You're Wrong About - Mindhunting with Sarah Weinman

Episode Date: October 2, 2023

"What is it about the culture that has conditioned us to favor the wants and needs and desires, however horrible, of a serial murderer, as opposed to--most often--the women and girls that they ha...rmed and killed?" This week, Sarah Weinman takes us on a backpacking trip through true crime history and American pop culture, and tells us about the myths and realities of criminal profiling—and why they're sometimes so hard to pull apart. And finally, we ask the ultimate taboo question: are serial killers boring?You can find Sarah's newsletter here.Articles discussed:The Case of the Fake SherlockWhat lies beneath: the secrets of France’s top serial killer expertSupport You're Wrong About:Bonus Episodes on PatreonBuy cute merchWhere else to find us:Sarah's other show, You Are Good[YWA co-founder] Mike's other show, Maintenance PhaseLinks:https://thecrimelady.substack.com/https://nymag.com/intelligencer/article/richard-walter-criminal-profiler-fraud.htmlhttps://www.theguardian.com/news/2021/nov/09/secrets-of-top-serial-killer-expert-france-stephane-bourgoinhttps://www.patreon.com/IfBooksPodhttps://www.teepublic.com/stores/youre-wrong-abouthttps://www.paypal.com/paypalme/yourewrongaboutpodhttps://www.podpage.com/you-are-goodhttp://maintenancephase.comSupport the show

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Starting point is 00:00:00 Right, and it's like, okay, I get that we're a messing an army of kendals, but for what purpose? Welcome to your own about, I'm Sarah Marshall. We are getting toward Halloween season, and so we are talking today about the FBI. Our guest today is Sarah Weinman, author most recently of Scoundrel and editor of Evidence of Things Scene, True Crime in an era of reckoning. And on the show, you know, we like True Crime, and we like reckoning even more. To quote the FBI law enforcement bulletin, volume 55 issue 12, the criminal profiling process is defined by the FBI as a technique used to identify the perpetrator of a violent crime by identifying the personality and behavioral characteristics of the offender
Starting point is 00:00:58 based upon an analysis of the crime committed. If you have been near TV in the last 20 years, you might know this field as the one depicted in criminal minds among many, many, many other shows, most famously used by the FBI's behavioral analysis unit. This is a program that began in the 70s in a period that is now enshrined in lore as the first mind hunters, including John Douglas, figured out how to identify a criminal. They had not seen and had only forensic information about by thoroughly investigating a crime scene, thinking about trends in violent crime and in criminal typology and essentially creating a field of investigation that can at times be extremely useful and can at times
Starting point is 00:01:53 be about as good as a random guess, but that we love to think about in our fictions and that we love to believe in any time the American legal system relies on our faith in a field where we, as the American public, want to believe that someone can get the right kind of training to walk into a crime scene and simply know who did it, that's going to lead to some problems. And I wanted to talk about that today. This is a true crime episode, but it's one where we're really talking about institutional failings more than the specifics of crime. Listen with care, but know that our focus is elsewhere. And that's about it.
Starting point is 00:02:32 We're excited to bring this episode to you. We're excited to be easing into fall. I hope you're enjoying some sweater weather or hating some sweater weather. Everybody loves sweater weather, but you don't have to like sweater weather. It's okay. Whatever you're doing, but you don't have to like sweater weather. It's okay. Whatever you're doing, do it well. Have fun with your friends. Enjoy this episode.
Starting point is 00:03:03 Truder and her two kitchen sliding door. Used a glass cutter, and a suction cup. His entrance goes. All the prints are smooth gloves. Bond hair, strong, size 12 shoe imprint. Blood AB-positive type from saliva and glass from licking the suction cup. Look at him, Starlin. Tell me what you see. Why didn't he care that he left saliva on the glass? Oh, he's a white male. Serial killers tend to be dead. Blood AB positive, type from saliva and glass from licking the suction cup. Look at him, Starlin. Tell me what you see.
Starting point is 00:03:26 Why didn't he cure the left saliva on the glass? Well, he's a white male. Cereo killers tend to hunt within their own ethnic groups. It was hard out that night. It's not a drifter. He's got his own. So inside the house, must have held cool. What?
Starting point is 00:03:39 What he does with them takes privacy. He's in his 30s or 40s. He's got real physical strength combined with an older man's self-control. He's cautious, precise, and he's never impulsive. He'll never stop. Why not? I got real taste for it now. He's getting better at his work. Not bad, Starling. Questions?
Starting point is 00:04:11 The internet is full of writers, editors, and investigators. And then there's my guest today, Sarah Weinman, writer, editor, investigator, Canadian. There's something about being Canadian that can first special status. It's true. What are you up to? What mysteries are you working on these days? Well, as we were speaking, I am a little over a month out from the publication of my most recent anthology called evidenceidence of Things Scene, True Crime in an Era of Reckoning, which is a follow-up but also stands alone from an earlier anthology I edited called Unspeakable Acts, True Tales of Crime Murdered to Seat and Obsession, which reprinted Sarah Marshall's wonderful essay for the believer
Starting point is 00:05:00 on Ted Bundy, The Myth, The Man, and all the ways in which we got that particular narrative wrong. But it also includes all sorts of other amazing writers. I have given you an assignment. I sent you a little self-destructing video and said, your mission, if you choose to accept it, is to tell me about criminal profiling and in particular FBI profiling because I found it very interesting. There have been a couple of examples recently of people claiming to be ace criminal profilers and turning out to be massive charlatans. One was a Frank Chi guy named Stefan Bergois
Starting point is 00:05:46 Stefan Bergwa, and then there's Richard Walter. Both of these people did similar things, although in one case, it was about lying about being important to the profiling community while in fact, just writing a lot of plagiarized true crime books in France. And in the case of Richard Walter, it was about actually testifying in trials and having an actual CV, although one that used strategically pad and add a lot more prestige and a lot more
Starting point is 00:06:12 work history too, but actually having a role in the way people are punished and whether people are convicted of crimes. And the question that I had about kind of these two fakers, who nonetheless, despite a lot of lying, had an effect on the way we see crime and criminals in America, is what does it mean to be a criminal profiler? How did we come up with this field, which is a fairly recent one? And does it attract charlatans because the skillset you need to do it involves at the good end of things over confidence and at the more sinister end of things and actual attraction to the idea of lying for a living. I think the answer to all of your questions is yes. It's interesting too that in addition to book one and Walter, after we had our phone call about this,
Starting point is 00:07:05 I hadn't realized, but there was an article about a third one. Just recently, who was called Britain's Mind Hunter. Of course. So yeah, the headline was, he was an FBI serial killer profiler, then his lies caught up with him. And it's about a true crime writer in Britain, named Paul Harrison. He had also claimed to have interviewed various serial killers and mass murderers.
Starting point is 00:07:28 And yet he made it all up to, oh, wait, I think I remember I encountered this one because didn't he claim to have interviewed the Yorkshire Ripper and then someone reached the Yorkshire Ripper for comment and he called him a wasic or something like that. Some insults so British that you're like, what? I mean, when Peter Sutcliffe enters the chat, you know it's not going to end well. Especially when Peter Sutcliffe is there to be like, excuse me. I may be the Yorkshire Ripper, but this is taking things a bit too far. Maybe the Yorkshire Ripper, but I am still a more reliable narrator than this guy.
Starting point is 00:08:04 Yeah. I mean, this is such an interesting job to have or pretend to have. And the quest can again is like, where do we draw the line between pretending and doing? And I, can you talk about the origin story here? Because I feel like there are, I'm sure quite a number of people who didn't spend their formative years watching oxygen. And therefore, I don't know what I'm talking about. Right. And the thing is, if we're going to talk about an origin story of criminal profilers, we actually have to talk about the origin story of the detective, because profilers are essentially
Starting point is 00:08:38 like a state sanctioned kind of detective who is using his mind to figure out certain traits, and even though they're supposed to be some science attached, really, there isn't. So I think we have to start with another Frenchman, Eugène François Viedoc, and he was born in July of 1775. He actually lived all the way to 1857. And the thing about him is that he started life as a criminal. He was a thief. He, you know, just did a lot of aberrant behavior. And then he managed to figure out that it was better for him to turn to the other side and that all of
Starting point is 00:09:17 his expertise and all of his knowledge as a thief and a criminal would serve him well. If he took this band of other criminals that he had developed and turned them into essentially field soldiers in pursuit of other criminals because who was better situated to catch criminals than other criminals. So basically that the first police force
Starting point is 00:09:40 or one of them or the first detective agency is like just a bunch of people snitching on everyone they used to work with. Yeah, pretty much. And the loose organization that VDoc created was called the Souté. And it was an informal organization of a plain close unit. So it wasn't like they were dressed in uniform.
Starting point is 00:09:58 They're just people kind of acting undercover or what we would call undercover. This is the next Leonardo DiCaprio movie though, right? Oh my God, yes. It's like adult catch me if you can, but everyone's fraction and wearing period clothing. Like I would pay $12 to see that. Right.
Starting point is 00:10:18 So the Sukete originally started with eight people. And then by 1823, so 12 years later, it had 20 of them. The year later, it had 20 of them. The year later, it had up to 28. So every year, it would grow and grow and grow. At one point, VDoc, who aside from being first a criminal and then a detective, he also was a memoirist and frankly kind of a self-aggrandizing memoirist. But here's how he described his work from the period of expansion. It was with a troop so small as this that I had to watch over more than 1200 pardon convicts, freed some from public prisons, others from solitary confinement to put an execution annually
Starting point is 00:10:54 from four to 500 warrants, as well from the prefe as a judicial authorities to procure information, to undertake searches and to obtain particulars of every description, to make nightly rounds so perpetual and arduous during the winter season. To assist the cumbersaries of police and their searches, or in the execution of search words, to explore the various rendezvous in every part, to go to the theaters, the boulevards, the barriers, and all other public places, the haunts of thieves and pickpockets.
Starting point is 00:11:24 He who is not mean himself, who must walk down those main streets of Paris. I mean, all we do is keep reinventing the same trope, don't we? Right. You know, even if Raymond Chandler wasn't directly reading the memoirs of V-Doc, it was in the air because the point is, is that the relationship between criminal and detective and real life detective and fictional detective, they're actually a lot more blurry than we'd like to think. Most people want to sort of take them apart and consider them separately, but it might be
Starting point is 00:11:55 more interesting to look at them as a totality. One of the interesting things about like police and detectives in America is that they're political by definition, I would say. And every element of political life as humans know it is pretty theatrical and pretty symbolic. It involves a lot of kind of performing a reality into being. So it makes sense to have this kind of symbiotic relationship with fiction. Yeah, absolutely. So, okay, so here we are. And I guess like early 19th century France and kind of how does this idea spread? And is the detective something that like we just kind of
Starting point is 00:12:34 didn't need or that, you know, we didn't need kind of before society reached a certain scale or, you know, the things we needed to protect reached a certain price point. I mean, I believe a lot of this had to do with books, the fact that VDoc published his memoirs that were then translated and also that he had the attention of novelists like Victor Hugo, who based characters on him in Mizra'abla, and those were translated. That meant that the idea of detective work in policing
Starting point is 00:13:06 could be transmitted to other countries. So if the Sucte, which then became a much more organized police force, developed over the 1830s and 1840s, and then eventually England takes this up and starts the Metropolitan Police and Scotland Yard. And in America, that comes in a little bit later. And all the while, you also have other novelists and writers. And that gets us into Igarall and Poe. And he comes up with this detective, August Dupin, who, being French, I think is clearly
Starting point is 00:13:41 modeled after VDoc also. And he's essentially the first of this idea of the great detective who arrives on scene to try to figure out why somebody died or why this horrible circumstance has happened and figures out usually something plainly obvious, but that is missing in plain sight is what actually was the solution. Of course. I read a couple years ago the murders on the room org if I'm getting all the prepositions right there. I don't think there's a wishbone of that,
Starting point is 00:14:14 but there should be. And I was struck by how like Watson and Holmes ended up being, it's like the great detectives described by his buddy. And that there's a scene kind of in the opening where Dupan is like, I see you're thinking about this. And his friend is like, oh, how did you know that? He's like, you saw this thing and it made you think of this thing. And then this other thing. And finally, this thing and the guy is like, you got me. And it feels to
Starting point is 00:14:39 me like so central to the sort of idea of the detective, both the dream and the nightmare of the detective, is that somebody can just like know everything that's in your brain. When I think the reality that influences how much more difficult investigations can be, then we want them to be, or kind of conclusively knowing the truth can be, is that like human beings are much more complicated and have more complicated and unknowable thoughts and motives than we would like to assume. I mean, I also think too that the rise of the detective in the early, like, mid-19th century was also happening at a time of great political upheaval.
Starting point is 00:15:16 The revolutions of 1848 happened a year before Edgar Allan Poe died and a few years before Vitoch died in 1857. And Napoleon was not just exerting his influence while he was alive, but even many years after his death. And so I think at a time of upheaval, two things can happen, which is, you go in the direction of extreme order, or you go in the direction of extreme chaos. And if there's all this revolutionary fervor, and then people get tired of revolutions,
Starting point is 00:15:46 it's like, what do they do? And we would see this, especially in America in the 20th century, between world wars and pandemics and red scares and lavender scares and civil rights stuff and anti-communist witch hunts. And it's just this constant going back between order and chaos chaos and order and in fiction There has been this preference for order and I think that does contribute to why there's been Such a body of literature of detective fiction because life is chaos and we want order to kind of fix it But we know that in real life we can't actually fix anything But hey, maybe some great detective can come along with their little gray cells or their intuition or their big brain. The myth becomes the reality becomes the myth. The snake is constantly eating a
Starting point is 00:16:35 tail until you don't know whether the tail is a snake and vice versa. It makes total sense to me that especially in times of precarity, we lean toward fiction that gives us that feeling. And I think like my question so much at the time is like, why can't we leave it at fiction? Why do we then have to bring fiction into like the way we write laws? As much as we want to believe that laws are these immutable facts that have like been written in stone tablets from biblical age. Inactuality, they're crafted by humans with all sorts of foibles and flaws who were emerging from deeply racist and misogynist societies who didn't recognize that a great
Starting point is 00:17:19 swath of humanity was actually human. So to then go back to originalism and say, this is how we should always be doing this. It's like really? You're just going to completely erase the last 250 to 300 years because it was written down in a text written by a bunch of weird dudes. Okay, then it's so funny. Yeah, and that this is the argument we can't stop having is like, but should we do that? And it's like, no, why should we do that? And also who's asking those questions of should we or should we not and why are we giving them preference? It's also why I take issue when anybody describes themselves as a political because frankly, existing is political.
Starting point is 00:17:58 And even the prospect of never making a choice is an actual choice. And this comes up to particularly with detective fiction, where there is this move to keep politics out of the fiction. But if you have a worldview, and if crime fiction in particular is a window upon society, how can you divorce it from politics? It's just marinating in it. I think we're getting maybe not super off track because ultimately it's all part of, you know, talking about crime fiction and especially detectives of every kind. And maybe it's just because I just this morning finished Beverly Gage's massive biography of J. Edgar Hoover that came out last year, which won all the prizes and deservedly so.
Starting point is 00:18:41 But also, I have to say spending four to five days in the company of J Edgar, not so great for my brain. Yeah, I mean, we we guess did an episode on Bonnie and Clyde where he certainly does not come across as a fun loving guy. So I think it's also important to bring Edgar Hoover into the conversation because without the FBI, you wouldn't have contemporary criminal profiling, even though the first profilers that I think of worked outside of the federal system. The ones that are sort of in our pop culture consciousness, you can really thank two guys in particular, although there would be subsequent ones, but one was Robert Restler and the other is John Douglas. Both of them wrote books about their exploits and all of their books really,
Starting point is 00:19:31 like I think that they must have gotten injuries from patting themselves on the back so much. Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha Self-congratulation, I guess. I'm glad it's self-congratulatory strain injury. It can happen. I also should say that my own formative reading included those profiler books. I mean, wrestlers book who ever fights monsters because of course that line is from the Nietzsche quote of whoever looks into the abyss. Be careful that the abyss doesn't look back into you. It really is this man's struggle against man kind of thing. Yeah, because a quote that drives me crazy, because like, what do you think that means
Starting point is 00:20:14 when we get down to it? Well, I mean, I quoted a lot, so I'm probably guilty of perpetuating it as well. For me, it's always meant that if there's an abyss, you have to be careful that you're staying on the right side of the line. And by right side, I just mean that you don't let yourself get too overwhelmed by the work that you're doing that you fall in and essentially lose your mental health completely to it. Which also brings me to John Douglas. And his books, Mindhunter and
Starting point is 00:20:42 Journey and To Darkness were the two that I know that I read in college. And I just remember being kind of blown away by the work that Douglas and wrestler had been doing first as the behavioral science unit and then it was later called the investigative support unit I think because they didn't like BSU because it sounded like bullshit. But also that wrestler and Douglas were often at odds with one another even as you know
Starting point is 00:21:08 You couldn't really have one without the other at least initially What was initially called the behavioral science unit grew out of essentially psychological techniques that Had been employed in policing in the years prior and perhaps the most famous example of this policing in the years prior. And perhaps the most famous example of this proto-profiling was by a guy named James Brussels. So he was a psychologist who had been brought in to figure out some kind of psychological examination of the mysterious figure who had been leaving bombs all over New York City in this stochastic reign of terror that started around 1940 and wouldn't end until 1957.
Starting point is 00:21:51 Nobody knew who was doing it. I think one person died mostly. It was just people getting injured, people feeling that they were under attack. It just goes to show how fickle we are that we don't talk about this guy more because the 17 year reign of terror is really nothing to sneeze at. Maybe it depends on what circles
Starting point is 00:22:08 you run because I'd certainly heard of this guy for a while. Yeah. I know. You're an ear and a better crowd. I am from Mad Bomber literacy. I'm not sure. I mean, I didn't hear of growing up. The Unibomber was very central and his reign of terror was 17 years. So I think as long as Ted Kaczynski was still the Unibomber uncaught, there was a lot of flashback and precedent talking about the mad bomber of New York City, who would later be identified as George Matyski. And here is at least how the lore had it, which is the NYPD flummoxed, brought in this guy, the psychologist named James Bressel, and he worked up what would now be called a profile, but at that point, it was just like
Starting point is 00:22:51 a examination of a figure who he thought would most likely be the bomber. And what he arrived at was somebody who was very high strung, very wellpt, probably lived with his mother, probably lived in an outer burrow or maybe even a suburb. He had some direct grievance with Con Edison because the initial bombs were of Con Ed facilities, and that if they found him that he would be dressed in a three-piece suit double-breasted buttoned. And indeed, when the police finally identified George Matesky, he was living with his mother and he was wearing a double-breasted suit buttoned.
Starting point is 00:23:35 And this was thought of as, oh my God, this profiler totally got it right. Incredible copy. Like, if you're working for a newspaper at that time, I feel like that's like, you're like, this thing, right? It's itself. Oh my God. And especially if you were working for a newspaper at that time, I feel like that's like, you're like, this thing, right? It's itself. Oh my God. And especially if you were working at a tabloid and it's 1957, so it's really at the height of,
Starting point is 00:23:52 I think, tabloid culture. So it was a time of pretend order, but really there was so much chaos underneath that no wonder people just went completely crazy in the 1960s or they figured out who they really were and everybody had this massive freak out, including the FBI, which is also why, for somebody like Jay Edgar Hoover,
Starting point is 00:24:09 the 1950s were really the pinnacle of his career, because he could just rail against communists and have everybody in this sort of law and order mentality. And he wrote this book called Masters of Deceit. Well, by road, I mean, he put his name on it, but it was written by FBI agents. But it was definitely his worldview, talking about the dangers of communism and how essentially having a degenerate lifestyle was going to ruin America. And of course, it became a massive bestseller because there are all these old
Starting point is 00:24:40 stars or people who just had not endured anything or maybe had suppressed it entirely, who are like, yeah, let's have some law and order. And it's also why what we think of as the 60s happened later in the 60s into the 70s and didn't involve nearly as many people as we think. Like everybody, right. And I feel that's something that I find so interesting about the 60s and that I feel like really applies
Starting point is 00:25:04 to the culture today is that we formed this cultural idea. I think partly out of self comfort and denial that almost everybody was kind of swept along by this free loving psychedelic awakening wave or at least we're listening to some crossbeast stills Nash and Young. And in fact, what it really looks like is like this relatively small inflammation of the conservative American body, which
Starting point is 00:25:31 then rallied with like a much stronger force of antibodies against it. But it's all part of the same soup. And yet people put this tremendous faith in cops that they knew what they were doing, that they could use their big brains to solve crimes and what has been born out with all sorts of junk science. And unfortunately, I think profiling is proving itself to be kind of junk sciencey, but it's this idea that if you put a lot of confidence in the brain of a single individual above all else, that this can lead to a lot of confirmation bias and eventually wrongful convictions, I don't think we can ever fully grasp the enormity of how often somebody is wrongfully convicted
Starting point is 00:26:19 or how often somebody doesn't get a fair trial or doesn't get due process or doesn't have adequate representation. And if you pulled it all apart, it's like, how can you possibly think there's any justice to be had from this criminal legal system? But to dwell on this can be incredibly depressing. So instead, it's like, no, no, we must put all our faith in cops. We must give them more funding. So instead, we have this big battle between good and evil, the evil of cunning serial killers and the good, stalwart detectives who are gonna take them down.
Starting point is 00:26:52 He missed Easter with his wife and kids. He's got an ulcer. He's staying in a motel. And he's always a white dude. And this is also part of Hoover's FBI that from the time that he took office as head of the FBI in 1924 to the time that he died in 1972 That's 48 years. You could not really be a black person and be an FBI agent. You couldn't be a woman and be an FBI agent You couldn't have long hair and be an FBI agent. You couldn't have tattoos. It's like Bob Jones University the FBI
Starting point is 00:27:23 Essentially you all had to look like Clyde Tulson to be in the FBI. Right, and it's like, okay, I get that we're a messing an army of kendals, but for what purpose? Oh my god. Now I just literally had this image of the I'm just Ken never done by FBI agents. Yes. You know what? It's AI. Good job for AI for my god. Yeah. And
Starting point is 00:27:48 then like that the aesthetic is so important. And I think that something I find so interesting about gender in America is that like clearly men and women like each other fine to some extent. But there's also I think for for many people, especially in adulthood, this profound longing for camaraderie with people who you share a gender with, or at least neighborhood of gender, because I don't know, I've always remembered this stupid ESPN documentary about the 1985 season for the Chicago Bears, and at the end of it, it's like, and now everyone has traumatic brain injuries and is like, you know, pretty disabled by pain. And the injuries they got on this very celebrated season we're talking about. But every one of them whose answer they showed at least in this thing who they asked, would
Starting point is 00:28:36 you go back and do it all over again if you could? They're like, yes, I was part of something bigger than myself. I was part of a team. I was part of a group. I don't know. It's interesting that cop is a job that little kids want to have. And I'm sure that there are plenty of reasons for that, including the fact that small children
Starting point is 00:28:52 enjoy thinking about violence. Oh, yeah. No question. But also, there's this, like, I think very simple human need to, like, be part of a group of similar people with a similar interest who all wear the same outfit. And that's okay because can't pretend that it's more than what it is. It's like with Martin Scorsese movies about gangsters. What is it actually about? It's about
Starting point is 00:29:15 community and it's about family and it's about brotherhood and it's about masculinity. And this all figures in, but it often is so unexamined. So as a result, you know, people are just too busy in this purported good and evil hunt and don't really take a step back and go, wait, why am I doing this? Who is this really for? Am I actually accomplishing something? Am I really making the world safer?
Starting point is 00:29:42 Is it really good that someone comes in with terrible racial prejudices and this informs how they do their job for the rest of their life? So this all figures too, in how people do profiles. Because the idea of profiling is to make assumptions about people and often they are wrong.
Starting point is 00:30:00 Well, and to come back for a second as something you said earlier, I love the way you explained the Nietzsche quote that's in, you know, so many 80s horror movies where if you gaze into the abyss, be careful. The abyss doesn't gaze back into you roughly because I always saw that as like this overly simplistic kind of like demon-a-view of human evil for lack of a better word or our belief in human evil for lack of a better word, or our belief in human evil and this idea
Starting point is 00:30:27 that if you get close to it or if you try and understand it, it'll jump into you. And I always felt like, well, that's ridiculous. And it's the enemy of being able to cultivate any empathy. But I feel like I really think that you're right and that this is at least when we use this quote today, or if we use that kind of hint at that belief
Starting point is 00:30:46 today, it is maybe historically a way of talking about the reality of trauma without having to acknowledge that because you don't have a language for doing it or it makes you feel in this case potentially last masculine because the truth, I think, is that if you spend time interacting with or kind of in any kind of workplace closeness with kind of just like the awful things people do to each other. And the burnout that so many people experience kind of attempting to make the world a slightly better place like that is real. And I think the trauma that people experience, especially dealing with violence or the aftermath of it, is very real. And it feels like that saying the way that we kind of use it or that ideology is it crops up in fiction is like, you know, the kind of manhunter paradigm.
Starting point is 00:31:36 It's like, it's not that Will Graham is going to be destroyed emotionally because he's too similar to Hannibal Ector. It's because he is can't keep being an FBI agent. It's killing him. He hates it so much. I'm so glad that you brought up manhunter, and particularly that you brought up Thomas Harris. If there is one person who the blame can be laid at their footsteps for how we understand criminal profiling and essentially the relationship between fictional cops and actual cops. It's Harris, who I should point out he did embed with the behavioral science unit. So he was an associate press reporter and then this book becomes you know, not like a colossal hit, but enough that he didn't have to do
Starting point is 00:32:23 colossal hit, but enough that he didn't have to do dilly reporting anymore. And he was sort of casting around for something else to do. And he learns about the behavioral science unit. And he starts hanging out with these guys. So the wrestlers and the Douglasses. I also love that they're just like, yeah, come hang out, whatever. It's like, it makes me think of like the episodes of The Simpsons were Martin gets to hang out with the other boys. But yeah, totally. So Harris is around and he's sort of absorbing what these FBI agents who are going around,
Starting point is 00:32:54 essentially interviewing serial murderers and mass murderers in prison to try to get at the mind of a serial killer. Harris gets this idea from listening and learning about these serial killers to kind of make this amalgam into one Francis dollar hide who is the actual killer that will Graham is hunting and Hannibal Lecter. And the first result is Red Dragon, which is still a really great novel and really thrilling. I guess listen to the audiobook of it again for the first time in many years and it is, especially when it gets into the evidence analysis stuff, the people racing to figure stuff out at Quantico.
Starting point is 00:33:39 I feel like it has, in its own tortured way, a lot of empathy with Dollar Height. That's something that's interesting about these books books is that they work so hard to create Very detailed Histories for the serial killer characters and not just that they're detailed histories But that you can engender empathy without ever forgetting the horrors that they perpetuated upon their victims Yeah, and I do think that early on Particularly in red, a little bit less so in silence of the lands. And then by the subsequent books, Harris had totally
Starting point is 00:34:10 followed in love with Hannibal Lecter and was essentially writing his own fanfiction of the guy. Yes, it's like, I just like that. It's just like, this character has the same name and description and yet all of the things they're doing are because the worst ideas I've ever heard of. What is going on here? But to go back to Red Dragon, the first introduction of Hannibal Lecter, at least the way I recall it when I first read that book, probably in my early 20s, is this is one scary motherfucker. And it really is this battle of wits that I have been describing that Lecter is a truly evil scary guy, and Will Graham is the right side of the law, the John Douglas stand in, the whatever you wanna call it.
Starting point is 00:34:52 So that book is good, and then it's a hit, but it takes Harris so long to write Silence of the Lambs. I think it was seven or eight years before that book appeared. And by that point, Hannibal Lecter's a bigger character. And then he creates Clary Starling, who is also a fascinating character. But also, now we've added this gender disparity
Starting point is 00:35:15 between the big good and evil battle. And she's from the south, and she's got her own issues. And maybe there's underlying sexism. And she's like 22 years old. So it's kind she's really punching above her weight here. Right. I mean, literally fresh out of college and she's hanging out with the investigative support unit guys. Okay. Yeah. Of course, Lector is still scary. He's still a little bit more nuanced, but it's almost as if when he escapes that suddenly everything takes on the sheen of unreality. I really feel like you can detect the moment
Starting point is 00:35:46 when Harris lost his distance with his characters, that suddenly he's like, oh no, I am them, they are me. I have looked into the abyss and I have fallen in. Yeah. Because it had been 11 years since Harris had published the Silence of the Lambs and everybody was like, when's his next book coming? What are they gonna do?
Starting point is 00:36:04 He finished the manuscript. He didn't get edited as far as I know. It went straight into production. It really feels like it. And then they published it and it was embargoed. So there was like a two month window between when the publisher announced, oh, it's done. Here's the pub data.
Starting point is 00:36:21 What's going to happen and people line up. And then everybody read it and was like, what in the actual fuck is this? I am so thrilled to hear it wasn't edited because to believe in a world in which it is edited is to believe that someone could either through their own incompetence or because they were forced to do their job so non-existently. And some people are like, oh, it's Campy Comedy. But I don't know. It just felt like a real betrayal of what Harris was trying to do in Red Dragon. And yet he was the author of his own betrayal. And it's because he wasn't writing fiction anymore.
Starting point is 00:36:56 He was writing fan fiction. And yes, I know fan fiction is fiction, but they do have different aims emotionally and to some degree psychologically. And to just see how he had fallen into the abyss and really become lector and thought of him as a hero and thought of him as, yeah, sure. Why shouldn't he and Clarice get together and carve up some guy and eat his brain and, you know, celebrate with drinks? And that's the end.
Starting point is 00:37:25 You're like, what is going on here? You're like, that's the end. I agree totally that it feels like fanfiction of the character that you made. And I feel like, to some extent, maybe it reveals the absurdity of the classic diet of the detective and the killer. Because Hannah Belector, I think part of what went wrong
Starting point is 00:37:46 is that he just became so comically overpowered that like he couldn't have an adversary anymore and it really shows kind of what happens within the dream of the arch criminal, where like at a certain point, if we're imagining anyone to be so superhumanly smart, then like they stop having understandable motives. There's just kind of nothing to relate to, which is part of why I think that's so insidious
Starting point is 00:38:11 as a fiction, because I think part of the superhumanly intelligent criminal ideas away for us to wall ourselves off from the realization that, you know, the criminal is the human. And, you know, the same way that laws aren't real, the idea of the criminal is a made up category, because you're defined as a criminal by the fact that you've broken a law, and we've all done that. Right, which I think both goes all the way back to VDoc, and the fact that he was able to transform himself
Starting point is 00:38:38 from criminal to detective, while knowing that he was never actually fully sloughing off his identity as a criminal, going all the way to the present day with the fraudster profilers. And I don't think it's an accident that Paul Harris and the Brit and Stefan Burt Gaun, the Frenchman in particular, who were true crime writers who claimed that they had interviewed these serial killers in the wake of their subsequent exposures in media. There's been this sense of, you know, some degree of apology, but not fully owning up to
Starting point is 00:39:14 what they had done. Some degree of, I fabricated this, but still claiming that they had been in the company of certain killers. And then with Richard Walter, who was the actual self-styled profiler, I mean, he was part of the VDoc society. And I have since heard that the society itself is really in jeopardy, mostly because one of the founding members, the auto-died act sculptor, Frank Bender, he died some years ago. Richard Walter is now fraud and Bill Flasher is getting old and everybody else who's going is like, who do we trust here? What is going on? I read that New York
Starting point is 00:39:55 Magpiece about what Richard Walter with like almost a heart and throat thing because even though a lot of the allegations about him had been reported out as recently as I think the early 2000s, just the way that Dave Herbert put it all together and also got these amazing, you know, non-denial denial quotes from Walter about his fraudulent credentials and the fact that he had basically been languishing in a state, Michigan prison, not doing much of anything. And somehow self agronized his way into being a criminal expert.
Starting point is 00:40:27 Yeah, it's truly one of my favorite pieces of the year. Yeah, and I feel like to me, there's something really compelling about how it just feels intuitive to me that that job rewards, especially in a trial setting, kind of blithe over confidence. And I think I first started thinking about this concept when I saw Errol Morris' The Thin Blue Line, which is a really great documentary from the late 80s. It certainly is. And so in that documentary, we meet this forensic psychologist named Dr. Griggson, and this is a case that it becomes quite clear by the end of the film where two men were in a car, a cop pulled them over
Starting point is 00:41:05 and was shot dead. One of the men implicates the other man who then goes to prison for many years. And then it's quite clear that the guy who implicated his friend was in fact the one who shot the police officer. And Errol Morris has it all on tape. It's great. And Griggs and interviews the innocent man very briefly and then basically puts together a profile and testifies to the fact that this man is 100% a killer and he will 100% kill again if he is ever released and therefore he has to stay in prison or be executed and you know that he never went back on his claim and even when And, you know, that he never went back on his claim and even when evidence kind of overwhelmingly proved that he had been incorrect, that was of no importance to him.
Starting point is 00:41:50 And it feels like there's something to me that, you know, it kind of shows up again in this trinity of fake profilers we now have, people who have faked their qualifications to some degree, but sometimes ending up with very real results and putting actual people in prison, where in many cases, and including courtrooms, we often don't want the truth, right?
Starting point is 00:42:12 Because the truth is like, well, I don't know, or like this person could resemble this, or like maybe they would be dangerous, or maybe not. I don't know, because we don't like to be told, I don't know about matters of you know crime and innocence and guilt and life and death. We want to be told I know what's going on. And so it feels like through that need it makes itself a feel that is kind of uniquely open to simply lying. Well, because telling a lie is still telling us a story.
Starting point is 00:42:45 And it's the cliche I've never let facts get in the way of a good story, but also that every part of what we call the criminal justice system is made up of competing narratives of who wins at the best narrative, who creates from various non-linear investigative tools, a compelling narrative that leads to a suspect who can then be arrested and go through the further narrative of a trial, and then the further narrative of conviction and even appeals and at least in some instances
Starting point is 00:43:18 all the way up to the execution. That's also part of a narrative. If that narrative is disrupted and someone is wrongfully convicted and released, why so many prosecutors simply refuse to accept that this is the actual truth and that they were wrong. And that's why we're often so taken aback when prosecutors do admit they're wrong, because it happened so rarely, because it's like, oh no, we lost one of the W's that we had on the board. Oh no, I might lose my job. Oh no, I might lose my election. And profiles are also narratives. So even if they're like bullet point lists, but they're creating some idea of a suspect out of
Starting point is 00:43:59 wholesale cloth, even if it's, well, they might be white, 25 to 35, and they might be married and have a secret life. And that's also why, with the recent arrest of a suspect in the Long Island serial killer case, at least, he's been arrested for the murders of three women. He's definitely a prime suspect in a four if they just haven't pulled together all the details to charge him in time. And we don't know how many others the suspect might be deemed responsible for.
Starting point is 00:44:27 You notice I'm using language that's very qualified and I'm not using his name because I don't think it's that important. But it was interesting to see people who had done profiles of the guy go, I was right, it was this guy. And it's like based on what really? Like because yeah, he was married and he let a double life,
Starting point is 00:44:47 like, that seems pretty obvious. Or it would be weird if he wasn't living a double life, you know? That would really be something to write home about. Right? How we do policing and how we do legal work is all about what stories do we tell ourselves? I mean, you know, it's like the famous and too often quoted, Joan Diddy in line, if we tell ourselves stories to live, but we also tell
Starting point is 00:45:10 ourselves stories to create the sense of justice has served and order has risen out of chaos. Instead of maybe we live in a really random, stochastic, messy, non-linear world. We don't have a lot of good resolutions. Life is unfair. Hold the people closest to you even closer and mutual aid is great. I'm fascinated by the kind of second life that that Joan Diddy in quote has
Starting point is 00:45:39 because the full context of it is like, I believe we tell ourselves stories in order to live in the sense that like we have to tell ourselves stories in order to live in the sense that like, we have to tell ourselves stories even if they don't connect to the facts, even if they amount to us lying to ourselves, because otherwise we'd lose our minds entirely as opposed to mostly. But it's become, I feel like sometimes this kind of like overly merchandise like, nice quote that's like, it's so nice that we tell stories and it's like, no,
Starting point is 00:46:06 it's not terrible sometimes that we do. The like, I mean, to get to the profile thing and kind of what it is and isn't, isn't fair to say that on the most basic level, a profile is basically like, you are telling whoever is looking for somebody kind of what they need to look for. You're like, I'm gonna narrow it down for you. You're looking for a white male who lives with his mother and works for the postal service or something like that. That is more or less what profiles do.
Starting point is 00:46:37 And on the one hand, they're not supposed to be prescriptive. They're only supposed to be a very loose guideline and police have to still do the work and make the connections and come up with evidence that can lead to actual charges that can then hold up in court. But because profilers, particularly the ones created by novelists, but also that have been manufactured by themselves have created this outsized myth that they know better than average humans. And that leads to a lot of mistakes.
Starting point is 00:47:11 And one of the reasons that I got really skeptical about John Douglas in particular was after the resolution of a pretty infamous case in Canada where a nine year old girl named Christine Jessup had been murdered in 1984 in southern Ontario. And one of her neighbors, Gipal Moran, was arrested. He was tried, and then he was acquitted, but it's Canada, so you don't have double jeopardy.
Starting point is 00:47:37 And they were able to toss that acquittal or do something in appeals where he was retried and convicted. But then DNA evidence came in in 1995, which excluded as DNA and his conviction was then thrown out. But Douglas, who had done a profile of this case, specifically wrote, I think, in Journey Into Darkness of, well, I know that Gipalmaran was exonerated, but I still have doubts and frankly, you basically intimated that you still thought the guy did it. And I just like, excuse me, are you hopefully ignoring DNA evidence? And also an amazing thousand page book by the journalist Kirk Makin called Redrum The Innocent
Starting point is 00:48:18 because Redrum is murder backwards, which was essentially like the definitive until recently the definitive account of all the ways in which this case went wrong. And in recent years, thanks, I think to subsequent technological developments with DNA where more sophisticated technologies could employ much tinier amounts of DNA, labs in Canada were able to figure out not only definitively that Moran didn't do it, but that it was this other guy who was another neighbor who had been in the home of the Jessups and who knew Christine, and he had died of suicide in 2015, I think because he thought he thought law enforcement was finally getting close, or maybe he was tracking the DNA evidence
Starting point is 00:49:02 and didn't want to be around anymore to spend the rest of his life in prison. And the poor family now has to go to the rest of their lives, going, we let this man in our home, he was our friend, and we thought this other neighbor did it. I can't even imagine the enormity of what they are grappling with. I believe there was a great piece of Toronto life last year at this magazine that really kind of unpacked
Starting point is 00:49:26 Some of this but that was a formative case for me growing up I mean Christine was nine in 1984. I was five there were other similar Missing children and murdered women and girls. They tended to be white. They tended to be in Ontario Just this idea that you could be murdered by a neighbor and then all the stuff going on, it was one of my first exposures to this idea of wrongful conviction. And John Douglas blew it,
Starting point is 00:49:53 but he wasn't gonna admit it that he was fully wrong. Yeah, and that's something that's interesting about the whole enterprise too, to me, right? That in the FBI in the 1970s, a very small number of guys interview a really a very small number of serial killers. It's like what, 37 different people, something like that, something like that, something in the 30s.
Starting point is 00:50:15 And then I're like, there you go. We've figured out how the mind of a serial killer works. And it's like, really? From that sample size after that amount of time. And then the problem is it creates this whole cottage industry of we must hear from the killer. Yeah. Especially on streaming platforms, evidently.
Starting point is 00:50:34 Oh, Jesus Christ. I mean, Edna Buchanan's first book, which I hope never gets reissued. And I don't think she even wants it, is called Car, Five Years of Rape and Murder, where she spent hundreds of hours with this guy, Car, who had done really just unspeakable things to women and girls, and was in prison talking a zero off. And she's like, well, I'm writing this book
Starting point is 00:50:56 because I think it's important for people to understand how a serial killer's mind works. And it's like, is it though? Do we really need to know this level of detail? Do we really need to be marinating in this? And then Robert Kepple and friends go and hang out with Ted Bundy for God knows how long and does a similar thing.
Starting point is 00:51:13 Our Catherine Ramzland with BTK. What is it about the culture that has conditioned us to favor the wants and needs and desires however horrible of a serial murder as opposed to most often the women and girls that they harmed and killed. As you know, I have spent a lot of time thinking about Ted Bundy and like one of the things I find so interesting about the interviews he did with Bob Keppel for the most part, which were like presented in the media subsequently as like Ted Bundy helps the hunt for the green river killer.
Starting point is 00:51:48 And then also the interviews that he did with Ainsworth and Machaud are like, for the most part, him just describing himself in the third person. And he's like, the killer might be like this because I'm like this. I mean, not me, but someone is like this. And it's just like, it's really nice that you got to spend so many hours kind of reliving your past crimes and talking about yourself, but like if there's nothing,
Starting point is 00:52:12 and this is part of the basis of the whole, going to see Hannibal Lecter to hear what he has to say about how to catch Buffalo Bill thing of like, what you really get when you try and do that is someone being like, I don't know why I'm like this, but here's some things that I like to think about doing, and also maybe have done. And you get to listen to my fantasy. And so by giving a platform to serial killers, it is kind of comparable to giving a platform
Starting point is 00:52:38 to say far right extremists. It's like, are we really benefiting from this? We're just like presenting the most horrible thoughts without proper context or without any sense that there should be a filter or even that it should be incredibly moderated. Well, they're like, as if they're interesting on their own. I think you can use them to gain insight.
Starting point is 00:52:59 There is potential value to them, but simply presenting it as if there's something there. It's like, you guys, serial killers are famously for the most part white men and white men are boring. I think this is our best and most inflammatory take today because it's serial killers are boring. Isn't that inflammatory though? I think so.
Starting point is 00:53:20 I think like the need to believe in the mastermind or the kind of evil doer, I think it connects to the need to believe in the mastermind or the kind of evil doer, I think it connects to the need to believe that they are self-aware in some way and they can be like, well, I'm doing this because of these things. And it's like, none of the rest of us do that. So why would they be able to do that? God help us the time when we hear that a serial killer is reading Bessel Vendor Kolk and can clear the body keeps the score, back at investigators, and like, please understand your trauma. Oh, God, we are in for it. A serial killer who won't get off TikTok. Yeah. Well, that I think we have to prepare ourselves for too. Kind of batten down
Starting point is 00:53:57 the hatches. And this is something that, you know, kind of growing up with serial killer fiction, I really started to notice as a pattern and be bothered by this idea that like, if you are evil, or if you're, you know, a serial killer mastermind, then by definition you're smart. And you understand what you're doing. And you understand why you're doing it. And therefore what you're doing is somehow seductive to get back to this kind of the abyss gazing into you and it's not just trauma. And in reality, I think that that hides the fact that to be capable of destroying other human lives means that you are less healthy than other human beings and that you have
Starting point is 00:54:37 not ended up in a more evolved place. You are in a bad place where you would probably like to not be if you had any choice in the matter, but apparently you don't. And I don't know. There's something that I always think about, about how, you know, particularly in American mythology where this is also important to us that like America was itself built on conquest, which means it was built on murder and slavery and genocide, which is just again,
Starting point is 00:55:03 like it contains a lot of murder, which I feel like it's worth, I don't know, it's just worth pointing out like how much we've embraced murder historically as a culture in order to exist here and how maybe that's why we like serial killers so much partly. Our foundational myths are really bloody. I mean, look at Westerns and serial killers are just part of that. It's this idea of we're going to be conquering heroes against the evil other, but those who commit serial murder, they're humans like the rest of us. They just went wrong in ways
Starting point is 00:55:37 that most of us don't go wrong. And to assume that they're other, I think, does everybody also to serve us too. Yeah. I think so too. And then it makes us prone to thinking they're more interesting than they are. And they're simply not. They're simply not. And to get back to the Mataski profile
Starting point is 00:55:54 are kind of a regional profile. So he nailed the suit thing, right? He got a lot right, and I feel like what is easy to forget as we build the myth of the profiler is that you can get a lot right and then still say a lot of other stuff that is just irrelevant. I mean, it's like cold reading that if you're paying attention to people's nonverbal cues, you can intuit stuff, but it doesn't mean that you're a psychic. It just means that you're able to read people. That's also I think part of like the other thing that I say a lot, which is the two other foundational American myths or white supremacy and grifting. But that also
Starting point is 00:56:28 pertains to profiling that most often profiles are done by white guys about other white guys. And the grifting, well, we've already talked about with respect to perpetuating frauds and wanting to present one's selves as experts or refusing to admit that you're wrong, you can come up with a profile that gets say two things right and people latch onto the two things you got right, but then there's still 20 other things that you got completely wrong or you just weren't in the same ballpark
Starting point is 00:56:57 as the actual suspect that's apprehended. It just lends this idea that so much of policing and investigation depends on intuition and gut feelings and I'm right and I know who would commit this terrible crime. And this eyewitness has direct testimony, which can lead to wrongful convictions, because DNA counts as circumstantial evidence, that somehow that has greater authority than the outsized police hero, human being, who's really actually kind of becoming a comic book character. Right. And then I think the thing about, you know, just having to work generally in profiling in specific is that part of the reason and I'm sure that you and I are drawn to this and as so many other people are as like,
Starting point is 00:57:48 not just because of kind of the dream of the fantasy of being able to conclusively figure everything out, but also because it feels really good to figure anything out. And like, it's cool to like find new information and put things together and to a great extent that is what we do. You know, that's what you do as a writer. That is exactly what we do. You know, that's what you do as a writer. That is exactly what we do. Yeah, and that's what I attempt to do on the show. And it feels amazing to like enter a field of questions and exit kind of having found new information or at least found insight
Starting point is 00:58:19 and feeling like you have a slightly better grasp of the world and that the next story you encounter maybe will be a little bit better able to understand it and kind of grasping patterns. And, you know, the pursuit of knowledge is one of the really special things that humans share. But then it feels like the pursuit of knowledge can resemble conquest in its own way, because we begin to not simply want to know things, but to know everything without a shadow of a doubt. And that's where it becomes impossible.
Starting point is 00:58:49 And the idea of FBI profiling specifically feels like it is taking the impromotor of the FBI and using it to say, like, I represent the federal government. Like, how can I be wrong? I don't think it's an accident that we, or at least I, don't know who the current FBI profilers are. I don't think they're out there generating publicity in the way that wrestler and Douglas did. And to a lesser extent, say, Roy Hazelwood, who I always felt like kind of knew what he was doing, but maybe not.
Starting point is 00:59:24 I don't know. But I think that the less publicity you generate for your work, the more I might actually trust in your work, and that maybe if I've heard of you more than I should have, that should be cause for skepticism. But then here I am, somebody who generates publicity for the work that I do, even though I really want people to judge my work, my books, my articles, the anthologies that I edit. I'm not going quietly in the background here either, but I'm also not a profiler. I'm just trying to like work on my own journalism and shed further light on people and cases and stories that might not have had enough light shed upon them, but it's just it's something that I'm aware of of what is the tricky balance between the work that we do and the publicity that it might generate and how that can sort of also double back upon itself. Yeah, and I mean, I definitely think about that in my own work because you know, I started off making this show after having spent many years being like, I have these thoughts.
Starting point is 01:00:28 Can I please write something about them and editors for the most part being like, no, review this book and we'll give you $150 American dollars. And so kind of starting off making the show, I was like, I am powerless in the serena of ideas. And I guess want someone, anyone, to listen to me about my belief that we tend to get it wrong when we write about young women embroiled in scandals and involve bad behavior on behalf of them
Starting point is 01:00:52 and they love, basically, or who just, who they end up entangled with. And then, you know, over the years, I have gotten, I would say, arguably too much positive reinforcement for having the opinions that I have. And once you have reached a certain number of listeners or audience of whatever kind, and you have received the feedback from people,
Starting point is 01:01:13 like, yay, we love it when you say that, say that more. You're like, what if I did keep pressing this button forever? And I am aware that I am also in a position where like to some extent I have been behaviorized into saying certain things because people like it when I do that and that's because something that can happen to Pretty much all of us, I think and that absolutely happens with people in very regimented work structures like policing or the FBI or law enforcement in general, that they're part of this structure that gives them an identity and from that they can become
Starting point is 01:01:55 bigger versions of themselves. And then when it goes away, they retire or they have done something that gets them forced out, what do they have left? Do they have developed selves? Not so much. So maybe by doing profiles or becoming fraudulent, that creates an identity, it fills all sorts of gaping voids within themselves. And they can't figure out how to do it in healthy ways,
Starting point is 01:02:22 so they find massively unhealthy ways to do it. Yes, and also then, you know, it's the attempt to actually solve crime, which I think in many cases, like, is a good idea? Are we approaching it all wrong, yes? But like, should we simply, if there is a murder, just be like, huh? Drag! Like, no, probably not. But, you know, that that it's like things get so dangerous when you take something and we see this, you know, the same way with our current independent blockbusters sound of fury that if you're like, look, this guy is helping to stop child trafficking. Look, he's catching a serial killer. He can do whatever he wants. And it's like, let's not turn something that may or may not be a real problem into simply
Starting point is 01:03:06 an excuse for a guy to become a protagonist. It's like everyone in this scenario be it criminal, detective, serial killer, fictional character, everybody wants to be a main character. Yeah. And main character syndrome in life and in fiction, it's a real problem. The future belongs to side characters. That's what I think. I can accept that. And that was our episode. Thank you so much for coming a mind-tunting with us today in the Pale Moonlight. Thank you to Sarah Weinman for being our guest and putting our service to the test.
Starting point is 01:03:57 Thank you to Miranda Zickler for editing and thank you to Carolyn Kendrick for producing for everything and for laughing at that little joke I just made. And a special treat for those of you who listen long enough to get to the credits. Carolyn has a new song out. It's on all streaming platforms. And it's a cover of Towns Van Zance.
Starting point is 01:04:18 I'll be here in the morning. And you deserve to hear it. I like to lean into the wind and tell myself I'm free, but you're sharp to swispers out within the how-way is called to me. Close your eyes I'll be here in the morning Close your eyes I'll be here in the morning Thank you for being here. Thank you for making it this far into the year. This is pretty far right? We're really doing it. Thank you for being curious. We'll see you in two weeks. you

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