Aware & Aggravated - 123. Stop Breaking Down When Things Go Wrong. You're Being Guided
Episode Date: April 7, 2024In this episode Leo shares the life changing perspectives he gained from losing his $8,000 Cartier Panther ring. He walks you through how he handles things going wrong when it seems like bad things ju...st keep compounding and you feel like you're being crushed under pressure from every angle and still remaining mentally strong. You have control over your focus, and Leo shares exactly how to help yourself through anything. 🎟️ TOUR TICKETS: https://events.seated.com/leo-skepi ✅ FOLLOW ME HERE: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi https://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepi 👕 Clothing/Merch: https://leoskepicollection.com 📱 MY APP POSITIVE FOCUS Apple: https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311 Google: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1 🔒 MY PRIVATE FACEBOOK SUPPORT COMMUNITY https://m.facebook.com/groups/851294735925522/?ref=sharehttps://m.facebook.com/groups/851294735925522/?ref%3Dshare&exp=7ffb&mibextid=I6gGtw Business Inquiries: LeoSkepiTeam@unitedtalent.com
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Hi friends, so, you know how I always say you're not being punished for being prepared
I'm gonna give you an example of this and how to fully believe that and stick with it when things go bad
Basically, I'm gonna share with you how to handle bad things happening and things going wrong because I lost an eight thousand dollar ring
It still makes me quiver a little bit
Okay, cuz I never lose things ever but but I'm going to tell you everything that came about from it,
the mindset and what I gained from it.
But basically I just want to walk you through this whole scenario so you can
anchor into it and fully believe and see through my experience.
There's a new perspective. You're not being punished.
You're being prepared and believe it because when you're going through bad shit,
it's real hard to be looking at God like yeah this is happening for me you
fuck there was a lot of realizations and downloads that hit me in the head with
this whole situation especially about relationships and not questioning your
value so I'm excited to share it but also I want to say tickets to my tour
are still on sale I'll link them in the description at my live shows
I teach you everything I know about confidence and hit it from a lot of angles that you don't know exists because I went from
Cripplingly insecure to where I am now, which is the confident fuck not arrogant though. I'm not arrogant. I'm just assured
No, but in all seriousness, I teach you how to caretake yourself and take yourself through this whole journey of confidence.
But let's get into the story about this ring.
Okay?
I want to ring somebody's neck just thinking about it.
So this ring that I had was a Cartier Panther and I wanted this ring.
It was like 7,000 something.
I don't know.
It was almost $8,000 in tax and all that.
But I had wanted this ring since I'm like 16.
There's a reason I'm telling you all these details.
I've wanted this ring since I'm like 16.
And as soon as I started making money last year and doing good and like
achieving things, I was like, yay, I'm finally going to buy it for old me.
Like little me who wanted it so bad because I love Panthers,
black Panthers are my favorite animal,
but I've always been obsessed with this Cartier ring and I bought it for myself for Valentine's day on 2023.
And this ring, I'm a sentimental prick. Okay. And things mean a lot to me. I'm a Pisces.
I get very attached to things and I'll make things be more meaningful than they are. But
this ring meant a lot to me. And it was with me on my first tour at my first live event. It was with me at my first podcast I ever went on and every podcast
after like while I was blowing up and this ring like was with me to this whole
journey and to lose it I was so upset. It was a really significant thing to me to
reflect and like see how far I've come and to just like signify my like start of
my success that I've been busting my ass for since I can remember.
So now that I've established how important this ring was to me,
I looked everywhere for it. And like I said,
I'm not someone who loses things,
but this is a key thing that gave me peace of mind when I was in New York is
when I lost it.
I was flipping between hotels and I remembered
having it at the first hotel. And when I went to my second hotel, I remember having it but I couldn't
find it and it was time to switch to my next hotel. So I was like scouring the whole hotel.
And I was like, you know what? I'm just going to pack up every single thing that I own, every
single thing that I have. And if the ring is here, if it's still with me, it's somewhere in my stuff because I didn't
have time to start hunting for it.
I had to move to the next hotel.
By the time I realized it was gone, like for sure, I thought I had just like tucked it
away and then I started looking for it, started panicking.
And when I was panicking, I just had to kind of reassure myself and be like, all right,
if it's with you, it's in something that you have.
It's somewhere in some bag in some pocket and a jacket and a pair of jeans.
It's somewhere.
I packed up every single thing I had.
So I had the peace of mind to move to the next place.
No matter what, if it's with me, it's here.
So I get to the next place.
Now I have time to look for it.
I go through everything. Every single thing that I owned.
I went through it. I flipped everything inside out.
I went into the linings of my suitcases. I literally looked everywhere I could.
It was gone. Miss Panther ran away. Oh my God.
And I was so upset, but it wasn't just, I lost the ring.
I was going through a lot of really, really
dark stuff. You guys saw the podcast episodes I was making while I was on my New York little
extravaganza, and I was not good. I was not doing okay mentally, emotionally. I was questioning
my relationship with the universe again, with God. I was literally at the lowest point I
think I've been in in my life on the brink of
If one more thing goes wrong, I'm out of here, you know
Like I was yelling at the universe if you don't give me some fucking answers soon
I'm out of here and then I lose the ring
This bitch wanted to say
so in that moment
You basically get a choice. You can look at yourself
Like what did I do?
God, like what the hell did I do to deserve this?
Why is this happening to me?
Why is this being done?
And you can look at the whole feeling punished aspect
of I don't deserve this, this shouldn't be happening,
and you can go down that road.
Or you can remind yourself you're not being punished,
you're being prepared.
This is not happening for no reason.
This is happening for you.
Life happens for you.
Even when things are negative, there's something you're meant to learn.
There's something that is trying to rip your eyes open to a new piece of awareness or a
new understanding of something.
That's exactly what was happening here.
And I was trying so hard to cling to this is happening for me,
but I really saw no rationale for it with everything else that was already going
on. I'm not going to go into detail, but losing the ring. I literally was like,
are you kidding me? I just told you, I was out of here.
If you pissed me off one more time, God was like, let's see if you stand on it.
But we're trying to look at it from the perspective of this is happening for me,
I literally just sat down in the new hotel after I couldn't find it and was
like, fuck what now? How could this be happening for me?
You know?
And then I noticed the feeling of relief that it was gone.
Hang with me. So when that feeling of relief popped up, I was like, wait, here it is.
This is what to go into.
And I sat there with it for a second and I was like, low key kind of relieved that I
lost it because to have something that valuable just on your finger and I had it on my pinky,
that's where I wore it, stressed me out a little bit. Having something of such high value added stress to my life.
And I was at a point, mentally, emotionally, like I said, with everything going on, I could
not take on, or I didn't feel like I could take on any more pressure.
I felt very crippled by everything going on.
Having that ring was more pressure.
And it made me have to live a certain way.
Like when you're out in public, you you got to watch your surroundings a little more when
you got jewelry on because I don't just wear the ring.
I got the bracelets, I got the jewelry, I got everything.
You know what I mean?
But with that ring, it was just another added piece of stress and more pressure.
And what I was wanting from life was a relief and I got it in a way I did not expect.
But I realized with the whole relief thing, with losing the panther ring,
that having something of value,
if you are not in a place to care, take it will stress you out.
And when you really think about having something like that,
you have to watch what you do. Like I said, like the way you go out in public, the way you do things, you have to look after
it.
You can't just put it down anywhere.
You can't just like be careless with your hands because God forbid she flies off, takes
off running.
Oh my God, I would freak out.
But basically having that just added a little more stress to my life.
And I realized that once I lost it and I felt the relief, I was like, oh shit.
And then that broke me into a whole nother perspective with people because people that
are not good enough for you or not up to your standards or do not match you will feel relief
in your absence.
That's one thing if you don't understand'll make you question the hell out of yourself.
And I unlocked this perspective and it was very applicable to something going on
at the time for me.
And it made me understand people from a whole new angle to have something of
value. Like I talked about with the ring, to have someone of value,
what you have to do to keep that person in your life is a lot for some people.
And if they're not up to your standards and they're not someone that can hold space and take on the pressure of having something
valuable, it will stress them out to a point they want to get rid of it or stay away from
it or they won't be able to maintain it and keep it in their life. Because when you're
dealing with someone who is a valuable person and you care about them and they hold themselves
to a very high standard, they hold everybody to a high standard and for someone who's not that standard to
try and be that standard is exhausting. It's literally exhausting and most
people cannot handle the pressure of valuable things especially people
because it would require an entire reconstruction of who they are and how
they live. So how I said with the ring,
I have to change the way I live a little bit and the way I operate.
When you have someone of value in front of you,
you're going to have to change a lot more than just worry a little bit when
you're in public because of the value of a ring.
It's a person in your life and it's a love you want to keep.
Then if you don't feel good enough for it,
or if there is really a stretch or a gap in the
way you to present yourselves,
the things you value and the standards you hold yourselves to the people who are
not of that same caliber are going to feel a massive stretch to match the thing
of value and to maintain that thing of value and that connection in their life.
It's going to be a big stretch and a lot of people will fold under the pressure.
If you are someone like I talk about all the time,
if you give a Birkin to a crack head,
they're not going to know how to treat it because they don't know the value of
it. The same thing happens when you give someone something they don't see
themselves as good enough for. That's a whole different dynamic.
It's not that they don't know how to treat it like a crack head with the Birkin.
They just don't see the value in it. When someone does see the value in it,
the immediate shift that is required and the shift that they feel like they have
to make to maintain it and hold onto it and keep it is a lot of
pressure.
And it's also a big reflection of what they're not and the caliber they're not
on. That's a lot of heat to be under when you're face to face with it. It's a big big mirror when you're dealing with
situations like that. But when you're the person that other people see the value
in and they don't see themselves as good enough to be there for you or be with
you, be friends with you, date you, whatever it is, if they don't feel
qualified or capable to close that gap in you and them
level wise. I hate to talk about people on being on different levels, but it's the truth.
Like sorry, but this is a piece of mental armor I want to give you. If people feel that
stretch and they can't close that gap, I don't want you to ever question your value because
someone couldn't hold onto you or rise to the occasion
to be good enough for you. If you know someone is not up to your standards, it's unfair for you to
ask them to change to be that. You should find someone who's already there. And my best friendships
have worked when I find someone who's already on my level and already at my standards and lives the
way that I live
because we just blend into each other's lives.
There's no stretch and there's no insecurity.
There's no bullshit.
It's just a genuine love.
And you don't feel like you have to earn anything.
It's just a positive uplift.
It's not like one dragging the other up or down.
It's just the genuine neutral, pure love.
And I can't explain it
I have not experienced this yet with dating because I haven't dated someone up to my standards yet
Call me an umbrella cuz I will throw a little fucking shade when I want to
But that's my own mistake and my own fault for even giving people chances
But once I meet the person that I want to date that is good enough for the
standards that I have, I'm a hundred percent certain it's going to be amazing.
No one's going to question nothing because I've already had this type of love
received through friendships and other dynamics that it's the best thing when the
values match.
But when you have someone who is better or more attractive or makes more or more
one who is better or more attractive or makes more or more intelligent and the other doesn't feel the same or even if they are the same but they just don't
see it in themselves it causes a lot of headache and it's just a shit show and I
don't ever want you to question your value because I know how hard that is
and I know how hurtful it is it's painful as hell and it's like a heartbreak
every single time you question it and this is one way you can misread a situation and make it about
you. If someone can't rise to the occasion,
and even if you don't see the value in yourself,
if someone is kind of coming at you with this energy and it just seems like a
lot of effort and work, or you stress them out,
or you can't figure out why they don't want you,
you might not be seeing your true caliber, but they're seeing it.
And the most dangerous thing you can do is not see your own worth accurately
because a situation like this will make you question yourself.
You will feel worthless. You will feel not worth fighting for.
You will feel not worth the effort.
So I just wanted to give you that perspective because that's what unlocked with
me losing the Panther ring the very valuable lesson
Yes worth the money
No, like if you walked up to me and you were like Leo
I will give you this lesson and this new piece of awareness for $8,000. I would simply high-five you and walk off
No, I wouldn't I probably would give you the money to pay for this because this goes into another angle and it goes even deeper with
things that you want in life and things you want to achieve or do.
A lot of people are not able to become a vibrational match to it and line up with
the experience or line up with the thing that they want because of the reconstruction that is necessary.
The way you're going to have to behave and live and be is
completely different with the thing that you want. Whether it's an opportunity or
a certain amount of money or a certain type of person you want to have in your
life. It's gonna require a lot from you to close that gap. Like I talked about
with other people with the value thing. For you to get this thing of value that
you want or to manifest a certain thing,
you're not going to be a vibrational match to it.
And you cannot get it if you're not aware of what needs to change within you and what
you need to do to build yourself to match to it.
You have to vibrate at the same frequency.
I don't like to talk too spiritual about it, but let's just fucking go into it.
You have to vibrate at that level to get it. And if you're not at that level,
you're not going to get it. It's as simple as that.
So if you're someone who wants $8,000 ring,
look at the hidden things you're going to have to do and things you're going to
need to be ready for to mentally prepare and consequences you're willing to
choose to have this thing of value or have this opportunity.
You're going to have to change a lot about yourself.
So like with the ring, you're going to have to change how you go out in public.
You're going to have to change how you take care of it.
You're going to have to get insurance on it.
Make sure you get insurance that covers loss.
But a lot of people don't think to have their jewelry insured.
And there's a lot of different mindsets and you're going to have to think and look at
life and look at things and maintaining this thing that you want in a whole different
way.
So if you have something that you want and you're not able to get to it yet,
what would you have to act like and be like once you have it?
What would need to change? What would your priorities need to be?
Where would your effort and attention need to be focused on?
Because when I'm wearing that ring,
my attention and focus is not on just being carefree and
having a good time.
It's making sure I got it and giving a little bit of attention to it and making sure it's
maintained and taken care of and looked after.
That's a big thing people are not willing to do and that's a consequence you have to
choose with the things that you want is the things that come with it to maintain it and
stay a match to it and be a match to it to even get it.
And it's not even about the price of the ring because I'm in a place where I can
go buy a ring again. I don't want another one.
I want the one I was so sentimental about and the one that was listening to the
whole thing. You know what I mean? Like I wanted the sentimental thing.
It's not even about the money because a lot of people would say, Oh,
if you can't afford to go rebuy it, like it's nothing,
you shouldn't be buying something. And I kind of agree with that.
But my whole point is it was more meaningful to me than just the money
associated with it. Cause like I said, I could just go buy a new one,
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podcast. But I kind of want to tie this back around to what I said.
People who are not good enough for you will feel relief in your absence.
The thing I want to say about this and the thing I really, really want you to hear from
the bottom of my heart is if you see someone feel relief or seem like they're just doing
fine without you, friend, relationship, family member, whatever. I don't want you to immediately assume that they're happier because you made their life
worse or you weren't good enough or all this and that.
They're getting relief from the pressure that they were under to try and be good enough
for you.
So yes, they might miss you and be devastated, but that relief is going to kind of cover
that.
It's going to seem like they're just free.
And I don't want you to question yourself about that.
Look at the situation accurately.
This is not going to apply to everybody.
It's just a good mindset to have a new perspective to have if it doesn't apply to you.
But if it does apply to you, read the situation, evaluate it and look at it.
If you were them trying to be with you, what would be so hard to try and maintain you?
Are they not used to being so attentive? Are they not used to living in a certain way, prioritizing,
giving consideration and operating a certain way that they have to operate with to be with you and
to make sure that you're okay and meet needs for you? You see, just reflect on that and look at
that and definitely just have it in the back of your head. Whenever you're trying to manifest something or you want something,
you want to achieve it.
What are the consequences I'm not yet seeing that I will have to choose
to be able to get it and be a match to it.
You need to go ahead and start acting like that before you get the thing and
making space for it vibrationally and being on that level because it's going to make it just fill in. If you make a space for it vibrationally and being on that level because it's
gonna make it just fill in. If you make a space for it the universe has to drop
it in. God has to give it to you. It's not has to. You will it in with your
attention and your focus and showing that you're capable and ready and you've
chosen these consequences for this thing that you're ready to have. You can't be
experiencing the consequences without the thing. It's gonna fall in your lap.
It will take effort and you will have to line things up and put intentional
effort into manifesting things.
But I don't want you to think it's like the ring is just going to fall in your
lap. I had to go to the store and buy it after I made the money to buy it.
But my point is it's going to speed up and a lot of things are just going to line
up weirdly.
But once you start acting like that and you see them hidden consequences
and you choose them, what you want is coming on a fast track to you. So with
this whole experience, I could clearly see how this happened for me because
these realizations and these new pieces of awareness that I unlocked because I
lost the ring, what this triggered for me brought me so much comfort and relief.
And I became actually okay with losing the ring because I was like,
okay, moving forward,
I'm a version of Leo with this new mindset and this new understanding and a
relief from these emotions that have plagued me for a long time.
I'm the Leo walking forward without the ring and also without the bullshit but with this new perspective. I got a sense
of appreciation for moving forward without it and understanding how it
happened for me and it kind of wrapped it all up in a nice little bow. Was it
this fast how I just explained it? No. This took a couple of weeks to feel
through mentally wrap my head around and see it all happen.
But I did feel even more connected with God, the universe.
I am fully convinced again, I got a nice refresher. You're not being punished.
You're being prepared and you are being guided.
These things are happening for you.
Every bad thing is happening for you and is trying to wake you up to something
that is fully solidified in me. And I don't think I will ever question it again ever.
And that's what this gave me is this new faith and understanding and optimism and hope to
anchor into anytime bad things happen. So all of this I got, but I lost the ring. I
see that as a way better trade off because the comfort that I got having the ring on
doesn't touch the comfort that I got from this whole experience of losing it.
But this is another perfect example where I always talk about your focus is very, very
powerful.
If you were to focus and sit here and be looking at how life is so unfair, all you're going
to see is more proof of that. If you're sitting here looking at how you're being punished
and how it's not fair and this shouldn't be happening, you're gonna do nothing
but feel even worse about the situation. It's normal to catastrophize for some
people. There's a weird sense of comfort with trying to understand and prove and
fight to prove that you're so upset and you're allowed to be upset. I'm allowed to be pissed off about this ring.
Look at all these other bad things going for me.
How I feel is fully valid because look at what's happened.
That's an attempt to validate your negative emotion.
Take that focus. Once you realize you're going down that route,
take the focus off of it. Validate how you feel. You feel like fucking shit.
You're mad. You're annoyed. Great. It's fully fair. You don't have to fight to prove it anymore. And then take your
focus and put it on. But what if this is happening for me? What would it mean then? What would
things look like then? What new perspectives is going to unlock? What feelings are coming
up? Like I talked about with the ring, I was like, what the fuck? And then I noticed the
feeling of relief and I literally clung to it because it
felt better than all the negative and catastrophizing and the whole life was
unfair. I'm being punished. All of us in that,
the feeling of relief felt a little bit better. So I clung to it.
And when I went into it and sat with it is when I started to notice all these
things that made me feel even better. So when you notice things are going bad,
any thought you can think that's a little bit leveled up or any new
perspective you can unlock to how was this happening for me?
We'll do nothing but snowball in that direction,
which will make you feel so much better about whatever you're going through.
And I got this nice good refresher and I a hundred percent believe it.
And I do want to say I found the ring.
This was nothing but a roller coaster from hell. Here she is.
Little miss Panther. She's back in my possession. She's fine.
She never left. Honestly, I just misplaced her.
She's hiding from me because she had to teach me something,
but all is good and well. And I'm very happy I have it.
But my relationship now, well let me put it on actually,
my relationship now going forward with the ring, now that I have it,
is completely different than I had it before.
Like I said, I have all these new perspectives.
I just feel better having this on. She's back. She's back in action.
But the way I felt before about having the ring. She's back. She's back in action.
But the way I felt before about having the ring and then having it need to be brought
to my awareness of the relief of not having it is now that I have it again and I understand
everything that's just went on. Having this ring now doesn't stress me out anymore because
I'm willing to choose to be someone who can maintain the value of it and hold it and
have it for me to look after it now and not misplace it and make sure I'm,
I'm aware in public and I'm not flailing my hands too much when I'm like out at
dinner or doing something.
I'm waving them right now because I'm home and if it flies off, I'll find it.
But all the attention and all of the reconstruction and like effort I have to
put into making sure that I have this and that it's okay is a choice now that
I'm willing to make.
And I don't feel like this pressure that I don't understand where it's coming
from and feeling annoyed and secretly like a little like resentful.
I don't need that feeling of relief to come back from losing it.
I'm willing to choose what it takes to keep it and have it.
And just moving forward with that perspective and choosing this feels so much better.
It feels so much better.
But I was real scared for a minute.
I was so upset.
I was so devastated.
I was so cry crying about it.
I didn't cry.
I ain't that much of a bitch.
I didn't cry for I ain't that much of a bitch. I didn't cry for you.
I should have.
But my whole point I wanted to reiterate with this episode is everything's happening for
you because remember, like I said, I was in a place where I just felt so much pressure.
I wanted it to be relieved.
I felt like God was punishing me with how he took the pressure off of me,
but it was just pressure taken off of me, even though it was through the rain. You also
got to watch your mouth, what you asked for, because words are spells. If you over here
asking for all this and that asking it's given and the universe or God, whatever you want
to call it is not going to be selective. Oh, this might hurt you a little bit. You ask for pressure to be taken off.
You ask for answers. Okay, give me the ring.
It's just going to pick what's causing you stress and what's going to help you.
So just remember you're not being punished ever.
You are being prepared and what you ask for you will get and do not ever
question your value because a lot of the times people just are trying to escape
the pressure and people who are not good enough for you will feel relief in your
absence. Remember me saying that and remember who the fuck you are. No more
questioning that. No more boohoo cry cry. No more nothing okay. Now you're mentally
locked in with these new perspectives. I hope these brought you as much relief as me because I love this whole experience.
I was scared shitless, but I'm happy to be reunited with my little panther. I still haven't named it.
But she sure as shit ran away, but she came back.
Triggering my little abandonment issues. Girl, don't do that. Oh, it's so cute.
But now I'm even more bonded to it
and that was even more sentimental because now it's an integral part of all of this and like how I've
gained a lot of new awareness and like
She set me free from a lot of emotions that I didn't know how to let go of and a lot of perspectives that were
Hurting me that I wasn't aware of so trust how things happen
Just remember me saying that and like I said at the beginning of this episode
If you want to come see me on tour, you can see the Panther in person. I
Will leave the link in the description where you can go and get a ticket
So go grab one if you get a ticket post it to your Instagram story so I can see it
I love messaging everybody and getting excited
I'm so pumped and I'm so excited for this next tour. You guys have no clue, but I love to key
So if you buy a ticket, just post it on your story.
But if you like this video, leave it a thumbs up.
If you're watching this on YouTube, subscribe, God damn it.
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leave his podcast to five stars rating for a little miss Panther coming back.
But I will leave the link to all of my social media in the description.
You can have me on Snapchat, Instagram, Tik Tok, all my things. You can see what I'm doing. But that's all I've got
for this week's episode. Me and my Panther are going to go hang out. Everybody be safe,
take care of yourself, and we will talk to you next Sunday.