ASMR by GentleWhispering - Chit Chat :) ASMR • LoFi

Episode Date: September 24, 2020

Heeeey! Sooooo, yeah... I procrastinated all week and here we are, chatting about everything and nothing, it's the best kind of a chat. I promise to work on something way more interesting and fun for you for next week. Thank you for the love :D ♥ #ASMR #GentleWhispering #Ramble 8/3/20

Hi! Good evening! So ladies and gentlemen, this video is going to be more of a ramble, a little bit bubbly, a little bit lighthearted, exclusively, absolutely not prepared for. I have decided to record this video in the last five minutes. So that's how beautifully unexpected it is for both. I'm recording it on my with no microphone. no microphones right now but to be very soft-spoken yet i'm sure my voice will push through a little louder times too so namaste so the reason for this video last week has been such a weird time

i've been so moody and just like really ups and downs all the time and i've noticed i I was procrastinating. I didn't sleep very well and it's just been a hard week for me. So I'm literally sitting today and I'm realizing that I didn't have any videos to post for Monday. And it's a Sunday evening. I was like, okay, well, I'm just not going to post today. I'm sorry, Monday. And what happened is I looked through some footage that I have with videos that I've never posted. I usually have some old videos that I've never posted, and I found a few that I thought were cute, but they needed explanation of some sorts. Anyway, so I realized that I have to post something.

I did not skip one week of postings for over two years now, and it is quite difficult to do, because it takes a lot of planning, which is something as a mom I don't have. have an option for. Work with my surroundings. So I watched my good friends river video yesterday or the day before. Of course, forgot to comment, but I will a promise. He was just being himself in that one video when he was spilling the tea about a relationship with me. He was so refreshingly himself. He allowed himself to ramble along and maybe not pretend.

to be anybody else. And it's so nice. And I was watching it like, oh, I remember last time I could do that. I'm a more channel. So I do have a vlog channel. Very interesting plugin. I have never promoted my vlog channel on this channel before. It's quite unstructured, and I just post whatever the heck I want there.

And oftentimes it's more vlogs. Sometimes I do tutorials or just, share stories and such. I actually have one coming up soon too. So on that channel, I'm usually just myself, just being myself and I'm playing a role of any kind and I'm not feeling like I have to be of service. It's a very interesting sensation because I actually enjoy being an as-smartist and becoming this gentle whispering figure. I agree, yet confidence. I do love her. I am that in my everyday life, I think that person would be turned on myself, which is Masha. And being just a person with a flare with a little bit of weirdness and cookie minutes.

Some of you enjoy it, and I love that so much because it's hard to be likable when you fully open yourself up to other people. and it's a very vulnerable place to be when you don't have to express so self-control as much. Here, I'm very confident and very sure of myself. As I gently whispering and because I'm here basically for you, not so much for myself. I'm here to give you something to give an experience. most likely it's even something that I myself seek in people, so I choose to be that for people too. So I like that opportunity as well, but being truly myself, not trying to control my volume and not trying to make sure that there are sounds or something so liberating, basically,

Unreasonably long plug-in for my vlog-jim. Start, good start, guys. So I'm also going to include some interesting sounds in here. Surprising me seeing, such as this little car. I should have known. Anyway, this video quality here. As I said, it is an extremely unprepared video of the meaning. I myself enjoy this raw formats of ASMR videos

when the person, again, is just in the way. It's just in the moment and it's as much as in the moment as you can be without any setting, any lights. So you see my beautiful equipment in the back here and I am getting ready for a video. There's some items there. And this is going to be my background on this video for a while and I truly thought that I'll be able to finish it for posting this Monday but I just did not. and I've worked on the setup, if I'm not ready at all to be recording.

So I'm giving myself a break and I appreciate you for letting me do that. Recordings, it's different because speakers, I believe, two signs on this side to your one of your ears. Then this is not you having my camera, my phone, showing my face right here because I just keep constantly want to check and make sure I look okay. I do my best to flip so that I don't stare myself a lot too many. This little car is obviously my daughter's toy. Make-up, as you can tell, I'm just like regular eyes. I didn't brush my hair.

I didn't dry my hair. That's how I feel ashamed. But also, I don't. Again, it's quite liberating. You know what this covers. See what I'm gonna covers. that are really usable, that you place on your jars or to save food and such. Just your channel here.

So, the realization that you did not skip one week posting for two years made me feel very ashamed of myself. A personal goal too, you know, it's not that easy. Just not people working for helping me with editing or anything. And it's fun. It's fun, but it also, it's all up to me, which is plus and a minus, you know? I think as a small business owner and you, however you are too, you can relate to that one person show, even if you have people helping you, it's still your vision. You carry that burden. I shouldn't say burden, but the vision is a lot of what you want to do.

and as an artist as well, expressing yourself is so, so, so important. And while some people say that you can force it and you should take breaks and you should walk away from your craft and before I would walk away or just skip something, I would feel, might not feel like a break. It felt like a failure. So I always insist on doing anything. Anything. content is the king, I think I've said that. In the sense that it's like a collab, the more you win, really when...

I am actually working on the video as I said, so it's going to be a wonderful role play for you that I hope you will enjoy that it's going to be much more relaxing and I'll be very soothing and very helpful and at full service for you. So today I'm being selfish. So I like this. I use that as a verse, not just... So I can already hear my asses and I keep catching myself with that. Some of you have mentioned in a few last videos that you cannot stay there so much with that criticism

and I don't know how I feel about it and how do you. I know that I can fix it because there are ways to remove that absolutely loving. when somebody has sharp asses. Even if you think of personalities like Kardashians and their unintentional ASMR channels, when they talk, there's a lot of sharp ass. For some of us, like myself, when it's a feminine voice, very warm, very welcoming, but also has sharpness. That is what actually is quite soothing a lot of times, especially if it has a little bit of speech, pattern. So that's just my observation. So if you don't like my S sounds, believe me, I times I think ASMR has really been split into so many different directions in the sense that

nobody really knows what the heck it is anymore. Everything is ASMR and that's it. So I don't really know which direction to take anymore. I can do myself, which is what I've been doing, just because this is what I like about ASMR and what triggers my ASMR, I find. Everything else does not, such as eating videos. I know that there's place for them, but oftentimes I'm really... For me, when I watch ASMR videos lately especially, it has to be about ASMR. Not so much about sleep as much as tingles and tingles, tingles, tinkles are very important. For a SMR video, it shouldn't be a side effect. It should be the main effect and then the sleep-inducing qualities and effects should be indeed an effect.

and after when I first found the SMR community, I was exclusively searching for things that would trigger ways. To a few videos, scroll through them, just to get the vibe of it and see if it's something that I would get triggered. Even if it was my favorite person, it was never about the concept. I'm not saying that this is how it should be. I'm just sharing with you what I personally feel. I personally find to be true.

Again, now, ASMR is just any sound whatsoever. Even if it's loud. Even if it's intrusive, it's still... ASMR for some people somehow. And again, I'm not here to doubt at all. I just wish there would be a little bit more critical rising of what is acceptable and what is not. I don't have any problem with people,

whispering and tapping. Of course I don't. I mean, I just, it's what they do. What I do, for some people, it's not ASMR. And I get comments like that all the time. I'm like, this is not ASMR. Or like, why are you talking? This is an SMR video, stop talking. So anyway, it's just different for everyone and that's all right. William. We have to be politically correct. You see, we cannot just express what do we want, We have to acknowledge everybody else's feelings and that's okay. But it's exhausting to be all-inclusive. I feel like it's not helpful.

We can say that love is everything, but it isn't. It's separate from hate, right? It's not the same. You can feel the same things, feeling. You can eat sweet and you can eat spicy fruit, but there'll just be both. It won't be altogether sweet. for all together. So I just wish, again, categorization would be different or maybe really the only

reason why I'm thinking about that is that it's easier to differentiate. So it's not just everything. You know what I'm saying? So there's more umbrella over it. So it's not just SMR. It's also a category of SMR, you know. Some of the things that I have purchased recently doing is trying to support small businesses. Whenever I need an item of some kinds, I do my best to search for it first on different websites where people make it. Small business owners and knots under Amazon. I'm in love with Etsy store.

I've been a table recently. I've folded furniture table for some of my hands-only videos. and it's been amazing and it's actually coming to me from Wisconsin from Amish. I don't know how they're using internet, but they create furniture like this and I got the table from them. It just makes you feel so differently proud you are dealing with directly a person who has created this item and not mass-produced it in China, per se. You know. And it's a different feeling, different experience of purchasing.

Understand that actual work put in the skill towards something and not just plastering label on, again, a mass-produced item specifically. Very unique ex-possi. I'll show you some nail polishes that I adore. that I've recently purchased from a fancy store and the company's name is it's a very nice design. I love that it's super skinny and long, very satisfying if you're purchasing a few bottles because they actually go like that nice way to store your nail polish. It is a little wider but it's nice, it goes this way.

So the colors and shades that are cotton. I'm really into chrome. into chroma-looking like hollow effect or metallic shimmer. So this one's just black. Because I don't have just a few of black color. And whenever I want to do stamping on my nails, I cannot do that because I don't have black color. So this one's wonderful.

So this is hand-made nail polish. Great. Texts. This one's called, Jesus is easy. Jesus is a biscuit. What a cool name. It's one of the golden copper shades with sparkle. Beautiful for fall. Then these next ones are those two-tone chroma-looking ones with a lot bit of shimmer. So here's one. And it is pink blue and gold, I believe. The shades, again my camera does not focus real. I actually have it on my toes right now.

I'm not going to show you them. Then this one, Shana, orange. This one I think is also going to be more for fall. It's called Bootylishes suck. Oh, I'm sorry. Bootylish. And as well, I love. Next video, I only have these new intrusive colors of French nails.

I cut them off too, so it's shorter. Again, it's more of a beauty, procedures and I find the nails shouldn't be really very loud doing that. We'll try and do that probably. So Home Depot catalog. Beautiful wallpaper. Very different. You guys feel about small paper?

I don't really know. In some cases I find it to be beautiful, but in some not at all. Like in bathrooms, I still don't know if I would like it. Ord, maybe one wall is wallpapered or a mural. bedding materials. It's like this astell shades. Kind of grandmother's bedding, because that's what my grandmother had. It's quite country-looking.

So it's old-fashioned in a way, but it is quite nice. It's surprising. It depends on the style. Trying to reconstruct our office. It's just the position you're not fully working out. I'm going to try and move my table. move my table towards the window so I can look out and get sunshine when I'm working. A long time editing everywhere like that. I think I'm a very straight lines type of person.

And I like to add pops of color with furniture or accents, but I don't like maybe a little area or working area to be of different patterns. I'm a little bit afraid of them. I love these color combinations. It's staggered in different colors, shades. Very summary. It's true. I have been looking at this. Now we're talking some mirrors.

I find to be a better accent sometimes than any good painting. Shep further from textured painting. Textured is basically when pieces are standing out. So we can actually... Which you shouldn't. But I do. I do. I do. like that. I see it in all of these designer places, which can use full of brunts and gold features and faucets and stuff, fixtures. And while I don't mind it, I just feel like it's going

to go out of style very quick. Kind of, um, stainless look, stainless too, good mother right there. You know how long we'll take to do, to glue this up? Besides, finishing up, cleaning up your kids. She must have a, I understand that's fun. doable. I washed the floors in the kitchen. A few times the day after. These are more like choosers now, different appliances. Organized here is stuff. I'm stuck. I'm sure once my daughter grows up, going to the phase when she doesn't talk to me and organize everything. She just redesigned. She just wants to be on my hip all the time. And I'm purchasing this whole table. furniture in the back. The tables that I got were like so rich. They rusted virtually in one season and they just don't want the wicker ward too.

I see my voice is crap. Three hours I favorite. There's almost seafood restaurants and I would love it to be my husband too, but I'm just trying to be reasonable and we have no babysitter and there's no options. Pretty much right now to find a mom date. Talking about life. each other and beer. Making mom friends, I'm extremely proactive in that sense. I believe if you want something you have to go get it yourself. It's not going to come to you. So I just signed up to many, many groups with moms and if they're trying to hit them up at a few, which is fine, but a body. Have a beer or a glass of wine, just chat. I'm making it takes a very long time to meet a person, the right person, then to actually take the click. If it does, then you start building the connection, finding time for each other, and all of it is a long process. And it's hard with COVID right now.

Everybody's kind of situations. Everybody's living their life to the fullest and to the best of their hewilat. And so do I more forgiving. I hope that you find time for yourself. They make small little goals, back to your life. Set it away. Once you do set those goals, you take immediate action towards it. A certain person in your life, then you have to be that person so that that person will gravitate to you. That's what I found to be with in presence of real people. People who don't put up faces, people who are authentic and authentic.

funds. Is you going? I have to give him a chance. How do you do it? By being that person. Treating people how you would like to be treated in its old beaten sentence, but it's so, so true. Super long rambling medium. I do love that you listen to it and if you're still here, I love you. Thank you for listening to my rambles. Thank you, Sudehart. I love you very much. I'll see you soon with a good service for you video.