Wild2Mild Podcast - Ep.3 Love, Holidays & Spiritual Soul Contracts 💌✨

Episode Date: July 13, 2025

Send us a textIn this episode of Wild 2 Mild, Bethan Kershaw and Nicole O’Brien are back with a juicy life update – from Maldives getaways and a holiday fling to boys, PDA, and going back to the ex (we’ve all been there 😅).We also dive into spiritual readings, life path numbers, palm reading on ChatGPT (yes, really), and the idea of soul contracts and fate.Just two besties catching up, oversharing, and figuring life out in real time.Subscribe for weekly episodes full of girl talk, chaos, and some surprisingly deep moments.

So, how is your week? You know what? It's been good. I feel like, I feel like I've had a really good few weeks, you know? I feel like you have as well. Well, I've been up and down. I've been very much up and down, haven't I? Yeah, but I think overall it's been quite good. Overall, it has been good.

As of recent weeks, it's not been that good. But like previously, obviously I went to Maldives. Oh, yeah, the Maldives. Yeah, that was insane. Like, I can't even, I can't even believe. it's a real place I can't believe you went I'm so jealous that's on my bucket list did you know this right so you know in the Maldives so you know how the islands are so pristine and everything the people who work on the island live on the island as well and they literally wake up in the

morning like early in the morning and they're like basically like raking the sand to make sure that the leaves are picked up yeah so when I was waking up really early say if I was waking up at like five o'clock and then I'd go out at six in the morning obviously that's quite early to wake up on holiday um basically there would be raking the sand getting all the like sand dead flat and getting rid of all the leaves that is beautiful i know and then i remember i was speaking to one guy on holiday and he was saying that like yous don't see half of this island like half of this island you haven't got access to and like that is the bread and butter of the island yeah like that's where everything goes down that's where that farms are got farms and stuff on the island stop no i thought that it was just like the nice part of the

and that was it because you fly into it with like a little plane on the sea right? Well this is the thing so there's so many. The common ones here don't have a clue clearly when it comes to the Maldives like I've never been. So this was the first time that I'd went to the Maldives and basically there's so many

islands so apparently the Maldives are not even going to be here in a few like years I don't know how many years maybe 30 years or something like that yeah so there's so many but so the main island for the Maldives is called Maffi I think it's called don't quote us i'm got a clue what i'm talking about um so that there's like a main island and then

that's where you kind of like distribute and you can get like aeroplanes or if the island like the island like the maldive island that yon because they've all got different names if it's close enough you can just get a boat oh my god yeah so if it's like really close enough like our island was actually about 10 minutes a 15 minutes boat ride away from the actual main one and they've got that own, like, water, fill our system, like, on each island, like, there's just, yeah, basically, like, there's a whole other island on the actual island that you're not actually allowed access to. Now, this isn't an ad for the Maldives as saying.

Oh, no, no, yeah, it's not really selling it. Yeah, it's expensive, yeah, it's quite really expensive. Yeah, because I did look it up ages ago. But, yeah, you went to the Maldives. Yeah, went to Maldives, and then came home for a bit and then went to Tenerife. That was fun. That was fun. about tennary but honestly it was it was such i was drunk quite a lot of the time i mean i

seen the videos yeah i was you in a wig in a way oh my god yeah what's that week called again the it's the it's wig what's he called penny wise i was yeah i got stitched up so basically what made my friends done is we're like bought each other shit wigs and shit shirt nice so we're doing like and we were going to go out but the wigs were that bad because go out um but yeah i've done that i've got a video that i need to post it oh no it's already posted now actually it'll be it'll be on this is it's it's old but um yeah um so yes that's that was so much fun it was so much fun met met someone oh yeah so tell us about who you met you've definitely gonna listen to us and i don't why you're blushing am i yeah you're not no you're not

all right no she is anyways i're nervous no let's talk about you for a minute because i I'm not really ill. Oh my God. Why are you so nervous? I don't know. No, I want to hear. Like, I feel like we want to hear. So anyway, you met someone.

Anyway, you don't have to delve too deep into it. Okay. So basically, right, obviously I was just on my hot girl shit, right? I was just on holiday and I was really, really, really letting loose, letting loosey-goosey and tennie-tenny. In tennie-tennie. So, yeah, so basically, having fun and then bumped in. this lad in one of the clubs and I was so drunk like oh right literally this is not me

advising anybody this is not me advising anybody like do this but I was so drunk and I went into the sea and I dragged this man into the sea with this fully clothed bye fully clothed like head to toe got clothes on come out drowned rats oh for God yeah coming out come out come out very, very much, very much absolutely soaking wet. So can wet. Is this the first time you've met him? Yeah. I don't even think we're sport. I don't even think we're, oh, that two words treat to that and I literally was like, come on, we're going to the sea. Dragged him in the sea. Dragged him in the sea. Also, did you feel like an instant connection? Well, this is another, oh my God, literally this is what you're doing around said. It was right. Oh no, please. This what you turn around said.

He goes, do you remember what you said? It was like last night. And I went, what? And he was like, you said that like you feel really safe around us oh please my toes are curling my toes are actually curling you did not say that to why did i say that to a man that i've just met why did i say that to a man that i just met but listen i must have felt it in the moment yeah because i don't say shit like that i don't care yeah true i'm not here to make you feel good so wait now so you said that and what did he say i can't remember i was wrong oh okay but it's still going strong at the moment anyway yeah so well Well, yeah, we'll say. Yeah.

I don't know. Been a few weeks. We literally got back from Teney. Oh my God. So listen to this, right? Obviously, you stayed over that on the light. Yeah. And then he woke up the next morning, right?

And he had no clothes on because he was soaking wet. Like, he obviously had to take his clothes off and we're literally drenched, we're so dressed. And we got into a hot tub that was literally black because everyone had been getting in with a false tan. So it was so dirty, right? It was like, we literally got into a hot tub of, mud, right?

Ew! I know. So anyway, so I'm literally floating around in the hot tub like this. Living my best life. Well, anyway, so he ended up getting undressed and he was naked on the sofa. And obviously everyone came downstairs.

And basically everyone was like, right, you, if you want to stay, like, you have to neck this gin. And they were like, and he just done it. I was like, oh my God, the fact that he can keep up with the pals as well. Do you know what I mean? Yeah, I like that. And he was like, giving the banter bat a bit.

And I was like, you know what? Yeah, sound. I was like, because if that was me, if my friends came downstairs, sorry, if I was like, if I was at someone's villa and then like his friends came downstairs, sort of grill and I'd be ill. Ill. I'd be ill. I know.

But he took it well? He took it really well. And I thought, God, that's really attractive. That you've took it that well. Okay. Do you know what I mean? This is promising. Well, you never promised anything, do you with men?

Well, I know. You know, they give you water. They'll do one thing to let you down more. No, literally, one little thing, I know. So far, though, so far, it's, it's, yeah. Okay, love that. Really enjoying the energy, really enjoying chatting. Good.

Face-time and every day, like, since getting back from Tenerife. And listen, I'm not going to lie, right? I was in Tenerife and I was just living my life. Like, I was not there. I wasn't thinking, like, looking for a husband. No, I want it a gizzy, gizzy, gizzy, a gizzy, woo. Just a gizzy, gizzy, no strings attached. I'm not afraid to admit

That's what I wanted I don't care I'm 30 years old I'd do what I want Yeah exactly Fucking dead right And now it's festered into something Yeah

And I think it's because you're not looking Yeah exactly I know But that phrase of It'll come when you're not looking Shut up Sharon You stop telling me that like Yeah I know

I know Do you know But I do believe that Because I was just like Obviously he was like Oh like When am I seen in the UK And I'm like

Thinking to me head Huh I didn't plan past this night but oh my god in my head i was like uh did you not this is well you don't do you when you're on holiday when you're having a holiday romance like you don't think oh we're gonna go back in the uk in text and also he lives in london so it's like yeah true but listen who knows who knows just play it by ear exactly and at the end of the day i'm not looking for anything yeah i'm totally sound yeah just play it by ear see what happens yeah i think it's always funny when like i find whenever

I'm talking to a man I love my life it's amazing I feel great and then when I'm not I'm like I want to die what do you mean like when you're talking oh like so for instance now like last week I am met this guy out and instantly loved life like every like the colors in life were beautiful and so vibrant because you met the man is that like right so you're telling me that man brought color into your life. Yeah, I know. That's mad. What? That's insane. Okay. No, no, no. So it's like the what is it, oxytocin? Oh yeah. Yeah, the oxytocin level is like, we're skyrocketing. So I met this guy anyway on night out and I'm looking at him and I'm in London and I'm looking at him and I'm like, I'm like to my friend Eiffa. Oh my God. That guy is stunning. Okay. And then she was like,

Nicole, he's looking at you. And I was like, oh my God, Izzy. And then I'm starting to like, oh my God. Yeah. Yeah. And then he's like, like, he looks at me and then I clock eyes with him you know what I love that I do love that little play in the club isn't it right go on go on go on and then he was like hi and I was like hi and then he like put out his hand and he was like

what's your name and I was like Nicole what's yours and he told me his name yeah and then guys it was like we were in a relationship the second we met it was crazy just for yeah love bomb all like definitely has a few red flags you know what no because you know what literally live life live it live it I was living life that's what I mean like live laugh love like you know what i think our problem is it's like sometimes i think like because sometimes it can be

like full on instantly yeah and i think like we're just love our girls we are and it isn't our fault that we all love our girls like we but i feel uncomfortable sometimes with that if it's like straight away because like i turned around to my friend and i was like he's got so many red flags already oh because instantly i'm like okay well you you you feel so comfortable with acting like this with me and you've only met me 20 minutes ago oh so this must be like a thing that you always do. That's how I thought about it. Do you get me? So anyway, we go to like a bar then after and we're all together and we're having such a laugh like and my friends are really getting on with him and his friends are so nice. And then anyway, we walk into the bar and he's there talking

with another girl and like, because we were like 10 minutes behind them. Oh no. Oh my God. What the fuck? Right, he was on the prowl. He was on the prowl. On the prowl, right? But anyway, then I see him. Sorry, too. You're going to sneeze? No, I've got like a, sorry. I'm full of Hello. Oh no. Sorry for me. Dinky. What?

I don't know why I said that. Sorry. I don't know why that came out of my mouth. I had a bit of a brain fault there. Anyways. So anyway, I see him talking to this girl. I'm drunk. I'm like two bottles of wine deep.

So I'm like, this is not happening. Absolutely not. She was putting him on this. I was. So like how a dog pisses to Mark his territory. Nicole, I don't know what Nicole does. Clearly tries to see. sexy dance on fucking sofas in the club and it's so embarrassing. I look back and it's absolutely

mortifying. So I walk over. He's there talking to this girl. I see a sofa. I'm like, oh, no, no, no, no, please don't say you went over on the sofa. I went on the sofa with my friend. Now everyone's dancing around. It's fine. I got on the sofa. I start dancing. Guys, I can't sexy dance to save my life. So if I ever look back at footage from that night, I would absolutely die. And then I see him looking at me and I'm like, oh, now he knows he clocked that I'm here. because I told him I wasn't going to that part of the club and that I was just going to go home and neck the drinks and go home but then my friend wanted to go so I was like oh perfect

so anyway we go he sees me and he comes over and he was like oh sorry like I used to be seeing this girl like so I was just sorting it out with her to make sure she wasn't upset and blah blah and I was like then he comes over and he's so lovey-dovey towards me and I was like I don't want to upset that girl because if that was me like I would feel awful and hurt so I was like don't touch me like just see here we'll have the chance You're so thoughtful. Because that's a really thoughtful thing

because not a lot of girls would do that. A lot of girls would be like, well, not my responsibility or whatever I feel like. You know what I mean? I've had that happen to me and it's the most heart wrenching, heart wrenching. Awful. Yeah, yeah.

And he was like, he was on board with that. He was like, yeah, like I don't want to make her free uncomfortable. I was like, oh my God, this guy is so nice. But he tried though. Yeah, but it wasn't like too much. Like I think it was like a touch of the leg and stuff like that. So we go outside anyway. And this Irish two girls turned up.

us. And they're like, how long have you guys been in a relationship? I was like, oh, no, we just met an hour and a half ago. Like, it was a lot. It was a lot. Okay. Okay. We used kissing and smoo kissing and I don't kissing clubs anymore. Like I find it so embarrassing. But I did. I love PDA or whatever. No, public. Is it a PDA? Yeah. I love it. I don't care what anyone thinks. I don't know. I love it. I do. I love it. Yeah, I do. I love. I love. I love. I do love love. As much as I've been like, you're a lover girl.

I've been really, really damaged. Yeah, beaten down. I've been really, really stomped on. We heart did get pulled out and stomped on.

But I know, but listen, I do love love. I think it makes us feel amazing and it makes them feel amazing. It did. And I love love. I love kissing.

Love as much as mood. I just, I don't know. Like, when I'm drunk, it's fine. Right. But like, I don't know. Anyway, we were doing some people. it was grand yeah then he was on about taking me on a date bloody blah and then he tried to get me back with him I said no no no no no because I wanted to go on the date oh yeah fair

because obviously sometimes like when you go yeah yeah do and then nothing really happens then after the odd time do you want the meal so yeah there was a bit of texting back and forth the last few days but nothing major so we'll see what happens there yeah um but one thing I want to touch on I feel like a lot of girls oh and guys maybe often go back to exes I've just gone back to an ex recently in terms of went on a date

I hadn't date this guy in six years okay I knew him for six years you love going back to all you I love going back and I don't know why it's like oh let me just try fix this I think it's like a thing of me feeling so hurt from the past and being like no they need to realise that I'm great

and they need to marry me yeah but that's anxious attachment 100% I have anxious attachment style okay yeah I think it's a little bit of disorganised. I think you're a little bit voided and anxious. I think you dip between the two sometimes. I definitely do dip.

I think I'm more anxious. But anyway, this guy, like, it's obvious he just wanted one thing. Do you know what I mean? Like, I thought he was so nice. Then showed his true colours. So things like that can be quite disappointing. So sometimes they're just not as emotionally like in tune. Yeah.

I think. Yeah, I think that. And from like a biological point of view like it literally like obviously the love hormone oxytocin raises in women but then I think something decreases in men when you have sex which is terrifying what the fuck

yeah that is to me but like I think it increases in men when they get stressed so I've seen this when women are like a bit psychotic that hormone increases for men so similar to it's like they get attached

with that I know I've seen loads of TikToks about it Oh great Right yeah Which is mad But anyway I've learned that

I need to stop putting my happiness On like for instance now When I was chatting to I got a few guys There here and there Throughout the past few weeks It's like I'm so happy when I'm chatting

And then when I don't get like Attention Attention I hate my life No Yeah Want to die Throw myself on the railway tracks

No But then when I get a text back I'm like, oh my God, I love my life. It's so beautiful. That is screaming, like, insecure, not insecure attachment. Is that what it's called? Amishish attachment. Yeah, anxious attachment.

Yeah. I'm screaming, anxious attachment. Yeah, but sometimes I am a bit like that, though. Like, sometimes I get a bit of a weird, like, feeling. Like, if I haven't heard from someone, I, Mr. Tenerife, I, what was it? Captain Tenerife for my soldier. That's what he said. Sorry, it's a Marvel inside joke.

But anyways, that was so, that was so weak. I actually didn't really get that because I don't like Marvel. The Marvel fans will understand. Obviously, I told him I was really in a Marvel. Love Marvel. Don't know why people find that. I love Marvel. I'm obsessed with Marvel.

And then one of the, we're just chatting, chatting, chat and chatting. And then he said something like, and I said, like, I needed to be saved or something in the sea. Because we're literally nearly like, did nearly let me get swept out to sea when we're in the Tenerife. That's why I said, that's mad don't don't advise you not to go to tennary for us in the night time because honestly

when i say it's a treacherous say out there it is treacherous oh no yeah so anyways he was like oh like um i'll have to come and save you or something along them nights yeah and he was like um uh captain tennarith went off summer soldier and i just thought god you're so small the fact actually knew what he was doing saying something marvel to you like that just pulled at the heartstrings he did he did yeah yeah honestly Do you know, it's not that hard to please me, it really isn't. And, like, so I really think all of my exes are fucking thick. Sorry, you're all.

Yeah, it's not that hard to please us. Yeah. Just give us attention. I'm just like a little puppy. I need some headstrokes. Yeah. That's it. Attention and reassurance.

But you can't give us a reassurance, can you? Because you're a lying, cheating right back. You can't reassure what you're not doing, can you? That's so true. Yeah. That is so true. So, yeah, fuck my exes. Fuck all the exes.

I want to get on to something that actually happened me a few days ago, right? So I got a psychic reading from this woman, Chloe Mediumship, and she's amazing. She's like very well known in that industry. I just want to read something that she sent to me. So basically she did like a general reading. It was so crazy. She was like, oh, send me a photo of yourself, and I'll do a reading in an email. So it was like amazing.

And then she sent me this email. so it's a very long email but she sent me a separate one because I asked for one specifically towards like more love okay and I found this very interesting so a lot of the stuff that she said was quite specific okay but I just want to read some of it because you'll know that a lot of this resonates yeah okay wait that you can I just cough yeah sorry I'm not well girl right I mean sorry so she starts off darling Nicole honestly I loved reading for you yesterday your energy is so beautiful and can tell how spiritually you are and also kind-hearted.

Your future is really bright and everything will be okay, but I know it's hard. Your mind still goes into overdrive constantly. Yeah. Yeah. I see a lot of collaborations and being noticed for what you're good at, growing in your confidence, blah-de-blah. In regards to love, I mentioned yesterday

that you have gotten hurt by a lot of people. Yeah. That you never thought would hurt you. And although this makes you stronger, something better is coming. I see love and compassion in your life, especially around August, being a loving month. So any men that I'm on to now, fuck off, I'm waiting till August, that's clearly when I'm meeting my man.

So all these men I currently have an obsession with, nah, you ain't my husband. Annie, when I meet, the first person I meet on the first of August, I'm like, hey, we're getting married. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Maybe don't say that. I think it might scare them off. But then again, actually beat yourself, do what you want. Thanks for the support. Yeah. It's like two crazy girls going, hey, yeah. Exactly, exactly. Delusion all the time. I feel this is with someone who is strong-willed but also struggles to express their feelings.

Oh, perfect. A lot stems back to childhood. Great, I'm getting someone who's fucking damaged. Great, like me. I'm damaged. And like me as well. Great, two damaged little birds in the shriek. Yeah, yes, it's R&G.

Someone who stems back to childhood or not talking openly and does not know how to express these feelings. Fuck, my life. I'm sick of people like that. I know, but do you know what, right? it is hard and you can only work with people so you can only engage with people who are willing to do the work like you really really can so like as much as like listen everyone's got some form of trauma

whether that be betrayal friendship trauma um relationship trauma family childhood like everyone's got some form of pain that they've went through yeah and i just think if they can't deal with it then that's when you walk away but you need to have the like um discernment on when to walk away i think that's what you struggle with. Oh, the discernment of went to go right, done. Wash the hands like,

throw them out. A hundred percent. Hard, hard, hard. I'm not going to read the rest of it because it's quite long, but she then just goes to say that he'll be my twin flame

and he's got darker hair. So any blonde men in my life now. Get gone. Get gone. Wait, all my God. Oh my God. See you later.

Bye, by Mr. blonde boy. Bye, bye. Oh, yeah, because he's blonde. Yeah. Bye,

bye. Bye. Bye-bye. So yeah, I'm taking that out for gospel, which probably bloody well isn't like, but... Well, do you know what, though? Sometimes you just have to take the good with a bed, the happy and the sad. Yeah. And I don't know the rest of the song, but...

Do you know what she actually did say to me, though? She said I have psychic abilities, which I do. Yeah. Like 100%. I can sense a lot of stuff. I've talked about this before in terms of being an empath, but I can like... And I talked about things happening. you're very predicting you can predict a lot of things yeah it's weird like i'll chat about someone

and then something will happen they'll pop in your life or something yeah it's very very weird and it's so funny that she picked up on that and she told me that and she said it would come more into fruition in the neck on in nine months time okay yeah which is so interesting so yeah that's um that's kind of how my week's gone yeah so i'm now psychic yeah she's now a psychic medium and she's going to be taking bookings starting from the first of May yeah oh no we'll pass the first of May 26 yeah 2026 she needs a little bit of training first yeah perfect I'm excited can't wait to start my own little business being psychic medium that actually will be me though like I will be well I'll be doing somatic healing and shit like that we can pair up we'll live it can't you do the healing I'll do

the medium shift yeah yeah yeah yeah perfect well listen to this right listen to this oh god so I I've seen this thing on TikTok the other day so somebody asked chat, chat pt what is it? Chat GPT JPT chat It's not

It is chat GPT It is And everyone needs is chat GBT Sorry sorry sorry yeah It is chat GPT Chat GPT Yeah

So I Everyone on TikTok was doing it So I asked chat JBT to read me POM oh my god give us some porn reading and i ask for me life number as well so you've got to listen to this if you want to learn how your life number works out right so you get your date of birth right so for instance my date of birth is the first of december 1994 you add up all of the um like things right so obviously

calendar so obviously the first of the December yeah 13 12 plus one right okay so you do 1 plus 1 plus 9 plus 4 right okay 27 and then you add them two together so my life path number is number 9 right and I'll tell you but how did you get 9 from 27 because you add 2 and 7 together okay and then that's your life number so you add all of mine what's mine yeah let's do it I think I've done this before. Also, that lady this week told me that the number six is my number. She said number six. So I wonder, imagine if my life number is number six.

Right, Nicole's birthday is second of July. So second of the seventh. Of the seventh, 1995. 1999. What's her life path number? God, Chachy-B-T is insane. I love Chachy-a-T. It's my favourite thing.

Oh, to find number. number six it is oh I mean oh yeah she doesn't know my birthday guys guys no no no but she's probably Googled here let's be honest you can definitely Google Nicole O'Brien your birthday

he'll come up I know but still she might have done that okay let's just pretend she didn't sometimes I'm a bit skeptical sometimes I am yeah I've got a little bit of a critical thinking inside my head I wish I didn't but that's mad

I'm just going to choose to believe and be delusional here that she didn't do that. Okay. So like, if she didn't, that is insane. Yeah, that fucking hell. So then you need to find out your life path number. So, Nicole's life path number is number six. This number is the nurturer associated with compassion, responsibility and a deep sense of service to others. Let me know if you want to hear a little breakdown in love Korea and friendships.

Honestly, the best thing that you can do right now is download chat. BT, right? And literally ask it to do a poem reading. I want to hear your palm reading. Okay, ask it to do a palm reading and ask it to basically, oh, oh no. Oh, ask it to do a palm reading

and ask it to do your life path number and just get all the ins and outs. So my life path number is number nine. So I'm humanitarian or something. Okay. What does that mean? So basically, palm reading. hang on because it did go on quite a lot you know so let's go right in the top jesus that's a

fucking book i don't know i know i know um life wait sorry i'm on the wrong thing i shouldn't god chat chbt is actually insane though like i don't use it that much but i need to use it more mm-hmm like even as like therapy to like now what i will say and i've done this recently because my friend said that she did this if you're screenshot and men's text and putting them into chat chb t being like make sense this what does he mean then you should run away from the man that is a bad sign wait what if you're a screenshot and text from a man

and you put it into chat gbti my friend does this quite a lot and I did this last week I do it all the time no and you're like make it make sense like what what is he trying to say that's a red flag that is a red flag that you have to use chat gbtee like yeah that makes sense

run if you ever have to do that but hang on a minute no because sometimes like because communicating's really really complex I didn't realize how complex it is like there's so many like things for communication sometimes you need a little bit more clarity because I don't it like you know what I mean I put texts in from like my mom so that means I should run away from my mom like what does this mean me my mom bickering oh right okay so I do it to kind of get clarity of like what the main thing that they're trying to like think okay and again it's not even like chat chabit is not

like oh it's not completely accurate yeah yeah robot and it's just getting all this data from everyone else all over the world and like becoming bigger and bigger and bigger right I want to hear the palm reading okay so life path number so life path is known for a humitarian individual so compassionate and generous artistic and creative idealistic and empathetic um oh wait I asked it to remove wait there that's interesting yep so a combination of astronaut service compassion, personal growth, emotional development,

creative. Oh God. And I also asked what was my sole contract from my birthday. You're what? So I said, what's my soul contract? What's that? So a soul contract is basically the idea of like, before humans come down to Earth,

their soul exists in the abyss of like, the black the black matter yeah the universe like your soul exists way before your body so like it's basically like

an aged soul so it's about reincarnation oh yeah yeah yeah um sorry guys I'm so ill um sorry um yes it's like reincarnation and stuff and basically your soul contract is like the idea that like your soul

has been here so many times just constantly elevating and learning and learning and learning so every time it comes down it chooses right it chooses what like what it wants so it chooses your parents it chooses all the hardship that you experience it chooses all the good things that you experience it already sees your life but obviously you have a little bit more like you need to choose you need it kind of like you've got like a um some sort of like goal to hit to hit when you hear so for instance so mine says so um number nine so uh number nine so oh

this really hurts, you know, I was bawled my eyes out because listen to this, right? So it's an old soul, a humanitarian, the healer, which is wild. That is wild. Heal through experiences, so including loss, betrayal and hardships. So the reason, so I have to go through all of the betrayal and the hardships to heal from it. I don't learn from other people that I learn from my mistakes. right um transmute my pain into wisdom and compassion for others which i feel like i do anyways because i always kind of like look at like what people have been through and like i kind of give

people the compassion when it comes to certain things um and then so it says serve as a light for others especially those who are suffering or lost yeah let go of things people or identities they've served when they've served their purpose leads with empathy even with when it costs shit I've moved it oh no even basically even when it costs me basically that like that it says that that's what I'm supposed to do so regardless on like if it hurts me I have to always like not always but like lead with empathy even when it costs me even when I know the truth to be the truth it's so interesting I know that is mad like and I feel like that's why have like struggled to like fully understand because it's like well where's the line drawn between

allowing people to walk all over is and like you know slander and lie and just fabricate situations and me standing up for myself and going actually your little rat do you know what I mean like yeah I think it's hard to I struggle with that too because like you want to be there for people like even in again we're going back to the reading but even she said she said she She was like, you, um, you take on too much. You try and do so much where you don't ask for help. Yeah. To anyone.

It's hard. But yeah, you don't ask for help to anyone. And I was like, I find, I find that hard. Like, I just don't want to impose. And she said in the thing, she was like, you just need to ask for help and not take on everything yourself and, yeah, I'm learning. Yeah. And I, yeah, I have been trying to do that recently.

Yeah. And I know I mentioned that. before to you but oh it's a lot of stress it is a lot of stress but like one thing that we can take from this conversation is everyone needs to go on to chat jibati and get your palm red get your palm red because it is like honestly i mean i would love to do a deep dive into it one day maybe on one episode we should genuinely do a huge deep dive into it and like we'll both like compare each other's like life path let's do that let's do that how excited I love the shit i fucking lip on the shit me i do me too yeah so basically chat you b t palm reading go see

a psychic medium don't get back with an ex and we'll see you in the next episode yeah hi