ASMR by GentleWhispering - TALKING YOU TO SLEEP 😴 ASMR 💖 REFLECTIONS ON LIFE

Episode Date: August 15, 2022

Hello :) today, I wanted to make a BLAH-BLAH BLAH video, where I just talk about my life and reflecting on things. You are welcome to just close your eyes or keep this as a sound in the background to keep you company. Thank you for being here! #ASMR #GentleWhispering #reflections 8/15/22

Good evening. So tonight I wanted to make same place, very slow, very leveled, no extra sounds talking video. I know that many of you enjoy the style of videos, so nothing changes. It's just, as it's called, a drumming voice that helps you fall asleep or just something for you to listen to in the background. So I've actually been inspired by a beautiful lady. Her channel name is Jeannie B-A-S-M-R. And I recently started watching her and fell in love with the style of simple talking you to sleep, calls them blah, blah, blah, blah videos. And I have been enjoying it so much that I decided to make one for you too.

So thank you, Jeannie for inspiring me. and thank you for your beautiful kind words about I cherish it, I appreciate it. I also have these cards, action cards, it's over or something, and to start a conversation. So these cards help you find topics, each other more. Questions from here and I'll just be talking about my opinions on these questions, okay? As always, thank you for being here with me. Thank you for being who you are, just as you're, side question and harder. In time, 10 years. And tell yourself one thing, what would it be?

I haven't thought about them yet. I'll be. 10 years ago, I would say, started investing, investment account. R&Y. I think my early 30s was my favorite time. I was mature enough. I was free enough. I was free enough advantages of you when you were innocent and young. It's beautiful, but when you go through it, it's so much. People target young people more. I could be wrong with it. Maybe it wasn't my case. Anyway, maybe that's how I felt like. 30 to 33. You spiritual views changed in the last day. Since I was young, I used to carry a little Bible look with me. Like a prayer book, actually, not a Bible. I was really into praying when I was young like 12 to 16, I'd say. He helped me greatly, very strong, and he openly did not allow me to use my religion.

That's a few years of my marriage, I was not able to follow my religion in any way, which is Christianity, Orthodox, which was a bummer, but as soon as it is something big, and eventually I found feelings, dusting, and using crystals, greatly and deeply, astrology, and after the vertical side, without any, any spirituality or religion, really, I have greatly the truth. I've enjoyed the benefits, I've talked about it before, how great the type of meditation that I have discovered for myself. It's a long story, I posted a vlog about it, but I had to take more trend and send on meditation. I still practice. I'm also really into praying again, and I pray almost daily into a local church that I thought of for a long time. And I love it. I go on Sundays, and it's beautiful, it's very cos-music oriented. Beautiful state reality so when it comes to me I let it in from experience it oftentimes in a hugely deeply There's been a lot of finding an action for myself My inner self and care of myself more make sure I find time exercise almost daily at least in the last month or so

A journey that will take a long time eat better and stuff like just me too with them very healthy person financial financial and health will be stable in the next 20. What are your worst? I'm eating. Something is really bad. I tend to lean on. Life is always going to be a rough.

Family tradition, did you think was weird as a kid? But you now appreciate. So it would be religious because in Russia, Easter, we used to go to visit our pastaway relatives. We would bring an egg and rice. And you would pour rice. of yelling or saying what I feel and why I think this happened to share with them. The majority of parents understand it's not done through words, it's done through

constant small actions when you let them be figured out situation, obviously as long as it's not like critically problematic situation or a good situation. Let them figure suggestions for my daughter unless she's completely lost and not sure what to do or it's something that you know could have a bad but usually i come up to her and i say what's the right thing to do right now and she usually knows i'm totally new it was before mila of the nail polish company and failing at it uh two years into it would you do anything different anything because my life is amazing i love my life wouldn't change anything my thing my life wouldn't change anything my biggest risk was moving to the United States when I was very young. G. Situation. Something kicks in and truth is very clear. I've been appreciated in the last 10 years. It's always right to me incredible things that I don't do.

My daughter loves me like crazy. My husband loves me in my family. I'm very happy and very grateful things. There have been time in your life when you felt you could never fully repay someone. When was it? Repay? So it was under the water. You know, on the mortgage? Appraisals.

It needed to be fully paid. I didn't want to go bankrupt. I still don't believe it. You have to find situations where it was to forgive to let go yourself. Always live in the mentality of a victim. The one thing is 100%. Every single person on this planet Earth has a rich or poor, everyone has really sad to learn to forgive

a whole thing they want ice cream every day but would you most regret not having told someone my dad did I forgive him but he was harsh all resentment that it's too early quickly getting married you can date all you want can live together but once you marry have to know who you marry I would not get married that 19, I was divorced in 20 and I knew I wanted a divorce basically a year after.

I haven't lived truly as a couple. Before, it's truly was very, um, taught me a lot, but also not of mistakes were made that time. You would be getting married too soon and too early in life. What are you afraid of? So dramatic. Roll at Harpypah visit the UK sometime. I would love to go to Ireland, Scotland, London, you know, surroundings, you know, surrounding. you know, surroundings? Is there something that you've dreamed of doing for a long time?

Why haven't you done it? It gives me hope. If you learned self-conscious or worried about failing, what form of expression would you explore? Like, it interests me and I enjoy it when I have a chance. I just want to know the technique. Have front row seats to any concert. What would you choose?

For April, when you were younger, that you no longer do. Why don't you do it? I used to do a lot of Play-Doh shapes. Not just shapes, but at some point, I was creating like little cartoons because I would make little creatures out of Play-Doh.

You have ever come to talk? I've tried to see myself fully realize. You see, I understand. There's no way to be ready for things, but I would love to learn to see past the fear or instability and see that it will be okay. Your brains are like, but what if? Something totally new.

Oh my gosh, I feel like I've had that. And everything you own can't. All pads and people are safe, but you can save one item. What would you choose with all of my videos? My computer, everything I've made. It's all online, I get it, but I need a hard cup. If there is an afterlife or reincarnation, what one memory from this life would you bring with you? Lesson or could be something that would be a fun memory.

Fun memory? Are we getting married in Yosemite? That was awesome. Just eloping. Just two of us have to be a fear. Then I would have to pray to bring any fear to them. Help me back. always makes you smile.

When she does anything funny. The most natural thing. It's just so adorable. Often you heal guilty and out-oh, I read it. Okay, you guys, that might be it. I kind of went through a lot of these perfume. I've enjoyed this little drumming blah blah blah session that hopefully helps you maybe relax a little bit deeper.

Something you could listen to in the background is, I enjoy listening from Jeannie and her Ginny B-Smart channel. Please check her out. She's wonderful and kind and sweet. I love listening to her life stories, which are very dramatic, but she seems to be okay. Push through, and she holds herself with dignity. It's a very beautiful voice, but also assertive.

She lives close for being here. You are very important and very, and very special.