Aware & Aggravated - 43. WWLD- Let's Hit Every Topic

Episode Date: June 15, 2025

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Hi friends, this week we're doing a little What Would Leo Do. I've been going through some stuff I didn't post last week and I almost wasn't going to post this week because I sat down to record a couple times and my soul just didn't have shit to say. I'm in the middle of like a huge upgrade breakthrough kind of thing so I don't want to try and force it out before it's ready. I'll hit you with it next week if it's done. I had a little martini so I'm ready to talk some shit. All right, we can do what would

Leo do. I'm not planning this. I'm just going to pick them as I find them. So first person said, I have two best friends. One of them is fucking my ex boyfriend knowing I don't want her to. And the other one says she sees it's wrong, but isn't going to stop being friends with her over it. And she's literally hanging out with my ex and my best friend the day after she wants to know whether or not it's valid to drop my friends over this Yeah I've dropped friends for way less I'm big on assessing loyalty and who it lies with so your friend

Who is being friends with your other friend who's fucking your ex, her loyalty lies with her. It don't lie with you. If her loyalty lied with you, she would cut that friend off with you, but she's tighter with the other girl. So you need to wake up to you're the outsider in the group. The girl who's with your ex is not gonna care.

She doesn't care how you feel, what you think. She's gonna do what she wants to do. And your other friend's gonna be there to support her. So if that makes your decision easier to make, you're not wrong for cutting them off, but you need to see where the loyalty lies. It ain't with you, baby, stop it. But I'd rather tell you the truth

so you can stop prioritizing people who ain't gonna be loyal to you how you'd be loyal to them. I had a friend one time that I was really close with go to Miami with another friend of mine and it was two guys, both straight. Straight guys messy as hell. But the guy I was closer with ended up hooking up

with the girl that my other friend was going to meet up with in Miami. He had already known her for a while and they were like going to meet up whatever and then the guy I was closer with Ended up sleeping with her and kind of snaked her from the guy. I Don't like that. I Don't roll like that. If my friend likes you you're off limits to me So I don't understand people who are friends with somebody and then you go get with the person they're trying to get with or the

Person that they like or have a thing with. I don't get that. That wire's not connected in my head. When my friend likes you, you're off limits in my mind. I'm not exploring it further. I'm not looking further into it. So when my friend I was closer with acted on that and actually got with the girl, our other friend,

he was friends with him too. He got with the girl our other friend was going to meet. That let me know you don't operate with loyalty how I do. So even though we never have that problem because I'm gay and he's straight, you're willing to fuck over your friend. So where am I the exception? Your character is you don't care about friendship loyalty.

You wanna get a little pitty-pitty, more than you wanna be loyal to your friend. So I distance myself from that friend. I don't have no hard feelings or bad blood with him. We haven't talked in a few years, but I don't like that. I see how you treat everyone you're friends with, and then I move accordingly. Because if you're willing to do that to one friend,

you're willing to do it to all of them. What makes me different? All right, next person said, I got fired by my stupid ass boss with too much attitude. What should I do? Go find a new job. Why you sweating it? Okay, cool.

You're probably getting saved. You're gonna be directed to something else. Why you sweating out? Chill out. Go find a new job. Maybe God was ripping you out of this one because you weren't having the balls to leave, getting treated bad by your boss who talks to you like shit with attitude. You were willing to tolerate yourself being in that situation but your higher self, your spirit

guys, your God didn't want you there. So what you're not strong enough to do, God will scoot you out of it. That's just a sign that God loves you real bad. He's looking after you. out of it. That's just a sign that God loves you real bad. He's looking after you. Oh my God, all these messy ass, all these messy things I need help with. My ex-girlfriend and I broke up, but we've still been texting and talking since then. Today she told me that she kissed her old ex last night and now I'm all over the place. I love her so much, but it really hurts to know that she did that Yeah You guys didn't have no title and I'm sorry, but like what did you expect? You're over here broke up, but you're still texting back and forth

She don't owe you no loyalty Would I do that? No, but you got to realize who you're dealing with the people I have a thing with people, if we're dating, if we break up, I'm not touching nobody for at least a month. I don't entertain nobody, I don't talk to nobody. I give you a nice grace period in case you wanna rekindle, relight the flame.

Because if you touch somebody after we break up, I will never get back with you again in my life. I have that weird thing, I can't do it. I can't get what you know and you've been with somebody else after, no, not. I can't do it. I can't get what you know and you've been with somebody else after. No, not happening. Can't do it. I want to kill everybody. Other people aren't like that. People don't operate like me. So when I have to like defend people, it's just like basic with like normal people.

She didn't owe you no loyalty. Y'all didn't have no title on it. You were exes who were talking again. Okay, she kissed her old ex. You're an old ex too. Ha ha, she's talking to all her exes, isn't she? Ha ha. But also, I'm always gonna root for the girl. Sorry. I'm always gonna have the girls back a little bit more,

but you were just one of her exes too. She's kissing on you, kissing on him. Okay, maybe she's a little slut, but you know what? That's what she's gonna be. And you were dumb enough to tolerate it. You know what she is, leave her be. Let her go be that. I'll be pissed off too. I'll be real upset, but I would immediately write the girl off in my head. I will never talk to you again. That's what I would do. I'll be real upset. We'll probably cry about it a little bit. Nobody would see it, but I would ghost her

fully. I'm not just going to get my feelings hurt, be betrayed in a way, get upset and then, oh, it's okay, go back. No, it's not okay. I'm upset and pissed off, so I'm going to ghost you. Oh, here we go. What do you do? What do you do if he starts suddenly distancing himself because of his mental health? It's a cop out. What kind of weak ass man you want who can't handle his his mental health. It's a cop out. What kind of weak ass man you want who can't handle his own mental health, he gotta pull away from you to grow up. I can't stand the men nowadays.

I can't stand people in general nowadays. Everybody's so fucking weak. I've been through things real bad, much, much worse, and kept going, kept being there for the people I needed to be there for. I can't stand that shit. So take it as an excuse. He's an excuse making little puto.

You don't wanna fucking deal with him anyway. He's weak. He's gonna give you an excuse. Oh, I need to distance myself. My mental. Oh, what the hell? Men used to go to war. And you over here can't handle a little, I'm sad.

A little piece of pussy won't make you feel better. He's hopeless. Get rid of him. With a man just like play with him a little bit. They should be much more happy. If that ain't enough for him, he needs to go get real help. His little mental help. It's an excuse because when you genuinely love someone, I think that's the point I'm trying to get to. I just keep poking fun. When you genuinely love somebody or care about somebody family friend romantic, whatever it is when you truly care for them You're gonna show up No matter how bad you're doing and I'm speaking as somebody who's had nothing to give and nothing of myself Wanted to not be here was strung out doing anything I could to keep functioning and I still showed up You know my worst moments.

Even if it was the last thing I did, I would peel myself out the fucker bed and be there for the people that needed me. So I'm not over here on my high horse, never have been through nothing, saying, oh, you have to show up for your friends. No, I would be so depressed in the bed, not wanting to do nothing.

And when somebody needed me, the last thing I wanted to do, didn't even feel like I could take care of myself, I would get up, you want the truth? I would go do two lines, get up, nut up as a man, and go beat up for the people who needed me. So, yeah, you gotta do what you gotta do. He's a weak bitch, that's all you need to know. Oh, this is a good one.

How do you come around to the idea of there being a higher power? I'm a very scientific person and if I can't see it, it's hard for me to believe it. I literally listen to your podcast every day on my way to work and I believe everything and want to start living a better life and tuning into my soul, but I just don't think it's possible until I can open up to a higher power. Girl, I've been all over the board. My relationship to God, my spirituality,

everything I've got didn't come just because I read a book. I've been like followed certain religious things and then didn't and then turned my back on God entirely. And then at certain points in my life was so hopeless and helpless. Like I prayed to God, heard nothing, to help me deal with some shit that I was dealing with and certain things going on in my life.

And I was like, you ain't listening, you're nothing, what the fuck, where you at? I prayed to the devil, sure did. I prayed to Abaddon, the most feared demon there is, allegedly with all the storybooks and all this shit. It's the demon of neutrality. But he was very vicious, very mean. He's supposed to be all kind of powerful.

When the devil didn't listen, I was praying to Avedon. When that didn't work, I abandoned spirituality entirely. I was like, okay, this shit ain't real. Nobody want to say nothing. Everybody want to be on mute. Okay. So, I've hit those points of absolute desperation. You turn to anything and everything and it didn't work.

I've been back and forth is my point of believing in things, not believing in things. I did the whole universe. Love attraction, speech, child. Exactly. Woo woo is what it is. Most of the time, the way that I've built my own connection to spirituality is through your emotions. That's your ticket in. And I pay attention to everything in myself.

And it helped me understand everything I thought I knew around souls, spirituality, the universe, God. Like it's annoying when you're learning how to get to it, but like it's real peaceful. It's real nice when you're learning how to get to it, but like, it's real peaceful. It's real nice. Once you like, get that relationship built. But my word of advice, if you want to get into it and you can't believe in a higher power yet, cause I understand the scientific side of like, if you can't prove it,

what do I look like a dumb ass trying to prove things? You have to open up to experiencing things and call it in experiences that you cannot negate, give yourself experiences and call them in. Experiences that you cannot negate. Give yourself experiences and call them in that you can't deny. There's no explanation for them. Ask for a sign. Ask to be led by the universe, by God. If there is a God, okay let's see it girl. I want to open up to a connection with you. I want to open up to, I want to reconnect this rope from my soul to you. If this is a real thing, let's see it.

My ear just started ringing so fucking loud as a sign. Yeah, you need to do it. Call it in and you'll experience it. And I kind of want to say with the way that social media is and everything online, so many people are trying to sell you spirituality coaching courses, this, that, and a fucking third books. It's infuriating because you can't just get no direct information. A lot of religions and a lot of certain things I don't agree with a lot. It's like everybody wants to do old timey rules,

then make the new timey rules and everybody wants to pick and choose what they like, what they follow. Too many translations, everything. Go with your own intuition, your own gut, your own emotions. Try to understand your own emotions because that's the one thing science can't pin down, at all. That's your ticket in. That's like your way into understanding and opening up to that.

Because once you can understand, you keep digging into understanding your own emotions. Why am I feeling it? Why am I thinking the way that I am? What perspectives am I holding? How have I gotten here? What would have to unlock for me to like understand things? What would I have to let go of and what is the fear that I have around?

Potentially being wrong Look, you got to look at past trauma and past emotions because this is like a block when you don't want anything to do a spirituality I've been there. It's that whole thing of like being wrong if I trust this thing and I believe in this thing, the universe, God, whatever it is, and I'm wrong, that disappointment is worse and that grief is worse to deal with than just kind of blocking it out and not even going down that path. So it's a big fear thing, fear-based thing. So that's why I'm giving you the advice of like go through the

self-trust route and things that you can experience. You might not be able to see it, but you can fucking feel it. When you pay attention to your own emotions, science can't even tell you girl. They can't even understand it. They're trying to throw you a little pill to try and balance yourself out chemically. Girl, I've cried on cocaine. That should be a contradiction. How you supposed to have dopamine running through your system and you can cry? That's like the opposite reaction you could have. How the fuck do that work? Emotions, I know you can't touch them and you can't see them, but you can feel them and it's all going to be a subjective experience. But everybody has different words and labels and explanations for everything,

but it all filters in through the same thing. So go inside yourself to feel it and it's all going to make sense. You will also see what's bullshit and what's not. Oh, funny. This one came up next. How do you know what your gut is really telling you? How do you know it's going to work out? And how do you know that it's your gut or your spirit?

If it ends up being uncomfortable, how do you know it's going to work out? And how do you know that it's your gut or your spirit if it ends up being uncomfortable? How do you know it's the right thing and not just the feeling or anxiety? Okay, so the way that I can explain it, you got to let every emotion settle first. Intuition is not going to scream to be heard. Your soul is not going to scream. So if you've got thoughts, your own worries, doubts, fears, ideas, this, that, and a third, your intuition is always talking. But it's not going to scream for airtime. It's not going to scream for the spotlight. It's just going to be a still knowing. That's just always in the back. You thought, hey, so whenever I'm feeling anxious about something or feeling worried or guilty or I feel obligated. I sit down and I observe the obligation.

I observe, okay, I was about to take this action out of guilt. I felt bad. I was about to take this action because I was anxious and I'm trying to like alleviate it. I feel fear. I feel whatever it is. All those things that you observe it all and it's like letting the muddy water settle. It's annoying. And a lot of people say this, but it's what's worked for me.

But it's not like you just sit there and fucking meditate. I'm not that far yet. I don't like meditating, but this is my own kind of version of it. It's like just letting everything settle for a second so you can hear yourself and then anything you were thinking about doing, like you were going to make a decision or make a certain choice After you've sat there for a second and you're back to your kind of like, okay baseline You've seen all the fear the doubt the worry the anxiety you've watched it all kind of go by you see what's going on Any action you're thinking of taking ask yourself is this out of guilt?

Do I actually want to do this thing? Is this out of anxiety? Is this out of fear? Any action you take from an emotional standpoint is not going to be the right one to take. If you know just for whatever reason, I should get up and do a certain thing, but you're just like, I don't want to. Trust it. It of like stillness and that inner knowing coming through. That's the intuition that you saw talking. You might see every logical reason of why you should do something, but you're just like, I don't want to do it for whatever reason. It's like,

no, I, if you're like, I wish I could just not do it. That's the answer. Flip a coin. That's another trick. Flip a coin, put one answer on one side, one answer on the other. And while the coin is in the air, pay attention to which side you hope it lands on. That's your soul talking. And the other thing, when you get a random weird insight or a thought or an idea for something, the intuition and whatever message or thought you hear or like thing that you feel, it's never gonna be

through fear, anxiety, or emotion. It's just gonna be a subtle knowing. Emotions will come after you observe that. So if you just get like a gut reaction to something of like, no, or yes, or leave. Like when I'm out in public sometimes, I just get a gut reaction of like, leave now. And it's not like a urgency, like, ah, get out panic. It's like, let's leave now. It's like a calm knowing. And then my body and my mind will react to me observing that of like, oh, fuck, something's wrong. That's when the anxiety comes out. But intuitive messages are never going to come through an anxious feeling.

It's never going to come as a panic, as a fear, as a hat. That's going to be a reaction to something that you just interpreted. Does that make sense? Is that helpful? Love it. But listen to it. And also if you don't know if it's an anxiety thing, just stop for a second. Cause there's certain times I've been in public and I just feel weird and I'm like, okay, is it my intuition or am I overstimulated? So I'll just stand there for a second, breathe,

look at my environment and then I'll pay attention to if I hear that like nudge of like, let's go or let's not. Don't take an action out of just like fear or overstimulation. You got to check in first. Like, what's the real thing to do? Should I leave? Should I stay? Because sometimes it's like a character building moment. You need to stay in the discomfort. But there's other times where it's actually your intuition of like, get out bitch, something's wrong. So that's kind of how I decipher it. Not clear at all, but you feel it. That's the thing that's not clear.

It's hard to articulate it, but when you get good at feeling it, you're going to be like a professional. You're just going to know things. Nice. Okay. Next person said, how do you find balance in treating yourself and financial wellness? I have two full-time jobs because kids are expensive. I found massages and skincare as a good reward for working so much

But I also have a scarcity mindset. I don't know how to not feel guilty or broke doing minor things for myself You're not more in alignment because you're stressed out. You're not more in alignment because you're guilty You're not more in alignment because you're exhausted You're not better because you're exhausted. You're not better because you restrict things from yourself. And you're not better because you beat yourself up for treating yourself. So if you're gonna treat yourself, do it. And shut the fuck up.

And nice as way back to both. Enjoy it. Like, do you get what I'm saying with the alignment thing and the guilt and you're not better because you beat yourself up for it? Like, enjoy the moment. Why are you doing it if you're gonna rob it from yourself? It's like buying yourself a birthday cake and you won't let yourself blow out the candles.

Like, oh, I do better blow out the candles. That's what you're supposed to do. Supposed to enjoy it. Blow out the candles to get the cake. If you're gonna do something for yourself, do the skincare. Relax, do it, try to carry stuff. enjoy it, enjoy the things that you do for yourself and stop with the bullshit. Why are you doing it if you're going to rob yourself of the experience?

Like be pissed off that you robbed yourself. Like you're doing something nice for yourself, getting a massage, but if you lay in there stressing out the whole time, you're just wasting money because your brain wouldn't shut up. Just relax and do it, enjoy it. What's so bad about that? You're not better because you're robbing yourself of joy. You must smell miserable. And I know exactly what you're talking about. I used to be the same way and I still deal with certain things here and there,

but enjoy it. You weren't sent to this life to suffer. And if you have the means to treat yourself, do it. As soon as you stop feeling guilty around treating yourself and letting treating yourself become your state of normal, it's going to be provided in weird ways to help you. So expect that that's what you do. You get to the point where you allow it. You feel safe to do things for yourself.

You have to feel safe with it first. And then you start to expect it and then it will unfold. But while you're over here beating yourself up, playing the whole guilt game, if all you do when you treat yourself as a sign of feeling a state of guilt, you feel safe to feel guilt when you do for yourself. So you feel like you deserve it.

It's a shitty little cycle. Get out of it, trust me. Enjoy it, have fun, have a nice time. And then expect it. That's another way to word it. Take care of yourself so much that you expect yourself to take care of yourself, and God and the universe and your life will reflect that.

You can expect to be taken care of. And other things are gonna start doing it too, not just you. But it starts from the inside. That's a good little tidbit to add. Okay, next person said, hey Leo, hey Gra. Why is nobody talking about how hard it is to make friends as a young adult? Because people are fucking weird, to be honest.

And everybody's so performative about everything. Everybody's trying to earn everybody's approval. Everybody's trying to be liked instead of being themselves. So it's like, who are you really being friends with? I don't know, everybody got a mask on, but that's one thing I'm excited about. I haven't told y'all yet. I told Substack, but along with my clothing line that I'm coming out with, I decided to make merch again with all my sayings that I love. They're not about violence. They weren't aggravated. So we have merch for the podcast.

And there's a couple more quotes that I'm going to do. But my soul fed me the little idea of making the merch again for situations like this, because when I'm out in public, I get recognized everywhere I go so much all the time. I love it. I love when you guys say hi, but tapping into that, I want y'all to be able to find each other too, because everyone that has linked up through meeting me, like when I was on tour, people who meet through Substack,

people who just meet through social media like shared love for me, we all think the same. We all got the same kind of morals and values. So I want to make the merch again at like an entry level price point where everybody can be in the family. And when you wear it out in public, as recognizable as I am, you can take a piece of that and be recognizable to other people who think like you. So if you see somebody else out in a shirt

that says, wear an aggravated, or not above violence, or any of my other little quotes I'm gonna do, you'll see soon, end of this month. End of this month, we talking. It's coming, I've been working on it. But when you see other people with that, go up to them and say hi. That's how you guys can find each other. I've been working on it. But when you see other people with that, go up to them and say hi.

That's how you guys can find each other. So I wanna help like make my presence be useful. You guys love me, I love you. Now go find each other. I wanna make it like a family thing, like a family vibe, you know? And that's a good way for everybody to kind of effortlessly find friends.

Cause I'm very recognizable. Let's let all this fame be presumptive. I wanna bring everybody together. But don't buy my merch if you're a piece of shit. That's one thing I will say. I want everybody who buys the merch to be like this. Like when you meet other people in public with my merch on, it's like friends immediately. It's like, oh my God, it's like my family, my friend. It's like, I want you to have that vibe. So if you're somebody who ain't got no morals and you like morally bankrupt and you don't got no character to you,

don't buy my fucking merch. Well, you could buy it if you want, wear it at the house. But if you're like a good person, you relate to what I say and you're with it, wear and go find each other, you know? I don't want the bad apples spoiling the bunch. But yeah, that should help, soon. Oh my, oh. Okay, this one cuts a little close to home. Uh,

is it okay to cook ties with a parent? Yep. This person said, my father and I have never gotten along. We have always just fought and argued my entire life. Now I'm a mom. I don't want that relationship dynamic around my son or myself. Am I an asshole for wanting to cut ties with my dad permanently for my own mental health? No. And that's one thing I don't like is when parents, like kids grow up and parents act like it's all on the child to maintain the connection with the parent. No, that's not how it goes. You can have boundaries and standards for anybody in your life. And if your parent don't match that, they don't match that.

There is gonna be a lot more leniency when it's family. That's how everybody is and that's how it should be. But you're not bad or you're not wrong for that. Like you said, you're a mother now and you see the destructive little dynamic that your dad has with you. You don't want it around your kid. So let that be awareness and like a reflection. How much you love your child, you want to protect them from that. That lets you know it is as bad

as you think and it is something to protect your kid from. So validate yourself with that. I'll do it for you. But there's nothing wrong with telling a family member, especially your parent, look, I love you. I'm always going to be here if you need me. But I do not wanna talk. I don't wanna be in contact, I want distance. And I want that to be respected. You should always try to explain and give them some kind of context, but if they're not gonna hear it,

and you've tried and you've explained and explained and explained and they don't get it, you just gotta accept, okay, I'm not gonna keep trying to explain it to you, it's not gonna be a fight. This is what it is. I don't want you involved in my life, but like I said, I'm always gonna be there for you.

I'm always gonna be loyal to you. If you need me, I'm there at the end of the day. If something bad happens, you got me. But this is how I want things to go forward. I would like that to be respected. And you can leave it there, and you ain't bad for that. I've had to do that with multiple family members. That's more than I give some.

Some I don't want to fucking speak to again another day in my life, and I won't. But some family members, I will always have that loyalty of like, I'm gonna be there if you need me at the end of the day, but just leave me to fuck alone, you know? Like you showed your ass, okay, be gone. Oh, here we go. Would you get back together with somebody that cheated on you? No.

Hell no. Nevy, evy. And I will say, one time I caught an ex of mine talking to other people on kick a long time ago. Kick. I got a makeup gift. I got a Rolex for makeup gift. It ain't worth it. Don't stay. Do nothing. I don't care what they buy you. Throw it at them. I did that too. But just leave. I tried to do the whole thing. I'm going to make to get a day. Can't work it out. No. Leave.

Once they cheat is OVA. But I do want to give you a little bit more of like a rational approach to why I say this so rigidly for someone to cheat on you. If we're dating and you feel whatever you feel emotionally and you decide to go step out of the relationship and go get needs met or get comfort with somebody else or do something with somebody else at the expense of me, I will never trust you again in my life because I cannot control what you feel.

And if you will not even come to me with what you feel and try to let me help you deal with it or address it or fix something or even give me the decency just to break it off. I'm never going to trust you. So it's not that I don't trust you. I don't trust your relationship to your emotions and your ability to still prioritize me when you are emotional. That's why I say once you cheat, it's over forever.

And also you touch somebody else. Now you're lucky I don't cut your fucking limbs off. Okay? No, not happening. I'm Albanian. I don't play that. I get upset. Real bad. Oh, y'all making me need a cigarette. Okay, next person said, can self-sabotage be a kink? I never thought about it like that. But yeah, I don't think it's a kink, but I think it's a baseline of normal. Like, what is your normal? If proving yourself and chasing success is your feeling of normal, yeah, anytime you get close to success or get a taste of it to sabotage yourself, to go back to having to prove, yeah, that's just getting you back to the place that you feel safe. And also how you

feel alive when you're constantly chasing things is when you feel alive. So it can be kind of like a kink, like a satisfaction thing. I don't think it's a sexual thing. But from this standpoint, yeah, absolutely. I've gone through that so many times, because when you get to success, who you are when you're on your way is a whole different person than the person who actually receives the success a lot of things about yourself concept have to die and have to go a lot of limiting beliefs have to Be released or you will sabotage in a way where you can't one be a vibrational match to it or two you actually

Sabotage it without realizing it to keep yourself safe. Because actually having the thing that you want, if you don't feel like you can never be enough, if you have issues with feeling like you are enough, you will sabotage it. You won't be able to accept it or allow it. You'll be stuck in that proving yourself phase. So anytime you get up against something where you no longer have to prove yourself, nah, you don't want that.

You ain't going to like that. You ain't going to accept that because you don't know how to just accept something. So yeah, watch out. Okay. Next person said how to start thinking more positive about life when everything I've done has gone wrong and left me with no hope. You should feel helpless. I'm never going to look at you in a situation like this because when I was going through periods like this in my life, like no matter what I'm doing, it goes wrong.

I felt like God had his thumb on me. It's like every time I would set up a domino, he would flick it the other way. Anytime I was doing anything, it would go dead ass wrong. So the hopeless you feel, duh, I'm going to validate that hopelessness for you so you can get the hell out of it. You should feel hopeless with everything that you've been trying and the way you've been living. That way of living is hopeless. This is how you set yourself free to go another direction. So yeah, what you're being waken up to is go a different route. There's thousands of ways to

get to the same place. So switch what you're doing, switch how you're living. If you don't like it, duh, stop doing it. You've been trying it, trying it, trying it, trying it. What's another way you could do it? What's another approach entirely? And if you're only doing things so that they can work, that whole frustration of like, everything I try and do is not working.

Yeah, it's not meant to, it's not gonna. If it was gonna work, if it was meant to work, it would have already. You meant to change how you're doing it. You gotta feel better while you're doing it. Oh, I hate to say that, but you've watched it with me. Since March of this year, I gave up my whole approach to forcing through life, and that's how I gave up cocaine

and was able to like stay off of it. Still haven't touched it. Also with the vape, haven't touched the vape since the last two weeks I talked to you. Yeah, I don't care about the damn vape no more. I'd be having my cigarettes still, but the whole hitting the vape all day every day, no, I don't do it. But one more thing I want to say about this, you're not meant to feel positive about it. If everything's not working, you're not meant to feel positive about it because you would keep fucking trying.

Don't. Let me just save you the headache, save you any more time frustration. Go another route. Feel better about it. Look at yourself. Why do you not like it? What's really bothering you? What's upsetting you? Because what I've learned is the way you think you're going to get there, there's probably, there's always a faster and better route to get there. And if your route ain't working, give up the sense of control over how you have to get there. God's way of getting there is gonna be way much more better. Trust me. Oh my God.

Next, y'all so messy. But I'm gonna have you back a little. Next person said, my husband's friend and I kissed. He doesn't know. Okay, this is one of those things, you take it to the grave, all right? Shut up, don't do it again. Because you friends with me, I'ma correct you.

I'm not gonna tell you, piece of shit, okay, you kissed him. Don't do that again, enough, okay? Have some common sense, have some wherewithal, and don't admit this to nobody else, all right? It dies with us, and leave it be. That's so embarrassing. Don't ever let him find out about this. And don't do it again, and don't do nothing,

no type flirting, nothing with this friend. And get prepared to deny till you die, because if this friend ever tries to come out and be like, oh, yeah, I kissed your wife. What the fuck? You better get prepared to gaslight, lie, manipulate everything, okay? Be prepared to go against this dude and rag him.

I would never, have you seen him? Look at him. But also you can't be too reactive. You gotta do it like an embarrassed, like, oh my girl, please. Oh. Find the best compliment you could give to your husband and throw it at him. You think I would cheat on a man who bought

me all these Louis bags? You think I wish you don't a man who bought me a Chanel bag? You think I wish you don't a man who fucks like this? Do something where it's a situation like that. Like you're gassing up your man but like you're humiliating like Oh girl, please come on. You know what I mean? That I mean, not teach you too much. but don't tell nobody. Stay between us. Don't do it again. Keep your fucking lips to your husband.

Little cord, man. Oh, my God. Y'all would hate me if I was straight. OK. Next person said, Why do some men disguise insecurity as protectiveness, like telling you to change into a modest outfit because other men might look at you. Because I'm dating someone who does this and I'm starting to wonder, am I being protected or controlled? Does it matter?

Okay, this is different for me because I'm a dude who's into dudes. I don't even know if I'm into dudes. He's into dudes. I like girls. But if I was dating a girl, no, you're not going out and nothing revealing. And it's not because I don't want you to be yourself. I don't want you to, if I'm not with you, you're not dressing in a way where I know men will assume you're looking for a

certain kind of attention. What is this flight that just came in my house? I think it was a moth. He's up around the wall hanging out. Okay, sit there and look pretty. Don't scare me because I'll kill you. But yeah, the whole thing with like men in public, men are disgusting. Genuinely. Like they have no common decency respect. It's like it's kind of gone in today's day and age. And when a girl wears something revealing, men just have this stupid acting like they're the prize. They can do whatever they want.

Cause violence is illegal. Assault is illegal. That's it. You can't correct people like you could in the old days when there was no phones and cameras and everybody recording every fucking thing. Used to get in a fight and walk off no problem. Even when I was younger, you can get away with a lot.

But men nowadays just run amok, doing a lot of shit. And if I'm dating a girl, if I catch wind, a guy did something to you. If he touched you, if he was too pushy, if he was weird, I'm gonna show up where you're at and I'm going to prison and he's going in the fucking ambulance. It's not gonna be good time. If I'm with you, wear whatever the hell you want. We going out, we looking good. I'm there to protect you. No one's gonna step while I'm there. So there's also like a respect thing of like, if we're

going somewhere nice, we could do like a little titty out, but the legs gotta be covered. Or if the titties are covered, we're doing the legs out. You know what I mean? We could be sexy, but we're gonna be classy about it. You ain't going out in no hoochie shit if we go in somewhere like nice and fancy. We're gonna dress to the occasion. But as a man, if I'm gonna be over here critiquing what you're wearing, I'm buying it. So I'm gonna put you in what I want you to wear.

There's a way to do it with class as a guy. If you want a girl wearing a certain thing or a certain style, put that dress on, I bought you. I wanna see you in that. That's how you can do it without seeming insecure and possessive and weird. Yeah, we're possessive, we're all possessive. And if he ain't possessive, he don't like you. But we also, as men, understand how other men are.

And we don't want you getting subjected to certain things and we don't want men looking at you like oh she's dressed like that I can go grab her if I want to I can go do whatever I want to her in the parking lot because she's a little drunk she's looking for it that's how these dumb motherfuckers justify things in their mind oh she was asking for it because she wore a little mini skirt no that infuriates me even talking about it. But I would just tell the dude honestly, take me shopping. Go pick me out and buy me what you want me to wear.

Because I'm done dealing with this. If you want to be over here and play Barbie doll, okay. Make the Barbie dolls closet. Make her take you shopping. Okay, next person said, my ex forced himself onto me once and we broke up. Now he comes back with regret and says he healed. What would you do?

Pay attention to his words. He came back and said, I healed? Why is he not asking if you're okay? Have you healed? That shows he don't care and understand what he did to you had an implication to you. What is that about? He comes back and says, oh, I healed.

Okay, not enough. Go do a little more. Maybe go drown in some holy water or something. Come back, tell you I healed after he did something to you, took advantage of you, held you down. No. Oh, I healed. I don't give a fuck.

What did you have to heal from? Breaking up, ooh. What would Leo do? Probably shoot fuck. What did you have to heal from? Breaking up, ooh. What would Leo do? Probably shoot him. Give him something new to heal from. Oh, next person asked, how do you get through tough times? I'm in some right now. Times is tough.

Ha, not really. I explained at the beginning of this how I'm kind of going through some things and I'm mid-breakthrough and I'm'm mid like shifting a lot in my life. It's like a lot of things are changing. I'm not emotionally. I've been kind of like all over the board a little bit and I'm understanding things and growing but like there's a lot of grief and a lot of growing pains that happen and

things I'm dealing with certain people, certain people have passed recently and it's like a weird dynamic, but I'm letting myself have time so I'm being with myself doing my thing I had a little martini tonight cuz I wanted to fucking chill out relax okay so be I love my tea who I love cigarette whoa I just be there for myself get through the tough time okay yeah adjust take the time. Reorient your life to kind of like being there for yourself and be there for you. Lean on the people around you. Hang out with the friends, hang out with your family. Basically just trust yourself that you're going to get

through it, but don't sit over here and freak out. Make it, it makes it worse when you're like, Oh, I'm having tough time. It's always going to be like this. Playing doomsday about it catastrophe. Don't do all that. You're going to be fine. He always been fine. You're going to figure it out. But I'm a living example of it. Like I'm still making my podcast, but I switched the way that I'm going to talk about it and do it where it's not all about me and what I'm going through because I'm not ready to talk about it yet. Like there's too much I'm still trying to understand, but I didn't want to force a podcast out. But then I thought about doing a what

would Leo do? And I I was like that's fun Y'all messy as hell y'all have fun things like that So we'll get the pressure off of me where I can still do my job basically and make an episode But it doesn't have to come at the cost of myself and like beating myself up To like go through a hard time emotionally and then talk about it before I'm ready. You know what I mean? Just be there for yourself Continue doing what you want to do, but just switch your little approach. Be there for you, Gura. Have a little martini. Oh my God. Okay. I was going to end it on that one, but someone said,

I feel like you can be a functioning addict if the financial impact wasn't so bad. Or am I just stupid and an actual junkie since my brain don't work with no chemicals? Girl, I easily afforded my cocaine habit. I was real kind about it too. Had nice vials, gold trays, a hundred dollar bills I had. That's what I would do it out of. I wasn't doing nothing cheap. I made it very luxurious, very nice, fancy gold trays, gold platters, gold, everything. No, you can't. Even if there's no negative financial implication or like impact, you're not there yet. And I was

in the same place of like, I'm doing fine. I can afford. No, your brain's playing with you. What you're doing is soothing something. You're coping through life. So To cope forever. It's not gonna work. That's just the core of it but I Understand going through certain things where you're not ready to quit because nobody could have told me to quit before I was ready Because you can't keep living your life in a way where you have to cope with it You have to change your entire life and until you get that and you're ready for it, it's not going to be something that you can force or you will relapse.

You will go back to shit. But I've talked openly about a lot of my whole cocaine addiction and everything and how I retried it again when I went to Miami one time. And then I was fully done with it and I'm like, okay, now I have a whole new outlook on it and I have zero urge for it. Since that, it's been a couple of months now I have no desire for it and it's weird to say it. And I looked at myself in the mirror the other day and I was like, Leo, we don't do coke no more. I was like, Oh my God, look at this. Like,

what the fuck? I never thought I would be at a point where I could like say that because I used to look at myself in the mirror and I was like, what the fuck have I never thought I would be at a point where I could like save that. Cause I used to look at myself in the mirror and I was like, what the fuck have I turned into? Like I was looking at a couple of my old podcasts from like the beginning of this year, how skinny I was, how like gaunt and like, I thought everything's fine. I thought you couldn't tell.

I was fucking dying inside. Oh my God. It has more of an impact than you think. It's not just financial. Financial is the easiest part to deal with. So don't let that kind of sway you. I hate to like tell you the truth about it, but I've taught the same thing. But yeah, you're going to have to quit. It's just when you're ready or life will force you to.

So that's just the kind of thing you got to understand is like you're living in a way where you have to cope with your life. So you cannot cope forever. That's the statute. Oh my God. Okay. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. One more. One more then we're going to be done. All right. Someone said, I just came into $60,000. I'm 23. What do I do with it? How do I provide for my family through a more passive system? I want a Volvo s 60 t5 r design Girl, you're not buying no damn car 60 grand My first piece of advice i'm going to tell you what I did when I first came into like a chunk of money was like 80 000 that hit me I was living like

Kind of frugal like and then I finally got my first like chunk of cash come in and I was living like kind of frugal, and then I finally got my first chunk of cash come in, and I was like, whoa, $80,000, sit with it, hold it. Understand what it feels like to have that in your bank account. The way you're gonna walk through life and see things is with a whole different level of comfort, and you're gonna notice so much of your stress is gone.

When you go to the store and you wanna buy a water, you wanna buy a pack of gummy bears, you wanna buy four fucking packs, cause you can. You're like, I have the option to do that. I have the option to just like go through life and not stress. I have the option to call in work if I want because I'm not over here scared. I don't need the extra money this week. I can drop a shift.

Experience the freedom from the stress, the mental turmoil, the every constant thing you're doing, being worried about money. Sit with the money in your account and get comfortable with that. That's the hard part though is when you come into money, you're not used to that feeling of having it. You're used to the stress of constantly worrying about it and not being able to do everything. Sit with it and see what it feels like.

Get comfortable in that frequency and that positioning in your life of like having that in your bank account. What does it feel like? When you go through life, you're just gonna walk a little taller, be like, wait, I can breathe for a second. Don't go blow the money before you can experience that. Because when you're over here and you're going to go buy all this shit out of excitement

and, oh, I can finally do this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, of like finally getting to sit there with the cash. I mean, okay,

I have the 60 grand sit there for at least a week. I'd say a month, at least a week, sit there and don't touch it. Just experience what it's like having it. And then you'll get clarity around what's exciting. What's not. What is worth the piece that I now feel what What's worth the mental freedom I now have? My little piece I have now going through life. What's worth losing that? Is a car worth it? I didn't upgrade my car for five years. I got a Chrysler in 2019 when I started working as a nurse. I bought it for myself. And I didn't buy a new car until 2025.

I ordered it in 2024 at the end, and then it got delivered to you. Brand new, customized, everything. Just trust me, sit there with it and enjoy having it for a little bit. Okay, that's my advice. In year 23, chill out. But that's it.

That's all we got for this week. All we got for our What Would Leo Do? But I'll leave a link in the description for the little What Would Leo Do? submission thing so you can go submit it. And the next time I for our What Would Leo Do? But I'll leave a link in the description for the little What Would Leo Do submission thing so you can go submit it and the next time I wanna do What Would Leo Do, I'll go through and I'll read it and see if I pick yours. But I'll also put all my social media and shit

in the description so you can go find me, my app. Also I'll put my sub stack, that's where I go live, like private little family thing. But yeah, everything you need from me is in the description. What we gonna comment this week? What emoji do you wanna do? I don't know, maybe like a little butterfly or something. Cause a little moth came to visit.

Oh, he left. He had something to do. But comment a little butterfly emoji or a moth if there's a moth. I don't know. But that'll be our emoji for this week to see who made it this far in the episode. But yeah, I don't think I have anything else to tell you.

Sunglasses and tank tops will be coming out next month, March end of this month, maybe first week of July. But a lot of cool shit's on the way. I'm so excited. But that's it, it's all we got for this week. Everybody be safe, take care of yourself. Love you so bad, I'll talk to you guys next Sunday.