Welcome to Night Vale - 79 - Lost in the Mail

Episode Date: December 1, 2015

It's Remembrance Day, which means it's time for us to honor those who will someday be lost in the Blood Space War with the most solemn event possible: a fun parade! Also we hear from one young Night Vale citizen whose life has already been changed forever by this future war. This episode was co-written with Zack Parsons. The voice of Basimah was Aliee Chan. Weather: "Sharon" by Good San Juan (goodsanjuan.bandcamp.com) Music: Disparition, disparition.info. Logo: Rob Wilson, robwilsonwork.com. Produced by Night Vale Presents. Written by Joseph Fink & Jeffrey Cranor. Narrated by Cecil Baldwin. More Info: welcometonightvale.com, and follow @NightValeRadio on Twitter or Facebook. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Howdy y'all. It is Jeffrey Craneer. I'm not sure which episode of Welcome to Nightville you're listening to, but I am speaking to you from April of 2026. And I'm here to tell you we're going to be in Europe. If you want to see Nightville live and you're going to be in Europe, come check us out at the end of May. We're going to be in Edinburgh on May the 27th. We will be in Manchester on the 28th, London on the 29th, and Amsterdam on May the 30th. Just go to Welcome to Nightville.com slash live to see the show dates and to get your tickets. This is. our newest Nightville live show Murder Night in Blood Forest. It is so much fun. Please come check it out. Also, coming up this month here in April, it is the return of Alice Isn't Dead, brand new episodes of our other crazy hit podcast. This is written by Joseph Fink, produced and with music by Dissan and Starring Jacique and Nicole. So make sure you are still subscribed to Alice Isn't Dead and go get those on April the 13th as new episodes come out. Finally, speaking of other shows, do you want to hear us talk about other things? things. We have three other really great chat shows. First of all, there's Good Morning Nightvale for all of your Nightvale needs. You can hear Hal, Meg, and Symphony talk about every single

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Memories of a great vacation to deepest space and the merciless distance. Prince. Welcome to Night Vale. Listeners, it is a solemn day here in Night Vale. Even more solemn than last year's solemnity fest, during which three people were overcome and had to be revived with party hats and whoopee cushions. Today is Remembrance Day. That special day once per year when we interrupt our routines to reflect upon those who probably sacrifice their lives for us in the endless blood space war. We are not sure whether they are alive or dead, because there is a thousand-year difference between our time and those who fight for us on the vast intergalactic battlefields where time converges. But we assume that they are all heroes.

On this day we put aside our political differences, even deeply bitter divisive differences, like the belief or disbelief in mountains. And we all come together to remember those who will die thousands of years from now and hope that the impossibility of victory is less impossible than before. Like any deeply painful and serious subject, it is best remembered through the medium of a civic parade. Looking out of the studio, I can see the parade route is packed with onlookers and everything is getting underway. The symbolic dead lead the procession, each of them wearing the mask

of one of those who went into the distance of time and can never return. Behind them is a float, depicting the enormous serpent whose mouth contains the universe. A play-fellate. A play-furt. A play-play reminder to us all, that even the stars must someday be swallowed. Following that apparition comes our mayor and my friend Dana Cardinal in her ceremonial mayor's coffin. Behind her are the citizens for a blood space war. Still over $600 million left to hit the fundraising goal for their bomb that may destroy reality as we understand it. Get those cookies in the oven for the next bake sale. A brief departure now from the parade in progress.

All this week we have been reaching out to you, the listeners, and asking for stories about how the blood space war has affected your lives. You heard from the Black Dolphin on how to grow a victory garden inside your body. And Sarah Bismuth shared the story of her Etsy store where she said, dolls that represent individual soldiers in the Blood Space War, showing the actual wounds they will someday suffer. And now, today, in her own words, I bring you the story of a girl whose father volunteered to fight. Let's listen together. I'm Basima Bashara and I am a junior at Nightgail High. My father, Fikir Bashar, left to join the Blood Space War when I was six. I remember the

glowing doorway he stepped through when the tall, silver-skinned recruiter came to our house. And the sound of it, like a slide whistle going up at the most tragic slide whistle I'd ever heard. My dad was gone forever. But also, he isn't gone at all. I think I'm a regular student, whatever that means. I haven't grown wings like the cheerleaders, but I fit in. I'm bad at math. I mean, I used to be good at it, but I think I stopped paying attention. It seems like it was pointing toward a truth I didn't want to learn. I'm really good at science and English. I used to be in marching band. Now I prefer guitar. Me and my friends formed an all-girl thrash group. We're called the misfits. I guess how it works is that once a year for the

first hundred years of dad's journey, they are going to wake him up and allow him to send a message back to Earth. I have a big family, so it's not like I don't feel loved. Sometimes I feel like it would be easier if my dad couldn't get in touch with me at all. No, I don't wish that. I love him. I wish you never left. The messages show up on my nightstand in these gelatinous gaschapin capsules. They are warm and soft in my hands. The words are printed on a tiny roll of plastic inside.

He only gets to send one every year and he always sends it to me right around my birthday, but not exactly on my birthday. I don't know whether he's getting it wrong or they are. Or maybe it's just time being weird again. I like to believe it's that. To my dad, he left 11 days ago, but to me, it's most of my lifetime. I'll be an old woman and who'll still be on his way to the war sending letters to a me that he remembers from just a few weeks before. It's stupid.

It's not stupid, I guess. It is stupid, though. It is. Bessima in a bit, but we need to update you on the parade. Ah, here comes the emissary, listeners. It wouldn't be Remembrance Day without a visit from the only entity to ever return from the war. It has been hauled up from the pit, and yes, here it comes. No one knows what the emissary is, or why the emissary inhabits a cosmonaut suit. Oh, it's lifting the virus. It's lifting the and giving us a glimpse at the void within the helmet.

And it's saying something. I'll try to interpret. All these things are meaningless. End the war. Well, of course that's the whole point, isn't it, listeners? If we end the war, it will go on eternally. We must continue the war to bring it to an end. It's why all those brave people,

enlisted and keep enlisting and will enlist forever. And there goes the emissary, a solemn reminder of why our volunteers continue to fight in the Blood Space War. Ah, what a brave being. Soon we will trap it back in its pit. Speaking of those volunteers, the Night Vale Veterans of a Blood Space War Association is holding a fish fry this Saturday, to raise money for a statue of the unknown soldier, to be built 1,000 years in the future, by which time we may know who the soldier is.

Bring friends, family, fish, and whatever else you would like fried over to the VFW hive, located in the space between the walls at the abandoned cannery. Oh, um, oh no. While I avert my gaze from the Shriners homuncule, let's have a word from our sponsors. Do you have dry eyes? Red eyes? Goat eyes? Aphid eyes?

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The ship is so big. It makes me think of big things, Bazzie. That's what he calls me. It was my nickname when I was six. I am not six. It all comes out of him in a jumble. They say what we are going to fight is an idea, like a color or pride, but it can kill us. If the idea gets inside you, then it's over.

Basie, do you remember the song I used to sing you to put you to sleep? Hala Abdul, rush, rush. And then he wrote the whole song out, but he got a bunch of the lyrics wrong. I guess he was doing it from memory. I got a capsule two months ago telling me he wants me to be a doctor so I can cure one of the big diseases like cancer. Like cancer. There is nothing like cancer.

There is just cancer. Sure. I'll cure that space, dad. No pressure, right? Most of the messages my father sends me are lists of ways I need to live my life. Things I should do and shouldn't do, you know? He told me to pray every day and obey my mother.

When I was nine, he warned me not to kiss a boy until I was 16, which, well, I guess good news for him there. The divergence started with little things. He said I should get a puppy for my eighth birthday, but I got a snail. When I was 15, he wanted to make sure I had started wearing my hijab. Mom said I should make my own choices, so sometimes I wear it and sometimes I don't. Like, always at mosque, but not that often at school. That sort of thing.

My father is talking to a person who isn't me to a person. person that doesn't exist. He has imagined my entire childhood and young adulthood. He brings up obvious milestones like starting high school or that first kiss, but he doesn't know about that car accident I spent most of my 14th year recovering from. I can't tell him about the poems I write or the fact that I have a girlfriend, not a boyfriend. He is a ghost to me now, or maybe, since he's going to be around long after I'm gone, and the one who's a ghost to him. I take some comfort knowing my dad got paid a lot of money

for joining the Blood Space War, enough to take care of me and mom for a long time, and really, having a space dad is just another way to have a family. Everyone's got their own thing, you know? Like, all of the misfits. Clara isn't a nuclear family straight from the 1950s, but, like, literally from the 1950s, even as she lives her life in 2015.

Misha has a council of fathers. Jacqueline's mom is a spider. So long as you're loved, it doesn't matter. So my dad's a space ghost. I can deal. I just wish Dad loved me, not the me who I was 11 years ago. Maybe I'm not okay with it. Maybe I wish you would come back.

I wish he would be a dad to me, not to the ghost of me that haunts him. More with Basima coming up. But first, the weather. Parade has ended. Most of the onlookers have ceased to look on, and the wind is gathering up the paper Remembrance Day masks and depositing them in a random scattering across our sidewalks and streets. A lone dog I recognize from a recurring dream

is staring at me from a block away. A dark van rumbles past. Everything is calm. and quiet once again and... Oh! Oh, he startled me. Listeners, the emissary has appeared in the studio without warning, without even opening a door.

It is sitting in the chair next to me and slowly rotating. Its visor is open, and I'm being forced to stare at the ineffable darkness within the emissary's helmet. I believe it is asking if I understand, the nature of unreality. Emissary, I understand dreams and fantasies and this gooey, sometimes incredible, sometimes painful world that surrounds us, but I can only experience it with my seven senses.

Listeners, the emissary is saying that the nature of unreality is that experience and and reality are linked, but separate. What is experienced may not be real. What is real may never be experienced. Well, so far this is just basic geometry like we all learn in the third grade. Where is the emissary going with this? The emissary is saying, In a thousand years,

we will turn the vastness of space red for no reason. there was never a purpose to this war we made. But if Remembrance Day has taught me anything, under strict order of the sheriff's secret police, it is that war is a purpose unto itself. The emissary is asking me to end the conflict. But I'm sorry, emissary. I do not have the power to end the blood space war. After all the blood that has been spilled in space or will be spilled or may be spilled at some theoretical point in the future, I'm just a humble radio host.

And you are a sentient nothingness inhabiting the suit of a dead cosmonaut. How could the two of us hope to stop a war? I don't know. I just don't know. The emissary is gone. as though it was never here. Maybe it wasn't. After all, this moment was only something I experienced,

not something I know is real. Let's hear the rest of Basima's tape. You will always say to me, you must be proud of your father going off to fight in the blood space war. I used to say yes to them. Not anymore. I don't care if it makes me selfish or ungrateful. My dad made the wrong,

choice and I want him back. He wrote down the lyrics all wrong. You're going to see. I'm going to run. I'm going to fly. I'm going to bring this love back to you. How did you get in my room? What are you? Listeners, I don't know how the emissary ended up in this taped recording dropped off at the studio three days ago. Given that the emissary was only released from its pit this morning, But then, I don't know how my favorite type of pie is made, but when I order it, there it is. Steaming and delicious. I don't know how the mail gets delivered, but every day, like clockwork, it doesn't. I don't know how lost pets end up on the moon.

But they do, and they have built an extensive city up there. The clock claims it is now 1201. Rememberance day is over. We can all return to our lives and to forgetting that the blood space war is going on. Or we'll go on, maybe a thousand years from now. And maybe, in 1,000 years plus a day or two, those brave volunteers we sent to fight in a war none of us understand will allow the most dangerous idea of all into.

their heads. They will turn back and return home to us against all laws of time and space. Paraphrasing the half-remembered words of an ancient prophet, perhaps they will bring this love back to us. Or maybe they already have. Stay too next for events that will or will not have. in the order that they may or may not occur. And from the present, as I am currently experiencing it, Good night. Nightvale. Good night. Welcome to Nightvale is a production of Nightvale Presents.

Today's episode was written by Zach Parsons, with Joseph Fink and Jeffrey Craneer, and produced by Dysperition. The voice of Night Vale is Cecil Baldwin. The voice of Basima was Ali Chan. Original music by Dysperition. All of it can be found at dispersion. Or at disparition.bancamp.com. This episode's weather was Sharon by Goodsanwan.

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