, well, damn, I'm just trying to help. I said, I want to be an ally. I'm letting you know what it
sounds like, how I receive it in my ears and in my spirit. You are asking me to teach you how to care
about something that is so basic. If you recognize us as human beings, period, it is so basic. And now you're asking me to take
time to prove it to you. If our children, if light people's children were dying, we would just
figure it out. We wouldn't be going, how can it, can people have a podcast for us? Like, can people,
we would figure it out, but we don't care enough to figure it out. Not only would you figure it out,
you would demand that everybody supports it. It wouldn't even be an option because we would call
that human, that whiteness is a default for human. You're not all human in that way.
Wow. Yeah, but I want to talk to you about friendship. And about, because there are these two things are related, right? Yeah.
How do you think about black women and white women being friends?
And should we even try and why or why not?
Go!
Do it!
Do it!
Do it!
Do it!
Do it!
Do it!
Do it! Do it! Do it! Do it! Do it. Just look at my nerves. Do I think about it? No. Mm-hmm.
It's not a goal.
And again, I'm willing to be the resident asshole
if I must be.
It's not a goal.
And I know everyone is like,
oh my God, this is so harsh.
But my thing is like,
what is this anxiety around friendship?
Why is it a goal?
It seems so forced, right?
So think of your same race groups
Don't bring the other people in y'all just being white people and white people land
Is there an anxiety about being friends with everybody?
Are you worried about being friends with everybody? It's friendship a marker of anything
Why is that the goal?
I don't know that friendship solves anything necessarily.
Right? So this question of should, did you say should or can?
Can.
Black.
Can.
Can black women and white women be friends shorty can?
I mean, friendship looks different for so many people right so there
are lots of black women and white women who are friends you would have to talk to them about
I guess the standards of their friendship but here the disingenuous vibe for me is can
black women and white women be friends why is that thehmm. What else is happening besides the black and the white?
Do we have common interests?
Mm-hmm.
Right?
Do we like the same music?
Like what are the other ways that we make friends?
Do we have the same twisted sense of humor?
Like do we do the same things?
How does black and white become the,
can we be friends?
I'm sure we can.
But now all black people are friends.
Not all white people are friends.
So black, like you said I'm saying like,
for me, I guess like when we skip all that other stuff,
I'm like, we should just be, why?
What's that about to solve?
So what?
So sure.
Okay, sure.
And is it just more cover?
Is it the gold star?
Is it the like, if Karen's over here,
then allies over here,
then I'm friends with a black person's over here.
I'm so far from Karen, look at me.
Look at me.
It's a checklist.
But if you come to the thing that you get to parade around
in the same way, you know,
who I was about to say somebody's name and get in trouble.
Ooh.
I'm gonna say, we can cut anything you want.
That was close.
In the same way that certain people like to parade their
biracial children around as a measure of their, you know, distance from racism, you can
be racist and have sex with black people.
You know that, right?
And have mixed race children. You can be a racist parent of a mixed race child.
It's possible. It happens all the time, right? And so I don't want to be the person that you parade out.
Look at my black friend. I'm friends with Dr. Blay. I'm not racist.
You absolutely couldn't be friends with Dr. Blay and be racist. So that would be a gold star.
It's just not happening, right? But I'm just, I'm just, I'm side-eyed and everybody. Why you want to be my friend?
How are you about to use me? Again, integrity is huge for me. You will never have the opportunity
to say my name as your friend, to prove anything. You know what I mean? Like either it's genuine
or it's not. I'm just more concerned by that being the goal. I don't know how else to
communicate that. Like why is friendship the goal? It happens naturally cool, but it can't
happen because you made an effort. Like I just imagined somebody sitting you know what I am going to make friends with a black person.
I mean that this is happening in white consciousness right now.
Yeah it is happening because it's for sure part of like that stepping stone.
Yeah.
Is that the somebody gave you a plan?
There is a somebody out here is giving you the blueprint on on on how not to get in trouble.
Read the website, the corporate website with your face on it.
It's like our own personal corporate website.
Read this book, go to this training, make a black friend, have a mixed race child.
You know, like, yeah, it's not genuine in that way.
It's problematic.
It was occurring to me when you were talking about the link between Miss Anne and Karen.
I feel like so many white folks don't understand that there's like this huge chunk of time between those two where we are sense of
Entitlement consciously or unconsciously in my parents
Lifetime
In Jim Crow South in our parents being alive
Black people are not allowed to look white people in the eye
They had to move off the sidewalk
when white people were walking by. They had to refer to white men as boss
and white women as miss something. In
our parents lifetime and then we get to our
lifetimes and somebody's playing music to loud in a park and that disrupts our
sensibility and we think where is the deference to my sensibility? We don't know
we're thinking that way but like I have a right to have things be as I want them to be. It's just like a tick off of the enforced
difference from there. And I just,
Well, pardon me again, doesn't want to let you off the hook and so you don't know,
right? You know, in so far as it's what's been socialized as normative,
you exist as the measure of humanity
Period, that's whiteness
Mm-hmm, and so everyone becomes the other and things that other people do you have the right to question that you would
Never allow it to happen the other way around. Mm-hmm. So you know. Yes
You know, yes, right? I again spent too much time
on Instagram, but there was this video going around of there was a family I want to say,
I don't know where they were from, but they were brown. They're having a celebration of sort,
they're in the kitchen. Their white woman neighbor walks into the kitchen and says,
can y'all keep it there?
Uh-huh.
Walks into their house.
And when I say they cussed her out and chased her out,
and we can look at it online and laugh.
But it's so real.
Yeah, but that's what happened to you.
That's how we became friends.
That's what happened to you on Instagram
Don't wake it up. I'm sorry, but didn't I mean don't make me tell that story again
Okay, but you know what I'm saying we can share the link we can share the link the people can go back to our conversation
but yes
What I want to call it sister is an inheritance
What I want to call it sister is an inheritance. It is what you have inherited.
You talk about your parents time.
You know you remember your grandparents?
Did you know your grandparents?
Yes.
You did?
So imagine their time.
Did you happen to know your great grandparents?
Not really.
Not while I was living, but I know their story.
Yeah, but some folks, you know, some folks grow,
you know, they knew their great grandparents,
but like if you were to do the work of opening
or charting a family tree,
you can, somebody knows the name of the person
who owns somebody.
And again, I don't wanna project that
cause not every white family has that history.
Some white folks were very poor themselves, right?
I don't want to
project that onto your family history, but it is to say we talk about the history of enslavement
and colonization as if it's so far away. That's right. And it's not, right? And because it's not,
you can't easily run away from it. It's still a part of your inheritance, right? Your relationship.
And so that to me, that is the necessity of learning history and re-learning history
and thinking critically about history. And that's why again, referring to Dr. Perry's
book, that book is haunting because it pushes us to rethink our relationship to history, even, right?
And the experiences and that inheritance that is ours when we talk about enslavement
and colonization, why come white people don't have to talk about or think about the inheritance
that is yours?
History sets up a situation that is now not only your relationship to,
it's your relationship to time, it's your relationship to space,
it's your relationship to property, right? Think about the trajectory between
plantation and prison. There's a particular relationship
that you have with black bodies. Why so many prisons in the South
are giving us cheap labor.
It's a particular relationship that you already have with black bodies and what black bodies should be doing. We talk about inequity and pay. Why should black people make as much as white people
doing the same work? Because you already have you inherited a relationship to black people, to black bodies.
That was established generations before.
You know what had to sit you down and say, look, this is your relationship to black people.
You're a white person and black people are these people.
And then no one had to tell you that.
You watch it, you witness it, you experience it.
It's your inheritance.
And we don't have to think critically about our inheritance because we're taught all of that as black history.
We're not taught.
It is white history.
It's white history.
We are taught, this is black history, these people were enslaved.
We're not taught, this is white history, these people were in slavers.
Right?
Exactly. We don't look at it through our own.
I mean, I think of it, my baby, one of my kids was just watching Handmaid's tale.
They're studying it as dystopian.
Okay.
And we just had this conversation about how it's history, like it's dystopian because it's
a white woman, but actually everything
that happened just happened in this country not too long ago to black women.
And it's still happening, but we see it as dystopian.
Like it's history and it's now, but we're seeing white women.
Also, in your relationship to that word, history. What is my relationship to history? Maybe not yours, but we're seeing what your relationship to that word history
What is my relationship to history maybe not yours but people's I got lots of books on my shelf right there Lots of books on library shelves there lots of books on Amazon. We'll call some of them history
Think about our experiences being educated someone made a decision
About which books we would learn
made a decision about which books we would learn history from. And as children, we're not ever taught to question history. History is presented as a fact. We are never taught
to think critically about history because it is a fact. Well, now that we're adults, some white man made a decision about which parts of history he would put in this
book for a reason. The history you're going to learn about the United States in
the United States is so much different than the history of the United States. You
would learn if you lived in the UK. People are making decisions about what
stories they're telling for a reason
because they want you to have a particular relationship to the place, to the time, to the people.
It's strategic. Doesn't mean it's true. So much we've discussed inside of white supremacy requires that people live in opposition
to white supremacy, which means that there's so much lack of freedom because you are resisting something instead of being
able to create the thing that you want to create.
What is your hope for your granddaughters living inside of this system that they live inside
of?
What do you hope for them for their lives as black girls? girls. I mean, I want them to be free. You know, and freedom looks different every generation.
Right. And so freedom, in that regard, just as individual black girls, I want them to be free
to be whoever it is they are. Right? I want them to know themselves enough to aspire to live their freeest selves even if I don't like it.
Hmm, it's good.
Even if I don't like it.
What's most important is that you feel free in your spirit, right?
And I feel like that is something I've inherited from my father, you know,
it's something I've attempted to pass on to my daughter that even if I don't like it, it's your life.
Right? I want them to know freedom, how are which way they define freedom for themselves?
How do you define freedom?
I mean, very similarly, just in terms of...
I don't really even have the words.
I don't know that I have the words as an experience, as an emotion.
You know, even when other people don't agree,
even when it might not make sense for other people,
I like not having to apologize for who I am.
You might not like it and that's okay.
It's who I am and I'm okay with that.
Whatever the struggle is, it's mine.
And the peace, perhaps, it's mine, it's not to make you feel comfortable.
But do I feel comfortable in myself? Am I okay with me? Like, that's the work. And so anytime
I don't feel okay with me, that's when I know I got to do some work, right? But if Glennins
mad at me, she'll be all right, or not, or not. Am I okay? You know, with me. So I don't know that I have a
definition. I just know that it's like, I think it's just like my proverbial
life mission is to seek freedom. Yeah. Thank you. Dr. Yabba Black for this hour
and for just you in the world. Thank you. All of the rest of you.
I told you that it was an honor for you to meet Dr. Black.
You're welcome.
You are most welcome.
I also want to give a big shout out to your mother.
I know you're trying to keep us separate from one another.
But mom, I'm here.
I can't wait until we meet.
I've already been told that we have a secret
love affair. And so I can't wait to meet you. Glendon is covering her face because she can't
believe it. Because she's going to. I cannot wait to meet you mom. I'm so excited. I'm officially
in the family. Pod Squadders, you have to understand. That my seven-year-old white mother is so obsessed with Dr. Play that I she sends me
Furious texts about everything that that Yabba's pissed off about just paragraphs
She's also pissed off about the casting and whatever Yabba's just said she's pissed off
But to me that is such it is such an honor that your 70 year old white mom is paying enough attention to anything
that's happening in the world from a critical lens to say, you know what, she's making some
good sense.
Yeah.
She's the question.
And make sure she knows that I'm listening.
That means a lot to me.
Dr. Yaba, last year, she spent the entire year.
I'm not, I'm gonna try to explain this.
She realized that she never understood
the history of America,
and she was so upset by that,
that she read literally 50 books.
She went on pilgrimages to museums, to monuments, to whatever.
She had an entire room in her house of 19 poster boards with a timeline where she had mapped
every, like, every civil rights moment.
Portcases, race, like marches, she was like, I will understand what happened just just so she could understand what happened.
Remember her notebooks sister?
Her notebooks full of dates and notes.
And she would sit for hours and time.
And if you want to know where I get my just keep trying, I was just going to say that.
I was just going to say the apple has not fallen too far in your sisters.
You two are the exact five years old.
I know the jaw are entertained by it and I am too,
but no, shout out to your mom for real,
because she don't have to do that.
That's right.
Don't have to do that.
Not at 70.
And she's doing it because she wants to.
She's not out.
She didn't ask you to hook us up.
She's not out here telling people that we're friends.
She's not ready to parade me in front of her bridge clubs
as her black friend, right?
She's in her room, minding her business
with her poster boards and her books for herself.
That's what I'm talking about.
Mom is all right with me.
Oh, well, now she's
going to be insufferable. Thank you Dr. Blay. We love you forever. We love you so much. We love you too.
Thank you.
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