Y Combinator Startup Podcast - Patrick Collison: "What If You Succeed?"
Episode Date: August 3, 2026In 2009, Patrick and John Collison went to Startup School in Berkeley, got sushi in Potrero Hill afterward, and decided on the walk home to start Stripe. The reasoning, as Patrick remembers it, was th...at “we might as well because it probably won't be that hard.”It took two years to launch.Seventeen years later, at Startup School 2026, he talks with YC's Harj Taggar about dropping out of MIT twice, why founders should ask what happens if they succeed, and what Stripe's own data says about the best time to start a company.
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Okay, Patrick, thanks so much for being here. Welcome to Startup School.
Great to be here. Harge and I first met 20 years ago and we started a company together.
Sorry, am I giving away the introduction.
Yeah, I thought this was my interview, but keep going.
We started a company together many years ago and I learned a huge amount from Harge, so it's really fun to do this.
All right, well actually, I mean, speaking of that, so when I
I think when I first met you 20-something years ago,
at the time your most impressive achievement,
I would argue was Chromer, your dialect of LISP.
Any LISP programmers here?
Oh wow, okay, that was, I think I heard one whoop,
which is more than I expected.
But yeah, I really liked Lisp when I was in high school.
Yeah, so what I was gonna ask is,
a prolific 16-year-old today could presumably just
like prompt call to write their LIS dialect.
Would you advise them to not do that and still do it?
Is there any value in such things?
I don't know.
I wonder a lot.
Yeah, like obviously, on the one hand,
it used to really fun to write all this assembly and machine code
and to optimize your instructions and layout and memory
and everything, and now we don't have to do that anymore.
Compilers do it for us.
We don't mourn it too much.
And so maybe in the same way, we shouldn't mourn source code.
We should just transcend the plane of instructions
to Claudius at all.
But emotionally, I miss it.
How about, I think just like, as I've been hanging out here
with these students, like the,
maybe the question behind it is many of them are just wondering,
what should they be learning at college?
Like what is sort of in this sort of AI world?
Like how much should they be trying to learn
and derive from first principles
and how much should they just outsource to the AI?
Right.
I mean, my model of this is,
is cache, you know, the CH, not an S-H, where Jeff Dean has this famous set of numbers that every
programmer should know, bandwidths and latencies and just kind of relevant constants, you show
the reason about it as you build systems. And obviously, you know, thinking of building any system
or distributed system or whatever, like all lookups and all, you know, relevant bandwidth
between different components are very different, right?
and retrieving something from L1 cache,
is very different to retrieving from RAM,
is very different from retrieving across the network or whatever.
And I think it's like that with knowledge.
We're fine, yes, you can ask the agent or something
to compute something for you
or to look something up for you, whatever.
That's a hell of a lot slower than knowing it
in cognitive L1 cache.
And you can have way more round trips in your brain
than you can muttering through Super Whisper
or typing it out or whatever.
And so I think even granting the full capabilities
of the models,
I still think this is a pretty, like, I think for a long time to come, neuronal lookups will be much faster.
And then, look, if you look in revealed preference at what companies themselves are doing,
whether they're companies like Stripe or the labs or what have you,
there still seems to be an enormous premium on cognitive ability.
And so I wouldn't, I think renouncing that before,
there's evidence that we've saturated those benefits,
we're premature.
I mean, are there specific things that maybe you personally,
either personally or as CEO of Stripe,
you still, you purposely choose to sort of do yourself
and, like, retrieve from your own cash,
even though, like, the agents
would probably do a reasonably good job.
I still write myself.
Like, I don't, I, I, I, I don't,
I both philosophically but also specifically, substantively,
dislike the writing of the models.
I mean, it's very interesting, right,
because these can prove the Jacobian conjecture, you know, whatever.
And so clearly they're capable of these monumental feats,
but somehow I still haven't read the LLM essay
that I found super compelling.
Now, it's just very hard to like RL limit that domain
because the, you know, the utility function
or something is kind of hard to define.
But, yeah, I think writing is a pretty...
Interpersonal communication in writing, I think,
are so very fundamental
and so being able to reason sensibly
in the multidimensional space of reality.
And in some kind of indescribable way,
I feel like the model is still kind of deficient at that.
And so I've never...
I've yet to send, you know,
every tool is now trying to prompt me
with, you know, pre-written suggestions,
whether it's Gmail or apparently Plotsap just rolled this out.
And I think I've still sent zero of those in my life.
How about so if you talk about the Stripe story, the early days in particular a little bit,
you were at MIT, then you left to start Stripe.
How did you think about that decision?
And obviously we're in a stadium full of college students.
How should they think about it?
How do they know if it's the right decision for them to leave college?
early and go start a company versus stay?
Yeah, well, I think I have the slightly unusual distinction
of having dropped out of college twice to start a company.
So maybe one thing to know is that it's not totally trapdoor.
You can drop out and in fact return.
So I dropped that after my freshman semester
to start this company with Hage.
That was super fun.
And then after a couple of years of that, went back,
did another year at MIT,
and then dropped out again to start Stripe.
And, you know, when I went to college,
probably like a lot of people here,
I had this vision of my life involving becoming an academic
and I really liked physics, and I thought, you know,
I'll do all this physics stuff.
It's so cool.
I'd read all the Feynman books, all of this.
And I guess I am, well, growing up in Ireland,
I hadn't realized, I hadn't thought much about the possibility of startups.
Hello to the other Irish folks here.
And, I mean, way back then in the sort of pre-Cambrian era,
startups were definitely much less, you know, well-known even on campus and so forth.
You know, when I was dropping out, people thought it was super weird.
I think, you know, overall, if you enjoy college, I would actually, you know,
I think there's no harm in finishing.
I felt this real sense of urgency,
which I think in hindsight was a bit unnecessary.
But if you don't enjoy college, just, you know, whatever,
it's not your thing.
It's not what captivates you.
You don't really want to learn all the physics things or whatever.
I think a lot of parents think that dropping out is very risky
and will impugn your reputation for the rest of your life and so forth.
And as far as I can tell, nobody has ever.
cared. So I both think you don't need to, but also the cost of doing so are de minimis.
What was the urgency you were feeling? The urgency? Yeah, to go out and do something.
I don't know. Life is short, right? And I all, I mean, it was a general kind of haste. I think,
you know, a lot of us, I'm sure many of the people here, you kind of get into this mode of
speed running high school. And then, you know, once you get to college, it's like, obviously,
I want to speed run that as well and do all the things. So it's a bit of that, a bit of
Mark and Driesen also talks about a version of this.
I thought that a bunch of the opportunities in startups and Silicon Valley and so forth
were ephemeral and fleeting.
And if we didn't build it then, it wouldn't be possible to do it in three or four years.
And maybe all the opportunities will be gone.
In hindsight, I think that that was a poor intuition.
It's been pretty robustly and reliably the case over many decades that Silicon Valley has a surfeit of opportunities.
Yeah, I think it was mainly those two things.
Do you think it's, I mean, this is a very common thing that we hear when we talk to students now is that they are,
part of the reason they want to drop out on mass, it seems, at this point, is there worry that actually now is the moment that there's sort of,
I think the meme going around is that if you don't sort of drop out and start a company and make lots of money, you're going to be trapped in the permanent underclass.
So should everyone here be worried about being stuck in the permanent underclass, I guess is the question.
I think humanity has always had an affinity for these millenarian models of how everything will soon come to an end and be this sort of permanent transformation of society and so forth.
Actually, there's a great book, The Winged Gospel. People thought that after the invention of aviation, that it was just like civilization was just entering.
and humanity as a species were entering a new era,
and nothing is going to be the same.
And obviously, aviation was a pretty big deal,
but I don't think it was sort of quite the sociological
rewriting that some of the excitable proponents
at the time imagined.
So it's hard to predict anything, especially at the future,
but I would take the under on this being
the last couple of years to create a company.
Fair enough.
So going back to the Stripe story, Stripe ostensibly seems like a good idea.
Like even on day one, the Internet's a big deal, money's a big deal,
like combine those two things.
Presumably, is that how it went when you went to told people you wanted to start Stripe?
Everyone just say, hey, this is obviously a good idea.
It was kind of funny.
It was, so something we learned from YC was that the importance of focusing
on very concrete, easy-to-explain customer problems.
It's very easy to hallucinate or to imagine some customer problem
that's not actually something viscerally felt by a person who would pay money.
And so over the course of, in part, working on Automatic together,
we have encountered this issue of it being really annoying
to deal with the movement of money or payments or whatever on the Internet.
And on the one hand, it seemed like an obviously good idea
in the sense that nobody liked the existing ways of doing so.
and they were broadly extremely unpopular and kind of antiquated and legacy and yet to like fill out all this paperwork and go to the bank in person and the paperwork was in Latin and just like it was all bad.
But then the flip side is it just seemed kind of ridiculous the two kids would start a financial services business.
And fintech didn't exist as a sector at the time, like the word literally didn't exist.
And so it's just kind of, you know, we felt like the proverbial squirrels, you know, in a trench coat,
trying to masquerade as a sort of a real business or as, you know, serious adults,
but obviously knowing nothing coming in about the space.
And certainly a lot of people we met and pitched or banks or partners or whatever that we talked to.
I mean, they didn't literally laugh us out of the room, but you kind of see them looking for the button
to, like, call security under the desk and have them haul us out because it just seems so improbable.
So anyway, I'd say it both seemed like an obviously good idea in that people really wanted this,
but also a bad idea that nobody took us seriously.
But I think that ultimately the fact that it was grounded in such a concrete actual real user problem saved us.
Actually, speaking of that, how did you, you have to, in order to actually build the product,
you have to get a banking partner and do things that a typical software company did not have to do.
As two young founders, like how did you manage to convince a bank to trust you in the end?
Yeah. Well, actually, this is not an answer to your question. But just a thing that strikes me as I sit here is the reason we decided to start strike is because John and I were in college together. He was in his freshman year. And we went to startup school in 2009, which was held in Berkeley. And we thought it was pretty cool. And so we went and we got sushi after.
in Potrero and we were walking back from sushi and we're like you know we've kind of been
kicking around this idea for a payment thing or like we've been thinking of the space and it was
walking back that evening after startup school that we decided to start stripe I remember literally
where we were in the road and I remember we said to each other which was yeah you know we might as
well because it probably won't be that hard okay so moral of the story is go get sushi and
Pretrero tonight, you might start the next stripe.
And yes, beware of sort of these ultimate yak shaves.
We thought we could do it on the side, violin college, you know, take a couple months,
and that was almost 17 years ago.
At the time, I remember, you were also unusual in that you took sort of longer to do a big
public launch.
And especially within the YC world, the motto is very much sort of launch early, launch quickly,
be out there in Ittrade.
Could you maybe talk us through a little bit about that?
So why did you do it that way?
Yeah, so we started working on Stripe kind of seriously.
And the, well, we start working the week after that startup school,
but in college, wasn't full time.
We started working full time.
The summer 2010, we launched publicly September 2011,
so almost two years after like the first lines of code
after the repo was started.
And yeah, waiting two years to launch seems, I mean,
if we're going to YC meetings every week,
I think we'd have been, you know, bludgeoned on the head.
I think, and look, in many domains, that probably is the wrong thing to do.
In our domain, to kind of your last question, because we had to do so much stuff around security
and partners and money movement and infrastructure and reliability and all the things,
we didn't feel like we could scale a really good self-serve experience without getting
a lot of the preconditions and the infrastructure in place.
I think the thing that saved us
and meant that it wasn't a total walk in the wilderness
is we had production users
almost from the very beginning.
So first lines of code in fall of 09,
we got our first live production user
in January of 2010,
so like two months into work or whatever.
And it did very little.
Like, it was very larval and incomplete.
And our first production customer was Ross Boucher at a company called 280 North.
And all I could do was charge a card.
And so, you know, Ross would charge the card.
And, you know, then he would ask some reasonable question, like, you know, how do I,
how can I look at all my charges?
And, like, reasonable request.
And so, you know, let's put up a little dashboard here.
And they'd be like, well, I want to refund a payment.
And, you know, all right, well, build refund support.
And then, you know, after a couple of weeks, he was like,
So at some point, do I get my money?
And we're like, hmm, also a reasonable request.
So let's build that functionality.
So it was very kind of just in time development.
Anyway, so we had a production customer from very early.
And then we did increase, it was in private beta.
We increased the number of customers every single month, you know,
all the way to that public launch.
And so every week, we had actual customer feedback, requests, new users coming in.
We're learning things from reality as opposed to our own kind of hypothesized,
or extrapolated conception of it.
And I think if you have a significant stream like that
of grounding, I think it's probably OK to not be like launch,
launch.
I mean, you're an expert YC partner.
You agree?
That's a good question.
Yeah, I mean, it is, the issue with advice in general
is it's sort of so generalized, especially in sell
ups, the exception proves the rule, right?
So I think those are.
Yeah, certainly if the cost of failure is high,
then it almost certainly you have to sort of take longer
to build.
Maybe it would be a slight tangent, but something I'm curious about
related to this though is, we were talking with these coding
agents, the ability to just build and produce software
cheaply and quickly, I wonder should people
be taking more of this path?
Should people be more ambitious in general
with what the version one of the thing that they've
launch is, or is it still fundamentally good product design to start, like, narrow and
focus and then expand out once you know what people want?
Yeah.
It's a good question.
I think probably in the era of AI, I mean, I don't know.
And to some extent, YC will be, I think, the expert here.
But the whole kind of traditional lean startup doctrine of exactly what you say, like start out by buying
the Google ads or something and identify this crevice or whatever and and
and iteratively expand out from that.
I think you can certainly imagine that that becomes much more competitive and much more
aggressively tilled and it's kind of hard to find those little niches.
The internet's a much bigger place than it was 20 years ago when some of those ideas
emerged, whereas taking these really divergent starting points where nobody else is
is trying to occupy that territory is maybe a more,
like basically, maybe you have to more aggressively decorrelate
in the era of AI.
And I think it is interesting to think about,
you know, many of the companies that are most successful
over the last 10 years.
So many of them are very anti-leaned startup, right?
Whether it's, you know, the labs themselves or Anderl or, you can go down the list.
A lot of them have this characteristic.
So I, yeah, I think, maybe a better way of saying it is 20 years ago, the whole lean startup thing was almost the only thing to do because of capital available and you didn't have AI that made, I don't know, spinning up an organization with many different potentialities and capability so much easier.
Whereas now I think you can start these much more aggressive and ambitious things up front.
Within sort of YCE and probably start uproar at this point, you're famous for the, at least the Paul Graham term, Schlep Blindness, the Stripe.
at least on the surface was not, like, you know, involved a lot of schlips, like things I presumably
weren't like the intellectually most interesting things to work on. And I always found that
especially interesting for you because you just mentioned you, you had academic interest in
physics and I just like clearly like, you know, a deep intellectual and I have very many
things that you're interested in. As Stripe has sort of grown into this in this big company,
in what ways sort of, you know, in what ways are there sort of like intellectual rewards that you've,
you've given up and which ones have you gained?
Yeah, I mean, look, in any company,
there's a bunch of stuff that's not that rewarding
or in and of itself, all that interesting.
Like setting a payroll, no one sort of starts a company
so that you can set up payroll.
And certainly building business and financial services.
There's all sorts of more arcane and extensive versions of that.
I think that I actually feel extremely lucky with Stripe
and in this respect.
and I think this is something,
I don't know if you need to think about it that much up front,
but I think wouldn't you think about it
maybe before you raise a significant amount of money,
you always worry naturally about possibility of failure
and what will happen if you fail
and how to mitigate and avoid failure and all those things.
I think you need to ask the sort of converse of that,
what if you succeed?
And, you know, you raise money and you've customers
and your employees and a whole thing,
like, are you going to be, are you going to enjoy that?
Are you going to want to work on that for 10 years, for 17 years, for 30 years?
I mean, Larry Ellison and Oracle is going for, I mean, I guess it'll be a half century soon, right?
So, so, you know, what if you succeed?
And in the case of Stripe, I really love it because, you know,
we're working with the world's most interesting and innovative companies.
Like we're 25% of all Delaware corporations are started with Strike via Atlas,
and then we get to partner with them and work with them and hear from them
and get their feedback and get the request and everything through the entirety of the journey
up to being the Shopify's and the open AIs and the, you know, all the standout successes.
Oh, and actually speaking of Atlas, we're giving free Atlas incorporation to everybody at startup school.
So if you are struck by the urge to found something, you know, over dinner this evening, as we were,
just email Startup School at stripe.com, and we will get to your link for free antlers.
But, yeah, I think PG latched onto something where, yeah, there are all these kind of menial tasks,
but in the kind of totality of Stripe, I find it so interesting.
Like every business is a kind of applied theory.
on how some aspect of the world works or how some market works or how some, you know,
how, if the new company with a new, a new model, it's kind of a contrarian thesis on some
counterfactual.
Yeah, it's like it's, I've never met a striped customer and thought that's boring.
So it's actually, the business as a whole has been the opposite of the Schlepp blindness.
And you have a particularly unique perspective on this because you work with the big model
providers, a big lab companies, and you work with all of the fast-growing AI startups on the ground.
Something that came up a lot here yesterday, honestly, it comes up within the batches too,
is people are just worried about, is my idea going to get sort of trampled by the big lab providers?
And I'm giving your perspective, I'm just curious, like, how should people think about that?
Yeah.
Yeah, again, predictions are hard, and certainly the labs are very competent, capable organizations.
and maybe just separate a little bit,
will rapidly improving AI capabilities do this,
or will the labs specifically themselves do this?
I think in general the track record of, like, no organization,
if we go back 20 years, you know, there's some of the sense with Google.
Like, you know, when we were doing Optomatic,
the question was always for our company and every other company,
you know, what if Google does this?
And Google seemed kind of omnipotent and had this immense number of incredibly talented people
and essentially infinite access to capital and server, and there's all the things.
And just human organizations are complicated, and it's very hard to have to manage to aggressively prosecute
100 different priorities and to deal with all the issues and interference that arises among them and so forth.
And so, you know, Google has done incredibly well
in a bunch of specific places, but it's not
like Google has done all the things, even if in some kind of
basic material sense, Google maybe had that ability.
So I'd say that the track record of that is checkered.
And in general, I think that fear has been overstated.
Now, I think there is a more specific thing of just like models
themselves, forget the labs.
Even if the labs aren't particularly ambitious about
expanding their scope, just like literally,
LEMS will obviate a bunch of,
or agentic capabilities will obviate a bunch of specific verticals
or tasks or something.
Hard to say, obviously contingent on one's forecast
of the model capabilities themselves.
But in certain cases, I'm sure that will happen.
And in certain domains, it has already happened.
Looking at the Striped data, one thing I will say
that I think is germane to people here,
there are many more businesses getting started now
than there were a year ago, as little as a year ago,
way, way more than we're getting started.
five years ago. And actually the relative change between last year and this year is pretty much
the largest relative change we've seen in any given year. So for example, from 2019 to 2020,
we saw a big jump, understandable, during COVID. So February to April of 2020 or whatever,
you know, I think the growth rate inflected to maybe 50% or thereabouts year over year in
because of a new business is getting started. As I speak,
the number of new business starting on Stripe is up around, it's a bit under, but around
2X year of a year, which again is the largest relative jump we've seen.
And you might think, okay, fine, there's way more vibe-coded, kind of lightweight,
slop, whatever, like, fine, there's more things, but like, are they actually succeeding?
But actually, the median business is doing better this year than a year ago.
And so, and then if we kind of stratify it and look at the probability that any given business will reach some revenue threshold, a million dollars, five million dollars, ten million dollars, whatever, those all seem to be getting better.
Businesses are, the time to revenue for new companies in corporate with Atlas is declining.
And so by all the kind of objective metrics we can look at, it seems to be a better time than ever to start a business.
Now, again, things can change.
I don't know what the world's going to look like in five years.
But speaking today on July 26th or whatever it is of 26, I think the striped data would suggest there's never been a better time.
I mean, we see the exact same thing in the YC batches.
Companies are just able to grow faster than ever.
Certainly within the batch.
Back in, again, the old days when Arj and I were first starting out, like getting to a million dollars of revenue, like Rone Revenue was a big deal.
Like, people would know about that company.
They'd be like, you know, I heard that ex-company got to a million dollars of revenue.
And now, I mean, that's...
Yeah, you should be by your first month, it feels like.
That's an exaggeration for everyone here.
But, I mean, certainly within sort of like the YC part of the life cycle, like day zero to 90,
it's really being driven by, I would say, enterprises willing to buy from startups,
which is the new things, so you can sign these new contracts within, like, the batch.
you have the data as the companies keep growing.
I'm curious, are there other factors that are driving these sort of
inflected growth curves from like 1 to 10 and 10 to 100?
I think it's really the dynamic you just mentioned,
which is businesses everywhere are more spring-loaded
to adapt and to try new things.
And they have a real terror of being less
behind with archaic and antiquated ways of operating.
And so in normal times, you're a new startup,
you've some mechanism for doing whatever,
and you pitch the CIO or the CTO or the whoever
at some company, and they kind of don't want to talk to you
because your thing is not validated,
maybe you won't be around in two years,
all the kind of obvious objections.
But now people know that, well,
the risk of the status quo is actually extremely high.
And so even if there's risk in,
doing all the new things, well, this path also looks pretty dangerous. And so I really think there's
never been a better time for startups to sell and to have their products get adopted at, you know,
pretty meaningful scale right out of the gate. A lot of YC companies in recent times have demonstrated
this, but I think it's a really pervasive dynamic. And there's a bit of it, I think, also,
I mean, Stripe is not a consumer company, obviously, but, you know, I think there's some
version of this on the consumer side where I think consumers, I mean, are also pretty, I mean,
consumers have complicated views on AI, and maybe they don't want the data centers, but
people are very intrigued by the product, and I think there is a kind of, they're kind of
beguiled by them, and there's a predisposition and an openness to experimenting with the new.
Maybe just more broadly, something I'm curious about is, again, with the data you have at
Stripe, has anything you've seen in that day's really changed a belief you have about AI
broadly, say over the last 12 months?
I mean, there's a fear that AI is going to be this hegemonic, centralizing, totalizing force
where a small number of companies gobble up a very large share of the economy.
And many companies at the forefront of AI have done incredibly well,
and I think we'll continue to do incredibly well for sure.
But basically we can see at Stripe the hunger and the intensity with which other companies are either getting started, taking advantage of these new capabilities, or existing companies are retooling.
I don't worry about the centralization in the same way. I think there are going to be many thousands of winners.
And again, we try not to offer any definitive prognostications because the future is not.
predetermined, but based on the trend lines we can see,
I think we are heading towards a more decentralized world
and one with more broad-based prosperity.
Cool.
All right, well, I think that is all we have time for today.
So thanks so much, Patrick.
Thank you for having me.
And it would be remiss of me not to say
that Stripe would not exist without YC.
Oh, cool.
All right, thank you so much.
Thank you.
