48 Hours - The Railroad Killer

Episode Date: September 3, 2017

The lone survivor of a serial killer on a multi-state killing spree tells her story, in her words.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art1...9.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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Starting point is 00:01:57 I'm running. I was constantly running away from someone. We lived on thirteen acres, so I could never get someone to hear my screams or run fast enough. I would run down the hill, the front to our house, across the fields. There were many mornings that I would wake up after a night of running all night in my dreams, but then run down the stairs to play with my younger sister.
Starting point is 00:02:19 We had a great time growing up together. We had that special bond that you hear people talk about. We were so close. I didn't get to hear the answering machine until I got home that night. I remember there being an oddly high number of calls, but three of the messages were from my dad. The room was dark and she woke up. She was lying on her side and I put my head to her face and just held her. It was there that she told me the worst story that I had heard in my life. In late August 1997, I was a student at the University of Kentucky.
Starting point is 00:03:20 It was about the second night of classes, it was a Thursday night, and I went to a party with my boyfriend, Chris Meyer, not far from campus. It was a little bit boring, so we packed up Chris's backpack with some beers and we were going to head down to the tracks. We sat there and talked for a while. I'm not sure how long, but we got up to leave and go back to the party. And we started walking along the tracks. And when we got to an electrical box beside the tracks a man came out from behind it. He asked us for money. We of course said we don't have any money we're poor college kids. And I don't know if it was an ice pick, if it was a screwdriver, but he had it on Chris really the whole time.
Starting point is 00:04:31 He asked Chris to get down on his hands and knees. He went through his backpack and didn't find anything that he wanted. And I didn't realize it, but he was tying up Chris's hands with the backpack behind his back. but he was tying up Chris's hands with the backpack behind his back. And he took off my belt and tied up my hands behind my back with my belt. And he actually pulled Chris from the tracks on the gravel into the grass beside the tracks.
Starting point is 00:05:02 In my head, I was panicking. And I was like saying my last prayer and thinking, I'm going to die. Maybe this is what I have been running from in all those dreams as a child, this horrific story that happened to my sister. As a kid growing up in Chicago, there was one horror movie I was too scared to watch. It was called Candyman. The scary cult classic was set in a Chicago housing project. It was about this supernatural killer who would attack his victims if they said his name five times into a bathroom mirror. Candyman. Candyman?
Starting point is 00:05:45 Now, we all know chanting a name won't make a killer magically appear, but did you know that the movie Candyman was partly inspired by an actual murder? I was struck by both how spooky it was, but also how outrageous it was. We're gonna talk to the people who were there, and we're also going to uncover the larger story. My architect was shocked when he saw how this was created. Literally shocked.
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Starting point is 00:07:44 Chris and I were looking at each other, I think, in disbelief that this was actually going on. Like, we were looking at each other very confused. Like, what in the heck is happening? You know, I remember saying, why are you doing this? What do you want? Do you want credit cards, ATM cards? You can have our car. It's just parked down the street. You know, we were just trying to figure out what he wanted. And at this point, our attacker ripped a shirt and he gagged us. I actually stuck my tongue out so that the gag wouldn't work, it just fell off. We had split seconds in where our attacker would go back up to the tracks
Starting point is 00:08:35 and we were down in the grass. And so we could talk to each other and Chris and I started strategizing, saying, okay, should I run? Can you get untied? I got my hands untied. I couldn't get my feet untied. I ripped Chris's gag off of his mouth.
Starting point is 00:08:54 And so we were talking to each other, trying to figure out how we were going to get away, because Chris kept saying, you know, if you can get yourself untied, get away. Run away. Because he couldn't get it. His arms were all tied up in his backpack and he couldn't get untied and I really don't know how much time passed before our attacker came down
Starting point is 00:09:18 carrying a rock and he came over and literally just dropped it on Chris's head and he came over and literally just dropped it on Chris's head. I think at that point I went into survival mode. I, you know, see him drop this rock on Chris's head, and he climbed on top of me. I realized at that point that he was going to rape me. I fought him. I tried to hit him. I tried to kick him.
Starting point is 00:09:47 I tried to scream. That's when he took that weapon that he had and he held it to my neck and he said, look how easily I could kill you. That's when he stabbed me in my neck. So I just stopped. I was like, okay, well, you know, what's going to happen is going to happen. I was staring at every scar he had, every tattoo he had. I was thinking, let me remember everything about you that I can, because we'll get you at some point.
Starting point is 00:10:28 And I tried to rip off my fingernails and dig in the dirt so that if I was taken away, someone would know that I had been there. I started saying, you know, where have you been? What do you need? How can I help you? You know, I really have a family that wants to see me again. I said, do you have friends? Do you have a family? I was begging him, please don't hurt me.
Starting point is 00:10:57 I will let you go. I won't tell anybody what happened here. Just don't hurt me. And that's when he started hitting me. I don't remember being hit. I was hit with some sort of wooden board. I think I put my hand up to block it, but I was hit five or six times in the front of my face,
Starting point is 00:11:16 and then I turned over, and I was hit five or six times in the back of my head. I'm positive that he probably knocked me unconscious and my breathing was shallow enough that he thought he had killed me I don't know how long I laid there but at some point I got up and I realized that he was gone
Starting point is 00:11:44 I knew that I was injured I realized that he was gone. I knew that I was injured. I knew that I was hurt. I don't think I knew what my injuries were. You know, I realized that my mouth wasn't shutting right, and I was covered in blood. I walked about 200 yards or so, maybe on the rocks along the tracks. It was probably 1, 2 in the morning. It was between 1 and 2. I was sitting in my chair studying.
Starting point is 00:12:35 And out of the corner of my eye, I just glimpsed something go across the front yard. She was covered in blood from head to toe, and I could not figure out where all the blood had come, was coming from. Her face, it looked like a boxer whenever they get cut during a boxing match. At that point, I brought her in and sat her down on the couch, and she collapsed on the couch. I thought she was going to die. There was no doubt in my mind. And she started, I kept losing her a little bit here and there, and I just kept talking to her because I definitely didn't want her to pass out. I was just trying to keep her awake until the paramedics got there. And I did keep saying to him, my friend's still out there.
Starting point is 00:13:17 Be sure they know my friend's still out there. My friend's still out there. They're my friends still out there. Hotshot Australian attorney Nicola Gaba was born into legal royalty. Her specialty? Representing some of the city's most infamous gangland criminals. However, while Nicola held the underworld's darkest secrets, the most dangerous secret was her own. She's going to all the major groups within Melbourne's underworld, and she's informing on them all.
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Starting point is 00:15:10 and the fight for justice that has brought a unique, lonely Pacific island to the brink of extinction. Listen to the Pitcairn Trials exclusively on Wondery+. Join Wondery in the Wondery app, Apple Podcasts or Spotify. On August 29th, 1997, I received a call at home about 3 o'clock in the morning that there had been an attack on two students along the railroad tracks. My lieutenant asked me to come out and said it was a bad one. Another detective and I were sent over to the University of Kentucky Hospital to check in on the victim.
Starting point is 00:16:07 On the way we learned her name was Holly Dunn. Her face was disoriented. She had a broken eye socket, a broken jaw, lots of cuts across her face. And then of course staples of where they could just to stop the bleeding, they couldn't even, you know, cut her hair. They just stapled on top of her hair. And even in that state of her looking the way that she did, I can just remember this feeling of overwhelming gratitude and love that she was alive, just feeling so thankful that she was alive and that she was there. I felt so guilty to not be there,
Starting point is 00:16:52 to know that your sister is begging for her life. She is begging someone for her life. And you are, you're sleeping. I remember they weren't talking about Chris, and eventually I asked my dad, I just said, Chris is dead, isn't he? And my dad was like, yes, he is. It was very hard to accept the fact
Starting point is 00:17:21 that I lived through this and Chris didn't. And, you know, it was just, I just felt like it wasn't fair. It's not fair that I'm still alive and that Chris isn't. Chris was so friendly. He was very laid back and down to earth. He loved the outdoors. He didn't have a care in the world. I couldn't attend the funeral. I was really upset
Starting point is 00:17:47 about that only because I really wanted to attend. I had, you know, never really got the chance to say goodbye and I wanted to, you know, have that chance to have some peace. to have some peace. Despite her state, she was ready and willing to try to communicate what had happened to her. I was really trying to remember every detail about my attacker,
Starting point is 00:18:20 and I remember hearing his accent, thinking, that is a Mexican accent. Holly described the suspect as a male, possibly Hispanic, 5'6", 5'8", in height, kind of a wavy black hair, wearing glasses. She said that he wasn't muscular, but he seemed somewhat wiry.
Starting point is 00:18:46 They repaired my jaw. They actually kind of just realigned it and wired my mouth shut. And really that was the only thing that they could fix. The broken eye socket, there was nothing they could do. As soon as I could get the surgery to get my jaw wired shut and my jaw fixed, my parents took me home. I definitely think that there's parts of me that wanted to retreat away right after this attack happened. I just wanted to lay in bed and not get out of bed again. But, you know, there's always something that's pulled me out of that. My sister was my rock
Starting point is 00:19:24 throughout this entire process and she doesn't maybe didn't even realize how much she was helping me by what she was doing. We received a lot of phone calls and a lot of tips and we followed up on a lot of people who thought they had seen this person. We were able to establish that we had DNA sample of the suspect from the rape. The sketch was the best thing we had and the DNA evidence, of course.
Starting point is 00:19:55 And then we also entered it into the national database for violent offenders in the hopes that maybe someday down the road, there would be some similarities to other cases that I could become aware of to try to track this fellow down. In December of 1998, a doctor was murdered in the Houston area. She had suffered both stab wounds and blunt trauma to the head, and she was also the victim of a sexual assault. And then Pastor and his wife were killed in Weimer. And the pastor and his wife were murdered in their bed with a sledgehammer that was found in a tool room there at the house.
Starting point is 00:21:27 When we first started working it, we approached it from the standpoint of a fugitive investigation, and that was trying to learn as much as we could about the subject at hand. We knew that we had forensic evidence, we had fingerprint evidence that linked to a particular suspect, and both houses were in the near vicinity of railroad tracks. Somewhere around May or June of 1999, I got a call from FIACAP, which was the national database that we put the info in. Got a call from them saying, listen, we've had another homicide
Starting point is 00:22:07 near railroad tracks in Texas. It's a loose connection at best, but it was near railroad tracks, and after two years, we hadn't had anything of substance anyway, so we chased any lead. Detective Sorrell called, and we compared details about the cases and realized that we not only had a serial killer
Starting point is 00:22:31 that was within a 150-mile radius of Houston, but we had one that was in other states as well. They were able, through fingerprint analysis, to have a suspect. The suspect at that point had been identified as Rafael Resendez Ramirez. The majority of his attacks were by surprise. Often the people were in bed asleep when he was getting them. So he's like the boogeyman coming into your house.
Starting point is 00:23:01 He supports the fact that true evil does exist in this world. coming into your house. He supports the fact that true evil does exist in this world. To know that he was doing it again, that he was more violent, that he was killing more people, I started to feel like, wow, this is a lot bigger than me. It was almost like my worst nightmare coming true. That was when it became a national serial killer manhunt. We were driven. We had to catch him before he killed somebody else. We knew then we had a serial killer on the
Starting point is 00:23:38 loose. We knew that he was extremely violent, and we had no information as to where he was. Our last clue was Texas. So it was an all-out race then to try to as to where he was. Our last clue was Texas. So it was an all-out race then to try to figure out where he was and get hands on him. So everybody went to Texas. From what I've come to learn of Resendez, he was an immigrant, trans in. He had done a lot of odd jobs, migrant work. He was prone to violence at least 20 years prior to this killing spree. He was nicknamed by the media as the railroad killer, and he got that moniker just by the
Starting point is 00:24:18 fact that most of his murders happened in and around railroad tracks, and that that was a mode of transportation that he used to travel across the country. The drag gun for the suspected rail-riding serial killer now stretches from Ohio to the Mexican border. As part of the search there, there was actually a huge operation set up to stop trains. A bunch of Texas agencies participated, had helicopters in the air to fly over various train tracks. If they saw somebody, we'd get the train stopped and identify anybody on it. The sense of urgency was, it was unbelievable because people were dying.
Starting point is 00:25:04 He was continuing to kill, and he was killing effortlessly. No one was stopping him. He killed two women in one day, 90 miles apart. Four days later, he's in a different state. People were scared. We are here today to announce that Rafael Resendez Ramirez has been elevated to the FBI's 10 most wanted list. Ramirez is the 457th person to be placed on... I just got really scared because it got so big and they still couldn't find him. They didn't know where he was and that was a very scary time because I knew that he knew I was still alive. I felt that. So I was afraid. I thought he would come back and get me I was so scared
Starting point is 00:25:51 that I had to get out of country I signed up that day to go to school in England the FBI to all the local agencies. There is evidence. Everybody was running leads. So the volume was huge, and you just started piecing the things together. But truthfully, the tip that made the case was a call from a family relative to America's Most Wanted. Tonight we've got breaking news on a suspected serial killer. This is the man police have been looking for. This is a picture of him from 1995.
Starting point is 00:26:26 Based on information from that phone call, it led us to go to New Mexico to speak with his sister. She hadn't been in touch with her brother, but she had been in touch with someone that was in touch with her brother. And that's where we started the discussions about rescinded and the fact that he was tired and that that he might be willing to surrender she became the liaison between the United States law enforcement and the serial killer I believe that his his options were limited This man had no friends. I mean, he was a loner. He had a high price on his head
Starting point is 00:27:09 and he had an entire nation, really two nations looking for him. And I think the amount of pressure that was put on him ultimately led to him to have to make a choice. It was early in the morning, and Drew was on one side of the International Bridge waiting, I mean, on the Texas side, and not knowing, I assume, whether he was going to show up or not,
Starting point is 00:27:47 if he was going to show up armed. I mean, who knew? And so then, you know, the doubt sets in, like, all right, you know, is this going to happen? Amount of time passed, and you see a pickup truck driving up, driving across the bridge, and there's three people in that old pickup truck, and the center passenger I immediately recognized as Resendez. And that's kind of when I thought to myself, man, this is really going to happen. I closed my door and started crying because I was so relieved. I don't want another case to prove up. I don't want another dead body.
Starting point is 00:28:41 It was such a sense of relief. At the time of his arrest, Resendez was linked to six murders in Texas, two in Illinois, and one in Kentucky. For two years we had operated under the belief that his name was Rafael Resendez Ramirez. We learned that he had a variety of names, but ultimately it was determined his name was Angel Matarino Resendez. I had been waiting to see this guy. So when they walked him in it was a it was a great moment but he was so scary.
Starting point is 00:29:33 He was a little guy, but wiry and strong, ropey muscles on his arms and curious. He would look, he'd look at everybody in there. He looked at me and there's nothing there. There was nothing there. No humanity, no emotion. It's like somebody took a black magic marker and colored his eyes. They were flat black and an expressionless face. On December 17, 1998, Harris County, Texas. But I just buckled down and just decided this is going to be, it's got to be about the victims. And it's got to be about getting this guy dead, Texas. But I just buckled down and just decided, this is gonna be, it's gotta be about the victims.
Starting point is 00:30:07 And it's gotta be about getting this guy dead, honestly. It's gotta be about convincing a jury to give him the death penalty because he so richly deserved it and earned it. I knew that I was going to testify, and I always wanted to testify. I just wanted the chance to tell what had happened to us, and that was my chance. And I wish I could have seen his face when he heard that someone was living. I wish I could have seen his face when he knew she was coming to testify against him.
Starting point is 00:30:57 I just would love to know what he thought when he found that out. I don't have things that I think about all the time. I can't forget. She was definitely our star witness. She was our only living witness. Nobody else could speak out against him in first person. This is what happened to me. This is what he did to me. We didn't have anybody else. Well, if what we know about him is true, he is everyone's worst nightmare.
Starting point is 00:32:06 The trial started in May of 2000. It was held here in Houston. He was so different at trial. I guess sitting in jail, he got fat. He got the jailhouse pallor. It grew his hair greasy. There was not a shred of humanity about this man. He did not deserve to live among us.
Starting point is 00:32:32 I wanted to put him down. Present his face's capital murder charges in the stabbing death of Dr. Claudia Benton. She had been sexually assaulted, stabbed, beaten in the head. He was only charged with one because that's all you need to get the death penalty. He ultimately pled not guilty by reason of insanity. The evidence was overwhelming as to his guilt. So that was really his only out was the insanity defense.
Starting point is 00:32:59 We knew we were battling with the jury not wanting to believe that someone could do these horrible things to people and be sane. A lot of people did not want to believe, you have to be crazy to do that to somebody. You have to be crazy. The jury reached a verdict after many hours of deliberation. Mr. Resendez, would you please rise? It was pretty nail-biting. We need a jury to find the defendant, Angel Macarino Resendez, guilty of capital murder It was pretty nail-biting.
Starting point is 00:33:34 I actually got involved during the penalty phase of the trial. That's, you know, when they say whether he gets the death penalty or life in prison. We're going to tell you about the people. The people who've been murdered, most of whom murdered in their own homes. I knew that I wanted Holly to testify last, so by the time she took the stand, the jury had heard the gruesome details of all the other murders that we had solved at that point. It was a horror show. Heads beaten to a pulp, knives put all the way through the body. That's how much force was used.
Starting point is 00:34:08 Just horrific violence. We were the last of the cases presented. I testified as to the evidence at the scene, presented the pictures, and then lastly, Holly testified as the only surviving victim. I flew into Houston with my family the night before I was going to testify. And I woke up during the middle of the night screaming and crying.
Starting point is 00:34:38 I talk about the trial as the hardest day of my life. What I was most worried about I think when I testified was seeing him again. I cannot imagine the amount of courage she had to to marshal to come into that courtroom to walk in and face him. She told me don't look at him look at me I'll be right in front of you look at your family they'll be right behind me he'll be off to your left just do not look at your family, they'll be right behind me. He'll be off to your left, just do not look at him. The first question was, what'd you do last weekend? And so I was like, I graduated from college.
Starting point is 00:35:15 It felt good for me to be able to say, you know, I graduated from college in front of the guy who basically could've ruined my life and destroyed it. And not that he cared, because I don't think he did. For me to be able to say, you didn't destroy me. I'm still here. I'm still strong. I'm still the same person I was.
Starting point is 00:35:34 It felt good. It felt, you know, like I finally had my chance. I told all the details of what I knew, what I remembered, and cried through the entire testimony. I was crying. All the jury was crying. Sometimes you don't always have the human picture. There's no victim to stand in front of you to tell you what they experienced, what they went through. Holly gave that to Chris and all the others that had been murdered.
Starting point is 00:36:02 She was able to give a real live person, to give them a real feeling of the brutality of this man. They got to the moment in the trial when they say, is the person who attacked you in the courtroom today? I hadn't looked at him yet. I knew he was there. I said, yes. I wanted it to be the last thing that jury heard, and the last thing they saw was Holly Dunn sitting on that witness stand saying, that's the man.
Starting point is 00:36:37 They said, well, could you tell us what he's wearing? And I turned and looked at him. It was surreal. I said, he's wearing a white button-down shirt. I mean, I literally, I felt my hearing going into my head. He had like the smug look on his face. And I, I mean, I was so close to fainting when I looked at him again that, I mean, I don't know how I didn't. It was devastating, and it was the best part of our case. I mean, she basically, from his perspective, came back from the grave to nail him. Should we give him some points because Holly didn't die?
Starting point is 00:37:23 The jury did find that he was a future danger to society, so the judge sentenced him to death. I felt, I guess, relieved. I mean, it just felt good to know he would never be able to hurt anyone ever again. After the trial, Resendez was sent to death row in Huntsville, Texas. He was not tried for any other crimes. He had gotten the ultimate penalty. When the last appeal was denied, he was put to death in June 2006.
Starting point is 00:38:03 I chose not to attend the execution. Resendez represented all those angry feelings that I had, and I decided to stay with my family. I had already seen one person die in front of me, and I did not need to see another. I read an account of the execution, and it said that right before they injected him, his feet were shaking under the sheet.
Starting point is 00:38:35 And I hoped that he experienced some of the fear, just that Holly did. That gave me a small sense of satisfaction that he was scared. I definitely feel like I have another opportunity at life. I want to live it to the fullest. I can't explain how this changes you. I am a stronger person because of it. My whole life focus changed because of it.
Starting point is 00:39:20 I'm a different person today because this happened. I'm a different person today because this happened. I knew that I had to heal physically first, and then I had to deal with Chris dying. I had to deal with myself almost dying. And then I had to deal with being raped. Your brain works in amazing ways, and it kind of sort of let me deal with each thing as I could. In 1997, I met Jacob Pendleton at the outdoor store that I was working at. He was the first guy that I dated after the attack. He just reintroduced me to the world.
Starting point is 00:40:10 I don't think Jacob even knows how much he helped me. There'd be days that I would literally cry to him and he would just listen to me and really wouldn't judge me at all, which was great. To see Holly happy, married, it is wonderful. She has led our family in how we have recovered from this. It could have gone a completely different way where our family was devastated by this. And instead, you know, we are just so happy
Starting point is 00:40:48 for how she has led her life. Please welcome Holly Dunham. It was August 28, 1997. It's the second day of classes at the University of Kentucky. I started speaking about two years after the attack. He said, look how easily I could kill you. And then he raped me. To me, it felt like part of my healing process to talk about it and to cry about it and to be emotional.
Starting point is 00:41:17 Because for so long, I had to kind of detach emotion from it. The way that I went on with my life was I had to forgive him and look for the good that could come from this. When I was speaking, I didn't have to worry about that. I could work through my emotions and that really helped me in my healing process. Being a survivor is one thing, but helping other survivors and knowing how to do that in a professional manner was another thing. Holly's House is a child and adult advocacy center in Evansville, Indiana that provides
Starting point is 00:41:55 a safe reporting location for victims of intimate crimes. We opened on September 2nd of 2008 and we have served over 300 victims since that time. How are things? They've been pretty steady. Holly is a hero because she did not let what happened to her destroy her. She decided to make it her reason to live, her reason to help people.
Starting point is 00:42:21 How are you? It's important to me for victims to be supported, for them to know that they're not going through what has happened to them people. How are you? It's important to me for victims to be supported, for them to know that they're not going through what has happened to them alone. I get support through victims that come through Holly's House. I feel like through helping others, they're helping me. We sort of do it together.
Starting point is 00:42:49 This case for me has become one that I have looked back on many times. I keep a little bit of a reminder on my desk, a rock from our crime scene and a railroad spike that I got from down in Texas. Not so much as a reminder of the largest case at work, but more a reminder that if you stick with a case and follow up on everything that you can be successful. So be determined, don't give up. I've stayed in touch with Holly since it began. She's really just an amazing person individually. She is the model of Survivor. I remember Chris in a lot of ways.
Starting point is 00:43:27 I like to keep things around me that remind me of him. I'm lucky enough to have my amazing husband and have Chris be a part of our lives. I think to get over my survivor's guilt that I had, I had to know that I live my life not just for me and not just for Chris. I'm living my life for all of Bersenda's victims, for all of them. And that I have to, or I want to, be the best person I can be and live the best life I can because they didn't get that chance, and I did. So I want to live for them.
Starting point is 00:44:21 I want them to be remembered. I want them to, and I would want them to be proud of, you know, me. By the time of his execution, Resendiz was linked to at least 15 murders in six states. Holly and her husband named their firstborn son, William Christopher, in honor of Chris Mayer. Marking the 20 year anniversary of her survival, Holly Dunn has written a book due out in November.
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