You're The Voice | by Efrat Fenigson - Ep. 11: Maya Alper - a Nova Festival Massacre Survivor

Episode Date: October 20, 2023

My guest today is Maya Alper: a courageous, inspirational Israeli survivor of the Nova Festival massacre. On Oct. 7, 2023, Maya was working at the Nova Festival when the massacre began by Hamas terrorists. She ran for her life and was hiding inside a bush for 6 hours till she was rescued. Maya published a viral post on Facebook days after the massacre, in which she shared her tremendous powers to handle the atrocity and draw hope - through the most important meditation of her life. This is Maya’s story.  ► If you got value, please like, comment, share, subscribe and support my work. Thank you! -- SPONSORS -- ►► Get your TREZOR wallet & accessories, with a 5% discount, using my code at checkout (get my discount code from the latest episode - yep, you’ll have to watch it): ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://affil.trezor.io/SHUn⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠  -- LINKS -- Maya’s viral FB post: ⁠https://bit.ly/3Flxbbw⁠ Efrat's Twitter:⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://twitter.com/efenigson⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Efrat's Telegram:⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://t.me/efenigson⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Watch/listen on all platforms:⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://linktr.ee/yourethevoice⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Support Efrat's work:⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.buymeacoffee.com/efenigson⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Support Efrat with Bitcoin:⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://geyser.fund/project/efenigson⁠⁠

Hello and welcome to another episode of You're the Voice. I'm super excited to be here today with a very, very beautiful soul, beautiful person. Her name is Maya Alper and she's going to introduce herself to us in a minute. Hi Maya. Hi. So good to have you here with me. Thank you so much for agreeing to come on. Thank you for inviting me. Of course. So I'll tell you why I invited you because when I first saw your post on Facebook which had a lot of text but also a video and some photos, I was glued to you from that moment on because what you did there is no less than a miracle. you managed to somehow capture one of the hardest moments maybe in your life but definitely in

all of our collective consciousness in the past I don't know how many years and bring that moment to life with you know with holding such a complex situation where you had to face a huge atrocity, a massacre, and a great amount of fear, I'm sure. But at the same time, you handled it with such bravery, courage, and you had so much love and compassion towards yourself and towards the people around you. And you were just full of hope. And that was the most unpredictable thing in the world because no one would expect someone that's going through a a horrible situation like the one you went through to come not come out of it but to experience it as you're experiencing it in such a an inspiring positive strangely

a strangely even encouraging way. Breathing for believing, for praying for myself. It is so... I did not take that for granted for a second and I was shocked to see it. We will obviously put the link to the video and the post in the notes so everyone can go and check it out and see it. And we will also show the video soon. But I just wanted to, first of all, say a huge thank you

for who you are and what you did in that moment, because I think you gave so many people so much hope and so much strength and so much courage without even realizing that that's what you're doing in that moment. And all you were trying to do is probably quiet yourself down and calm yourself down and find a moment of peace inside that madness. But by doing that, you gave that gift to everyone around you, myself included. So huge thank you from me and from everyone that feels the same after they watch this and read you. Thank you. I'm working on receiving, so thank you.

yeah take it in take it in and and you know I I feel like I've met you in a time where I'm I've started my spiritual journey about I can say 10 years ago but I think three years ago properly and I think I'm meeting you at a time where you you're younger than me much younger than me but you're on your spiritual path and you are bringing forward such important lessons for me and for other people that i just want to i just want to grab that from you and uh and i and i wanted also to emphasize because that's one of my messages in the past, what, 10, 12 days since this hell started, one of my messages is that the journey doesn't stop because of a war or because of a crisis or because of an emergency

or because of a breakdown, which I'm experiencing, you're experiencing, everyone around us is experiencing, even a meltdown, I would say. And the journey doesn't stop. Not the spiritual journey and not our human journey our experiences they just keep going they don't care about our emotions you know life keeps going and uh and we need we we need i think what we're here for in life is to it's like a school is to learn we come here to experience things and then to learn from them and then to move on to the next lesson and the next lesson and the next lesson and then we die right that's life and then maybe we come back again or come back as something else another entity another creature but you know we we learn all of life we learn and from you i learned so

much without even knowing you so i feel so privileged to be spending the next hour with you and learning more about you and from you thank you so much and i highly agree with everything i think that like we practice all this time and we do our practices for this time right now like this is why we're doing it this is why we're meditating like when when i started meditating three years ago for the first time i could barely sit still for five minutes and here i was for six hours without moving a muscle and it's like that's why we're doing it not to stop like when it's getting rough or when it's getting hard it's like that's why we do it we can make everything a prayer and everything in meditation and that's the goal eventually not just this 10 minutes in the

morning when you sit to meditate we want to do it to make my goal is to make my life a living prayer like to make everything a prayer and put intentions in everything and not just the morning practice or whatever so i highly agree with it and we need to always keep going it doesn't matter what happens amazing i want you to take us to your background maya tell us a bit about yourself so that people can know you a bit so i'm maya i was born in israel and i'm 25 years old and when i was younger i was a nature girl i was riding horses i'm a dog trainer and at first after the army i started learning about dogs and that's became a really big passion of mine always has been but it's a profession also and i was a tank instructor in the army

i feel like i need to say it even though it's not even close to who i am now but the last couple of years the last three years i started my spiritual journey which i think everything is a spiritual journey we're not human beings having a spiritual experience we're spiritual beings having a human experience so like a lot of people say and i highly agree with it and i started traveling the world and i moved to guatemala about a year ago i got them for the first time three years ago and i fell completely in love with the place and i lived in a fairy palace for like a couple of months where i discovered fairies are real and i discovered my family seriously a fairy palace oh my god can i come visit you oh it's so magical you're so

welcome it's like the most magical place and yeah i realized i'm a fairy i had no idea i was so in my masculine because you know everyone in israel are so like in their masculine in the world it's a really masculine world in general and with the fairy palace for the first time i was like oh i can be very oh i actually like my feminine side oh actually softness is really nice and i started to discover all these magical things and i was like wow there's a whole different world out there that i didn't even know existed and it feels really good in my body like i it feels good everything up until that point felt wrong like the world felt wrong in a lot of ways and wow my life growing up and it just felt what do you mean it felt wrong tell me a bit more about that

and it's funny because i came to visit now israel from guatemala and right before i came i did this like breath work course like level three it's like 11 days when you go like back to your past and you have to call your mom to ask her about your childhood like being a baby and stuff so i called her and i was like tell me about me being a baby and she was like mayan you were an angel from the very first moment like your big brother was horrible and never stopped crying it's like you realize that we're having a hard time with him and you just were so amazing and you were so sensitive to everyone and everyone loved you until you got to first grade you lost it and i hated school it never made any sense to me like i felt i i hated it i it just it

never made any sense and then the army which is a horrible experience by itself and like losing a lot of friends that chose to kill themselves during the army and after the army and like having to deal with it and like it never never it never felt right like being in school i remember i went to a meeting with my principal as like a child in like eighth grade and i told her you're asking us all to do the same thing you're asking a monkey a fish and a giraffe to climb a tree and i'm feeling stupid my whole life and i'm not stupid you're stupid wow felt right i was like i'm just going back and i'm getting mad i'm like well i i feel you dear i feel you yeah the the education system the way it's designed it's just wrong you know the person that founded

the system and he has an interview where he says i wanted a nation of workers not of thinkers so they ask him what are you going to teach them everything about nothing and i'm like whoa i started to learn about breath this last year now what i'm doing i'm teaching breath work in and to israelis who's going to their trip after the army and like whoever wants to learning about breath and i'm like how come no one ever taught me how to breathe i'm like 25 years old and just now i understand that i'm using only 10 of my lungs i can use more what that's amazing why did no one tell me and i'm like what do they teach us in school that's like such bullshit no one teaches us about breath no one teaches us about energies no one teaches us

even about money no one teaches us about money which is how we live our daily earthy lives no one's teaching us about communication you know things that are like basic in life and we need them how to heal our bodies exactly exactly no one's talking about it and it's mind-blowing to me like there is so much knowledge and so much wisdom and so much information within us that we just need to tap into if we are given the the the the option it's not a permission we don't need a permission for it but we think we do because this system is designed in that way to keep it away from us so that we don't know so that we don't you know make ourselves more knowledgeable resourceful sovereign and we need we need someone else to take care of us we give our powers away right

we have so much powers i believe we're all gods and goddesses and like no no one's willing to see themselves that way like i see now with the post so many people are sending me messages like wow you're a prophet or an angel like no you are like why can't you see it but if you can see it in me you can see it in yourself and that's how i saw it in me for the first time like i got to the fairy palace and I met this amazing girl and she sees herself as a goddess she knows how it is she knows how it works and at first I thought I was falling in love with her and then I realized that I was falling in love with myself near her because because she saw me as the goddesses that I was I could see it like when I was with her I could see the goddesses that I am until I embodied

it and yeah that's amazing wow okay so so you now still live in Guatemala I mean you're going back there soon now you're in Israel right yeah I came to visit family and friends and I kind of pack up my home like to officially move because up until now I wasn't there and I wasn't here and I was like okay I need to I need to make a decision so I made the hardest decision in my life which is giving up my dog and my cat as a dog trainer it's really difficult choice but the last months felt like I was literally putting all that I am on the altar of love and sweet surrender and it was beautiful I felt like a lot of my ego got dissolved by doing that like selling all of my stuff like what's mine like that's not my dog she's her own dog I was just

watching she's her own being I was just yeah you know so that was like a big that is very difficult to say goodbye I'm sure she'll be waiting for you whenever you decide to yeah she's come back to her has an amazing home now she lives with her best friend I'm not worried about her great okay great and so you came to Israel the end of August to spend a couple months here right yeah and uh so tell us a bit about what happened last saturday the 7th of october so take us back a bit i don't want to dwell too much into it i know it's not easy for you and i will direct people to the post you wrote for all the details of what happened there but just what you can in general strokes just so people get the context of what happened and what kind of situation you were in

yeah so i went to work i was going to work at a festival i was in charge of the environmental of the part it's called eco nova nova was the name of the festival and my job was their helpers like people that come they donate four hours of their time they get a free ticket and my job was to be in charge of them and like instructing what to do we were handing out a trash bag so the environment stays clean we explain people that if they give the reusable cups like back to the bar they can get a free shot or a free bottle of water like you know encouraging them to do that and I really I never want to post anything and that day I was like oh when the sunrise I'll take a picture and I'll post getting paid to be me like dancing and loving mother earth

like how how does it get any better than this like literally like that's the dream and I was sitting there for a couple of hours and my job was for 4 a.m to 4 afternoon so I got there around 2 30 3 in the morning and I saw so many friends there I got there by myself and I just Israel is a small country so like we know we all know someone that right now is has been murdered killed or is serving right now somewhere and I just kept seeing friends there which was really fun for me because I came by myself and around the sunrise actually a really good friend that had a birthday the day after and I had a pack a deck of berry cards for her as a gift and like balloons in my bag for her and she came to see me and we're so happy because we haven't seen each

her in so long and we're looking at the sunrise and I told her dude look at this beautiful day what a beautiful sunrise how beautiful is she is the sun like how amazing it is that we're dancing and like having fun and I missed you so much and I love you and like you know that sort of things and we got separated and about like she went to see a friend I kept doing my job about three minutes later and the alarms of like the bomb started to go off and we're really close to Gaza Strip so when the alarms go off now when I live in my home in Assyria it's like we have two minutes to go to a shelter and there it's like 15 minutes at 15 seconds 15 seconds yeah in seconds and we're in an open field it's like you know it's a nature festival thing like kind of thing

and at first with like you know in israel it's it's usual like it's not surprising that we have alarms and stuff so like oh they fucked up our party but we thought it was only that like it's a matter of like getting out of there and like you know just the bombs and at first i got lower i did my prayers i went to durga on the durga namaha she's like the great mother protector from india and i was like oh be with me like everything is okay and then everyone they started evacuating everyone so i was like okay let's let's get out of here and i had a communication thing from from the production and i stayed like 20 more minutes trying to figure out where to put it back and looking back it's so stupid because my car is still there you know my car with all of my

bag my most precious things are still there and i'm not allowed to get go there and i stayed 20 more minutes like to for a fucking walkie-talkie and after 20 minutes i gave it back i found who to give it to and i was like whoa it's like 20 minutes and it's not stopping it's like it's not usual usually it's like a bit and it stops and it's a bit weird then i was like maybe i should stay here a bit more i like cannot drive because like everyone were 4 000 people at the festival so you know the road kind of got blocked already and my mom called me because the alarms were here in the center too and she was like okay I'm like yeah yeah you know everything is okay I'm just trying to figure out if to stay to wait it out or go back and then I saw this one guy and he was

sitting laid back like this looking up at the bombs with the scariest smile I've ever seen in my life and I was like okay if that's the people that are staying I want out of here like that guy probably saved my life but I saw his smile and something was like no that's off it doesn't feel right like I want to go and I have to say that my friend the one that I saw the sunrise with and before called me this week like a lot after and she was like Maya do you remember what you told me that morning when we looked at the sunrise five minutes before everything happened i'm like no what did i say she was like girl you told me that it looks like there's something weird in people's eyes it looks like so many people doesn't don't need to be here like some you told

me something is off wow everything is happening and when i'm thinking about it back now i truly believe that a lot of souls kind of left their body a bit before everything that has happened wow like an hour before something started to feel weird like i looked into people's eyes and you know the eyes is the gateway to the soul and something was weird it's like people weren't there and that's what i told her she was like do you realize you told me people are not here people are not meant to be here something is weird wow i have got chills i can't believe it you you you sensed it i'm telling you something was was weird like i i only i thought like that's not my parties like that's you know I love those parties but like it's not my type of music I go to different

things and I'm like you know I went to work there and I was like okay I'm not judging anyone you know that's that's their things but something did feel a bit off when I saw that guy's smile like I'm pretty sure like it felt the same it felt wrong so I was like okay I'm getting out of here I got into my car and my goal in life is to make my life a living prayer that's what I'm working or that's what i'm doing so before every car ride i always like call door guard regardless to the situation and i'm like please the dragon protector is a fairy i'm like the dragon protector keep me everyone in this car everyone around this car safe guided and protected during this ride so everyone were panicking around me and i got into my car and i did a bit of a longer prayer

i was like let's make sure everyone's getting home like safely and like everyone that will be in this car everyone that is in this car around these cars just safe guided and protected and you know I really like stopped again and like did this really deep prayer with myself and I started driving and I got out of like the dirt road and yeah I won't get into too much details but I got into the road and I saw and terror like I saw gunshots on the road and like people falling down to the ground because like in Gaza Strip in front of every village there is a bomb shelter so so many people got out of the party and into the bomb shelters like because it was really nearby and the alarms didn't stop going off and the terrorists literally went there massacring

everyone there they threw grenades in there and shot everyone that went to the bomb shelters to take cover from what was going on and I saw in front of those bomb shelters gunshots and people running and I turned around and I called my dad and I was like dad I think they're terrorists people are falling down I see gunshots I'm not sure what to do and I was like Maya why gunshots what are you talking about are you tripping like what's going on I'm like no I'm actually super sober I didn't do anything but something is like something's wrong and then I realized he can't help me and and I'm out there alone and I'm just getting him stressed so I did what I know to do best I teach breath work that's what I do that's what I'm learning so it's like okay

I don't know what to do right now I realized I'm blocked because the terrorists were on both sides of the road and I couldn't get out of that road so I stopped on the side of the road because like besides the bombs and the terrorists people were driving like crazy on the road because we couldn't get out so i stopped on the side of the road and i closed my eyes and i breathed because that's what i know how to do and it was actually really calm the entire time like i'm talking to you right now i'm like i talked to me like yeah i think there's terrorists on the road like i was super calm like and the more i think about it and going back before it's like my soul knew exactly what it was going to and like you know preparing for this moment like for the last three years the

last year specifically so i was like i was just like really taking it a minute by minute i wasn't thinking far and like yeah i was just being and like seeing what's the best thing i can do in my now moment every time so i stopped and i breathed and i opened my eyes and i saw that the cars were going oh a moment of gratitude i have four alarms every day the only time in my life i closed them were in the bush because i didn't really yes of course so thank you for listening to me because it's a moment of gratitude so thank you for sharing my voice and helping me thank you my love thank you and but i i decided to try and go back and see if the road was open and i saw three people the side of the road from the party so i stopped near them and was really close to where

saw the terrorists and i asked them like is the road open and they were like no they killed everyone like go away we just ran around they're coming like run away i turned my car and i started driving and i hit the brakes i was like then why what are you doing here get into my car like come with me and not that it helped but um we got into the car and we're really confused and anyway we ended up like on the side of the road we got off the road to a dirt road which was really close to the main road and was like two kilometers from two mile a mile and a half from very and we were between these two big metal containers and because in my perspective at that time we realized there are a lot of terrorists and we heard automatic gunshots coming all over like all over

from every village around and the people that were with me they were super nervous they're like we're gonna die we're gonna die and they were on their phones all the time and like then they said like they're terrorists at the party they're throwing grenades there and we looked back at the party and we see this huge screen of black smoke and coming from the party area and i'm like whoa okay and i realized that i'm starting to get a bit nervous again and like i'm not helping them by being so calm because they didn't make sense to them and they're not helping me so i was like okay everyone can do their own thing i went to my car and i took two crystals out and that i had in my bag and i sat down in lotus posture between the two metal containers and and they did my breath

work and did my breath work and i held my breath because when we hold our breath we open a channel between our conscious or unconscious and i went really really strong with durga i went with the mantra and i was holding my breath for a while and i was just spiraling here around me and i'm like girl have my back in this like i'm not nervous i know you're with me like have my back here and i literally opened my eyes like i released the breath and opened my eyes and i saw all the three people that were with me starting to run and they're screaming to me run run and i started hearing screams in arabic behind me and like the scream and i'm like whoa okay it's here now and i go between the two metal containers and i start running and i hear gunshots like whistling

near my head and i'm like okay it's here and i'm looking around me and i'm in an open field and the three israels that were with me already started running they're farther away from me i hear about five or six people behind me and i'm like okay you can't run away like they have guns you're in an open yeah nothing you can do and i passed the middle container and i looked to my right and between the road to the third road i saw a bush and it had like this small like entrance to it because it's like really tangled dried bush with a lot of dried branches and i just jumped head on in there and I had no idea I was like okay it's either they're gonna see me jumping in there and you know and I have nowhere to run to or I'm just gonna keep running and I

heard one of the guys screaming to me don't stop don't stop and I'm like I was in my bush and I was like well I'm here it is what it is like I'm not gonna move now and I was literally half in the bush it was half of my body was inside and I was kind of laying on top of it I wasn't really in it and as i laid on it like as i fell on it i heard a scream and i turned back and i saw the woman that was with me falling to the ground and the terrorist three meters parallel to me shooting at her and she fell down and he had the biggest smile on his face he put his hands up in the air he just won the lottery like they truly didn't see us as human beings there and and i was like i was like i was there and i was the only thing i had in my mind was the

workout like i wasn't in fear even when i was running it was really like calm i i had this calmness that i don't usually like i'm a calm person lately but you know how we israeli are we have short temper and we're like you know i went back to living with my parents now and yeah I read this book which says it doesn't matter how enlightened you think you are go spend a week with your parents so I'm experiencing it now I get mad at my mom and like I was so calm there and I heard so many gunshots afterwards and I thought he killed everyone that were with me and then they went back and I realized that when they're going back there is a huge chance they're gonna see me I'm right on the dirt road I'm halfway outside like they're probably gonna see

me yeah and I was like well I did so good up until now I'm so proud of myself I am just gonna close my eyes because if it's gonna come I don't want to know it but if I'm going out I'm doing it with a smile like for two reasons one if my mom is gonna find my body she's gonna find a smiling body like that's for sure and um i have two things that are predictable in life there are only two things from my perspective that i see that i know they're coming and instead of mistakes i'm gonna make so many mistakes in my life i'm not gonna you know maybe say oh how did i do that like whip myself oh yes no i'm gonna make so many mistakes like i'm good with them i'm loving them i'm embracing them and the other one isn't gonna die so you know that's the only thing that i i know

for certain it's gonna happen in life so i was like if it is now i'm doing it with a smile like i'm not being scared of it i'm ready to do it this human experience was overwhelming anyway like i'm good with it and i just closed my eyes and i had the biggest smile like ever and i'm just like i was just sitting there in my bush and i heard them like stopping next to me they stopped right me they were talking they were changing the bullets you know no and they didn't see me wow like we weren't completely different frequencies we're on the same physical earth like two completely different frequencies that they couldn't physically see me because i can't have any other explanation to how come they they didn't see me it was all out there like and they

were next to me you're saying you were like half exposed and they could have seen you and they didn't see you i have no idea how it happened my eyes were closed i don't know if they looked at me or not but i'm like how come like even if they didn't do like i have no idea i i truly i'm grateful and wow you were protected it's like the harry potter clock cloak literally that's how i the bush was like that cloak it was protecting you yeah and i was so out of you know the bush didn't have any leaves on it it was so dry and i was laying on top of it i wasn't in it at that point yeah and they left i heard them trying to start my car and it's a really old car and i'm like i was in good luck with that like i was in a really good spirit i was like dude before the

code and starting the car you need to wait a minute or it's not gonna start like that's what it was bad in my mind and i was and then they left and i was like okay they couldn't move still for a couple of minutes and then i tried to go deeper into the bush and i felt really exposing it but i didn't want to go out of it and my dad called me because i kind of disappeared and i guess they started to see what was going on and i started to realize what was going on down there and I answered my dad the phone I do not feel sorry like I'm so sorry that this is the what he heard from me at that time but I was like dad I'm under a bush terrorists just ran after me and shot after me I think they killed everyone that was with me please don't tell mom like I don't

know what to do and I hung up the phone I went deeper into my bush and then I silenced my phone that was when i turned off my my alarms from my gratitude moments and i was like okay i'm in the bush i have my two crystals with me i have my phone and that's what i have right now and and you know i thought it's going to be a matter of minutes you know because we're in the strip and army and everyone's supposed to yeah exactly army's supposed to get there yeah and and i started it wasn't my my big brother and my dad opened a whatsapp group with me and i sent my location and we're like okay my every 15 minutes send us a message save your battery you know like let's see how things unfold and they were trying you know i called the police

i didn't even pick up my dad and brother called the police and i noted like told them that i'm there and then my six hours at the bush started i was a mile a mile and a half from berri berri was what was one of the main centers of like where everything happened you know and for hours i just heard non-stops gunshots and and alarms and bombs over my head and screams of women and children and men and i knew like i realized what was happening you know i realized that the terrorists are here and they're they're massacring families and families and families they're massacring everyone and it was a lot like for a really long time and to be there and yeah and at one point i the tourist kept like there i was right on the road and it's funny

the night before shabbat meal i told my family like you know my grandpa and my cousins came for shabbat and i told them okay i'm going to sleep early because i'm going to work in the middle of the night i'm like where are you going i'm like to gaza and they're like no to gaza street i'm like yeah gaza and i was literally in gaza you know it was gaza for a couple of hours they did whatever they wanted there they drove they passed my bush so many times from the side of the road and from the dirt road where i ran away the tourists moved near my like meters for me a couple of times they were looking for us in the bushes and there's another siren over my head sorry if there's noise but i'm not going anywhere if it's my time it's my time you know i'm with you

keep going dear yeah i will have to go if there will be one because no problem you can yeah we we will pause it if there's a siren over your head no problem but i was i was there and they kept going for for six hours and there was no police and no army and no helicopter in the sky and nothing there was one helicopter after a while that went over barry i texted my in the group and i was like does the helicopter know i'm here is it coming to rescue me i was like is someone aware that i'm here and i'm in the need of a rescue like what's going on like you know i didn't know like i realized what was happening and at one point i was kind of hoping that the gunshots all the gunshots i'm hearing was a fight between the israeli army to

the terrorists but it wasn't it was pure on for hours the terrorists massacring innocent people like literally hours and I broke really quietly the branches from inside my bush and to go deeper because it was it was it was a dry bush like they could see through it so I kept raking it and putting it outside sorry there was a big bang sorry and to put it outside like to cover me and at one point I realized that I can't wiggle my oh I heard it too I can't wiggle the fingers in my left foot and I was like okay I have to change position like so I made it faster and I straightened my legs and I was like this for like hours and then a bird sat on my bush and then I had this big sigh of relief I was like okay if the bird is sitting on my bush and she

can't see me means the Hamas and the terrorists can't see me either so I had this big sigh of relief and then I was like wait birds and I closed my eyes and I listened and between all of the gunshots and bombs and screams I heard the birds singing and I just kept focusing on that and then I looked up and between the scream of smoke I saw the blue sky and I just kept I was like okay everything is okay like I was still in my mantras and it was like I did have this phase in the bush where like I saw my body shaking a bit and I felt my heart going back to like my breath and my mantras and Ganesha and Durga and like you know being with myself and everything I've learned and and then I just like every time I had a thought of like any fear anger hate revenge

coming to my mind I stopped I was like no my it's not serving you that feels wrong in my body and I gave gratitude to three things in my mind now moment so I gave gratitude to my bush for protecting me and for the birds for singing to me for the sun for giving light for the wind for making me colder because it was the sun was on me and I had no water and for myself for doing such in this time and I just kept focusing on that and I like I knew I was getting out I was like after a couple of hours I was it was getting hard I felt like I was gonna pass out and I started to ride my dad and my brother I was like I'm just sharing it's getting a bit rough I feel like I'm kind of like snoozing out and and like the sun is on me and I was with the long

sleeves because it was everything happened like at sunrise it was still chilly and I didn't have any water and like you know I didn't eat anything for so long I was like I feel like it's getting a bit rough in the bush because up until then I was trying to show myself and I'm like you know everything is good and trying to make a joke in the group and then I was like okay Maya if your physical body is getting a hard time like I was trying to get to my body up until that point I was like do you remember time travel is a real thing right so let's do that and I was like let's get out of the body and go time travel I just I kept imagining myself like I was like okay I'm getting out today um I'm tonight gonna be home I felt the hug like I felt my mom squish me and

like hugging me so tight and I felt the bath like my parents have a bath in the house and I was like I know when I get there my mom is already gonna have food prepared she's gonna change the sheets to clean sheets she's gonna prepare a bath for me so I felt the hot water on my muscles and my muscles relaxing I felt the soft bed and the clean sheets I felt them hugging me I went all the way it's like six months ahead I was like I'm back at my lake at my home with my soul family I'm seeing the sunrise and sunset every Sunday we have ecstatic dance then I'm like I'm dancing I'm shaking my body I'm stretching it I just wanted to stretch I was like I feel my body being stretched my muscles relaxing and i just time traveled there i was like that's where i'm at like if

it's hard right now after being there and like you know for so many hours and that's like when it started to get hard and that's when i was like i didn't know why but i just took my phone and i started like filming it like i i was like okay maya if that's where you're at and like something is gonna happen because i don't know how it's gonna unfold and you're gonna find your phone that's the message I want my mom to see I want her to see I was happy the entire time because I truly was, I was sitting in my bush smiling

so I took my phone and I started to talk and that's the video and then I posted online afterwards and that was one hour before I got out do you want us to show the video now and then we keep

going? let's do it so let me try and share that It's hard for me to look at it again It's weird for me Yeah It's very hard I know, you don't have to look if you don't want I'm so fucking proud of myself

This moment For fucking doing it For breathing, for believing For praying for myself I'm so proud of me, I truly am so, so, so proud of me, I'm doing such a great job, everything is in their mind, and I'm writing the script, I'm writing the play, and everything is working out behind me, I'm getting out of here so soon. I can feel it, I just want out, but I'm already out, I can feel the shower, I can feel the hot water on my body, I can feel the clean sheets on my skin, I can feel my mom hug me, I'm feeling it all, I'm there already, time travel is a real thing, it's a whole thing,

so that is one hell of a story so far with the video and we see you in this video smiling like you said smiling actually smiling and full of gratitude for everything you do have rather than what you don't have which is crazy and you found the strength you needed to keep going at that moment you had a few more hours after this right i had the video was actually like literally an hour before an hour before the end before i got out and actually at the end like i saw a unit of soldiers go by past my bush and at first i was quiet because i didn't know if you they just killed soldiers and they're putting their uniforms on and trying to get us to come out and then i heard them talking in hebrew and they had no accent so

i was like help help it was the first time i talked i could barely talk and they were like who is that like i'm my uh like get me out they're like come out and i'm like i can't i try to get up and i couldn't i couldn't like i couldn't move into my bush bush I couldn't get out of it the bush was holding me so tight oh my god I couldn't get out of my bush and they they helped me out and I realized that they're going to freeberry that's their mission and I'm like dude I've been sitting here for six hours I don't know if you know what's happening there but I know in there I'm not going like give me a bottle of water I'm going back to my bush yeah yeah and at the same time as i was communicating with them and i stepped out i saw

the bodies of the people that were with me and one other survived and he got out too of a bush he was hiding near me and i tried a jib like a car a white car and went by so the army went there and i kind of looked at the edge of my eye like while communicating with the army like everything happened at the same time i saw them taking their hands out and like you know their army got them out and they're like sitting down i saw and they looked good and it turned out to be our israeli arabics and bedouin from rahat and they were the ones to get me out they were the ones that got me out of there the arabics from rahat and at first they told me not to go with them and to come to go with the army I was like no no no no I took the person that was

with me hence he was kind of shocked and we started walking and I looked into their eyes and I saw they had another Israeli girl with them and she had a bottle of water she looked super relaxed you know for the situation they rescued her too and I looked in two of their eyes and I was like we're getting on this car and they got me I didn't even know but my dad started driving that way and with the neighbor they're like we're getting her out of there and as he got there five minutes before me to one of the police stations in ufakim and i got out of the car straight into my dad's arm and broke into tears i was just like whoa i was holding myself and i was doing such a great job and up until that moment and then even in that moment i started to cry and we got into

the car and there was an alarm going off and everyone was running i'm like that let's just get out of here like let's get out and I got into the car and I started crying so much and at first it was two men so you know they're like no stop crying everything is again I'm like no let me let me do what I need to do like let me cry I need to cry what I just witnessed and and I heard afterwards talking they're like whoa they're gonna be tens of dead people and I looked at them and I'm like what are you talking about it's gonna be hundreds if not thousands like it's gonna be hundreds in that moment I realized no one knows what happened there no one realizes what happens yet and yeah it's just it's it's also another thing that I think that's a really

important point for me in that story was that we were four people when I picked those three people up one of them and had lost his wife and he got separated from her in the bomb shelters and when the they started shooting there into a couple that just kept being on the phone being really stressed like we're gonna die we're gonna die and at the end and me which i was like i'm getting out of here we're all gonna be okay i'm getting we're getting out like it's all good and and at the end i got out like i made it the two of them died and the other person that had to find his wife at some point i stopped him from hunting he just wanted to get his wife to find her and he who had to find his wife and me was like we're getting out of here made it out and we were all in the same situation

they're like we're gonna die we're gonna die and wow such a deep reflection to how literally our thoughts and beliefs create our future he had to made it because he had to find his wife he had to be there for her i was like i'm getting out of here like that's it just yeah i don't know i i don't know where i had this calmness from and it's like i was so surprised how simple it was for me because i was really surprised by it and all i'm working about and what i think humanity it needs to be stop being making things easy everything is so easy but yet so complicated you know ordering food like it's so easy we press two things and the food shows up at our door but it's so complicated it goes so many things and i believe we need to go back to the simplicity of

things like that's why i'm living in a small village in the lake in guatemala because i want a simple life like and and i was so surprised by the simplicity it was for me to just breathe and smile and just be present with myself in that moment and yeah and I got home and the minute my mom hugged me and I got to my shower and I realized they were going they were going through something too not only me but I did everything I needed like the first thing I told my dad is go tell my mom to get rosemary from the garden and boil it for me in water because it's cleaning energy and it's protecting and i just went to a bath and i kept pouring rosemary water on me and and you know and crying and shaking my butt because that's where trauma is stored so i was

working the entire week and i was crying and i was hitting the wall so whenever it feels like and i feel like because i'm letting everything come up as it comes up i'm able to be so calm in between and yeah wow fucking hell holy guacamole yeah maya you are a fucking amazing no this is crazy this is fucking crazy the and i know i know you're you keep saying i don't know why i was so calm i think i know it's divine you know it's uh you've got that power it happened to me once and i didn't know just like what you're saying now i didn't know how i was so calm inside such a mess i was in a protest in 2021 obviously i'm not comparing the horrible situation that you were into what i'm about to tell you but just maybe to give a bit of a bit of of insight so i

I was in a, beginning of 2021, I was in a protest demonstration outside of the Prime Minister's house, Naftali Bennett, back then in Ranana. And it was right, the day after he called me and millions of other people in Israel, he called us, you know, something along the lines of spraying weapons of whatever, of viruses, like we're a danger to society. That's what he said. And I came there to protest with hundreds of other people. It was a very small street, and it was packed with people, very angry.

But it was a completely nonviolent demonstration, and people were yelling out. They were with their megaphones yelling towards his house and, you know, expressing their rage and anger about what he said and about how people treat us. and then police came police was there and they brought more forces and they started to be super violent they started hitting everyone especially the ones that were standing very close to the to the house or to the gate and they just started pushing everyone away they took one guy and arrested him and they kept on like being very aggressive and very violent towards women old women um you know children not children but younger people that were there they didn't care who it was they were just like pushing and and grabbing and really hurting everyone and people

were falling on the on the on the street on the ground and they were hurting and they were more more than anything more than the physical pain they were shocked because they did not expect to be so aggressively attacked and when they were attacked you could see people's faces everyone was shocked everyone was like starting to become even more aggressive because of that you yell back at the police officers trying to fight them you know going even closer to the house it was a big big mess it was a big chaos and i found myself in the middle of all this quite close to the to the gate with my megaphone you know coming there to protest and all of a sudden all I could feel was calmness it was the most bizarre thing ever I wasn't upset I wasn't hurt I wasn't like

identifying with anyone's feelings from either side I was just there to be there at that moment and I started helping people get off the ground like on their feet again and told them to go away like like go further away so that they don't hurt themselves and and I could see how how shaken everyone was and I was like a hundred percent I it did not touch me it didn't touch me and I could be there for other people I was there until the end I then recorded a video just like you that became viral and and you know and I was showing like I was completely sweaty after like hours and hours of like helping people get out of there and and the violence and everything but i was fine and you see me in the video i'm like super firm super cool about what happened and like as i'm supposed

to be like offended and hurt and shocked and everything and i wasn't and like you i said like how the fuck how is that possible how come i was not impacted by any of this at all it didn't it's as if it went past it didn't touch me i was like in my own bubble kind of thing and i am a very empathetic person i do feel i feel a lot i feel everything my heart is open i see it i feel it but it's as if it's like a divine kind of protection it's as if someone has had prepared me to be there in the middle of the fire and not get burned like i could be there for other people in that very very very tough moment and I knew at that moment that I had an amazing strength and power to help other people and put myself aside it wasn't about me it was about them

and I want to get from you like what did you discover about yourself in this horrible incident that has happened to you what did you learn about yourself so I have this mantra I've created for myself because heaven and earth is a real thing for me like i i live it for a while now i'm trying to tell people do you realize that you're living in hell and you can choose to do it to do it differently to live in heaven heaven and earth is real i keep telling people it's it's here it's right here literally and this mantra that i have is like how how am i having an earth how am i of service to heaven and earth and how are we of service to every living being on heaven and earth because first of all we need to understand that we are that and then we need to first of all take

care of ourselves and love ourselves and have compassion for ourselves and be of service to ourselves amen when we have both of them we realize we're all the same thing and then how can all of us like how can i be of service to others how can all of us be of service to every living being that's the intention that's what i believe in and and in that heart of like that's what i also wrote in my post in the heart like heaven and hell are state of mind their choices and literally in the heart of that living hell for hours i chose to stay heaven and earth like i feel like my mantra came to life how am i having an earth by staying heaven and earth in the heart of the living hell how my service to heaven and earth by sharing it by by showing people it's possible it's not me

anything special i'm exactly like everyone i'm just like i just chose to be that and not hell i chose to act out of love and not out of fear not out of hate not out of revenge i chose heaven and earth the frequency of heaven and earth is unconditional love it's like truly loving unconditionally and also it's funny because two days after it happened my heart like after this whole thing my heart got broken what yeah my heart is broken yeah you have no way by someone by a guy a person goddesses my heart got so broken and i was so hurt and i felt so unseen like after everything that has happened and for four hours I was hurting I was like oh it was like a comedical break out of what we're living right now you know and my heart got broken and I talked to

her I'm like you know I'm falling in love with people like it was my if it's a male female like I'm falling in love yeah yeah she she's at the lake and I talked to her like I was four hours like not like did she really just go back to her ex the only reason i told her like that i would not want to be her friend anymore is like if she does that and she knew that and after crying like when i talked to her to the phone that same night the night after she cried i can't imagine my life without her and i'm like then you're doing that two days after and like you know my heart got really broken and i talked like i said kind of a bit of mean stuff i'm i'm really centered in myself and with her we always said we have this unconditional love to each other it doesn't

we don't have to be romantic partners but we have this she just touches me and my entire nerve system comes down and like we're from the same soul family like from the same star system like she's we have this deep connection we promised we will always love each other unconditionally and that's what i'm trying to do with everyone that's what i'm trying to do with my dog it doesn't matter if she's my dog or not I love her like you know and I was like I said kind of way I was like you two deserve each other and you know I was like it was really hurting and the day before I posted this post and I was like this post is meant to to be the frequency of heaven and earth I'm trying to share something that's like a bit bigger and I can't have that inside of me so even after all

of that like being so hurt and so unseen and like getting so mad I texted her like the night before I posted this like this video in this post I'm sorry for the way I spoke I was hurting I wanted you to feel the same like I wish you all the best in the world I hope you're happy and free like you deserve to be because I truly think she's this amazing amazing creature that spreads so much light and I'm sure she didn't do it like you know to hurt me and I'm happy it happened that way because i like go really fast and i'm ready to receive the new love that's gonna come to my life soon wow i was just like i truly believe that frequency of heaven on earth is unconditional love and that's like living without the ego and she didn't do that to me you know she she lived

her life and and you know it affected me yes i love her so much and i heard it because i love her but unconditional love is it doesn't matter if she hurts me or not it's just i love her for being her and if that's what she needed to do and that's what i needed to experience with her i need to receive that with grace and it's funny because that was harder for me than sitting in the bush for six hours with everyone around me wow but i did that too and and i think we can all do it in every situation and like just have awareness to that like you know being aware that that okay i want to live out of unconditional love and then compassion to ourself when we when we're not able to do it because it's hard you know that day i was like you deserve it and i spoke i wasn't nice

yeah and i had compassion you know i know i'm gonna make mistakes i made mistakes so i sent her a message i'm sorry i love you like hope no no thank you i'm sorry i love you i forgive you i still choose to take my distance from you but i love you so much and i hope you respect that and just like have awareness to that frequency that it's there it's a choice and then compassion to ourselves first how we have service to heaven on earth if we're having an earth and then to others compassion to her to the terrorists like you know what do they have to go through in their life to come to a point where they don't see us as human beings like how like they wash their minds and and what do they go through that they truly look at me and they don't see me as a human being

i'm sorry for them that's that's where they're at that's a that's a terrible state of mind to be at you know and to have compassion with how horrible it is to say to them to everyone to to the person that broke our heart and you know the person that cuts our off in the road i'm like always sending them protection spell i hope you get to where you're in such a hurry a hurry and like you know safely and like and where you need to and just like and even when i get mad you know i'm like i'm breathing it out okay i got mad but now i'm standing in protection like so much compassion we're missing so much compassion on this earth and heaven on earth is the frequency of unconditional love just like uh people love love don't be afraid to get hurt okay so we're

gonna get hurt exactly exactly so and that's what you said before which i love open heart yes we get hurt yes people dump us yes bad stuff happened to us yeah we see horrible things around us but if we keep our hearts open and we let it break when it needs to break and we break down with it and we allow ourselves to break down we allow ourselves to release control and to just be in pieces for however long it takes and we're not trying to hide it we're not trying to run away from it we're not trying to to deny it we're not trying to pretend we are not we are just being what we are feeling at that moment it will go away because it's energy and energy just moves and our biggest i think pitfall in life is that we think life has anything that is static that is

that is staying the same life is never the same life is energy and energy always moves and the only constant thing in life is change right exactly that's the only constant thing so if we constantly look at the now moment and the now moment and the now moment and embrace whatever it brings even if it's shit it's shit we let ourselves be in a shitty situation and we trust ourselves that we can snap out of it we trust ourselves that we are strong enough to hold it we trust ourselves that we can be with whatever comes up and we'll be fine in the end right even if it takes time and we have compassion wow you have so much wisdom for such a young girl but you're such an old wise soul i love you i love you so much

and yeah i think that i don't know if you want to go there but i think that it's a lot of also like people having such a hard time with changes because we're trying to hold us onto this illusion of like safety yes at home we have a job we have a partner that's going to always be here for with us and like no no it's all illusions and sometimes and we have a police and an army and a state and everyone that takes care of us right everything that takes care of us is external to us exactly and we talked a bit before and I shared with you that my mom called me Maya because it means water and the three years ago my first day of traveling around the world I was in Costa Rica and I sat in my hostel in front of this guy in this Indian guy they looked at me and he was like hey what's your

name I'm like Maya it's like Maya do you know what Maya means I'm like no what does it mean it says the illusion around the heart the illusion that we live around and I think it's so funny that's my name because i feel like i never believed it i never bought that illusion that we need to go to school and then to the army and then learn then work our entire life to to what like for what at the end what's gonna happen in the end if i keep suffering like what's gonna happen in the end it's gonna be worth it i want it to be you get to the holy mortgage you get to the holy temple of selling your economic independence for 25 years to the bank yay we sell our soul we sell our freedom we sell our joy and no let's my dad is always like

also three days before the thing happened i'm living with my friends for like a week now and before the the thing happened before that saturday and every morning my morning practice is between one hour to five each day how i feel and i was like i did a four hour morning practice and i went out to sit with my friends they're like maya normal people don't have time for that like what's that like where are you where's the reality like four hours every day where is it gonna help you in life and here i was two days later three days later like six hour of the most important meditation of my life being able to sit in that bush and being completely present not running away not running to my thoughts i'm gonna die or i'm gonna whatever just being present with

my moment and with my with myself and it's a practice it's every day it was it's so much harder to get on the mat every morning and do my breath and yoga and like meditation and and my sunbathing but like that it was so much harder to do all of that and it was to sit in that bush but that's what what feels good in my body that's what makes me wake up in the morning and i do that and i see the difference in my day when i do my practice and when i'm not so i'm like okay that's important to me that feels better than than having a secure job like the fact that in Guatemala I have the freedom to have five hours of doing that every morning yeah that's that's worth not having stability what stability I feel like I'm more stable than most of my friends

the most important meditation of your life it was indeed it was a hundred percent like the most important meditation of my life and I feel like after that I also kind of stopped fighting in other ways like I used to have sleeping problems when I was younger I couldn't sleep at all at night and I was smoking 10 grams of weed a week like you know just to fall asleep I was running from myself so much and now I could barely sleep like my eyes are so red I'm barely sleeping but instead of like in the first days when I just got back I was like I can't sleep and you know I got back to doing it to me and someone's hurting me and I was like Maya no like you couldn't sleep before too and like lately i'm like okay just stop fighting it so

i'm waking up at three three three and four four four every morning really okay yeah it always happens and i'm like okay then let's breathe so i'm like i'm waking up and i'm doing my breath work and i'm like between 4 a.m and 6 a.m it's the it's the feminine rising it's called dom shakti if i'm not wrong it's the best time to do our spiritual practices i'm like okay i'm up let's let's breathe let's do that let's not fight it if my body is up it probably knows what it's doing right let's start trusting it and I think also I want to recommend a book the new earth the new earth actually the girl the new earth by Eckhart Tolle yeah the blue one the power of now yes Eckhart Tolle I'm reading it as well I'm like halfway through it's really great but it talks

so beautifully about how to how our ego is like mine and they're doing it and that and yes that's one of the books that helped me made sense of human beings like and helped me be really present and helped me with letting go of all of my stuff and the last month like nothing is mine mine is the ego so like why can't i sleep like no it's not that i can't sleep it's that my body is choosing to be awake so let's accept it right now let's stop fighting everything that's happening to us and start being like okay if it's happening to me it's probably for a reason and now like you know before I before I left I did that breath work course a week before and I looked at my notebook and I wrote there on the last day my intention for Israel is to share and to share a lot of things

and the breath and a lot of other things and here I am you know that horrible thing happened to me but it led to me sharing and you know for people really listening and i'm sure that if i would have posted that post without being there i would have got so much hate you know out of everyone and because i was there people were really able to listen to me so yeah that horrible thing happened to me and i can't sleep and my whole body hurts so much and and i'm crying and i'm punching the wall sometimes and i'm giving that space but overall like look he gave me what i wanted them i'm of service to heaven and earth i'm of service to myself i can share that and and people you know are willing to listen and i'm so grateful yeah people are listening and your voice is so important

and i i feel so privileged that i can give you this little stage of mine so you can make it heard and people can be contributed by it because it's precious it's gold and you you keep talking you don't stop okay you keep showing up and you keep speaking out and you keep being of service to whomever you think you should be of service because you are just a ray of light you're a star seed and you are you are here to bring that light to people who need it and yes because i opened the cards my star seed cards just before you're really the podcast now and what it gave out is unique nature you let yourself be seen you was talking about it's your time to speak up and be seen and i'm like okay i'm doing it here we go

here we go yeah you're manifesting it yay it's so accurate dear it's everything is so accurate the shit in life and the good in life is just what we need to get it's just you know if we get stuck in the why me why you know victim and i don't know and no you know obviously people who are suffering right now are suffering tremendously and my heart goes out to them and i am with them but if we accept life it becomes a little bit easier just a little bit easier how are your friends doing that were with you in the party are they okay um most of them are and the ones that are alive they're good and i just had three days after the event i was talking to a friend and i realized in a 10-minute conversation i lost eight friends that died

and two that got kidnapped and you know that's eight friends that died and two that got kidnapped and that's just adding like that was a 10-minute conversation where i found out about more you know and it's just it keeps coming from everywhere and it's it's hard and it's hard but you know they're they're in a better place than we are i'm sure and i want to say well not the two that are kidnapped i'm gonna pray for them to return and i'm gonna pray for them to be safe and everyone that's listening please pray as well for everyone who is kidnapped at the moment and everyone who's suffering that would really help but for the eight that are not with us i'm sure they are watching you i'm sure they are listening to you and we can have this conversation for their

remembrance for them they're in a better place right now and it's just you know you're in a place after this week where you've been crying and hurting and and hurting your people and like it's just so it's a lot it's really overwhelming and yeah and also I think that one of the other things that I want to share and I think is really important is that I believe I always say it I talked about with my family the Shabbat hours before everything happened the strongest weapon in this whole entire world is collective consciousness like yes truly and they call it a tv program because they program our mind when we watch tv it's proven that our nervous system gets upset our mind doesn't know the difference between

a tv show and like real life so whenever we watch tv like think about the movies that we're watching we're literally the movies that they show us and this shows like we're creating it in our mind we're manifesting it as we're showing it in our world like horror movies like i i started to do it with the music i love rap music i love you know dark music and i realized the words that's the mantras in my mind and i found out this whole scene of like conscious rapping really yeah and it's amazing wake up in the morning and i meditate like amazing things and but like truly like people are doing diets and you know trying to have better health and they're thinking about what they're putting in their body and you know all those stuff but what we're putting in our mind what

we're watching what we're listening the environment where we're in is so important and i see how the collective consciousness how they try to manipulate us and i i don't understand for me it's so clear it's so obvious like you know they're trying to to get us into a state of fear of that and because they they know how it works you know i don't know who's they but they know exactly how it works they've been using it for years and let's let's be aware of that too have compassion for yourself for doing that up until now and taking responsibility and saying wait we can do it differently like if collective consciousness works let's believe let's believe heaven and earth it's real let's believe we're gods like one of my goals in life is to prove we're not only

humans like you know i think the word like you're just a human being is the most limiting belief in the whole entire world i want to go a year without any anything just to prove to people we can do so much more and that's also the song i sent to you that i wanted to post is about that it's about like we're all gods and goddesses and heaven on earth is real and it's literally a choice and like just like let's use it wisely that weapon the collective consciousness our individual consciousness and bringing them together sitting like you know there have been studies like that show that collective meditation has stopped like wars and stuff and like let's do that instead of sitting in our houses in fear let's let's do that let's like you know let's let's

sit and sing and pray together and and and love each other and like hold each other and like we can we can choose what we want in our field like we can choose that it's our choice and when we have choice we have freedom i feel we're all going on automatic all the time you know and how we were trained i'm a dog trainer and i see how easy it is to train people the same way we train dogs and we're so trained and we're so used to acting automatically and the minute we stop doing things automatically and we breathe and we realize we have a choice that's where freedom is yes yes yes and that's that's my goal to free myself and to leave heaven and earth and to show everyone we're not just humans we're so much more than that that's what i believe and up until now it's

been working for me and i'm working more and sharing it because so many people that i shared it with like what are you talking about you're going crazy over there and i'm like no no no no like i feel so centered and and i really believe that i truly believe we're more than just humans yes we have our human bodies and you know we have so many things in our world that we can't see when they just discovered radio waves no one believed it at first because we couldn't see it and when you know we can smell in that like spectrum and dogs can smell like that and cats like that and horses like that and just the fact that we can smell it or see it because you know bats see the words differently than us but they see the world like the things exist the fact that our human body

can see it doesn't mean it doesn't exist yes we've been programmed to think that we only have five senses and that's it and the world is only detectable by those five senses and there's nothing there's any there's nothing more than that and this is the biggest lie this is the illusion because life is so much more miraculous than just what we see feel eat smell and sense exactly and also you know i believe like you know i had that crystals with me and those are crystals very special crystals that i brought from the lake and they were given to me on a purpose to spread the crystal grid in israel and i have this really big crystal that's in the shape of israel actually that i really went to guatemala to bury and it's the same batch of the crystal that was

with me and when i was in the bush so many of my friends that have brought the crystals to that knew that i was there sending me pictures with the crystal and they're like we're breathing with you and I felt it I really felt it and I want to also share that I just started to not that long ago I started to do work with magnets I do therapy with magnets myself and to others I found out I have superpowers with them I love them and the way the reason I love magnets so much is because they're the only crystal they're a mineral right the mineral that was made in the ground and they're the only crystal that we're able to see their powers and we can feel it but that's why I love them so much but crystals in general all those things like their spirit science i like to anyone

who doesn't believe those things go on youtube look up spirit science they explain the science of the spirit of everything we're talking about there's so many scientifical like facts no one's sharing with us no one's teaching that in school but facts like that that are actually real and you know crystals have the ability to remember stuff we use it in watches and computers and and television because they have the ability to remember they're so precious as well as water the healing power of water and the ability of water to remember information and to transfer information unbelievable many many things that most people are not aware of exist you know astrology where the astrology the moon is like influencing the ocean the huge body of water that

can destroy all of us you know the strongest thing in the world it's influencing the way it moves we're 70 percent water do are we really that arrogant that we think the moon is affecting the ocean but not us exactly that's a really arrogant thought like as human beings we're 70 percent like water if the moon affects the ocean it affects us to a hundred percent like i don't see like scientifically okay humans want science facts there's so many yes exactly it doesn't need to be a doctor or a lawyer or someone with a stamp or or a diploma from an institution in order for you to listen in order for you to open your your minds and then trust your your discernment ability to go and check things out and verify them and know whether

if they're true or not or if they work for you or not right and we have grown so so accustomed to to trust experts who are telling us stuff that we forgot to trust ourselves and I really connected to what you said you said about collective consciousness and how we underestimate that or not even aware of that in fact most people are not even aware of their own consciousness and being aware of what they feel and what they do and how they behave and and their automatic patterns and how they can choose at any given moment you just walk just work on automatic pilot and so i don't know what you said reminded me of something i wrote today i didn't publish it yet but i'm gonna read it to you i'm gonna share it with you so humanity is at war with itself

we've grown so detached from ourselves that we automatically reject any invitation to look inside and find our own internal battles in attempt to resolve them, neglecting to understand that only when we find peace within, we can vibrate it externally. We will never find peace if we continue guarding our egos and refuse to sort out our internal wars first. yes yeah maya i'm going to play that play the song you've written right you wrote it yeah i wrote it six months ago and there is this song in hebrew talking about how we keep losing brothers and sisters and i kept singing it six months ago and i was like no i want to make you happy and I made my own version of it and my own version of heaven on earth and in that song and

it feels more relevant than ever and that recording was two days or a day after I got back from my bush and yeah I'd love to share that with whoever wants to listen to it so I'm gonna play that song for for the ending of our of our beautiful episode and I'm gonna also include all the different links to follow Maya and look at her work and and support her with whatever she needs so I'm gonna put all the links in the notes if you want to reach out or follow and also follow her music because I have a feeling you're going to keep developing yourself in that direction and you should because you're very talented and uh and just for for you know finishing this very very inspiring conversation and very truthful very honest very open-hearted you know some very

brutal at times but very authentic and real conversation what is what is the message that you want to leave people with and also maybe a message to your beautiful self so I think just keep choosing out of love like unconditional love that's the only thing I have to say have compassion and just keep choosing out of love keep choosing heaven on earth and keep giving thanks that's one of the most amazing frequencies I've had so I want to say like to finish with saying thank you and to you you know for listening for giving me the stage to talk thank you for every person that has taken the time to listen to us talking and you know time is the most precious and valuable like resource we have so you know taking the time to listen i'm so very

grateful for that and thank you for myself for being alive and for doing the work and breathing and yeah just i hope every lokas samastas sukhinobavan too you know may every living being be happy every living being be free may every living being all over the world be forever happy and free that's my prayer every morning and yeah thank you so much and i pray this with you together and everyone else can join us thank you so much let's let's even take a breath for this beautiful ending yeah thank you so much my dear you are truly an inspiration and i'm privileged to have found you and i'm gonna play the song now thank you thank you thank you

I'm just a human, sitting here, dwelling on what could have been. I'm just a human After all That's what I've always been told Then I stopped Oh, I stopped and breathed Closed my eyes and stopped and breathed Stopped and breathed

Open my eyes, now I may see Oh heaven unearthed, oh heaven unearthed It's a frequency, waiting to unfold Oh heaven unearthed, oh heaven unearthed Now it's up to you Oh, it's up to me To stop and breathe, just stop and breathe Now that we stopped

Oh, we stopped and breathed We can look into each other's eyes Look into each other's eyes I gaze and breathe, I gaze and breathe Now you see, we're all divinity We are all gods, oh yeah We are all gods on this earth Though heaven on earth, though heaven on earth

It's a frequency Waiting to be seen It's waiting for you, waiting for me עוד אח אחד ירד אל הקבר וממה בוכה היא בצעקות שמר עוד אח אחד ירד אל הקבר וצעקות הבאה שומעים מכל עמר Heaven on earth, heaven on earth, so heaven on earth, heaven on earth It's a frequency that we can choose to be It's what we are, it's our birthright

And it's all a choice, it's all a fucking choice To be here on heaven on earth, heaven on earth אולי הגיעה את לשאול שאלות כמו כמה זמן נוכל כך להמשיך ולחיות האם המלחמה שבגבולות מנותקת מהאלימות שאת חיינו משתקת נראה שהמתח בו אף פעם לא נגמר פי שהיא הגדול היה זה שאמר

שכולנו שווים בסופו של דבר אז מדוע זה את זה נשים ולפע So, please, just hear me out now Just stop and breathe, just stop and breathe If everyone with just a little trust Just stop and breathe Everyone, please just stop and breathe Oh heaven on earth, oh heaven on earth

It's a frequency that we can always be There is nothing to do, just be here on heaven on earth It's all about simplicity here on heaven on earth So, please, come join us right here On heaven, on earth, oh heaven, on earth It's real, for real, yo Guys, we're all with you Waiting, praying, sending you love and strength

Just keep on breathing and believing We're all with you, behind you guys We're getting you all out of there I swear to God you're coming home To heaven on earth To heaven on earth We're getting you out of this hell Back home to heaven on earth

Just keep breathing And everything's gonna be okay you