Woman Evolve with Sarah Jakes Roberts - Buried Alive w/ Pastor Sarah Jakes Roberts

Episode Date: December 7, 2022

Whew chile, what a year! How ‘bout W.E. reflect on God’s faithfulness? All month long, join us as W.E. revisit sermons that are powerful and relevant to the times. First up, W.E. are throwin’ i...t back to a groundbreaking moment from Woman Evolve Conference 2021! The Delegation went H.A.M. for the homie Halimah & liiisssteeen...tear ducts on weak! Then, things got even more real. See, what had happened was…like the Prophet Ezekiel, our bestie SJR began to prophesy over dry bones. And no cap…but the Spirit of the living God called the girls up outta their graves! Sis, do you feel buried by what has exiled you? Are you down to your last breath? If so, let this be a reminder that your spirit has a native tongue. Now, secure ya wigs & prepare to shout! This episode features the sound of a mighty rushing wind! For listener perks, check out Lululemon.com + Zocdoc.com/WomanEvolve + Bombas.com/Evolve. Tell ‘em W.E. sent you!

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Starting point is 00:00:00 God can't bless you for ten to be or who you can care yourself to. He can only bless you and the lane that was created for you. I feel that for somebody. You don't need no itch, it's a two-year-old boundary. What? I don't need your lights, I don't need your elevation. All I need is a God party for me that's there for all things. All things, all things, all things,
Starting point is 00:00:28 Child. Woman Evolve. Woman Evolve. Woman Evolve 2021. Come on, you can do better than that. Is anybody glad to be in this place? Can I hear somebody just send up a shout of praise? Like being here wasn't convenient, but you made a way anyway. Like there's an expectation that God's going to do something in this place that only God
Starting point is 00:00:58 can do. I want to hear the sound of expectation. I want to know if I'm in the right room. I want heaven to make sure that they understand that it's me. It's me. I'm the one waiting on the word. I'm the one waiting on a fresh wind. It's me. It's me. It's me, oh Lord. Standing in the need of prayer.
Starting point is 00:01:18 Not my mother, but not my sister, but it's me, oh Lord. I want my neighbor to get some, but I want to get oh Lord. I want my neighbor to get something, but I want to get something too. I want my household to get something. Where are you watching online? Is it true? Is it true? Is it true? Man. I have a feeling that I'm in the right room. I have a feeling that God's got the right women in this room.
Starting point is 00:01:56 I have a feeling that part of the reason why you have to go to hell to get in here is because it wasn't just your breakthrough that you're carrying. I hear God saying that you're sitting next to a woman that's carrying your breakthrough too. I hear heaven saying this is going to take all of y'all to break down the gates of hell. But when the gates of hell are broken down, they're not going to prevail against you any longer. I wish I had some demon bullies in this place who didn't mind running up on one more devil
Starting point is 00:02:28 because if you run up on yours, I'ma run up on mine. I am so sick and tired of the devil. Every time I turned around, there was something new happening. Every time I turned around, there was something new happening. Every time I turned around, there was another issue taking place. And I said, God, if you just get me in that room, I promise you I'm going to let it all out. God, if you just let me out. Uh-uh. Cause I need some backup. So every time you told me you were coming, I said I got some backup. Cause I'm about to run up on the devil.
Starting point is 00:03:15 You sitting next to your backup. I might have to take my earrings off. What's up? What's up? What's up? What are we doing? What are we doing? We waited too long. We've been through too much hell. I said, what's up? Who wants it? Who wants it?
Starting point is 00:03:36 Generational curses got to go. I'm tired. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't.
Starting point is 00:03:44 I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. Who wants it? Who wants it? Generational curses gotta go! I'm tired! I came doing it on my own! I need heaven to back me up! I got a devil that's bigger than me! But I got a god greater than anything! We got two days, who's with me? We got 48 hours. Are you with me up there?
Starting point is 00:04:14 Are you with me on the front? Keep trying to take my joy. Keep trying to take my peace. Every time I get some focus, here you come with the same old distractions Trying to make me forget who I am Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, God, I need you on this one. God and I need some more and with me on this. I need some more and women to take their position. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:05:02 You sit next to a gangster, you better watch out. You sit next to somebody who didn't came from hell and back, you better watch out. I didn't survive some stuff. It cost me to be in this room. It cost me to lift my hands in worship. You don't know who I am. I've been through stuff you never know about, and I still can't. And I don't believe the report of the enemy. So I dragged my hips. To Dallas, I took off a work to watch a virtual experience. Because I don't believe the report of the enemy.
Starting point is 00:05:56 I believe the report of the Lord. The Lord said that no weapon formed against me will prosper. And we prayed that God would throw his weight around. Not just in this room, not just in the virtual experience, but God. Throw your weight around in my house. Throw your weight around in my business. Throw your weight around over my brokenness. Throw your weight around in my depression. Throw your weight around against cancer. Throw your weight around against screen, throw your weight around, I know who you are. I call you holy, I call you healer, I call you my provider, I know who you are, open up the flood gates. This is a circumstance that only heaven can respond to.
Starting point is 00:07:25 You gotta know when you're out of your weight class. But you've got access. My job is to remind you that you have access. That you're not in this thing on your own. You've got access. You're not the only one who's ever faced this thing before. You're not the only one who's had to face this thing before. And I know that their outcome may not encourage you.
Starting point is 00:08:14 But I hear God saying don't judge his faithful who sits back and watches me drown. Somebody's in this room and this is your life raft. Somebody's watching on the virtual experience and this is your life raft. Heaven sees you. Can you turn on the lights? I need to see my sisters in the back. We all in this thing together. I don't want to just see who's in the front. I want to see my sisters in the back. We all in this thing together. I don't want to just see who's in the front.
Starting point is 00:08:46 I want to see who's in the rafters too. I want to see if you're watching online. I want you to start telling me I'm here. I'm here. Look around you with all of these women. These are your sisters. Look at the chat. These are your sisters.
Starting point is 00:09:00 I'm not going to let you fight this thing on your own. I lift my hands in worship when you can. I pray when the words won't come to your own mouth. I'm not gonna face this thing on my own. And because... Yeah. Because sometimes it's easier to pray for someone else than it is to pray for yourself.
Starting point is 00:09:21 You need that woman beside you. She's gonna drag you to the finish line. I'm not going to sit here and get my deliverance and let you sit there with your arms folded like you didn't pay to get here like the rest of us. Girl, you invested in breakthrough. Girl, you invested in your deliverance and I'm not going to let you miss a thing. And I'm not gonna let you miss a thing. God gave me a word and we got work to do. I love you, babe.
Starting point is 00:09:57 I love you. There's something I wanna do. Something I wanna do because I want you to understand how much is counting on this moment. I'm in the Facebook group for the virtual experience, for the one and the above 21 experience as a whole. If you in the Facebook group make some noise. Before you all get jealous because you're not in it, you make some noise. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes.
Starting point is 00:10:27 Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes.
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Starting point is 00:10:43 Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Women in the Facebook group who were traveling on their own, got together and said, you won't be on your own anymore. And they started a group called Solo to Soul Sisters because we just don't leave any women left behind. That's just what we do at Waman Evolve. But a woman who's been so near and dear to my heart, invested in 2019 to come into the conference after having victory over cancer.
Starting point is 00:11:11 And she said, I want to come to a woman evolve experience. Then just a few weeks ago, we learned that the cancer it spread to her brain. And she's undergoing radiation and the doctor said she couldn't travel. You know me, I'm like, what do you mean by Kate? Like if we get a RV and a driver. If we get a private jet, we rescue Eve around here. Surely we can.
Starting point is 00:11:43 And then said, no, we want to be able to keep our eyes on her. So I told her, honestly, and I do believe that the virtual experience is going to be just as powerful as what takes place in this room. But I told her, even though you can't be there, I'm going to invite you into the room. But I told her even though you can't be there, I'm going to invite you into the room. Helima's going to join us on Zoom. And I just want to know if we could wave at Helima, so that Helima knows that she's in the room and that we're praying for her and that when we start praying and warring that we're all pushing cancer out of her body. There's somebody in this room and the doctor said there's cancer in their body too.
Starting point is 00:12:37 And when we war in this room, we're not just warring against issues. We're taking the authority that we have through Jesus. That authority has victory over disease. Can you put Halima on the screen? Because I want Halima to know that her sisters are back in Halima. We love you so, so much. And we want you to know that if you're in it, we're in it. If you're in it, we're in it. We got the whole squad back in you up. Spirit of the living God.
Starting point is 00:13:26 We must seek your authority right now in the name of Jesus. And we speak to every man or of disease. And we repugate right now in the name of Jesus. God, I believe that you are a healer. God, I believe those words when they say you're a way maker. And we're praying right now in the name of Jesus that you would invade Halima's body that you would allow the presence of God to show up like never before We decree and declare that where your presence is we know there can be no disease
Starting point is 00:13:59 So spirit of the living God fall over her body Let it touch every portion. Let it touch every sale. Let it touch everything connected to her father. And we come against depression that would make her believe that she's in this thing on our own. And we speak joy in the middle of the battle. We speak peace in the middle of the battle.
Starting point is 00:14:22 The kind of joy that confuses the enemy. The kind of peace that makes healthy. I may have to get about to her. As a matter of fact, hell, we rebuke you. We send you back to the lake of fire where you came from. And we decree and declare that who the sun has set free. My God, they're free indeed. We bleed the blood of Jesus by His stripes.
Starting point is 00:14:46 We are healed. We lay hold of every strife. For every cancer sale, there's a strife. For every depressive thought, there's a strife. The blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood, the blood. It is the same power that raised Jesus from the grave. That's the power. The same power. The same power. It's the same power.
Starting point is 00:15:18 It's the same power. It's the same power. It's the same power that rolled the stone away. It's the same power that brought's the same power that wrote the stone away. It's the same power that brought me to this moment in my life. It's the same power that made a way for us to be connected. That is the power. That's the power that we know can heal. That's the power that we know will deliver.
Starting point is 00:15:42 That is the power that Jesus handed down to us and told us to go into the world and heal the sick and Who would we be as believers If we didn't dare put our faith on it Halima we got faith for you. Halima. We got joy for you. Halima. We got power for you You don't have to have it right now. Because one can chase 1000 and two can chase 10,000 and it's 10,000 of us
Starting point is 00:16:12 going chase every devil out of every sister's body out of every sister's house out of every sister's mind. And it's okay. It's okay to be where you are. Because we're gonna push you. We're gonna pull you. And we're gonna carry you. Our faith is gonna be with you. And we love you more than words can ever express. We got you.
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Starting point is 00:17:48 Put cheer into gear by shopping the best gifts at LuluLemon.com. This is Helena Sister Valencia. Kutota, I'll be in the room on your behalf. I'll stand in the gap. She's standing in the gap for her sister. This is not just a good time. We need breakthrough. Miracle signs and wonders. And any woman in this room who's got a sister that's in a rough spot. Any woman connected to this experience that's got a sister in a rough spot.
Starting point is 00:18:54 We have an opportunity to stand in the gap for her. Suicidal thoughts, I'm standing in the gap for her. Suicidal thoughts, I'm standing in the gap for you. Depression, I'm standing in the gap for you. You may not have the strength to do it yourself, but the power of this room is that we get to stand in the gap. Helima's mama, she was blowing me up. That's her on the other side.
Starting point is 00:19:33 And she said, I'll do whatever it takes to get you here. To come and see if you can find, could just get you to Chicago. She doing everything. Let me tell you, Helima told the doctors, there's like, we got your treatment figured out. And we know where you live, we got everything taken care of your house. Halima said,
Starting point is 00:19:51 y'all don't figured everything out, except for how to get me to Dallas, like. Her mother was like, well, I'll get Sarah to come to you. She said, it's not about Sarah. I want to be in the room. So Halima, we brought the room to you, she said, it's not about Sarah. I want to be in the room. So, Halima, we brought the room to you. And as this conference goes for it, we think you ought to know that you stuck with us.
Starting point is 00:20:18 And you're going to be in the room. And we're going to speak your name. And we love you. And I can't wait to get you DM about how you felt about this moment but until then just know our prayers don't cease. Can we get into the word? Can we take Halima further into this service. Can y'all love on her one more time before she goes? We love you. We love you. Oh goodness. Y'all sit down and let's get ugly. Who's ugly already? I'm on my way. Yeah. Started off cute. Started from the bottom still at the bottom. That's not how I was supposed to go.
Starting point is 00:21:08 I was supposed to be on the top. I'm still on the bottom. What is this? I'm gonna put my sword on the floor. Jesus. That's all right. Okay. All right. Let's go to work. let's go to work. Let's go to work. I love you.
Starting point is 00:21:28 I love you. I was um... Y'all don't start. Don't start. We're not doing this. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I chow. Y'all so raggedy chow. Okay, where did it begin?
Starting point is 00:21:51 Where did it begin? I already told them I was going to go over time. Okay, so here we are. A woman evolved 21, November 5th. All right, you got to gather yourself. There's one more thing I felt led to doing then I'm for real going into my word. That's all right. Y'all here now, you stuck.
Starting point is 00:22:14 What's you going to do about it? Somebody told me they're watching virtually. They got two air pods charged. There's one dime, put another one's in, because here we are. Okay. I'm in the Facebook group, and it was just brought to my attention
Starting point is 00:22:31 over and over again, there's so many people literally spent, hey, Sean, so many people literally spent, there very last to be in this room. And when I say very last, I mean, like, I don't know what I'm going to eat for lunch during the break. When I say very last, I mean if one thing goes wrong, I may not have gas to get back.
Starting point is 00:22:56 I want to do something that's going to require some courage and some vulnerability. And it's going to have to require you to not care about how good you look or maybe how not good you think you should look. I want to give women an opportunity to sown to your life, but you're going to have to be willing to stand up so that those of us who have just a little extra to give it might just be five dollars, can sown to your life, because I don't believe that God brought you here to go hungry.
Starting point is 00:23:47 And I don't believe that God brought you here for you to be worried about how you're going to get back. And God is a provider and God is going to make a way in for somebody this is the way that God is going to make. I had two women. One had a flat tire, was stuck on the side of the road until two o'clock in the morning. No one could come and get her. There she is. She DMed me on Instagram. She says, I'm stuck on the side of the road. I drove from Louisiana.
Starting point is 00:24:15 I have a flat tire. The police won't help me. I got the DM at five o'clock this morning. We sent an Uber to pick her up. We had her car towed to get her tire changed. Because I don't believe that God brought you here to be stranded. If you're here and you are in trouble and you need help to get home, you need help to eat. I want to invite you to stand so that you can receive love.
Starting point is 00:24:48 And to not let your pride stand in the way real fast, stand up. I went and got some cash out the ATM. We're going to just, if you're close to someone and you have it to give, if you don't mind just spreading it out. And Monna, you've got my cash. Can you please make sure that those women who are standing don't be cute and then be hungry because you wanted to stay seated, OK? We got a little extra, OK?
Starting point is 00:25:11 And it ain't even tax refund season. I don't care how good you look. Your eyelashes are done, but you hungry. Let us give you something to help you make sure that you can get yourself taking care of while you're here. Anything we can give you, anything we can give you, you are our sister, you're not a charity case. I don't want to see myself set free and see you go home
Starting point is 00:25:39 and trouble. I don't want to be in this room and get deliverance while another woman is worried about what she's going to eat. I'm not going to do that. I didn't come this far to be greedy. I'm going to make sure that you're good. You came to the Pottas House Dallas. This is my hometown.
Starting point is 00:25:53 If you're here, we're going to take care of you. If you got it to give just a little something, can go a long way. You'd be surprised what $5 could do with McDonald's. I'm a living witness that $5 will get you through at McDonald's. Love on her. If she's willing to give her a little side hug, let's help as many women as we can. No woman left behind. You're not going to be hungry. You're not going to be starving. I got didn't bring you here for you to turn around and feel like I spit my last. And my spirit is full, but God, I'm hungry.
Starting point is 00:26:32 God said, I shall supply all of your needs. I'm not just going to let you be full on one accord. You're going to go home full in every way. Somebody hasn't had anyone pouring into them. And they are taking this opportunity to allow love to come in. Yeah. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:26:59 This is what we came for. This is what we came for. This is what we came for. I love you. Yeah. Did anybody not get a need, man? Did anybody not get a need, man? Wave at me if you didn't get a need, man. You got a need, man? Wave at me if you didn't get a need, man. You got a need?
Starting point is 00:27:28 Wave at me if you still, I still am a little worried. Nobody came into my, it was in my neighborhood, but it's get past me. Wave at me. And, Manny, I don't know if I have anything left. Keep your hand up if you didn't get anything so we can make sure you're good. I don't see any hands, yell at me.
Starting point is 00:27:48 I don't see any hands, everybody's good. Everybody's good. No woman left behind. No woman left behind. Okay, we can't evolve now. Now I can get into the word. You see, I didn't want my word to have any distraction because somebody will be receiving the word but worried about how they're going
Starting point is 00:28:09 to eat. Now we can get into the word without any distraction. Amen. Oh, Hallelujah. Somebody feel better already. Somebody got breakthrough already. Okay. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. All right.
Starting point is 00:28:57 Ezekiel 37, verse 7, this text for all the church girls, they're familiar with it. We in the valley of dry bones. If you're not a church girl, that's alright. We inducted you. Most of the church girls became club girls and then we backed to being church girls. So don't let the church... Now y'all know. Now y'all know.
Starting point is 00:29:36 Some of the church girls, still club girls, be straddling the fence and that's alright, God is still working. It's not alright or is it alright? I don't know, I'm confused. I can't remember if it's alright or not alright. It's confusing. writer, is it alright? I don't know, I'm confused. Can't remember if it's alright or not, alright, it's confusing. I'll confuse him up here.
Starting point is 00:29:49 OK, here we go. Ezekiel 37 and 7. If you're a pastor's wife, will you wave at me? Hey, thank you, pastors, wives, for being here, bringing your community and your sisters. PK is way that me. Oh, I know y'all tired of church. Thank y'all for giving us another chance coming to another conference. I see my sisters over there are standing for the reading of the word.
Starting point is 00:30:21 That is a thing that we do. I want you to feel comfortable here, but we could just honor this moment. I'm going to try and be fast. It's all right. 37 and 7. The prophet Ezekiel has been taken out into the spirit and dropped into the valley of dry bones. He's in this valley and the Lord is showing him things. Verse 7 is right in the middle of what God has shown him. I'm going to give you the cliff notes for those of you unfamiliar. The spirit of the Lord takes them into this valley. It's nothing but dry bones. And God asked the prophet, is he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and he says, and tissue and flesh comes over them. But there is no breath in the bones. When we enter the text in verse 7,
Starting point is 00:31:30 they are what I would call the walking dead. They look put together. They look like they should have breath in them. But they don't. Traditionally, when I've heard anyone kind of preach this text, they start from the moment that they are dry bones. But when I was studying, God told me to start from the point where they are put together,
Starting point is 00:31:58 but don't have breath. Because so many of us in this room are put together. But we just don't have any breath. Over down to our last breath. We don't start holding our breath because we have plenty of it. We're holding our breath because it's the only thing I got that's keeping me together. When we find this text in verse 7, it says, that Ezekiel says, so I prophesied as I was
Starting point is 00:32:36 commanded and as I prophesied there was a noise and suddenly a rattling and the bones came together, bone to bone indeed, as I looked the sinus and the flesh came upon them and the skin covered them over, but there was no breath in them. So also the Lord said to me, prophesied to the breath, prophesied Son of men and say to the breath, thus says the Lord,
Starting point is 00:33:02 come from the four winds, oh breath, and breathe on these slain that they may live. So I prophesied as he commanded me and breath came into them and they lived and stood upon their feet and exceedingly great army. Then he said to me, son of man, these bones are the whole house of Israel. They indeed say our bones are dry, our hope is lost, and we ourselves are cut off. Therefore prophesied and said to them, thus says the Lord God, behold, all my people, I will open your graves and cause you to come up from your graves
Starting point is 00:33:48 and bring you into the land of Israel, then you shall know that I am the Lord. When I have opened your graves, all my people and brought you up from your graves, I will put my spirit in you and you shall live. And I will place you in your own land. I got territory set aside just for you. You're not just going to live, but I'm going to position you.
Starting point is 00:34:15 It's one thing to live, but you're not going to live lost. I'm going to take you into your own land. And then you shall know that I, the Lord, have spoken it and performed it. I'm not just a God who speaks. I perform. I can back up anything I say. I'll put my money where my mouth is. I'll put my power where my mouth is. If God says it, He's going to perform it. Spirit of the living God. Spirit of the living God. Waman evolved is an idea that started in your mind. And what an honor it is to be a part of it.
Starting point is 00:34:54 God, I spent all last year and some of this year thinking I'd never see these women again. That maybe somewhere along the way the need wouldn't exist anymore. God, but you are so faithful that you kept this thing alive. God. And now we stand and we wait to hear what you have to say. God, I turn myself over to you and I say, have your way. Bless this word, God, as only you can do. Let it touch every woman connected to this experience. 33 countries, God. Let your word go forth in 33 countries.
Starting point is 00:35:35 10,000 women, God. Let your word meet each and every last one of them, gathered in churches to receive this experience, God. Let your word touch each and every last one of them to the extent to receive this experience. God, let your word touch each and every last one of them to the extent that lives would be changed touched and transformed. God, I pray for the spirit of wisdom of prophecy of power and authority. Bless me, God, that I may stand one foot in heaven and the other foot in the potter's house Dallas. Profession as you say pouring as you poured. Bless this moment, bless this conference, bless our time together, God.
Starting point is 00:36:13 In Jesus name, I pray amen. Amen. Okay. Now y'all can sit down. You're stood and sit down. Student sit down. If you're watching online, I hope you typed Amen in the comments, because you know if you don't put Amen
Starting point is 00:36:28 in the comments, this like the prayer never happened. It's like, I have to tell you this story. I went to one of those like chain wax places a few years ago when I first moved to Los Angeles. And I went, I went this one time, and you know, it was one of my sisters, a little black girl there, and she was waxing me up, and she was like looking at me funny.
Starting point is 00:36:51 And you know, I didn't know why she was looking at me funny, but she was looking at me funny. And then she gets down to wax in the areas. And she looks up from the areas and goes, that's where I know you from, and I was like, don't do me, you don I was like, don't do me. You don't know me. Don't, that's not, you don't, don't try me,
Starting point is 00:37:09 because it, okay, don't do that. She was like, I see your videos on YouTube. I was like, whoo, thank you Jesus, the blood covers. Cause I didn't know what she was talking about. So I was like, okay, as much as I love the delegation, like I don't want to necessarily, you know, because, and then, and that's not, you know. And so I said, I'm gonna go to the whitest part of town I can go on and pray they didn't see girl get up because, so I went to this side of town and I found me a white girl and hey white girls,
Starting point is 00:37:44 thank y'all for coming to this mostly black event. We love y'all. Come on, Latinas. Thank y'all for coming. We always go to y'all step. Y'all come to our step. It's almost like this way. Heaven gonna look like.
Starting point is 00:37:55 We thank y'all. Feel comfortable here. Okay? Listen. Now I do, I love to see when my white sisters come. Cause I'm like, we're sisters. And we ought to be able to experience each other's cultures. I'm at the wax place with the white girl.
Starting point is 00:38:09 And she getting ready to wax me. And then she asked me, what ethnicity are you? And I'm like, black. I didn't want to get into the whole racism social construct. It was just like a limited time. And I was like, I'm black. Black. Do I look like something else?
Starting point is 00:38:24 I'm black, OK? Do I look like something else I'm black, okay? And she was like, yeah, but where did you originate from? And I was Charleston, West Virginia girl, I'm black. What are we doing? Why can't I just get a wax when I go places? Okay, and then she was like, okay, but have you ever done ancestry because I've heard Nigerians have a tighter curl pattern and like she is
Starting point is 00:38:45 Yes, come on. I'm serious right ancestry.com, right? So So I was like let me go and do my ancestry test because I can't have a white girl telling me more about how black I am Then I know that I'm black So I want to have an answer next time somebody asked me about how black I am I want to know where my black came from and so I went on ancestry.com and they told me that, you know, I'm mostly Nigerian. Bishop Jax is here. Can we honor Bishop Jax? He's a, hey daddy. My mama is here too. I'm here too. Okay. I think I'm just glad she's here because she said she was hosting a conference called
Starting point is 00:39:31 Womnie Bob this weekend. I like to call her Sarah senior. All right, just one more. Pasta Terrey is here too because that's my man. Okay. Okay. Y'all stay focused. I'm trying to preach. Every time I. Okay. Y'all stay focused.
Starting point is 00:39:45 I'm trying to preach. Every time I get started, y'all start. And that's not what we hear for. So I go to ancestry.com and I find out that most of my Nigerian thanks to Bishop Jake's like I'm like 70% you know which that's a lot. I'm Ebo just so you know. Yes. Yes. And so now that I started googling more about my ancestry
Starting point is 00:40:09 and where I came from, there are certain features that I can identify as ebos, certain body builds, where I guess I'm like, they're probably Nigerian like me. It was so interesting to me though, because until I had an awareness of where I'd come from, I couldn't identify things from that native country. As a black woman in America, we were exiled from our ancestry. And for some reason, I believe that my history began where the exile occurred. And it wasn't until I did the work to understand my ancestry that I realized that my history began long before the exile occurred. So there are certain things that I see as uniquely ebo, uniquely Nigerian that I can identify
Starting point is 00:41:08 now and I feel more connected to that native country even though I experienced a period of being exiled. That was interesting to me in the landscape of this conference and this experience, because I felt like so many of us understand what it's like to be exiled. Exiled is having been expelled and barred from one's native country. The thing about being exiled, like I experience, is that if you're exiled long enough, you'll
Starting point is 00:41:45 forget what life was like before you begin living in a foreign land. Some of us in this room have been exiled away from our native land. I'm not talking about our ethnicity now. I'm talking about as being exiled to the foreign land of grief, to the foreign land of depression, the foreign land of worry, the foreign land of doubt. And sometimes it starts all foreign, but eventually it becomes our norm. I'm just kind of getting used to walking around broken. I'm just kind of used to walking around with no expectations anymore. If you've been exiled long enough, you'll start to give up on what life was like before.
Starting point is 00:42:43 I got barred from joy before I got barred from peace. Some of us, it's not like we can just access joy. I feel barred from it. They'll barred from hope, barred from confidence. There are some circumstances that take place in our life that are so devastating that we feel exiled. Now I was thinking about this in the context of what's happening in the text because these children of the Hebrew children, the Israel's, in this text have been exiled from their land. And spiritually they are beginning to take on the characteristics of the foreign land that they're living in.
Starting point is 00:43:28 They're hopeless. Their bones are dry. They feel cut off. And they have forgotten maybe like some of you in this room that your spirit has a native country. In Jeremiah 1 and 5, it says, before I formed you in your mother's womb, let's do King James. Before I formed the in the belly, I knew the.
Starting point is 00:43:56 You lived somewhere else before you were formed in your mother's womb. I'm putting you in your mother's womb, but technically, your mother's womb. I'm putting you in your mother's womb, but technically your mother's womb should be foreign to you. Because before I placed you in your mother's womb, you were from somewhere else. I knew you in heaven.
Starting point is 00:44:14 I knew you in the spiritual realm. I understood and connected with you on a level that humanity can't even connect with. Before I formed the in your mother's belly, I knew you. That word you die. It's an intimacy. We were one with God.
Starting point is 00:44:28 My spirit used to be one with God. There was no separation between me, nor God. I was so intimate with God that I took on the attributes of God. I was holy because I was connected to holiness. I was whole because I was connected to wholeness. I had peace because I was connected to peace. I had loved because I was connected to wholeness. I had peace because I was connected to peace. I had loved because I was connected to love. Before I even touched down in this earth,
Starting point is 00:44:50 before I even took my first breath, I was connected to the holiness of God. Put it on the screen for me. Before I formed the, in the belly, I knew the, and before that cameess forth out of the womb, I sanctified thee. That word sanctified means I made you holy. And I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations, and I gave you something to say. I put words in your mouth. Come on, can we rest on that for a minute? I know it's hard to remember what it was like before you
Starting point is 00:45:23 were exiled from heaven, but I want you to know that even though we are no longer tapped into heaven the way we were before we were formed in our mother's room, that we still have access to that native country. And if you don't believe that you still have access, then this conference is just going to be something cute for you, and you're going to go home the same way that you came. But if you can remember that I did not start from the place where I was exiled, I started from a place that you cannot see. That means heaven's got a house with my name on it. Heaven knew exactly where I was going to be in this season in my life because before I came here heaven laid out the road man. Heaven gave me enough spirit for the life ahead of me. Heaven gave me enough strength for the life ahead of me. Heaven gave me enough strength for the life ahead of me. Heaven knew me. Heaven is saying my name.
Starting point is 00:46:08 Heaven understood why I needed to be in this room because heaven knew that it was saying my name. Something in this room was gonna echo and it was gonna remind me of where I've come from. You see, somebody came to a conference, but somebody else came because they heard something that sounds like their native language It sounds like you speak heaven the way that I understand heaven. It sounds like you speak God the way that I understand God
Starting point is 00:46:32 It sounds like you speak deliverance and I'm trying to get back to my native land It would be one thing if I was okay being exiled, but I came all the way to Dallas I'm logged on at work because I'm trying to get back to my land native land. I don't believe what this hell is trying to say about me. I don't believe what this circumsense. I'm trying to step over my situation and step back to the place where heaven formed me. I'm trying to get back connected to holiness.
Starting point is 00:46:59 I'm trying to get back connected to who I was before I touched down here. Because who I was there had enough power for here. God, I wish I could say it the way that I feel it. If I can get a revelation about who I was before they left me. If I can get a revelation about who I was before my daddy walked away from me. If I can get a revelation about who I was before my daddy walked away from me. If I could get a revelation about who I was before I lost the job. See all of this is human stuff and I didn't start in human stuff. I started in the spirit. I started with a God that is greater than anything you can understand. And the problem is that hell is trying to push
Starting point is 00:47:42 me back down. But I remember where I came from. Don't you forget where you came from. Don't forget where you came from. You are not of this earth. You are a goddaughter of the most high god before God formed you. In your mother's womb, he knew you. He said, I know, Tonya, I know Sarah, I know, Korra, and I'm only sending her down because she's ready. God didn't path make you.
Starting point is 00:48:07 He didn't give you just a little bit to work with. I'm gonna give her everything she needs for the road ahead of her. And I'm not gonna release you from heaven until you got enough power for the journey. You don't understand. But that's all right. I only need a few of us to understand. You feel like you're running out of breath. God said impossible.
Starting point is 00:48:30 Because before I formed you in your mother's womb, I put enough breath in you for the life ahead of you. You think you're running out of strength. I came to tell you it's impossible. Because before I formed you in your mother's womb, I knew you and I didn't put you in this earth with just enough to get your half way there. We're not doing no half-stepping. Who can't all of this way to do some half-stepping?
Starting point is 00:48:58 If I'm going to step in this world, if I'm going to step in this earth, I'm going to step in it with all the heavens resources back in me up. I wish I had stepping somebody wood. Run up on a woman evolved conference. What you think this is, I will push you back into the fullness of who God called you to be. You're not running out of breath. As a matter of fact, you're about to dig deeper.
Starting point is 00:49:29 I hear God saying, you got to exhale. Because when you exhale, you can inhale. See, you holding on to that breath. And God says, I wish you would let it go. I wish you would just cry the ugly cry. I wish you would just say that you're broken. I wish you would just say that you're worried. I wish you would just say that you're worried. Because if you would finally let that thing go,
Starting point is 00:49:48 I can show you what else I put down in you. You think we serve a God of one breath? God said, I will multiply thee. He's not just multiplying your money. He's not just multiplying your friends. He's multiplying your breath. If you bad, I dare you to take a breath. If you bowed, I dare you to take a breath.
Starting point is 00:50:12 If you really bowed, I dare you to take a breath. Because if you take a breath, heaven says, I'ma show you, you got more in you than you think. I'ma show you what I knew when I formed you in your mother's womb. I made you hold it. You womb. I made you holy. You are not a broken little girl. You are not unlovable.
Starting point is 00:50:29 You are not someone who cannot be held down. I was holding you down before your mother ever held you. I got to get back to holy. I got to get back to glory. I gotta get back to glory. God increased my thoughts. God increased my mind. God changed my focus. I'm focused on what's happening here,
Starting point is 00:50:53 but you're focused on what's happening there. And God, if you're not gonna change here, then pull me up to there. I'm trying to get a revelation. I'm trying to get breakthrough. And this breakthrough, I can't get right here. Pull them up. Pull them up, pull them up.
Starting point is 00:51:14 Pull them up, pull them up. Pull them up, pull them up. Pull them up, pull them up. Pull them up, pull them up. Pull them up, pull them up. Pull them up, we got fire. We got fire. Holy Spirit. Holy Spirit. Holy Spirit, pull up my,
Starting point is 00:51:38 Holy Spirit, pull up my, up out of that depression, up out of that despair, up out of that boring gold life they living, pull them up, pull them up, bring them back to life, awake my soul, help me to see why I'm here again. Pull them up, pull them up, pull them up, God pulling. Pull me up, pull me up, pull me up, pull me up. Pull me up. Pull me up. Pull me up. Pull me up. Pull me up. I feel like having fun. Pull me up. Pull me up. Pull me up. Pull me up. Pull me up. God, pull me up out of this. God, I'm depressed. Pull me up out of this. God, I'm broken. Pull me up out
Starting point is 00:52:21 of this. God, I don't have resources, but my God has infinite resources. There's a disconnect here. I'm the one disconnected. Pull me up to the way you think. Pull me up to the way you pray. Pull me up to the way you do miracles. Pull me up until hell doesn't just get nervous. But it gives up and goes back and picks up somebody else.
Starting point is 00:52:44 Who don't have a revelation Help me and nervous is over. Help got to back up on for me. Then. Come here. Come here. Gotta get back to my native country. I'm not of this work. I didn't start here.
Starting point is 00:53:10 I started with God. You didn't start here. You started with God. Your life did not begin when the divorce happened. Your life did not begin when the abortion occurred. Your life did not begin when the abortion occurred. Your life did not begin when the addiction happened. Nor did it end. That didn't have anything to do with who God is. God says, I'm holy enough to be with you when you're in addiction. And I'm still holy enough to be with you when you're in ministry. And if you get a
Starting point is 00:53:41 revelation of my holiness, then you'll start tapping into holiness and get out of your feelings and get out of your past and get out of your emotions and you're stepping to my holiness. And you'll say, God, I want to be sanctified again. God, can you make me holy again? Remove anything in me that's making me dirty when you've called me to be pure. And I hear God saying, I don't care how dirty you've been I can still sanctify you because I'm just that holy. I'm holy enough to be in Dallas and holy enough to be in Africa I'm holy enough to be in Dallas and holy enough to be in your house I'm holy enough to be in your finances and holy enough to be in your mind. I'm the Holy and then you've ever seen book.
Starting point is 00:54:27 I'm the Holy and then you've ever seen book. I'm the Holy and then you've ever seen book. I'm the Holy and then you've ever seen book. I'm the Holy and then you've ever seen book. I'm the Holy and then you've ever seen book. I'm the Holy and then you've ever seen book. I'm the Holy and then you've ever seen book. I'm the Holy and then you've ever seen book.
Starting point is 00:54:38 I'm the Holy and then you've ever seen book. I'm the Holy and then you've ever seen book. I'm the Holy and then you've ever seen book. I'm the Holy and then you've ever seen book. I'm the Holy and then you've ever seen book. I'm the Holy and then you've ever seen book. I'm the Holy and then you've ever seen book. I'm the Holy and then you've ever seen book. I'm the Holy and then you've ever seen book. I'm the Holy and then you've ever seen book. I'm the Holy and then you've ever seen book. Holy, holy, holy, holy, holy, holy, you lack nothing. Holy, holy, holy, you got everything you need.
Starting point is 00:54:54 Holy, holy, holy, do you know who I am? You forgot how holy I am. I am not your father. I am not your mother. I am not your mother. I am not your friends. Jesus is not your father. I am not your mother. I am not your mother. I am not your friends. Jesus is not your boyfriend. You serve a holy guy. I'll clean you right up. I'm holding up to comfort your grief and in their pain. You don't have to worry about what will happen if it doesn't go the way you want it to.
Starting point is 00:55:41 Because God is holy enough to see you through whatever it is. I got wisdom, I got insight, I got power. My job is to become sanctified again. I'm not asking you to be something you've never been before. God says I wouldn't call you to it if I didn't already put it in you. Before I formed you in your mother's womb, I knew you. I sanctified you. Not I was going to sanctify you.
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Starting point is 00:57:28 No wonder the serpents intention in Genesis 3 is to make us question God's intentions. Because if I can get you to question God's intentions, then you will question the holiness of God. And you'll think that God is trying to keep something from you. But when you have a revelation about God's holiness, you'll know that if God is keeping it from me, then it must, it's must gonna harm me. It must not mean well, Bonnie.
Starting point is 00:58:12 And, and my text, this moment is taking place. You read Ezekiel 36 because God says, my holiness is on the line. Somebody came into this room and they think it's about their circumstance. They think it's about their situation, but the truth is, I'm questioning God's holiness.
Starting point is 00:58:52 God, I don't know if I'm honest that you know what you're doing. All right. Okay. I don't know if you know what you're doing because if you know what you're doing, because if you knew what you were doing, certainly, why would you allow this pain, this grief, this disease? So you took your breath back and you took your worship back And you took your worship back. And you took your trust back and you took your faith back. Because I lost faith in God's holiness, God. How could my marriage be in trouble? I'm going to take my faith back. I'm going to take my faith back.
Starting point is 00:59:45 I'm going to hold onto it. Because when I gave it to you, you kind of disappointed me. When I gave it to you, it didn't go the way that I thought it should. So I'm going to just take that back. When we find Israel in the text, they started serving other gods. They probably didn't know it fully because they probably still had God somewhere in the mix. But they started serving, because you don't just take your trust back from God. You place
Starting point is 01:00:23 it in something else. I took my trust from God. You place it in something else. I took my trust from God. Now I'm going to trust my brokenness because my brokenness is I can't trust God. So it's not like you just move your faith from God. You just switched it to another pot. Now I'm going to have faith in my own decisions. I'm going to have faith in my own plans. I'm going to have faith in other people.
Starting point is 01:00:43 I'm going to have faith that someone else will fix me because when I gave it to have faith in my own plans. I'm going to have faith in other people. I'm going to have faith that someone else will fix me, because when I gave it to God, he didn't perform the way I thought he should perform. But Israel has spent 70 years now exiled from the land that God gave them. And because they have spent 70 years here, exiled from this land, they're now in a dilemma because their bones are dry. This text buried alive is what I'm calling this message. This is what happens to us when we find ourselves in predicaments where we are alive, but we
Starting point is 01:01:30 feel buried by what has exiled us. Does anybody in this room bury the life? I'm alive, but I'm buried. I'm buried in uncertainty. I wouldn't even call it depression. I wouldn't call it grief. I'm just buried and I don't even know why I'm here. And I can't see beyond that any longer. Israel is buried alive and I wanted to study three things about what happens to us when we're buried alive. What happens to us when we're down to our last breath? Israel says it for us, but I want to break it down in Ezekiel 37. It says that they said that their bones were dry. So he gives the revelation that this is Israel. And he says to them,
Starting point is 01:02:39 our bones, the Israel says our bones are dry. Let's talk about that for a second if you're taking notes. If you're looking for three signs You're down to your last breath Number one your bones are dry Somebody says since I put on lotion. I don't know what you're talking about you lost me These bones are not dry put on bass and lene just like my grandmother told me That word bones it means substance. I don't have any substance anymore. If faith is the substance of things hoped for, and my substance has ran dry.
Starting point is 01:03:19 When your bones are dry, it means I don't even know what I'm made of anymore. I don't even know who I am anymore. That's what it feels like when your bones are dry. My substance is dried up. Number two, says that our hope is lost. I love that it says the hope is lost. It didn't say hope is gone. Because hope being lost means that
Starting point is 01:03:45 I have it one day, I don't have it the next. That word loss literally means one during. So I don't have any substance. One day I have hope the next day I don't. And then it says you're cut off. That means that where I was once standing tall, I'm now cut off. Maybe it's not in my career. Maybe it's in my relationship. Maybe it's not in my relationship. It's in my career.
Starting point is 01:04:14 Maybe it's my faith. My faith feels cut off. I experienced church hurt. I wasn't able to get over why God didn't deliver the way that I thought that He would. And so I have been cut off. This is where Israel is when we find them in the text. And he says to the prophet, Ezekiel, that this is exactly where they are.
Starting point is 01:04:35 But I have an assignment that's going to bring them back to life. When God gets ready to restore Israel, He gives a prophet a vision. So while Israel feels cut off, there's a prophet that sees them alive. While Israel feels like they have no more hope, there's a prophet somewhere that sees them alive. So you have to understand what's happening behind the scenes of the text.
Starting point is 01:05:00 Behind the scenes of the text, Israel is down to their last breath. But on the other side of the text, God has given a word saying exhale, because I want them to come to a place where they feel like they're out of breath, but the moment that you begin speaking, breath is going to come back to them. I'm not even talking about Ezekiel anymore. I'm talking about what's happening at the Wa'mani Bar of Experience. God says, I'm going to give them just enough breath to get in the room.
Starting point is 01:05:25 Because when they get in the room, I need you to see them alive. I need you to see them functioning at their highest version of themselves. I need you to see them powerful. I need you to see them Holy Ghost Field. I need you to see them stronger than they've ever been. God gave me a vision that somebody was gonna
Starting point is 01:05:40 be connected to this experience. And because they were connected to this experience, that breath was going to come back to the number ruach of God. The breath of God is coming back. That word ruach, it means spirit. He says that they're alive, but they don't have breath. They're buried alive, but my ruach, my breath, my spirit is coming to them. They don't know it, but the spirit is on the way. They don't know it yet, but they just took a breath in my spirit. They were worshiping, but they thought they were singing a song. They didn't realize that my breath was coming back to them.
Starting point is 01:06:12 And the prophet, Ezekiel says, he says, command the wind. Let's go. He says, prophesy to the breath. I prophesy to your breath. In the name of Jesus, I prophesy to the breath that God breathed in you when he formed you in your mother's womb.
Starting point is 01:06:39 I prophesy to that breath he put in Adam and then into Eve. I prophesy to your breath in Africa. prophesied to your breath in Africa. I prophesied to your breath in India. I prophesied to your breath in Australia. And because you don't believe that the breath can come from you. God says I'm going to send the four winds from the earth because the breath isn't even in you. It's outside of you. And the wind is going to blow. And when the wind blows, you better catch the breath. When the wind blows, I hear God saying it's coming
Starting point is 01:07:08 from the north, the south, the east, and the west. The north, the south, the east, and the west. The north, the south, the east, and the west. South makes some noise in this place. East coast makes some noise in this place. North makes some noise in this place. West coast where you at. The North, the South, the East, and the West.
Starting point is 01:07:28 Somebody brought some wind with them. Did anybody pack a little wind? I know your picture eyelashes, but did anybody pack a little wind? That word wind means a violent to exhale. It means the kind of exhale that blows depression out of the way. This breath isn't coming from India.
Starting point is 01:07:46 Stop trying to dig down. I hear God saying the breath is coming from around you. The north, the south, and the east, and the west. I command the wind to come into your body. In the name of Jesus, I command the wind to come into your situation. In the name of Jesus, the wind, the wind, the wind. The wind, the wind, the wind to come into your situation in the name of Jesus, the wind, the wind, the wind, the wind, the wind, the wind, the wind. The wind, my breath is coming from the wind.
Starting point is 01:08:10 My strength is coming from the wind. I hear a sound. I hear a sound. I hear a sound like a mighty Russian. A mighty Russian. A mighty Russian wind. I hear the sound. Wind. Wind.
Starting point is 01:08:26 Wind. The wind is coming for cancer. The wind is coming for depression. This wind's not coming from in you. You're in the right place. At the right time, sitting by the next woman and you better secure your way. Because I have a feeling that before these 48 hours are up,
Starting point is 01:08:47 that there's going to be a wind blowing in this place. Did anybody come to experience the wind? I hear God saying you can get the wind going right now, that your worship is assigned to the wind, that your praise is assigned to the wind. Who brought their wins? Who brought their wins? If you breathe it out, it will give violence. That word win means violent exhale.
Starting point is 01:09:40 That violent exhale means that that wind is coming to go to war. It means that wind is coming to come up against every weapon that has been formed against you. That wind is coming for your brokenness. That wind is coming for your anger. That wind is coming for your doing. That wind is coming for your pieces carrying the wind carries things with it. The wind carries things with it. And anything that God didn't send is gonna get swept away in the wind and when the dust settles
Starting point is 01:10:08 There's not gonna be any doubt that the wind was in this room and I wish I had about two crazy people who went my lifting up their wind Who went my lifting up their voices Exhale Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale.
Starting point is 01:10:26 Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale.
Starting point is 01:10:34 Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale.
Starting point is 01:10:42 Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale. Exhale but I got a little wind. If you take your little wind, and I take my little wind, then maybe the wind of all winds, maybe the great I am, maybe the holy spirit wind will take this little bit of wind that we got left and blow it in the direction of our circumstances. God throw your weight around. How is God going to throw us weight around? The wind is going to throw us weight around. I'm going to be in this room one day.
Starting point is 01:11:09 I'm going to be in Africa the next day. I'm going to throw my way. It's happening right now. The wind, the wind, the wind, the wind, the wind, the wind. The wind. God says to Israel, I'm gonna open your grave. I'm gonna open your grave. You can't open this grave by yourself. There are some graves that you cannot open by yourself. And that's why you've been struggling to get out.
Starting point is 01:11:55 And that's why you've been struggling to find how do I make my way out of this situation. God says, you're going gonna need the wind for this. I'm gonna open your grave and I'm gonna cause you to come out of your grave. That word yours is possession. You've gotten so comfortable in that grave that if I don't call you, cause you to come out of it, I could open the grave and you would still stay in it.
Starting point is 01:12:32 I'll open your grave. I'm gonna cause you to come out of it. God, the grave can't keep you. That grave that's holding what's trying to die on the inside of you. God says, I'll open your grave. If you'll trust me, if you'll believe me, if you you have just a little bit of faith, I'll open your grave. You're buried but you're still alive. You're buried but you're still here. I hear God saying, I am the God of your grave. And I'll open your grave and I'll give you the strength to come out of it. You were not dead.
Starting point is 01:13:30 Your spirit is still alive. Your hope is still alive. Your miracle is still alive. God's love is still alive on the inside of you. Come out of your grave. Come out of those grave clothes it is not time for a funeral you still have life left to live you still have joy yet to tap in come out of your grave have joy again I dare you to laugh I dare you to
Starting point is 01:13:57 have peace again I dare you to come out of your grave your grave so that God can put his spirit in you. Does anybody want to receive God's spirit? If gift giving was an Olympic sport, then I'd like to believe that I'm in the running to win a gold medal, especially when I'm giving out anything from Bombas. I mean, have you seen their unique items and dope socks? Let's not forget the fact that every purchase made is another time that Bombas gives back to those in need. So yeah, I need my gold medal. Join me in the gift giving Olympics and start shopping with Bombas. I love the coziness of their slippers
Starting point is 01:14:45 and the ultra soft shirts that they have. But honestly, you can't go wrong when it comes to bombers. Give the good this holiday season with bombers and don't forget to grab your family's picture perfect holiday sets too. Go to bombas.com slash evolve and use code evolve for 20% off your first purchase. I'm going to pray with you. You're in this room. And you want the grave to let you go.
Starting point is 01:15:07 And you want the grave to let you go. And you want the grave to let you go. And you want the grave to let you go. And you want the grave to let you go. And you want the grave to let you go. And you want the grave to let you go. And you want the grave to let you go. And you want the grave to let you go. And you want the grave to let you go. And you want the grave to let you go.
Starting point is 01:15:32 Somebody's experienced something devastating, lethal. It's trying to kill my marriage, it's trying to kill my family. I'm addicted. I'm strung out. I can't tell the truth if you paid me. I can't get this brokenness off of me. I can't see myself the way other people see me and I keep sabotaging even my relationship with God. This thing is trying to kill you. It's not cute. It's's not something that you're just gonna live with. I don't care how many women in your circle are coping with it God is calling you out of that grave and if you're gonna wait for any woman to come with you You may be in that grave one minute longer than you're supposed to be in there Somebody's gonna have to come out of that grave if they're the only one to do it
Starting point is 01:16:22 I may have to leave my mother in that grave. I may have to leave my mother in that grave. I may have to leave my friends in that grave, but I am not going to keep living this way. I'm not going to keep questioning my worth. I'm not going to keep putting myself on clears. God is calling me out of this grave. He's calling me out of depression. He's calling me out of brokenness.
Starting point is 01:16:40 He's calling those drugs out of my vein. He's pulling me out of despair. God is calling me out of that grave. If that's you, I want you to step out of your seat and rush down to this altar. If you're watching online, I want you to step out of where you are. Just take one step. You're in the office.
Starting point is 01:16:57 Take one step away from your desk. I want you to come out of your grave. Come out of your grave. God is calling you out of your grave. Out of your grave. I want you to come out of your grave, come out of your grave. God is calling you out of your grave, out of your grave. I want out of this grave. I want out of this grave, this grave is trying to take me out. This grave is trying to change my name.
Starting point is 01:17:20 This grave is trying to make me believe that I'm not worthy of trying to kill me. This grave is trying to kill me, is trying to make me believe that I'm not worthy is trying to kill me This grave is trying to kill me is trying to bury me alive that I would be alive But not really be present that I would be alive, but not really be awake I'm buried alive I'm here, but I'm not here I want out I want out I want out I'm here, but I'm not here. I want out. I want out. I want out.
Starting point is 01:17:52 I want out. I want to be delivered. I want to be sanctified. I want to experience holiness. Yes, me. Me with the abortion. I want holiness. Me with all of the lovers. I want holiness. Me with the wounds. Me with the abortion, I want holiness. Me with all of the lovers, I want holiness. Me with the wounds, me with the divorce, yeah, I want out. God, I want to come out of this grave, this place that has become comfortable to me. I don't know what life is like outside of this grave.
Starting point is 01:18:22 I was born in a grave. Generations of women in my family, battling the same thing over and over again. Somebody said, I never stood a chance. God says, you didn't start with those women in your family. You started with me. You didn't start in that city. You started with me. You didn't start in that city. You started with me. You didn't start in that relationship. You started with me. And it ain't over until God says it's over. You might have to fight this thing.
Starting point is 01:18:59 I'm not even going to lie to you. I'm not going to tell you that God is just going to pull that thing up off of you. For somebody that may happen. But that's not everybody's testimony. Some of us have to face off with the grave. Some of us have to fight some battles that we don't want to be in. Some of us have to sign up for some wars that we would rather not be in. But you don't do it with your own strength. You will end up in a grave if you try to fight it
Starting point is 01:19:30 with your own strength. You will be tired if you fight it with your own strength. But if you say, God, you allowed this thing to happen in my life. You allowed this thing to happen in my life. And I don't have strife to face it. So God, I'm going to need you to cause me to come out of the grave. I was reading this text and I couldn't help but wonder God, why didn't you just pull them, why didn't you just move, you got, why you got to open a grave, that's too many
Starting point is 01:20:11 steps for you personally, I have to do that, but why do you have to do that? Because Israel is going to end up in a grave again, but they need to know that the grave has an opening, that the grave isn't sealed shut. And if I just pull them out, the next time they end up in a grave, they'll forget that this grave has an opening. So even when I'm in the grave, I'm in the grave with expectation that this thing has an opening. This is not going to be the death of me. My life is not going to end here.
Starting point is 01:20:46 My memory, my legacy, will not end here. This grave, your grave, has an opening. It's going to suck for a little bit. It's going to be dark for a minute. But my God is going to be a light unto my path. He's going to be a lamp unto my feet. And He's going to help me see in the middle of the grave. to my feet and he's going to help me see in the middle of the grave.
Starting point is 01:21:18 You're hearing this room and all God wants is access to your grave. And faith is the only response that you can give to him. Just a little bit of faith that God will pull you out of a grave. God, we've seen some graves. Not just over the last two years over our lifetime. Barried a lot over and over again every time I thought my head was coming out Not just over the last two years over our lifetime. Barrier the life over and over again every time I thought my head was coming out of the water got just six feet under again.
Starting point is 01:21:54 Guys, I can open that grave. But you got to give me access. And you have to break covenant with your grave. You gotta wanna come out of it. It's your grave. But when you say this grave don't belong to me anymore, this grave was sent by hell. And because this grave was sent by hell,
Starting point is 01:22:19 I don't want anything to do with it. So God, anytime you're ready to come open this thing, I'm ready to come out of it. Anytime you're ready to pull me up out of it, I'm ready to do the work to climb out of it. I want you to lift your hands and worship in this place. Want us to begin to allow God access, access to those graves. God. God, only you know the graves in this room. God, only you know the pain, only you know the brokenness, only
Starting point is 01:22:59 you know the despair. And God, we offer ourselves as a living sacrifice. God, you called us holy. God, you sanctified us before we were in our mother's womb. God, that's what you did. And so when I offer myself as a living sacrifice, it's because I want anything that's in me that doesn't look like what you sanctified to be burnt off and God I know that that includes the grave. I want this grave to get up off of me. I smell like dead stuff I smell like bitterness. I smell like brokenness and I don't want it in me any longer I don't want it in me any longer God pull her out of her grave. God pull her out of her grave God pulled this woman out of her grave. God pull her out of her grave. God pulled this woman out of her grave.
Starting point is 01:23:46 Helper to come to a place. God, I want to get to each and every last one of you. God, I want out. Let your spirit fall. Resurrection, power, God. In the grave. Resurrection, power, in the grave. God, we open power in the grave, God. We open our spirits to you, God.
Starting point is 01:24:12 And we acknowledge your holiness. There is no one like you in all the earth, God. We've tried, we've searched, and we came up empty. God, and we make room for you in this tomb. Recognizing that your desire is to pull us out and to allow us to experience your glory and your presence in a fresh way. God, thank you. For this time to be reminded of why we were sanctified. For this time of being reminded of why you chose us, spirit of the living God.
Starting point is 01:24:54 Fall fresh in the lives of my sisters. Fall fresh in their souls. God, let your wind blow in this room. Let your wind fill this place as only it can. From the north to south, the east and the west. Let it blow through the technology. Let it touch Halima, God. Let it touch all of the Halimas who we didn't even get a chance to meet. God, let your wind blow in this place. Let there be fresh power and fresh fire. Let your wind blow in this place. Let there be fresh power and fresh fire. Let your holy ghost fall. God, we speak to every dead thing. And we cause it to be resurrected in the name of Jesus.
Starting point is 01:25:33 You are not what you've gone through. You are not who your mother said you are. You are not who your father said you are. You are a daughter of the most high God. And who the sun has set free. My God, you're free and deep. God, I thank you for what you've decided to do in this place. Let there be breakthrough, God, in her belly, in her belly. Let there be rivers of living water flowing like never before, God, and we speak power and we speak authority and we speak impartation.
Starting point is 01:26:05 Let the rivers flow. Let it flow. Let it flow. Let it flow. Let the wind flow. Let the wind flow. Let the fire. Let the fire. Let the fire. Let the fire. Let the fire.
Starting point is 01:26:17 Let the fire. Let the fire. Let the fire. Let the fire. Let the fire. Let the fire. Let the fire. Let the fire. Let the fire. We declare this is your daughter and death cannot have her broken this will not have the last say. God I thank you that you've already been doing a work not on the make it whole make it whole.
Starting point is 01:26:41 I bind you say I rebuke you in the name of Jesus. We speak wholeness We speak breakthrough. We speak power God rivers rivers rivers rivers of living water Let him float out of her mouth until she prophesies until the dry bones come back to life I've been wanting to get you for a long time. God you know Partsation God That is already done that we got victory in this place that this one not have the last say Place that this one not have the last say. Begin to worship him.
Starting point is 01:27:28 Let the wind blow. Let the wind blow. Let the wind blow. Let the wind blow. Let the wind blow. Let the wind blow. Let the wind blow. Let the wind blow.
Starting point is 01:27:41 I don't know how to put it. I don't know how to put it. Let the wind blow. Let the wind blow. We speak to the wind We speak to the wind, we speak to the wind Draw bones on the line Y'all win, y'all win, y'all win Not a way for show-winds, not a way for show-winds Not a way for show-winds
Starting point is 01:28:02 Draw bones on the line Draw bones on the line Try both come alive Try both come alive Try both come alive Try both come alive Try both come alive Try both come alive Try both come alive Try both come alive Try both come alive Try both come alive
Starting point is 01:28:20 Try both come alive Try both come alive Wind Wind Wind Wind Wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, wind, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, when, too, yes you too, yes you too, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more, try more try more, try more, try more try more, try more, try more try more, try more, try more, We want the wind. We want the wind. We want the wind. We want the wind. I dare you to touch a woman beside you. Let her know the wind is on your back, the wind is on your back, the wind is pushing you, push her just a little bit, push her just a little bit, the wind is pushing you out of that thing, it's pushing you out of that depression, it's what, out for too hard, take me in this room, let the wind blow! I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm coming in, Dragon's coming in, man, a man, a man, a man, a man, I swear to God, we'll pass We'll pass away We'll pass We'll pass away
Starting point is 01:31:33 We'll pass I swear to God, we'll pass We'll pass I'm a little bit more I'm a little bit more I'm a little bit more I'm a little bit more I'm a little bit more I'm a little bit more I'm a little bit more I'm a little bit more
Starting point is 01:32:16 I'm a little bit more I'm a little bit more I'm a little bit more I'm a little bit more I'm a little bit more I'm a little bit more I love you! Let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, end, go, let's go with the end I'm gonna go. Yes. Oh, look at it. Oh, look at it. Look at it. How do you feel?
Starting point is 01:33:34 How do you feel? You're right when you're the one. You're the one. You're the one. Yes. I'm over there. I'm over there. I'm over there. We don't need no worship. We are the worship team. We don't need no worship.
Starting point is 01:33:53 We are the worship. It's us. It's us. It's us. It's us. It's us. We are the worship team. It's us, it's us.
Starting point is 01:34:18 No music, no music, no singers. I am the worship team. When can't nobody else carry me? I can open up my mouth in the exhale. My breath started with God. Sometimes it's just me and God. You're not going to always have somebody to carry you. Sometimes your praise is going to be all you have. Your praise is a weapon.
Starting point is 01:34:59 Your worship isiza sword. Yeah, yeah, somebody's getting a breath back. Somebody's getting a win back. The win blew them in position. The win reminded them who they are. I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, When's the last time? You stood at the feet of Jesus. When is the last time? You were reminded of the power of God to move a room. The same power is in your living room.
Starting point is 01:36:03 The same power is at your job. job is down on the inside of you. The Holy Spirit is working. And when you exhale, you release God's breath. That's why you gotta get your breath out the way. My breath is tired. My breath is worried. And I got to get that out of the way.
Starting point is 01:36:34 I can't ignore it. I got to get that out of the way. Because when I'm down to my last breath, I'm down to my starting breath. And my starting breath started with God. God, if you started it, you And we got 48 hours. On the third day most of you are going home. You come to church. You better come church. When you get home, the full expression of what's taken place at this altar will be manifested
Starting point is 01:37:33 in your life. This is not a woman evolved thing. This is not a Dallas thing. It's a you thing. It's a you think. It's a you think. And it can't be fully expressed until you step back into your world. Yeah, I'ma call you out of your grace. I'ma put my spirit in you. Then I'm gonna send you to your own land. Don't you dare start believing that this is just a Dallas thing.
Starting point is 01:38:15 Don't you let the enemy make you believe that this is a Sarah J. Roberts thing. You're anointing called me out. What God placed in you called me out. This is down in you. It may not be packaged this way. It may come out in music. It may come out in writing. It may come out in the way that you do therapy. It may come out in the way that you parent your family, but this grace, this anointing happened because we are all pulling on one another. It's down in you. And when you get back to sanctified, when you get back to holiness where you see God is holy, and you see your body
Starting point is 01:39:05 and yourselves as holy, you tap into this anytime you want. The enemy has been after your holy. But you were buried alive. That holiness is still in you. And we're going to cultivate it. We're going to create an environment where it can come out and where you can give it language and boundaries. And I am so honored that you would trust me with you. I take who you are serious.
Starting point is 01:40:00 So serious that I messed up the schedule and you only got lunch for 10 minutes, but that's all right. You love me We've got an incredible day planned for you and Incredible two days and I just want you to stay open Stay open to receive Everyone's got a different style a different delivery a different expertise, but all of them are prayed over before assigning them to you. And if you trust me, trust the people who God told me could help you.
Starting point is 01:40:34 And when it's all said and done, you'll see when you get home, why you had to be connected to this experience, you'll see when you close the laptop, when you shut off the phone, you'll see why you needed to be connected to this experience, it's all going to make sense. I'm going to see what happened in this room. We're going to take a minute and get the glue out our eyelashes. Then we're going to come back and see what else God is saying to us. Is anybody ready to go into overflow?
Starting point is 01:41:16 You came in empty, but you're ready to go into overflow. Baby, I got something for you. And we just getting started. Why, many of you, of you are with me? God, seal this word as only you can do. Let it take root. Let it produce fruit. And let us get our soil ready for the next seed that's
Starting point is 01:41:42 going to come as a result of this conference. Bless my sisters in Jesus' name. I pray I love you all. you

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